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made his annual visit to my Uncle Raymond. The Grithig children are all gone now, but were a<br />

close family. Recently I found that my grandfather William John Evans was a fluent Welsh<br />

speaker and hardly drank at all. That stands to reason because I come from four generations <strong>in</strong><br />

the direct Evans l<strong>in</strong>e of hard work<strong>in</strong>g labourers: Edward Evans Llanigon, Edward Evans<br />

Cleirwy, William John Evans, and Edward Ivor Evans Y Grithig. For those four weeks there<br />

was freedom from study and note tak<strong>in</strong>g, and the sanity of the small farm compared with the<br />

craz<strong>in</strong>ess and <strong>in</strong>stability of Aberystwyth. The idea of a University of Wales will work only if<br />

the staff and students are all fluent <strong>in</strong> Welsh, otherwise it will be anglicised very quickly with<br />

the familiar colonial mentality. The end result will be the opposite of that desired - hostility<br />

towards the language. In older times learn<strong>in</strong>g to a high level took place <strong>in</strong> farm houses, chapels<br />

and churches. Families held together <strong>for</strong> generations.<br />

As the new year arrived, 1969, the last of a turbulent and very dangerous decade,<br />

the spectre appeared on the horizon of a return to the cardboard box of “Brig y Don”. This was<br />

even more difficult than the first term, but <strong>in</strong> the end, towards the middle of January, I drove<br />

my father up to Aberystwyth with some belong<strong>in</strong>gs meticulously prepared by my anxious<br />

mother, and the safely guarded notes. The trunk was left safely at home I th<strong>in</strong>k. I still have it<br />

here now. It was a gloomy mid w<strong>in</strong>ter journey and the doorway of “Brig y Don” eventually<br />

faced us. I was the first student to arrive, so I had one bar of electric fire all to myself. The<br />

landlady <strong>in</strong> a fit of generosity may even have let me switch on a second bar. My father caught<br />

the huddled gloom of the occasion, and mentioned suddenly that it might be better <strong>for</strong> me just<br />

to return home with him, and give up this strange <strong>in</strong>sanity. It was very difficult not to comply<br />

with his wishes, but very soon he would be push<strong>in</strong>g me out aga<strong>in</strong>: down a coal m<strong>in</strong>e or <strong>in</strong>to a<br />

factory. So he disappeared back down south, and I was on my own. It was not an unpleasant<br />

feel<strong>in</strong>g because there was no one to contend with. There was time to order my thoughts, look<br />

up the timetable and to f<strong>in</strong>d out with some relief that there would be no exam<strong>in</strong>ations at the end<br />

of the Easter term. At least I cannot remember any. There were problems and homework. The<br />

lectur<strong>in</strong>g styles were gett<strong>in</strong>g more familiar, and the note tak<strong>in</strong>g skills were honed up a little.<br />

The other students dribbled <strong>in</strong>, look<strong>in</strong>g miserable, and the room settled down to<br />

some debate and discussion about all the topics under the moon. The novelty of dr<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g had<br />

worn off after that first term. I can remember virtually noth<strong>in</strong>g about the lectures or practical<br />

classes, but recollect that the course of lectures by Mansel Davies lasted half a year, so stopped<br />

<strong>in</strong> the middle of Easter term. They must have been taken over by someone like Cadman, who<br />

was very difficult to follow, almost <strong>in</strong>comprehensible. Cadman had quite a pleasant character<br />

sometimes, but Mansel Davies was as remote as the moon. I don’t th<strong>in</strong>k I asked either any<br />

questions at all. Very soon it began to get cold, so gloves and coats were needed to supplement<br />

the one bar fire and to sit <strong>in</strong> the cold lecture theatres. The biro <strong>in</strong>k was <strong>in</strong> danger of freez<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

The snow came down on Pen D<strong>in</strong>as like a curta<strong>in</strong> of primordial lace, and the ice made patterns<br />

on the t<strong>in</strong>y w<strong>in</strong>dow allowed us. The snow came down over all of Aberystwyth and over all of<br />

Wales, blanket<strong>in</strong>g the pitiful and babbl<strong>in</strong>g wisdom of humank<strong>in</strong>d <strong>in</strong> primordial silence. The sea<br />

looked green and black and menac<strong>in</strong>g, and the snow m<strong>in</strong>gled with the sand and pebbles on the<br />

beaches. The black castle stones were jigsawed with white.<br />

So the students of “Brig y Don” took the back of an old chair up to Pen D<strong>in</strong>as<br />

and used it as a bobsleigh. I captured them on camera just as they were beg<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g to realize that

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