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<strong>December</strong> <strong>2022</strong><br />

Volume 25 / <strong>Issue</strong> 3<br />

Te Tarahiti Manaaki Tuanui<br />

<strong>SNN</strong>Spinal Network News<br />

CATCHING FEELINGS—<br />

BRYCE DINNEEN ON THE<br />

WISH4FISH BOAT<br />

PEER AND WHĀNAU<br />

SUPPORT—WE LOOK BACK ON<br />

A SUCCESSFUL FIRST YEAR<br />

ROXY'S INCREDIBLE<br />

EFFORT TO SUPPORT<br />

THE NZST<br />

Finding<br />

peace with<br />

my injury<br />

Brad Smeele on<br />

owning his story


NEW ZEALAND SPINAL TRUST 2<br />

Contents<br />

3<br />

An Enduring Feeling of Guilt<br />

Editorial<br />

23<br />

Disability in the Cook Islands<br />

Zahra Shahtahmasebi's experience in Rarotonga<br />

5<br />

Supporting Positive Futu<strong>res</strong><br />

Hans Wouters—CEO NZ Spinal Trust<br />

25<br />

Meet Our Team<br />

Dr Bernadette Cassidy on a lifetime of service<br />

7<br />

Hitting the Back of the Net<br />

The Peer and Whānau Support investment<br />

28<br />

The Great Summer Road-trip<br />

NZ's top 10 accessible hotels<br />

12<br />

Embracing Vulnerability<br />

Brad Smeele on writing his first book<br />

31<br />

Hospital<br />

Hamish Ramsden’s column<br />

15<br />

Book Review—Owning It<br />

We review Brad Smeele’s book<br />

33<br />

Preparing the Ground for Return-to-work<br />

Burwood Academy Trust update<br />

16<br />

What Roxy Did<br />

An incredible effort from Roxy Shahtahmasebi<br />

35<br />

Funders and Sponsors<br />

20<br />

One Man’s Dream Becomes a Reality<br />

Bryce Dinneen on funding a multi-million<br />

dollar boat<br />

EDITORIAL TEAM<br />

Peter Thornton (Editor)<br />

CONTRIBUTING WRITERS<br />

Peter Thornton<br />

Dr Bernadette Cassidy<br />

Hamish Ramsden<br />

Su Marshall<br />

Hans Wouters<br />

Zahra Shahtahmasebi<br />

Bernadette Cassidy<br />

Hans Wouters<br />

THANKS TO THE FOLLOWING<br />

FOR IMAGES IN THIS MAGAZINE<br />

Brad Smeele<br />

Bryce Dinneen<br />

Roxy Shahtahmasebi<br />

Hamish Ramsden<br />

Shane Wenzlick<br />

Brendan Tourelle<br />

Andrew Hall<br />

CatWalk Trust<br />

Dr Bernadette Cassidy<br />

Jade Whirley<br />

Josh Letchworth<br />

Chris Garrison<br />

Liam Vandenberk<br />

Zahra Shahtahmasebi<br />

Su Marshall<br />

Patrons of the New<br />

Zealand Spinal Trust,<br />

Sir Tim Wallis (left) and<br />

Trevor Harrison (right).<br />

SPINAL NETWORK NEWS is<br />

published by the NZ Spinal Trust<br />

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Bag 4708, Christchurch 8140<br />

Tel: (03) 383 9484<br />

Email:<br />

peter.thornton@nzspinaltrust.org.nz<br />

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Copy Proofing: Bernadette Cassidy<br />

and Su Marshall.<br />

Cover Photo: Brad Smeele says<br />

writing his first book was part of his<br />

healing journey. Photo credit: Ashten<br />

MacDonald.<br />

Disclaimer: The views exp<strong>res</strong>sed<br />

in SPINAL NETWORK NEWS are<br />

those of its contributors. They do not<br />

necessarily rep<strong>res</strong>ent the opinion<br />

of the members of the Editorial<br />

Committee or the policies of the New<br />

Zealand Spinal Trust.


SPINAL NETWORK NEWS 3<br />

An Enduring<br />

Feeling of Guilt<br />

Peter Thornton<br />

Editorial<br />

HARD WORK: Brad put everything into his rehabilitation. Photo credit: Josh Letchworth.<br />

It’s 3am and I can’t sleep. My girls are terrible<br />

sleepers, and are wide awake, so now I’m<br />

wide awake and my mind begins to race.<br />

I’m reading Brad Smeele’s book Owning It and it’s having a<br />

profound effect on my life. My mind wanders to the last<br />

chapter I read before I hit the pil<strong>low</strong>. I’ve gone through the<br />

highs and <strong>low</strong>s of his fledgling professional career to that<br />

moment, where it all came crashing down and he broke<br />

his neck in Florida. I haven’t been able to put it down.<br />

The level of detail and insight into what Brad experienced in<br />

those times is heart-breaking, enlightening and humbling.<br />

I am overwhelmed with guilt. I broke my neck when I was<br />

17. I was playing secondary school rugby at a tournament<br />

in Rotorua when the scrum collapsed. The opposition<br />

forwards pushed again with my head and neck stuck and I<br />

suffered a hairline fracture at C2 in my vertebrae. My<br />

spinal cord was intact.<br />

Now that moment is more than 25 years ago and my<br />

memories of what happened are a blur. I remember the<br />

ambulance ride, being strapped on a wooden board for<br />

many hours on end, I can still feel the fear of going<br />

through an MRI to confirm that my neck was broken, I<br />

can hear the doctor’s words where I was told I’d likely<br />

never walk again, I can still see the look on my parents’<br />

faces as they walked into my hospital room.<br />

—Peter Thornton<br />

Over that year I don’t know<br />

how or why, but I made a full<br />

recovery. I feel forever guilty<br />

about that.<br />

What happened next is not so clear. Back in Auckland, my<br />

church had heard the news of my accident and were<br />

praying for me. A lot of people were praying for me.<br />

Over the next few days, I left Rotorua Hospital and was<br />

told my parents could drive me home to Auckland. My<br />

neck was still highly unstable, and as it turned out it was<br />

terrible advice. If we had stopped suddenly coming home<br />

from Rotorua, my neck could have broken. It was like<br />

rolling a dice.<br />

The spinal specialists in Auckland admitted me straight<br />

away, and I was in a neck brace for the <strong>res</strong>t of the year. I<br />

have clear memories of lying in my hospital bed looking<br />

up at the ceiling and being unsure of my future.


NEW ZEALAND SPINAL TRUST 4<br />

My rugby coach came to visit, and I don’t know why, but I<br />

was so embarrassed to be seen like that. I guess I was still<br />

coming to terms with what had happened.<br />

Over that year I don’t know how or why, but I made a full<br />

recovery. I feel forever guilty about that. Why me? Why<br />

did my life magically go back to normal? It’s not fair.<br />

When I talk to the many people who willingly share their<br />

stories with the Spinal Network News, I really have no idea<br />

what they have been through. I apologise if I have come<br />

across like I do. Yep, I sustained a spinal cord impairment,<br />

but not like them.<br />

When I’m reading Brad’s book and he is pouring his heart<br />

out, recounting the agony of losing the ability to do the<br />

things he loved, it’s a moment that stays with you. You<br />

have no idea what that feeling is like unless you have lived<br />

it. When that reality is permanent and unforgiving, it is a<br />

devastating b<strong>low</strong>. That feeling of guilt and wanting to pay<br />

back is my enduring motivation to do this magazine and<br />

work for the Trust.<br />

I want to help in any way I can. I am inspired by the<br />

people I meet. I know that term gets bandied about all the<br />

time, but I mean it, I come home from trips where I meet<br />

amazing people and I feel fortunate for that privilege.<br />

I was lucky to spend some time with Jamie Astwood and<br />

her family recently in Hamilton. They are such an<br />

awesome family and they welcomed me into their home<br />

like an old friend.<br />

Jamie, who featured on the cover of our August issue,<br />

broke her back when she was just 11 years old. She is now 21<br />

and living a full and independent life. Her relentless<br />

positivity and smile have been trademarks of her recovery.<br />

Her family have endured the hard times, leaned into their<br />

faith and they have come out the other side stronger<br />

together. That is remarkable.<br />

I was lucky to talk to Bryce Dinneen for this issue. Bryce is<br />

such a good man. In the first few weeks after breaking his<br />

neck, he started to think about how he could help others.<br />

Bryce’s sister gave him some insightful words of advice<br />

and he changed his mindset. It was a turning point for<br />

him and for those in Aotearoa who have a disability and a<br />

passion for fishing.<br />

His achievement to create Wish4Fish, a fully accessible<br />

boat in Tauranga, is the stuff legends are made of. He<br />

—Peter Thornton<br />

When I talk to the many people<br />

who willingly share their<br />

stories with the Spinal Network<br />

News, I really have no idea what<br />

they have been through.<br />

ALL IN THE FAMILY: The Astwood family have<br />

endured the hard times, leaned into their faith and<br />

they have come out the other side, stronger together.<br />

Photo Credit: CatWalk Trust.<br />

never accepted ‘no’ for an answer and Bryce and his<br />

team raised millions to make their dream a reality. That<br />

is incredible.<br />

You get the feeling that Bryce will carry on living that<br />

life—helping others with scant thought or regard for<br />

himself or his own situation.<br />

And then Brad. We have gone big covering his book in this<br />

issue for good reason. It’s a compelling piece of work that<br />

will leave a lasting imp<strong>res</strong>sion. Brad has been widely<br />

praised for his honesty and just how raw his writing is.<br />

And yep, I’m sure his Mum is still getting her head around<br />

his over-sharing of his prolific sex-life. But Brad’s level of<br />

honesty is the magic of Owning It. It will make a<br />

difference to other’s lives because Brad has put himself<br />

second and others first to show what recovering from a<br />

high-level spinal cord impairment is like. It’s a brutal,<br />

lonely and challenging journey.<br />

You need people along the way to help you find hope again.<br />

And there is always hope. Brad has overcome the dark<br />

times to become a positive light. That is hugely inspiring.<br />

Of course, every journey with a spinal cord impairment is<br />

different and unique, but we can all learn from others’<br />

experiences. I want to be more like these people. I want to<br />

make a difference.<br />

It’s 3.30am and I’m still not asleep. I can hear my girls<br />

snoring away, finally, and I’m trying to join them.<br />

I feel guilty again—it’s always there. I can’t do anything<br />

about what happened that day. I’ll never understand it.<br />

But I’m forever grateful. And I will repay that gratitude in<br />

my work for others every day of my life.


SPINAL NETWORK NEWS 5<br />

Supporting<br />

Positive Futu<strong>res</strong><br />

Hans Wouters<br />

CEO’s Column<br />

This disparity is felt very<br />

keenly by those outside of<br />

the disability sector too.<br />

—Hans Wouters<br />

Whatu Ora (MOH) for those with a spinal cord impairment<br />

(SCI) and the owner is the Government of NZ. I want you to<br />

know that this seemingly immovable object remains very<br />

much in our focus at NZST. We are always on the look out<br />

to ease the burden of our friends whose SCI was not caused<br />

by an accident and although there is not a huge amount we<br />

can do, we are increasing our ability to do something in<br />

certain circumstances. Su and I were with one of our major<br />

funders recently and found this disparity is felt very keenly<br />

by those outside of the disability sector too. The funder has<br />

been motivated to give us some <strong>res</strong>ources to help add<strong>res</strong>s<br />

the problem one small step at a time. If your SCI is a<br />

consequence of an illness or similar (non-traumatic) and<br />

you have been trying to have Te Whatu Ora supply some<br />

mobility equipment, then talk to your local Peer Support<br />

Coordinator (or me for that matter). No promises but we<br />

may be able to help you. Our friends at Permobil have<br />

joined with us to attempt to alleviate the burden this<br />

elephant causes too many of our people.<br />

ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM.<br />

There is an elephant in our room.<br />

It is a massive problem and over the years it has only got<br />

bigger and bigger and detrimentally affected the lives of<br />

many Kiwis. Everyone knows about it—the whole nation<br />

knows about it! The owners of the elephant even know it<br />

is a problem and although they speak freely about it, they<br />

are not motivated to deal with it. It seems that somehow<br />

letting NZ know, that they know, that the elephant is in<br />

the room is dealing with the problem. It is not. Over the<br />

years we have drawn their attention to the elephant by<br />

visiting the owners—even having their senior<br />

management use wheelchairs in the most famous<br />

building in NZ … on national TV no less! There are many<br />

New Zealanders who are suffering and in fact being<br />

disabled because of this elephant. Some of you are<br />

reading these words now. No, this is not a cryptic<br />

crossword—I will tell you what I am talking about. The<br />

elephant is the disparity of support between ACC and Te<br />

<strong>2022</strong> has been a remarkable year that has seen us join<br />

with our friends at Spinal Support NZ in Auckland, with<br />

the assistance of ACC, to develop a nationwide Peer<br />

Support service. With around 30 paid Peer Support<br />

coordinators now dotted around the nation we are<br />

ensuring most new patients are being discharged to a<br />

community that has trained Peer Support available. Wow!<br />

Who would have thought? We are also engaging with<br />

many in our community who have lived many years with<br />

the effects of an SCI. We hope to conclude our two-year<br />

proof of concept project this time next year with a long<br />

term ACC contract to cement in a powerful, necessary<br />

service that remains one of the foundations of support for<br />

the spinal community of NZ.<br />

It has to be said that ACC’s support has involved a whole<br />

lot more than funding. There’s a long list of ACC team<br />

members who have put their shoulder to our wheel over<br />

eight years to get to day one and beyond. This has been<br />

incredibly encouraging and shown us time and again that<br />

ACC want us to prove that Peer and Whānau Support is<br />

not only needed—but also highly effective, indispensable<br />

and worthy of long-term sustainability. We recently held a<br />

two-day training event with the entire Peer Support team


NEW ZEALAND SPINAL TRUST 6<br />

in Auckland. Selena Dominguez and Karen Craven from<br />

ACC came along on day one and were imp<strong>res</strong>sed with the<br />

calibre of the team and how wonderfully we all worked<br />

together despite meeting new people from all over the<br />

country for the first time. After the ladies left, I was struck<br />

by the positive comments from our team as they were truly<br />

encouraged by ACC's desire to help us get this across the<br />

line. Selena and Karen weren’t attending just as<br />

funders—determined to keep an eye on us—they were<br />

there to contribute and get a greater feel for our work and<br />

the need for it. This is the power of bringing a team together<br />

to achieve something far beyond what you could do by<br />

yourself and has the ability to deliver very special <strong>res</strong>ults.<br />

Many of you, our readers, regularly contribute to our<br />

appeals or are regular financial supporters and I have no<br />

doubt your continued support is what is helping us grow<br />

and develop our services to help more people. The Back<br />

on Track Appeal early in the year has given us the<br />

opportunity to rewrite Back On Track exactly as we want<br />

to without <strong>res</strong>triction. Bernadette, Julian, Paul and Kathy<br />

are making great strides in the preparation of the new<br />

book. You will see it in 2023 and we can't wait to show it to<br />

you. As I like to say, “put your sunnies on, the future’s<br />

looking bright”.<br />

Finally—Have you ever met someone for the first time<br />

and come away feeling imp<strong>res</strong>sed by them? Not by their<br />

achievements or status or good looks but just by who they<br />

are—their p<strong>res</strong>ence. My good friends at Spinal Support<br />

NZ and I were rep<strong>res</strong>enting our two wonderful<br />

organisations and our new Peer Support Network at the<br />

ATSNZ Expo in Auckland recently (Thanks ATSNZ for<br />

hosting us). The expo had just ended for the day and<br />

everyone had moved to another part of the venue, I was by<br />

myself and about to join my colleagues when Brad Smeele<br />

rolled past looking for the exit. I have never had the<br />

pleasure of meeting Brad before, so I caught his attention<br />

and enjoyed 10 minutes together. There is something<br />

special about Brad—I was taken by his peaceful<br />

demeanour and, dare I say it, zen. I am looking forward to<br />

reading the article about Brad in this issue of <strong>SNN</strong> and his<br />

book is first on my list for summer holiday reading.<br />

I wish you all a blessed and peaceful Christmas and look<br />

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SPINAL NETWORK NEWS 7<br />

Making a Difference<br />

We reflect on the success of the Peer and Whānau Support investment<br />

SUPPORT: Peer and Whānau Support has been run<br />

by the NZST and Spinal Support NZ for many years.<br />

It’s been 12 months since the New Zealand<br />

Spinal Trust and Spinal Support NZ (SSNZ)<br />

secured funding from ACC to increase the<br />

Peer and Whānau Support Programme. We<br />

caught up with our National Programme<br />

Manager Andrew Hall (AH) and SSNZ’s<br />

P<strong>res</strong>ident Brendan Tourelle (BT) to see how<br />

the programme is going. It’s the <strong>res</strong>ult of a<br />

lifetime of hard work and support.<br />

Can you explain what the feeling of leaving the Spinal<br />

Unit and heading home for the first time is like?<br />

AH: Well, it's a combination of feelings. Mixed emotions<br />

would probably be the best way to describe it. You've got a<br />

certain amount of excitement and relief to get out of<br />

hospital and get back to your loved ones and a known<br />

environment. But there's also a bit of fear and trepidation<br />

with what is a changed way of life and how that's actually<br />

going to execute in the real world.<br />

It's not until you do get home, you realise just how much<br />

everything is done for you in the hospital. And it's really<br />

facing that reality when you get home—the fact that you<br />

have had a permanent disabling illness or injury. That<br />

really does come home to roost because you're in that old<br />

environment. The last time you were there, you weren't<br />

spinally injured, but now you are.<br />

What is it you want?<br />

We just want to have a<br />

yarn, it’s as simple as that.<br />

—Andrew Hall<br />

And for the previous three or six months that you've been<br />

in hospital, you are not having to really confront it in that<br />

environment. It's just a process you're working through.<br />

But when you get home a lot of those chickens can come<br />

home to roost, so to speak.<br />

This investment in Peer Support is looking to<br />

alleviate the transition—it has been in play for about<br />

12 months now, what has the feedback been like from<br />

the SCI community?<br />

AH: The feedback has been good. We were convinced that<br />

Peer Support was a necessary thing because we've been<br />

offering it for some time. Both organisations have been<br />

offering it for a few years now. We knew how much benefit<br />

it was offering people. And certainly, a lot of people who<br />

were due for reassessment also voiced the need or the<br />

desire to continue to be able to have some Peer Support or<br />

Whānau Support when they had gone home.


NEW ZEALAND SPINAL TRUST 8<br />

—Andrew Hall<br />

It's facing that reality when<br />

you get home—the fact<br />

that you have a permanent<br />

disabling illness or injury.<br />

We were pretty sure that it was a necessary thing and<br />

certainly that has been proven. We're just in the process of<br />

getting some evaluations done, people are filling out some<br />

questionnai<strong>res</strong> about their experience with the service<br />

already, and that's been hugely positive.<br />

So how does Peer Support actually work?<br />

BT: While the patients are in the unit, they have in-house<br />

Peer Support from our team. A week or two prior to the<br />

clients discharge date, we set up a zoom call with the person<br />

who will become their community Peer Supporter.<br />

So we set up a meeting with the in-house Peer Support,<br />

the coordinator and community Peer Support. It’s just<br />

doing an introduction and a handover. All the details are<br />

passed on to the client. So when they're discharged, they<br />

already know who they'll be dealing with in the<br />

community. That community Peer Supporter could get in<br />

touch with that person at any stage from then on.<br />

On top of that, and no matter what is happening with that<br />

client our coordinators will be calling them in the first<br />

two weeks after discharge and do a monthly catch up too.<br />

And we encourage our community Peer Supporters to do<br />

the same, just to make sure everything's going okay.<br />

What are some of the most common areas that people<br />

with an SCI need in that first transition?<br />

AH: There's still a lot of people involved while the person<br />

is getting set up, whether it's their ACC Case Manager or<br />

they might have a community physio that they've been<br />

referred to or a local occupational therapist, their housing<br />

mods might be getting underway, there's still a lot of<br />

people involved in their world.<br />

Our role is not so much to satisfy any of those<br />

requirements. It is very much to help with the top six<br />

inches—their attitude. What is going on in the brain<br />

department that they want to just talk about how they're<br />

feeling. That it's not all clinical and process it's more<br />

about them and how they're thinking and feeling. And<br />

their families too of course, the whānau and how they're<br />

thinking and feeling. If they want to talk, we can talk and<br />

if they don’t that’s fine. Give us a call when you are ready,<br />

and we'll be there.<br />

That lived experience is invaluable. And with all these<br />

people for example the housing modifications is a classic<br />

one where it can be quite daunting for a lot of people to<br />

get into that process and you know, our Peer Support<br />

workers have been there, done that.<br />

WISE HEAD: Andrew Hall is the<br />

ideal man to be running the Peer and<br />

Whānau Support programme for the<br />

NZ Spinal Trust.<br />

You know, it is a big process, and it can be fraught with<br />

fishhooks. But, you start to chip away and you get the<br />

right reports and the right things done and you can work<br />

through it. I know that a number of our people have been<br />

asked to cast their eye over a few plans and been asked<br />

what they think.<br />

Do they think this process has been fol<strong>low</strong>ed correctly<br />

and we are able to help in that situation because we've<br />

been there and done that.<br />

What have been some of the biggest challenges?<br />

BT: Probably one of the biggest challenges has been<br />

recruiting and personnel. We had already started our<br />

recruitment prior to the ACC contract being confirmed. So<br />

we had a small team already doing the training.<br />

Right now we've got vacancies and it's an ongoing thing.<br />

You know, people drop off for various reasons and then<br />

we've got to recruit again. And we like to try and find<br />

people whose heart is in the right place, and that can take<br />

time. So, personnel have been the biggest challenge.<br />

Andrew's really helped with getting the team up to speed<br />

with the technology so that has been pretty seamless.<br />

What have been some good outcomes?<br />

AH: Well, I think because we're not just working with<br />

newly injured people we are working with all people with<br />

SCI in the community. There is a number of people who<br />

have been out of hospital for many years who we want to<br />

connect with and just touch base with to see how things<br />

are going.


SPINAL NETWORK NEWS 9<br />

For some of our Peer Support workers starting that<br />

conversation, that's kind of cold calling—that can be a<br />

little bit tricky. When you go to a party and you know,<br />

there is a whole lot of people who you never met before<br />

and what do you do? Do you go and hide in a corner, or<br />

would you strike up a conversation with a total stranger?<br />

Some people are better than others at doing this.<br />

What we're finding is that once people do it, they get<br />

better at it. And they get more comfortable doing it. But I<br />

think the key issue for many of our Peer Support workers<br />

has been how to establish that first relationship, that first<br />

phone call and how it has been productive for them, and<br />

for the person they're talking to.<br />

This is a bit strange. What is it you want? We just want to<br />

have a yarn it’s as simple as that.<br />

Do you have any nice anecdotal stories of how Peer<br />

Support is making a difference?<br />

AH: We've got a number of stories—one guy in particular<br />

who hadn't been outside for five years until he agreed to<br />

meet up for coffee with our Peer Support worker down at the<br />

If you get a chance to<br />

have a go at something,<br />

don't turn it down.<br />

—Brendan Tourelle<br />

mall. Now they are doing it regularly. You know, they're not<br />

there to solve a problem for him. He doesn't need anything<br />

sorted or anything. They just want to catch up. And it's been<br />

enough to stimulate him to get up and get outdoors.<br />

And, over time, other opportunities may appear for him.<br />

But if that's as far as it goes that's great to get back into<br />

some semblance of a healthier social life.<br />

There's a number of other people. Some of the people<br />

going home from hospital have found it really useful. One<br />

in particular is getting some advice on housing<br />

modifications. Not OT advice, measurements, and that<br />

sort of thing, but just reassurance around understanding<br />

the process and knowing how best to work with all of the<br />

parties involved. Understanding what ACC’s<br />

<strong>res</strong>ponsibilities are, what's fair and reasonable to ask for.<br />

There must be huge excitement about Peer and<br />

Whānau Support being a long-term prospect?<br />

AH: Absolutely. Our whole intent is to at the end of the<br />

Proof of Concept period have a programme that's ready to<br />

just roll over and continue to deliver the service in as good<br />

a quality way as possible from then on.<br />

That will be based on the valuation and work that ACC do<br />

when they check that the proof of concept was good value<br />

for money as far as they're concerned. And hopefully they<br />

will think that. And then the programme will continue to<br />

act in pretty much the same way.<br />

We're not running it in a small way, and then completing<br />

it once they say, yes, we're wanting it to be nationwide<br />

right now. A lot of people have put the shoulder to the<br />

wheel over that 15-year period to get it funded and<br />

underway. It's a huge moment. I’ll be proud when I know<br />

it's been going for five or 10 years. For me it’s important<br />

that we get it bedded in and established.<br />

BT: Yes, that's our main goal. We want to prove to ACC<br />

that Peer Support is of big benefit to our clients. We<br />

believe we are in the best position to provide Peer Support<br />

to the SCI community. And we will be doing all we can to<br />

provide the service to the best of our ability too. For the<br />

next 12 months we want to make sure we're hitting the<br />

back of the net.<br />

What advice would you offer to the people with a spinal<br />

cord impairment when it comes to Peer Support?<br />

BT: If you get a chance to have a go at something, don't<br />

turn it down. Just giving things a go al<strong>low</strong>ed me to get<br />

where I am today. I'm on six different committees and<br />

they are all related to the disability community. I find<br />

being able to give back to the community that has given<br />

me so much, very rewarding. Whereas if I had turned<br />

those opportunities down, I wouldn’t have got to<br />

rep<strong>res</strong>ent my country at world championships, or to travel<br />

to places you may not have on your own list.<br />

So I would say if you get a chance to do something that's<br />

out of your comfort zone, just take a big breath, bite the<br />

bullet and do it, you never know where it could lead.<br />

THE RIGHT PEOPLE: Brendan says one of the biggest<br />

challenges has been recruiting and personnel.<br />

AH: I would st<strong>res</strong>s to people that you don’t have to do it all<br />

on your own. We're there to help and others are there to


NEW ZEALAND SPINAL TRUST 10<br />

What is it you want? We<br />

just want to have a yarn.<br />

It’s as simple as that.<br />

—Andrew Hall<br />

help. If you're not sure where you can get help in the first<br />

instance, we can help point you in the right direction,<br />

whether it's medical, clinical, whatever other help you need.<br />

But in terms of just having a listening ear, we're there and<br />

we're there for everyone nationwide.<br />

The other thing that I really think people need to be<br />

aware of is their nea<strong>res</strong>t and their whānau and others may<br />

be hurting too. Their needs are just as important as the<br />

spinal injured person's needs, and they deserve support<br />

as well.<br />

And I think not losing sight of the fact that one person<br />

might be in the chair, but there's a whole lot of other<br />

people who are impacted by it. And they want someone to<br />

talk to you. We can also supply that.<br />

Peer and Whānau Support by the numbers<br />

• There are approximately 5,000 New Zealanders living<br />

with spinal cord impairments.<br />

• Around 220 people sustain a permanent spinal cord<br />

impairment in New Zealand every year.<br />

• Approximately two thirds of these are accidents and<br />

one third are health-related.<br />

• ACC has invested $1.3 million into Peer and Whānau<br />

Support for <strong>2022</strong> – 2023<br />

• The Peer and Whānau programme has been extend<br />

across 18 regions from the far north (Kaitaia) to the deep<br />

south (Invercargill), with around 30 community Peer<br />

Support staff.


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NEW ZEALAND SPINAL TRUST 12<br />

Embracing Vulnerability<br />

Professional wakeboarder. Larrikin. Tetraplegic.<br />

Motivational speaker. And now a published author.<br />

FINDING PEACE: Brad says his life coach Susie was a huge influence in changing his mindset. Photo credit: Jade Whirley.<br />

Eight years ago, Brad Smeele’s life changed in<br />

a moment. The former professional<br />

wakeboarder was an innovator and known<br />

for pushing the limits of the sport.<br />

In 2014, Brad won the Trick of the Year Award with the<br />

world’s first double tantrum (back flip) to blind over a<br />

mega ramp. Only weeks later, he suffered a heavy crash<br />

attempting to land that same trick again. Brad broke his<br />

neck and became a tetraplegic. He was 27.<br />

Now Brad has released his first book; Owning It—The Ride<br />

That Changed My Life.<br />

It’s an incredibly vulnerable and personal account of his<br />

life that you’ll struggle to put down.<br />

Owning It covers the out-of-control high times of a global<br />

sporting superstar to dealing with dep<strong>res</strong>sion after his life<br />

changed overnight. It delves into the dark times of losing<br />

his mobility and dream. And finding hope in that journey.<br />

We caught up with Brad to reflect on the process of telling<br />

his story and finding peace with his injury.<br />

It’s crazy. I never thought<br />

I'd be a published author,<br />

but here I am.<br />

—Brad Smeele<br />

What's the feeling like when you go to a shopping<br />

mall and there is your book alongside some big<br />

name authors?<br />

Yeah, it's wild. I guess that makes it a lot more real. There<br />

were a few stages of it becoming real. From handing in the<br />

first draft to then signing off the final proofread and then<br />

receiving my first copy.<br />

The next stage was receiving a box of books from the<br />

printer and then my launch party and now the final stage<br />

is going into sto<strong>res</strong>, actually seeing it on the shelves with<br />

the big names. It’s crazy. I never thought I'd be a<br />

published author, but here I am.


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The physical process of writing this book—you wrote<br />

500,000 words over a seven-year period—how did you<br />

manage that?<br />

It was a challenge. When I started, it was before Apple had<br />

included the swipe-to-text feature on their keyboards. So,<br />

in the early stages I was like a woodpecker, pecking away<br />

at the screen with a mouthstick stylus in my mouth, doing<br />

individual letters at a time. But part of the way into<br />

writing the book they added swipe-to-text, which meant I<br />

could swipe from letter to letter instead of pecking them.<br />

That probably doubled my word count per minute, and it<br />

was a lot easier on my neck as well.<br />

The <strong>res</strong>ponse from the media and reviewers has been<br />

incredible, were you b<strong>low</strong>n away by that?<br />

Yeah, it's been well received, and I am humbled by that.<br />

When you release something like this where it's a very<br />

vulnerable telling of my life and all the ups and downs<br />

and everything from sex, drugs, partying, all the good<br />

times and bad times and putting it all out there you get a<br />

bit nervous doing so. But that's part of the journey and<br />

part of what the title is as well. It's Owning It, owning all<br />

the good and bad of what we have going on in our lives.<br />

And embracing that.<br />

I was nervous chatting to the media about that stuff. But<br />

they understood the reasons for being so vulnerable. That<br />

was good confirmation.<br />

LOOKING UP: Brad is full of hope again.<br />

Photo credit: Liam Vandenberk.<br />

What are you most proud of in this book?<br />

The feedback from people from all walks of life. They’ve<br />

said: ‘That was amazing’ and ‘I couldn't put it down’. I’ve<br />

had great feedback about how honest and raw it is. I’ve<br />

had people tell me ‘I love that you shared things like sex<br />

before and after your injury’, things which a lot of the<br />

time gets glazed over.<br />

I knew my story would be packed full of inspiration. But I<br />

was unsure about how people would find the process of<br />

reading it and how immersed into it they would get. I've<br />

never been a writer. This is my first crack at writing a book<br />

so to get that feedback was gratifying.<br />

What did your parents think of the book and you<br />

going to a place that is so vulnerable?<br />

Yeah they were stoked. They’ve always been proud of<br />

everything I've done. I know my Mum struggled to read<br />

certain parts of the book, what her son was up to before his<br />

accident. Also, how tough it would be for a mother reading<br />

the parts after the accident, too. She struggled with that.<br />

But my Dad, he's got Parkinson's disease and he's a big<br />

inspiration to me throughout this post-injury life and how<br />

he's handled his situation. So, it’s cool to be able to like voice<br />

that in the book a little bit as well. They are really proud.<br />

It’s fully uncensored. How did you manage the<br />

process of what you were going to share?<br />

It was all part of the journey that I was on mentally and<br />

having to work through all of the struggles—it was about<br />

embracing vulnerability. I was learning along the way as I<br />

was writing. I was struggling and suffering. I hit rock<br />

bottom and then I was going through breakthroughs<br />

where I started to realise things.<br />

—Brad Smeele<br />

You can find joy and love<br />

in life and have great<br />

experiences regardless of a<br />

spinal cord injury.<br />

I wanted that to be authentic so that people know that it is<br />

the journey that is needed to go through in order to move<br />

past something like this and be happy again. To find<br />

peace with this type of injury.<br />

Too often we bottle things up or glaze over things. I<br />

wanted to put my story out there as strongly as I could. I<br />

want people to go on the journey with me. My hope is<br />

there will be some takeaways and tools that people will be<br />

able to apply to their own situations.<br />

How hard was it to relive your story?<br />

The whole process was cathartic. It was a struggle being in<br />

first person and p<strong>res</strong>ent tense. There were times I put<br />

myself into a state of dep<strong>res</strong>sion, not intentionally, because<br />

I was having to dig into the stuff I was writing about.<br />

It was challenging along the way. But it was part of my<br />

healing journey. I wanted to get things out and process<br />

them. I also wanted to share the stuff that doesn't get<br />

spoken about that often. From random erections to


NEW ZEALAND SPINAL TRUST 14<br />

FLYING HIGH: Brad says one of the hardest parts of writing the book<br />

was reliving his life before the accident. Photo credit: Chris Garrison.<br />

shitting yourself or whatever, everything that I went<br />

through and had to adjust to—that's all in there. It was all<br />

part of my journey.<br />

I imagine it would have been difficult to recall your<br />

life before the accident.<br />

That was the hardest part in the whole process. It was<br />

challenging mentally to think about my life before my<br />

accident. It’s hard to go back there.<br />

The most challenging part when it came to the actual<br />

writing was crafting the learnings from Susie, my<br />

kinesiologist and my life coach. We had conversations<br />

with her helping me through everything that I needed to<br />

learn. I had to go back and remember, and create<br />

dialogue. I'm proud of how it all came together.<br />

The SCI community will benefit from how honest you<br />

have been, was that one of your goals?<br />

Yeah and not just someone with a spinal cord injury. It’s<br />

people being able to relate in any sort of struggles. I tried<br />

to make it broad so people can apply these lessons to<br />

anything whether it's financial struggles or a break-up or<br />

divorce or loss of a loved one or whatever. So hopefully<br />

there is something for everyone.<br />

I guess it's the same with the stuff I post on social media.<br />

It’s good to be honest so others can benefit from your<br />

struggles and what you have learned.<br />

What have been some of the ways you've won the<br />

mental battle and stayed positive?<br />

going to last. And honestly, neither are the good times. It's<br />

all ups and downs and it's realising that happiness and<br />

peace in our lives isn't necessarily a destination, but more<br />

a journey that we need to go through constantly.<br />

We have to be willing to face the reality of the struggles<br />

we're going through. In a situation like mine, with a spinal<br />

cord injury, it's not easy to brush them aside. You can’t<br />

make yourself feel better by going for a run or going to the<br />

gym by getting a good workout or having sex or whatever<br />

it is, these kinds of coping mechanisms that we may have<br />

used in the past to avoid or cope with life.<br />

All of a sudden, I was in a place where I was forced to face<br />

it. So we've got to be willing to do that and digging into<br />

the beliefs behind the emotions and everything that we're<br />

going through. The key thing is sitting with emotion—as<br />

opposed to pushing it aside—and trying to learn from it.<br />

What would you say to a 27-year-old Brad who was<br />

coming back from overseas and at the start of the journey<br />

with a spinal cord injury and scared about his future?<br />

I mean to be honest 27-year-old Brad probably would’ve<br />

told me to piss off if I came and tried to tell me anything<br />

about how my life was going to be OK [laughs]. I didn't<br />

want to hear from someone in a wheelchair about what<br />

my life was going to be.<br />

But if I said something, it would be learn along the way.<br />

You can find joy and love in life and have great experiences<br />

regardless of a spinal cord injury. It's about embracing<br />

change and learning to adapt along the way.<br />

Remember that it’s all temporary. The bad times aren't


SPINAL NETWORK NEWS 15<br />

Book Review—Owning It<br />

Brad Smeele’s autobiography<br />

—Peter Thornton<br />

Brad’s journey to find hope<br />

after such trauma is an<br />

inspirational read, one we<br />

can all benefit from.<br />

And if he was going to tell that side of his story in such an<br />

uncensored fashion, then he was going to be just as open<br />

about his life before the accident.<br />

IMPRESSIVE: Brad’s autobiography has<br />

received great reviews across Aotearoa.<br />

Has there ever been a book this honest and<br />

raw published in New Zealand? I’m not sure.<br />

It’s obviously hard to say definitively but<br />

quadriplegic Brad Smeele’s first published<br />

book Owning It—The Ride that Changed my<br />

Life, is nothing short of explosive.<br />

As a professional wakeboarder, the 35-year-old Auckland<br />

born-and-raised lad was known for pushing the<br />

boundaries of what is possible in his sport. He always<br />

wanted to make a statement and he has carried that same<br />

mindset into his autobiography.<br />

Owning It will grab your attention and you’ll find it hard<br />

to put down.<br />

Brad is the first to admit that he’s not an academic. He<br />

didn’t enjoy school and he found this task a real test. In<br />

his own words: “It’s the biggest challenge I’ve ever taken<br />

on. And the most effort I have ever put into something<br />

that I didn’t really enjoy. It was a grind, it was a struggle<br />

and an absolute battle.”<br />

As a quadriplegic, overcoming the physical challenge of<br />

writing a book was imp<strong>res</strong>sive in itself.<br />

He wrote 500,000 words over a seven-year period. Brad<br />

toiled away writing most of the 500-page book by holding a<br />

mouthstick stylus and pointing it at letters on a screen.<br />

That showed incredible dedication and patience.<br />

But there is also real quality in how he has put this book<br />

together. Brad wanted to paint a real picture of what<br />

living life with a spinal cord impairment is really like.<br />

One of the superstars of his sport, Brad lived an<br />

out-of-control life of drugs, drinking, an endless line of<br />

women and finding as much trouble as he possibly could.<br />

At times it feels like you are witnessing the mates of a<br />

larrikin deliver a haphazard speech at a 21st birthday<br />

party, such is the level of detail in the partying and the<br />

sex. But Brad felt—to be true to himself—if he was going<br />

to be honest about his life after his accident that same<br />

lens needed to be applied to his whole life.<br />

Then comes the accident. The life changing moment. You<br />

go along with Brad on all of his nights out and<br />

ground-breaking success on the water, and then BAM!<br />

Even though you know it’s coming, the crash hits you like<br />

a punch in the guts. It made me stop and put the book<br />

down. That moment is so brutal and the hard times that<br />

fol<strong>low</strong> are nothing short of heart-breaking.<br />

There were many times when I got emotional in the latter<br />

half of the book. You can feel the pain, the agony and the<br />

complete devastation.<br />

Brad says writing this book helped him find peace with<br />

his injury. His level of honesty will help others reflect on<br />

their own hardship or adversity, and find their own peace,<br />

I am sure.<br />

As they say time is the great healer. Brad has reached a<br />

place where he can be positive again.<br />

His optimism and outlook on life is infectious and he pays<br />

a lovely tribute to his family and friends and one person<br />

in particular (Susie), who helped him change his<br />

perspective.<br />

Brad’s journey to find hope after such trauma is an<br />

inspirational read, one we can all benefit from.<br />

Brad’s book Owning It is available at the NZ Spinal Trust<br />

Resource Centre.


NEW ZEALAND SPINAL TRUST 16<br />

What Roxy Did<br />

Roxy Shahtahmasebi put her body on the line in an incredible effort<br />

—Roxy Shahtahmasebi<br />

Some would say I’m slightly<br />

nutty and stubborn maybe??<br />

I am definitely determined.<br />

“Some would say I’m slightly nutty and stubborn maybe??<br />

Definitely determined and will see something through<br />

when I’ve committed to a cause. NZST is such a great<br />

cause, that I really do believe in.”<br />

Roxy kept us up to date with her training in the weeks<br />

leading up to the event with a Facebook blog—even<br />

reading it was exhausting.<br />

ALL IN THE FAMILY: Roxy says the<br />

encouragement from her husband Vaughn and<br />

children Shadeh and Kian got her through the race.<br />

Roxanne Shahtahmasebi is a wife, mother of<br />

two energetic kids, Emergency department<br />

Doctor and fitness fanatic. To say she has a<br />

busy life would be a gross understatement!<br />

And then on the big day our NZST team were glued to the<br />

race app watching her prog<strong>res</strong>s in real time.<br />

Messages were flying back and forth between us across<br />

the work chat group … it was nail-biting stuff! And then …<br />

She is also the daughter of NZST’s very own Dr B—<br />

Bernadette Cassidy. Which means she has grown up<br />

around the NZ Spinal Trust and has a good<br />

understanding of who we are and what we do. And that is<br />

why she chose to raise funds to support our work when<br />

she committed to the 100km Noosa Ultra Trail Run in<br />

March this year.<br />

Yes—you read that correctly … 100km! Running. On a<br />

trail. In the Queensland heat and humidity.<br />

Roxy herself described it as “ludicrous nuttosity”.<br />

“I got persuaded to start training for a trail ultra, and<br />

I thought if I’m going to do this, I should fundraise,”<br />

she says.<br />

“This is what happened with my first marathon, and my<br />

first triathlon (a half ironman), which were also the first<br />

races I entered outside of high school athletics! I’m a bit of<br />

an extremist. So, I decided to keep the tradition going and<br />

enter a big distance to try and raise money for NZST.<br />

“I think it was partly Mum working there and my early<br />

involvement, but also knowing what limitations come<br />

with SCI and how I might feel if I ever had a spinal injury<br />

and wasn’t able to run again—that was what drove the<br />

first marathon fundraiser.<br />

THAT WINNING FEELING: Completing a 100km run<br />

was one thing, but winning it was something else


SPINAL NETWORK NEWS 17<br />

“I turn the corner, there's the timing mat!<br />

Over the mat, look up.<br />

Tape across the finish.<br />

No way. No way.<br />

I think I'm smiling.<br />

—Roxy Shahtahmasebi<br />

I am overjoyed—I really left<br />

it all out there on the trails.<br />

Arms up, break the tape, it falls to the ground.<br />

I don't.<br />

I'm still standing, but then I lean over, hold my legs.”<br />

Not only had she finished … she’d won!<br />

The next day Bernadette shared with Roxy a selection of<br />

the messages which had been sent on the day of the run.<br />

Roxy likes to think the essence of these messages reached<br />

her and helped her to keep going.<br />

“I am overjoyed with that day, I really left it all out there<br />

on the trails. I feel like this amazing achievement is<br />

thanks to everyone who donated, and otherwise got<br />

involved in the running endeavour. I'm ecstatic that we<br />

raised over $4000 for the NZST.”<br />

We’re in awe of Roxy’s incredible effort and<br />

determination; of the enthusiasm and practical<br />

encouragement from her husband Vaughn and<br />

children Shadeh and Kian through the build-up and<br />

especially on the day (… ice and water anyone?); and the<br />

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And we’re more than a little grateful that it was her<br />

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NEW ZEALAND SPINAL TRUST 18<br />

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NEW ZEALAND SPINAL TRUST 20<br />

“There’s Nothing Like it<br />

in the World”<br />

Bryce Dinneen talks about funding a multimillion-dollar boat<br />

ALL SMILES: Bryce says the moment when people with a disability<br />

realise that they can fish it is life-changing. Photo credit: Wish4Fish.<br />

Bryce Dinneen has a heart of gold. The<br />

Tauranga man sustained a spinal cord<br />

impairment when he was 29. He has never<br />

given up. Better still he has taken his passion<br />

for fishing and created a fully accessible boat<br />

with his charitable trust Wish4Fish. The<br />

boat, and the experiences on it, are changing<br />

the lives of people living with a disability.<br />

Bryce Dinneen is lying flat on his back in the Burwood<br />

Spinal Unit when he looks up at the ceiling. He’s doing it<br />

tough. Bryce has been in head traction for the past 10<br />

weeks and it’s pushed him to the limit.<br />

“I had one bad day where I got really upset,” remembers<br />

Bryce. “My family got upset. I was at breaking point.” He<br />

says the “amazing team” at Burwood Spinal Unit helped<br />

him turn it around. They encouraged him to put photos of<br />

good times and friends and whānau on the ceiling<br />

because he was spending so much time looking up.<br />

Bryce’s family taped photos on the ceiling with two<br />

themes. One was a collection of times with friends and<br />

whānau laden with smiles and happiness. The other one<br />

—Bryce Dinneen<br />

I thought, 'crikey, how am<br />

I going to go fishing again?<br />

I have to look into this.'<br />

was fishing. “I thought, ‘crikey, how am I going to go<br />

fishing again? I’ll have to look into this’.”<br />

The idea for Wish4Fish was born. Bryce began dreaming<br />

about creating something special.<br />

“Things changed forever”<br />

Bryce can remember his accident like it was yesterday. It<br />

was the Wellington Cup, 28 January 2007 and he was at a<br />

stag party. “We were a bunch of guys having a champagne<br />

breakfast, probably too much champagne and not enough<br />

breakfast,” he says.<br />

They had a great day at the races in full suit and tie. On<br />

the way back into town for a meal some of the lads


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decided to jump into Wellington Harbour for a swim to<br />

f<strong>res</strong>hen up. “I wasn't too keen, but I just went along with<br />

it. I was the last one into the water and I misjudged the<br />

depth as I dived in. “There was a loud bang and things<br />

changed forever.”<br />

Bryce was lying face down in the ocean and he couldn’t<br />

move. He was fighting for his life. His mates faced the<br />

hard decision to leave Bryce face down to protect his spine<br />

or turn him over. “Thankfully they turned me over, that<br />

al<strong>low</strong>ed me to get back to breathing.”<br />

In a state of shock, they waited for the emergency services<br />

to arrive and take Bryce to ICU at Wellington Hospital.<br />

Lying in a hospital bed, Bryce made the hardest phone<br />

call of his life.<br />

“I had to ring my Mum and Dad and tell them that I had a<br />

high-level spinal cord injury. Mum answered the phone<br />

first, she said wait there and she went to get my father and<br />

he dropped the phone just with the sheer shock.<br />

“To be honest their lives have never been the same since<br />

that day. Barring the passing away of your loved one or<br />

sibling, it's pretty much close to the top of the tree, so to<br />

speak, in terms of a big moment to come to terms with.”<br />

LEGACY: Bryce’s funding pitch to the Lotteries<br />

Commission said they would take 1000 people out on<br />

the boat every year. “That was our line in the sand”.<br />

Starting again<br />

Bryce was 29 years old. He was sent to Christchurch Hospital<br />

ICU for two weeks to al<strong>low</strong> the injury to stabilise and then he<br />

was in Burwood Spinal Unit for a further 11 months.<br />

“It was a long time because of the way they managed my<br />

break,” he says. Bryce had fractured his C2, C3, C5 and C6<br />

in his cervical vertebrae. He was placed in head traction for<br />

a minimum of eight weeks and then another two weeks.<br />

It was the hardest time in his life. “To be honest, head<br />

traction was a pretty tough time,” he says in his<br />

understated way.<br />

His family were his rock. His sister never missed a day<br />

when he was in the Spinal Unit. And his Mum and Dad<br />

who were living in Tauranga flew down regularly thanks<br />

to the support of ACC. When he had a tough day, his sister<br />

provided some inspirational words which changed his<br />

perspective. “She said ‘it's happened to you for a reason<br />

Bryce,” he says. You of all people who have our love and<br />

support, but you have the ability to deal with it, you're a<br />

larger-than-life character. You're a positive kind of guy.<br />

So, you’ve really got to just try and drill down on that’.”<br />

Bryce remembers one of the doctors at Burwood would<br />

always say whatever person you were like before your<br />

spinal cord injury, it magnifies afterwards.<br />

“So if you're a bit of a rascal and you would get up to<br />

mischief. Well, you can sort of easily go down that path<br />

moving forward. Or you can go, right, how am I going to<br />

make this work?” It was a turning point. “It might sound<br />

silly, but I consider myself blessed that I went to the<br />

Burwood Spinal Unit and learned off so many people that<br />

actually genuinely had great advice.”<br />

He says he has the nurses at Burwood to thank for his skin<br />

integrity. People like Dr. Angelo Anthony and Dr. Rick<br />

Acland taught him how to own his new life.<br />

—Bryce Dinneen<br />

There was a loud bang and<br />

things changed forever.<br />

“Whether it was teaching a support worker how to transfer<br />

you or having an understanding about battling bladder<br />

management, you've got to take <strong>res</strong>ponsibility,” he says.<br />

“It’s going to be tough. It’s going to be challenging, but<br />

you can actually have some quality of life moving<br />

forward. That’s why I consider myself grateful.”<br />

Back into the outside world<br />

Bryce found the transition to home scary.<br />

“I didn’t want to leave Burwood because I had everything<br />

there I needed. Doctors, physios, support. But there’s that<br />

transition period which everyone has to focus on moving<br />

forward. And it is hard.<br />

“It took me a long time to get back into society.”<br />

As a young man, Bryce was a keen sportsman. He did a lot<br />

of running and playing rep<strong>res</strong>entative cricket. He said to<br />

excel in those two pursuits you need to be mentally strong<br />

and that helped in his recovery. Bryce turned his<br />

attention to helping others and making a difference.<br />

Wish4Fish was born<br />

The idea of fishing again stayed with him. He had a<br />

number of conversations in the Spinal Unit, and he was<br />

told “Bryce we don’t go fishing because it’s too hard”.<br />

Bryce thought to himself: ‘I am not accepting that. I’m<br />

going to figure out how to do this’. And the more people I


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talked to it was like: ‘Let's open it up for everyone because<br />

there must be a lot of other people who are keen to fish’.”<br />

When he returned to the community, he was a man on a<br />

mission. He leaned on his father’s networks who had been<br />

in the banking industry for 42 years. His old man said: “If<br />

you want to do this, we’ll back you 100 percent.”<br />

Bryce found a lawyer and an accountant, and created a<br />

charitable trust in March 2011. The trust had two main<br />

purposes—to take people living with illness, disability<br />

and hardship out on the water; and to either modify or<br />

build a purpose-built system to support the needs of<br />

the recipients.<br />

The first venture on the ocean happened soon after. A<br />

family friend found a 42-foot sport fishing boat which<br />

they adjusted with some Kiwi ingenuity, a bit of plywood<br />

and a few screws.<br />

“I managed to take a couple of people out. One had<br />

Parkinson’s disease and another person was on the<br />

mental health spectrum. They had the time of their lives.”<br />

Testing the waters<br />

For the next 10 years Bryce drove the boat project. They<br />

managed to do multiple trips out of Auckland, the<br />

Coromandel and Bay of Plenty with close to 350 people<br />

enjoying their time on the water.<br />

They were hiring charter vessels and working with them<br />

to make them accessible. The community got behind it<br />

and the ventu<strong>res</strong> were funded by fishing competitions,<br />

sausage sizzles, and raffles. But to build the boat, Bryce<br />

knew he needed much more.<br />

He made an appearance on the ITM fishing show with<br />

Matt Watson which was a huge boost to their profile.<br />

Fol<strong>low</strong>ing that opportunity, Ray Lowe reached out to<br />

Bryce to see if he could help.<br />

Ray—a qualified engineer who has worked in the fabrication<br />

industry—has a passion for fishing. “He said ‘I think we can<br />

do a better job getting people involved to support this’.”<br />

They created the grinder fishing apparatus which al<strong>low</strong>s<br />

people with a disability to fish around 95 percent<br />

independently.<br />

Then they turned their attention to the boat. The first<br />

designs started at 11m in length and the final design was<br />

17.5m long. The cost was now up to $5million.<br />

Ray was heavily invested in the process to create the most<br />

accessible boat in New Zealand. They met with<br />

experienced boat designer Roger Hill who completed the<br />

concept drawings and then they got to work with boat<br />

builders Alloy Cats in Mount Maunganui.<br />

Funding was still an issue.<br />

Out of the blue, Bryce got a call from Matt Watson who said<br />

the Labour Government were putting together a $20<br />

million fund for people to be involved in the America's Cup<br />

and beyond. He believed Bryce’s vision was a perfect fit.<br />

When we got the funding<br />

for the boat, it was an<br />

unbelievable moment.<br />

“We said if we are successful with this funding from the<br />

Lotteries Commission, we would be able to build this boat<br />

and basically create a legacy moving forward with the<br />

ability to take 1000 people out every year. That was our<br />

line in the sand.<br />

“It was an unbelievable moment.” A whole host of<br />

community funders fol<strong>low</strong>ed. Within six and a half<br />

months, $2.4 million was raised from community funders.<br />

The Wish4Fish boat was completed in October 2021.<br />

“There is nothing like it in the world,” Bryce says proudly.<br />

A surreal feeling<br />

—Bryce Dinneen<br />

Bryce says it’s a surreal feeling every time he goes out on<br />

the water on the Wish4Fish boat. He often reflects on<br />

what they have achieved and created.<br />

“For a long period of time this project was supported by a<br />

small group of like-minded individuals like friends and<br />

family, they said whatever you get into we will back you<br />

all the way. We never gave up.”<br />

Bryce says there is no better feeling than helping a person<br />

with a disability realise what they are capable of.<br />

“Mate I have seen it all,” he says. “I've seen people that are<br />

on the mental health spectrum that don't need their<br />

medication. I've seen people reunite, re-energise with<br />

their family and loved ones.<br />

“They don't have a disability or illness when they're out on<br />

that boat, they are just like everyone else, just going out,<br />

feeling the sun on their face and the wind in their hair.”<br />

There are two things he loves about fishing—the<br />

environment and the challenge. “It's that sense of<br />

freedom—there is nowhere else I’d rather be.”<br />

Bryce says he will never take fishing for granted as he<br />

knows that life can change in a moment. “When I speak to<br />

people now, that’s what I say—just appreciate what you've<br />

got. Life could change in a heartbeat.”<br />

Bryce has accepted his SCI and helped change the lives<br />

of others. “I’d always give the shirt off my back to<br />

someone,” he says. “I guess it's just the way I am. With<br />

the cards that I've been dealt, I’m just trying to play the<br />

game as best I can.<br />

“To me, the one thing I can control is my commitment<br />

and my positivity. I still have my ability to engage with<br />

people and make a difference.”<br />

They tried a couple of times before they got the call they<br />

had been waiting for.


SPINAL NETWORK NEWS 23<br />

Getting Creative in the<br />

Cook Islands<br />

Zahra Shahtahmasebi talks about her experience at<br />

the Creative Centre in Rarotonga<br />

HAPPY PLACE: The Creative Centre was established in the 1980s.<br />

After spending 17 years running nightclubs<br />

across New Zealand and Australia, Danny<br />

Tixier never suspected he would end up in<br />

Rarotonga, running a not-for-profit<br />

organisation dedicated to supporting people<br />

living with disabilities.<br />

—Danny Tixier<br />

The <strong>res</strong>ults are fatal… there<br />

are no safety nets here.<br />

Behind the Tu Papa primary care clinic in Rarotonga’s<br />

capital of Avarua is the Creative Centre. A yel<strong>low</strong> sign<br />

alerts passers-by to its location—without this, no one<br />

would know it was there. Even with the sign, at first<br />

glance it looks like it could be extra-curricular service for<br />

school pupils and as a <strong>res</strong>ult, on my visits to Tu Papa I<br />

paid it no heed. The fact that I ended up at the Creative<br />

Centre at all was pure coincidence after I ran into a friend<br />

on holiday from New Zealand. After finding out my<br />

reason for being in the Cook Islands was to look at the<br />

delivery of healthcare, he told me I could not leave<br />

without speaking to Danny Tixier, the man in charge of<br />

the Creative Centre.<br />

I heeded his advice and a couple of days later I found<br />

myself walking up the gravel driveway towards the<br />

Creative Centre, which backs out onto the beach.<br />

The <strong>res</strong>ulting interview with Danny was well over an hour,<br />

starting with the history of the centre which was first<br />

established in the 1980s. It wasn’t until 2002 that it was<br />

implemented by the Cook Islands Ministry of Education as<br />

a school to cater for people with intellectual disabilities.<br />

It was originally funded to provide support for a group of<br />

10 people with disabilities, but as the only service of its<br />

kind across all 15 of the Cook Islands, it quickly grew to a<br />

group of 40 when Danny took the reins in 2019.<br />

Open from Monday to Friday, from 8.30am to 4pm, the<br />

centre is run by four staff members, including Danny. They<br />

provide a life-skills programme, social interaction, as well<br />

as advocacy, health literacy and “lots of love and care”.<br />

“Lots of clients rely on us for many things, including for<br />

their mental, physical and social wellbeing. We facilitate


NEW ZEALAND SPINAL TRUST 24<br />

—Danny Tixier<br />

The reality is it was a huge<br />

wake up call, and reality<br />

check, but I’ve learnt to adjust.<br />

meetings, help them with their shopping, deal with<br />

situations of abuse. We’ve been in court and hospitals.”<br />

While the volume and demand continue to increase at the<br />

Creative Centre, the funding is the same as it was over 20<br />

years ago, says Danny.<br />

It wasn't until my friend first told me that the Creative<br />

Centre provided services and support to people living<br />

with disabilities in the Cook Islands that I realised I<br />

hadn't seen a single person in a wheelchair since I arrived<br />

in Rarotonga during my time there, nor anyone using<br />

crutches, mobility scooters, or any other mobility aids.<br />

Without those visible reminders I had naively thought the<br />

rates of disability were much <strong>low</strong>er in the small Pacific<br />

nation, but Danny quickly corrects me on that fact.<br />

According to the 2016 census, there are 2900 people living<br />

in the Cook Islands with disabilities, a number which is<br />

“huge” comparable to its population of around 17,000, he<br />

adds. “Although we have our numbers [at the centre], we<br />

know this means there are a lot out there who are not<br />

coming in.”<br />

Danny surmises that this could be due to stigma and<br />

shame, preventing people from seeking help. He describes<br />

the traditional beliefs that still prevail in some families,<br />

where a disability is seen as a “curse”.<br />

Other barriers include access, where some will have no<br />

means of transport or are unable to catch the bus on their<br />

own to get them to the Creative Centre.<br />

With an ageing population, the elderly, who may also<br />

benefit from the Creative Centre’s wrap-around services,<br />

are another group who struggle with access, due to<br />

decreasing mobility, and cognitive decline caused by<br />

conditions like dementia.<br />

Loneliness is a big problem, with the lack of social<br />

interaction having huge impact on the elderly especially.<br />

The Cook Islands doesn’t have <strong>res</strong>t homes or retirement<br />

villages, and times are changing, says Danny, with<br />

increasing costs of living pushing people to work more<br />

and be at home less. “This means the mamas are left at<br />

home alone with dementia and so their quality of life and<br />

life expectancy drops.”<br />

He’s experienced a huge lesson in his role and that is, that<br />

as one person, backed with a small team, they can’t be<br />

everywhere at once. The flipside to that coin is seeing the<br />

repercussions when the community’s most vulnerable<br />

aren’t monitored, whether by family or health service.<br />

“The <strong>res</strong>ults are fatal… there are no safety nets here.”<br />

SUPPORT: “Lots of clients rely on us for many things, including<br />

for their mental, physical and social wellbeing.” Danny Tixier.<br />

The need to maintain constant support was paramount<br />

during the COVID-19 pandemic, and the Creative Centre<br />

never closed, working around the clock to keep its<br />

services running for its clients.<br />

He says health services for the 2900 Cook Islanders with<br />

disabilities would benefit from being centralised into a<br />

national service, all under one roof, with shared <strong>res</strong>ources<br />

and pool of funding to make it more sustainable.<br />

With regard to the challenges facing healthcare services<br />

in the Cook Islands, especially NGOs like the Creative<br />

Cente, Danny says there needs to be further investment<br />

across the whole health system, with the aim of making<br />

working in the Cook Islands a more appealing prospect.<br />

“It’s getting people to come back home to take the leap<br />

and work here—it’s really hard, despite the weather and<br />

the beaches.” A lot could be done to make this more<br />

appealing, he adds, saying better wages, better<br />

professional support and care, as well as better<br />

opportunities to train and prog<strong>res</strong>s would be a start.<br />

“We’re not the highest paid people—it takes a certain type<br />

of person to make that jump.” But Danny is certainly that<br />

type of person. On the day of our interview (27 June), it is<br />

exactly three years that he made the move to Rarotonga<br />

with his family. Health care hadn’t always been his<br />

thing—he had spent the majority of the 1990s and 2000s,<br />

running nightclubs across New Zealand and Australia.<br />

But after discovering his passion for helping people, he<br />

returned to New Zealand, where he ran an intensive care<br />

support service for older people. He took a pay cut to do<br />

so, but he was just grateful he was able to give back to his<br />

community.<br />

The Creative Centre saw him take an even bigger pay cut.<br />

“I have to work twice as hard here. I went from having a<br />

human <strong>res</strong>ources team, nurses, lawyers, to here, where I<br />

am everything.<br />

“The reality is it was a huge wake up call, and reality<br />

check, but I’ve learnt to adjust. I’ve enjoyed it and it’s been<br />

hugely rewarding.”


SPINAL NETWORK NEWS 25<br />

Meet Our Team:<br />

Dr Bernadette Cassidy<br />

The one and only Dr Bernadette Cassidy reflects on 20 years at the NZST<br />

technology (ICT) on the literacy levels of students with<br />

learning disabilities focusing on the role of learning <strong>res</strong>ources<br />

cent<strong>res</strong>/libraries in supporting these students. My <strong>res</strong>earch<br />

recommended an evidence-based client-centred model.<br />

I was so thrilled, not many professionals get to have their<br />

dream job.<br />

You worked with Professor Alan Clarke, what was he<br />

like as a man and how did he influence your work?<br />

Prof, as he was known, became a paraplegic in 1991 and<br />

knew first-hand what it was like to have an SCI. He was<br />

also a surgeon, an academic, and incredibly intelligent.<br />

He was formidable at times.<br />

LOVED: Dr B is a popular member of the NZST team for good reason.<br />

“There is a giant in our midst and long may<br />

she remain.” —Hans Wouters.<br />

What are your memories of your first day working<br />

at the NZST?<br />

It was 8 July 2002 and as I walked through the doors of<br />

the Allan Bean Centre (ABC), I felt both excited and<br />

apprehensive. I was also a little daunted by the empty<br />

library, there were two computers, empty shelves no<br />

library catalogue, and no formal budget! Plus, I knew<br />

nothing about spinal cord impairment (SCI), but I am a<br />

fast learner and I love a challenge!<br />

People who work for charities gain a variety of skills. In<br />

those early years I sourced funding for library <strong>res</strong>ources<br />

and salaries. I quickly learnt how to leverage partnerships<br />

for the benefit of the library like acquiring Koha, a library<br />

management system first developed in NZ; and<br />

established partnerships with other organisations which<br />

helped with providing expertise and additional <strong>res</strong>ources.<br />

Why did you want to work for the Trust?<br />

What struck me about the Trust/ABC was its innovative<br />

and unique philosophy to support people with SCI and<br />

their whānau to lead independent and positive lives. The<br />

ABC was doing cutting-edge stuff!<br />

At that time, Christchurch Polytechnic Institute of<br />

Technology (CPIT) had established a partnership with the NZ<br />

Spinal Trust to employ a Library and Learning Coordinator to<br />

provide <strong>res</strong>ources and support for people with SCI.<br />

I had moved to New Zealand (from the UK) the previous<br />

year and I was part way through my PhD <strong>res</strong>earch which<br />

investigated the effects of information and communications<br />

He understood libraries and the power of information.<br />

His vision for the ABC was for the library to be central to<br />

all services and <strong>res</strong>ources. To empower people by<br />

assisting them to learn and understand about their SCI,<br />

ask questions and take charge.<br />

What are some of the achievements you are most<br />

proud of in your time at the NZST?<br />

There are a few! I have been fortunate to have been<br />

involved with many projects these include:<br />

• Establishing an extensive array of literature on SCI,<br />

disability and rehabilitation. From the outset, I wanted<br />

the library to be an inclusive space, not just for people<br />

with SCI but also for people with brain injuries and<br />

other conditions.<br />

• A training programme for volunteers in library skills.<br />

• A computer skills programme taught by experienced<br />

volunteer tutors. This became a core service.<br />

• Educational workshops for school children to raise<br />

awareness about disability.<br />

• Developing educational <strong>res</strong>ources to help patients<br />

through their rehab and support their whānau. I am<br />

particularly proud of the Head Space handbook on brain<br />

injury and stroke which I co-authored with Claire<br />

Freeman. The book is widely used in hospitals and<br />

rehabilitation cent<strong>res</strong> throughout New Zealand.<br />

• Joint editor of the ‘Art of Recovery’, which sha<strong>res</strong> stories<br />

of people living with SCI across the country.<br />

• New NZST <strong>web</strong>site which is more user friendly and<br />

comprehensive.<br />

• Overseeing the Spinal Network News magazine, I have<br />

had the privilege of working with great editors: Paul<br />

Stafford, Johnny Bourke and Pete Thornton.


NEW ZEALAND SPINAL TRUST 26<br />

What does it mean to you to provide the library<br />

<strong>res</strong>ource for patients of the Burwood Spinal Unit?<br />

From the outset, I wanted to create a welcoming, inclusive,<br />

safe environment complemented with <strong>res</strong>ources, services,<br />

and equipment. The library quickly became a place where<br />

patients and whānau could come for <strong>res</strong>t and <strong>res</strong>pite and<br />

library staff provided a listening ear. Learning what is of<br />

importance to people with SCI is a constant privilege and<br />

I’ve met many amazing people over the years who have<br />

shared their journey with me. If I have been able to help in<br />

some small way, that makes it all worthwhile.<br />

Of course, there have been many hard times as<br />

well—like the earthquakes, the terrorist attack—how<br />

have they impacted you?<br />

The 2011 earthquake was devastating for Christchurch<br />

and those that lost their loved ones. Little did we know at<br />

the time that the ABC would be demolished four years<br />

later due to safety concerns. In June 2014 the building<br />

was closed and we spent the fol<strong>low</strong>ing year essentially<br />

camping. That was probably the most challenging thing<br />

I’ve faced in my 20 years. It was a huge loss to not just me<br />

but all the NZST staff, patients, whānau, and the<br />

community. The NZST staff worked from an office with 16<br />

computers, and I established a library in the Burwood<br />

Spinal Unit Day Room. The fol<strong>low</strong>ing year we moved into<br />

portacoms, and other staff moved into old offices.<br />

Prior to the demolition of the ABC, we held a farewell<br />

ceremony. The ceremony finished with a paint bomb<br />

session, lots of people took the opportunity to throw paint<br />

balls at the building—which was strangely comforting!<br />

Christchurch has had more than their share of adversity<br />

with the 2019 Mosque terror attack which was truly<br />

unthinkable. What was heartening was the love and<br />

support from the Christchurch and New Zealand<br />

community towards the families who have lost loved ones.<br />

The library team supported a number of victims such as<br />

obtaining e-books in Bengali and providing one patient's<br />

wife with a laptop so she could continue her studies while<br />

supporting her husband in hospital.<br />

Losing the Allan Bean Centre was a huge b<strong>low</strong>—what<br />

was that space like?<br />

The space was custom designed for people with disabilities<br />

and had an enormous window with a huge elm tree<br />

standing guard outside. Visitors to the centre would<br />

regularly remark about how it felt calming, welcoming and<br />

spiritual. It was a state-of-the-art building that oozed<br />

positivity and wellbeing. It was truly unique, and the<br />

architects Sheppard and Rout won an award for the design.<br />

Working for the same organisation for the past 20<br />

years is a remarkable feat (and not very common<br />

anymore)—you must be proud of that?<br />

I am very proud. It’s hard to believe it is 20 years because it<br />

certainly does not feel like it. Those years have gone by in<br />

a flash but so much has been achieved during that time.<br />

Ultimately what has kept me here for 20 years, is believing<br />

in a cause as well as the passion, enthusiasm and<br />

dedication of my NZST colleagues and trustees.<br />

—Dr Bernadette Cassidy<br />

I was so thrilled, not many<br />

professionals get to have<br />

their dream job.<br />

Who have been some of the best people you have<br />

worked with over that time?<br />

Ahh, there are too many to mention! I have had the honour of<br />

working with many wonderful people over the years. I was<br />

reflecting on my 20 years recently and realised that I have<br />

worked with six CEOs all with their unique style! I count my<br />

colleagues amongst my friends and if I had to list them, I<br />

may miss someone out and I don’t want to offend anyone!<br />

There has been a lot of fun during those years: the grape<br />

picking fundraisers at Anne and Jim Sinnott’s vineyard in<br />

Waitaki, and the wonderful cake and cooking competitions<br />

which bonded the staff and provided connection.<br />

What makes the SCI community in NZ special?<br />

The SCI community in New Zealand is very close knit and<br />

very supportive of each other. This is conveyed so well on<br />

the NZ SCI Facebook page—where people share their<br />

experiences and knowledge with others.<br />

What did it mean to have a surprise party to celebrate<br />

and reflect on this moment of 20 years?<br />

It meant a great deal to me to celebrate 20 years with my<br />

colleagues, friends and whānau. I felt so overwhelmed by<br />

the accolades, gratitude and love that was shared. The<br />

NZST is my second family and has a very special place in<br />

my heart and always will.<br />

What advice do you have for people who work for<br />

the Trust?<br />

At the core of the NZST is the people we serve and help on<br />

their rehab journey. One of the NZST’s greatest strengths<br />

is relationships. The relationship with our clients, their<br />

whānau, and caregivers, and the relationships we have<br />

with each other. You will not find a more supportive,<br />

warm, friendly organisation such as the Trust.<br />

20 years—how much longer do you think you will<br />

keep serving in this role and helping others?<br />

I don’t think I will be here another 20 years!! But I will be<br />

around for some time yet. I have been very fortunate to<br />

have been involved with many projects ensuring that we<br />

carry on Prof’s legacy.<br />

Did you ever think that when you started, you’d still<br />

be here 20 years on?<br />

No, I didn’t because at the time I knew very little about<br />

SCI, but it quickly became clear that I could bring my<br />

prior knowledge from my <strong>res</strong>earch and develop the library<br />

service to how I wanted. I also got the opportunity to work<br />

on many inte<strong>res</strong>ting projects—I learnt so much about SCI<br />

in the process.


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NEW ZEALAND SPINAL TRUST 28<br />

The Great Summer Road-trip<br />

Top 10 accessible hotels in NZ according to Booking.com<br />

Summer is the perfect time for a road-trip. But we hear it so<br />

often. It’s so hard finding a place that is accommodating to<br />

wheelchair users. Well look no further. Booking.com have<br />

produced a definitive list. The top 10 hotels across Aotearoa for<br />

accessibility. We have also leaned on Tripadvisor to help offer<br />

some of the best attractions these regions have to offer.<br />

So, what are you waiting for?<br />

Sudima<br />

Christchurch<br />

City<br />

9.2 Superb<br />

1,440 reviews<br />

New in 2019, this five-star boutique hotel is located on<br />

Victoria Street in the heart of Christchurch. It is right<br />

alongside a number of cafés, <strong>res</strong>taurants and bars.<br />

Every room offers free movies. All rooms have a fridge,<br />

wardrobe and a flat-screen TV, en suite bathrooms and air<br />

conditioning. There's also the Moss day spa, and a free<br />

fitness centre. Staff are available 24 hours.<br />

LOCAL ATTRACTIONS: Christchurch Botanic Gardens,<br />

TranzAlpine Train, Canterbury Museum, Wil<strong>low</strong>bank<br />

Wildlife Reserve.<br />

QT<br />

Queenstown<br />

9.0 Superb<br />

1,564 reviews<br />

The QT Queenstown boasts views over Lake Wakatipu<br />

and the peaks of the Southern Alps. This lakeside <strong>res</strong>ort<br />

featu<strong>res</strong> luxury accommodation with a side of the<br />

signature QT quirk.<br />

Foodies with adventurous tastes will love the Bazaar<br />

Marketplace. The rooms have cable TV. Some rooms have<br />

great views of the mountain or lake.<br />

LOCAL ATTRACTIONS: Milford Sound Cruise with<br />

Cruise Milford, TSS Earnslaw, Central Otago Wine Tour,<br />

Shotover Jet. iFLY Indoor Skydiving.<br />

Golden Star<br />

Motel<br />

Christchurch<br />

9.1 Superb<br />

1,096 reviews<br />

Newly built in 2017, Golden Star Motel is just down the<br />

road from AMI Stadium and Hagley Park. Canterbury<br />

Museum is 2km from Golden Star Motel, while<br />

Christchurch Arts Centre is 2.2 km from the property.<br />

Every room is air conditioned and featu<strong>res</strong> a large TV<br />

with SKY. You will find a kettle in the room. Every room is<br />

fitted with a private bathroom and amenities.<br />

LOCAL ATTRACTIONS: Margaret Mahy Playground,<br />

International Antarctic Centre, Quake City, 185 Empty<br />

White Chairs (Earthquake Memorial), Banks Peninsula.<br />

The Mackenzie<br />

Suites<br />

Lake Tekapo<br />

9.5 Superb<br />

1,015 reviews<br />

Featuring stunning lake and mountain views, The<br />

Mackenzie Suites offer luxurious accommodation a short<br />

stroll from the Lake Tekapo village.<br />

The accommodation is air conditioned and featu<strong>res</strong> large<br />

terraces at the front and rear of the property. Each luxury<br />

suite is equipped with a kitchenette and their own dining<br />

area. Some rooms feature a wall gas fire place.<br />

LOCAL ATTRACTIONS: Lake Tekapo, Mount John<br />

University Observatory, The Church of the Good<br />

Shepherd, Lake Alexandrina.


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The Metrotel<br />

New Plymouth<br />

9.1 Superb<br />

1,083 reviews<br />

The Metrotel is a modern motel situated in the heart of<br />

New Plymouth. It offers easy access to many local<br />

attractions, <strong>res</strong>taurants and businesses.<br />

Free WiFi, and free private parking is available. Each<br />

room at this motel is air conditioned and equipped with a<br />

flat-screen TV with satellite channels. There are dry<br />

cleaning services at the property.<br />

LOCAL ATTRACTIONS: New Plymouth Coastal<br />

Walkway, Pukekura Park, Pukeiti Gardens, Brooklands<br />

Zoo, Sugar Loaf Islands and Paritutu Rock.<br />

Ashbrook<br />

Motel<br />

Taupō<br />

9.1 Superb<br />

1,295 reviews<br />

The Ashbrook Motel is centrally located and offers a free<br />

airport shuttle service. Lake Taupō is just down the road.<br />

It offers free WiFi and private parking for guests. All rooms<br />

come with a desk, a flat-screen TV, a private bathroom,<br />

bed linen and towels and a kettle. There is also a children's<br />

playground.<br />

LOCAL ATTRACTIONS: Huka Falls, Aratiatia Rapids,<br />

Spa Thermal Park and Riverbank Recreational and Scenic<br />

Reserve, Craters of the Moon, Māori Rock Carvings.<br />

One88 on<br />

Commerce<br />

Whakatane<br />

9.5 Superb<br />

1,273 reviews<br />

One88 on Commerce is located in Whakatane. This five<br />

star motel is a short walk from the Whakatane District<br />

Aquatic Centre and walking tracks.<br />

It offers air-conditioned rooms with a private bathroom<br />

and free WiFi. The units are fitted with a seating area and<br />

a flat-screen TV. All rooms include a kettle, while some<br />

have a patio. Continental or hot breakfast available.<br />

LOCAL ATTRACTIONS: Ohope Beach, Julian’s Berry<br />

Farm & Café, Mataatua: The House that Came Home,<br />

Whakatane River Walk, Kohi Point Lookout.<br />

Acacia Lake<br />

View Motel<br />

Taupō<br />

9.1 Superb<br />

1,659 reviews<br />

Right in the heart of Taupō, Acacia Lake View Motel is just<br />

300m from Taupō Town Centre. Taupō Airport is a<br />

10-minute drive away.<br />

A lovely lake front setting, Acacia Lake View Motel offers<br />

free WiFi. Some rooms feature a balcony. All have a<br />

flat-screen TV with satellite channels. Some rooms offer a<br />

fully equipped kitchen with an oven and a microwave.<br />

LOCAL ATTRACTIONS: Lava Glass, Lake Taupō, Huka<br />

Prawn Park, Waipahihi Botanical Gardens, Wairakei<br />

Natural Thermal Valley.<br />

Akaroa<br />

Criterion Motel<br />

9.1 Superb<br />

1,102 reviews<br />

Akaroa Criterion Motel is situated opposite Children’s Bay.<br />

This motel offers rooms with either a balcony or a patio. It<br />

also includes 500MB of free WiFi per day, per room. All<br />

rooms include a flat-screen TV, underfloor heating and a<br />

private bathroom. Most units have harbour views.<br />

LOCAL ATTRACTIONS: Akaroa Dolphins, Akaroa Full<br />

Day Sightseeing Tour, Guided Kayak Safari, Black Cat<br />

Cruises.<br />

Pebble Beach<br />

Motor Inn<br />

Napier<br />

9.0 Superb<br />

1,225 reviews<br />

Pebble Beach Motor Inn is 5 minutes' walk of many<br />

<strong>res</strong>taurants and cafes along Marine Parade and is within<br />

15 minutes' walk of the art deco city centre.<br />

Balcony or a patio with sea views available. All rooms<br />

offer a f<strong>res</strong>hwater spa bath and rain showers as well as<br />

free WiFi and on-site parking. Each suite and studio offers<br />

a flat-screen TV, and fully equipped kitchen.<br />

LOCAL ATTRACTIONS: Marine Parade, Church Road<br />

Winery Cellar Door, Bluff Hill Lookout, Mission Estate<br />

Winery.


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SPINAL NETWORK NEWS 31<br />

Hospital<br />

There is nothing quite like people who tell it like it is. Hamish<br />

Ramsden is one of those people. The published author of the book<br />

Dog’s Getting Fat is a regular columnist for the NZST. He tells us<br />

just why he hates being in hospital.<br />

—Hamish Ramsden<br />

I’m grumpy because it is the<br />

one time that I feel that I don’t<br />

need to put on a bit of a front.<br />

sick or injured but why so grumpy? I’m grumpy because it<br />

is the one time that I feel that I don’t need to put on a bit<br />

of a front. A front that pretends that everything is okay,<br />

when occasionally life is just not that great. I know I<br />

shouldn’t do this, but sometimes I do, as when you are<br />

interacting with other people all the time, they don’t like<br />

to be around someone grumpy. No one does.<br />

HONESTY: Hamish says he sometimes "pretends that everything is OK,<br />

when occasionally life is just not that great."<br />

What is it about hospitals? Apart from the<br />

obvious, no one likes going there as a visitor<br />

or even less as a patient and why is it that you<br />

often seem to get crook with a different<br />

ailment when you go to one?<br />

I have spent more than my fair share of time in hospitals<br />

due to my accident; I have spent enough time lying down<br />

for three lifetimes, hence there is an inner drive within<br />

me now to try and <strong>res</strong>ist the temptation to sleep in in the<br />

mornings or spend more time lazing in bed. I’m already in<br />

credit big time.<br />

So, if I’ve ended up in hospital, why am I such a grumpy<br />

prick? The nurses, the doctors, physios, receptionists,<br />

cleaners, caterers etc, are all fantastic and you are treated<br />

very well. Despite all the things you hear or read about<br />

our health system when you really need it, it does a damn<br />

fine job, I think. OK, I know I’m in hospital because I’m<br />

So, I figure why do I have to put up the front in hospital<br />

when I really don’t need to. It doesn’t mean that I’m<br />

grumpy with the nurses and staff, what it means is that I<br />

don’t want visitors. I know they mean well and that they<br />

are there to wish me a good recovery and to lighten my<br />

day, but in my eyes that means that I have got to use my<br />

limited <strong>res</strong>erves to smile and say that I’m doing OK, and<br />

things are looking up. So, if I sometimes put up the front<br />

during the year, then this is the one time that I treat<br />

myself by not having to do it. I’ve been known to turn<br />

away friends and relatives, even those with gifts!<br />

I know I shouldn’t, but I make no apologies for doing it. It<br />

is my time and, in the end, although I may not always be<br />

grumpy, when you are feeling a bit crook it is just one<br />

more thing to do. It’s just like having a bad day at work,<br />

they happen, and I bet you don’t smile and act cheery all<br />

the way through that. So, all I’m doing is saying yep, I’m<br />

grumpy, leave me alone, don’t feel sorry for me, I’ll get<br />

over it. It’s being a bit precious; I know.<br />

So don’t take it personally, it is not just about you, it is the<br />

one time when it’s all about me (although some people<br />

may contradict me on this). Don’t feel sorry for me, just<br />

leave me alone to wal<strong>low</strong> in my own self-pity, I’ll get over<br />

it, and so will you and you’ll see me beaming the day that<br />

I leave hospital. That’s when you can catch me to say Hi! I<br />

promise my smile will be genuine.


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SPINAL NETWORK NEWS 33<br />

Preparing the Ground for<br />

Return-to-Work<br />

Returning to work is an important aspect of rehabilitation for many<br />

people after a spinal cord injury<br />

INDEPENDENT: The NZST specialist vocational<br />

rehabilitation service is based at both the<br />

Burwood and Auckland Spinal Units.<br />

Knowing that early vocational rehabilitation can improve<br />

employment outcomes, a team led by Dr Jennifer Dunn,<br />

University of Otago, have spent the last two years looking<br />

more deeply at how and why early vocational support<br />

works for people with neurological conditions such as<br />

spinal cord injury and stroke. The overall project was<br />

called ‘Early Vocational Rehabilitation in Neurological<br />

Injuries Study [EVocS].<br />

We are hugely grateful to have listened to and learnt from<br />

people with lived experience of spinal cord injury and<br />

stroke, and a diverse range of vocational rehabilitation<br />

providers. They have al<strong>low</strong>ed us an inside view of early<br />

vocational rehabilitation—and the kinds of support that<br />

help people think about and plan for a return to work after<br />

a spinal cord injury.<br />

—Burwood Academy Trust<br />

We are hugely grateful to have<br />

listened to and learnt from<br />

people with lived experience.<br />

For readers wanting to dive more deeply into the <strong>res</strong>earch<br />

findings, you can find related papers, posters and video<br />

recordings of p<strong>res</strong>entations on the Burwood Academy<br />

<strong>web</strong>site: www.burwood.org.nz/<strong>res</strong>earch/current-projects/


NEW ZEALAND SPINAL TRUST 34<br />

Thinking about work after an SCI: what helps?<br />

We wanted to understand how to help people think positively about work after an SCI. We developed a ‘gardening<br />

model’ to help explain the different types and degrees of growth and support an individual needs to action return-towork<br />

(RTW) plans fol<strong>low</strong>ing SCI. We conceptualised the individual with a new SCI as a seed – with potential for growth<br />

but requiring specific conditions to flourish.<br />

HOPE IS KEY<br />

The potential to work is within each<br />

person, but energy is required to<br />

start the process and sustain<br />

change. We found that hope (like<br />

energy from sunlight) is needed to<br />

turn initial RTW ideas into goals<br />

and plans fol<strong>low</strong>ing injury. Early<br />

conversations about work al<strong>low</strong><br />

people to feel hopeful - but the<br />

inclusion of clouds illustrates that,<br />

at times, hopefulness about RTW<br />

can fluctuate. Early conversations<br />

and individualised support<br />

improved people’s confidence and<br />

self-belief in their ability to achieve<br />

their RTW goals.<br />

DIFFERENT SUPPORTS REQUIRED<br />

Identifying supports or <strong>res</strong>ources<br />

that need to be in place for<br />

individuals to develop their own<br />

RTW-focused goals and actions.<br />

Some people require a lot of<br />

support (like climbers), and others<br />

don’t need much at all.<br />

What helps:<br />

• Al<strong>low</strong> people time to explore<br />

their thoughts about disability<br />

and develop coping or<br />

adjustment strategies.<br />

• Clarity about the individual’s<br />

function is typically required<br />

before pathways towards RTW<br />

can be developed or enacted.<br />

STIMULATING GROWTH<br />

Exploring options about work and<br />

mapping out possible pathways to<br />

get back to the type of work that<br />

best meets their needs and<br />

preferences. Early conversations<br />

give people information and<br />

support to maintain their selfconfidence<br />

and self-belief.<br />

What helps:<br />

• Over time these conversations<br />

can become increasingly<br />

targeted towards specific<br />

options that might work for the<br />

individual and their particular<br />

situation.<br />

• Support the person to feel in<br />

control of their RTW pathway.<br />

PREPARING THE TEAM GROUND<br />

The entire rehabilitation team (the<br />

soil) needs to believe that work is<br />

possible fol<strong>low</strong>ing SCI. Family and<br />

employers may also need to be<br />

included in the ‘team’ – ensuring<br />

that people can hear consistent<br />

hopeful messaging.<br />

What helps:<br />

• RTW goals should be included<br />

in inpatient goals and<br />

reinforced in day-by-day<br />

rehabilitation practice.<br />

• The whole team should<br />

consistently reinforce positive<br />

messages about future work<br />

options and about what is<br />

possible and/or expected in<br />

terms of work after an SCI.<br />

PREPARING THE SEED<br />

People are ready to think about<br />

and plan for work at different<br />

times. It is helpful for early<br />

conversations to focus on how<br />

work fits into each person’s sense<br />

of purpose and self. Getting to<br />

know the whole person and their<br />

unique situation is essential.<br />

What helps:<br />

• Hearing positive stories about<br />

others’ work experiences after<br />

an SCI.<br />

• Focus on a person’s strengths,<br />

skills and <strong>res</strong>ources – not just<br />

their new challenges as a <strong>res</strong>ult<br />

of the SCI.<br />

• Al<strong>low</strong> people to think and talk<br />

about work in their own time.<br />

LINKING WITH EMPLOYERS OR<br />

FUTURE RTW SUPPORT TEAMS<br />

Ongoing vocational support is<br />

required to ensure that growth is<br />

sustained. What conditions does<br />

each person need to flourish?<br />

What helps:<br />

• People must remain hopeful<br />

about work. Ongoing support<br />

is required to help them<br />

maintain hope and enact RTW<br />

plans.<br />

• Communication between<br />

vocational rehabilitation<br />

providers needs to occur - so<br />

people can seamlessly<br />

continue exploring work<br />

options that will work for<br />

them.


SPINAL NETWORK NEWS 35<br />

Thank you to our<br />

Funders & Sponsors<br />

The New Zealand Spinal Trust appreciates the generous support of the fol<strong>low</strong>ing<br />

funders. Without their kind support, the Trust would not be able to deliver the<br />

variety of services to assist clients to live independent lives right now.<br />

Permobil is a global leader with over 50 years<br />

experience in providing advanced medical<br />

technology and state-of-the-art healthcare<br />

solutions. Today, those solutions include the<br />

sale and rental of power wheel chairs,<br />

manual wheelchairs, power assist and<br />

seating & positioning products.<br />

Access Community Health has been at the<br />

forefront of keeping people healthy and safe<br />

in their homes since 1927. Today our<br />

nationwide team of skilled nurses and 3,000<br />

support workers make over three million<br />

visits per year, ensuring people can remain<br />

active and independent in their own homes<br />

and community.<br />

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aluminium mobility ramps for<br />

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