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Flowers & Grapes Fall 2021

Flowers & Grapes is an indie magazine for gardeners, flower fanatics, wine country enthusiasts, and nature lovers of Northern California. It is a beautiful publication that inspires you to muse on the beauty of the seasons and the region as well as encourages you get out and explore the wine county. Published quarterly in spring, summer, fall, and winter, each issue is packed with natural beauty and regional knowledge to inspire gardening, sustainability, entertaining, travel and living a rich life in Northern California.

Flowers & Grapes is an indie magazine for gardeners, flower fanatics, wine country enthusiasts, and nature lovers of Northern California. It is a beautiful publication that inspires you to muse on the beauty of the seasons and the region as well as encourages you get out and explore the wine county. Published quarterly in spring, summer, fall, and winter, each issue is packed with natural beauty and regional knowledge to inspire gardening, sustainability, entertaining, travel and living a rich life in Northern California.

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GARDEN | FLORAL | HOME | LIFESTYLE<br />

Northern California Wine Country<br />

<strong>Fall</strong> <strong>2021</strong><br />

Rustic elegance, dahlias, pumpkins, farm animals, winemakers, and more ...


Support Us!<br />

Founder + Publisher<br />

Maya Bartolf<br />

Special Thanks<br />

| Dawn Andreotti | Rosa Bravo | Elizbeth Fenn |<br />

| Diane Davis | Christin Geall | Marla Myles | Elizabeth O'Brien |<br />

| Jessica Slack | Aimee Twigger | Kaleigh Rhoads |<br />

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So, we rely on contributions from our readers to offer this magazine<br />

to you online for free. We invite our fans to support us by donating<br />

so that we can continue to publish this new artful magazine that<br />

captures the unique beauty of the wine country.<br />

Contact<br />

We are looking for contributors and would love to hear from you!<br />

Please contact us with any questions, feedback, projects, or collaborations<br />

ideas you might want to share at info@flowersandgrapes.com .<br />

Subscribe Today!<br />

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Volume 1, Issue 3. <strong>Flowers</strong> & <strong>Grapes</strong> magazine is published in Marin County by Maya Bartolf in<br />

San Rafael, CA 94903. All rights reserved. Copyright ©<strong>2021</strong>. No part of this magazine may be reproduced.<br />

in any form without written permission from the publisher.


It’s harvest in<br />

wine country!<br />

Zinfandel grapes almost at their peak at Bartholomew Estate Winery in Sonoma, CA.


<strong>Fall</strong> <strong>2021</strong><br />

6. Editor’s Note<br />

Warmth & Radiance<br />

8. On the Cover<br />

New Vibrations: The Happy Dahlia Farm<br />

24. On the Farm<br />

Meet Hombre at Charlie’s Acres Farm<br />

Animal Sanctuary<br />

30. Wine Country<br />

Wanderings<br />

Rustic Elegance: Nickel & Nickel Winery<br />

42. Book Notes<br />

Christin Geall On Texture<br />

The Happy Dahlia Farm<br />

p. 8<br />

p. 42<br />

p. 24<br />

Meet Hombre at Charlie’s Acres<br />

Farm Animal Sanctuary<br />

Christin Geall On Texture from<br />

Cultivated :The Elements of Style


p. 54<br />

Sweet & Savory<br />

<strong>Fall</strong> Events at Andreotti Family Farm<br />

p. 30<br />

p. 46<br />

Nickel & Nickel Winery<br />

46. Seasonal<br />

Celebrations<br />

Sweet & Savory: A Visual Feast<br />

52. Crafted<br />

Foliate Jewelry Designed by<br />

Jessica Slack<br />

54. Seasonal Picks<br />

Sonoma Garden Park<br />

Andreotti Family Farms<br />

Grandma Buddies Christmas Trees<br />

59. Fresh Picks<br />

Calendar<br />

We’ve got these events on our calendars!<br />

61. In Bloom<br />

Bartholomew Estate Winery<br />

<strong>Fall</strong> <strong>2021</strong>


Warmth & Radiance<br />

F<br />

all is here! It is my absolute favorite season, which seems ironic for a person so obsessed<br />

with flowers and gardening. I love autumn because of its intense sensual nature—and that<br />

it also seems to slowly unfold here in the wine country. In all its splendor, autumn ignites<br />

our senses, enticing us to go outside to experience its radiant magic. Its cool breezes refresh us.<br />

And, autumn’s fruits grace both nature and our tables bringing us together to enjoy.<br />

Our long, hot summer days begin to shorten, offering a shady softer light on the landscape.<br />

Sunflowers, dahlias, and zinnias linger while leaves and grasses begin to create a patchwork of<br />

rich color slowly blanketing the valleys and hillsides. While days can still be extremely warm,<br />

nights are chilly even under the warmth of a bright Harvest Moon.<br />

Changing grapevine foliage from green, to gold, then amber creates a striking spectrum of color<br />

in the vineyards. Leaves become the flowers of fall. Birds and wildlife feast on the seed heads of<br />

flowers. <strong>Grapes</strong> are at their peak of ripeness. We gather with family and friends to share our<br />

colorful cornucopia from the furrowed fields and farmers markets. Aromatic flavors of sweet and<br />

savory fill our houses.<br />

The friendly glow of Jack-O-Lanterns welcomes all on Halloween night. And on our coldest<br />

nights, no light is warmer or more welcoming than the light illuminating from inside our homes.<br />

Celebrate this radiance, warmth, and abundance by bringing the gifts of the season into your<br />

home to share with family and friends.<br />

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Above: In my happy place with my dog, Poppy, at<br />

The Happy Dahlia Farm in Petaluma. Right: Our<br />

first promotional booth at the Clucktown Collective<br />

this summer at The Happy Dahlia Farm.<br />

We are so grateful for our outstanding contributors. Thank your for sharing your creativity with us<br />

to honor this remarkable season. This specular issue celebrates the beauty of this season in wine<br />

country. Experience a kaleidoscope of bold color this fall at The Happy Dahlia Farm. Rustic<br />

Elegance will make you want to put on your favorite wooly sweater and take a stroll in the vineyard.<br />

Charlie’s Acres Farm Animal Sanctuary is where you can connect with farm animals and take<br />

in stunning vineyard views. While these stories encourage you to go out exploring, the pages in<br />

this issue are filled with inspiration and beauty to bring into your garden, home, and daily life.<br />

Our feature contributors will inspire you to bring the splendor and richness of nature and the<br />

landscape into your homes. Celebrated author and designer, Christin Geall, will inspire you to<br />

forage your gardens for bloom and bounty to add seasonal flair to holiday flower arrangements<br />

and decor. Aimee Twiggers, international food stylist and cook, shares her artful culinary<br />

creations that are a feast for the eye, and are sure to delight your palate with the flavors of fall.<br />

And before the stillness of winter blankets our landscape, remember to savor this moment of<br />

transformation. Go out. Gather. Reflect. Harvest the best from this challenging pandemic year.<br />

Honor your abundance and share it with community, family, and friends. And remember to<br />

celebrate its radiant gifts with more <strong>Flowers</strong> & <strong>Grapes</strong>!<br />

Maya Bartolf<br />

Editor | Founder<br />

Follow me to see more of my wine country adventures @MayaBartolf on Instagram...<br />

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New Vibrations<br />

The Happy Dahlia Farm<br />

by Maya Bartolf<br />

'American Pillar' (1902) in full display frame<br />

the turret of the Maison de la Rose -the residence<br />

of Jan and Michael Tolmasoff in<br />

Healdsburg, California. Blue Iris ‘Sea Power


At the intersection of East Washington and Adobe Road in<br />

Petaluma, California, one can feel the new vibrations emanating<br />

from the thousands of colorful dahlias that grow in the<br />

field at The Happy Dahlia Flower Farm. Among the playful<br />

kaleidoscope of colorful blooms, visitors are immersed in a<br />

sensorial state of being filled with beauty, life energy, and<br />

nature. While well-known for producing exquisite dahlias in<br />

their many varieties, the farm has blossomed into a sanctuary<br />

for the spirit, soul, and connection. The Happy Dahlia Flower<br />

Farm has become a place to experience the sacred seasonal<br />

rhythms of the farm, landscape, and community.


Owner and self-proclaimed "Flower Mama," Meagan Major felt this very same energy<br />

when she first saw the dahlia flower farm. It was in a picture shared via text by a friend –<br />

then known as the Aztec Dahlia Farm. And in that very same message, Meagan quickly<br />

learned that the owner was about to put the farm up for sale. “My heart took a breath<br />

and EXHALED... it was visceral," recalled Meagan. Trusting this intuitive sign deep within<br />

her, Meagan immediately took the first step towards purchasing the flower farm – talking<br />

it over with her husband and partner, Tony.<br />

Tony thought it, “the best stupid idea ever!” Together they along with their two young<br />

daughters took a deep dive into the fascinating world of dahlias and farming in the wine<br />

country. “It’s about surrendering what you think you want, what you think you know, so<br />

that the universe can realign you to something even more spectacular." Meagan<br />

continued, "I didn’t realize it would manifest itself in the form of a flower farm. I didn’t<br />

even know what a tuber was, but there I stood in front of 60,000 of them.”<br />

Photo: ©<strong>2021</strong>TheHappyDahliaFarm<br />

Meagan Major, Owner and Flower Mama bringing beauty to the world creating new vibrations at her dahlia farm<br />

in Petaluma, California.<br />

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Photo: ©<strong>2021</strong>TheHappyDahliaFarm<br />

Above: What can be more beautiful<br />

that a sea of colorful dahlias?<br />

Below: Meagan and her husband<br />

Tony dance in the field celebrating<br />

one year at the farm and reaching<br />

their $50,000 GoFundMe campaign<br />

goal.<br />

A former make-up artist to A-list entertainers and<br />

celebrities, Meagan shared that she too was<br />

increasingly being drawn away from her current<br />

work in wellness and healing. Her spirit was<br />

leading her to the outdoors, farms, and the beauty<br />

of flowers. She confessed to secretly exploring the<br />

idea of working on a local farm and realized it was<br />

not financially realistic. “It’s about following a<br />

thousand tiny instincts that lead you to unexpected<br />

surprises," reflected Meagan. She signed the<br />

papers for the business the day of the Covid-19<br />

pandemic lockdown.<br />

With no experience in farming, Meagan knew she<br />

had to follow her heart into uncharted waters and<br />

trust that this was where she was meant to be in<br />

the universe. There was no business plan for<br />

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Photo: ©<strong>2021</strong>TheHappyDahliaFarm<br />

I didn’t even know what a tuber was,<br />

but there I stood in front of 60,000 of<br />

them. — Meagan Major


launching a business during a pandemic. Restaurants, wineries, catering, special events,<br />

and weddings planners made up most of the customer-base she inherited with purchase<br />

of the farm. Customers whose businesses closed down or were put on pause within<br />

weeks of the lockdown.<br />

Meagan persevered through this unprecedented tough time for businesses through<br />

hard work – harder than she could ever imagine. Her creativity and business savvy as an<br />

entrepreneur imagined a new vision for the farm. One that was more than just selling<br />

flowers and arrangements. She saw the farm as a place of beauty, inspiration, and<br />

gathering. Her vision was the catalyst for awakening a new spirit and alternative model<br />

for the once traditional flower farm. The Happy Dahlia Flower Farm became a flourishing<br />

new space for individuals to retreat from their busy lives, connect to the rhythms of<br />

nature, and be energized by the beauty of the flowers and from community—an outdoor<br />

refuge from the long work at home days and pandemic life.<br />

On any given day during flower season and even off-season, the dahlia field has become<br />

a place of beauty, meditation, and playful communion. The Happy Dahlia Flower<br />

Farm holds workshops and events that uplift the soul, boost creativity, and promote<br />

Photo: ©<strong>2021</strong>TheHappyDahliaFarm<br />

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Photo: ©<strong>2021</strong>TheHappyDahliaFarm<br />

community connection. From gigantic soap<br />

bubble playdates for kids, to romantic date nights<br />

picnics in the field, the farm is becoming a place<br />

for connection and play. Recently, a stage has<br />

been built as a focal point for music and<br />

entertainment such as movie night. The farm is also<br />

a family-friendly space for kids to be free, explore<br />

and learn from the farm and nature. Kids can<br />

experience chickens wandering about the field<br />

while playing among the colorful rows of blooms.<br />

They can also get their hands dirty in a fun new<br />

playground complete with a kid-sized potting<br />

bench.<br />

The farm has also become a place for education<br />

and community. The farm hosts workshops and<br />

Left: Care-free girl at play among the<br />

dahlias while offering a perfect Instagramable<br />

moment for her parents.<br />

Top: Kids frolic among the opalescent<br />

cloud of bubbles. Vibrant dahlias at<br />

their peak are exquisite attracting visitors<br />

from all over Northern California.<br />

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The Happy Dahlia Farm is a place for the community to come together year –round with<br />

music, picnicking, and shopping locally at the Clucktown Collective seasonal market.


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Photo: ©<strong>2021</strong>TheHappyDahliaFarm<br />

seasonal markets like the Clucktown Collective –<br />

a group of diverse local merchants and<br />

craftspeople who sell their unique wares.<br />

Meagan offers a variety of classes on growing<br />

dahlias, flower farming, floral arranging, and<br />

wellness. Meagan and Tony envision the farm<br />

will one day provide a venue for future festivals<br />

to support causes that matter, like protecting<br />

our environment and oceans.<br />

Left: Families gather on the lawn to enjoy<br />

the jazzy tunes of the band, Ms.Honeywell.<br />

Kids getting their hands dirty at the new<br />

playground potting bench. <strong>Flowers</strong> &<br />

<strong>Grapes</strong> promo booth at the Clucktown Collective.<br />

Farm stand and dream catcher. This<br />

page: Sound vibrations and crystals embedded<br />

in the furrowed dahlia field (below) balance<br />

the energy and create a new vibe at<br />

the farm.<br />

With her passion for wellness and healing,<br />

Meagan planned for the farm to also be a<br />

sanctuary for quiet meditation and wellness.<br />

Yoga classes are offered weekly out in the fields<br />

among the blooms. Sound healing ceremonies<br />

provide a direct therapeutic reset for the soul.<br />

Tonal modulations, vibrant color frequency of<br />

the dahlias, and the landscape create an<br />

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immersive environment for visitors to detach from<br />

their daily lives. Crystals set amid the rows of<br />

flowers provide stabilizing and rebalanced energy.<br />

Above and right: The deep red ‘Mars’<br />

dahlia and the stunning ‘Wyns Sensation’<br />

dahlia at their peak not only<br />

draw flower fanatics from all over the<br />

Bay Area, but also the many pollinators<br />

like bees, butterflies, birds, and<br />

ladybugs. Below: Gongs resonate at<br />

the sound healing ceremony among<br />

the kaleidoscope of blooms creating<br />

a meditative and healing natural environment<br />

at the farm.<br />

In her extraordinarily challenging first year as a<br />

flower farmer, Meagan has even cultivated a<br />

growing community of loyal followers. Her dahlia<br />

devotees regularly support the farm by purchasing<br />

flowers and attending a variety of events. What<br />

makes her supporters so different from regular<br />

customers is that they appreciate her new creative<br />

model for the farm as a beautiful sanctuary and a<br />

dynamic communal space. Her amazing dahlialoving<br />

supporters have crowd-sourced over<br />

$50,000 in donations to support improvement<br />

projects on the farm. The fun new playground is<br />

one of many projects that will help expand this<br />

once traditional flower farm into a new dynamic<br />

Photo: ©<strong>2021</strong>TheHappyDahliaFarm<br />

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A bee forages for pollen on ‘Wyns Sensation’ a starburst dahlia almost at its peak.<br />

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Photo: ©<strong>2021</strong>TheHappyDahliaFarm<br />

venue for visitors to enjoy. “I am<br />

completely overwhelmed and blessed<br />

to have such support from my<br />

community,” shared Meagan.<br />

Above: Yoga in the field connecting mind, body, and soul<br />

with beauty and nature. Right: The new stage, picnic, and<br />

playground areas were manifested from the GoFundMe<br />

Campaign. Children’s music program. (Below) The new<br />

playground makes the farm a fun place to play for kids.<br />

While the new programs of activities<br />

and events attract people to the farm,<br />

the many stunning dahlias varieties<br />

remain the powerful magnets that<br />

draw visitors to this breathtaking field<br />

of color. The spectacular display of<br />

textures and shapes attract crowds<br />

throughout the season for Instagram<br />

selfies, family portraits, seasonal<br />

flowers, and even deep spiritual<br />

connections. You can even arrange a<br />

professional photo session for your<br />

family portraits online through the<br />

farm’s website. “Each variety has its<br />

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‘Chimacum Katie’ dahlias mesmerize with their vibrant pink color and exquisite<br />

geometry drawing many pollinators and visitors from afar to The Happy Dahlia Farm.<br />

own personality, sculptural form, and vibrant energy," said Meagan. Her farming team<br />

even gives each flower variety a nickname reflective of its individual personality. Meagan<br />

uses these stunning idiosyncratic blooms to create many artful arrangements and<br />

bouquets to sell.<br />

The Happy Dahlia Flower Farm is a family run heart-centered business that produces the<br />

most stunning dahlias in the region while at the same time creating a unique visitor<br />

experience that draws the crowds from all over. We invite you to immerse yourself in this<br />

new energy created from Meagan’s inspired vision of a thriving farm, dynamic<br />

community, and a sacred place for connection with beauty. We cannot wait for you to<br />

meet Meagan and experience the new vibe at this incredible dahlia farm.<br />

Follow Meagan’s floral artistry, farming adventures, and community events on Instagram<br />

@thehappydahliafarm. Also, please check [ www.thehappydahliafarm.com ] for changing<br />

seasonal hours, a calendar of community events, and educational workshops. Don’t miss<br />

the forthcoming Holiday Wreath Class and Clucktown Collective Holiday Market.<br />

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Meet Hombre<br />

Charlie’s Acres Farm Animal Sanctuary<br />

H<br />

ombre is a turkey and just one of many of the personalities you can meet at<br />

Charlie’s Acres Farm Animal Sanctuary [Charlie’s Acres] in Sonoma. Hombre<br />

inhabits the farm with a rescued fellow flock of turkeys: Mei Li, Sapphire, Franklin,<br />

Deborah, Tim, and Helen. All the usual suspects that you would find on a farm are<br />

there too, including many cows, pigs, goats, horses, steers, and other animals. The farm is their<br />

second chance and a forever home made possible by the compassionate community that<br />

supports this animal farm sanctuary. Charlie’s’ Acres is more than a picturesque farm nestled<br />

amongst vineyards in wine country, it is a place of compassion for animals where visitors can<br />

meet all these incredible rescued animals, hear their stories, and make a connection with them.<br />

Charlie’s Acres is also a place to learn about plant-based nutrition and sustainability.<br />

Our majestic, feathered friend, Hombre was first to greet the group of visitors led by Bella, a<br />

tour guide on the animal care team, along with Elizabeth, a dedicated animal care volunteer<br />

who is also the goat yoga teacher on the farm. They shared how Hombre found his refuge at the<br />

farm following a wedding ceremony that featured a turkey as part of a traditional Oaxacan<br />

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Top Left Clockwise: A white pig icon marks the pen for potbelly pigs and Tofu, (center) who like most of the potbelly residents was<br />

purchased as a family pet. Visitors get to know the animals up close and learn fun facts about them from the Animal Care Staff and<br />

Animal Care Staff Volunteers at Charlie’s Acres. Volunteer and Goat Yoga Instructor Elizabeth, is greeted with a friendly kiss from<br />

Chloe the goat. This Page Above: Pigs enjoying their wonderful muddy pigsty set against manicured vineyard hillsides. Below:<br />

Espy, a goat with two prosthetic legs, greets visitors while animal care staff pets chicken.<br />

dance. If not for a compassionate intervention by a<br />

guest, Hombre was otherwise intended to be the<br />

feast afterwards.<br />

“Now Hombre shares a corral and barn with a crew<br />

of special needs goats “…and has whole heartedly<br />

accepted them as his family,” shared Elizabeth.<br />

Hombre greets visitors showing off his impressive<br />

size and coloring while making gawking sounds to<br />

ward off potential danger. “He is very protective of<br />

his goats,” Bella said. Hombre’s besties are a rooster<br />

named Joseph and Zipper the goat. For Hombre,<br />

Joseph, and Zipper along with all the other<br />

rescue animals, the farm is a place to live out their<br />

natural life as animals. Charlie’s Acres is a very<br />

special place that raises awareness of animal comflowersandgrapes.com<br />

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passion. Its mission inspired by its founder, Tracy<br />

Vogt. Tracy has been an animal lover her whole<br />

life. She grew up volunteering at her local animal<br />

shelter and rescuing dogs and cats, including a<br />

very special chihuahua, for whom the sanctuary in<br />

named. Growing up in an agricultural community,<br />

Tracy was introduced to farm animals at an early<br />

age and learned that they were underrepresented<br />

even in the rescue world. In 2016, the Vogt family<br />

donated the property and construction costs of the<br />

sanctuary to create a refuge that gives farm animals<br />

that otherwise might have ended up on a dinner<br />

plate another chance at life.<br />

In addition to being a compassionate rescue sanctuary,<br />

Charlie’s Acres is a place for education.<br />

While meeting and connecting with different farm<br />

animals, visitors get to experience each animal’s<br />

unique personality and learn fun facts about them<br />

Top: Bountiful organic raised garden beds along with furrowed<br />

crops yield vegetables for the animals and farm staff.<br />

Middle: Visitors learn about how beautiful and tasty a plant-base<br />

diet can be during their visit to the organic garden on the farm.<br />

Bottom: Goat Icon marks where goats reside as visitors observe<br />

them at play in the field.<br />

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A beautiful new visitor center and community garden will expand learning opportunities about animal<br />

compassion, gardening, wellness, nutrition, and sustainability at the farm.<br />

from the knowledgeable volunteers. Did you know that turkeys have very different personalities,<br />

likes, and dislikes? They can even remember human faces and will pick their favorite<br />

people. Mei Li along with Sapphire are two beautiful rescued turkeys on the farm,<br />

saved in 2018 in an act of Thanksgiving mercy. Both love to sit on laps and snuggle with<br />

visitors. You can discover more fun facts and learn more about their turkeys and all of the<br />

farm animals on their informative website at [ www.charliesacres.org.<br />

A visit to Charlie’s Acres will help you view animals in a more compassionate light. During<br />

your visit you will also learn more about living a “kinder lifestyle” on the farm which is<br />

about making more humane and sustainable choices in your daily life. A new visitor’s center<br />

along with a new robust community garden is currently under construction to facilitate<br />

farm administration and more educational programs. There are a variety of events including<br />

wellness classes and goat yoga!<br />

Charlie’s Acres encourages a more compassionate lifestyle through a plant-based diet<br />

and sustainability. Plant-based diets show compassion for animals by making more room<br />

for vegetables in your diet instead of filling up each meal with animal products as a<br />

means of nutrition. The farm hosts vegan events too! You can learn more on their website<br />

about how plant-based nutrition can be a more healthful lifestyle that can also offer major<br />

positive impacts on the health of our planet. Charlie’s Acres Animal Farm Sanctuary is a<br />

special place that encourages living harmoniously with animals while living more<br />

sustainably.<br />

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Rustic Elegance<br />

Nickel & Nickel Winery


The unpretentious white post and beam main gate entry announces winery's devotion to producing 100 percent<br />

varietal, single-vineyard wines that best express the distinct personality of each vineyard in Oakville and beyond.<br />

G<br />

lorious roadside sunflowers run the length of a three-rail white fence<br />

marking the unpretentious entrance to Nickel & Nickel winery. Wild<br />

radiant sunflowers signal the slipping away of summer, while grazing<br />

horses and a whirling three-legged windmill set the scene of rustic elegance,<br />

in this picturesque Napa Valley winery. Driving up to the main gate you’ll<br />

think you arrived at a 19 th century farmstead instead of a modern high-end winery<br />

that produces some of the most compelling single-vineyard wines in the world.<br />

Located in Oakville on 47 acres, Nickel & Nickel harkens back to a time gone by<br />

while creating a visitor experience that evokes a seamless expression of historic<br />

elegance, bucolic charm, and modern wine making.<br />

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Nickle & Nickel was founded in 1997 by the<br />

partners of Far Niente and opened in 2003.<br />

The land was first settled as a farmstead in<br />

1865 by John C. Sullenger, a gold, silver,<br />

and quicksilver prospector. The winery’s<br />

collection of classic barns along with the<br />

site’s original farmhouse featuring charming<br />

Queen Anne-style details, recall a 19 th<br />

century farmstead in its architectural detail<br />

and landscape design. The historic<br />

Sullinger House and farmstead buildings<br />

are arranged around three sides of a barnyard<br />

and surrounded by 80-year-old<br />

Sevillano Olive trees and a white three-rail<br />

fence. There is even a classic vintage<br />

pickup truck parked in the barnyard to add<br />

charm. Planned among centuries-old oak<br />

trees and the surrounding vineyards, this<br />

rustic landscape design evokes a vintage<br />

look while housing an ultra-modern cutting<br />

-edge, solar-powered winery.<br />

Above: A vintage pickup truck is parked in<br />

front of an enormous white fermentation barn<br />

built with reclaimed wood using traditional<br />

barn-building methods. A horse grazes on the<br />

front paddock with a beautiful backdrop of<br />

vineyards and the hillsides of Napa Valley.<br />

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The enormous Gleason Barn originally built circa 1770 in Meriden, New Hampshire,<br />

was spared demolition and shipped in pieces to Nickel & Nickel. It was reconstructed<br />

at the winery in 2003 to house offices and a laboratory for the winemaking<br />

staff. Interestingly, the 5,800 square-foot north fermentation barns are the<br />

only new-construction buildings on the site. To give them a vintage feel, the contemporary<br />

barns were built with reclaimed century-old fir beams using traditional<br />

American barn-building methods. The South Fermentation Barn reflects a more<br />

light-filled, American architectural style. Both open and closed-top tanks are<br />

housed within the barn, and guests are often treated to tastings on a small mezzanine<br />

that provides an exciting view of harvest every fall. A traditional stone outbuilding<br />

provides access to the barrel cellar by descending a stairway that leads<br />

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eneath the fermentation barn. Construction<br />

began on the one-acre cellar in June 2001<br />

and required digging 12 feet down, below the<br />

water table.<br />

The Sullenger House circa1884, is a 2,200<br />

square foot restored original Queen Annestyle<br />

home with surrounding white picket<br />

fence. Draped with climbing red roses, it<br />

serves as the historic and elegant focal point<br />

of the vineyard. Abandoned and neglected for<br />

more than two decades, Nickel & Nickel began<br />

restoration of the home in 2002.<br />

Left: Hay lofts and animal stalls of the original Gleason Barn<br />

(1770) are now glass-walled offices and a laboratory space<br />

for the wine making staff. Below: Rustic stone out-building<br />

integrates beautifully with the rural landscape design of the<br />

vineyard.<br />

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The interior design of the Sullenger House<br />

evokes an authentic version of the early farmhouse,<br />

but now with the luxury appropriate for<br />

a world-class winery. The surrounding cottage<br />

garden design imbues the stately white<br />

farmhouse with an old-fashioned romantic<br />

charm while successfully recalling the gardens<br />

of the era. A rose arbor and a basket weave<br />

Left: A rustic path lined with golden sunflowers and native<br />

grasses lead out to the back vineyard.<br />

This page: A late summer display of roses climb the arbors and<br />

white picket fences of the cottage gardens of the historic Sullenger<br />

House. Bright pink coneflowers welcome pollinators<br />

and visitors to the garden.<br />

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Above: Basket weave brick path runs and an allee of elegant white fragrant Iceberg rose trees in full bloom welcome visitors to<br />

the main entry of the historic Sullenger House ( circa 1884) and now serves as the winery’s main reception and hospitality center.<br />

Right: Cottage garden path leads visitors through abundant borders filled with colorful blooms and verdant foliage to barnyard<br />

where vintage truck is parked.<br />

brick path lined with an Iceberg tree roses welcomes visitors to the elegant farmhouse.<br />

A collection of antique and heirloom roses, ‘Yellow iris ‘ (Iris pseudacorus),<br />

crape myrtle, blue hydrangeas, assorted lilacs, viburnum, rhododendrons, and<br />

wisteria add romantic flavor in color and texture to this cottage garden. Late summer<br />

favorites like zinnias, cosmos and coneflowers add pops of seasonal color<br />

while attracting the usual suspects of birds, bees, ladybugs, and butterflies. A<br />

comfortable wraparound back porch offers visitors wine tasting in a lovely garden<br />

setting along with stunning views out to the vineyard. A ‘Crimson Queen<br />

Japanese’ maple tree (Acer palmatum var. dissectum 'Crimson Queen') and<br />

‘Green Lace Japanese’ maple tree (Acer palmatum dissectum ‘Virdis’) are notable<br />

plantings along with a variety of small trees and shrubs that soften the hard edges<br />

of the elegant home while providing dappled shade for visitors to enjoy on<br />

hot days. Canopies of two majestic 32-foot ‘Canary Island Date Palm’ trees<br />

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(Phoenix canariensis) stand at the front and<br />

rear of the house to create a crowning frame<br />

for this stately farmhouse and garden.<br />

Nickel & Nickel and other vineyard properties<br />

owned by the Far Niente partners are known to<br />

have some of the most beautiful gardens and<br />

landscape design in the Northern California<br />

wine country. Farm enthusiasts, garden lovers,<br />

and sophisticated wine cognoscenti will find<br />

Nickel & Nickel’s bucolic setting a comfortable,<br />

relaxed, and elegant place to enjoy awardwinning<br />

single-vineyard wines. From world<br />

class wine making and tasting experiences, to<br />

elegant gardens and a stunning a rural setting,<br />

Nickel & Nickel is a wonderful place to visit any<br />

time of year. It is the perfect place to celebrate<br />

all of the seasonal splendors of harvest with<br />

more <strong>Flowers</strong> & <strong>Grapes</strong>!<br />

Left: A dramatic century old oak provides<br />

shade for visitors to enjoy a<br />

glass of wine in the garden.<br />

This page: Stunning vineyard views<br />

from the gardens of Nickle & Nickel.<br />

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…there’s a cinematic romance to the season,<br />

almost as if we see our world side lit – Christin Geall<br />

Courtesy: © 2020Culivated by Christin


Courtesy: © 2020Culivated by Christin<br />

I<br />

S there anything better than curling up with a good book in the fall?<br />

We are so excited to share a rich autumnal reflection from Christin<br />

Geall’s, Cultivated: The Elements of Floral Style. Christin’s poetic<br />

writing and images elevate floral design to fine art. Her unique narrative<br />

style inspires nature lovers, flower fanatics, gardeners, and designers<br />

alike to think differently about their relationship to nature and the seasons,<br />

particularly as we work with flowers, gardens, and design. Christin<br />

is a writer who grows, designs, and photographs flowers, so her wonderfully<br />

comprehensive and entertaining book covers all aspects of flowers<br />

from planting and growing, to color theory and elements of design. With<br />

the sensitivity of an artist, this special excerpt (on the following page)<br />

conveys Christin’s love of the season in all its sensuousness. Her stunning<br />

artful arrangements celebrate the season’s gifts. We know you will be as<br />

inspired, as we are, to forage our gardens for blooms and bounty of this<br />

vibrant season!<br />

Christin Geall is a gardener, floral<br />

designer, photographer, writer,<br />

teacher, and owner of the floral<br />

studio Cultivated by Christin. She<br />

lives in Victoria, British Columbia,<br />

and travels widely to teach floral<br />

design and pursue her love of<br />

gardens and art. Follow her<br />

@cultivatedbychristen.<br />

Cultivated: The Elements of Floral Style<br />

Written by Christin Geall<br />

Princeton Architecture Press 2020<br />

ISBN:9781616898205 | Buy A Signed Book<br />

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We can use fruits, nuts, and vegetables<br />

in designs invoking the spirit of harvest<br />

time, expanding the range of<br />

textures in our work.<br />

—Christin Geall<br />

Courtesy: © 2020Culivated by Christin


On Texture<br />

Nothing sticks to a smooth surface. A certain roughness, and ugliness<br />

even, is required in our creative lives.<br />

—Eric Weiner<br />

There comes a point in autumn when fruit<br />

eclipses root. When we stop watering and<br />

start ripening—the tomatoes we push,<br />

squashes we harden, and flowers we encourage<br />

to set seed.<br />

The garden appears to lean into autumn’s<br />

golden light, almost as if knowing<br />

how beautiful it will look: a swan song in<br />

soft sun, followed by a brilliant feint as<br />

the light strikes cobwebs and calyces.<br />

And suddenly, as if we hadn’t been<br />

paying attention, we notice it all: the last<br />

shining blackberry, a backlit orange leaf,<br />

the powdery duff of a quince.<br />

Texture means many things to an<br />

arrangement; relief, light, softness, and<br />

also the inverse: clarity. Silhouettes slip<br />

into focus in the fall, and there’s a cinematic<br />

romance to the season, almost as if<br />

we see our world side lit—the sun’s glow<br />

close enough to draw our attention to a<br />

subject and yet diffuse enough to blur a<br />

scene.<br />

Can you tell I am smitten by the<br />

season? This feeling supports my autumnal<br />

gardening fatigue, of course. The garden<br />

and I are both healthily resigned in<br />

October. The plants have run their course,<br />

I’ve done my best, and all spring’s hope is<br />

finally exhaled.<br />

What we as gardeners have forgotten to<br />

do—cut back, pick, yank, weed—is<br />

there to see but no longer glaring. Fog<br />

ices our cake.<br />

Every autumn, I return to teach<br />

at the Cambo Estate in Scotland, where<br />

low-angled light and mist are as much a<br />

part of the success of the garden as the<br />

plant choices, which play to the Scottish<br />

weather. Seed heads are left standing<br />

until February to catch the dew and<br />

frost. Grasses arch, softening vistas,<br />

creating mystery, veiling burgundies,<br />

purples, and yellows. Garish asters and<br />

scorching rudbeckias are set to simmer<br />

behind a haze of seeds.<br />

Yes, I like to see plants age in<br />

place; I also know it’s better for the<br />

health of gardens and the critters that<br />

feed and shelter in them if they do.<br />

Texture—of leaf, flower, fruit,<br />

and seed head—is of primary concern<br />

in fall arrangements. Deep brown<br />

spires of perennials become sculptural,<br />

heavier, capable of balancing the saturated<br />

colors of foliage. We can use<br />

fruits, nuts, and vegetables in designs<br />

invoking the spirit of harvest time,<br />

again expanding the range of textures<br />

in our work.<br />

This passage was excerpted with permission from Christin Geall . Texture . Christin Geall, Cultivated:<br />

The Elements of Floral Design (New York: Princeton Architecture Press, 2020) 115-117.<br />

Excerpt notation: Nothing Sticks to a smooth surface. Eric Weiner, The Geography of Genius (New York: Simon<br />

and Schuster, 2016) 193.


Sweet & Savory<br />

A visual feast for fall<br />

I pressed the remaining sunflowers,<br />

pansies and calendula now that<br />

they are starting to disappear from<br />

the garden. — Aimee Twigger<br />

Garden Harvest Cake<br />

Courtesy: © <strong>2021</strong>AimeeTwigger


Courtesy: © <strong>2021</strong>AimeeTwigger<br />

The ground was littered with brown crispy leaves<br />

on my walk the other day so I took one home and<br />

used it as Inspiration for the shape of this bread.<br />

It’s flavored with pear, Parmesan, walnut and rosemary,<br />

and topped with some spiced pecans.<br />

— Aimee Twigger<br />

Autumn Leaf Fougasse—<br />

Parmesan Pear and Walnut


Spending my Monday<br />

day dreaming of walks in the<br />

woods, the sound of crisp<br />

leaves and dancing golden<br />

light shining through the trees<br />

while watching the rain outside.<br />

— Aimee Twigger<br />

Courtesy: © <strong>2021</strong>AimeeTwigger


Courtesy: © <strong>2021</strong>AimeeTwigger<br />

Garden Harvest Cake<br />

… it’s an apple, blackberry and elderberry<br />

cake with toasted fig leaf caramel mascarpone<br />

frosting. decorated with candied Apple slices<br />

and dried foliage, because why not?<br />

— Aimee Twigger


I like to make the most of apple season and use them<br />

in sweet and savoury dishes. – Aimee Twigger<br />

Apple Pie Ice Cream<br />

Courtesy: © <strong>2021</strong>AimeeTwigger


Courtesy: © <strong>2021</strong>AimeeTwigger<br />

Autumn is my favourite season as I love all the produce, especially apples and<br />

pears, there’s nothing more fun than going out and picking all the delicious<br />

beautiful produce and coming home and cooking with it all. — Aimee Twigger<br />

T<br />

he sweet and savory creations created by Aimee Twigger are a feast for the eye and senses.<br />

The narrative captions that accompany these stunning images give us a curated glimpse of<br />

her thoughts and inspiration from nature and her daily life as seen on Instagram.<br />

Aimee is a cook, writer, photographer and owner of Twigg Studios. She has an extraordinary<br />

gift of elevating ordinary ingredients into enticing delicious displays of seasonal faire that are irresistible<br />

to both the eye and the palate. Aimee is also a masterful food stylist, world traveler, and influencer that<br />

has gained a huge following in the culinary arts, travel, and photography worlds.<br />

While her wonderous imagery evokes the sensuous intimacy of interiors scenes painted by Vermeer, her<br />

recipes are made from simple wholesome ingredients that are often found as staples in your cupboards<br />

and at your local farmers market. Her recipes are accessible and delicious. Inspired by nature and the<br />

seasons, Aimee artfully captures the essence of earthly offerings from the countryside of Devon, UK, in<br />

which she resides.<br />

You’ll be captivated by her engaging posts on Instagram. They chronicle her culinary adventures and<br />

ordinary moments that inspire her recipes and creativity. Aimee writes that she grew flowers for the Garden<br />

Harvest Cake featured in our story, and then shares, “I’m not very good at gardening so it was quite<br />

an achievement.” Her compelling narrative is intimate and informal, offering a window into a life that<br />

appreciates the texture and bounty of nature and the seasons. For recipes featured in this story, visit<br />

www.twiggstudio. For more culinary and creative inspiration follow her on Instagram @twiggstudio.<br />

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Every leaf speaks bliss to me<br />

Fluttering from the autumn tree.—Emily Brontë<br />

A<br />

nd so do the elegant foliate jewelry designs created by Jessica Slack.<br />

Just as nature brings a magic to autumn’s leaves, Jessica’s designs are<br />

imbued with an artful organic beauty found in some of our favorite foliage<br />

in wine country. “Wearing beautiful jewelry makes me feel alive. My love of<br />

nature influences each piece of jewelry,” shared Jessica.<br />

Grape, fig, Ginkgo, and oak leaves become stunning nature-centered creations<br />

that dance in their elegance like fallen leaves in the wind. “I use jewelry to capture<br />

the beauty of the outside world and present it in all its loveliness,” said Jessica,<br />

who lives and works surrounded by the natural landscapes of Northern California.<br />

Jessica creates her nature and landscape inspired pendants, earrings, and rings<br />

with metal clay, a process that she discovered a few years ago. “I fell in love with<br />

Courtesy: © <strong>2021</strong>JessicalSlackJewelry<br />

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Courtesy: © <strong>2021</strong>JessicalSlackJewelry<br />

Top Left: Before and after image of a modelled fig leaf in clay metal. Top Right: Grape leaf presented<br />

on silver-wrapped cord. Bottom Left: Elegant Gingko leaf and pearl necklace. Bottom: Left Oak,<br />

fig, and grape leaves covered in metal clay.<br />

this material and the endless possibilities it offers,” shared Jessica. Metal clay is<br />

applied to real leaves then fired in kiln to emerge as pure silver leaves. “Since<br />

each piece is made from a real leaf no two pieces are the same,” Jessica shared.<br />

Her silver leaves with their many shapes and textures create unique and elegant<br />

forms. Jessica completes each hanging pendant with a necklace that complements<br />

its natural beauty, offering many stylish combinations. Jessica’s fine jewelry<br />

will make the perfect gift for any nature or jewelry lover. You can see more of<br />

Jessica’s beautiful work at www.jessicaslackjewelry and follow her creativity<br />

@jessjewelsdesign on Instagram.<br />

Quote from the poem, “<strong>Fall</strong> Leaves, <strong>Fall</strong>” by Emily Brontë. Published in A Book of Women’s Verse (Clarendon Press, 1921) .<br />

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I<br />

f strolling through a sea of bright yellow sunflowers is your idea of a perfect fall outing, then<br />

bring the whole family for a fun-filled afternoon to Andreotti Family Farms in Half Moon Bay.<br />

You won’t want to miss out on the farm’s wonderful calendar of fall events, including a<br />

sunflower fairy tea party, a pumpkin patch with a haunted cornfield maze, and bountiful farm to<br />

table dinners.<br />

Sunflower season was kicked off this year with enchanting fairies in the fields. Imagine being<br />

greeted by friendly ethereal fairies in magical fields of bright yellow sunflowers and then having<br />

a tea party with them! The Andreotti family invites local theatrical and dance groups to perform<br />

so their events are fantastical - offering a high production level experience.<br />

Located just 30 minutes south of San Francisco, this family run business has been growing<br />

produce for over three generations since 1926. Year-round you can buy seasonal vegetables,<br />

including a variety of winter veggies, pumpkins from their gorgeous pumpkin patch, and<br />

sunflowers from the first U-Pick field in the state. You can follow the Andreotti family agriculture<br />

and fall adventures and seasonal magic on Instagram @andreottifamilyfarms.<br />

Fabulous fairies come out to welcome guests to the opening day at the U-Pick sunflower field at Andreotti Farm in Half Moon Bay.<br />

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Even in the 100 degree weather of mid-summer, Grandma Buddies Christmas Trees brimmed with holiday cheer for our Winter<br />

<strong>2021</strong> cover photo. Beautiful red roses climbing the rustic white three-railed fences set the perfect holiday scene in wine country.<br />

T<br />

oo early? It’s never too early to start planning for the holidays because they always come<br />

up fast. You’ll definitely want to get this on your calendar, so you don’t miss out on the<br />

quintessential Christmas experience in Sonoma wine country at Grandma Buddies<br />

Christmas Trees. Imagine strolling through four acres of verdant fir trees, set on a charming<br />

farm, surrounded by a white three-railed fence, with an enormous rustic white barn as the<br />

center-piece of holiday cheer. As you know, many of us here in wine country won’t have a white<br />

Christmas, so a magical and festive place like this creates holiday memories as well as amazing<br />

family holiday pics to last a life time.<br />

Grandma Buddies Christmas Trees is a wonderful family-owned business located in Sebastopol.<br />

We’d love to share more about this special place but you’ll just have to wait. It’s our cover story<br />

for the <strong>Flowers</strong> & <strong>Grapes</strong> Winter <strong>2021</strong> issue online December 1st! We just wanted you to give<br />

you a sneak peek of this enchanting place so you can join in the all of the holiday fun when the<br />

farm opens on November 26th!<br />

You can get a head start on your holiday decorating by pre–ordering from their website some of<br />

their amazing offerings in holiday décor and beautiful ornaments. You can follow all the holiday<br />

adventures on Instagram @grandmaschristmastrees and on Facebook @grandmabuddieschristmastrees<br />

. Go to www.GrandmasTrees.com for complete information on visiting this festive<br />

farm. We will definitely see you there! Ho! Ho! Ho!<br />

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You can see where pumpkins and a<br />

variety of fall vegetables grow at the<br />

Sonoma Garden Park, in Sonoma, CA.


Orchard Days at Filoli Gardens<br />

Weekends, Sept. 25 – Oct. 31 | 10am - 5pm| Reservation Required<br />

86 Cañada Rd, Woodside, CA<br />

An autumn visit to Filoli reveals leaves changing color from green to red and gold, fruit ripening to its harvest<br />

peak, and nature preparing for winter. The Gentleman’s Orchard will be open every weekend, September 25-<br />

October 31, for Filoli visitors of all ages to enjoy. Weave through rows of apple trees and grapevines, learn<br />

about food production past and present, and take a fall- themed photo in the exquisite autumn light.<br />

Clucktown Collective Outdoor Market<br />

The Happy Dahlia Farm | Oct. 2 | 10am – 5pm<br />

2478 East Washington St., Petaluma, CA<br />

The Happy Dahlia Farm will be in full bloom, and it will be a perfect time to shop at this unique collection of<br />

vendors showcasing local, unique, vintage, and one-of-a-kind products. Join them for a clucking good time,<br />

flowers, and more! There will be live music with Erin Honeywell from 12:30pm to 2:30pm and Oskey’s Ice<br />

Cream Truck all day.<br />

7 th Annual Wine & Halloween Candy Paring<br />

Meadowcroft Wines | Oct. 28 - Oct. 31 Reservation Required<br />

Meadowcroft Tasting Room, Cornerstone Sonoma, 23570 Arnold Drive, Sonoma, CA<br />

What’s the right wine to pair with a Snickers bar or Candy Corn? Make a reservation and join in the Halloween<br />

fun! You'll taste four wines chosen to pair perfectly with four classic candies. Wear your Halloween costume<br />

and you just might get rewarded for being the best dressed!<br />

Sugarloaf Woodlands Comes Home to Your Garden<br />

Oct. 30 | 10am - 12:00pm | Reservation Required<br />

Sugarloaf Ridge State Park 2605 Adobe Canyon Road, Kenwood, CA<br />

Observe native California plants at Sugarloaf Ridge State Park. Learn how they can be used in your garden for<br />

beauty and interest. Join Nurseryman and Park Docent Bruce Hope in a riparian and chaparral exploration at<br />

Sugarloaf. Sugarloaf Ridge State Park contains the headwaters of Sonoma Creek and is recovering well from<br />

the Glass fire.<br />

37 th Annual Pumpkin Festival and Costume Competition<br />

Oct. 30 | 8:30am –11am<br />

West Plaza Parking Lot, North and Vine Streets, Healdsburg, CA<br />

Pumpkin decorating with wheels, costume contest and more at the Healdsburg Certified Farmers Market.<br />

Please check website for details.<br />

Napa Gifts ‘N Tyme Holiday Faire<br />

Napa Valley Expo | Nov. 19 - Nov. 21 | 10am – 4pm<br />

575 3rd Street, Napa, CA<br />

Holiday music and cheer. Christmas ornaments & holiday decorations, fine & costume jewelry, watercolors,<br />

photography, pottery, metal work, soaps & lotions, garden & yard art, clothing & tie dye, blown & stained-glass<br />

items, crocheted & knitted hats and more!<br />

Christmas at Jordan<br />

Jordan Winery | Dec. 4 | Reservations Required<br />

1474 Alexander Valley Road, Healdsburg, CA<br />

Celebrate the holidays with a festive Christmas party at Jordan, featuring lavish décor, entertainment, library<br />

wines and our chef’s cuisine. Hosted exclusively for Jordan Estate Rewards Silver, Gold and Platinum<br />

members, Christmas at Jordan will be a festive feast for all senses replete with delicious food, fabulous<br />

decorations, and live entertainment.<br />

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