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20 <strong>saerTo</strong> gazeTi literaturuli gverdi<br />
#03 (187), 25-31.I, 2012 w.<br />
Tamaz xmalaZe<br />
dro. dro SemirCies uvargisi<br />
_ mamaCemi mivlinebaSi iyo.<br />
ufros Zmas umaRles saswavlebelSi<br />
misaRebi gamocdebi unda<br />
Caebarebina da deda gzis gamkvlevad<br />
gahyva TbilisSi. Cems<br />
odigar papas ki weliwadi usruldeboda,<br />
wminda giorgis eklesiis<br />
ezoSi grili miwa efara<br />
gulze... dro iyo uvargisi _<br />
Sin marto me da bebo viyaviT:<br />
ori erTmaneTze ufro ueno,<br />
uTqmeli da ufxo adamiani. ara,<br />
me papaCemis SviliSvilobisa<br />
araferi metyoboda.<br />
buRaltris gogo ki TeTri<br />
iyo, TeTrad tkbili da Tavneba.<br />
am TavnebobiTac saamuri. uh...<br />
kargi, sanam mTavar ambavs mogiyvebodeT.<br />
jer Cems augs getyviT:<br />
erTi xaTriani da uSnod<br />
moridebuli ymawvili gaxldiT<br />
_ wamdauwum vwiTldebodi, gogoebisaTvis<br />
pirdapir ver Semexeda<br />
TvalebSi. maSin ar vicodi<br />
Zveli, saukuneebgamovlili sibrZne:<br />
morcxvi qali _ erT qalaqad,<br />
morcxvi vaJi _ erT qalamnado,<br />
Tumca gangebisas da wera<br />
mwerlisas ras gaigebs kaci. bedma<br />
mainc daumsaxureblad gamanebivra.<br />
swored rom iRblis madlieri<br />
unda vyofiliyavi. Torem<br />
CemiT sityvis Tqmas ranairad gavubedavdi?!<br />
erTi wliT umcrosi<br />
ki iyo, magram TviTon damadga<br />
Tvali, amomirCia da wamaTamama,<br />
momyva da momiyolia, mere aewyo<br />
da aewyo saqme.<br />
buRaltriaanT erTi didi,<br />
qoxiviT Svindi edgaT baRis boloSi,<br />
mrgvlad Camomxobil totebSi<br />
gabeduli kaci SesaZroms<br />
Zlivs mounaxavda. saTadarigod<br />
avi Tvalisagan dafaruli oriode<br />
adgili sxvaca gvqonda Segulebuli,<br />
magram iqaurobas<br />
sul sxva madli efina. msxvili,<br />
jiSiani Svindi icoda, magrad<br />
gamomwvari WiWlebiviT nayofiT<br />
daitkvifeboda da seqtembris<br />
bolomde Tu daacdidnen. yurZeniviT<br />
Catkbeboda xolme. Tumca<br />
Cven ra gvenayofeboda _ SevZvrebodiT,<br />
SevimalebodiT karaviviT<br />
Camomxobil totebqveS da<br />
mwvane-moyviTalod rbil sinaTleSi<br />
mouwyinrad vTamaSobdiT<br />
imnaxad akrZalul TamaSebs.<br />
ah, amdeni wlis merec ra<br />
simxurvaliT Ruis is Svindi<br />
sulSi!<br />
ukanaskneli<br />
aRmarTisaken<br />
bebiaCemis _ manana SalvaSvili-xmalaZis naTel xsovnas<br />
Zalian, Zalian Sorsac ar<br />
Segvitopavs, Cven rom gvesurvileboda,<br />
iseT warmatebas ver<br />
mivaRwieT siyvarulis xelovnebaSi,<br />
magram imis mSoblebsa da<br />
naTesaobas, etyoba, esec zedmeti<br />
moeCvenaT da cud dros momixdnen<br />
karze _ Sin marto me<br />
da bebo viyaviT.<br />
Cemi lurjTvala, saxieri<br />
bebo, samagaliTo, Cumi da saTno!<br />
misi xmamaRla naTqvami<br />
sityva sofelSi aravis gaegona,<br />
momduravsa da avis mTqmels veravis<br />
naxavdiT... axla raRa unda<br />
eqna? imis pirtitvela, yintora<br />
SviliSvils zed gadavlas<br />
upirebdnen.<br />
jgrod moiwevdnen, moboboqrobdnen,<br />
mobuRraobdnen, gagulisebulebs<br />
buRalteri mama me-<br />
TaveobdaT. jer WiSkris SigniT<br />
Semosvla ver gaebedaT. magram<br />
cota xanSi arc magas dagvixvaliebdnen:<br />
aqezebdnen, agulianebdnen,<br />
Cemsken uqsevdnen<br />
erTmaneTs balanaSlili<br />
qofakebiviT _ TxuTmeti<br />
wlis biWis neknebis damtvrevas<br />
ra didi yaraman-yan-<br />
Teloba undoda.<br />
rogor? raa, Tqven sxvanairad<br />
moiqceodiT?! rac<br />
ar unda momxdariyo, sofel-qveyanaSi<br />
mTlad xom<br />
ver moviWridi Tavsa da Cemi<br />
saxlidan xom ver gaviparebodi?<br />
verc xom imis<br />
saTqmelad momitrialdeboda<br />
ena: reebs mabralebT,<br />
Tqvenive SvindqveS Tqvenive<br />
gogo me ar mikotrialebiameTqi.<br />
arada, ra meRona,<br />
ras mivndobodi? veraferi<br />
momefiqrebina. Tavgzaabneuli,<br />
gaSeSmiSebuli, videqi<br />
saCexis boZTan da akankalebul<br />
muxlebs Zlivs vimor-<br />
Cilebdi.<br />
Svindis joxze dayrdnobili<br />
gamoegebaT Talxebiani bebiaCemi<br />
(es kombali Cvens tyeSi moWrili<br />
Svindis Zirisagan karga<br />
xnis win gamoeTalna bebiaCems),<br />
arc CemTvis Semouxedavs da<br />
arc imaTi yata-yutisaTvis<br />
uTxovebia yuri, yovelgvari Sesavlis<br />
gareSe, budidan baxlebamosxmuli<br />
qoriviT daacxraT<br />
Tavze:<br />
_ rao, sxvaTa naoxariT Zalamocemulebo,<br />
vin giwviaT da<br />
vin dagibaraT, risTvis momdgarxarT<br />
aqa? Tqveni regveni<br />
WkuiT aklebas gvipirebT. ara?<br />
es biWi upatrono xo ar ggoniaT.<br />
papa moukvda, Torem me isev<br />
cocxali vyevar! ai, qveynis gasagonad<br />
geubnebiT: amas uwerod<br />
Tmis erTi Reri, erTi balani<br />
rom Camohvardes Tavidan, Tqvens<br />
ojaxebs navTs gadavasxam da dedabudianad<br />
amogbugavT...<br />
gavogndi. bebo iyo da arc<br />
iyo. mWaxe xma hqonda, xafad,<br />
kox-koxad isroda sityvebs.<br />
arc momxvdurebi elodnen egeT<br />
daxvedras. erTi Talia Secbnen.<br />
Seayenes fexi, magram isev Seagulianes.<br />
isev SeunTes cecxli<br />
erTmaneTs. gansakuTrebiT erTi<br />
sajared gamzadebuli garebiZaSvili<br />
Wirveulobda _ ise iyo<br />
mowadinebuli daka-dakas, rom<br />
Tavisianebive akavebdnen. moibr-<br />
Zoda, moiyoCeboda, rac aqamde<br />
siame da <strong>net</strong>areba megema imaT<br />
SvindqveS, sul balRamad da<br />
baylad mipirebda cxviridan<br />
amodenas.<br />
_ eg gamouSviT. ega, Zalian<br />
ro iWaWeba, movides da Tu martoma<br />
scems, alali iyos, marjvenasac<br />
davulocav! gamouSviT...<br />
momesma bebos xma.<br />
uhh, RmerTi imas aaSenebs.<br />
vinc ar gamouSva da imxanad mi-<br />
CeCqvas gadamarCina _ cemiT rogor<br />
vera mcemda. imisi gergili<br />
da marifaTi sada mqonda, orisami<br />
wliT ufrosisaTvis toli<br />
ar damedo da Rirseulad gavmklavebodi.<br />
Tumca isic unda iTqvas:<br />
erTi mainc erTi iqneboda<br />
da ise ranairad wavxdebodi, xelis<br />
gaqneva mec ver momexerxebina.<br />
_ vis unda, qa. Tqveni qali,<br />
vin gexvewebaT? an TxovniT vina<br />
gTxovaT da an ZaliT warTmeva<br />
vin dagipiraT? xo viciT, ranic<br />
hyrixarT, CoqiT salamic rom<br />
mogvceT, ar gvindixarT, ara!<br />
saRamo xani iyo. CoCqol-<br />
TonTqolze ubani SeiSmuSna,<br />
xalxi Seiyara. mogrovda. arc<br />
Cven viyaviT amowyvetilebi. se-<br />
2012 wlis 27 ianvars, paraskevs, saRamos<br />
4 saaTze literaturis muzeumSi<br />
(g. Wanturias 8) gaimarTeba<br />
revaz kverenCxilaZis<br />
wignis `sabuTebi RaRadeben~<br />
(meore, Sevsebul-gadamuSavebuli<br />
gamocema) prezentacia<br />
iris mayureblebs Cveni gvaris<br />
xalxic Seemata. Cacxrnen. Cawynardnen<br />
buRaltriaani, magram<br />
axla ukve bebo veRar gaCerebuliyo.<br />
veRar Seekavebina Tavi:<br />
_ Tqve qoqamosavardnebo, sanam<br />
aqeT gamosWendebodiT. jer<br />
SigniT, komlSi migexed-mogexednaT.<br />
am biWisagan ar gindaT?<br />
Tqven Tqveni dekeuli daabiT.<br />
Cvenma mozverma aegre aSvebulma<br />
unda iaros!<br />
es ki metismeti iyo, Semrcxva,<br />
sad davmaluliyav ar vicodi,<br />
<strong>net</strong>avi Tavidanve Semocvivniliyvnen<br />
is mamaZaRlisSvilebi.<br />
CemTvis Zvali da rbili<br />
gaeerTianebinaT da amiT moTavebuliyo<br />
yvelaferi. jandabas<br />
erTi mibegva. oRond ki egeTi<br />
bebo ar menaxa! ar vici, rogor<br />
igrZno, rogor Sematyo nirwamxdroba,<br />
momibrunda da axla me<br />
Semomitia:<br />
_ Sen raRas iwurebi, manda!<br />
risa gerideba da sircxvilis<br />
oflSi laRlaReb? maS vera<br />
hxvdebi, ro is gogo sababi iyo<br />
da meti araferi? uridalebma<br />
dro ixelTes da am saqmidanac<br />
xeirisa da gamorComis Sovnas<br />
cdiloben. aqedanac sarfas gamoelian.<br />
amaT ro TavianTi gogos<br />
namusi adardebdeT, egrec<br />
dRisiT-mzisiT da sxvaTa dasanaxavad<br />
ki ar mogvadgebodnen<br />
karze? dabindebulze movidodnen,<br />
ana gvTxovdnen da svindisze<br />
Segvagdebdnen, an Cumad dagvemuqrebodnen,<br />
anda kidev ufro<br />
ukeTesi: sadme mofarebul adgilas<br />
martos dagixelebdnen da<br />
cxvirpirs ise amoginayavdnen.<br />
Sen dReSi daukrefavisaken aRar<br />
wagcdenoda xeli. ara. egeni TavianTi<br />
gogos saxels ar ufr-<br />
Txildebian, piriqiT...<br />
_ ar ginda, bebo, Seni Wirime,<br />
imaze nurafers ityvi...<br />
_ Sen sxva ramisagan gaqvs<br />
Tvalebi abmuli, Svilo, Torem<br />
brmac dainaxavs, ro magaT am<br />
saqmiTac sargeblis naxva undaT.<br />
sxvaTa naoxariT gayvinizebulebi<br />
momdgaran aq da buqs<br />
ayeneben. yoyloCinoben, gveyelzeiTebian.<br />
qveSafsiebis gvar-ji-<br />
lagisani vaJkacobis yidvasac<br />
cdiloben. xvale-xvalzeviT sakvexurad<br />
unda hqondeT. xo xedav,<br />
ra SegviZliano, naxeT, vis<br />
komls mivucvivdiT da gadavuareTo!<br />
nuras ukacravad, misamar-<br />
Ti SeeSalaT, imdeni mama ucxondebaT,<br />
magaT odokaanTidan<br />
rame waiRon!... _ Semobrunda da<br />
Sinisaken wamosulma Cumad, TavisTvis<br />
Cailaparaka. _ me vina<br />
mkiTxavs, magram is gogo mecodeba,<br />
magaTs xelSi kargs vera<br />
naxavs...<br />
gamtknarebuli videqi. mer-<br />
Cia, miwa gamskdomoda da Tan Cavetine.<br />
Sevecode, Tvalze cremli<br />
moadga:<br />
_ mogikvdes Cemi Tavi, Svilo,<br />
Sercxvi ara? Senma bebom<br />
ukadrebeli ikadra. ara? maS ra<br />
meqna. sxva gza ro ara mqonda?<br />
is didi Crdili momeSala. aqamde<br />
rom mifaravda. imis fuZekars<br />
kide, sanam cocxali var,<br />
veravis davawixlineb... erTi<br />
esec daimaxsovre, gvelis Semwvels<br />
batkani ar unda Seuwva da<br />
mtersac yovelTvis im iaraRiT<br />
unda eomo, riTac is geomeba.<br />
egeni ro TofebiTa da levervlebiT<br />
mogvcvivnodnen da Sen<br />
papaSenis xmliT gahgebebodi,<br />
ivargebda?<br />
TviTon sul sxva gza-bilikebiT<br />
mavals. etyoba, es<br />
codna wuTisoflisagan siberis<br />
xans SeeZinna da axla<br />
unda CemTvis daetovebina _<br />
mzogavda, Tavisnairi cxovrebisaTvis<br />
ar vemetebodi.<br />
(maxlas! bedisweras ras<br />
wavuvidodiT, magram es<br />
sul sxva Temaa, gzas gadagvacdens...)<br />
amis mere did xans ar<br />
gauvlia, mamidaSvili dame-<br />
Rupa jarSi, bebos am eldisagan<br />
dambla daeca da cali<br />
mxari dauduna. pirveli<br />
SviliSvili iyo da ver moinela<br />
_ iwva ramdenime weliwadi<br />
da dneboda, ileoda.<br />
_ sad mixval, saiT mii-<br />
CaCqnebi, bebo genacvalos,<br />
modi, cota xans, Camojeqi<br />
CemTan da Seni cqeriT gamaZRe,<br />
_ metyoda xolme mudariT.<br />
_ ra iqneba Zveleburad<br />
ro Cagikra gulSi da Cagkocno.<br />
modi, Sens survilsac nu gamayoleb<br />
imqveynad, Svilo!...<br />
me ukve is wvrilkisera bi-<br />
Wi aRar viyavi. sxvaTa SvindebqveS<br />
fuWad rom daZvreboda _<br />
wvers viparsavdi, vdidgulobdi,<br />
kviciviT yalyze vdgebodi.<br />
vTakilobdi _ ugunurs egre mimaCnda,<br />
imisi mofereba Rirsebas<br />
Semilaxavda, vaJkacobaze mwikvls<br />
momcxebda.<br />
_ kargi erTi, bebo, raRa<br />
dros Cemi kocnaa, isRa maklia,<br />
kalTaSiac Cagijde da nanina<br />
gamRero! _ vetyodi da heri,<br />
erTi fexi alTasa mqonda da meore<br />
_ balTas.<br />
magram, <strong>net</strong>avi acodina, axla<br />
rogor vnanob imdroindel ukadrisobas.<br />
anda is gaagebina, misi<br />
gardacvalebis mere kidev<br />
ufro metad rom Semiyvarda. vai<br />
rom, didi xnis win gadainacvla<br />
sasufevelSi _ iq vin miutans<br />
ambavs, vis davabaro, vis gavatano<br />
sityva?<br />
Tumca ambis mimtani raRad<br />
minda, patara ki aRara var, albaT,<br />
male Sevudgebi Cems ukanasknel<br />
aRmarTs, aval iq da<br />
TviTon movuyvebi.