Monarch-mind-control

chapter_7
split me?
Scattered parts, broken hearts, where
do I exist?
Is there a castle built inside? If so,
what person am I?
Lights, needles, and pain goes on
today, or is it lies that are made up in
a mind split far too many times.
Broken hearts, divided minds,
scattered throughout time.
I don’t want to mislead you.
Did the experiments work?
And they split me too many times?
Lights, needles, and pain.
They can wipe me out if I try to
explain. Butterflies, butterflies, lots
and lots of them. I lay down at nights
with them.
I wrap up in a blanket made of them.
I hear their hum as they lead me to
the lights, needles and pain. The
needles and pain make it so I can not
think.
I get so sleepy, but I can not sleep.
The pain races through my mind and
splits it one more time.
I have forgotten more than most will
ever know.
The computer will show how many
times they can split the mind, break
the heart; divided minds scattered
throughout time.
How many times before I can come
back no more?"
--received from therapist Denny
Hilgers.
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