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January – March 2013, Volume 14, No. 55 New Year Edition
ihndI masaIhI pi~aka
AaOr iksaI dUsaro ko Wara ]war nahIM, @yaaoMik svaga- ko naIcao manauYyaaoM maoM kovala ek hI naama
idyaa gayaa hO ` p`Bau yaISau masaIh ` ijasako Wara hma ]war pa sakto hOM."
⎯ p`oirtaoM ko kama 4Á 12

saMpadk
va
p`kaSak
Saraovana
ihndI masaIhI saamaaijak pi~ka
Jan – March 2013, New Year Edition
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da}d kI p`a)a-
-naa
— Bajana saMihta
Bajana saMihta 86
1 हे यहोवा कान लगा कर मेर सुन ले, यक म दन और दर हूं।
2 मेरे ाण क रा कर, यक म भत हूं; तू मेरा परमेवर है, इसलये अपने दास का,
िजसका भरोसा तुझ पर है, उार कर।
3 हे भु मुझ पर अनुह कर, यक म तुझी को लगातार पुकारता रहता हूं।
4 अपने दास के मन को आनिदत कर, यक हे भु, म अपना मन तेर ह ओर लगाता
हूं।
5 यक हे भु, तू भला और मा करने वाला है, और िजतने तुझे पुकारते ह उन सभ
के लये तू अत कणामय है।
6 हे यहोवा मेर ाथना क ओर कान लगा, और मेरे गड़गड़ाने को यान से सुन।
7 संकट के दन म तुझ को पुकां गा, यक तू मेर सुन लेगा॥
8 हे भु देवताओं म से कोई भी तेरे तुय नहं, और न कसी के काम तेरे काम के
बराबर ह।
9 हे भु िजतनी जातय को तू ने बनाया है, सब आकर तेरे साहने दMडवत करगी, और
तेरे नाम क महमा करगी।
10 यक तू महान और आचय कम करने वाला है, के वल तू ह परमेवर है।
11 हे यहोवा अपना माग मुझे दखा, तब म तेरे सय माग पर चलूंगा, मुझ को एक
चत कर क म तेरे नाम का भय मानूं।
12 हे भु हे मेरे परमेवर म अपने सपूण मन से तेरा धयवाद कं गा, और तेरे नाम
क महमा सदा करता रहूंगा।
13 यक तेर कणा मेरे ऊपर बड़ी है; और तू ने मुझ को अधोलोक क तह म जाने से
बचा लया है॥
14 हे परमेवर अभमानी लोग तो मेरे व उठे ह, और बलाकारय का समाज मेरे
ाण का खोजी हुआ है, और वे तेरा कु छ वचार नहं रखते।
15 परतु भु तू दयालु और अनुहकार ईवर है, तू वलब से कोप करने वाला और
अत कणामय है।
16 मेर ओर फर कर मुझ पर अनुह कर; अपने दास को तू शित दे, और अपनी दासी
के पु का उार कर॥
17 मुझे भलाई का कोई लण दखा, िजसे देख कर मेरे बैर नराश ह, यक हे यहोवा
तू ने आप मेर सहायता क और मुझे शाित द है॥
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ihndI masaIhI saamaaijak pi~ka
Matthew 516
janavarI−maaca- nava vaYa- AMk 2013
kqaa
smaRityaaoM ko kaiflaoo 35
SaalaImaar 8
fUlaaoM ka dd- 43
h%yaara 40
KrgaaoSa ko AaMsaU 15
fa^r@laaoja,r 25
vah jaao haota hO 31
laoK
baa[bala kI laD,a[Myaa 37
kivatayaoM
caIiTyaaM 39
iknaaraÀiSakayatÀkao[- BaI 14
daoho 24 Àsapnao kI prI 30
gaaMvaÀ vah gaaMva )aa 34
(aUp laaOTtI saI 18
stMBa
Aa[yao hma p`a)a-naa kroM 3
caotnya(aara 5
maaga-dSa-na 7
baa[bala kI jaanakairyaaM 19
COVER PAGE : Ganga River Allahabad, India
Photo By : Jayant Higgins
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caotnyaQaara______saMpadkIya ivacaar
ijasa samaya yah AMk Aapko ha)aaoM maoM haogaa ` ]sa samaya tk p`acaIna maayaa
saByata ko klaOMDr maoM dI ga[- idsaMbar 21 ` 2012 kI tarIK BaI inakla caukI haogaI
AaOr Aap maoM sao bahutoro caOna AaOr Saaint kI saaMsao lao rho haoMgao. hao sakta hO ik
bahutaoM kao inaraSaa BaI ha)a lagaI hao. yah jaanakr ik ek baar ifr sao [sa duinayaaM
ko AMt kI BaivaYyavaaNaI JaUzI saaibat hao caukI hO. [sa maayaa saByata ko klaOMDr sao
pihlao BaI k[- baar saMsaar ko AMt kI BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM kI ga[- ` laoikna baad maoM vao saba
JaUzI hI inaklaI )aIM. hma Aapka [sa trh sao duinayaaM ko AMt ko baaro maoM saaocanaa
[sailayao BaI haota hO ` @yaaoMik hma yaa tao prmaoSvar ko vacana ka gahna A(yayana nahIM
krto hOM ` AaOr yaid krto BaI hOM tao hmaaro ivaSvaasa maoM khIM na khIM kmaI AvaSya hI
Aa jaatI hO. yaISau masaIh nao ma

ahut AcCa hO. baD,I saI(aI saI baat hO ik jaba prmaoSvar kao yah duinayaaM AcCI
lagatI hO tao vah [sao naaSa yaa Kraba @yaaoM krogaaÆ @yaaoM [saka sava-naaSa krogaaÆ AaOr
yah bahut sahI BaI hO. prmaoSvar nao [sa saRiYT kI rcanaa barbaad krnao ko ilayao nahIM
kI hO ` bailk manauYyaaoM ko basanao ko ilayao kI hO. hmaarI duiva(aa AaOr p`SnaaoM ka ]

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maaga-
-dSa
dSa-
-na
saMkilat — AaSaa isaMh
jaao AaOraoM sao Alaga hao jaata hO ` vah ApnaI hI [cCa pUrI krnao ko ilayao eosaa krta
hO ` AaOr saba p`kar kI KrI bauiw sao baOr krta hO.
maUK- ka mana samaJa kI baataoM maoM nahIM lagata ` vah kovala Apnao mana kI baat p`gaT
krnaa caahta hO.
jahaM duYT Aata ` vahaM Apmaana BaI Aata hO ` AaOr inaindt kamako saa)a naama (ara[-
haotI hO.
manauYya ko mauMh ko vacana gaihra jala ` vaa ]maMDnao vaalaI nadI vaa bauiw ko saaoto hOM.
duYT ka pxa krnaa ` AaOr (amaI- ka hk maarnaa ` AcCa nahIM hO.
baat baZ,anao sao maUK,- mauk_maa KD,a krta hO ` AaOr Apnao kao maar K,anao ko yaaogya
idKata hO.
maUK,- ka ivanaaSa ]sakI baataoM sao haota hO ` AaOr ]sako vacana ]sako p`aNa ko ilayao fndo
haoto hOM.
kanaafUsaI krnaovaalao ko vacana svaaidYT Baaojana kI naa[-M lagato hOM ` vao poT maoM pca jaato
hOM.
jaao kama maoM Aalasa krta hO ` vah K,aonaovaalao ka Baa[- zhrta hO.
yahaovaa ka naama dRZ, kaoT hO. (amaI- ]samaoM Baagakr saba duGa-TnaaAaoM sao vacata hO.
(anaI ka (ana ]sakI dRiYT maoM gaZ,vaalaa nagar ` AaOr }Mcao pr banaI hu[- Sahrpnaah hO.
naaSa haonao sao pihlao manauYya ko mana maoM GamaMD ` AaOr maihmaa panao sao pihlao nama`ta haotI hO.
jaao ibanaa baat saunao ]

oo
oo
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SaalaImaar
yahaovaa ko Bavana maoM baala AaOr AXaora doivayaaoM kI maUi

saunakr rajaa nao Apnao vas~ faD,o. ifr rajaa nao ihlaikyyaah mahayaajak ` Xaapana maM~I ko pu~
AhIkama ` maIkayaah ko pu~ Akbaaor ` Xaapana maM~I AaOr Asaayaa naama Apnao ek kma-caarI kao
yah Aa&a dI ik ` 'yahaovaa ko Bavana maoM jaao yah vyavas)aa kI pustk imalaI hO ` ]sakI baataoM ko
ivaYaya tuma saba laaoga maorI p`jaa AaOr saaro yahUidyaaoM sao yah pUCao ik ` @yaaoMik yahaovaa kI baD,I
jalajalaahT AaOr Ëao(a hma saba pr [sa karNa BaD,ka hO ` @yaaoMik hmaaro purKaAaoM nao [sa
vyavas)aa kI pustk maoM ilaKI baatoM nahIM maanaI hOM ` AaOr naa hI [sa pustk ko inayamaaoM ko Anausaar vao
calao hOM.'
[sako pScaat ihlaikyyaah yaajak AaOr AhIkama ` Akbaaor ` Xaapana maM~I AaOr
Asaayaa kma-caarI ya$Salaoma ko nayao Zaolao maoM rhnao vaalaI hulda naibayaa ko pasa gayao AaOr ]sasao [sa
ivaYaya maoM baatoM kIM. yah hulda naibayaa ]sa XallaUma kI p%naI )aI jaao itkvaa ka pu~ AaOr h_-sa
ka paota AaOr vas~aoM ka rKvaalaa )aa. tba saarI baatoM saunakr hulda naibayaa nao yahaovaa kI Aaor
sao imalaa huAa sandoSa ]na sabakao kh saunaayaa. vah baaolaI ik `
'[sa`aela ka prmaoSvar yahaovaa yaaoM khta hO ik ` ijasa pu$Ya nao tumakao maoro pasa Baojaa `
]sasao yah khao. sauna ` ijasa pustk kao yahUda ko rajaa nao pZ,a hO ` ]sakI saba baataoM ko Anausaar
maOM [sa s)aana AaOr [sako inavaaisayaaoM pr ivapi

ko maindr maoM sao inakala lao AaAao ` AaOr ]nakao ya$Salaoma ko baahr ikd`aona naalao ko KotaoM maoM
fUMkkr ` ]nakI raK, kao baotola phuMcaa dao. rajaa kI yah Aa&a pakr tba eosaa hI ikyaa
gayaa. [sako pScaat ijana pujaairyaaoM kao yahUda ko pUva- rajaaAaoM nao ` yahUda ko nagaraoM ko }cao
s)aanaaoM maoM AaOr ya$Salaoma ko Aasa−pasa ko Anya nagaraoM maoM (aUp jalaanao ko ilayao zhrayaa )aa `
]nakao AaOr jaao baala AaOr saUya-−cand`maa ` raiSacaË AaOr AakaSa ko kula gaNa kao (aUp jalaato )ao
]nakao BaI yaaoiXayyaah rajaa nao Apnao yahaM sao dUr kr idyaa. saa)a hI rajaa nao AXaora dovaI kI
maUi,

kI cacaa- kI )aI. tba vahaM pr KD,o rhto huyao rajaa kao dUr sao ek KMBaa idKa[- idyaa. ]sao
doKkr rajaa nao pUCa ik ` 'vah @yaa hOÆ' ]

Apnao purKaAaoM ko samaana yahaovaa kI dRiYT maoM baura hI ikyaa. [sa p`kar yahaovaa ka Ëao(a baabaola
ko rajaa nabaukd\naossar ko Wara ya$Salaoma pr BaD,ka. nabaukd\naossar nao caZ,a[- kI AaOr
yahaoyaakIma tIna vaYaao-M tk ]sako Aa(aIna rha. [sako saa)a hI yahaovaa nao ]sako iva$w AaOr
yahUda kao BaI naaSa krnao ko ilayao ksaidyaaoM ` AraimayaaoM ` maaoAaibayaaoM AaOr AmmaaoinayaaoM ko dla
Baojao. baad maoM baabaola ko rajaa nao ya$Salaoma kao yahaoyaakIma t)aa ]sako pu~ ijasaka naama BaI
yahaoyaakIma hI )aa ` t)aa isad\ikyyaah ko samaya maoM pUrI trh sao barbaad kr idyaa. vah Apnao
saa)a lagaBaga dsa hjaar yahUidyaaoM kao ijanamaoM ` AcCo karIgar ` laaohar ` haikmaaoM AaOr (anavaanaaoM kao
baM(auAa banaakr baabaola lao gayaa. [nhIM baM(auAaoM maoM nabaI dainayyaola BaI )aa ` jaao ifr kBaI baabaola sao
[sa`aela nahIM laaOTa )aa. nabaUkd\naossar yahaovaa ko Bavana ka saara saaonaa ` caaMdI ` pItla AaOr
bahumaUlya vastuyaoM BaI saa)a lao gayaa. AaOr yahaovaa ko Bavana kao ]sanao Aaga lagaa dI )aI. yahUdI BaI
baM(auAa banaakr ]nako Apnao doSa sao inakala idyao gayao.
SaOtana nao yah khanaI saunaakr SaalaImaar sao p`Sna ikyaaÁ
'yaaoiXayyaah rajaa kao jaba mahayaajak ihlaikyyaah nao yahaovaa kI vaacaa kI pustk dI tba vah
pCtayaa ` Apnao vas~ faD,o ` AaOr saaro rajya maoM vyavas)aa kI pustk ko Anausaar yahaovaa kI
ivai(ayaaoM Aaor inayamaaoM kao maananao ko ek p`kar sao AadoSa BaI idyao. [tnaa hI nahIM ` ]sanao yahaovaa
ko maindr kao BaI Sauw krvaayaa ` doSa maoM sao hr trh kI maUi

naama rKUMgaa.' manaXXao nao taragaNaaoM ` AaOr AakaSa ko gaNaaoM kao [-Svar maanakr ]nakI ]pasanaa kI
AaOr ]nako Aagao svaMya kao dMDvat ikyaa. [tnaa hI nahIM ]sanao Apnao baoTaoM kI baila yahaovaa ko
Bavana maoM haoma krko caZ,a[-. vah sada SauBa AaOr ASauBa maUhu

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iknaara —
khaM sao calao )ao `
khaM Aa gayao hOMÆ
eo ija,ndgaI bata izkanaa khaM hOÆ
tUfanaaoM maoM iGarI yao `
jaIvana naOyaa
BaTktI lahraoM sao pUCo `
iknaara khaM hOÆ
—mahuAa
Saraovana
iSakayat —
vaIrainayaaM dd- dokr iksaI ka
#yaala nahIM krtIM `
tnha[MyaaM kBaI jaanakr BaI
rhma nahIM krtI `
ifr BaI SauË hO Kuda ka ik `
hmaarI prCaM[- saa)a rhkr BaI kBaI
hmasao iSakayat nahIM krtI.
—jasavaMtI
kao[-
- BaI —
iktnaI hsartaoM sao mahla banaayaa
)aa ija,ndgaI ka `
hr trh sao sajaayaa )aa Gar
basa ]saI ka `
vah yah Gar Zor krko calao gayao tao `
samaJa maoM Aayaa ik `
kao[- BaI nahIM haota hO `
yahaM kBaI iksaI ka.
—Saraovana
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KrgaaoSa ko AaÐsaU
khanaI
Daº ]YaadovaI ivajaya kaolhTkr
ma[- mahInao ko dUsaro [tvaar kao yahaÐ maatR¹idna manaayaa jaata hO. [sa Avasar pr maorI
sad\BaavanaaeÐ maaÐ kao imalaoM¸ yah saaocakr ek saundr SauBakamanaa kaD- ilaKkr paosT ikyaa.
pa^pka^na- ka iDbbaa KrIda AaOr ba

lagaoMgaI AaOr yah BaInaI saugan(a saaÐsaaoM maoM samaoTkr¸ Apnao ihssao kI caaÐdnaI AaÐKaoM maoM band ikyao
duinayaa sao baoKbar maOM (aIro¹(aIro naIMd kI AagaaoSa maoM calaa jaa}Ðgaa. sapnao maoM daohraa}Ðgaa yahaÐ ko
madmast maaOsama kI khanaI. @yaa bata}Ð ]Yaa¸ Zor saaro Pyaaro¸ maIzo sapnao sajaakr¸ idsambar maoM maOM
Saa^yalar ko pasa gayaa )aa.” A^lana jaba BaI baaolanao lagata¸ [saI trh baaolato rhta ` inayaagara
fa^lsa kI trh. A^lana kI sapnaaoM kI pirBaaYaa sao JaaÐk rha )aa kaomala¸ Baavauk¸ saaOmya¸
hÐsamauK¸ svas)a¹salaaonaa yauvak jaao jaIvana ko hr xaNa ko p`it Aas)aa rKta hO¸ Apnao jaIvana kao
saarI KuiSayaaÐ donaa caahta hO.
A^lana baaola rha )aa¸ “jaanatI hao¸ maorI trh Saa^yalar BaI ek Fyaunarla haoma maoM kama
krta hO. ek idna ]sao iksaI laD,kI ko Gar¸ ]sakI maaÐ ko maRt doh kI rxaa ka klaSa
phuÐcaanaa )aa. klaSa laonao ko ilae hma daonaaoM Fyanarla haoma ko ivaVutdaihnaI ivaBaaga maMo phuÐca
gayao. kama kI hD,baD,I maoM¸ Saa^yalar phlao faona pr imalanao ka samaya tya nahIM kr paayaa )aa.
daophr kI tptI (aUp maoM hma vahaÐ phuÐca gayao. k[- maRt doh ivaVutdaihnaI maoM jala rho )ao. )aaoD,I
hI dUrI pr raK, kI baaorI ko pasa ek laD,ka baOza )aa. ]sa ek hI baaorI sao s~I hao tao paÐca
paoMD AaOr puÉYa hao tao saat paOMD vajana kI raK, Alaga¹Alaga klaSaaoM maoM Barkr¸ dUsaro laD,ko ko
pasa do rha )aa. dUsara laD,ka klaSa zIk sao saIlaband kr rha )aa AaOr saIla¹band klaSa pr
AakYa-k pOikMga krko saUcaI doKkr ]sa pr naama AaOr pto ilaK rha )aa. vah AsaMvaodnaSaIla¸
BaavanaahIna vyaapar doKkr badna pr isahrna¹saI daOD, gayaI. eosaa mahsaUsa huAa ik saara maahaOla
saaÐsa raokkr maaOna KD,a hO. bahut hI baoifËI sao AaOr baoprvaahI sao hmasao naja,r imalaato huyao dUsaro
laD,kaoM nao pUCa¸ “ha} mao Aa[- holp yaUÆ” ha)a maoM jaao rsaId )aI¸ vah ]sao doto hue klaSa kI
maaÐga kI. paÐca paOMD raK, sao Bara klaSa ]sanao JaTko sao ]zayaa¸ Aadtna\ saIlaband ikyaa¸
klaa%makta sao pOk ikyaa AaOr naama¸ pta ilaKkr hmaaro ha)a maoM doto hue kha¸ “[-Svar maRta%maa
kao Saaint do.” klaSa laokr¸ hma ]sa laD,kI ko Gar gayao. ]sako ha)a maoM klaSa dokr ]sakI
AaÐsaU vyai)at inagaahaoM sao naja,roM imalaato hue mauJao AaOr Saa^yalar kao Apra(a¹saa mahsaUsa haonao lagaa.
[sa Fyaunarla haoma ko kma-caarI jaanato )ao ik Saa^yalar dUsaro Fyaunarla haoma maoM kama krta hO.
[sailae hma daonaaoM ivaVutdaihnaI ivaBaaga ko ]sa ihssao tk jaa sako )ao jahaÐ Aama AadmaI kao jaanao
kI ibalakula hI [jaaja,t nahIM )aI. "tuma hI bataAao ]Yaa¸ @yaa Fyaunarla haoma maoM kama krnao
vaalao¸ Aama AadmaI nahIM haotoÆ vao [sa ËUr ya)aa)a- kao [sailae caupcaap sahoM ik yah naaOkrI
]naka Apnaa caunaava hOÆ @yaa ]naka idla nahIM haotaÆ BaavanaaeÐ nahIM haotIMÆ @yaa maudao- kao
sajaanao vaalaaoM kao¸ calata¹ifrta mauda- samaJanao lagato hOM laaogaÆ ]sa GaTnaa ko baad baakI CuiT\TyaaÐ
maOM KuSaI sao nahIM ibata saka¸ faOrna laaOT Aayaa. Aanao ko baad pta nahIM @yaUи Apnao Fyaunarla
haoma ko jaa^ba kI Aaor maOM AilaPtta sao doKnao lagaa hUÐ. dao hFto phlao AKbaar maoM pZ,a¸ ik
puilasa ]sa Fyaunarla haoma kI Cana¹baIna kr rhI hO. puilasa ko vahaÐ phuÐcanao sao phlao¸ vahaÐ kama
krnao vaalaaoM maoM sao iksaI nao ivaVutdaihnaI ivaBaaga kao Aaga lagaa dI. [sailae saaro sabaUt nahIM
imalao. ifr BaI ek AadmaI kao puilasa nao ihrasat maoM ilayaa hO. ]sako bayaana sao pta calaa ik
maoiDkla ka^laoja kao¸ iDsao@Sana t)aa SarIr¹Saas~ sambain(at saMSaao(ana ko ilae¸ maRt doh ko AMgaaoM
ko vyaapar maoM hr saala vah igaraoh laaKaoM Da^lasa- kmaata )aa. jaao xao~ maOMnao ]pjaIivaka ko ilae
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caunaa )aa ` ]sa xao~ ka ËUr ya)aa)a- [sa hd tk Bayaanak AaOr vaIBa%sa $p maoM saamanao Aayaogaa¸ [sao
maOMnao sapnao maoM BaI nahIM saaocaa )aa. tumhoM yaad hO¸ CÁ mahInao phlao iktnao Aanand AaOr ]llaasa ko
saa)a maOMnao tumasao kha )aa¸ ‘Aa[- lava maa[- jaa^ba.’ ]sa va@t lagata )aa ik jaIvana ka ek
AaiKrI sa%ya¸ ek eosaa sa%ya ijasaka saamanaa krto hue kao[- samaJaaOta nahIM¸ iksaI ka saa)a nahIM
` eosao ekakI¸ maR%yau kao saaOMpo doh kao imaT\TI AaoZ,nao sao phlao saaOMdya- sao sajaa dUи ]sa KamaaoSa caohro
ka cand xaNaaoM ka Aist%va yaUÐ saÐvaar dUÐ ik ]samaoM jaana Aa jaayao. basa¸ yahI CaoTI¹saI Apoxaa
kI )aI maOMnao. ibalakula saI(aI¹saadI )aI maoro sauK kI pirBaaYaa. jaanata hUи maorI klaa caaho
iktnaI @yaaoM na maohrbaana hao¸ saMvaodnaa sao SarIr ka naata dubaara nahIM jauD, sakta. doh AaOr p`aNa
ka sampk- nahIM hao sakta. naa hIM saaÐsaaoM ka isalaisalaa ifr sao SaU$ hao sakta hO. prntu yah
ek hI eosaa vyavasaaya hO¸ ijasamaoM dUsaro AadmaI kI kao[- p`itiËyaa vya@t nahIM haotI. naa hI tIva`
AnauBaUit baaÐTnao ko sahI maukama ka sauK imalata hO. kovala maorI tsallaI ko ilae maokAp kI rMga
tUilaka baojaana caohro pr ApnaI klaabaajaI ka kmaala idKatI hO. $p hao na hao¸ ku$p haonao ka
Dr nahIM. saca khUÐ tao ptJaD, ko paÐva maoM maoMhdI lagaanao ka p`yaasa hO yah¸ magar kuC Kaonao kI
icanta BaI nahIM. imaT\TI AaoZ,nao sao phlao doh kI vah ekmaa~ sajaavaT. ]sa sajaavaT maoM maora
ihssaa hao¸ basa yahI samaa(aana maaÐgaa )aa maOMnao. Aajakla hr va@t haya mahsaUsa krta hÐ ik Aba
kama krto hue phlao jaOsaI Aantirk KuSaI nahIM imalatI. kuC Kao idyaa hao maOMnao. [na saaro rMgaaoM
maoM ]sa raK, ka rMga imalaa hO¸ yah AaBaasa haota hO. lagata hO¸ jaao baojaana doh ka baurI trh sao
vyaapar krto hOM¸ doh kI raK, ka Apmaana¸ ]poxaa krto hOM¸ laaogaaoM ko ivaSvaasa ka inad-yata sao
KUna krto hOM eosao AnaOitk laaogaaoM kI BaID, maoM maOM bao−vajaah fÐsa gayaa hUÐ. yah TUTa huAa ivaSvaasa¸
ibaKro hue sapnao laokr jaInaa maoro ilae baaoJa bananao lagaa hO. maoro sapnao ]dasa hao gayao hOM¸ [sako
ilae kaOna ijammaodar hOÆ ]Yaa¸ ijana halaat pr maora basa nahIM¸ ijanhoM maOM Tala nahIM sakta¸ @yaa
]na halaat ko saamanao baobasa haokr hI mauJao kama krnaa pD,ogaaÆ” ifr ek xaNa ko ilae hI
Ékkr vah khnao lagaa¸ “bata}и Aaja khaÐ gayaa )aaÆ Agalao [tvaar kao maatR¹idna hO. maoro
@laasa ko laD,ko¹laD,ikyaaoM nao bao−Gar maataAaoM kao ³haomalaosa madsa- kao´ pOsao na laokr sajaayaa.
]nakI hoAr¹sTa[la¸ maokAp¸ ma^naI@yauAr eosao saaro isaMgaar ikyao. ek vaRw s~I nao yah mauFt ka
isaMgaar krvaanao sao [nakar ikyaa. ]sanao kha¸ “rasto pr rhnao vaalaI bao−Gar maaÐ ko saundr caohro
kI Aaor doKnao ko ilae yahaÐ iksako pasa samaya hO. yahaÐ Apnaa svaaBaaivak¸ AsalaI caohra laokr
jaao jaInaa caahto hOM¸ ]naka caohra mauFt maoM rÐgakr ]na pr maohrbaanaI @yaaoM kroMÆ” A^lana ka
saMBaaYaNa A@sar p`Sna ko saa)a K%ma haota )aa.
pa^paka^na- K%ma hue. ba

jaa}Ðgaa.” haosTola kI idSaa maoM jaato¹jaato A^lana nao kha¸ saPtah kI tIna SaamaoM vah jaola maoM
sajaa kaT rhI AaOrtaoM ko baccaaoM kI¸ iksaI vaRwa ko Gar jaakr svayaMsaovak ko naato doKBaala
krta hO. baccaaoM kI Pyaar kI BaUK imaTanao kI kaoiSaSa krta hO.
maOM saaocanao lagaI¸ ijasa A^lana¹spSa- sao maRt doh ka saaOMdya- inaKrta hO¸ ]saI spSasaMvaodnaa
sao A^lana ibanaa maaÐ ko planao vaalao baccaaoM ko Akolao¸ dyanaIya bacapna kI Avya@t vaodnaa
hrta hO. maanavaI [ind`yaaoM maoM spSa-¸ yahI ek eosaI BaaYaa hO¸ jaao donao sao p`kT haotI hO. spSa-¸
yah donao kI saMvaodnaa hO¸ [saka tIva` ehsaasa A^lana ko Baavauk mana kao khIM na khIM AvaSya huAa
haogaa. ek¹dUsaro kao ApnaI¹ApnaI halat pr CaoD,kr inama-mata sao Alaga haonao vaalaaoM kI [sa
$K,,I duinayaa maoM kao[- tao hO¸ jaao jaIvana kI saccaa[- ka saamanaa pUrI ijammaodarI sao kr rha hO.
A^lana kI baat sao maOM caaOMk ]zI. vah kh rha )aa¸ “isagaroT¹haolDr¸ roSamaI¸ kaomala spndnaaoM kI
BaaYaa Aba maOM AcCI trh sao samaJa laota hUÐ ]Yaa²” maOMnao ]sasao kha¸ “A^lana¸ vah paO(aa doK rho
haoÆ vahaÐ ek nanhaÐ KrgaaoSa rhta hO. maoro saamanao hrva@t ek savaala rhta )aa ik jaaD,aoM maoM
jaba nadI ka panaI jamakr barf banaogaa tba yah Pyaara KrgaaoSa khaÐ jaayaogaaÆ Aaja¸ tumharo
AaÐsaU doKo AaOr maoro savaala ka javaaba imalaa. A^lana AaÐsaU kBaI jamakr barf nahIM banato¸
[sailae eosao Akolao¸ tnha nanhMo KrgaaoSa BaI jaI laoto hOM.”
mauJasao [jaajat laokr maRt doh ka isaMgaar krnao vaalaa¸ baoGar maataAaoM kao sajaanao vaalaa¸
baobaI¹haolDr A^lana¸ jaola maoM sajaa kaT rhI AaOrtaoM ko baccao saÐBaalanao ko ilae calaa gayaa.
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QaUp laaOTtI saI
ija,ndgaI jaao tumhoM gauja,rtI saI lagaI `
mauJao tao vah ]ma` pUrI haotI saI lagaI.
kaoyailayaa kI kUk tumhoM maIzI saI lagaI `
mauJao tao maIna jala ibana tD,ptI saI lagaI.
Pyaar kI mauskana tumhoM ija,ndgaI saI lagaI `
mauJao tao ifr kao[- baat JaUzI saI lagaI.
irStaoM kI hr baat tumhoM ApnaI saI lagaI `
mauJao tao Daor irStaoM kI ÔrobaI saI lagaI.
saubah kI ikrNaoM tumhoM maK,malaI saI lagaI `
mauJao tao Gar Aa[- yao (aUp laaOTtI saI lagaI.
rat ZlaI tumhoM sahr inaklatI saI lagaI `
mauJao tao ifr kao[- Saama ZlatI saI lagaI.
—kaka
iSakaohabaad
akaohabaadI
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baa[bala kI jaanakairyaaM
Aakaor kI tra[-
- —
Aakaor ka naama baa[bala maoM ËmaSaÁ yahaoSaU kI pustk 7Á 24 ` 26 AaOr yaSaayaah
65Á 10 maoM Aayaa hO. [sa Sabd ka A)a- 'mausaIbat' yaa 'kiznaa[-' sao hO. AaOr kiznaa[- BaI vah
jaao iksaI BaI sahI karNa sao AatI hO. Aagao ]prao@t ivaYaya sao saMbain(at ijasa ivaSaoYa GaTnaa
ka hma vaNa-na krnao jaa rho hOM ` ]samaoM prmaoSvar kI Aa&a ko Avaholanaa krnao yaa naaÔrmaanaI ko
karNa jaao saja,a yahUda vaMSaI Aakana naamak manauYya AaOr ]sako samaUcao pirvaar ` Gar AaOr ]sako
mavaoiSayaaoM kao dI ga[- hO ` ]sako baaro maoM Aaja ko bahut sao Aa(auinak manauYyaaoM ko ivacaaraoM maoM Saayad
samata naa hao ` pr dao baatoM pUrI baa[bala maoM bahut AcCI trh sao ya)aa s)aanaaoM pr idKa[- dotI hMO
ik ` manauYyaaoM nao jaba BaI pap ikyaa AaOr prmaoSvar sao Apnao papaoM kI xamaa maaMgaI tao prmaoSvar nao
]nhoM xamaa BaI kr idyaa hO. dUsarI baat ` prmaoSvar nao kBaI BaI prayao dovataAaoM kI ]pasanaaAaoM
kao psaMd nahIM ikyaa hO. [sa baat sao prmaoSvar [sakdr irisayaa jaata hO ik vah Ap-Na kI ga[-
vastuAaoM kI ]pis)ait tk Apnao laaogaaoM ko ma(ya ek pla kao BaI nahIM doK sakta hO. Aba yah
AaOr baat hO ik Aakana naamak manauYya nao Apnaa pap tao svaIkar kr ilayaa )aa ` pr @yaa ]sanao
prmaoSvar sao xamaa BaI maaMgaI )aI ` baa[bala [sa baat ko ilayao inatant caup hO.
ijasa samaya [sa`aelaI yardna nadI kao par krko knaana doSa maoM Aayao )ao ` tao yahaoSaU ko
inado-Sana maoM ]nhaoMnao yarIhao naamak nagar pr ivajaya p`aPt kI )aI AaOr vahaM rhnao vaalao tmaama
emaaoiryaaoM ko saaro rajaaAaoM ka naaSa kr Dalaa )aa. [sa ivajaya ko pScaat yahaoSaU kI yaaojanaa
vahaM ko ek AaOr mahanagar eo kao laonao kI )aI. tba eo nagar ka Baod laonao ko pScaat BaoidyaaoM nao
yahaoSaU kao batayaa ik ]sa nagar kao laonao ko ilayao tuJao mauiSkla sao dao yaa tIna hjaar pu$YaaoM kI
hI AavaSyakta haogaI ` @yaaoMik vao laaoga )aaoD,o sao hI hOM. saaro manauYyaaoM kao vahaM laD,nao kao lao jaakr
kYT na do. tba yahaoSaU nao vahaM pr kovala tIna hjaar hI manauYyaaoM kao Baojaa. prntu laD,a[- maoM
pirNaama ek dma hI ]lTa hao gayaa. eo nagar ko rhnao vaalaaoM ko saamanao yahaoSaU ko tIna hjaar
isapahI iTk na sako. vao emaaoiryaaoM ko saamanao sao jaana bacaakr Baagao. tba BaI eo vaalaaoM nao C

'haya ` p`Bau yahaovaa ` tU ApnaI [sa p`jaa kao yardna par @yaaoM lao AayaaÆ @yaa hmaoM
emaaoiryaaoM ko vaSa maoM krko naYT krnao ko ilayao lao Aayaa hOÆ Balaa haota ik hma saMtaoYa krko
yardna ko ]sa par rh jaato. haya ` p`BaU maOM @yaa khUM ` jaba [sa`aeilayaaoM nao Apnao Sa~uAaoM kao pIz
idKa[- hO. @yaaoMik knaanaI ` varna\ [sa doSa ko saba inavaasaI yah saunakr hmakao Gaor laoMgao ` AaOr
hmaara naama [sa pR)vaI pr sao imaTa DalaoMgao. ifr tU Apnao baD,o naama ko ilayao @yaa krogaaÆ'
yahaovaa prmaoSvar nao yahaoSaU kI p`a)a-naa kao saunaa AaOr ]sasao kha ik ` ]z AaOr KD,a
hao jaa. [sa`aeilayaaoM nao pap ikyaa hO. AaOr jaao vaacaa maOMnao ]nasao Apnao saa)a baM(aa[- )aI ` ]sakao
]nhaoMnao taoD, idyaa hO. ]nhaoMnao Ap-Na kI vastuAaoM maoM sao lao ilayaa hO ` AaOr caaorI BaI kI hO. [sa
karNa [sa`aelaI Apnao Sa~uAaoM ko saamanao KD,o nahIM rh sakto hO. yaid tuma laaoga Apnao ma(ya maoM sao
Ap-Na kI hu[- vastuAaoM kao nahIM hTaAaogao AaOr ]naka sava-naaSa nahIM kraogao tao maOM Aagao kao tumharo
saMga nahIM rhUMgaa.'
tba Aagao baa[bala spYT krtI hO ik saubah haoto hI yahaoSaU nao samast [sa`aeilayaaoM ko
ma(ya ` pihlao gaao~ ` ifr kula ` ifr Garanaa ` AaOr ifr pu$Ya AaOr ]saka pirvaar ko ihsaaba sao
jaaMca kI. tba [sa pkD, maoM Aakana naamak manauYya jaao yahUda ko gaao~ ka jaorhvaMSaI jabdI ka
paota AaOr kmmaI- ka pu~ )aa ` pkD,a gayaa. tba Aakana nao Apnaa pap svaIkar ikyaa AaOr
yahaoSaU kao batayaa ik ]sanao laD,a[- maoM jaIt ko baad iSanaar doSa ka saundr AaoZ,naa ` dao saaO Saokola
caaMdI AaOr pcaasa Saokola saaonao kI ek [-MT laalaca krko caura laIM )aIM. ]saka yao saara caurayaa
huAa saamaana ]sako tMbaU maoM gaD,a huAa hO. yah saba doKkr yahaoSaU nao Aakana sao kha ik ` @yaaoM
tUnao hma sabakao yah kYT idyaa hOÆ Aaja ko idna yahaovaa tuJaI kao kYT dogaa. tba yahaoSaU
Aakana AaOr samaUcao pirvaar kao ` ]sako baoTo AaOr baoiTyaaoM kao ` ]sakI samast caura[- hu[- vastuAaoM
kao ` ]sako baOlaaoM ` gadhaoM AaOr BaoD, bakiryaaoM kao AaOr ]sako Doro kao BaI Aakaor kI tra[- maoM lao
gayaa. tba saaro [sa`aeilayaaoM nao ]na pr p%)arvaah ikyaa AaOr Aakana kI saarI vastuAaoM maoM Aaga
lagaa dI. [sa`aeilayaaoM nao yahaM tk p%)arvaah ikyaa )aa ik vahaM pr p%)araoM ka ek baD,a Zor laga
gayaa. tba [sa p`kar yahaovaa ka [sa`aeilayaaoM ko iva$w BaD,ka huAa Ëao(a Saant huAa.
laaoga savaala kr sakto hOM ik pap kovala ek manauYya ` A)aa-t\ Aakana ko karNa hI
huAa )aa ` pr saja,a ]sako samast pirvaar ` yahaM tk ]sako mavaoisayaaoM kao BaI imalaIÆ Aakana ko
gaunaah ko saa)a ]sako pirvaar kao BaI @yaaoM Saaimala ikyaa gayaaÆ [sa baaro maoM baa[bala K,amaaoSa hO.
laoikna jahaM tk hmaara ivacaar hO ` ]sako baaro maoM yahI kh sakto hOM ik jaOsao ek maClaI saaro
talaaba kao gaMda kr dotI hO ` ibalkula yahI baat Aakana ko pirvaar maoM BaI laagaU haotI hO. Gar maoM
ek BaI Apiva~ vastu laanao sao ]saka p`Baava pirvaar ko hrok manauYya pr BaI pD, sakta hO. yah
BaI hao sakta hO ik Aakana ko pap ko baaro maoM ]sako pirvaar ko saba hI sadsyaaoM kao maalauma hao `
pr iksaI nao BaI yah baat yahaoSaU kao na bata[- hao. yah BaI saMBaavanaa hao saktI hO ik jaba Doro maoM
Aakana yah saarI caura[- hu[- vastuAaoM kao gaaD, rha hao tao naamaumaikna hI hO ik ]sako pirvaar ko
Anya laaogaaoM kao &at na hao saka hao. ]sa is)ait maoM BaI ` jaba ik saaro pirvaar ko laaoga ek hI
Doro maoM rh rho haoÑ ifr sabasao mau#ya AaOr maananao vaalaI jaao baat hO ` vah yahI ik ` hma manauYya laaoga
prmaoSvar ko ikyao gayao fOsalaaoM pr AMgaulaI nahIM ]za sakto hOM.
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ajaa Aaoga ka plaMga —
rajaa Aaoga ka naama baa[bala maoM sabasao pihlao iganatI kI pustk 21Á33 maoM Aayaa hO
]sako pScaat ]sako plaMga ka ivavarNa vyavas)aaivavarNa kI pustk ko A(yaaya 3Á11 maoM ikyaa
gayaa hO. yaid vaastva maoM doKa jaayao tao [sa`aeilayaaoM kI phlaI vaMSaavalaI jaao vaacaa ko doSa knaana
maoM nahIM jaa sakI )aI ` AaOr ijasanao vahaM jaanao sao [sailayao [nakar kr idyaa )aa ik vahaM ko rhnao
vaalao laaoga [sa`aeilayaaoM sao khIM bahut balaSaalaI AaOr danava jaOsao idKto )ao. tba [sa`aeilayaaoM kI
phlaI vaMSaavalaI nao saaocaa )aa ik vao laaoga [na danavaaoM jaOsao idKnao vaalao laaogaaoM pr ivajaya p`aPt nahIM
kr sakto hOM. @yaa sacamauca maoM vahaM rhnao vaalao laaoga DIlaDaOla maoM danava jaOsao p`tIt haoto )aoÆ [sa
saccaa[- ka sabasao AcCa ]dahrNa baaSaana doSa ko rajaa ka laaoho ka vah plaMga )aa ` ijasakI
laMbaa[- 13 fIT sao BaI Ai(ak AaOr caaOD,a[- 6 fIT )aI. Aba [saI caarpa[- sao Anaumaana lagaayaa
jaa sakta hO ik rajaa Aaoga iktnaa laMbaa AaOr caaOD,a hao sakta )aa. vaastva maoM rajaa Aaoga
ibalkula danava jaOsaa )aa ` AaOr vah ]sa samaya 60 SahraoM pr rajya ikyaa krta )aa. laoikna jaba
[sa`aeilayaaoM nao ]sao maar ilayaa )aa AaOr baaSaana pr ivajaya p`aPt kr laI )aI ` tba [sa`aelaI ]sako
laaoho ko plaMga kao lao Aayao )ao AaOr Apnao ma(ya ]nhaoMnao ]sako plaMga kao ApnaI ivajaya kI T/a^fI
ko $p maoM rKa huAa )aa. baaSaana doSa Aaja ko vat-maana ko ihsaaba sao dixaNaI saIiryaa ka ihssaa
hO.
yaISau ka hoya iSaYya —
@yaa kBaI iksaI nao [sa baat pr BaI (yaana idyaa hO ik yaISau masaIh ko caunao huyao baarh
iSaYyaaoM maoM sao eosaa ek kaOna saa iSaYya )aa ijasao yahUidyaaoM nao papI ` AaOr hoya kha hOÆ ma

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ek hoya dRiYT sao hI doKa krta )aa. raomaI rajya maoM tba raomaI sarkar iksaI kao BaI mahsaUla laonao
ka zoka do idyaa krtI )aI. zoka laonao vaalaa ek samauicat saalaanaa rkma sarkar kao Ada
krta )aa AaOr badlao maoM vah saala Bar laaogaaoM sao cauMgaI vasaUla ikyaa krta )aa. haMlaaik ` raomaI
sarkar ko mautaibak hrok vastu kI cauMgaI ka maUlya ina(aa-irt )aa ` pr ifr BaI yao mahsaUla laonao
vaalao ApnaI majaI- sao mahsaUla kI rkma vasaUla ikyaa krto )ao. [saI karNa laaoga [nakao AcCI
dRiYT sao nahIM doKa krto )ao.
laoikna jaba yaISau masaIh nao ma

ka ` ApnaI saMskRit ` AmaIrI AaOr baD,I takt ka Sahr maanaa jaata )aa. yah Sahr kBaI ]sa
samaya ko SahnaSaah saumaor kI raja(aanaI kI Saana BaI banaa )aa. AaOr saa)a hI (aaima-k $p sao
cand`maa kI dovaI 'naanaa' ka yahaM pr Bavya maindr BaI )aa. kha jaata hO ik caaMd kI [sa dovaI
ka maindr Aba`ahma ko samaya maoM hI banaayaa gayaa )aa. AaOr [sa maindr ka naama 'ij,aggaUrT' )aa `
AaOr tIsa maMijalaa ` ek ipraimaD ko Aakar ka )aa. ipta Aba`aqhma ko idnaaoM maoM ` lagaBaga
2100 baIº saIº maoM yah }r mahanagar Apnao vaOBava ko ihsaaba sao carma baulaindyaaoM pr )aa. ifr
lagaBaga ek sadI ko pScaat baahrI AaËmaNakairyaaoM nao [sao barbaad kr idyaa )aa. Saayad yahI
karNa ek eosaa hao sakta hO ik Aba`ahma ko ipta nao [saI barbaadI ko karNa yah Sahr CaoD,a hao
AaOr knaana doSa jaanao ka Apnaa [rada ikyaa )aa. varnaa AaOr kao[- Anya karNa Aba`ahma ko
ipta torh ka vahaM sao Apnaa inavaasa badlanao ka nahIM hao sakta hO ik vah Apnaa Gar ` Apnaa
Sahr AaOr Apnaa vatna CaoD,kr 600 maIla ko roigastanaaoM kI kizna yaa~a krta AaOr knaana
doSa ko harana maoM jaakr basata. sacamauca maoM kha jaayao tao }r nagar ksaidyaaoM ka Sahr )aa `
ijasao 'caaladInsa' ³Ur of Chaldeans´ BaI kha jaata hO. [nhIM caaladInsa [sa nagar kao baad
maoM baobaIlaaona banaayaa )aa. vat-maana maoM }r nagar frat nadI sao lagaBaga 12 maIla kI dUrI pr hO.
sadaoma aoma AaOr Gamaaora Aba khaM hOMÆ
baa[bala kI pustk ]%pi

caca- kI salaIbaoM doK kr baccaa saaocao AjaIba `
ek salaIba ko badlao yaISau tUnao pa[-M [tnaI salaIbaÆ
yaugaaoM sao [sa jahaM nao ek hI rIit calaa[- `
ijasao imalaa husna ]saI kI Saamat Aa[-.
ApnaaoM sao irSta na TUTo tao ek baat lao saIK `
JaaolaI Bar−Bar dota rho jaba BaI maaMgao BaIK,.
[sa duinayaaM ka Aba @yaaoM na haoyao naaSa `
jaba caMda−saUrja maaMga rho haoM jaugnaU sao p`kaSa.
(artI [tnaI baD,I hO pr hO gaaolama−gaaola `
ija,da rhnaa hO yahaM tao paola kao mat Kaola.
rajaa maro tao baOMD AaOr (aUma−(aD,ako haoyaoM `
garIba maro tao galaI maoM basa ku

fa^r@laaoja,r
khanaI Saraovana
'kafI saalaaoM ko pScaat jaba gaaOrva kI Apnao ek A%yant hI GainaYT
ima~ maaSa-la sao BaoMT hu[- tao ]sanao saaocaa ik calaao jaba vah yahaM Aayaa
hO tao vah ]sako Anya irStodaraoM sao BaI imalata calao.[saI ]mmaId sao
]sanao jaba gaaOrva sao vahaM calanao kI baat khI tao maaSa-la nao jaao
]

iksaI BaI rostraM yaa haoTla maoM hI Kanaa )aa. yaUM BaI vah ABaI tk inataMt Akolaa hI )aa.
ivavaah krnao ko k[- ek Avasar ]sako jaIvana maoM Aayao BaI )ao ` pr ]saka Baagya hI eosaa )aa ik
khIM BaI baat nahIM bana sakI )aI. ifr baad maoM ]sanao Kud BaI kao[- $ica Apnaa Gar basaanao maoM
kBaI laI hI nahIM )aI. jaIvana ]saka ek hI iknaaro pr ` ek Alaga pTrI pr cala hI rha
)aa. kmaro sao naaOkrI pr ` naaOkrI sao iksaI rostraM yaa haoTla maoM Saama ka Baaojana krnaa ` ifr vahaM
sao saI(aa Apnao kmaro ko ekant maoM baMd hao jaanaa. bahut hao saka tao iksaI ima~ sao faona pr baat
kr laonaa yaa ifr TIº vaIº Kaolakr baOz jaanaa ` AaOr saaonao sao pUva- kao[- pi~ka kao pZ,to−pZ,to
saao jaanaa——basa yahI ]sakI idnacayaa- )aI. ek CaoTI saI jagah maoM ` bahut hI saIimat ija,ndgaI.
naa tao iksaI sao kuC laonaa AaOr naa hI iksaI kao kuC vaapsa donao kI icanta−ifË. yahI saaocakr
]sanao ApnaI kar kao pasa sao gauja,rtI hu[- JaIla ko iknaaro hI raok idyaa )aa ` AaOr ]trkr vah
ifr JaIla kI laaprvaa macalatI hu[- lahraoM maoM gaumasauma hao gayaa )aa. jaba sao vah Aayaa )aa ` tba sao
ABaI tk yahIM pr baOza huAa )aa. baOza huAa vah kovala maaSa-la AaOr ]sako pirvaar ko baaro maoM
hI saaocao jaa rha )aa.
maaSa-la sao ]saka saa)a ek p`kar sao bacapna sao hI )aa. vao daonaaoM ek saa)a hI ` ek
hI s)aana pr ek saa)a hI baD,o huyao. ek saa)a hI daonaaoM nao ApnaI iSaxaa pUrI kI )aI. ifr jaba
daonaaoM kao naaOkiryaaM imalaIM tao ]sako baad eosao Alaga huyao ik Aagao ko pnd`h saalaaoM tk kao[- BaI
iksaI ka caohra tk nahIM doK saka )aa. haM ` yah AaOr baat )aI daonaaoM kI maulaakat faona Aaid
pr AvaSya hI hao jaatI )aI. ifr baad maoM jaba maaSa-la kao AmarIka Aanao ka Avasar imalaa tao
]sako pScaat tao daonaaoM ka imalanaa tao Alaga ` faona pr BaI baat haonaa gavaara na hao saka )aa.
maaSa-la tao ivadoSa kI vyast ija,ndgaI maoM ksakdr vyast hao gayaa )aa ik vah gaaOrva kao faona tk
krnaa jaOsao BaUla cauka )aa. ]sako pScaat kuCok vaYa- yaUM hI baIt gayao )ao. ek idna maaSa-la kao
pta calaa ik ]saka ima~ gaaOrva BaI AmarIka Aakr basa gayaa hO tao ]sao yah saba saunakr bahut
KuSaI BaI hu[-. laoikna gaaOrva AmarIka ko ek kaonao maoM kolaIfaoina-yaa ko rajya maoM )aa tao maaSa-la
FlaaoirDa ko maayaamaI rajya maoM )aa. iktnaI AjaIba baat )aI ik ek hI doSa maoM rhto huyao BaI daonaaoM
ipClao dsa saalaaoM sao ek dUsaro kI Sa@la tk nahIM doK sako )ao. daonaaoM Aapsa maoM ek dUsaro ko
yahaM Aanao kI baat tao krto )ao pr Aanaa iksaI ka BaI nahIM hao saka )aa. tba baad maoM gaaOrva nao
hI Apnaa kaya-Ëma banaayaa )aa. vah Kud hI ApnaI kar sao maaSa-la ko pasa Aayaa )aa. pUro ek
saPtah vah ]sako pasa rhkr Aaja hI laaOTa )aa.
jahaM tk gaaOrva kao yaad hO ` AmarIka maoM maaSa-la sao [sa BaoMT sao pihlao ]sakI AMitma
BaoMT sana\ 1978 maoM tba hu[- )aI ` jaba ik maaSa-la ko ipta ka dohant huAa )aa. Acaanak hI sao
maaSa-la ko ipta kI maR%yau kI Kbar saunakr tba gaaOrva ]sako pasa Aayaa )aa. vah jaanata hO ik
maaSa-la ko ipta kI maR%yau ko pScaat Acaanak sao pirvaar ka saara baaoJa jaOsao maaSa-la ko }pr hI
Aa gayaa )aa. [saka BaI ek hI karNa )aa ik ` tba maaSa-la hI Apnao pirvaar maoM ek Akolaa
eosaa )aa jaao naaOkrI kr rha )aa. baakI ko ]sako Anya Baa[- va bahna yaa tao pZ, rho )ao A)avaa
naaOkiryaaM tlaaSa rho )ao. yaUM BaI pirvaar maoM tMgaI AaOr ABaavaaoM ko idna tao Apnaa pD,ava na jaanao
kba sao Dalao baOzo )ao. maaSa-la ko ipta kI imaSana kI ek CaoTI saI ilaipk kI naaOkrI maoM basa
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gauja,ara tao jaOsao idna hI kT rho )ao. AaOr eosao maoM jaba pirvaar ko mauiKyaa nao BaI (artI kI
dhlaIja, sao ]tr kr dUsarI duinayaaM kI yaa~a ko ilayao saba hI kao Alaivada kh idyaa tao saaro
pirvaar pr jaOsao Aasamaana sao gaaja, hI TUT kr igar pD,I )aI. Gar ko laaogaaoM ko saa)a−saa)a mahllao
ko BaI laaogaaoM maoM kanaafUsaI haonao lagaI )aI. Aba @yaa haogaaÆ pUro dsa laaogaaoM ka pirvaar hO. saba
hI baD,o AaOr yauvaa hOM. Gar kOsao calaogaaÆ ek BaI tao kmaanao vaalaa nahIM hO. pZ,a[-−ilaKa[- tao
Aba samaJa laao baMd hI hao ga[-. dao jaUna kI raoTI hI poT Bar ko Ka laoM ` yahI ganaImat samaJanaa.
ijatnao mauMh )ao ` ]sasao BaI khIM jyaada baatoM )aIM. tba saba kuC saaoca−samaJanao AaOr ivacaarnao ko
pScaat maaSa-la nao Kud hI sao inaNa-ya ilayaa ` kao[- BaI kama krao ` ]sasao pihlao poT ko ilayao dao
raoTI ka p`ban(a haonaa A%yant AavaSyak hO. yaid pZ,naa hI haogaa tao vah baad maoM BaI ApnaI [sa
pZ,a[- kao pUra kr laogaa. vah naaOkrI ZUMZ,nao maoM laga gayaa. Saayad iksmat AcCI )aI ` naaOkrI BaI
imalaI tao sarkarI. ]sakI naaOkrI kao doK ` saaro pirvaar ko rhnao vaalao caohraoM pr raht AaOr
caOna kI raOnak Aa ga[-. AarMBa ko ek dao maah tMgaI AaOr ha)a samaoTkr Kca- krnao maoM kTo `
laoikna baad maoM saba kuC zIk Aanao lagaa. pTrI sao ]trI hu[- Gar kI gaaD,I ` [%maInaana sao pTrI
pr Baaganao lagaI. karNa )aa ik ` maaSa-la kI sarkarI naaOkrI )aI. maaihnao ko AMt maoM imalanao vaalaa
vaotna tao )aa hI ` saa)a hI }prI AamadnaI BaI )aI. nalakUp ivaBaaga maoM kama krnao sao gaaMva AaOr
gaaMva−vaaisayaaoM sao sampk- )aa hI. [sailayao laaogaaoM kao kama pD,ta )aa ` AaOr maaSa-la ]naka kama
krta )aa. Apnao Aap fsala pr gaohUM ` Anaaja ` dalaoM Aaid Gar pr Aa jaatI )aI. maaOsama kI
kao[- BaI fsala haotI yaa fla ` sabjaI Aaid kI BaI icaMta nahIM )aI. tnKah maoM baajaar sao vahI
vastuyaoM KrIdI jaatIM ` jaao gaaMva vaalaaoM ko pasa nahIM )aI. panaI AaOr ibajalaI ka BaI kao[- Saulk
nahIM )aa. ek idna Aayaa ` maaSa-la ko Anya Baa[- AaOr bahnaaoM nao ApnaI pZ,a[- pUrI kI. naaOkiryaaM
imalaI ` ifr baad maoM saba ivavaah krko Apnao−Apnao Gar ko haokr saaro doSa maoM ibaKr gayao. saba
kuC zIk hao gayaa ` pr dUsaraoM kI icaMta ` ]nakI ja$rtoM pUrI krnao maoM ` saba ko Gar basaanao ko
ca@kr maoM maaSa-la ko Gar kI naIMva tk nahIM pD, sakI. jaba [sa baat ka savaala Aayaa tao ]sako
hI Gar ko saba laaogaaoM nao dao TUk ]

pirvaar ko hrok jana ka naama maaoTo AxaraoM maoM Saayad ]sako janma laonao sao pihlao hI ilaK idyaa
gayaa hO. ek baat kao CaoD,kr Anya iksaI BaI baat maoM ]sakI ]pis)ait kao[- maayanao nahIM rKtI
hO. AaOr vah ivaSaoYa baat hO ` ]saka pOsaa. jaba BaI pOsaaoM kI yaa Aitir@t Kca- kI baat saamanao
AatI hO ` ]sako saamanao baD,o hI davao sao ihsaaba rK idyaa jaata hO. yah Gar ` jahaM vah plaa AaOr
baZ,a hO ` ijasakao saMBaalanao maoM ` AaOr hrok kao ya)aas)aana jagah pr baOzanao maoM ]sakI ek ivaSaoYa
BaUimaka rhI hOÂ maaSa-la nao jaba Apnaa s)aana ZUMZ,naa caaha tao ]sao ek r

manauYya ek p`kar sao AÔsaaosa BaI kr laota hO ` laoikna ek hI K,Una ko irSto jaao ek hI maaM ko
poT sao janma laokr banato hOM ` ]nakao saMBaalanao AaOr banaayao rKnao maoM maaisak Baugatana BaI bahut
ja$rI hOÆ iktnaI AjaIba baat hO ik eosao ek hI rMga ko naaja,uk irStaoM kI bauinayaad ]na
kagaja,I naaoTaoM ko Zor pr iTkI hu[- hO ` jaao kBaI BaI ja,ra saI gamaI- pakr Zor hao sakto hOM——
saaocanao hI maa~ sao maaSa-la ko badna ko tar−tar Jana−Janaa gayao.
]prao@t saarI baatoM maaSa-la ko saa)a GaiTt hu[-M tao ]saka samban(a Apnao sagaaoM sao svatÁ
hI TUTta calaa gayaa. Aapsa maoM Aanaa−jaanaa BaI kma hI nahIM bailk ek idna pUrI trh sao baMd
BaI hao gayaa. ]sanao BaI yahI saaocakr santaoYa kr ilayaa ik ` pOsao kI yaarI )aI ` Aapsa kI
baat−caIt ka maa(yama BaI pOsaa hI )aa ` AaOr jaba pOsaa baMd huAa tao na yaarI rhI AaOr naa hI kao[-
samban(a. laaoga [sa saMsaar maoM iksakdr svaa)aI- hOM ` yaa matlabaI ` vah kuC BaI inaNa-ya nahIM kr
saka. laoikna hr samaya yah saaocanao pr AvaSya hI majabaUr hao gayaa ik ` laaoga tao jaIivat rhnaa
caahto hOM ` magar kao[- yaid jaIivat na rhnaa caaho tao , , ,Æ vah iksako
ilayao jaI rha hOÆ Apnao ilayao yaa ifr dUsaraoM ko khnao yaa AadoSa prÆ
[nhIM idnaaoM jaba ]saka ima~ gaaOrva Aayaa AaOr ek saPtah
]sako saa)a rha ` tao daonaaoM nao ApnaI−ApnaI khI. ek−dUsaro kI
saunaI. AtIt kI bahut saI baataoM kao daohrayaa. Apnao−Apnao duK−sauK
kho AaOr saunao. tba ek idna gaaOrva nao ]sako Anya sagao−sambain(ayaaoM sao
BaI maulaakat krnao kI ApnaI [cCa ja,aihr kI tao maaSa-la nao [tnaa hI
kha ik ` vah ]sao ]nako Gar ko saamanao tk CaoD, dogaa ` laoikna vah Kud
nahIM jaayaogaa. na jaanao ka karNa ` Aba ]saka iksaI sao samban(a
kovala naa ko barabar hI hO. 'kao[- maora nahIM ` maOM iksaI ka
nahIM.' maaSa-la ko mauK sao ApnaaoM hI ko ilayao eosao
Sabd saunakr gaaOrva nao AaScaya- sao karNa pUCa
tao maaSa-la baaolaa `
']sako ApnaaoM sao saaro irSto−naato AaOr
saMban(a 'fa^r@laaoja,r' maoM hOM. pihlao ek
baar 'iprIfa^r@laaoja,r' maoM calao gayao )ao `
laoikna ]sakI ek ima~ nao kaoiSaSa
krko ifr sao s)aaipt krvaa idyao
)ao. pr Aba pUrI trh sao
'fa^r@laaoja,r' maoM calao gayao hOM.
ijasa p`kar sao yaid makana ka
'maaoT-gaoja,' tIna maihnaaoM tk
jamaa na krao tao makana
'fa^r@laaoja,r' maoM calaa jaata
hO. yahI hala ]sako
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ApnaaoM sao saaro saMban(aaoM ka BaI hao cauka hO.' maaisak Baugatana ]sanao ikyaa nahIM ` saao Aba saara
kuC baMd hao cauka hO.'
Saama gahratI hu[- jaOsao AitSaIGa` hI rat maoM piriNat hao jaanaa caahtI )aI. saUrja DUba
cauka )aa. JaIla ko iknaaro AaOr ma(ya maoM maClaI pkD,nao ko SaaOkIna BaI lagaBaga jaa cauko )ao.
ifr BaI JaIla ko tT pr ` ekAad pxaI panaI yaa Apnao Baaojana kI tlaaSa maoM ]D,to AaOr baOzto
)ao. dUr ` laMbao AaOr gagana cauMbaI pa[na ko vaRxaaoM sao ivaVut ko p`kaSa kI kmaja,aor riSimayaaM jaOsao
jabarna ApnaI jaalaI baunanao ka p`yaasa krnao lagaI )aIM. gaaOrva nao ek baar Apnao Aasa−pasa ` AaOr
baad maoM caarao trf doKa. ifr ]zkr ApnaI kar tk Aayaa. jaoba sao caabaI inakalaI AaOr
kar kao caalaU krko inaila-Pt Baava sao cala idyaa. jaato huyao ]sako mana maoM ek hI ivacaar
baar−baar kaOM(ao jaa rha )aa——maanava jaIvana iksaka maaohtaja hOÆ dUsaraoM kaÆ ApnaaoM ka yaa
ifr svaMya ka hIÆ
sapnao kI prI
kivata
maOMnao doKa ek sapnaa `
sapnao maoM doKI ek prI `
prI @yaa vah $p )aa
KuiSayaaoM ka `
ijasanao maorI ija,ndgaI KuSahala kI )aI.
maoro saa)a calaI maora ha)a pkD, `
tba na kao[- baat pta calaI )aI `
jaba ha)a CaoD, ga[- vah dUr `
jaOsao ija,ndgaI hI mauJaa- ga[- )aI.
pr maoro vaSa maoM )aa hI @yaa `
vah cand lamhaoM kI hMsaI )aI `
ijasakI K,aitr Aba trsatI hUM `
vah tao ek 'sapnao kI prI' )aI.
—Eau`it Samaa-
iSakaohabaad
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vah
jaao haota hO
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Saraovana kI 39 vaYa- pUvap`kaiSat
khanaI
jaulaa[- 1974
“rMjana gauPta.”
“ maOM tumharo svaBaava maoM samaya sao phlao hI Aayao huyao svaa)aI- ivakar kao doK sahna nahIM kr
sakUMgaa.”
maOM saaocata hUM ik ` yahI ]prao@t dao t)ya maorI k[- vaYa- phlao ilaKI khanaI maoM eosao hOM
ik ijanhoM pZ,kr tumharo qdya maoM basaI hu[- maoro p`it saarI (aarNaayaoM AaOr sahanauBaUit plaTkr
naÔrt kI dhktI hu[- AaOr Saayad kBaI BaI na bauJanao vaalI icaMgaairyaaoM maoM piriNat hao caukI hO.
baat BaI zIk hI hO. maMO maanata hUM ik [na daonaaoM baataoM maoM ek baat iksaI BaI naarI kI p`itYza
AaOr ‘[maoja,’ pr kIcaD, ]Calanao ko ilayao kafI hao saktI hO. ek BaartIya naarI ka jaao kuC
]sako pasa ]sakI (araohr ko $p maoM haota hO ` vah ]saka maana−sammaana hI hO. samaaja ]sakao
tBaI sammaainat kr sakogaa jaba ik ` ]sako hrok jaIvana kI rahaoM pr pD,nao vaalao kdmaaoM maoM
piva~ta AaOr SaalaInata kI mahk AayaogaI. naarI yaUM BaI svaBaava sao kaomala maanaI jaatI hO.
kmaja,aor haotI hO ` AaOr ek pu$Ya sao lagaBaga k[- baataoM maoM kma BaI haotI hO. maMO [na saba baataoM
kao svaIkar krta hUM. maOMnao Apnao jaIvana maoM k[- ivaYayaaoM pr khainayaaM ilaKIM hOM. naarI kI saba
baataoM ` ]sako Aacaar−vyavahar AaOr vyai@t%va ka ek p`kar sao gahna A(yayana ikyaa hO. laoikna
ek baat ibalkula sahI hO ` p`yaaogaa%mak trIko sao Aaja tk maOM iksaI BaI s~I ko spSa- sao vaMicat
hUM.
maorI ilaKI khanaI ko ivaYaya maoM tumakao ASaaok ivaSvaasa nao batayaa ik [sakI ‘)aIma’
tumharo svaBaava AaOr tumharI bahut saI baataoM pr Aa(aairt hO ` AaOr tumanao ivaSvaasa BaI kr ilayaaÆ
@yaaoMik vah tumhara ‘ivaSvaasa’ hO AaOr tumanao ]sa pr baD,I sahjata sao ivaSvaasa BaI kr ilayaa.
tuma ]sakI hrok baat ka ivaSvaasa BaI krtI hao ` yahI tumharI sabasao baD,I kmaja,aorI maorI dRiYT maoM

hO ` jaao mauJakao A@sar hI kBaI BaI na inaklanao vaalaI faMsa ko samaana cauBatI rhtI hO. maoro phlao
hI sao manaa kr donao ko pScaat BaI ` tumanao ]sakI khI hu[- baat ka ivaSvaasa kr ilayaa ik jaao
kuC vah tumhoM maoro baaro maoM batata hO ` vah Sat\−p`itSat\ sahI hI haota hO. ]sako k)ana nao tumakao
eosaa ivaSvaasa do idyaa ik ijasakI bajah sao maoro p`it tumhara saara ivaSvaasa hI TUT gayaa. [sa
p`kar ik ]sakI [sa hrkt nao maoro AaOr tumharo p`it baM(aI hu[- ivaSvaasa kI majabaUt jaMjaIr hI
taoD, dI. eosaI jaMjaIr jaao ipClao k[- vaYaao-M sao ATUT )aI. ]sanao eosaa tuma sao @yaaoM kha ` yao BaI maOM
AcCI trh sao jaanata hI nahIM bailk baKUbaI samaJata BaI hUM. maoro #yaala maoM vah saundiryaaoM kI
BaID, maoM maRt hao jaata hO. sad- laaSa ko samaana. eosaa ik `ijasakao caaho ` jaOsaa BaI ` ijasa trf sao
]laT−pulaT sakto hao. ifr ]sasao kuC BaI ]galavaa sakto hao. ivaSvaasa ko k)ana nao tumharo
qdya AaOr maistYk maoM yao baat [tnaI AcCI trh sao Dala dI hO ik tuma Aba sacamauca maoM mauJakao
tucC samaJanao lagaI hao. laoikna sa%yata @yaa hO ` yao tao kovala maOM jaanata hUM AaOr maora ivaSvaasa.
AaOr maOMnao BaI yao p`Na Apnao Aap sao kr ilayaa hO ik kBaI BaI ApnaI jaubaana sao tumakao [sa sa%ya
sao vaaikf nahIM haonao dUMgaa. ijasa pr tuma ivaSvaasa krnao lagaI hao ` ]saI sao ek baar ifr pUC
saktI hao. jaba vaastivakta AaOr ya)aa)a- daonaaoM ka imaiEat samanvaya tumharo saamanao saccaa[- kao
laokr p`gaT haogaa ` tba hI tumharI AaMKoM svaMya Kula jaayaoMgaI. tba tumakao ApnaI galatI ` Apnao
ivacaaraoM AaOr Apnao ilayao gayao inaNa-yaaoM ko baaro maoM ehsaasa hao jaayaogaa. tba hI tuma jaanaaogaI ik vao
iktnao sahI AaOr iktnao galat hOM.
[sa baaro maoM jaba mauJakao rahula nao batayaa ik tuma mauJasao iktnaa Ai(ak naaraja, hao `
AaOr mauJasao baat BaI nahIM krnaa caahtI hao ` tba naa tao tuma pr mauJao Ëao(a Aayaa AaOr naa hI kao[-
malaala. maOMnao saaoca ilayaa )aa ik Aba tumakao mauJasao vaastva maoM naÔrt hao ga[- hO. [tnaI Ai(ak
ik tuma maorI Sa@la BaI nahIM doKnaa caahtI hao. [tnaa saaocato hI maoro mana maoM ]sa khanaI kI vah
smaRit BaI ek baar ifr sao ]Bar Aa[- ijasamaoM naaiyaka kao naayak sao sacamauca naÔrt hao jaatI
hO. kBaI−kBaI saaocata hUM ik tuma eosaI naadana BaI nahIM hao. baccaa BaI nahIM hao. ek saulaJao huyao
#yaalaaoM kI laD,kI hao. ifr kOsao tumanao ]sa khanaI kao pZ,kr ivaSvaasa kr ilayaa ik vah tuma
pr Aa(aairt hao. ]sa khanaI ka naayak ` naaiyaka ka cair~−ica~Na t)aa pa~aoM ka jaao ica~Na
maOMnao idKayaa hO ` ]saka ek BaI ihssaa tumharI ipClaI ija,ndgaI kI iksaI BaI saccaa[- kao nahIM
dSaa-to hOM. kuC BaI tao tumharo jaIvana kI GaTnaa sao nahIM imalata hO. ifr kOsao tumanao yah ivaSvaasa
kr ilayaa ik ]sakI pRYzBaUima tuma pr Aa(aairt hO. khanaI tumanao pZ,I hO. maoro ivaYaya maoM AaOr
mauJakao BaI tuma jaanatI hao. yaid nahIM jaanatI hao tao maOM bata rha hUM⎯maOM kBaI BaI naa tao tumharo
$p ka dIvaanaa )aa AaOr naa hI maorI inayait maoM tumharo p`it kao[- KaoT BaI Aa[- )aI. maOMnao kBaI
BaI tumakao ek saamaanya laD,kI AaOr ApnaI ima~ sao Ai(ak mah%va nahIM idyaa hO. maorI Aadt hO
ik maOM fUlaaoM ko Zor kao nahIM ` bailk ek fUla hI caahta hUM. ek camana sao dao fUla taoD,nao ka maOM
AadI nahIM hUM. AaOr ijasa fUla kao maOM caahta )aa ` vah tkdIr ko Kola maoM na jaanao kba ka
kaOsaanaI kI GaaiTyaaoM maoM raK, ka fUla banakr ibaK,r cauka hO. maOMnao kBaI BaI tumakao Pyaar−BarI
naja,raoM sao nahIM doKa hO. karNa ` tuma BaI spYT jaanatI haogaI. Agar eosaa kBaI tumanao xaNa Bar
kao saaocaa BaI hao yaa Anaumaana hI lagaayaa hao tao ]sakao maOM tumharI ek galatÔhmaI AaOr inaNa-ya
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laonao maoM kmaI hI samaJaUMgaa. Saayad tuma nahIM samaJa sakaogaI ik tumharI [sa maUkta AaOr svaMya galat
inaNa-ya laonao ko vyavahar nao ` tuma maoro saa)a jaao vyavahar kr rhI hao ` ]sako karNa maoro qdya kao
iktnaI xait hu[- hO ` AaOr zosa phuMcaI hO ` vah maOM hI jaanata hUM. tumanao saaoca ilayaa AaOr K,amaaoSa
hao ga[-. saa)a hI maoro p`it iktnao galat #yaala tumanao Apnao mana maoM basaayao haoMgao ` maOM saaoca kr hI
proSaana hao jaata hUM. baar−baar jaba saaocata hUM tao kBaI Ëao(a AaOr kBaI inaraSaa ko karNa
Sala)a haokr baOz jaata hUM. tuma nahIM jaanatI hao ik ` laoKk laaoga iksakdr Baavauk AaOr kaomala
qdya ko haoto hOM. AaOr tumanao jaao mana maoM Aayaa vah saaoca ilayaa AaOr kr Dalaa. KOr ` yao tao
tumhara inajaI inaNa-ya hO. maOM kuC BaI nahIM kh sakta hUM. maOMnao tao K,amaaoSa rhnaa AaOr ddao-M kao
sahnaa saIK hI ilayaa hO. Zor saarI imalanao vaalaI KuiSayaaoM kI tao kBaI klpnaa BaI nahIM kr pata
hUM. Saayad maorI dd- BarI ` naIrsa AaOr maaima-k khainayaaoM ko karNa hI iva(aata nao mauJao klama
calaanaa BaI isaKa idyaa hO. maorI trh jaao BaI manauYya haogaa ` vah A%yant hI Baavauk BaI haogaa.
dd- AaOr duKaoM sao Bara huAa. ]sako qdya maoM kovala duK ko GaavaaoM ko Aitir@t kuC nahIM
imalaogaa. ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM p`tIxaa ` haozaoM pr Pyaasa ` caohro pr malaala AaOr dd- sao BarI ivavaSata `
]sako jaIvana sao icapkI hu[- ]sakI AnakhI dastaM ⎯basa ` yahI saba kuC mauJamaoM AaOr maoro jaOsao
yauvak maoM BaI imalaogaa.
maOM kOsaa hUMÆ jaOsaa BaI hUM ` eosaa hI hUM. Apnao Aasa−pasa AaOr piricataoM t)aa kaomala
mana ko laaogaaoM kI BaavanaaAaoM ka iktnaa Ai(ak #yaala rKta hUM ` yah maOM jaanata hUM AaOr maora
AÔsaaosa ka maara idla. [saI baat sao tumharo ivaYaya maoM vah baat BaI yaad Aa ga[- jaao kBaI iksaI
nao mauJasao tumharo ivaYaya maoM khI )aI. ]sakI ]sa baat maoM iktnaa Ai(ak svaa)a- AaOr laalaca ka
saur Bara huAa )aa ik ` ijasao saunakr maora santulana hI Dgamagaa gayaa )aa. tba ]sasao Ëaoi(at haoto
huya maOMnao kha )aa ik ` ‘tuma @yaa samaJato hao maihma ` maOM [na baataoM kao mahja maja,ak maoM hI ]D,a
dUMgaa. maOM gaMBaIrta sao kh rha hUM ` tuma yah mat BaUlaao ik tumharo samaaja AaOr maorI saaosaayaTI maoM
[tnao Ai(ak fasalao hOM ik ijanhoM naa tao tuma pUra kr sakto hao ` AaOr ijanhoM taoD,nao ko ilayao vah
hI saaoca saktI hO. tumhoM yah AcCI trh sao jaana laonaa caaihyao ik tumharo saaro saamaaijak ]saUlaaoM
kao jamaa krnao ko baad BaI Pyaar ko gaIt nahIM gaayao jaa sakto hOM. yaid maMjaao tumasao ‘ÍOMk’ haokr
baD,I laaprvaahI sao baat kr laotI hO tao [saka matlaba yah nahIM ik vah tumharo jaala maoM fMsa
caukI hO. AcCI trh sao saaoca laao ik Agar kBaI tumanao BaUlao sao BaI [sa camana sao maMjaaoM tao @yaa
hI ` iksaI BaI fUla kao taoD,nao yaa ]sa pr baurI inayat ka [rada rKa tao yah mat BaUlanaa ik maOM
kovala caup baOza rhUMgaa.’ AaOr ]sa idna ko baad sao maOMnao doKa )aa ik ` maihma sada ko ilayao eosaa
caup hao cauka )aa jaOsao ik barsaat ko pScaat ppIha maUk hao jaata hO. tuma [sa trh kI bahut
saI baataoM kao nahIM jaanatI hao. maOM batanaa BaI nahIM caahta hUM. ifr batanao sao laaBa BaI @yaaÆ jaao
hao gayaa ` saao hao gayaa. tumharo saa)a sao laaBa BaI @yaa. pICo mauD, kr doKnao sao BaI kao[- A)a- nahIM
hO. yaUM BaI jaIvana maoM kao[- BaI naa tao iksaI ko saa)a Aata hO AaOr naa hI jaata hO. saba hI
Akolao Aayao hOM AaOr Akolao jaayaoMgao BaI. manauYya ko saMsaar sao calao jaanao ko baad ifr kuC BaI
nahIM rh jaata hO. kovala kuC smaRityaaM AaOr ]sako ikyao gayao kayaaoo-M ka daohranaa Bar.
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gaaMva —
pihlao yahaM Apnaa gaaMva )aa `
AaOr gaulamaaohr kI )aI CaMva.
Aba kaoyailayaa kI kUk BaI nahIM `
basa kaOAaoM kI hO kaMva−kaMva.
—jao,lada AkolaI
vah gaaMva )aa
vah gaaMva )aa yah Sahr hO `
ifr BaI vahaM ApnaI kao[- baat tao )aI.
vahaM gailayaaM )aIM ` yahaM saD,koM hOM `
taOBaI vahaM ApnaI Dgar tao )aI.
vahaM jaao kh idyaa vah hao gayaa `
yahaM kI trh Agar−magar tao na )aI.
yahaM pD,aOsaI hOM taOBaI nahIM baaolato `
vahaM gaOraoM jaOsaI baat tao na )aI.
yahaM tao saba hI vaogaanao−gaOr sao hOM `
vahaM ApnaaoM jaOsaI baat tao )aI.
vahaM jaOsaa BaI )aa salaama tao )aa `
yahaM kI trh 'haya' tao na )aI.
— rcanaa esa isaMh
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\\
smaRityaaoM
ko
kaiÔlao
û
Saraovana
sana\
\ 1974 —
vaYaao-M pihlao ` lagaBaga 28 saala pihlao kI vah GaTnaa ijasakI smaRityaaM mauJao Aaja BaI
iJaMJaaoD,kr rK dotI hOM ` nahIM BaUla payaa hUM. sana\ 1974 maoM kumaaM} maMDla kI phaiD,yaaoM pr
ga`IYmakalaIna Cui+yaaM ibatato samaya yaUM hI tba ek phaD,I ima~ sao ima~ta hao ga[- )aI. haMlaaik ` maOM
kovala dao saPtah ko ilayao hI vahaM gayaa huAa )aa pr ` [na dao saPtahaoM ko pihlao hI saPtah maoM
hmaarI ima~ta [sakdr GainaYT hao caukI )aI ik hma hr raoja, hI imalaa krto )ao. saa)a−saa)a
phaD,aoM pr GaUmato ` saa)a Kato ` AaOr kaOsaanaI ko saundr p`akRitk dRSyaaoM ka Aanand laoto )ao.
haMlaaik ` maorI Aaor sao yah ima~ta kovala xaiNak AaOr saamaiyak hI )aI. saaocata )aa ik jaba tk
maOM yahaM pr hUM ` hma ima~ hOM ` jaba maOM yahaM sao calaa jaa}Mgaa tao saba kuC ApnaI jagah pr pihlao hI
ko samaana Aakr is)ar hao jaayaogaa. maOM khaM AaOr vah khaM Æ saba kuC xaiNak hO ` samaya ko saa)a
hO ` AaOr jaba samaya badlaogaa ` s)aana BaI badlaoMgao ` daonaaoM ek−dUsaro kao BaUla jaayaoMgao. ifr kaOna
iksakao jaanaogaaÆ eosaI hI (aarNaaAaoM ko saa)a maOM ApnaI phaD, kI Cui+yaaM ibata rha )aa. yauvaa
]ma` ` laaprvaa #yaala ` hrok baat sao baoifË hmaarI saaoca ` kuC saunaa ` AaOr kuC nahIM saunaa BaI `
ija(ar doKa AaOr AcCa lagaa tao ](ar hI cala idyao——mauJao iksakI icanta )aI.
ek idna maoro ima~ nao mauJasao imalanao ka ek ivaSaoYa s)aana AaOr samaya idyaa. saa)a hI
yah BaI kha ik hma daonaaoM daophr ka Kanaa BaI saa)a−saa)a baOzkr hI KayaoMgao. mauJao daophr ko
Baaojana ka kao[- BaI p`ban(a BaI nahIM krnaa )aa. Baaojana kao BaI ]sao hI banaakr laanaa )aa. tba maOM
inaiScat samaya pr ya)aas)aana samaya pr vahIM phuMca gayaa. vah iksaI puranao ihndU maMidr ko TUTo huyao
AvaSaoYa )ao. laoikna ifr BaI vahaM pr ]samaoM Aas)aa rKnaovaalao iksaka dSa-na krnao AaOr fUla
rKnao Aato )ao ` mauJao [sasao kao[- BaI saraokar AaOr $ica nahIM )aI. maOM vahaM phuMcaa ` sarsarI inagaahaoM
sao Apnao ima~ kao ZUMZ,nao kI caoYTa kI. Aasa−pasa ` saba trf dRiYT Gaumaa[- ` mauJao maora ima~ khIM
nahIM idKa[- idyaa. vahaM TUTo huyao KMDraoM ko caarao trf laaogaaoM kI BaID, tao idKI ` pr mauJao maora
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ima~ khIM BaI nahIM idKa[- idyaa. nahIM imalaa tao maOMnao saaocaa ik prdosa maoM prdosaI Apnaa kOsao hao
sakta hO. Saayad maOM hI (aaoKa Ka cauka hUM. AaOr yah BaI hao sakta hO ik ]sao kao[- kama Aa
pD,a hao. Aanao maoM dor BaI hao saktI hO. ]na idnaaoM faona kI eosaI vyavas)aa BaI nahIM )aI ` jaOsao ik
Aaja hO. maOM kuC BaI pta nahIM kr saka. ifr kuCok xaNa maOMnao ApnaI dRiYT laaogaaoM kI BaID, maoM
ifr sao Gaumaa[- ` jaba kuC BaI nahIM imalaa tao maOM baad maoM TUTo mana sao vaapsa hao ilayaa ` AaOr Apnaa
kOmara laokr vahIM naIcao GaaiTyaaoM maoM [zlaato huyao laaprvaa baadlaaoM kI tsvaIroM kOd krnao lagaa. tba
tsvaIroM ]tarto huyao mauJao kafI dor hao ga[-. lagaBaga dao GaMTo yaUM hI jaOsao baomatlaba AavaargaI krto
huyao baIt gayao. mauJao BaUK lagaI tao maOM vaapsa laaOTkr jaanao lagaa. saaocaa )aa ik iksaI jagah BaI
haoTla yaa rostraM maoM baOzkr Kanaa Ka}Mgaa ` tba vaapsa Dak baMgalao laaOTUMgaa. tba vaapsa calato
huyao mauJao sahsaa hI Apnao ima~ ka #yaala Aayaa tao maoro kdma ek baar ifr ]sa maMidr ko TUTo
huyao KMDraoM kI trf mauD, gayao. Aba tk idna ko tIna baja rho )ao. [sa baIca dao−ek baar
baairSa BaI hao caukI )aI. maMidr ko caarao trf Ca[- hu[- pya-TkaoM kI BaID, BaI kafI hd tk
kma hao caukI )aI. maoro kdma ]saI s)aana pr jaakr izzk gayao ` jahaM pr mauJao Aanao ko ilayao
batayaa gayaa )aa. maOM doKkr Acaanak hI sakto maoM Aa gayaa——vah ibalkula Apnao batayao huyao
s)aana pr ipClao tIna GaMTaoM sao maoro Aanao kI p`tIxaa kr rhI )aI. baairSa maoM ]sako isar ko laMbao
baala BaIga kr ]sako caohro sao icapk gayao )ao. saa)a hI iTifna maoM rKa huAa Kanaa ` jaOsao mauJasao
hjaaraoM savaala ikyao jaa rha )aa. ApnaI BaUla AaOr laaprvaahI ko baaro maoM saaocakr maora isar Kud
hI lajjaa sao naIcao Jauk gayaa.
ja,ra saaoicayao ik ` ]prao@t khanaI tao maa~ ek GaTnaa hO ` laoikna @yaa prmaoSvar
hmaarI [saI trh sao Apnao batayao huyao s)aana pr hmaaro Aanao kI p`tIxaa nahIM ikyaa krta hOÆ hma
]sao ZUMZ,to BaI hOM tao galat s)aanaaoM pr. yaSaayaah 45Á19 maoM yahaovaa prmaoSvar khta hO ik ` 'maOMnao
nahIM kha hO ` mauJao vya)a- ³saunasaana´ s)aanaaoM maoM ZUMZ,aoM.' jaba eosaa hO tao ifr @yaaoM hma ]sao ZUMZ,nao maoM
kiznaa[- pato hOM yaa ifr ]sao galat s)aanaaoM maoM ZUMZ,to hOMÆ sacamauca maoM prmaoSvar kao panao ko ilayao
kovala tIna hI ivaSaoYa s)aana hOM. phlaa ]saka vacana ` dUsara ApnaI p`a)a-naaAaoM maoM ` AaOr tIsarI
]sakI vah piva~ Aa%maa jaao hma AaOr Aap maoM rhtI hO ³1 kuirin)ayaaoM 6Á19´. p`oirtaoM ko kama
ko A(yaaya 7Á48 maoM vacana nao kha hO ik ` ' prmap`(aana ha)a ko banaae GaraoM maoM nahIM rhta , , ,.'
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baa[bala kI
laD,a[yaaM
yaid [sa BaUima pr rajya krnaovaalao tmaama SaaSakaMo ` ` rajaaAaoM ` ` nabaabaaoM AaOr taktvar
t
SaMhnaSaaAaoM kao ek saa)a a laokr ]nako rajyaaoM AaOr laD,a[MyaaoM pr gaaOr ikyaa jaayao ` ` AaOr laD,a[MyaaoM maoM BaI
ivaSaoYakr ibabalaIkla BaUima kI r@trMijat laaKaoM yahUidyaaoM AaOr pilaSityaaoM ko KUna sao tr ja,maIna pr
ek dRiYT DalaI D
jaayao tao baa[bala kI [sa eoithaisak ja,maIna nao ApnaI p`itsp(aa
aa-
- ` ` Apnao Aa%masammaana `
`
Apnao yahaovaa kI I EaRwa
AaOr pilaiStyaaoM ko dovataAaoM ko bacaava AaOr ApnaI Kud kI rxaa maoM ijatnaI BaI
laD,a[yaaM laD,I hOM ]namaoM mau#yatÁ knaanaI I ` ` pilaStI p
` ` [sa`aelaI ` ` AsaIiryana ` ` ga`Ik ` ` baobaIlaaoinayana AaOr
raoimayaaoM ka naama pihlao iganaa jaata hO. Aaja BaI yaid [saàela kI BaUima kao jaakr doKa jaayao tao vahaM
kI piva~ BaUima sao bahadur AaOr inadao-
-Ya yahUidyaaoM ko KUnaaoM ko inaSaanaaoM naaoM kao ifr sao baramad ikyaa jaa
sakta hO. raoimayaaoM ko k+r AaOr naRSaMsa KUnaI A%yaacaaraoM kI khainayaaoM kao caPpo−caPpo sao baTaora jaa
sakta hO. klavarI kI KaopD,Inaumaa phaD,I sao inadao-
-Ya yaISau kI h%yaa kao ifr sao yaad ikyaa jaa sakta
hO. yaISau masaIh ko janma sao pihlao ` ` lagaBaga 2000 saalaaoM sao BaI Ai(ak ` ` plastIna kI yah (artI ` ` ek
p`kar sao ma(ya ka vah rasta )aa ijasa pr yaUraop AaOr AÍIikyaaoM ko kaiÔlao Apnao laalaca maoM [sa
maoDIToiryana saagar ko pUvaI-
- xao~ pr Apnaa Ai(akar AaOr r vaca-
-sya kayama krnao ko ilayao AaËmaNa krto
rho AaOr inadao-
-YaaoM ka KUna caUsato rho. Aaja yahI xao~ ijasao [sa`aela rajya ko naama sao jaanaa jaata hO ` `
AaOr jaao Apnaa rajya s)aaipt krnao ko ilayao (aaima-
-k AaOr A(aaima-
-k daonaaoM hI trIko sao naanaa p`kar kI
prIxaaAaoM maoM sao gauja,ra AaOr ijasanao Apnaa pUra maUlya Ada ikyaa hO ` ` ]sanao ijatnaI BaI laD,a[Myaa laD,I hOM ` `
hma Ëmavaar ]naka hI vaNa-
-na kroMgao.
nagar eo kI laD,a[-
- —
yaakUba ko baarhvaoM gaao~ ³yaUsauf´ ko imasa` tk phuMcaayao jaanao AaOr baad maoM ]sako
p`(aanamaM~I bananao ` yaakUba ko Apnao saMpUNa- pirvaar ` Anya gyaarh pu~aoM ` bahuAaoM ` baIibayaaoM Aaid ko
basanao t)aa samast [sa`aeilayaaoM ko Wara imasa` kI dasata ko 400 kD,o vaYaao-M kI yaatnaaAaoM ko saa)a
` vahaM sao yahaovaa prmaoSvar ko Wara Apnao Ba@t maUsaa ko naotR%va maoM 40 vaYaao-M kI kizna jaMgalaaoM kI
saja,a ko baad jaba [sa`aeilayaaoM kI dUsarI vaMSaavalaI yad-na nadI ko par krnao sao pihlao maaoAaba doSa
maoM phuMcaI )aI tba tk pUro 440 vaYa- hao cauko )ao. khnao ka ta%paya- hO ik [sa`aeilayaaoM kI phlaI
vaMSaavalaI vah )aI jaao imasa` kI gaulaamaI ko 400 vaYaao-M ko baad CuD,a[- ga[- )aI. yah phlaI
vaMSaavalaI BaI yad-na ko par maaoAaba doSa ` jaao vat-maana ka jaa^D-na doSa hO ` maoM phuMcaI )aI pr ` yahaovaa
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prmaoSvar kI Aa&aAaoM ko na maananao ko karNa [nhoM ek p`kar Anya 40 vaYaao-M ko jaMgalaaoM maoM rhnao
kI kD,I saja,a yahaovaa kI trf sao dI ga[- )aI. [sa saja,a ko panao vaalaaoM maoM nabaI maUsaa ko saa)a
]saka Baa[- jaao laoivayaaoM ka phlaa mahayaajak )aa ` maUsaa kI bahna mairyama ` vao laaoga )ao jaao vaacaa
ko doSa maoM kdma tk nahIM rK sako )ao. phlaI vaMSaavalaI maoM sao kovala dao vyai@t ` yahaoSaU AaOr
kalaoba hI vaacaa ko doSa maoM jaa sako )ao. baakI jaao [sa`aelaI phuMcao )ao vao saba dUsarI vaMSaavalaI ko
)ao ` jaao jaMgala maoM ]%pnna huyao AaOr vahIM 40 vaYaao-M tk rho )ao.
[sa p`kar sao jaba yahaoSaU ko naotR%va maoM [sa`aelaI knaana doSa maoM phuMcao )ao ` vah samaya AaOr
tarIK baa[bala ko ihsaaba sao 1400 baIº saIº ka )aa. [saI samaya pr yahaoSaU nao eo nagar pr
AaËmaNa ikyaa )aa. puranaI baa[bala maoM jaao BaI laD,a[Myaa laD,I ga[- hOM ` ]naka samayakala 1400
baIº saIº sao laokr ` e nagar kI laD,a[- sao laokr masaada tk eº DIº 73 tk ` raoimayaaoM ko Wara
[sa`aeilayaaoM ko Wara ikyao gayao ivad`aoh kao dbaanao tk 20 laD,a[MyaaoM ka vaNa-na baa[bala krtI hO.
baa[bala ko ihsaaba sao 1400 baIº saIº sao nagar eo kI laD,a[- sao laokr eº DIº 73 tk masaada maoM hu[-
raoimayaaoM ko saa)a [ba`I laD,a[- tk kula 20 yauwaoM ka byaaOra imalata hO. [namaoM sabasao phlaI laD,a[- yarIhao maoM ivajaya
p`aPt krnao ko pScaat eo nagar kI hO. ijasamaoM yahUidyaaoM nao Apnao (aaima-k naota yahaoSaU ko inado-Sana maoM baIº saIº 1407
maoM [sa nagar kao laonao ko ilayao yauw ikyaa )aa. [sako pScaat jaba [sa`aelaI rajaaAaoM ka calana AarMBa huAa tao
ibanyaamaInaI vaMSa ka sabasao pihlaa rajaa Saa}la nao baIº saIº 1040 maoM pilaiStyaaoM ko iva$w imakmaaXa maoM baotola ko
pasa ApnaI phlaI laD,a[- jaItI. rajaa Saa}la ko marnao ko pScaat yahUda vaMSa ka saup`isaw mahana [sa`aelaI rajaa
da}d nao yabaUisayaaoM kao hrakr ya$Salaoma kao Apnao Ai(akar maoM ilayaa ` AaOr saa)a hI yahUda p`doSa kao saa)a imalaakr
ek baD,o [sa`aelaI rajya kao s)aaipt ikyaa. baad maoM [mmaa}sa kI laD,a[- baIº saIº 165 maoM ` baotja,r kI laD,a[- baIº
saIº 164 maoM ` AsaIiryaaoM ko saa)a baIº saIº 701 maoM ` baobaIlaaoinayana ko saa)a hu[- laD,a[- baIº saIº 586 maoM t)aa AMt
masaada tk sana\ 73 tk raoimayaaoM ko saa)a lagaBaga 1500 vaYaao-M kI yaatnaaAaoM AaOr laD,a[MyaaoM ka ivavarNa hO.
baa[bala ko puranao inayama kI pustk yahaoSaU ko 6 ` 7 AaOr 8 maoM [sa eo nagar kI laD,a[-
ka saMpUNa- ivavarNa pZ,a jaa sakta hO. CTvaoM A(yaaya maoM yarIhao nagar kI Sahrpnaah jaao ek gaZ,
ko samaana )aI kao prmaoSvar kI trf sao ek ivaSaoYa AlaaOikk trh sao taoD,a gayaa )aa. dIvaar ko
TUTnao ko pScaat jaba [sa`aelaI Andr Sahr maoM p`ivaYT hao cauko )ao tba ]nhaoMnao ]sa Sahr kao lao
ilayaa )aa. laoikna prmaoSvar ka kD,a AadoSa )aa ik kao[- BaI [sa`aelaI ]sa nagar sao Ap-Na kI
hu[- vastu kao laUT kr Apnao saa)a nahIM laayaogaa. laoikna ]namaoM sao ek jana ijasaka naama Aakana
)aa ` AaOr jaao yahUda gaao~ ka ` ja,orhvaMSaI jabdI ka paota AaOr kmmaI- ka pu~ )aa ` nao yah baat
nahIM maanaI. vah Apnao saa)a ApNa- kI hu[- vastuAaoM maoM sao iXanaar doSa ka ek saundr AaoZ,naa ` dao
saaO Xaokola caaMdI AaOr pcaasa Xaokola saaonao kI ek [-MT Apnao saa)a caupcaap sao lao Aayaa. ]sanao
yah saarI vastuyaoM Apnao Doro maoM ima+I maoM dbaa dIM. iksaI kao nahIM maalauma huAa ` pr yahaovaa
prmaoSvar jaao sava-vyaapI hO ` ]sakao yah baat bahut baurI lagaI AaOr ]saka Ëao(a BaD,k ]za.
dUsaro idna jaba yahaoSaU nao Apnao saOinakaoM kao eo nagar kao laonao ko ilayao Baojaa tao ]saka
ivaSvaasa )aa ik prmaoSvar jaao saOnaaAaoM ka prmaoSvar hO vah BaI laD,a[- maoM saa)a haogaa. saa)a hI eo
nagar maoM kovala )aaoD,o sao hI laaoga hOM ` [sailayao saarI saonaa kao vahaM jaanao kI AavaSyakta nahIM hO `
kovala dao yaa tIna hjaar saOinak jaakr ]sa pr ivajaya p`aPt kr sakto hOM. tba eosaa hI ikyaa
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gayaa ` AaOr kovala tIna hjaar pu$Ya hI vahaM gayao ` prntu eo ko rhnaovaalaaoM ko saamanao sao Dr kr
Baaga gayao. saa)a hI eo nagar ko laaogaaoM nao kao[- 36 [sa`aelaI saOinakaoM kao maar Dalaa. AaOr Apnao
faTk sao XabaarIma tk ]naka pICa krto huyao ]tra[- tk ]nhoM maarto gayao. ApnaI har
doKkr yahaoSaU nao Apnao vas~ faD,o AaOr TaT ibaCakr ` yahaovaa ko sandUk ko saamanao isar Jaukakr
ja,maIna pr hI Anya vaRw laaogaaoM ko saa)a saaMJa tk saba pD,o huyao duK manaato rho. yahaoSaU samaJa
cauka )aa ik laD,a[- ko samaya yahaovaa ]nako saa)a maOdana maoM nahIM )aa. [sako baad yahaovaa nao [sa
har ka karNa yahaoSaU kao batayaa tao ifr yahaoSaU nao [sakI jaaMca kI. jaaMca ko daOrana Aakana
ka pap saamanao Aayaa tao vyavas)aa ko Anausaar Aakana ` ]sako baoTo−baoiTyaaoM ` ]sako saaro baOlaaoM `
gadhaoM ` AaOr BaoD,−bakiryaaoM AaOr ]sako Doro Aaid kao ` jaao kuC ]saka )aa ` Akaor kI tra[- maoM
lao jaakr samaaPt kr idyaa AaOr ]sako ]sakao t)aa ]sako samaUcao pirvaar kao p%)arvaah krko
maar Dalaa.
]sako pScaat ` yahaoSaU nao daobaara eo nagar pr caZ,a[- kI AaOr ]sa pr baD,I AasaanaI sao
ivajaya p`aPt kr laI. eo nagar ko rajaa ko Sava kao saaMJa tk vaRxa pr laTka rKa. Saama ko
DUbato hI ]sakI laao)a ]tarkr nagar ko faTk ko saamanao Dala dI AaOr ]sa pr p%)araoM ka baD,a
Zor lagaa idyaa. [sa p`kar sao imasa` kI dasata sao inaklanao ko baad ` vaacaa ko doSa knaana maoM Aanao
ko saa)a hI [iba`yaaoM kI yah phlaI laD,a[- )aI ` ijasamaoM laaKaoM laaogaaoM maoM sao kovala ek ko pap ko
karNa [ba`I har cauko )ao. ifr saba kuC zIk hao jaanao ko baad yahaoSaU saaro [sa`aeilayaaoM kao
ebaala pva-t pr lao gayaa. vahaM pr ]sanao yahaovaa ko ilayao samaUcao p%)araoM kI ek vaodI banaa[- AaOr
]sa pr haomabaila t)aa maolabaila caZ,ayao ` AaOr maUsaa kI vyavas)aa ko saaro inayama AaOr Aa&ayaoM
[sa`aeilayaaoM kao pZ,kr saunaa[-M.
bahut hI spYT )aa ik yahaovaa prmaoSvar ka Anauga`h panao ko ilayao ]sakI vyavas)aa ka
palana——laoikna yah iktnao duK kI baat hO ik saba kuC jaanato AaOr samaJato huyao BaI prmaoSvar
ko caunao huyao laaoga [saka AnausarNa samaya−samaya pr nahIM kr sako.
ºººSaoYa Agalao AMk maoM.
caIMiTyaaM
caIiTyaaoM kao baaolanaa nahIM Aata `
kovala krnaa Aata hO vah saba `
jaao hmaoM krnaa caaihyao `
pr krto nahIM hOM `
pirEama.
——AaSaa Saraovana
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h%yaara
khanaI
'p`yaasa' ihndI masaIhI pi~ka ko
saaOjanya sao
janavarI kI sad- rat )aI. Amaavasa ka An(aora caaraoM Aaor fOlaa huAa )aa. rat ko
krIba ek bajao ka samaya )aa. zMD ko p`kaop sao bacanao ko ilayao laaoga Apnao−Apnao GaraoM maoM gamarjaa[MyaaoM
maoM ilapTo saao rho )ao. zMD eosaI )aI ik galaI ko ku

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rakoSa ek maohnatI [Msaana )aa. vah Sahr kI ek fO@TrI maoM kama krnao lagaa. kuC
vaYaao-M maoM ]sanao SaIlaa sao ivavaah krko Apnaa Gar basaa ilayaa. Aba vah bahut KuSa )aa. yah
]saka Apnaa saMsaar )aa ` jahaM vah $K,I−saUK,I Kakr sauK−caOna sao rh rha )aa. prntu Saayad
Baagya kao kuC AaOr hI maMjaUr )aa. ijasa fO@TrI maoM vah kama krta )aa ` vah Acaanak baMd hao
ga[-. ]sakI AamadnaI baMd hao ga[-. Aba vah @yaa kroÆ khaM jaayaoÆ ]sako Kanao ko BaI laalao
pD, gayao. Gar ka ikrayaa na do saknao kI halat maoM ]sako makana maailak nao ]saka saara saamaana
jabt kr ilayaa ` AaOr ]sao Gar sao inakala idyaa. Aba vah ApnaI p%naI AaOr CaoTI saI baccaI kao
laokr khaM jaayaoÆ vah tao kovala ek hI pta−izkanaa jaanata )aa. AaOr vah )aa ]saka Apnaa
gaaMva. vah Apnao pirvaar ko saa)a Apnao ipta ko pasa yah saaocakr SarNa laonao phuMcaa ik Saayad
]sako ipta kao ]sa AaOr ]sako pirvaar pr trsa Aa jaayao. prntu ]sako ipta nao i(a@karto
huyao ]sao ifr Gar sao inakala idyaa. isar pr Ct nahIM ` poT maoM Anna nahIM ` ]sakI p%naI yah
halat sahna nahIM kr pa[-. ]sanao Apnao maayako jaanao ka fOsalaa ikyaa ` prntu rakoSa [sasao
sahmat nahIM )aa. prntu SaIlaa rakoSa kI [cCa ko iva$w yah khto huyao ApnaI maaM ko Gar calaI
ga[- ik jaba tuma Apnao pirvaar ka paoYaNa krnao laayak hao jaaAao tba mauJao baulaa laonaa.
rakoSa gahro sadmaoM maoM )aa. ]sakI maaM ]sao saMsaar maoM Akolaa CaoD,kr calaI ga[- )aI.
]sako ipta nao BaI ]sao %yaaga idyaa )aa. ]saka Pyaara saa saMsaar ` ]saka Apnaa pirvaar TUT
gayaa. ]sako jaIvana kI KuiSayaaM maanaao samaaPt hao ga[-M. Aba [sa jaIvana ka kao[- maksad nahIM
rha. ]sanao Apnao jaIvana ka ivaSlaoYaNa ikyaa AaOr payaa ik saarI proSaanaI kI jaD, ]saka ipta
hI hO. AaOr yaid ]saka ipta nahIM haota tao Balaa haota. Apnao ipta ko p`it ]saka Ëao(a AaOr
WoYa kI Baavanaa eosaI tIva` hao ga[- ik AnttÁ ]sanao Apnao ipta kI h%yaa krnao ka inaNa-ya kr
ilayaa.
janavarI kI ]sa rat vah hMisayaa Apnao kpD,aoM maoM iCpayao caupcaap Apnao ipta ko Gar
phuMcaa ` t)aa saaoto huyao maoM hI ]nhoM Gaat kr Dalaa.ifr sabakI naja,raoM sao bacata huAa vah vahaM sao
Baaga inaklaa. ]sanao saaocaa )aa ik Apnao ipta kao maar kr ]sao caOna imala jaayaogaa ` prntu Aba
tao ]sakI baocaOnaI AaOr BaI Ai(ak baZ, ga[- )aI. ]sako qdya maoM AjaIba saI vyaakulata )aI. vah
ek Apra(aI hO. Apnao ipta ka h%yaara hO. yahI Apra(abaao(a ]sao mana hI mana kcaaoT rha
)aa. Aba vah @yaa kroÆ ]sakI maMijala khaM hOÆ ]sako kdma Aagao baZ, rho )ao ` prntu ]sao nahIM
pta )aa ik vah khaM jaa rha hOÆ
rat ka AM(akar CMTnao lagaa )aa ` AaOr saubah kI laalaI (aIro−(aIro ibaKrnao lagaI )aI.
rakoSa nao ApnaI AaMKoM ]zakr doKa tao ]sao TUNDlaa rolavao sToSana ko pasa hI puilasa sToSana AaOr
]saI ko krIba puranaa igarjaaGar naja,r Aa gayaa. rakoSa ko r@t sao sanao ha)a caIK−caIK,kr kr
pukar rho )ao ik vah ek h%yaara hO. vah jaanata )aa ik [sa jaGanya Apra(a kI [sa duinayaaM kI
Adalat maoM kao[- BaI xamaa nahIM hO. ]sako saamanao Aba dao hI ivaklp )ao. ek ` yaa tao vah sToSana
sao kao[- gaaD,I pkD,kr khIM dUr inakla jaayao ` A)avaa Apnao kao puilasa ko hvaalao kr do. tBaI
]sakI ]sa puranao igarjaaGar kI trf naja,r ga[-. vahaM pr ilaKa huAa )aa ` 'maaga
maaga-
- ` ` sa%ya AaOr
jaIvana maOM hI hUM.' ]sao pZ,to huyao rakoSa nao mana hI mana zhaka lagaayaa AaOr kha ` '[sa duinayaaM maoM
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tao saba Claavaa hO. kao[- Apnaa nahIM. kao[- maaga- mauJao jaIvana nahIM do sakta. vah yah saba saaoca
hI rha )aa ` ik tBaI ]sakI dRiYT igarjaaGar ko War ko }pr ga[-. vahaM pr ilaKa huAa )aa `
'ho `saba )ako AaOr baaoJa sao dbao laaogaao ` ` maoro pasa AaAaoM ` ` maOM tumhoM ivaEaama dUMgaa.' rakoSa nao saaocaa
ik ` @yaa [sa duinayaaM maoM kao[- eosaa hO ` jaao mauJao ivaEaama do sakta hOÆ maOMnao tao Apnao jaIvana maoM
kBaI caOna nahIM payaa. War ko naIcao ]sanao ilaKa huAa doKa ` ' prmaoSvar p`oma hO.'
rakoSa nakara%mak Baavanaa sao Apnao isar kao naIcao Jaukayao huyao Aagao baZ, gayaa. yaid
prmaoSvar p`oma haota tao maorI ija,ndgaI eosaI na haotI. vaastva maoM prmaoSvar hO hI nahIM ` AaOr [sailayao
[sa saMsaar maoM p`oma naama kI kao[- caIja, BaI nahIM hO. yahI saaocata huAa rakoSa Aagao baZ,a. prntu
]sao laga rha )aa jaOsao kao[- ]sako ivacaaraoM kao jaanata huAa ]sasao vaata-laap kr rha hO. yah
saba baatoM ]sako mana maoM gaUMja rhI )aIM. igarjaaGar kI dIvaaraoM pr BaI ]sanao prmaoSvar ko kuCok
vacanaaoM kao ilaKa huAa doKa. na caahto huyao BaI ]sakI AaMKoM ]na vacanaaoM pr iTk ga[-M——
'sabanao pap ikyaa hO AaOr prmaoSvar kI maihmaa sao vaMicat hOM.'
' maOMnao BaI pap ikyaa hO.' rakoSa nao saaocaa ` ' prntu yah jaanakr BaI @yaa , , ,. maoro pap xamaa nahIM
hao sakto.' laoikna Agalao vacana kao doKkr vah $k gayaa. ]sao lagaa ik jaOsao yah vacana ]saI
ko ilayao ilaKa gayaa hO——'yaid hma Apnao papaoM kao maana laoM tao vah ³yaISau masaIh´ hmaaro papaoM
kao xamaa krnao AaOr hmaoM saba A(ama- sao Sauw krnao maoM ivaSvaasayaaogya AaOr (amaI- hO.'
'yah kaOna saa Bagavaana yaa prmaoSvar hO jaao papaoM kao BaI xamaa do sakta hOÆ @yaa yah
mauJasao huAa saMgaIna Apra(a xamaa ikyaa jaa sakta hOÆ yah kOsao saMBava hOÆ vah eosaa @yaaoM krogaaÆ
yao saaro ivacaar rakoSa ko mana maoM kaOM(anao lagao. yah saaocata huAa vah igarjaaGar kI AMitma dIvaar
ko AMt maoM phuMca gayaa. vahaM pr baD,o−baD,o laala AxaraoM maoM yah ilaKa huAa doKa ` '@yaaoMik
prmaoSvar nao jagat sao eosaa p`oma ikyaa ik ]sanao Apnaa [klaaOta pu~ do idyaa ` ` ik jaao kao[-
- ]sa
pr ivaSvaasa kro vah naaSa na hao prntu Anant jaIvana payao.' eosaa pZ,nao ko baad rakoSa tao TUT
gayaa. vah fUT−fUTkr raonao lagaa. prmaoSvar nao mauJasao BaI pòma ikyaa. ]sanao mauJao bacaanao ko ilayao
Apnaa [klaaOta pu~ do idyaa. vah mauJakao xamaa kr sakta hO. vah mauJao jaIvanadana do sakta
hO. vah p`oma hO ` AaOr Aaja tk maOM ]sa p`oma sao vaMicat rha. @yaa kao[- hO jaao mauJaoo ]sa ipta
prmaoSvar sao imalaa sakogaa AaOr ]sako Apar p`oma ko baaro maoM batayaogaa. ]sanao igarjao ko pICo ek
Gar doKa jaao ek pasTr ka )aa. ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM AaSaa kI camak )aI. vah Aagao baZ,a AaOr
]sa Gar ko War kao KTKTayaa. pasTr nao War Kaolaa. rakoSa BaItr p`ivaYT hao gayaa.
kuC samaya ko baad vah baahr inaklaa. ]sako caohro pr ivajayaI camak )aI. ]sako
jaIvana ka tUfana )ama gayaa )aa. Aaja ]saka maola Anantkala ko ipta sao hao gayaa )aa. ]sako
papaoM ka baaoJa maanaao ]tr gayaa )aa. vah svatn~ hao gayaa. [sa maola ko pirNaamasva$p ]sako
qdya maoM barsaaoM sao ]z rho tUfana kao Aaja Saaint ko rajakumaar nao Saant kr idyaa )aa. ]sanao
Apnaa jaIvana Aba yaISau masaIh kao saaOMp idyaa )aa. [saI yaISa ko karNa ]sao maa^fI imalaI AaOr
]saka svagaI-ya ipta sao maola huAa. Aba ]sakao Apnao kla kI icanta nahIM )aI. @yaaoMik vah
jaanata )aa ik ]saka kla yaISau masaIh ko ha)aaoM maoM saurixat hO. ]sako kdma svatÁ hI puilasa
sToSana kI Aaor baZ, calao.
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(aaravaaihk ]pnyaasa
saatvaIM ikSt Saraovana
ija,dgaI ko cand hsaIna lamhaoM
kI maulaakataoM kao laaoga A@sar Pyaar samaJakr Apnao jaIvana ka ek mah%vapUNa- fOsalaa kr
laoto hOM. laoikna jaba hkIkt kI majabaUt ca+ana ka spSa- pakr sapnao caTkto hOM tba
[Msaana kao mahsaUsa haota hO ik p`oma kI (ama-−pustkaoM maoM jaao ilaKa hO vah tao saba JaUz hO.
saca tao vah hO jaao manauYya Baugat rha haota hO. jaIvana ko tmaama vaastivak JaMJaabaat sao
Tkrakr ` Asafla p`oma kI imalaI hu[- saaOgaat ko $p maoM ilaKI hu[- [sa
khanaI kao hao sakta hO ik Aap baar−baar pZ,naa caahoMgaoÆ
p`)ama pircCod
Aba tk Aapnao pZ,a hO ——
Apnao (anavaana ipta kI [klaaOtI baoTI ` naaja,aoM maoM plaI narigasa sao jaba baairSa maoM BaIgato huyao sanaaobar nao
]sasao kar maoM ilaFT maaMgaI tao vah ]sao kao[- badmaaSa AadmaI jaanakr vahIM CaoD, Aa[- )aI. dUsarI trf
jaba narigasa ko Baa[- ka badmaaSaaoM ko Wara AprhrNa kr ilayaa gayaa tao narigasa ko saa)a ]sako pirvaar
ko saaro laaoga sakto maoM Aa gayao. laoikna jaba ]sako Baa[- kao vahI sanaaobar gauMDaoM sao bacaakr Gar lao Aayaa
tao narigasa ]sa vyai@t kao doKkr AaScaya- sao gaD, ga[-. sanaaobar kao Apnao hI Gar maoM baohaoSaI kI halat
maoM doKkr tba vah mana hI mana ek Apra(a baao(a kI Baavanaa sao tD,pnao lagaI. [na saarI baataoM kao
narigasa ABaI tk kaozragaZ, kI KMDr hu[- [maart kI ek p%)ar kI baOMca pr baOzI hu[- daohra rhI hO.
[sako baad @yaa huAa ` Aba Aagao AaOr piZ,yao.
raoimaka ko saa)a naava pr kafI dor baatoM krnao ko pScaat narigasa kao Pyaasa AaOr
BaUK, lagaI tao ]sanao Apnao saa)a laa[- panaI kI baaotla inakalaI AaOr saa)a hI 'isnakr' kI kOMDI
BaI. ifr jaOsao hI vah K,anao kao hu[- tao sahsaa hI ]sao raoimaka ka #yaala Aayaa tao mauK tk
jaato huyao ]saka ha)a Acaanak hI $k gayaa. ]sanao saamanao doKa tao raoimaka vahaM sao nadard
)aI. ]sanao Apnao Aasapasa doKa tao raoimaka ]sao saamanao hI dUsarI trf doKto huyao idK ga[-.
tba ]sao saaocato dor nahIM lagaI ik phaD,I laD,ikyaaM Apnao pya-TkaoM kI hr ek CaoTI sao CaoTI
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aat tk ka iktnaa Ai(ak #yaala rKtI hOM. raoimaka kao jaOsao hI AaBaasa huAa ik ]sakI
savaarI kuC Kanao kao jaa rhI hO ` vah vahaM sao pihlao hI jaa caukI )aI. laoikna narigasa ka idla
nahIM maanaa tao vah BaI naava sao ]tr kr raoimaka ko pICo caupcaap jaakr KD,I hao ga[-. ifr (aIro
sao ]sanao Apnaa ha)a ]sako kM(ao pr rKa tao raoimaka jaOsao caaOMk ga[-. vah kuC khtI ` [sasao
pihlao hI narigasa ]sasao baaolaI `
'mauJao bahut ja,aoraoM kI BaUK lagaI hO. tuma mauJao iksaI AcCo sao haoTla maoM lao calaao.' tba raoimaka
]sao pasa hI maoM banao haoTla 'kumaaM}' maoM lao ga[-. raoimaka narigasa ko saa)a haoTla ko Andr nahIM
jaanaa caahtI )aI ` pr narigasa ko bahut Aaga`h pr vah calaI ga[-. narigasa BaI ]sao [sa bahanao
Apnao saa)a Baaojana maoM Saaimala kr laonaa caahtI )aI. Kanaa Kato huyao maoM narigasa hr samaya raoimaka
kI BaUrI ` hrI AaMKaoM kao hI inahartI rhI. ifr jaba ]sasao rha nahIM gayaa tao ]sanao ifr ek
baar kh idyaa. vah baaolaI `
"tumharI AaMKoM iksakdr AakYa-k AaOr saundr hOM. @yaa tumhoM [sa baat ka AaBaasa hOÆ''
''haM ` laoikna maorI yah AaMKoM saundrta ko saa)a−saa)a AiBaSaap BaI hOM.''
"maOM samaJaI nahIMÆ"
"[na AaMKaoM kI bajah sao saba hI mauJao baurI naja,r sao doKto hOM."
yah saunakr narigasa caup hao ga[-. daonaaoM baOzI hu[- caupcaap Baaojana krtI rhIM. ifr ]sakI
samaaiPt ko pScaat baahr Aa[-. raoimaka nao naava ka laMgar Kaolaa AaOr vah narigasa kao mallaI
tala sao vaapsa tllaI tala kI trf lao jaanao lagaI. ifr jaba hvaayaoM kuC toja hu[- tao raoimaka nao
naava ko pala kao BaI Kaola idyaa. caPpU ek trf rK idyao. naava caupcaap hvaaAaoM ko saharo
JaIla ko jala pr sarknao lagaI.
narigasa kao kafI idnaaoM tk naOnaItala kI [na phaD,I vaaidyaaoM maoM rhnaa )aa. [na idnaaoM
maoM jaba BaI ]sako kdma JaIla ko iknaaraoM kI trf baZ, jaato tao na jaanao @yaaoM ]sakI trsaI AaMKoM
raoimaka kI naava kao tlaaSanao lagatIM )aIM. kBaI vah imala jaatI tao kBaI nahIM BaI. jaba vah nahIM
imalatI tao narigasa khIM BaI AkolaI tnha saI baOz jaatI. baOz jaatI tao jaOsao na caahto huyao BaI
vah Apnao AtIt ko idnaaoM kao daohratI tao basa yaad krko hI rh jaatI. tba eosao maoM ]sako
saUK,o AaOr Pyaasao haozaoM sao ek Aah saI Tpk pD,tI. sanaaobar ko naama sao hI ]sakI AaMKaoM ko
iknaaro BaIga jaato. BaIga jaato tao ]sako idla kI is)ait ` AaMsauAaoM kI hrok baUMdaoM ko $p maoM `
]sako klaojao ka jaOsao irsata huAa r@t banakr p`gaT haonao lagatI. sanaaobar ]sao baar−baar yaad
Aanao lagata. vah ]sao rh−rhkr proSaana krnao lagata. ]sakI hrok smaRit ko karNa vah
proSaana hao jaatI. pagala hao jaanao kao ]saka jaI krnao lagata. Apnao duK maoM irsato huyao Pyaar
ka duK. Apnao p`Itma ko AkarNa hI ibaCuD, jaanao ka ga,ma. AaOr saa)a hI kaoK, maoM plato huyao
Apnao baovafa Pyaar kI inaSaanaI ko ]jaagar hao jaanao kI icantaÑ vah @yaa krtI AaOr @yaa
nahIMÆ vah saba hI sao dUr Baaga jaanaa caahtI )aI ` pr kdma ]z nahIM pa rho )ao. marnaa caahtI
)aI ` laoikna maasaUma navajaat Aanao vaalao iSaSau kI mamata ]sako saamanao Apnao ha)a fOlaakr AaEaya
kI BaIK maaMganao lagatI. vah ik(ar jaatI AaOr ik(ar nahIM. kao[- BaI ]sakao samaJaanaovaalaa nahIM
)aa. sanaaobar ka Pyaar ]sako jaIvana maoM Anajaanao hI ek eosaI hlacala banakr Aayaa )aa ` jaao
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]sako saaro sapnaaoM kao caknaacaUr krko ` ]sakI ]jaaD, ija,ndgaI kI manahUisayat maoM badlakr calaa
BaI gayaa )aa. khaM ` ik(ar AaOr @yaaoMÆ yao p`Sna ` p`SnaaoM kI baaOCar ` narigasa ko jaIvana maoM
[sakdr Ca[- hu[- )aI ` ik [nako ]

p`SnasaUcak dRiYT sao vah narigasa kao doKnao lagaa.
"calaao ` JaIla kI saOr kra dao." narigasa nao kha tao ]sa yauvak nao caPpU tIva` kr idyao. Aaja
vaatavarNa maoM gamaI- tao nahIM )aI ` pr hvaayaoM baMd )aIM. caID, AaOr icanaar ko vaRxaaoM kI mahIna ptlaI
pi

naagaÔnaI ko kaMTo Bar idyao )ao.
Apnao navajaat iSaSau ko janma sao kuC idna pihlao narigasa vahIM naOnaItala ko
gaaoivaMdballBapM)a Asptala ko ek p`a[vaoT kmaro maoM BatI- hao ga[-. [na idnaaoM ]sako ipta dInaanaa)a
BaI naOnaItala Aa cauko )ao. ijana piris)aityaaoM maoM narigasa ko baccao ka janma hao rha )aa ` ja,aihr )aa
ik ]sako ilayao narigasa maanaisak $p sao kt[- tOyaar nahIM hao sakI )aI. eosao maoM SaarIirk taOr
pr tOyaar hao jaanaa tao baat hI kuC AaOr )aI. maanaisak yaatnaaAaoM ko saa)a Saarirk duK BaI
pID,a sao krah ]zto hOM. yahI hala narigasa ka BaI )aa. maanaisak vaodnaaAaoM kI baZ,aotrI ko
saharo ]sako SaarIirk kYT nao BaI Apnao pOr pUrI trh sao fOlaa idyao )ao. Baagya kI ivaDMbanaa
AaOr jaIvana maoM Acaanak sao hu[- taoD,−maraoD, ko p`it manauYya kBaI BaI sajaga nahIM hao pata hO. yaid
sajaga hao BaI jaayao taOBaI vah kr BaI @yaa sakta hO. prmaa%maa ko Baod AaOr ]sako Kola kuC
[sakdr ija,ndgaI kI poSaksa banakr ]Barto hOM ` ijanako Aagao manauYya maa~ ek laacaarI ka ibaMba
banaa rh jaata hO. ApnaI baobasaI ko Aagao vah bahut caahto huyao BaI kuC nahIM kr pata hO.
Asptala ko Apnao kmaro maoM pD,I hu[- narigasa ka BaI yahI hala )aa. lagata tao eosaa
)aa ik vah jaOsao Apnao jaIvana kI Gaaor ]daisayaaoM kI maa~ ek proSaanaI bana kr Apnao saa)a
Apnao pirvaar ko Anya laaogaaoM ko ilayao BaI sardd- bana ga[- )aI. pta nahIM duinayaaM ka yah ek
irvaaja, hO yaa manauYya kI BaUla ` laaoga Pyaar krto hOM ` laoikna p`oma kI [sa Dgar pr [tnaa Aagao @yaaoM
baZ, jaato hOM ik AanaovaalaI piris)ait kao saMBaalaa BaI na jaa sako. saarI proSaainayaaoM AaOr
maanaisak AaGaataoM ko ma(ya narigasa nao ek fUla sao baccao kao janma idyaa. halaat kao doKto huyao
Da@TraoM kao ]saka Aap`oSana krnaa pD,a )aa. baD,I kiznaa[yaaoM ka saamanaa krto huyao narigasa kI
jaana tao Da@TraoM nao bacaa laI )aI ` pr baccao ka jaIvana vao nahIM bacaa sako )ao. [sako saa)a hI vah
jaIvana maoM ifr kBaI BaI Aba maaM BaI nahIM bana saktI )aI. maaM kI mamata baccao ko janma ko saa)a
hI jaagaI tao narigasa k[- idnaaoM tk baccao ko duK maoM pD,I raotI rhI. Anajaanao hI ]sako ha)a
Apnao ibastr pr baccao kao TTaolato tao vah ]sakI Anaupis)ait maoM vah fUT−fUTkr raonao lagatI.
jaba tk ]sako Aap`oSana ko Gaava nahIM Barto ` ]sao Asptala maoM hI rhnaa )aa. ek p`kar sao pUNaivaEaama
laonaa )aa. tba eosao maoM narigasa jaba kBaI BaI Apnao ]jaD,o huyao AtIt ko ivaYaya maoM saaocatI
` tao saaocanao hI maa~ sao hI ]sakI AaMKo Bar−Bar AatI. haozaoM pr Aa[- hu[- Aah Apnaa dma
taoD,kr inaraSa hao jaatI. idna−rat saaocanao AaOr ivacaarnao ka pirNaama yah huAa ik ]saka
svaas)ya AaOr caohro kI AaBaa hI samaaPt haonao lagaI. pccaIsa vaYa- kI Avas)aa maoM hI vah @yaa sao
@yaa idKnao lagaI. sanaaobar ka saa)a——]saka Pyaar——ivaSvaasa AaOr jaIvana ka vah Aa(aar
ijasakI Aasa rK kr ]sanao Apnao saaro irStaoM maoM laat maar dI )aI ` kaOna jaanata )aa ik ibagaD,I
hu[- iksmat kI phlaI baairSa maoM hI saba kuC gaMdo panaI ko samaana bah jaayaogaa. Aba tao saba kuC
]saka naYT hao cauka )aa. ]saka yao ek dd- )aa. dd- kI ksak )aI. baocaOnaI AaOr GauTnaBarI
ptao- ko Baar sao vah idna−rat dbatI jaa rhI )aI.
[nhIM saaocaaoM maoM narigasa jaba BaI Ai(ak proSaana hao jaatI tao ]sakI plakaoM sao svatÁ
hI AaMsaU sarkto huyao kanaaoM ko gaD\ZaoM maoM calao jaato. ibastr pr ]sao ihlanao kao BaI manaa ikyaa
gayaa )aa. AaOr AaMsaU )ao ik jaao samaaPt hI nahIM haonaa caahto )ao. Apnaa dd- AaOr duK tao vahI
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jaanatI )aI. mahsaUsa krtI )aI ik ]sako jaIvana ko [na sada raoto−tD,pto huyao AaMsauAaoM maoM iktnaa
iksakdr dd- )aa. iktnaa Ai(ak kYT AaOr vaodnaa )aI. iktnaa Ai(ak Apnao ]jaD,o huyao
Pyaar ka malaala )aa. vah saaocatI )aI ik [-Svar nao BaI ]sakao na jaanao kaOna sao Apra(a kI eosaI
sa#t saja,a dI )aI. saja,a BaI eosaI ik ijasako flasva$p vah dIvaanaI bana kr naasamaJaI maoM
sanaaobar sao Pyaar kr baOzI. ]sako [saI Pyaar kI rahaoM pr calanao ka isalaa ]sakao imala cauka
)aa——jaIvana Bar GauTnao AaOr tD,p−tD,pkr jaInao ka vah nayaa AMdaja ik ijasako ek−ek
ja,#ma sao Tpkta huAa K,Una ]sakI ibagaD,I hu[- iksmat ka jaOsao naasaUr bana gayaa )aa. iktnaa baura
hEa ]sako Pyaar ka huAa )aa. sauhaigana bananao sao pihlao hI vah iva(avaa hao ga[-. ibanaa sauhaigana
maaM ka klaMk ]sako maa)ao pr lagaa——AaOr maaM BaI eosaI ` ijasako baccao ka Aba kao[- BaI
naama−Aao−inaSaana tk baakI nahIM )aa. ek p`kar sao saba kuC ]sakI JaaolaI maoM Aato−Aato iCna
gayaa )aa. dulhna banato−banato ]saka sauhaga——maaM bananao ko pScaat ]saka laala——Pyaar—
mamata——Pyaar kI tpsyaa AaOr [baadt maoM ek saundr vardana kI AiBalaaYaa rKnao vaalaI narigasa
kao ija,ndgaI ka vah baohd kD,vaa AaOr kzaor Eaap imalaa )aa ik ` ijasako karNa vah Aba jaIvana
Bar raoyaogaI——tD,pogaI——GauTogaI——ijayaogaI BaI tao irsa−irsakr——mauskrayaogaI tao baobasaI maoM.
pCtayaogaI Apnao ikyao pr——AaOr isar (aunaogaI ApnaI iksmat pr. ifr [saI p`kar raoto−raoto
vah ApnaI ]ma` ko ]sa maaoD, pr phuMca jaayaogaI jahaM pr Pyaar maoM BaTko huyao dao p`oimayaaoM kI ija,ndgaI
ka maUlya A)a-hIna rh jaata hO. Saayad yahI ]sako Pyaar kI Dgar pr calanao ka (yaoya )aaÆ yahI
]sako baakI bacao huyao jaIvana ka maa~ saar ` ]sakI baaoJala dRiYT ko saamanao Aa jaata )aa. vaOsao
BaI Aba ]sako jaIvana maoM bacaa hI @yaa )aa. saba kuC tao ]saka lauT cauka )aa. lauT gayaa )aa `
]saka Pyaar ` ]sako jaIvana kI AakaMxaayao ` AaOr ]sakI vah sabasao mah%vapUNa- AaSaa ijasa pr
hrok naarI gava- ikyaa krtI hO. ek eosaI Aas)aa ijasako saharo naarI ApnaI ]ma` ek ija,ndgaI
ko samaana basar krtI hO. sanaaobar ` ]saka Pyaar ` ]saka hmasaÔr ` samaya sao pihlao hI ]sakI
AaMKaoM ko saamanao AaoJala hao gayaa )aa. Aba jaIto−jaI BaI vah ]sako ilayao maRtk samaana )aa.
sanaaobar kI vah inaSaanaI ` ]sako Pyaar ka p`itfla ` ]saka Apnaa navajaat iSaSau ` vah BaI Apnao
ipta ko samaana hI maa~ ek Jalak idKakr ]sakI duinayaaM sao dUr calaa gayaa )aa. narigasa
jaanatI )aI ik ` Apnao Pyaar ko Kola maoM vah baurI trh sao Asafla rhI )aI. dulhna bana na sakI.
maaM bana kr BaI vah ApnaI mamata lauTanao ko ilayao maaohtaja hao ga[-. eosaI ivaYama AaOr kzaor
piris)aityaaoM maoM vah iksa p`kar Apnao jaIvana ko sauK kI laalasaa rK saktI )aI. yah tao saca
hO ik dUsaraoM kao tsallaI donao sao khIM [Msaana kao santaoYa nahIM imalaa krta hO. duK ` ijasa pr
gauja,rta hO ` AaOr jaao Baaogata hO ` vahI ]saka mama- BaI samaJata hO. naOnaItala Aakr ]sako jaIvana
AaOr maa)ao pr laganao vaalaa kMlaiknaI jaOsaa d,aga tao samaaja kI naja,raoM sao Cupa ilayaa gayaa )aa ` pr
]sako idla ` idmaaga AaOr mana kI kaomala BaavanaaAaoM pr jaao maOlaa d,aga laga gayaa )aa ` ]sao kaOna (aao
sakta )aaÆ
samaya ko saa)a (aIro−(aIro narigasa ko svaas)ya maoM pirvat-na Aanao lagaa ` pr maanaisak
AaGaat\ ]sako }pr ]sasao Ai(ak p`bala haonao lagao. SarIr sao vah svas)ya haonao lagaI ` pr bahut
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hI (aIro−(aIro. vaOsao BaI samaya [Msaana ko iksaI BaI mama- ka sabasao baD,a [Mjao@Sana haota hO. laoikna
ABaI BaI samaya [tnaa Ai(ak nahIM baIta )aa ik narigasa Apnao duK kao Baulaa saktI. vaOsao BaI
kTu AtIt sahja hI Baulaayao nahIM jaato hOM. vao yaad Aato hOM. samaya−samaya pr. AaOr jaba BaI vao
yaad Aato hOM tao maanava kao JakJaaor kr rK doto hOM.
dInaanaa)a kuC idnaaoM ko ilayao kaozragaZ, Aa jaato. ifr vao kBaI naOnaItala calao jaato.
Da@TraoM ko Anausaar narigasa jaba tk ibalkula hI svas)a nahIM hao jaatI ]saka naOnaItala sao baahr
jaanaa zIk nahIM )aa. [sako saa)a hI ]sakao maanaisak $p sao BaI saamaanya haonaa A%yaMt AavaSyak
)aa. naOnaItala maoM saOlaainayaaoM ka Aanaa−jaanaa lagaa hI rhta )aa. idna kI baolaa maoM saUya- kI na[-
−navaolaI riSmayaaM ]gakr saaro phaDa,o ka mauMh (aaotI ` ifr saM(yaa kao namaskar krko Agalao idna maoM
ifr sao ]dya haonao kI Aasa dokr Cup jaatI )aIM. saUya- ka gaaolaa saaro idna baadlaaoM maoM Apnaa mauK
iCpayao ifrta ` ifr AMt maoM saaMJa ko pD,to hI iksaI pva-t kI AaoT maoM AaMK maarkr lauPt hao
jaata. naOnaItala maoM phaD, )ao. phaD,aMo ka yah saundr−sajaIlaa idla kao maaohkta sao Bar donaovaalaa
doSa )aa. saara kuMmaa}M ka ApnaI p`akRitk saundrta ka baKana krnao vaalaa yah pva-tI xao~
iksaI BaI saaOndya- p`saa(anaaoM ka maaohtaja nahIM )aa. laoikna ifr BaI Apnao Pyaar maoM baurI trh
Asafla ` duK kI maarI narigasa kao yah saba ja,ra BaI rasa nahIM Aa pa rha )aa. vah khIM baomana
sao yaid baOz jaatI tao ]znao ka kao[- samaya hI nahIM haota. samaya−Asamaya Kanaa ` ]znaa−baOznaa `
hr samaya Apnao AtIt ko duK maoM idna−rat GauTnao ko karNa ]sako svaas)ya pr ifr sao p`Baava
pD,nao lagaa. [sa p`kar ik vah ifr sao raoigana haonao lagaI. samaya sao pihlao hI ]sako SarIr pr
ZlatI ]ma` ko icanh naja,r Aanao lagao. caohra ` maanaaoM ibalkula hI bauJaa jaata )aa. na kao[- baat `
na kao[- caMcalata ` mauskana ` mamata ` p`Itma kI Aasa ` kuC BaI tao nahIM rh gayaa )aa ]sako AaMcala
maoM. [tnao idnaaoM ko Antr maoM ]sako caohro kI saarI AaBaa hI samaaPt hao caukI )aI.
Ai(akaMSatyaÁ vah ibastr pr hI pD,I rhtI )aI. bautaoM samaana Apnao AtIt ko ivaYaya maoM saaocato
rhnaa hI jaOsao ]sakI tkdIr bana cauka )aa. [na idnaaoM maoM Da@TraoM nao ]sao calanao−ifrnao AaOr
hlka Thlanao kao kh idyaa )aa.
narigasa Ai(aktr hr idna saM(yaa ko samaya Apnao kmaro ko baahr Aa jaatI. Aakr
ifr vah ek BaTkI hu[- duiKyaa samaana iksaI BaI p%)ar ka sahara laokr ]sa pr baOz jaatI ` yaa
ifr iksaI BaI icanaar ko vaRxa ko saharo KD,I−KD,I Apnao fUTo nasaIba kI baovafa[- pr AaMsaU
bahatI rhtI. ifr eosao maoM ]sako duK ko saa)a hI jaOsao saara vaatavarNa BaI ]dasa hao jaata.
tba vah BaI iksaI zMDo Sava ko samaana inazala hao jaata. icanaar kayaraoM samaana K,amaaoSa hao jaato.
baadla ko Tukd,o ]sako duK kao samaJato ` $kto ` xaNa Bar ko ilayao zhrto ` ifr vao BaI jaOsao
]sako duK maoM malaala ko AaMsaU barsaakr vaapsa calao jaato.hvaayaoM haotI tao vao BaI (aIro−(aIro
isasaknao lagatIM. gahrI−gahrI GaaiTyaaM proSaana haokr krvaToM badlanao lagatIM. AaOr tba eosaI
dyanaIya is)ait maoM narigasa ko idla ka dd- ]sakI AaMKaoM sao AaMsauAaoM ko $p maoM ]sako Pyaar ka
ja,#ma banakr irsanao lagata. haozaoM sao Anaayaasa hI ek proSaana Aah saI Tpk pD,tI. ifr [sa
Aah sao ek naama TUT pD,ta. kovala naama——sanaaobar. ]saka mana pUCnao lagata——khaM hOÆ
ik(arÆ @yaaoM ]sakao rah maoM hI tnha AaOr Akolaa CaoD, gayaaÆ iksa Aa(aar prÆ ]sako
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ivaSvaasa maoM ek zaokr maar kr khaM lauPt hao gayaaÆ ]saka hmasaÔr——]saka hmakdma——
]sakI [baadt——]saka duK——duKaoM ka BaMDar——sanaaobar. @yaaoM Kao gayaaÆ
ek idna Saama ko DUbato hI jaba narigasa vaapsa Aa[- tao Asptala maoM hu[- ek na[-
GaTnaa nao ]saka idla JakJaaor kr rK idyaa. dInaanaa)a ko Wara ]sakI sahayata ko ilayao Baojao
naaOkr rajaa nao ]sao batayaa ik ApnaI baccaI ko janma ko samaya iksaI naava calaanaovaalaI maaM kI
maR%yau hao ga[- hO. maRtk maaM ka ]sako Aitir@t [sa saMsaar maoM AaOr kao[- nahIM hO ` AaOr ]sakI
navajaat pOda haonaovaalaI baccaI ko ilayao Asptala ko samast Ai(akarIgaNa iksaI d

CaoD,I )aI ` prntu Apnao jaIvana AaOr ]sako laaOT Aanao ko p`it AvaSya hI vah inaila-Pt hao caukI
)aI. ]saka jaIvana saurixat rho A)avaa nahIM ` [sa baat kI BaI Aba ]sao kao[- icaMta nahIM rhI
)aI.
yah naOnaItala. naOnaItala ko jagat p`isaw phaD,. ]sako naja,aro. saundr JaIla kI
saundtrta. baadlaaoM kI naIlao AakaSa maoM AzKoilayaaM. gahrI ` ja,maIna kI kaoK, kao Pyaar krtI
hu[- kumaaM}maMDla kI GaaiTyaaM BaI jaba narigasa ko idla ka dd- baaMTnao maoM Asafla hao ga[-M ` AaOr
dInaanaa)a kao jaba saara pva-tI [laaka ` [laako ko p%)ar ` ApnaI baoTI ko jaIvana ko ga`ahk naja,r
Aanao lagao tao vao BaI icaintt hao gayao. baoTI kI maayaUsaI jaInao ka [rada CaoD,nao lagaI hO.
flasva$p narigasa kI idna−ba−idna igartI hu[- dSaa doKkr ]nhaoMnao vaapsa kaozragaZ, laaOTnaa hI
]icat samaJaa. AaOr ifr [sa p`kar vao narigasa ko saa)a kaozragaZ, Aa gayao.
ûûû
baZ,to huyao samaya ka p`%yaok pla manauYya ko iksaI BaI hadsao yaa duK ka sabasao baD,a
hi)ayaar haota hO. sanaaobar kI yaad maoM idna−rat AaMKoM ibaCakr baaT jaaohnao vaalaI narigasa ek
idna pUrI trh sao inaraSa hao ga[-. [sa p`kar ik ]sanao ]sako vaapsa imala jaanao kI Aasa BaI
CaoD, dI. haoto−haoto [sa p`kar samaya ka ek baD,a Arsaa baIt gayaa. lagaBaga ek vaYa- haonao kao
Aayaa. ivaVai)a-yaaoM ko saalaanaa prIxaaAaoM ko pirNaama BaI inakla gayao. jaulaa[- ka maah Aayaa tao
ka^laoja ifr sao Kula gayao. jaIvana ka hr kaya- saamaanya gait sao pihlao BaI cala rha )aa ` Aba BaI
calanao lagaa. kaozragaZ, ko saI ema esa ka^laoja maoM puranao ivaVa)aI- na[- kxaaAaoM maoM phuMca gayao.
kuCok vahIM $k BaI gayao. nayao ivaVai)a-yaaoM nao BaI p`vaoSa ilayaa. poD,aoM pr ` DailayaaoM pr ` na[-
kaomala pi

khIM na khIM nakarnaa tao pD,ta hI hO. yahI hala narigasa ka BaI )aa. vah jaanatI )aI ik
sanaaobar ka Asar kBaI BaI ]sako mana−maistYk sao kma nahIM hao sakta )aa ` prntu ifr BaI ]sao
[sa saMsaar maoM jaInaa )aa. Apnao ipta ` Baa[- AaOr Apnao saaro pirvaar kI KuiSayaaoM ko ilayao. [na
sabasao tao vah iksaI BaI dSaa maoM Alaga nahIM hao saktI )aI.
dInaanaa)a Aba narigasa ko ilayao iksaI ]icat var kI tlaaSa maoM jauT gayao )ao. SaIGa` hI
vao ]sako ha)a pIlao krko ApnaI ijammaodairyaaoM sao Alaga hao jaanaa caahto )ao.ek p`kar sao
laD,ka tao ]nhaoMnao pihlao hI tlaaSa kr ilayaa )aa ` pr vao Aba ]icat samaya AaOr Avasar kI
tak maoM )ao ik narigasa kao [sako ilayao manaa ilayaa jaayao. ]nhIM ko khnao pr narigasa nao ifr sao
ka^laoja jaanaa AarMBa kr idyaa )aa. kaozragaZ, ka vaatavarNa ipClao k[- idnaaoM sao raoja,anaa
haonaovaalaI vaYaa- ko karNa sad-, hao gayaa )aa. jyaadatr AakaSa maoM baadla Cayao rhto )ao. Agast
ka mahInaa )aa ` zMDI hvaayaoM BaI Apnaa Asar idKa dotI )aIM..
kBaI−kBaI jaIvana ko saMyaaoga [sakdr pirvait-t haokr manauYya ko samaxa p`gaT haotoM hOM `
ik ek baar [Msaana ]nhoM doKkr ivaSvaasa BaI nahIM kr pata hO. narigasa ko jaIvana maoM eosaa hI
hao cauka )aa. sanaaobar sao ]sakI BaoMT ek saMyaaoga sao Anajaanao taOr pr hI hu[- )aI. jaba ]sakI
BaoMT hu[- )aI tao ]sa samaya ]sanao ]sao baurI trh sao nakar BaI idyaa )aa. laoikna jaba vahI sanaaobar
]sako Baa[- ka rxak banakr ]sako Gar ka maohmaana banaa. ApnaI smaRit kao BaUla gayaa tao yah BaI
ek saMyaaoga )aa ik narigasa ek raogaI pu$Ya sao Pyaar kr baOzI. Pyaar maoM Apnao jaIvana kI saarI
KuiSayaaoM kI Aasa krko vah sanaaobar ko }pr hI inaBa-r hao ga[-. laoikna ivavaah haota ]sasao
phlao hI sanaaobar gaumanaamaI kI AM(aorI Ka[- maoM jaakr lauPt hao gayaa. sauhaigana bananao sao pUva- vah na
kovala maaM hI banaI bailk ek iva(avaa samaana jaInao kao ivavaSa BaI hao ga[-. yah saba kuC ]sako
saa)a ek tUfanaI JaaoMko ko saa)a Aakr gauja,r cauka )aa. AaOr Aaja vah idna )aa ik jahaM sao vah
calaI )aI ` ifr ek baar vahIM pr KD,I )aI. haM ` [tnaa AvaSya hI )aa jamaanao AaOr saMsaar kI
inagaahaoM maoM ]sako AaOr ]sako ipta dInaanaa)a ko Aitir@t kao[- nahIM kh sakta )aa ik vah ek
baccao kI maaM BaI bana caukI hO. va@t nao ijasa p`kar ]sakao tmaama JaMJaavaat ko JaMJaTaoM maoM
]laJaakr ]sako saa)a Anaiganat A%yaacaar ikyao )ao ` vahI va@t Aaja ifr ek baar ]sako }pr
maohrbaana hao gayaa )aa. flasva$p narigasa ka $p AaOr rMga samaya ko baZ,to huyao pihyaaoM ko samaana
ifr ek baar Apnao inaK,ar pr Aanao lagaa. sanaaobar kI kD,vaI smaRit kao Apnao jaIvana ka ek
ja,aordar tmaacaa jaanakr ]sanao sahna kr ilayaa )aa. Pyaar ko karNa vah lauTI )aI AaOr Aba
Apnao Baa[- AaOr ipta ko Pyaar ko karNa hI vah ifr ek baar jaInao kao majabaUr )aI.
saaomavaar ka idna )aa.
Agast ka BaIgata maaOsama. AakaSa pr baadla Cayao huyao )ao. baar−baar A@sar hI vaYaa- hao jaatI
)aI. ËmaSaÁ ka^laoja kI AMitma GaMTI bajato hI hvaayaoM toja hao ga[-M. [sa p`kar ik vaatavarNa
sad,- hvaaAaoM kI tojaI ko karNa jaOsao kaMpnao lagaa. lagata )aa ik AakaSa maoM ekit~ baadlaaoM ko
JauMD ko JauMD iksaI baD,I baairSa ko Aanao kI pUva- saUcanaa do rho )ao. vah ApnaI sahoilayaaoM sao SaIGa`
hI Cu+I pakr kar kao tIva` gait sao daOD,atI hu[- calaI jaa rhI )aI. laoikna kuCok iklaaomaITr
jaanao ko pScaat hI (amaakodar baairSa haonao lagaI. hvaayaoM BaI pihlao sao AaOr toja hao ga[-M. [sa
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p`kar ik hvaa ko ek hI JaaoMko maoM vaYaa- kI JaD,I dUr−dUr tk ibaK,rtI calaI jaatI )aI.
Aasamaana maoM daOD,to huyao baadlaaoM ka pagalapna ]nakI (amaakodar garjana ko saa)a jaba BaI p`gaT
haota )aa ` AkolaI saUnaI saD,k pr narigasa ka idla BaI dhla jaata )aa. vaYaa- [tnaa Ai(ak toja
hao caukI )aI ik saamanao saD,k pr vaYaa- kI safodI ko Aitir@t AaOr kuC naja,r nahIM Aata )aa.
narigasa nao BaIYaNa vaYaa- ka jaba yao p`caMD $p doKa tao ]sanao ApnaI kar kao ek CaoTo maaga- pr
maaoD, idyaa. saD,k pr BaarI vaYaa- ko karNa baD,I gaaiD,yaaoM ka Aavaagamana yaUM BaI baMd hao cauka
)aa. kBaI−kBaar ]saI ko samaana kao[- kar vaYaa- ka saInaa caIrtI hu[- ]sako bagala sao gauja,r
jaatI )aI. maaga- CaoTa )aa ` prntu K,trnaak. idna−dhaD,o hI laUT AaOr rahjanaI hao jaayaa krtI
)aI. AkolaI saD,k ` vaIrana [laaka ` ]sa pr BaIYaNa vaYaa- ka p`kaop ` Kraba maaOsama ` narigasa ka
naarI idla iksaI A&at K,tro kI AaSaMka sao hI kaMp−kaMp jaata )aa. vah kar tojaI sao calaayao
jaa rhI )aI ik tBaI Acaanak sao baIca saD,k pr baairSa ko )apoD,aoM maoM kao[- ]sakao ha)a ko [Saaro
sao ilaFT maaMgata huAa idKa[- idyaa. ]sao doKkr narigasa ka idla Acaanak hI kaMp gayaa.
]sanao baD,I tIva`ta ko saa)a ha^na- bajaa idyaa. magar KD,a huAa vah manauYya Apnao s)aana sao tinak
BaI nahIM iKsaka. vah vahIM KD,a rha. is)ar. bao−iJaJak. vaYaa- maoM sar−ba−tr. }pr sao naIcao
tk BaIgata huAa. ek saayao ko samaana. har maanakr narigasa nao ApnaI kar kI gait (aImaI kr
dI. ifr ApnaI kar kao ]sa Anajaana manauYya kI bagala maoM raokkr narigasa nao ek saMSaya sao ]sa
manauYya kao doKa. kar ko SaISao kao hlka saa naIcao iKsakato huyao.
"sauinayao ` maOM bahut hI BaarI mausaIbat maoM fMsaa huAa hUM. kYT krko ApnaI kar maoM mauJao Sahr tk
phuMcaa dIijayao." khto huyao ]sa pu$Ya nao ek AaSaaBarI naja,raoM sao narigasa kao doKa. doKa tao
narigasa ka idla Acaanak hI baD,o ja,aor ka Apnao hI s)aana pr (aD,k gayaa. [sa p`kar ik baurI
trh sao baar−baar (aD,kta hI rha. pu$Ya kao doKto hI narigasa ko idla kI (aD,knaaoM sao ek
vaodnaa ]zI. ek Anakha dd-. narigasa tD,p ]zI. psaIja, ga[-. AaMKaoM maoM Acaanak hI ]sako
AaMsaU Clak Aayao. idla sao ]sako ek Aah saI ]zI. [sa Aah sao ek naama inaklaa. kovala
naama——sanaaobar. ]saka saajana. ]saka Pyaar. ]sako jaIvana ka hmasaÔr. idla ka sartaja, `
laoikna iksakdrJaUza——baovaÔa——baomaurbbat——inamaao-hI. narigasa nao JaT sao kar ka drvaaj,aa
Kaola idyaa. inaklakr baahr Aa[-. sanaaobar kao doKa. }pr sao naIcao tkÆ baD,o hI gaaOr saoÆ
Aplak——baoiJaJak—]saka sanaaobar hI )aa. magar iksakdr baurI dSaa maoMÆ baala ]laJao `
]jaD,o sao. caohra proSaana. SarIr pr BaI jagah−jagah caaoTaoM ko inaSaana. lagata )aa ik iksaI sao
JagaD,a Aaid krko Aayaa )aa.Apnao ibaCuD,o huyao p`Itma kao ifr sao yaUM Acaanak hI pakr narigasa
ka Kaoyaa huAa Pyaar ]maD, Aayaa. BaavanaaAaoM maoM bahtI hu[- vah ]sako pOraoM pr Jauk ga[-.
carNaspSa- ko ilayao——baoihcak hI.
"Aro−Aro ` yao Aap @yaa kr rhI hOMÆ" Acaanak hI sanaaobar Apnao s)aana sao pICo hTta huAa
narigasa kao baD,o hI AaScaya- ko saa)a doKnao lagaa.
"Æ" narigasa sanaaobar ko [sa AjanabaI rvaOyao kao doKkr Acaanak hI caaOMk pD,I. Apnaa saMSaya
dUr krnao ko ilayao ]sanao ]sao ifr ek baar GaUra. naja,raoM sao naja,roM imalaa[-. ]sako hI Sabd
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pkD,o——'Aap'. @yaa sanaaobar [tnaa Ai(ak badla cauka hO ik vah ApnaI narigasa kao BaI na
phcaana sakoÆ ]sakI samaJa maoM jaba kuC nahIM Aayaa tao vah tD,pkr pUC baOzI `
"@yaa naama hO AapkaÆ"
"sanaaobar.'
narigasa nao mana maoM hI [sa naama kao daohrayaa——sanaaobar. idla kao kuC raht saI
imalaI. laoikna ]sanao Aagao ifr pUCa `
"khaM sao Aayao hOM AapÆ"
"rajagaaMva ` ijalaa kaMgaa sao.'
"mauJao phcaanato hOM AapÆ"
"jaI nahIM."
narigasa ka idla CTpTakr hI rh gayaa. ]sanao maayaUsa haokr sanaaobar sao kha ik `
'Aa[yao ` baOizyao kar maoM." sanaaobar p`sannata ko saa)a turnt hI pICo ka drvaaja,a Kaolanao lagaa tao
narigasa baaolaI `
'pICo nahIM ` Aagao baOizyao." , , ,SaoYa Agalao AMk maoM.
____________ ____________ _________
[sa AMk ka p`Sna
[sa AMk sao hma ek nayaa stMBa Apnao pazkaoM ko ilayao AarMBa kr rho hOM. [sako AMtga-t\ hma baa[bala
ko ]na p`SnaaoM ka ivamaaocana AaOr ivacaar Apnao pazkaoM sao jaananaa caahoMgao jaao A@sar hI vaad−ivavaad ka karNa bana
jaato hOM. sabasao AcCo AaOr saTIk ivacaar AaOr ]

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