WELLNESS STARTS WITH AWARENESS - CD8 T cells - The Body
WELLNESS STARTS WITH AWARENESS - CD8 T cells - The Body
WELLNESS STARTS WITH AWARENESS - CD8 T cells - The Body
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the lives Joey, Ken, Mark and similar others have created for themselves.<br />
Relationships<br />
Th e power of relationships has been a healing force for each of<br />
the men discussed above and remains a healing force for all of us.<br />
Tapping into the power that comes from connection with others is<br />
a key ingredient to wellness. Of course physical health infl uences<br />
a desire to connect with others, but reaching out to others and, in<br />
turn, having others reach out to us creates a powerful synergy that<br />
contributes to a sense of purpose and well-being.<br />
Courage<br />
It is no small feat to face imminent death, feel resigned to this<br />
destiny, yet swift ly turn on your heels and walk in a diff erent direction.<br />
Th e process of rebuilding a life, in many ways, takes more<br />
courage than the initial building. Each of us, when faced with an<br />
obstacle, has the choice to become resigned, or to learn and grow.<br />
Long-term survivors of HIV such as Joey, Ken, and Mark allowed<br />
themselves to be transformed from their experiences and courageously<br />
chose to rebuild lives of meaning and purpose.<br />
Humor<br />
Given the stories of long-term survivors of HIV like Joey, Ken,<br />
and Mark, it seems diffi cult to even consider humor an ingredient<br />
of wellness. And yet, I remember many instances of laughter even<br />
as each man shared incredibly painful and embarrassing experiences.<br />
Joey will consistently share with me his family’s hardships,<br />
economic problems, and illnesses, but through the pain, he is able<br />
to make small jokes and sometimes, even chuckle. And now, several<br />
years later as he recounts the incident of me rushing clothes to him<br />
at the gas station restroom, he grins at me and chides: “Couldn’t<br />
you have at least brought me some socks?”<br />
Morality<br />
While each person’s sense of what is right and what is wrong<br />
may be diff erent, the idea of having a sense of right and a sense of<br />
wrong serves as a foundation for all of us. Long-term survivors of<br />
HIV are constantly faced with others’ judgments, their own feelings<br />
about their HIV status, and making decisions about self-care and<br />
risk. Th ere are no clear “rights and wrongs” in this world, which<br />
requires that each person have some internal mechanism for recalibrating<br />
this process in response to constantly changing physical<br />
health.<br />
Spirituality<br />
None of the men I’ve described here would consider themselves<br />
religious, in the traditional sense of this word. But all of them, at<br />
this point in their lives, would say that spirituality plays a major role<br />
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Long-term survivors of HIV face<br />
innumerable challenges.<br />
in how they currently live. Each has found a way to connect with<br />
some force that is greater than themselves. Ken’s relationship with<br />
his cat is a nontraditional example as, for him, his cat represents<br />
a connection to all living things and some source of energy and<br />
“spirit” larger than his own. Joey has created this sense of connection<br />
with extended family, and Mark taps into “spirit” through AA<br />
and prayer. Regardless of the source, a belief in and connection to a<br />
source of energy beyond ourselves is a great source of wellness.<br />
Living well<br />
Long-term survivors of HIV face innumerable challenges. In<br />
many instances, the medical challenges of living with the eff ects of<br />
HIV take a back seat to the emotional and psychological challenges<br />
of dealing with impending death. For those people who have spent<br />
years preparing to die, fi nances have been exhausted, careers have<br />
been compromised, and loved ones have died or moved on in other<br />
ways. Th e prospect of continuing to live may become a frightening<br />
one, fraught with existential questions about fi nding purpose and<br />
meaning—and a process of dealing with both tangible and intangible<br />
losses. Wellness takes on a new and diff erent meaning for longterm<br />
survivors who are now looking at living indefi nitely. While<br />
still comprised of what we traditionally<br />
consider wellness activities (healthy eating,<br />
exercise, entertainment, work-life balance,<br />
and other forms of self-care), wellness with<br />
long-term survivors is equally comprised of<br />
meaning-making and purpose-fi nding.<br />
I didn’t think that I would be using the<br />
word “wellness” in referring to long-term<br />
survivors of HIV, and yet here I am, discussing<br />
three people, each of whom have lived<br />
with HIV for close to 20 years. Advances<br />
in medicine have contributed to living with HIV, but attending to<br />
“wellness” with HIV is the task of each individual who chooses to<br />
live well. In a recent session with Joey, he ended as he has on many<br />
occasions: “Well, Jeff , it looks like I’m going to live.”<br />
Yes, Joey, it looks like you’re going to live—and it looks like<br />
you’re going to live well. e<br />
Joey, Ken, and Mark are composites of some of the long-term<br />
survivors of HIV with whom I have worked. Th eir names are not<br />
act ual client names and their st ories have been const ruct ed from the<br />
common challenges faced by long-term survivors of HIV.<br />
Jeff Levy, LCSW, is a psychotherapist and the Chief Executive<br />
Offi cer of Live Oak, Inc. in Chicago’s Lakeview neighborhood. Live<br />
Oak provides psychotherapy, consultation, and professional training.<br />
To learn more, visit www.liveoakchicago.com.<br />
*from Merriam-Webst er Dict ionary Online.<br />
PA • September / October 2008 • tpan.com • positivelyaware.com<br />
Positively Aware