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<strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong><br />
<strong>AaMsaU</strong><br />
<br />
Saraovana
PUBLISHER<br />
Hindi Masih Patra Prakashan<br />
2379 Cochise Drive<br />
Acworth, GA 30102 [ U.S.A. ]<br />
YKP Serial Number<br />
YKP - 0777 - 04 - 07 - 2005 / 1000<br />
YKP - 0777 - 04 - 07 - 2010 / 1000<br />
ISBN : 0 - 9764933 - 0 - 6<br />
Price<br />
$ 10.00<br />
Rs. 200.00<br />
First Edition<br />
July 2005<br />
Second Edition<br />
October 2010<br />
© Yeshu Ke Paas, Inc.<br />
Author<br />
Sharovan<br />
Composer, Printer & Distributor<br />
Yeshu Ke Paas, Inc.<br />
CALVASRY KE AANSOO<br />
(The story based upon the real situation of churches of<br />
Northern Part of India)<br />
A Complete novel by Hindi Story Author and novelist<br />
Sharovan<br />
Printed in United states of America<br />
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<strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> <strong>AaMsaU</strong><br />
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PUBLISHER<br />
Yeshu Ke Paas, Inc.<br />
Hindi Masih Patra Prakashan<br />
<strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> <strong>AaMsaU</strong> 4
" tuma ek masaIhI laD,<strong>ko</strong> hao "<br />
" jaanata hUM."<br />
" tao ifr tumharo idla maoM yao SaOtanaI kaya- AaOr ]sakI<br />
yaui@tyaaM @yaaoMkr Aa ga[-M "<br />
" [Msaana kI piva~ BaavanaaAaoM pr jaba bao[maanaI ` nafrt AaOr<br />
jalasa ka kuzaraGaat ibanaa karNa calanao lagao tao ifr vahaM<br />
pr GaRNaa ` Ëao(a AaOr [Mtkama kI icaMgaairyaaM Apnao Aap hI<br />
janma lao laotI hOM."<br />
" <strong>klavarI</strong> ! "<br />
" mat laao [sa naama kao dubaara ApnaI jaubaana pr.'<strong>klavarI</strong>'<br />
kI piva~ salaIba pr baogaunaahaoM ka k%la krnao vaalaaoM kao maorI<br />
baMdUk kiba`s)aana kI tnha[yaaoM maoM hmaoSaa <strong>ko</strong> ilayao dÔna kr<br />
dotI hO.Sama- AanaI caaihyao ` maro huyao laaogaaoM <strong>ko</strong> basaoraoM ka saaOda<br />
krnao vaalaaoM kao.[saIilayao maOMnao ]nakao kiba`s)aana phuMcaanao kI<br />
ksama Ka[- hO."<br />
- ]pnyaasa AMSa<br />
<strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> <strong>AaMsaU</strong> 5
Saraovana<br />
ka ek AaOr PyaaraÊ dd-BaraÊ jvalaMt<br />
saamaaijak ]pnyaasa<br />
Baart kI<br />
rcanaa<br />
<strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> <strong>AaMsaU</strong> 6
--<br />
‘]na prmaoSvar <strong>ko</strong> caunao huyao laaogaaoM kao `<br />
`<br />
ijanhaoMnao ]
<strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> <strong>AaMsaU</strong> 8
dyojh ds vkalw<br />
p`)ama pircCod<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I.<br />
hsptala ka vaatavarNa.sadI- <strong>ko</strong> idna )ao ` AaOr saubah kI kaomala<br />
baojaana (aUp ABaI pUrI trh sao majabaUt BaI nahIM haonao pa[- )aI ` ik saa)a maoM<br />
znDI znDI hvaaAaoM nao Aitir@t CoD,CaD, AarMBa kr dI )aI.]naka p`kaop<br />
[sakdr baZ,ta jaa rha )aa ik SaIt kI ek hlkI lahr <strong>ko</strong> spSa- maa~ sao<br />
hI maanava SarIraoM maoM kMpkPaI Ca jaatI )aI.sadI- kI izzurna <strong>ko</strong> karNa<br />
vaatavarNa ka Sava iksaI laaSa <strong>ko</strong> samaana rh rh kr AkD,a jaata )aa.<br />
hsptala <strong>ko</strong> vyast p`aMgaNa maoM Da@Tr ` nasaao-M t)aa marIjaaoM ka<br />
Aavaagamana pUrI trh sao jaarI hao cauka )aa.saaro vaatavarNa maoM kaohro kI<br />
hlkI saI caadr ka saa)a laokr zMD ka p`kaop saaro maahaOla kao Apnao<br />
Ai(akar maoM kr cauka )aa ` magar ifr BaI hsptala <strong>ko</strong> caaraoM trf t)aa<br />
saD,k <strong>ko</strong> daonaaoM Aaor manauYyaaoM ka BaarI hujaUma hr pla baZ,ta jaa rha<br />
)aa.BaID, <strong>ko</strong> hrok dSa-k kI AaMKaoM maoM ek AjaIba hI kaOtuhla AaOr<br />
AaScaya- kI roKayaoM iKMcaI hu[-M )aIM.laaogaaoM maoM baatoM )aIM.AaScaya- )aa.]na<strong>ko</strong><br />
AakYa-Na ka karNa hsptala <strong>ko</strong> caaraoM Aaor Ca[- iTD\DI dla <strong>ko</strong> samaana<br />
puilasa kI ek bahut hI baD,I TukD,I ka tOnaat haonaa )aa.saurxaa AaOr<br />
satk-ta kao (yaana maoM rKto huyao Sahr kI sarkar nao Aitir@t puilasa dla<br />
A)aa-t\ p`adoiSak saonaa kao BaI lagaa rKa )aa.[saI karNa puilasa ka hrok<br />
isapahI satk- AaOr caaOMknnaa )aa ` @yaaoMik ipClaI hI rat lagaBaga dao bajao<br />
<strong>ko</strong> krIba ek eosaa <strong>ko</strong>sa hsptala <strong>ko</strong> AMdr Aayaa )aa ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> karNa<br />
s)aanaIya puilasa <strong>ko</strong> Aitir@t saurxaa dla kao BaI yahaM pr Aanaa pD,a )aa.<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Aasa pasa <strong>ko</strong> [laakaoM maoM Apnaa AatMk<br />
fOlaanao vaalaa ku#yaat DakU <strong>klavarI</strong> kla rat hI puilasa kI ek mauzBaoD, maoM<br />
Gaayala Avas)aa maoM pkD, kr yahaM laayaa gayaa )aa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> SarIr <strong>ko</strong> k[- ek<br />
BaagaaoM maoM gaaoilayaaM lagaI )aIM.Aap`oSana <strong>ko</strong> Wara gaaoilayaaM tao inakala dI ga[-M )aIM<br />
` prntu ifr BaI vah DakU hsptala ka marIja haonao <strong>ko</strong> saa)a saa)a ek<br />
<strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> <strong>AaMsaU</strong> 9
BayaMkr Apra(aI kI hOisayat sao puilasa kI kD,I inagaranaI maoM )aa.ibastr<br />
pr hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ha)a pOraoM maoM jaMjaIroM va h)akiD,yaaM Dala dI ga[-M )aIM.]sakao [sa<br />
samaya puilasa kI ek ivaSaoYa saurxaa maoM hsptala <strong>ko</strong> ivaSaoYa kmaro maoM rKa<br />
gayaa )aa.<strong>klavarI</strong> naama ka yao DakU Apnao Sahr AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pasa <strong>ko</strong> saBaI<br />
xao~aoM maoM [tnaa Ai(ak ku#yaat )aa ik hsptala <strong>ko</strong> hrok Da@Tr ` nasaoM- t)aa<br />
kma-caairyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> haozaoM pr <strong>ko</strong>vala ]saka hI ijaË )aa.hrok manauYya kI<br />
]%saukta va kaOtuhlata <strong>ko</strong>vala ]sa DakU sao hI sambaMi(at )aI.magar ifr BaI<br />
hsptala AaOr manauYyaaoM kI [sa BaID, maoM sao ibalkula Alaga )alaga ` hsptala<br />
<strong>ko</strong> krIba hI banao huyao naisa-sa ha^sTla <strong>ko</strong> 'raoja,gaaD-na' maoM ek nasa- caupcaap<br />
baOzI hu[- Apnao ivacaaraoM maoM laIna )aI.vah ABaI kuC dor phlao hI ApnaI rat<br />
kI DyaUTI samaaPt kr<strong>ko</strong> Aa[- )aI ` AaOr sadI- ka p`kaop haonao pr BaI yahaM<br />
ekant maoM ApnaI nasa- kI D/osa phnao huyao hI baOz ga[- )aI.<br />
saaro jamaanao AaOr duinayaaM jahana sao Alaga ` Apnao ivacaaraoM maoM laIna `<br />
gaMBaIr ` Kao[- Kao[- saI vah na jaanao @yaa sao @yaa saaocao jaa rhI )aI.]sao [sa<br />
samaya iksaI BaI baat ka tinak BaI haoSa nahIM )aa.hsptala <strong>ko</strong> Andr AaOr<br />
caaraoM Aaor ibaKrI hu[- BaID, ka BaI ]sao jaOsao kao[- AaBaasa nahIM )aa.yaUM BaI<br />
yao manauYya ka svaBaava hO ik vah jaba BaI Apnao ivacaaraoM kI gahra[yaaoM maoM DUba<br />
jaata hO tao ifr ]sao iksaI BaI baat ka haoSa nahIM rh pata hO.yahI dSaa<br />
[sa nasa- kI BaI hao caukI )aI.vah BaI Apnao AtIt <strong>ko</strong> ijayao huyao idnaaoM kao<br />
jaOsao ifr ek baar ZUMZ, ZUMZ, kr jamaa kr laonaa caahtI )aI.<br />
naisa-sa ha^sTla <strong>ko</strong> mana Baavanao ` KubasaUrt puYpaoM <strong>ko</strong> bagaIcao maoM hr<br />
trh <strong>ko</strong> gaulaaba iKlao huyao nayao idna kI na[- saubah ka svaagat kr rho<br />
)ao.hr fUla mauskra rha )aa.hrok klaI <strong>ko</strong> caohro pr caMcalata ka rajya<br />
)aa.fUlaaoM kI KuSabaU caaraoM Aaor ibaKrto huyao ` vaatavarNa kao ApnaI saugan(a<br />
sao Baro do rhI )aI.fUlaaoM t)aa @yaairyaaoM kI hrI BarI Gaasa pr rai~ kI<br />
Sabanama kI baUMdoM ABaI BaI iTkI hu[-M )aIM ` jaao Saayad eosaa lagata )aa ik vao<br />
BaI AakaSa kI gaaod kao CaoD, kr (artI ka AaMcala jaOsao jabarna caUmanao Aa<br />
ga[-M )aIM.<br />
Apnao ivacaaraoM maoM A%yant gaMBaIr AaOr Kao[- hu[- vah nasa- naIlaU<br />
ABaI tk baOzI hu[- )aI.ApnaI ija,ndgaI kI ipClaI BaUlaI ibasarI baataoM kao<br />
saaoca saaoca kr ]saka mana AaOr BaI Ai(ak ]dasa hao cauka )aa.idla baar<br />
baar AtIt <strong>ko</strong> BaUlao huyao p`SnaaoM ka ]
)aa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> ijayao huyao idnaaoM kI vah khanaI ik ijasakI tsvaIr<br />
ek p`kar sao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> maanasa pTla sao saaf hao caukI )aI ` Aaja ifr<br />
Acaanak hI jaOsao ]sakI ija,ndgaI <strong>ko</strong> iksaI EaRNa ka tkajaa krnao ]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
saamanao Aa ga[- )aI.iksaI <strong>ko</strong> barbaad jaIvana kI vao ibagaD,I hu[- tsvaIroM ik<br />
ijanakao dubaara doKnao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]sanao kBaI klpnaa BaI nahIM kI haogaI ` Aaja<br />
]sakao ApnaI ]jaaD, AaOr tbaah halaataoM kI ibagaD,I hu[- dSaa ka<br />
vaastivak karNa batanao Aa caukI )aIM.ek eosaa karNa ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> daoYa<br />
kI hrok AMgaulaI Aaja ]sakao <strong>ko</strong>vala ApnaI trf hI ]ztI idKa[- dotI<br />
)aI. yao ]sakI kOsaI ibaDmvanaa )aI ik ` bagaOr Ai(akar ilayao ` mauhbbataoM kI<br />
rahaoM pr calanao ka AMjaama Aaja vah ApnaI AaMKaoM sao doK rhI )aI ` AaOr<br />
gavaahI maoM ek TUTa Sabd BaI nahIM kh saktI )aI.ixaitja kumaar '<strong>klavarI</strong>' `<br />
ek ku#yaat Bayaanak DakU AaOr maujairma Aaja ]sa<strong>ko</strong> hI hsptala maoM `<br />
]sakI hI SarNa maoM ` ApnaI ija,ndgaI AaOr maaOt <strong>ko</strong> JaUlao maoM pD,a huAa Apnao<br />
dUiYat jaIvana ka karNa maUk haokr jaOsao sabakao bata rha )aa.<br />
baOzo baOzo ` naIlaU ]prao@t yahI saba kuC saaocatI jaa rhI<br />
)aI.saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> [sa maSahUr hsptala kI mau#ya nasa- naIlaU ` ijasanao maanava<br />
jaIvana kao sadOva hI ek manaaorMjana kI hOisayat sao doKa )aa.manauYya <strong>ko</strong><br />
jaIvana maoM Aa[- hu[- hrok kizna sao kizna gaMBaIr piris)ait kao vah <strong>ko</strong>vala<br />
Kola samaJa kr Tala idyaa krtI )aI.ijasanao kBaI BaI iksaI BaI baat kI<br />
icanta na krto huyao sadOva hI mauskra kr jaInaa saIKa )aa.kBaI BaI iksaI<br />
BaI baat kao gaMBaIrta sao nahIM ilayaa )aa ` AaOr jaao kBaI ]dasa AaOr gaMBaIr<br />
caohraoM kao doK kr iKlaiKlaa kr hMsa idyaa krtI )aI ` Aaja svaMya<br />
]daisayaaoM ka gaubaar bana kr rh ga[- )aI.eosaI gaMBaIr )aI ik Acaanak hI<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla maoM kao[- TIsa ]z kr rh jaatI )aI.Aaja ]sa<strong>ko</strong> caohro kI saarI<br />
AaBaa AaOr mauskrahT na jaanao khaM jaakr lauPt hao caukI )aI.]sanao jaba sao<br />
]sa maSahUr ku#yaat DakU <strong>klavarI</strong> kao Apnao hI hsptala maoM Gaayala Avas)aa<br />
maoM pD,a doK ilayaa )aa `tba hI sao ]saka samaUcaa idla ]dasa haokr rh gayaa<br />
)aa.AaMKoM saUnaI AaOr haoz KamaaoSa )ao.prntu ifr BaI ]sakI naja,raoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
saamanao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> AtIt <strong>ko</strong> vah ica~ bana ]zo )ao ik ijanakao vah ek Arsao sao<br />
Apnao maanasa pTla sao ]tar caukI )aI.naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> mana maistYk maoM ]sakI<br />
ija,ndgaI <strong>ko</strong> ipClao ijayao huyao idna Apnao Aap hI iksaI EaMRKlaa kI TUTtI<br />
hu[- kiD,yaaoM <strong>ko</strong> samaana ]sakI AaMKaoM <strong>ko</strong> samaxa ibaKrnao lagao........'<br />
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ixaitja ]dasa baOzI hu[- naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> idla maoM jaOsao ek Aavaaja<br />
saI ]zI.]sanao mana hI mana daohrayaa ixaitja.idla <strong>ko</strong> iksaI kaonao maoM<br />
dubakI hu[- vaYaao-M pUva- ]sakI iksaI smaRit nao jaOsao krvaT laI<br />
ixaitja.]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla sao ifr ek Aavaaja, ` ]sakI saaMsaaoM kI hUk bana kr<br />
]BarI ixaitja.vaYaao-M pUva- Pyaasao AaOr saUK,o haoz pukar ]zo<br />
ixaitja.saUnaI AaMKaoM nao ek tsvaIr banaa[- ixaitja.idla nao iksaI jaanaI<br />
phcaanaI Sai#sayat ka spSa- ikyaa ixaitja.]sa<strong>ko</strong> ipClao jaIvana kI<br />
rahaoM ka ek BaUlaa ibasara maaoD, ixaitja.ek pi)ak ` ek hmakdma `<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana kI baharaoM ka ek eosaa puYp ijasao ]sanao Anajaanao maoM CU ilayaa<br />
)aa tao vah TUT kr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> AaMcala maoM tao igara )aa ` magar ifr ijasao ]sanao<br />
laaprvaahI sao baahr inakala kr foMk BaI idyaa )aa.idla <strong>ko</strong> bagaIcao sao TUT<br />
kr ptJaD, kI hvaaAaoM maoM BaTka huAa ` Aaja sao k[- vaYa- phlao ka vah<br />
ixaitja jaao kBaI ek idna ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla kI KuiSayaaoM ka BaMDar bana kr<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> mana <strong>ko</strong> Gar maoM sada <strong>ko</strong> ilayao basaora krnao Aayaa )aa ` magar kao[- @yaa<br />
jaanata )aa ik samaya <strong>ko</strong> badlao huyao $p <strong>ko</strong> ek hI )aPpD, <strong>ko</strong> p`har <strong>ko</strong><br />
karNa Aaja vahI ixaitja badnaamaI ka sartaja bana kr hr idla kI cacaaka<br />
ivaYaya bana jaayaogaa.<br />
naIlaU kao yaad Aayaa ` Aaja sao k[- vaYaao-M ka vah idna jaba ik<br />
vah saaMvatbaaD,I maoM rha krtI )aI.saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> ek bahut hI baD,o imaSana<br />
kmpa]MD maoM ]saka Gar )aa.tba ixaitja BaI vahIM pr rha krta )aa.caUMik<br />
daonaaoM ek ]ma` AaOr ek hI kxaa <strong>ko</strong> sahpazI )ao ` saao daonaaoM saa)a hI ka^laoja<br />
jaayaa krto )ao.saaMvatbaaD,I ka^laoja <strong>ko</strong> vao Pyaaro Pyaaro idna.vao saundr pla `<br />
iktnao saundr AaOr laaprvaah )ao.iksakdr AlhD, ` ik saa)a saa)a calato<br />
samaya jaba vah Acaanak hI ixaitja ka ha)a )aama laotI )aI.Anajaanao maoM<br />
jaba ifr spSa- pato hI ixaitja ]sakI Aaor doKnao lagata )aa tao vah ek<br />
hlkI saI mauskana kao ibaKorto huyao turnt ]saka ha)a CaoD, BaI dotI<br />
)aI.[sa p`kar ik jaOsao caaor caaorI krto huyao Acaanak hI pkD, ilayaa gayaa<br />
hao.naIlaU kao tao yaadaoM kI iganatI BaI nahIM hO ik na jaanao iktnao hI maaOja<br />
Baro idnaaoM maoM tba vah ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> saa)a saa)a ek ittlaI <strong>ko</strong> samaana ]D,tI<br />
ifrtI )aI.iktnaI AlhD, ` cacaMla banaI tba iksakdr bahtI hu[- hvaaAaoM<br />
kao Apnaa hmakdma banaakr vah jaOsao vaayau <strong>ko</strong> samaana ek s)aana pr kBaI<br />
iTktI hI nahIM )aI.<br />
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naIlaU tba saavaMtbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> hI kalaoja kI ek hsaIna AaOr baohd<br />
PyaarI Ca~a )aI.vah jaOsaI KubasaUrt )aI ` vaOsaI hI vah pZ,nao maoM BaI kafI<br />
haoiSayaar )aI.]sao maalauma hO ik [NTr kalaoja kI pZ,a[- samaaPt krto hI<br />
]sanao jaOsao hI kalaoja kI caardIvaarI maoM Apnaa kdma rKa )aa ` ]saI samaya<br />
sao vah saaro kalaoja maoM cacaa- ka ivaYaya bananao lagaI )aI.tba vah baI. e. <strong>ko</strong><br />
p`)ama vaYa- maoM pZ,nao kalaoja maoM Aa ga[- )aI.[NTrmaIiDeT krnao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat<br />
vah tao iDga`I kalaoja maoM pZ,nao lagaI )aI ` magar ixaitja Aagao nahIM pZ, saka<br />
)aa.haMlaaik vah Aagao pZ,naa caahta )aa ` prntu nahIM pZ, saka )aa. naIlaU<br />
kao KUba yaad hO ik jaba ek idna ixaitja nao iktnaI ]dasaI <strong>ko</strong> saa)a ]sasao<br />
kha )aa ik `<br />
" naIlaU ` Kuda ka iktnaa AcCa Anauga`h tumharo saa)a hO ik ` calaao tuma tao<br />
kalaoja maoM phuMca ga[- hao ` magar maorI iSaxaa kI sarhd Saayad [NTr <strong>ko</strong> Aagao<br />
nahIM hO.mauJao Aba ApnaI Aagao kI iSaxaa ka sapnaa taoD, kr kao[- naaOkrI<br />
Aaid ZUMZ,naI haogaI."<br />
" @yaaoM " naIlaU nao AaScaya- sao pUCa )aa.<br />
" mauJao [laahabaad imaSana kI laa^na eMva ska^lariSap kmaoTI nao Aagao pZ,nao <strong>ko</strong><br />
ilayao imalanao vaalaI sahayata donaa AsvaIkar kr dI hO."<br />
tba yao sauna kr naIlaU caup hao ga[- )aI.]sa<strong>ko</strong> caup hao jaanao ka<br />
karNa yahI )aa ik vah saarI vaastivakta kao jaanatI )aI.imaSana <strong>ko</strong> Wara<br />
imalanao vaalaI pZ,a[- kI yao sahayata mau#yat: garIba [-saa[- baccaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao<br />
huAa krtI )aI ` magar ska^lariSap kmaoTI maoM baOzo huyao p`ban(akaoM <strong>ko</strong> ma(ya<br />
vyaaPt Ba`YTacaar <strong>ko</strong> karNa yao sahayata <strong>ko</strong>vala ]nhIM baccaaoM kao imalaa krtI<br />
)aI ijanhoM vao vyai@tgat $p sao caahto )ao.bahut huAa tao <strong>ko</strong>vala KanaapUi
kr vah inaraSa haokr Gar pr hI baOz gayaa.pZ,a[- band hao jaanao <strong>ko</strong> baad<br />
Aba jaao ]sao krnaa )aa ` AaOr jaao vah kr sakta )aa ` vahI vah caupcaap<br />
krnao lagaa.p`it idna AKbaar caaTta.kao[- jagah imalanao <strong>ko</strong> baad ]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
ilayao p`a)a-naa p~ Barta AaOr Dak <strong>ko</strong> Wara ]sao rvaanaa krta ` ifr ]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
jabaaba kI p`tIxaa maoM Daikyao kI rah doKa krta , , , , , , , , , , , ,'<br />
saaocato saaocato naIlaU kI baD,I baD,I gahrI AaMKaoM sao <strong>AaMsaU</strong> svat: hI<br />
iksaI ]dasa caaMdnaI maoM TUTtI hu[- Sabanama kI baojaana baUMdaoM <strong>ko</strong> samaana plakaoM<br />
kI kaoraoM pr Aakr ATk gayao.]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla maoM ek TIsa ]z kr rh ga[-<br />
.haozaoM pr Aah saI Aa ga[-.idla <strong>ko</strong> iksaI ja,#maI ihssao maoM dd- haonao<br />
lagaa.baD,o hI jaaor ka.[tnao jaaoraoM ka ` ik ]saka p`Baava caohro pr Ca[-<br />
hu[- BarpUr ]dasaI nao lao ilayaa.]sakI AaMKoM BaIga ga[-M.haoz jaOsao fD,k<br />
kr hI maaOna hao gayao.idla kI KamaaoSa naja,roM caupcaap raoja, gaaD-na <strong>ko</strong> fUlaaoM<br />
sao Apnao idla ka duKD,a khnao kao majabaUr hao ga[-M.kaOna jaanata )aa ik<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> [sa baD,o AaOr maSahUr hsptala kI mau#ya nasa- naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> idla maoM<br />
iktnaa dd- )aa iktnaI Ai(ak TIsa AaOr iksakdr ]sakao mana hI<br />
mana baura laga rha )aa.Afsaaosa ka maara ]saka A<strong>ko</strong>laa ` proSaana AaOr<br />
tnha idla Apnao Aap maoM hI caupcaap raonao lagaa )aa.Apnao mana kI dSaa<br />
<strong>ko</strong>vala vahI jaanatI )aI AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> AtIt kI yaadaoM ka vah BaMDar ik<br />
ijasamaoM kBaI ]sanao BaUlao sao vao smaRityaaM Apnao jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> maaga- sao Anajaanao maoM<br />
]za ]za kr Bar laIM )aIM ik ijanhoM ifr kBaI BaI daohranao kI Saayad<br />
klpnaa BaI nahIM kI haogaI.<br />
yao Saayad p`kRit ka inayama hI hO ik jaba BaI maanava Apnao Aap<br />
maoM proSaana AaOr duKI haota hO tao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a hI vaatavarNa maoM iTkI hu[-<br />
hrok vastu BaI ]sakao Apnao hI samaana dd-BarI AaOr maayaUsa naja,r Aanao<br />
lagatI hO.naIlaU ka BaI ibalkula eosaa hI hala hao cauka )aa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla kI<br />
proSaana halat AaOr mana <strong>ko</strong> AMdr BarI ]dasaI <strong>ko</strong> samaana hI hsptala ka yao<br />
fUlaaoM sao lada huAa hr samaya mauskranao vaalaa raoja, gaaD-na BaI jaOsao Aaja<br />
caupcaap maayaUsa bana kr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> dd- <strong>ko</strong> hrok TukD,o kao Tukur Tukur doKo jaa<br />
rha )aa.bagaIcao ka ek ek fUla ]sakao fIka fIka saa idKnao lagaa<br />
)aa.vaatavarNa ka hrok kaonaa tk naIlaU kI ]dasaI doK kr Aba KamaaoSa<br />
pD, gayaa )aa.vah BaI jaOsao ApnaI maUk inagaahaoM <strong>ko</strong> Wara caup caup ]sasao kao[-<br />
savaala kr rha )aa.<br />
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iksao &at )aa ik hsptala <strong>ko</strong> ek ivaSaoYa AaOr puilasa kI kD,I<br />
inagaranaI <strong>ko</strong> ek kmaro maoM Gaayala pD,o huyao ku#yaat DakU ixaitja kumaar<br />
'<strong>klavarI</strong>' kI vyai@tgat ija,ndgaI sao nasa- naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> jaIvana ka @yaa irSta<br />
)aa.Apnao jamaanao ka kBaI ek inahayat hI Balao AaOr SarIf SahrI [-saa[-<br />
masaIhI yauvak kI barbaad ija,ndgaI ka tmaaSaa vah Kud ApnaI hI AaMKaoM sao<br />
doK rhI )aI AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> gama maoM ]f tk nahIM kr saktI )aI.ibaDmvanaa )aI<br />
ik yao yauvak BaI eosaa )aa ik ijasakI ipClaI ija,ndgaI <strong>ko</strong> hrok lamhaoM sao<br />
naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> jaIvana ka ek ivaSaoYa sambaM(a jauD,a huAa )aa.vah saaoca rhI )aI ik<br />
ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> DakU jaIvana kI saarI barbaaidyaaoM ka saara Eaoya <strong>ko</strong>vala ]sakao hI<br />
jaata )aa.vahI Apnao kao daoYaI AaOr Aprai(anaI samaJanao lagaI )aI.<br />
naIlaU kI samaJa maoM eosao maoM kuC BaI nahIM Aa pa rha )aa ik vah<br />
[sa ivaYama piris)ait maoM Aba @yaa kro AaOr @yaa nahIM ]sanao saaocaa ik<br />
kaSa: ]sanao nasa- ka p`iSaxaNa nahIM ilayaa haota.nahIM ilayaa haota tao kma sao<br />
kma Apnao caahnao vaalao <strong>ko</strong> jaIvana kI hu[- [sa dud-Saa kao vah nahIM doKtI<br />
haotI.@yaaoM vah nasa- banaI )aI @yaaoM ]sanao [saka p`iSaxaNa ilayaa )aa <br />
ifr yaid vah nasa- BaI banaI )aI tao vah yahIM [saI saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> hsptala maoM<br />
@yaaoM Aa ga[- yahaM Aa BaI ga[- tao yao ixaitja yahaM @yaaoM kr Aa gayaa <br />
yaid Aayaa BaI tao [sa dSaa maoM @yaaoM Aba yaid [sa hsptala maoM baakayada<br />
[laaja haokr ]sao jaIvana imala BaI gayaa tao kanaUna tao ]sakao kBaI BaI<br />
jaIivat nahIM CaoD,ogaa.yahaM sao jaanao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> jaIvana ka @yaa<br />
haogaa.vah tao yahaM sao saI(aa hI jaola jaayaogaa.ifr jaola jaanao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat<br />
]saka nyaaya haogaa. ifr nyaaya <strong>ko</strong> baad........ saaoca kr hI naIlaU kaMp<br />
ga[-.]saka idla Acaanak hI (aD,k gayaa.[sa p`kar ik (aD,knaaoM pr jaba<br />
Ai(ak jaaor pD,a tao AaMKaoM maoM <strong>AaMsaU</strong> BaI Bar Aayao.Clak ga[-M.galaa Bar<br />
Aayaa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaI maoM Aayaa ik vah KUba jaI Bar kr rao lao.khIM BaI jaakr<br />
Apnaa isar faoD, Dalao.pTk pTk kr ApnaI jaana hI do do.yaa ifr<br />
saara hsptala hI ]sa pr TUT kr igar pD,o.ixaitja ka [sakdr baura hala<br />
doK kr vah tao Aba kBaI Apnao Aapkao xamaa nahIM kr sa<strong>ko</strong>gaI.kBaI<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a saa)a pZ,nao AaOr Kolanao vaalaa ek haonahar masaIhI yauvak Aaja<br />
duinayaaM kI dRiYT maoM jamaanao ka sabasao Ktrnaak ` baura AaOr ku#yaat DakU<br />
)aa.ek baagaI.ek lauTora.Apnao igaraoh ka ek eosaa naamaI sardar<br />
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'<strong>klavarI</strong>' ik ijasakao ijanda yaa mauda- pkD,nao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao sarkar nao BarpUr<br />
[naama rKa huAa )aa.ixaitja kla @yaa )aa.naIlaU AcCI trh sao jaanatI<br />
)aI.Aaja ixaitja <strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> naama sao @yaaoM ku#yaat hO saaocato hI naIlaU<br />
kI AaMK sao ifr <strong>AaMsaU</strong> Tpk pD,o.vah kOsao Kud kao xamaa kro.khaM<br />
jaayao.iksa sao Apnao mana kI baat kho.saaMvatbaaD,I imaSana kmpa]MD kI vao<br />
hsaIna AaOr ma(aur baharoM ik ijanamaoM rh kr ]sanao kBaI kao[- #vaaba sajaayaa<br />
)aa ` Aaja ifr ek baar ]sa<strong>ko</strong> mana maistYk nao ]nhoM tajaa kr idyaa.eosaI<br />
yaadoM ik ijana<strong>ko</strong> sapnaaoM kI manamaaohk CaMva maoM Kaokr ]sanao baD,o hI Pyaar <strong>ko</strong><br />
saa)a ixaitja kao kao[- sapnaa idKayaa )aa.Apnao Pyaar ka vaasta dokr<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> ACUto idla kao sada <strong>ko</strong> ilayao (aD,ka idyaa )aa.]sakao Apnao saa)a<br />
p`oma kI [sa yaa~a maoM Apnaa pi)ak ` Apnaa hmakdma AaOr hmasafr bananao<br />
kao baa(ya kr idyaa )aa........... '<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I imaSana kmpa]MD kI vah ma(aur AaOr kmaisana ZlatI<br />
hu[- saaMJa.Sahr <strong>ko</strong> baahr kao Aitir@t inakalaI hu[- saD,k.'baa[- pasa' ka<br />
iknaara.ZlatI hu[- Saama maoM saUya- kI AMitma laailamaa iksaI BaI samaya Apnaa<br />
dma taoD, saktI )aI.saD,k A<strong>ko</strong>laI )aI.ibalkula saUnasaana AaOr tnha.<br />
iksaI BaI pi)ak sao ibalkula hI marhUma.jaba naIlaU ek baD,o ivaSvaasa <strong>ko</strong><br />
saa)a ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> saa)a [sa DUbatI hu[- Saama kI baolaa maoM ]saka ha)a pkD,o<br />
huyao Thla rhI )aI.jaIvana maoM phlaI baar vah ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a [sa p`kar A<strong>ko</strong>laI<br />
AaOr [tnaI dUr tk Aa[- )aI.ixaitja kao Apnaa AaOr <strong>ko</strong>vala Apnaa<br />
samaJato huyao ]sanao ]saka ha)a pkD, ilayaa )aa.bahut Pyaar AaOr Apna%va<br />
<strong>ko</strong> saa)a.ixaitja KamaaoSa )aa.<strong>ko</strong>vala naIlaU hI baatoM kr rhI )aI.ixaitja tao<br />
<strong>ko</strong>vala haM hUM maoM hI ]sao ]
)aa.rat baZ,nao lagaI )aI.dUr saaMvatbaaD,I Sahr kI ivaVut bai
" naIlaU, , , , ,! maOM yao @yaa doK rha hUM.tumharI AaMKaoM maoM <strong>AaMsaU</strong> "<br />
" !! " tba naIlaU nao Apna%va BarI inagaahaoM sao ixaitja kao inahara ` AaOr<br />
baaolaI ik `<br />
" haM."<br />
" laoikna @yaaoM " ixaitja nao pUCa tao naIlaU baaolaI `<br />
" bahut caahnao lagaI hUM maOM tumhoM ` Saayad [saIilayao yao AaMKoM Bar Aa[- hOM."<br />
" !!"<br />
ixaitja naIlaU kI baat kao sauna kr caup hao gayaa.vah kuCok<br />
plaaoM tk jaOsao bahut kuC saaocata rha.ifr baad maoM vah naIlaU sao baaolaa ik `<br />
" ifr BaI Pyaar kI AM(aI diryaa maoM kUd kr tuma maoro saa)a saa)a bahao `<br />
]sasao phlao maOM caahUMgaa ik tuma maoro baaro maoM BaI kuC jaana laao."<br />
" maOM kuC BaI nahIM jaananaa caahtI.saca maoM ` maOM kuC BaI nahIM jaananaa caahtI<br />
hUM." naIlaU tpak sao baaolaI.<br />
" ifr.... " ixaitja ka Agalaa p`Sna )aa.<br />
" tumhoM mauJasao Pyaar hO."<br />
" haM."<br />
" maOM basa yahI jaananaa caahtI )aI." khto huyao naIlaU nao jaOsao caOna kI saaMsa<br />
laI )aI.<br />
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ijana idnaaoM sao naIlaU AaOr ixaitja ka yao isalaisalaa<br />
AarMBa haota hO ]sa samaya ixaitja ek [@kIsa vaYaI-ya svas)a naaOjavaana<br />
)aa.AarMBa sao hI ]samaoM samaaja saovaa AaOr garIba proSaana laaogaaoM <strong>ko</strong> pìt<br />
AsaIma vaodnaa <strong>ko</strong> AMkur fUT cau<strong>ko</strong> )ao.vah ek baarhvaIM kxaa ka ivaVa)aI-<br />
)aa ` AaOr saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> hI ek [MNTr kalaoja maoM pZ,a krta )aa.Gar maoM<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> maata ipta <strong>ko</strong> Aitir@t ]saka AaOr kao[- BaI Apnaa nahIM )aa.vahI<br />
A<strong>ko</strong>laa Apnao maaM baap <strong>ko</strong> ilayao saba kuC )aa.vah ek masaIhI pirvaar sao<br />
)aa AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> maata ipta BaI Apnao prmaoSvar <strong>ko</strong> saccao AnauyaayaI )ao.Saayad<br />
yahI karNa )aa ik ]nakI [saI iSaxaa ka p`Baava ixaitja maoM BaI Aayaa<br />
)aa.]nhaoMnao ixaitja kao BaI sada sa%ya baaolanao ` dUsaraoM kI madd krnaa AaOr<br />
Apnao prmaoSvar sao sadOva pòma AaOr Agaa(a EaRwa rKnao jaOsaI iSaxaayaoM dI<br />
)aIM.Apnao rhnao vaalaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ma(ya BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> p`it laaogaaoM maoM AcCI BaavanaayaoM<br />
)aIM.saBaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> p`it AcCI AcCI BaivaYya kI AaSaayaoM rKo huyao )ao.saba<br />
hI kao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> AacarNa AaOr BaivaYya <strong>ko</strong> p`it ek ivaSvaasa )aa ik ek idna<br />
yao 'ixaitja' <strong>ko</strong> samaana hI Apnao samaaja AaOr mauhllao ka naama raoSana krogaa.<br />
idna [saI p`kar sao vyatIt hao rho )ao.raojaanaa saUya- inaklata<br />
AaOr nayao idna kao janma dota.ifr baad maoM idna Bar ApnaI yaa~a ka safr<br />
pUra krto huyao Saama kao laala haokr AakaSa maoM )akto huyao Apnaa mauMh iCpa<br />
laota.pxaI Apnao naID,aoM sao inaklato.saaro idna AavaaragadI- krto ` ek dUsaro<br />
sao ilapTto ` Pyaar kI iklaaolaoM krto ` ifr saM(yaa kao mauskrato AaOr Kolato<br />
huyao Apnao basaoraoM maoM dubak jaato.naIlaU AaOr ixaitja ka Pyaar BaI [nhIM<br />
Aajaad pixayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> samaana idna va idna pnap rha )aa.Saayad [saka karNa<br />
)aa ik naIlaU nao ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> ACUto idla kao Apnao p`)ama Pyaar kI riSma sao<br />
]jjavailat kr idyaa )aa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla <strong>ko</strong> Andr ApnaI p`It ka phlaa<br />
phlaa AMkur ]gaa idyaa )aa.saao daonaaoM jaba BaI Avasar imalata ek saa)a hao<br />
jaato.ek hI saa)a calato.calato huyao ek dUsaro ka ha)a )aama laoto.GanTaoM<br />
ek hI s)aana pr baOz kr p`oma kI ma(aur ma(aur baatoM krto rhto.eosaI baatoM<br />
jaao <strong>ko</strong>vala ]na<strong>ko</strong> ilayao haotIM.[na baataoM maoM mau#yat: ]na<strong>ko</strong> BaivaYya <strong>ko</strong> doKo<br />
huyao vao sapnaaoM <strong>ko</strong> mahla haoto ik ijanhoM saakar KD,a krnao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao vao na<br />
jaanao iktnaI hI yaaojanaayaoM banaato rhto.]nakI baatoM )aIM ik jaao kBaI BaI<br />
samaaPt haonao ka naama hI nahIM laotIM.ifr jaba daonaaoM Saama DUbato ivada haoto<br />
tao dUsaro idna ka imalanao ka samaya AaOr vacana BaI lao laoto.[tnaa krnao <strong>ko</strong><br />
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pScaat tba vao baD,I hI kiznaa[- <strong>ko</strong> saa)a ivada haoto.na caahto huyao<br />
BaI.prntu ]na<strong>ko</strong> imalana <strong>ko</strong> ilayao dUsara idna BaI haota.ek p`kar sao saarI<br />
]ma` hI pD,I )aI.[sa karNa yao rat Bar ka ivaCaoh caupcaap na caahto huyao<br />
BaI sahna kr laoto ` AaOr ivavaSa haokr dUsaro idna imalanao kI AaSaa maoM Apnao<br />
Apnao GaraoM kao calao jaato.eosaa )aa [naka imalana.]naka phlaa phlaa<br />
Pyaar.]na<strong>ko</strong> Pyaar kI BaavanaayaoM ik ijasamaoM iksaI BaI KaoT AaOr ASlaIlata<br />
kI baU nahIM AatI )aI.mana piva~ )ao.mana kI BaavanaayaoM piva~ AaOr<br />
saamaaijak ` (aaima-k inayamaaoM <strong>ko</strong> p`it sajaga )aIM.magar ifr BaI Saayad yao<br />
jamaanao ka calana hO ik samaaja nao kBaI BaI dao po`imayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> p`oma kI BaavanaaAaoM<br />
sao vyai@tgat mauhbbat nahIM kI hO.sadOva hI ]sanao ]nhoM ek saMdoh AaOr<br />
AMgaulaI ]zanao <strong>ko</strong> AMdaja sao GaUra hO.naIlaU AaOr ixaitja ka Baavauk Pyaar BaI<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> imaSana kmpa]MD maoM iksaI BaI naja,r sao Cup nahIM saka.saarI<br />
kI saarI baUZ,I AaOr dikyaanaUsaI dRiYTyaaM ]na daonaaoM kao ek p`SnaBarI inagaahaoM<br />
sao A@sar hI GaUrnao lagaIM.caar laaogaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ma(ya ]na daonaaoM kao laokr<br />
kanaafUsaI haonao lagaI.baataoM ka bavaMDr tOyaar haonao lagaa.baat ek kana sao<br />
laokr dUsaro kanaaoM tk jaanao lagaI.naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> pirvaarIjanaaoM nao jaba yao saunaa tao<br />
saba <strong>ko</strong> saba AaScaya- kr<strong>ko</strong> hI rh gayao.]nhoM ApnaI baoTI pr ivaSvaasa )aa `<br />
magar ixaitja pr....... [samaMo AvaSya hI sandoh )aa.saaro mauhllao maoM ]nakI<br />
baoTI <strong>ko</strong> cacao- )ao.ivaSvaasa )aa BaI AaOr nahIM BaI.[sailayao vao kao[- BaI kdma<br />
]zato ` [sasao pUva- saaro maamalao kI jaaMca kr laonaa ]nhaoMnao ]icat samaJaa.<br />
ifr jaba ek idna ` hr raoja, <strong>ko</strong> samaana naIlaU ixaitja sao ivada<br />
laokr Gar pr vaapsa Aa[- tao ]sakI maaM nao ]sasao pUC hI ilayaa.vao ek<br />
saMSaya <strong>ko</strong> saa)a ]sao doKto huyao ]sasao baaolaI ik `<br />
" naIlaU."<br />
" "<br />
naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> pga Acaanak hI Gar maoM Gausato huyao jahaM <strong>ko</strong> thaM izzk<br />
gayao.<br />
" khaM rha krtI hO tU [tnaI dor tk hr raoja, "<br />
p`Sna <strong>ko</strong> saa)a saa)a ]na<strong>ko</strong> k)ana maoM Ëao(a BaI )aa.naIlaU nao kuC<br />
BaI ]
" baaolatI @yaaoM nahIM hO caup @yaaoM hao ga[- "<br />
tba baD,I dor <strong>ko</strong> saaocanao <strong>ko</strong> baad naIlaU jaOsao gaMBaIr haokr baaolaI ik<br />
" @yaa bata}M."<br />
" khaM tora Aanaa jaanaa AaOr imalanaa rhta hO "<br />
" jahaM BaI rhtI hUM ` kao[- gaunaah tao nahIM krtI hUM."<br />
" @yaa matlaba hO toro khnao ka.pap jaba ]Bar kr saamanao Aa jaata hO<br />
@yaa tBaI pap khlaata hO mauJao saba maalauma hO." naIlaU kI baat kao sauna<br />
kr ]sakI maaM nao kha tao naIlaU caup hao ga[-.]sa<strong>ko</strong> talaU sao jaOsao jaubaana<br />
icapk ga[-.vah KamaaoSa hao ga[-.<br />
ifr xaiNak cauPpI <strong>ko</strong> baad ]sakI maaM nao ]sao caotavanaI doto huyao<br />
]sasao Aagao kha.vao baaolaIM ik `<br />
" kla sao tora ]sa Aavaara AaOr laaprvaah laD,<strong>ko</strong> ixaitja sao imalanaa jaulanaa<br />
ibalkula band haonaa caaihyao." yao khtI hu[- vao jaOsao naIlaU kao AadoSa dotI<br />
hu[-M Andr jaanao lagaIM tao naIlaU nao ]nasao kha ik `<br />
" zIk hO ` jaOsaa Aap caahtI hOM kla sao vaOsaa hI haogaa laoikna , , , , '<br />
" laoikna @yaa , , , , , , " Andr baZ,to huyao ]sakI maaM <strong>ko</strong> pOr Acaanak hI<br />
izzk gayao.<br />
" kuC nahIM." naIlaU nao kha AaOr ifr caupcaap Andr Apnao kmaro maoM calaI<br />
ga[-.]sakI maaM ]sao AaScaya- AaOr ivasmaya sao taktI hI rh ga[-M.vah jaana<br />
ga[-M )aIM ik ]nakI baoTI nao kuC BaI khnao sao [nakar tao kr idyaa )aa ` magar<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> [sa [nakar <strong>ko</strong> BaivaYya maoM haonao vaalaI ]saI baat ka pUva- [Saara )aa<br />
ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]nhaoMnao ]sao raoknaa caaha )aa.saaf jaaihr )aa ik baoTI nao<br />
p`%yaxa $p maoM ]naka AadoSa maanaa tao )aa ` magar Ap`%yaxa $p sao ]samaoM<br />
bagaavat <strong>ko</strong> laxaNa )ao.<br />
" maOM jaanatI hUM ik tU khnaa @yaa caahtI hO AaOr jaao caahtI hO ` vah maoro<br />
jaIto jaI tao kBaI BaI nahIM haonao ka."<br />
naIlaU kao Apnao kmaro maoM jaato doK ]sakI maaM khto huyao<br />
BaunaBaunaatI hu[- rsaao[- maoM calaI ga[- AaOr kama krto huyao baD,baD,anao lagaI.<br />
' kalaoja maoM @yaa ga[- ` AaOr hmaoM pZ,anao lagaI.'<br />
dUsarI trf naIlaU Apnao kmaro maoM Aato hI Apnao ibastr pr igar<br />
pD,I.Aaja ]sakI maaM nao ]sasao kTu Sabd kho )ao ` [saka malaala ]sao nahIM<br />
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)aa ` magar ]nakI AaMKaoM maoM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> p`it sandoh <strong>ko</strong> icanh BaI )ao ` yahI baat<br />
naIlaU kao proSaana krnao lagaI.]sanao laoTo laoTo saaocaa ik `jaba ]sakI maaM<br />
]sasao eosao kTu Sabd baD,I AasaanaI sao kh saktI hO tao ifr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> mana maoM<br />
iktnao Kraba ivacaar BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> p`it bana cau<strong>ko</strong> haoMgao.vah saaocatI haoMgaIM ik<br />
]nakI baoTI BaTk rhI hO.prntu vah ]nakao kOsao samaJaayao ik ixaitja vaOsaa<br />
laD,ka nahIM hO jaOsaa ik vao saaocatI hOM.vah tao Anya laD,kaoM sao ibalkula hI<br />
fk- iksma ka yauvak hO.]sanao tao ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Apnao mana maoM kuC AaOr<br />
hI saaoca rKa hO.eosaa 'kuC' ik ijasaka p`Baava ]sa<strong>ko</strong> BaivaYya <strong>ko</strong> sapnaaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
$p maoM haogaa.vao sapnao ik ijanhoM hrok laD,kI kma sao kma ek baar Apnao<br />
jaIvana maoM AvaSya hI doKa krtI hO.laoikna vah ApnaI maaM kao iksa p`kar<br />
samaJaayao.iksa p`kar ]na<strong>ko</strong> idla maoM ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> p`it basaI galatfhmaI kI<br />
ivacaar(aara kao dUr kro.yaid ]sakI maaM nao ]sakI psand kao svaIkar nahIM<br />
ikyaa tao ifr vah @yaa krogaI.@yaa ]samaoM saahsa hO ik vah pirvaar AaOr<br />
samaaja <strong>ko</strong> iva$w Apnao jaIvana saa)aI ka caunaava Kud kr lao.badnaamaI AaOr<br />
maaM baap <strong>ko</strong> p`it naafrmaanaI ka kdma vah iksa p`kar sao Aagao baZ,ayaogaI<br />
naIlaU nao ibastr pr laoTo huyao eosaa saaocaa tao svat: hI ApnaI<br />
baobasaI kao saamanao pakr ]saka idla caupcaap raonao lagaa.pla Bar maoM hI<br />
]sakI AaMKaoM <strong>ko</strong> saamanao inaraSaa <strong>ko</strong> baadla Canao lagao.@yaa p`oma p)a kI rahaoM<br />
pr calanao ka yahI isalaa imalanao kI AaSaa hrok kao krnaI<br />
caaihyao.prmaoSvar nao tao manauYya kI rcanaa krto samaya kao[- BaI BaodBaava nahIM<br />
rKa )aa ` tao ifr [MsaanaaoM kI duinayaaM maoM yao Antr @yaaoM Aa gayaa.saaocato<br />
saaocato jaba naIlaU sao Aagao kuC BaI nahIM bana saka tao ifr ]sanao yahI saaoca<br />
kr santaoYa kr ilayaa ik ABaI tao jaIvana saa)aI <strong>ko</strong> ban(ana maoM baM(anao <strong>ko</strong><br />
ilayao kafI vaYaao-M kI dUrI hO. ABaI tao samaya hI @yaa hO.]sa<strong>ko</strong> pZ,nao AaOr<br />
Apnao pOraoM pr KD,o haonao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao bahut samaya pD,a huAa hO.jaba samaya<br />
Aayaogaa tba hI vah ApnaI maaM va pirvaar vaalaaoM kao samaJaa laogaI.vaOsao BaI<br />
kao[- BaI maaM baap Apnao baccaaoM kI KuiSayaaoM ka galaa nahIM GaaoMTta hO.saba hI<br />
kao Apnao baccaaoM kI KuiSayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> samaxa Jauknaa pD, jaata hO.saao ABaI tao<br />
jaOsaa ]sakI maaM caahtI hO ` vah vahI krtI rho.ixaitja kao vah saba kuC<br />
samaJaa dogaI.vah tao samaJadar laD,ka hO.saba kuC samaJa laogaa.<br />
saaocato saaocato naIlaU kao ek caOna saa Aayaa.idla kao ek<br />
tsallaI imalaI tao vah Apnao Aap hI inaiScaMt hao ga[-.ifr Aasa pasa <strong>ko</strong><br />
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vaatavarNa pr ek inagaah DalaI.saM(yaa DUba kr kalaI hao caukI<br />
)aI.ikicana maoM bat-naaoM kI KTr pTr <strong>ko</strong> svaraoM sao saaf jaaihr )aa ik<br />
]sakI maaM Saama ka Kanaa banaa rhI )aI.]saka baD,a Baa[- BaI Apnao kmaro<br />
maoM Apnao A(yayana maoM jaOsao laIna )aa.saaro Gar maoM cauPpI BaI jaOsao KamaaoSaI ka<br />
sahara laokr caaraoM trf Apnaa Ai(akar jamaa baOzI )aI.baahr AakaSa maoM<br />
cand`maa inakla Aayaa )aa ` AaOr naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> kmaro kI iKD,kI sao ]sakI maiwma<br />
ikrNaoM jaOsao caupcaap kmaro <strong>ko</strong> BaItr JaaMknao ka p`yaasa krnao lagaI )aIM. Gar<br />
<strong>ko</strong> Andr AaOr baahr jaOsao saBaI kao[- Apnao Apnao kamaaoM maoM vyast hao cau<strong>ko</strong><br />
)ao ` magar naIlaU ABaI tk ibastr pr baojaana saI pD,I hu[- Apnao p`)ama Pyaar<br />
<strong>ko</strong> maagaao- <strong>ko</strong> ma(ya Aanao vaalaI kiznaa[yaaoM <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM saaoca rhI )aI.]na<br />
rastaoM <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM ik ijana pr ApnaI majaI- sao calanao ka pirNaama vah jaana<br />
caukI )aI.yaUM BaI maaM kI kTu AaOr idla kI BaavanaaAaoM kao CIlanao vaalaI baatoM<br />
t)aa samaaja kI hr samaya naaoMk <strong>ko</strong> samaana iCdnao vaalaI naja,raoM kao vah ipClao<br />
k[- idnaaoM sao sahna krtI Aa rhI )aI.sandoh tao ]sao phlao hI sao )aa ` AaOr<br />
Aaja vaastivakta kao vah Kud ApnaI AaMKaoM sao doK BaI caukI )aI.Apnao<br />
Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> p`it hr trf sao imalaI p`itiËyaa kI phlaI Jalak vah doK hI<br />
caukI )aI.eosaI Jalak ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> vaastivak AMjaama kI klpnaa bahut<br />
phlao hI sao kI jaa saktI hO.<br />
ifr jaba rat AaOr BaI Ai(ak gahrI hu[- tao kuC dor <strong>ko</strong> pScaat<br />
rai~ ka cand`maa BaI pUrI trh sao inakla kr masaIhI bastI <strong>ko</strong> saUnao [laa<strong>ko</strong> maoM<br />
vaRxaaoM <strong>ko</strong> pICo sao JaaMknao lagaa.]sakI kmaisana riSmayaaM vaRxaaoM kI GanaI<br />
pi
)aa.isar <strong>ko</strong> dd- ka bahanaa AaOr baomatlaba baaolaa gayaa JaUz Saayad eosao hI<br />
samaya pr kama Aayaa krta hO.mana Kraba )aa hI ` vah Kanaa @yaa KatI.<br />
naIlaU ABaI tk laoTI hu[- )aI.Apnao kmaro kI Ct kao yaUM hI<br />
AM(akar maoM inaharo jaa rhI )aI.kBaI kBaI iKD,kI sao znDI znDI hvaa kI<br />
kao[- hlkI saI lahraoM ka rolaa saa Aa jaata tao vah ifr naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> kaomala<br />
gaalaaoM pr sau[Myaa saI cauBaanao lagata.[sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a hI kmaro kI iKD,kI sao<br />
Aanao vaalaI cand`maa kI k[- ek ikrNaoM naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> ]dasa idla ka hala pUCnao<br />
kao Aa jaatI tao pla Bar maoM hI saara ]dasa vaatavarNa jaOsao mana hI mana<br />
AaOr BaI kumlaah jaata )aa.<br />
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k[- idna gauja,r gayao.k[- hFto.mahInao haonao kao Aayao.[sa baIca<br />
naIlaU ek baar BaI ixaitja sao nahIM imala sakI.nahIM imala sakI tao vah<br />
inaraSa haonao lagaI.Apnao Gar <strong>ko</strong> drvaajao pr KD,I KD,I vah ek Aasa sao<br />
ixaitja kao caupcaap inahartI rhtI.bahut kuC AaSaa BaI krtI.magar<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> mana maoM Aba na jaanao kaOna saa Baya samaa gayaa )aa ik vah Aba Kud hI<br />
mahsaUsa krnao lagaI )aI ik jaOsao vah Apnao jaIvana kI kao[- baD,I BaUla krnao<br />
jaa rhI hO.]sao laganao lagaa )aa ik jaOsao ixaitja BaI Aba ]samaoM kma $ica<br />
laonao lagaa hO.vah jaOsao ]sasao dUr hTta jaa rha hO.]saka ixaitja prayaa<br />
haota jaa rha hO.jaba BaI vah ]sao doKtI ` vah ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM pZ,tI tao<br />
bahut kuC mahsaUsa BaI krtI.vaOsao BaI dao p`oimayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao AaMKaoM kI maUk<br />
BaaYaa bahut kuC Ahimayat rKtI hO.naIlaU kao jaba eosaa mahsaUsa haonao lagaa<br />
tao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla pr jaOsao Calao pD,nao lagao.]mmaIdaoM pr inaraSaaAaoM AaOr<br />
ivavaSataAaoM <strong>ko</strong> laala AMgaaro laaoT gayao.mana <strong>ko</strong> Andr basao huyao saaro sapnao<br />
ibaKrnao lagao.yao saca )aa ik samaya AaOr majabaUiryaaoM <strong>ko</strong> karNa ixaitja sao<br />
nahIM imala sakI )aI ` prntu idla kI hsartaoM ka tao vahI tkajaa )aa.vahI<br />
caahtoM )aIM.mana kI vahI BaavanaayaoM )aIM.na jaanao @yaaoM jaIvana maoM phlaI baar<br />
baomatlaba hI ]sakao ixaitja kI vafaAaoM pr Sak haonao lagaa.magar yaUM<br />
caupcaap eosao saaocato rhnao sao @yaa hao jaanaa )aa.]sanao Kud hI ixaitja sao<br />
imalanao ka [rada kr ilayaa.magar imalanao sao phlao ]sanao mana maoM ivacaara ik `<br />
yao vah @yaa krnao jaa rhI hO.yao ]sakao hao @yaa gayaa hO.khaM vah ApnaI<br />
Aadt <strong>ko</strong> Anausaar ixaitja kao maUK- banaanao calaI )aI.]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a Pyaar ka<br />
naaTk kr<strong>ko</strong> vah ]sakao tD,pto huyao doKnaa caahtI )aI.hr laD,<strong>ko</strong> <strong>ko</strong><br />
samaana vah ixaitja kao BaI maUK- banaa donaa caahtI )aI.magar yao @yaa huAa ik<br />
vah tao Kud hI maUK- bana ga[- hO.ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> saa)a Pyaar ka naaTk krnao <strong>ko</strong><br />
p`ya%na maoM khIM vah ]sakao sacamauca hI tao Pyaar nahIM krnao lagaI hO.khIM<br />
]saka idla ixaitja kao mana hI mana caahnao tao nahIM lagaa hO.naIlaU nao Apnao<br />
baaro maoM eosaa saaocaa tao vah ek AsamaMjasa maoM pD, ga[-.ikMkt-vyaivamaUZ, saI<br />
banaI vah ixaitja AaOr svayaM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao saaocanao lagaI.yao saca )aa ik vaOsao BaI<br />
]sanao Aaja tk Apnao sampk- maoM Aayao hrok laD,<strong>ko</strong> kao maUK- hI banaayaa<br />
)aa.]na<strong>ko</strong> saa)a Pyaar ka naaTk Kola kr ` ifr baad maoM ]na<strong>ko</strong> maaga- sao dUr<br />
hT kr ]nakao tD,panaa hI jaOsao ]sakI Aadt ka Kola bana gayaa )aa.eosao<br />
na jaanao iktnao hI laD,kaoM kao vah banaa caukI )aI.yao Saayad ]saka<br />
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vyai@tgat SaaOk )aa yaa ifr ]sakI Aadt kI kao[- kmajaaorI; vah Kud BaI<br />
nahIM jaanatI )aI.phlao vah iksaI BaI laD,<strong>ko</strong> sao Apnao p`oma ka naaTk<br />
krtI. ifr jaba vah laD,ka ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pòma maoM dIvaanaa hao jaata tao ifr vah<br />
]sao iksaI BaI KubasaUrt maaoD, pr laakr CaoD, dotI.tba java vah ]sa<strong>ko</strong> p`oma<br />
maoM proSaana haonao lagata )aa tao ifr ]sakI dIvaanagaI AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Pyaar maoM<br />
]sakI ]jaD,I dSaa kao doK doK kr vah p`sanna haotI )aI.]sao doK kr<br />
hMsaa krtI )aI.ABaI tk vah eosaa hI krtI Aa[- )aI.na jaanao iktnao hI<br />
laD,kaoM <strong>ko</strong> saa)a ]sanao eosaa hI ikyaa )aa.[sasao phlao jaba vah saaMbatvaaD,I<br />
<strong>ko</strong> baahr dUsaro Sahr maoM )aI tba vahaM BaI ]sanao eosaa hI ikyaa )aa.yahaM<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I maoM Aanao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat BaI vah yahI krnao jaa rhI )aI.yahaM pr<br />
]saka phlaa iSakar ixaitja hI )aa.magar ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> iSakar <strong>ko</strong> p`ya%na maoM<br />
vah Kud hI ]sakI iSakar hao jaayaogaI ` eosaa ]sanao nahIM saaocaa )aa.yahI<br />
]sakao baar baar proSaana krnao lagaa )aa ik ` khIM vah ixaitja kao sacamauca<br />
hI tao Pyaar nahIM krnao lagaI hO.]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla <strong>ko</strong> iksaI kaonao sao kao[- (vaina<br />
saI ]ztI tao ]sa (vaina <strong>ko</strong> svaraoM sao ek Aavaaja, saI ]sakao saunaa[- donao<br />
lagatI ik ` ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> saa)a ikyaa gayaa ]saka Pyaar ka yao naaTk khIM<br />
bahut mahMgaa na pD, jaayao.<br />
naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> [nhIM ivacaaraoM AaOr saaocaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ]hapaoh maoM kuCok idna AaOr<br />
Baaga gayao.rivavaar ka idna )aa.saubah kI (aUp (aIro (aIro majabaUt haokr<br />
}pr caZ,nao lagaI )aI.ixaitja Apnao Gar <strong>ko</strong> baahr KD,a huAa saaMvatbaaD,I<br />
kI [sa CaoTI saI masaIhI bastI kI kMTIlao taraoM kI lagaI hu[- baa}MD/I kao<br />
caupcaap inahar rha )aa.AakaSa kI KamaaoSa rahaoM maoM Aavaara baadlaaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
samaUh jaOsao khIM BaI Apnao basaoro <strong>ko</strong> #yaala sao Apnaa pD,ava Dalanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao<br />
kao[- s)aana ZUMZ, laonaa caahto )ao.dUr khIM iksaI [-MT <strong>ko</strong> Ba+o kI gamaicamainayaaoM<br />
sao inaklata huAa kalaa (auMAa (aIro (aIro ivalaIna haokr vaatavarNa<br />
kI hvaaAaoM maoM imalata jaa rha )aa.ixaitja ABaI tk ApnaI pUva- maud`a maoM<br />
KD,a huAa )aa.ibalkula caup.KamaaoSa AaOr jaOsao saarI duinayaaM jahana kI<br />
iksaI BaI baat sao baoKbar.vah ABaI BaI AakaSa maoM ]D,to huyao Aavaara<br />
baadlaaoM kao yaUM hI ta<strong>ko</strong> jaa rha )aa.tBaI Acaanak hI caca- kI GaMiTyaaoM nao<br />
ApnaI JaMkar CaoD,I tao KamaaoSa AaOr caup KD,o huyao ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> ivacaaraoM ka<br />
(yaana BaI BaMga hao gayaa.ma(aur caca- kI GaMiTyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> SaaMit sao Baro iksaI sandoSa<br />
nao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> kanaaoM maoM jaOsao kao[- baat khI tao ]sakao saunato hI ]saka vaIrana<br />
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AaOr maaOna idla BaI vaatavarNa <strong>ko</strong> [sa gauMjana <strong>ko</strong> saa)a jaOsao pulaikt haonao<br />
lagaa.idla <strong>ko</strong> Andr ek AjaIba AaOr AnakhI KuSaI kI lahraoM nao ]sakao<br />
iksaI Aanao vaalaI AnauBaUit ka ehsaasa krayaa tao pla Bar maoM hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> mana<br />
<strong>ko</strong> Andr ka basaa huAa saUnaapna Baaga gayaa.<br />
caca- kI saiva-sa ABaI AarMBa nahIM hu[- )aI laoikna ]sakI phlaI<br />
GaMTI kI JaMkaraoM nao saaro KamaaoSa vaatavarNa maoM prmaoSvar kI Aara(anaa kI<br />
KuSaI maoM Apnaa gaIt gaanaa AarMBa kr idyaa )aa.masaIhI bastI <strong>ko</strong> laaoga Aba<br />
prmaoSvar kI stuit maoM Apnao GaraoM sao inakla kr caca- kI banaI [maart kI<br />
Aaor jaanao lagao )ao.Ai(aktr saba hI <strong>ko</strong> ha)aaoM maoM prmaoSvar <strong>ko</strong> vacana <strong>ko</strong> $p<br />
maoM baa[bala )aI.saa)a hI caohro pr ek KuSaI AaOr jaIvana kI BarpUr Saaint<br />
<strong>ko</strong> saa)a idla maoM samaayaa huAa ek eosaa caOna ik jaao <strong>ko</strong>vala ]nhoM [sa<br />
Aara(anaa maoM saimmailat haonao pr hI imala sakta )aa.magar laaogaaoM kI BaID, maoM<br />
ApnaI iksmat AaOr Apnao ikyao gayao kamaaoM ka maara ek jana eosaa BaI )aa<br />
ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> mana ka caOna AaOr caohro kI AaBaa naIlaU kI Pyaar sao BarI <strong>ko</strong>vala<br />
dao caar baatoM hI CIna kr lao ga[- )aIM.ixaitja jaao ik [tnaI dor sao Apnao<br />
Gar <strong>ko</strong> baahr KD,a huAa naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> saa)a ipClao gauja,aro huyao idnaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ek ek<br />
plaaoM kao baar baar daohra rha )aa.yao saca )aa ik naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> Pyaar maoM imalaI<br />
saaocanao AaOr Apnao Aap maoM Kaonao jaOsaI BaoMTaoM <strong>ko</strong> karNa hI vah Aaja tk na<br />
jaanao eosaI iktnaI hI caca- kI saiva-saaoM kao nakarta Aayaa )aa ` ]sao tao yaad<br />
BaI nahIM )aa.kccaI p`omap)a kI ApnaI banaa[- hu[- rahaoM pr bagaOr saaocao samaJao<br />
Baagato rhnao <strong>ko</strong> karNa vah tao caca- jaanaa jaOsao ibalkula hI BaUla gayaa )aa.<br />
iktnaa Ai(ak vah Apnao prmaoSvar sao dUr hTta jaa rha )aa.vah jaanata<br />
)aa ik ek masaIhI vyai@t haokr yao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao iktnaI Ai(ak lajjaa kI<br />
baat hao saktI )aI ` Anaumaana maa~ sao hI kBaI kBaI vah bahut kuC saaocanao<br />
pr ivavaSa BaI hao jaata )aa.magar naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> Pyaar maoM imalao AnaCuyao ]phar <strong>ko</strong><br />
karNa ]saka [sa p`kar sao saaocanaa AaOr na saaocanaa ifr jaOsao kao[- BaI A)anahIM<br />
rKta )aa.vah tao <strong>ko</strong>vala [tnaa hI Bar mahsaUsa krta )aa ik <strong>ko</strong>vala<br />
Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> candok lamhaoM kI p`aiPt kI lalak maoM vah Apnao jaIvana kI samast<br />
KuiSayaaM barbaad kr donaa caahta hO ` AaOr [sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pasa gaMBaIrta<br />
sao saaocanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao kao[- va@t BaI nahIM )aa.Saayad [saI ilayao kha gayaa hO<br />
ik Pyaar AaOr dIvaanagaI ; jaba BaI ek saa)a imala jaato hOM tao khIM na khIM<br />
manauYya <strong>ko</strong> jaIvana maoM eosaa AvaSya GaiTt hao jaata hO ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> cacao- jamaanao<br />
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maoM ifr ek AÔsaanaa bana kr fOlanao lagato hOM.<br />
masaIhI bastI <strong>ko</strong> Ai(aktr laaoga Apnao p`Bau prmaoSvar kI [baadt<br />
<strong>ko</strong> (yaoya sao caca- kI [maart kI trf jaa cau<strong>ko</strong> )ao.ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> baUZ,o maaM baap<br />
BaI bagaOr ]sasao kuC BaI kho saunao caupcaap [baadt <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Gar sao inakla<br />
gayao )ao.]nhaoMnao ]sasao kuC BaI nahIM kha saunaa )aa.ivaSaoYa kr caca- kI<br />
[baadt maoM jaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao.jaba ik ek samaya )aa ik vao p`aya: hI ]sao cacajaanao<br />
<strong>ko</strong> ilayao khto rhto )ao.]na<strong>ko</strong> bahut khnao AaOr saunanao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat vah<br />
kBaI kBaar calaa BaI jaata )aa.magar yaUM baar baar <strong>ko</strong>vala ]na<strong>ko</strong> khnao pr<br />
hI yaid vah jaayao tao eosaa kba tk cala sakta )aa.manauYya <strong>ko</strong> Andr<br />
]sakI Kud kI BaI tao [cCaSai@t haonaI caaihyao.ivaSaoYakr Apnao [-Svar<br />
kI bandgaI AaOr ]pasanaa <strong>ko</strong> ilayao.Saayad [saI karNa Aba ]nhaoMnao Apnao<br />
pu~ sao khnaa band kr idyaa )aa ` AaOr prmaoSvar kI [baadt va ]saka<br />
Aadr sammaana ]sakI hI [cCa pr CaoD, idyaa )aa.ixaitja Kud BaI jaanata<br />
)aa ik jaba BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> maata ipta ]sasao caca- jaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Ai(ak ja,aor<br />
idyaa krto )ao tao vah ]nasao baomatlaba hI bahsa Aaid krnao lagata )aa `<br />
AaOr ifr imaSana maoM baOzo huyao tmaama p`ban(ak vaga- <strong>ko</strong> laaogaaoM maoM K,aimayaaM AaOr<br />
kmajaaoiryaaM ZUMZ, ZUMZ, kr ]nhoM batanao lagata )aa.<br />
ixaitja kao Apnao ivacaaraoM maoM KD,o KD,o [tnaI Ai(ak dor hao<br />
caukI )aI ik caca- kI dUsarI GaMiTyaa BaI Saaor macaa kr Saant hao ga[-M<br />
)aI.jaanao vaalao laaoga Apnao prmaoSvar kI Aara(anaa AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> sammaana maoM<br />
isar Jaukanao calao BaI gayao )ao.caca- kI saiva-sa BaI na jaanao kba kI AarMBa hao<br />
caukI )aI.laoikna jaOsao ApnaI iksmat AaOr mauk_r ka maara ixaitja Apnao<br />
s)aana sao ek [Mca BaI nahIM hT saka )aa.vah vaOsaa hI ApnaI pUva- maud`a maoM<br />
KD,a huAa dUr khIM hro Baro KotaoM kI lahlahatI baharaoM kao inaharta<br />
rha.[-MT <strong>ko</strong> Ba+o kI icamainayaaoM sao Aba ifr sao (auMAa ]znao lagaa )aa.Saayad<br />
vahaM pr kama krnao vaalaaoM nao ]sakI gama- Bai+yaaoM maoM ifr sao kaoyalaa Dalanaa<br />
AarMBa kr idyaa )aa.hvaayaoM Aaja kuC toja )aIM ` [saIilayao icamainayaaoM sao<br />
]zta huAa (auMAa SaIGa` hI ]na<strong>ko</strong> p`Baava sao ]D,ta huAa Aasamaana <strong>ko</strong><br />
vaatavarNa maoM lauPt hao jaata )aa.sadI- <strong>ko</strong> idna )ao.janavarI ka maah<br />
[sa karNa ja,ra saI hvaa kI tIva`ta pr gaalaaoM pr jaOsao sau[yaaM saI cauBanao<br />
lagatI )aIM.<br />
ixaitja saaro jamaanao AaOr Apnao Aasa pasa <strong>ko</strong> maahaOla sao ibalkula<br />
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hI baoKbar ifr sao Ba+o kI icamanaI sao ]zto huyao (auMyao kao doKnao lagaa.doKnao<br />
pr ]sao lagaa ik eosaa hI kao[- (auMAa jaOsao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla <strong>ko</strong> iknaaraoM kao faD,<br />
kr ` ]sakI BaavanaaAaoM kao kurodta huAa inaklanao lagaa hO.eosaa @yaaoM hao<br />
rha )aa @yaaoM ]sakI Aas)aaAaoM kao BaUnata huAa yao (auMAa ]sa<strong>ko</strong> mana kI<br />
saImaaAaoM kao laaMGa kr baahr Aa rha )aa ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla <strong>ko</strong> BaItr eosaI kaOna<br />
saI saulagatI hu[-M BaavanaayaoM )aIM ik ijana<strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Alaavaa kao[- BaI<br />
kuC nahIM jaanata )aa.<br />
" ixaitja."<br />
Acaanak hI ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> kanaaoM sao Apnao naama kao saMbaaoi(at krta huAa jaanaa<br />
phcaanaa svar Tkrayaa tao vah sahsaa hI caaOMk gayaa.[sa p`kar ik jaOsao<br />
iksaI nao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> kanaaoM maoM maIza maIza Sahd Gaaola idyaa hao.]sanao turnt hI<br />
plaT kr pICo doKa tao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pICo naIlaU KD,I )aI.caup AaOr gaMBaIr<br />
K,amaaoSa maud`a maoM ` Apnao safod salavaar saUT kao phnao huyao.]sa<strong>ko</strong> ha)aaoM maoM<br />
baa[bala )aI ` jaao [sa baat ka saUcak )aI ik vah caca- jaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao baahr<br />
inaklaI )aI.<br />
" tuma " naIlaU kao [tnao idnaaoM <strong>ko</strong> pScaat Apnao pasa Aayaa doK kr<br />
ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> mauK sao Acaanak hI inakla gayaa tao naIlaU baaolaI ik `<br />
" haM ` laoikna mauJakao yaUM doK kr Gabara sao kOsao gayao "<br />
" Gabara tao nahIM gayaa ` haM caaOMk AvaSya hI gayaa )aa."<br />
" @yaaoM " naIlaU nao pUCa.<br />
" tumakao [tnaI svatn~ta sao ibanaa Baya AaOr baoifËI <strong>ko</strong> maoro pasa Aayaa<br />
huAa doK kr "<br />
" tao tuma @yaa samaJato hao ik maorI @yaa AajaadI iCna ga[- hO "<br />
" haM.kma sao kma maorI baja,h sao tao tumharo pOraoM maoM talao Dala idyao gayao<br />
hOM.jaanatI hao ik saarI masaIhI bastI maoM laaoga @yaa @yaa khnao lagao hOM `<br />
tumharo AaOr maoro baaro maoM " ixaitja nao gaMBaIrta sao kha tao naIlaU nao ]sao<br />
]
pUCa.<br />
" @yaaoM @yaa maOM [saka karNa jaana sakta hUM."<br />
" @yaaoMik maOMnao ]D,naa saIKa hO ` baM(anaa nahIM." naIlaU nao tpak sao kha tao<br />
ixaitja kI AaMKaoM kI putilayaaM sahja hI fOla ga[-M.vah ]sakao kuCok<br />
plaaoM tk gaMBaIrta sao takta rha.ifr jaOsao kuC saaoca kr vah ]sakI<br />
baat pr AivaSvaasa krta huAa baaolaa ik `<br />
" baD,I AjaIba baat hO ik ` ijasaka jaIvana hI Kuda nao iksaI sao baM(akr<br />
jaInao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao banaayaa hao ` vah laaprvaahI sao maaOsamaI hvaaAaoM maoM ]D,nao ka<br />
#vaaba rcaayao.kba tk ]D,tI rhaogaI [sa trh sao.AaiKrkar kBaI na<br />
kBaI ` iksaI na iksaI sao tao tumhoM baM(anaa hI haogaa "<br />
" mauJao [sakI kao[- BaI prvaah nahIM hO.kla @yaa )aa.AaOr Aanao vaalao kla<br />
maoM @yaa haogaa.maOM yao kuC BaI nahIM jaanatI hUM.maOMM tao vat-maana maoM ivaSvaasa<br />
krtI hUM."<br />
naIlaU nao baD,o hI Aa%ma ivaSvaasa <strong>ko</strong> saa)a yao Sabd kho tao ixaitja<br />
ka AaScaya- <strong>ko</strong> saa)a mauMh Kulaa ka Kulaa hI rh gayaa.vah baD,I dor tk<br />
]sakI AaMKaoM maoM vaRxaaoM kI ]na DgamagaatI AaOr ihlatI hu[- prCa[yaaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
p`itibambaaoM kao doKta rha jaao ik hvaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong> karNa is)ar nahIM rh pa rhI<br />
)aIM.tba AaiKr maoM vah baD,o hI gaMBaIr svaraoM <strong>ko</strong> saa)a naIlaU sao baaolaa `<br />
" [saka matlaba ik tumharo maoro saa)a ikyao gayao vao Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> saaro vaado vah<br />
Zor saarI ksamaoM tumhara maoro idla maoM jamaa ikyaa gayaa ek ivaSvaasa AaOr<br />
ABaI dUr @yaaoM jaaAao ; tIna hFto phlao hI baa[- pasa kI ]sa saUnaI phaD,I<br />
TIlao pr tumhara vah maoro p`it ikyaa gayaa Apnaa saMklp ....... [tnaa<br />
jaldI badla ga[-..... "<br />
" samaJa laao ik saba ek sapnaa )aIM.AaMKoM band )aIM tao saba kuC Apnaa<br />
)aa.AaMKoM KulaIM AaOr sapnaa TUTa AaOr saba kuC samaaPt." yao kh kr<br />
naIlaU hl<strong>ko</strong> sao mauskranao lagaI tao ifr BaI ixaitja kao ]sa pr ivaSvaasa nahIM<br />
huAa.vah ifr sao naIlaU sao ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM JaMakta huAa baaolaa ik `<br />
" naIlaU ` ek baar maorI AaMKaoM maoM doKao ` AaOr ifr khao ik sacamauca yao saba<br />
sapnaa )aa."<br />
" haM ` yao saba sapnaa )aa."<br />
" saca kh rhI hao tuma.tumharo ha)aaoM maoM baa[bala hO " ixaitja nao ifr<br />
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pUCa tao naIlaU baaolaI `<br />
" baa[bala kao hmaaro AaOr Apnao baIca maoM @yaaoM laato hao."<br />
" [sailayao ik dao Pyaar krnao vaalaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ma(ya prmaoSvar ka vacana hI ek<br />
tIsaro bajaUd <strong>ko</strong> $p maoM saaxaI haota hO."<br />
" !! " naIlaU ixaitja kI baat ka jaba kao[- ]
[tnaa dUr phuMca cauka )aa ik vah naIlaU kao Apnao SarIr ka kao[- eosaa AMga<br />
samaJanao lagaa )aa ik ijasao kBaI BaI kaT kr Alaga nahIM ikyaa jaa sakta<br />
hO.naIlaU ]saka Apnaa jaIvana )aI.Apnaa saMsaar.saMsaar kI samast<br />
KuiSayaaM.KuiSayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> gaIt.gaItaoM ka ]phar.ifr eosaI dSaa maoM ]saka<br />
p`omaI qdya iksa p`kar Apnao [sa Pyaar ka kao[- BaI AinaYT saaoca sakta<br />
)aa.eosaa tao vah kBaI sapnao maoM BaI nahIM saaoca sakta )aa.<br />
naIlaU jaa caukI )aI.jaa caukI )aI ` magar saaro vaatavarNa maoM Apnao<br />
[sa ]poixat vyavahar ka p`Baava BaI CaoD, ga[- )aI.ixaitja baD,I dor tk<br />
vahIM KD,a rha.KD,a KD,a saaocata rha.ivacaarta rha.saaocata rha ` Apnao<br />
Kud <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM.naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM.Apnao AaOr naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM.eosaa<br />
Pyaar Pyaar ka eosaa Kola ik jaao ik ipClao iktnao hI idnaaoM sao Kolaa<br />
jaa rha )aa.prntu jaba yao Kola samaaPt huAa tao iksaI <strong>ko</strong> ilayao vyaMga<br />
saaibat huAa )aa tao iksaI <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla ka dd- bana gayaa )aa.eosaa<br />
dd- ik jaao ik Aba AasaanaI <strong>ko</strong> saa)a samaaPt BaI nahIM hao sa<strong>ko</strong>gaa.ixaitja<br />
jaao ik Apnao Pyaar maoM fUlaaoM kao baTaornao kI [cCa rK kr calaa )aa ` magar<br />
va@t kI ek hI krvaT nao ]sakI JaaolaI maoM jaIvana Bar <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
baovafa Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> kaMTo Bar idyao )ao.<br />
naIlaU caca- maoM [baadt <strong>ko</strong> ilayao jaa caukI )aI.iktnaI AaScaya- kI<br />
baat )aI ik vah ]sa prmaoSvar kI [baadt krnao ga[- )aI ik ijasanao Pyaar<br />
kI Kaitr Apnaa piva~ lahU bahayaa )aa ` magar naIlaU nao iksaI <strong>ko</strong> Pyaar <strong>ko</strong><br />
ArmaanaaoM ka galaa iktnaI baorhmaI sao kaT Dalaa )aa ` [sa t)ya kao <strong>ko</strong>vala<br />
ixaitja jaanata )aa AaOr ]saka TUTa ` ja,#maI ` SaISao <strong>ko</strong> samaana caknaacaUr vah<br />
idla ik jahaM pr Aba naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> baovafa Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> AfsaanaaoM <strong>ko</strong> isavaa Aba<br />
kuC AaOr baakI nahIM rha )aa.<br />
ixaitja ka saMsaar ]jaD, gayaa.Pyaar lauT gayaa tao ]sakao<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I kI saarI masaIhI bastI hI vaIrana AaOr saunasaana kiba`s)aana jaOsaI<br />
naja,r Aanao lagaI.Apnao prayao idKnao lagao.idla maoM Aba na kao[- KuSaI<br />
baakI rhI )aI AaOr naa hI jaIvana ka kao[- sapnaa hI.]sao Aba naa tao Gar<br />
maoM hI caOna )aa AaOr naa baahr hI khIM Saaint.k[- k[- idnaaoM tk vah<br />
kalaoja hI nahIM gayaa.caohra ]saka fIka AaOr ]dasa rhnao lagaa.hr samaya<br />
]sakao ApnaI naIlaU ka Acaanak sao pirvait-t vyavahar AaOr ek p`kar sao<br />
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aovafa Pyaar satanao lagaa.naIlaU ka ]sa<strong>ko</strong> p`it badlaa huAa vyavahar t)aa<br />
spYTvaaidta ka p`Baava eosaa huAa ik Aaz dsa idnaaoM <strong>ko</strong> Antr maoM hI<br />
ixaitja ka tao jaOsao saara huilayaa hI badla gayaa.k[- k[- idnaaoM tk vah<br />
Saova hI nahIM krta.caohro pr JaaD,I samaana daZ,I baZ,nao lagaI.haoz saUK,nao<br />
lagao.Gar sao yaid vah khIM baahr inakla jaata tao ifr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> laaOTnao ka<br />
kao[- samaya hI nahIM haota.samaya Asamaya vah Kanaa Kata.yaid khIM vah<br />
baOz gayaa tao vahaM sao ]znao ka ]saka kao[- samaya hI nahIM haota.Pyaar maoM<br />
]sao ja,ra saI zaokr @yaa lagaI ik vah dIvaanaaoM samaana ApnaaoM sao hI Alagaava<br />
rKnao lagaa.vah BaUla gayaa ik vah ek masaIhI yauvak hO ` AaOr ]saka [sa<br />
p`kar sao dIvaanagaI kI trh banaayaa huAa Aacaar vyavahar kao[- SaaoBaa nahIM<br />
dota hO.magar ]sakao Apnao isavaa jaOsao iksaI AaOr baat kI icanta hI nahIM<br />
)aI.]sanao naa tao Apnaa rvaOyaa hI badlaa AaOr naa hI idnacayaa- maoM kao[- BaI<br />
badlaava.vah jaOsaa )aa vaOsaa hI banaa rha.<br />
ifr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> [sa p`kar sao badlao huyao vyavahar AaOr idnacayaa- ka<br />
p`Baava eosaa huAa ik masaIhI bastI <strong>ko</strong> laaoga BaI ]sakao yadakda Taoknao<br />
lagao.jaba laaogaaoM nao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> baUZ,o maaM baap sao kha tao ]nhoM BaI<br />
icanta hao ga[-.]saka badlaa huAa huilayaa AaOr caohro ka Kaoyaapna doK<br />
kr vao yao tao samaJa gayao ik laD,ka khIM na khIM BaTknao lagaa hO.magar<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> BaTknao ka karNa @yaa hao sakta hO ` [sa baat kao vao BaI nahIM jaana<br />
sa<strong>ko</strong>.saalaanaa prIxaayaoM ibalkula hI pasa AatI jaa rhIM )aIM.janavarI ka<br />
maah BaI samaaPt hao calaa )aa.ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> maata ipta kao Apnao [klaaOto baoTo<br />
pr pUrI AaSaayaoM )aIM.vahI ek p`kar sao ]na<strong>ko</strong> bauZ,apo ka sahara )aa.magar<br />
ixaitja ka badlaa huAa $p doK kr ]nakao BaI Apnao baoTo AaOr Apnao<br />
bauZ,apo <strong>ko</strong> idnaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao icanta haonao lagaI.jaba maaM sao nahIM rha gayaa tao<br />
]sanao Apnao pu~ kao ek idna gaaOr sao inahara.inahara tao ]sakI mamata tao<br />
]maD,I hI ` saa)a hI idla ek proSaanaI AaOr icantaAaoM sao Bar gayaa.]nhoM<br />
tba saaocato dor nahIM lagaI ik AvaSya hI ]naka baoTa khIM BaTk gayaa<br />
hO.vao samaJa ga[- ik ixaitja kao kao[- maanaisak raoga laganao lagaa.eosaa raoga<br />
jaao ik [sa ]ma` <strong>ko</strong> baccaaoM kao baD,a SaIGa` hI pkD, laota hO.SaarIirk raoga<br />
ka [laaja tao ifr BaI saMBava hO ` magar maanaisak raoga ka vah @yaa<br />
kroM.]naka icaintt haonaa bahut svaBaaivak hI )aa.turnt hI ]na<strong>ko</strong><br />
maistYk <strong>ko</strong> taraoM nao kama krnaa AarMBa ikyaa.vao saaocanao lagaIM ik laD,<strong>ko</strong> <strong>ko</strong><br />
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aoga ka karNa kaOna saa haonaa caaihyao.ifr jaba Ai(ak saaocaa tao ]nak<br />
baUZa, AaOr )aka huAa idmaaga turnt hI naIlaU kI Aaor <strong>ko</strong>ind`t hao gayaa.]nhoM<br />
(yaana Aayaa ik naIlaU phlao tao A@sar hI ]na<strong>ko</strong> Gar Aayaa krtI<br />
)aI.[tnaa Ai(ak ik jaba doKao vah ]na<strong>ko</strong> hI Gar maoM banaI rhtI )aI.magar<br />
Aba vah ibalkula hI nahIM Aa rhI hO.]nhaoMnao saaocaa ik hao na hao ]na<strong>ko</strong> baoTo<br />
<strong>ko</strong> raoga ka karNa ]sa hI trf sao AarMBa haota hO.saao ]nhaoMnao phlao tao<br />
ixaitja sao hI [sa baaro maoM pUCnaa caaha `magar baad maoM yao saaoca kr ]nhaoMnao<br />
Apnaa ivacaar badla idyaa ik jaba laD,<strong>ko</strong> nao ABaI kuC nahIM batayaa hO tao<br />
vah naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM kOsao bata sakta hO.baohtr haogaa ik vah [sa baaro maoM<br />
Kud naIlaU sao hI pUCoM.tba ek idna ]nhaoMnao Avasar imalanao pr naIlaU sao<br />
[saka ija,Ë ikyaa tao ]sanao BaI ]nakao inaila-Pt Baava sao ]
tba [sa p`kar sao ixaitja ka idna tao kalaoja ` ima~aoM AaOr<br />
iktabaaoM <strong>ko</strong> Wara kT jaata )aa prntu jaOsao hI saM(yaa ka (auM(alaka isamaTnao<br />
lagata AaOr rai~ kI kailamaa saaro vaatavarNa maoM syaahI <strong>ko</strong> samaana fOla jaatI<br />
tao ifr ixaitja ka mana BaI jaOsao kalaa hao jaata )aa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla maoM ]sakI<br />
barbaad mauhbbataoM <strong>ko</strong> BagaaoD,o baadlaaoM <strong>ko</strong> kaiflao Aa Aakr jaOsao idla ka<br />
caOna CInanao vaalaI dst<strong>ko</strong>M donao lagato.tba eosaI dSaa maoM naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> baomaurbbat<br />
Pyaar kI hvaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong> laavaairsa JaaoM<strong>ko</strong> ]sakao saarI saarI rat tk proSaana<br />
krto rhto.<br />
idna [saI p`kar sao sarkto jaa rho )ao.prIxaayaoM BaI pasa Aa<br />
caukI )aIM.Aba tk naIlaU ka ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> p`it saara rvaOyaa ibalkula hI badla<br />
cauka )aa.ek p`kar sao vah jaOsao ixaitja kao BaUla hI caukI )aI.BaUla caukI<br />
)aI yaa ifr jabarna ]sao Baulaanao ka ]sanao kao[- saMklp kr ilayaa )aa.idla<br />
kI [sa gahrI baat kao tao vah BaI AcCI trh sao nahIM jaanatI )aI.magar<br />
[tnaa AvaSya hI )aa ik ]sa<strong>ko</strong> hava Baava sao yao ja$r lagata )aa ik vah<br />
BaUla caukI )aI ik ]sanao BaI kBaI iksaI <strong>ko</strong> idla maoM ApnaI yaadaoM ka kao[-<br />
dIp jalaayaa )aa.kBaI iksaI sao ApnaI mauhbbataoM <strong>ko</strong> Baap <strong>ko</strong> samaana ]D, kr<br />
ivalaIna haonao vaalao vaado BaI ikyao )ao.]sanao jaao Pyaar kI Aigna jalaa[- )aI `<br />
]sasao ]sakI kao[- haina hu[- )aI yaa nahIM ` magar [tnaa AvaSya hI )aa ixaitja<br />
<strong>ko</strong> saaro Armaana ApnaI saMjaao[- hu[- Aas)aaAaoM pr majabaUr mauhbbat ka kfna<br />
Dala kr jala cau<strong>ko</strong> )ao.<br />
naIlaU yaUM BaI ek svaCnd AaOr AlhD, ivacaaraoM vaalaI laD,kI<br />
)aI.hrok dSaa maoM ]sanao hMsanaa hI saIKa )aa.ek p`kar sao ]sakao laD,kaoM<br />
kao proSaana krnao maoM maja,a hI Aata )aa.vah jaba BaI saunaa krtI ik Amauk<br />
laD,ka ]sa<strong>ko</strong> karNa proSaana AaOr 'dovadasa' banaa jaata hO tao ]sao ek<br />
p`kar sao KuSaI hI haotI )aI.laoikna jaba vah ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM saunatI tao<br />
]sao phlao AcCa tao lagata ` magar ifr na jaanao @yaaoM ek TIsa BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
idla maoM ]z kr rh jaatI )aI.]saka BaI idla jaOsao tD,pnao lagata<br />
)aa.ixaitja sao Alaga haokr vah [tnaa tao samaJa ga[- )aI ik caaho Aba tk<br />
]sanao iktnao hI laD,kaoM kao maUK- banaayaa haogaa magar ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> ca@kr maoM<br />
vah Kud BaI maUK- bana caukI hO.jaao raoga ]sanao ixaitja kao lagaayaa hO ]sakI<br />
jakD, maoM vah Kud BaI Aa caukI hO.laoikna vah krtI BaI @yaa kr BaI<br />
@yaa saktI )aI ]sanao ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> p`it jaao BaI kuC ikyaa )aa vah kao[-<br />
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<strong>ko</strong>vala ApnaI hI Aaor sao tao nahIM ikyaa )aa.vah jaanatI hO ik ek Aaor<br />
]saka svaMya ka Apnaa Pyaar AaOr ApnaI caaht )aI tao dUsarI trf ]sakI<br />
maaM ka inado-Sa AaOr ]naka kha maananaa BaI ]saka kao[- kt-vya )aa.jaba<br />
]sakI maaM AaOr pirvaar vaalao nahIM caahto hOM ik vah ixaitja sao Aba AaOr<br />
BaivaYya maoM iksaI BaI trh ka kao[- BaI samban(a rKo tao ifr ixaitja kao<br />
(aaoKo maoM rKo rhnao sao tao AcCa hO ik ek baar vah ]sakao baovafa[- ka<br />
ivaYa dokr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Pyaar kI laalasaaAaoM kao sada <strong>ko</strong> ilayao maar Dalao.Apnaa<br />
Pyaar yaa fja- vah iksakao caunatI [sailayao iflahala ]sanao ApnaI maaM<br />
AaOr pirvaar kao p`mauKta doto huyao Apnao Pyaar kI baila caZ,anao ka inaScaya<br />
kr ilayaa )aa.vah yao BaI jaanatI hO ik ixaitja tao ek laD,ka<br />
hO.AasaanaI sao yao sadmaa bada-St BaI kr laogaa.<strong>ko</strong>vala ]sasao iSakayatoM hI<br />
tao krogaa ` saao vah ]sakI iSakayatoM saunatI BaI rhogaI.manauYya kI saMvaarI hu[-<br />
Pyaar kI Aas)aaAaoM ka <strong>ko</strong>vala dao hI trh ka hEa huAa krta<br />
hO.majabaUiryaaoM <strong>ko</strong> kfna kao samaoT kr yaa tao vao (aUM (aUM kr<strong>ko</strong> jalaa krtI hOM<br />
` yaa ifr rMgat Baro camana maoM fUlaaoM kI KuSabaU bana kr saba kao ApnaI mahk<br />
sao Bar idyaa krtI hOM.@yaa huAa jaao ]sakI BaI caahtaoM BarI Aas)aayaoM na<br />
caahto huyao BaI saamaaijak rIityaaoM <strong>ko</strong> kiba`s)aana maoM dfna hao ga[-M.[sa saMsaar<br />
maoM na jaanao iktnao hI laaoga hOM jaao ik bagaOr Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> ApnaI ija,ndgaI kI ]ma`<br />
pUrI ikyaa krto hOM.yaid ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Baagya maoM eosaa hI kuC hO tao vah BaI yao saba<br />
krnao ka p`ya%na krogaI.<br />
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saalaanaa prIxaayaoM samaaPt haokr kalaoja band hao gayao.ixaitja nao<br />
ApnaI Aai)a-k piris)ait kao (yaana maoM rKto huyao ifraojapur kI ek<br />
dvaa[yaaM banaanao vaalaI kmpnaI maoM naaOkrI kr laI.ApnaI prIxaa <strong>ko</strong> <strong>ko</strong>vala<br />
baIsa idnaaoM <strong>ko</strong> pScaat hI vah Apnao SarIr pr naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> Pyaar kI baovafa<br />
zaokr ka ek [ljaama lagaa kr AaOr Apnao idla sao ]sakI smaRityaaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
kfna ka baaoJa baaM(ao huyao vah ek idna ifraojapur calaa gayaa.haMlaaik vah<br />
ApnaI iSaxaa Aagao tk laagaU rKnaa caahta )aa.magar naa)a- [MiDyaa isanaD<br />
kI [laahabaad kI bajaIfa kmaoTI nao ]sao Aagao kI pZ,a[- <strong>ko</strong> ilayao kao[- BaI<br />
sahayata donao sao [nakar kr idyaa )aa.Aagao kI pZ,a[- <strong>ko</strong> ilayao imalanao vaalao<br />
bajaIfa <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]sanao naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> ipta sao vyai@tgat baat BaI kI )aI.<br />
@yaaoMik vah jaanata )aa ik vao bajaIfa kmaoTI maoM ek AcCo pd pr imaSana<br />
maoM kaya-rt\ )ao.[saIilayao naIlaU kao BaI bajaIfa imala gayaa )aa ` AaOr vah<br />
ApnaI Aagao iDga`I kalaoja kI pZ,a[- <strong>ko</strong> ilayao tOyaarI krnao lagaI )aI.saao<br />
naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> ipta sao vyai@tgat baat krnao <strong>ko</strong> daOrana haMlaaik ]nhaoMnao ixaitja<br />
kao manaa tao nahIM ikyaa )aa ` magar ijasa p`kar ka ]nhaoMnao ]sao ]
camagaadD,aoM AaOr AbaabaIlaaoM ka izkanaa banatI naja,r Aanao lagaI )aI.hrok<br />
jagah ek AjaIba hI cauPpI AaOr maayaUsaI saI Ca ga[- )aI.[saka karNa )aa<br />
ik laaoga imaSana kI saovaa sao hTayao jaanao <strong>ko</strong> baad Aba s)aanaIya SahraoM AaOr<br />
baahr <strong>ko</strong> SahraoM maoM Apnaa kao[- na kao[- raoja,I raoTI kmaanao ka (aM(aa krnao<br />
lagao )ao.yao halat zIk ]sa p`kar sao hao ga[- )aI jaOsaa ik yaISau masaIh <strong>ko</strong><br />
salaIba pr maaro jaanao AaOr ]na<strong>ko</strong> gaaD,o jaanao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat ]na<strong>ko</strong> caolao inaraSa<br />
haokr Apnaa ifr sao puranaa karaobaar yaad krto huyao galaIla <strong>ko</strong> saagar pr<br />
maCilayaaM pkD,nao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao calao gayao )ao.magar yaISau <strong>ko</strong> caolaaoM <strong>ko</strong> idlaaoM maoM tao<br />
ifr BaI ek AaSaa )aI ik ]naka p`Bau ifr sao ]na<strong>ko</strong> pasa Aayaogaa ` laoikna<br />
yahaM imaSana <strong>ko</strong> kamaaoM sao baIca A(ar maoM jaOsao laTkayao AaOr hTayao huyao laaogaaoM<br />
<strong>ko</strong> pasa tao Aba AaSaa naama kI kao[- BaI caIja, baakI nahIM rhI )aI. vao @yaa<br />
krto AaOr @yaa nahIM.KalaI poT tao p`Bau ka Bajana BaI krnaa AsaMBava<br />
)aa.<br />
imaSana ka kaya- band huAa tao ]saka Asar [baadtaoM maoM BaI pD,nao<br />
lagaa.rivavaar kI Aara(anaa maoM laaogaaoM kI BaID, kma haonao lagaI.ijana laaogaaoM<br />
<strong>ko</strong> ha)aaoM maoM jaao )aaoD,I bahut Sai@t imaSana kI Aaor sao baca rhI )aI ` ]nhaoMnao<br />
[sa baat ka BarpUr laaBa BaI ]zayaa.eosao laaoga imaSana kI ja,maInao ` saamaana `<br />
Gar Aaid kao hI hD,pnao AaOr AvaOV taOr pr baocanao lagao.caca- saUnao huyao tao<br />
]nakI BaI Kraotfrao#t haonao lagaI.iba<strong>ko</strong> huyao cacaao- maoM jahaM kBaI [baadt<br />
haotI )aI ` vahIM Aba imalaITrI <strong>ko</strong> GaaoD,o AaOr Kccar baM(anao lagao )ao.]nakao<br />
doKto hI eosaa p`tIt haota )aa ik Aba vahaM pr Kuda ka nahIM bailk<br />
AxarSa: SaOtanaI hrktaoM ka saama`ajya s)aaipt hao cauka hO.ijasa masaIhI<br />
bastI maoM kBaI ek SaaMit AaOr caOna <strong>ko</strong> svar saunato naja,r Aato )ao ` vahIM Aba<br />
laaoga baat baat pr JagaD,nao lagato )ao.ijasa masaIhI kI BaUima kao s)aanaIya<br />
puilasa yao nahIM jaanatI )aI ik vah khaM pr hO ` vahIM Aba Aayao idna puilasa<br />
<strong>ko</strong> isapahI idKnao lagao )ao.rat maoM imaSana kmpa}MDaoM maoM caaorI ka haonaa tao<br />
Aama baat bana caukI )aI.laaoga ek dUsaro kI nau@tacaInaI krto ` dUsaraoM maoM<br />
daoYa ZUMZ,nao kI kaoiSaSa maoM lagao rhto ` yaid iksaI <strong>ko</strong> Gar maoM iksaI ka kao[-<br />
SaadI byaah ka irSta laganaa haota tao ]sao ibanaa iksaI BaI baat <strong>ko</strong> taoD,nao<br />
kI caoYTa krto Aapsa <strong>ko</strong> ma(ya ka Pyaar ` sahanauBaUit jaOsaI AcCI<br />
maanavata jaOsaI samast baatoM Aba samaaPt hao caukI )aIM.EaRwa ka kao[- naama<br />
AaOr inaSaana nahIM rha )aa.<br />
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ivadoSaI Aai)a-k sahayata AanaI baMd hao ga[- tao imaSana <strong>ko</strong> rho bacao<br />
kamaaoM kI baagaDaor BaartIya imaSnairyaaoM nao Apnao ha)aaoM maoM lao laI.ivadoSaI<br />
imaSnarI vaapsa Apnao doSa laaOT gayao.ivadoSaI imaSnairyaaoM nao prmaoSvar kI [sa<br />
saovaa ka kaya- Acaanak hI samaaPt @yaaoM kr idyaa )aa @yaaoM ]nhaoMnao [sa<br />
saovaa kaya- <strong>ko</strong> ilayao sahayata donaI band kr dI )aI [sa baaro maoM ivaiBanna<br />
samaudayaaoM maoM ivaiBanna p`kar <strong>ko</strong> laaogaaoM <strong>ko</strong> Apnao Apnao ivacaar )ao.iksaI ka<br />
khnaa )aa ik jaao (ana ]sa prmaoSvar kI saovaa kaya- <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ivadoSaI<br />
imaSnairyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> Wara Baart maoM Baojaa jaata )aa ` ]saka Anauicat ]pyaaoga<br />
BaartIya imaSnarI jaao ik p`ban(ak <strong>ko</strong> $p maoM ivarajamaana )ao ` krnao lagao<br />
)ao.iksaI ka ivacaar )aa ik yao kaya- doSa <strong>ko</strong> rajatn~ <strong>ko</strong> Wara band ikyaa<br />
gayaa )aa.@yaaoMik gaOrmasaIhI samaJanao lagao )ao ik imaSnarI laalaca dokr laaogaaoM<br />
kao masaIhI banaanao lagao )ao.magar jaao sabasao Ai(ak baat laaogaaoM maoM p`cailat )aI<br />
` vah yahI )aI ik ivadoSaI imaSnarI yao KUba AcCI trh sao samaJanao lagao )ao ik<br />
jaao pOsaa vao prmaoSvar <strong>ko</strong> (amaa)a- kayaa-oM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao doto hOM ` ]saka galat<br />
]pyaaoga BaartIya imaSnarI krnao lagao hOM.ijasa pOsao sao garIba masaIihyaaoM kI<br />
madd haonaI caaihyao ` ijasao saovaa <strong>ko</strong> kayaao-M maoM laganaa caaihyao AaOr ijasakao<br />
garIba baistyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ]%)aana maoM jaanaa caaihyao ` vahI pOsaa AmaIr [-saa[-<br />
pdai(akairyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> pirvaaraoM maoM ]nakI svaa)a- pUi
hiD\DyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> kMkala <strong>ko</strong> isavaa AaOr kuC BaI nahIM )aa.[-Svar nao manauYya kao<br />
saMsaar maoM BaTkI AaOr Kao[- hu[- Aa%maaAaoM kao bacaanao eMva ]nhoM prmaoSvar <strong>ko</strong><br />
rajya ka sausamaacaar saunaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Baojaa hO ` magar SaOtanaI p`vaRi
ixaitja ifraojapur calaa gayaa tao ]sakI rhI bacaI yaadoM BaI naIlaU<br />
<strong>ko</strong> idla sao laaop hao ga[-M.saa)a hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaanao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat vah ifr pUrI trh<br />
sao svatn~ BaI hao ga[-.mana sao AaOr Apnao BaUtpUva- p`omaI kI naja,raoM sao<br />
BaI.jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> hrok duK kao KuiSayaaoM ka GaUMT banaa kr pInao vaalaI naIlaU ka<br />
idla ek baar BaI ifr ixaitja kI ]daisayaaoM kao mahsaUsa nahIM kr<br />
saka.(aIro (aIro tba vah baad maoM samaya Aanao pr saamaanya BaI hao ga[-.<br />
samaya ka pihyaa ApnaI hI gait sao GaUmata rha.idna (aIro (aIro<br />
iKsakto rho.baZ,to huyao va@t ka pihyaa manauYya <strong>ko</strong> iksaI BaI AtIt <strong>ko</strong><br />
dd- ka sabasao baD,a [njao@Sana haota hO.samaya Ai(ak huAa tao naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> idla<br />
sao ixaitja kI hrok yaad maR%yau ka ilabaasa phna kr AtIt <strong>ko</strong> AM(aoraoM maoM<br />
Kao ga[-.samaya baItta rha.tarIKoM badlatI rhIM.ifr idna hFtaoM maoM ` hFto<br />
maihnaaoM maoM badlato hI calao gayao.ga`IYmakalaIna Cui+yaaM samaaPt hao ga[-M.jaulaa[-<br />
ka maihnaa Aayaa tao kalaoja <strong>ko</strong> drvaajao Kula kr ivaVai)a-yaaoM kao pukar<br />
]zo.naIlaU nao BaI Anya ivaVai)a-yaaoM <strong>ko</strong> samaana [NTrmaIiDeT kI prIxaa pasa<br />
kr<strong>ko</strong> baI. esa. saI. <strong>ko</strong> p`)ama vaYa- maoM p`vaoSa lao ilayaa.[sa baIca vah ixaitja<br />
<strong>ko</strong> Pyaar ` ivaSvaasa t)aa yaadaoM kao Baulaa kr ApnaI mauskratI ija,ndgaI maoM<br />
KuiSayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> dIp jalaanao maoM vyast hao ga[-.vah BaUla ga[- ik kBaI ]sanao<br />
Anajaanao maoM yaa ifr CoD,KanaI maoM hI ixaitja kao Apnao Pyaar ka vaasta<br />
dokr kao[- ma(aur sapnaa idKayaa )aa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a JaUzo Pyaar ka kao[- naaTk<br />
BaI Kolaa )aa.Saayad Aba ]sao tao yao BaI yaad nahIM )aa ik ek idna ]sanao<br />
Kud ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> idla maoM ApnaI caahtaoM AaOr hsartaoM kI kao[- jyaaoit jalaa[-<br />
)aI.ek masaIh laD,<strong>ko</strong> kao svaMya ek masaIhI haoto huyao Apnao Pyaar kI baahaoM<br />
maoM samaoTa AaOr ifr ]sao Acaanak hI dUr iCTkto huyao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana ka<br />
saara sauK caOna CIna ilayaa )aa.<br />
naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> idna [saI p`kar sao ApnaI AlhD, AaOr laaprvaah<br />
ija,ndgaI kI hsaIna vaaidyaaoM maoM isamaT isamaT kr vyatIt hao rho )ao.Apnao<br />
kalaoja maoM vah Aba tk ek AlhD, AaOr KuSaimajaaja Ca~a <strong>ko</strong> $p maoM<br />
p`isaiw pa caukI )aI.vah ApnaI pZ,a[- AaOr Apnao kalaoja jaIvana kI<br />
idnacayaa- maoM pUrI trh sao vyast )aI hI ik tBaI [na idnaaoM ]sao ixaitja ka<br />
ek p~ p`aPt huAa.p~ ifraojapur sao Aayaa )aa ` AaOr ijasao ixaitja nao<br />
]sakao kalaoja <strong>ko</strong> pto pr Baojaa )aa.ifr naIlaU kao jaOsao hI p~ imalaa `<br />
]sanao ]sao turnt hI Kaola idyaa AaOr Kaola kr vah ]sao pZ,nao lagaI `<br />
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' naIlaU,<br />
AaSaa hO ik zIk hI haogaI ` AaOr Aba tk tao mauJao<br />
BaUla BaI caukI haogaI.maOM tumhoM yaUM proSaana na krta ` prntu tumharo saa)a kI<br />
gaujaaro huyao idnaaoM kI smaRityaaoM ka vah dIp jaao ek idna Kud tumhIM nao<br />
jalaayaa )aa ` Aaja BaI maoro qdya maoM na jaanao @yaaoM jala rha hO na maalauma<br />
@yaaoM haMlaaik tumanao mauJasao eosaa kao[- zaosa vaayada tao nahIM ikyaa hO `<br />
prntu ifr BaI mauJao tumharI baovafa[- pr ivaSvaasa nahIM hO.jaba BaI maOM tumharo<br />
baaro maoM #yaala krta hUM tao yahI ehsaasa haota hO ik tumanao maoro saa)a kao[-<br />
BaI Cla nahIM ikyaa hO.AvaSya hI tumharo saamanao eosaI kao[- ivavaSata Aa ga[-<br />
haogaI ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> karNa tuma caahkr BaI maora saa)a nahIM do sakIM.[tnaa saba<br />
haonao pr BaI mauJao tuma sao ifr BaI kao[- iSakayat nahIM hO.tuma jahaM BaI rhao `<br />
sada KuSa rhao.maora idla sadOva hI tumharI KuiSayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao prmaoSvar sao<br />
duAayaoM krta rhogaa.ABaI iflahala saaMvatbaaD,I Aanao ka maora kao[- BaI<br />
[rada nahIM hO.maOM jahaM BaI hUM ` jaOsaa BaI hUM ` jaIivat tao hUM hI.Saayad [tnaa<br />
hI kafI BaI hO maoro ilayao <br />
ixaitja '<br />
naIlaU nao p~ pZ, kr samaaPt ikyaa tao svat: hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla kI<br />
gahra[yaaoM maoM ek TIsa saI ]trtI calaI ga[-.mana kao ek gahra (a@ka saa<br />
laga kr rh gayaa.idla maoM khIM caaoT saI lagaI.ixaitja nao Aaja ]sakao p~<br />
ilaK kr ifr jaOsao ]sasao Apnao ](aar maoM idyao gayao iksaI Pyaar ka tkajaa<br />
ikyaa )aa.eosaa tkajaa ik ijasamaoM bagaOr iksaI BaI Ai(akar <strong>ko</strong> ]sakao<br />
vaapsa ApnaI caIja maaMganao ka kao[- hk )aa.<br />
naIlaU nao eosaa saaocaa tao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ijayao huyao idnaaoM kI ibaKrI hu[-<br />
kiD,yaaM eki~t haokr EaMRKlaa ka $p bana ga[-M.tba ]sanao saaocaa.gahra[-<br />
sao ivacaara.iktnao idna hao gayao hOM.lagaBaga saat maah.kafI idna hao cau<strong>ko</strong><br />
hOM jaba ik ]sanao ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> saa)a baaM(aI ApnaI Pyaar kI Daor taoD, dI<br />
)aI.taoD, dI )aI ` AaOr ek p`kar sao vah tao [sa baaro maoM saaocanaa hI BaUla<br />
ga[- )aI.prntu ` ixaitja vah nahIM BaUlaa hO.AaOr Saayad Aba vah BaUlaogaa<br />
BaI nahIM.yaid nahIM BaUlaa ` AaOr khIM vah [saI p`kar sao ]sao yaad BaI krta<br />
rha ` tba @yaa haogaa saaocato hI naIlaU ekaek AsaMmajasa maoM pD, ga[-.yaid<br />
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iksaI idna ixaitja nao ifr kBaI Apnao Pyaar ka vaasta idyaa ` tba vah @yaa<br />
krogaI [sa p`kar <strong>ko</strong> tmaama p`SnaaoM sao jaba naIlaU Kud hI kOd hao ga[- tao<br />
vah turnt kao[- inaNa-ya BaI nahIM kr sakI.bahut caah kr BaI vah jaba svaMya<br />
kao nahIM samaJaa sakI tao ifr yahI saaoca kr ]sanao Kud kao samaJaa ilayaa<br />
ik jaba BaI eosaa Avasar Aayaogaa tba hI vah kao[- inaNa-ya krogaI.ABaI sao<br />
[sa baaro maoM proSaana haonao sao @yaa laaBa.jaba samaya Aayaogaa ` tBaI saba kuC<br />
doKa jaayaogaa.eosaa saaocato huyao ]sanao iflahala Apnao Aapkao xaiNak<br />
santaoYa donao ka p`yaasa ikyaa ` magar vah yao BaI nahIM kr sakI.kdma kdma<br />
pr ]sakao ixaitja ka caohra yaad Aata rha.xaNa xaNa maoM ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> caohro<br />
kI tsvaIr ]sasao ek hI p`Sna krtI rhI.AaOr vah p`Sna )aa ]sakI<br />
baovafa[yaaoM ka.rah calato huyao iksaI ka ha)a pkD,o huyao Acaanak hI baIca<br />
safr maoM tnha CaoD, donao ka.ixaitja BaI maanaao ]sasao baar baar yahI p`Sna<br />
kr rha )aa.eosaI hI ]sakI kuC iSakayat )aI.yahI baatoM )aIM.naIlaU<br />
saaocatI ` tao saaoca kr hI rh jaatI )aI.]sao @yaa krnaa caaihyao AaOr @yaa<br />
nahIM.ixaitja kao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> p~ ka @yaa ]
lagaI.Aaja iktnao hI Arsao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> maa~ ek CaoTo sao p~<br />
nao jaOsao ifr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla maoM Apnao gauja,ro huyao Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> dd- ka kao[- gaIt CoD,<br />
idyaa )aa.<br />
saD,k CaoD, kr naIlaU jaOsao hI masaIihyaaoM kI bastI maoM p`ivaYT hu[-<br />
tao ]sakao saamanao sao yahUda dasa ApnaI kar maoM Aato huyao idK gayaa.yahUda<br />
dasa , , , , , , ,! masaIhI p`ban(ak saimait va sampi
samaya baZ,ta rha.AaOr samaya <strong>ko</strong> baZ,to huyao [sa daOr <strong>ko</strong> saa)a<br />
saa)a naa)a- [MiDyaa isanaD <strong>ko</strong> Ai(aktr igarjaaGaraoM ` caca- kmpa}MD eMva<br />
masaIhI klaIisayaaAaoM pr jaOsao ivapdaAaoM <strong>ko</strong> baadla barsanao lagao.laaoga<br />
prmaoSvar kI [baadt tao @yaa Apnao masaIh hI kao BaUla gayao.BaUla gayao Apnao<br />
prmaoSvar kao.]sa<strong>ko</strong> Pyaar AaOr Anauga`h AaOr ]sakI saarI dyaa kao BaUla<br />
kr vao SaOtana kI dasata <strong>ko</strong> dasa bana gayao.[sa p`kar ik vao masaIh yaISau<br />
ka Pyaar va iSaxaa BaUla kr baD,o hI (aD,llao sao SaOtainayat <strong>ko</strong> kaya- krnao<br />
lagao.Ai(aktr masaIhI kmpa}MD vaIrana hao gayao.imaSana <strong>ko</strong> vao hro AaOr<br />
lahlahato huyao Kot ik ijanasao igarjaaGaraoM kI kuC Aai)a-k sahayata hao<br />
jaatI )aI ` ]nhoM imaSana <strong>ko</strong> hI pdai(akarI maaoTI maaoTI rkmaaoM maoM baocanao<br />
lagao.kBaI saunanao maoM Aata ik Amauk s)aana ka puranaa kmpa]MD baoca idyaa<br />
gayaa hO ` AaOr Aba vahaM pr AalaISaana baajaar bana rha hO.kBaI saunanao maoM<br />
Aata ik iksaI Anya s)aana ka kiba`s)aana hI baoca idyaa gayaa hO ` AaOr Aba<br />
vahaM pr Aavaasa ivakasa kalaaonaI <strong>ko</strong> Gar bana rho hOM.masaIhI sampi
AnauyaaiyayaaoM kI saM#yaa BaI kma )aI ` AaOr takt t)aa Aaohdo <strong>ko</strong> Anausaar<br />
Sai@t BaI kma.ifr kao[- ]nakI saunanao vaalaa BaI nahIM )aa.masaIihyat AaOr<br />
masaIhI samaaja ka $p ibagaaD,nao vaalao mau#ya $p sao p`ban(ak hI )ao.imaSana<br />
kI rhI bacaI kaya-p`NaalaI eosao hI Ka} p`vaRi
pla toja haotI jaa rhI )aI.[saI baIca ]sakI saholaI vaInaU mauskratI hu[-<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> pasa Aa ga[-.Aato hI vah BaI ]saI <strong>ko</strong> pasa Aakr vahIM baOz ga[-.<br />
vaInaU ` naIlaU kI bacapna kI ima~ )aI ` AaOr vah BaI yahIM<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I kI [sa masaIhI bastI maoM rha krtI )aI.]saka Gar BaI naIlaU <strong>ko</strong><br />
ibalkula hI pD,aOsa maoM )aa.vaInaU [sa samaya ha[- skUla kI Ca~a )aI.<br />
" Aaja A<strong>ko</strong>lao A<strong>ko</strong>lao bagaIcao maoM pZ,a[- kOsaI cala rhI hO " vaInaU nao naIlaU<br />
kI mauKmaud`a kao gaaOr sao inaharto huyao kha.<br />
" yaUM hI.saaocaa ik pZ,a[- <strong>ko</strong> saa)a saa)a (aUp BaI lao laUMgaI ` [saIilayao yahaM<br />
Aakr baOz ga[- )aI."<br />
" @yaa pZ, rhI hao "<br />
" vanaspit iva&ana." naIlaU nao pustk idKato huyao kha tao vaInaU baaolaI `<br />
" maOM doK saktI hUM yao pustk "<br />
" haM haM @yaaoM nahIM." yao kh kr naIlaU nao pustk vaInaU kI trf baZ,a dI.<br />
tba vaInaU nao jaOsao hI pustk kao Kaola kr doKnaa caaha tao turnt<br />
hI ek tsvaIr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Andr sao inakla kr BaUima kI hrI Gaasa pr igar<br />
pD,I.naIlaU ]sa tsvaIr kao ]za patI [sasao phlao hI vaInaU nao ]sao ]za<br />
ilayaa.ifr ]sao doKto hI na jaanao vaInaU kao @yaa huAa ik ]sa<strong>ko</strong> caohro <strong>ko</strong><br />
Baava badlato dor BaI nahI lagaI.eosaa lagaa ik jaOsao ]sa faoTao kao doKnao hI<br />
Bar sao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> mauMh ka svaad ibagaD, gayaa )aa.turnt hI ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM<br />
laala laala Daoro AaOr mauK pr nafrt <strong>ko</strong> AMgaaro sao jalanao lagao.naIlaU nao jaba<br />
]sakI [sa badlaI hu[- maud`a kao doKa tao caaOMk ga[-.ifr na jaanao @yaa<br />
saaocatI hu[- vah vaInaU sao baaolaI ik `<br />
" laa mauJao do yao tsvaIr."<br />
" !! "<br />
tba vaInaU nao gaMBaIr haoto huyao ` faoTao naIlaU kI trf baZ,akr<br />
]sakI AaMKaoM maoM JaaMkto huyao ek saMSaya sao kha ik `<br />
" ek baat pUCMU maOM "<br />
" @yaa "<br />
" [sa kmaInao kI faoTao torI iktaba maoM kOsao Aa ga[-."<br />
" eo , , , ,ja,ra haoSa maoM.kOsao baaolatI hO tU [sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao " naIlaU nao vaInaU kao<br />
]sa tsvaIr <strong>ko</strong> p`it Anauicat sambaao(ana <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM jaOsao Taok idyaa.<br />
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[sa pr vaInaU xaNa Bar kao caup hao ga[-.]sanao kha tao kuC nahIM `<br />
magar vah maaOna haokr naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> caohro <strong>ko</strong> Baava pZ,nao ka p`yaasa krnao<br />
lagaI.ifr )aaoD,I dor <strong>ko</strong> pScaat naIlaU hI nao baat Aagao baZ,a[-.vah baaolaI ``<br />
" khIM sao BaI Aa[- ` tU @yaaoM jaaMca pD,tala krnao lagaI "<br />
" matlaba hO tBaI tao pUC rhI hUM maOM."<br />
" @yaa matlaba hO " naIlaU nao ]sao BaodBaro ZMga sao doKto huyao kha.<br />
" yahI ik toro pasa yao faoTao @yaaoM hO." vaInaU nao pUCa.<br />
" Aro jaaihr hO ik ` kao[- tao karNa haogaa hI.AcCI lagatI haogaI.laoikna<br />
tU @yaa [sao jaanatI hO "<br />
" jaanatI hI nahIM ` KUba AcCI trh sao phcaanatI BaI hUM maOM."<br />
" Agar jaanatI hO tao bata do ik kaOna hO yao."<br />
" ASvanaI BaTnaagar."<br />
" "<br />
tsvaIr vaalao ka vaastivak naama vaInaU <strong>ko</strong> haozaoM sao sauna kr naIlaU<br />
pla Bar kao AaScaya- sao gaD, ga[-.[sa p`kar ik jaOsao saamanao baOzo huyao iksaI<br />
roKa pZ,nao vaalao pMiDt nao ]saka ha)a doKto huyao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> BaUtkala kI iksaI<br />
caaorI ka hala sahI sahI bata idyaa hao.<br />
" tuJao maalauma hO ik yao kOsaa AaOr iksa jaait ka laD,ka hO " vaInaU nao<br />
naIlaU ka idla ifr kurodnaa caaha.<br />
" haM ` jaanatI hUM.bahut hI AcCa AaOr pOsao vaalaa laD,ka hO yao." naIlaU<br />
jaOsao khIM bahut dUr #yaalaaoM maoM KaotI hu[- baaolaI.<br />
" !! " naIlaU kI [sa baat pr vaInaU nao ]sao gaaOr sao doKa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> caohro <strong>ko</strong><br />
BaavaaoM kao ZMga sao pZ,naa caaha.ifr ek BaodBaro ZMga sao inahartI hu[- vah<br />
]sasao baaolaI ik `<br />
" torI psaMd @yaa hr maihnao badlaa krtI hO "<br />
KamaaoSaI.naIlaU baaolaI tao kuC nahIM <strong>ko</strong>vala ]sakI inagaahaoM sao ApnaI naja,roM<br />
imalaatI hu[- <strong>ko</strong>vala hl<strong>ko</strong> sao mauskra kr rh ga[-.<br />
" maOM gaMBaIrta sao pUC rhIM hUM tuJasao yao saba.maja,ak maoM ]D,a donao vaalaI baat<br />
nahIM hO yao." vaInaU nao ifr kha tao naIlaU jaOsao laaprvaahI sao baaolaI ik `<br />
" Aro CaoD, na.yahI tao idna hOM caar AMiKyaaM kr<strong>ko</strong> iksaI <strong>ko</strong> haoSa ]D,a<br />
donao <strong>ko</strong>."<br />
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" [saka matlaba hO ik tU kBaI BaI iksaI ek pr is)ar nahIM rh saktI<br />
hO.phlao raja ` ASaaok ` dSaI- ` ixaitja AaOr Aba yao , ,, , , ,!, ca@kr @yaa hO<br />
yao saba "<br />
" vaInaU , , , , ,! kBaI tao maoro pxa maoM BaI baat kr ilayaa kr." naIlaU nao jaOsao<br />
proSaana haoto huyao kha.<br />
" zIk kh rhI hUM maOM.[sa<strong>ko</strong> Alaavaa AaOr maOM kh BaI @yaa saktI hUM.basa<br />
maOM [tnaa hI Aagaah kr saktI hUM ik tU ijasakao ija,gar ka TukD,a samaJa<br />
kr Apnao idla sao icapkayao huyao hO ` vah kao[- bahut hI Ktrnaak saaMp<br />
hO.eosaa saaMp ik jaao tuJakao Dsaogaa nahIM ` bailk tora saara kuC laUT kr<br />
Baaga jaayaogaa."<br />
" vaInaU ` bagaOr iksaI <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM jaanao huyao tuJao eosao nahIM khnaa caaihyao."<br />
naIlaU jaOsao naaraja, saI hao ga[-.<br />
" baura laga gayaa haogaa tuJao.laoikna (yaana rKnaa ik tU ek masaIhI laD,kI<br />
haokr iksaI ihndU laD,<strong>ko</strong> ka sahara ZUMZ, rhI hO.prmaoSvar tuJao kBaI BaI<br />
maa^f nahIM krogaa."<br />
" ihndU hO tao @yaa huAa.maOM ]sao masaIhI banaa laUMgaI." naIlaU nao jaOsao kao[-<br />
sapnaa doKa.<br />
" hUM.tU @yaa ]sao masaIhI banaayaogaI.tuJao Kud phlao masaIhI bananao kI<br />
AavaSyakta hO." vaInaU inaila-Pt Baava sao baaolaI.<br />
" haM ` Aba tU caaho kuC BaI kh lao.vaOsao maOM [tnaa AvaSya hI khUMgaI ik<br />
Apnao iËiScayana laD,<strong>ko</strong> BaI pZ,o ilaKo AaOr AmaIr nahIM haoto hOM." naIlaU nao<br />
Ap`%yaxa taOr pr ASvanaI kI tarIf kI tao vaInaU jaOsao ibafrto huyao ]sasao<br />
baaolaI ik `<br />
" naIlaU phlao ApnaI band AaMK kI p+I Kaolanao ka p`ya%na kr ` tba baad<br />
maoM iksaI dUsaro kI AaMKaoM <strong>ko</strong> itna<strong>ko</strong> kI iSakayat krnaa.toro isar pr ifr<br />
iksaI <strong>ko</strong> Pyaar ka BaUt caZ,a baOza hO.tuJao ABaI idKa[- BaI @yaa do sakta<br />
hO." vaInaU ka maUMD jaOsao ifr Kraba hao gayaa )aa.<br />
" tU AaiKrkar khnaa @yaa caahtI hO " naIlaU nao vaInaU kao [sa p`kar sao<br />
badlato tovaraoM <strong>ko</strong> ma(ya baat krto doKa tao pUC hI ilayaa.<br />
" ek ihndU laD,<strong>ko</strong> <strong>ko</strong> saa)a iksaI masaIhI laD,kI ka [sa trh sao maola jaaola<br />
AaOr ifr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a ivavaah Aaid <strong>ko</strong> sapnao doKnaa ` prmaoSvar kI naja,raoM maoM<br />
sarasar pap khlaata hO."<br />
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" laoikna maOM pap khaM kr rhI hUM.maOM tao ek ihndU laD,<strong>ko</strong> kao bacaa rhI<br />
hUM.SaadI kr<strong>ko</strong> ` ]sao [-saa[- banaa laUMgaI." naIlaU nao kha tao vaInaU Apnaa baura<br />
saa mauMh banaato huyao ]sasao baaolaI ik `<br />
" hUM.tUnao yaid yao baat iksaI AaOr laD,<strong>ko</strong> <strong>ko</strong> ilayao khI haotI tao Saayad<br />
ek baar kao maOM tora ivaSvaasa BaI kr laotI.magar ASvanaI , , , , ]sao tao maOM<br />
AcCI trh sao jaanatI hUM.vah tora saba kuC na CIna kr lao jaayao AaOr tuJao<br />
khIM ka BaI nahIM CaoD,ogaa tao tU mauJao vaInaU nahIM ` kuC AaOr kh donaa."<br />
vaInaU nao ApnaI %yaaOiryaaM caZ,akr yao Sabd kho tao naIlaU jaOsao<br />
]sakI trf sao naaraja haotI hu[- ]sao ek Tk GaUrtI rh ga[-.kuC baaola<br />
BaI nahIM sakI vah.baD,I dor tk caup hI banaI rhI.saa)a hI ibalkula<br />
KamaaoSa BaI.<br />
tba daonaaoM sahoilayaaoM maoM kafI dor kI cauPpI <strong>ko</strong> pScaat vaInaU nao hI<br />
Aapsa <strong>ko</strong> ma(ya Ca[- maUkta kao taoD,a.vah baaolaI ik `<br />
" Aba @yaa saaocanao lagaI tU "<br />
" yahI ik tU maorI saholaI haokr BaI maorI psaMd sao jala ]zI."<br />
" maOM kao[- nahIM jalanao lagaI.maorI baat kao gaaOr sao sauna.ek baar kao <strong>ko</strong>vala<br />
ASvanaI hI torI mau#ya psand hao saktI hO ` laoikna ASvanaI kI mau#ya psand<br />
tU A<strong>ko</strong>laI kBaI BaI nahIM hao saktI hO.maorI [sa baat kao tU hmaoSaa yaad<br />
rKnaa."<br />
" tU <strong>ko</strong>vala ASvanaI <strong>ko</strong> hI pICo @yaaoM pD, kr rh ga[- hO " naIlaU sao<br />
jaba nahIM rha gayaa tao ]sanao ek sandoh <strong>ko</strong> saa)a vaInaU sao pUC hI ilayaa.<br />
" [sailayao ik maOM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> svaBaava kao Aaja sao nahIM bailk ]na idnaaoM sao<br />
jaanatI hUM ` jaba ik vah maoro Baa[- <strong>ko</strong> saa)a pZ,a krta )aa ` AaOr [saI bahanao<br />
kBaI kBaI maoro Gar Aa jaayaa krta )aa.vah tao baar baar fola haota rha hO<br />
[saI karNa Aaja toro saa)a BaI ek hI kxaa maoM pZ, rha hO."<br />
" [saka matlaba tU ]sao tao jaanatI hI hO."<br />
" haM."<br />
" AaOr tU yao BaI jaanatI haogaI ik naIlaU nao Aaja tk iktnaaoM sao saccaa Pyaar<br />
ikyaa hO." naIlaU nao jaba baat ka $K badlaa tao vaInaU nao turnt hI ]
" tba kI tba doKI jaayaogaI.yahI tao idna hOM maaOja AaOr mastI maarnao <strong>ko</strong>."<br />
naIlaU laaprvaahI sao baaolaI tao vaInaU nao ifr sao ]sakao samaJaanaa caaha.]sanao<br />
kha ik `<br />
" doK naIlaU ` ABaI tU hrok sao yahI naaTk krtI rho.raojaanaa hI ek sao<br />
ek nayao laD,<strong>ko</strong> sao Apnao vaado daohratI rho.laoikna ifr jaba ek idna saaro<br />
<strong>ko</strong> saaro eki~t haokr tuJasao Apnaa tkajaa kroMgao tba tU @yaa krogaI.tUnao<br />
[sa<strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM BaI kuC saaocaa hO @yaa "<br />
" AcCa Aba basa kr tU.)aaoD,I dor kao caup BaI hao jaa.bahut hao<br />
gayaa.baat AaOr vaatavarNa kao gaMBaIr mat banaa." naIlaU nao kha tao vaInaU nao<br />
jaOsao Apnao hi)ayaar Dalato huyao kha ik `<br />
" zIk hO.jaOsaI torI majaI- AaOr jaOsaa tU saaocao."<br />
[sa<strong>ko</strong> baad iksaI nao BaI kuC nahIM kha.daonaaoM hI caup banaI<br />
rhIM.kuCok plaaoM tk daonaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ma(ya KamaaoSaI ek tIsaro bajaUd <strong>ko</strong> samaana<br />
]na<strong>ko</strong> mana <strong>ko</strong> BaavaaoM kao caupcaap inahartI rhI.[sa baIca saUya- kafI kuC<br />
}pr tk Aa gayaa )aa.]sakI majabaUt haotI hu[- riSmayaaoM ka p`Baava<br />
vaatavarNa kI saarI rat kI nama,I kao saaoK, caukI )aIM.p`bala haotI hu[- (aUp<br />
Aba SarIraoM kao kaTnao ka p`yaasa kr ]zI )aI.<br />
daonaaoM hI saiKyaaM ABaI tk maaOna )aIM.iksaI nao BaI ` kao[- BaI baat<br />
ABaI tk AarMBa nahIM kI )aI.daonaaoM <strong>ko</strong> qdyaaoM maoM Apnao Apnao p`kar <strong>ko</strong><br />
p`Sna )ao.ivaiBanna ivacaar )ao.yaid doKa jaayao tao daonaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ivacaaraoM AaOr<br />
qdya kI BaavanaaAaoM maoM iktnaI Ai(ak Asamaanata )aI.iksakdr ]namaoM<br />
dUiryaaM )aIM.iktnaa Ai(ak vao ek dUsaro kI (aarNaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong> ivaprIt<br />
)aIM.ek prmaoSvar sao ibanaa iksaI BaI Baya <strong>ko</strong> dUr AaOr dUr tk BaagaI jaa<br />
rhI )aI ` tao dUsarI ]saI kao [-Svar <strong>ko</strong> A)aah Pyaar ` ]sakI dyaa ` kRpa `<br />
]sakI bahutorI AaSaIYaaoM t)aa ]sa<strong>ko</strong> mahana Pyaar ka vaasta dokr ]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
krIba laanao ka ek Asafla p`yaasa kr rhI )aI.<br />
maanava jaIvana kI ApoxaayaoM va Aas)aayaoM yaid Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> Apnao<br />
banaayao huyao maagaao-M <strong>ko</strong> saa)a calanao lagatI tao vah maMijala ijasakI [Msaana Apnao<br />
idla maoM ek tsvaIr banaa kr p`aPt krnao kI [cCa rKta hO ` iktnaI hI<br />
saundr haotI ; [saka AMdajaa nahIM lagaayaa jaa sakta hO.magar [Msaana krta<br />
tao vahI hO ijasakI prmaoSvar nao sada manaahI kI hO ` bagaOr [sa Baya <strong>ko</strong> ik `<br />
manauYya <strong>ko</strong> ikyao gayao kamaaoM ka ek ek ihsaaba ]sa<strong>ko</strong> svaMya <strong>ko</strong> ]sa Kato maoM<br />
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ilaKa jaa rha hO ` ik ijasaka ek idna ]sao ihsaaba BaI donaa hO.yaid<br />
manauYya yao saaocao ik yao saca nahIM hO tao ifr saca vah BaI nahIM hO ik ijasakI<br />
[Msaana baD,I baD,I baD,a[yaaM ikyao ifrta hO.manauYya <strong>ko</strong> Apnao ha)aaoM <strong>ko</strong> Wara<br />
banaayao huyao basaoro AaOr GaraoMdo [sa naaSamaana saMsaar sao ek na ek idna Zh hI<br />
jaanao hOM; [Msaana [tnaa tao ivaSvaasa krta hO ` magar Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> GaraoMdo yaid banato<br />
BaI hOM tao <strong>ko</strong>vala TUTnao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao hI ` [sa saccaa[- <strong>ko</strong> AaMkD,o duinayaaM maoM sabasao<br />
Ai(ak hOM.yao baat BaI sapnao doKnao vaalao kao saaocanaI tao caaihyao hI.<br />
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samaya lagaatar baZ,ta rha.masaIha masaIihyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> samaaja maoM ibakta<br />
rha.]sakI ]pasanaa t)aa ]sa pr [-maana rKnao vaalao hI ]sakI baaoilayaaM<br />
lagaato rho.yao saba Baro samaaja AaOr saMsaar maoM bao(aD,k calata hI rha t)aa<br />
saa)a hI naIlaU AaOr ASvanaI <strong>ko</strong> baomaola Pyaar kI gaaD,I ka pihyaa [Sk kI<br />
banaa[- hu[- AM(aI rahaoM pr baothaSaa Baagata rha.[sa p`kar samaya baZ,to<br />
baZ,to kafI idna hao jaato hOM.k[- hFto ` k[- maah ` lagaBaga ek vaYa- yaUM hI<br />
vyatIt hao jaata hO.<br />
ixaitja kao ifraojapur gayao huyao ek vaYa- sao BaI Ai(ak hao cauka<br />
)aa.vah Apnao baUZ,o maaM baap kI sahayata krta rha.]nhoM samaya pr pOsaa<br />
Baojata rha ` taik ]nakI AavaSyaktayaoM pUrI haotI rhoM.magar saaMvatbaaD,I<br />
Aanao ka ]saka ek baar BaI mana nahIM hao saka.haMlaaik ]sa<strong>ko</strong> maaM baap<br />
daonaaoM hI nao ]sasao iktnaI hI baar kha haogaa ` laoikna vah ifr BaI nahIM<br />
Aayaa.]sao baD,o idna pr baulaayaa tao vah Kud hI Tala gayaa.[-sTr Aayaa<br />
tao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> maata ipta nao ek ]mmaId ]sasao lagaa[- ik Saayad laD,ka [sa<br />
baar imalanao kao Aa jaayao ` magar vah ifr BaI nahIM Aayaa.Aanao ka ]saka<br />
ek baar BaI mana nahIM huAa.naIlaU kI baovafa[- AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> naaTkIya Pyaar<br />
kI hrktaoM nao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla kI gahra[yaaoM maoM vah Alagaava AaOr A$ica kI<br />
Baavanaa ]%pnna kr dI )aI ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> karNa ]sakao saara saaMvatbaaD,I hI<br />
baovafa naja,r Aanao lagaa )aa.yahaM kI hvaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong> spSa- maa~ sao hI ]saka<br />
dma saa GauTnao lagata )aa.<br />
[tnao Arsao <strong>ko</strong> Antrala maoM naIlaU ixaitja kao ibalkula hI Apnao<br />
idla sao inakala caukI )aI.ASvanaI <strong>ko</strong> saharo calato huyao vah ]sa<strong>ko</strong> bahut hI<br />
krIba Aa caukI )aI.[tnaa krIba ik jahaM pr Aakr ifr ]saka vaapsa<br />
laaOTnao ka kao[- BaI [rada nahIM banata )aa.jaba eosaa )aa tao ifr eosaI<br />
is)ait maoM vah iksa p`kar ixaitja kao Apnao pasa rK saktI )aI.]sasao<br />
matlaba BaI @yaaoM kr haota.yao tao saca hO ik naarI kao tao sada hI ek na<br />
ek saharo kI ja$rt rhI hO.AaOr yao sahara naIlaU kao Aba ASvanaI sao<br />
p`aPt haonao lagaa )aa.haMlaaik ` naIlaU nao ixaitja kao ek p`kar sao Apnao<br />
idla sao sada <strong>ko</strong> ilayao inakala tao idyaa )aa ` magar ifr BaI ]sakao samaya<br />
samaya pr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> p~ barabar imalato rhto )ao.]sa<strong>ko</strong> [na p~aoM maoM Ai(aktr<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao ek tD,p hI haotI.ek Anakha Pyaar basaa rhta.saa)a hI<br />
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naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saundr BaivaYya kI SauBakamanaayaoM BaI haotI.saao yao )aa<br />
ixaitja AaOr ]saka Pyaar.]sa<strong>ko</strong> TUTo idla kI BaavanaaAaoM ka hala ik<br />
ijasakao ek maanavaI <strong>ko</strong> s)aana pr dovaI jaanakr ]sakI saccao qdya sao<br />
]pasanaa kr rha )aa ` ]saI <strong>ko</strong> idla maoM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> p`it tinak BaI s)aana baakI<br />
nahIM bacaa )aa.vah tao iksaI gaOr kI duinayaaM sajaanao maoM jaOsao pUrI trh sao<br />
vyast hao caukI )aI.vyast hao caukI )aI ` mana ` Aa%maa AaOr kma- sao BaI.<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I kI masaIhI bastI <strong>ko</strong> hala BaI kafI kuC badla cau<strong>ko</strong><br />
)ao.masaIhI sampi
AaMKoM for laIM )aIM.ijasa masaIihyat Baro maahaOla maoM kBaI prmaoSvar kI<br />
Aara(anaa AaOr stuit <strong>ko</strong> svar gaUMjaa krto )ao ` vahIM Aba gaOr masaIihyaaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
banao huyao maindraoM maoM AartI <strong>ko</strong> kIt-na haonao lagao )ao.ijana tndUraoM AaOr Kanaa<br />
banaanao vaalaI jagahaoM pr jaba kBaI masaIhI knvaoMnSanaaoM maoM Aayao huyao p`Bau <strong>ko</strong><br />
AnauyaaiyayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Baaojana pka krta )aa ` vahIM Aba Saama haoto hI ]llaU<br />
baaolato AaOr AbaabaIlaoM icapknao lagaIM )aIM.<br />
yahUda dasa nao imaSana kI sampi
TUT cauka )aa.ifr TUTta BaI @yaaoM nahIM.vah Gar ` vah klaIisayaayaoM ijanakao<br />
]nhaoMnao Apnaa saara jaIvana dokr palaa )aa ` ]nakI idna rat doK Baala kI<br />
)aI AaOr ijasakao ek trh sao ]nhaoMnao ek bahut baD,I kImat cauka kr<br />
KrIda )aa ` Apnao jaIvana kao samaip-t kr<strong>ko</strong> ]nhaoMnao masaIh kI klaIisayaayaoM<br />
banaa[- )aIM; jaba vao hI ek idna ]na<strong>ko</strong> saamanao barbaad haonao lagao tao duK tao<br />
haonaa hI )aa.idla tao TUTnaa hI )aa.Apnao masaIha kao vao ApnaI hI AaMKaoM<br />
<strong>ko</strong> saamanao ibakta huAa doK rho )ao ` mana kI BaavanaaAaoM kao zosa tao laganaI<br />
hI )aI.Apnao hI ha)aaoM <strong>ko</strong> Wara basaayaa huAa Gar ` ]jaaD, AaOr manahUsa<br />
kamanaaAaoM ka kÔna tOyaar kr rha )aa ` tao eosao maoM @yaaoM nahIM ifr ]naka<br />
idla TUTta AaOr duKta <br />
Apnao prmaoSvar sao BaT<strong>ko</strong> huyao laaoga ]nakI hI AaSaaAaoM AaOr<br />
AiBalaaYaaAaoM ka galaa GaaoMT kr SaOtana kI manaaokamanaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong> icaraga raoSana<br />
kr rho )ao.duK tao haonaa hI )aa.dd- AaOr sadmaa BaI ]nhIM kao Jaolanaa<br />
)aa.Saayad yahI SaOtana hO.SaOtana <strong>ko</strong> kaya- hOM ik vah prmaoSvar <strong>ko</strong> kayaao-M maoM<br />
hr pla baa(aa bana kr KD,a hao jaata hO.manauYya kI pla pla maoM prIxaayaoM<br />
laota rhta hO.]sao hr xaNa Barmaanao <strong>ko</strong> p`yaasa maoM lagaa rhta hO.AaOr manauYya<br />
BaI [na prIxaaAaoM maoM igar AaOr fMsa kr Apnao prmaoSvar sao dUr BaTk jaata<br />
hO.dUr haota calaa jaata hO.dUr hao jaata hO tao ifr vah khIM ka BaI nahIM<br />
rh pata hO.magar ifr BaI laaoga prmaoSvar <strong>ko</strong> BaodaoM kao jaana nahIM pato<br />
hOM.AaOr pta nahIM prmaoSvar kI BaI eosaI kaOna saI rIit hO ik jaao manauYya<br />
saaocata AaOr ivacaarta hO ` vah kBaI BaI nahIM hao pata hO ` AaOr ijanakao<br />
manauYya jaaoD,naa caahta hO vah kBaI nahIM baM(a pata hO.ijasakI kBaI klpnaa<br />
BaI nahIM krta hO vahI tsvaIroM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saamanao hI Aakr caknaacaUr hao jaayaa<br />
krtI hOM.Saayad yahI iva(aata hO.saRiYT ka iva(aana hO.manauYya <strong>ko</strong> banaayao<br />
AaOr saMjaaoyao huyao sapnaaoM ka saar hO ik vao caTkto tba hOM jaba ik manauYya<br />
ApnaI ]mmaIdaoM AaOr Apnao bala p`yaasa pr gava- krnao lagata hO.<br />
naa)a- [MiDyaa isanaD maoM Aba tk na jaanao iktnao hI yahUda AaOr<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> laalacaKaor caolao pOda hao gayao )ao.na jaanao iktnao hI hr pla pOda haoto<br />
jaa rho )ao.yao eosao masaIh <strong>ko</strong> kamaaoM kI AaD, maoM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Ba@t )ao ik jaOsaa BaI<br />
]nhoM Avasar imalata )aa vao bagaOr kao[- caUk ikyao huyao Apnao masaIha kI<br />
naIlaamaI krnao sao baaja nahIM Aato )ao.Apnao masaIha ` Apnao prmaoSvar kao baoca<br />
rho )ao.pla pla maoM hr raoja, hI ]sakI khIM na khIM na[- na[- baaoilayaaM<br />
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lagaa[- jaatI )aIM.nayao nayao KrIdar Aato )ao.f$Kabaad ` maOnapurI Aagara `<br />
[Tavaa ` saItapur ` laKImapur AaOr SaahjahaMpur , , , ,, , kaOna saa ]
Acaanak hI caca- kI GaMiTyaaoM nao tD,p tD,p kr Apnaa ddI-laa<br />
saMgaIt vaatavarNa maoM ibaKornaa AarMBa ikyaa tao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a hI saaMvatbaaD,I<br />
kI masaIhI bastI ka maahaOla BaI jaOsao isasaknao lagaa.[sa p`kar ik ]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
saa)a hI hvaayaoM BaI rao pD,IM.caca- kI GaMiTyaaM )ama )ama kr [sa p`kar baja<br />
rhIM )aIM ik jaOsao vao BaI iksaI Apar duK <strong>ko</strong> karNa Apnaa dma taoD, donaa<br />
caahtI haoM.[sa samaya samast masaIhI bastI maoM K,amaaoSaI Ca[- hu[- )aI.hr<br />
jagah maaOna )aa.hrok caPpa Aaja jaOsao jaI Bar <strong>ko</strong> rao donaa caahta<br />
)aa.rivavaar ka idna )aa.saM(yaa <strong>ko</strong> lagaBaga caar baja rho )ao.magar masaIhI<br />
bastI <strong>ko</strong> saaro laaoga Aaja caca- kI [baadt maoM na jaakr khIM dUsaro s)aana maoM<br />
jaakr KD,o hao gayao )ao.caca- [maart <strong>ko</strong> zIk pICo banao huyao AMgao`jaaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
puratna kiba`s)aana <strong>ko</strong> saUnao p`acaIr maoM saba hI jaOsao ]daisayaaoM AaOr naakaimayaaoM<br />
ka baut bana gayao )ao.Jau<strong>ko</strong> Jau<strong>ko</strong> AaOr mauMh laTkayao huyao caohro ` ABaI BaI naIcao<br />
(artI kI hI trf doKo jaa rho )ao.saba hI <strong>ko</strong> caohraoM pr duK AaOr ivaYaad<br />
kI banaI hu[- kalaI roKayaoM [sa baat kI saUcak )aIM ik Aaja ifr ]naka<br />
kao[- ip`yajana [sa (artI <strong>ko</strong> saMsaar sao naata taoD, kr hmaoSaa <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]sa<br />
Anant jaIvana p)a kI rahaoM pr kUca kr gayaa hO ik jahaM pr jaakr ifr<br />
kBaI BaI kao[- vaapsa nahIM laaOTa hO.Aaja ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> baUZ,o ipta saaMvatbaaD,I<br />
kI saarI masaIhI bastI <strong>ko</strong> vaaisayaaoM kao dd- ka gaIt dokr ` ]nasao sada <strong>ko</strong><br />
ilayao naata taoD, kr Apnao dUsaro doSa kao calao gayao )ao.]sa doSa kao ik<br />
ijasaka byaana <strong>ko</strong>vala (ama-Saas~aoM AaOr kuCok iktabaaoM maoM hI imalaa krta hO `<br />
magar doKa iksaI nao BaI nahIM haota hO.AaOr jaao doKnao jaato BaI hOM vao ]saka<br />
vaNa-na krnao kBaI BaI dubaara [sa (artI pr nahIM Aayaa krto hOM.<br />
KD,o huyao masaIhI laaogaaoM kI hrok AaMKaoM maoM duK AaOr dd- <strong>ko</strong><br />
<strong>AaMsaU</strong> zhro huyao )ao.ixaitja BaI ApnaI A<strong>ko</strong>laI maaM <strong>ko</strong> saa)a KD,a huAa Apnao<br />
ipta <strong>ko</strong> [sa AMitma najaaro kao caupcaap doK rha )aa.vah Aaja hI<br />
ifraojapur sao vaapsa Aayaa )aa.naIlaU BaI ek Aaor KD,I hu[- )aI.ibalkula<br />
hI caup AaOr K,amaaoSa.manauYyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> Gaoro maoM KD,I hu[- hrok dRiYT ]sa kalao<br />
tabaUt kao doK rhI )aI jaao ik Aba )aaoD,I hI dor maoM ]nasao sada <strong>ko</strong> ilayao<br />
ivada kr idyaa jaayaogaa ` t)aa ijasa<strong>ko</strong> Andr ]naka kao[- ip`yajana Aaja<br />
Anant doSa kI yaa~a pr calaa gayaa )aa.calaa gayaa )aa ` ]na sabakao raota<br />
AaOr ibalaKta huAa CaoD, kr.sada <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ApnaI ]pis)ait AaOr bajaUd<br />
sao A<strong>ko</strong>laa banaa kr.ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> baUZ,o ipta dInaanaa)a '<strong>klavarI</strong>' Aaja<br />
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sacamauca hI saarI masaIhI bastI kao Apnaa AMitma namaskar kh kr sada <strong>ko</strong><br />
ilayao jaa cau<strong>ko</strong> )ao.<br />
rissayaaoM kI sahayata sao jaOsao hI tabaUt kao kba` maoM ]tara gayaa<br />
tao ek Aaor KD,o huyao ixaitja kI AaMKoM ifr Clak Aa[-M.vah ApnaI maaM<br />
sao ilapT kr fUT fUT kr rao pD,a.raota hI rha.baD,I dor tk.maaM nao BaI<br />
]sakao bahut Pyaar sao Apnao klaojao sao lagaa ilayaa.ixaitja raota rha.maaM<br />
BaI baD,o hI laaD, AaOr Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> saa)a ]sa<strong>ko</strong> isar pr Apnaa ha)a rKo rhI.<br />
vah Kud BaI raotI rhI.eosao duK Baro samaya kao doK kr ixaitja ka tao<br />
idla hI jaOsao fT jaanaa caahta )aa.svaMya ]sakI maaM kao BaI Apar duK<br />
)aa.prntu Apnao sao Ai(ak ixaitja kao tsallaI kI Ai(ak AavaSyakta<br />
)aI.[sailayao Apnao [klaaOto baoTo <strong>ko</strong> saamanao vao Ai(ak Saaok manaa kr Saayad<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> duK kao AaOr BaI Ai(ak nahIM baZ,anaa caahtI )aIM.ixaitja kao ]nhaoMnao<br />
ApnaI CatI sao lagaa ilayaa )aa.vah ]naka baoTa )aa.Apnaa hI<br />
r@t.klaojao ka TukD,a.jaaihr )aa ik ]sa<strong>ko</strong> hrok duK sauK maoM ]naka<br />
BaI barabar sao ihssaa )aa.ixaitja kao icapkayao huyao svaMya ]nakI BaI AaMKoM<br />
Bar Aa[-M )aIM.baD,I dor tk daonaaoM maaM AaOr baoTa [sa duKd vaatavarNa maoM<br />
Apnao <strong>AaMsaU</strong> bahato rho.ek Apnao pit <strong>ko</strong> ibaCuD, jaanao AaOr baoTo <strong>ko</strong> duK maoM<br />
tao dUsara Apnao ipta <strong>ko</strong> calao jaanao <strong>ko</strong> gama AaOr A<strong>ko</strong>laI rh ga[- maaM ka duK<br />
doK kr.Saayad yahI jaIvana hO.jaIvana ka Kola BaI ik manauYya jaba sao<br />
janma laota hO ` ApnaI ija,ndgaI <strong>ko</strong> Ai(akaMSa idna vah raonao AaOr duK manaanao<br />
maoM hI vyatIt kr dota hO.vah bahut kma hMsata hO ` AaOr ifr raota<br />
hO.saRiYT ka BaI inayama hO ik ` manauYya Aata hO.jaata hO.AaOr ifr khIM<br />
Kao jaata hO.sada <strong>ko</strong> ilayao.yao inayama tao saidyaaoM phlao BaI )aa.Aaja BaI hO<br />
` AaOr Saayad tba tk banaa rhogaa ` jaba tk ik [sa saMsaar ka AMt nahIM hao<br />
jaayaogaa.<br />
dÔna kI rsma pUrI hao ga[- tao ]dasa AaOr K,amaaoSa caohro caupcaap<br />
isar Jaukayao kiba`s)aana <strong>ko</strong> vaIrana AaOr saUnao p`acaIr sao (aIro (aIro vaapsa<br />
iKsaknao lagao.saba hI kI AaMKaoM maoM duK AaOr xaaoBa <strong>ko</strong> trsato huyao <strong>AaMsaU</strong><br />
)ao.idla maoM sada kao calao jaanao vaalao kI rhI bacaI smaRityaaM SaoYa )aIM.saca BaI<br />
hO ik manauYya <strong>ko</strong> [sa saMsaar sao hmaoSaa kao kUca kr jaanao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat jaanao<br />
vaalao kI <strong>ko</strong>vala yaadoM hI tao baca kr rh jaatI hOM.eosaI yaadoM ik ijanhoM laaoga<br />
daohrato hOM.daohrato hOM ` jaba BaI ]nakI kao[- baat iCD, jaatI hO.<br />
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duK AaOr dd- sao Baro huyao laT<strong>ko</strong> AaOr ]dasa caohro (aIro (aIro<br />
kiba`s)aana sao vaapsa laaOTo jaato )ao.magar iktnaa BaI (aIro vao @yaaoM na calato `<br />
yao fasalaa tao dUr haonaa hI )aa.hr dSaa maoM.vao jaanao vaalao kao pICo CaoD,to<br />
jaa rho )ao.<br />
ixaitja k[- idna Gar pr hI rha.saaMvatbaaD,I maoM.jaba tk ik<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla sao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ipta kI maR%yau ka duK saamaanya nahIM huAa ` vah khIM<br />
BaI nahIM jaa saka.vah Apnao Gar maoM hI jaOsao baMd rha.[na idnaaoM naIlaU ]sao<br />
caupcaap caaor naja,raoM sao doKtI.kuC saaocatI.ivacaar krtI ` magar ]saka<br />
BaI yao saahsa nahIM hao saka ik vah Kud eosaI duKd baolaa maoM ixaitja kao<br />
svaMya jaakr )aaoD,I bahut tsallaI do AatI.]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla ka dd- baaMTnao ka<br />
p`yaasa BaI krtI.vah maaOna AaOr caup hI banaI rhI.Saayad ]sakI [sa badlaI<br />
hu[- p`vaRi
<strong>ko</strong> saa)a GaUmatI ifr rhI )aI.]sakI AMtrMga saholaI BaTk rhI hO ` AaOr vah<br />
caahto huyao BaI ]sakI kao[- madd nahIM kr saktI )aI.<br />
ifr ek idna jaba Acaanak sao naIlaU kao yao doK kr AaScayahuAa<br />
ik ixaitja ]sakI saholaI vaInaU sao baat kr rha hO tao vah AaOr BaI<br />
Ai(ak AaScaya- AaOr ivasmaya sao gaD, ga[-.vah tao sapnao maoM BaI nahIM saaoca<br />
saktI )aI ik ixaitja vaInaU sao [sa p`kar baat BaI kr sakta hO ` @yaaoM ik<br />
]sanao Aaja tk ixaitja kao vaInaU tao @yaa bastI kI iksaI BaI laD,kI sao<br />
kBaI BaI baat krto nahIM doKa )aa.Kud Apnao baaro maoM BaI vah svaMya hI<br />
ixaitja kao Pyaar kI rahaoM pr KIMca kr laa[- )aI.vah tao yaMU BaI phlao hI<br />
sao bahut hI Ai(ak caup AaOr maaOna tibayat ka laD,ka )aa.<br />
prntu naIlaU kao Saayad nahIM maalauma )aa ik ixaitja vaInaU sao baat<br />
krnao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat ]sasao imalaI jaanakarI <strong>ko</strong> karNa vah AaOr BaI Ai(ak TUT<br />
gayaa )aa.vah AaOr BaI Ai(ak inaraSa AaOr K,amaaoSa hao gayaa )aa.[tnaa<br />
Ai(ak ik dao ek idnaaoM maoM ]sakI kayaa hI plaT ga[-.k[- k[- idnaaoM tk<br />
]sanao Saova hI nahIM ikyaa.caohro pr JaaiD,yaaoM samaana daZ,I baZ, Aa[-.AaMKaoM<br />
maoM duinayaaM jahana kI ]dasaI basato dor BaI nahIM lagaI.]saka svaas)ya BaI<br />
igarnao lagaa.gaala BaI Andr kI Aaor (aMsanao lagao.AaMKoM jaOsao saaOga,at maoM<br />
imalaI inaraSa kamanaaAaoM kI A)aI- kao saamanao pakr gaD\ZaoM maoM jaanao<br />
lagaIM.tba naIlaU kao samaJato dor nahIM lagaI ik vaInaU nao ]sakao ]sakI AaOr<br />
ASvanaI <strong>ko</strong> p`oma samban(aaoM <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM BalaI BaaMit vaaikÔ kra idyaa hO.saao<br />
baat BaI yahI )aI.ixaitja jaba tk saaMvatbaaD,I maoM rha ` tba tk naIlaU kI<br />
baovafa[- AaOr ipta kI maR%yau <strong>ko</strong> duK ka saayaa hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> }pr ek prCa[-<br />
<strong>ko</strong> samaana Cayaa rha.ek Aaor ipta ka ga,ma AaOr dUsarI trf naIlaU ka<br />
ivaCaoh ` daonaaoM hI ]sakao Gauna <strong>ko</strong> samaana BaItr hI BaItr Kanao lagao.vah pUrI<br />
trh sao dIvaanaa tao nahIM banaa ` bailk dIvaanaaoM samaana Apnao duK kao mahsaUsa<br />
AvaSya hI krnao lagaa.karNa ]sakI idnacayaa- hI badla ga[-.samaya Asamaya<br />
vah Kanaa Kata.khIM BaI yaid GaUmanao <strong>ko</strong> ]d\doSya sao inakla jaata tao ifr<br />
laaOTnao ka ]saka kao[- samaya hI nahIM haota.rat kao vah Ai(aktr baahr<br />
bastI <strong>ko</strong> maOdana maoM hI baOza rhta.baOza baOza vaatavarNa kI K,amaaoiSayaaoM sao<br />
Apnaa duKD,a raota rhta.magar vah yao nahIM jaanata )aa ik yahaM pr Aba<br />
]saka dd- pUCnao AaOr saunanao vaalaa kao[- nahIM )aa.yaUM BaI yao saaMvatbaaD,I<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao ddao-M ka BaMDar bana gayaa )aa.yahaM kI hrok vastu maoM ]sao<br />
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Alagaava kI gaM(a Aanao lagaI )aI.yahaM tk ik hrok saD,k ` p`%yaok galaI<br />
]sakao iksaI nark <strong>ko</strong> maaga- kI trf jaatI p`tIt haotI )aI.yahaM kI<br />
hvaaAaoM maoM ]sao Aba iksaI AjanabaIpna ka ehsaasa haonao lagaa )aa.ApnaaoM maoM<br />
BaI Aba prayaapna Jalaknao lagaa )aa.<br />
maaM nao jaba Apnao [klaaOto baoTo kI [sa p`kar sao badlatI dSaa<br />
doKI tao ]nakao BaI samaJato dor nahIM lagaI.naIlaU AaOr ]na<strong>ko</strong> laD,<strong>ko</strong> kI<br />
BaUtpUva- ima~ta va Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> ]zto gaItaoM kao vah Kud BaI kBaI gauja,ro idnaaoM maoM<br />
sauna caukI )aIM.saarI masaIhI bastI maoM kBaI ]na daonaaoM <strong>ko</strong> Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> cacao- huyao<br />
)ao.saao ipta kI maR%yau <strong>ko</strong> saa)a saa)a p`oimaka kI inaYzur baovafa[- ka sadmaa<br />
BaI Aba ]na<strong>ko</strong> baoTo ka caOna Kanao lagaa hO; saaoca kr hI vao icaintt haonao<br />
AaOr proSaana haonao lagaIM.ek hI laD,ka hO ]naka.pit ka BaI Aba kao[-<br />
saa)a nahIM rha hO.yao BaI yaid ha)a sao inakla gayaa tao ifr vao @yaa<br />
kroMgaI.]nhaoMnao yao BaI saaocaa ik ixaitja ijatnaa BaI SaIGa` hao sa<strong>ko</strong> yahaM sao<br />
calaa jaayao tao yahI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> iht maoM haogaa.yaid yahaM rha tao Gaula Gaula kr mar<br />
hI jaayaogaa.ifr jaba vah calaa jaayaogaa AaOr va@t jaba (aIro (aIro saba kuC<br />
saamaanya kr dogaa tao ifr vao kao[- BaI AcCI saI laD,kI doK kr ]saka<br />
ivavaah kr doMgaI.vao [tnaI AcCI AaOr saundr bahU Apnao laD,<strong>ko</strong> <strong>ko</strong> ilayao<br />
ZUMZ,oMgaI ik saarI masaIhI bastI maoM ]saka kao[- maola nahIM haogaa.tba ]naka<br />
ixaitja eosaI saundr AaOr saBya p%naI pakr ifr kBaI naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> Pyaar kao<br />
yaad BaI nahIM kr sa<strong>ko</strong>gaa.laoikna yao saba hao ]sasao phlao ixaitja kao yahaM<br />
sao iksaI BaI p`kar vaapsa ]sa<strong>ko</strong> kama pr Baojanaa hO.hr dSaa maoM; nahIM tao<br />
]naka baoTa hr pla mana hI mana Gaulata rhogaa.p`%yaok samaya kma haota<br />
rhogaa.Saayad p`it pla hI.AaOr [saI p`kar Gaulato Gaulato vah iksaI idna<br />
Apnao rho bacao Aist%va kao BaI naYT kr laogaa.<br />
ixaitja kI Cui+yaaM tao phlao hI samaaPt hao caukI )aIM.maaM <strong>ko</strong><br />
Pyaar t)aa ]na<strong>ko</strong> bahut samaJaanao AaOr Aaga`h <strong>ko</strong> ]prant vah ifr ek idna<br />
ifraojapur jaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao tOyaar hao gayaa.vah saa)a maoM ApnaI maaM kao BaI lao<br />
jaanaa caahta )aa ` prntu puratna ivacaaraoM AaOr pIiZ,yaaoM <strong>ko</strong> samaavaoSa maoM plaI<br />
]sakI maaM kao Apnao baoTo kI salaah gavaara na hao sakI.vao imaSana <strong>ko</strong> puranao<br />
AaOr xaINa Gar kao CaoD,naa nahIM caahtI )aIM.saaMvatbaaD,I kI [sa masaIhI<br />
bastI <strong>ko</strong> [sa puranao laala [-MT <strong>ko</strong> Gar maoM ]na<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana ka ek ivaSaoYa AaOr<br />
mah%vapUNa- ihssaa vyatIt huAa )aa.saao Apnao jaIvana kI AMitma saaMsaaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
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Aintma idnaaoM tk vao yahIM ` [saI Gar maoM gauja,arnaa caahtI )aIM.dUsara karNa<br />
]na<strong>ko</strong> pit kI kba` BaI yahIM )aIM ` Saayad mana <strong>ko</strong> iksaI kaonao maoM basaI yao<br />
(aarNaa ik marnao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat vao BaI Apnao pit <strong>ko</strong> saa)a ]na<strong>ko</strong> hI pOraoM maoM<br />
sada <strong>ko</strong> ilayao saaonaa caahtI )aIM.yao baat ]nhaoMnao Ap`%yaxa $p sao ixaitja<br />
tk phuMcaa BaI dI )aI.jaIvana kI saaMsaaoM ka Aba kao[- BaI Baraosaa nahIM<br />
)aa.kBaI BaI baulaavaa Aa sakta )aa.saao saba kuC yahI saaocato AaOr<br />
ivacaarto huyao ]nhaoMnao ixaitja sao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a calanao kao manaa kr idyaa<br />
)aa.tba ixaitja har maana kr ` ifr ek baar ifraojapur kao rvaanaa hao<br />
gayaa.Apnao idla sao Apnao ipta kI maR%yau ka dd- t)aa naIlaU kI baomaurbbat<br />
Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> vaadaoM ka Asar Apnao saa)a laokr ]sanao saaMvatbaaD,I kao ivada[- do<br />
dI.magar jaanao sao phlao vah naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ek p~ AvaSya hI ilaK kr `<br />
vaInaU <strong>ko</strong> ha)a maoM do gayaa )aa.tba vaInaU nao ijasa idna ixaitja ka p~ laakr<br />
naIlaU kao idyaa tao ]sao doK kr ifr ek baar ]saka idla (aD,k<br />
gayaa.(aD,knaaoM pr ja,aor pD, gayaa.[sa p`kar ik jaOsao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> mana maoM kao[-<br />
caaor hO ` AaOr kao[- ]sao baar baar [sa baat <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Aagaah kr rha<br />
hao.eosaa @yaaoM haota )aa.jaba BaI ]sao ixaitja ka kao[- BaI sandoSa yaa p~<br />
imalata )aa tao ]saka idla Anajaanao maoM hI (aD,knao lagata )aa.naIlaU svaMya<br />
BaI [saka karNa nahIM samaJa sakI )aI.]sanao ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> p~ kao Kaola kr<br />
pZ,naa AarMBa ikyaa ;<br />
' naIlaU,<br />
saaocata hUM ik ` AcCI hI haogaI.prmaoSvar tumakao sadOva<br />
hI KuSa rKo ` yahI maorI duAa hO.kla ifr tumharo Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> dd- kao Apnao<br />
saInao maoM caupcaap iCpa kr ifraojapur calaa jaa}Mgaa.saaocaa tao yahI )aa ik<br />
tumakao yao p~ na ilaKta ` prntu idla ka na jaanao kaOna saa irSta tumasao jauD,<br />
gayaa hO ` jaao eosaa caahto huyao BaI nahIM kr saka.tuma saaocatI haogaI ik maOM<br />
tumasao kao[- iSakayat k$Mgaa.mauJao tumasao iksaI baat ka kao[- iSakvaa<br />
haogaa.Saayad [saIilayao maoro papa kI maR%yau <strong>ko</strong> samaya pr BaI tuma mauJasao dao<br />
baatoM BaI krnao nahIM Aa sakIM mauJao tumharo baaro maoM saba kuC pta hO.Balaa<br />
maOM tumasao iSakayat krnao vaalaa haota BaI kaOna hUM mauJao tumasao tkajaa krnao<br />
ka @yaa Ai(akar hO yao tao qdya hO.mana kI psaMd hO.iksaI kao BaI `<br />
jaba BaI idla caahnao lagao.mana kI psand ka @yaa Baraosaa kBaI BaI badla<br />
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jaatI hO.tuma pUrI trh sao svatn~ hao.hr AadmaI Apnao ilayao Apnao s)aana<br />
pr Aajaad hO.caaho iksaI kao caahao.iksaI kao BaI Pyaar krao.tumharI<br />
majaI-.tumhara inaNa-ya.maOM raok Taok krnao vaalaa kaOna hUM vaOsao BaI idla kI<br />
psand ka @yaa izkanaa iksaI kI BaI inaja,I vaisayat yaa jaayadad tao<br />
haotI nahIM hO.iksaI kao BaI idla ` kBaI BaI caahnao lagao.ifr eosaI dSaa maoM `<br />
jaba ik vaInaU nao mauJakao saba kuC bata idyaa hO.maOM tumasao AaOr ]mmaId kr<br />
BaI @yaa sakta hUM.manauYya ka svaBaava hI eosaa hO ik ]sao badlato dor BaI<br />
@yaa lagatI hO.mauJao tumasao kao[- BaI iSakayat nahIM hO.duK hO tao <strong>ko</strong>vala [saI<br />
baat ka ik ` tuma mauJao rah-e-saÔr maoM Acaanak sao ibanaa karNa batayao<br />
AjanabaI bana ga[-M.jaba ik saa)a saa)a cala kr ApnaI maMijala ZUMZ,nao kI<br />
p`orNaa tumhIM nao mauJakao dI )aI.maOM tao ACUta )aa.Pyaar kI [na kaomala<br />
BaavanaaAaoM sao.tumhIM nao hsartaoM AaOr caahtaoM kI raga maoro idla kI kaomala<br />
BaavanaaAaoM maoM CoD, kr mauJao p`oma kI [na ma(aur laalasaaAaoM sao Avagat krayaa<br />
)aa.bagaOr [sa caotavanaI <strong>ko</strong> ik jaba Baavaukta <strong>ko</strong> Aa(aar pr banao huyao sapnao<br />
Acaanak hI caknaacaUr haoto hOM tao manauYya iksa p`kar Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> ibanaa jaIivat<br />
rh sakta hO.Saayad tumhoM tao [saka kao[- AnauBava haogaa nahIM.@yaaoMik tuma<br />
tao <strong>ko</strong>vala taoD,naa jaanatI hao.banaanao maoM kao[- vastu <strong>ko</strong> iktnaa samaya AaOr<br />
kBaI kBaI [Msaana ka pUra jaIvana tk laga jaata hO ` tuma tao [saka<br />
Anaumaana BaI nahIM kr saktI hao.kaSa: tuma maoro jaIvana maoM p`oma kI [sa<br />
AnauBaUit kI dstk donao kBaI BaI nahIM AatI.nahIM AatI tao iktnaa Balaa<br />
haota.<br />
iktnaa kD,vaa AaOr kzaor sa%ya hO ik ` nadI <strong>ko</strong> dao iknaaro<br />
saidyaaoM sao saa)a saa)a saÔr krto Aayao hOM ` prntu kBaI BaI ]naka imalana<br />
nahIM hao saka hO.imalato BaI hOM tao vao <strong>ko</strong>vala ek pula <strong>ko</strong> Wara hI.AaOr jaba<br />
tk vah pula bana kr tOyaar hao pata hO ` tba tk jaIvana kI saaMJa hao<br />
caukI haotI hO.ifr [sa Saama <strong>ko</strong> pScaat ` rai~ ka AM(akar.tuma tao saa)a<br />
hI nahIM calanaa caahtI hao.imalana kI baat tao bahut pICo rh jaatI<br />
hO.KOr!Aba maOM tumakao ifr kBaI BaI [sa p`kar sao proSaana nahIM k$Mgaa.naa<br />
hI kao[- p~ ilaKUMgaa.maOM yahaM sao jaa rha hUM.maorI kaoiSaSa BaI yahI rhogaI<br />
ik iksaI BaI p`kar sao tumakao Ait SaIGa` hI BaUla jaa}M.haMlaaik yao [tnaa<br />
Aasaana nahIM hO.magar kaoiSaSa tao manauYya krta hI hO.bagaOr [sa baat kao<br />
(yaana ikyao huyao ik vah safla haoyao yaa nahIM.vaOsao BaI Aba maoro pasa haogaa<br />
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BaI @yaa.<strong>ko</strong>vala tumharo A(aUro Pyaar kI baovafa[- <strong>ko</strong> dd- <strong>ko</strong> isavaa.saao [saI<br />
dd- <strong>ko</strong> saharo maOM ApnaI ]ma` pUrI krnao ka p`ya%na krta rhUMgaa.ijandgaI<br />
gauja,arnao ka tao kao[- p`Sna hI nahIM haota hO.<br />
tuma tao bahut BaagyaSaalaI hao ` jaao tumakao par lagaanao vaalaa maaMJaI<br />
imala gayaa hO.caaho kOsaa BaI AaOr iksaI BaI samaudaya ka @yaaoM na hao; tumharI<br />
jaIvana naOyaa tao par lagaa hI dogaa.maorI tumasao p`a)a-naa hO ik ` maoro baad<br />
ASvanaI kao [tnaa Ai(ak Pyaar donaa ik vah tumharo p`oma maoM DUba kr ` tumharo<br />
idla sao maorI rhI bacaI yaad kao BaI samaaPt kr do ` AaOr tuma kBaI BaI ifr<br />
mauJakao yaad kr<strong>ko</strong> ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Pyaar ka Apmaana mat krnaa.maorI SauBakamanaayaoM<br />
tumharo saa)a hOM.<br />
'tumharo baad' maoro jaIvana kI @yaa $proKa hao saktI hO ` [saka<br />
AaBaasa tao tuma svaMya BaI kr saktI hao.yaid tpsyaa krnao vaalao kao<br />
vardana kI AaSaa maoM Ea`ap imala jaayao tao ]sasao baZ, kr badnasaIba AaOr kaOna<br />
hao sakta hO maOMnao tumakao caaha.ek p`kar sao Pyaar kI hsartaoM kao idna<br />
rat sajaa sajaa kr tumharI pUjaa kI.hr idna tumharI AartI<br />
]tarI.tumakao bagaOr iksaI BaI svaa)a- <strong>ko</strong> Pyaar ikyaa.AaOr maoro [sa Pyaar ka<br />
p`itfla , , , , , , , tumharI baovafa[- , , , ,tumharI inaYzurta , , , , , ,yahI tao<br />
imalaa hO mauJakao saba yahI tao naja,ranaa hO maoro Pyaar ka tumharI Aaor sao.<br />
@yaaoMik maOM badnasaIba AaOr baura hUM.baura hI nahIM ` bailk ek ABaagaa<br />
BaI.tuma [sa baat kao KUba AcCI trh sao jaanatI hao ik maora jaIvana tumharo<br />
ha)aaoM maoM pD, kr Aba jaOsao khIM ka BaI nahIM rha hO.caahao tao [sao ifr sao<br />
banaa BaI saktI hao. nahIM tao 'tumharo baad' maOM p`ya%na k$Mgaa ik ApnaI<br />
ija,ndgaI <strong>ko</strong> maagaao-M pr ek Balaa [Msaana bana kr jaI sakUM.magar eosaa lagata<br />
nahIM hO ` @yaaoMik ek TUTa AaOr hara huAa [Msaana igarta Ai(ak hO AaOr<br />
saMBalata kma hI hO.maOM BaI tumharo Pyaar kI K,aoKlaI AaSaaAaoM kao Apnaa<br />
isar dd- banaa kr Aba tk TUTta hI Aayaa hUM.[saka karNa BaI Saayad<br />
yahI hao sakta hO ik ` tumanao mauJa jaOsaaoM kao taoD,naa hI saIKa hO ` banaanaa<br />
nahIM.maora #yaala hO ik yao BaI tumharI Aadt ka hI ek AMSa haogaa.<br />
ixaitja.'<br />
'ixaitja'.naIlaU p~ pZ,nao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat mana hI mana daohra ga[-.p~<br />
kao maaoD, kr ]sanao jaOsao hI Apnao kaoT kI jaoba maoM rKa tao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla maoM<br />
ek caaoT saI laga kr rh ga[-.AaMKaoM maoM ]dasaI Ca ga[-.turnt hI maistYk<br />
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maoM k[- trh <strong>ko</strong> p`Sna tIr bana kr idla kao Codnao lagao.ifr jaba ]sakI<br />
baocaOnaI AaOr mana kI pID,a Ai(ak baZ,I tao vah Apnao s)aana sao hT kr pasa<br />
hI <strong>ko</strong> Ganao Ama$daoM <strong>ko</strong> baaga maoM Aa ga[-.Aakr ek vaRxa <strong>ko</strong> naIcao baOz kr<br />
vah caupcaap saaro Aasa pasa <strong>ko</strong> vaatavarNa sao baoKbar haokr ixaitja <strong>ko</strong><br />
ilayao saaocanao lagaI.<br />
'ixaitja.' haM ` ixaitja hI.vah @yaaoM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pICo pD,a huAa<br />
hO.@yaaoM [tnaa Ai(ak ]sakao caahta hO.vah tao ]sakao ABaI tk BaUlaa<br />
BaI nahIM hO.Saayad BaUlaogaa BaI nahIM khIM vah ApnaI saarI ]ma` [saI p`kar<br />
sao ]sasao Apnao Pyaar ka tkajaa krta rha tba , , , , , tba @yaa haogaa <br />
tba vah @yaa ]sakao kao[- BaI ihsaaba do sa<strong>ko</strong>gaI yaid vah ]sa<strong>ko</strong> karNa<br />
ibagaD, gayaa.khIM yaid barbaad hao gayaa.tba @yaa haogaa ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ]jaaD,<br />
jaIvana kI saarI barbaaidyaaoM ka daoYa <strong>ko</strong>vala ]sa pr hI laga jaayaogaa.Saayad<br />
]sanao tao baokar hI [sa laD,<strong>ko</strong> <strong>ko</strong> saa)a Pyaar ka Kola Kolaa.Kola @yaa `<br />
ek eosaa vyaMga ik jaao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana ka ja,hr hI banata jaa rha<br />
hO.iktnaa ]dasa )aa vah.iksakdr TUTa TUTa AaOr )aka huAa naja,r Aa<br />
rha )aa vah.saa)a maoM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> papa kI maR%yau ka duK BaI. baocaara , , , ,!<br />
iktnaa Ai(ak ]dasa AaOr inaraSa haokr gayaa hO vah yahaM sao.maOMnao tao vya)ahI<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a yao Pyaar ka ZaoMga rcaa.eosaa naaTk jaao ik ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao<br />
hkIkt hI bana gayaa.yaid maOM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a ifr sao hao laUM.ifr ]saka ha)a<br />
pkD, laUM tao ifr ASvanaI , , , , ]saka @yaa haogaa.vah BaI tao mauJa pr<br />
ApnaI jaana idyao ifrta hO.iktnaa Ai(ak caahnao lagaa hO ASvanaI<br />
mauJakao.bahut hI Ai(ak.[tnaa Ai(ak ik Saayad ixaitja BaI ]sakao<br />
[tnaa nahIM caahta haogaa <br />
naIlaU nao [sa p`kar saaocato huyao ASvanaI ka #yaala ikyaa tao<br />
ixaitja ka ivacaar AaOr ]saka ica~ Apnao Aap hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> maanasa pTla sao<br />
saaf hao gayaa.vah BaUla ga[- ik ABaI ABaI kuCok pla phlao hI ]sanao<br />
ixaitja ka ]daisayaaoM sao Bara p~ pZ,a BaI )aa.vah ijasao kBaI ]sanao Kud<br />
Apnao Pyaar kI rahaoM pr saa)a saa)a kdma baZ,anao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao baa(ya ikyaa )aa `<br />
Aaja <strong>ko</strong>vala ]saI <strong>ko</strong> karNa Kud kao galaayao do rha hO <br />
[sa trh sao naIlaU ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> ilayao jaOsao hI saaocatI tao turnt hI<br />
ASvanaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> naOnaaoM kI iKD,kI Kaola kr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla maoM p`vaoSa krta tao<br />
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ifr ixaitja ka #yaala svat: hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> maistYk sao AtIt kI BaUlaI ibasarI<br />
yaad <strong>ko</strong> samaana khIM baahr inakla kr ifr sao Kao jaata.<br />
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ixaitja calaa gayaa tao naIlaU ifr ek baar ]sakI trf sao<br />
inaiScaMt hao ga[-.samaya ka caË calata rha.raoja,anaa saUya- ]dya haota.idna<br />
Bar kI yaa~a kao pUra krta ` ifr Ant maoM saM(yaa kao Aigna ka laala<br />
AMgaar bana kr baD,I hI inaraSaa <strong>ko</strong> saa)a Zla kr Apnaa mauMh iCpa<br />
laota.ifr Saama BaI ZlatI.cand`maa BaI ]ga Aata.tairkayaoM saarI saarI<br />
rat mauMh Jaukayao (artI kao Tukur Tukur taktI rhtIM.yahI p`kRit ka<br />
inayama )aa.iva(aata ka dstUr ` jaao ik samaya <strong>ko</strong> pihyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> saa)a saa)a saRiYT<br />
<strong>ko</strong> AarMBa sao lagaatar calata Aa rha hO.<br />
idna baItto baItto ek vaYa- ifr hao Aayaa.ixaitja jaao<br />
ifraojapur gayaa tao ifr ]sanao saMavatbaaD,I JaaMknao ka naama BaI nahIM<br />
ilayaa.[sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a hI [sa ek vaYa- <strong>ko</strong> AMtrala maoM naIlaU BaI ixaitja kao pUrI<br />
trh sao BaUla kr ASvanaI kI bananao ka #vaaba doK ]zI.Aba ]sakI<br />
AaKaoM maoM hr samaya ASvanaI hI samaayaa rhta.caaho kao[- BaI samaya haota `<br />
kao[- BaI pla ` vah sada ASvanaI <strong>ko</strong> hI baaro maoM saaocatI rhtI.naIlaU kI [saI<br />
Aadt <strong>ko</strong> karNa ]sakI saholaI vaInaU nao BaI ]sasao baaolanaa baMd kr idyaa<br />
)aa.@yaaoMik vah nahIM caahtI )aI ik naIlaU ek masaIhI laD,kI haokr iksaI<br />
gaOr masaIhI yauvak <strong>ko</strong> saa)a Apnaa [sa p`kar ka sambaM(a rKo.]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a<br />
Apnao ivavaah <strong>ko</strong> sapnao sajaatI ifro.<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I kI masaIhI bastI ka $p AaOr ZaMcaa badla kr<br />
ibalkula iksaI roigas)aana <strong>ko</strong> samaana ]jaaD, AaOr tbaaihyaaoM kI kao[- ibagaD,I<br />
hu[- tsvaIr bana kr ApnaI dud-Saa <strong>ko</strong> Alaap gaanao lagaa )aa.khIM kao[- BaI<br />
hiryaalaI ` baaga bagaIcao ` yahaM tk ik iksaI Cayaa maoM baOznao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao kao[-<br />
BaI duBaa-gya ka maara vaRxa tk nahIM naja,r Aata )aa.ivadoSaI imaSnairyaaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
Wara banavaayao huyao makanaaoM kI ek lambao Arsao sao kao[- BaI marmmat tk nahIM<br />
hu[- )aI.jaba ik saunanao maoM Aata )aa ik [sa kaya- <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Aitir@t (ana<br />
raiSa na jaanao iktnaI hI baar svaIkRt hu[- )aI ` AaOr pOsaa BaI p`aPt hao cauka<br />
)aa.gamaI- <strong>ko</strong> idna )ao.idna Bar gama- hvaayaoM (aUla Baro gaubaaraoM <strong>ko</strong> saa)a masaIhI<br />
bastI <strong>ko</strong> jaINa- haoto huyao makanaaoM sao Apnaa isar Tkra Tkra kr taoD,tI<br />
rhtI )aIM.imaSana kI Ai(akaMSatya: sampi
ikrayao pr ]za idyao gayao )ao.jaba ik is)ait yao )aI ik Anya masaIhI laaoga<br />
Sahr maoM ikrayao <strong>ko</strong> makanaaoM maoM Apnaa inavaa-h kr rho )ao.<br />
samast masaIhI bastI kao dUr sao hI doKto p`tIt haota )aa ik yao<br />
]sa masaIhI klaIisayaa ka ibagaD,a AaOr ]jaaD, $p hO ik ijasaka Aba kao[-<br />
inagahbaana AaOr carvaaha nahIM rha )aa.svaa)aI- AaOr bauro AadmaI <strong>ko</strong> taOr pr<br />
iva#yaat yahUda dasa nao imaSana <strong>ko</strong> hI pOsao sao ApnaI AalaISaana kaozI ` Apnao<br />
hI pOi~k gaaMva maoM banavaa laI )aI.imaSana kI bahut saarI jamaIna AaOr sampi
javaainayaaM BaTk rhI )aIM.isasakta AaOr hr dma KaMsata huAa bauZ,apa<br />
masaIihyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> jaINa- AaOr TUTo fUTo makanaaoM <strong>ko</strong> saIlana Baro kmaraoM maoM baobasa kOd<br />
haokr jaOsao ApnaI maaOt <strong>ko</strong> idna pUro kr rha )aa.CaoTo AaOr maasaUmaaoM kao<br />
iSaxaa donao vaalaa Aba kao[- $ica nahIM lao pa rha )aa.sanDo skUla ` masaIhI<br />
yauvaityaaoM kI saaPtaihk haonao vaalaI saBaayaoM t)aa inayaimat haonao vaalaI p`a)anaaAaoM<br />
<strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM kao[- Aba baat BaI nahIM krnaa caahta )aa.yauvak AaOr<br />
yauvaityaaM Apnao ]
ASvanaI <strong>ko</strong> saa)a saa)a hI rha krtI.]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a ibanaa iksaI BaI Baya AaOr<br />
icanta ikyao huyao laaprvaahI sao GaUmaa krtI.]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a rostraM maoM caaya kI<br />
cauiskyaaM ilayaa krtI.saa)a hI baOztI AaOr saa)a hI Avasar imalanao pr<br />
Kanaa BaI Kayaa krtI.vah A@sar hI kalaoja samaaPt haonao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat<br />
ASvanaI <strong>ko</strong> saa)a khIM BaI GaUmanao kao inakla jaatI.dor tk Saama Zlao tk<br />
GaUmatI rhtI.ifr baD,I dor baad vah Gar kao phuMcatI )aI.[saka karNa )aa<br />
ik daonaaoM hI nao saalaanaa prIxaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong> pScaat kaoT- maoM jaakr ivavaah krnao<br />
ka inaNa-ya BaI kr ilayaa )aa.(aaima-k rIit sao tao daonaaoM ka ivavaah iksaI<br />
BaI trf sao nahIM haonao ka )aa.yao baat vao daonaaoM BalaI BaaMit samaJato<br />
)ao.ASvanaI nao BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Baaolaopna pr ApnaI saccaa[- AaOr ivaSvaasa ka<br />
ilavaasa AaoZ,a idyaa )aa.saao [na idnaaoM naIlaU kao ixaitja kI ek baar BaI<br />
yaad nahIM Aa sakI.pla Bar <strong>ko</strong> ilayao vah ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao nahIM saaoca<br />
sakI.]sakI AaMKaoM maoM ASvanaI )aa.idla kI gahra[yaaoM tk ASvanaI kI<br />
Cap pD, caukI )aI.]sakI saaMsaaoM tk maoM ASvanaI kI mauhbbataoM <strong>ko</strong> gaIt basao<br />
huyao )ao.sapnaaoM maoM ASvanaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pasa hr rai~ kao Aata hI )aa.ifr eosaI<br />
dSaa maoM BaUlaI ibasarI smaRityaaoM <strong>ko</strong> JamaolaaoM maoM ATka huAa ixaitja ]sao<br />
@yaaoMkr yaad Aa sakta )aa.iksa p`kar sao ixaitja kao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla maoM kao[-<br />
s)aana BaI p`aPt hao sakta )aa.@yaaoM vah naahk hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM saaoca kr<br />
Apnao Aapkao proSaana krtI <br />
naIlaU kI prIxaayaoM samaaPt haoM ]sasao phlao hI ASvanaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla<br />
pr ApnaI JaUzI mauhbbat kI mauhr lagaa kr ` ]saka saara kuC laUT laaTkr<br />
gaumanaamaI <strong>ko</strong> AM(aoraoM maoM ivalaIna hao gayaa.naIlaU iksaI haro AaOr Clao huyao<br />
pi)ak <strong>ko</strong> samaana ]sa<strong>ko</strong> vaapsa Aanao kI rah hI doKtI rhI.vah p`it idna<br />
]dasa mana AaOr )a<strong>ko</strong> huyao paMvaaoM sao kalaoja jaatI.ek Aasa mana maoM rKo huyao<br />
ik Saayad Aaja ASvanaI imala jaayao ` magar ](ar sao inaraSaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong> baadlaaoM<br />
ka ilahaf Apnao isar pr rKo huyao caupcaap laaOT AatI.(aIro (aIro prIxaayaoM<br />
pasa AatI jaa rhIM )aIM ` AaOr naIlaU ASvanaI kI p`tIxaa maoM p`it idna ApnaI<br />
PyaasaI pla<strong>ko</strong>M hI ibaCa[- rhtI.magar ASvanaI ek baar BaI nahIM Aayaa.ek<br />
pla <strong>ko</strong> ilayao BaI vah kalaoja maoM nahIM JaaMka.vah naIlaU kao Apnao Pyaar AaOr<br />
ivaSvaasa ka vaasta dokr ]saka saara kuC CIna kr Saayad sada <strong>ko</strong> ilayao<br />
khIM dUr jaakr iCp gayaa )aa.saba kuC tao vah naIlaU ka laUT hI cauka )aa `<br />
saao yaUM BaI ek svaa)aI- p`vaRi
kI AavaSyakta BaI @yaa rhI )aI.<br />
ASvanaI nahIM Aayaa tao naIlaU ]dasa hao ga[-.eosaa bahut<br />
svaBaaivak hI )aa.]saka jaIvana ]dasa hI nahIM bailk maaOna BaI hao<br />
gayaa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> ipClao bah<strong>ko</strong> huyao kdmaaoM <strong>ko</strong> inaSaana ]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana maoM<br />
Aanao vaalao AM(aoraoM ka &ana do ]zo.ASvanaI <strong>ko</strong> saa)a Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> vaayado AaOr<br />
ksamaoM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]sakI ija,ndgaI ka ek kD,vaa AaOr ksaOlaa maja,ak bana<br />
kr ]sao hr raoja, hI satanao lagao.eosao maoM jaba BaI vah Apnao jaIvana <strong>ko</strong><br />
ipClao AlhD, AaOr laaprvaah idnaaoM <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM saaocatI tao yaadaoM ka hrok<br />
pla jaOsao ]sakao mauMh icaZ,a kr ek trf caupcaap iKsak kr calaa jaata<br />
)aa.<br />
ifr eosaa jaba hr idna hI haonao lagaa tao vah Andr hI Andr<br />
TUT ga[-.Gaula ]zI.hr samaya ]sakI baD,I baD,I gahrI JaIla saI AaMKaoM maoM<br />
jaOsao kBaI BaI na samaaPt haonao vaalaa saUnaapna samaayaa rhnao lagaa.caohra samaya<br />
sao phlao hI iksaI maurJaayao huyao fUla ka p`it$p bana kr ApnaI tkdIr<br />
ka raonaa raonao lagaa.iksaI samaya <strong>ko</strong> sada mauskrato AaOr caMcala haoz K,amaaoSa<br />
hao gayao.]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla kI saarI KuiSayaaM AaOr raOna<strong>ko</strong>M manahUsa K,amaaoiSayaaoM ka<br />
KMDr bana kr ApnaI lauTI hu[- baaja,I ka tmaaSaa doK doKkr <strong>AaMsaU</strong> bahanao<br />
lagaIM.idla <strong>ko</strong> iksaI BaItrI ihssao maoM vah Apnao Aapkao lauTa lauTa AaOr<br />
K,alaI mahsaUsa krnao lagaI.tba [sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a hI ASvanaI ka Pyaar AaOr<br />
ivaSvaasa ` ]sakI ija,ndgaI ka ek KubasaUrt (aaoKa bana kr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla maoM<br />
dd- bana kr jaaihr haonao lagaa.vah TUT ga[-.TUT ga[- tao ]saka jaIvana hI<br />
jaOsao TUT gayaa.vah jaanatI )aI ik ]saka Pyaar ek maja,ak bana cauka<br />
hO.kOsaI ibaDmbanaa )aI ik Apnao [sasao phlao <strong>ko</strong> Pyaar kao ]sanao Kud ek<br />
maja,ak banaa kr Tala idyaa )aa ` AaOr yao dUsara ASvanaI banaa kr calaa gayaa<br />
)aa.vahI Pyaar AaOr sapnaa ik ijasa pr ek idna ivaSvaasa kr<strong>ko</strong> ]sanao<br />
ixaitja sao Apnaa irSta sada <strong>ko</strong> ilayao taoD, ilayaa )aa ` Aaja ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Pyaar<br />
kI ksamaaoM kI ek JaUzI caala bana kr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> mauMh pr tabaD,taoD, tmaacao<br />
jaD,nao sao baaja nahIM Aa rha )aa.<br />
ifr jaba ASvanaI nahIM Aayaa AaOr prIxaayaoM BaI ibalkula hI isar<br />
pr Aa ga[-M tao naIlaU kao yao ivaSvaasa hao gayaa ik ASvanaI nao sacamauca ]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
saa)a Cla ikyaa hO.vah ]sa pr ivaSvaasa kr<strong>ko</strong> ek KubasaUrt (aaoKa Ka<br />
caukI hO.]saka Pyaar ek baovafa naaTk ka badsaUrt AMga bana kr ]saka<br />
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saara kuC CIna kr lao jaa cauka hO.vahI Pyaar ` ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM kBaI<br />
saaoca saaoca kr vah fUlaI nahIM samaatI )aI ` Aaja ]sakI bahutorI ]daisayaaoM<br />
ka dayara bana kr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> caaraoM Aaor Ca gayaa )aa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana ka eosaa<br />
iGanaaOnaa AnauBava ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM Aba saaocanao hI maa~ sao ]sao Sama- AatI<br />
hO.]sakI AaMKoM Bar Bar AatI hOM.<br />
yao )aa ` ]saka Pyaar.]saka ivaSvaasa.]saka Baraosaa AaOr ek<br />
samaJadar masaIhI yauvatI ka svayaM ka banaayaa huAa vah p)a ik ijasa pr<br />
cala kr Aaja vah BaTkI hI nahIM )aI bailk TUT BaI caukI )aI.]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
jaIvana ka ilayaa gayaa ek galat inaNa-ya ` ek eosaa fOsalaa jaao ik hvaa maoM<br />
banao huyao iksaI t#to pr ek ATUT ivaSvaasa bana kr ]dya huAa )aa AaOr<br />
AaiKr maoM ]sakI inaraSa kamanaaAaoM ka ek JaUza [-maana bana kr Ast BaI<br />
hao cauka )aa.<br />
ifr jaOsao tOsao naIlaU nao Apnao isar pr sao prIxaaAaoM ka baaoJa<br />
]tara AaOr saa)a hI vah Apnao jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> p`it gaMBaIr BaI hao ga[-.khto hOM<br />
ik ` manauYya kI zaokr <strong>ko</strong> Wara kdma kdma pr lagaI hu[- ]sakI hrok caaoT<br />
ka Gaava ` ]sakI saflataAaoM kI ek na[- saIZ,I huAa krta hO.yahI hala<br />
naIlaU ka BaI huAa )aa.ASvanaI ka Pyaar AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Wara ikyao gayao vaado<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao jaIvana ka kD,vaa ja,hr banao tao vah Apnao baakI <strong>ko</strong> jaIvana <strong>ko</strong><br />
p`it sacaot hao ga[-.sacaot tao hu[- hI ` saa)a hI pUrI taOr pr gaMBaIr BaI hao<br />
ga[-.tba eosao maoM ]sanao ek idna saaocaa.gahra[- sao ApnaI saarI piris)aityaaoM<br />
pr ivacaar ikyaa.saaocaa ik ` ]sanao Apnao ipClao jaIvana AaOr gauja,ro huyao<br />
idnaaoM maoM jaao kuC BaI ikyaa AaOr jaao kuC ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a huAa ` ]sao ]saka<br />
malaala tao hO magar ifr BaI ]sao eosaa nahIM krnaa caaihyao )aa.kao[- BaI zaosa<br />
kdma ]zanao sao pUva- BaavanaaAaoM AaOr Baavaukta maoM nahIM bailk Anya dUsaro<br />
laaogaaoM kI BaI salaah maSvara lao laonaa caaihyao )aa.]sakao tao ]na rastaoM pr<br />
Apnao kdma rKnao hI nahIM caaihyao )ao ` ik ijanakI maMijala ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao mahja<br />
ek sapnaa bana kr ]dya hu[- )aI.Apnaa Gar War CaoD, kr ]sao mahlaaoM ka<br />
#vaaba doKnao kI @yaa AavaSyakta )aI ifr ek masaIhI laD,<strong>ko</strong> ka<br />
sahara AaOr saa)a CaoD, kr ]sanao ek ihndU laD,<strong>ko</strong> <strong>ko</strong> Pyaar AaOr Aasaro ka<br />
inaNa-ya @yaaoM lao ilayaa )aa.hmaoSaa sao dUsaraoM <strong>ko</strong> saa)a Apnao Pyaar ka naaTk<br />
AaOr Kola krnao vaalaI naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> saa)a BaI kao[- Anya naaTk AaOr maja,ak kr<br />
sakta hO ` maanava ija,ndgaI <strong>ko</strong> [sa kD,vao AaOr kzaor sa%ya ka tao ehsaasa<br />
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]sao kr laonaa caaihyao )aa <br />
eosaa jaba naIlaU nao ivacaara tao ]sao saMsaar <strong>ko</strong> calana kI<br />
vaastivakta ka &ana Apnao Aap hao gayaa.&ana huAa tao vah Apnao Aap<br />
maoM pCtanao lagaI.prntu Aba hao BaI @yaa sakta )aa.saba kuC tao hao cauka<br />
)aa.saba hI kuC Kao gayaa )aa.Kao gayaa )aa ` ]saka Apnaa mana ` idla ka<br />
sapnaa ` sapnaaoM <strong>ko</strong> saharo doKo gayao iksaI <strong>ko</strong> Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> JaUzo vaayado AaOr ]saka<br />
vah saccaa Pyaar ik ijasakI ]sanao Kud kBaI kao[- kd` nahIM kI<br />
)aI.ixaitja , , , , , , , ,! ek eosaa saa)a ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a cala kr vah kBaI<br />
pICo Baaga Aa[- )aI.ek eosaa yauvak jaao ]sakao Pyaar nahIM krta )aa `<br />
bailk ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Pyaar kI AartI ]tara krta )aa.ek eosaa ivaSvaasa ik<br />
ijasa<strong>ko</strong> ivaSvaasa kao baD,I hI ihkart <strong>ko</strong> saa)a vah zaokr maar kr ek<br />
AivaSvaasaI kI dasaI bananao ka sapnaa doK baOzI )aI.saaocato saaocato naIlaU kao<br />
eosao maoM ixaitja bahut hI yaad Aayaa.[tnaa yaad Aayaa ik saaocato saaocato<br />
vah Kud hI raonao lagaI.[sa p`kar ik <strong>AaMsaU</strong> ]sa<strong>ko</strong> gaalaaoM sao ifsalato huyao<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> AaMcala maoM Barnao lagao.vah jaanatI )aI ik ]sa<strong>ko</strong> [na AaMsauAaoM maoM<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana ka vah sabak )aa ik ijasakao vah baar baar daohrayaogaI AaOr<br />
pCtayaogaI.[na AaMsauAaoM kI ek ek baUMdaoM maoM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao ixaitja <strong>ko</strong><br />
AsaIma Pyaar kI vah khanaI ilaKI hu[- )aI ik ijasakao vah Kud ek idna<br />
baD,I laaprvaahI <strong>ko</strong> saa)a A(aUra CaoD, Aa[- )aI.]saka vah AtIt )aa ik<br />
ijasa pr ek idna baD,o hI ivaSvaasa <strong>ko</strong> saa)a ixaitja nao Apnao Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> fUla<br />
]pjaayao )ao ` magar ijasakao ]sanao prvaah na ikyao huyao bagaOr iksaI BaI<br />
Afsaaosa <strong>ko</strong> sauK,a BaI idyao )ao.<br />
samaya baIt gayaa )aa.ASvanaI ]sakao Apnao Ka,oKlao Pyaar ka<br />
vaasta dokr ]saka saara kuC lao jaa cauka )aa.lao gayaa )aa , , , , , , ,]saka<br />
mana ` (ana ` tna AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ivaSvaasa ka vah (aratla ik ijasa pr KD,I<br />
haokr ek idna ]sanao ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> AsaIma Pyaar kI AarjauAaoM AaOr<br />
Aas)aaAaoM maoM laat maar dI )aI.vah jaanatI )aI ik vah Aba kr BaI @yaa<br />
saktI )aI.baIto huyao va@t ka ek CaoTa saa TukD,a BaI Aaja tk manauYya<br />
kao kBaI BaI dubaara nahIM imalaa hO.zIk ]saI p`kar sao ik iva(aata BaI<br />
kilayaaoM sao puYpaoM kao janma idyaa krta hO ` fUla sao ifr klaI banaanao ka<br />
irvaaja, ]sa<strong>ko</strong> yahaM BaI nahIM hO.yaid eosaa nahIM huAa krta tao manauYya BaUla<br />
krnao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat kBaI BaI p`ayaiScat nahIM ikyaa krta.<br />
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saao [sa p`kar kI saaocaaoM AaOr ivacaaraoM <strong>ko</strong> pScaat naIlaU nao ApnaI<br />
CatI pr p%)ar rK ilayaa.]sanao iksaI p`kar saba` ikyaa ` AaOr Apnao<br />
Aapkao samaya kI majabaUt (aaraAaoM <strong>ko</strong> hvaalao kr idyaa.yahI saaoca kr ik<br />
yaid ]sa<strong>ko</strong> nasaIba maoM khIM jaIvana ka iknaara haogaa tao ]sakI BaI jaIvana<br />
naOyaa par laga hI jaayaogaI ` Anya)aa khIM BaI maJa(aar maoM jaakr laaop hao<br />
jaayaogaI.BaUla krnao <strong>ko</strong> baad vah saIK tao ga[- )aI ` magar ifr BaI p`ayaiScat<br />
ka dd- AaOr duK tao ]sao Jaolanaa hI )aa.<br />
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samaya manauYya <strong>ko</strong> iksaI BaI dd- ka sabasao baD,a AaOr baotaoD,<br />
[njao@Sana haota hO.samaya <strong>ko</strong> saa)a manauYya saba kuC bada-St kr ilayaa krta<br />
hO.samaya hI [Msaana <strong>ko</strong> gahro sao gahro ja,#maaoM kao Bar idyaa krta hO.samaya<br />
baZ,a tao ]sanao naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> duK AaOr dd- kao bahut kuC kma BaI kr idyaa.yao<br />
saca )aa ik ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM Baro huyao <strong>AaMsaU</strong> baMd tao nahIM huyao )ao ` magar<br />
raoja,mara- kI maaOsamaI hvaaAaoM nao sauK,a AvaSya hI idyao )ao.vah Aba raotI nahIM<br />
)aI.mana hI mana ` jaba BaI baIto samaya ka kao[- ktra ]sakI smaRityaaoM sao<br />
Tkra jaata )aa tao saaoca kr Apnao ikyao pr ek malaala AvaSya hI kr<br />
ilayaa krtI )aI.]sanao Apnao ikyao pr p`ayaiScat ikyaa.jaI Bar <strong>ko</strong> rao[-<br />
AaOr ek idna ]sanao svaMya kao prmaoSvar <strong>ko</strong> Aagao natmastk kr idyaa.kr<br />
idyaa tao ]sakao prmaoSvar kI yaad Aa[-.jaIvana maoM phlaI baar ]sanao<br />
prmaoSvar <strong>ko</strong> vacana baa[bala kao yaad ikyaa.Kud kao baosahara AaOr A<strong>ko</strong>laa<br />
mahsaUsa kr ]zI.tba ek idna qdya sao kayala haokr ]sanao Apnao<br />
prmaoSvar yaISau K`IYT sao yao p`a)a-naa kI ;<br />
' maoro p`Bau ` maoro sava-Sai@tmaana jaIvato prmaoSvar.saarI duinayaaM <strong>ko</strong><br />
palak.duiKyaaoM AaOr baosaharaoM <strong>ko</strong> maaMJaI ` Aapsao maoro baaro kI kao[- BaI baat<br />
iCpI tao hO nahIM.[sasao phlao maOM kuC ivanatI k$M ` maOM kuC khUM ` maOM Aapsao<br />
Apnao galat AaOr bauro kayaao-M kI qdya sao xamaa maaMgatI hUM.maOM pUrI AaSaa<br />
AaOr ivaSvaasa krtI hUM ik Aap mauJakao sacamauca Apnao Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> damana maoM<br />
ZaMkto huyao mauJao xamaadana doMgao.maOM yao BaI jaanatI hUM ik yaid Aaja tk maOM<br />
[sa saMsaar maoM jaIivat hUM tao <strong>ko</strong>vala AapkI dyaa ` Anauga`h AaOr p`oma <strong>ko</strong><br />
flasva$p hI.Aba sao kuC samaya phlao tk maOM Aapsao ivamauK hao caukI<br />
)aI.Apnao jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> galat AaOr papmaya maagaao-M kI trf jaa phuMcaI )aI `<br />
prntu mauJao maalauma hO ik Aapnao mauJakao ek Avasar AaOr p`dana ikyaa<br />
hO.maora jaIvana naYT haonao sao bacaa ilayaa hO.saao maOM qdya sao Aapka baar baar<br />
(anyavaad krtI hUM.saa)a hI yao ivanatI BaI krtI hUM ik Aba Aagao sao<br />
mauJakao jaIvana kI ]na tmaama KuiSayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao saurixat rKoM jaao ik Aap<br />
mauJakao donaa caahto hOM.BaivaYya kI ]na saovaaAaoM AaOr AcCo kamaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao<br />
mauJao bala AaOr saahsa dIijayao jaao ik Aap maoro Wara krvaanaa caahto hOM.maOM<br />
Aaja sao Apnaa bacaa huAa jaIvana Aap<strong>ko</strong> carNaaoM maoM saaOMptI hUM AaOr yao<br />
vaayada krtI hUM ik Aaja sao maora rha bacaa jaIvana <strong>ko</strong>vala Aap<strong>ko</strong> Pyaar<br />
AaOr saovaa maoM hI Ap-Na k$MgaI.<br />
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jaao kuC maoro saa)a GaiTt huAa hO ` vah Aapkao saba hI &at<br />
hO.laoikna Aapka (anyavaad hao ik Aapnao mauJao ifr BaI A<strong>ko</strong>laa nahIM CaoD,a<br />
hO ` bailk mauJao Apnaa ilayaa hO.maOM jaanatI hUM ik maOM paipnaI haokr BaI<br />
Aap<strong>ko</strong> pòma AaOr AaSaIYaaoM sao vaMicat nahIM rhI hUM.Aaja sao maoro idla maoM<br />
Aapnao jaIvana kI vah Saaint AaOr KuSaI Bar dI hO ` jaao ik ek maR%yau kI<br />
SaOyaa sao vaapsa Aayao huyao manauYya kao haotI hO.maOM tao sacamauca pap maoM mar ga[-<br />
)aI ` prntu Aba masaIh maoM dubaara jaIivat hao caukI hUM.AapkI BaTkI hu[-<br />
naIlaU Aaja ifr sao Aap<strong>ko</strong> banaayao huyao p)a pr vaapsa Aa ga[- hO.Aapnao<br />
mauJao ifr sao nayaa jaIvana idyaa hO ` tao Aba maOM [sa navaIna jaIvana kao dIna `<br />
duKI AaOr baosaharaoM t)aa baImaar AaOr ddao-M <strong>ko</strong> maaraoM kI saovaa maoM vyatIt<br />
k$MgaIM.<br />
p`Bau yaISau masaIh ` maora duinayaabaI Pyaar sacamauca maoM ek Cla AaOr<br />
froba )aa.ASvanaI maora saara kuC CIna kr calata banaa.mauJasao Apnaa<br />
matlaba pUra kr<strong>ko</strong> Apnaa mauMh for gayaa.kaSa: maOMnao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> s)aana pr <strong>ko</strong>vala<br />
Aapka hI ivaSvaasa ikyaa haota.ijatnaa Ai(ak p`oma maOMnao ASvanaI sao ikyaa<br />
)aa ` ]tnaa hI yaid Aap AaOr AapkI iSaxaaAaoM sao ikyaa haota tao maOM<br />
jaanatI hUM ik maora ]war hao cauka haota.magar saba kuC jaanato huyao AaOr<br />
ek masaIhI haoto huyao BaI maOM eosaa nahIM kr sakI.maOM pap <strong>ko</strong> gat- maoM igar ga[-<br />
)aI.ek Aprai(anaI hao ga[-.mauJao xamaa kr dIijayao.maOMnao Aap<strong>ko</strong> p`dana<br />
ikyao huyao jaIvana ka kao[- BaI maUlya na jaanaa.Apnao jaIvana kao ek ]phasa<br />
banaa Dalaa.]phasa hI nahIM bailk ]samaoM ek kBaI na imaTnao vaalaa daga<br />
lagaa ilayaa.Aaga sao Kola kr ]sao jalaatI rhI ` AaOr [sa p`kar AapkI<br />
dI hu[- [sa KubasaUrt ija,ndgaI kI Amaanat kao saaro laaogaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ek<br />
tmaaSaa banaa Dalaa.<br />
Aba AMt maoM Aapsao yahI maaMgatI hUM ik Aagao Aanao vaalao idnaaoM maoM<br />
Aap mauJakao Apnaa Pyaar AaOr Apna%va dIijayao taik maOM iksaI Anya Pyaar<br />
kI tlaaSa maoM ifr na BaTk sakUM.Apnaa majabaUt sahara doM ijasasao ik maOM<br />
ifr na igar pa}M.maorI inagaranaI rKoM taik SaOtana AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Barmaanao vaalao<br />
kama mauJakao dubaara na Cla sa<strong>ko</strong>M.Apnaa Aai%mak bala p`dana kroM taik maOM<br />
jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> hr Aanao vaalao tUfanaaoM sao saMGaYa- kr sakUM.[sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a saa)a<br />
mauJakao [tnaa bala ` saahsa t)aa idlaorI doM taik maOM ek lambaI ija,ndgaI <strong>ko</strong><br />
saharo kafI vaYaao-M tk TUTo AaOr )a<strong>ko</strong> maaMdaoM t)aa dIna duKI AaOr baImaaraoM kI<br />
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saovaa krnao maoM safla hao sakUM.maOM Kao ga[- )aI ` Aapnao ek Kao[- hu[- BaoD,<br />
samaana mauJao ZUMZ, ilayaa hO.BaTk ga[- )aI ` Aapnao mauJao jaIvana ka saccaa nayaa<br />
p`kaSa idyaa hO.mar ga[- )aI ` puna: Aap<strong>ko</strong> naama maoM jaIivat hao ga[-<br />
hUM.Aap<strong>ko</strong> Pyaaro AaOr naok naama maoM laokr maOM BaivaYya kI bahut saarI<br />
AaSaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong> saa)a [sa p`a)a-naa kao Aba samaaPt krtI hUM.AamaIna.'<br />
p`a)a-naa samaaPt kr<strong>ko</strong> naIlaU nao AaMKoM KaolaIM tao plakaoM <strong>ko</strong> pICo<br />
iCpo pScaatap <strong>ko</strong> <strong>AaMsaU</strong> TUTto huyao ]sakI gaaod maoM rKI hu[- baa[bala <strong>ko</strong><br />
}pr igar pD,o.AaMKoM Clak Aa[-M )aIM.]sa<strong>ko</strong> caohro pr BarpUr ]dasaI AaOr<br />
pScaatap kI Baavanaa )aI.magar [sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a saa)a ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla maoM ek AjaIba<br />
hI Saaint AaOr KuiSayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> dIp mauskra ]zo )ao.vah jaba p`a)a-naa <strong>ko</strong> baad<br />
]zI tao ]sakao yao ehsaasa huAa ik jaOsao kao[- Anya BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pasa baD,I<br />
dor sao KD,a huAa )aa.kaOna hao sakta hO yao na idKnao vaalaa saayaa yaa<br />
AakRit saaocaa naIlaU nao.hao na hao ` sacamauca p`Bau yaISau masaIh kI hI<br />
]pis)ait [sa va@t hao saktI hO ` @yaaoMik ]sanao yao vaayada ikyaa hO ik vah<br />
kBaI BaI Apnao ZUMZ,nao vaalaaoM kao Anaa)a nahIM CaoD,ogaa.Aaja naIlaU kao yao<br />
mahsaUsa hao rha )aa ik sacamauca ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Andr iksaI na[- naIlaU nao janma ilayaa<br />
hO.prmaoSvar nao Aaja sacamauca ]sa<strong>ko</strong> papaoM kao (aaokr ]sao ek nayaa jaIvana<br />
dana maoM idyaa hO.@yaaoMik vah tao sada sao svaMya khta rha hO ik ` ' eo )a<strong>ko</strong><br />
maaMdo AaOr baaoJa sao dbao huyao laaogaao maoro pasa AaAao ` maOM tumhoM ivaEaama dUMgaa.'<br />
prmaoSvar nao naIlaU kao sahara idyaa AaOr ]saka ha)a pkD,a tao<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a hI ]saka jaIvana saMsaar <strong>ko</strong> AM(aoraoM maoM sao inakla kr na[- ija,ndgaI<br />
kI raoSanaI kI rahaoM pr cala pD,a.vah TUT caukI )aI ` prntu ]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
prmaoSvar nao dUsara jaIvana dokr ]sao ifr sao KD,a ikyaa )aa.ek nayaa<br />
jaIvana dokr ` taik vah duinayaaM <strong>ko</strong> dUsaro bahut sao BaT<strong>ko</strong> huyao jaIvanaaoM kao<br />
bacaa sa<strong>ko</strong>.@yaaoMik yao t)ya hO ik jaIvana hI jaIvana kao bacaa sakta<br />
hO.yahI prmaoSvar kI rIit hO.]saka dstUr hO.saRiYT <strong>ko</strong> AarMBa sao hI eosaa<br />
hI calaa Aa rha hO.]sanao Kud BaI tao Apnaa jaIvana bailadana kr<strong>ko</strong> dUsaro<br />
paipyaaoM kao bacaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ek maaga- Kaolaa huAa hO.svaMya Apnao p`aNaaoM kI<br />
Aahuit dI )aI.'<strong>klavarI</strong>' kI salaIba pr ApnaI jaana dokr ` Apnaa piva~<br />
r@t baha kr ` vah bailadana huAa )aa ` taik jaao kao[- BaI ]sa pr ivaSvaasa<br />
laayao ` vah naaSa na hao bailk Anant jaIvana ka BaagaIdar bana sa<strong>ko</strong>.yahI<br />
masaIihyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> prmaoSvar p`Bau yaISau masaIh ka manauYyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao AsaIma p`oma ka<br />
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]dahrNa hO.saba jaanato hOM ik [sa p`kar <strong>ko</strong> p`oma AaOr bailadana ka dUsara<br />
namaUnaa Anya iksaI BaI (aaima-k ivaSvaasaaoM maoM nahIM imala sakta hO.naaja,rt <strong>ko</strong><br />
masaIh yaISau nao paipyaaoM kao Apnao galao sao lagaayaa ` ]na<strong>ko</strong> bacaava <strong>ko</strong> ilayao<br />
Apnao p`aNaaoM ka bailadana ikyaa ` salaIba kI kzaor AaOr sabasao sa#t maR%yau<br />
kao saha ` jaba ik dUsaro Anya (aaima-k ivaSvaasaaoM <strong>ko</strong> [-SvaraoM nao manauYyaaoM kao<br />
maara ` ]naka KUna bahayaa ` Apnao SaadI byaah ikyao ` santanaoM ]%pnna kIM `<br />
AaOr baad maoM Anya manauYyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> samaana vao BaI mar gayao.p`Bau yaISau masaIh hI<br />
ek eosaa naama hO ik jaao ik marnao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat ifr sao jaIivat huAa ` AaOr<br />
ijasakI kba` Aaja tk KalaI pD,I hO.<br />
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iktnao hI idna AaOr gauja,r jaato hOM.iktnao hI maah.naIlaU ApnaI<br />
iWtIya vaYa- kI prIxaa pasa kr laotI hO.prIxaa ka pirNaama GaaoiYat hao<br />
cauka hO AaOr Aba naIlaU ApnaI Aagao kI iSaxaa raok kr naisa-gaM <strong>ko</strong><br />
p`iSaxaNa maoM jaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao tOyaairyaaM krnao lagaI hO.Agast <strong>ko</strong> maah maoM ]sakao<br />
ftohgaZ, <strong>ko</strong> imaSana hsptala maoM Apnao p`iSaxaNa <strong>ko</strong> ilayao calao jaanaa hO.Aba<br />
tk samaya ka ek lambaa Arsaa ek yauga <strong>ko</strong> samaana vyatIt hao gayaa<br />
hO.saaMvatbaaD,I kI masaIhI bastI ka tao jaOsao na@Saa hI badla gayaa<br />
hO.<strong>ko</strong>vala TUTo fUTo makanaaoM ` jaINa- SaINa- jaja-r haotI ek imaSana kI kaozI<br />
AaOr <strong>ko</strong>vala ek caca- kI [maart kao CaoD, kr lagata hO ik jaOsao Anya<br />
hrok vastu baoca kr pra[- kr dI ga[- hO.<br />
[sa samaya ixaitja ifr ek baar Apnao Gar pr Aayaa huAa<br />
hO.]daisayaaoM AaOr inaraSa kamanaaAaoM ka BaMDar banaa huAa.naIlaU nao jaba [sa<br />
baar ixaitja kao doKa tao <strong>ko</strong>vala ek Afsaaosa hI kr <strong>ko</strong> rh ga[-.]sao<br />
svaMya BaI duK )aa.duK ka karNa )aa ik ixaitja ka Aba [sa Baro saMsaar<br />
maoM kao[- BaI nahIM rha hO.]sakI PyaarI maaM BaI [sa saMsaar kao CaoD, kr jaa<br />
caukI hO.saao ]saI <strong>ko</strong> AMitma saMskar kI bajah sao ixaitja kao ifr<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I kI masaIhI bastI maoM Aanaa pD, gayaa )aa.<br />
naIlaU bastI kI baahrI dIvaar sao ApnaI pIz kI Tok lagaayao huyao<br />
[nhIM saarI baataoM <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM saaoca rhI hO.KD,o KD,o ` caupcaap ` bahut hI<br />
]dasaI <strong>ko</strong> saa)a.vah saaoca rhI hO ik ixaitja Aba ApnaI maaM kao khaM<br />
jaakr AMitma ima+I dogaa.khaM pr jaakr vah ]nakI AMitma rsma kao pUra<br />
krogaa ` @yaaoMik masaIhI bastI ka kiba`s)aana BaI imaSana <strong>ko</strong> Ka} AaOr<br />
(aaoKobaaja, yahUda [iskiryaaoityaaoM <strong>ko</strong> Wara baoca idyaa gayaa hO.baoca kr ]sa<br />
s)aana pr nayaa Aa(auinak baajaar masaIh maoM saaoyao huyao laaogaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ijasmaaoM pr<br />
banaanao ka kaya-Ëma KrIdnao vaalaaoM <strong>ko</strong> Wara banaayaa jaa rha )aa.bagaOr [sa<br />
baat AaOr kanaUna <strong>ko</strong> Baya <strong>ko</strong> ik iksaI BaI kiba`s)aana maoM tBaI kuC dUsara<br />
ikyaa jaa sakta hO jaba ik ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Andr banaI hu[- AMitma kba` kI Aayau<br />
BaI inanyaanavao vaYa- kI hao jaayao.laoikna hmaaro doSa maoM pga pga pr vyaaPt<br />
Ba`YTacaar kao doKto huyao yao baat BaI naamaumaikna lagatI hO.Aaja naOitkta<br />
<strong>ko</strong> ptna <strong>ko</strong> karNa kuC BaI hao jaanaa AsaMBava nahIM hO.<br />
saao ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Aba yao Gaaor samasyaa Aa caukI hO ik vah<br />
Aba ApnaI maaM kao AaiKrI ima+I khaM pr do naa hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pasa [tnaa<br />
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pOsaa hO ik vah jaakr kao[- BaI kumhar ka Kot maaola lao AaOr ApnaI maaM <strong>ko</strong><br />
pai)a-va SarIr kao dfna kro.vah kla hI ifraojapur sao yahaM saaMvatbaaD,I<br />
Aayaa huAa hO.saa)a maoM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> kuCok gaOr masaIhI ihndU ima~ BaI hOM ` jaao ik<br />
eosao duK <strong>ko</strong> samaya maoM ]sakI maaM kao EaRwaMjaila t)aa Kud ]sakao saa%vaMnaa<br />
donao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Aayao huyao hOM.saarI masaIhI bastI maoM ixaitja kI maaM kao dfnaanao<br />
<strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM hI cacaa- cala rhI hO.yahUda dasa BaI imaSana ka saara kuC baoca<br />
kr Apnao pOi~k gaaMva maoM jaa basaa MhO.vahaM pr ]sanao ApnaI inajaI<br />
AalaISaana kaozI banavaa laI hO.<br />
KD,o KD,o naIlaU kao [tnaI Ai(ak dor hao ga[- ik saUya- kI AMitma<br />
laailamaa nao BaI AakaSa <strong>ko</strong> iknaaro jaakr inaraSa haokr Apnaa mauMh for<br />
ilayaa.Saama hao caukI )aI.AakaSa maoM pxaI idna Bar <strong>ko</strong> )a<strong>ko</strong> )akayao ` Baagato<br />
huyao Apnao naID,aoM kI Aaor ]D,o calao jaato )ao.[sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a hI saM(yaa ka<br />
baZ,ta huAa (auM(alaka SaIGa` hI Aanao vaalaI rai~ kI kailamaa ka sandoSa donao<br />
lagaa )aa.saarI masaIhI bastI maoM ek Bayaanak iksma kI K,amaaoSaI Ca[- hu[-<br />
)aI.ixaitja kI maaM ka pai)a-va SarIr dao idnaaoM sao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Gar <strong>ko</strong> AaMgana maoM<br />
rKa huAa jaOsao samast masaIihyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]na<strong>ko</strong> BaivaYya kI Aanao vaalaI<br />
proSaainayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM pUva- caotavanaI do rha )aa.<br />
yaUM tao ixaitja kI maaM kI maR%yau ka ga,ma saba hI kao )aa.saarI<br />
masaIhI bastI maoM ]saka Saaok manaayaa jaa rha )aa.bastI <strong>ko</strong> caPpo caPpo maoM<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> hI cacao- )ao.hvaayaoM caup AaOr Saant )aIM.baharaoM ka hrok naj,aara<br />
iksaI gamagaIna ija,ndgaI ka jaanalaovaa dd- bana kr Apnaa mauMh Jaukayao huyao<br />
saarI piris)ait kao caupcaap inahar rha )aa.bastI maoM KD,o huyao [@ka du@ka<br />
vaRxa manahUsa bautaoM samaana Apnaa isar Jaukayao huyao jaOsao ]daisayaaoM ka (aIro (aIro<br />
raga Alaap rho )ao.saba hI ]dasa )ao.saba hI kI AaMKaoM maoM jaanao vaalao <strong>ko</strong><br />
p`it dd- AaOr ivaYaad <strong>ko</strong> BarpUr <strong>AaMsaU</strong> )ao.saara vaatavarNa ]dasa )aa.ifr<br />
haota BaI @yaaoM nahIM AaiKrkar ixaitja kI maaM ka [sa masaIhI bastI sao<br />
gahra sambaM(a rha )aa.ApnaI saarI ]ma` ]nhaoMnao yahIM saaMvatbaaD,I kI [sa<br />
masaIhI bastI maoM Kuda kI saovaa maoM gauja,ar dI )aI.yahaM kI hvaaAaoM AaOr yahaM<br />
kI hrok vastu maoM Aaja BaI ]nakI mauhbbataoM ka gaIt basaa huAa )aa.yahaM<br />
ka hrok TukD,a tk ]naka vahI puranaa gaIt daohra jaata hO ` ik ijasao vao<br />
A@sar hI caca- kI Aara(anaa maoM gaayaa krtI )aIM.iktnaa Ai(ak Pyaar )aa<br />
]nakao [sa masaIhI bastI sao.yahaM kI ek ek [-MT sao.saba jaanato hOM ik<br />
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ApnaI saarI ]ma` ]nhaoMnao Apnao prmaoSvar kI saovaa maoM vyatIt kr dI )aI.na<br />
jaanao vao iktnao hI saundr AaOr AcCo AcCo gaIt ilaK kr do ga[-M<br />
)aIM.iktnaa Ai(ak ]nhaoMnao Pyaar ikyaa )aa.iktnaa Ai(ak ]nakao yahaM sao<br />
lagaava )aa.iktnaa Ai(ak ` iksakdr vah [sa masaIhI bastI kao caahtI<br />
)aIM.magar yao kOsaI ]nakI iksmat )aI.kOsaI ]nakI ibaDmbanaa )aI ik jaba vao<br />
[sa saMsaar sao jauda hu[-M tao dao gaja jamaIna BaI ]na<strong>ko</strong> ilayao maunaaisaba na hao<br />
sakI.marnao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat BaI ]nakao yahaM s)aana nahIM imala rha )aa.jaba ik<br />
]na<strong>ko</strong> calao jaanao <strong>ko</strong> baad BaI yahaM kI hvaaAaoM maoM ]naka yahI Pyaara gaIt<br />
sada tk gaUMjata rhogaa.hmaoSaa tk.tba tk ` jaba tk ik ]nakI yaadaoM<br />
ka [sa s)aana pr ek ktra BaI baakI rhogaa.<br />
naIlaU kao mahsaUsa huAa ik jaOsao Aaja BaI ixaitja kI maaM Apnaa<br />
vahI Pyaara gaIt gaa rhI hOM.vahI Pyaara AaOr AnaaoKa gaIt , , , , , , ,prmaoSvar<br />
kI stuit maoM , , , , , , ,ApnaI vahI puranaI AaOr PyaarI Aavaaja, maoM.kuC [sa<br />
trh sao ;<br />
' tU ho yaISau svaga- naroSa.<br />
saMsaar bacaanao Aayaa )aa<br />
tU rK maanava ka BaoYa.<br />
tU hO yaISau svaga- naroSa , , , , , ,<br />
duinayaaM jaba jaba pap maoM KolaI<br />
tUnao ApnaI jyaaoit KaolaI<br />
gaMUgaaoM kao baaolaI do dI<br />
AM(aaoM kI dRiYT KaolaI<br />
saMsaar maoM jaba jaba Ëaint Aa[-<br />
tUnao idyao inado-Sa.<br />
tU hO yaISau svaga- naroSa , , , , , ,<br />
mauKmaMDla pr toja hO toro<br />
AaMKaoM maoM hO Saaint toro<br />
jaIvana dota tora caaolaa<br />
mana BaI tora ]jalaa ]jalaa<br />
(artI pr Cayaa kroM<br />
toro Pyaaro kalao <strong>ko</strong>Sa<br />
tU hO yaISau svaga- naroSa , , , , , , ,<br />
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saMsaar maoM torI kIit- mahana<br />
tUnao idyaa hO maui@t &ana<br />
kao[- na tuJasao $za haota<br />
ibana maaMgao tU sabakao dota<br />
]zayao tUnao saaro jaga <strong>ko</strong> pap<br />
mana maoM rKa kao[- na WoYa<br />
tU hO yaISau svaga- naroSa , , , , , , , , ,<br />
saaocato saaocato naIlaU kI AaMKoM ]dasa caaMdnaI maoM Sabanama sao BaIgaI<br />
hu[- (artI kI trh BaIga Aa[-M.caohro pr BarpUr ]dasaI Ca ga[-.idla maoM<br />
<strong>ko</strong>vala ek yaad hI SaoYa rh ga[- )aI.yaad <strong>ko</strong> isavaa AaOr kuC BaI baakI<br />
nahIM )aa.eosaI yaadoM ik ijanhoM isaf- daohranaa hI rh jaata hO.<strong>ko</strong>vala samaya<br />
samaya pr daohranaa hI.jaba BaI manauYya iksaI jaanao vaalao kao yaad kr laota<br />
hO tao AtIt kI smaRityaaoM ka ek gaubaar saa ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla <strong>ko</strong> JaraoKo maoM p`vaoSa<br />
krta hO ` AaOr vah BaI maa~ kuCok plaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao gaujaro idnaaoM kao tajaa<br />
kr<strong>ko</strong> samaaPt hao jaata hO.<br />
saM(yaa DUba ga[- )aI AaOr rat pD,nao lagaI tao naIlaU bahut hI ]dasa<br />
mana sao Apnao Gar pr vaapsa Aa ga[-.Gar pr Aanao pr ]sakao pta calaa ik<br />
iba<strong>ko</strong> huyao kiba`s)aana maoM ixaitja kI maaM kao dfnaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao kao[- BaI s)aana<br />
imalanaa naa maumaikna )aa ` tao vah ]na<strong>ko</strong> pai)a-va SarIr kao pasa hI <strong>ko</strong> ek<br />
dUsaro Sahr naIlagaiNa <strong>ko</strong> imaSana kmpa]MD maoM lao gayaa hO.[sa AaSaa pr ik<br />
Saayad kao[- dyaa AaOr ]sakI piris)ait pr trsa Kakr ]sakI maaM kao<br />
dfnaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao dao gaja jamaIna do do.naIlaU nao saunaa tao ]saka idla phlao sao<br />
BaI Ai(ak TUT gayaa.turnt hI ]sanao saaocaa ik ` yao dSaa yao hala <br />
[tnaI naaObat , , , , ,! Aaja masaIhI klaIisayaaAaoM kI dSaa [sakdr baurI AaOr<br />
tbaah hao caukI hO.[sakdr kmajaaor hao caukI hOM ik Aaja ja$rt pD,nao pr<br />
iksaI kao AMitma ima+I <strong>ko</strong> ilayao dao gaja BaUima BaI imalanaa kizna hao ga[-<br />
hO.yao saaocato saaocato naIlaU ka idla hI duKnao lagaa.[sa p`kar ik jaIvana maoM<br />
Aaja vah phlaI baar ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]dasa hao sakI )aI.idla maoM phlaI<br />
baar ]sa<strong>ko</strong> p`it kao[- dd- ]%pnna huAa )aa.<br />
tba eosao maoM naIlaU kao ixaitja kI yaad Aa[-.baar baar ]saka<br />
#yaala Aanao lagaa.magar Aba ]saka #yaala AaOr ]sakI smaRityaaoM maoM yaUM DUbanao<br />
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sao @yaa hao jaanaa )aa.vah tao ]sakI ija,ndgaI maoM phlao hI ek ivaYa ka<br />
kTaora ]MDola kr Baaga Aa[- )aI.[tnaI dUr ik Aba jaOsao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pasa vaapsa<br />
laaOTnao ka naa tao kao[- ]_oSya hI baakI rha )aa ` AaOr naa hI kao[- maagahI.daonaaoM<br />
hI kao ]sanao Kao idyaa )aa.ek kao laaprvaaihyaaoM maoM AaOr dUsaro<br />
kI kao[- kd` na jaanato huyao.<br />
ixaitja caar idnaaoM tk naIlagaiNa sao jaba nahIM laaOTa tao naIlaU<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> vaapsa Aanao kI p`tIxaa krnao lagaI.saaMvatbaaD,I kI saarI masaIhI<br />
bastI hI ]sakI vaapsaI kI rah tak rhI )aI.Saayad saba hI yao jaananaa<br />
caahto )ao ik vaastva maoM ]sakI maaM <strong>ko</strong> dfna ka @yaa huAa yaid ]nakao<br />
khIM BaI dfnaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao s)aana nahIM imala saka haogaa tao ifr @yaa huAa<br />
haogaa [saI p`kar kI saaocaa ivacaarI maoM tIna idna AaOr sark gayao.naIlaU <strong>ko</strong><br />
saa)a saa)a samast masaIhI bastI <strong>ko</strong> ilayao yao p`Sna <strong>ko</strong>vala ek p`Sna bana kr<br />
hI samaaPt haonao lagaa.naa tao ixaitja vaapsa Aayaa AaOr naa hI ]sakI maaM <strong>ko</strong><br />
dfna kI kao[- saUcanaa hI.naIlaU saaocatI rhI.<strong>ko</strong>vala ivacaaraoM <strong>ko</strong> tanao baanaaoM<br />
maoM hI ]laJaI rhI.bahut idnaaoM tk.<br />
ifr ek rat.<br />
ixaitja kao naIlagaiNa gayao huyao tIna saPtah sao Ai(ak hao cau<strong>ko</strong> )ao.naIlaU<br />
Apnao idla kI ]daisayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> saa)a baahr Gar <strong>ko</strong> drvaajao pr KD,I )aI.rai~<br />
<strong>ko</strong> lagaBaga naaO baja rho haoMgao.masaIhI bastI <strong>ko</strong> Ai(akaMSa laaoga saaonao kI<br />
tOyaarI krnao lagao )ao.sadI- Aanao <strong>ko</strong> idna AarMBa hao cau<strong>ko</strong> )ao.AakaSa sao<br />
cand`maa BaI Saayad masaIihyaaoM kI [sa bastI maoM Ca[- manahUsa cauPpI AaOr ]dasaI<br />
kao doK doK kr k[- idnaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Apnaa mauMh iCpa kr na jaanao khaM<br />
calaa gayaa )aa.Amaavasyaa kI kalaI rat jaOsao saba hI kao Ka jaanao vaalaI<br />
inagaahaoM sao GaUro jaatI )aI.AakaSa maoM <strong>ko</strong>vala kuCok naadana tairkayaoM hI rat<br />
<strong>ko</strong> [sa Bayaanak AM(akar kao imaTanao ka ek Asafla p`yaasa kr rhI )aIM.<br />
naIlaU ABaI BaI KD,I hu[- )aI.ApnaI pUva- maud`a maoM.caup.ibalkula<br />
Saant.KamaaoSa.iksaI p%)ar kI baojaana maUit- <strong>ko</strong> samaana.Anaayaasa hI ]sakI<br />
AaMKoM bastI <strong>ko</strong> baahr inaklanao vaalaI saD,k kI Aaor Apnao Aap ]z jaatI<br />
)aIM.Saayad [sa ]mmaId pr ik kao[- Aata hao.<br />
ABaI vah doK hI rhI )aI ik tBaI Acaanak sao caaOMk ga[-.doK<br />
kr idla ]saka ek baar (aD,k kr hI rh gayaa.bastI <strong>ko</strong> baahr jaatI<br />
hu[- saD,k pr sacamauca kao[- maanava Cayaa bastI kI Aaor hI calaI AatI<br />
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)aI.naIlaU nao ]sa Cayaa kao doK kr turnt hI phcaana ilayaa.]sa Cayaa kI<br />
caala doK kr hI vah samaJa ga[-.Aanao vaalaa ixaitja )aa.<strong>ko</strong>vala ixaitja<br />
hI.inatant A<strong>ko</strong>laa AaOr ibalkula A<strong>ko</strong>laa.ifr naIlaU ]sakao doK kr tba<br />
AaOr BaI AaScaya- sao gaD, ga[- ik Aaja ixaitja Apnao Gar kI trf na<br />
jaakr ]saI <strong>ko</strong> Gar kI Aaor calaa Aata hO.na jaanao Apnao idla maoM kaOna saa<br />
ivacaar ` kaOna saI (aarNaa AaOr na jaanao kOsaa (yaoya laokr vah doKtI<br />
rhI.saaocatI rhI.ixaitja Aayaa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> pasa hI Aata gayaa.naIlaU kI<br />
(aD,knaoM BaI baZ,tI ga[-M.tba ixaitja ]sa<strong>ko</strong> drvaajao <strong>ko</strong> pasa hI Aakr KD,a<br />
hao gayaa.ibalkula caup.gaMBaIr AaOr saUnaa saUnaa saa.<br />
" naIlaU , , , ,tuma , , , , , ! "<br />
" haM , , , , maOM hI." naIlaU nao dbaI dbaI Aavaaja maoM kha.<br />
" calaao ` AcCa hI huAa.maOM tumasao hI imalanao Aayaa )aa."<br />
" mauJasao , , , , , , " ek AivaSvaasa <strong>ko</strong> saa)a naIlaU nao AaScaya- sao kha tao<br />
ixaitja baaolaa ik `<br />
" haM ` tuma sao hI."<br />
" calaao.Gar maoM Andr nahIM calaaogao.Aba tao sabakI ivacaar (aarayaoM tumharI<br />
Aaor sao kafI kuC badla caukI hOM." naIlaU nao kha tao ixaitja nao turnt hI<br />
manaa kr idyaa.vah tpak sao baaolaa ik `<br />
" nahIM."<br />
" @yaaoM , , , , "<br />
" ijasa Gar <strong>ko</strong> drvaajao maoro ilayao bahut phlao hI baMd hao cau<strong>ko</strong> haoM vahaM mauJao<br />
jaanao kI AavaSyakta BaI @yaa hao saktI hO."<br />
" ixaitja , , , , ,! " naIlaU jaOsao tD,p kr hI rh ga[-.ixaitja nao laganao<br />
vaalaI baat kh kr saI(ao ]sakI nama- BaavanaaAaoM pr caaoT kr dI )aI.vah<br />
ifr jaOsao ApnaI tD,p kao iCpato huyao ]sasao baaolaI ik `<br />
" tao ifr yahaM @yaa laonao Aayao hao "<br />
" baMd drvaajaaoM <strong>ko</strong> Andr AMitma baar JaaMknao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao."<br />
" [sakI BaI @yaa AavaSyakta )aI.maOM tao jaI hI rhI )aI." naIlaU nao gaMBaIr<br />
haoto huyao inaila-Pt Baava sao kha tao ixaitja gaMBaIr haokr baaolaa ik `<br />
" Apnao $p kI vah AaiKrI Jalak idKanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ik ijasakao tuma Aba<br />
ifr kBaI BaI jaIvana maoM Saayad daobaara nahIM doK paAaogaI."<br />
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" @yaa matlaba , , , , , , , " naIlaU Acaanak hI caaOMk ga[-.rai~ <strong>ko</strong> AM(aoro maoM<br />
BaI ]sanao ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> caohro <strong>ko</strong> Baava pZ,nao kI caoYTa kI.<br />
" kla tk tumanao <strong>ko</strong>vala maorI Saraft doKI )aI.prntu Aba , , , , , ," ixaitja<br />
khto huyao Acaanak hI )amaa tao naIlaU Gabarato huyao AaScaya- sao baaolaI ik `<br />
" Aba ,,, , , , ,Aba @yaa , , , , "<br />
" maorI nafrt AaOr GaRNaa BaI doK laonaa."<br />
" ixaitja , , , jaanato hao ik tuma ek masaIhI AaOr padrI <strong>ko</strong> laD,<strong>ko</strong> hao "<br />
" jaanata hUM."<br />
" tao ifr yao gaMdI BaavanaayaoM tumharo idla maoM kOsao Aanao lagaIM iksa p`kar<br />
tumharo idla maoM yao SaOtanaI kaya- AaOr ]sakI yaui@tyaaM Aa ga[-M "<br />
" [Msaana kI piva~ BaavanaaAaoM pr jaba bao[-maanaI ` nafrt AaOr jalasa ka<br />
kuzaraGaat ibanaa karNa hI calanao lagao tao ifr vahaM pr GaRNaa ` Ëao(a AaOr<br />
[Mtkama kI icaMgaairyaaM Apnao Aap hI janma lao laotI hOM."<br />
" <strong>klavarI</strong> , , , , , , "<br />
" mat laao [sa naama kao ApnaI jaubaana sao."<br />
" tumhara naama ixaitja kumaar '<strong>klavarI</strong>' hO."<br />
" '<strong>klavarI</strong>' kI piva~ salaIba pr baogaunaahaoM ka k%la krnao vaalaaoM kao maorI<br />
bandUk kiba`s)aana kI tnha[yaaoM maoM hmaoSaa <strong>ko</strong> ilayao dfna kr dotI hO.Sama-<br />
AanaI caaihyao maro huyao laaogaaoM <strong>ko</strong> basaoraoM ka saaOda krnao vaalaaoM kao.[saIilayao<br />
maOMnao ]nakao kiba`s)aana phuMcaanao kI ksama Ka[- hO."<br />
"!! " K,amaaoSaI.gahrI K,amaaoSaI.naIlaU jaOsao Baya <strong>ko</strong> karNa Andr hI Andr<br />
kaMp ga[- )aI.jaIvana maoM phlaI baar ]sanao ixaitja ka [sa p`kar sao<br />
tmatmaata huAa caohra doKa )aa.vah caup hao ga[-.]sasao kuC BaI nahIM kha<br />
jaa saka.<br />
" naIlaU." )aaoD,I dor <strong>ko</strong> maaOna <strong>ko</strong> pScaat hI ixaitja nao Aagao kha tao naIlaU<br />
nao kha tao kuC nahIM bailk vah caupcaap ]sakI Aaor doKnao lagaI.tba<br />
ixaitja nao ApnaI baat Aagao baZ,a[-.vah baaolaa `<br />
" tumharo baad maOM vah nahIM rhUMgaa jaao [sa samaya hUM.'ixaitja' <strong>ko</strong> jaba saaro<br />
Armaana TUT jaato hOM tao vah ifr Apnaa isar ]zanaa BaUla jaata hO.AaOr<br />
jaba vah (artI kI naIcaa[yaaoM maoM Aakr SarNa laota hO tao ]saka $p AaOr<br />
vah svaMya iksa saImaa tk igar BaI sakta hO ` Saayad tumanao kBaI [sa baat<br />
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kI klpnaa BaI nahIM kI haogaI.sahna krnao kI BaI ek hd haotI hO.maOMnao<br />
bahut kuC sahna kr<strong>ko</strong> doK ilayaa hO.Aba AaOr Ai(ak sahna krnaa maorI<br />
bada-St kI saImaa <strong>ko</strong> baahr hO."<br />
" ixaitja , , , ,, ,,! yao tuma @yaa kh rho hao.maOMnao tumasao eosaI ]mmaId tao kBaI<br />
BaI nahIM kI )aI." naIlaU jaOsao tD,p ga[-.<br />
" maOM vahI kh rha hUM ` ik ijasao tumakao saunanaa hO. maOM tumasao yahI saba khnao<br />
Aayaa )aa ` AaOr Aba jaata hUM."<br />
" jaato hao ` laoikna khaM "<br />
" maOMnao ApnaI maaM <strong>ko</strong> ijasma kao yamaunaa <strong>ko</strong> iknaaro SaaolaaoM maoM fUMka hO.Aba jaa<br />
rha hUM ]sa s)aana kI SarNa maoM ` jahaM pr ik laaoga Anyaaya pr Anyaaya sahnao<br />
<strong>ko</strong> pScaat ek idna baobasa haokr kanaUna kao Apnao ha)a maoM laokr calao jaato<br />
hOM.cambala maoM ek baagaI kI hOisayat sao."<br />
" nahIM , , , nahIM, , , , , , ,hIM , , , ,hIM , , , , , ,' naIlaU kI caIK nao Acaanak hI<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I kI saarI masaIhI bastI kI dIvaaraoM ka klaojaa ihlaa kr rK<br />
idyaa.[sa p`kar ik Aasa pasa <strong>ko</strong> GaraoM maoM sao laaoga Acaanak hI baahr<br />
inakla kr doKnao lagao ......................'<br />
................Acaanak hI saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> hsptala maoM naisa-sa<br />
ha^sTla <strong>ko</strong> raoja, gaaD-na maoM KD,I hu[- k[- ek nasaao-M nao jaao naIlaU kI caIK<br />
saunaI tao saba kI saba Gabarato huyao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pasa Aa phuMcaI.sabanao AaScaya- sao<br />
]sao JakJaaorto huyao pUCa `<br />
" @yaaoM @yaa huAa tuJao Acaanak sao.tU zIk tao hO na "<br />
" !! " naIlaU nao kha tao kuC nahIM.vah <strong>ko</strong>vala ApnaI ]dasa AaOr<br />
AaMsauAaoM BarI AaMKaoM sao ApnaI saKI nasaao-M kao inaharnao lagaI.ek ivasmaya <strong>ko</strong><br />
saa)a.baD,I hI hOrt <strong>ko</strong> saa)a.<br />
" Aro ` torI AaMKaoM maoM tao <strong>AaMsaU</strong> hOM." ek nao kha tao naIlaU caupcaap Apnao<br />
s)aana pr KD,I hao ga[-.ifr jaoba sao $maala inakalaa AaOr Apnaa caohra<br />
paoMCnao lagaI.]sa<strong>ko</strong> caaraoM trf KD,I hu[- nasaao-M nao ]sakao ek baar ifr<br />
AaScaya- AaOr ivasmaya <strong>ko</strong> saa)a doKa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> raonao ka karNa jaana laonaa caaha<br />
AaOr ifr ]sasao daohrayaa `<br />
" @yaaoM naIlaU ` tU batatI @yaaoM nahIM hO @yaa huAa tuJao Acaanak sao raotI<br />
@yaaoM hO "<br />
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" kuC nahIM.eosao hI kuC yaad Aa gayaa )aa." naIlaU nao Apnao Baro Baro galao<br />
sao kha tao xaNa Bar kao saba ifr maaOna hao ga[-M.K,amaaoSaI <strong>ko</strong> saa)a vao saba<br />
]saka mauKD,a doKnao lagaIM.magar ifr BaI kao[- ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM Aayao huyao<br />
AaMsauAaoM ka karNa nahIM jaana saka.saba hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla <strong>ko</strong> dd- sao AnaiBa&<br />
)aIM.Anajaana AaOr baoKbar.iksaI nao BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla maoM basaI ZoraoM Zor<br />
]dasaI kao mahsaUsa nahIM ikyaa )aa.laoikna ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla kI gahra[yaaoM maoM<br />
iktnaa dd- )aa.iksakdr vah maayaUsa AaOr ]dasa )aI yao vah jaanatI )aI<br />
AaOr ]saka dd-Bara idla.<br />
kuCok xaNa yaUM hI p`SnaaoM AaOr ivasmaya maoM DUbato huyao vyatIt hao<br />
gayao.naIlaU kI ]dasaI AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Anaayaasa raonao ka sababa ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pasa Aa[-<br />
hu[- nasaao-M maoM sao kao[- BaI nahIM jaana saka.saa)a hI jaOsao iksaI nao BaI [sa baat<br />
pr Ai(ak ivacaar ivamaSa- BaI nahIM ikyaa.saba hI nao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla kI kao[-<br />
xaiNak Aakismak GaTnaa samaJato huyao Apnao Apnao maistYkaoM maoM sao baahr<br />
inakala idyaa.inakala idyaa tao vao saba hI naIlaU kao ]saI <strong>ko</strong> hala pr<br />
A<strong>ko</strong>laa CaoD, kr ha^sTla kI Aaor iKsak ga[-M.kao[- BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> duK AaOr<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> mana <strong>ko</strong> kaonao sao khIM baahr Aanao kao ]%sauk ]sakI pID,a kao nahIM<br />
jaana AaOr samaJa saka )aa.<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> [sa maSahUr hsptala maoM manauYyaaoM kI BaID, ka taMta<br />
lagaatar baZ,ta jaa rha )aa.puilasa <strong>ko</strong> isapahI baD,o hI caaOknnao AaOr satkhaokr<br />
hsptala <strong>ko</strong> caaraoM Aaor GaUma rho )ao.manauYyaaoM kI jamaa BaID, <strong>ko</strong> hrok<br />
rolao maoM ` hr caohro pr ek ivaSaoYa camak AaOr kaOtuhla )aa.hr iksaI <strong>ko</strong><br />
mauK pr ]%saah ` ]maMga AaOr ek baomatlaba <strong>ko</strong> basao huyao manaaorMjana <strong>ko</strong> laxaNa<br />
idKa[- doto )ao.magar naIlaU , , ,, ]saka tao jaOsao saara caOna hI na jaanao khaM<br />
jaakr Kao cauka )aa.kao[- BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> mana kI ]dasaI ka karNa nahIM jaanata<br />
)aa.vah raoja,gaaD-na maoM ABaI BaI A<strong>ko</strong>laI KD,I hu[- )aI.ibalkula tnha.Apnao<br />
ivacaaraoM AaOr saaocaaoM maoM ifr sao laIna AaOr gaMBaIr haotI hu[-.Apnao idla maoM<br />
Apnao AtIt ka vah dd-BarI yaadaoM ka TukD,a saMBaalao huyao ik ijasao ]sanao<br />
ek idna kao[- BaI prvaah na krto huyao rah calato huyao kao[- BaI<br />
AavaSyakta kI vastu na saaocato huyao baahr foMk idyaa )aa.<br />
Apnao idla kI ]dasaI <strong>ko</strong> saa)a saa)a naIlaU kao gaaD-na ka hrok<br />
fUla tk ]dasa AaOr fIka fIka naja,r Aanao lagaa )aa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> duK AaOr<br />
pID,a kao mahsaUsa krto huyao poD,aoM <strong>ko</strong> saayao tk K,amaaoSaI sao Apnaa mauMh<br />
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laTkayao huyao caupcaap KD,o )ao.hvaaAaoM maoM BaI kao[- caMcalata nahIM idKa[-<br />
dotI )aI.<strong>ko</strong>vala AakaSa maoM Aavaara baadlaaoM <strong>ko</strong> kaiflao ` baojaana hvaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
saharo na jaanao kaOna sao doSa kI yaa~a kI haoD, maoM (aIro (aIro sarktoo calao<br />
jaato )ao.taOBaI baadlaaoM <strong>ko</strong> [saI kaiflaaoM <strong>ko</strong> karvaaM maoM ` ]nasao dUr AaOr<br />
BaTka huAa saa ek Alaga baadla ka TukD,a eosaa BaI )aa jaao ik Apnao<br />
saai)ayaaoM sao ibalkula Alaga )alaga iknaaro haokr caupcaap calaa jaa rha )aa.<br />
naIlaU kao yaad Aayaa ik ` ek idna )aa jaba ik vah BaI<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I sao Apnao sambain(ayaaoM AaOr ixaitja kao khIM dUr CaoD, kr yahaM<br />
naisa-Mga <strong>ko</strong> p`iSaxaNa maoM Aa ga[- )aI.p`iSaxaNa samaaPt krnao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat Aba<br />
vah [saI hsptala maoM ipClao saat vaYaa-oM sao marIjaaoM kI saovaa kr rhI )aI.tba<br />
sao na jaanao iktnao hI idna AaOr xaNa baIt cau<strong>ko</strong> )ao.]sakI ]ma` ka ek<br />
mah%vapUNa- ihssaa marIjaaoM kI saovaa maoM vyatIt hao cauka hO ` ]sao tao Anaumaana<br />
BaI nahIM )aa.<br />
hsptala ka vaatavarNa manauYyaaoM kI BaID, sao Aba tk KcaaKca<br />
Bar cauka )aa.vaatavarNa <strong>ko</strong> hrok kaonao maoM baataoM ka hujaUma jaOsao kao[-<br />
Aavaara AaOr laaprvaah vyai@t bana kr Thlanao lagaa )aa.manauYyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> caohraoM<br />
pr kao[- KuSaI nahIM )aI ` tao duK BaI nahIM )aa.magar [sa Acaanak sao hu[-<br />
GaTnaa <strong>ko</strong> p`it sacaot AaOr ]%sauk AvaSya hI )ao.saba hI <strong>ko</strong> haozaoM pr<br />
ku#yaat DakU '<strong>klavarI</strong>' <strong>ko</strong> jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> saccao JaUzo ` hr trh <strong>ko</strong> Afsaanao<br />
)ao.saba hI ]saI <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM baatoM kr rho )ao.<br />
naIlaU nao raoja,gaaD-na kI K,amaaoiSayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> saharo dUr hsptala <strong>ko</strong> ]sa<br />
ivaSaoYa baaD- <strong>ko</strong> ivaSaoYa kmaro kI Aaor doKa ijasamaoM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> AtIt ka ibaCuD,a<br />
BaTka ]saka ixaitja kla rat hI puilasa kI rayafla kI gaaolaI sao Gaayala<br />
haokr ek ku#yaat DakU kI hOisayat sao bandI banaakr yahaM laayaa gayaa<br />
)aa.puilasa ABaI BaI ]sa xao~ sao BaID, kao dUr hTanao maoM vyast )aI.AaOr<br />
BaID, ka hrok ]%sauk vyai@t BaI Saayad [sa maSahUr DakU ixaitja kumaar<br />
'<strong>klavarI</strong>' <strong>ko</strong> caohro kI ek Jalak doK laonaa caahta )aa.magar Apnao<br />
Afsaaosa AaOr Baagya kI maarI naIlaU , , , , , vah tao caahto huyao BaI ]sao<br />
doK nahIM saktI )aI.bahut caahto huyao BaI vah ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saamanao BaI nahIM jaa<br />
saktI )aI.vah jaanatI )aI ik yaid vah jaatI BaI tao Apnao iksa mauMh AaOr<br />
Ai(akar sao yao Ai(akar tao vah vaYaao-M pUva- hI samaaPt kr Aa[- )aI.<br />
]saI nao tao ek idna ixaitja kao baIca maaga- maoM A<strong>ko</strong>laa AaOr tnha CaoD, kr<br />
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aogaanaa banaa idyaa )aa.vahI tao ]sao dr dr BaTknao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao dUr CaoD, Aa[-<br />
)aI.CaoD, Aa[- )aI Saayad [sa ilayao ik ek idna vah ]sakI<br />
barbaaidyaaoM kI A)aI- pr ApnaI Asafla mauhbbataoM <strong>ko</strong> dIp saulagaa<br />
sa<strong>ko</strong>.[saIilayao ]sanao vah saba ikyaa )aa ` ik ijasao ]sao kBaI BaI nahIM krnaa<br />
caaihyao )aa.vah nahIM jaanatI )aI ik eosaa hao BaI cauka hO.ijasa baat kao<br />
vah kBaI sapnao maoM BaI nahIM saaocatI )aI ` Aaja vahI ]sakI ija,ndgaI kI ek<br />
kD,vaI hkIkt bana kr ]saka jaOsao dma GaaoMTnao calaI Aa[- )aI.Aaja<br />
]sakI AaMKaoM nao ixaitja kI barbaad mauhbbat ka AMitma AMjaama BaI doK<br />
ilayaa hO.kla ka ]sakI yaadaoM maoM BaTknao vaalaa ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Pyaar kI<br />
pUjaa krnao vaalaa ]sakao idla sao caahnao vaalaa , , , , , , ]saka pujaarI `<br />
]saka ixaitja , , , , , ,! Aaja ek ku#yaat DakU BaI bana sakta hO , , , , ,,<br />
, , , , , , , ,, saaocato saaocato naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> idla ka dd- phlao sao BaI Ai(ak baZ,<br />
gayaa.[tnaa Ai(ak ik klaojao maoM jaOsao ek TIsa saI ]z kr rh ga[-.vah<br />
jaanatI hO ik kla AaOr Aaja maoM iktnaa baD,a Antr )aa.iktnaa Ai(ak<br />
vah kla <strong>ko</strong> AtIt sao dUr Aa ga[- )aI.kla ka ixaitja , , , , ,.saaMvatbaaD,I<br />
kI masaIhI bastI ka ek masaIhI saBya yauvak ixaitja , , , , , AaOr Aaja ka<br />
ixaitja , , , , , , Aaja kI ek kD,vaI ksaOlaI vaastivakta , , , ,!! saaocato<br />
saaocato naIlaU kI AaMKaoM sao svat: hI <strong>AaMsaU</strong> iksaI maalaa kI ibaKrtI hu[-<br />
kiD,yaaoM <strong>ko</strong> samaana TUT TUT kr ibaKrnao lagao.galaa Bar Aayaa.[sakdr ik<br />
vah ifr sao fUT fUT kr rao pD,I.raoto raoto ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla maoM Aayaa ik vah<br />
Apnaa galaa hI dbaa Dalao.yahIM Apnaa isar pTk do.pTk pTk kr<br />
ApnaI jaana hI do do.ixaitja kao ek DakU <strong>ko</strong> $p maoM doKnao sao phlao vah<br />
mar @yaaoM nahIM ga[- )aI.yao @yaaoM huAa.@yaaoM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saamanao hI huAa.@yaaoM ,,<br />
ixaitja @yaaoM ek DakU banaa @yaaoM vah Apnaa ibagaD,a huAa $p laokr<br />
[saI hsptala maoM Aayaa @yaaoM , , , , AaiKr @yaaoM , , , , , <br />
naIlaU sao jaba nahIM sahna hao saka tao vah ifr sao ffk ffk<br />
kr rao pD,I.raoj,agaaD-na <strong>ko</strong> ek kaonao maoM baOz kr vah baD,I dor tk raotI hI<br />
rhI.[sa p`kar ik gaaD-na ka hrok fUla tk jaOsao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a saa)a<br />
isasaknao lagaa )aa.maanaao naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> dd- <strong>ko</strong> saa)a hI gaaD-na <strong>ko</strong> fUlaaoM ka dd- BaI<br />
]saka hmadma bana kr saa)a donao ka p`yaasa krnao lagaa )aa.<br />
AakaSa <strong>ko</strong> dUr khIM bahUt dUr safr maoM baadlaaoM kI TaoilayaaM na<br />
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jaanao khaM sao calaI AatI )aIM AaOr na jaanao khaM BaTk jaanaa caahtI<br />
)aIM.hvaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong> saharo ` baadla ka hrok TukD,a naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> idla <strong>ko</strong> dd- ka<br />
hala pUCo bagaOr ApnaI hI yaa~a pr calaa jaata )aa.saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> [sa<br />
hsptala ka hrok kaonaa tk Aaja naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]sakI ija,ndgaI kI<br />
BarpUr ]daisayaaoM ka BaMDar bana kr rh gayaa )aa.ek eosaa BaMDar ik ijasao<br />
Aba hr samaya duK <strong>ko</strong> labaadaoM sao Barnaa hI )aa ` kma nahIM haonaa )aa.hr<br />
s)aana ]dasa )aa.hrok vastu nama AaOr BaIgaI idKa[- dotI )aI.AaOr [saI<br />
]dasa vaatavarNa kI isasaikyaaoM t)aa K,amaaoSa vaRxaaoM kI maUkta <strong>ko</strong> saharo<br />
naIlaU Apnao kTu AtIt kI hr yaad , , , , ,yaadaoM kI ek ek baat t)aa baIto<br />
huyao idnaaoM kI hrok smaRit kao yahaM naisa-sa ha^sTla <strong>ko</strong> banao huyao KubasaUrt<br />
raoja,gaaD-na maoM baOzo baOzo ifr sao daohra ga[- )aI.]sa<strong>ko</strong> ijayao huyao idna ]sakI<br />
yaadaoM kI ek hlkI saI roKa bana kr Aayao )ao AaOr yaadaoM <strong>ko</strong> ja,#maaoM kI<br />
ek maaoTI lakIr bana kr calao BaI gayao )ao.<br />
]saka baIta huAa pla.ijayao huyao idnaaoM kI vao yaadoM ik ijanhoM<br />
yaid vah caahtI tao saaro jaIvana kI KuiSayaaoM ka kBaI BaI na bauJanao vaalaa<br />
icaraga banaa saktI )aI ` magar ]sakI laaprvaahI AaOr svaCnd ivacaaraoM kI<br />
Aavaaraprst ija,ndgaI <strong>ko</strong> karNa ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ga,maaoM ka ek eosaa hr samaya<br />
saulagata huAa AMgaar bana ga[- )aIM ik ` ijanhoM Aba vah jaba BaI yaad krogaI<br />
tao raoyaogaI AaOr <strong>ko</strong>vala raoyaogaI.Apnao jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> raoSana icaragaaoM kao tarIkI<br />
maoM badlanao AaOr AM(akar maoM (a<strong>ko</strong>lanao ka daoYa vah do BaI iksao saktI )aI <br />
maanava jaIvana AaOr Pyaar kI kaomala AaOr naaja,uk BaavanaaAaoM kao<br />
sadOva hI ek Kola samaJanao vaalaI naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Aaja ka vah idna )aa ik<br />
ijasakao Apnao saamanao doK kr vah Aaja sacamauca maoM [Msaana AaOr ]sakI<br />
BaavanaaAaoM ka maUlya jaana caukI )aI.manauYya <strong>ko</strong> saa)a ]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana sao<br />
iKlavaaD, krnao ka sabak BaI ]sakao imala cauka )aa.yao AaOr baat )aI ik<br />
mausaIbatoM AaOr proSaainayaaM tao iksaI dUsaro nao hI ]za[- )aIM ` AaOr BaivaYya maoM<br />
]zayaogaa BaI ; magar )aaoD,a )aaoD,a kr<strong>ko</strong> raoja, hI marnao kI sajaa tao vah Kud<br />
hI pUrI krogaI.<br />
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dyojh ds vaklw<br />
iWtIya pircCod<br />
rai~ <strong>ko</strong> lagaBaga Aaz bajao ` jaba ik vaRxaaoM <strong>ko</strong> pICo sao cand`maa<br />
nao ]cak kr naIcao (artI kao doKa tao saarI maanava (artI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> hl<strong>ko</strong> hl<strong>ko</strong><br />
dUi(ayaa p`kaSa maoM sar-ba-tr hao ga[-.ifr kuCok xaNaaoM <strong>ko</strong> baad hI ]sakI<br />
kmaisana AaOr naajauk riSmayaaoM nao vaRxaaoM <strong>ko</strong> pICo sao ]nakI pi
safod fUlaaoM kI saugan(a nao jaba yamaunaa <strong>ko</strong> iknaaro baOzo huyao ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> na)aunaaoM<br />
maoM p`vaoSa ikyaa tao ]sakao ApnaI dSaa ka baao(a huAa.vah ABaI tk yamaunaa<br />
<strong>ko</strong> jala <strong>ko</strong> iknaaro baOza huAa )aa.Aagara Sahr kI bastI sao bahut dUr AaOr<br />
A<strong>ko</strong>laa K,amaaoSa Apnao maoM gaumasauma ` bahut hI gaMBaIr ` inaraSa AaOr<br />
ApnaI ]dasa kamanaaAaoM kI laaSa kao ApnaI hI pIz sao baaM(ao huyao vah<br />
ApnaI PyaarI maaM kI icata kI lapTaoM <strong>ko</strong> saamanao jaOsao Apnao saaro baovafa<br />
mauk_r ka tmaaSaa lagaayao huyao )aa.idla <strong>ko</strong> Andr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> dd-BarI ]daisayaaoM<br />
<strong>ko</strong> gamaja,da Aaga <strong>ko</strong> Saaolao saulaga rho )ao.]sa<strong>ko</strong> haozaoM pr Apnaa duK byaana<br />
na kr saknao vaalaI AahoM )aIM.galao maoM duKBarI Aavaaja, AaOr AaMKaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
saamanao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Acaanak sao badlao huyao samaya <strong>ko</strong> $K, t)aa ibagaD,I hu[- iksmat<br />
kI ha)a kI roKaAaoM kI ]jaaD, halat )aI.Apnao saamanao hI vah Apnao<br />
ArmaanaaoM kI dhktI hu[- icata kao lagaatar doK rha )aa.ApnaI PyaarI<br />
masaIhI maaM ka eosaa Anahaonaa AMitma saMskar ik ijasao marnao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat<br />
<strong>ko</strong>vala dao gaja jamaIna BaI na imala sakI )aI.ek eosaI AMitma yaa~a ka dRSya<br />
ik jaao BaI saccaa masaIhI yaid ek baar doK lao tao ]saka BaI klaojaa fT<br />
jaayao.iktnaa BaI p%)ar vah @yaaoM na hao; (aaima-k masaIihyat sao BarI<br />
Aas)aaAaoM ka eosaa hEa doK kr vah BaI ipGala jaayaogaa.saao eosaI )aI `<br />
ixaitja kI maaM kI AaiKrI yaa~a kI tsvaIr.]saka AMitma $p AaOr<br />
AaiKrI dSa-na ik ` ijasanao ]sao pla Bar maoM hI bahut kuC saaocanao AaOr krnao<br />
kao baa(ya kr idyaa )aa.<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I kI masaIhI bastI ka kiba`s)aana ibak jaanao <strong>ko</strong> karNa<br />
jaba ixaitja kao kao[- Anya s)aana t)aa ]paya nahIM imala saka )aa tao vah<br />
Apnao ima~aoM <strong>ko</strong> khnao pr ApnaI maaM <strong>ko</strong> Sava kao Aagara [sa AaSaa pr lao<br />
Aayaa )aa ik yahaM ]sao AvaSya hI iksaI kiba`s)aana maoM kao[- na kao[- s)aana<br />
ja$r imala jaayaogaa.magar jaba vahaM BaI kao[- baMdaobast na hao saka tao vah<br />
ApnaI maaM <strong>ko</strong> dfna <strong>ko</strong> ilayao icaintt hao gayaa.yahaM ]sakI kao[- ivaSaoYa<br />
jaana phcaana BaI nahIM )aI.imaSana kI Ai(akaMSa BaUima AaOr saMpi
pScaat ma%yau kI gaaod maoM saaonao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao AaiK,rI Gar BaI baakI nahIM bacaa<br />
)aa.masaIihyat <strong>ko</strong> naama pr baOzo huyao laalacaI AaOr svaa)aI- tbakaoM nao<br />
kiba`s)aana tk baoca Dalao )ao.saao yao )aa ` ]sa masaIhI klaIisayaa ka<br />
vaastivak $p ik ijasakao hmaaro masaIh yaISau nao Apnao pak lahU sao saIMcaa<br />
AaOr KrIda )aa.yao ]sa masaIhI samaaja kI ibagaD,I hu[- Kraba tsvaIr )aI ik<br />
ijasakao banaanao AaOr sajaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao prmaoSvar <strong>ko</strong> Ba@taoM nao Apnao jaIvana<br />
tk lauTa idyao )ao.Apnaa saara kuC do idyaa )aa ` <strong>ko</strong>vala [sa Aasa pr ik<br />
ek idna jaba BaI masaIha Aayaogaa tao ApnaI dulhna kao doK kr KUba hI<br />
p`sanna haogaa.<br />
tba [sa p`kar hr trh kI Aasa AaOr ]mmaId maoM jaba samaya<br />
Ai(ak baItnao lagaa t)aa ixaitja kI maaM <strong>ko</strong> ilayao dfna ka kao[- ]paya<br />
nahIM hao saka tao ifr ApnaI ibagaD,I hu[- iksmat ka ibagaD,a hala doK kr<br />
ixaitja kI AaMKaoM maoM svat: hI <strong>AaMsaU</strong> Aa gayao.vah Apnao maukd\dr AaOr<br />
majabaUr halaat kao baobasa pakr fUT fUT kr rao pD,a.rao pD,a [sailayao ik<br />
Aaja vah bahut kuC caah kr BaI kuC nahIM kr sakta )aa.majabaUr )aa<br />
[sailayao ik hr trh sao p`ban(a krnao <strong>ko</strong> baad BaI vah ApnaI maaM <strong>ko</strong> AMitma<br />
saMskar <strong>ko</strong> ilayao dao gaja jamaIna nahIM maaola lao sakta )aa.ApnaI maaM <strong>ko</strong><br />
AMitma saMskar <strong>ko</strong> ilayao vah Aaja iktnaa Ai(ak baobasa )aa ` yao vah jaanata<br />
)aa AaOr ]saka majabaUiryaaoM ka maara idla.iktnaa Ai(ak baobasa )aa<br />
vah.iksakdr vah kmajaaor hao gayaa )aa ` Apnao hI Aap maoM.Aaja ka idna<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao [tnaa Ai(ak Kraba inaklaa )aa ik vah Aaja ApnaI maaM kI<br />
maR%yau <strong>ko</strong> pScaat BaI ]na<strong>ko</strong> ilayao kuC BaI krnao kao maaohtaja hao gayaa<br />
)aa.jaba ik ]sao yaad )aa ik Apnao jaIvana maoM hI ]sakI maaM nao iktnao Pyaar<br />
sao ]sasao yao vaada lao ilayaa )aa ik ]na<strong>ko</strong> marnao <strong>ko</strong> baad vah ]nakI kba`<br />
Apnao ipta kI kba` <strong>ko</strong> bagala maoM hI banavaayaogaa.vah jaanata )aa ik yao<br />
]sakI maaM kI haid-k [cCa )aI.magar Aaja hr trh sao ibagaD,o huyao samaya<br />
kI (aaraAaoM nao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ArmaanaaoM kI hrok ]mmaId kao Dubaao idyaa )aa.baD,I<br />
inad-yata sao ]sakI samast [cCaAaoM ka galaa GaaoMT Dalaa )aa.]sakao kdma<br />
kdma pr maara hI nahIM bailk ]sakao jagah jagah sao taoD, kr rK idyaa<br />
)aa.[tnaa Ai(ak inaba-la kr idyaa )aa ik vah ApnaI maaM kI [sa AMitma<br />
[cCa kao BaI pUra nahIM kr sakta )aa.vah jaanata )aa ik yao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana<br />
kI kao[- BaI har na haokr ]sa masaIhI klaIisayaa <strong>ko</strong> ptna kI vah kalaI<br />
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tsvaIr )aI ik ijasakao palanao AaOr saMvaarnao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ipta <strong>ko</strong> hI<br />
samaana na jaanao iktnao padiryaaoM ` p`caarkaoM AaOr Kuda <strong>ko</strong> Ba@taoM nao Apnao<br />
jaIvanaaoM kI prvaah nahIM kI )aI.ixaitja kI AaMKaoM maoM zhro huyao baobasaI<br />
AaOr inaraSaa <strong>ko</strong> <strong>AaMsaU</strong> ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Apnao na haokr ]
tUfanaaoM <strong>ko</strong> p`Baava sao ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM KUnaI AMgaaro BaivaYya maoM laonao vaalao<br />
iksaI [ntkama kI BaBaktI hu[- jvaalaa <strong>ko</strong> karNa jaOsao kaMpnao lagao<br />
)ao.ApnaI PyaarI maaM kI laala AMgaar haotI icata <strong>ko</strong> samaana hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> caohro<br />
kI AaBaa tk laala hao caukI )aI.[sa samaya rat BaI gahranao lagaI<br />
)aI.yamaunaa <strong>ko</strong> iknaaraoM pr basao huyao gaaMvaaoM t)aa Aasa pasa ka saara baIhD,I<br />
[laaka vaIrana AaOr saUnasaana iksaI mauMh baayao ivaSaala Aitvaaihikya $p <strong>ko</strong><br />
samaana na jaanao iksakao inagala jaanao <strong>ko</strong> #yaala sao GaUr rha )aa.gaaMvaaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
samaana idKnao vaalaa yamaunaa ka baIhD, dUr dUr tk baOzo huyao ixaitja kao<br />
Ktrnaak baagaI rastaoM kI Jalak idKa rha )aa.<br />
rai~ ]dasa )aI.AakaSa pr caaMdnaI ibaKrI pD,I )aI ` magar<br />
]saka BaI hrok ktra jaOsao ]daisayaaoM kI baUMdoM bana bana kr Tpk rha<br />
)aa.yamaunaa ka zhra huAa Saant ` laoikna jaOsao baohd icaintt jala BaI maanaao<br />
iksaI ivaCaoh <strong>ko</strong> ivayaaoga maoM (aIro (aIro isasak rha )aa.AakaSa <strong>ko</strong> saInao sao<br />
icapkI hu[- CaoTI CaoTI naadana tairkayaoM BaI Aaja jaOsao ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> dd- maoM<br />
cauPpI saa(a ga[- )aIM.vao BaI K,amaaoSa AaOr maaOna )aIM.ifr haotI BaI @yaaoM nahIM<br />
Aaja ]naka BaI 'ixaitja' ]dasa )aa.]sakI samast KuiSayaaoM ka AMitma vao<br />
doK hI rhIM )aIM.<br />
saao vaatavarNa <strong>ko</strong> [sa ]dasa AaOr dd- Baro maahaOla ka sahara<br />
pakr t)aa icata kI lapTaoM maoM dhktI AaOr tD,ptI hu[- icaMgaairyaaoM kao<br />
doKto huyao ixaitja ka idla BaI iksaI p`itSaao(a kI Aigna maoM laala AMgaaraoM<br />
<strong>ko</strong> samaana dhk ]za )aa.Aaja ApnaI saarI laalasaaAaoM kI A)aI- t)aa<br />
banatI saMvartI ija,ndgaI <strong>ko</strong> tmaaSao kao doK ]sakI r@t kI iSaraAaoM ka<br />
KUna iksaI Bayaanak badlao kI Baavanaa maoM jala jala kr fD,knao lagaa<br />
)aa.Saayad yahI ]sakI Saraft kI ija,ndgaI ka isalaa )aa ]sakI<br />
saccaa[- <strong>ko</strong> maagaao-M pr calanao ka pirNaama , , , , , ik ` maanavaIya p`oma <strong>ko</strong> rastaoM<br />
pr Baagato Baagato ` jamaanao <strong>ko</strong> Pyaar kI AaSaa maoM ]sao jaI Bar <strong>ko</strong> nafrt<br />
p`aPt hao ga[- )aI.sada Apnao jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> AcCo p`dSa-na kI caaht maoM kaoiSaSa<br />
krto huyao Aaja ]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana ka jaOsao badtmaIja,I <strong>ko</strong> saa)a iKlaiKlaata<br />
huAa maja,maa laga gayaa )aa.<br />
AakaSa pr cand`maa ApnaI CaoTI CaoTI maasaUma AaOr PyaarI PyaarI<br />
tairkaAaoM <strong>ko</strong> saa)a ek hI s)aana pr iTka huAa ixaitja kI ]daisayaaoM kao<br />
takto huyao jaOsao Kud BaI ]dasa AaOr nama hao gayaa )aa.vah BaI ixaitja <strong>ko</strong><br />
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ilayao kuC BaI krnao kao Saayad baobasa hao gayaa )aa.p`kRit ka BaI hrok<br />
naja,ara ]sakI dyanaIya AaOr baohd duKBarI dSaa kao doK doK kr ivavaSa<br />
haokr Apnaa mauMh iCpa baOza )aa.yamaunaa <strong>ko</strong> Aasa pasa ka saara SaItla saUnaa<br />
[laaka iksaI manahUsa saayao <strong>ko</strong> samaana KD,a KD,a ` vaatavarNa kI isasaktI<br />
hvaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong> p`Baava sao BaaMya BaaMya kr rha )aa.hr trf ek gahrI ` AaOr<br />
saMidg(a K,amaaoSaI Ca ga[- )aI.maaOt jaOsaI cauPpI iksaI caaor <strong>ko</strong> samaana dbao paMva<br />
Apnao pOr psaarnao maoM vyast hao caukI )aI.<br />
[saI ma(ya ixaitja nao baOzo baOzo ApnaI maaM kI AMitma daOr maoM<br />
jalatI icata kI Aaor doKa.icata kI kmajaaor pD,tI lapTaoM kao ]sanao<br />
baD,I hI gahra[- AaOr gaMBaIrta sao inahara.[tnaI dor sao jalatI hu[- icata kI<br />
BaI lapToM jaOsao Aba SaaMt hao jaanaa caahtI )aIM.<strong>ko</strong>vala ]samaoM Baro huyao SaoYa<br />
AMgaaro hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> baoddI- sao svaah huyao jaIvana kI gavaahI do rho )ao.ixaitja<br />
jaanata )aa ik icata <strong>ko</strong> yao laala AMgaaro BaI kuC samaya <strong>ko</strong> baad Apnao Aap<br />
hI zMDo pD, jaayaoMgao.ifr rh jaayaogaI ]nakI hvaa maoM ivalaIna haotI hu[- raK,;<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> maaM <strong>ko</strong> badna kI K,ak vah BaI (aIro (aIro kBaI vaayau <strong>ko</strong> saharo ]D,<br />
]D, kr Apnao rho bacao Aist%va kao sada <strong>ko</strong> ilayao samaaPt kr laogaI.tba<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> pScaat ]sakI maaM ka [sa duinayaaM maoM kao[- BaI naama Aao inaSaana tk<br />
nahIM rhogaa.naa hI kao[- AvaSaoYa AaOr icanh tk ]sao p`aPt hao<br />
sa<strong>ko</strong>gaa.)aaoD,I bahut yaadoM haoMgaI ` vao BaI samaya kI baZ,tI hu[- saIiZ,yaaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
dbaaba sao khIM dba kr hI rh jaayaoMgaI.<br />
baOzo baOzo ixaitja nao jaba [sa p`kar sao saaocaa tao BaavanaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
]tar caZ,ava <strong>ko</strong> karNa ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM Daoro tOr gayao.KUnaI Daoro AaMKoM<br />
jalatI hu[- icata <strong>ko</strong> AMgaaraoM <strong>ko</strong> samaana hI dhk ]zIM.]sakI Antra%maa nao<br />
mana maoM hI kha ik ` ' yaid Aaja masaIhI klaIisayaaAaoM ka yao ibagaD,a AaOr<br />
saaOdobaajaI ka baajaarI $p nahIM haota imaSana kI gad\dI pr baOzo huyao<br />
laalacaI yahUdaAaoM nao masaIh yaISau kao na baocaa haota masaIhI samaaja AaOr<br />
imaSana kI sampi
s)aana ik jahaM pr manauYya icarinad``a maoM [sa Aasa AaOr ivaSvaasa <strong>ko</strong> saa)a saao<br />
jaata hO ik ek idna saMsaar <strong>ko</strong> Ant <strong>ko</strong> idna maoM vah ifr sao jaI<br />
]zogaa.yaid eosaa haota tao Aaja ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ha)aaoM maoM rKo huyao baolaa <strong>ko</strong> saugain(at<br />
fUla ]sakI maaM kI maja,ar pr rKo gayao haoto.<strong>ko</strong>vala [sa smaRit maoM ik kba`<br />
<strong>ko</strong> Andr saaonao vaalaa prmaoSvar kI ]sa vyavas)aa AaOr inayama ka palana kr<br />
rha hO ik ijasamaoM kha gayaa hO ik manauYya ek idna [sa saMsaar kI yaa~a<br />
pUrI krnao <strong>ko</strong> baad ` maR%yaaoprant puna: ima+I maoM hI imala jaayaogaa.magar ` imaSana<br />
<strong>ko</strong> kuC laalacaI AaOr svaa)aI- yahUdaAaoM nao Avasar panao pr Apnao Ai(akar<br />
ka BarpUr laaBa ]za kr masaIhI klaIisayaaoM ka saara kuC baoca Dalaa<br />
)aa.baoca kr ]sao prayaa banaa idyaa )aa.'<br />
ja,ra tulanaa%mak ZMga sao gaaOr kroM ` Aaja kI masaIhI baistyaaoM `<br />
kmpa]MDaoM AaOr Anya sampi
lagaayao rha.ifr BaavanaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong> p`bala $p sao ]zto huyao jvaar BaaTo maoM bahk<br />
kr ]sanao Apnao ha)a maoM icata <strong>ko</strong> gama- laala AMgaaraoM kao Bar ilayaa.iksaI<br />
dRZ, saMklp AaOr ksama kI Baavanaa <strong>ko</strong> karNa ]sakao ]nakI jalana AaOr<br />
tipSa ka tinak BaI ehsaasa na hao saka.AMgaaraoM kao ApnaI mauT\zI maoM Baro<br />
huyao vah ]nhoM ApnaI AaMKaoM <strong>ko</strong> saamanao laayaa.bahut hI krIba.[tnaa pasa<br />
ik ]nakI laala gamaI- <strong>ko</strong> karNa ]saka BaI mauKD,a pla Bar maoM laala hao<br />
gayaa.]nakI laailamaa kI laala raoSanaI svaMya ]sakI BaI AaMKoM AMgaaraoM samaana<br />
tpnao lagaIM.AMgaaraoM kI gamaI- kI tpna sao baoKbar ]sanao ]nhoM AaOr BaI ksa<br />
kr ApnaI mauT\zI maoM jakD, saa ilayaa.jakD, ilayaa tao ifr Apnao ja#maI<br />
idla kI ]fana BarI BaavanaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong> tUfanaaoM maoM Kaokr vah baaolaa ik `<br />
' maamaa , , , , ,! hao sa<strong>ko</strong> tao Apnao [sa badnasaIba baoTo kao maa^f kr donaa.maOM<br />
va@t <strong>ko</strong> saa)a [tnaa Ai(ak majabaUr )aa ` ik caahto huyao BaI Aapkao idyaa<br />
huAa vacana pUra nahIM kr saka.maOMnao Aaja AapkI A)aI- kI icata tao doK<br />
laI hO ` prntu maOM vaayada krta hUM ik Aaja <strong>ko</strong> baad Apnao jaIto jaI iksaI<br />
BaI majabaUr masaIhI kI maaM kI icata kao nahIM sajanao dUMgaa.maOM Aaja <strong>ko</strong><br />
pScaat vah k$Mgaa ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> karNa masaIhI samaaja maoM hrok plaa huAa<br />
yahUda Apnao masaIh kao baocanaa BaUla jaayaogaa.Aaja ka samaya BaavanaaAaoM pr<br />
marnao AaOr ApnaI majabaUiryaaoM pr <strong>AaMsaU</strong> bahanao ka nahIM hO.hrok masaIhI<br />
yauvak kao kuC na kuC krnao ka hO.baOzo rhnao AaOr kayar banao rhnao sao kuC<br />
kama nahIM bana sa<strong>ko</strong>gaa.ifr yaISau kao iCnato doK ]na<strong>ko</strong> iSaYya ptrsa nao BaI<br />
tlavaar ]za laI )aI.yahaovaa prmaoSvar <strong>ko</strong> saayao maoM na jaanao iktnao hI<br />
yahUidyaaoM nao tlavaar <strong>ko</strong> bala pr hI Apnao d`aoihyaaoM AaOr ivaraoi(ayaaoM ka naaSa<br />
ikyaa )aa.maOM BaI Aba Aanao vaalao idnaaoM maoM vah kdma ]za}Mgaa ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong><br />
sababa sao iksaI BaI masaIhI vyai@t kI maaM kI icata tOyaar na hao sa<strong>ko</strong>gaI `<br />
AaOr naa hI iksaI Anya 'ixaitja' kao ApnaI baobasaI sao sajao huyao majabaUr<br />
AaMsauAaoM ka tmaaSaa bananaa pD,ogaa.BaUla jaanaa ik Aapnao Apnao ixaitja kao<br />
kBaI saccaa[- <strong>ko</strong> maagaao-M pr calanao AaOr mar jaanao ka paz pZ,ayaa )aa.]sao<br />
nama`ta AaOr saI(aa[- <strong>ko</strong> p)a pr baZ,to rhnao kI iSaxaa dI )aI ` @yaaoMik maOM Aba<br />
Aap<strong>ko</strong> baad Apnao Saraft <strong>ko</strong> ilavaasa kao ]tar kr jaOsao BaI hao sa<strong>ko</strong>gaa<br />
ApnaI masaIhI klaIisayaa kao ibaknao AaOr barbaad haonao sao bacaa}Mgaa ` AaOr<br />
kBaI BaI iksaI 'ixaitja' kI maaM kI icata (aU (aU kr<strong>ko</strong> nahIM jalanao dUMgaa.maOM<br />
jaa rha hUM maamaa , , , , ,. maOM jaata hU,M.Aap<strong>ko</strong> baad maOM vah nahIM rhUMgaa ` jaao ik<br />
<strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> <strong>AaMsaU</strong> 99
Aap<strong>ko</strong> saamanao )aa.hao sa<strong>ko</strong> tao [sa badlao huyao ixaitja kumaar '<strong>klavarI</strong>' kao<br />
xamaa kr donaa.cambala ka saUnasaana baIhD, maora [ntjaar kr rha hO.]sakI<br />
hrok (aUla BarI GaaTI mauJao Apnao AagaaoSa maoM laonao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao pukar rhI hO , , , , ,<br />
,. mauJao xamaa kr donaa maamaa , , , , ,maa^f kr donaa , , , , , ,.'<br />
<strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> <strong>AaMsaU</strong> 100
ajagaaMva.<br />
CaoTa saa gaaMva.KotaoM AaOr baagaaoM <strong>ko</strong> ma(ya basaI hu[- CaoTI saI jagah.Sahr sao<br />
kafI dUr.ekant AaOr A<strong>ko</strong>laopna <strong>ko</strong> saayao maoM isamaTa huAa garIba ga`amaINaaoM<br />
ka ek CaoTa saa basaora.hro Baro KotaoM kI lahlahatI baharaoM maoM sajaa huAa<br />
rajagaaMva ka p`akRitk vaatavarNa saM(yaa <strong>ko</strong> isamaTto hI baD,a hI manaaorma<br />
p`tIt haota )aa.magar rat <strong>ko</strong> gahrato hI jaOsao saaro gaaMva ka vaatavarNa [sa<br />
p`kar BayaBaIt hao jaata )aa ik Gar <strong>ko</strong> baahr kao[- pMCI pMK BaI maarnao sao<br />
jaOsao Gabarata )aa.<br />
hr idna <strong>ko</strong> Zlanao <strong>ko</strong> baad Aaja BaI sampUNa- gaaMva kao rai~ kI<br />
syaahI nao Apnao kalao rMga sao paot idyaa )aa.gaaMva <strong>ko</strong> lagaBaga saba hI kccao<br />
p@<strong>ko</strong> makanaaoM maoM AM(aora cauPpI maar kr baOz gayaa )aa.yaid iksaI Gar maoM kao[-<br />
)aaoD,I bahut raoSanaI )aI tao vah BaI iksaI iTmaiTmaato huyao idyao yaa ifr iksaI<br />
dma taoD,tI hu[- laalaTona kI kaoK, sao AatI kmajaaor ikrNaaoM kI.ifr BaI<br />
[sa gaaMva maoM na[- [-MTaoM kI banaI hu[- ek na[- kaozI eosaI BaI )aI jaao ik [sa<br />
rat kI kailamaa maoM dUr sao hI iksaI maugala rajya <strong>ko</strong> SahnaSaah <strong>ko</strong> Wara<br />
banaa[- ga[- kao[- eoithaisak [maart p`tIt haotI )aI.kaozI <strong>ko</strong> AMdr ivaVut<br />
ka fOlaa huAa p`kaSa )aa ` prntu ]sa<strong>ko</strong> baahr saaro gaaMva maoM sannaaTa [sakdr<br />
Cayaa huAa )aa ik ja,ra sao KT<strong>ko</strong> kao saunato hI gaaMva <strong>ko</strong> AMdr rhnao vaalao<br />
hr doSaI nasala <strong>ko</strong> ku
ZMga sao banaa[- hu[- baarh baaor kI ek fuT lambaI banaI ]sa baMdUk kao doK<br />
laota )aa ijasao ]sanao kla hI KrIda )aa.<br />
ifr jaOsao hI rajagaaMva maoM Bayaanak sannaaTa Ca gayaa.caaraMo Aaor<br />
basaI hu[- K,amaaoSaI phlao sao AaOr BaI Ai(ak maUk hao ga[- ` AaOr AakaSa maoM<br />
cand`maa ]z kr baahr JaaMkta ` ]sasao phlao hI ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> saa)a ]sakI<br />
Cayaa BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a saa)a kdma baZ,atI hu[- gaaMva maoM banaI hu[- kaozI kI<br />
trf baZ,tI ga[-.Apnao idla maoM Ktrnaak [radaoM maoM DUbaI hu[- BaavanaaAaoM kao<br />
zhrayao huyao vah SaIGa` hI ]sa AalaISaana kaozI maoM Gausa jaanaa caahta )aa ` ik<br />
ijasao [sa gaaMva <strong>ko</strong> rhnao vaalao phlao <strong>ko</strong> kBaI garIba ` magar Aba (anaaD\ya<br />
samaJao jaanao vaalao imaSana <strong>ko</strong> saovaa inavaR
KalaI kr dota hO.bagaOr [sa baat ka #yaala ikyao huyao ik dUsaraoM pr<br />
[saka iktnaa AaOr kOsaa p`Baava pD, sakta hO.<br />
ifr rat <strong>ko</strong> lagaBaga gyaarh bajao jaba ik rat kI K,amaaoSaI<br />
rajagaaMva maoM psaro huyao sannaaTo ka sahara laokr AaOr BaI Ai(ak vaIrana hao<br />
ga[- tao yahUda dasa kI kaozI <strong>ko</strong> baahr ek Arhr <strong>ko</strong> Kot maoM Cupo huyao<br />
ixaitja nao Apnao dbao dbao sao kdma baahr inakalao.]sa<strong>ko</strong> pScaat vah saI(aa<br />
hI (aIro (aIro ek Aagauntk <strong>ko</strong> samaana ]sakI kaozI <strong>ko</strong> mau#ya War pr jaa<br />
phuMcaa.jaato hI vahaM kuCok pla zhr kr ]sanao Aasa pasa <strong>ko</strong> maahaOla ka<br />
inarIxaNa saa ikyaa ` ifr (aIro sao ]sanao drvaajao pr dstk dI.<br />
" KT , , , ,KT , , , , ,KT , , , ,."<br />
" K,amaaoSaI."<br />
Andr sao iksaI nao BaI ]sakI dstk ka jaba kao[- BaI p`%yau
idyaa.ifr ixaitja kao doK kr phcaanato huyao ek saMSaya sao vao baaolao `<br />
" tuma , , , , ,AaOr ifr [tnaI rat , , , , , , <br />
" ek AavaSyak kama Aa pD,a )aa ` [saIilayao Aap<strong>ko</strong> pasa Aanaa pD,a<br />
)aa." ixaitja nao kha tao yahUda dasa nao ]sao jaOsao Talanao <strong>ko</strong> (yaoya sao kha `<br />
" laoikna maOM ek irTayar AadmaI tumharI @yaa madd kr sakUMgaa."<br />
" Saayad Aapkao yao &at nahIM hO ik ` jaba BaI iksaI proSaana AaOr kD,I<br />
(aUp maoM tpto huyao [Msaana kao Pyaasa lagatI hO tao vah sadOva hI kuyaoM <strong>ko</strong> pasa<br />
jaata hO."<br />
" haM ` vah tao zIk hO ` prntu kuMyao maoM panaI na imalanao pr vah inaraSa haokr<br />
vaapsa BaI calaa jaata hO." yahUda dasa nao kha tao ixaitja baaolaa ik `<br />
" yao tao maOM AcCI trh sao jaanata hUM ik ijasa kuMyao <strong>ko</strong> pasa maOM Aayaa hUM<br />
]samaoM panaI hO ik nahIM."<br />
" hrigaja nahIM.tuma laaogaaoM kI maaMganao kI Aadt kBaI BaI nahIM jaa saktI<br />
hO.imaSana maoM rhto huyao jaba doKao tba hI tuma laaoga maoro drvaajao pr KD,o<br />
rhto )ao.AaOr Aaja jaba maOM vahaM sao calaa Aayaa hUM tao yahaM BaI mauJao proSaana<br />
krnao calao Aayao hao.maOM tumharI kao[- BaI madd nahIM kr sakta hUM."<br />
" imasTr yahUda dasa ` maaMganao kI Aadt tao tumharI jyaadityaaoM <strong>ko</strong> sababa sao<br />
Apnao Aap hI jaatI rhI hO ` magar Aba ApnaI caIja jaba maaMganao sao nahIM<br />
imalatI hO tao ]sao CInanao kI Aadt ja$r pD, caukI hO." ixaitja nao<br />
ApnaI AaMKaoM kI camak toja krto huyao, kha tao yahUda dasa jaOsao Gabara<br />
gayaa.vah Baya sao baaolaa ik `<br />
" tumhara matlaba " ixaitja kI AaMKaoM maoM gamaI- <strong>ko</strong> karNa laala haoto huyao<br />
AMgaaro doK kr yahUda dasa ka idla iksaI A&at Baya sao kaMp gayaa.]sanao<br />
ek baar ifr sao ixaitja kI kayaa kao }pr sao naIcao tk gaaOr sao<br />
doKa.ifr Apnao (aD,kto idla sao dubaara kha ik `<br />
" AaiKr tuma khnaa @yaa caahto hao "<br />
" maOM ApnaI maaM <strong>ko</strong> pai)a-va SarIr kao yamaunaa <strong>ko</strong> iknaaro SaaolaaoM maoM jalaa kr<br />
Aayaa hUM.tuma matlaba AcCI trh sao samaJato hao ik maOM khnaa @yaa caahta<br />
hUM.Aaja kuMAa ApnaI gahra[yaaoM <strong>ko</strong> naSao maoM Apnao ]sa baTaoro huyao panaI ka<br />
Baava BaUla gayaa hO jaao ]sanao imaSana <strong>ko</strong> saaro masaIihyaaoM kao roigas)aana maoM foMk<br />
kr jamaa ikyaa hO.maOM Aaja vahI saarI kImat vasaUlanao Aayaa hUM jaao tumanao<br />
]
hO." yao khto huyao ixaitja nao baarh baaor kI doSaI baMdUk kI nalaI yahUda<br />
dasa <strong>ko</strong> saInao sao lagaa dI.<br />
" ixaitja , , ,baoTo." yahUda dasa ApnaI maaOt kao Acaanak sao saamanao pakr<br />
Dr sao ifr kaMp gayaa.<br />
" BaUla jaaAao ixaitja kao.Aaja phlaI baar 'ixaitja' nao naIcao ]tr kr<br />
[sa (artI pr huyao A%yaacaaraoM kao mahsaUsa ikyaa hO.AaOr Agar tumanao yaa Gar<br />
<strong>ko</strong> iksaI BaI sadsya nao icallaa kr Saaor macaanao kI kaoiSaSa kI tao maOM yahIM<br />
tumharI kba` ka kiba`s)aana banaa dUMgaa."<br />
" ifr @yaa caahto hao mauJasao "<br />
" vah saara $pyaa ` vah kImat jaao tumanao [-saa[- imaSana maoM rhto huyao AvaOV<br />
$p sao jamaa kr<strong>ko</strong> Apnao Gar maoM Bar rKI hO.maOM jaanata hUM ik kalaa (ana<br />
tuma iksaI BaI p`kar sao baOMk maoM rKnao kI BaUla tao kraogao hI nahIM."<br />
" lao jaaAao.lao jaaAao." yahUda dasa ifr sao kaMpnao lagaa )aa.<br />
[sa p`kar ixaitja nao Apnao jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> [sa phlao pap kao kr <strong>ko</strong><br />
Apnao badna pr lagao huyao baogaunaahI <strong>ko</strong> samast sabaUtaoM kao imaTa Dalaa.vah<br />
papI bana gayaa.gaunahgaaraoM kI saUcaI maoM ]saka naama ilaK gayaa.ek maujairma<br />
AaOr ek lauTora bana kr vah kanaUna AaOr prmaoSvar daonaaoM hI kI inagaahaoM maoM<br />
iksaI K,anaabadaoSa lauToro <strong>ko</strong> samaana Apnao papI jaIvana kao hr raoja, hI maOlaa<br />
krnao lagaa.yahUda dasa kI saarI jamaa kI hu[- pUMjaI kao laUT kr ]sanao<br />
baakayada Apnaa ek igaraoh banaa ilayaa.ifr samaya Asamaya vah s)aana<br />
s)aana pr DkOityaaM Dalanao lagaa.naa)a- [inDyaa isanaD <strong>ko</strong> samast ibakI hu[-<br />
sampi
DakU '<strong>klavarI</strong>' <strong>ko</strong> $p maoM saaMbatbaaD,I ` AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Aasa pasa <strong>ko</strong> xao~aoM maoM<br />
maSahUr hao gayaa.puilasa ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pICo pD, ga[-.kanaUna sao vah Apnaa mauMh iCpa<br />
kr rhnao lagaa.ifr jaba puilasa ka ]sa pr Ai(ak ja,aor pD,a tao vah ek<br />
idna Apnao saaro saai)ayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> saa)a cambala kI (aUla BarI GaaiTyaaoM maoM Baaga<br />
gayaa.ek baagaI lauToro <strong>ko</strong> samaana ]sanao Apnao jaIvana kao cambala <strong>ko</strong> saupudkr<br />
idyaa.[tnao idnaaoM maoM ]saka naama [tnaa Ai(ak ku#yaat hao cauka )aa `<br />
ik ifr iksaI BaI imaSana <strong>ko</strong> AadmaI nao imaSana sampi
[sa p`kar k[- idna samaaPt hao gayao.<br />
k[- maah. k[- vaYa- yaUM hI sarkto calao gayao.ixaitja ka naama ek ku#yaat<br />
DakU '<strong>klavarI</strong>' <strong>ko</strong> $p maoM saaMbatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> Aitir@t BaartvaYa- <strong>ko</strong> kafI<br />
ijalaaoM maoM fOla gayaa.AKbaaraoM ` roiDyaao AaOr dUrdSa-na maoM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM cacaahaonao<br />
lagaI.laoikna yao Alaga baat )aI ik ]sa<strong>ko</strong> naama sao <strong>ko</strong>vala AmaIr AaOr<br />
(anaaD\ya laaoga hI )ara-to )ao.iksaI BaI garIba AaOr majabaUr kao vah nahIM<br />
satata )aa.ek p`kar sao vah bao[maanaaoM ka Sa~u AaOr ipsao huAaoM ka saa)aI<br />
bana kr laaogaaoM <strong>ko</strong> haozaoM ka ivaYaya bana gayaa )aa.saao [tnao vaYaao-M <strong>ko</strong> Antrala<br />
maoM ]sanao imaSana kI Ai(akaMSa AvaOV $p sao baocaI ga[- sampi
hrok masaIhI ]sakao mana sao caahta )aa.saba hI kao ]sasao sahanauBaUit AaOr<br />
Apna%va )aa.laoikna yao Alaga baat )aI ik ifr BaI kao[- caahto huyao ]saka<br />
saa)a nahIM do sakta )aa.kao[- BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a ek kdma BaI nahIM cala<br />
sakta )aa.[saka karNa )aa ik Apnao 'masaIh' kao bacaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]sanao<br />
jaao maaga- caunaa )aa ` vah saI(aa ]sa trf jaata )aa ik jahaM pr jaanao <strong>ko</strong><br />
ilayao yaISau masaIh nao BaI Apnao iSaYya ptrsa kao DaMT idyaa )aa.vah pap ka<br />
damana )aama kr (ama- kao bacaa rha )aa.gaunaah kr<strong>ko</strong> hI ]sanao gaunaahI <strong>ko</strong><br />
A%yaacaaraoM kao raoka )aa.masaIh kao laUTnao vaalaaoM kao laUT kr hI ]sanao<br />
Apnao ibakto AaOr baaolaI lagato huyao masaIha kI rxaa kI )aI ` AaOr bandUk<br />
kI naaok pr cambala kI SarNa <strong>ko</strong> saharo ]sanao imaSana kao ]jaD,nao t)aa<br />
tbaah haonao sao bacaayaa )aa.saa)a hI ]sanao masaIh kao baocanao vaalao samast<br />
yahUdaAaoM kao baoGar AaOr BaTka kr K,anaabadaoSa kr idyaa )aa.<br />
kao[- nahIM jaanata )aa ik ]saka [sa p`kar ka badlaa huAa<br />
jaIvana AaOr vyavahar ]sa<strong>ko</strong> iksaI [ntkama kI Aaga )aI ` A)avaa ]sakI<br />
ija,ndgaI ka badlaa huAa vah isatara ik ijasamaoM ek Aaor hrok masaIhI <strong>ko</strong><br />
ilayao Aanao vaalao BaivaYya kI raoSanaI )aI ` tao dUsarI trf ]saka Kud Apnao<br />
ikyao huyao karnaamaaoM ka vah Bayaanak AMi(ayaara ik ijasamaoM sao ]sao kao[- BaI<br />
nahIM inakala sakta )aa.gaunaah AaOr Balaa[- saovaa AaOr AMihsaa bandUk<br />
AaOr Kuda kI iKdmat , , , yao khaM ka inayama AaOr dstUr )aa kaOna saa<br />
irvaaja, )aa Saayad [sa<strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM kao[- BaI vyaa#yaa nahIM kr sakta )aa <br />
ek Aaor vah KulaoAama prmaoSvar AaOr manauYya daonaaoM hI ka kanaUna AaOr<br />
inayama taoD, kr pap kr rha )aa tao dUsarI Aaor ]saI pap <strong>ko</strong> bala pr vah<br />
saovaa AaOr Balaa[- <strong>ko</strong> kama krta )aa.kaOna ]sakao caahta )aa ` AaOr kaOna<br />
]sakao psand nahIM krta )aa <br />
Aba tk ]saka igaraoh bahut Ai(ak baZ, cauka )aa.]saka<br />
Ka,Ofnaak naama Baart <strong>ko</strong> k[- p`doSaaoM maoM ek papI dovata <strong>ko</strong> $p maoM fOla<br />
cauka )aa.galat kama kr<strong>ko</strong> (ana kmaanao vaalao laaoga ]sa<strong>ko</strong> naama sao )ara-to<br />
)ao.ek p`kar sao AmaIraoM ka vah duSmana bana gayaa )aa.[-saa[- imaSana kI<br />
ibakI hu[- sampi
phuMcaanao kI (amakI dokr phlaI baar tao CaoD, dota )aa ` magar dUsarI hrkt<br />
pr vah baakayada ]saka naamaao inaSaana tk imaTa dota )aa.<br />
saao yao )aa ]saka vah badlaa huAa $p ]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana kI<br />
vah pirvait-t AaOr ibaKrI hu[- khanaI ik ijasaka ek BaI ihssaa yaid<br />
kao[- pZ, laota )aa tao ek baar kao ]saka BaI mana DakU <strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> p`it<br />
mailana hao jaata )aa.ifr haota BaI @yaaoM nahIM , , , , vah ApnaI ija,ndgaI kao<br />
dgaabaaja AaOr baovafa samaJa kr lagaatar ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a ek p`kar sao JaUzI<br />
iKdmat kr rha )aa.vah jaanata )aa ik ]sakao jamaanao ka Pyaar nahIM<br />
imalaa )aa ` magar vah jamaanao kI garIba AahaoM sao mauhbbat kr baOza )aa.]sanao<br />
ApnaI masaIhI bapitsmaayau@t maaM kI icata <strong>ko</strong> Saaolao dhkayao )ao ` laoikna<br />
]sanao dUsaraoM kI maaMAaoM kao icataAaoM maoM jalanao sao bacaayaa )aa.imaSana <strong>ko</strong><br />
laalacaI yahUdaAaoM nao ]sakI AaMKaoM <strong>ko</strong> saamanao hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> p`Bau kao baocanaa<br />
AarMBa ikyaa tao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> gama- KUna nao ptrsa bana kr bandUk ]za laI )aI.vah<br />
Apnao prmaoSvar Apnao yaISau K`IYT kI rxaa <strong>ko</strong> ilayao (aUla Baro izkanaaoM<br />
ka baagaI bana gayaa.saMsaar kI inagaahaoM maoM ek Bayaanak lauTora cambala<br />
ka SarNaayak rat idna ApnaI jaana kao ApnaI h)aolaI pr rK `<br />
kBaI BaI ek hI s)aana pr na iTknao vaalaa ek gaunahgaar vah masaIhI yauvak<br />
ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> kM(ao pr gaunaahI ka baaoJa laadnao vaalao kao[- dUsaro nahIM ` bailk<br />
Apnao hI masaIhI laaoga hOM.<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM jaananao vaalao jaanato hOM ik ` kOsaa BaI kuC @yaaoM na<br />
hao.vah nark kI Aaga maoM hI caaho @yaaoM na Dalaa jaayao ` magar ifr BaI ]sanao<br />
Apnao masaIh kI rxaa kI )aI.]sao bacaayaa )aa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> badna <strong>ko</strong> kpD,aoM kao<br />
ifr sao ibaknao sao raoka )aa.<br />
yao )aI ]sakI ija,ndgaI kI k$Na khanaI ka vah Bayaanak<br />
tmaaSaa ik Aaja jaao BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM saunata )aa tao maaro baobasaI <strong>ko</strong> bahut<br />
caahto huyao BaI kuC kh nahIM pata )aa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> ]sa jaIvana ka vah caohra jaao<br />
ek idna bana saMvar kr iksaI dIpk <strong>ko</strong> samaana Apnaa p`kaSa do sakta )aa<br />
` prntu samaya kI majabaUt baovafa (aara nao ]sakI badnasaIbaI sao bao[maanaI ka<br />
saaOda kr<strong>ko</strong> ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saaro jaIvana kao kalaa kr idyaa )aa.]sao Apnao hI<br />
samaaja sao baahr inakala kr cambala ka K,anaabadaoSa lauTora AaOr DakU banaa<br />
idyaa )aa.duinayaaM sao Cup Cup kr jaInao pr ivavaSa kr idyaa )aa.garIbaaoM kao<br />
dao va@t kI raoTI donao kI laalasaa maoM vah Aaja dUsaraoM kI raoTI CInanao vaalaa<br />
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ek lauTora )aa.na jaanao iktnao hI jaIvanaaoM kao bacaanao kI AaSaa maoM ` Aaja<br />
svaMya ]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana ka saD,k <strong>ko</strong> iknaaro laganao vaalaa maja,maa bana cauka )aa.<br />
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naIlaU Aba tk Apnaa naisa-Mga ka p`iSaxaNa samaaPt kr<strong>ko</strong><br />
saaMvatbaaD,I Aa ga[- )aI.ixaitja kI yaadaoM kao vah baoKbarI <strong>ko</strong> dayaraoM maoM baMd<br />
kr<strong>ko</strong> Aba marIjaaoM kI saovaa kr rhI )aI.ApnaI pUrI lagana AaOr Aa%maa sao<br />
vah prmaoSvar kI saovaa maoM jauT ga[- )aI.dUsarI trf ixaitja AakaSa kI<br />
baulaindyaaoM sao naIcao ]tr kr pap AaOr saovaa <strong>ko</strong> imalao jaulao maTmaOlao AM(akaraoM<br />
kI baahaoM maoM pUrI trh sao phuMca gayaa )aa. cambala ka ek naamaI baagaI AaOr<br />
DakU lauTora bana kr vah bandUk kao Apnaa hmakdma AaOr hmasafr banaa kr<br />
vah pUNa- $p sao Apnao jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> kalao AaOr K,aOfnaak AM(aoraoM <strong>ko</strong> saharo<br />
ApnaI rah-e-safr maoM ApnaI Kao[- hu[- maMijala kI tlaaSa kr rha<br />
)aa.]sakI ek eosaI maMijala jaao yaid imala BaI ga[- tao vah BaI sacamauca maoM<br />
]sakI ApnaI nahIM hao saktI )aI.AaOr yaid naa BaI imalao tao ]sao maalauma )aa<br />
ik ]saka jaIvana ek idna BaTkto huyao rastaoM pr jagah jagah pD,ava<br />
Dalato huyao pD,avaaoM maoM hI basa kr samaaPt BaI hao jaayaogaa.masaIihyat maoM ek<br />
idna janma laonao vaalaI ek Aa%maa ` ek jaIvana jaao iksaI idna ivavaSata AaOr<br />
badlao kI jvaalaa maoM tD,p kr samaaja kI PyaarBarI pgaDinDyaaoM sao dUr hT<br />
kr BaTk gayaa )aa ` Aaja vahI pUrI trh sao BaTk BaTk kr gaumanaamaI<br />
AaOr badnaamaI <strong>ko</strong> saharo cambala <strong>ko</strong> baIhD, ka SarNaayak bana kr rayafla<br />
kI inaklaI hu[- gaaolaI <strong>ko</strong> saharo jaI rha )aa.yao khanaI )aI ]na dao Pyaar<br />
krnao vaalao naadana baccaaoM kI ik ijanhaoMnao samaaja AaOr ApnaaoM sao pUCo bagaOr<br />
iksaI idna ek saa)a na <strong>ko</strong>vala saa)a calanao kI ksamaoM Ka[-M )aIM ` bailk saa)a<br />
saa)a mar jaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao BaI tOyaar )ao.<br />
ixaitja ek Aaor ApnaI bandUk kI garjatI hu[- 'gaaoilayaaoM' sao<br />
manauYyaaoM <strong>ko</strong> GaraoM kao laUT kr garIba AaOr maaohtaja, laaogaaoM kao jaIvana do rha<br />
)aa tao dUsarI trf naIlaU BaI 'gaaoilayaaoM' <strong>ko</strong> saharo hI maR%yau kI SaOyaa pr pD,o<br />
huyao marIjaaoM ka jaIvana bacaa rhI )aI.<br />
saao yao Kola )aa ixaitja ka.tmaaSaa )aa ]sakI tbaaihyaaoM<br />
ka.naj,aaro )ao ek masaIhI yauvak kI barbaad ija,ndgaI <strong>ko</strong> ` ik va@t <strong>ko</strong><br />
halaat nao majabaUiryaaoM sao daostI kr<strong>ko</strong> 'ixaitja' kao jamaIna pr ]tar kr<br />
cambala kI K,aOfnaak GaaiTyaaoM ka Saaigad- banaa idyaa )aa.saa)a hI yao ek<br />
maaoD, )aa naIlaU kI ]sa svaCnd ija,ndgaI ka ` ik vah Aaja Apnao AtIt kI<br />
iksaI manahUsa zaokr ka dd- pIkr badla ga[- )aI.gaumarah haonao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat<br />
sahI maaga- pr Aa[- )aI ` prntu ixaitja Aaja }pr ]znao kI laalasaa maoM<br />
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[tnaa naIcao igar cauka )aa ik Aba ]sakao Apnao jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> kalao AM(aoraoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
Aitir@t AaOr kuC BaI naj,ar nahIM Aata )aa.vah AaOr bandUk.bandUk<br />
AaOr vah basa yahI )aa ]saka jaIvana jaIvana ka ]_oSya.]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
jaIvana ka rha bacaa vah Aist%va jaao ek idna [saI p`kar kanaUna AaOr<br />
jamaanao kI inagaahaoM sao Cupto-bacato khIM baonaama haokr rh jaayaogaa.<br />
yao khanaI )aI masaIhI klaIisayaa <strong>ko</strong> ek yauvak kI baobasaI kI `<br />
ik ijasao Aaja SaOtana Apnao pMjaaoM maoM dbaaoca kr ` ]sao Apnao ]wark
saaMvatbaaD,I.<br />
CaoTa magar ivakisat Sahr.CaoTa saa ksbaa ` magar yahIM ek vaIrana AaOr<br />
Bayaanak AM(aoraoM ka BaMDar banaa huAa ek JaaD, AaOr }MTkTaraoM ka<br />
baaga.[sa baaga kI SarNa maoM Aayao huyao ixaitja kao Apnao igaraoh <strong>ko</strong> saa)a<br />
zhro huyao mauiSkla sao ABaI dao GaMTo hI huyao )ao.cambala <strong>ko</strong> baIhD, sao saTa<br />
huAa yao [laaka jahaM pr ixaitja kao jaba puilasa kI sargamaI- nao Ai(ak<br />
proSaana ikyaa tao vah Apnao saai)ayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> saa)a Baaga kr yahaM Aakr Cup<br />
gayaa )aa.rat ka AM(aora pD,,to hI vah yahaM Aa gayaa )aa ` AaOr Aba rai~<br />
<strong>ko</strong> baarh bajanaa caahto )ao.baaga BaIYaNa kalao AM(akar ka saayaa banaa huAa<br />
rat kI kalaI kailamaa maoM imaiEat hao cauka )aa.Aasa pasa ka hrok<br />
[laaka tk Saant magar Bayaavah banaa huAa )aa.caPpo caPpo maoM cauPpI Ca[-<br />
hu[- )aI.caaraoM Aaor ka K,amaaoSa [laaka rai~ <strong>ko</strong> sannaaTaoM sao daostI kr<strong>ko</strong><br />
jaOsao AaOr BaI Ai(ak maaOna saa(a gayaa )aa.<strong>ko</strong>vala baaga maoM iCpo huyao ixaitja<br />
<strong>ko</strong> igaraoh <strong>ko</strong> saa)a hI BaUima sao icap<strong>ko</strong> huyao kID,o makaoD,aoM kI raga Alaap ka<br />
saMgaIt vahaM pr Ca[- hu[- maUk manahUsa cauPpI kao taoD,nao ka p`ya%na kr rha<br />
)aa.<br />
rat pD, rhI )aI.Amaavasyaa kI kalaI rat )aI.raoSanaI kI khIM<br />
JaUzI ikrNa tk nahIM idKa[- dotI )aI.kalaI manahUsa rat yaUM BaI AaOr BaI<br />
Ai(ak Bayaanak AaOr DravanaI p`tIt haotI )aI.ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> kuCok saa)aI<br />
yaa~a AaOr baagaI jaIvana kI BaagamaBaaga daOD, kI )akana imaTanao <strong>ko</strong> (yaoya sao<br />
ivaEaama kr rho )ao.kuCok saao BaI gayao )ao ` AaOr baakI <strong>ko</strong> ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saa)a hI<br />
jaaga kr ek dUsaro kI rKvaalaI <strong>ko</strong> ilayao phra do rho )ao.baaga maoM sannaaTa<br />
[sakdr Bayaanak )aa ik <strong>ko</strong>vala CaoTo maaoTo kID,o makaoDaoM kI JaMkar hI vahaM<br />
<strong>ko</strong> maUk vaatavarNa maoM Apnaa raga Alaapnao maoM mast )aI.<br />
Acaanak hI ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> iksaI saa)aI nao baID,I jalaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao<br />
jaOsao hI maaicasa jalaa[- kI turnt hI sannaaTaoM ka saInaa taoD,tI hu[- )a`I naa^T<br />
)a`I rayafla kI sanasanaatI hu[- gaaolaI kI Bayaanak Aavaaja, nao saaro baaga maoM<br />
saao[- hu[- K,amaaoSaI kao ihlaa kr rK idyaa.ixaitja AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saai)ayaaoM kao<br />
samaJato dor nahIM lagaI ik iksaI nao gaaolaI calaakr ]na pr Anaumaana sao<br />
maaicasa kI raoSanaI doK kr hmalaa ikyaa )aa.rayafla kI gaaolaI BaI baID,I<br />
jalaanao vaalao <strong>ko</strong> kana pr sao sanasanaatI hu[- gauja,r ga[- )aI.vah baala baala<br />
baca gayaa )aa.<br />
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" Abao ` baID,I pInaa baMd kr." ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> ek saa)aI nao baID,I jalaanao vaalao<br />
kao DaMTa.<br />
gaaolaI kI [sa Aavaaja nao ixaitja AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> samast saai)ayaaoM kao<br />
caaOknnaa kr idyaa )aa.vao satk- hao cau<strong>ko</strong> )ao.vao jaana gayao )ao ik puilasa nao<br />
]na pr vaar ikyaa hO ` [saIilayao saba hI nao Apnaa s)aana puilasa ka maukabalaa<br />
krnao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ina(aa-irt kr ilayaa )aa.saba hI nao paojaISana lao laI )aI.vao<br />
puilasa <strong>ko</strong> Wara iGar cau<strong>ko</strong> )ao.Apnao bacaava <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]nhaoMnao BaI gaaoilayaaM<br />
calaanaI AarMBa kr dIM.puilasa nao BaI ]nakI gaaoilayaaoM ka jabaaba gaaoilayaaoM sao<br />
hI idyaa,.gaaoilayaaoM kI dnadnaatI hu[- Bayaanak Aavaaja,aoM nao pla Bar maoM saaro<br />
baaga maoM basaI hu[- K,amaaoSaI ka dma GaaoMT idyaa.AM(aorI rat maoM puilasa AaOr<br />
DakuAaoM kI [sa mauzBaoD, nao rat ka maahaOla [tnaa Ai(ak Bayaanak banaa<br />
idyaa )aa ik tabaD,taoD, gaaoilayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> Saaor <strong>ko</strong> karNa baaga <strong>ko</strong> vaRxaaoM pr rat maoM<br />
Apnao basaoro pr baOzo huyao pxaI BaI Bayaavah haokr ]D,to huyao [(ar ](ar<br />
T@kroM maarnao lagao.kID,o makaoD,aoM ka Alaap svat: hI baMd hao gayaa.<br />
daonaaoM Aaor sao lagaatar gaaoilayaaM cala rhIM )aIM.puilasa Apnao<br />
BarpUr p`ban(a <strong>ko</strong> saa)a p`adoiSak saonaa kao BaI saa)a laokr Aa[- )aI.jaba ik<br />
ixaitja kao yaUM puilasa <strong>ko</strong> hmalao kI kao[- BaI Banak nahIM imala sakI )aI.naa<br />
hI ]sakao eosaa kao[- &ana hao saka )aa.baaga <strong>ko</strong> ek Aaor nadI ka iknaara<br />
)aa AaOr dUsarI trf sao puilasa <strong>ko</strong> isapahI gaaolaI calaa rho )ao.ixaitja <strong>ko</strong><br />
saai)ayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> kartUsa AaOr gaaoilayaaM BaI samaaPt haotI jaa rhIM )aIM.eosao maoM jaba<br />
]sanao doKa ik ]sa<strong>ko</strong> saai)ayaaoM <strong>ko</strong> bacaava kI is)ait ibagaD, caukI hO tao<br />
]sanao Apnao samast saai)ayaaoM kao nadI <strong>ko</strong> dUsaro Caor sao panaI <strong>ko</strong> saharo Cup<br />
kr Baaga jaanao kI salaah dI.]sanao ]nasao kha ik vah puilasa pr gaaolaI<br />
calaata rhogaa ` ijasasao puilasa yao samaJao ik saara igaraoh yahIM baaga maoM hO.<br />
tba [sa baIca tuma saba laaoga nadI maoM tOr kr Apnao kao bacaa laao.saao [sa<br />
p`kar vah gaaolaI calaata rha t)aa ]saka ek ek saa)aI baaga <strong>ko</strong> pICo sao<br />
nadI <strong>ko</strong> panaI maoM Cup kr Baaga gayaa.<br />
ifr jaba ixaitja ka hrok saa)aI inakla gayaa tao ]sanao BaI<br />
gaaoilayaaM calaato huyao (aIro (aIro sarknao kI kaoiSaSa kI.magar vah ABaI<br />
Apnao poT <strong>ko</strong> bala sark hI rha )aa ik Acaanak hI ek gaaolaI sanasanaatI<br />
hu[- Aa[- AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pOr kI jaaMGa maoM (aMsa ga[-.gaaolaI Apnao [tnao ja,aor <strong>ko</strong><br />
saa)a GausaI )aI ik vah turnt hI ek Bayaanak caIK, maarta huAa lagaatar<br />
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k[- klaabaaija,yaaM Ka gayaa , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,'<br />
, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,Acaanak hI ixaitja nao BaD,BaD,akr ApnaI AaMKoM<br />
Kaola dIM.AaMKoM Kaola kr doKa.nasa- AaOr Da@Tr ]sakI caIK, sauna kr<br />
]sakI caarpa[- <strong>ko</strong> pasa Aa gayao )ao.puilasa <strong>ko</strong> k[- ek isapahI BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
caaraoM trf KD,o huyao )ao.Apnao ha)a AaOr pOraoM maoM pD,I hu[- h)akiD,yaaM AaOr<br />
baoiD,yaaM doK kr ]sanao ApnaI inagaahoM naIcaI kr laIM.]sao lagaa ik ]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
kmaro maoM KD,o huyao Da@Tr ` nasao-M AaOr puilasa <strong>ko</strong> isapahI <strong>ko</strong>vala ek<br />
AaOpcaairktavaSa jaOsao ]sakao GaUr rho )ao.]sakao pUrI trh sao haoSa Aa<br />
cauka )aa ` AaOr vah yao samaJa cauka )aa ik puilasa kI gaaolaI sao Gaayala haonao<br />
<strong>ko</strong> baad baohaoSaI kI dSaa maoM hI vah puilasa <strong>ko</strong> kbjao maoM Aa cauka hO.<br />
]sanao Apnao ha)a kI klaa[- pr baM(aI hu[- GaD,I maoM samaya doKnaa<br />
caaha ` prntu h)akD,I pD,I haonao <strong>ko</strong> karNa vah Asafla hao gayaa.tba pasa<br />
maoM KD,o huyao Da@Tr nao ]sakI proSaanaI kao mahsaUsa ikyaa tao ifr Apnao<br />
ha)a kI baM(aI hu[- GaD,I maoM samaya doK kr kha ik `<br />
" gyaarh."<br />
" )aOMk yaU."<br />
" "<br />
laoTo huyao ixaitja nao ]sakao (anyavaad idyaa tao Da@Tr AaScaya- sao<br />
]saka mauKD,a taknao lagaa.Saayad [saka karNa )aa ik Da@Tr kao ek<br />
DakU <strong>ko</strong> mauK sao [sa p`kar <strong>ko</strong> vyavahar kI AaSaa nahIM )aI.<br />
saubah <strong>ko</strong> gyaarh baja rho )ao.hsptala maoM DakU <strong>klavarI</strong> kI maa~<br />
ek Jalak doKnao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao manauYyaaoM kI BaID, hr pla baZ,tI jaa rhI<br />
)aI.ibastr pr Gaayala AaOr puilasa kI igarFt maoM laoTo laoTo ixaitja nao<br />
mahsaUsa ikyaa ik vah Gaayala AaOr baohaoSaI <strong>ko</strong> Aalama maoM BaI Apnao jaIvana<br />
kI iktnaI Zor saarI yaadaoM kao ek sapnao <strong>ko</strong> samaana ` yahaM saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong><br />
hsptala maoM laoTo huyao daohra gayaa )aa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> ipClao AtIt ka hrok ijayaa<br />
huAa pla hvaaAaoM ka ek JaaoMka bana kr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idmaaga <strong>ko</strong> pdo- pr Aayaa<br />
)aa AaOr kuC hI plaaoM maoM ]saka bagaOr kao[- BaI ]
Dubaao laonao ka vaada ikyaa )aa Saayad [saka karNa yahI )aa ik ` DakU<br />
jaIvana kI hr samaya BaagatI hu[- ]sakI kizna ija,ndgaI kI yaa~a nao ]sakao<br />
naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> p`oma <strong>ko</strong> fUla ifr kBaI BaI daobaara caunanao ka Avasar hI nahIM idyaa<br />
)aa vao Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> JaUzo vaadaoM kI ksamasaatI hu[- saugan(a sao Baro fUla jaao<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> hmarahI banato banato Aaja ]sa<strong>ko</strong> DakU jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> kBaI BaI na imaTnao<br />
vaalao daga, <strong>ko</strong> Afsaanao bana kr rh gayao )ao.<br />
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dyojh ds vaklw<br />
kcahrI<br />
tRtIya pircCod<br />
kaoT- AaOr maukd\maa<br />
ixaitja pr DakU <strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> naama sao tmaama vaardataoM maoM laUT ` rahjanaI `<br />
DkOityaaM AaOr [-saa[- imaSana <strong>ko</strong> (anaI maanaI laaogaaoM pr A%yaacaar krnao <strong>ko</strong><br />
jaulma maoM maukd\maa calanao lagaa tao naIlaU kI rataoM kI naIMd svat: hI na jaanao<br />
khaM Kao ga[-.saarI saarI rat vah yaUM hI ixaitja kao Apnao mana maistYk ka<br />
ivaYaya banaa kr jaaganao lagaI.hr samaya hI ]sakao ek A&at Baya ka<br />
saayaa satanao lagaa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> idmaaga kI rga rga maoM basaa huAa yao Baya )aa<br />
ixaitja ka.]sa pr maukd\maoM <strong>ko</strong> pScaat imalanao vaalaI sajaa ka.DakU jaIvana<br />
maoM ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Wara ivaiBanna p`kar kI ` kI ga[- vaardataoM va Apra(aaoM ka<br />
pirNaama kuC BaI hao sakta )aa.maR%yau kI sajaa faMsaI yaa ifr<br />
AajaIvana kizna karavaasa , , , , ,.<br />
ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> ilayao naIlaU saaocatI tao saaocatI hI jaatI )aI.]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
#yaala Aato tao ifr lagaatar Aato hI rhto )ao.na jaanao yao kaOna saa lagaava<br />
AaOr AakYa-Na ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> p`it Aba rh gayaa )aa ik [tnaa saba kuC ApnaI<br />
AaMKaoM sao doKnao AaOr kanaaoM sao saunanao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat BaI vah ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao saaocatI<br />
)aI AaOr proSaana huAa krtI )aI.ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> p`it [nhIM saarI baataoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
karNa ]sa<strong>ko</strong> mana ka caOna BaI jaOsao iCna cauka )aa.[saI karNa ]sakI<br />
icanta AaOr Baya <strong>ko</strong> sababa sao vah idna rat Kao[- Kao[- ` proSaana AaOr ]dasa<br />
rhnao lagaI.iksaI BaI kama maoM ]saka mana nahIM laga pa rha )aa.svat: idna<br />
rat kI saaocaa ivacaarI sao ]sakI BaUK BaI kma hao ga[-.eosaa haonaa bahut<br />
svaBaaivak BaI )aa.idla yaid proSaana hao ` mana pr kao[- baD,a baaoJa hao tao<br />
manauYya <strong>ko</strong> dOinak kayaao-M ka mand pD,naa AaOr Ast vyast hao jaanaa kao[- BaI<br />
ivaSaoYa baat nahIM hO.yahI dSaa naIlaU kI BaI hao ga[-.]sakao hr samaya<br />
ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> #yaala satanao lagao tao vah BaI saust AaOr caup rhnao lagaI.<br />
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[sa p`kar sao naIlaU ka rvaOyaa AaOr ]sakI idnacayaa- maoM pirvat-na<br />
Aayaa AaOr vah p`aya: hI K,amaaoSa AaOr Kao[- Kao[- saI rhnao lagaI.A@sar<br />
hI ]sakI AaMKoM na jaanao iksa ]_oSya sao SaUnya kao taka krtIM.AaOr ifr<br />
]saka badlaa huAa $p t)aa sadOva hI ]sakao gaumasauma doK ]sakI saKI<br />
nasaao-M nao BaI ek idna ]sao Taok idyaa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> mana <strong>ko</strong> AMdr iCnao huyao caOna<br />
AaOr sakUna kao doKa tao ]nhaoMnao BaI ]sasao pUCnaa AarMBa kr idyaa.jaba<br />
doKao vao ]sao kurodnao ka p`yaasa ikyaa krtIM.magar vah tba BaI caup AaOr<br />
maUk hI banaI rhI.iksaI kao BaI ]sanao Apnao idla <strong>ko</strong> AMdr saulagato huyao Baod<br />
sao piricat nahIM haonao idyaa.<br />
tba naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> kuCok idna [saI ]hapaoh AaOr ivacaaraoM maoM baIt<br />
gayao.(aIro (aIro ixaitja kI Adalat maoM calato huyao maukdmaoM kI iti)a krIba<br />
AatI ga[- tao naIlaU phlao sao AaOr BaI Ai(ak proSaana hao ga[-.idla <strong>ko</strong><br />
iksaI kaonao maoM ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> p`it AtIt ka Bara huAa dd- ]balanao kao Aatur<br />
hao Aayaa.ifr mana maoM basaa huAa duK ka saagar jaba ]sa<strong>ko</strong> haozaoM pr<br />
isasak ]za tao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> kaomala haoz BaI Apnaa dd- byaana krnao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao trsa<br />
gayao.haozaoM pr svat: hI saUK,apna Jalaknao lagaa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> caohro kI samast<br />
iKlaI hu[- AaBaa jaOsao ]dasa pD, ga[-.magar vah caah kr BaI kuC nahIM kr<br />
sakI.ifr kr BaI @yaa saktI )aI.caah kr BaI iksaI sao kuC kh BaI<br />
nahIM sakI.jaba ik vah ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM saba hI kuC jaanatI )aI.jaanatI<br />
)aI vah ik iktnao pasa ka irSta ]saka ixaitja sao )aa.idla maoM saidyaaoM<br />
phlao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> iCnao huyao Pyaar kI kao[- A(aUrI khanaI )aI.]sa<strong>ko</strong> Pyaar ka<br />
vah Afsaanaa )aa ik jaao Aaja ixaitja kao laokr cacaa- ka ivaYaya tao banaa<br />
huAa )aa ` magar ifr BaI kao[- ]sakI naaiyaka kao nahIM jaanata )aa.vaYaao-M<br />
phlao ]sanao ixaitja kao @yaaoM Kao idyaa )aa; ApnaI ija,ndgaI <strong>ko</strong> [sa Baod kao<br />
vah Aaja tk nahIM samaJa sakI )aI.AaOr Aaja jaba ixaitja ]sakao ifr sao<br />
imalaa )aa tba BaI vah ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pasa nahIM Aa saktI )aI.]sa<strong>ko</strong> iktnao pasa<br />
Aakr vah ifr sao calaa gayaa )aa.calaa BaI gayaa )aa ` [saka ifr BaI ]sao<br />
malaala nahIM )aa ` icanta )aI tao <strong>ko</strong>vala [sa baat kI ik ` Adalat <strong>ko</strong> fOsalao<br />
<strong>ko</strong> pScaat ]saka hEa @yaa haogaa.Aba tk ]sanao dUsaraoM pr jaulma Zayao )ao `<br />
AaOr Aba Kud ]sakao jaulmaaoM sao saamanaa krnaa pD,ogaa.Adalat <strong>ko</strong> fOsalao sao<br />
yaid vah ek baar kao baca BaI gayaa laoikna prmaoSvar kI Adalat sao ]sao<br />
kaOna bacaayaogaa.]saka p`ayaiScat hI ]sakao bacaa sakta hO.magar ek<br />
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DakU AadmaI sao Apnao gaunaahaoM ka pScaatap AaOr p`ayaiScat kI AaSaa<br />
rKnaa , , hao hI nahIM sakta )aa ik kBaI eosaa BaI hao jaayao.haM ` kao[-<br />
cama%kar hI ]sakao ifr sao [Msaana banaa sakta )aa.<br />
ixaitja kI jaba BaI kao[- na[- Adalat kI tarIK pD,tI tao<br />
naIlaU sadOva hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pirNaama kI p`tIxaa krtI rhtI.hrok badlaI hu[- yaa<br />
ifr sao DalaI ga[- Adalat kI tarIK <strong>ko</strong> idna vah iktnaI ]dasa AaOr<br />
icaintt rhtI )aI ` yao vah jaanatI )aI AaOr ]saka ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> #yaalaaoM maoM<br />
DUbaa huAa idla.vah samaJatI )aI ik [tnao vaYaao- <strong>ko</strong> ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> DakU jaIvana<br />
<strong>ko</strong> saMGaYaao-M nao ]sakao prmaoSvar sao iktnaa Ai(ak dUr BaI kr idyaa<br />
)aa.iksakdr ]saka jaIvana AaOr vah svaMya pirvait-t hao cauka )aa.]saka<br />
caohra hI badla cauka hO.jaba vah yahaM hsptala maoM )aa ` tBaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> caohro<br />
pr iktnaI Ai(ak JaaiD,yaaoM samaana daZ,I baZ, rhI )aI.isar <strong>ko</strong> baala baZ,to<br />
huyao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> kM(aaoM pr JaUlanao lagao )ao.haozaoM pr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> vah vaodnaa )aI ik<br />
ijasakao vah caahto huyao BaI nahIM kh sakta )aa.[tnaa saba haonao pr BaI jaao<br />
sabasao Ai(ak AaScaya-janak baat )aI ` vah yahI ik [tnaa saba haonao <strong>ko</strong><br />
pScaat BaI ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM vah KUMKarpna nahIM )aa ` jaao ik ek DakU kI<br />
AaMKaoM maoM haonaa caaihyao )aa.]sakI AaMKaoM maoM eosaI ivaSaoYa kiSaSa )aI ` maanaao<br />
duinayaaM jahaMna ka dd- Baro huyao [sa duK <strong>ko</strong> Aalama kao bada-St kr rha<br />
hao.Saayad [saI dd- <strong>ko</strong> karNa vah ek DakU haokr BaI Aaja tk laaogaaoM<br />
pr rhma krta Aa rha )aa.]sanao Apnao DakU jaIvana maoM sada hI laUTpaT<br />
kI )aI.laUTpaT BaI saaonao caaMdI sao camakto huyao AmaIraoM <strong>ko</strong> mahlaaoM kI.Apnao<br />
samaaja ` ApnaI masaIhI klaIisayaa kao ifr sao ijanda ikyaa )aa.]sao ibaknao<br />
sao raoka )aa.yao AaOr baat )aI ik pap kr<strong>ko</strong> hI ]sanao Balaa[- <strong>ko</strong> kama ikyao<br />
)ao.jaailama bana kr hI vah dyaa ka pa~ bana saka )aa.<br />
ifr jaOsao jaOsao ixaitja kI AdalatI maukdmao <strong>ko</strong> pirNaama kI<br />
tarIK najadIk AatI ga[- ` tao naIlaU ka kaomala idla BaI Gabaranao lagaa.hr<br />
samaya hI ]sakao ixaitja kI najadIk AatI hu[- maaOt ka Baya satanao<br />
lagaa.idna rat ]sakao Apnaa ixaitja faMsaI <strong>ko</strong> fMdo pr JaUlata naja,r Aanao<br />
lagaa.magar vah kr BaI @yaa saktI )aI.kanaUna ka inayama hrok naagairk<br />
<strong>ko</strong> ilayao samaana haota hO.]sakao maalauma )aa ik ixaitja kao ek DakU haonao<br />
<strong>ko</strong> karNa faMsaI <strong>ko</strong> Alaavaa kao[- Anya sajaa ka haonaa kizna hO.magar ifr<br />
BaI ]sanao ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> jaIvana kI BaIK, Apnao p`Bau prmaoSvar sao raoja,anaa hI<br />
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maaMganaI AarMBa kr dI.vah tao yaUM BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> ilayao phlao hI sao duAayaoM kr<br />
rhI )aI.Aba jaola maoM pD,a haonao <strong>ko</strong> karNa vah AaOr BaI Ai(ak mana lagaa<br />
kr krnao lagaI )aI.]saka ivaSvaasa )aa ik yaid ]saka p`Bau caahogaa tao<br />
]sakI duAaAaoM ka ]sao ]
caar idsambar kI dma taoD,tI hu[- saaMJa.<br />
daMtaoM kao ikTikTatI sadI- <strong>ko</strong> p`Baava <strong>ko</strong> karNa saubah kI BaIgaI hu[- bagaIcao<br />
kI @yaairyaaoM maoM mauskrato huyao fUlaaoM <strong>ko</strong> haoz BaI zMD <strong>ko</strong> karNa izzur cau<strong>ko</strong><br />
)ao.naIlaU bahut hI ]dasa mana sao Apnao ha^sTla <strong>ko</strong> vahI puranao raoja,gaaD-na maoM<br />
baOzI hu[- )aI ` ik jahaM pr vah A@sar hI Aakr baOz jaayaa krtI<br />
)aI.p%)ar kI baojaana maUi
iksaI A&at Baya sao ]saka nanha saa kaomala idla kaMp gayaa.klaojao maoM<br />
khIM Aanao vaalao BaivaYya kI iksaI mausaIbat kI jaOsao pUva- saUcanaa imalato hI<br />
(ak\ saI haokr rh ga[-.kOsao ]sakao sau(aara jaayao.iksa p`kar ]sakI<br />
ibagaD,I hu[- rahaoM kao maaoD,a jaayao.kao[- ]saka eosaa rha BaI tao nahIM hO jaao<br />
ik ]sakao Apnaa kh kr samaJaa sa<strong>ko</strong>.]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla maoM ]pjaI nafrt <strong>ko</strong><br />
s)aana pr Pyaar AaOr Apnaopna ka paO(aa ]gaa sa<strong>ko</strong>.<br />
saaocato saaocato naIlaU nao baar baar ixaitja ka #yaala ikyaa.]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
baaro maoM hrok dRiYTkaoNa sao ivacaar ikyaa.saaocaa ik iksa trh sao ]sakao<br />
bacaayaa jaayao.kOsao ]sakao DakU sao [Msaana maoM badlaa jaayao.vah tao baD,a hI<br />
ija,_I svaBaava ka manauYya hO.jaao zana laota hO kr<strong>ko</strong> hI rhta hO.saao kOsao<br />
]saka jaIvana bacaayaa jaayao ` taik ]sakI Aa%maa BaI baca sa<strong>ko</strong>.vah tao<br />
inaScaya hI pap pr pap kr<strong>ko</strong> nark ka BaagaIdar bana rha hO.]sao badlanaa<br />
caaihyao.iksaI na iksaI p`kar ]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana maoM pirvat-na Aanaa hI<br />
caaihyao.yaid vah ABaI badlaogaa tao tBaI ]saka SaoYa jaIvana BaI badla<br />
sa<strong>ko</strong>gaa.yaid ]sanao Apnao kao nahIM badlaa tao ifr kBaI BaI ]sakI ija,ndgaI<br />
maoM kao[- BaI badlaava nahIM Aa sa<strong>ko</strong>gaa.<br />
saaocato saaocato Acaanak hI naIlaU kao yaad Aayaa ` Aaja sao k[-<br />
vaYa- phlao ka vah dRSya AaOr vah naj,aara ` jaba ik ixaitja ]sasao Apnao<br />
DakU bananao sao phlao AMitma baar imalaa )aa.imalaa )aa ` ]sasao baohd ek TUTo<br />
AaOr BaT<strong>ko</strong> huyao manauYya <strong>ko</strong> $p maoM.tba ]sanao iksa p`kar ApnaI gaMBaIr<br />
Aavaaja, maoM ]sasao kha )aa ik `<br />
' naIlaU ` tumharo baad maOM vah nahIM rhUMgaa jaao [sa samaya hUM.'ixaitja'<br />
<strong>ko</strong> jaba saaro Armaana TUT jaato hOM tao vah Apnaa isar ]zanaa BaUla jaata<br />
hO.AaOr jaba vah (artI kI naIcaa[yaaoM maoM Aakr SarNa laota hO tao ]saka<br />
$p AaOr vah svaMya iksa saImaa tk igar BaI sakta hO ` Saayad tumanao [sa<br />
baat kI kBaI klpnaa BaI nahIM kI haogaI.sahna krnao kI BaI ek hd haotI<br />
hO.maOMnao bahut kuC sahna kr<strong>ko</strong> doK ilayaa hO ` Aba AaOr Ai(ak sahna<br />
krnaa maorI saImaa <strong>ko</strong> baahr hO.'<br />
" ixaitja , , , , , "<br />
ivacaaraoM kI gahna Baavanaa <strong>ko</strong> bahava maoM naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> mauK sao sahsaa hI<br />
inakla pD,a.vah haozaoM maoM hI ixaitja ka naama daohra ga[-.daohra ga[- tao<br />
ixaitja ka ica~ ifr ek baar ]sa<strong>ko</strong> jahna <strong>ko</strong> pdo- pr Aakr maMDranao<br />
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lagaa.tba ]sanao Aagao saaocaa ik ` tao @yaa , , , ` 'ixaitja' sacamauca hI (artI<br />
pr ]tr Aayaa hO.haM ` AvaSya hI.]sakI Aa%maa nao jaOsao ]sakao ]
pUrI trh sao DUba caukI )aI.rat ka (auM(alaka Aakr zhrnao lagaa<br />
)aa.AakaSa maoM Aavaara baadlaaoM <strong>ko</strong> TukD,o jaOsao baokar hI maoM Aa Aakr<br />
eki~t haonao lagao )ao.jaanao khaM khaM sao calao Aato )ao.@yaaoM Aa rho<br />
)ao.Anaumaana )aa ik jaOsao rat maoM haonao vaalaI vaYaa- kI tOyaarI kr rho<br />
)ao.kBaI kBaar khIM dUr AakaSa kI CaoraoM pr ibajalaI yaUM camak jaatI )aI<br />
ik jaOsao iksaI nao caaMdI kI prat ka poT faD, idyaa hao.naIlaU Apnao hI<br />
s)aana pr baOzI )aI.vah baOzI )aI ` AaOr vahIM baOzI BaI rhI.tinak BaI Apnao<br />
s)aana sao nahIM ihlaI.rat <strong>ko</strong> baZ,nao <strong>ko</strong> saa)a saa)a vaatavarNa maoM BaI sadI- pD,nao<br />
lagaI )aI.maaOsama <strong>ko</strong> badlato dor BaI nahIM lagaI )aI.pla Bar maoM hI hvaayaoM BaI<br />
jaOsao isasak ]zI )aIM.AakaSa pr Aba kalao kalao K,anaabadaoSa baadlaaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
kaiflao calao Aato )ao.[sa p`kar ik jaOsao saba hI nao rat maoM haonao vaalaI<br />
BaIYaNa vaYaa- ka elaana kr idyaa hao.tba eosao maoM maaOsama AaOr BaI Ai(ak<br />
Kraba haota ` ]sasao pUva- hI naIlaU caupcaap raoja,gaaD-na sao ]z kr Apnao kmaro<br />
maoM Aa ga[-.bahut ]dasa.gaMBaIr AaOr Apnao mana maoM ek Bayaanak ivacaar kI<br />
BaUimaka banaayao huyao.<br />
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Aa(aI rat <strong>ko</strong> lagaBaga hvaaAaoM kI sanasanaahT <strong>ko</strong> saa)a hI dUr<br />
AakaSa <strong>ko</strong> klaojao maoM jaba ibajalaI nao iKisayaakr ApnaI krvaT badlaI tao<br />
turnt hI saaro saaMvatbaaD,I Sahr ka [laaka ]sa<strong>ko</strong> p`kaSa maoM kuCok plaaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
ilayao jagamagaa gayaa.ibajalaI Aba rh rh kr tD,pnao lagaI )aI.baar baar<br />
vah proSaana haokr macalatI )aI.[sa trh ik maanaao iksaI na[- navaolaI dulhna<br />
kao baobasa ]sa<strong>ko</strong> sauhaga <strong>ko</strong> saamanao hI satI ikyaa jaa rha hao.vaatavarNa<br />
Kraba hao cauka )aa.hr xaNa vah AaOr BaI Ai(ak ibagaD,ta jaa rha<br />
)aa.AakaSa kao BaI s)aana s)aana sao Aayao huyao Aiti)a baadlaaoM <strong>ko</strong> gaubaaraoM nao<br />
caaraoM Aaor sao jaOsao Apnao pUro bala <strong>ko</strong> saa)a baurI trh sao Gaor rKa )aa.hvaayaoM<br />
toja hao caukI )aIM.[sakdr ik ]na<strong>ko</strong> p`Baava <strong>ko</strong> karNa Aasa pasa <strong>ko</strong> KD,o<br />
huyao vaRxa BaI JaUmanao lagao )ao.AakaSa maoM ibajalaI baar baar baadlaaoM kI BaIYaNa<br />
gaD,gaD,ahT <strong>ko</strong> saharo kaMp kaMp jaatI )aI.vaatavarNa [tnaa Ai(ak Kraba<br />
hao cauka )aa ik AakaSa maoM zhro huyao baadlaaoM <strong>ko</strong> pD,ava iksaI BaI samaya<br />
hvaaAaoM AaOr garjatI hu[- ibajalaI ka naajaayaja, laaBa ]zakr ApnaI barsanao<br />
kI hrkt pr ]ta$ hao sakto )ao.<br />
naIlaU ABaI tk Apnao ha^sTla <strong>ko</strong> kmaro maoM baOzI hu[- )aI.ApnaI<br />
maoja <strong>ko</strong> saamanao hI.]sa<strong>ko</strong> kmaro maoM saa)a rhnao vaalaI ]sakI $ma maoT ]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
idla <strong>ko</strong> saaro halaat sao AnaiBa& Apnao sapnaaoM kI duinayaaM maoM gahrI naIMd saao<br />
rhI )aI.]sakI gahrI gahrI naIMd kI saaMsaaoM sao p`tIt haota )aa ik jaOsao vah<br />
sapnaaoM maoM naIMd <strong>ko</strong> saharo Apnao p`omaI <strong>ko</strong> saa)a khIM naaOka ibahar kr rhI<br />
hao.naIlaU ka mana ixaitja kI trf sao [tnaa Ai(ak icaintt AaOr proSaana<br />
hao cauka )aa ik ]sa<strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM saaocato huyao ]sanao naa tao saubah hI kuC Kayaa<br />
)aa AaOr naa hI Aaja saM(yaa kao.ixaitja kao imalaI caaOdh vaYaao-M kI sajaa <strong>ko</strong><br />
baaro maoM jaananao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat hI ]saka mana duKI hao gayaa )aa.<br />
rat BaMyakr hao caukI )aI.hvaaAaoM maoM Aba tk BarpUr tojaI Aa<br />
caukI )aI.baadla BaI baurI trh sao garja ]zo )ao.baar baar ibajalaI Aba BaI<br />
camak rhI )aI.]sakI ek hI kaOM(a maoM baadla Aapsa maoM ek dUsaro sao<br />
rgaD,to huyao jaOsao pagalaaoM samaana caIK, pD,to )ao AaOr [saI Bayaanak<br />
ibagaD,o huyao vaatavarNa t)aa AM(aorI rat <strong>ko</strong> tUfanaI maahaOla nao naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> idla<br />
maoM BaI ek BaMyakr ivacaar pOda kr idyaa )aa.ek baD,a hI dRZ, saMklp ka<br />
sahara ilayao huyao vah ApnaI maaOt ApnaI Aa%mah%yaa <strong>ko</strong> Wara ixaitja<br />
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<strong>ko</strong> nayao jaIvana kao janma donao kI Sau$Aat <strong>ko</strong> ilayao mana hI mana kao[- [rada<br />
kr caukI )aI.]sakI Baavauk AaOr kmajaaor idla kI BaavanaaAaoM nao ]sakao<br />
Apnaa jaIvana iksaI <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Aip-t kr donao kao laalaaiyat kr idyaa<br />
)aa.baar baar ]sa<strong>ko</strong> maanasapTla maoM Aaja sao k[- vaYaao-M phlao ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> kho<br />
huyao Sabd h)aaOD,aoM <strong>ko</strong> samaana caaoT kr rho )ao.<br />
' tumharo baad , , , , , tumharo baad , , , , , , , , ,,. tumharo baad , , , , ,maOM<br />
vah nahIM rhUMgaa ` jaao [sa samaya hUM.' , , , ,saaocato huyao naIlaU nao ApnaI AaMsauAaoM<br />
BarI ]dasa AaMKaoM sao iKD,kI <strong>ko</strong> SaISao maoM sao baahr <strong>ko</strong> vaatavarNa kao ek<br />
baar inahara.vaYaa- na jaanao kba kI AarMBa hao caukI )aI.]sakI baUMdoM hvaaAaoM<br />
kI tIva`ta <strong>ko</strong> saa)a iKD,kI <strong>ko</strong> SaISao sao TkratI )aIM ` AaOr ifr pla Bar maoM<br />
hI Apnaa saara Aist%va samaaPt kr dotI )aIM.hvaayaoM BaI [sakdr toja hao<br />
haokr naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> kmaro kI dIvaaraoM sao TkratI )aIM ik maanaao baobasa haokr<br />
Apnaa isar hI taoD, donaa caahtI haoM.baadla BaI baar baar garja ]zto<br />
)ao.ibajalaI kI ek hI kaOM(a maoM saaro saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> [laa<strong>ko</strong> ka klaojaa tk<br />
fTa jaata )aa.eosaa lagata )aa ik Aaja p`kRit [na tUfanaI hvaaAaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
saharo ifr iksaI <strong>ko</strong> p`aNa laonao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ibagaD, baOzI )aI.baahr pUra ibagaD,a<br />
huAa tUfana )aa.pta nahIM [sa Acaanak sao Aayao huyao tUfana <strong>ko</strong> Aanao ka<br />
@yaa maksad )aa.kaOna saa laxya ]sao pUra krnaa )aa.na jaanao iksa ]_oSya<br />
kao Apnao idla maoM basaayao huyao vah iKisayaa rha )aa.jaanao iksa<strong>ko</strong> Gar ]sao<br />
]jaaD, donao )ao AaOr na jaanao iksa iksakao ]sao Aaja jaI Bar <strong>ko</strong><br />
BaTka donaa )aa Gar sao baoGar krnaa )aa.<br />
naIlaU nao ek baar saaro kmaro kI K,amaaoSaI kao inahara.saara<br />
kmara jaOsao baahr Aayao huyao tUfana sao baoKbar haokr ]saI kao Tukur Tukur<br />
inahar rha )aa.ApnaI $ma maoT kao BaI naIlaU nao ek naj,ar Bar doKa ` tba<br />
baad maoM ]sanao maoja pr sao klama ]zayaa AaOr i@lapbaaoD- pr lagao huyao kagaja<br />
pr ilaKnao lagaI,<br />
' ixaitja,<br />
AaSaa krtI hUM ik tuma AcCo hI haogao.<br />
yaad krao ik Aaja sao kuC vaYa- phlao jaba saaMvatbaaD,I kI masaIhI bastI maoM<br />
ek idna tumanao mauJasao Apnao Pyaar kI samast gahra[yaaoM maoM DUbato huyao kha<br />
)aa ik ` ' naIlaU , tumharo baad maOM vah nahIM rhUMgaa jaao [sa samaya hUM.'<br />
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maOM jaanatI hUM ik ` tuma Aaja prmaoSvar AaOr [Msaana daonaaoM hI kI<br />
inagaahaoM maoM ek baD,o hI K,trnaak ` ku#yaat cambala <strong>ko</strong> baIhD,aoM <strong>ko</strong> DakU<br />
lauToro hao.tumharI majabaUr piris)aityaaoM kI BaUK,I jaailama dasata kI jaMjaIraoM<br />
nao Aaja [Msaainayat ka tumharo caohro pr ek icanh BaI baakI nahIM rhnao<br />
idyaa hO.jamaanao kI Saayad hrok dRiYT tumakao Balao manauYya <strong>ko</strong> samaana nahIM<br />
doK sa<strong>ko</strong>gaI ` magar maoro idla maoM ` maoro ilayao tumhara tao vahI s)aana Aaja BaI<br />
saurixat hO ` jaao kBaI phlao )aa.bailk yaUM khao ik Aaja tumharI Civa kI<br />
jagah maoro idla kI hr na[- janma laonao vaalaI BaavanaaAaoM maoM phlao sao AaOr BaI<br />
Ai(ak dRZ, hao caukI hO.samaya badla gayaa `laoikna [sa badlao huyao samaya kI<br />
hrok (aara [sa baat kI gavaah hO ik kBaI hma daonaaoM nao ek saa)a ek hI<br />
maMijala maoM basanao ka sapnaa doKa )aa.hmanao saa)a cala kr Apnaa Gar ka<br />
basaora banaanao ka p`yaasa BaI ikyaa )aa.magar vah baat Aba AaOr hO ik hma<br />
eosaa nahIM kr sa<strong>ko</strong>.SaOtana kI duga-n(a nao hmaaro piva~ Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> camana maoM<br />
Aakr Apnao Alagaava AaOr A$ica <strong>ko</strong> paO(ao baao idyao.hmaarI psaMd<br />
badlaI.hma badlao.hmaarI rahoM Alaga hao ga[-M.laoikna ifr BaI maaga- badla<br />
jaanao sao manauYya calanaa tao nahIM CaoD, dota hO.samaya kI badlatI hu[- (aaraAaoM<br />
<strong>ko</strong> bahava maoM hma daonaaoM hI eosaa BaTk gayao ik ifr kBaI caah kr BaI saa)a<br />
nahIM cala sa<strong>ko</strong>.laoikna saaocaao ik <strong>ko</strong>vala saa)a na calanao <strong>ko</strong> karNa hI @yaa<br />
manauYya hmaoSaa <strong>ko</strong> ilayao sacamauca idla sao BaI Alaga hao jaata hO maOM [saka<br />
@yaa ]
pla <strong>ko</strong> ilayao BaI [sa ibagaD,I hu[- dSaa maoM nahIM doK sakUMgaI.<br />
[sailayao ifr sao yaad krao ik ` tumanao kBaI mauJasao kha )aa ik `<br />
' naIlaU ` tumharo baad maOM vah nahIM rhUMgaa ` jaao ik [sa samaya hUM.' yahI saaocato<br />
huyao maOMnao yao fOsalaa ikyaa hO ik tumharo [sa papI jaIvana kao bacaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao<br />
maoro Apnao jaIvana ka bailadana bahut ja$rI hO.yaid tuma ApnaI baat <strong>ko</strong><br />
ja,ra BaI saccao manauYya huyao ` AaOr maoro ilayao tumharo idla maoM tinak BaI tumharo<br />
Pyaar ka ktra baakI bacaa hO tao mauJao ivaSvaasa hO ik tuma maorI baat kao<br />
kBaI BaI nahIM zukraAaogao.ApnaI jaola kI caaOdh saala kI sajaa kaTnao <strong>ko</strong><br />
pScaat AvaSya hI badla jaaAaogao.ifr kBaI BaI cambala <strong>ko</strong> baIhD, maoM<br />
jaakr SarNa nahIM laaogao ` AaOr daobaara DakU nahIM banaaogao.ek Balao [Msaana bana<br />
kr Apnao nayao jaIvana ka janma laaogao.ifr Apnao [sa nayao jaIvana kI p`aiPt<br />
<strong>ko</strong> saharo tuma Anya BaT<strong>ko</strong> huyao laaogaaoM kao sahI maaga- pr laanao ka p`ya%na<br />
krto rhnaa.]nhoM p`Bau yaISau ka SauBa sandoSa p`saairt krnaa.@yaaoMik yahI<br />
hmaara (ama- hO.saMskar hO.hmaarI masaIihyat hO.ek saccao masaIhI vyai@t<br />
kI inaSaanaI hO ik hma sadOva hI p`Bau kI saovaa kroM.ApnaI saovaka[- <strong>ko</strong> Wara<br />
bahut saI BaTkI hu[- K,anaabadaoSa $haoM kao bacaa laoM.hmaaro p`Bau yaISau masaIh<br />
nao kBaI BaI bandUk yaa tlavaar <strong>ko</strong> Wara ApnaI saovaka[- ka kama krnao ka<br />
vacana nahIM saunaayaa hO.<br />
AcCa ixaitja ` Aba maOM calaUM.rat kafI hao caukI hO.baahr<br />
baairSa AaOr ibagaD,o huyao vaatavarNa ka tUfana Saaor macaa rha hO.Saayad mauJao<br />
ApnaI baahaoM maoM sada <strong>ko</strong> ilayao samaoTnao kao baar baar baulaa rha hO.maoro idla maoM<br />
BaI ek tUfana hO.tuma nahIM samaJa sakaogao.AaOr jaba tk samaJaaogao tba tk<br />
bahut dor hao caukI haogaI.maorI tumasao p`a)a-naa hO.ek ivanatI hO ik ` ApnaI<br />
jaola kI sajaa tuma saMyama sao kaTnaa ` AaOr sajaa <strong>ko</strong> pScaat tuma AvaSya hI<br />
badla jaanaa.ek Balao [Msaana bana kr jaInaa.DakU <strong>ko</strong> samaana nahIM.tuma<br />
badla jaanaa.badla jaanaa ixaitja.<strong>ko</strong>vala ek baar.maoro baad tuma AvaSya hI<br />
Apnao kao ek saccaa masaIhI bana kr idKanaa.ifr sao DakU <strong>ko</strong> samaana maorI<br />
Aa%maa kao baar baar proSaana na krnaa.yaid kraogao tao kBaI BaI maorI Aa%maa<br />
kao Saaint nahIM imalaogaI.<br />
maOMnao yao AcCI trh sao mahsaUsa ikyaa hO ik tumakao AaOr tumharo<br />
jaIvana kao bacaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao mauJao ApnaI ija,ndgaI kI BaoMT caZ,anaI hI<br />
haogaI.ifr yao jamaanao ka isawant hO ik kuC panao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao kBaI kBaI<br />
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manauYya kao bahut kuC Kaonaa BaI pD,ta hO.AaOr jaba vah 'kuC' imala jaata<br />
hO tao vah ifr iksaI iksaI <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Anant jaIvana kI ZoraoM Zor KuiSayaaM BaI<br />
bana jaata hO.yaid maoro Apnao jaIvana kI kubaa-naI sao tumhara Apnaa DakU<br />
jaIvana badla kr ek [Msaana bana jaata hO ` maOM samaJatI hUM ik taOBaI yao saaOda<br />
maMhgaa nahIM hO.<br />
AcCa ixaitja ` Aba AMt maoM maOM ifr tumasao ivanatI krtI hUM ik<br />
tuma maoro baad AvaSya hI badla jaanaa.ek [Msaana <strong>ko</strong> $p maoM jaI kr<br />
idKanaa.' maoro baad tuma vah nahIM rhnaa ` jaao ik tuma [sa samaya hao.'<br />
AcCa Aba jaatI hUM.ivada.sada sada <strong>ko</strong> ilayao.<br />
naIlaU.'<br />
p~ ilaKnao <strong>ko</strong>, pScaat naIlaU nao ]sakao ifr sao pZ,a tao AaMKoM<br />
svat: hI Clak Aa[-M.galaa Bar Aayaa.AaMKaoM maoM <strong>AaMsaU</strong> Bar Aayao.]sa<strong>ko</strong><br />
idla maoM khIM baIto huyao AtIt kI smaRityaaoM kI ]sa Pyaar kI maalaa <strong>ko</strong> ddka<br />
ehsaasa hao Aayaa ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> saaro maaotI ek ek kr<strong>ko</strong> na jaanao khaM<br />
ivalaIna haoto jaa rho )ao.ga,ma AaOr ivaYaad <strong>ko</strong> Baar <strong>ko</strong> karNa naIlaU ka caohra<br />
inaraSa kamanaaAaoM kI A)aI- sajaato huyao ]daisayaaoM ka baut bana gayaa.mana<br />
duKI hao Aayaa.ifr haota BaI @yaaoM nahI.vah iksaI <strong>ko</strong> jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> bauJao huyao<br />
icaragaaoM kao raoSana krnao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao svayaM Apnao jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> dIp samaya sao phlao<br />
hI bauJaa rhI )aI.ixaitja kao ek [Msaana banaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Kud Apnao jaIvana<br />
kI Aahuit donao jaa rhI )aI.<br />
ifr p~ ilaKnao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat naIlaU nao ]sao maaoD, kr ek ilafafo<br />
maoM rKa.dUsara p~ ]sanao hsptala <strong>ko</strong> inadoSak <strong>ko</strong> naama phlao hI sao ilaK<br />
ilayaa )aa.inadoSak <strong>ko</strong> naama ilaKo p~ maoM ]sanao ApnaI Aa%mah%yaa ` ApnaI<br />
Aa%mah%yaa ka karNa ` DakU ixaitja sao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> AtIt AaOr vat-maana jaIvana<br />
ka vaastivak saMban(a t)aa ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> nayao jaIvana kI p`aiPt kI laalasaa<br />
AaOr Apnao jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> [sa bailadana ka spYT vaNa-na ikyaa )aa.saa)a hI<br />
ApnaI Aa%mah%yaa ka daoYaI <strong>ko</strong>vala Kud kao hI maanaa )aa.daonaaoM p~aoM pr pto<br />
ilaK kr ` ifr ]nhoM poprvaoT sao dbaakr vahIM maoja pr rK idyaa.tba baad<br />
maoM ApnaI $ma maoT pr ek naja,r DalatI hu[- caupcaap sao kmaro ka drvaajaa<br />
Kaola kr baahr Aa ga[-.baahr inaklanao <strong>ko</strong> baad ]sanao puna: drvaajao kao<br />
(aIro sao baMd kr idyaa.<br />
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ai~ <strong>ko</strong> [sa tUfanaI AM(akar maoM vaYaa- ABaI BaI baurI trh sao hao<br />
rhI )aI.hvaayaoM [sakdr toja hao ga[-M )aIM ik saD,k kI TyaUba laa[-T <strong>ko</strong><br />
maiwma p`kaSa maoM BaI vaYaa- kI baUMdaoM kI JaD,I dUr dUr tk ]D,I calaI jaatI<br />
)aI.AakaSa maoM pla pla maoM ibajalaI iksaI iKisayaanaI naaigana <strong>ko</strong> samaana<br />
tD,p rhI )aI.baadla pagalaaoM samaana AakaSa kI SaUnya yaa~a maoM icallaato<br />
huyao Baaga rho )ao.vaatavarNa ka pUra ibagaD,a huAa tUfanaI $p )aa.saara<br />
maahaOla hI BayaBaIt hao cauka )aa.<br />
naIlaU Apnao kmaro sao inakla kr jaOsao hI baahr baairSa <strong>ko</strong> tUfana<br />
maoM Aa[- tao vaYaa- <strong>ko</strong> jala maoM turnt hI BaIga kr tr hao ga[-.hvaaAaoM kI<br />
tojaI <strong>ko</strong> karNa vaYaa- kI maaoTI maaoTI baUMdo ]sa<strong>ko</strong> kaomala gaalaaoM pr caaoToM maarnao<br />
lagaIM.magar Aba ]sao BaI [sa BaMyakr tUfana kI kao[- BaI prvaah nahIM<br />
)aI.ibagaD,I hu[- hvaaAaoM ka ]sao kOsaa BaI Baya nahIM rha )aa.AakaSa maoM<br />
caIK,to huyao baadlaaoM kI K,aOfnaak Aavaaja,aoM ka BaI ]sa pr kao[- p`Baava<br />
nahIM pD, saka.]saka inaScaya dRZ, )aa.mana maoM ikyaa huAa saMklp p@ka<br />
pD, cauka )aa.AaOr [saI dRZ, saMklp kI p`balata <strong>ko</strong> bahava maoM bahktI hu[-<br />
vah tUfanaI vaYaa- kI prvaah ikyao bagaOr Apnao inaScaya kao pUra krnao <strong>ko</strong><br />
(yaoya sao Aagao baZ,tI ga[-.baZ,tI ga[- ]sa kuMyao kI Aaor ik ijasaka jala<br />
lagaBaga saaro hsptala <strong>ko</strong> marIjaaoM kao jaIvana dota )aa.<br />
vaYaa- baar baar ]sa<strong>ko</strong> kdmaaoM <strong>ko</strong> saamanao Aakr barsa rhI<br />
)aI.hvaaAaoM kI tIva`ta BaI Saayad ]sakao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> inaScaya sao ivacailat krnao<br />
ka p`yaasa kr rhI )aI.[saIilayao ]sa<strong>ko</strong> panaI sao tr BaIYaNa JaaoM<strong>ko</strong> baar baar<br />
]sakao calanao sao igara doto )ao.baadlaaoM kI Bayaanak gaja-na nao BaI naIlaU kao<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> [sa baohUda AaOr AsaMyamaI hrkt sao raoknao ka jaI taoD, p`yaasa<br />
ikyaa.vah baar baar garjaa.hr baar ibajalaI kaOM(aI ` prntu saba kuC hI<br />
Asafla rha.naIlaU Apnao mana maoM ApnaI KudkuSaI ka galat inaNa-ya ilayao<br />
huyao baZ,tI hu[- kuMyao <strong>ko</strong> pasa Aa ga[-.pasa Aakr ]sanao ek baar saaro<br />
maahaOla kao inahara.Aasa pasa khIM kao[- BaI nahIM )aa.saba hI [sa Bayaanak<br />
Acaanak sao Aa[- hu[- tUfanaI vaYaa- <strong>ko</strong> karNa Apnao Apnao GaraoM maoM baMd<br />
)ao.baairSa <strong>ko</strong> tUfana nao saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> saaro [laa<strong>ko</strong> kao capoT maoM laokr<br />
Apnao Saaor sao Bar idyaa )aa.<br />
naIlaU Apnao ivacaaraoM kI Baavaukta maoM BaTktI hu[- kuMyao kI mauMDor<br />
pr Aakr baOz ga[-.baOz kr ]sanao Apnao daonaaoM pOr kuMyao <strong>ko</strong> jala kI Aaor<br />
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laTka idyao.ek baar ]sanao caaraoM Aaor <strong>ko</strong> maahaOla kao ifr sao<br />
doKa.baairSa ABaI BaI baurI trh sao hao rhI )aI.hvaayaoM baar baar ApnaI<br />
tIva`ta <strong>ko</strong> saharo maanaao hsptala kI dIvaaraoM sao Apnaa isar hI faoD, laonaa<br />
caahtI )aIM.rh rh kr ibajalaI kaOM(a rhI )aI.saaro [laa<strong>ko</strong> maoM pUra tUfanaI<br />
Saaor )aa.lagata )aa ik jaOsao tUfana BaI Apnao pUro jaaoSa AaOr p`ban(a <strong>ko</strong><br />
saa)a Aayaa )aa.vaatavarNa BayaMkr AaOr Dravanaa hao cauka )aa AaOr<br />
vaatavarNa kI [saI BayaMkrta <strong>ko</strong> saharo naIlaU nao AMitma baar hsptala kI<br />
laala [-MT kI banaI hu[- baD,I [maart kao doKa.iktnao vaYaao-M sao vah [saI<br />
hsptala maoM kama kr<strong>ko</strong> yahaM <strong>ko</strong> marIjaaoM kao jaIvana do rhI )aI ` prntu Aaja<br />
vah svaMya Apnaa jaIvana iksaI ibagaD,o huyao manauYya <strong>ko</strong> jaIvana kao sau(aarnao <strong>ko</strong><br />
ilayao kubaa-na kr rhI )aI.iksaI <strong>ko</strong> jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ]sanao Apnaa jaIvana<br />
daMva pr lagaayaa )aa.Saayad [sa<strong>ko</strong> Aitir@t ]sa<strong>ko</strong> pasa kao[- Anya ]paya<br />
)aa BaI nahIM.ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> ilayao ` samaya sao phlao hI vah [sa saMsaar ka safr<br />
pUra ikyao bagaOr Baaga rhI )aI.Baaga rhI )aI bahut dUr ifr kBaI<br />
BaI na vaapsa Aanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao.]sa prmaoSvar <strong>ko</strong> pasa ik ijasanao ]sao [sa<br />
saMsaar maoM Apnaa kt-vya pUra krnao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Baojaa )aa.]sa ixaitja <strong>ko</strong> ilayao<br />
ik ijasakao ek idna baD,I hI laaprvaahI sao ]sanao Apnao jaIvana sao inakala<br />
BaI idyaa )aa.<br />
ivacaaraoM AaOr saaocaaoM <strong>ko</strong> Ktrnaak saOlaaba <strong>ko</strong> jaaoSa maoM Aakr naIlaU<br />
nao jaOsao hI kuMyaoM kI gahra[yaaoM kI Aaor ClaaMga lagaa[- tao Acaanak hI<br />
AakaSa maoM khIM dUr ibajalaI [tnaI baurI trh sao caIK, maartI hu[- kaOM(aI ik<br />
]sa<strong>ko</strong> p`kaSa maoM saaMvatbaaD,I ka saara [laaka hI pla Bar <strong>ko</strong> ilayao dmak<br />
gayaa.]sa<strong>ko</strong> baad hI baadla BaI dnadnaato huyao garjao tao ifr baD,I dor tk<br />
garjato hI rho.vaYaa- barabar haotI rhI.hvaayaoM BaI toja banaI rhIM.ibajalaI<br />
[sa baIca [tnaI ja,aoraoM sao kaMpI )aI ik jaOsao baadla BaI ek yauvaa laD,kI kao<br />
yaUM BaIgatI baairSa <strong>ko</strong> p`kaopaoM maoM Apnaa jaIvana naYT krto doK Gabara kr<br />
caIK, pD,o )ao.tUfana Apnao pUro jaaoSa pr )aa.[saI baairSa <strong>ko</strong> tUfanaI Saaor<br />
maoM hsptala kI ivaSaala [maart iksaI kayaraoM <strong>ko</strong> samaana ek nasa- kao inar)ak<br />
ApnaI jaana gaMvaato huyao doK ApnaI laacaarI ka pircaya dotI<br />
rhI.saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> hsptala kI vah [maart vah marIjaaoM kao jaIvana<br />
donao vaalaa Gar vah jagah ` vah jaIvana sao proSaana AaOr )a<strong>ko</strong> huyao laaogaaoM<br />
ka SarNas)ala ik ` jahaM pr sada jaIvana kao bacaayaa jaata rha hO; Aaja<br />
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ek yauvaa AaOr laacaar naarI kao yaUM baobasa vaYaa- <strong>ko</strong> tUfana maoM Apnaa jaIvana<br />
naYT krto doKtI rhI.caupcaap inagaahoM Jaukayao huyao Saayad baobasa AaOr<br />
kuC BaI krnao sao majabaUr.manauYya ka ApnaI majaI- AaOr ApnaI Aa%maa ka<br />
yahI vah s)aana hO ik jahaM pr zhr kr ifr kao[- BaI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana kI<br />
rxaa krnao maoM Asama)a- hao jaayaa krta hO.<br />
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dUsaro idna.<br />
naIlaU kI Aksmaat maR%yau kI Kbar sauna kr saaro hsptala maoM hlacala maca<br />
ga[-.hsptala <strong>ko</strong> saaro kaya-k
)aa.eosaa baadla ka TukD,a ik jaao iksaI BaI samaya barsanao kao Aatur<br />
)aa.saba hI kao duK )aa.hsptala <strong>ko</strong> hr manauYya kI BaI AaMKoM Aaja eosaa<br />
dd-naak k$Na dRSya doK kr Clak Aa[-M )aIM.saba hI kao naIlaU sao Pyaar<br />
)aa.Apna%va )aa.ek AnaaoKa lagaava )aa.hrok naja,r ]sakao caahtI<br />
)aI.ifr caahtI BaI @yaaoM nahIM , , , , , naIlaU [sa hsptala kI ek bahumaUlya<br />
sTa^f nasa- )aI.saba hI ]sasao AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> kamaaoM sao p`sanna )ao.iksaI kao<br />
kBaI BaI ]sasao kOsaI BaI iSakayat nahIM rhI )aI.saba ]sasao Pyaar krto<br />
)ao.[saI karNa jaba vah yaUM ]na sabakao Acaanak sao CaoD, kr calaI ga[- tao<br />
saba hI kao ek AaGaat\ saa laga gayaa )aa.]sakI maR%yau kI Acaanak sao<br />
imalaI Kbar kao sauna kr saba<strong>ko</strong> hI caohro bauJa gayao )ao.<br />
naIlaU kI saarI kI saarI saKI nasao-M ABaI tk JaukI JaukI inagaahaoM<br />
AaOr laT<strong>ko</strong> huyao mauKaoM sao ` ApnaI ]dasa AaMKaoM sao naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> pai)a-va SarIr kao<br />
doKo jaa rhI )aIM.caupcaap ` mana maoM naIlaU kI Zor saarI smaRityaaoM kao jaOsao baar<br />
baar daohrato huyao; prntu saba hI kuC BaI krnao sao laacaar AaOr baobasa<br />
)ao.sabakao ek AaScaya- )aa.kaOthUla )aa.saccaa[- doKto huyao BaI iksaI kao<br />
naIlaU kI maR%yau ka ivaSvaasa BaI nahIM hao pa rha )aa.]sakI Aa%mah%yaa ka<br />
saba kao ek baD,a AaScaya- )aa.saba hI saaoca rho )ao ik naIlaU kao<br />
AaiKrkar eosaa kaOna saa sadmaa yaa AaGaat\ lagaa )aa eosaa kaOna<br />
saa duK AaOr dd- )aa ik ` ijasa<strong>ko</strong> karNa ]sanao ApnaI eosaI dd-naak maaOt<br />
kao svaIkar ikyaa )aa.@yaaoM ]sanao Aa%mah%yaa jaOsaa [rada ikyaa AaOr [sa<br />
saMsaar kao Apnao samaya sao phlao hI CaoD, idyaa , , , ,<br />
[saI p`kar sao ]sakI saKI nasao- saaocatI )aIM.saaocatI )aIM AaOr<br />
ifr mana hI mana proSaana haotI )aIM.Saayad eosao hI saaocatI BaI rhoMgaI.bahut<br />
idnaaoM tk bahut vaYaao-M tk tba tk ` jaba tk ik naIlaU kI<br />
yaadaoM ka ek ktra BaI ]na<strong>ko</strong> maanasapTla pr is)ar rhogaa.saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong><br />
[sa hsptala <strong>ko</strong> caPpo caPpo maoM naIlaU kI khanaI basaI rhogaI ` AaOr jaba tk<br />
yahaM ]sakI saKI nasao-M marIjaaoM kI saovaa krtI rhoMgaI tba tk vao naIlaU kI<br />
smaRityaaoM kao BaI samaya Asamaya daohratI rhoMgaI.<br />
puilasa kI samast kaya-vaahI pUrI haonao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat naIlaU kI laaSa<br />
hsptala kI pUrI maana mayaa-da eMva rIit <strong>ko</strong> Anausaar pUro maana sammaana <strong>ko</strong> saa)a<br />
hsptala <strong>ko</strong> hI masaIhI kiba`s)aana maoM dÔnaa dI ga[-.naIlaU kI jaIvana kI<br />
AMitma yaa~a <strong>ko</strong> daOrana samast saaMvatbaaD,I ka manauYyaaoM ka hujaUma hI ]maD,<br />
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Aayaa )aa.hsptala ka hrok kma-caarI ` Da@Tr t)aa nasao-M Aaid saba hI<br />
maaOjaUd )ao.[sa<strong>ko</strong> Aitir@t AaOr BaI vao saaro laaoga maaOjaUd )ao jaao ik Aasa<br />
pasa kI masaIhI baistyaaoM va imaSana kmpa]MDaoM maoM rha krto )ao.[tnaI Ai(ak<br />
BaID, ka k$Na vaatavarNa bana gayaa )aa ik rah calato laaoga va maaoTr<br />
gaaiD,yaaM tk ]sakao AMitma EaMRwaMjaila donao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao $k gayao )ao.]saka<br />
AMitma saMskar doKnao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao jaOsao Aasamaana maoM ]D,nao vaalao pxaI tk vaRxaaoM<br />
AaOr poDa,oM kI DailayaaoM pr caupcaap baOz kr [sa duKd naja,aro kao Apnaa<br />
mauMh laTkayao doK rho )ao magar yao iktnao AaScaya- kI baat )aI ik `<br />
ijasa<strong>ko</strong> jaIvana kao ek na[- rah kI raoSanaI donao kI Kaitr naIlaU nao Apnaa<br />
jaIvana inaCavar ikyaa )aa ` ]saka naIlaU <strong>ko</strong> [sa AMitma saMskar <strong>ko</strong> samaya<br />
khIM naamaao inaSaana tk nahIM )aa ixaitja kumaar '<strong>klavarI</strong>'.vah<br />
maSahUr AaOr AKbaaraoM kI sauiK-yaaoM maoM basaa huAa ku#yaat naama '<strong>klavarI</strong>' ik<br />
ijasanao <strong>klavarI</strong> kI salaIba <strong>ko</strong> AaMsauAaoM kI rxaa <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Apnao jaIvana maoM na<br />
jaanao iktnao duK AaOr jaaoiKma ]zayao haoMgao iktnao hI <strong>AaMsaU</strong> ]sanao<br />
barbaad ikyao )ao Aaja vahI '<strong>klavarI</strong>' hjaaraoM AaMKaoM kao naIlaU kI maaOt<br />
<strong>ko</strong> saharo nama kr gayaa )aa.<br />
ixaitja nao kBaI kha )aa ik 'tumharo baad' naIlaU nao<br />
]sakao ]
maoM p`Bau yaISau masaIh mahana nao samast saMsaar kao bacaanao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao Apnao p`aNaaoM<br />
ka bailadana <strong>klavarI</strong> kI salaIba pr ikyaa )aa.[sa duK kao sahnao <strong>ko</strong> ilayao<br />
]nhaoMnao iktnao hI <strong>AaMsaU</strong> bahayao haoMgao; manauYyaaoM maoM sao Saayad kao[- BaI [na<br />
AaMsauAaoM ka maUlya nahIM AaMk sakta hO.yaid hma masaIhI hOM ` AaOr hma p`Bau<br />
yaISau masaIh <strong>ko</strong> AnauyaayaI t)aa ]nakI Bai@t krnao vaalao Ba@t haonao ka<br />
elaana krto hOM AaOr yaid hmaaro pasa ]sakI saovaka[- <strong>ko</strong> kama kao krnao <strong>ko</strong><br />
ilayao kao[- ijammaodairyaaM hOM tao hmaoM yao saaocanaa haogaa ik hma <strong>klavarI</strong> kI<br />
salaIba pr baho huyao r@t t)aa ]sa<strong>ko</strong> AaMsauAaoM ka iktnaa maUlya Ada krto<br />
hOM yaid sahI AaOr saccao $p maoM hma Apnao masaIh kI saovaa krto hOM tao yao<br />
inaiScat hO ik ifr kBaI kao[- BaI 'ixaitja' majabaUr haokr '<strong>klavarI</strong>' DakU<br />
AaOr duda-nt lauToro <strong>ko</strong> naama sao ku#yaat nahIM hao sa<strong>ko</strong>gaa.bandUk yaa tlavaar<br />
<strong>ko</strong> bala pr eosaI piris)aityaaoM ka kao[- BaI ivaklp nahIM hao sakta hO ` magar<br />
saaocanaa yao hO ik bandUk yaa tlavaar calaanao <strong>ko</strong> pICo jaao karNa AaOr jaao<br />
laaoga hOM ` ]na pr hma kOsao inaya~MNa kr sakto hOM.]
pICo Aanao lagao.jaIvana sao )akI hu[- laaSaaoM <strong>ko</strong> samaana , , , , , ,,;AaOr [nhIM<br />
kdmaaoM kI yaa~a <strong>ko</strong> baad samaaPt hao ga[- ek khanaI maanava jaIvana<br />
ka ek saccaa AaOr A(aUra naaTk ek nasa- kI Pyaar sao BarI ija,ndgaI<br />
kI dd-BarI dasta^na ek masaIhI yauvak kI barbaaidyaaoM kI jaaoiK,maaoM<br />
sao KolaI hu[- [baart masaIhI klaIisayaaAaoM maoM vyaaPt Ba`YTacaar<br />
t)aa masaIhI sampi
dyojh ds vaklw<br />
AMitma pircCod<br />
k[- idna baIt jaato hOM.<br />
k[- maah.k[- vaYa- lagaBaga pnd`h vaYa- yaUM hI jamaanao <strong>ko</strong> badlato huyao<br />
maaOsamaaoM <strong>ko</strong> samaana Apnaa rMga badlato huyao baIt jaato hOM.<br />
vahI saaMvatbaaD,I hO.vahI saaMvatbaaD,I ka hsptala.vahI jagah<br />
hO.vahI hvaayaoM saba kuC vahI hO. saaMvatbaaD,I maoM bahut kuC badla<br />
gayaa hO.bahut kuC nayaa bana gayaa hO.hsptala ka xao~ kama kI Ai(akta<br />
<strong>ko</strong> karNa kafI baZ, cauka hO.iktnao hI ivaBaaga [samaoM nayao Kula gayao<br />
hOM.na[- [maartoM bana caukI hOM.hsptala <strong>ko</strong> kiba`s)aana maoM idvaMgat nasa- naIlaU<br />
kI kba` saMgamarmar <strong>ko</strong> safod p%)araoM sao p@kI kr dI ga[- hO.Aba ]sakI<br />
yaadoM <strong>ko</strong>vala ]sakI maja,ar <strong>ko</strong> $p maoM kiba`s)aana <strong>ko</strong> p`acaIr tk hI saIimat<br />
rh ga[- hOM.laaoga naIlaU kao BaUla calao hOM.]sa<strong>ko</strong> yaad krnao vaalaaoM maoM kuCok hI<br />
hOM jaao samaya Asamaya jaba BaI ]saka ijaË calata hO tao BarI hu[- AaMMKaoM <strong>ko</strong><br />
igarto huyao AaMsauAaoM kI baMUdaoM <strong>ko</strong> saa)a ]sakao smarNa kr ilayaa krto<br />
hOM.naIlaU kI Pyaar BarI SaaoK, baatoM ` marIjaaoM <strong>ko</strong> p`it ]sa<strong>ko</strong> idla maoM basaI hu[-<br />
]sakI Apar sahanauBaUit ; saba hI kuC va@t kI maaoTI maaoTI ptao-M <strong>ko</strong> naIcao<br />
dba kr dfna hao cauka hO.kao[- ]sao Aaja yaad nahIM krta hO.kao[- BaI<br />
Saayad ]saka naama nahIM daohrata haogaa.magar haM ` hsptala <strong>ko</strong> [ithasa maoM<br />
AvaSya hI ]sakI khanaI ilaKI jaa caukI hO.eosaI ]sakI khanaI ik jaba<br />
tk saaMvatbaaD,I ka hsptala jaIivat rhogaa tba tk ]saka naama ]samaoM<br />
jaIivat rhogaa.<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> hsptala <strong>ko</strong> kiba`s)aana maoM banaI hu[- naIlaU kI kba`<br />
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pr Aaja BaI hvaayaoM AatI hOM ` AaOr ]sakao ek baar bahut hI Pyaar <strong>ko</strong> saa)a<br />
caUma kr calaI jaatI hOM.saarI saarI rat cand`maa ]sakI kba` kao ek Tk<br />
inaharta rhta hO.CaoTI CaoTI naadana AaOr maasaUma tairkayaoM ]sakao Tukr<br />
Tukr taktI rhtI hOM.Aaja samaya kI (auM(a maoM hsptala <strong>ko</strong> kuCok saovaa<br />
inavaRi
caZ,anao vaalaI maanava Cayaa kao[- Anya nahIM bailk ixaitja kumaar '<strong>klavarI</strong>'<br />
hO.'<strong>klavarI</strong>' DakU ` jaao ik jaola sao ApnaI caaOdh vaYaao-M ka kzaor karavaasa<br />
kaTnao <strong>ko</strong> pScaat Apnao jaIvana <strong>ko</strong> SaoYa idna pScaatap kI ija,ndgaI <strong>ko</strong><br />
saharo kaT rha hO.naIlaU kI maR%yau <strong>ko</strong> baad vah 'vah' nahIM rha hO ` jaao ik<br />
phlao )aa.phlao vah ek DakU AaOr lauTora )aa ` magar Aaja vah ek saccao<br />
masaIhI <strong>ko</strong> samaana Apnaa SaoYa jaIvana pScaatap AaOr prmaoSvar kI saovaa maoM<br />
gaujaar rha hO.idna inaklato hI vah prmaoSvar sao dUr AaOr BaT<strong>ko</strong> huyao laaogaaoM<br />
maoM p`Bau <strong>ko</strong> sandoSa <strong>ko</strong> pcao- baaMTnao inakla jaata hO.saara saara idna vah yahI<br />
krta hO.laaogaaoM kao p`Bau ka sausamaacaar saunaata hO.]nhoM p`Bau yaISau masaIh <strong>ko</strong><br />
mahana inasvaa)a- p`oma <strong>ko</strong> baaro maoM batata hO.ifr saM(yaa <strong>ko</strong> DUbato hI vah [saI<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> hsptala <strong>ko</strong> kiba`s)aana maoM naIlaU kI kba` <strong>ko</strong> pasa Aa jaata hO<br />
AaOr ifr naIlaU kI kba` <strong>ko</strong> pasa hI ApnaI rat kiba`s)aana <strong>ko</strong> p`acaIr maoM<br />
vyatIt krta hO.yahI ]saka jaIvana hO.yahI kiba`s)aana ]saka izkanaa<br />
hO.naIlaU kI kba` hI ]sa<strong>ko</strong> baOznao AaOr ApnaI dasta^na kao baar baar daohranao<br />
ka s)aana hO.saarI saarI rat ` caaho barsaat hao ` kD,I gamaI- hao ` yaa ifr<br />
jaaD,o kI ikTikTatI sadI- hao ` vah [saI kba` <strong>ko</strong> saharo baOz kr Apnao<br />
<strong>AaMsaU</strong> bahata rhta hO.]sakI yaad maoM proSaana haota hO.]sao yaad krta<br />
hO.]sa<strong>ko</strong> #yaalaaoM maoM DUba kr ApnaI iksmat ka raonaa raota hO.]sa naIlaU<br />
kI smaRit maoM ik ijasa<strong>ko</strong> mahana %yaaga AaOr bailadana <strong>ko</strong> flasva$p vah Aaja<br />
sacamauca ek [Msaana bana saka hO.Aaja sao k[- vaYa- phlao naIlaU kI<br />
Aa%mah%yaa ka karNa yaid kao[- jaanata hO tao <strong>ko</strong>vala ixaitja vahI<br />
ixaitja kumaar '<strong>klavarI</strong>' ik ` ijasanao imaSana Da^yaaosaIja, maoM fOlao huyao Ba`YTacaar<br />
<strong>ko</strong> iKlaaf kanaUna kao Apnao ha)a maoM laokr ek idna duda-nt DakU AaOr<br />
lauToro '<strong>klavarI</strong>' <strong>ko</strong> naama sao saaMvatbaaD,I AaOr ]sa<strong>ko</strong> Aasa pasa <strong>ko</strong> [laakaoM maoM<br />
jaI Bar <strong>ko</strong> }(ama macaayaa )aa.<br />
saaMvatbaaD,I <strong>ko</strong> hsptala <strong>ko</strong> ]sa kmaro maoM ik ijasamaoM ek idna<br />
DakU <strong>klavarI</strong> Gaayala haokr svaas)ya laaBa <strong>ko</strong> ilayao puilasa kI inagaranaI maoM<br />
laayaa gayaa )aa; ]sakI ]sa samaya kI tsvaIr mahja ek kD,vaI smaRit <strong>ko</strong><br />
$p maoM <strong>ko</strong>vala [sa ]_oSya sao TaMga dI ga[- hO ik ` ' hsptala maoM jaIvana dana<br />
donao kI kaoiSaSa ` bagaOr iksaI BaI BaodBaava <strong>ko</strong> hrok kao idyao jaanao ka<br />
p`ava(aana hO.' magar yao iktnao AaScaya- kI baat hO ik vahaM pr<br />
naIlaU ka kao[- BaI naamaao inaSaana tk nahIM hO.]sa sTa^f nasa- naIlaU ka ik<br />
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ijasa<strong>ko</strong> mahana AaOr inasvaa)a- bailadana <strong>ko</strong> fla sva$p hI DakU <strong>klavarI</strong> Aaja<br />
ek prmaoSvar ka saccaa AnauyaayaI bana saka hO.Saayad yahI maanava jaIvana<br />
hO.yahI p`kRit ka inayama hO.yahI iva(aata hO prmaoSvar hO manauYya ka<br />
jaIvana hO jaIvana ka p`itfla ik ; khIM gaIt hO tao khIM Saaor khIM<br />
jaulma hO tao khIM Amana kao[- CInata hO tao kao[- laUTta hO kBaI<br />
ilayaa jaata hO tao kBaI idyaa jaata hO AaOr kBaI kBaI ek baohd hI<br />
inasvaa)a- Baavanaa sao [tnaa lauTayaa jaata hO ik lauTanao vaalaa Kud hI lauT kr<br />
rh jaata hO.iksaI kao [Msaana banaanao kI laalasaa maoM kao[- kao[- Apnaa saara<br />
kuC hI inaCavar kr jaata hO.Apnaa saba kuC baaMT dota hO.baaMT dota hO<br />
Apnaa Pyaar ApnaI (ana sampi
‘Calvary ke Aansoo’<br />
A Complete Novel<br />
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<strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> <strong>AaMsaU</strong> 142
[sa ]pnyaasa maoM s)aanaaoM <strong>ko</strong> naama tao<br />
khIM khIM vaastivak hao sakto hOM, prntu<br />
k)aa saaih%ya maoM pa~aoM <strong>ko</strong> naama, GaTnaayaoM va saMs)aayaoM<br />
kalpinak hOM.vaastivak vyai@tyaaoM, jaIivat yaa maRt sao iksaI<br />
BaI p`kar kI samaanata saMyaaoga maa~ hO.<br />
- p`kaSak<br />
<strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> <strong>AaMsaU</strong> 143
Saraovana<br />
janma s)aana<br />
saharnapur ` ]
‘yaISau <strong>ko</strong> pasa’ ihndI masaIh p~<br />
p`kaSana sao p`kaiSat va ivatirt haonao<br />
vaalaI Anya pust<strong>ko</strong>M —<br />
p`oma krta hO vah—<br />
masaIhI gavaaihyaaoM ka saMklana<br />
ijalpa—khanaI saMga`h<br />
SahIdaoM ka dp-Na—<br />
maonaaonaa[T SahIdaoM kI KU,naI dastaM<br />
tuma dUr calao jaanaa— ]pnyaasa<br />
<br />
naOyaa— ]pnyaasa<br />
carvaaha— ]pnyaasa<br />
Baart kI rcanaa— ]pnyaasa<br />
<strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> <strong>AaMsaU</strong>—<br />
]
hmaarI Aanao vaalaI Anya<br />
pust<strong>ko</strong>M hOM —<br />
ibalha – khanaI saMga`h<br />
p`kRit maanava AaOr QartI<br />
]pnyaasa<br />
AahoM – ]pnyaasa<br />
fUlaaoM ka dd-<br />
]pnyaasa<br />
ifr vahIMM<br />
Saraovana kI AarMiBak khainayaaoM ka saMklana<br />
yaISau naasarI<br />
<strong>klavarI</strong> <strong>ko</strong> <strong>AaMsaU</strong> 146
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