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April – June 2012, Volume 13, No. 52 Easter Edition<br />

ihndI masaIhI pi~aka<br />

" AaOr iksaI dUsaro ko Wara ]war nahIM, @yaaoMik svaga- ko naIcao manauYyaaoM maoM kovala ek hI naama idyaa gayaa hO¸<br />

p`Bau yaISau masaIh ` ijasako Wara hma ]war pa sakto hOM." � pòirtaoM ko kama 4 : 12 pòirtaoM ko kama 4:<br />

caotnaa 1

ho ` hmaaro svagaI-ya ` dyaalau ` maihmaamaya ` p`omaI ` jaIivat ipta prmaoSvar ` hma Aapka<br />

(anyavaad krto hOM ik Aapnao hma saba hI kao [sa saMsaar maoM saurixat rKa. [sako ilayao hma kovala<br />

Aapkao (anyavaad hI do sakto hOM ` @yaaoMik saBaI kuC tao Aapka hI idyaa huAa hO. yahaM tk ik<br />

hmaarI ek­ek saaMsa BaI AapkI dI hu[- Amaanat hO. saao p`Bau hma p`%yaok vastu ko ilayao Aapka<br />

qdya sao (anyavaad krto hOM.<br />

hma pà)a-naa krto hOM ]na laaogaaoM ko ilayao jaao iksaI BaI karNa sao Apnao jaIvana maoM baImaar<br />

AaOr proSaana hOM ` eosao laaoga jaao sada caMgaa[- kI laalasaa maoM Apnao ibastraoM pr pD,o huyao hOM ` AaOr<br />

ijanakI AaMKoM ]sa rhnaumaa[- AaOr iSaf,a kI Aasa maoM Aasamaana kI Aaor inarntr taktI rhtI hOM `<br />

jaba ik Aap [sa saMsaar maoM Aayao )ao tao Aapnao sabakao caMgaa ikyaa )aa. Aapnao hr iksaI pr trsa<br />

Kayaa )aa. caaho ]sa samaya kao[- BaI BaUKa ` Pyaasaa ` baImaar ` tMgahala yaa ifr proSaana )aa ` Aapnao<br />

sabakao raht dI )aI. saba hI kao iSaf,a dI )aI. eosao hI laaogaaoM ko ilayao hma Aaja BaI duAa maaMgato<br />

hOM. p`Bau saba pr trsa Kanaa. saba hI kao caMgaa[- donaa.<br />

hma ]na laaogaaoM ko ilayao BaI pà)a-naa krto hOM ` jaao iksaI BaI karNa sao GaraoM sao bao­Gar hao<br />

gayao hOM. jaao BaUKo AaOr Pyaasao hOM ` AaOr ijanako pasa tna ZaMknao kao vas~ nahIM hOM p`Bau Pyaaro Aap<br />

p`%yaok kI AavaSyakta kao pUra krnaa. hma ]nako ilayao BaI pà)a-naa krto hOM ijanako ip`yajana [sa<br />

maayaavaI saMsaar sao ]za ilayao gayao hOM ` p`Bau ]nako vyaakula qdyaaoM kao Saaint donaa.<br />

p`Bau jahaM pr laD,a[-MyaaM hao rhI hOM ` ]na laaogaaoM ko qdyaaoM maoM p`oma kao p`gaT krnaa taik<br />

saBaI prspr ek dUsaro sao AsaIma Apna%va rK sakoM. p`Bau hma [sa ‘caotnaa’ pi~ka ko ilayao BaI<br />

pà)a-naa krto hOM. [sa pi~ka pr ApnaI AaSaIYa donaa taik [saka pZ,nao vaalaa hrok manauYya<br />

Aapko bailadana ko mah%va kao samaJa sako AaOr jaana sako ik [sa saMsaar maoM kovala p`Bau yaISau masaIh<br />

ko naama sao hI ]war imala sakta hO.<br />

hma pà)a-naa krto hOM ` samast saMsaar kI Saaint ` samaRiw ` ivakasa AaOr Baa[-­caaro jaOsao<br />

saMban(aaoM ko ilayao ` taik hr kao[- p`oma sao rhkr jaInaa saIK sako. ]sa pòma sao ` ijasako ilayao Aapnao<br />

salaIbaI maaOt ka duK ]zayaa )aa. Aanao vaalao nava vaYa- maoM saba hI ko pasa Aapko pòma kI<br />

SauBakamanaayaoM p`saairt haoM.<br />

Aapko maihmaamaya naama sao hma [sa pà)a-naa kao samaaPt krto hOM.<br />

AamaIna.<br />

2<br />

yah AMk [-sTr 2012 kI Zor saarI<br />

SauBakamanaaAaoM ko saaqa<br />

Apòla­jaUna 2012

4<br />

Matthew 5:16<br />

kivatayaoM<br />

stMBa<br />

kqaa<br />

fUlaaoM ka dd- 27<br />

Aaosa kI (aD,kna 28<br />

zakur ka kuMAa 41<br />

Ta[ma Tobala 44<br />

(auMe ko saa)a 54<br />

laoK<br />

[na AaMKaoM pr 20<br />

caaMdnaI tumakao 24<br />

kaka ko daoho 43<br />

baa[bala kI<br />

BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM 8<br />

dOinak raoma 21<br />

yaISau masaIh kI<br />

kba` 25<br />

Aa[yao hma p`a)a-naa kroM 1<br />

caotnya(aara 3<br />

maaga-dSa-na 23<br />

baa[bala kI jaanakairyaaM 4<br />

@yaa Aapkao maalauma hO 7<br />

Apòla–jaUna 2012 – [-sTr AMk<br />

Apòla­jaUna 2012

<strong>caotnyaQaara</strong>______<strong>saMp</strong>adkIya ivacaar<br />

ipClao ek dSak sao BaI Ai(ak [sa pRYz<br />

ko ilayao <strong>saMp</strong>adkIya ilaKto huyao phlaI baar<br />

eosaa Avasar Aayaa ik jaba iksaI nao Anaurao(a<br />

ikyaa ik ]nakI baccaI ka naama [sa pi~ka maoM<br />

Cap idyaa jaayao. ja,aihr )aa ik jaba ]na<br />

sajjana nao [sa p`kar kI ApnaI [cCa p`gaT<br />

kI hO tao mauJao karNa pUCnaa hI )aa. ‘Aapnao<br />

kuC ilaKa hO ` A)avaa AapkI baccaI ko saa)a<br />

kao[- GaTnaa yaa khanaI Aaid hOÆ’ ‘nahI eosaI<br />

kao[- BaI baat nahIM hO ` basa Aap maorI laD,kI<br />

ka naama [sa pi~ka maoM khIM BaI p`kaiSat kr<br />

doM.’ maOM saaocanao lagaa ik eosaI @yaa baat hO ik<br />

]na sajjana kI [sa baccaI ko naama maoMÆ @yaa<br />

]sako pirvaar maoM pOda haoto hI pirvaar kI<br />

saarI KuiSayaaM samaaPt hao caukI hOM ` A)avaa<br />

duKaoM AaOr kYTaoM ko baadla ]maD, Aayao hOM ` jaao<br />

yah sajjana ]saka naama pi~ka maoM p`kaiSat<br />

krvaanaa caahto hOMÆ ‘zIk hO ` jaba kBaI maOM<br />

ApnaI kao[- BaI na[- khanaI ‘duiKyaa’ naama sao<br />

ilaKUMgaa tao ek saa)a daonaaoM hI kama hao<br />

jaayaogaoM. AapkI laD,kI ka naama BaI Cp<br />

jaayaogaa AaOr mauJakao na[- khanaI ka SaIYa-k BaI<br />

imala jaayaogaa.’ khto huyao maOMnao baat samaaPt kI<br />

AaOr ]na sajjana kao santuYT ikyaa.<br />

Agar doKa jaayao tao Ai(akaMSa<br />

maata­ipta jaba ]nako yahaM pr nayaa iSaSau<br />

janma laota hO tao ]saka naama baD,o hI ArmaanaaoM<br />

sao rKto hOM. [sa naama maoM BaI ]nako BaivaYya kI<br />

kao[- AaSaa ` kao[- baat eosaI iCpI haotI hO `<br />

ijasako pUra haonao kI Aasa Aanao vaalao idnaaoM maoM<br />

banaI rhtI hO. ifr BaI bahut sao baccaaoM ko<br />

naama eosao caunao jaato hOM ` jaao ]nako kamaaoM AaOr<br />

]mmaIdaoM sao khIM Alaga haoto hOM. AaOr jaba<br />

baccaaoM ko naama rKnao ka ivaYaya AarMBa huAa hO<br />

tao yahaM ek eosao naama ka ]llaoK ikyaa jaanaa<br />

AvaSya hO ijasakao prmaoSvar kI trf sao caunaa<br />

gayaa AaOr ek svagaI-ya dUt ko Wara ]nako<br />

maataipta kao phuMucaayaa gayaa )aa. baa[bala ko<br />

nayaa inayama ko ma

6<br />

baa[bala kI jaanakairyaaM<br />

yaISau<br />

masaIh<br />

AaOr<br />

]naka<br />

ivavaah<br />

yaISau masaIh yaa ifr masaIihyat ko ivarao(aI<br />

ijanhoM AMgaòjaI maoM ‘enTIËa[sT’ BaI kha gayaa<br />

hOÂ sacamauca maoM doKa jaayao tao ]saI idna sao pOda<br />

hao cauko )ao ` jaba ik naadana yaISau masaIh nao<br />

Aba sao 2012 saala pUva- epàta ko baOtlahma maoM<br />

ek baalak ko $p maoM janma ilayaa )aa. yaISau<br />

masaIh ko janma ko saa)a hI ]sa samaya ko ËUr<br />

rajaa horaodosa nao maasaUma baccaaoM ka<br />

k%la­e­Aama kovala [sailayao krvaa idyaa )aa<br />

taik baalak yaISau masaIh kao marvaayaa jaa<br />

sako. baad maoM jaba yaISau masaIh ka imaSanarI<br />

kaya- AarMBa haota ]sasao pihlao hI ]naka maaga-<br />

sajaanao vaalaa yaUhnnaa bapitsmaa donao vaalao ka<br />

isar klama kr idyaa gayaa. ]sako baad tao<br />

masaIhI ivaraoi(ayaaoM ka jaOsao phaD, saa hI TUT<br />

pD,a. yaISau masaIh Apnaa kama krto rho `<br />

]naka ivarao(a sabasao pihlao ]nako hI laaogaaoM<br />

yahUidyaaoM nao jaI Bar ko ikyaa. ifr yaISau<br />

masaIh ko puna$%)aana ko pScaat tao ]nako<br />

iSaYyaaoM ` AnauyaaiyayaaoM AaOr masaIihyat ka p`caar<br />

krnao vaalaaoM ko satava ` maR%yadMD ` salaIbaIkrNa `<br />

ijanda jalaayaa jaanaa ` isar kTvaanaa ` jaIivat<br />

hI SarIr pr sao Kala ](aoD, Dalanaa Aaid<br />

AnaokaoM yaatnaaAaoM AaOr kYTaoM sao baap[bala tao<br />

@yaa ]sa samaya ka jaOsao [ithasa hI Bara pD,a<br />

hO. laoikna [tnaa saba krnao ko pScaat BaI<br />

masaIh ivaraoi(ayaaoM kao kao[- laaBa hao saka hao `<br />

[samaoM AvaSya hI sandoh hO. ja,ra ivaSva ko<br />

na@Sao pr naj,ar ]zakr doK laIijayao ` hmaoM<br />

AaOr Aapkao masaIihyat ko ivaraoi(ayaaoM sao khIM<br />

Anaiganat masaIh ko ivaSvaasaI imalaoMgao. vat-maana<br />

maoM BaI sabasao Ai(ak janasaM#yaa yaid iksaI<br />

(aaima-k ivaSvaasa kI hO tao vah kovala masaIhI<br />

(ama- hI hO.<br />

masaIh ivaraoi(ayaaoM ko ilayao baa[bala ko nayaa<br />

inayama ko laoKk yaUhnnaa ko p~aoM maoM ËmaSaÁ<br />

1yaUhnnaa 2Á 18 ` 2Á 22 ` 4Á 3 t)aa 2yaUhnnaa<br />

1Á7 maoM pihlao hI vaNa-na kr idyaa gayaa hO ik<br />

saMsaar ko AMt ko idnaaoM maoM masaIh ivarao(aI ]z<br />

KD,o haoMgao. yaUM BaI yaid vat-maana maoM doKa jaayao<br />

tao masaIh ivarao(aI laaogaaoM ko Wara khIM na khIM `<br />

iksaI na iksaI p`kar sao yaISau masaIh ka naama<br />

]Calaa hI jaata hO. [nhIM naamaaoM maoM ipClao<br />

idnaaoM ek AMgaòjaI iflma ‘da ivaMcaI kaoD’ ka<br />

naama bahut p`cailat hao gayaa )aa. AaOr [sa bahu<br />

p`calana ka karNa )aa ik [sako Wara yaISau<br />

masaIh ko vaOvaaihk cair~ kao laokr bahut<br />

]Calanao kI kaoiSaSa kI ga[- )aI. vah tao<br />

yaISau masaIh kI iSaxaa AaOr ]nakI nama`ta kI<br />

EaoYzta hI kha jaanaa caaihyao ik tmaama<br />

masaIhyaaoM nao caupcaap [sao sahna BaI kr ilayaa `<br />

nahIM tao Anya (ama- jaOsao [slaama Aaid kI baat<br />

haotI tao eosaa khnao vaalaaoM ko ilayao ftvaa<br />

jaarI hao cauka haota. ‘da ivaMcaI kaoD’ ko<br />

Wara yaISau masaIh ko ilayao kha gayaa hO ik<br />

]nakI s~I iSaYyaaAaoM maoM sao ek mairyama<br />

Apòla­jaUna 2012

magadlaInaI sao yaISau masaIh nao baakayada Apnaa<br />

ivavaah ikyaa )aa AaOr ]nasao ]nakI saMtanao BaI<br />

hOM. t)yaaoM sao ir@t jaao baat ‘da ivaMcaI kaoD’<br />

ko Wara khI ga[- hO ` ]naka isalaisalaovaar [sa<br />

pi~ka ‘caotnaa ‘ ko Wara kovala [sailayao ]

laoikna jaba kao[- eosaI baat hu[- hI nahIM hO tao<br />

]saka ija,Ë @yaaoMkr hao sakta )aaÆ yaid<br />

yaISau masaIh ko jaIvana kao nayaa inayama ko caaraoM<br />

sausamaacaaraoM kao (yaana maoM rK kr doKa jaayao<br />

tao ]nako iSaYyaaoM maoM ptrsa ` ]nako Baa[yaaoM `<br />

bahnaaoM Aaid ka vaNa-na tao ikyaa gayaa hO ` t)aa<br />

]nako iSaYyaaoM ko Gar ` pirvaaraoM AaOr baccaaoM ka<br />

tao ija,Ë imalata hO pr yaISau masaIh kI p%naI `<br />

pirvaar AaOr baccaaoM ko ilayao khIM BaI kOsaI BaI<br />

baat [sa maamalao maoM nahIM kI ga[- hO. yah zIk<br />

hO ik baa[bala yaISau masaIh ko Aivavaaiht haonao<br />

kI baat nahIM krtI hO ` pr ]nako ivavaaiht<br />

haonao ko baaro maoM BaI kao[- saMkot nahIM dotI hO tao<br />

ifr yah kOsao kha jaa sakta hO ik yaISau<br />

masaIh ka ivavaah huAa )aa AaOr vah BaI ek<br />

gaOr yahUdI s~I mairyama magadlaInaI ³baa[bala<br />

khIM BaI yah bayaana nahIM krtI hO ik mairyama<br />

magadlaInaI ek yahUdI s~I )aI. ]sako AMitma<br />

naama ‘magadlaInaI’ sao kovala yah AaSaya inakalaa<br />

gayaa hO ik vah galaIla p`doSa ko magadlaa<br />

naamak Sahr kI rhnao vaalaI hao saktI )aI.<br />

yahUdI rIit ko Anausaar yahUdI kovala yahUidyaaoM<br />

maoM hI Apnao irSto ikyaa krto hOM´ sao jaao<br />

]nakI kovala [sa karNa iSaYyaa banaI )aI `<br />

@yaaoMik yaISau masaIh nao ]sako jaIvana maoM iSaÔa<br />

dI )aI.<br />

yaid salaIbaIkrNa ko samaya ko dRSya pr<br />

(yaana idyaa jaayao tao [sa BaIYaNa yaatnaa AaOr<br />

maR%yau ko AMitma daOr ko samaya BaI yaISau masaIh nao<br />

kovala ApnaI maaM mairyama ko hI ]nako baad ko<br />

jaIvana AaOr BaivaYya kI icaMta vya@t kI )aI<br />

AaOr Apnao iSaYya yaUhnnaa kao [saka<br />

]

Gospel of Philip records: As for the<br />

Wisdom who is called "the barren,"<br />

she is the mother of the angels.<br />

And the companion of the [...] Mary<br />

Magdalene. [...] loved her more<br />

than all the disciples, and used to<br />

kiss her often on her mouth. The<br />

rest of the disciples [...]. They said<br />

to him "Why do you love her more<br />

than all of us?" The Savior<br />

answered and said to them, "Why<br />

do I not love you like her? When a<br />

blind man and one who sees are<br />

both together in darkness, they are<br />

no different from one another.<br />

When the light comes, then he who<br />

sees will see the light, and he who<br />

is blind will remain in darkne.<br />

jaao maUla laoK ‘gaa^ispla Aa^f ifilap’ ko<br />

naama sao pàPt huAa hO ` ]samaoM bahut sao mah%vapUNa-<br />

Sabd laapta hOM ` AaOr kao[- yah davao sao nahIM<br />

kh sakta hO ik sacamauca maoM yah laapta Sabd<br />

saoivayar yaa Ëa[sT ko ilayao hOM. A)avaa<br />

Ëa[sT nao sacamauca mairyama magadlaInaI ka cauMbana<br />

ilayaa hO yaa iksaI Anya nao. [nhIM karNaaoM sao<br />

naa^isTk laoKaoM kao baa[bala maoM s)aana nahIM idyaa<br />

gayaa hO ` @yaaoMik [na laoKaoM kI t)yata pr ek<br />

baD,a p`Snaicanh lagaa huAa hO. �<br />

@yaa Aapkao maalauma<br />

hO ik `<br />

puranaI baa[bala maoM yahaovaa prmaoSvar nao<br />

samaya­samaya pr Apnaa sandoSa donao ko ilayao `<br />

ApnaI kaOma kao inado-Sa pairt krnao ko ilayao<br />

naibayaaoM AaOr Apnao dasaaoM kao [stomaala ikyaa<br />

)aa. prmaoSvar ko yah nabaI yaa tao ]saka<br />

iksaI na iksaI $p maoM dSa-na ` svaPna doKto )ao `<br />

yaa ifr ]sakI Aavaaja, kao saunakr baat ikyaa<br />

krto )ao. jaba naibayaaoM kao yahaovaa prmaoSvar<br />

ka sandoSa imala jaata )aa tao ifr vao ]sakao<br />

phlao hI sao BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM krko janata tk<br />

phuMcaa idyaa krto )ao. laoikna baa[bala ka<br />

puranaa inayama yaISau masaIh ko janma sao lagaBaga<br />

400 saala pihlao hI naibayaaoM ko Wara baat<br />

krnao AaOr ]nako Wara BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM krnao<br />

ko ilayao caup hao cauka )aa. khnao ka AaSaya<br />

hO ik yaISau masaIh ko janma sao 400 saala<br />

pihlao puranaI baa[bala maoM kao[- BaivaYyavaaNaI<br />

nahIM kI ga[- hO. yahUidyaaoM kI imasa` maoM dasata<br />

BaI 400 vaYaao-M tk kI hO. [sako saa)a hI<br />

puranaa inayama kI malaakI kI pustk ko<br />

pScaat nayaa inayama ko ilaKnao ko ma(ya ka<br />

samaya BaI 400 vaYa- hI hO.<br />

baa[bala ko 40 naMbar BaI $icakr hOM.<br />

[saàelaI imasa` sao inaklanao ko baad jaMgala maoM<br />

maUsaa ko saa)a 40 vaYaao-M tk rho )ao. maUsaa imasa`<br />

maoM 40 saalaaoM tk rajaGaranao maoM rha )aa. vahaM<br />

sao inaklanao ko pScaat vah 40 saalaaoM tk BaoD,oM<br />

carata rha )aa. yahUidyaaoM ka pihlaa rajaa<br />

Saa}la ka rajya BaI 40 saalaaoM tk rha )aa.<br />

da}d nao BaI 40 saala rajya ikyaa )aa.<br />

]sako baad ]sako pu~ saulaomaana nao BaI 40<br />

saalaaoM tk rajya ikyaa )aa. yarIhao maoM jaanao sao<br />

pihlao [sa`aelaI 40 idnaaoM tk ]saka Baod laoto<br />

rho )ao. maUsaa dao baar prmaoSvar sao dsa inayama<br />

laonao ko ilayao 40 idnaaoM tk pva-t pr caZa, rha<br />

)aa. yaISau masaIh 40 idnaaoM tk BaUK,o­Pyaasao<br />

rhto huyao SaOtana kI prIxaa maoM rho )ao ` AaOr<br />

puna$%)aana ko pScaat BaI 40 idnaaoM tk Apnao<br />

AnauyaaiyayaaoM ko saamanao Kud kao p`gaT krto rho<br />

)ao.. �<br />

caotnaa 9

aa[bala kI<br />

BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM<br />

eMva<br />

BaivaYyaW@ta<br />

prmaoSvar ka vacana ijasao Aaja hma saba<br />

baa[bala ko $p maoM doKto AaOr pZ,a krto hOM `<br />

ka ek caaO)aa[- sao BaI Ai(ak Baaga<br />

BaivaYyavaaiNayaaoM sao Bara pD,a hO. [na<br />

BaivaYyavaaiNayaaoM maoM BaI prmaoSvar ka ApnaI caunaIM<br />

hu[- kaOma ko ilayao caotavainayaaM ` vaado AaOr<br />

BaivaYya maoM Aanao vaalaI pUva- saUcanaayaoM yaa<br />

BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM hOM. baa[bala jaba maUla $p sao<br />

ilaKI ga[- )aI tao ]samaoM A(yaaya AaOr pd nahIM<br />

)ao. sabasao pihlao poirsa ko baa[bala ska^lar<br />

sTIfna laoMgaTna nao sana\ 1200 ko Aasa­pasa<br />

[samaoM ivaBaajana ikyao AaOr A(yaaya banaayao<br />

taik [sako A(yayana maoM pazkaoM kao sauiva(aa<br />

hao sako. ifr [sako dao saaO vaYaao-M ko pScaat<br />

rbbaI [sahak naa)ana nao [samaoM pd Dala idyao<br />

AaOr ifr baad maoM yahI yahUidyaaoM kI baa[bala<br />

khI ga[-. masaIhI laaoga [sa baa[bala kao puranaa<br />

inayama khto hOM. t%pScaat lagaBaga ek sadI<br />

ko pScaat sana\ 1551 maoM poirsa ko baa[bala<br />

ska^lar ra^baT- esTIna nao pihlaa nayaa inayama<br />

A(yaayaaoM AaOr pdaoM ko saa)a p`kaiSat<br />

krvaayaa. yah ]sa samaya ko saupìsaw samaa`T<br />

ikMga jaomsa vaja-na ko naama sao sana\ 1611 maoM<br />

lagaBaga 60 saalaaoM ko pScaat p`kaiSat huAa<br />

AaOr calana maoM baa[bala ko $p maoM saamanao<br />

Aayaa.<br />

baa[bala ko samaya maoM bahut sao laaoga<br />

prmaoSvar kI saunato )ao tao bahut sao ]sasao baatoM<br />

BaI ikyaa krto )ao. BaivaYyaW@tagaNa<br />

prmaoSvar kI saunato AaOr ]sasao baatoM BaI ikyaa<br />

krto )ao. baad maoM prmaoSvar kI saUcanaayaoM<br />

janata tkphuMcaayaa krto )ao. mahayaajak yaa<br />

10<br />

yaajak BaI janata kI pà)a-naayaoM prmaoSvar tk<br />

phuMcaayaa krto )ao AaOr ifr ]saI ko Aa(aar<br />

pr xamaa yaacanaa ` caMgaa[- ` bailadana yaa ifr<br />

AaSaIYa ka sandoSa pairt ikyaa krto )ao.<br />

p`Sna ]zta hO ik iksa p`kar ko laaogaaoM kao<br />

prmaoSvar Apnaa sandoSa pairt krnao ko ilayao<br />

BaivaYyaW@ta banaakr BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM krnao ka<br />

kama dota )aa. baa[bala hmakao batatI hO ik<br />

ijana laaogaaoM kao BaI prmaoSvar nao [sa kaya- ko<br />

ilayao caunaa ]nakI kao[- BaI pihlao sao<br />

pairvaairk gauNa yaa AaOpcaairkta nahIM doKI<br />

ga[-. ijasa p`kar sao prmaoSvar nao yaajakaoM ka<br />

kama krnao ko ilayao laovaI ko vaMSa AaOr ]nako<br />

vaMSajaaoM kao caunaa )aa ` ]sa p`kar sao<br />

BaivaYyaW@taAaoM ko ilayao eosaI kao[- BaI pabaMdI<br />

yaa Apoixat gauNa nahIM doKa gayaa )aa.<br />

prmaoSvar ko caunao huyao yao BaivaYyaW@tagaNa yaa<br />

tao iksaI bahut hI garIba pirvaar sao )ao ` yaa<br />

ifr (anaI AaOr pìtiYzt )ao. naa hI [nakI<br />

kao[- ]ma` Aaid ka baM(ana )aa. maUsaa nabaI ka<br />

janma tao ek yahUdI pirvaar maoM huAa )aa pr<br />

jaba ]sakao prmaoSvar nao Apnaa kama saaOMpa )aa<br />

vah imasa` ko ifraOna kI bahna ka laD,ka ` ek<br />

Apòla­jaUna 2012

ajakumaar )aa ` AaOr BaivaYya maoM vah ifraOna kI<br />

pdvaI laonao ka vaairsa )aa. nabaI Aamaaosa poSao<br />

sao ek carvaaha )aa ` magar prmaoSvar nao ]sao<br />

Apnao laaogaaoM ko ma(ya [saàela doSa maoM<br />

BaivaYyavaaNaI krnao ko ilayao cauna ilayaa )aa.<br />

iyama-yaah nabaI kao jaba prmaoSvar nao caunaa )aa tao<br />

vah kovala ek baalak hI )aa ³iyama-yaah 1Á<br />

6­7´. vat-maana maoM jaOsao ek iWBaaiYayaa ka<br />

kama haota hO ik vah ek BaaYaa ka Anauvaad<br />

dUsarI BaaYaa maoM krta hO ` zIk kuC­kuC [saI<br />

trh sao baa[bala maoM naibayaaoM ka BaI kama huAa<br />

krta )aa. vao BaI prmaoSvar kI baaolaI AaOr<br />

]sako sandoSa kao saunakr janata ko ma(ya<br />

phuMcaayaa krto )ao. prmaoSvar ko [na sandoSaaoM maoM<br />

pàyaÁ iksaI pUva-vacana yaa AaSaa ka sandoSa yaa<br />

AaSaIYa haotI )aa ` Anya)aa sabasao Ai(ak<br />

Apnao laaogaaoM kao ]nako ilayao BaivaYya ko ilayao<br />

kao[- caotavanaI haotI )aI. [na caotavainayaaoM maoM<br />

iksaI mahamaarI ko Aanao kI pUva- saUcanaa `<br />

ivadoSaI AaËmaNa ` baImaairyaaM ` dasa%va maoM jaanao<br />

ka sandoSa yaa ifr Apnao doSa sao inakalao jaanao<br />

kI pUva- saUcanaa haotI )aI. prmaoSvar nao<br />

]prao@t saaro sandoSa ApnaI yahUdI jaait kao<br />

samaya­samaya pr ]nako kamaaoM ko Anausaar<br />

iBajavaayao )ao.<br />

baa[bala jaba ilaKI jaa rhI )aI yaa<br />

ilaKnaa AarMBa hu[- )aI ` ]sa samaya maoM prmaoSvar<br />

nao Apnaa sandoSa naibayaaoM ko Wara ApnaI kaOma<br />

tk phuMcavaayaa )aa. ek baD,a saa savaala<br />

hmaaro saamanao Aata hO ik @yaa vat-maana maoM yaa<br />

Aaja ko samaya maoM BaI BaivaYyaW@ta hmaaro ma(ya<br />

ivarajamaana hOMÆ [sa p`Sna ka kovala ek hI<br />

]

vaastva maoM prmaoSvar ka AsalaI sandoSavaahk<br />

]saka piva~ vacana baa[bala hI hO.<br />

baa[bala vyavas)aaivavarNa ko A(yaaya 34Á<br />

10­15 maoM spYT kr dotI hO ik maUsaa nabaI ko<br />

samaana kao[- BaI dUsara nabaI eosaa nahIM huAa ik<br />

ijasanao prmaoSvar sao Aamanao­saamanao baatoM kI<br />

haoM. AaOr naa hI ]sako samaana iksaI nao BaI<br />

balabaMt ha)a AaOr prmaoSvar ko Baya ko kama<br />

idKayao. ifr BaI yah kh idyaa jaayao ik<br />

maUsaa sabasao phlaa nabaI baa[bala maoM huAa )aa `<br />

eosaa BaI nahIM hO. yaid doKa jaayao tao baa[bala<br />

maoM BaivaYyavaaNaI ka calana sabasao phlao Aba`ahma<br />

ko jaIvana sao AarMBa huAa )aa. yahI Aba`ahma<br />

baad maoM prmaoSvar kI dRiYT maoM ]saka bahut<br />

baD,a Aa&akarI dasa [sakdr mahana khlaayaa<br />

)aa ik yahaovaa prmaoSvar nao ]sakao ]r doSa sao<br />

Apnao caunao huyao doSa knaana maoM jaakr rhnao kao<br />

kha )aa. tba ApnaI yaa~aAaoM ko daOrana<br />

Abaàhma kUca krta huAa di@Kna doSa ko<br />

kadoSa AaOr saUr ko ma(ya maoM zhra AaOr garar<br />

naamak s)aana maoM rhnao lagaa )aa ` jaao [sa samaya<br />

ko [-rak AaOr saIiryaa doSa khlaato hOM. yah<br />

jagah ya$Salaoma sao lagaBaga 45 maIla yaa 72<br />

iklaaomaITr kI dUrI pr hO. yaid ihsaaba<br />

lagaayaa jaayao tao garar s)aana maoM rhnao kao Aanao<br />

tk saara kI ]ma` lagaBaga 90 vaYa- tk kI<br />

haonaI caaihyao )aI. yaid yah kha jaayao ik<br />

yahaM tk baa[bala kI yah khanaI Agar<br />

AtIt ka yaa ‘FlaOSabaOk’ hO taOBaI yah ]ma`<br />

vat-maana ko ihsaaba sao maanava jaIvana ka AMitma<br />

pD,ava khlaatI hO ` laoikna baa[bala bayaana<br />

krtI hO ik saara ApnaI [sa ]ma` maoM BaI bahut<br />

saundr AaOr yauvaa idKtI )aI. tBaI vahaM ko<br />

rajaa AbaImaolaok nao Apnao dUt Abaàhma ko pasa<br />

iBajavaayao taik vah saara kao Apnao hrma maoM<br />

rK sako. tba [saI Baya maoM Aakr Aba`ahma nao<br />

khnaa Sau$ kr idyaa ik saara ]sakI p%naI naa<br />

12<br />

haokr ]sakI bahna hO ` taik vah rajaa<br />

AbaImaolaok sao ApnaI p%naI kao bacaa sako.<br />

haMlaaik Abaàhma nao sacamauca kao[- JaUz nahIM<br />

baaolaa )aa. yaid saara AaOr Abaàhma ko pirvaar<br />

pr dRiYT DalaI jaayao taOBaI saara ek p`kar sao<br />

]sakI saaOtolaI bahna hI )aI. daonaaoM ka ipta<br />

tao ek )aa pr maaMyaoM Alaga­Alaga )aIM.<br />

laoikna rajaa AbaImaolaok nao jaba saara kao Apnao<br />

mahla maoM baulavaa ilayaa tao yahaovaa prmaoSvar ka<br />

Ëao(a BaD,k ]za. ]sanao svaPna ko Wara rajaa<br />

AbaImaolaok kao caotavanaI iBajavaayaI ik ` ijasa<br />

s~I kao tUnao rK ilayaa hO vah sauhaigana hO ` [sa<br />

karNa tU mar jaayaogaa. saao tU ]sa s~I kao for<br />

do ` @yaaoMik ]saka pit ek BaivaYyaW@ta hO `<br />

vah toro ilayao pà)a-naa krogaa. AaOr tU jaIta<br />

rhogaa. pr yaid tU ]sakao naa for do tao jaana<br />

rK ik tU AaOr toro ijatnao laaoga hOM inaScaya mar<br />

jaayaogaoM ³]%pi

ko ma(ya maoM phlaa nabaI Aba`ahma AaOr dUsara<br />

maUsaa. ifr Agalao 400 vaYaao-M ko ma(ya maoM<br />

puranao inayama kI AMitma pustk ka AMitma nabaI<br />

malaakI. ifr nayaa inayama kI AXaor ko gaao~<br />

kI fnaUela kI baoTI phlaI s~I BaivaYyaWi@tna<br />

hÙah ` ijasanao baalak yaISau ko samap-Na kI rIit<br />

ko samaya hOkla maoM yaISau masaIh ko ]wark haonao<br />

ko baaro maoM BaivaYyavaaNaI kI )aI³laUka 2Á<br />

22­39´.<br />

[saàela doSa AaOr ya$Salaoma ko [ithasa<br />

pr yaid gaaOr ikyaa jaayao tao yahaM kI ja,maIna<br />

pr haonaovaalaI mau#ya GaTnaaAaoM ko ihsaaba sao [sao<br />

tIna baD,o daOr maoM baaMTa jaa sakta hO. phlaa<br />

930 baIº saIº maoM phlaI baar [saàela doSa ka<br />

baMTvaara dao ihssaaoM maoM hao gayaa )aa. ]

kaTo jaayaoMgao t)aa AMt maoM ]sa doSa sao inakala<br />

baahr ikyao jaayaoMgao ijasakao donao kI vaacaa<br />

yahaovaa nao ]nako pUva-jaaoM sao baaM(aI )aI. AaOr<br />

baad maoM ifr yahI huAa BaI. baobaIlaaoinayana ko<br />

Wara saaro [saàelaI laaoga caalaIsa vaYaao-M tk<br />

Aaja ko [-rakI doSa maoM gaulaamaI kI pID,a Jaolato<br />

rho )ao.<br />

‘prntu yaid tU Apnao prmaoSvar yahaovaa kI<br />

baat na saunao ` AaOr ]sakI Aa&aAaoM AaOr<br />

ivai(ayaaoM ko palanao maoM jaao maOM Aaja saunaata hUM<br />

caaOksaI nahIM krogaa ` tao yah saba Saap tuJa pr<br />

Aa pD,oMgao. A)aa-t\ Saaipt hao tU nagar maoM `<br />

Saaipt hao tU Kot maoM ` Saaipt hao torI TaokrI<br />

AaOr torI kzaOtI. Saaipt hao torI saMtana<br />

AaOr torI BaUima kI ]pja ` AaOr gaayaaoM AaOr<br />

BaoD,­bakiryaaoM ko baccao. Saaipt hao tU BaItr<br />

Aato samaya ` AaOr Saaipt hao baahr jaato<br />

samaya. ifr ijasa , , , , , ,<br />

, , , ,AaOr vahaM tuma Apnao Sa~uAaoM ko ha)a<br />

dasa­dasaI haonao ko ilayao ibaka} tao rhaogao `<br />

prntu tumhara kao[- gaàhk na haogaa.’<br />

— vyavas)aaivavarNa 28Á 15­68<br />

[saàeilayaaoM kao ]nako duYkamaao-M ko pìt<br />

caotavainayaaM t)aa BaivaYya maoM Aanao vaalao pirNaama<br />

ko pìt naa kovala caMdok naibayaaoM ko Wara<br />

yahaovaa prmaoSvar nao Apnao sandoSa pairt ikyao<br />

)ao ` bailk eosao nabaI saOkD,aoM hI nahIM hjaaraoM maoM<br />

)ao. taOBaI baa[bala kovala 40 BaivaYyaW@taAaoM<br />

ka ivaSaoYa vaNa-na krtI hOM. yah vao nabaI )ao `<br />

ijanako maa(yama sao yahaovaa prmaoSvar nao ApnaI<br />

kaOma kao caotnya ikyaa )aa ` ]nakao Apnao<br />

sandoSa iBajavaayao )ao ` AaOr ek p`kar sao<br />

Apnaa saMban(a ApnaI kaOma sao banaa kr rKa<br />

)aa.<br />

BaivaYyaW@tagaNa<br />

ha$na—<br />

14<br />

inaga-mana 7Á 1 ko Anausaar ha$na nabaI maUsaa<br />

ka Baa[- )aa. ]sanao sabasao pihlao imasa` kI<br />

dasata maoM jakD,o [saàeilayaaoM kao prmaoSvar ka<br />

sandoSa gaulaamaI kI jaMjaIraoM sao Aajaad kranao ko<br />

baaro maoM saunaayaa )aa.<br />

Abaàhma—<br />

]%pi

Wara ]nako kmaao-M kI saja,a donao vaalaa hO ` AaOr<br />

[saàela doSa naaSa ikyaa jaayaogaa.<br />

hÙah BaivaYyaWi@tna—<br />

sausamaacaar laUka kI [MjaIla 2Á 36 maoM<br />

naibayaa hÙah nao ya$Salaoma ko CuTkaro kI baat<br />

baalak yaISau kao maindr maoM doKkr kI )aI ik `<br />

prmaoSvar nao yaISau masaIh kao Apnao laaogaaoM kao<br />

bacaanao ko ilayao hI Baojaa hO.<br />

Ajayaa-h—<br />

Aaodod ka pu~ Ajayaa-h nao yahUda ko rajaa<br />

Aasaa kao icatakr kha )aa ik ` ‘ho ` Aasaa `<br />

AaOr ho saaro yahUda AaOr ibanyaamaIna maorI saunaao `<br />

jaba tk tuma yahaovaa ko saMga rhaogao tba tk<br />

vah tumharo saMga rhogaa AaOr yaid tuma ]sakI<br />

Kaoja maoM lagao rhao ` tba tao vah tuma sao imalaa<br />

rhogaa ` prntu yaid tuma ]sakao %yaaga daogao tao<br />

vah BaI tumakao %yaaga dogaa.’<br />

dainayyaola—<br />

dainayyaola nabaI jaba yauvaa hI )aa ` tBaI vah<br />

baobaIlaaoinayana ko Wara yahUda p`doSa pr jaIt ko<br />

samaya baM(auAa banaakr baobaIlaaona lao jaayaa gayaa<br />

)aa. ifr vahaM pr vah Apnao saaro jaIvana Bar<br />

rha )aa. yahaM tk ik ` farsaI rajaa kus~U ko<br />

samaya pr jaba saaro baM(ak [saàeilayaaoM kao<br />

]nako Apnao doSa knaana maoM jaanao ka AadoSa<br />

imalaa ` tba BaI dainayyaola vaapsa nahIM gayaa<br />

)aa. saao ApnaI baM(auAa[- ko samaya dainayyaola<br />

ko Wara doKo gayao ek dSa-na³dainayyaola 7Á 1´<br />

maoM ]sanao doKa )aa ik kao[- jana ijasaka sva$p<br />

manauYya ko pu~ ko samaana yaISau masaIh hO ` baadlaaoM<br />

ko saa)a naIcao (artI kI trf Aa rha hO.<br />

dainayyaola ko [sa dSa-na kao baa[bala ko<br />

ska^lasa- saMsaar ko AMitma idnaaoM maoM yaISau masaIh<br />

ko ]sa daobaara Aagamana kao khto hOM ` ijasaka<br />

vaNa-na baa[bala kI AMitma pustk p`kaiSat<br />

vaa@ya maoM ikyaa gayaa hO.<br />

naibayaa dbaaora—<br />

nyaaiyayaaoM kI pustk ko A(yaaya 4 maoM [sa<br />

s~I naibayaa dbaaora jaao laPpIdaot kI s~I )aI `<br />

AaOr [sa`aeilayaaoM ka nyaaya ikyaa krtI )aI `<br />

ka naama va vaNa-na Aayaa hO. yah epÒma ko<br />

phaD,I doSa maoM ramaa AaOr baotola ko baIca maoM<br />

dbaaora ko KjaUr ko tlao baOza krtI )aI ` AaOr<br />

[saàelaI ]sako pasa nyaaya ko ilayao Aayaa<br />

krto )ao. dbaaora nao AbaInaaoAma ko pu~ baarak<br />

kao kadoSa naPtalaI nagar sao baulaakr ]sakao<br />

prmaoSvara yahaovaa ka sandoSa saunaato huyao kha<br />

)aa ik yaabaIna ko saonaapit saIsara pr caZ,a[-<br />

kr ` @yaaoMik prmaoSvar ]sakao toro ha)aaoM maoM kr<br />

dogaa. laoikna ifr BaI saIsara kI maaOt toro<br />

ha)aaoM sao na haokr ek s~I ko Wara haogaI. saao<br />

jaOsaa dbaaora nao baarak sao kha )aa ` zIk vaOsaa<br />

hI huAa BaI )aa. saIsara kao hobaor konaI kI<br />

s~I yaaela nao Apnao Doro maoM jaba vah gahrI naIMd<br />

saao gayaa )aa ` Doro kI ek KUMTI kao ]sakI<br />

knapTI maoM gaaD,kr maar Dalaa )aa.<br />

eilayyaah—<br />

eilayyaah nabaI kI khanaI ` ]saka naama<br />

AaOr ]sako kama baa[bala maoM bahut hI saupìsaw<br />

hOM. ]sako kamaaoM kI mau#ya GaTnaa 1 rajaa ko<br />

A(yaaya maoM pZ,nao kao ]sa samaya imalatI hO jaba<br />

ik ]sanao rajaa Ahaba kI ranaI [-ja,obaola ko<br />

dovataAaoM ko pMiDtaoM AaOr [sa`aelaI naibayaaoM ko<br />

ma(ya Apnao­Apnao saccao [-Svar kI saaxaI ko<br />

$p maoM hu[- ek pìtyaaoigata ko samaya [-ja,obaola<br />

ko pMiDtaoM kao hra idyaa )aa. [sa pìtyaaoigata<br />

ko samaya dovataAaoM ka [-Svar svaMya kao p`gaT<br />

nahIM kr saka )aa ` pr eilayyaah ko yahaovaa<br />

prmaoSvar nao AakaSa sao Aaga barsaakr<br />

caotnaa 15

eilayyaah kI banaa[- hu[- vaodI pr rKI hu[- BaoMT<br />

kao Basma krko ga`hNa kr ilayaa )aa. [sa pr<br />

[-ja,obaola nao Ëaoi(at haokr eilayyaah kao jaana<br />

sao marvaa Dalanao ka inaScaya kr ilayaa )aa.<br />

tba eilayyaah Baagakr yahUda ko baoSao-baa kao<br />

calaa gayaa )aa.<br />

elaISaa—<br />

elaISaa ` Aabaolamahaolaa ko Xaapat ka pu~<br />

)aa ` AaOr ek p`kar sao eilayyaah nabaI ko<br />

s)aana ka Ai(akarI )aa. [saka vaNa-na 1<br />

rajaa 19 maoM imalata hO. elaISaa nao rajaa<br />

Ahaba ko rajya ko ptna AaOr ]sako s)aana pr<br />

inamaXaI ko pu~ yaohU kao [saàela ka rajaa bananao<br />

kI BaivaYyavaaNaI kI )aI.<br />

nabaI yahojakola—<br />

nabaI yahojakola nao pUva- BaivaYyavaaNaI krko<br />

bata idyaa )aa ik yahaovaa prmaoSvar baahrI<br />

AaËmaNakairyaaoM ko Wara [sa`aela rajya kao<br />

barbaad kr dogaa ` laoikna baad maoM vah ]sao ifr<br />

sao KD,a BaI krogaa. AsaIiryana AaOr<br />

baobaIlaaoinayana nao Aakr [saàela AaOr yadUda<br />

rajya kao barbaad ikyaa )aa. ifr caalaIsa<br />

vaYaao-M kI baM(auAa[- ko pScaat [saàelaI vaapsa<br />

Apnao doSa laaOTo )ao. ]nako laaOTnao ko pScaat<br />

hI ya$Salaoma kI Sahrpnaah ifr sao banaa[- ga[-<br />

)aI.<br />

nabaI gaad—<br />

nabaI gaad ka naama Saayad bahut sao laaogaaoM<br />

kao [sailayao BaI yaad nahIM haogaa ` @yaaoMik [sako<br />

naama kI kao[- BaI pustk baa[bala maoM Alaga sao<br />

nahIM hO. gaad ka naama baa[bala ko puranao inayama<br />

kI pustk 2 SamaUela ko A(yaaya 24Á 11 maoM<br />

]sa samaya Aata hO jaba ik ` rajaa da}d nao<br />

yahaovaa prmaoSvar kI majaI- ko iK,laaf ApnaI<br />

p`jaa kI iganatI krvaa[- )aa. [sa pap ka<br />

dMD Baaoganao ko ilayao prmaoSvar nao Apnao dasa<br />

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nabaI gaad ko Wara rajaa da}d kao sandoSa<br />

iBajavaayaa )aa ik vah [sa pap ko dMD ko $p<br />

maoM tIna ivapi

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ik ijasa maUsaa kI iktaba kao yahUda ko rajaa iyama-yaah nabaI nao yahaovaa prmaoSvar kI<br />

nao pZ,a hO ]sako Anausaar yahaovaa prmaoSvar Aa&anausaar bata idyaa )aa ik prmaoSvar<br />

ya$Salaoma kao Za dogaa AaOr prayao dovataAaoM ya$Salaoma kao baobaIlaaoinayana kI saonaa ko Wara<br />

ko saamanao (aUp jalaanao ko karNa vah ya$Salaoma thsa­nahsa AaOr barbaad kr dogaa @yaaoMik<br />

AaOr yahaM ko inavaaisayaaoM pr ivapi

yaaoela—<br />

puranaa inayama kI pustk yaaoela maoM yaaoela<br />

BaivaYyaW@ta nao ivaiBanna p`kar kI iTiD\DyaaoM<br />

ko Wara haonao vaalao AaËmaNa ko baaro maoM<br />

BaivaYyavaaNaI kI )aI. —yaaoela 1Á 14<br />

yaUhnnaa—<br />

yaISau masaIh ko ip`ya iSaYya yaUhnnaa nao Apnao<br />

jaIvanakala maoM caar pustkoM ilaKIM )aIM. pihlaa<br />

yaUhnnaa ka sausamaacaar ` dao p~ t)aa yahUnnaa ka<br />

hI p`kaiSat vaa@ya. p`kaiSat vaa@ya maoM<br />

yaUhnnaa nao [sa saMsaar ko AMt t)aa prmaoSvar ko<br />

rajya ko ifr sao s)aaipt haonao ko baaro maoM<br />

BaivaYyavaaNaI kI hO.<br />

—p`kaiSat vaa@ya 1Á 1<br />

yaUhnnaa bapitsmaa vaalaa—<br />

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Apnao ]pdoSaaoM sao p`Baaivat kr ko masaIh ko Aahaba Gaayala hao gayaa )aa AaOr r)a maoM Baagato<br />

ivaSvaasa maoM is)ar ikyaa )aa.<br />

samaya ]saka lahU r)a ko paodana maoM Bar gayaa<br />

malaakI nabaI—<br />

)aa — 1 rajaa 22Á 1­40<br />

malaakI nabaI nao yahaovaa prmaoSvar ko khnao mairyama naibayaa—<br />

ko Anausaar yahUidyaaoM kao prmaoSvar kI vaodI pr<br />

tucC ASauw AaOr Apiva~ BaoMT caZ,anao ko<br />

samban(a maoMo yahaovaa ko Ëao(a AaOr Saap ko pìt<br />

caotavanaI dI )aI.<br />

—malaakI A(yaaya 1sao 4 tk<br />

yahUidyaaoM ka laovaI vaMSa ka pihlaa<br />

mahayaajak ha$na jaao nabaI maUsaa ka Baa[- )aa<br />

[na daonaaoM Baa[yaaoM kI bahna mairyama kao inaga-mana<br />

ko A(yaaya 1520 maoM naibayaa sao saMbaaoi(at ikyaa<br />

gayaa hO. Saayad [saka karNa yah hO ik<br />

maIka nabaI—<br />

]sanao yahUidyaaoM ko imasa` kI dasata ko inaga-mana<br />

yahaovaa ka vacana jaao yahUda ko rajaa<br />

yaaotama Aahaja AaOr ihjaikyyaah ko idnaaoM maoM<br />

maIka maaoroXaotI ko pasa [sa karNa phuMcaa )aa<br />

ko samaya prmaoSvar ko sandoSa yahUidyaaoM tk<br />

pairt ikyao )ao.<br />

nabaI maUsaa—<br />

ik vah daonaaoM rajyaaoM ËmaSaÁ ya$Salaoma AaOr ek p`kar sao baa[bala ko puranaa inayama<br />

yahUda ko rajyaaoM ko rajaaAaoM kao caotavanaI do ka saMs)aapk t)aa yahUidyaaoM sabasao maanya<br />

ik yahaovaa prmaoSvar ]na daonaaoM rajyaaoM kao vyavas)aa ka janak maUsaa nabaI ijasako samaya maoM<br />

prayao dovataAaoM kI ]pasanaa krnao AaOr prmaoSvar nao yahUidayaaoM kao imasa` kI dasata sao<br />

Anyaaya ko karNa naYT kr dogaa. maIka nabaI maui@t idlaa[- )aI Aaja BaI samast yahUdI<br />

kI yah baat tba saca hu[- )aI jabaik pihlao jaait maoM Apnaa EaoYz s)aana kayama ikyao huyao<br />

AsaIiryana kI saonaa nao ya$Salaoma kao naYT hO. [saI maUsaa nabaI ko Wara yahaovaa prmaoSvar<br />

ikyaa )aa AaOr ifr baad maoM baobaIlaaoinayana ko ko dsa inayama samast yahUdI jaait kao pairt<br />

AaËmaNakairyaaoM nao yahUda AaOr ya$Salaoma daonaaoM ikyao gayao )ao. —vyavas)aaivavarNa 34Á 10<br />

hI kao barbaad kr Dalaa )aa. —maIka 1Á 1 nabaI nahUma—<br />

maIkayaah—<br />

elkaoXaI nahUma nabaI ko dSa-na kI pustk<br />

maIkayaah yamlaa ka pu~ )aa. maIkayaah ko Anausaar nabaI elkaoXaI nahUma nao yahUidyaaoM kao<br />

nao pihlao hI [saàela ko rajaa yahaoXaapat kao BaivaYyavaaNaI krko bata idyaa )aa ik yahaovaa<br />

prmaoSvar ko vacana ko Wara bata idyaa )aa ik prmaoSvar AsaIiryana rajya ka Ka%maa kr<br />

AsaIiryana kI saonaa ko saa)a yauw maoM vao har dogaa. nahUma kI yah baat tba saca hu[- )aI jaba<br />

jaayaoMgao t)aa yahUda ka rajaa Aahaja mar ik farsaI rajaaAaoM nao AXXaUiryaaoM pr ivajaya<br />

jaayaogaa. baad maoM yahI saba huAa BaI )aa. pa[- )aI AaOr kus~U ko rajyakala maoM yahUidyaaoM<br />

laD,a[- harnao ko pScaat rajaa Aahaba ko marnao kao Apnao doSa [saàela jaanao kI na kovala<br />

ko pScaat ]saka lahU ku

naatana nabaI—<br />

[saàeilayaaoM ka dUsara t)aa mahana rajaa<br />

da}d jaba Apnao saonaapit ih

yah saba yahaovaa kI trf sao tuma saba pr dMD<br />

pD,a hO ` @yaaoMik tuma sabanao yahaovaa kI vyavas)aa<br />

kao zukra idyaa hO. tba [sa baat kao jaanakr<br />

rhUibayaama AaOr ]sako maMi~maMDla ko saaro laaoga<br />

dIna huyao tao yahaovaa ka Ëao(a kuC zMDa pD,<br />

gayaa. tba BaI yahaovaa nao ]nakao naaSa haonao sao<br />

tao bacaa ilayaa pr ]nhoM SaISak ko Aa(aIna hI<br />

rKa.<br />

jakyaa-h—<br />

nabaI jakyaa-h baoro@yaah ka pu~ AaOr [_ao<br />

ka paota )aa. farsaI rajaa dara ko<br />

rajyakala ko samaya maoM ]sanao prmaoSvar ka<br />

sandoSa [sa AaSaya ka saunaayaa ik ya$Salaoma<br />

ka maindr ifr sao banaayaa jaayaogaa AaOr<br />

prmaoSvar [saàela ko rajya kao ifr sao s)aaipt<br />

krogaa. ifr jaba sa

aobaIlaaona yahUda rajya pr baIºsaIº 586 maoM caZ,<br />

Aayao AaOr yahUda ka naama ivaSva ko na@Sao sao<br />

imaTa idyaa. baIºsaIº 600 maoM nabaI sapnyaah `<br />

hba@kUk ` iyama-yaah ` dainayyaola ` nahUma AaOr<br />

naibayaa hulada saaro knaana doSa kI barbaadI ka<br />

raonaa raoto rho. saaO vaYaao- ko pScaat baIºsaIº<br />

500 maoM yahojakola ` AaobaVah ` haggaO ` AaOr<br />

jak-yaah nao prmaoSvar ko sandoSa yahUidyaaoM tk<br />

phuMcaayao. baIºsaIº 400 maoM puranaI baa[bala<br />

ka AMitma nabaI malaakI huAa )aa.<br />

saaO vaYaao-M ko pScaat jaba baI saI samaaPt hao<br />

ga[- tao yaISau masaIh ko janma ko samaya pr nabaI<br />

hnnaa huAa )aa. sana\ 33 maoM yaISau masaIh kao<br />

raoimayaaoM ko Wara salaIba pr zaoMka gayaa )aa `<br />

AaOr [saI samaya pr nabaI yaUhnnaa bapitsmaa donao<br />

vaalaa ` yaISau masaIh ` Agaubasa ` yahUda ` AaOr<br />

saIlaasa huyao )ao. sana\ 100 maoM ]sa nabaI yaUhnnaa<br />

ka naama Aata hO ijasanao p`kaiSat vaa@ya kI<br />

pustk ka dSa-na doKa )aa. puranaI baa[bala<br />

ka nabaI yaaoela ka samayakala saindMg(a hO.<br />

]sakI ilaKI pustk yaaoela ko Anausaar<br />

Anaumaana lagaayaa jaata hO ik ]saka samayakala<br />

baIºsaIº 9 AaOr 5 ko ma(ya ka haonaa caaihyao.<br />

baa[bala maoM Ai(aktr BaivaYyaW@taAaoM ko<br />

kaya-kala ka s)aana dixaNaI p`doSa ka rajya<br />

yahUda rha hO. maIka ` yaSaayaah ` sapnyaah `<br />

hba@kUk ` iyama-yaah ` AaobaVah ` haggaO ` jakyaah<br />

AaOr malaakI naibayaaoM ka s)aana yahUda ka<br />

p`doSa rha hO. haoXao AaOr Aamaaosa nao ]

dOinak raomana<br />

samaacaar p~<br />

idna rivavaar /iti)a 29 vaIM [-svaI<br />

sanasanaIKo,ja<br />

samaacaar<br />

* * *<br />

inadao-Ya yahUdI saaQaU kao<br />

idyaa gayaa AmaanavaIya<br />

maR%yau dMD Asafla<br />

yaISau naasarI marnao<br />

ko baad BaI jaIivat<br />

payao gayao<br />

jaOsaa ik pUva- &at hO ik ` naasart nagar<br />

ko bahupìsaw saa(aU p`vaRi

ivaica~ p`kar ko AM(akar sao Zka rha )aa.<br />

yao ek eosaa Bayaavah AM(akar )aa ik ijasanao<br />

saamaanya maanava jana-jaIvana tk kao BayaBaIt<br />

kr idyaa )aa. [sako saa)a hI ek AjaIba<br />

AaOr AnaaoKo p`kar ko BaUcaala ka p`Baava<br />

[tnaa Ai(ak tIva` huAa )aa ik ` samast doSa<br />

ko kiba`s)aanaaoM ko ca+anaaoM maoM banaI kbaòM tk<br />

tD,k ga[- )aIM. [sako Aitir@t dUsarI<br />

Asaa(aarNa baat jaao )aI ` vah yah ik yaISau<br />

Anya Aprai(ayaaMo sao ibalkula iBanna baD,o hI<br />

Alp samaya maoM mar gayaa )aa. ijana laaogaaoM nao<br />

]sao marto huyao doKa )aa ` ]naka khnaa hO ik<br />

yaISau ko p`aNa inaklao nahIM )ao ` bailk ]sanao<br />

Kud ApnaI Aa%maa [-Svar ko ha)aaoM maoM saaOMpI<br />

)aI. ifr yaISau ko marnao ko pScaat turnt hI<br />

]sao dÔna kr idyaa gayaa AaOr [sa p`kar sao<br />

yaISau kI saoivaka[- ko saaZ,o tIna vaYa- jaao ik<br />

saaro saMsaar maoM A%yant hI saupìsaw rho )ao `<br />

laaogaaoM nao samaJaa )aa ik Aba sada ko ilayao<br />

samaaPt hao cauko hOMÂ magar Aaja saubah Acaanak<br />

sao Aayao huyao K,trnaak Bau[-MDaola AaOr pR)vaI ko<br />

ihlato hI vao jaOsao ifr sao jaIivat hao cauko hOM.<br />

yaISau naasarI ijasakao fkI-frIisayaaoM AaOr<br />

mahayaajakaoM kI saaija,Sa ko karNa salaIba pr<br />

caZ,akr maar Dalaa gayaa ` marnao ko pScaat ]sao<br />

kba` maoM dÔnaa idyaa gayaa AaOr ]sakI kba` pr<br />

raomaI isapaihyaaoM ka kD,a phra lagaa idyaa gayaa<br />

)aa Aaja saubah Acaanak sao Aayao huyao baD,o<br />

Bau[-MDaola ko baad ifr sao laaogaaoM kao jaIivat<br />

idKa[- idyaa hO. ]sakI kba` KalaI pD,I hO.<br />

AaOr vahaM pr raomaI isapaihyaaoM ko majabaUt phro<br />

ko baavajaUd BaI kba` ko War ka BaarI p%)ar<br />

lauZ,ka pD,a hO. yao BaI saunanao maoM Aayaa hO ik `<br />

ya$Salaoma kI kuCok is~yaaoM nao iksaI svagaI-ya<br />

dUt kao yaISau kI kba` sao p%)ar lauZ,kato huyao<br />

doKa hO ` t)aa raomaI isapahI Baya ko karNa<br />

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vahaM sao Baaga gayao )ao. [na AaOrtaoM maoM yaISau kI<br />

iSaYyaa mairyama magadlaInaI ka naama ivaSaoYa ilayaa<br />

jaa rha hO ` ijasanao yaISau kao Aamanao-saamanao<br />

jaIivat doKa hO ` AaOr ]sasao baatoM BaI kI hOM.<br />

[saI mairyama magadlaInaI kao yaiSau nao yah inado-Sa<br />

BaI idyaa hO ` ik vah ]sasao AaOr Apnao iSaYyaaoM<br />

sao galaIla maoM jaakr BaoMT krogaa. jaOsaa ik<br />

]sanao Apnao marnao sao phlao Apnao iSaYyaaoM sao<br />

kha BaI )aa. yaISau nao ifr sao jaIivat haokr<br />

Apnaa vah vaayada BaI pUra ikyaa hO ik vah<br />

bahut duK ]zanao ko pScaat mar kr punaÁ<br />

jaIivat haogaa. ]sako punaÁ jaIivat haonao kI<br />

gavaahI ]na Anya dao yauvakaoM nao BaI dI hO ` jaao<br />

Apnao iksaI kaya- sao [mmaa}sa naamak gaaMva kao<br />

jaa rho )ao. ]na daonaaoM yauvakaoM nao BaI yaISau kao<br />

jaIivat payaa hO.<br />

kula imalaakr naasart nagar ko (amaI-<br />

p`caark inadao-Ya yaISau naasarI ko maaro jaanao AaOr<br />

gaaD,o jaanao ko ]prant jaao BayaBaIt kr donao<br />

vaalaI baat hO vah yahI ik fkI-frIisayaaoM<br />

t)aa mahayaajakaoM maoM Aba ek Anakha Baya<br />

samaayaa huAa hO. raomaI gavana-r pIlaatusa nao [sa<br />

ivaYaya maoM maMidr ko Ai(akairyaaoM ko saa)a ek<br />

Aapat\kalaIna ivaSaoYa saimait baulaa[- hO. saaro<br />

ya$Salaoma maoM ek Bayaavah cauPpI ko saa)a K,aOf<br />

ka vaatavarNa fOla cauka hO. jaao isapahI yaISau<br />

kI kba` kI rKvaalaI kr rho )ao ` ]nakao<br />

mahayaajakaoM ko Wara bahut saa pOsaa dokr `<br />

]naka mauMh baMd krnao ka Asafla p`yaasa ikyaa<br />

jaa rha hO ` taik [sa samast sanasanaIK,oja<br />

maamalao kao pUrI trh sao dbaayaa jaa sako. �<br />

—— dOinak ya$Salaoma samaacaar p~<br />

Apòla­jaUna 2012

maaga-dSa-na<br />

bauiwmaana pu~ ipta kI iSaxaa saunata hO `<br />

prntu zT\za krnaovaalaa GauD,kI kao BaI nahIM<br />

saunata.<br />

sajjana ApnaI baataoM ko karNa ]

caaMdnaI tumakao mauFt maoM<br />

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caaMdnaI tumakao mauFt maoM imalaI<br />

tumhoM @yaaoM raonaa pD,ta hO.<br />

saUrja jaOsaI iksmat ApnaI<br />

hmakao tao saulaganaa pD,ta hO `<br />

ijana rahaoM nao ASk hmaaro<br />

Pyaar ko fUlaaoM maoM badlao `<br />

kOsao samaJaayaoM hma tumhoM<br />

vah rsta BaI Aba dUnaa lagata hO.<br />

ek samaya )aa jaba maMJa(aaraoM maoM fMsakr<br />

BaI hma par gayao )ao `<br />

vahI jagah hO ` vahI rah hO `<br />

ifr @yaaoM dUr iknaara lagata hO.<br />

tnha[yaaoM nao Dr kr jaba sannaaTaoM sao<br />

mauhbbat kr laI hO `<br />

ApnaI fUTI iksmat doKao<br />

saUrja haokr Aba idyao kI laaO sao<br />

BaI Dr lagata hO.<br />

ijana halaat nao tuma sao dUr calanaa<br />

isaKlaayaa hO hmakao `<br />

vah baatoM ` vah GaiD,yaaM BaI tumakao batato Dr<br />

lagata hO.<br />

ijana baataoM nao Pyaar kI Daor ktrna­<br />

ktrna kaTI `<br />

]na baataoM sao bacakr Aba vaapsa<br />

jaanaa hI AcCa lagata hO. �<br />

—Saraovana<br />

Apòla­jaUna 2012

@yaa yaISau masaIh<br />

kI kba` ZUMZ, laI<br />

ga[- hO Æ<br />

sana\ 1980 ` maaca- ko maah maoM ` [sa`aela doSa<br />

ko pUvaI- tolaipAaoT ijalao maoM ek ApaT-maoMT kI<br />

[maart banaanao ko samaya pr `[maart banaanao vaalao<br />

majadUraoM kao dsa eosaI AaosairyaaM yaa caUnao ko<br />

p%)ar kI banaI hu[- ka^ifnsa imalaIM )aIM ` ijana<br />

pr marnao vaalaaoM ko naama ËmaSaÁ mairyama ` ma

maanaa jaayao ik 33 vaYa- ko pScaat yaid yaISau<br />

masaIh AaOr jaIivat rho )ao tao ]nakI AaosarI<br />

pr iti)a sana\ 50 ` 60 , , , eosaI hI kuC haonaI<br />

caaihyao )aI. [sailayao yah ek eosaa p`maaNa hO<br />

jaao yah saaibat kr dota hO ik ijasa kba` kao<br />

iflma inado-Sak yaISau masaIh kI kba` kh rho hOM<br />

vah yaISau masaIh kI naa haokr iksaI Anya<br />

yahUdI pirvaar kI hao saktI hO.<br />

dUsara t)ya ` kba` ka s)aana hO. saamaanya<br />

taOr pr yahUdI pirvaar ka kiba`s)aana ]nako<br />

Apnao maUla Gar ko nagar maoM huAa krta hO.<br />

jaOsao rajaa da}d kI kba` da}d nagar maoM `<br />

[saI trh sao yaISau masaIh kI kba` BaI ]nako<br />

Apnao Gar ko nagar naasart maoM haonaI caaihyao<br />

)aI. baa[bala khtI hO ik salaIba pr marnao ko<br />

pScaat yaISau masaIh kao Armaityaa ko yaUsauf<br />

kI na[- kba` maoM jaao gaulagauta ko krIba hI )aI `<br />

maoM sabt ko AarMBa haonao sao pUva- hI inakudomausa<br />

AaOr Armaityaa ko yaUsauf ko sahyaaoga sao<br />

dÔnaa idyaa gayaa )aa. AaOr iflma inado-Sak ko<br />

Wara ZUMZ,I ga[- kba` [sa s)aana sao kafI dUr<br />

hO. nayaa inayama ko caaraMo sausamaacaar ` samaya `<br />

iti)a AaOr GaTnaaAaoM ko Aa(aar pr ek<br />

eoithaisak sa%ya ka baja,na rKto hOM. yaid<br />

yaISau masaIh ka puna$%)aana nahIM huAa hO tao<br />

@yaa sausamaacaar ko caaraoM laoKk t)aa pòirt<br />

paOlausa ko laoK @yaa saba hI galat hOMÆ saI(aI<br />

saI baat hO ik ek AadmaI kI gavaahI galat<br />

hao saktI hO ` laoikna paMca manauYyaaoM ko k)ana<br />

kao caunaaOtI nahIM dI jaa saktI hO. ifr yaUM BaI<br />

iksaI baat kI saccaa[- ko ilayao kovala tIna<br />

gavaah kafI haoto hOM ` AaOr yaISau masaIh ko kosa<br />

maoM [tnao gavaah hOM ijanhoM hma igana BaI nahIM<br />

sakto hOM.<br />

ijasa kba` kao iflma inado-Sak ko Wara<br />

yaISau masaIh ko pirvaar kI kba` batayaa jaa<br />

rha vah ek bahut hI baD,I AaOr AmaIr yahUdI<br />

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pirvaar kI lagatI hO. yaISau masaIh ka<br />

pirvaar ek inataMt garIba pirvaar )aa. ]nako<br />

ipta ek baZ,[- )ao. yaISau masaIh ko janma ko<br />

samaya pr BaI ]nakI maaM mairyama AaOr ipta<br />

yaUsauf ` hOkla maoM kovala dao kbaUtr ko baccao hI<br />

kurbaanaI ko ilayao laokr gayao )ao. garIbaI ko<br />

karNa vao ek bakrI yaa BaoD, ka baccaa BaI<br />

nahIM KrId sakto )ao. ifr yah kOsao kha jaa<br />

sakta hO ik yaISau masaIh ka <strong>saMp</strong>UNa- pirvaar<br />

ek inahayat hI mahMgaI AaOr p@kI kba` maoM<br />

dÔnaayaa gayaa hOÆ yah baat AaOr hO ik<br />

baa[bala ko pUva- k)ana ko Anausaar yaISau masaIh<br />

kI maR%yau ko samaya pr ]naka saa)a (anavaanaaoM ko<br />

saa)a rha. Armaityaa ka yaUsauf AaOr<br />

inakudomausa ` daonaaoM hI (anaI vyai@t )ao AaOr<br />

yahUdI mahasaBaa ko sadsya BaI )ao.<br />

yaid yaISau masaIh nao Apnaa ivavaah ikyaa<br />

)aa ` ]nasao saMtana BaI )aI tao sausamaacaaraoM ko<br />

Alaavaa Anya eoithaisak laoKaoM maoM [sa baat<br />

ka ija,Ë @yaaoM nahIM hOÆ @yaaoM ]nako<br />

salaIbaIkrNa AaOr maR%yau dMD jaOsao naaja,uk daOr maoM<br />

BaI ]nako pirvaar maoM ]nakI p%naI AaOr baccao<br />

ko haonao ka vaNa-na nahIM hOÆ yaid ]nako Apnao<br />

pirvaar maoM kao[- )aa BaI tao Armaityaa ko yaUsauf<br />

kao @yaaoM ]nakI laao)a pIlaatusa gavana-r sao maaMganao<br />

jaanaa pD,aÆ yao eosao p`Sna hOM ik ijanaka sahI<br />

t)yaaoM sao Bara jabaaba iflma inado-Sak ko pasa<br />

nahIM haogaa. [sa p`kar kI iflma banaanao ka<br />

jaao ivaSaoYa maksad idKa[- dota hO ` vah kovala<br />

iksaI BaI p`kar sao (ana kI ]pja ka haonaa hI<br />

hO. AaOr yaid eosaa iksaI ka ivacaar hO BaI tao<br />

ek saI(aa saa p`Sna ]prao@t laoK ko saa)a hO<br />

ik ` yaid iksaI kao pOsaa hI banaanaa ` kmaanaa<br />

yaa ifr baTaornaa hO tao saMsaar ko dUsaro<br />

gaaorK(aM(ao BaI tao hOM ` yaISau masaIh kI hI<br />

KrIdarI @yaaoMÆ �<br />

Apòla­jaUna 2012

(aaravaaihk ]pnyaasa<br />

CTvaIM ikSt�Saraovana<br />

ija,dgaI ko cand<br />

hsaIna lamhaoM<br />

kI maulaakataoM kao<br />

laaoga A@sar Pyaar<br />

samaJakr Apnao<br />

jaIvana ka ek<br />

mah%vapUNa- fOsalaa<br />

kr laoto hOM.<br />

laoikna jaba hkIkt kI majabaUt ca+ana<br />

ka spSa- pakr sapnao caTkto hOM tba<br />

[Msaana kao mahsaUsa haota hO ik p`oma kI<br />

(ama-­pustkaoM maoM jaao ilaKa hO vah tao saba<br />

JaUz hO. saca tao vah hO jaao manauYya<br />

Baugat rha haota hO. jaIvana ko tmaama<br />

vaastivak JaMJaabaat sao Tkrakr `<br />

Asafla pòma kI imalaI hu[- saaOgaat ko<br />

$p maoM ilaKI hu[- [sa khanaI kao hao<br />

sakta hO ik Aap baar­baar pZ,naa<br />

caahoMgaoÆ<br />

p`)ama pircCod<br />

Aba tk Aapnao pZ,a hO ——<br />

Apnao (anavaana ipta kI<br />

[klaaOtI baoTI ` naaja,aoM maoM plaI<br />

narigasa sao jaba baairSa maoM BaIgato<br />

huyao sanaaobar nao ]sasao kar maoM ilaFT maaMgaI<br />

tao vah ]sao kao[- badmaaSa AadmaI jaanakr vahIM CaoD,<br />

Aa[- )aI. dUsarI trf jaba narigasa ko Baa[- ka<br />

bad,maaSaaoM ko Wara AprhrNa kr ilayaa gayaa tao narigasa<br />

ko saa)a ]sako pirvaar ko saaro laaoga sakto maoM Aa gayao.<br />

laoikna jaba ]sako Baa[- kao vahI sanaaobar gauMDaoM sao<br />

bacaakr Gar lao Aayaa tao narigasa ]sa vyai@t kao<br />

doKkr AaScaya- sao gaD, ga[-. sanaaobar kao Apnao hI Gar<br />

maoM baohaoSaI kI halat maoM doKkr tba vah mana hI mana ek<br />

Apra(a baao(a kI Baavanaa sao tD,pnao lagaI. va@t AaOr<br />

halaat jaba narigasa kao sanaaobar ko idla ko pasa lao<br />

Aayao tao ]sako ipta kI baUZ,I AaMKo turnt hI phcaana<br />

ga[-.laD,kI ek svaMya sao gaumaSauda [Msaanako pòma maoM<br />

BaTknao lagaI hO ` saaocato hI dInaanaa)a ka mana jaOsao<br />

BayaBaIt haonao lagaa.[na saarI baataoM kao narigasa ABaI<br />

tk kaozragaZ, kI KMDr hu[- [maart kI ek p%)ar kI<br />

baOMca pr baOzI hu[- daohra rhI hO. [sako baad @yaa huAa `<br />

Aba Aagao piZ,yao.<br />

narigasa ka kalaoja. ka^laoja sao pak-.<br />

pak- maoM sanaaobar ka saamaIPya. AaOr pak- ko<br />

saharo ` iksaI ekant maoM saaro ja,maanao sao baoK,bar<br />

Apnao Pyaar kI duinayaaM maoM sapnaaoM kao baunato huyao<br />

dao idla.dao dIvaanao.dao jaIvana——AaOr dao hI<br />

naama——narigasa AaOr sanaaobar. sanaaobar AaOr<br />

narigasa. kovala yahI ek maa~ idnacayaa- rh<br />

ga[- )aI narigasa kI.<br />

narigasa ko sanaaobar ko p`it ]sako saamaIPya<br />

AaOr caaht kI baatoM kaozragaZ, ko saIº emaº<br />

esaº ka^laoja ko hr kaonao maoM kovala [sa karNa<br />

º º º SaoYa pRYz 48 pr.<br />

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30<br />

Aaosa<br />

kI QaD,kna<br />

khanaI—Saraovana<br />

ZlatI hu[- saM(yaa AaOr ixaitja maoM DUbatI<br />

hu[- saUya- kI AMitma riSma ko saa)a jaba ra^vaI<br />

JaIla kI Apnao hI s)aana pr i)arktI hu[-<br />

lahraoM sao CoD,KanaI krnao ko pScaat AMitma<br />

icaiD,yaa BaI Apnao BaIgao pMKMaoM kao fD,fD,atI<br />

hu[- ]D, ga[- ` tao tT ko iknaaro ek baD,o sao<br />

p%)ar pr baOzo huyao bahut K,amaaoSa ` Apnao hI<br />

#yaalaaoM maoM laIna navaraoSa ka inataMt Akolaa mana<br />

BaI jaOsao Gaaor AM(akar ko baadlaaoM sao Bar gayaa.<br />

saUrja DUba cauka )aa. vaatavarNa maoM )akI hu[-<br />

Saama ka gahrata huAa (auMAa Aanao vaalaI rai~<br />

kI saUcanaa donao lagaa )aa. prntu Apnao hI<br />

ivacaaraoM maoM tllaIna navaraoSa kao [na saarI baataoM<br />

sao kao[- BaI saraokar nahIM )aa. vah tao<br />

nagarkaoT sao caar bajao Aanao vaalaI e@sapòsa T/ona<br />

sao ]trkr saI(aa pOdla hI yahaM ra^vaI ko tT<br />

pr Aa gayaa )aa. BaUK,a­Pyaasaa ` )aka­hara<br />

jaOsao Apnao mauk_r ka maara ` kaOna jaanata )aa<br />

ik ]sako idla pr @yaa­@yaa baIt caukI hOÆ<br />

navaraoSa jaanata )aa ik nagarkaoT vah Apnao<br />

ima~ ko ivavaah maoM ` ]sao ba(aa[yaaM donao ko ilayao<br />

gayaa )aa ` laoikna vahaM pr jaakr vah @yaa<br />

dokr Aayaa )aa AaOr @yaa laokr vaapsa Aa<br />

gayaa )aa. Apnao idla maoM basao huyao tmaama<br />

iSakvao­iSakayataoM ko Zaola­maMjaIro jaOsao ]sako<br />

kanaaoM ko pdao-M ko saa)a­saa)a ]sako idmaaga kI<br />

(amainayaaM BaI faD, donaa caahto )ao. ]sao maalauma<br />

hO ik [saI ra^vaI ko tIr pr naa jaanao iktnao<br />

hI hsaIna lamhoM AaOr PyaarI SaamaoM ]sanao AaosanaI<br />

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kI kaomala baahaoM ko spSa- ko saa)a gauj,aarI ivavaah kI eosaI kao[- jaldI BaI nahIM )aI<br />

haoMgaI. vah AaosanaI ik ijasakI naaja,uk laoikna maat­ipta ja,aor do rho )ao saao vah<br />

(aD,knaaoM ko saa)a ApnaI hrok saaMsaaoM maoM ]sanao ]naka khnaa BaI nahIM Tala sakta )aa. ifr<br />

ija,ndgaI ko iktnao hI baohtrIna #vaaba doKo jaba ]sako ipta ko karaobaar ka kama pUra hao<br />

)ao. iktnaI hI baar ]sakI iKlaiKlaatI hu[- gayaa tao vah Aamaor ka maSahUr iklaa doKnao ko<br />

hMisayaaoM ko saharo DUbatI hu[- saM(yaa kao bahut ilayao inakla gayaa. maaAaota JaIla kI tra[MyaaoM<br />

Pyaar ko saa)a kBaI galao lagaayaa haogaa. laoikna kI }McaI phaD,I pr maarvaaD,I iSalpklaa ka<br />

Aaja vah samaya )aa ik ra^vaI ko tIr kI yahI sajaayaa huAa rajapUtnaI iklaa maugala<br />

Saama ]sako ilayao ija,ndgaI kI kalaI rat ko SahnaSaaMh ko ]na idnaaoM kI ihndustana pr kI<br />

vah GauTnaBaro Pyaalao bana caukI )aI ik ijanakao hu[- hukUmat kI smaRityaaoM kao jaI Bar kr idKa<br />

Aaja vah ha)a lagaato huyao BaI kaMpnao lagaa donaa caahto )ao jaba kBaI vaIr raNaa p`tap nao<br />

)aa. iktnaa baura hEa ]sakI ArmaanaaoM sao Akbar kI Aa(aInata svaIkar na krto huyao<br />

saMjaaoyaI hu[- hsartaoM ka huAa hOÂ ik va@t nao jaMgalaaoM maoM Gaasa kI raoiTyaaM Kanaa psand ikyaa<br />

]sakI JaaolaI maoM mauskrahTaoM kI ek ktrna )aa. naIcao JaIla ko SaaMt panaI maoM Aamaor ko<br />

BaI nahIM CaoD,I )aI. saaocato huyao navaraoSa kI iklao ko banao huyao gauMbajaaoM kI prCa[MyaaM BaI jaba<br />

naIrsa AaMKaoM ko pdo- pr ]sako AtIt ko ijayao baZ,tI hu[- Saama ko (auM(alako maoM DUbanao lagaIM tao<br />

huyao idna iksaI calaica~ ko samaana svatÁ hI iklao kI mauMDor sao ha)a iTkayao huyao navaraoSa nao<br />

Aanao lagao ººº’<br />

BaI vahaM sao hTkr vaapsa laaOTnaa ]icat<br />

gamaI- kI Cui+yaaM hu[- AaOr ka^laoja kI samaJaa. laoikna jaOsao hI vah vaapsa jaanao ko<br />

pZ,a[- sao jaba navaraoSa kao fursat imalaI tao ilayao pICo GaUmaa tao )aaoD,I hI dUr pr caupcaap<br />

Apnao maaM­baap ko khnao ko Anausaar hI KD,I hu[- ek Cayaa kao doKkr izzk gayaa.<br />

navaraoSa kao jayapur jaanaa pD,a. ]sako ipta navaraoSa kao samaJato dor nahIM lagaI ik yah vahI<br />

ko karaobaar sao saMbain(at kuC kama )aa. saa)a laD,kI hO jaao jaba sao vah yahaM Aayaa hO tba hI<br />

hI ]nhaoMnao ]sao salaah BaI dI )aI ik jaakr sao yahaM baomana sao AkolaI hI GaUmatI ifr rhI<br />

]sako ipta ko kao[- piricat BaI vahIM rhto )aI. vah laD,kI kafI dor sao Saayad Apnao hI<br />

)ao. ]nakI trf sao ]nakI laD,kI ka irSta s)aana pr Aba KD,I hao ga[- haogaIÂ ]sakI<br />

navaraoSa ko ilayao Aayaa )aa. saao vah vahaM mauKmaud`a kao doKto huyao navaraoSa nao kovala<br />

jaakr Apnao ipta ka kama kr lao AaOr saa)a Anaumaana Bar hI lagaayaa. yah AkolaI tnha<br />

hI laD,kI kao BaI doK lao. yaid vah laD,kI saI laD,kI² [sako saa)a kao[- hO BaI nahIM²<br />

kao psand krta hO tao irSto kI baat Aagao iklao ko GaUmanao ka samaya BaI Aba samaaPt haonao<br />

baZ,a[- jaa sakogaI. yahI saaoca kr navaraoSa vaalaa hO² @yaa maalauma iksaI ka [Mtja,ar kr<br />

jayapur Aa gayaa )aa. jayapur Aakr vah rhI hO kuC nahIM pta laoikna [sao yaUM Akolaa<br />

Apnao ipta ko piricat ko yahaM naa zhr kr CaoD,naa BaI zIk nahIM haogaa—— saaocato huyao<br />

(ama-Saalaa maoM zhr gayaa )aa. saaocaa )aa ik<br />

vaapsa jaanao sao phlao vah Apnao ipta ko<br />

piricat ko Gar BaI hao Aayaogaa. yaUM ]sao Apnao<br />

navaraoSa ko vaapsa laaOTto huyao kdma Apnao hI<br />

s)aana pr izzk gayao. ]sanao kuC dor AaOr<br />

vahIM KD,o rhnaa ]icat samaJaa. laoikna jaba<br />

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AaOr BaI dor hao ga[- ` Saama gahra ga[- AaOr<br />

jayapur Sahr ivaVut bai

Saama ko samaya Aamaor ko iklao maoM imalaI vah<br />

A&at yauvaa laD,kI ` ijasako saa)a kao[- BaI<br />

nahIM )aa ` baar­baar ]sakI AaMKaoM ko saamanao<br />

Aakr KD,I hao jaatI )aI. kaOna )aI vahÆ<br />

khaM sao Aa[- )aIÆ yaUM tao idna Bar naa jaanao<br />

iktnao hI pya-TkaoM kao vah doKta rha )aa `<br />

pr [sa laD,kI nao naa jaanao @yaaoM ]sao bahut kuC<br />

Anajaanao maoM hI saaocanao pr ivavaSa kr idyaa<br />

)aa. ]sasao ]sao kao[- BaI matlaba nahIM )aa.<br />

vah tao ]sao jaanata BaI nahIM )aa ` magar ifr BaI<br />

vah baar­baar yahI saaocanao pr ivavaSa hao jaata<br />

)aa ` ik vah A&at laD,kI vahaM iklao kI<br />

mauMDor pr ha)a iTkayao naIcao maaAaota JaIla ko<br />

i)arkto huyao jala kI lahraoM kao doKto huyao vah<br />

iksakI p`tIxaa kr rhI )aIÆ saarI rat vah<br />

[saI p`kar sao saaocato huyao krvaToM badlata<br />

rha. ifr [nhIM #yaalaaoM maoM ]sao kba naIMd nao<br />

Aa Gaora kuC pta hI nahIM calaa. saubah jaba<br />

]sakI AaMK KulaI tba tk saUrja kafI<br />

}pr ]z Aayaa )aa. ]sakI toja ikrNaaoM kao<br />

doKto hI p`tIt haota )aa ik Aaja BaI saaro<br />

idna gamaI- laaogaaoM ka psaInaa inakalanao maoM kmaI<br />

nahIM krogaI. vah ]za ` nahanao gayaa AaOr ifr<br />

vas~ phnakr (ama-Saalaa ko kmaro sao baahr Aa<br />

gayaa. hr raoja, kI idnacayaa- ko samaana ]sanao<br />

haoTla maoM hI caaya pI AaOr naaSta ikyaa t)aa<br />

baahr Aakr saD,k pr yaUM hI KD,a hao gayaa.<br />

]saka kao[- inaiScat kaya-Ëma tao )aa nahIM ` saao<br />

kuCok imanaTaoM tk vah vahIM saD,k ko iknaaro<br />

Aato­jaato yaatayaat kao inaharnao lagaa.<br />

laoikna vah ABaI KD,a huAa yah saba doK hI<br />

rha )aa ik tBaI ek Aa^Taoir@Saa vaalaa<br />

]sakI bagala maoM Aakr KD,a hao gayaa AaOr<br />

]sako caalak nao ]sasao AaOpcaairktavaSa pUC<br />

ilayaa ik `<br />

“baabaU jaI ` khIM jaanaa hO @yaaÆ”<br />

“haM.”<br />

“khaMÆ”<br />

“Aamaor.”<br />

“cailayao maOM lao calata hUM.”<br />

“pOsao iktnao laaogaoÆ”<br />

“Aro baabaU jaI ` saubah­saubah baaohnaI ka samaya<br />

hO ` pOsao Aap jaao caahoM do donaa. maOM maITr nahIM<br />

calaa}Mgaa.” caalak nao kha tao navaraoSa<br />

caupcaap mauskrata huAa ]samaoM baOz gayaa. ifr<br />

mauiSkla sao dsa imanaT BaI nahIM huyao haoMgao ik<br />

Aa^Tao ir@Saa caalak nao Apnaa ir@Saa Aamaor<br />

ko ]saI baD,o gaoT kI saIiZ,yaaoM ko pasa laakr<br />

raok idyaa jahaM sao navaraoSa ipClao idna hI<br />

vaapsa Aayaa )aa. Aa^Tao ir@Saa sao ]trkr<br />

navaraoSa nao caalak kao pOsao idyao AaOr ek baar<br />

[(ar­](ar doKa ` ifr Apnao Aap hI ]sako<br />

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kdma Aamaor ko iklao maoM }pr jaanao vaalaI<br />

saIiZ,yaaM caZ,nao lagao. )aaoD,I hI dor baad vah<br />

ek baar ifr vahIM KD,a )aa jahaM pr ]sanao<br />

iklao kI [sa Ct pr kla Saama ]sa Anajaana<br />

laD,kI kao doKa )aa. navaraoSa Aakr KD,a<br />

tao hao gayaa ` pr sakI inagaahoM ifr BaI iksaI<br />

kao ZUMZ,nao ka p`yaasa krnao lagaIM tao vah iklao<br />

ko caarao trf ApnaI dRiYT kao ek caË kI<br />

BaaMit Gaumaanao lagaa.<br />

“Aapnao tao kla kha )aa ik iksaI kao BaI<br />

iksaI ka [Mtja,ar kBaI nahIM krnaa caaihyaoÆ”<br />

Acaanak sao iksaI kaomala svar kI Aavaaja, kao<br />

saunakr navaraoSa sahsaa hI caaOMk gayaa. ]sanao<br />

turnt Apnao pICo GaUmakr doKa tao yaUM Gabara<br />

gayaa jaOsao ik ]sakI kao[- caaorI pkD, laI ga[-<br />

hao. ]sako saamanao vahI kla vaalaI laD,kI<br />

KD,I hu[- ApnaI mauskana ibaKor rhI )aI. ]sao<br />

doKkr navaraoSa ko mauK sao sahsaa hI inakla<br />

gayaa `<br />

“Aro ` AapÆ”<br />

“AapkI iflaa^isafI kao Aaja @yaa hao<br />

gayaaÆ” laD,kI nao ]sao doKto hI pUC Dalaa.<br />

“ maOM samaJaa nahIMÆ”<br />

“iksako [Mtja,ar maoM Aap yahaM Aa gayao hOM.<br />

@yaa kla yah pUra iklaa doK nahIM payao )ao.<br />

Aap tao khto )ao ik kBaI iksaI kao iksaI<br />

kI BaI p`tIxaa nahIM krnaI caaihyao ` ifr Aaja<br />

yahaM @yaa kr rho hOMÆ” ]sa laD,kI nao kha<br />

tao navaraoSa nao ApnaI safa[- donaI caahI. vah<br />

baaolaa `<br />

“maOM Apnao Gar maItapur sao yahaM jayapur iksaI<br />

kama sao Aayaa hUM. vah kama Aaja hao nahIM<br />

sakta hO tao samaya kaTnao ko ilayao yahI saaocaa<br />

ik calaao jayapur kI eoithaisak jagahoM hI doK<br />

laIM jaayaoM.”<br />

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“laoikna kla tao Aap yah iklaa doK cauko<br />

)ao. Aamaor ko Alaavaa hvaamahla ` isaTIpolaosa<br />

Aaid @yaa saba kuC Aapnao doK ilayaa hOÆ”<br />

“nahIM tao.”<br />

“tao ifr yahaM iksaka [Mtja,ar kr rho hOM<br />

AapÆ laD,kI nao daobaara vahI p`Sna kr idyaa<br />

tao navaraoSa AaScaya- sao ]saka caohra doKnao<br />

lagaa. laoikna ifr )aaD,a saaocakr baaolaa ik ``<br />

“yaid maOM khUM ik maOM AapkI hI p`tIxaa maoM yahaM<br />

Aayaa hUM tao , , ,”<br />

“Æ” yah saunakr vah laD,kI Acaanak hI<br />

Samaa- ga[- tao navaraoSa BaI kovala mauskrakr rh<br />

gayaa. vah kuC BaI nahIM baaolaI tao navaraoSa<br />

Aagao baaolaa `<br />

“Aapnao maorI baat ka jabaaba nahIM idyaaÆ”<br />

“maOM @yaa jabaaba dUM. saunakr yakIna BaI nahIM<br />

haota hO.” ]sa laD,kI nao kha tao navaraoSa nao<br />

baat ka ivaYaya badla idyaa. dUsaro ivaYaya kao<br />

CoD,ta huAa vah baaolaa `<br />

“cailayao maOM tao Aapko [Mtja,ar maoM yahaM Aayaa<br />

)aa ` laoikna AapkI kla kI p`tIxaa ka @yaa<br />

huAa. ijasakI p`tIxaa Aapnao kla kI )aI `<br />

@yaa ]sasao Aaja AapkI BaoMT hao caukI hOÆ”<br />

“maOM tao ]nasao kba kI imala caukI hUM. [saIilayao<br />

maOM Aaja yahaM pr saUrja inaklanao sao pihlao hI<br />

Aa ga[- )aI. vao laaoga yaa tao yahaM bahut saubah<br />

hI Aato hOM yaa ifr Saama kao DUbato samaya.”<br />

“@yaa matlaba hO. AapkI p`tIxaa maoM ek sao<br />

dao laaoga hOMÆ”<br />

“jaI haM dao. jaaoD,o maoM hOM vao daonaaoM.” laD,kI<br />

khkr hMsanao lagaI tao navaraoSa AaScaya- sao<br />

]saka caohra ifr sao doKnao lagaa. tba ]sakI<br />

saMSaya maoM ]laJaI mauK­maudà kao gaMBaIrta sao<br />

inaharto huyao ]sa laD,kI nao Aagao kha ik `<br />

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“Aap daSa-inak tao hOM ` pr lagata hO ik<br />

samaJadar nahIM.”<br />

“Aap mauJao banaa rhI hOMÆ”<br />

“eosaI BaI baat nahIM hO.”<br />

“tao ifr , , ,Æ”<br />

“maOM batatI hUM. laoikna pihlao khIM baOzkr.<br />

KD,o­KD,o TaMgao duKnao lagaogaIM.” yah khtI<br />

vah laD,kI )aaoD,a Aagao jaakr vahIM iklao kI<br />

mauDoMr ko naIcao lagao huyao p%)ar pr baOz ga[- tao<br />

navaraoSa BaI vahIM naIcao hI baOz gayaa. baOzto hI<br />

baaolaa `<br />

“haM Aba kuC AaOr khnao sao pihlao yah<br />

bata[yao ik Aap kaOna hOMÆ”<br />

“laD,kI hUM jaI ` AaOr kaOnaÆ”<br />

“vah tao maOM BaI doK rha hUM ik Aap laD,kI<br />

hOM. laoikna maora matlaba Aapka pircaya<br />

AaidÆ” navaraoSa ko Aaga`h pr ]sa laD,kI nao<br />

kha ik `<br />

“maora naama Aaosa hO. saba laaoga mauJao Pyaar sao<br />

AaosanaI khto hOM ` AaOr maOM yahIM jayapur maoM hI<br />

rhtI hUM. ka^laoja kI pZ,a[- [sa hI vaYa-<br />

samaaPt kI hO ` AaOr naaOkrI ZUMZ, rhI hUM AaOr<br />

Cui+yaaoM maoM KUba GaUmatI BaI hUM.”<br />

“AaOr kla sao Aap ijana laaogaaoM ka [Mtja,ar<br />

kr rhI hOM ` vao kaOna hOMÆ”<br />

“vao , , ,²” kh kr AaosanaI ja,aor sao ifr hMsanao<br />

lagaI tao navaraoSa nao ]sasao jaOsao Aaga`h ikyaa.<br />

vah baaolaa `<br />

“doiKyao kafI dor sao AaOr kla sao hI Aapnao<br />

mauJao jaI Bar ko banaa ilayaa hO ` laoikna Aba tao<br />

saccaa[- ]gala dIijayao.”<br />

navaraoSa ko Aaga`h pr vah laD,kI gaMBaIr<br />

hu[- ` AaIOr baaolaI `<br />

“lagata hO ik Aapnao ihsT/I ibalkula hI nahIM<br />

pZ,I hO. Aba sauinayao. ijasa iklao kI Ct pr<br />

hma daonaaoM baOzo hOM ]sakao matsyavaMSaI rajaa<br />

Alana isaMh caMda nao banavaayaa )aa. baad maoM [sa<br />

pr kCvaa ko rajapUtaoM nao Apnaa Ai(akar kr<br />

ilayaa )aa. ]sako baad maugala SahnaSaah<br />

Akbar kI saonaa ko saonaapit banao rajaa<br />

maanaisaMh BaI yahIM pr rho )ao. laoikna [sa iklao<br />

ko naIcao jaao JaIla hO ]sako Andr ek p`oma<br />

khanaI dÔna hO. khto hO ik rajaa Alana<br />

isaMh caMda ko rajyakala maoM ]nako yahaM kI ek<br />

rajapUtnaI kao kao[- gaOr xai~ya vaMSa ka laD,ka<br />

pòma krta )aa. vah rajapUtnaI BaI ]sa laD,ko<br />

kao Pyaar krtI )aI. prntu jaaitya samaIkrNa<br />

AaOr saamaaijak rIityaaoM ko karNa ]naka yah<br />

ivavaah nahIM hao sakta )aa. saao ]na daonaaoM<br />

pòimayaaoM nao [saI JaIla maoM kUd kr Aa%mah%yaa kr<br />

laI )aI. marnao ko baad khto hOM ik vao daonaaoM<br />

pòmaI hMsa bana gayao hOM AaOr Aaja BaI kBaI­kBaI<br />

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[sa JaIla pr kBaI saubah yaa ifr san(yaa ko<br />

DUbanao pr Aayaa krto hOM. maOM kla BaI ]nakao<br />

doKnao ko ilayao baOzI )aI AaOr Aaja BaI baD,o<br />

sabaoro Aa ga[- )aI.” AaosanaI nao ApnaI baat<br />

samaaPt kI tao navaraoSa nao ]sasao pUCa `<br />

“Aap ivaSvaasa krtI hOM ik ` marnao ko baad BaI<br />

kao[- dUsara jaIvana hOÆ”<br />

“haM @yaaoM nahIM. maR%yau ko pScaat SarIr naaSa<br />

hao jaata hO ` AaOr Aa%maa kBaI BaI nahIM martI<br />

hO. kovala SarIr badlakr dUsara janma laotI<br />

hO.”<br />

AaosanaI kI [sa baat kao saunakr navaraoSa<br />

bahut dor tk gaMBaIr banaa saaocata rha.<br />

laoikna baad maoM kuCok xaNaaoM ko pScaat vah<br />

baaolaa `<br />

“laoikna masaIihyat ka khnaa hO ik [sa janma<br />

maoM AcCo kayaao-M AaOr yaISau masaIh pr Apnao<br />

ivaSvaasa ko Wara manauYya Anant jaIvana pa<br />

sakta hO. marnao ko pScaat kovala dao hI<br />

p`kar ko Anant jaIvana hOM. ek tao svagaI-ya<br />

rajya maoM sada jaIivat rhnao ka AaOr dUsara<br />

naarkIya Aaga maoM sadOva jalato rhnao ka.<br />

[Msaana janma sao hI papI hO AaOr Anant jaIvana<br />

kI jvaalaa ka BaagaIdar hO ` pr yaISau maoM<br />

ivaSvaasa AaOr Apnao papaoM pr pScaatap ko<br />

Wara vah yaISau masaIh ko saa)a Anant jaIvana<br />

ka BaagaIdar bana sakta hO.”<br />

“[saka matlaba hO ik Aap masaIhI (ama- sao<br />

hOMÆ” AaosanaI nao kha tao navaraoSa nao ]sao ]

]nhoM samaJato dor nahIM lagaI ik ]naka<br />

eklaaOta pu~ ]nako ha)aaoM sao inaklakr iksaI<br />

dUsarI rah pr mauD, cauka hO. magar ifr BaI<br />

]nhaoMnao [saka ivarao(a krnaa ]icat nahIM<br />

samaJaa. navaraoSa ko maata­ipta Kulao idla<br />

AaOr spYT ivacaaraoM ko )ao. Aa(auinak samaya maoM<br />

vao saba Apnaa jaIvanayaapna kr rho )ao. daonaaoM<br />

nao navaraoSa sao baat kI AaOr ]sasao kha ik `<br />

‘baoTa ` ijasa laD,kI kao tuma psand krto hao `<br />

yah mat BaUlanaa ik vah BaI iksaI kI baoTI<br />

AaOr Apnao pirvaar kI [jj,at hO. [sa trh<br />

sao ]sako saa)a­saa)a GaUmanao­ifrnao AaOr faona<br />

pr baat krnao sao baohtr haogaa ik ]sasao jald<br />

sao jald Apnaa ivavaah kr laao ` AaOr maana­<br />

sammaana ko saa)a ]sao Gar lao AaAao. jaba tuma<br />

laaogaaoM nao pihlao hI ek dUsaro kao psand kr<br />

ilayaa hO tao ifr Gar ` jaait ` samaaja AaOr (ama-<br />

hma doKkr @yaa kroMgao. jyaada AcCa haogaa<br />

ik ]sao dao­ek idna ko ilayao Apnao Gar pr<br />

Aamain~t krao ` taik hma BaI ]sao doKBaala<br />

laoM. [tnaa saba kuC haonao ko pScaat AaOr<br />

laD,kI kI BaI majaI- jaanakr ifr hma ]sako<br />

maaM­baap sao baat kroMgao.’<br />

navaraoSa Apnao maata­ipta kI [sa baat<br />

pr bahut KuSa hao gayaa. ]sanao turnt hI<br />

AaosanaI kao faona pr [sa baat kI saUcanaa do<br />

dI. ka^laoja band hI )ao. gaÌYmakalaIna Cui+yaaM<br />

)aIM. AaosanaI nao BaI ApnaI dao Anya sahoilayaaoM<br />

ko saa)a kaya-Ëma banaa ilayaa AaOr maItapur<br />

Sahr jaao pihlao hI sao p`oma khainayaaoM ka Sahr<br />

khlaata )aa ` kao doKnao ko ilayao navaraoSa ko<br />

Gar calaI Aa[-. navaraoSa nao AaosanaI AaOr<br />

]sakI sahoilayaaoM ka zhrnao ka p`ban(a Apnao<br />

ipta ko ]sa puranao Gar ko Aiti)agaRh maoM krvaa<br />

idyaa )aa ` ijasamaoM ]naka karaobaar calaa krta<br />

)aa. laoikna Kanaa Aaid saba navaraoSa ko Gar<br />

pr hI banaa rha. AaosanaI nao caar idnaaoM ka<br />

kaya-Ëma banaayaa AaOr ApnaI dao sahoilayaaoM ko<br />

saa)a maItapr Aakr jaba navaraoSa sao imalaI tao<br />

daonaaoM kI KuiSayaaoM ka izkanaa hI nahIM rha.<br />

[saka karNa )aa ik Saayad daonaaoM maoM sao iksaI<br />

kao BaI [sa baat ka ehsaasa BaI nahIM )aa ik<br />

]nakI vah pòma­khanaI jaao Acaanak sao AarMBa<br />

hu[- )aI vah [tnaa SaIGa` Apnao vaastivak<br />

mantvya pr Aa BaI jaayaogaI. [sa p`kar daonaaoM<br />

hI Apnao BaavaI jaIvana ko #yaalaaoM AaOr mahla<br />

jaOsao Gar ko sapnaaoM kao banaanao maoM Kaonao lagao.<br />

navaraoSa nao [na caar idnaaoM maoM AaosanaI AaOr<br />

]sakI sahoilayaaoM kao Apnao maItapur Sahr kI<br />

samast saundr GaUmanao vaalao s)aanaaoM kao idKa<br />

idyaa. [na saundr s)aanaaoM maoM sao AaosanaI kao<br />

maItapur kI ra^vaI JaIla ka manaaorma AaOr saundr<br />

pàkRitk dRSya sabasao AcCa lagaa. dao idnaaoM<br />

tk vah barabar [sa JaIla pr jaatI rhI.<br />

A@sar hI vah JaIla ko iknaaro baOzkr Apnao<br />

daonaaoM pOr ]sako zMDo jala maoM Dalakr navaraoSa<br />

sao GaMTao baatoM krtI rhI. sabasao Ai(ak KuSaI<br />

]sakao [sa baat kI )aI ik ` ]saka navaraoSa sao<br />

banaa vah saMban(a jaao Apnao Aap Acaanak sao<br />

jayapur ko Aamaor ko iklao kI maaAaota JaIla<br />

ko panaI kao doKto huyao Sau$ huAa )aa ` ]sakI<br />

prNait kI AMitma $proKa BaI Aba ek JaIla<br />

ko jala pr hI bana rhI )aI. Saayad ]sakao<br />

jaIvana ka ek bahut baD,a ihssaa [na JaIla ko<br />

panaI kI gahra[MyaaoM maoM Cupa huAa haogaa. eosaa<br />

saaoca­ saaocakr AaosanaI ko Apnao mana maoM<br />

ZoraoM­Zor hsaIna Aas)aayaoM janma laonao lagaIM.<br />

AaosanaI ko yao caar idna navaraoSa kI baahaoM ko<br />

saharo bahut AcCo vyatIt huyao. navaraoSa kI<br />

maaM AaOr ipta nao BaI Apnao [klaaOto baoTo kI<br />

psaMd ko Aagao ApnaI psaMd kI haM kr dI.<br />

]nhaoMnao ifr baad maoM AaosanaI ko Gar Aanao ` AaOr<br />

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aakayada ]saka irSta Apnao baoTo navaraoSa ko<br />

ilayao maaMganao ka samaya maaMgaa AaOr ek idna<br />

]sako maata­ipta sao imalanao ka kaya-Ëma<br />

banaayaa. tba AaosanaI nao BaI navaraoSa sao ivada<br />

laoto samaya ` ]sakao AaOr ]sako maata­ipta kao<br />

Apnao Gar Aanao ko ilayao iksaI AnaukUla samaya<br />

pr pihlao hI sao saUicat kr donao ka vaada<br />

ikyaa AaOr kha ik `<br />

“maOM Gar jaakr tumakao Apnao phuMcanao ko baaro<br />

faona kr dUMgaI AaOr ifr jaOsaI BaI is)ait haogaI<br />

]sako ivaYaya maoM bata dUMgaIM. tuma BaI ApnaI<br />

kuSalata ko baaro maoM mauJao saUicat krto rhnaa<br />

AaOr Apnaa (yaana rKnaa.”<br />

AaosanaI Apnao Gar vaapsa calaI ga[- tao<br />

navaraoSa ka mana svatÁ hI ]dasa hao gayaa.<br />

bahut samaya tk ]saka idla Kud kao Akolaa<br />

AaOr tnha mahsaUsa krta rha. vah Anamanaa<br />

saa rha. laoikna ifr ]sanao Apnao Aapkao<br />

samaJaa BaI ilayaa. yahI saaocakr vah santuYT<br />

hao gayaa ik vaastivak AaOr sada ko baM(ana maoM<br />

jauD,nao ko ilayao yah is)ait tao AanaI hI )aI.<br />

AaosanaI kao ]sanao saubah gyaarh bajao kI gaaD,I<br />

sao baOzayaa )aa. jayapur phuMcanao ka samaya maa~<br />

caar GaMTaoM ka hI )aa ` yaid gaaD,I ivalaMba sao na<br />

phuMcao. vah Saama tk AaosanaI ka faona Aanao<br />

kI p`tIxaa krta rha. laoikna jaba ]saka<br />

kao[- faona nahIM Aayaa AaOr sakuSala phuMucanao<br />

kI kao[- saUcanaa nahIM imalaI tao vah proSaana haonao<br />

lagaa. nahIM imalaI tao baad maoM ]sanao ApnaI<br />

trf sao faona ikyaa ` laoikna ]

“tU caup @yaaoM hOÆ” vao Aagao baaolaIM.<br />

“pta nahIM. eosao hI isar maoM dd- saa hO.” kh<br />

kr navaraoSa Kanao kI maoja pr sao ]znao lagaa<br />

tao maaM ifr sao baaolaIM `<br />

“caar idnaaoM sao KUba saara Sahr GaUmata ifra<br />

hO. )akavaT hao ga[- haogaI. maOM dU(a laokr<br />

AatI hUM. pOrasaITamaaola Kakr saao jaa ` AaOr<br />

kla ifr khIM nahIM jaayaogaa. saaro idna Aarama<br />

krnaa.”<br />

navaraoSa ApnaI maaM ko inado-Saanausaar BaI<br />

SaIGa` hI jaldI bahut caah kr BaI nahIM saao<br />

saka. lagaBaga rai~ ko gyaarh bajao tk vah<br />

Apnao maaobaayala faona sao AaosanaI sao sampk-<br />

krnao kI kaoiSaSa krta rha. jaba AaosanaI sao<br />

]saka kao[- BaI sampk- nahIM hao saka tao vah<br />

inaraSa haokr laoTa rha. ifr kba ]sao naIMd<br />

Aa ga[- ` kuC pta nahIM calaa. AaOr sabaoro jaba<br />

]sakI AaMK KulaI tao saubah ko naaO baja rho<br />

)ao. ibastr pr sao ]znao sao phlao ]sanao Apnaa<br />

maaobaa[la faona caOk ikyaa tao vah ifr sao<br />

inaraSa hao gayaa. ]sako faona maoM kao[- BaI<br />

sandoSa AaOr faona naMbar eosaa nahIM )aa ` jaao<br />

iksaI nao BaI ]sao ikyaa hao. tba ]sanao ifr<br />

ek baar AaosanaI ka naMbar imalaayaa tao vah<br />

ifr sao ek baar inaraSa hao gayaa. AaosanaI ka<br />

faona ABaI tk baMd hI pD,a huAa )aa. tba<br />

AaosanaI kI trf sao kao[- BaI saUcanaa naa imalanao<br />

pr ]sako saamanao saOkD,aoM trh ko p`Snaicanh<br />

Apnaa ca@kr kaTnao lagao. trh­trh ko<br />

ivacaaraoM sao ]saka maistYk GaUmanao saa lagaa.<br />

eosaI ivaYama piris)ait maoM tba ]sanao saaocaa ik<br />

ek baar ]sao jayapur jaakr pta AvaSya hI<br />

lagaanaa caaihyao. laoikna yah saaocakr ik vah<br />

jayapur maoM jaayaogaa khaMÆ AaosanaI ka Gar tao<br />

]sao &at hO nahIM. vah khaM BaTkta ifrogaaÆ<br />

tba ]mmaId kI hlkI ikrNa kao Apnao idla maoM<br />

jalaayao vah kovala AaosanaI kI trf sao kao[-<br />

BaI Kbar ` yaa faona Aanao kI baaT jaaohnao<br />

lagaa. saao [sa p`kar navaraoSa ka ek idna<br />

baIta ` dUsara ` tIsara ` AaOr haoto­haoto pUra<br />

saPtah hI vyatIt hao gayaa. naa tao AaosanaI<br />

ka faona hI Aayaa AaOr naa hI ]sakI kao[-<br />

Kbar hI. navaraoSa ka idla TUTnao lagaa.<br />

ApnaI mauT\zI maoM sao baMd Aasa ka pMCI ]sao<br />

]D,ta naja,r Aanao lagaa. ApnaI is)ait ` Apnao<br />

halaat pr ]sao raonaa tao nahIM Aayaa ` bailk<br />

trsa Aanao lagaa. jayapur kI ek hsaIna<br />

baalaa ]sao ApnaI caar idnaaoM kI rMgaIna mauhbbataoM<br />

ka saUK,a Aasamaana idKakr ` isataraoM maoM [sa<br />

p`kar sao lauPt haoo caukI )aI ik Aba ]sao<br />

ApnaI Aasa AaOr ]mmaIdaoM ka ek BaI tara<br />

khIM BaI naja,r nahIM Aa rha )aa. eosaa cakmaa<br />

]sao do ga[- )aI ik ]sao AaosanaI ko [sa p`kar<br />

ko rvaOyao ka kao[- BaI AaOica%ya yaa karNa nahIM<br />

idKa[- do pa rha )aa.<br />

tba Apnao mana ko laD,to­JagaD,to [nhIM<br />

JaMJaavaataoM ko daOrana navaraoSa bahanao sao ek<br />

idna jayapur phuMcaa. saaro idna vah Aamaor ko<br />

iklao maoM ]saI s)aana pr KD,a rha jahaM pr<br />

]sanao AaosanaI kao kBaI phlaI baar doKa )aa.<br />

jayapur ko baD,o AaOr maSahUr baaj,aar maoM vah [saI<br />

AaSaa pr GaUmata ifra ik Saayad khIM<br />

Acaanak sao ]sakI AaosanaI sao BaoMT hao jaayao.<br />

Apnao maaobaa[la faona maoM kOd AaosanaI kI faoTao<br />

vahaM ko k[- ek dukanadaraoM kao idKakr BaI<br />

jaanakarI laonaI caahI ` pr hr trf sao ]sao<br />

inaraSaa hI ha)a lagaI. AaosanaI kI faoTao ko<br />

Alaavaa Anya kao[- BaI saU~ ]sako pasa nahIM<br />

)aa ` vah @yaa krta AaOr @yaa nahIM. jayapur<br />

Sahr kI tmaama gailayaaoM ka ca@kr kaTkr `<br />

AaOr saD,kaoM kao naapkr vah har maana kr `<br />

Apnao idla sao maRt kamanaaAaoM kI A)aI- ka<br />

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kÔna lapoTkr ` inaraSaaAaoM kI (auM(a maoM vah<br />

vaapsa Apnao Gar maItapur Aa gayaa. AaosanaI<br />

kI trf sao ]mmaId kI rhI bacaI ikrNa BaI<br />

jaba ek idna Apnaa dma taoD,nao lagaI tao ifr<br />

navaraoSa nao [sa ivaYaya kao ApnaI ija,ndgaI ka<br />

ek baovakUf maaoD, maanakr baMd kr donaa hI<br />

]icat samaJaa. vah samaJa gayaa )aa ik ]sako<br />

jaIvana ka yah ek eosaa hadsaa )aa jaao ek<br />

idna Kud AaosanaI nao hI AarMBa ikyaa )aa AaOr<br />

]saI nao baMd BaI kr idyaa )aa. bagaOr [sa baat<br />

kI icanta ikyao huyao ik [sa p`kar kI hrkt<br />

sao ]sako mahbaUba ka @yaa nau@saana huAa hO AaOr<br />

@yaa nahIM. Saayad iksaI nao saca hI kha hO<br />

ik idlaaoM ko TUTnao kI kao[- BaI Aavaaja, yaa<br />

Saaor nahIM huAa krta hO. kovala (auMAa ]za<br />

krta hO. Apnao idla ko [sa ]zto huyao (auMyao<br />

kao BaI navaraoSa nao pìt idna kI saubah kI (auM(a<br />

AaOr maOlaI Saama kI K,amaaoSaI maoM Cupa ilayaa.<br />

iksaI sao ]sanao kuC BaI nahIM kha. Apnao<br />

maaM­baap kao BaI jaba ]nhaoMnao AaosanaI ko baaro maoM<br />

pUCa tao ]nakao ek idna saarI baataoM sao<br />

Avagat\ kra idyaa. (aIro­(aIro jaba samaya AaOr<br />

baIta tao ]sakI lagaatar ja,maa haotI hu[- ek<br />

ko baad ek ptao-M ko ma(ya AaosanaI ka dd- `<br />

]sakI (aD,kna ` ]sakI smaRityaaM AaOr ]sako<br />

Wara ikyao huyao vaado ` gamaI- ko karNa iksaI<br />

ipGalato huyao ihma ko panaI maoM bahto calao gayao.<br />

[sa p`kar (aIro­(aIro ek vaYa- haonao kao<br />

Aayaa. [sa ma(ya ]sakI maaM AaOr ipta naa<br />

jaanao iktnaI hI baar ]sao ]nakI psaMd sao<br />

Apnaa ivavaah krnao ko ilayao Anaurao(a kr cauko<br />

)ao ` navaraoSa kao Saayad yaad BaI nahIM haogaa.<br />

laoikna vah jaanata )aa Pyaar ka dd- ` Pyaar ko<br />

fUlaaoM ko Wara lagaI hu[- gahrI caaoT ko irsanao<br />

ka karNa ` vah Apnao ivavaah kI maMjaUrI bahut<br />

caahto huyao BaI nahIM do saka. [tnao idnaaoM ko<br />

Antrala maoM vah AaosanaI kao BaUlaa tao nahIM )aa `<br />

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pr haM ` ]sao yaad BaI nahIM krta )aa. eosao maoM<br />

jaba BaI ]sakI smaRityaaM ]sakao hOrana yaa<br />

proSaana krnao lagatI )aIM tao vah baobasa haokr<br />

ra^vaI ko tT pr jaakr ]nhIM jagahaoM pr<br />

jaakr kuCok xaNa ibata dota )aa ` jahaM kI<br />

hvaaAaoM maoM JaUmato huyao kBaI AaosanaI nao ]sao<br />

Apnaa jaIvana saa)aI banaanao kI laya maoM ]sako<br />

galao maoM ApnaI baahaoM ko har Dalao )ao. laoikna<br />

kaOna jaanata )aa ik AaosanaI ko Pyaar kI yahI<br />

baahoM Aaja navaraoSa ko galao ka vah fMda bana<br />

caukI )aIM ik ijanako karNa naa tao vah ApnaI<br />

faMsaI hI lagaa sakta )aa AaOr naa hIM ]nhoM<br />

ApnaI gad-na sao hTa sakta )aa. iktnaa baura<br />

]sako phlao­phlao Pyaar ka AMjaama huAa )aa.<br />

[sa p`kar ik Apnao pihlao hI pga maoM vah pòma<br />

naama kI samast kxaayaoM har cauka )aa. AaosanaI<br />

]sao Pyaar kI Dgar pr Akolaa ` tnha CaoD,kr<br />

caupcaap maaga- sao naIcao ]tr caukI )aI ` AaOr vah<br />

[sa rah pr ApnaI hI (auna maoM khaM sao khaM<br />

calaa jaa rha hO ` ]sao kuC haoSa hI nahIM )aaÆ<br />

tba ApnaI ija,ndgaI ko [nhIM duK AaOr<br />

dd- Baro idnaaoM ko ma(ya ]sao Amarpur maoM rhnao<br />

vaalao Apnao ek ima~ sao faona Aayaa. ]sako<br />

ima~ nao ]sasao kha ik ` ‘yaar ` tU tao Apnaa<br />

ivavaah krogaa nahIM ` cala maOM hI Apnaa ivavaah<br />

tuJasao pihlao kr rha hUM. ivavaah kI tarIK<br />

inaiScat hao caukI hO. maorI haonao vaalaI p%naI<br />

nagarkaoT kI hI rhnao vaalaI hO. [sailayao<br />

baarat BaI nagarkaoT hI jaayaogaI. saao tU ek<br />

yaa dao idna pihlao hI sao Amarpur maoro Gar Aa<br />

jaanaa. yahIM sao saba laaoga calaoMgao. pUrI baarat<br />

ko ilayao basa ikrayao pr lao rKI hO. yaid hao<br />

sako tao Apnao maatajaI AaOr iptajaI kao BaI<br />

laokr Aanaa. ]nhoM kao[- BaI proSaanaI nahIM haonao<br />

dI jaayaogaI. Apnao Gar kI baat hO ` [sa<br />

karNa ivavaah ka kaD- nahIM Baoja rha hUM. tU<br />

tao jaanata hO ik Apnao saMbain(ayaaoM kao kaD- ko<br />

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Aanao ka kao[- BaI bahanaa yaa majabaUrI nahIM sao doK kr AaosanaI BaI dMga rh ga[-. [sa<br />

calaogaI. tuJao hr hala maoM Aanaa hO.’ p`kar ik vah navaraoSa sao AaMK imalaato hI<br />

ifr jaba navaraoSa Apnao ima~ ko ivavaah maoM ifr Apnaa isar }pr na ]za sakI. navaraoSa<br />

gayaa tao dulhna ko $p maoM sajaI hu[- AaosanaI kao kI majabaUrI jaanakr ]saka ima~ ifr ]sasao<br />

doKkr dMga hI nahIM huAa bailk ]sao eosaa $knao ka kao[- Aaga`h nahIM kr saka. ]sanao<br />

lagaa ik jaOsao Acaanak hI Aasamaana sao kao[- kovala [tnaa hI Bar kha ik ‘saMBaalakr<br />

]lka Gabarakr ]sako isar pr igar pD,I hO. jaanaa AaOr Apnaa (yaana rKnaa. phuMcato hI<br />

eosaa dRSya doKnao ko ilayao tao ]sanao kBaI sapnao saba kuSalata kI saUcanaa AvaSya do donaa.’<br />

maoM BaI nahIM saaocaa )aa. vah saaocanao lagaa ik ººººsaaocato huyao navaraoSa kI AaMKaoM sao dao baUMd<br />

@yaa yahI AMitma AMjaama vah ApnaI tbaah hu[- AaMsaU iksaI saUK,I p

jaanatI hUM ik maOMnao tumakao bahut satayaa hO.<br />

bahut hI Ai(ak tumhara idla duKayaa hO. tuma<br />

mauJao bahut baura­Balaa kh rho haogao. Saayad<br />

mana hI mana bahut gaailayaaM BaI do cauko haogao.<br />

laoikna maorI ivavaSata kao jaanaaogao tao hao sakta<br />

hO ik tuma mauJao maa^f sakao. Aba sao ek saala<br />

pihlao jaba maOM tumharo Gar sao ApnaI saiK,yaaoM ko<br />

saa)a vaapsa Apnao Gar pr Aa[- )aI tao mana maoM<br />

iktnao saaro Armaana )ao ik maOM bata nahIM<br />

saktI. laoikna jaba Gar phuMcaI tao pta calaa<br />

ik laD,ko vaalao ijanasao maoro maata­ipta nao bahut<br />

pihlao hI maoro ivavaah ko ilayao kBaI baat kI<br />

haogaI ` maoro Gar pr baOzo huyao )ao. laD,ko vaalaaoM<br />

nao mauJao psaMd kr ilayaa ` AaOr ifr yah saba<br />

[tnaa SaIGa` hao gayaa ik mauJao Apnao pirvaar<br />

vaalaaoM sao kuC BaI khnao ka Avasar hI nahIM<br />

imalaa. maoro saa)a hu[- [sa saarI GaTnaa kao maOMnao<br />

tumhoM batanaa BaI caaha )aa ` pr maora maaobaa[la<br />

BaI maaga- maoM hI khIM Kao gayaa )aa. [sa p`kar<br />

sao tumhara maa~ faona naMbar hI tumasao <strong>saMp</strong>kkrnao<br />

ka ek sahara )aa ` jaba vah BaI nahIM<br />

rha tao maOM majabaUr hao ga[-. maMganaI haonao ko<br />

karNa mauJakao ifr Apnao yahaM sao khIM BaI<br />

Akolao jaanao kI manaahI BaI hao caukI )aI. Gar<br />

maoM maorI SaadI kI tOyaairyaaM hao rhI )aI ` AaOr maOM<br />

tumasao <strong>saMp</strong>k- krko kovala tumakao saarI<br />

piris)aityaaoM sao Avagat\ Bar kranao ka maaga-<br />

ZUMZ,tI rhI. [saI baIca iptajaI ka tbaadlaa<br />

hao gayaa tao hma laaoga nagarkaoT calao Aayao.<br />

ifr ]sako pScaat vah saba hao gayaa jaao tuma<br />

doK hI cauko hao. yah maorI ija,ndgaI kI krvaT<br />

ka vah baD,a hadsaa hO ijasanao ek pla maoM hI<br />

maoro jaIvana ko saÔr ka saara $K, hI badla<br />

Dalaa. maOM tumharI mauja,irma hUM. tumasao kuC<br />

khnao ka Ai(akar BaI Kao caukI hUM. basa<br />

tumasao ek gauj,aairSa hO ik ijatnaa BaI SaIGa` hao<br />

tuma Apnaa ivavaah kr laonaa ` AaOr ifr mauJakao<br />

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yaad krko ApnaI haonao vaalaI p%naI ko Pyaar<br />

ka kBaI BaI Apmaana mat krnaa. maOM tumharI<br />

ek baobasa maIt )aI ` duSmana nahIM. maorI baobasaI<br />

pr yaid (yaana sao saaocaaogao tao hao sakta hO ik<br />

tuma mauJao maa^f kr sakao. AaosanaI.’<br />

navaraoSa nao p~ pZ,a tao kovala dUr ixaitja<br />

maoM kovala doKta hI rh gayaa. ]sa pr kao[-<br />

pìtiËyaa BaI nahIM hu[-. vah naa tao rao saka<br />

AaOr naa hI hMsa saka. p~ kao ApnaI mauT\zI<br />

maoM hI ]sanao masala Dalaa. ifr Apnaa maaobaa[la<br />

faona inakalaa AaOr ]samaoM sao ]sanao AaosanaI kI<br />

tsvaIr kao AMitma baar Kaolaa. baD,I dor tk<br />

vah AaosanaI kI faoTao kao doKta rha. ifr<br />

]sanao (aIro sao ‘iDlaIT’ ka baTna dbaa idyaa.<br />

ek hlkI dbaI saI Aah ko saa)a AaosanaI kI<br />

mauskratI tsvaIr gauma haotI hu[- iksaI AM(aorI<br />

saurMga maoM ivalaIna hao ga[-. vah tsvaIr ijasao ek<br />

saala sao ZUMZ,to huyao ]sanao Apnaa saara bala lagaa<br />

idyaa )aa. AaOr Aba imalaI BaI )aI tao imalanao<br />

ko pScaat sada ko ilayao ifr Kao idyaa )aa.<br />

Saayad [sailayao ik ` Aaosa kI iftrt hI<br />

haotI hO ` rat Bar sapnao ko samaana idKtI hO `<br />

pr saubah haoto hI gauma hao jaatI hO. �<br />

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zakur ka<br />

kuMAa<br />

khanaI p`omacaMd<br />

jaaoK,U nao laaoTa mauMh sao lagaayaa tao panaI maoM<br />

sa#t badbaU Aa[-. gaMgaI sao baaolaa `<br />

“ yah kOsaa panaI hOÆ maaro baasa ko ipyaa nahIM<br />

jaata. galaa saUK,a jaa rha hO AaOr tU saD,a<br />

panaI iplaae dotI hO.”<br />

gaMgaI pìt idna Saama kao panaI Bar ilayaa<br />

krtI )aI. kuMAa dUr )aa ` baar baar jaanaa<br />

mauiSkla )aa. kla vah panaI laa[- )aI ` tao<br />

]samaoM baU ibalkula na )aI. Aaja panaI maoM badbaU<br />

kOsaIÆ laaoTa naak sao lagaayaa ` tao sacamauca<br />

badbaU )aI. ja$r kao[- jaanavar kuMe maoM igarkr<br />

mar gayaa haogaa ` magar dUsara panaI Aavao khaM<br />

saoÆ zakur ko kuMe pr kaOna caZ,nao dogaaÆ dUr<br />

sao laaoga DaMT bataeMgao. saahU ka kuMAa gaaMva ko<br />

]sa isaro pr hO ` prntu vahaM kaOna panaI Barnao<br />

dogaaÆ kao[- AaOr kuMAa gaaMva maoM nahIM hO. jaaoK,U<br />

k[- idna sao baImaar hO. kuC dor tk tao Pyaasa<br />

raoko caup pD,a rha ` ifr baaolaa `<br />

“ Aba tao maaro Pyaasa ko rha nahIM jaata. laa `<br />

)aaoD,a panaI naak baMd kr ko pI laUM.”<br />

gaMgaI nao panaI na idyaa. Kraba panaI sao<br />

baImaarI baZ, jaayaogaI ` [tnaa tao jaanatI )aI `<br />

prntu yah na jaanatI )aI ik ` panaI kao ]baala<br />

donao sao ]sakI KrabaI jaatI rhtI hO. baaolaI `<br />

“yah panaIm kOsao ipAaogaoÆ na jaanao kaOna saa<br />

jaanavar mara hOÆ kuMe sao maOM dUsara panaI laae<br />

dotI hUM.”<br />

jaaoKU nao AaScaya- sao ]sakI Aaor doKa.<br />

panaI khaM sao laaegaIÆ zakur AaOr saahU ko dao<br />

kuMe tao hOM. @yaaoM ek laaoTa panaI na Barnao<br />

dogaoM. ha)a­paMva tuD,vaa AaegaI ` AaOr kuC na<br />

haogaa. baOz caupko sao. baàhmNa dovata AaSaI-<br />

­vaad doMgao ` zakur laazI maaroMgao ` saahU jaI ek<br />

pMca laoMgao. garIbaaoM ka dd- kaOna samaJata hO.<br />

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hma tao mar BaI jaato hOM ` tao kao[- War pr<br />

JaaMknao nahIM Aata ` kM(aa dfonaa tao baD,I baat<br />

hO. eosao laaoga kuMe sao panaI Barnao doMgao. [nba<br />

SabdaoM maoM kD,vaa sa%ya )aa. gaMgaI @yaa jabaaba<br />

dotI ` ikntu ]sanao vah badbaUdar panaI pInao kao<br />

na idyaa.<br />

rat ko naaO bajao )ao. )ako­maaMdo majadUr saao<br />

cauko )ao. zakur ko drvaajao pr dsa­paMca<br />

baoifËo jamaa )ao maOdana maoM. baahdurI ka tao<br />

jamaanaa na jamaanaa rha hO ` na maaOka. kanaUnaI<br />

baahdurI kI baatoM hao rhI )aIM. iktnaI<br />

haoiSayaarI sao zakur nao )aanaodar kao ek Kasa<br />

maukd\maoM kI nakla lao Aayao. naaijar AaOr<br />

maaohitimama ` saBaI khto )ao ` nakla nahIM imala<br />

saktI. kao[- pcaasa maaMgata ` kao[- saaO. yahaM<br />

bao­pOsao­kaOD,I nakla ]D,a dI. kama krnao ka<br />

ZMga caaihyao.<br />

[saI samaya gaMgaI kuMe sao panaI laonao phuMcaI.<br />

kuPpI kI (auM(alaI raoSanaI kuMe pr Aa rhI<br />

)aI. gaMgaI jagat kI AaD, maoM baOzI maaOko ka<br />

[Mtja,ar krnao lagaI. [sa kuMe ka panaI saara<br />

gaaMva pIta hO.iksaI ko ilae raok nahIM ` isafyao<br />

badnasaIba nahIM Bar sakto.gaMgaI ka ivadaòhI<br />

idla irvaaja,I pabaMidyaaM AaOr majabaUiryaaoM pr<br />

caaoToM krnao lagaa. hma @yaaoM naIca hOM ` AaOr yao<br />

laaoga @yaaoM }Mcao hOMÆ [sailayao ik yao laaoga galao<br />

maoM tagaa Dala laoto hOMÆ yahaM tao ijatnao hOM `<br />

ek­sao­ek CMTo hOM. caaorI yao kroM `<br />

jaala­froba yao kroM ` JaUzo maukd\maoM yao kroM.<br />

ABaI zakur nao tao ]sa idna baocaaro gaD,iryao kI<br />

BaoD, caura laI )aI AaOr baad maoM maarkr Ka<br />

gayaa. [nhIM pMiDt ko Gar maoM tao baarhaoM maasa<br />

jauAa haota hO. yahI saahU jaI tao GaI maoM tola<br />

imalaakr baocato hOM. kama kra laoto hOM ` majaUrI<br />

doto naanaI martI hO. iksa­iksa baat maoM hma sao<br />

}Mcao hOM ` hma galaIgalaI icallaato nahIM ik hma<br />

}Mcao hOM ` hma }Mcao\. kBaI gaaMva maoM Aa jaatI hUM<br />

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tao rsaBarI AaMK sao doKnao lagato hOM. jaOsao<br />

sabakI CatI po saaMp laaoTnao lagata hO ` prntu<br />

GamaMD yah ik hma }Mcao hOM.<br />

kuMe pr iksaI ko Aanao kI AahT hu[-.<br />

gaMgaI kI CatI (ak\ (ak\ krnao lagaI. khIM<br />

doK lao tao gajaba hao jaae. ek laat BaI tao<br />

naIcao na pD,o. ]sanao GaD,a AaOr rssaI ]za laI `<br />

AaOr Jaukkr calatI hu[- ek vaRxa ko AM(aoro<br />

saae maoM jaa KD,I hu[-. kba [na laaogaaoM kao dyaa<br />

AatI hO iksaI pr. baocaaro maMhgaU kao [tnaa<br />

maara ik mahInaaoM lahU )aUkta rha. [saIilae tao<br />

ik ]sanao baogaar na dI. [sa pr yao laaoga }Mcao<br />

banato hOM.<br />

kMue pr is~yaaM panaI Barnao Aa[-M )aIM.<br />

[namaoM baat hao rhI )aI. ‘Kanaa Kanao calao AaOr<br />

hu@ma huAa ik taja,a panaI Bar laaAao. GaD,o ko<br />

ilayao pOsao nahIM hOM.’ ‘hma laaogaaoM kao Aarama sao<br />

baOzo doKkr jaOsdao mardaoM kao jalana haotI hO.’<br />

haM ` yah tao na huAa ik klaisayaa ]zakr Bar<br />

laato. basa ` hu@ma calaa idyaa ik taj,aa panaI<br />

laaAao. ` jaOsao hma laaOMiDyaaM hI tao hOM.’<br />

‘laaOMiDyaaM nahIM tao AaOr @yaa hao tumaÆ’ raoTIkpD,a<br />

nahIM patIMÆ dsapaMca $pyao BaI<br />

CIna­JapTkr lao hI laotI hao. AaOr laaOMiDyaaM<br />

kOsaI haotI hOMÆ’ ‘mat lajaaAao ` dIdI. iCnaBar<br />

Aarama krnao kao tao jaI trsakr rh jaatab<br />

hO. [tnaa kama khIM dUsaro ko Gar kr dotIM `<br />

tao [sasao khIM Aarama sao rhtI. }pr sao vah<br />

ehsaana maanata. yahaM kama krto­krto mar<br />

jaaAao ` pr iksaI ka mauMh hI saI(aa nahIM<br />

haota.<br />

daonaaOM panaI Bar kr calaI ga[- ` tao gaMgaI<br />

vaRxa kI Cayaa saao inaklaI AaOr kuMe kI jagat<br />

ko pasa Aa[-. baoifËo calao gaeo )ao. zakur<br />

BaI drvaaja,a baMd krko AaMgana maOM saaonao jaa rho<br />

)ao. gaMgaI nao xaiNak sauK kI saaMsa laI. iksaI<br />

trh maOdana tao saaf huAa. AmaRt caura laanao<br />

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ko ilae jaao rajakumaar iksaI jamaanao maOM gayaa<br />

)aa ` vah BaI Saayad [tnaI saava(aanaI ko saa)a<br />

AaOr samaJa­baUJakr na gayaa haogaa. gaMgaI dbao<br />

paMva kuMe kI jagat pr caZ,I ` ivajaya ka eosaa<br />

AnauBava ]sao phlao kBaI na huAa.<br />

]sanao rssaI ka fMda GaD,o maoM Dalaa.<br />

daMe­baaMe caaOMknaI dRiYT sao doKa jaOsao kao[-<br />

isapahI rat kao Sa~u ko iklao maoM saUraK, kr<br />

kaka<br />

iSakaohabaadI ko<br />

daoho<br />

[sa ja,maI pr Aba na imalao kao[- vaaiSaMda `<br />

jaba AadmaI hao yahaM saba sao baD,a dirnda.<br />

jaba rhbaraoM ko ha)a )aama kr calanao lagao `<br />

tao lagaa ifr barsaat maoM pOr ifsalanao lagao.<br />

doKao kOsao ja,maanaa AaMKoM faD,kr doKnao lagaa `<br />

jaba hma ]sasao ek kdma Aagao calanao lagao.<br />

AaiKrI pD,ava pr saaMsao donao lagaI jabaaba `<br />

ijasma AkD,kr khta hO krao maora ihsaaba.<br />

ApnaaoM nao na samaJaa tao duSmanaaoM sao pÌt kr lao `<br />

igarnao ka Dr hao tao ZlaanaaoM sao daostI kr lao.<br />

naIcao hI rhkr Kud kao saoja sako tao saoja `<br />

jaao ijatnaa }Mcaa ]D,ogaa vahI igarogaa toja.<br />

iTmaiTma krto taro mana hI mana baityaayaMo `<br />

doKao kOsaa AadmaI ek­dUsaro kao Kayao.<br />

rha hao. Agar [sa samaya vah pkD, laI ga[- `<br />

tao ifr ]sako ilayao maa^fI yaa iryaayat kI<br />

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46<br />

Ta[ma¹Tobala<br />

khanaI<br />

Da@Tr }YaadovaI ivajaya kaolhTkr<br />

Gar ka saara kama K%ma krko Saama kao<br />

maOM Gar ko pICo baalaknaI maoM Aakr baOz gayaI.<br />

[sa doSa maoM gamaI- vardana lagatI hO. caar mahInao<br />

barf sao izzurtI sadI- ko haoto hOM¸ ]sako baad<br />

gamaI- kma¸ sadI- jyaada kuC eosaI hI vasant<br />

?tu AatI hO. vah K%ma haokr badna ko<br />

raoma¹raoma maoM basaI sadI- kao Bagaanao vaalaa gamaIka<br />

maaOsama jaba AarMBa haota hO¸ tba caOtnya kI<br />

dIvaalaI manaayaI jaa rhI hO¸ yah ehsaasa ja$r<br />

haonao lagata hO.<br />

‘Aa]TDaoAr¹A^i@TiqTIja’ khI jaa sakoM¸<br />

eosaI na jaanao iktnaI saarI baatoM yahaÐ ko laaoga<br />

baD,o ]%saah ko saa)a krnao lagato hOM. ]%saah sao<br />

ipkinak pr jaato hOM¸ vanaBaaojana krto hOM¸<br />

samaundr ko iknaaro Kulao Aasamaana ko naIcao¸ (aUp<br />

ka caSmaa lagaakr¸ rot ko ibaCaOnao pr GaMTaoM<br />

ibatato hOM¸ hr iksma ko Kola Kolato hOM. hmaaro<br />

Gar ko pICo kI KalaI jagah maoM¸ AD,aOsa¹pD,aOsa<br />

ko baccao¸ idna¹Bar ]Cla¹kUd krto hue<br />

Kolato rhto hOM¸ maaOja¹mastI krto hOM¸ Saaor BaI<br />

krto hOM. imainaTaoM maoM CaoTI¹CaoTI saa[-klaaoM pr<br />

savaar haokr rosa lagaato hOM. dUsaro xaNa gaoMd<br />

]Calato hue igarto¹saÐBalato hOM AaOr tIsaro xNa<br />

maoro pasa [laoi@T/k To/na<br />

hO¸ tumharo pasa nahIM¸<br />

[sailae maoro papa AcCo hOM AaOr hma daonaaoM ko<br />

iptajaI maoM kao[- ka^mana baat nahIMÂ [sa baotukI<br />

baat kao laokr JagaD, pD,to hOM. JagaD,a baZ,<br />

jaata hO AaOr ‘yaU Aar naa^T maaya ÍonD’ yah<br />

daostI K%ma krnao vaalaa vaa@ya ek¹dUsaro ko<br />

mauÐh pr foMkkr Apnao¹Apnao Gar calao jaato<br />

hOM. krIba Aa(ao GaMTo ko baad paÐvaaoM maoM pihyao<br />

vaalao jaUto phnakr toja rFtar sao yao duSmana<br />

yauw¹BaUima maoM laaOT Aato hOM. ek¹dUsaro ko galao<br />

maoM ha)a Dalakr ‘ivala yaU baI maaya ÍonDÆ’ [sa<br />

savaala sao saulah kI baatoM Sau$ krto hOM. [na<br />

baccaaoM kI baataoM sao¸ SarartaoM sao¸ naTKTpna sao¸<br />

Kola sao A@sar maora idla bahla hI jaata hO.<br />

calaao¸ [na baccaaoM ka bacapna tao maoro AaÐgana ko<br />

saa)a Kolato hue baIt rha hO. idla bahlaanao<br />

ko ilae yah #yaala baura tao nahIM magar k[- baar<br />

raoja¹raoja kI yah cahla¹phla¸ ]Cla¹kUd¸<br />

Saaor¸ jaaor¹jaaor kI Aavaaja sao maoro kana pk<br />

jaato. hr Saama mana kao samaJaatI¸ calaao yao gaoMd<br />

]Calanao vaalao nanhoM ha)a idna rhnao tk ÉkoMgao¸<br />

saUrja iCpto hI calao jaayaoMgao Apnao Gar. rh<br />

jaayaogaa yah jamaIna ka saunasaana TukD,a¸ (aUla<br />

Bara¸ Akolaa. hsart sao rah doKogaa kla<br />

Saama tk ]na pihyaaoM ko jaUto phnao daOD,nao vaalao<br />

nanhoM kdmaaoM kI.<br />

[na baccaaoM ko Kola¸ JagaD,o¸ $znaa¹manaanaa<br />

doKto hue raoja maorI naja,r pD,aOsa kI ibailDMga<br />

ko kaonao ko ApaT-maonT kI AaiKrI iKD,kI<br />

kI trf jaatI. gamaI- ka maaOsama Sau$ haonao ko<br />

baad krIba¹krIba raoja, Saama kao saaZ,o Ch sao<br />

laokr saat bajao tk ]sa iKD,kI ko A(aKulao<br />

ihssao sao ek CaoTo¸ maasaUma baccao kI ]%sauk<br />

AaÐKoM [na baccaaoM ko Kola maoM magna idKtI hOM.<br />

yah maOM raoja doKa krtI. ]sakI ]ma` mauiSkla<br />

sao Za[-¹tIna saala kI haogaI. Saayad [saIilae<br />

]sakI maaи ]sao [na baccaaoM ko saa)a Kolanao sao<br />

manaa krtI haogaI. hr Saama ]sa baccao kao<br />

Kola¹kUd inaharto doKnaa Anaayaasa hI maora<br />

SaaOk bana gayaa. ]sa iKD,kI maoM baOzkr vah<br />

caa^klaoT yaa ibaskIT Ka laota. baahr Kolanao<br />

vaalao baccaaoM kao doKkr tailayaaÐ bajaata.<br />

kBaI ]nhIM kI trh iKla­iKlaakr hMsata¸<br />

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caIKta¸ icallaata¸ jaIBa idKakr ]nhoM<br />

icaZ,ata. iKlaaOnao ko Toilafaona pr Akolaa hI<br />

Apnao Aapsao baatoM krta rhta. iksaI Saama<br />

saunaayaI dota ik ]sakI maaÐ ]sao DaÐT rhI hO¸<br />

maar rhI hO. vah fUT¹fUT kr rao rha hO.<br />

]saka raonaa mauJao baocaOna kr dota. yaid maOM<br />

Baart maoM haotI AaOr pD,aOsaI ka nanhaÐ baccaa<br />

raoja Saama [sa trh Akolaa hI iKD,kI sao<br />

Tukur¹Tukur doKta tao Aba tk maOMnao ]sa<br />

pirvaar sao pircaya kr ilayaa haota. ]sa<br />

gaaoro¹icaT\To baccao kao raoja Kolanao ko ilae lao<br />

AatI. ]sakI fUla¹saI h)aolaI pr Kanao kI<br />

caIjaoM rK dotI. magar yahaÐ tao saba ]lTa<br />

ihsaaba hO. SaadI ko faOrna baad ivajayajaI kao<br />

pta calaa ik mauJao baccaaoM sao baohd lagaava hO.<br />

ek idna ]nhaoMnao JaUz­maUz ko sa#t svar maoM<br />

kha¸ ‘doKao¸ yah baaramatI nahIM hO¸ iksaI kao<br />

Gar lao AayaIM AaOr Kolato hue ]sao jara¹saI BaI<br />

caaoT AayaI tao baccao ko maaйbaap mauJao kaoT- maoM<br />

GasaIT¹kr lao jaayaoMgao. nau@saana pUra krnao ko<br />

ilae paÐca¹dsa hjaar Da^lasa- donaa pD,oMgao. ifr<br />

tumharI laayabaòrI¸ iktabaaoM ka saMga`h pUra haonao<br />

kI ]mmaId tuma CaoD, hI dao.’ maoro iktabaaoM ko<br />

BaavaI saMga`h ko baaro maoM mauJao yaUÐ (amakanaa hmaoSaa<br />

kI trh faOrna Asar kr gayaa AaOr baccaaoM ko<br />

naja,dIk jaanao kI maorI BaavanaaeÐ maOM inayain~t<br />

krnao lagaI. prntu yahaÐ ko saamaaijak saMkotaoM<br />

kI Aitvaaidta pr mauJao baohd gaussaa BaI<br />

Aayaa. baccaaoM kao Gar nahIM baulaanaa¸ [saka<br />

matlaba ]nhoM dUr sao doKkr Apnaa SaaOk pUra<br />

krnaa. [sa trh maoro mana kao zIk laganao<br />

vaalaa sauiva(aajanak A)a-¸ sahI maanakr maOM raoja,<br />

iKD,kI sao baahr doKnao vaalao ]sa baccao kI<br />

trf doKnao lagaI. ]sa maasaUma kI hr tnha<br />

Saama maorI gahrI sahanauBaUit ka ivaYaya bana<br />

gayaI.<br />

ek Saama Acaanak ]sa laD,ko sao maora<br />

pircaya huAa. rasto ko ]sa trf¸ ha^spITla<br />

ko baajaU maoM jaao p~poTI )aI¸ ]samaoM Kt Dalakr<br />

maOM rasta par kr rhI )aI ik Acaanak ApnaI<br />

maaÐ ka ha)a pkD,kr GaUmanao inaklaa vah mauJao<br />

idKayaI idyaa. yahaÐ ibanaa jaana¹phcaana ko<br />

iksaI kao h^laao khnao ka AnaaOpcaairk saMkot<br />

Aaja maorI madd ko ilae bahut hI ]pyaaogaI<br />

isaw huAa. maOMnao jaldI maoM ]sa maihlaa kao<br />

h^laao kha AaOr hma daonaaoM ka pircaya huAa.<br />

hma pD,aOsaI hOM¸ yah jaananao ko baad ]sanao Apnao<br />

baaro maoM kuC baatoM batayaIM. ]sakI AÐgaulaI<br />

ksakr pkD,kr baD,I idlacaspI sao rasto kI<br />

cahla­phla jaao doK rha )aa vah [naka tIna<br />

saala ka baoTa )aa ijama. ijama ka gyaarh saala<br />

ka ek baD,a Baa[- )aa AaOr jaldI hI ]sao Baa[-<br />

yaa bahna haonao vaalaI )aI. ijama kI maaÐ baOMk maoM<br />

naaOkrI krtI )aI AaOr Aajakla CuT\TI pr<br />

)aI. raoja, GaUmanaa saoht ko ilae fayadomand<br />

saaibat haogaa¸ Da^@Tr kI [sa ihdayat ko<br />

karNa vah GaUmanao inaklaI )aI. calaao¸ [sa<br />

bahanao ijama BaI baahr GaUma laogaa¸ Akolao<br />

iKD,kI maoM baOzo¹baOzo tao }ba hI jaata haogaa.<br />

[sa ivacaar sao mauJao KuSaI hu[-. kBaI iksaI<br />

Saama ijama t)aa ]sakI mammaI sao maulaakat hao<br />

jaatI.<br />

ek¹DoZ, mahInaa baIt gayaa AaOr ifr sao<br />

iKD,kI maoM Akolao baOzkr iKlaaOnao ko<br />

Toilafaona pr Apnao Aapsao baatoM krnao vaalaa<br />

ijama mauJao idKayaI donao lagaa. kaSa² ijama ko<br />

mana kI baat samaJanao kI xamata ]sa Toilafaona<br />

maoM haotI. Saayad ijama kao Baa[- yaa bahna hao<br />

gayaI hao yah saaocakr¸ ek idna maOMnao ihmmat<br />

krko¸ ijama ko Gar kI DaoAr¹baola bajaayaI.<br />

]sakI maaÐ nao drvaajaa Kaolaa AaOr mauJao Andr<br />

Aanao ko ilae kha. dsa¹pnd`h imainaT baatoM<br />

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krko maOM laaOT AayaI. ijama kao bahna haonao ko<br />

karNa ijama kI maaÐ bahut KuSa )aI. Amaoirkna<br />

s~I na jaanao iksa imaT\TI kI banaI hO. baobaI ko<br />

janma ko tIna hFto baad hI vah pUva-vat\ kama<br />

pr jaanao lagaI )aI. baobaI AaOr ijama kI<br />

doKBaala t)aa Gar ka )aaoD,a¹bahut kama krnao<br />

ko ilae ]nhaoMnao ‘ha]sa¹kIpr’ rKI )aI.<br />

ha]sa¹kIpr kI pgaar ko ilae ]saka naaOkrI<br />

krnaa phlao sao jyaada ja$rI hao gayaa )aa.<br />

Saama kao ]sako Gar laaOTto hI ha]sa¹kIpr<br />

calaI jaatI. baobaI ko Aagamana sao ijama kI maaÐ<br />

ka Ta[ma¹Tobala badla jaanaa tao svaaBaaivak<br />

)aa. Saama ka Kanaa Kanao ko baad saat sao<br />

saaZ,o Aaz tk ka samaya baobaI ko saa)a¸ baobaI<br />

ko kmaro maoM ibatanaa tya huAa. ijama ko papa<br />

Gar sao sa

A(yaapna kala maoM hjaaraoM Ca~¹Ca~aAaoM ko<br />

jaIvana kao sahI idSaa dI maorI maaÐ nao. vao Ca~<br />

Aaja BaI maorI maaÐ ka pircaya Apnao jaIvana kI<br />

EaoYz ]plaib(a maanato hOM AaOr mauJasao hjaaraoM<br />

maIla dUr haokr BaI¸ maoro idla ko krIba rhkr<br />

maaÐ maoro jaIvana maoM ]tnaI hI mah%vapUNa- BaUimaka<br />

inaBaa rhI hO. maora mana itla­imalaakr khta<br />

hO¸ ‘ijama¸ tumharI maaÐ ka Ta[ma¹Tobala khIM<br />

tumharI ijandgaI na ibagaaD, do.’ �<br />

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rasta idKakr maOM ijasao saa)a laa[- )aI `<br />

vahI ek maaoD, Aanao pr rah badla gayao `<br />

yah rahaoM ka Asar hO yaa ]naka irvaaja, `<br />

ja,ra saI (aUp pD,I AaOr maaoma sao gala gayao.<br />

ijanhoM calato huyao sada ZlaanaaoM sao bacaayaa `<br />

vahI ek ja,ra saI zaokr pr ifsala gayao.<br />

matlaba ka pMCI haota hO yah AadmaI<br />

matlaba pD,a tao pOraoM maoM ibaK,r gayao. �<br />

—mahuAa Saraovana<br />

pRYz 27 sao Aagao<br />

fUlaao<br />

M ka<br />

dd-<br />

ka ivaYaya banaI hu[-M )aIM @yaaoMik narigasa ko<br />

ipta saoz dInaanaa)a ka naama Apnao Sahr ko<br />

jaanaomaanao (anaaD\ya AaOr caica-t vyai@tyaaoM maoM<br />

iganaa jaata )aa. narigasa ko kxaa ko saai)ayaaoM<br />

AaOr sahoilayaaoM ko saa)a­saa)a ka^laoja ko tmaama<br />

Ca~aoM AaOr Ca~aAaoM tk maoM yah baat iksaI<br />

Sahr maoM Acaanak sao Aa[- hu[- baaZ, ko samaana<br />

caaraoM trf fOla caukI )aI. ]sakI saai)ana<br />

laD,ikyaaoM maoM hr samaya [saI baat AaOr narigasa<br />

kI psaMd pr cacaa- iCD,I rhtI )aI. AaOr<br />

[saka mau#ya karNa )aa ik ijasa inahayat hI<br />

K,amaaoSa laD,kI nao Apnao jaIvana maoM iksaI BaI<br />

yauvaa kao doKnao tk maoM kao[- $ica nahIM idKa[-<br />

)aI ` vahI Aaja ek Anajaana ` Apiricat AaOr<br />

ek p`kar sao baImaar ` raogaI pu$Ya sao Apnaa<br />

idla lagaa baOzI )aI. [sakdr vah sanaaobar kao<br />

caahnao lagaI )aI ik ]sako AM(ao Pyaar kI Dgar<br />

pr kovala AaMKoM baMd ikyao huyao BaagaI jaa rhI<br />

)aI. narigasa kI [sa hrkt pr jahaM Anya<br />

yauvaa Ca~ sanaaobar sao ApnaI A$ica AaOr [-Yyaa-<br />

ja,aihr krnao lagao )ao vahIM narigasa kI sahoilayaaM<br />

]sakI [sa psaMd kao ]sakI maUK-ta ` Pyaar ka<br />

AM(aapna AaOr pagalapna batakr ]saka<br />

]phasa BaI ]D,anao lagaI )aIM. ifr BaI ]sakI<br />

kuCok sahoilayaaM ]sako [sa Pyaar kI psaMd kao<br />

gaMBaIrta sao lao rhI )aIM.<br />

sacamauca narigasa<br />

BaI Aba tk [sa maamalao<br />

maoM Kud BaI bahut<br />

gaMBaIr hao caukI )aI.<br />

[sailayao ]sanao svaMya saaoca<br />

ilayaa )aa AaOr ek<br />

p`kar sao Apnaa<br />

zaosa inaNa-ya BaI kr<br />

ilayaa )aa ik kla kao ]sakI caaht AaOr<br />

Pyaar duinayaaM kI inagaahaoM maoM ek tmaaSaa banao `<br />

laaoga ]sa pr AaOr ]sako sammaainat pirvaar pr<br />

AMgauilayaaM ]zayaoM ` ]sao badnaama kroM ` vah [sasao<br />

pihlao hI sanaaobar ko saa)a bahut kayado sao<br />

ivavaah saU~ maoM baM(a jaayaogaI. Apnao ka^laoja<br />

kI pZ,a[- pUrI krto hI vah sanaaobar sao ivavaah<br />

kr laogaI. caaho [sa ma(ya tk sanaaobar svas)ya<br />

hao A)avaa nahIM ` caaho ]sakI smaRit vaapsa<br />

Aayao yaa nahIM ` ]sanao ijasao Apnao idla kI<br />

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gahra[MyaaoM sao caaha AaOr psaMd ikyaa hO ` ]saI<br />

kI bana BaI jaayaogaI. vah jaana caukI )aI ik<br />

]sakI yah vah piris)ait )aI ik vah sanaaobar<br />

kao Aba iksaI BaI kImat pr CaoD, nahIM saktI<br />

)aI. vah jaanatI )aI ik kao[- BaI Aba ]sako<br />

[sa inaNa-ya kao badla nahIM sakta )aa. kao[-<br />

BaI ]sako [sa Pyaar kI rah ka $K, nahIM<br />

badla sakta )aa. AaOr yah saca BaI hO ik dao<br />

hI trh ko manauYyaaoM kao samaJaayaa nahIM jaa<br />

sakta hO. ek tao baUZ,o vyai@t kao AaOr<br />

dUsara iksaI BaI Pyaar ko dIvaanao kao. narigasa<br />

[nhIM idnaaoM yah saba saaocatI )aI AaOr Avasar<br />

pakr Apnao ipta dInaanaa)a sao [saI saMban(a maoM<br />

baat krnao ka zIk samaya BaI ZUMZ, rhI )aI.<br />

haMlaaik ` ]sako ipta nao Kud BaI ]sasao<br />

gaMBaIrta sao baat krnao ko ilayao kBaI kha<br />

)aa. vah ]sasao @yaa baat kroMgaoM ` narigasa<br />

samaJa tao ga[- )aI ` pr jaanabaUJakr kuC kh<br />

BaI nahIM sakI )aI. [saIilayao vah saaocao baOzI )aI<br />

ik ]sako ipta svaMya hI phla kroM tao vah<br />

]nasao Apnao mana kI (aarNaa spYT kr dogaI.<br />

narigasa kao jaba BaI samaya imalata vah<br />

sanaaobar kao saa)a laokr khIM BaI inakla<br />

jaatI. Apnao mana maoM basaI ` ZoraoM ArmaanaaoM sao<br />

BarI baatoM krnao ko ilayao. ekant maoM eosaI<br />

baatoM krnao ko ilayao vah pàyaÁ kaozragaZ, kI<br />

vaYaao-M puranaI puStOnaI banaI iksaI maharajaa kI<br />

mahlanaumaa hvaolaI ko pàgaMNa maoM sanaaobar ko saa)a<br />

Aakr baOz jaatI. yaMU tao yah mahlanaumaa hvaolaI<br />

Aba maa~ ek KMDr hI rh ga[- )aI ` pr yauvaa<br />

pòimayaaoM ko ekantmaya s)aana maoM samaya ibatanao ko<br />

ilayao sarkar nao [sao ek pak- ka s)aana banaa<br />

Dalaa )aa. tmaama trh ko sarkarI Kcao- pr<br />

p`ban(a krnao ko baad BaI s)aana­s)aana pr banaI<br />

hu[- saMgamarmar ko dUi(ayaa p%)araoM kI baOMcaaoM tk<br />

pr Gaasa ]ga Aa[- )aI. laoikna ifr BaI saaro<br />

kaozragaZ, Sahr maoM [sa vaIrana hvaolaI kI<br />

50<br />

pìsaiw banaI hu[- )aI. yahaM ko SaaintpUva-k<br />

ekant vaatavarNa ka ehsaasa jaOsao hr iksaI<br />

kao rhta )aa. saaro nagar maoM hI [sako saUnaopna<br />

kI khanaI ka p`Baava )aa. vaOsao BaI Pyaar ko<br />

dIvaanaaoM kao sada iksaI tnha AaOr ekantmaya<br />

s)aana kI tlaaSa sada hI rhtI hO. narigasa<br />

AaOr sanaaobar A@sar hI [saI [maart ko pàgaMNa<br />

maoM banaI p%)ar kI baOMca pr Aakr baOz jaato.<br />

ha)aaoM maoM ha)a Dalao huyao. ek­dUsaro kao )aamato<br />

huyao baOz jaato tao ifr ]nako ]znao ka kao[samaya<br />

hI nahIM haota. Ai(akaMSatyaÁ vao Saama<br />

ko DUbanao pr hI Apnao s)aana sao ]zto. eosaa<br />

)aa ]naka pòma AaOr snaoh ik Pyaar kI baatoM<br />

krto huyao ]nhoM idna ko DUbanao ka kao[- haoSa<br />

BaI nahIM rhta. baatoM BaI ]nakI eosaI )aIM jaao<br />

samaaPt haonao ka naama hI nahIM laotIM.<br />

ifr ek baar.<br />

hr idna ko samaana narigasa sanaaobar ko pasa hI<br />

baOzI hu[- )aI. ]saI kaozragaZ, kI puStOnaI<br />

jaINa- haotI hu[- [maart ko baahr ` p%)ar kI<br />

banaI hu[- baOMca pr. [saI p%)ar kI baOMca pr vah<br />

A@sar hI sanaaobar ko saa)a Aakr baOz ilayaa<br />

krtI )aI. baOz kr Pyaar kI ma(aur baatoM<br />

krnao ko ilayao. jaba BaI ]sakao fusa-t haotI `<br />

vah yahIM [saI s)aana pr sanaaobar ka ha)a<br />

)aamakr Aa jaayaa krtI )aI. vah jaanatI )aI<br />

ik [saI baOMca pr baOz kr ]sanao naa jaanao<br />

iktnaI hI Pyaar kI ksamaoM sanaaobar ko saa)a<br />

Ka[-M haoMgaI. ekdUsaro ka hmaoSaa saa)a inaBaanao<br />

ka vacana ilayaa haogaa. Apnao saundr AaOr<br />

sauKI BaavaI jaIvana ka saundr sapnaa doKa<br />

haogaa. AaOr Aaja BaI Saama DUbaI jaa rhI )aI.<br />

AakaSa ko naIlamadoSa maoM saUya- kI rhI­bacaI<br />

AMitma laailamaa Apnaa dma taoD,nao sao pihlao<br />

jaOsao isasaknao lagaI )aI. idna Bar ko<br />

)ako­)akayao pxaI baD,I hI tojaI ko saa)a<br />

]laaMcao maarto huyao Apnao basaoraoM kI trf ]D,o<br />

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calao jaato )ao. vaatavarNa maoM hlkI­hlkI hvaa<br />

kI zMDk vyaaPt haonao lagaI )aI. ipClao k[-<br />

idnaaoM sao A@sar hI Saama AaOr rai~ ka maaOsama<br />

zMDa hao jaata )aa.<br />

sanaaobar AaOr narigasa ABaI BaI baOzo huyao<br />

)ao. bahut caup ` magar pasa. ek­dUsaro ko<br />

#yaalaaoM maoM mana hI mana Kaoyao huyao. idla maoM<br />

Apnao ArmaanaaoM kI hsartaoM sao (aulaI hu[- duinayaaM<br />

sajaayao huyao. saaro ja,maanao sao baoKbar. daonaaoM hI<br />

maaOna )ao ` prntu caupcaap ek­dUsaro kao inahar<br />

laoto )ao. daonaaoM ko haoz baMd )ao laoikna idla<br />

kI Aavaaja,aoM ko saa)a ek­dUsaro sao baatoM kr<br />

laoto )ao. sanaaobar caup )aa. narigasa caup )aI.<br />

]nako saa)a­saa)a vaatavarNa BaI caup )aa.<br />

bahut dor kI K,amaaoSaI ko pScaat narigasa nao<br />

caupcaap Apnaa isar sanaaobar ko kM(ao sao iTka<br />

idyaa AaOr caupcaap ApnaI AaMKoM baMd kr laIM.<br />

tba sanaaobar nao hI ]sasao kha ik `<br />

“narigasa.”<br />

“hUM.”<br />

“@yaa saaoca rhI haoÆ” sanaaobar nao pUCa.<br />

“ saaoca nahIM rhI hUM ` bailk doK rhI hUM.”<br />

“@yaaÆ”<br />

“ek saundr saa sapnaa.”<br />

“kOsaa sapnaaÆ” sanaaobar nao pUCa tao narigasa<br />

baaolaI `<br />

“doK rhI hIM hUM ik hmaara ek CaoTa saa `<br />

baD,a hI Pyaara Gar hO.”<br />

“AaOr , , ,Æ”<br />

“]samaoM maOM hUM ` tuma hao ` AaOr , , ,.”<br />

“AaOr , , ,Æ”<br />

“]samaoM ek fUlaaoM kI mahktI hu[- @yaarI hO.<br />

[sa @yaarI maoM bahut sao fUla (artI ko AaMcala<br />

pr ibaCo huyao hOM.”<br />

“²²” sanaaobar caup hao gayaa AaOr AaScaya- sao<br />

jaba narigasa ka mauK doKnao lagaa tao vah Aagao<br />

baaolaI `<br />

“jaanato hao ik vao fUla iksako hOMÆ”<br />

“haM jaanata hUM.”<br />

“tao ifr bataAao na ` iksako fUla hOM vaoÆ”<br />

“narigasa ko.”<br />

“saca.” narigasa kI AaMKoM fOla ga[-M.<br />

“haM ` tumharo ma(aur Pyaar ko vao fUla jaao tumanao<br />

Apnao sanaaobar kI saarI vaapsa maaMgaI hu[-<br />

KuiSayaaoM ko ilayao lagaayaoM hOM.”<br />

“sanaaobar²” narigasa Baavauk hao ga[-.<br />

“narigasa.” khto huyao sanaaobar nao ]sakI<br />

AaMKaoM maoM JaaMka tao ]sao &at huAa ik narigasa<br />

kI AaMKaoM maoM ABaI BaI ]saka pìtibaMba<br />

narigasa ko inaSCla Pyaar kI gavaahI do rha<br />

)aa.<br />

saUya- kI AMitma laailamaa nao jaanao kba sao<br />

Apnaa dma taoD, idyaa )aa.Saama gahratI hu[-<br />

rai~ kI kailamaa maoM badlanao ka p`yaasa kr<br />

]zI )aI. vaIrana [maart kI baohd TUTI­fUTI<br />

dIvaaraoM ` JaaD,­JaMkaraoM t)aa baD,I­baD,I laMbaI<br />

GaasaaoM maoM dubako huyao kID,o­makaoD,aoM nao Apnaa<br />

rai~ ka Alaap krnaa AarMBa kr idyaa )aa.<br />

[sako saa)a hI TUTI hu[- maohrabaaoM AaOr sannaaTaoM<br />

sao BarI dIvaaraoM sao camagaadD,aoM AaOr AbaabaIlaaoM<br />

nao BaI icapknaa AarMBa kr idyaa )aa. [sa<br />

p`kar ik ]nakI BayaavahI caIKoM saaro<br />

vaatavarNa ka klaojaa caIr kr rK dotI )aIM.<br />

prntu Pyaar ko [na dao dIvaanaaoM kao jaOsao iksaI<br />

Anya baat sao kao[- sarakaor BaI nahIM )aa.<br />

iksaI dUsarI baat ka tinak BaI haoSa nahIM<br />

)aa. vao ABaI tk ek­dUsaro ko #yaalaaoM maoM hI<br />

DUbao huyao )ao. ek hI s)aana pr ` ek dUsaro maoM<br />

zhro huyao sao vao jaIvana ko hr phlaU sao jaOsao<br />

Alaga hao cauko )ao. daonaaoM mana hI mana ek<br />

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jaIvana saa)aI ko $p maoM baM(anao ka saMklp lao<br />

cauko )ao. AakaSa kI maaMga maoM iksaI AMitma<br />

zhrI hu[- Saama kI laalaI kao doKto huyao<br />

narigasa nao svaMya kao ek dulhna ko $p maoM sajaa<br />

ilayaa )aa. ga[- rat kI kailamaa tk vao daonaaoM<br />

vahIM baOzo rho. ifr jaba pak- ko baMd haonao ka<br />

samaya Aayaa tao daonaaoM Gar vaapsa cala idyao.<br />

ifr jaOsao hI vao Gar phuMcao tao narigasa nao<br />

kar pak- kI AaOr kaozI ko maona drvaaja,o kao<br />

Kaolakr jaOsao hI AMdr p`ivaYT hu[- tao saamanao<br />

baOzk maoM Apnao ipta dInaanaa)a kao saamanao<br />

irTayarI kusaI- pr baOzo doK Acaanak hI<br />

izzk BaI ga[-. izzk [sailayao ga[- ik Aaja<br />

tk jaba BaI vah khIM baahr sao Gar maoM daiKla<br />

hu[- )aI ]sanao sada hI Apnao ipta kao yaa tao<br />

Apnao kmaro maoM A)avaa ApnaI kaozI ko ]sa<br />

kmaro maoM doKa )aa ijasamaoM baOzkr vah Apnaa<br />

vyaaparI kamakaja ikyaa krto )ao. narigasa<br />

]nhoM [sa p`kar baOzo doKto hI samaJa ga[- ik<br />

ja$r kao[- ivaSaoYa baat hO jaao ]sako ipta ek<br />

p`kar sao ]sakI hI p`tIxaa kr rho hOM.<br />

narigasa kao yaUM $ka huAa doKkr sanaaobar BaI<br />

Apnao s)aana pr hI KD,a hao cauka )aa. ifr<br />

narigasa kuC Apnao ipta sao khtI ` dInaanaa)a<br />

Kud hI ]sasao baaolao `<br />

“yaMU caaOMkao mat. pihlao Andr jaaAao ` AaOr<br />

baad maoM Aanaa. mauJao tumasao kuC ivaSaoYa baatoM<br />

krnaI hOM.<br />

Apnao papa kI baat saunakr narigasa<br />

caupcaap kuC BaI kho huyao pihlao Apnao kmaro<br />

maoM ga[-. SaIGa` hI Apnaa psa- ibastr pr foMka `<br />

saOMiDlaoM ]tarI AaOr ifr kovala pOraoM maoM caPplaoM<br />

phnatI hu[- dInaanaa)a ko saamanao jaa phuMcaI.<br />

]sako ipta ]sao yaUM Acaanak sao turnt Aayaa<br />

doK kr baaolao `<br />

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“maOMnao [tnaa SaIGa` hI tao Aanao kao nahIM baaolaa<br />

)aa. naha (aao laao pihlao ` Kanaa Aaid Ka<br />

laotIM ` ifr Aarama sao baOzkr baatoM krto.”<br />

“kao[- baat nahIM papa. hma laaogaaoM nao caar bajao<br />

hI ‘raoTaoMDa’ rosTa^roMT maoM hovaI snaOk Aaid lao<br />

ilayaa )aa. yaUM BaI BaUK nahIM hO. maOM nahIM<br />

caahtI hUM ik Aap jyaada dor tk rat maoM<br />

jagaa kroM.”<br />

“bahut jyaada (yaana rKtI hao Apnao papa<br />

ka.”<br />

“baoTI hUM AapkI. ifr Gar kI sabasao baD,I<br />

santana BaI hUM. maOM (yaana nahIM rKUMgaI tao ifr<br />

kaOna rKogaaÆ” narigasa nao kha tao dInaanaa)a<br />

kuC dor kao caup hao gayao. ifr kafI dor ko<br />

baad Apnao maistYk pr ha)a rKto huyao baaolao `<br />

“samaJa maoM nahIM Aata hO ik khaM sao Sau$<br />

k$M. Aaja kao yaid tumharI maaM jaIivat haotI<br />

tao yah kama vahI krtI.”<br />

“maOM jaanatI hUM ik Aap @yaa khnaa caahto<br />

hOM.” narigasa baaolaI tao dInaanaa)a turnt hI<br />

baaolao `<br />

“jaba samaJa hI ga[- hao tao ifr saaoca laao ik<br />

[sa vaYa- tumhara ka^laoja BaI samaaPt hao<br />

jaayaogaa. naaOkrI krnao kI BaI tumakao kao[-<br />

AavaSyakta nahIM hO. [-Svar ka idyaa huAa<br />

saba kuC hmaaro pasa hO. maOM caahta hUM ik maorI<br />

AaMKaoM ko hI saamanao tumhara Gar basa jaayao.<br />

damaad BaI Gar jaMvaa[- hao tao AcCa rhogaa.<br />

maora karaobaar BaI saMBaala laogaa. tumhara Baa[-<br />

tao ABaI bahut CaoTa hO. tumanao yaid kao[-<br />

laD,ka doK rKa hO tao ABaI bata dao. nahIM<br />

tao maorI dRiYT maoM bahut ek sao ek laD,ko hOM.<br />

kafI AcCo irSto BaI Aa rho hOM.”<br />

“Æ” Apnao ipta kI baat saunakr narigasa<br />

naja,roM cauranao lagaI. ]sanao kha tao kuC BaI<br />

nahIM ` kovala naIcao fSa- pr ibaCI kalaIna kao<br />

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doKnao lagaI tao ]sakao doKto huyao dInaanaa)a narigasa ka jaIvana badla gayaa. ]sakI<br />

Aagao baaolao psaMd AaOr Pyaar kao ipta kI Aa&a imalaI tao<br />

“baoTI tumanao kuC baaolaa nahIMÆ”<br />

vah [sa Dgar pr kuC Aagao hI baZ, ga[-.<br />

“[tnaI jaldI BaI @yaa hO papa. samaya Aanao saa)a hI ]sako SarIr kao pu$Ya ko saamaIPya<br />

pr bata hI dUMgaI.”<br />

AaOr <strong>saMp</strong>k- ka sahara AaOr spSa- imalaa tao<br />

“²²” narigasa kI baat pr dInaanaa)a ]sakao ]sako saaocanao ko AMdaja AaOr BaavanaaAaoM maoM<br />

gaMBaIrta sao doKto rh gayao. ifr kuCok xaNa ek Antr idKa[- donao lagaa. idla kI saao[saaocanao<br />

ko pScaat vao baaolao hu[- BaavanaayaoM jaaganao lagaI tao ]sako haOsalao<br />

“maOMnao Aaja tk ijatnao BaI fOsalao tumharo ilayao ApnaI sarhdaoM ko baahr JaaMknao lagao. vah<br />

ikyao hOM vao saba ek baap kI jagah pr baOz gaMBaIr hao ga[-.svaMya sao AaOr sanaaobar ko pìt<br />

kr hI ikyao hOM. laoikna Aaja mauJakao ehsaasa BaI. ka^laoja maoM BaI ]saka saara caMcalapna<br />

hao cauka hO ik tuma BaI kafI baD,I hao ga[- hao plak Japkto hI hvaa hao gayaa. ]sakI saarI<br />

AaOr [sa laayak hao ik Apnao jaIvana ko SaaoiK,yaaM Saant pD, ga[-M. svaMya hI vah ApnaI<br />

mah%vapUNa- fOsalao Kud BaI kr saktI hao.” saKI­sahoilayaaoM sao Alaga rhnao AaOr ktranao<br />

“tao ifr sanaaobar ko baaro maoM Aapka @yaa lagaI. vah Kao[-Kao[- rhnao lagaI. ]sako idla<br />

#yaala hOÆ” jaanao kOsao narigasa ko maUK sao AaOr idmaaga daonaaoM maoM hI kao[- AaOr baat<br />

inakla gayaa. laoikna ifr BaI dInaanaa)a ek pnapnao lagaI. eosaI iCpI baat ik ijasako pìt<br />

pla kao BaI nahIM caaOMko. naa hI ]nhaoMnao kao[- vah Anajaana BaI nahIM )aI. ka^laoja maoM narigasa<br />

AaScaya- hI ikyaa. ]nhaoMnao ApnaI baat ja,arI kI K,amaaoSaI AaOr cauPpI kao ]sakI sahoilayaaoM<br />

rKI. vao baaolao nao BaI pasa AatI hu[- prIxaaAaoM kI tOyaarI<br />

“maOM jaanata )aa ik tuma BaI yahI khaogaI. AaOr icantaAaoM ko karNa jaanakr Tala idyaa.<br />

sanaaobar bahut hI AcCa laD,ka hO. ]saka [sailayao iksaI nao BaI ]sasao naa tao kuC pUCa<br />

[sa Gar maOM pOr rKnaa BaI bahut SauBa huAa hO. AaOr naa hI kao[- savaala Aaid ikyaa. [na<br />

jaba sao vaha yahaM rh rha hO hmaarI fma- kao idnaaoM vah Ai(aktr sanaaobar ko pìt hI saaocanao<br />

laaBa hI laaBa hao rha hO. ek baosaharo sao lagaI. vah ]sako AaOr BaI krIba Aata<br />

Pyaar krnaa bahut AcCI baat haotI hO laoikna gayaa. [tnaa Ai(ak vah ]sako pasa Aa cauka<br />

eosao Pyaar kI K,aitr Kud kao daMva pr lagaa )aa ik pla dao pla kI ja,uda[- BaI Aba narigasa<br />

donaa maUK-ta BaI khlaatI hO. ABaI BaI kuC kao AK,rnao lagaI )aI. narigasa yaid khIM BaI<br />

nahIM ibagaD,a hO. bahut samaya saaocanao ko ilayao baOz jaatI tao sanaaobar ]sako maistYk kI<br />

hO. Agar ifr BaI tumhara yahI fOsalaa hO tao iKD,kI Kaolakr svaMya hI ]sako idla maoM p`vaoSa<br />

maOM tumharo p`oma tumharo BaavaI jaIvana kI KuiSayaaoM kr jaata——bao­raok­Taok. ifr narigasa<br />

AaOr tumharo Apnao vyai@tgat\ fOsalao ko ma(ya<br />

dIvaar nahIM banaUMgaa. tumharI SaadI baD,I hI<br />

(aUma(aama AaOr sammaana ko saa)a sanaaobar sao kr<br />

dUMgaa.” ÜÜÜ<br />

ka BaI raoma­raoma ]sakI smaRityaaoM maa~ sao hI<br />

pulaikt hao jaata. vah BaI tba Apnao idla<br />

ko WaraoM kao sanaaobar ko ilayao bahut hI sahjata<br />

sao Kaola dotI. tba vah BaI sanaaobar kI yaadaoM<br />

maoM DUba jaatI. Apnao BaivaYya ko saundr maIzo<br />

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sapnaaoM ko mahla KD,o krnao lagatI. sauKd<br />

klpnaaAaoM maoM ]ClatI kUdtI hu[- vah tba ek<br />

Ëma sao sanaaobar ko ilayao saaocanao lagatI. saaocanao<br />

lagatI ik ` sanaaobar—— sanaaobar ek ivaSaoYa<br />

naama . ek pu$Ya. eosaa pu$Ya jaao ]saka<br />

BaavaI sapnaa hO. jaao ]saka ek idna pit<br />

banaogaa. ]saka maindr hO. ]sako idla ka<br />

dovata. ]sako jaIvana kI naOyaa ka maaMJaI.<br />

iktnaa AcCa hO vah. iktnaa ivaSaala ]saka<br />

vyai@t%va hO. iktnaa Ai(ak mahana——<br />

iksakdr Apnaa manaBaavana. ka^laoja sao<br />

prIxaayaoM samaaPt haoto hI vah ]sasao Apnaa<br />

ivavaah kr laogaI. baD,I Saana ko saa)a vah<br />

]sakI dulhna khlaayaogaI. baOz­baOzo narigasa<br />

eosaa saaocatI tao ifr saaocatI hI calaI jaatI.<br />

[sa ma(ya sanaaobar ka barabar [laaja cala<br />

rha )aa. jabasao dInaanaa)a nao yah jaanaa )aa ik<br />

]nakI laD,kI sanaaobar maoM $ica laonao lagaI hO `<br />

]nhaoMnao ]sako [laaja maoM phlao sao BaI Ai(ak<br />

saiËyata idKanaI AarMBa kr dI )aI. vah BaI<br />

Aba yahI caahnao lagao )ao ik iksaI BaI trh sao<br />

sanaaobar svas)ya hao jaayao. vah ApnaI BaUlaI hu[-<br />

smaRityaaoM kao ifr sao daohranao lagao. laoikna<br />

ABaI tk ]samaoM kao[- BaI pirvat-na nahIM Aa<br />

saka )aa. vah Apnaa ipClaa jaIvana AaOr<br />

]sakI yaadaoM kao vaapsa laa nahIM saka )aa.<br />

laoikna [tnaa saba haonao pr BaI sanaaobar Apnao<br />

[sa nayao pirvait-t jaIvana maoM BaI jaOsao KuSa<br />

idKa[- dota )aa. lagata )aa ik vah ApnaI<br />

na[- smaRityaaoM maoM hI p`sanna AaOr santuYT hao cauka<br />

)aa. Saayad [saka karNa yahI hao sakta )aa<br />

ik ]sanao BaI jaOsao samaya ko saa)a samaJaaOta kr<br />

ilayaa )aa. AaOr vah kr BaI @yaa sakta )aa.<br />

kao[- dUsara ivaklp ]sako pasa )aa nahIM.<br />

]saka puranaa baIta huAa AtIt BaUlaI hu[-<br />

yaadaoM ko saa)a hI khIM ifr sao iksaI AtIt maoM<br />

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jaakr lauPt hao cauka )aa. ek p`kar sao<br />

ipClaa ]sako pasa kuC )aa BaI nahIM. naa hI<br />

kuC bacaa BaI )aa. jaao kuC BaI Aba ]sako<br />

pasa )aa ` ]samaoM dInaanaa)a kI kaozI ko hrok<br />

ihssao sao laokr ifr kaozI kI caardIvaarI tk<br />

hI saIimat hao cauka )aa. vah hr trh sao<br />

Apnao Aap maoM ` ApnaI [sa na[- duinayaaM maoM<br />

KuSagavaar AaOr santuYT naja,r Aata )aa.<br />

[sasao Aagao ]sao AaOr caaihyao BaI @yaa )aaÆ<br />

dUsarI trf narigasa ko sanaaobar ko saa)a<br />

ko Pyaar ko cacao- kaozI kI caardIvaairyaaoM maoM<br />

Ai(ak idnaaoM tk kOd nahIM rh sako. jaba<br />

Aasapasa AaOr jaanaphcaana vaalaaoM maoM [sakI<br />

cacaa- haonao lagaI tao dInaanaa)a ko kana BaI<br />

izzknao lagao. ]nhaoMnao BaI samaJa ilayaa ik<br />

]nakI baoTI ]nako ha)aaoM sao inakla caukI hO.<br />

dInaanaa)a kao Aba spYT idKa[- donao lagaa )aa<br />

ik ` ijasa maanavata ko tht sanaaobar nao ]nako<br />

eklaaOto baoTo rajaIva kao maaOt ko mauMh sao<br />

inakalakr ek na[- ija,ndgaI p`dana kI )aI `<br />

AaOr badlao maoM ]saI maanavata ka EaRNa caukanao<br />

ko ilayao ]nhaoMnao sanaaobar kao Apnao Gar maoM naa<br />

kovala pnaah hI dI )aI ` bailk ]saka [laaja<br />

kranao ko ilayao kao[- BaI kaor­ksar baakI nahIM<br />

CaoD,I )aI ` ]sakI kImat ]nhoM ApnaI laaDlaI<br />

baoTI ko ]sa BaavaI Gar ko $p maoM caukanaI<br />

pD,ogaI jaao ]nako Aaohdo AaOr }Mcaa[yaaoM sao khIM<br />

bahut naIcao haogaa ` ijasakI Saayad ]nhaoMnao kBaI<br />

klpnaa BaI nahIM kI haogaI. vao jaanato )ao ik<br />

sanaaobar ijasa s)aana sao Aayaa hO ` AaOr jaao<br />

$tvaa hO ` ]sako Anausaar vah ]nakI Dnalap<br />

ko maulaayama gad\daoM pr saaonao vaalaI AmaIr baap<br />

kI laD,kI kao @yaa sauK do sakogaa ` [sakI<br />

tsvaIr dInaanaa)a kI AaMKaoM ko saamanao hr va@t<br />

bananao lagaI )aI. yah AaOr baat hO ik narigasa<br />

kao sanaaobar ]sako Pyaar kI ivajaya ko $p maoM<br />

imala jaayaogaa pr svaMya dInaanaa)a kao caOna AaOr<br />

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sauK kI naIMd BaI Aa sakogaI ` [samaoM AvaSya hI<br />

sandoh Cupa huAa )aa. dInaanaa)a saarI<br />

piris)ait kao doKto huyao jaana gayao )ao ik<br />

Apnao vaYaao-M sao krto huyao vyaapar maoM Saayad<br />

kBaI galat caala nahIM calao haoMgaoM ` pr ApnaI<br />

baoTI ko BaavaI jaIvana ko baajaar maoM sao vao ja$r<br />

galat vastu laa cauko )ao. sanaaobar kao Apnao<br />

Gar maoM rKnaa ]nhoM bahut maMhgaa pD,a )aa.<br />

narigasa iksaI inahayat hI garIba majadUr svas)a<br />

AadmaI sao Apnaa ivavaah krtI tao baat AaOr<br />

)aI ` laoikna vah eosao manauYya kao Apnaa jaIvana<br />

saa)aI banaa rhI hO ` ijasako BaivaYya ka BaI<br />

kao[- Baraosaa nahIM hO. ApnaI ipClaI ija,ndgaI<br />

kI yaadaoM ko saamanao Aato hI sanaaobar narigasa<br />

kao zukra BaI sakta hOÂ ApnaI ija,ndgaI ko<br />

[sa kD,vao saca kao Aba ]nhoM inagalanaa hI<br />

haogaa.<br />

[sa p`kar sao jaba dInaanaa)a nao saaocaa tao<br />

saaro halaat kao doKto huyao ]nhoM santaoYa krnaa<br />

hI pD,a. narigasa kI psaMd ko saamanao ]nhaoMnao<br />

Apnao hi)ayaar Dala idyao. Apnao mauK sao vao<br />

ek Sabd BaI nahIM inakala sako. kao[- BaI<br />

ivarao(a vao caahakr BaI nahIM kr sako. tba<br />

saarI piris)ait kao saamanao jaanakr ` bahut<br />

saaocanao­samaJanao ko pScaat ]nhaoMnao SaIGa` hI<br />

narigasa AaOr sanaaobar ko ivavaah kI Anaumait do<br />

dI. narigasa nao saunaa tao KuiSayaaoM ko Ambaar<br />

doKkr vah fUlaI nahIM samaa[-. saaro idna vah<br />

[(ar sao ](ar saarI kaozI maoM BaagatI ifrI.<br />

kaozI ko bagaIcao maoM iKlao fUlaaoM ko ma(ya<br />

cahktI ifrI. Avaara AaOr caMcala saI banaI<br />

vah ApnaI saarI sahoilayaaoM sao idna Bar Apnao<br />

Pyaar kI saflata pr gauNagaana krtI rhI.<br />

]sakI sahoilayaaoM nao saunaa tao kuCok nao tao ]sao<br />

ba(aa[Myaa dIM ` tao kuCok ]sako saa)a hMsaI AaOr<br />

mauskra[- BaI ` prntu kuC nao ]sakao Pyaar kI<br />

bahra[- hu[- dIvaanaI samaJa kr ]saka ]phasa<br />

BaI ]D,ayaa.<br />

samaya (aIro­(aIro iKsakta rha. Aaihsta<br />

Aaihsta jaIvana kI [nhIM Anamaaola AaOr<br />

BaivaYya kI AnadoKI AanaovaalaI KuiSayaaoM kI<br />

pUva- AaSaa maoM narigasa ko idna vyatIt haonao<br />

lagao. [sa p`kar ik hr rat vah ek saundr<br />

sapnaa laokr saaotI AaOr hr idna ko ]jaalao maoM<br />

]sakI AaMKaoM ko saamanao ek na[- AaSaa kI<br />

jyaaoit ka dIp jagamagaanao lagata. kaozI ko<br />

hrok kaonao maoM ]sako ivavaah kI tOyaairyaaM haonao<br />

lagaIM. laoikna saa)a hI ka^laoja kI saalaanaa<br />

prIxaayaoM BaI narigasa ko isar pr naaocanao vaalao<br />

igawaoM ko samaana maMDra rhI )aIM. Apòla ka<br />

maah )aa. hvaayaoM zMDI na haokr sauKdayak haonao<br />

lagaIM )aI. KotaoM maoM pkI hu[- fsalaoM na[-­navaolaI<br />

dulhna kI trh Apnao BarpUr isaMgaar pr Aa<br />

caukI )aIM. Aama ko vaRxaaoM pr sao baaOr CMTkr<br />

nayao flaaoM ko janma ka saMkot do cauka )aa.<br />

AaOr [sako saa)a hI saIº emaº esaº ka^laoja ko<br />

saaro Ca~ ApnaI prIxaaAaoM kI tOyaairyaaoM maoM<br />

laga cauko )ao. prntu Apnao sapnaaoM maoM laIna<br />

narigasa kao Aba jaOsao [na prIxaaAaoM kI BaI<br />

kao[- icanta nahIM rhI )aI. vah tao ek p`kar<br />

sao iksaI prIxaa kI tOyaarI maoM vyast hao ga[-<br />

)aI. dulhna bananao kI klpnaaAaoM maoM vah Aba<br />

idnarat hI DUbaI rhnao lagaI )aI. eosaI klpnaa<br />

AaOr klpnaaAaoM ka vah KaoKlaa saMsaar ik<br />

ijasakI vaastivakta ko spSa- sao BaI vah ABaI<br />

kaosaaoM dUr )aI. �<br />

SaoYa Agalao AMk maoM º º º<br />

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saaqa<br />

DUbatI hu[- zMD sao BarI saM(yaa kao<br />

jaba vaYaa- kI BaIgaI hu[- vaayau nao AaOr BaI<br />

Ai(ak SaItla kr idyaa tao kaozragaZ, kI<br />

ek puranaI KMDr hu[- [maart ko baahr baOzo<br />

huyao AakaSa ka SarIr ek zMDI cauBana kI<br />

izzurna sao isahr ]za. badna maoM jaba kMpkpI<br />

AarMBa hu[- tao ]sanao galao maoM pD,o huyao gama-<br />

flaalaona ko maÔlar kao phlao sao AaOr BaI<br />

AcCI trh sao lapoT ilayaa. yahI saaoca kr<br />

ik badna maoM p`vaoSa krtI hu[- sadI- sao ]sao kuC<br />

tao raht imalaogaI hI.<br />

[sa samaya AakaSa maugala[- rajya kI ek<br />

TUTI­fUTI KMDr haotI puranaI [maart ko baahr<br />

ek baD,o sao p%)ar kI baOMca pr baOza huAa )aa.<br />

saaro jamaanao ko maahaOla sao Alaga­)alaga ` saUnaa<br />

AaOr bauJaa­bauJaa saa ` K,amaaoSa AaOr gaMBaIr<br />

AkolaI AaOr tnha[yaaoM sao ilaPt saUnasaana<br />

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[maart ko saa)a­saa)a AakaSa ka idla BaI<br />

jaOsao saUnaa hao gayaa )aa. mana maoM na jaanao iktnaI<br />

hI maRt haotI AiBalaaYaaAaoM AaOr AaMkaxaaAaoM<br />

kao saMvaaro huyao vah Apnao AtIt maoM dUr khIM<br />

bahut dUr tk bauJaI­bauJaI AaOr ibaKrI hu[-<br />

smaRityaaoM kao yaad kr jaata )aa. vaatavarNa<br />

kI baohd cauPpI ko saharo vah BaI inatant caup<br />

AaOr Akolaa )aa. Akolaopna ko [sa Gaaor saayao<br />

maoM ]sao Aba jaOsao iksaI ka BaI haoSa nahIM rha<br />

)aa. Apnao jaIvana kI ipClao ijayao huyao idnaaoM<br />

kI BaUlaI­ibasarI yaadaoM maoM vah baar­baar hI Kao<br />

saa jaata )aa. [saI kaoTragaZ, kI makD,I ko<br />

jaalaaoM sao baunaI AaOr camagaadD,aoM va AbaabaIlaaoM ko<br />

basaoraoM sao ilaPt KMDr [maart kI hrok laala<br />

kIkiD,yaa [-MT pr BaI jaOsao ]sako BaUtkala kI<br />

kao[- dd-BarI dasta^na ilaK dI ga[- )aI. yahaM<br />

ka ija,ndgaI ko iksaI BaI Saaor sao mah$ma<br />

caPpa­caPpa tk BaI jaOsao ]sako idla maoM basao<br />

huyao dd- kI yaadaoM sao vaaikf hao cauka )aa.<br />

kaOna jaanata )aa ik AakaSa Apnao idla kI<br />

gahra[yaaoM maoM na jaanao iktnao duK AaOr ddao-M ko<br />

gaubaar samaoTo huyao )aa. eosao gaubaar ik jaao Apnao<br />

kaiÔlaaoM sao jau,da kBaI BaI ibaKr jaanao ko<br />

ilayao Aakula hao cauko )ao.<br />

pasa hI maoM rajagaaMva ka CaoTa saa manauYyaaoM `<br />

baccaaoM ` is~yaaoM AaOr laaogaaoM sao Baro huyao jaIvana<br />

kI tmaama icantaAaoM AaOr proSaainayaaoM sao<br />

laaprvaah hMsamauK maahaOla )aa. [sa p`kar ik<br />

kBaI-kBaar vahaM ko icarpiricat laaogaaoM ka svar<br />

]sakI ivacaar(aaraAaoM kao BaMga krta huAa<br />

kaozragaZ, kI TUTI hu[- maohrabaaoM sao Tkra­<br />

Tkrakr ivalaIna hao jaata )aa. [saI puranaI<br />

AaOr vaIrana [maart ko ibalkula krIba hI banaI<br />

hu[- ek puranaI iksaI JaIla samaana manauYyaaoM ko<br />

nahanao ko ilayao talaaba banaa huAa )aa. samaya<br />

ko baItnao AaOr pirvat-na ko karNa Aba [sa<br />

talaaba ka kao[- BaI ]pyaaoga nahIM hao pa rha<br />

)aa ` saao [sa karNa ]saka panaI BaI gaMdlaa hao<br />

cauka )aa. talaaba kI dIvaaraoM sao icapkI hu[-<br />

ka[- BaI [sa baat ka saMkot )aI ik Aba vahaM<br />

ka vah jamaanaa jaa cauka hO jaba ik AaMKoM<br />

band ikyao huyao phrodaraoM ko saayao maoM [sako panaI<br />

maoM rajaBavana kI saundiryaaM snaana ikyaa krtI<br />

)aIM. Aasa-pasa kI }McaI­}McaI p%)araoM kI banaI<br />

hu[- dIvaaraoM pr Aba tmaama trh kI vanaspit<br />

AaOr jaMgalaI Gaasa ]ga Aa[- )aI. idna maoM<br />

sannaaTa tao Cayaa hI rhta )aa AaOr Saama pD,to<br />

hI [sako KMDraoM maoM camagaadD, AaOr AbaabaIlaoM<br />

Aakr icapk jaatI )aIM.<br />

AakaSa ABaI tk baOza huAa )aa.<br />

ibalkula caup AaOr Apnao ivacaaraoM maoM gaMBaIr.<br />

vah kBaI naIcao BaUima kao doKta )aa tao kBaI<br />

svatÁ hI ]sakI dRiYT dUr ixaitja kI<br />

K,amaaoSaI kao inaharnao lagatI )aI. vaYaa- ko idna<br />

)ao ` AaOr zMDI­zMDI vaayau ko hlko JaaoMkaoM sao hI<br />

vaatavarNa ka Sava hr pla isakuD,ta jaa rha<br />

)aa. maaOna baOzo huyao AakaSa nao ifr ek baar<br />

dUr rajagaaMva ko kccaI [-MT ko banao huyao makanaaoM<br />

kao doKa.doKa tao ` doKto hI ]sakI AaMKaoM<br />

maoM ]sako BaUlao ibasaro AtIt ka dd-Bara ica~<br />

}Bar Aayaa. ]sanao saaocaa (artI ! vah<br />

BaI tao [saI gaaMva kI ek baoTI hO. vah gaaMva<br />

maoM hI plaI­baZ,I hO. gaaMva ko laaogaaoM jaOsaI hrok<br />

AadtoM ]sako Andr hOM ` magar Aba pZ,­ilaKnao<br />

ko pScaat ]sakI gaaMva kI hrok baatoM AaOr<br />

vyavahar Sahr jaOsao Aa(auinak laaogaaoM ko samaana<br />

badla cauka hO. ]sako ipta [sa gaaMva ko<br />

jamaIMdar khlaato hOM. iksaI BaI baat kI kmaI<br />

nahIM ]sako yahaM. iva(aata ka idyaa huAa saba<br />

hI kuC ]sako pasa hO. iSaxaa AaOr saaOMndya- `<br />

daonaaoM hI kI vah mailaka hO.<br />

AakaSa ka bacapna BaI tao [saI gaaMva maoM<br />

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aIta hO. rajagaaMva kI hrI­hrI vaaidyaaoM AaOr<br />

hr samaya lahratI hu[- vaayau ko )apoD,aoM maoM Kolato<br />

huyao vah javaana huAa hO. dUsaro $p maoM vah Kud<br />

BaI tao [saI gaaMva ka ek sadsya hO. magar vah<br />

(artI kI barabarI tk nahIM phuMca saka hO.<br />

]sako ipta ek saa(aarNa ma(yama vagaI-ya<br />

pirvaar maoM rhto huyao sarkarI ilaipk )ao.<br />

]naka CaoTa saa pirvaar hO. AakaSa ApnaI<br />

dao baihnaaoM ko saa)a vahaM Akolaa rhta hO.<br />

]sako maata­ ipta kovala yahI ek (araohr<br />

]sako pasa CaoD, kr prlaaok isa(aar cauko hOM.<br />

yaUM tao vah BaI ek AcCI saI naaOkrI kr hI<br />

rha )aa. ]sanao kuC jamaa nahIM ikyaa )aa `<br />

taOBaI vah iksaI BaI vastu ka maaohtaja BaI nahIM<br />

)aa. jaIvana kI KuiSayaaM Apnao Aap ]sako<br />

damana maoM kUdtI nahIM )aIM ` magar jaIvanap)a kI<br />

rahaoM maoM khIM AM(aora BaI nahIM )aa. magar ]sako<br />

jaIvana kI [na saarI KuiSayaaoM kao samaya ka<br />

ek kzaor )apoD,a ek hI pla maoM CIna kr<br />

Baaga BaI jaayaogaa ` eosaa AakaSa nao kBaI BaI<br />

nahIM saaocaa )aa. ]sakI samast AiBalaaYaaAaoM<br />

AaOr tmannaaAaoM pr va@t ko Aaro calanao lagaogaoM<br />

` ]sanao kBaI sapnao maoM nahIM saaocaa )aa. ]sako<br />

jaIvana ka dUsara pRYz [tnaa Ai(ak<br />

qdyaivadark AaOr duKBara BaI hao sakta hO `<br />

AakaSa [sakao phlao sao kBaI BaI nahIM jaana<br />

saka )aa. ]sako hMsato AaOr mauskrato huyao<br />

jaIvana maoM yaUM Acaanak sao ivaYa ko Pyaalao BaI<br />

Clak ]zoMgao ` ]sanao tao kBaI klpnaa BaI nahIM<br />

kI )aI. sahI tao )aa. Aba ]sako jaIvana maoM<br />

rha hI @yaa )aa. naIrsata ` tnha[- AaOr mana<br />

kI GauTna ko saa)a­saa)a ek And$naI tD,p `<br />

basa yahI saba tao payaa hO ]sanao. yao manauYya ko<br />

jaIvana ka ek kzaor sa%ya hI tao hO ik jaba<br />

]sako hMsato­Kolato huyao jaIvana maoM Acaanak sao<br />

maayaUisayaaoM AaOr ivavaSataAaoM ka p`har hao jaayao<br />

tao vah svaMya maoM iktnaa Ai(ak mailana ` AaOr<br />

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inajaI-va saa hao jaata hO ` yao tao vahI jaanata hO<br />

ik ijasako saa)a yao saba GaiTt haota hO.<br />

AakaSa ko vao idna iktnao sauKmaya AaOr<br />

saundr )ao ` jaba ik vah kBaI (artI ko saa)a<br />

baOza huAa GanTaoM ixaitja AaOr p`kRit kI<br />

$pCTa kao doK­ doKkr mauskrata rhta<br />

)aa. tba xaNa Bar maoM hI ]sakI JaaolaI maoM<br />

KuiSayaaoM ka Zor laga jaata )aa. (artI kI<br />

klpnaa maa~ sao hI ]sako qdya maoM saarI [cCayaoM<br />

mast haokr JaUmanao saI lagatI )aIM. tba jaIvana<br />

kI KuiSayaaoM kI ek­ek laiD,yaaM jauD,tI hu[ek<br />

pUrI lambaI EaMRKlaa maoM mauskrato huyao imalatI<br />

calaI jaatI )aIM. ]sako gaMBaIr AaOr K,amaaoSa<br />

qdya maoM BarI hu[- vaIranagaI kao (artI kI ek<br />

hI mauskrahT pla Bar maoM hI Bagaa idyaa krtI<br />

)aI. laoikna Aba samaya yaMU plaT BaI jaayaogaa `<br />

kaOna jaanata )aa. Saayad kao[- BaI tao nahIM.<br />

[Msaana ica~ doKta hO. klpnaayaoM krta hO.<br />

idna­rat doKo huyao sapnaaoM ko Aa(aar pr vah<br />

ApnaI duinayaaM sajaanao ko ya%na BaI ikyaa krta<br />

hO. majabaUt haotI hu[- [cCaSai@t ko Aa(aar<br />

pr manauYya p%)araoM tk pr Gaasa ]gaanao kI<br />

caoYTa krnao lagata hO. yahI AakaSa nao BaI<br />

krnaa caaha )aa. jamaanao sao pUCo bagaOr ` Apnaa<br />

GaraOMda AaOr Apnaa naID, khIM Alaga basaa laonaa<br />

caaha )aa. magar ]saka saaocaa huAa jaIvana ka<br />

basaora khIM basa saka ? [samaoM AvaSya hI<br />

sandoh )aa. yahI saba kuC AakaSa baOza huAa<br />

saaocao jaa rha )aa.<br />

]sako kalaoja ko vao idna AaOr vao lamho `<br />

jaba vah (artI ko saa)a hI knhOyaa ko<br />

janmas)ala ma)aura ko ek kalaoja maoM pZ,a krta<br />

)aa. tba daonaaoM hI Apnao­Apnao ha^sTla maoM rh<br />

kr pZ,a krto )ao. daonaaoM hI kI kxaa<br />

haMlaaik Alaga-Alaga )aI prntu ifr BaI daonaaoM<br />

ek dUsaro sao BalaI-BaaMit piricat )ao. [saka<br />

mau#ya karNa )aa ik daonaaoM ek hI s)aana AaOr<br />

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ek hI gaaMva ko inavaasaI )ao. AakaSa ko qdya<br />

maoM (artI nao Apnaa ek ivaSaoYa s)aana ]sa samaya<br />

sao banaa ilayaa )aa jaba ik vah bacapna maoM ]sako<br />

saa)a-saa)a AaMK­imacaaOlaI Kolaa krtI )aI.<br />

yauvaavas)aa Aanao pr AakaSa ko mana maoM basaI<br />

hu[- (artI kI yao tsvaIr ]sako idla maoM BaivaYya<br />

kI hsartaoM ka ek hsaIna sapnaa banakr<br />

(aD,knao lagaI )aI. baad maoM ek hI kalaoja maoM<br />

pZ,nao ko karNa AakaSa (artI kao Apnao Gar<br />

ka saayaa samaJakr Pyaar krnao lagaa )aa.<br />

Pyaar krnao lagaa )aa ` ]sakao Apnao jaIvana ka<br />

BaavaI saa)aI maanakr. mana hI mana vah ]sako<br />

saa)a ivavaah ko sapnao doKnao lagaa )aa. magar<br />

(artI AakaSa ko mana kI [na hsartaoM sao<br />

ibalakula hI Anajaana )aI. vah kBaI sapnao maoM<br />

BaI nahIM saaocaa krtI )aI ik kBaI ]sako saa)a<br />

fTo kpD,aoM maoM Kolanao vaalaa naadana ` Abaao(a<br />

baalak ]sakao [sakdr Pyaar BaI krnao lagaa hO<br />

ik vah Aba ]sako bagaOr Apnao jaIvana kI ek<br />

saaMsa BaI svatn~ta sao nahIM lao sakta hO. vah<br />

]sako idla AaOr idmaaga maoM ]sako jaIvana kI<br />

saarI KuiSayaaoM kI hla­cala banakr sajaI baOzI<br />

hu[- hO. vah tao AakaSa ko baaro maoM kovala<br />

[tnaa hI Bar jaanatI )aI ik vah ]sako hI<br />

gaaMva ka ek laD,ka hO ` AaOr saMyaaoga sao ek<br />

hI kalaoja maoM pZ,nao Aayaa hO AaOr daonaaoM ko<br />

pirvaaraoM maoM ek AcCI ima~ta BaI hO. [saI<br />

jaana­phcaana ko karNa AakaSa yahaM kalaoja<br />

maoM pZ,to samaya bahut sao kamaaoM maoM ]sakI samaya-<br />

Asamaya sahayata BaI kr idyaa krta )aa.<br />

ApnaI saImaa ko Antga-t (artI ko saaocanao ka<br />

dayara AakaSa ko pìt jaOsao bahut saIimat<br />

)aa. magar AakaSa ko saaocanao ka dayara<br />

'AakaSa' ko samaana hI bahut fOlaa huAa )aa.<br />

vah pàyaÁ (artI ko ilayao kuC na kuC saaocata<br />

hI rhta )aa.<br />

AakaSa ApnaI pZ,a[- ko saa)a ica~karI<br />

BaI ikyaa krta )aa. laoikna yao AaOr baat )aI<br />

ik ]sanao ApnaI [sa ica~karI ko SaaOk kao<br />

kBaI BaI iksaI ko saamanao nahIM dSaa-yaa )aa.<br />

vah yaid ica~ BaI banaata )aa tao kovala Apnao<br />

mana kI ]na CupI hu[- ]na BaavanaaAaoM kao ik<br />

ijanakao khnao ko ilayao kBaI BaI ]sako pasa<br />

Sabd jamaa nahIM hao sako )ao. Saayad yahI<br />

]sakI vah ibaDmvanaa )aI ik ijasaka<br />

K,aimayaajaa vah ApnaI saarI ]ma` tk Baugatogaa<br />

BaI ` yao vah nahIM jaanata )aa. yahIM kalaoja maoM<br />

rhto huyao AakaSa ka ek ima~ BaI )aa<br />

hIra. hIra ]sako saa)a hI ha^sTla maoM ]sako<br />

hI kmaro ka $ma maoT )aa. ek saa)a rhto huyao<br />

hIra AakaSa ko pirvaar ` ]sakI pairvaairk<br />

is)ait t)aa Anya baataoM sao BalaI BaaMit piricat<br />

)aa.<br />

[(ar kalaoja kI AMitma prIxaayaoM hr raoja,<br />

pasa AatI jaa rhI )aIM ` AaOr AakaSa<br />

idna­rat saaoca­saaocakr proSaana )aa ik vah<br />

kba AaOr kOsao (artI sao Apnao idla kI ]sa<br />

baat kao ]jaagar kro ijasakI bauinayaad ]sanao<br />

bacapna sao Dala dI )aI. kOsao ]sasao Apnao ek<br />

trfa pòma ka baKana kro. (artI tao raoja, hI<br />

kalaoja AatI )aI ` magar AakaSa bahut caahto<br />

huyao BaI ]sako pasa tk nahIM Aa pata )aa.<br />

daonaaoM hI ek dUsaro kao doKto BaI )ao ` magar<br />

kovala AaOpcaairk namasto Aaid ko Aitir@t<br />

kao[- BaI kuC Anya baat nahIM krta )aa.<br />

AakaSa kao kBaI­kBaar eosaa tao mahsaUsa<br />

haota )aa ik jaOsao (artI ]sakI caaor naja,raoM kao<br />

iksaI saImaa tk pZ,nao kI kaoiSaSa tao krtI<br />

hO ` prntu ifr ]sakI AaOr sao kao[- BaI saMkot<br />

naa imala panao kI kmaI ko karNa maaOna BaI hao<br />

jaatI )aI. AakaSa saaocata )aa ik (artI<br />

]sako mana kI baat kao samaJatI tao hO prntu<br />

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ifr jaOsao caahto huyao BaI kuC kh nahIM patI<br />

hO. Saayad [saka karNa vah Kud hI )aa.<br />

vahI tao ]sakao saSaaopMja maoM rKo huyao )aa.<br />

(artI tao ek laD,kI )aI ` vah svaMya kOsao<br />

phla kr saktI )aI. khnaa tao ]sao hI<br />

caaihyao )aa. Apnao mana kI baat khnao ko<br />

ilayao kalaoja sao AcCa Avasar ifr ]sao kBaI<br />

BaI nahIM imala sakogaa. yahI tao maaOka hO ]sasao<br />

khnao ko ilayao. yaid ABaI nahIM kha tao tao<br />

Saayad vah ifr kBaI BaI nahIM kh sakogaa.<br />

Apnao idla ko ArmaanaaoM ko #vaabaaoM kao<br />

saakar krnao kI icanta t)aa (artI ko baaro maoM<br />

idna-rat saaocato­ivacaarto huyao AakaSa kI<br />

saalaanaa prIxaa isar pr Aa ga[-. prIxaaAaoM<br />

kI tOyaairyaaoM ko karNa svatÁ hI Ca~aoM ka<br />

kalaoja maoM ibanaa bajah ko GaUmanaa­ifrnaa baMd hao<br />

gayaa. )aaoD,o idnaaoM tk eosaa hI calata rha.<br />

ifr baad maoM prIxaaAaoM kI tOyaairyaaoM ko ilayao<br />

kalaoja kI kxaayaoM baMd kr dI ga[-M. kxaayaoM<br />

baMd hu[-M tao (artI ka yaUM BaI kalaoja Aanaa baMd<br />

hao gayaa. saao mana maarkr AakaSa na caahto<br />

huyao BaI prIxaaAaoM kI tOyaairyaaoM maoM laga gayaa.<br />

tba ek idna jaOsao­tOsao AakaSa nao<br />

prIxaaAaoM ka baaoJa Apnao isar pr sao ]tara `<br />

magar (artI ko Pyaar ka jaunaUna vah Apnao idla<br />

sao kOsao BaI na ]tar saka. (artI ko pìt hr<br />

pla ]saka pnapta huAa Pyaar ]sakI plakaoM<br />

maoM [sakdr baMd hao cauka )aa ik vah [sakao<br />

iksaI BaI trh sao Kaonaa nahIM caahta )aa. saao<br />

[nhIM saaocaaoM AaOr #yaalaaoM maoM ek kBaI na<br />

samaaPt haonao vaalaI gaMBaIrta AaOr naIrsata nao<br />

]sako sampUNa- vyai@t%va pr Apnaa Ai(akar<br />

jamaa ilayaa. ifr caohro pr Ca[- hu[- gaMBaIrta<br />

nao jaba K,amaaoSaI ka saa)a ilayaa tao ifr jaOsao<br />

Pyaar maoM iCnaI hu[- baaja,I ko duK nao ]sako saaro<br />

caohro kI AaBaa kao samaaPt krko vahaM ek<br />

AjaIba saI ir@tta kao ivarajamaana kra<br />

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idyaa. [saka p`Baava eosaa pD,a ik vah Apnao<br />

Aap maoM hI caup ` gaumasauma AaOr Kaoyaa-Kaoyaa saa<br />

rhnao lagaa. (artI sao vah caahkr BaI Aaja<br />

tk kuC BaI nahIM kh saka )aa. mahja ApnaI<br />

Aaor sao sapnao doKto rhnao sao haota BaI @yaa.<br />

vah inaraSa hI nahIM bailk htaSa saa hao gayaa.<br />

vah jaanata )aa ik ek Avasar ]sao imalaa )aa<br />

ijasamaoM vah Apnao idla kI tmaama AarjauAaoM<br />

AaOr hsartaoM kI kma sao kma yaacanaa tao kr<br />

hI sakta )aa ` magar saMyaaoga sao vah [sa Avasar<br />

ka kao[- BaI laaBa nahIM ]za saka )aa. mana<br />

kI hsartoM ]sako mana maoM hI rh kr jaOsao Aba<br />

sada ko ilayao baojaubaana BaI hao caukI )aIM. kBaI<br />

vah saaocata ik @yaaoM ]sanao (artI sao Pyaar<br />

ikyaa. @yaaoM ]sakao Apnao idla maoM Cupanao kI<br />

kaoiSaSa kI. @yaaoM vah ApnaI hI trf sao<br />

]sako [tnao pasa tk calaa Aayaa )aa ik Aba<br />

vaapsa jaanao maoM ]sao tklaIf BaI haonao lagaI<br />

)aI.<br />

prIxaaAaoM ko pScaat (artI baD,o hI<br />

saamaanya trIko sao Apnao Gar calaI ga[-. jaanao<br />

sao phlao ]sanao AakaSa kao ek baar BaI nahIM<br />

batayaa ik vah flaaMnao idna Gar jaa rhI hO.<br />

tba AakaSa nao yahI saaoca kr santaoYa kr<br />

ilayaa ik vah batatI BaI @yaaoM. jaa tao vah<br />

vahIM rhI )aI ik jahaM ka vah Kud BaI rhnao<br />

vaalaa hO. jaba daonaaoM ka gaaMva ek hO ` rhnao<br />

ka s)aana ek hO ` Sahr AaOr Aanao­jaanao ka<br />

maaga- BaI ek hO tao batanao AaOr na batanao sao<br />

fk- BaI @yaa pD,ta )aa. vah saaocatI haogaI<br />

ik jaOsao vah ]sakao yahaM kalaoja maoM doK laotI<br />

)aI ` Apnao gaaMva maoM BaI hr idna doK ilayaa<br />

krogaI.<br />

ifr (artI Apnao Gar phuMcaI magar<br />

AakaSa nahIM jaa saka. vah kuCok idnaaoM ko<br />

ilayao vahIM vaRndavana maoM Apnao ima~ hIra ko saa)a<br />

$k gayaa. yao ek AjaIba hI p`kar kI<br />

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]sakI is)ait )aI. (artI kao vah iksaI BaI hO. Agar ]sakao [tnaa hI caahto hao tao<br />

kImat pr Kaonaa nahIM caahta )aa AaOr Apnao jaakr kh @yaaoM nahIM doto hao. Agar nahIM<br />

mauK sao Apnao idla kI baat kao kh donao ka khaogao tao saarI ]ma` raoAaogao pCtaAaogao.<br />

]samaoM saahsa BaI nahIM )aa. [saka Asar yao klpnaaAaoM AaOr KaoKlao sapnaaoM kI duinayaaM maoM<br />

pD,a ik vah tnha s)aanaaoM ka sahara laoto huyao BaTkto rhnao sao tumhoM kuC BaI laaBa nahIM<br />

ApnaI K,amaaoSa mauhbbataoM ko dIp caupcaap imalanaovaalaa hO. vaastivakta kao svaIkarao.<br />

jalaanao lagaa. ]sakI K,amaaoiSayaaoM ko dayaro ya)aa)a-vaadI banakr hI ]saka ha)a pkD,<br />

jaba Ai(ak ]laJanao lagao tao vah ]nhoM saulaJaanao sakaogao ijasakao idla maoM basaa rKa hO. Agar<br />

kI caoYTa maoM ek dUsarI hI duinayaaM maoM BaTknao ]saka saamanaa krnao ka saahsa tumamaoM nahIM hO<br />

lagaa. hr samaya klpnaaAaoM AaOr Pyaar ko AaOr mauK sao nahIM kh sakto hao tao ilaK kr<br />

TUTo­BaTko sapnaaoM maoM vah DUbaa­ DUbaa rhnao do dao. naarI iktnao hI p%)ar idla kI caaho<br />

lagaa. jahaM khIM BaI inakla jaata tao ifr @yaaoM na hao magar ifr BaI ApnaI trf Pyaar<br />

]sako vaapsa Aanao ka kao[- BaI inaiScat samaya kI Aarja,U krnao vaalao kI Sa~u nahIM hao saktI<br />

hI nahIM haota. jaba doKao tba hI vah vah ]na hO."<br />

s)aanaaoM kao dor tk takta rhta jahaM pr tba hIra ko pòrNaa sao Baro SabdaoM nao<br />

(artI ka ja,ra BaI kao[- samban(a rh cauka AakaSa kao ek na[- sfUi

vah Apnao gaaMva rajagaaMva vaapsa calaa Aayaa<br />

)aa.<br />

saMyaaoga kI baat )aI ik ijasa idna [sakI<br />

prIxaa ka pirNaama GaaoiYat huAa )aa ` ]saI idna<br />

` ]saI hI AKbaar maoM ]sakI khanaI BaI '<br />

ibaKrto sapnao maorI rahaoM ko ' naama sao p`kaiSat<br />

hu[- )aI. AakaSa ko ilayao p`sannata kI baat<br />

)aI. saa)a hI dUsarI p`sannata kI jaao baat<br />

Anya )aI ik vah AaOr (artI daonaaoM hI<br />

ApnaI­ApnaI prIxaaAaoM maoM iWtIya EaoNaI maoM<br />

pasa hao gayao )ao. (artI BaI prIxaa maoM pasa hao<br />

jaanao k KuSaI maoM fUlaI nahIM samaa rhI )aI.<br />

saaro idna vah gaaMva maoM caaraMo trf<br />

]ClatI­GaUmatI ifrI )aI. AaOpcaairkta ko<br />

naato vah ek baar AakaSa ko pasa BaI Aa[-<br />

)aI ` ]sao pasa hao jaanao kI ba(aa[-yaaM donao ko<br />

ilayao. ifr jaba idna Zla gayaa AaOr Saama BaI<br />

gahra ga[- AaOr jaba Apnao saaro kamaaoM sao<br />

fursat pakr (artI saaonao ko ilayao Apnao<br />

ibastr pr Aa[- tao saaonao sao phlao ]sanao dOinak<br />

AKbaar kao ifr ek baar doKa. magar jaba<br />

AKbaar kao doKto samaya Acaanak hI ]sakI<br />

dRiYT AakaSa kI ilaKI khanaI pr pD, ga[- `<br />

AaOr jaba ]sanao laoKk ko s)aana pr AakaSa<br />

ka naama doKa tao vah sahsaa hI caaOMk BaI ga[-<br />

.]saka caaOMknaa bahut svaBaaivak )aa. [sa<br />

dSaa maoM BaI ik ]sanao [sasao phlao tao na kBaI<br />

doKa AaOr saunaa hI )aa ik ]sako saa)a ka hI<br />

pZ,nao AaOr Kolanaovaalaa AakaSa ka naama kBaI<br />

ek laoKk ko $p maoM BaI Aa sakta hO.<br />

khanaI maoM laoKk AakaSa ka naama doKkr<br />

]sakI ija&asaa tao baZ, hI ga[- )aI ` magar [sasao<br />

BaI Ai(ak vah pZ,kr dMga rh ga[- ik<br />

AakaSa nao ApnaI khanaI maoM jaao kuC BaI<br />

ilaKa )aa vah ]saI sao sambain(at )aa. khanaI<br />

kI ek­ek GaTnaa ` hrok baat AaOr GaTnaaAaoM<br />

ko Ëma (artI kao jaba ma)aura maoM kalaoja ko<br />

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idnaaoM maoM ibatayao huyao idnaaoM sao imalato­jaulato<br />

jaana pD,o tao ifr ]sao samaJato dor nahIM lagaI<br />

ik ]sako hI gaaMva ka kBaI ]sako saa)a<br />

Kolanaovaalaa AakaSa ]sao A)aah Pyaar BaI<br />

krta hO. khanaI kI ek­ek pMi@t maoM<br />

]sako pìt payao jaanao vaalao AakaSa ko ]sa<br />

Pyaar kI AartI ko dIpaoM kI raoSanaI )aI ik<br />

ijasakao Saayad vah hr pla jalaata Aa rha<br />

)aa. ek­ek Axar maoM khanaI kI naaiyaka<br />

ko pìt jaao ik vah svaMya hI )aI ` naayak ko<br />

Pyaar kI KuSabauAaoM ko saa)a­saa)a ]sakI<br />

]daisayaaoM maoM kaTo gayao idnaaoM ka dd- BaI Bara<br />

huAa )aa.<br />

pZ,nao ko pScaat khanaI kI samaaiPt pr<br />

(artI ko badna ko tar­tar JanaJanaa ]zo.<br />

[sa p`kar ik ]sako idla kI yaadaoM maoM ipClao<br />

kalaoja ko ijayao huyao samast idna ifr ek baar<br />

jaIivat hao ]zo. vah ]nhoM ek baar ifr sao<br />

daohranao pr ivavaSa hao ga[-. khanaI ka naayak<br />

]sako Pyaar ka dIvaanaa ]sako hI gaaMva ka<br />

AakaSa hO ` saaocato hI (artI kI AaMKaoM maoM<br />

kalaoja ko vao idna saamanao Aa gayao jaba ik<br />

AakaSa A@sar ]sakao ek ivaSaoYa inagaahaoM sao<br />

doKa krta )aa. ]na AaMKaoM kI maUk BaaYaa maoM<br />

]sako pìt Apar caahtaoM ka diryaa bah rha<br />

hO. ]sako ilayao Pyaar BarI mauhbbtaoM kI sadayaoM<br />

hOM. ek Apna%va AaOr kovala Apnaapna hÒ.<br />

[tnaa Ai(ak ik AakaSa ]sakao Pyaar hI<br />

nahIM krta ` bailk ]sakI pUjaa krta hO; [sa<br />

t)ya kI puiYT (artI kao Acaanak sao hu[- tao<br />

ApnaI (aD,knaaoM pr kabaU naa pa saknao ko<br />

karNa dOinak AKbaar ka p~ svat: hI<br />

]sako ha)aaoM sao CUTkr naIcao fSa- pr igar<br />

pD,a. saarI rat tba vah AakaSa ko ilayao hI<br />

saaocatI rhI. ]sako saa)a kI kalaoja kI<br />

hrok GaTnaa kao vah baar­baar daohra ga[-.<br />

ifr pàt: kI baolaa maoM jaba na[- ]Yaa ka<br />

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]dya huAa tao (artI kI AaMKaoM maoM naIMd ko<br />

icanh )ao. saarI rat vah saao BaI nahIM pa[-<br />

)aI. ]sanao SaIGa` hI ek baar AakaSa sao<br />

imalanao ka inaScaya kr ilayaa. tba AakaSa<br />

kI phlaI maulaakat (artI sao [saI kaoZragaZ,<br />

kI saUnasaana AaOr inaja-nata sao BarI hu[- maugala[-<br />

KMDrI laala [maart maoM hu[- )aI. vah phla<br />

imalana ]sako jaIvana kI ek saundr yaadgaar<br />

)aI. [saI kaozragaZ, kI TUTI­fUTI maohrabaaoM maoM<br />

(artI ko qdya maoM tba AakaSa ko pìt pòma<br />

kI phlaI ikrNa jaaga`t hu[- )aI. AaOr tba sao<br />

(artI iktnao Apna%va sao AakaSa kao Apnaa<br />

jaanakr jaIvana ko hr AcCo­bauro kamaaoM ko<br />

pìt inado-Sa saa donao lagaI )aI. ]sasao vah sadOva<br />

HI kha krtI )aI ` ‘icantayaoM ` sauK­ duK AaOr<br />

]tar­caZ,ava jaIvana ko hI ihssao hOM. [nhoM<br />

gaMBaIrta sao Apnao isar pr baaM(akr mat rKao.<br />

tuma isagaroT BaI pIto hao ` AcCa Aba mat pInaa<br />

` [sasao svaas)ya Kraba haota hO , , ,’ (artI ko<br />

Apna%va AaOr p`itidna ]sako pìt baZ,tI hu[-<br />

]lft nao AakaSa kao ibalkula hI badla<br />

Dalaa. ]sanao isagaroT pInaa baMd kr idyaa.<br />

hMsanao AaOr mauskaranao lagaa )aa vah tba. cahoro<br />

pr ivalaIna haotI hu[- ]sakI mauskrahT vaapsa<br />

laaOT Aa[- )aI. ]sako saUK,to huyao jaIvanavaRxa<br />

kao (artI nao Apnao Pyaar ko jala sao saIMca idyaa<br />

)aa. iKMjaaAaoM maoM fUlaaoM kI baharoM Aa caukI<br />

)aIM. tba (artI ko AsaIma Pyaar kI<br />

klpnaaAaoM maoM DUbakr ]sako qdya maoM sauKI<br />

BaivaYya kI JanakaroM haonao lagaIM )aIM. SarIr ko<br />

raoMya­raoMya maoM ivajaya kI GaMiTyaaM bajanao lagaIM<br />

)aIM. ]sao lagaa )aa ik ]sanao (artI kao sada<br />

ko ilayao jaIt ilayaa hO. vah tba GaMTaoM (artI<br />

kao saa)a ilayao [saI kaozragaZ, kI baOMca pr<br />

baOza rhta )aa. ]sasao Apnao BaavaI Gar kao<br />

sajaanao ko tmaama sapnaaoM ko baaro maoM batata rhta<br />

)aa. tba p`sannataAaoM ko vaSaIBaUt ]sanao hIra<br />

kao BaI ek p~ ilaKkr ]sako Wara idyao<br />

]icat sauJaava ko baaro maoM (anyavaad baaolaa )aa.<br />

AakaSa bagaOr iksaI BaI baat kI prvaa ikyao<br />

huyao ApnaI pòma kI [sa baairSa maoM lagaatar<br />

BaIgata gayaa. pòma kI duinayaaM ka sahara laokr<br />

daonaaoM nao tba Zorao­Zor saa)a inaBaanao ko vaado<br />

ikyao. ek­dUsaro kao Apnao­Apnao ivaSvaasa<br />

ka sahara idyaa.<br />

baad maoM (artI ApnaI Aagao kI }McaI<br />

iSaxaa ko ilayao idllaI calaI ga[-. AakaSa<br />

Apnao pirvaar kI Aai)a-k is)ait kao saamanao<br />

rKkr naaOkrI krnao lagaa. ifr idna baItto<br />

gayao. haoto­haoto ek vaYa- hao gayaa. magar [sa<br />

baIca ]sao (artI ko p~ barabar pàPt haoto<br />

rho. daonaaoM Aaor sao p~aoM AaOr faona kI baairSa<br />

barabar haotI rhI. laoikna (aIro(aIro Acaanak<br />

sao AakaSa kao ehsaasa haonao lagaa ` jaao p~aoM<br />

AaOr faona ka tat-mya (artI kI Aaor sao banaa<br />

huAa )aa ` vah TUTnao lagaa hO. (artI ko p~<br />

Aanao bahut kma hao cauko )ao. [saka karNa<br />

@yaa hao sakta )aa ` AakaSa sahja hI kao[-<br />

karNa nahIM ZUMZ, saka. nahIM samaJa saka tao<br />

]sako qdya kao vahI ivayaaoga AaOr dd- satanao<br />

lagaa ` ijasaka ehsaasa ]sakao kBaI (artI ko<br />

karNa hI huAa )aa. ]sanao (artI kao p~<br />

ilaKo. vah barabar ilaKta rha. prntu<br />

(artI ka kao[- BaI ]

tba kuC idnaaoM ko baad hI AakaSa kao<br />

(artI ka ek p~ pàPt huAa�ek<br />

laMbaa­caaOD,a ` saÔod ilafafa. AakaSa nao<br />

SaIGa` hI ]%saukta maoM Kaola Dalaa. laoikna<br />

Kaolakr jaba ]sakI AaMKaoM nao jaao doKa tao<br />

doKkr ]sao ivaSvaasa BaI nahIM<br />

huAa��(artI ` ek ja,maIdar ko vakIla<br />

laD,ko iksaanaraja sao Apnaa ivavaah krnao jaa<br />

rhI )aI. ]sako ha)a sao SaadI ka inamaM~Na maoM<br />

Aayaa huAa kaD- CUT kr naIcao igar gayaa.<br />

tba ]sa idna ko baad sao AakaSa ko vyavahar `<br />

dSaa AaOr idnacayaa- maoM pirvat-na Aanaa Sau$ hao<br />

gayaa. eosaa haonaa yaUM BaI bahut svaBaaivak )aa.<br />

(artI ]sasao kuC BaI kho­saunao iktnaI sahjata<br />

sao iknaara kr ga[- )aI. malaala sao Ai(ak ]sao<br />

AaScaya- haonao lagaa )aa. AakaSa ifr sao<br />

Apnao ka^laoja ko gauja,aro huyao idnaao maoMM laaOT<br />

Aayaa. ija,ndgaI maoM Pyaar ko Cla ka ek eosaa<br />

kzaor tmaacaa BaI ]sako mauMh pr pD,ogaa ` jamaanao<br />

kI [sa kD,vaI rIit kao tba vah jaana payaa<br />

)aa. ifr eosaI dSaa maoM AakaSa kao Apnao<br />

BaavaI jaIvana kI rahaoM pr AM(akar ko kalao<br />

(abbaao ko isavaaya AaOr kuC BaI naja,r nahIM<br />

Aata )aa. ]sako ivacaar ` ]sakI dSaa AaOr<br />

]sako rhna­sahna ko AMdaja idna va idna<br />

gaMBaIrtaAaoM ` saaocaaoM AaOr ivaYaad ko baadlaaoM maoM<br />

]laJanao lagao. Anajaanao maoM hI ]sako qdya kao<br />

Pyaar ko Alagaava kI ca@kI nao baurI trh sao<br />

masala Dalaa )aa. tba AakaSa nao saaocaa )aa ik<br />

` yahI jamaanao kI rIit hO. Pyaar kI maMijala<br />

ka AMitma izkanaa ivaYaad ` xaaoBa AaOr froba<br />

kI ]sa baigayaa maoM jaakr basanaa hO ` jahaM pr<br />

kovala ]sao Apnao damana maoM Aba kovala kaMTo hI<br />

Barnao )ao. Apnao Aapkao tsallaI donao AaOr<br />

samaJaanao ko ilayao ]sanao ifr sao isagaroT pInaa<br />

AarMBa kr dI. ijasako ilayao CaoD,I )aI ` ]saI<br />

nao ]sakao CaoD, idyaa )aa. vah saUnaI AaOIr<br />

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ekant duinayaaM maoM baobasa jaInao pr majabaUr hao<br />

gayaa. Apnao ima~ hIra kao ]sanao saba kuC<br />

bata hI idyaa )aa. vah Aajakla maMsaUrI maMo<br />

)aa. laoikna ` hIra ko p~ AakaSa kao barabar<br />

imalato rho )ao. Apnao hrok p~ maoM vah<br />

AakaSa kao samaJaata hI )aa. laoikna ifr BaI<br />

AakaSa kao tsallaI nahIM imalatI )aI. p~aoM sao<br />

haota BaI @yaa. ]sako jaIvana maoM ApUNa-ta `<br />

AinaScaya AaOr inaraSa kamanaaAaoM nao Apnaa<br />

basaora tao kr hI ilayaa )aa.<br />

ifr ek idna hIra ]sako pasa Aayaa.<br />

vah AakaSa ka caohra AaOr ]sakI pirvait-t<br />

dSaa kao doKto hI dMga rh gayaa. @yaa halat<br />

banaa rKI )aI AakaSaa nao ApnaIÆ hIra nao<br />

AakaSa sao tao kuC BaI nahIM kha ` pr vah<br />

]saka dd- AaOr ]sako mana kI dSaa kao<br />

BalaI­BaaMit samaJa cauka )aa. ifr BaI ]sanao<br />

AakaSa kao samaJaayaa hI. ek nayao isaro sao<br />

nayaa jaIvana AarMBa krnao kI salah dota rha.<br />

magar ` AakaSa pr [na samast baataoM ka tinak<br />

BaI Asar nahIM haota )aa. ]sanao jaOsao Kud kao<br />

kovala maRt kamanaaAaoM kI A)aI- jaOsaa samaJa<br />

ilayaa )aa. ifr jaba hr samaya AakaSaa<br />

Kaoyaa­Kaoyaa AaOr SaUnya saa rhnao lagaa tao hIra<br />

nao ]sao samaJaato huyao kha ik `<br />

“manauYya ko Gar ko AaMgana kI (artI ]sakI<br />

pi%na haotI hO. jaao huAa hO ` ]sao jaivana ka<br />

ek kD,vaa AnauBava samaJakr ek kaonao maoM<br />

rK dao. tuma ApnaI SaadI @yaaoM nahIM kr laoto<br />

haoÆ”<br />

SaUnya baOzo huyao AakaSa ko saaoyao huyao qdya<br />

maoM hIra ko kho huyao Sabd SaUla samaana cauBao tao<br />

]sako Gaava AaOr BaI Ai(ak ddI-lao hao gayao.<br />

]sako caohro pr mauda-nagaI AaOr malaInata kI pto-M<br />

caZ,tI calaI ga[-M. iksaI p`kar Apnao kao<br />

saMtuilat krto huyao AakaSa nao hIra sao kha<br />

ik `<br />

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“ maOMnao (artI ko saa)a ek sampUNa- AMk banaanao<br />

kI saaocaI )aI. (artI calaI ga[- tao maorI [ka[-<br />

BaI calaI ga[-. maora AMk TUT cauka hO ` AaOr<br />

maOM Aba ek SaUnya hUM. baohtr haogaa ik mauJasao<br />

eosaI baatoM mat ikyaa krao.”<br />

“ jaao hao gayaa hO ]sao BaUla @yaaoM nahIM jaato.<br />

duinayaaM bahut baD,I hO. ZUMZ,aogao tao tumhoM ek sao<br />

baZ,kr ek (artI imala jaayaoMgaI.” hIra<br />

baaolaa.<br />

“hIra ` maora qdya kao[- BaI (ama-Saalaa nahIM hO<br />

ik ijasaka jaI caaho tba Aakr rho AaOr ifr<br />

calata banao. ijasakao [samaoM basanaa )aa vah basa<br />

cauka hO.” khto huyao AakaSa nao ]sao Apnaa<br />

Gar idKato huyao Aagao kha ik `<br />

“maOMnao saaocaa )aa ik [sa Gar maoM ` maOM AaOr (artI<br />

daonaaoM imalakr caaMd­isataraoM kI duinayaaM sajaa<br />

doMgao. laoikna kuC nahIM banaa. maaOsamaI AaOr<br />

rsmaI hvaa ko kovala ek JaaoMko sao saba kuC<br />

lauT gayaa. maOM har gayaa AaOr jamaanao ka calana<br />

AaOr rsmaoM jaIt ga[-M. Aba mauJakao hr laD,kI<br />

maoM Cla AaOr froba ko jaalao idKa[- doto hOM.<br />

maora Gar ` maoro Gar ka sapnaa Aba kBaI BaI<br />

saakar nahIM haonao ka.”<br />

(artI kI smaRit maa~ sao hI AakaSa ka<br />

klaojaa jaOsao jalanao lagaa )aa. idla maoM naagafnaI<br />

ko kaMToM cauBanao lagato )ao. jaba vah Ai(ak<br />

sahna nahIM kr saka tao dUsaro kmaro maoM Aa<br />

gayaa.maoja pr rKo ek baD,o sao kOnavaasa kao<br />

]sanao inahara. ifr ]sanao ]sako }pr pD,o<br />

pdo- kao hTa idyaa. (artI ka KubasaUrtI Bara<br />

ica~ Aba BaI ]sao doKkr mauskra rha )aa.<br />

(artI ka yah vah ica~ )aa ijasao AakaSa nao<br />

jaOsao apnao idla ko rMgaaoM ka sahara laokr<br />

sajaayaa )aa. tba AakaSa nao ]sa pUro ica~ kao<br />

ha)aaoM maoM ]za ilayaa. bahut dor tk vah ]sao<br />

doKta rha. doKto huyao vah ica~ sao hI baaolaa<br />

`<br />

“(artI ` mauJao tumasao kao[- BaI iSakayat nahIM<br />

hO. kao[- iSakvaa nahIM hO. Saayad maOM hI phlao<br />

sao BaUla maoM )aa. maOM nahIM jaanata )aa ik ‘(artI’<br />

tao ja,maIdar kI haotI hO. ek iksaana ka ]sa<br />

pr Ai(akar banata hO. vahI ]sao hr trh ko<br />

puYpaoM sao sauSaaoiBat krta hO. maOM iktnaa maUK-<br />

)aa jaao ‘(artI’ kao naIlao AakaSa sao jaaoD, rha<br />

)aa. eosaa haonaa tao bahuyt hI kizna hI nahIM<br />

bailk AsaMBava BaI hO. @yaa kBaI ja,maIna AaOr<br />

Aasamaana BaI imalato hOMÆ ‘(artI’ AaOr<br />

‘AakaSa’ ka imalana tao naa kBaI AtIt maoM<br />

huAa hO AaOr naa HI kBaI BaivaYya maoM hao<br />

sakogaa. ‘AakaSa’ ka kama tao kovala raonaa<br />

AaOr barsanaa hO. yaid AakaSa raoyaogaa nahIM tao<br />

(artI kao kaOna saIMcaogaa. jala nahIM barsaogaa tao<br />

vah kOsao flaogaI AaOr fUlaogaIÆ AakaSa ko<br />

AaMsauAaoM maoM hI (artI kI KuSaI haotI hO. maOM rao<br />

laUMgaa. tD,pUMgaa AaOr CTpTa}Mgaa ` tba hI tuma<br />

KuSa haokr lahlaha}gaI. hrI­BarI rhaogaI.<br />

@yaaoM maOM jaanata hUM ik maoro AaMsauAaoM maoM hI<br />

tumhara sauK hO. tuma tao iksaana raja kI hao.<br />

AakaSa kI kOsao bana saktI hao.iva(aata ko<br />

inayamaaoM kao @yaaoMkr taoD, sakaogaaI. yah tao<br />

maorI BaUla )aI. AakaSa kBaI hMsata nahIM `<br />

mauskrata nahIM ` kovala raota hI hO , , ,’<br />

BaavanaaAaoM maoM bahto huyao AakaSa kI<br />

AaMKaoM sao svatÁ hI AaMsaU vaYaa- kI baUMdaoM samaana<br />

Tp­Tp krto huyao (artI ko ica~ pr igarnao<br />

lagao. hIra nao jaba ]sao doKa tao kha ik `<br />

“@yaa baat hO AakaSa. baI e vaòba maOna.”<br />

tba kuC idna AaOr zhrkr hIra vaapsa<br />

laaOT gayaa )aa. ifr jaba AakaSa vaapsa<br />

rajagaaMva Aayaa tao kaozragaZ, kI ]sa vaIrana<br />

maugala[- KMDr banaI eoithaisak [maart kao<br />

doKkr ]sako bauJao huyao AtIt kI yaad ]sakI<br />

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AaMKaoM maoM ek dd- laokr ifr sao ]%pnna hao<br />

ga[- )aI. [saIilayao AakaSa [sa puStOnaI [maart<br />

kI ]saI p%)ar kI baOMca pr baOznao Aa gayaa )aa<br />

` ijasa pr kBaI ]sako saa)a baOzkr (artI nao<br />

]saka damana kBaI naa CaoD,nao kI ksmaoM Ka[-<br />

)aIM. baOzo­baOzo vah Apnao jaIvana kI ipClaI<br />

hrok GaTnaa kao ifr ek baar daohra gayaa<br />

)aa. vaYaa- )ama caukI )aI. saM(yaa DUba rhI )aI.<br />

vaIrana AaOr puranaI [maart kI dIvaaraoM AaOr<br />

Ast­vyast maohrabaaoM sao camagaadD, AaOr<br />

AbaabaIlaoM Aakr icapknao lagaIM )aIM.<br />

AakaSa nao baOzo­baOzo hI jaoba sao isagaroT<br />

inakalaI AaOr ]sako (auMyao maoM Kud kao iCpanao<br />

kI kaoiSaSa krnao lagaa. ek idna )aa jaba<br />

ik (artI nao ]sasao isagaroT CaoD,nao ko ilayao<br />

kha )aa. tba ]sao isagaroT CaoD,nao maoM kao[- BaI<br />

tklaIf nahIM hu[- )aI. ek baar maoM ]sanao<br />

isagaroT pInaa CaoD, idyaa )aa. ]sao kao[- BaI<br />

dd- nahIM huAa )aa. (artI ka khnaa ]sanao<br />

maana ilayaa )aa ` pr Aaja [saI isagaroT ko (auMyao<br />

maoM ek dd- )aa. ga,maaoM ka BaMdar )aa. AtIt<br />

kI Ast­vyast AxaraoM ko saa)a ]sako Pyaar<br />

kI A(aUrI khanaI )aI. AakaSa kao maalauma hO<br />

ik ` vah BaI ApnaI ija,ndgaI kao Aba [saI<br />

isagaroT ko (auMyao ko samaana jalaakr ` hvaa maoM<br />

sada ko ilayao ]D,a dogaa. ]sao K,ak kr<br />

Dalaogaa. @yaaoMik (aMuAa hI Aba tao ]saka<br />

hmasaÔr ` hmakdma AaOr hmarahI hO. ]saka<br />

jaIvanasaa)aI hO. (artI ko pScaat ]sao kovala<br />

Aba (auMyao ko saa)a hI rhnaa hO. rhto huyao<br />

Apnao jaIvana ko SaoYa bacao huya idna vyatIt<br />

krnao hOM.�<br />

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ek eosaa naama ikÊ ijasakI ija,ndgaI AaOr maaOt nao<br />

saaro ivaSva ka Qaaima-k ivaSvaasa hI badla idyaa.<br />

ibabalaIkla AaOr eoithaisak sa%ya pr AaQaairt<br />

]pnyaasakar va khanaIkar<br />

Saraovana<br />

kI<br />

ek na[- dona<br />

ApnaI p`it ko ilayao ilaKoM yaa [-­maola kroM<br />

<strong>Yeshukepaas</strong>@comcast.net<br />

Editor<br />

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Yeshu Ke Paas, Inc<br />

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USA<br />

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saMsaar AaOr AQyaa%ma ko [ithasa maoM<br />

‘yaISau naasarI’ ek eosaI hstI hO ik ijasako kovala<br />

saaZ,o tIna vaYaao-M ko kaya-kala nao vah kirSmaa kr<br />

Dalaa ik ijasakI baja,h sao na kovala saamaaijak `<br />

rajanaOitk AaOr eoithaisak tqyaaoM nao krvaT hI<br />

laI `bailk saaro saMsaar ko Qaaima-k calana kao BaI Apnaa<br />

ivaSvaasa badla donaa pD,a. vat-maana ko AaMkD,o [sa<br />

baat AaOr saccaa[- ko zaosa gavaah hOM ik ` Aaja BaI<br />

saaro ivaSva maoM yaISau ko AnauyaaiyayaaoM kI saM#yaa<br />

na kovala saaro Qamaao-M sao khIM bahut AiQak hO `<br />

bailk inarntr idna­dUnaI AaOr rat­caaOganaI ko ihsaaba sao<br />

baZ,tI jaa rhI hO. baa[bala [sa baat kao ]jaagar krtI hO<br />

ik `yaISau ko janma AaOr ]nako saMsaar maoM Aanao sao pUva-<br />

]nako ilayao kI ga[-M samast BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM p%qar pr pD,I hu[-<br />

lakIr ko samaana pUrI hao caukI hOM ÀaOr jaao ]nako<br />

Aanao ko pScaat rh ga[-M hOM ` vao BaI SaIGa` hI pUrI<br />

haonao vaalaI hOM. Aaja BaI ivaSva Bar maoM yaISau ko naama sao<br />

BaUK,aoM kao Baaojana idyaa jaata hO. khIM yaid marI yaa<br />

maar pD,tI hO ` taOBaI yaISau ko hI naama sao ja$rtmaMdaoM<br />

kao raht iksaI BaI Baod­Baava ko phuMcaa[- jaatI hOÆ<br />

prmaoSvar ko Wara banaa[- hu[- vastuAaoM kao [-Svar<br />

banaakr baMdgaI krnao vaalaaoM kao yao tao saaocanaa<br />

caaihyao ik ` kao[- tao saccaa[- yaISau ko naama maoM hO ik `<br />

ijasako karNa ]nakI saaZ,o tIna vaYaao-M kI ilaKI hu[-<br />

[baart kao kBaI BaI imaTayaa<br />

nahIM jaa sakta hO.<br />

� Saraovana<br />

iva&apna Apòla Apòla­jaUna 2012<br />

2012

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