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A Gnostic Childhood Berlin-S-Bahnhof "Braunauer Strasse" Later Bahnhof "Sonnenallee" 1943-Visiting my Oma and Opa. file:///C:/Users/Holger/Documents/My%20Web%20Sites/a_gnostic_childhood2.htm Page 10 of 18 11/5/2011
A Gnostic Childhood Exorcism Another story which seems important in retrospect, was my total and in-explainable "infatuation" with a woman named Frau Koch. She and her husband lived next door to us in the military apartment building and I was drawn to her as if by a supernatural force. She was a good person and surely didn't do anything consciously to alienate me from my mother. But I remember distinctly that I wanted her to be my mother and live with her. My mother was the kindest and most loving mother one could hope for and yet I wanted nothing more than to have Frau Koch as my mother. I was only about two years old or even younger, when this strange "spell" occurred, which lasted until we left Schwerin. Frau Koch, which means "cook" translated, had a collection of cook-books with pictures of pots and pans and vegetables made into characters which one can find in children's books. These pictures were "supernaturally" fascinating to me and I couldn't get enough looking at them as they seemed to touch upon something very deep within me. As strange as it might sound, these colorful drawings of "humanized" pots and pans and vegetables enraptured me into a state of love for Frau Koch and hatred towards my mother. All I wanted was to be with Frau Koch and with those beloved cook-books. I screamed file:///C:/Users/Holger/Documents/My%20Web%20Sites/a_gnostic_childhood2.htm Page 11 of 18 11/5/2011
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Gnostic Child 9 A Gnostic Childhood
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Gnostic Child 9 with more than half
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A Gnostic Childhood Our last class-
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A Gnostic Childhood It was June 17,
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Gnostic Ch 13 Our class was plannin
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Gnostic Ch 13 I could go on and on
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Childhood16 A Gnostic Childhood Par
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Childhood18 Herr Gaertner, I forgot
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Childhood21 Destiny Unfolds One day
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Childhood22 Arrival at Idlewild Air
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