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I guess the answer to my question about getting a message across the timelines is obvious: I don’t.<br />

<strong>The</strong>re simply isn’t any working method of trans-temporal communication.<br />

At least none that I can think of that’s<br />

foolproof.<br />

But that doesn’t mean I still can’t meet another version of myself.<br />

I meet different versions of myself all the time. <strong>The</strong> mild variants. <strong>The</strong> only reason I haven’t run into a<br />

distant variant is that we haven’t been tramping a common ground.<br />

If I want to find such a variant, I have to go somewhere he’s likely to be.<br />

Suppose that somewhere there’s another me—a distant me—who’s thinking along the same lines: he<br />

wants to meet a Daniel Eakins who is widely variant from himself. What memories do we have in<br />

common? Hmm, only those that existed before we were given the timebelt . . .<br />

That’s it, of course!<br />

Our birthday.<br />

* * *<br />

I was born at 2:17 in the morning, January 24, 1956, at the Sherman Oaks Medical Center, Sherman<br />

Oaks, California.<br />

Of course, in this timeline, I hadn’t been born—wouldn’t be born. Something I had done had excised<br />

my birth; but I knew the date I would have been born and so did every other Dan.<br />

It was the logical place to look.<br />

In 1977 the Sherman Oaks Medical Center was a row of seven three- and four-story buildings lining<br />

Van Nuys Boulevard just north of the Ventura Freeway. In 1956 it comprised only two buildings, one<br />

of which was strictly doctors’ offices.<br />

I twinged a little bit as I drove down Van Nuys Boulevard of the mid-fifties. I’d been spending most of<br />

my time in the seventies. I hadn’t realized . . . <strong>The</strong> two movie theaters were still the Van Nuys and the<br />

Rivoli. Neither had been remodeled yet into the Fox or the Capri—and the Capri was soon to be torn<br />

down. Most of the tall office buildings were missing, and there were too many tacky little stores lining<br />

the street. And the cars—my god, did people actually drive those things? <strong>The</strong>y were boxy, high, and<br />

bulky. <strong>The</strong>ir styling was atrocious—Fords and Chevys with the beginnings of tail fins and double<br />

headlights; Chryslers and Cadillacs with too much chrome. And Studebakers—and DeSotos and<br />

Packards!<br />

<strong>The</strong>re was a big vacant field where I remembered a blue glass, slab-sided building that stretched for<br />

more than a block. But the teenage hangout across the street from it was still alive, still a hangout.<br />

I twinged, because in 1977 I had left a city. This was only a small town, busy in its own peaceful way,<br />

but still a small town. Why had I remembered it as being exciting? As I approached the Medical<br />

Center itself, I realized with a start that something was missing. <strong>The</strong>n it hit me—in 1956 the Ventura<br />

Freeway hadn’t been built yet, didn’t extend to Van Nuys Boulevard. (I wondered if the big red Pacific<br />

Electric Railroad cars were still running. I didn’t know when they had finally stopped, but the tracks<br />

had remained for years.)<br />

I’d seen Los Angeles in its earlier incarnations, but the Los Angeles of 1930 had always seemed like<br />

another city, like a giant Disneyland put up for Danny the perpetual tourist. It wasn’t real. But this—<br />

this I recognized. I could see the glimmerings of my own world here, its embryonic beginnings, the<br />

bones around which the flesh of the future would grow.

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