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DREAM OF THE OTHER IN POSTMODERN BLUE<br />
I used to have a favorite color, but I just can’t pick it out<br />
anymore. I can’t say That’s the one I love or I belong to all<br />
blue things because as you grow older your eyesight changes<br />
and so many of the darkest objects disappear into nothing.<br />
Then, as if it had always contradicted itself, the world will<br />
glow and invite you to dance over the fabric of your portrait.<br />
The color of your eyes will change with your mood ring,<br />
your moods will multiply, your moods will spread out<br />
among the photos of the family album warehoused in<br />
the closet. The closet is full of hotel towels, soap, and<br />
matchbooks stockpiled for those colorless days that run off<br />
with some of the best years of your life. Some of the best years<br />
of your life are spent sleeping, too, and this is how dreams<br />
become important. They leave shadows on the chairs.<br />
Each dream is someone else’s, worked out in the wild.<br />
Each dream is packaged in a seamless graft of image,<br />
which hardens when a man opens his eyes to measure<br />
the balance of every day and begins to speak.<br />
But a voice cannot separate all the colors of the dream,<br />
and the body wanders into another body<br />
into another body into another body and they are<br />
all sweating as part of the same kind. The favorite color is<br />
stained with perspiration, and the portrait I have picked out<br />
runs and blends with every day I am alive.<br />
—Tim Kahl<br />
<strong>Diverse</strong> <strong>Voices</strong> <strong>Quarterly</strong>, Vol. 1, <strong>Issue</strong> 1 & 2<br />
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