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JAMIE KINN<br />
really matter. Just take it and get the<br />
hell out of there as soon as possible.<br />
The plastic basket strained under the<br />
weight of the cans, but she hardly<br />
noticed. Through the rows of the 24hour<br />
pharmacy, past the hair dye and<br />
shampoo. She found a massive crate of<br />
bottled water and slung it under her<br />
arm. Turned around and came face-toface<br />
with an employee in a green<br />
polo. He stared at her, wide-eyed,<br />
slack-jawed, a price gun frozen in his<br />
hand. She looked down at herself, tiny<br />
thing carrying her weight in food and<br />
water with no apparent effort. She<br />
glanced away quickly and headed for<br />
the register. She felt his eyes on her<br />
back all the way down.<br />
She dropped everything heavily on the<br />
counter before the cashier. The cashier<br />
paused, momentarily stunned, and then<br />
began to ring everything up, one-byone.<br />
Charlie kept her head down, face<br />
pointed away. Her heart was thudding<br />
painfully in her chest, her hands<br />
fidgeting, her gut squirming. Why was it<br />
taking this girl so long to ring up her<br />
shit? She felt like bolting, but she stayed<br />
glued to the spot, knowing anything she<br />
did, any action out of the ordinary, could<br />
bring the attention of the dogs down<br />
upon her.<br />
Fly straight. Follow the rules, she told<br />
herself.<br />
It took her a moment to realize that the<br />
cashier had her hand out, waiting for her<br />
money.<br />
“Sorry,” Charlie mumbled and dug<br />
around in her pocket. She pulled out a<br />
couple grubby hundred dollar bills and<br />
handed them to her.<br />
The cashier stared at them for a<br />
moment and then handed one of the<br />
bills back. She rooted around in the<br />
register and handed Charlie her<br />
change. Charlie stuffed the change and<br />
the hundred back into her pocket and<br />
effortlessly hoisted the bags of cans and<br />
the water crate into her arms.<br />
She shuffled out the doors, perhaps a<br />
little too quickly, the curious eyes of the<br />
employees following her all the way<br />
out. They whispered to one another and<br />
exchanged confused shrugs.<br />
She slunk into the house, weary from<br />
her night’s excursion, and dropped the<br />
food and the water into the<br />
kitchen. People exhausted her. Their<br />
cities, their cars, their dumb<br />
faces. Sometimes it was too much.<br />
It was getting light outside, slowly but<br />
surely. The sky was progressing from<br />
milky black to a deep ultramarine, filling<br />
the room with its dim light.<br />
She was feeling vulnerable and though<br />
the softness of the moldy beds upstairs