bok

emotional conflict. This time of my life was devastating. I even
contemplated suicide. I couldn’t take it any more. One on hand I wanted to
forget everything, and on the other I wanted to remember. I wanted
answers, and the same time didn’t want to know anything. I was crazy! I
felt alone, different, and isolated. I thought my life would never be the
same. All this I shared with my brother Charlie through letters. My brother,
who’s a United States Marine, at the time was stationed in Japan with his
wife Mercedes Vicky. He gave me very good advice. It’s a shame I didn’t
follow it.
Charlie told me I should be very careful with those pictures. He new from
his circle of military friends, that there had been cases where the
government took people with solid evidence about the existence of
extraterrestrial beings, and made them disappear from the map. Not only
the evidence, but the people as well.
69