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34<br />

bruce hall irviNe, cAliforNiA<br />

Bruce Hall’s night sky was devoid <strong>of</strong> stars, a<br />

vast sheet <strong>of</strong> darkness. Hall was born with<br />

a word salad <strong>of</strong> eye conditions: nystagmus,<br />

myopia, astigmatism, amblyopia, macular<br />

degeneration and exotropia.<br />

“I grew up hearing about stars, but I’d<br />

never seen them. When I was nine or ten,<br />

Aberration<br />

He can’t seem to get <strong>of</strong>f the roller coaster, the frenetic dance seems<br />

endless, until I break the pattern and change direction. These necessary<br />

changes in direction nearly always piss James <strong>of</strong>f… as we drag him<br />

kicking and screaming back into our world.<br />

“beyond reach, into the light, time in the sun, trying to escape the<br />

shadows, denied existence, worshipping the sun god (who doesn’t<br />

acknowledge)”<br />

“Maybe this is the way that James sees the water droplets, because we<br />

know that children with autism experience the world in ways different<br />

than typically developing children. Is this picture an insight into his<br />

world or the world <strong>of</strong> the autistic child?”<br />

a neighbor kid down the street let me look<br />

through his telescope. We pointed it at<br />

the North Star. It was like an opening into<br />

another world.” Hall saw not just stars, but<br />

possibilities. The childhood glimpse became<br />

a turning point, directing Hall into a lifelong<br />

engagement with seeing devices: cameras,<br />

lenses, magnifiers,<br />

telescopes, computer<br />

screens.<br />

Since then, Bruce Hall<br />

has constructed his<br />

world from photographs.<br />

When he looks into<br />

your eyes, it’ll be on his<br />

forty-inch Sony high<br />

definition monitor. Most<br />

photographers see in<br />

order to photograph.<br />

Bruce Hall photographs<br />

in order to see.<br />

Hall is one <strong>of</strong> four artists<br />

in the exhibition who,<br />

while legally blind, retain<br />

some limited, highly<br />

attenuated sight. “I<br />

think all photographers<br />

take pictures in order<br />

to see, but for me it’s<br />

a necessity. I can’t see<br />

without optical devices,<br />

cameras. Therefore, it’s<br />

become an obsession.<br />

It’s beyond being in love with cameras; I<br />

need cameras.” Susan Sontag called photographs<br />

objects “that make up, and thicken,<br />

the environment we recognize as modern.”<br />

By this logic, Hall leads a hypermodern life,<br />

employing an ever-present camera to build<br />

his visual world one photograph at a time.<br />

Hall calls his device-enabled interface with<br />

the world “intensified seeing.” The devices<br />

are extensions, amplifications <strong>of</strong> his body.<br />

“Without cameras, my life would be bleak.<br />

With cameras, I can see.” The result is a<br />

strange form <strong>of</strong> double vision. “I always see<br />

things twice. First, I see an impression. I take<br />

what I think I see, later I can see what I saw.<br />

I have certain aims, guesses, impressions,<br />

but the photographs are always a surprise.”<br />

This exhibition features photographs from<br />

two <strong>of</strong> Hall’s most extended projects—<br />

underwater photography and an ongoing<br />

engagement with James and Jack, his<br />

pr<strong>of</strong>oundly autistic twins. The subsurface<br />

and autistic worlds are essentially beyond<br />

reach. One can visit, gather glimpses<br />

and impressions, but it is impossible to<br />

truly inhabit either space. That Hall now<br />

concentrates his photography on these two<br />

subjects comes as no surprise. After all, he<br />

has spent a lifetime using a camera to visit a<br />

foreign world—everyday life.

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