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JAMIE KINN<br />

really matter. Just take it and get the<br />

hell out of there as soon as possible.<br />

The plastic basket strained under the<br />

weight of the cans, but she hardly<br />

noticed. Through the rows of the 24hour<br />

pharmacy, past the hair dye and<br />

shampoo. She found a massive crate of<br />

bottled water and slung it under her<br />

arm. Turned around and came face-toface<br />

with an employee in a green<br />

polo. He stared at her, wide-eyed,<br />

slack-jawed, a price gun frozen in his<br />

hand. She looked down at herself, tiny<br />

thing carrying her weight in food and<br />

water with no apparent effort. She<br />

glanced away quickly and headed for<br />

the register. She felt his eyes on her<br />

back all the way down.<br />

She dropped everything heavily on the<br />

counter before the cashier. The cashier<br />

paused, momentarily stunned, and then<br />

began to ring everything up, one-byone.<br />

Charlie kept her head down, face<br />

pointed away. Her heart was thudding<br />

painfully in her chest, her hands<br />

fidgeting, her gut squirming. Why was it<br />

taking this girl so long to ring up her<br />

shit? She felt like bolting, but she stayed<br />

glued to the spot, knowing anything she<br />

did, any action out of the ordinary, could<br />

bring the attention of the dogs down<br />

upon her.<br />

Fly straight. Follow the rules, she told<br />

herself.<br />

It took her a moment to realize that the<br />

cashier had her hand out, waiting for her<br />

money.<br />

“Sorry,” Charlie mumbled and dug<br />

around in her pocket. She pulled out a<br />

couple grubby hundred dollar bills and<br />

handed them to her.<br />

The cashier stared at them for a<br />

moment and then handed one of the<br />

bills back. She rooted around in the<br />

register and handed Charlie her<br />

change. Charlie stuffed the change and<br />

the hundred back into her pocket and<br />

effortlessly hoisted the bags of cans and<br />

the water crate into her arms.<br />

She shuffled out the doors, perhaps a<br />

little too quickly, the curious eyes of the<br />

employees following her all the way<br />

out. They whispered to one another and<br />

exchanged confused shrugs.<br />

She slunk into the house, weary from<br />

her night’s excursion, and dropped the<br />

food and the water into the<br />

kitchen. People exhausted her. Their<br />

cities, their cars, their dumb<br />

faces. Sometimes it was too much.<br />

It was getting light outside, slowly but<br />

surely. The sky was progressing from<br />

milky black to a deep ultramarine, filling<br />

the room with its dim light.<br />

She was feeling vulnerable and though<br />

the softness of the moldy beds upstairs

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