1 mTargmnelisagan me-17 saukunis sasuliero moRvawis ...

daweras rodisTvis fiqrob? ukanaskneli amosunTqvis win xom ara? mouTmeneli
memkvidreebi Seni Tvalebis dasaxuWad droze adre rom movlen, raTa Seni
qoneba daitacon? da Tu dawer, darwmunebuli xar, rom isini Sens nebas
Seasruleben? cdebi. roca cocxali iyavi, maT Sens qonebas ar andobdi;
sikvdilis Semdgom maT Sens suls rogorRa miandob? gardacvlilo mdidrebo,
Tu SesaZlebelia, wamodeqiT Tqveni kuboebidan da erT rames gkiTxavT: RmerTs
TqvenTvis sicocxlis erTi saaTi rom moeca, ras izamdiT? ra Tqma unda, imav
dRes Tqveni sakuTari xelebiT daarigebdiT im samowyalos, romelic gadarCa,
da ormagad, sammagad gascemdiT, raTa mowyale geyoT simarTle RvTisa. ai Sen
mekiTxebi: `moZRuaro saxiero, raÁ saqme vqmne, raÁTa cxovrebaÁ saukunoÁ
davimkÂdro?~
me gipasuxeb: gaeci iq, sadac saWiroa, gaeci imdeni, ramdenic saWiroa, gaeci
ise, rogorc saWiroa, gaeci im dros, roca saWiroa da geqneba zecaSi
saganZuri, saukuno cxovreba, caTa sasufeveli. meti raRa ginda?
`moZRuaro saxiero, raÁ saqme vqmne, raÁTa cxovrebaÁ saukunoÁ davimkÂdro?~
rogor fiqrobT, es ra kacia, ase rom ekiTxeba qristes? es ar aris romelime
mzakvari mwignobari, arc pirmoTne fariseveli, romelic qristes
gamosacdelad an sityvaze mis wamosagebad modis. ara, es aris Wabuki, kargi
sulisa da gulis. mas RvTis SiSi aqvs da sjuls asrulebs. is ar mruSobs,
ar iparavs, crumowmed aravis udgas, ded-mamas pativs scems. `ege yoveli
davimarxe siyrmiT CemiTgan~ (lk. 18, 21), ai ratom Seiyvara SexedvisTanave igi
qristem. rogorc ambobs markoz maxarebeli: `xolo ieso mihxeda da Seuyuarda
igi~ (mrk. 10, 21). magram imisaTvis, rom yofiliyo srulyofili, marTali da
wminda, mas erTi ram aklda `erTiRa gakls Sen~ (iqve): ar yofiliyo
vercxlismoyvare. mas mxolod es nakli hqonda da roca ieso am iaras Seexo
da uTxra: `ukueTu gnebavs srul yofaÁ, erTiRa gakls Sen: warved da, raodeni
gaqus, ganyide da miec glaxakTa~ (mrk. 10, 21) _ ar miiRo naTqvami, damwuxrda,
Sebrunda da wavida. ratom? imitom, rom Zalze mdidari iyo `iyo igi mdidar
friad~ (lk. 18, 23). gana es is kargi da keTili kaci ar aris, sxvisi coli rom
ar isurva? sxvisi nivTi ar moutacia, pativi aravisTvis auyria, sjuli yvela
sizustiT daicva, erTi sityviT, wmindaa sjulSi? diax; magram es wmindani _
vercxlismoyvarea. warmoidgineT, roca saqme fuls exeba, misTvis aRaraferi
arsebobs. hoi, wyeulo vercxlismoyvareobav, rarig mefob adamianTa gulebSi!
ai am RvTis monas mravali didi saTnoeba aqvs. raime moiparos? cru Cveneba
misces? _ arasodes! mas Tamamad SeuZlia Tqvas: `ege yoveli davimarxe siyrmiT
CemiTgan~ _ is umwikvloebas imarxavs, loculobs, marxvebs icavs, Tumcaki
erSia, magram ganudga mas, is senakSi iketeba an udabnoSi gadis, adamianTa
sazogadoebas, quCis cxovrebas, amaqveyniur amaoebas da xmaurian
Tavyrilobebs erideba. man Tavi saTnoebebs uZRvna da erTiani RvTisadmi
martoka loculobs. moRvawea gamoxedviT, garegnulad, Salis samosiT, mTeli
cxovrebiTa da qceviT. magram vai, rom es moRvawe _ vercxlismoyvarea;
mmarxveli, saswaulTmoqmedi, _ magram vercxlismoyvare `erTiRa ... gakls~ mas
yvela sikeTe aqvs, imisaTvis, rom srulyofil wmindanTa ricxvSi iyos, mas
mxolod erTi ram aklia _ ubedurs fuli uyvars. masSi yvelaferia, rasac
inebeb. ginda rom imarxulos? xorcs mTeli cxovrebis manZilze ar Wams.
locvebs iTxov? is locvebSi Rameebs aTevs. TviTgvemas iTxov?
tvirTmokidebuli fexSiSveli dadis. yvelafer amas sixaruliT akeTebs,
magram mis pawia skivrs nu Seexebi, winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi Sen mas veRar
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