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Everything you needed to get your keepsake and make use of the rest.

Nothing wasted. Nothing left out.

And in the soft dirt of the floor gapes a long, deep hole, lovingly

Sophia-sized. It does not seem fresh. It waited for a long time under her like

a mouth, while she moved and lived and brushed her hair above. The

invisible root of her being.

A space built just for her.

“So, you know,” Adam says behind her, and Sophia screams, no matter

how she might wish she hadn’t, might wish that she was beyond fearing

him now. “Pie smells good.” He sighs in disappointment. “Come on up and

we’ll talk.”

They sit together, not at the great table but on the floor, side by side. She

serves him a piece of the pie, glistening, steaming, perfect. He takes the

plate, sets it down between them, and doesn’t touch it.

“You were supposed to be different,” he says, and there is real anger in

it.

“I don’t understand,” Sophia ventures. She does, of course, but she

wants him to say it.

Adam throws up his prehistoric hands. “None of you ever do, until you

do, and then what am I supposed to do with you? Where does that leave

me? None of you ever think of that, not for a second. It’s always whining

and crying and what’s in the basement, Adam? Me, me, me! You’re all the

same.”

“I found the bones. And the hair and the blood and the jewelry,” Sophia

says haltingly, so that he will think she does not know the whole of it, and

her time might stretch a little longer.

Adam lifts his chin, refusing to be shamed. “I miss them. I loved them.”

His lip quivers. “Why should I give them up? I loved them so much. And

no one should have to live without the things they love. They’re mine,

anyway. I can do what I like. It’s not for you to say.”

Sophia’s eyes slip closed. This far. Why not farther? “You loved them

so much you used those knives in the cellar on them?”

“Oh,” Adam says sheepishly. He fiddles with his fork. “That.”

“Yes, that, Adam.”

He flinches at the sound of his name like she’s cut him.

“I was born a giant, you know,” he says, refusing to look up at her,

gazing anywhere but at his wife. “I was formed of the dust of the ground,

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