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Part 2 in process - Alpha Institute for Advanced Studies (AIAS)

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The last I saw of Pant y Bedw <strong>in</strong> that August of 1971 were two grey haired people<br />

wav<strong>in</strong>g goodbye <strong>in</strong> the driv<strong>in</strong>g mirror. I drove towards the future on the dirt road towards<br />

Rhyddwen Road, then up to Mynydd y Gwair and Mynydd Betws, then <strong>in</strong> the prist<strong>in</strong>e beauty of<br />

late summer, unchanged <strong>for</strong> ten thousand years, now desecrated by turb<strong>in</strong>es, pylons and gas<br />

pipel<strong>in</strong>es as humanity rushes headlong to destruction. Down the steep mounta<strong>in</strong> side to Rhyd<br />

Amman and across the flat fat land to Llandeilo, the land of Deheubarth. The road ran close to<br />

Tal y Llychau as it had done <strong>in</strong> the fifties, past the lakes and Abbey founded by Rhys ap<br />

Gruffudd, and after many tortuous bends reached the ma<strong>in</strong> road to Llanbedr Pont Steffan, across<br />

a range of hills to the Aeron. I was suddenly confronted by the sea and drove up the coast to<br />

Aberystwyth. The same attic room was await<strong>in</strong>g me and <strong>for</strong> a while I had the place to myself<br />

be<strong>for</strong>e the other students arrived. The car was parked on Mrs Gill’s doorstep. Later I was given<br />

a ticket <strong>for</strong> park<strong>in</strong>g a car on this doorstep, on the wrong side of a road, as if a road had a right<br />

and wrong side. This was a made up offence by some lurk<strong>in</strong>g copper look<strong>in</strong>g <strong>for</strong> promotion. I<br />

paid it <strong>in</strong> vomit<strong>in</strong>g disgust and he probably became chief constable. I turned the car around <strong>in</strong><br />

the same park<strong>in</strong>g space and doorstep and was never bothered aga<strong>in</strong>.<br />

After breakfast I walked up to the EDCL <strong>in</strong> an <strong>in</strong>f<strong>in</strong>itely cautious state of m<strong>in</strong>d<br />

because most of the class of 71 had evaporated <strong>in</strong> anger and never looked back. After read<strong>in</strong>g<br />

Kenneth Clark all summer I knew that there was civilization and that it orig<strong>in</strong>ated <strong>in</strong> the m<strong>in</strong>d,<br />

but after read<strong>in</strong>g Pardoe all summer I was not so sure where it could be found <strong>in</strong> the EDCL. The<br />

undergraduate experience had made me very cautious of Mansel Davies, he was unstable and<br />

pretentious. I recall be<strong>in</strong>g given an audience <strong>in</strong> the imperial office opposite room 262, which<br />

had strange doors lead<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> to it. There was a set of double doors. Much later I found that these<br />

had been designed by Orville-Thomas <strong>for</strong> a custom made <strong>in</strong>fra red laboratory. Mansel Davies<br />

had <strong>for</strong>gotten all about me and the Thesis by Pardoe, which I handed back dutifully. I have<br />

vague recollections of a note be<strong>in</strong>g scribbled out and handed over. Only then did I notice the<br />

miss<strong>in</strong>g f<strong>in</strong>gers. I thought he had shaken hands with too many politicians, but they were blown<br />

off dur<strong>in</strong>g a synthesis <strong>in</strong> Cambridge. A synthesis should have warned me that I was go<strong>in</strong>g to be<br />

put through the same dangerous <strong>process</strong>, as if Mansel Davies was reliv<strong>in</strong>g his younger days. He<br />

was a post doctoral <strong>for</strong> a while at Peterhouse, and gave the impression that he had met a lot of<br />

famous people there. At some po<strong>in</strong>t I must have been told to go to room 262, which was a quiet<br />

room look<strong>in</strong>g out on the green bank of the Buarth. I was soon dissuaded of great expectations. I<br />

may have been a Graduate Scholar, but all I was go<strong>in</strong>g to get was part of a long laboratory side<br />

bench and a chair. Alongside were spaces <strong>for</strong> other graduate fodder.<br />

I was also dissuaded of any detailed supervision, because Mansel Davies left to<br />

answer a phone or go to a committee and never returned that day. There was blankness and I<br />

wondered what I was do<strong>in</strong>g there, not <strong>for</strong> the first or last time. I thought that a supervisor should<br />

supervise. By pure luck there were two students there who helped me get started: Arnold Ivan<br />

Baise of the University of Witwatersrand South Arica, who was f<strong>in</strong>ish<strong>in</strong>g a Masters course, and<br />

Graham J. Davies of Swansea who was f<strong>in</strong>ish<strong>in</strong>g a Ph. D. course. Arnold Baise taught me the<br />

use of the <strong>in</strong>strument at the back of me on the old rough bench. It was a Grubb Parsons / NPL<br />

far <strong>in</strong>fra red <strong>in</strong>terferometer. This <strong>in</strong>strument had been drawn out <strong>in</strong> Pardoe’s Thesis and <strong>in</strong><br />

reality it was a box of electronics attached to optics, two mirrors at right angles to each other. It<br />

was quite easy to operate and Arnold Baise was a good teacher. When operat<strong>in</strong>g, a beam of light

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