ZTS MEDIJA 4A

20
I WILL NEVER FORGET…
There are many events in
one’s life that can turn it
upside down. I witnessed a few
this year and they made me
realize more things than I
thought possible.
August the 30 th . I’m sitting in
my schoolyard, barely
breathing. Trying to keep my
face straight. There are many
people watching my every
move, ready to react at the
slightest change of my face
expression. As the most
annoying song says: ’Conceal,
don’t feel. Don’t let them
know.’
My friend keeps calling my
name and trying to get my
attention. She’s screaming,
even though she’s literally
sitting in my lap. My gaze
definitely goes through her
because I simply do not see the
chocolate brown of her eyes.
Grey. Everything is grey. My
favorite person in this world,
who I’ve known for 15 years,
my best friend and ( I’m sure of
it ) my long lost twin brother,
Luka, is the only one who sees
through my act. He knows me
too well and even though I
know he’s the only one there
that would never allow PDA
between the two of us, even if I
broke down and fell to the
ground crying. He’d never show
his soft side in front of others.
But just this time, which was
the last time I saw him, he
gives me a weird hug and I
break.
It was my last night before
moving to this big city. It was
the night I completely broke
down and as if that wasn’t
enough for my tired soul, the
shattered pieces of my heart
cut right through it. I couldn’t
sleep that night, knowing that
nothing will ever be the same.
My friends got distant, Luka
moved to China and I changed a
lot. I thought I wouldn’t survive
this huge change but now I
can’t imagine what it would be
like if I hadn’t moved away.
It was very hard in the
beginning, especially because I
can’t remember faces properly
and because I have social
anxiety and get really dizzy at
the sight of a crowd ( which this
city is full of ) and I’m really
bad at navigating myself and
get not-so-light panic attacks
when I’m a least bit nervous
but I got through it all. I’m very
proud of myself for moving on
but I don’t think I will ever be
able to forget the last evening I
spent with my friends.
I realized that I am way
stronger than I thought I was
and that when you think you did
your best and that you can’t go
on, it’s only a half of your
possibilities.
Теодора Божовић II-3
Ментор: Милица Бошковић,
наставница енглеског језика
Новогодишњу честитку
израдили:
Ана Чогурића ;
Јована Станковић ;
Теодора Станојевић ;
Алекса Митровић II/4