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The Krupp Intern: Letter to Berthold Beitz - Stanford University in Berlin

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1996<br />

Day One. My <strong>in</strong>ternship was scary, humbl<strong>in</strong>g, daunt<strong>in</strong>g, lonely, self-challeng<strong>in</strong>g,<br />

eye-open<strong>in</strong>g, isolat<strong>in</strong>g, <strong>in</strong>tense, fi erce, and cold (of course, Frankfurt <strong>in</strong> the<br />

w<strong>in</strong>ter!). Most frighten<strong>in</strong>g of all: it was real-life, wirklich. <strong>The</strong>y began tra<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g<br />

me <strong>to</strong> be their phlebo<strong>to</strong>mist, someth<strong>in</strong>g I was sure required more tra<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong><br />

safety and technique than I was be<strong>in</strong>g given at the time! Suddenly it was my<br />

job <strong>to</strong> answer about 50 questions a day — none of which I actually knew the<br />

answer <strong>to</strong> ... <strong>in</strong>clud<strong>in</strong>g on a cell phone <strong>to</strong> someone <strong>in</strong> Bavaria I could hardly<br />

understand ... I spent much of the fi rst week hyperventilat<strong>in</strong>g. H<strong>in</strong> und wieder<br />

war es etwas schwierig für mich … hier <strong>in</strong> e<strong>in</strong>em fremden Land. Es konnte auch<br />

passieren, dass etwas E<strong>in</strong>samkeit oder e<strong>in</strong>e Art Heimweh <strong>in</strong> den Alltag e<strong>in</strong>trat,<br />

trotzdem wir als erwachsene Menschen gewertet wurden ... Für mich hiess es,<br />

die Abhängigkeit vom vertrauten heimatlichen Boden überbrücken zu lernen.<br />

As a Mexican-American woman, brown sk<strong>in</strong>, brown eyes, black hair I had<br />

visions of World War II … but one foot after the other I walked up <strong>to</strong> the door<br />

and the rest is his<strong>to</strong>ry … every step I <strong>to</strong>ok led <strong>to</strong> a safe and welcom<strong>in</strong>g<br />

environment. I found the German people <strong>to</strong> be so highly educated and<br />

aware and <strong>in</strong>vit<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

Yes, the experience was challeng<strong>in</strong>g. But that was exactly what made it<br />

educational, exhilarat<strong>in</strong>g, transformative, liberat<strong>in</strong>g, spannend, lehrreich und<br />

lebensändernd. I was fortunate <strong>to</strong> be work<strong>in</strong>g with a supportive group of<br />

warm, <strong>in</strong>tegrat<strong>in</strong>g, genu<strong>in</strong>e Germans. I have such <strong>in</strong>credible memories walk<strong>in</strong>g<br />

through the underpass that connected the Intendanzgebäude and the Opera’s<br />

ma<strong>in</strong> build<strong>in</strong>g. <strong>The</strong> feel<strong>in</strong>g of anticipation: what stages were the rehearsals at<br />

<strong>to</strong>day? Wonder: who would I run <strong>in</strong><strong>to</strong>? <strong>The</strong> experience proved <strong>to</strong> be worldly<br />

and practical (as <strong>in</strong> Praktikum …), unlike anyth<strong>in</strong>g I had done before. It was<br />

confi dence-build<strong>in</strong>g; I felt very happy when a small contribution of code that<br />

I’d written earned praise as be<strong>in</strong>g elegant. My <strong>in</strong>ternship was even chocolatefi<br />

lled (we got 25 DM of chocolate with every paycheck and I spent every<br />

Pfennig!). (We Californians have a penchant for modifi ers – thank you for<br />

bear<strong>in</strong>g with me as I cont<strong>in</strong>ue my 30-year litany of affi rmative adjectives).<br />

My <strong>Krupp</strong> <strong>Intern</strong>ships have been <strong>in</strong>valuable, broaden<strong>in</strong>g (because I came home<br />

with another worldview <strong>to</strong> complement – and <strong>in</strong> some cases supplant – the<br />

one I’d had), fasc<strong>in</strong>at<strong>in</strong>g, unique, stimulat<strong>in</strong>g, <strong>in</strong>spir<strong>in</strong>g, memorable, engross<strong>in</strong>g,<br />

reward<strong>in</strong>g, adventurous, <strong>in</strong>structional, and thought-provok<strong>in</strong>g. And curiously,<br />

they were at once career-affi rm<strong>in</strong>g and career-chang<strong>in</strong>g – either way, catalytic ...<br />

a great leap forward for my professional experience.<br />

But it was the little th<strong>in</strong>gs, the “aha” moments, that made for last<strong>in</strong>g impressions.<br />

<strong>The</strong> German fondness for sleep<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> very cold rooms. <strong>The</strong> doorless eleva<strong>to</strong>r<br />

(Paternoster) at <strong>Krupp</strong>. How diffi cult it was for work<strong>in</strong>g persons <strong>to</strong> do weekly<br />

food-shopp<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> Germany <strong>in</strong> the early 90s ... people generally thought what was<br />

good for s<strong>to</strong>re employees was also good for the whole community. Walk<strong>in</strong>g out<br />

of KaDeWe and hear<strong>in</strong>g a tenor s<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g an operatic aria <strong>in</strong> a voice powerfully<br />

carry<strong>in</strong>g over the noise of traffi c and the streetcar. How Germans shopped with<br />

their baskets or <strong>to</strong>te bags when we <strong>in</strong> the US were still us<strong>in</strong>g paper and plastic<br />

bags. Watch<strong>in</strong>g Turkish girls, swathed <strong>in</strong> black head scarves, por<strong>in</strong>g over the<br />

celebrity pho<strong>to</strong>s <strong>in</strong> the latest teen magaz<strong>in</strong>e ... just as their urban German<br />

counterparts did. Those different – and equally valid – ways of confront<strong>in</strong>g<br />

problems, from the everyday (e.g., how <strong>to</strong> design a <strong>to</strong>ilet) <strong>to</strong> the abstract<br />

(e.g., deon<strong>to</strong>logical reason<strong>in</strong>g). Small th<strong>in</strong>gs, like how Germans have a song for<br />

every season, or that they don’t cook for d<strong>in</strong>ner ...<br />

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