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90-iani wlebSi, omis dawyebamde<br />
qarTvel axalgazrdas<br />
vuyvardi. arasdros<br />
damaviwydeba dRe, rodesac<br />
man xeli mTxova. 1991 weli<br />
idga. qalaqSi ukve aRar iyo<br />
qarTveli mosaxleoba. yvelani<br />
TbilisSi gaemgzavr-nen. Cven-<br />
Tan xSirad ar iyo sinaTle,<br />
ar gvqonda sursaTi. TiTqmis<br />
yoveldRe naxevrad mSivrebi<br />
viZinebdiT. aprilis saRamo<br />
iyo. gvianobamde SemovrCi<br />
amxanagebTan, romlebic Cemi<br />
saxlidan moSorebiT cxovrobdnen.<br />
saxlSi gvian RamiT<br />
mivedi, Cavkete kari, radgan<br />
aseT dros axalgazrda gogosTan<br />
aravin midis stumrad.<br />
vzivar da daobebul purs<br />
mivirTmev. uceb karze kakunia.<br />
gavaRe da Cemi qarTveli<br />
Tayvanismcemeli Tamazi Semomegeba.<br />
lamaz, kubokrul<br />
pijakSi da Sav SarvalSi iyo<br />
gamowyobili, fexsacmelic<br />
ubrwyinavda. aseTi eleganturi<br />
mamakaci didi xani ar<br />
menaxa, mxolod wverian mamakacebs<br />
Tu Sevxvdebodi quCaSi<br />
iSviaTad.<br />
_ ratom moxvedi? vinme<br />
daginaxavs da SeiZleba usiamovneba<br />
Semeqmnas, _ vuTxari<br />
mowyenilma.<br />
_ ho, sul 10 wuTiT movedi.<br />
nuTu gamagdeb? _ mkiTxa.<br />
– Semodi, magram verafriT<br />
gagimaspinZldebi. puris garda<br />
zogjer Zneli da mtkivneulia ilaparako warsulze,<br />
romelTanac fesvebiT xar dakavSirebuli. es fesvebi Cveni<br />
saamayo winaprebi da maTi STamomavloba varT, romelTac<br />
ver SevZeliT jerovani pativi migvego didi babua-bebiis<br />
myarad Cayrili saZirkvlisTvis, romelsac megobroba hqvia.<br />
axla, ori aTeuli wlis gadmosaxedidan, TiToeuli Cvenganis<br />
nebiT Tu uneburad daSvebuli Secdomebis gamo erTmane-<br />
Tisadmi siSores vimkiT... miuxedavad amisa, drom mainc ver<br />
SeZlo da ver gaaxuna Cveni urTierToba. rogorc amboben,<br />
xidis sxvadasxva mxares myofTaTvis dRes, ratomRac, Zneli<br />
aRmoCnda Cveni erTad yofna, Tumca, ukeTesi momavlis imedi<br />
arasodes dagvikargavs da, vfiqrobT, saRi goneba ,,bnel-<br />
Sic~ moZebnis taZramde misasvlel gzas _ gzas, romelsac<br />
yvelani erTad gavivliT da wminda sanTlis SuqiT ganaTebul<br />
im patara samlocvelos, romelic RvTismSoblis saxels<br />
atarebs, kvlav erTad movilocavT, rogorc arcTu ise<br />
Soreul warsulSi xdeboda. dRes samwuxarod, gverdigverd<br />
aRar varT da, gvjera, rom ganSoreba mxolod droebiTia...<br />
ojaxi, romelzec qvemoT<br />
gesaubrebiT, cxinvalis<br />
mkvidria da miuxedavad imisa,<br />
rom dRes cxovrebas gorSi<br />
agrZelebs, misi TiToeuli<br />
wevri Tavs yovelTvis cxinvalelebad<br />
warmoaCenen.<br />
eamayebaT, rom am patara da<br />
myudro qalaqSi daibadnen da<br />
gaizardnen. masTan ganSorebis<br />
miuxedavad, is didi siyvaruli<br />
da ltolva, romelic mxolod<br />
am qalaqis mcxovrebT<br />
axasiaTebT ki ar ganelebiaT,<br />
aramed erTiorad gaumZafrdaT,<br />
sami aTeuli kilometris<br />
saWmeli ar gvaqvs.<br />
– ar mSia, gmadlob. Seni<br />
wayvana minda, madina. Tu<br />
TbilisSi ar ginda cxovreba,<br />
moskovSi vicxovroT. bizness<br />
avawyob da davqorwindebiT,<br />
gveyoleba bavSvebi.<br />
_ sisulelea, Tamaz, Cven-<br />
Tan omia da Sen davqorwindeTo,<br />
axla magis droa?<br />
_ mere ra, rom omia. is<br />
Cven ar dagviwyia. zrdasruli<br />
adamianebi varT, gvinda ojaxis<br />
Seqmna. Sens garda aravin<br />
miyvars.<br />
– Tamaz, CemTvis amxanagad<br />
darCebi, magram colad ver<br />
qarTl-osi<br />
omi, dro da TeTri vardebi...<br />
gamogyvebi.<br />
– ra ubedurebaa!..<br />
_ oh, nu igoneb raRacas!<br />
amdeni lamazi gogoa amqveynad!<br />
moxedvasac ver moaswreb,<br />
rom isev Seiyvareb da daqorwindebi.<br />
_ ara, madina, ar xar mar-<br />
Tali... kargi, aRaraferi maqvs<br />
saTqmeli. bednieri iyavi.<br />
gavida wlebi da masze aRaraferi<br />
gamigia. mogvianebiT<br />
Cveni saerTo nacnobebi meubnebodnen,<br />
rom daqorwinda da<br />
sami qaliSvilis mama gaxda.<br />
iyo dro, roca Cveni saerTo<br />
nacnobebis daxmarebiT erTma-<br />
rom iq Sesvla SeiZleboda,<br />
osi mezoblebis daxmarebiT<br />
da TanadgomiT cxinvalSi davubrundiT.<br />
Cems binas araTu<br />
raime nivTi, aramed Tovlis<br />
patara gundac ar mohklebia.<br />
es mxolod saukeTeso mezoblebma<br />
SeZles, romelTac<br />
yoveli Rone ixmares, rom<br />
mitovebul binaSi maradiorebi<br />
ar SeeSvaT. erT-erTma<br />
mezobelma, romlis umcrosi<br />
qaliSvilic Cems biWTan er-<br />
Tad dadioda sabavSvo baRSi,<br />
droebiT Cvens saxlSi daiwyo<br />
cxovreba im motiviT, rom<br />
saxli dawvisgan gadaerCina.<br />
ramdenime wlis Semdeg ki am<br />
qalbatonis qaliSvili Cemi<br />
rZali gaxda da kidev erTi<br />
Sereuli ojaxi Seiqmna. Cemi<br />
rZali dRes sanaqebo SviliSvilebs<br />
mizrdis. miuxedavad<br />
imisa, rom Tavad qarTuli<br />
ar icis, cdilobs Svilebs<br />
mamis mSobliuri ena safuZvlianad<br />
Tu ara, imdeni mainc<br />
Seaswavlos, rom patarebma<br />
gamarTulad SeZlon CemTan<br />
telefoniT saubari...<br />
2004 wels Cems ojax-<br />
Tan da qaliSvilebTan erTad<br />
sabolood mogviwia mSobliuri<br />
qalaqis mitoveba da<br />
sacxovreblad kvlav gorSi<br />
gadmovediT. Cemi vaJiSvili<br />
neTs mokiTxvebs vuTvlidiT.<br />
erTxelac, moulodnelad<br />
SevxvdiT erTmaneTs moskov-<br />
Si. Semdeg yvelaferi Sewyda.<br />
aRar vurekavdi. mas ojaxi hyavda<br />
_ mec.<br />
2009 wlis 8 agvistos<br />
cxinvalSi, moedanze viyavi<br />
2008 wels tragikulad da-<br />
RupulTa xsovnis wlisTavTan<br />
dakavSirebiT. moulodnelad<br />
telefonis zari gaisma da<br />
mobilurSi Tamazis xma mesmis:<br />
_ gamarjoba, madina! ramdeni<br />
welia Seni xma ar gamigia,<br />
rogor gikiTxo?<br />
davmunjdi, xma ver amoviRe.<br />
– nu dumxar, geTayva. Sen<br />
cuds arasodes gisurvebdi<br />
da arc gisurveb. dRes Cvens<br />
saerTo megobars vasaflavebT.<br />
sergo gaxsovs? mis saflavTan<br />
vdgavar da aq, am saflavze<br />
minda movigono omSi daRupulebi,<br />
rogorc Cveni, aseve<br />
Tqveni mxridan.<br />
– gmadlob, Tamaz. didsulovani<br />
adamiani xar. maradiuli<br />
xsovna Cvens sergos, _<br />
rogorc iqna amoviRe xma.<br />
_ kidev mindoda meTqva<br />
SenTvis _ ar Cerdeboda<br />
Tamazi, _ ici, madina, 14<br />
Tebervali, Seyvarebulebis<br />
dRe mindoda SenTvis momeloca.<br />
manqanis sabarguli<br />
TeTri vardebiT gavavse da<br />
ki Tavis meuRlesTan erTad<br />
cxinvalSi darCa da dRemde<br />
iq cxovrobs. sirTuleebis<br />
miuxedavad, 2008 wlis<br />
agvistomde mainc vaxerxebdi,<br />
qalaqSi Sesvlas da<br />
iq darCenilebis monaxulebas.<br />
ojaxis wevrebis garda,<br />
mezoblebic mexmarebodnen,<br />
rom usafrTxod memoZrava.<br />
agvistos movlenebis Semdeg<br />
mdgomareoba daiZaba da<br />
veranairad ver vaxerxeb axloblebis<br />
monaxulebas. axla<br />
maT mxolod telefoniT vesaubrebiT.<br />
dedisTvis imaze<br />
mtkivneuli ra unda iyos,<br />
roca erT sivrceSi mcxovrebi<br />
ojaxi, romelsac erTi ca dahyurebs,<br />
viRacis Tu raRacis<br />
gamo mdinaris sxvadasxva napirze<br />
aRmovCndiT da dRes sa-<br />
Sualeba ar gvaqvs, rom masze<br />
xidi gavdoT da erTmaneTSi<br />
misasvleli gza aRvadginoT.<br />
axla mxolod didi gulistkivili<br />
malaparakebs, gulistkivili<br />
dedisa, romelsac<br />
bedma arguna, rom Svilebi<br />
sxvadasxva mxares hyoloda.<br />
xandaxan vfiqrob kidec, gana<br />
es cxovrebaa, roca Svilis,<br />
an, Tundac, axloblebis verc<br />
lxinze da verc Wirze ver<br />
axerxeb Casvlas da maTi sulieri<br />
mdgomareobis gazi-<br />
#3 (5), Tebervali, 2012 w.<br />
gvjera, rom ganSoreba mxolod droebiTia<br />
moSorebidan esiyvarulebian<br />
iq darCenil axloblebs,<br />
mezoblebs da SesaZleblobis<br />
farglebSi, yovelTvis gverdiT<br />
udganan fizikurad Tu<br />
ara, moralurad mainc.<br />
,,cxinvali pirvelad 1991<br />
wels davtove. sami mcirewlovani<br />
Svilis deda viyavi da<br />
dedurma instinqtma maiZula<br />
Svilebi usafrTxo adgilas,<br />
kerZod ki gorSi gadameyvana,<br />
_ acxadebs ojaxis diasaxlisi,<br />
_ ramdenime Tvis Semdeg,<br />
roca qalaqSi mdgomareoba<br />
imdenad usafrTxo gaxda,<br />
cxinvalisken gamovemgzavre.<br />
qarTvelebma ergneTis saguSagoze<br />
SemaCeres da miTxres,<br />
rom <strong>gzis</strong> gagrZeleba aRar<br />
SeiZleboda. bevri vemudare,<br />
vexvewe gamoveSvi, veubnebodi,<br />
rom SenTvis unda meTqva, rogor<br />
Zalian miyvarxar, madina,<br />
da maSinve movbrundebodi<br />
ukan.<br />
`gesmiT, batono policielebo,<br />
_ veubnebodi, _<br />
madina oci welia miyvars,<br />
dRes minda mas isev vuTxra.<br />
is oci welia ar minaxavs.<br />
Tqven arasodes gyvarebiaT?~<br />
_ policielma miTxra, rom<br />
siyvarulis gulisTvisac<br />
ar SeiZleba cxinvalSi wasvla.<br />
sami saaTi vexvewebodi<br />
gamoveSvi, magram isini munjebiviT<br />
idgnen da SeSlili<br />
vegone.<br />
imedgacruebuli gamovtrialdi.<br />
moSorebiT goraze<br />
SevCerdi, saidanac cxinvali<br />
moCanda. gadmovedi manqanidan<br />
da vardebis srola im mxares<br />
daviwye, saiTac Sen cxovrobdi.<br />
saTiTaod visrodi vardebs<br />
da Tan vyvirodi, rom<br />
miyvarxar, mxolod isev Sen<br />
miyvarxar da dromac ki ver<br />
gaaqro Cemi siyvaruli. vardebi<br />
gamoilia da Cemi xmac<br />
Sewyda, Tbilisisken gamovtrialdi...<br />
skif carazonte<br />
(cxinvali)<br />
arebas? bunebrivia, arc maT<br />
gaaCniaT aq Camosvlis Tundac<br />
raime saSualeba. Zma dis qorwilsac<br />
ki ver daeswro.<br />
vcdilobT cxinvalSi mimdinare<br />
ambebs Tval-yuri mivadevnoT<br />
da ase gaviziaroT<br />
maTi yofa. bolo periodSi<br />
arCevnebTan dakavSirebiT momxdari<br />
ambebis gamo Zalian<br />
vnerviulobdi, Tumca rZalic<br />
da Svilic internetis saSualebiT<br />
mamSvidebdnen.<br />
dRe ara gava, rom fiqrebiT<br />
mSobliur qalaqs ar<br />
gadavwvde. Svilis ojaxis<br />
garda, iq axlo megobrebi,<br />
naTesavebi, mezoblebi myavs,<br />
romelTa mdgomareobac umniSvnelovanesia<br />
CemTvis. samwuxarod,<br />
aseTi ojaxebi Zalian<br />
bevria, romlebsac saerTo<br />
tkivili gvaerTianebs.<br />
mixaria, rom arseboben<br />
adamianebi da organizaciebi,<br />
romlebic cdiloben<br />
erTmaneTs dagvakavSiron.<br />
axlaxans Sevityve Tqveni<br />
gazeTis Sesaxeb da imedi<br />
momeca, rom internetis da<br />
telefonis garda, aRniSnuli<br />
gazeTi kidev erTi<br />
saSualeba iqneba erTmaneTs<br />
xma mivawvdinoT.<br />
fiqria maruaSvili
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