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© Jess Montgomery<br />

All Rights Reserved<br />

inquiries regarding publication status can be directed to:<br />

Jess Montgomery<br />

5696H Kaapuni Rd<br />

Kapaa HI 96746<br />

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ALL RIGHTS RESERVED<br />

I HIRED OUT TO FIGHT<br />

THE MILITARY HISTORY<br />

of<br />

WILLIAM H. MONTGOMERY<br />

CAPTAIN, ARMY, UNITED STATES 0890270<br />

For The Period<br />

November 1927 - Nov. 1947<br />

Star Route, Box 39<br />

Cloverdale, Oregon, 97112<br />

February 16, 1972


"I HIRED OUT TO FIGHT”<br />

CONTENTS<br />

INTRODUCTION Page<br />

No.<br />

CHAPTER I THE WAR BEGINS 1<br />

The Attack on Clark Air Base 1<br />

The Move to Bataan 11<br />

CHAPTER II A BACKWARD LOOK 15<br />

March Field, 1927 16<br />

About Flying and Getting Scared 26<br />

Promotion 28<br />

Kirtland Air Base 31<br />

CHAPTER III CLARK AIR BASE, PAMPANGA, P.I. 34<br />

The <strong>Philippine</strong> Archipelago 40<br />

CHAPTER IV BATAAN 41<br />

New Years at Cabcabin, 1942 41<br />

Bataan Air Field #1 44<br />

Decision<br />

CHAPTER V THE BATTLE OF BATAAN 47<br />

Introduction to the Infantry 48<br />

The Front Lines 54<br />

A New Command Post 63<br />

Malabit 67<br />

Scrounging for Food 74<br />

Japanese Attack 76<br />

Hospital No. 1, Little Baguio 82<br />

Capitulation 85<br />

The Road Out of Bataan 88


Page 2 Contents<br />

CHAPTER VI CAMP 0' DONNELL 91<br />

Introduction to Prison Life 91<br />

CHAPTER VII CABANATUAN 98<br />

Rice-Rice-Rice 103<br />

Trip to Davao 105<br />

CHAPTER VIII DAVAO PENAL COLONY, MINDANAO 108<br />

Dapeco Hospital 114<br />

Our Captors 119<br />

Escapes 122<br />

Prisoner Morale 127<br />

Some Fellow Prisoners 128<br />

Social Life 131<br />

Doctors and Diseases 135<br />

Prison Routine 137<br />

CHAPTER IX DAVAO TO MANILA 140<br />

CHAPTER X BILIBID PRISON, MANILA 145<br />

S. 0. Q. 149<br />

Gifts From Home 152<br />

More Fever 154<br />

Food at Bilibid Prison 156<br />

Starvation and Disease 159<br />

Wheeling and Dealing 162<br />

CHAPTER XI A PROMISE OF LIBERATION 167<br />

New Arrivals 170<br />

Ill Fated Prison Ships 176


Page 3 Contents<br />

CHAPTER XII LIBERATION 183<br />

Goodbye to Bilibid Prison 187<br />

Evac Hospital, Santo Tomas 189<br />

Quezon Hospital 194<br />

Air Evac 197<br />

Leyte 198<br />

Pelelieu 199<br />

Biak, Tarawa, Hawaii 200<br />

CHAPTER XIII HOME AGAIN 202<br />

Letterman General Hospital 202<br />

Torney General Hospital 204<br />

Santa Ana Regional Hospital 208<br />

Bushnell General Hospital 209<br />

Madigan General Hospital 210<br />

APPENDIX<br />

Calendar of Events 214<br />

Letter from Colonel Guy Stubbs, CAC 216<br />

Letter from Lt. Colonel John L Martin, Inf. 217<br />

Report of Medical Disposition Board 218


INTRODUCTION<br />

This is the story of my life in the<br />

military service of the United States. I began<br />

living it in 1927 but I did not really begin<br />

writing it until 1953. The chronicle I began<br />

in March of 1953 was written for my son, then<br />

a lad of 5 years. In later years, it was<br />

revised, expanded, edited. After the death by<br />

cancer of my first wife, Florence Waechter<br />

Montgomery, the manuscript was put away. When<br />

I was remarried to Florence Ruth Montgomery,<br />

she urged me to begin work once again on the<br />

episode that was probably one of the most<br />

important of my life. Her gentle urging and<br />

patience has made this manuscript possible. I<br />

do not feel that it has any exceptional<br />

distinction as literature but it is the true<br />

story of one man's war.<br />

I had access to the diary I kept during the Bataan<br />

campaign and during a portion of prison camp life. That diary is<br />

an appendix to this document.<br />

The letter I wrote my son, Jess Peter Montgomery, as a<br />

prelude to telling the story of my military career follows as a<br />

part of this Foreword. My son and I both will have to<br />

acknowledge that it was the effort of Florence Ruth Montgomery,<br />

my present wife, who really made its publication possible.<br />

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474 Terrace Street<br />

Escondido, Calif.<br />

March 23, 1953<br />

"Dear Jess: I am going to try to write you a general<br />

<strong>account</strong> of the happenings and experiences that befell me during<br />

a period of several years (1941-45) while I was a soldier in the<br />

<strong>Philippine</strong> Islands. I have postponed relating these events for<br />

some time now. I had thought that, by practice and organization,<br />

it could be made into a piece of literature. My lack of skill in<br />

painting a picture of human character and in dramatizing the<br />

course of human events has convinced me that if I am to write<br />

this story at all, I had better be at it.<br />

As Ben Franklin said in his diary to his son, 'A diary<br />

gives an old man a chance to talk about himself.'<br />

This period of time of which I will speak was a very<br />

dramatic one in my life. Aside from my love for your Mother, it<br />

was the most dramatic thing in my life. I do not look upon it


with anger or horror or repugnance. It taught me much about<br />

life. Certainly, I do not look upon our captors, the Japanese,<br />

with any rancor or blame. The curious set of circumstances that<br />

led me through 14 years of Army experience to the threshold of a<br />

useful career in the Army and plunged me, with 22,000 others,<br />

into a nightmare of hunger and privation, fascinate me no little<br />

bit. Why was, for instance, my friend and long time Army buddy,<br />

Dave Miller, chosen instead of me to go to Officer's Candidate<br />

School not a month before we were sent from Kirtland Air Base at<br />

Albuquerque, New Mexico, to the <strong>Philippine</strong>s. By seniority, I<br />

should have gotten that assignment. Dave was a capable boy and<br />

he had something I lacked. At any rate, he was relieved from the<br />

outfit and graduated a Second Lieutenant while we were enroute<br />

overseas. He served well and efficiently at a Texas Air Base for<br />

the next 4 years. After I was returned to the States, Dave<br />

visited me for a few moments in the hospital in Palm Springs,<br />

California. He was on his way to a station in the Caribbean Sea.<br />

He was a major and up for another promotion. I was still a First<br />

Lieutenant. He had his health. He had been with his family those<br />

hard years. The War was almost over and he had a soft billet. It<br />

looked like a case of Fate in all its devious workings. Within a<br />

month after Dave left San Francisco, we got word he had been a<br />

passenger in a B17 that had struck a mountain at Port-au-Prince,<br />

Trinidad. He was killed instantly. Life is a curious thing. I<br />

had not envied Dave his luck before. More than ever, I was<br />

convinced that there is no way to add up the rules of human<br />

existence into a work- able pattern of results. Each individual<br />

plays his small part the very best he can. The important thing<br />

is that he play hard and to the limit of his ability. As the<br />

boys on my ball teams used to say, 'If you play the game hard<br />

enough, the score takes care of itself.'<br />

Be that as it may, we will go on from here with our<br />

story."<br />

- - - - - - -<br />

I ask that you accept this <strong>account</strong> as wholly personal.<br />

Certainly many of my compatriots saw it in a far different<br />

light. I do not think it is worthwhile to go into the details of<br />

many of those long, hot, hungry days. Most of them were just<br />

that and nothing more. One day ran into another. We saw the same<br />

faces. We slept each night on the same space on the hard, wooden<br />

floor.<br />

We had the same food twice each day -- rice, sometimes<br />

cooked with 3 parts water to one of rice and sometimes 6 parts<br />

water to one of rice. This last was known as Lugao. Each kind of<br />

rice, Lugao and Cannin, had its devotees. It was still rice. In


addition to this, we usually had a "soup" made of a watercresslike<br />

weed that grew along the canals. I thought it something<br />

like spinach until I tasted spinach again after my return to the<br />

U.S. I was amazed to find that spinach had such a delicious<br />

flavor. So, we can say we had rice and soup twice each day. At<br />

first, for the first year or so, we had a very good issue of<br />

rice, almost a pound and a half each. As time went on and the<br />

supply became shorter, we were cut down little by little. We<br />

used to speak of the "good old days" when we got a pound of rice<br />

each day. That was dry measure and was issued in kilos. Later on<br />

we talked of the "good old days" when we got three-fourths of a<br />

pound. For the last eight months of our stay under Japanese<br />

control, the issue was just under half a pound.<br />

Now these facts are not meant to stir you into a frenzy<br />

of excitement. They did not so stir us, either. They were the<br />

plain, unvarnished, brutal facts of life in prison camp.<br />

What is a prisoner of War? More properly, I suppose, I<br />

should say, 'Who is a prisoner of War?" By technical definition,<br />

a prisoner of war is a personality, an entity, an individual. In<br />

actuality, a prisoner of war is just a number, a body, a thing<br />

to be shoved around, marched or herded or disposed of as the<br />

victor decides.<br />

The Japanese, for instance, for the first 8 months of our<br />

imprisonment, told us we were captives. No names were taken, no<br />

identity was solicited except for the higher officers. We were<br />

merely numbers. When one died that was one less on the roll, not<br />

a name to be reported.<br />

This is not an unusual situation in war. As a matter of<br />

fact, prisoners in 20th Century wars have had it far easier than<br />

their more ancient cousins. Only in 1907 at the Hague Convention<br />

was anything like a uniform rule of treatment of prisoners of<br />

war drawn up and agreed to by many of the major powers. Japan<br />

did not sign that agreement but later said she would abide by<br />

its conditions.<br />

Those conditions included such provisions as: A prisoner<br />

of war shall give his name, rank and military service number. He<br />

shall receive pay of similar rank in the capturing army. He<br />

shall receive rations and accommodations received by similar<br />

rank in the capturing army. He may be put to work but not on<br />

military installations and only as befitting his rank. He shall<br />

not be subject to cruel or inhuman treatment. He may be shot<br />

while attempting to escape but he may not be shot for an<br />

attempted escape. A limitation on his liberty may be imposed for<br />

attempted escape. That is, he may be placed in closer<br />

confinement for an escape attempt.<br />

These rules, as I have said, were drawn up by a group of<br />

frock coated men, sitting around a cloth covered table in a


warm, dry room under more-or-less favorable conditions. To a<br />

front line soldier, with orders to take an objective or be<br />

killed in the attempt, an enemy is an enemy and he is best dead.<br />

The very act of capturing him may mean the difference between<br />

life and death for him and his comrades. Even though he may<br />

capture his enemy, he is in jeopardy. That enemy becomes a<br />

severe responsibility.<br />

In recent years, the United States Military machine has<br />

instituted a certain code of conduct for prisoners of war. They<br />

are limited, by this code, to giving only that information<br />

allowed by the Geneva Convention.<br />

This, of course, is a mockery of brave men. Any man can<br />

be made to tell anything he knows and not show a mark on his<br />

body as a result of the torture he has suffered.<br />

Standing men at attention in the Sun, withholding water<br />

and keeping a man in an uncomfortable position for long periods<br />

of time were methods used by the Japanese. It is really not<br />

difficult to make a man talk and when questions are asked for 10<br />

or 14 hours at a time and the questions tabulated, the<br />

information eventually comes out. At least, discrepancies and<br />

fabrications can be easily spotted.<br />

There are other methods quite as effective if a bit<br />

crude. Plain terror or brutality is very effective in reducing<br />

men to compliance. One prisoner who was marched out of Bataan in<br />

a group before mine told of being kept overnight at Lubao. He<br />

said that several hundred men were kept for two nights in a<br />

chickenwire enclosure.<br />

On the first morning, a Japanese guard came to the gate<br />

of the enclosure and stood looking carefully over the field of<br />

Americans and Filipinos squatting closely together throughout<br />

the enclosure. The guard had a pick handle in his hand. The<br />

guard finally seemed to spot someone and began clawing his way<br />

over prisoners toward the Filipino who sensed the objective and<br />

ran screaming. It was no use. The Japanese guard came<br />

relentlessly on and finally, catching up with his prey, clubbed<br />

him to death.<br />

The next morning, the same act was repeated. Brutality of<br />

this sort has a way of softening men's minds. They become more<br />

pliable. Just the knowledge that a Japanese soldier could, at<br />

any time, beat you to death for any cause, or no cause, had a<br />

very sobering effect.<br />

Many men in many wars before us had experienced<br />

privations. Here, I would like to have you look at all these<br />

privations, hardships, this monotonous way of life. We had<br />

something in prison camp though, that is sadly lacking in our<br />

American society. The very elements that confined us; the very<br />

lack of food that starved us; the dire necessity that made us


victims of power; these also contributed to our salvation. Here<br />

we were, a little group of men scattered over a large area in a<br />

strange, tropical land. We naturally formed into little groups.<br />

Those men most congenial to each other tended to gather<br />

together. In most cases, men were thrown together by chance or<br />

circumstance. In some of these groups where incompatibilities<br />

flourished, severe stresses emerged. On the whole, men tried<br />

valiantly to have a grin and a cheery greeting for their<br />

fellows. Even when the going was tough, when the bombs were<br />

falling or the shells bursting close by, there was a nonchalance<br />

in outward appearances. We sat in Bilibid Prison in Manila for<br />

eight months while the American Navy took that city apart brick<br />

by brick. Raiding aircraft came in several times each day, as<br />

many as 200 at a time. Our only protection was a thin sheet<br />

metal roof.<br />

These stresses I speak of only added to our kinship. We<br />

had some-thing here that modern civilization lacks: we had a<br />

common enemy. We were tied together by invisible threads, each<br />

dependent upon the other. We were members of a group. Each man<br />

was an integral member, too. He knew he belonged. That one force<br />

alone is a powerful factor in any man's emotional life. I would<br />

like to examine this factor more closely for a minute. We can<br />

say that primitive societies were in this sane category. Their<br />

hard-ships and privations held them together. It is stresses<br />

such as these that make for close harmony. A common objective.<br />

When the objective becomes diffused then the partnership<br />

weakens. I saw many men whose emotional stability allowed them<br />

to accomplish amazing feats in prison camp. Those same men<br />

literally came apart at the seams under the diverse and complex<br />

demands of peacetime existence. As a matter of fact, some of<br />

those same men needed psychiatric treatment within a year after<br />

they were repatriated.<br />

The very fact that our objectives were basic and limited<br />

in number and general throughout the camp was a great source of<br />

strength. We wanted enough food to keep alive. We wanted to stay<br />

alive until "them Yanks" got there to pull us out of the<br />

wreckage. All other objectives were passed over as subordinate.<br />

A man might want a pair of shoes. He might want a smoke. He had<br />

only to weigh the desire against the main objective. If it<br />

helped him to live, to be alive until the Americans arrived,<br />

then it was good.<br />

But there were other considerations, too. We were a<br />

society. We had our taboos, our forbidden fruit. The principal<br />

taboo was to do anything to aid or comfort the enemy. We had no<br />

taboos regarding women because there were no women. When men are<br />

starving, they do not think of their women except as symbols.<br />

They were the prize that awaited their safe return. We had no


taboos regarding liquor for there was no liquor. Each day a man<br />

lived through this ordeal he more firmly resolved that this day<br />

should not have been lived in vain.<br />

One other lesson I learned during those three years was<br />

an approximation of the parable, "The Meek shall inherit the<br />

Earth." We had, in prison camp, some men who might be regarded<br />

as strong. These men were lone wolves in their dealings. They<br />

were the ones who had gotten a start by some lucky break. They<br />

had some money or they had goods that could be traded. They were<br />

the "big operators." The number of such persons was small but<br />

they can be found in every society. In the end, it was not these<br />

men who survived. One mistake and they were through. It was the<br />

so-<strong>called</strong> weak men who banded together for protection who<br />

survived. They could afford to make many mistakes. That their<br />

compatriots would share them brought them through. The very<br />

weakness of these men was their strength. They formed a cushion<br />

against the vicissitudes of their environment.<br />

These parables are not hazy abstractions lurking<br />

somewhere in my consciousness. They are burned into my very<br />

being. They have a vibrant potency that colors every act.<br />

There are natural laws by which we live. Just as surely<br />

as we break those laws, we're going to suffer. One of those laws<br />

is that the fit shall survive. The survival of the fittest is<br />

one law of which we have all heard. We have all seen it operate.<br />

One of the boys said to me one day in prison camp, "Bill, why is<br />

it that all these men are dying? They are big healthy men. I<br />

have always been a sawed-off little runt. I could never take the<br />

hardships these other men could stand." That boy survived<br />

because he was spiritually more fit than those others. He had a<br />

quality of bulldog tenacity that the others could not muster. He<br />

had suffered before and he knew how to marshal the forces that<br />

sustained him. I do not say that all men who died were incapable<br />

or had any less stamina. Somewhere, somehow it was the man who<br />

could adjust to the situation that came through best.


The Attack on Clark Air Base<br />

CHAPTER 1<br />

THE WAR BEGINS<br />

Almost everyone has his own story of how he first heard<br />

of the attack on Pearl Harbor on December 7, 1941. Mine is quite<br />

simple. My friend, Swede Carlson, reached his hand under my<br />

mosquito netting and shook me awake with the news. Instead of<br />

being Sunday, December 7, though, it was Monday morning,<br />

December 8, and about 3 A.M., too. The 7,000 miles between<br />

Hawaii and the <strong>Philippine</strong>s makes the difference in sun time. The<br />

attack on Pearl was under way and a flash had just come in from<br />

General Macarthur’s headquarters in Manila.<br />

"The war is on," said Swede. "They are bombing Pearl."<br />

I knew the "they" Swede referred to was the Imperial<br />

Japanese Navy and Air Arm of the fleet. We had received word<br />

some 10 days before that our submarines had lost contact with<br />

units of the Japanese carrier force. Our search area, and we<br />

were out for many a weary hour with our B17s, was in the South<br />

China Sea and along the coast of the Malay Peninsula. Now I knew<br />

why we had not found those carriers. They had gone by a<br />

northerly route and struck Hawaii.<br />

Clark Air Base, located some 60 miles north of Manila and<br />

adjacent to Fort Stotsenberg in Pampanga Province of the<br />

<strong>Philippine</strong>s, had been on a war footing for two weeks. We carried<br />

sidearms, wore our tin hats and were supposedly ready for an<br />

attack. The machine gun pits were ready with guns and<br />

ammunition. Crews were ready to take over at a minute's notice.<br />

Several companies of anti-aircraft batteries ringed the field. A<br />

defense perimeter of tanks had been set up, too. Against a<br />

surprise attack, we had already located half of our B17s at Del<br />

Monte on the island of Mindanao, some 500 miles south of Clark.<br />

Only a lack of adequate water supply had kept us from moving<br />

there ourselves.<br />

After I had gotten up and dressed, I reported to the<br />

Squadron Commander, Major Davis. He said he would call me if<br />

there was any further word. We lay down and waited for daylight.<br />

The sobering thought that we were sitting right in the<br />

backyard of a very clever enemy did not lighten our spirits. One<br />

old Infantry soldier whom I had been using as a supply sergeant<br />

came up to me early the next morning and suggested that we<br />

should just load up our B17s and "bomb Hell out of Tokyo." When<br />

I pointed out that we were not going to "bomb Hell out of Tokyo"<br />

that day or for a number of days to come, he <strong>called</strong> me a<br />

Communist. The fact that Tokyo was some 2,000 miles away and a<br />

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B17 with a bomb load could only fly to a target about 1,000<br />

miles distant did little to orient his thinking.<br />

Our Base Commander, Colonel Eubanks, had his staff<br />

prepare a plan for the bombing of Formosa, some 500 miles north<br />

of Luzon, where Clark is located. The 20 or so B17s we had<br />

available were loaded with 14 300-pound bombs each and made<br />

ready for the mission. The details of the plan were sent to<br />

Manila by special courier. General MacArthur put the nix on the<br />

operation. We never did know the reason except that he might<br />

have felt it too risky. Formosa was one of the biggest Japanese<br />

bases and its fighter protection would be heavy. The distance<br />

was too great for a fighter escort from Clark for the American<br />

bombers. So, the B17s sat on the ground till 10 A.M. of that<br />

fateful Monday morning. All this time, our Air-Warn system was<br />

being monitored closely. As far as I know, this system consisted<br />

of one radar station at Iba, a gunnery range northwest of Clark<br />

Air Base. In addition to this mobile unit, coast watchers were<br />

stationed at a number of points. On that morning of December 8,<br />

these watchers reported many sightings of unidentified aircraft.<br />

None approached too closely, however. About 10 A.M. there was a<br />

general alert. Every available plane on the base took off. There<br />

was no firm word of an attack and the planes were ordered to<br />

search for enemy ships. None was sighted and about noon all the<br />

planes were ordered back. They landed, were refueled, the crews<br />

sent to lunch and fresh crews stood by.<br />

My repair crews worked in three shifts. One crew came to<br />

work at 7 A.M. and worked till noon when another replaced them.<br />

The night crew was on duty from 5 P.M. till they finished. So, I<br />

walked back to the barracks about noon and had a quick lunch. It<br />

was about 12:30 when I came out of the mess hall and started<br />

back to the shop area. The day was clear, warm and quiet. I<br />

could see the wide spreading acacia trees forming the backdrop<br />

to the hangar line. The quiet, noonday haze lay over the land.<br />

The leaves of the trees barely fluttered in the movement of the<br />

lazy breeze. It was a typical tropical day.<br />

I headed out across the grassy meadow that lay between me<br />

and the hangar line. It was, I thought, a very nice day to lie<br />

beside a quiet stream, not a day to begin a war.<br />

The drone of high flying aircraft reached my ears. I<br />

looked up, almost unconsciously. There they were, 54 bombers in<br />

perfect formation, the sun glistening on their wings. I guessed<br />

the altitude at about 12,000 feet. I knew from the unfamiliar<br />

wing outlines, the tight battle formation and the heading that<br />

these were Japanese bombers. I knew, too, that they were only<br />

minutes away from the bomb release point. My slow gait became a<br />

dead run as I flung myself across the grass and to the area<br />

where my men worked.<br />

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"Get out, get out of here," I shouted. "Get into those<br />

foxholes."<br />

The heavy, dull explosions were coming faster and closer.<br />

The bombs were walking right down the line of hangars. Ours was<br />

the last one. Standing on the edge of the big hole where most of<br />

my men had jumped, I saw the first bomber almost directly<br />

overhead. Then, I heard a slight rasping sound, a sort of<br />

swizzle as something passed through the air at high speed as I<br />

leaped into the hole. Without even thinking, I knew it was a<br />

bomb, the first I had ever heard from the ground. The explosion<br />

that occurred a few seconds later was almost an anti-climax.<br />

That swizzle had scared me more than anything else ever had.<br />

They had missed our hangar with their bombs but they had gotten<br />

a direct hit on almost every other building on the line. The<br />

bombers trailed off in the puffs of smoke of the anti-aircraft<br />

fire.<br />

As the bombers wheeled off to the south, I climbed out of<br />

the sandy hole and scrambled to the road in back of the shop.<br />

The crackling flames and continuing explosions filled the air<br />

with a crescendo of vibration. My eyes followed the road to a<br />

machine gun pit, much like the one we had been using. All at<br />

once I saw it erupt in a mushrooming billow of sand, flame and<br />

men's bodies. Then, I saw the plane. It was slow, diving-- a<br />

fighter with long wings. The small bombs it carried in wing<br />

racks had made a direct hit on the gun. It was already pulling<br />

out of its dive, spitting fire from its forward machine guns. I<br />

dived back into the hole.<br />

A radio man came charging out of the Communication shack<br />

close by. Before he had gone half a dozen steps something hit<br />

him and sent him sprawling. It was another fighter. This one<br />

dove close in on the shack and riddled it with bullets. The<br />

radio man lay still. He had been killed instantly.<br />

Now came the snarling, firespitting fighters in number.<br />

Diving in and out of the sun, they blasted at the machine gun<br />

emplacements with a 2 h cannon. Streaking through the smoke from<br />

the burning hangars, their machine guns spitting a steady<br />

stream, they methodically sought out the gasoline tank trucks<br />

and set them ablaze.<br />

Along with the crackle of flames came the explosions as<br />

ammunition bins were ignited. The remaining planes on the ground<br />

were a prime target. With pass after pass, the Japanese pilots<br />

swooped down on the big B17s scattered across the parking ramps<br />

and tore at their wings with incendiary fire. Each one of those<br />

big bombers had over 2,500 gallons of gasoline aboard. They were<br />

not neutral targets for the most part, though. Each one had at<br />

least eight defense guns mounted in turrets in the nose, sides<br />

and top of the fuselage. Sergeant Tony Holub, crew chief of one<br />

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B17 staved off attackers time and time again. When his guns ran<br />

out of ammunition, he ran to another burning B17 and stripped<br />

its ammo boxes out to continue his defense. He was credited with<br />

shooting down one Japanese plane in the scramble.<br />

All the hangars on the flying line were ablaze except our<br />

machine shop. It had not received a direct hit from the bombing.<br />

There were hundreds of machine gun holes in the light metal<br />

roof, but it was essentially intact. The paint show next door<br />

was burning fiercely, though, and this fire was spreading to the<br />

machine tools inside our building.<br />

Alfred Crabtree and I ran into the building and<br />

unlimbered the fire hose. The pressure was too low to do any<br />

good. We pulled down the small fire extinguishers and tried to<br />

control the blaze. It seemed little use. Finally, in an act of<br />

desperation, I threw one big, empty fire extinguisher at the<br />

wall. The metal sheathing gave way and we were able to get a<br />

cable over the 50-gallon drum of paint that was burning and pull<br />

it away from the building. As the fighters zoomed in for their<br />

strafing runs, Alf and I would take a breather under a lathe or<br />

behind some piece of equipment.<br />

Then, as suddenly as it had begun, the attack was over.<br />

It had lasted about 45 minutes. What had been a well-regulated<br />

and somewhat efficient airbase was a shambles.<br />

Now there was a new noise: the sound of fire sirens,<br />

ambulances, the shouts of men, the cries of the wounded. The<br />

transportation unit next to the machine shop was a roaring<br />

inferno as the trucks burned, their gasoline tanks exploding.<br />

The paint lockers on the other side of our building were pretty<br />

well isolated by this time so that did not present a danger.<br />

One man in a slit trench at the side of the building had<br />

been buried alive as a close bomb hit had tumbled the loose sand<br />

in on top of him. Another was killed near the front door to the<br />

shop. Aside from these two, my crew had come off well. We set<br />

about isolating the blaze in the garage. As water pressure built<br />

up, we went from building to building with the fire control<br />

crews and extinguished the fires. By late afternoon, we were<br />

exhausted. We knew we were more vulnerable than ever, though,<br />

and would have to set up a defense against future attacks.<br />

My first concern was the tools that would assist in<br />

repair of the damaged aircraft. I knew my men would be required<br />

to work hard and long. They would have to have better protection<br />

than we had originally provided. I set one crew to work<br />

constructing a satisfactory shelter of wood and steel close by.<br />

I assigned another man with one duty, Air Raid Warden. When he<br />

saw the bombers making an approach, he was to hammer on his<br />

gong. No one was to head for a shelter till John sounded the<br />

alarm. The boys knew that John would be dependable. We worked as<br />

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far into the night as our "blackout" lights would permit, took a<br />

few hours off to eat and sleep and began again.<br />

The night of that disastrous day, December 8, 1941,<br />

officers and many of the noncoms assembled at Headquarters for a<br />

damage report. It was there that I learned about the death of<br />

Major Davis, our Squadron Commander, the loss of Captain<br />

Fairfield and several other officers. I never did learn the<br />

exact number of men killed in that first raid but it must have<br />

been about 300.<br />

As I had lain in that open pit, my face buried in the<br />

sand, I had suddenly realized that this was war, my very first<br />

war. It was a shooting war and those bombs were very real. It<br />

was also something of a shock to realize that those guys were<br />

shooting at me and those bombs were meant to do bodily harm.<br />

In my 14 or more years as a soldier, I had heard about<br />

wars, of the men who took part in them and of their courage and<br />

gallantry. I knew that, as a soldier, I should not be as<br />

frightened as I was. I also knew that I should be courageous and<br />

that I should have some gallant thing to be doing. I did not<br />

feel at all courageous, though, and there seemed absolutely<br />

nothing gallant to do. I just lay with my face in the dirt and<br />

waited till the bombers had passed. I was sure there would come<br />

a day when I could demonstrate whether I had any courage and I<br />

would even try to be just a little bit gallant. I suddenly<br />

realized, too, that I did not think I was going to like this<br />

shooting war at all. The destruction, the spilling of blood, the<br />

wanton brutality of it all went against all my training and<br />

teaching. In those few minutes I lay in that first hole during<br />

that first bombing raid, I came to the solid conclusion that<br />

war, any war, was an evil thing. I did not like people shooting<br />

at me or my friends.<br />

I had never given this problem of war more than passing<br />

notice before but from that moment on I would give it my<br />

undivided attention for many, long months. In the end, too,<br />

after years of participation and study, I still have found no<br />

valid reason for fighting a war.<br />

The loss of Major Davis and Captain Fairfield was a<br />

serious blow. Davis, a tall, gaunt, pipesmoking Texan, had been<br />

assigned to the squadron as its commander at Albuquerque in mid-<br />

1941. He had the appearance and demeanor of a poorly trained<br />

Reserve officer. He was neither slovenly nor languid nor stupid<br />

in running the squadron, though. He worked patiently, quietly<br />

and honestly with the men and, by the time we sailed overseas,<br />

he had built an efficient organization.<br />

A service organization, such as the 7th Material Squadron<br />

with its manifold duties, is always hard to weld into a cohesive<br />

unit. The men are scattered all over the airbase. They work at<br />

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everything from the telephone exchange to engineering to fire<br />

department to security section to flight line. Davis had<br />

tightened up a little here, loosened up a bit there, shown a<br />

personal interest in each man of the 325 enlisted cadre and<br />

shown that he was not only the boss but the protector and leader<br />

of the group. His loss would be felt immediately. He had been<br />

killed while leaving the Officers Club after lunch by one of the<br />

first bombs the Japanese dropped. Badly hurt in the same bombing<br />

was Captain Fairfield, my Engineering Officer, and immediate<br />

superior. While "Uncle Willie" Fairfield was not killed, he was<br />

so badly mangled he spent many months in a hospital and was<br />

shipped out of the <strong>Philippine</strong>s on a hospital ship. Lieutenant<br />

Jack Kelly, squadron adjutant, was assigned to command of the<br />

squadron with Lieutenant Jack Kaster as his junior adjutant.<br />

With at least four of our officers gone and only a few<br />

green ones remaining, we were woefully short of leadership. The<br />

noncommissioned officers were pretty well given their heads. We<br />

were all old hands, though. There were a few noncoms who went<br />

down the drain but, by and large, it was the enlisted personnel<br />

who held things together during those three hard weeks at Clark<br />

before the move to Bataan. Our First Sergeant was one who had to<br />

be replaced. He and a couple of other high ranking noncoms just<br />

folded up after those first hard air attacks. In order to keep<br />

their almost pathological fear from infecting the other boys,<br />

they were moved into a small bivouac outside the base. This<br />

unreasoning fear of bombers was not an easy emotion to overcome.<br />

I found that men who worked with me on the hangar line for a<br />

week and were given a few hours off found it very difficult to<br />

return. In the end, I never let a man go for more than a couple<br />

of hours. The sweet breath of calm, safety and relaxation was<br />

too much to trade for the tension, fear and hazard of being in a<br />

spot that was constantly under attack. As a consequence of this<br />

isolation of my crew on the hangar line, we saw and heard little<br />

except what happened down there. No one ever came by for a visit<br />

or to relay the news or rumors.<br />

We worked hard, long hours and we rebuilt airplanes and<br />

rolling stock from morning till night, and for half the night as<br />

well. Those late night talks in the still, balmy air leaning<br />

with our backs to the shop wall were wonderfully relaxing. My<br />

love of the tropics comes from the memory of the still, calm,<br />

warm nights, the fragrance of exotic blossoms floating in on the<br />

humid air. Of course, there were a few mosquitoes but most other<br />

insects as well as the lizards were quiet. One could see the<br />

huge flights of fruit bats winging their way across the dark sky<br />

and hear the cry of distant birds, but the heavy air just<br />

settled over you with its protecting canopy.<br />

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It was at night, too, that we bathed, washed our clothes<br />

and wrote notes we doubted would ever get delivered. We found<br />

that bathing in the daytime was a hazardous business. Getting<br />

away to an outlying stream was impossible and the shower house<br />

was too close to the center of camp. I well remember when the<br />

air raid alert rang one afternoon and one of my boys who had<br />

been taking a shower came charging out of the shower room clad<br />

only in his gun belt and pistol. It was in that raid, too, that<br />

the Japanese got a hit on a supply building housing a quantity<br />

of signal flares, tear gas grenades and parachute flares. We<br />

thought for a time that gas warfare had begun all over again.<br />

The Japanese bomber force was sent frequently and<br />

repeatedly to wipe us out. They bombed from on top of the cloud<br />

deck and missed us by wide margins. They came in under the cloud<br />

deck and seemed to have trouble lining us up in their sights for<br />

they missed from 1,000 feet as well. We had bombs land within<br />

ten feet of the front door that did not explode. We had c r ate<br />

r s on every side of the building. We had our power supply<br />

knocked out, our telephone lines cut and our access roads<br />

destroyed but not one single bomb hit our building.<br />

It was not easy to work under such conditions, but my<br />

boys stayed with it. John Bennet and his big gong were<br />

trustworthy. Our shelters were well constructed. We had two main<br />

shelters. One was a heavily reinforced concrete grease rack<br />

whose ramps protected the sides. We had piled railroad ties<br />

across the top and welded heavy pipe on top with chains as a<br />

burster strip. Because it was open at both ends, we were<br />

somewhat ex-posed but the openings protected us from concussion<br />

of near misses. The air of those blasts would "whoosh" in and<br />

out harmlessly. In shelters with only one opening, a near miss<br />

could kill everyone inside just with concussion.<br />

Our other main shelter was dug under the cement floor of<br />

the burned out paint shop next door. We piled sand on top of the<br />

large slab and stacked burned, corrugated metal on top of that<br />

as a burster strip. In one raid, Larry Hamilton and I had dived<br />

into a trench close by the en-trance to the shop and sat smoking<br />

while the bombers approached.<br />

When they were directly overhead, Larry said, “They are<br />

going to pass us by this time."<br />

Just then we heard that terrifying whistle of a big bomb<br />

sliding through the air. We buried ourselves as well as we<br />

could. There was that deafening roar as the bomb struck and<br />

exploded. The dirt of the trench walls showered down on us. The<br />

rocks and debris flew in all directions. Other bombs exploded<br />

nearby and the bombers were gone. As we looked gingerly out at<br />

our shelters, we were amazed to find that the one we had so<br />

carefully piled high with sand and corrugated metal was swept<br />

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clean as though with a broom. It was a clean cement slab once<br />

again. It had taken a direct hit and come through in good shape.<br />

The one boy, Harrington, who had sought shelter in there crawled<br />

out, nervous and shaking but undamaged. The burster strip of<br />

metal had detonated the bomb and the sand had cushioned the<br />

shock of the explosion.<br />

The next day we got something of a break. Aside from<br />

"Photo Joe of the Tokyo Camera Club" and a couple of stray<br />

fighters, bad weather kept the Japs away. There was a storm in<br />

the South China Sea and they could not get through.<br />

Most of the planes that were flyable were sent out to<br />

emergency strips where they could be hidden in the brush. Not<br />

only is it very difficult to hide a B17 with its 105-foot<br />

wingspread, but only a very few strips could take its 10-ton<br />

bulk. In a land where 100 inches of rain is not uncommon in a<br />

year, only a well-prepared runway will withstand loads like<br />

that.<br />

We knew the bombers would be back and we worked<br />

feverishly to be ready for them. The B17s would take off early,<br />

with the sky just barely light enough to see the runway, streak<br />

off to look for Japanese shipping and land at Del Monte Air<br />

Field some 500 miles south. They would return as darkness closed<br />

in for more bombs and gasoline to repeat the process the next<br />

morning.<br />

During the day, my men would scavenge partially destroyed<br />

trucks, cannibalize them and rebuild others. We towed in stray<br />

cars, wired around the ignition system, installed toggle<br />

switches, replaced the exploded tires and turned them over to<br />

Headquarters. Most of the gasoline tankers that had not burned<br />

had flat tires from the concussion of the bursting bombs. We<br />

replaced these with new tires and got the tanker fleet back in<br />

operation. We pulled in as much field equipment as we could<br />

salvage, boxed it for future use and sent it to a dump out in<br />

the jungle. I sent a crew of men with the equipment to organize<br />

it against the day when we should be forced to operate in the<br />

field.<br />

We were fortunate in having about 1,000 feet of ceiling<br />

for a week or so. This low overcast kept the bombers upstairs<br />

till they got a fix. They would circle overhead for upwards of<br />

an hour before making their dive and run-through to drop the<br />

bombs. Not only were they better targets on such occasions, but<br />

the bombs did not have time to flatten out. They would skip<br />

along the ground and many did not explode. After such a raid,<br />

there might be a couple of dozen 100-pound bombs lying scattered<br />

over the fields adjacent to the hangar. Some would be split<br />

open, the picric acid contents spilling yellow powder over the<br />

surrounding area. Picric acid is a good explosive or so I was<br />

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told, but it is very unstable. We respected these duds and<br />

<strong>called</strong> the engineers to blow up the bombs each evening.<br />

One busy morning, too, a 2,000 gallon gasoline tanker was<br />

caught in a raid just as he was passing our shop. The driver<br />

jumped from the cab at the sound of John Bennet's gong and ran<br />

for our shelter. A bomb did explode close by, a piece of<br />

shrapnel piercing the tanker's side.<br />

I had jumped into a hole close to the tanker and could<br />

see the stream of gasoline pouring from the truck. As soon as<br />

the bombers had passed, I <strong>called</strong> to Larry Hamilton to get a<br />

hammer; all the time running toward the truck with a small stick<br />

of wood I picked up. The wooden plug just about fitted the<br />

jagged hole made by the bomb splinter. When Hamilton came with<br />

the hammer, we pounded the plug in tight, knowing that the<br />

gasoline would swell its bulk to seal any leak. Several months<br />

later, that plug was still holding and the tanker was still in<br />

use on Bataan.<br />

After the first day or so of quiet, the enemy air<br />

activity increased. Our Air Warden would spot the planes as they<br />

neared the base. He would strike the gong. Then, as they came in<br />

on their bombing run, we would hear the clank of the alarm and<br />

run for shelter. By this time, we had several adjacent to the<br />

area. I did not want all the boys in any one hole. The story of<br />

"Hogan's Corner" is not a dramatic one. It was the way we fought<br />

our war in order to be able to hit back when we got the chance.<br />

On one of these days, following a hard 12 hours of<br />

sweating out the bombs and repairing cars, I stood in the cool<br />

evening air and looked out toward Mt. Arayat, just north of the<br />

field. A B17 was making its approach after an all-day patrol.<br />

Even as I watched, I could see a small plane come in on the tail<br />

of the bomber and make an attack. Though there was no noise<br />

above the drone of the bomber's engines, I could tell the B17<br />

was in trouble. Within minutes, the left wing folded up and the<br />

bomber began to fall. It was almost as though a toy had been<br />

broken in midair, the pieces falling like a crazily spiralling<br />

leaf. I thought I could see a parachute open but this is not<br />

distinct in my mind. From the five miles or so away, the wing<br />

and the rest of the plane continued to fall, the sun glinting on<br />

the metal as it tumbled, crazily, to the ground.<br />

That evening, we got the news that this had been Captain<br />

Colin Kelly's last flight. He had flown some very effective<br />

missions. That Jap had followed him in and gotten into his blind<br />

spot directly back of the tail to chop off the wing with machine<br />

gun fire.<br />

Later on, the Japs were to be rudely awakened as newer<br />

models of the B17s with tail guns chopped them down as they came<br />

in for a tail shot. One of our bombers with a tail gun was<br />

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attacked over Masbate a few weeks later and shot down five<br />

planes before being disabled herself. It was the tail gun that<br />

got them all.<br />

The loss of Colin Kelly was hard for all of us. We seemed<br />

to be losing in every area. The fact that Kelly had gotten hits<br />

on several units of the Japanese fleet had been our only<br />

encouragement. Now, he was gone. The loss of other men filtered<br />

in. Major Gibbs, Base Adjutant, was also missing in a B18. He<br />

had taken off shortly after the first bombing raid for Mindanao.<br />

He never arrived. It was later learned that his plane was hit<br />

and the crew bailed out. They were picked up by Filipinos and<br />

secreted on an island where they lived out the war. With some<br />

7,500 such islands in the <strong>Philippine</strong> Archipelago, the Japs could<br />

not search <strong>complete</strong>ly.<br />

Of our 100 or so fighters, many had been lost on the<br />

ground the first day. Others were flown to outlying fields where<br />

they operated in scouting missions. To the best of my knowledge,<br />

we had no fighter protection over Clark during the three weeks<br />

we operated there after the first raid.<br />

The fact was self-evident that the fighters we did have<br />

were second-rate. The P40s had superb fire power with their six<br />

50-caliber machine guns in the leading edge of the wings. They<br />

did not climb fast enough to match the Japanese Zeros, though.<br />

The Zero, too, could turn inside the P40. Still, our pilots,<br />

being better trained, had quite an advantage. On more than one<br />

occasion, through sheer skill, they shot down Japanese fighters.<br />

The Japanese planes were built for speed and<br />

maneuverability, not ruggedness. Their pilots did not even wear<br />

parachutes. The 20m cannon some of them carried was a good gun,<br />

but it lost much of its effectiveness in a dog fight. It was a<br />

slow firing gun. The P40s, on the other hand, could throw out a<br />

veritable fusillade of lead and steel, and at a rate of some 600<br />

rounds a minute.<br />

In addition to the P40s, we had some outmoded P35s, a<br />

model that had not been accepted by the Air Corps. When they did<br />

not work out, they were sent to the <strong>Philippine</strong>s. The P26<br />

fighters that had formed the first line of our fighter force in<br />

the early 30's were also given to the <strong>Philippine</strong> Air Force. They<br />

had a top speed of 200 miles an hour and were woefully<br />

inadequate for use in a 1940 war. Our fighter strength was<br />

limited almost wholly to reconnaissance and search.<br />

Our mission at Clark, then, was in the recovery,<br />

organization and repair of as much equipment as possible against<br />

the day when we c r should have to move into the field. The<br />

rolling stock came first in order that we might be able to move.<br />

Next, we assembled all the tools we could salvage and readied<br />

them for future use. We had several self-contained field shops


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with their own power supplies, lathes, and metal-cutting tools.<br />

By the last week of December, we were ready. It was none too<br />

soon.<br />

The Japanese made their landings in strength at Lingayen<br />

Gulf about the middle of December though they had landed farther<br />

north on December 10. This Lingayen landing was the main push.<br />

Filipino troops fought only a delaying action as they withdrew<br />

before the superior forces.<br />

The Move to Bataan<br />

On December 24, we got our move orders. We were ready.<br />

Our trucks and field shops were stocked with everything we might<br />

need to operate. As we pulled out of the shop that had led such<br />

a charmed life, we dismantled the remaining tools and left them<br />

useless. The engineers would <strong>complete</strong> the job with explosives.<br />

It was my job to get our equipment to Lubao, a small town on the<br />

road to Bataan.<br />

As darkness settled down on Christmas Eve, 1941, we<br />

rolled this convoy down the tree-lined road. It was a dark,<br />

moonless night. We drove without lights, feeling our way along<br />

through the warm, still air, through a canyon between the trees.<br />

Our route to San Fernando was well-known to us. By the time we<br />

had progressed that far we had become accustomed to the road.<br />

Then, we turned off and headed for Lubao, another 30 km or so.<br />

As we neared the small town, military police helped guide us<br />

through the blackness of the night to a bivouac area where we<br />

could park the trucks. I had to detach some of the semis and<br />

return to Clark for more trailers. It was midnight before I<br />

could get back on the road again. By 4 A.M., my small convoy was<br />

hooked up and on the road back to Lubao once again. We had<br />

better going this time for daylight showed us the way. This<br />

second trip from Clark Field to Lubao took on the appearance of<br />

an impressive convoy. As daylight gave us more visibility, we<br />

were able to speed our pace. Not only did we have several large<br />

vans filled with tools and equipment, but half a dozen gasoline<br />

tankers brought up the rear.<br />

As we rounded one slight bend in the road just out of<br />

Lubao, a pickup truck streaked down the narrow highway from the<br />

opposite direction. Those of us in the lead were able to dodge<br />

his recklessness. One of the gasoline tankers, though, caught<br />

unawares, had to jam on his brakes. The big tanker jackknifed<br />

and slid into the deep ditch. Neither the driver nor the helper<br />

was hurt but we had no equipment to get that 4,000-gallon tank<br />

truck back on the road again. We left it with a guard and<br />

proceeded on to Lubao. The engineers were able to drain off the


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gas to another truck later on and salvage the vehicle. Gasoline,<br />

which could not be replaced, was a valuable item in our war.<br />

Christmas Eve came and went without any great incident.<br />

There was one stirring sight, though. In the blackout of that<br />

night, the town of Lubao was only a huddle of stone and brick<br />

buildings. Not a light was evident. Not a light, that is, except<br />

one tree in the village square. I had never seen its like<br />

before. It was a smallish, bushy, round tree. Clinging to its<br />

many branches, leaves and trunk were thousands of tiny fireflies<br />

that glittered, sparkled and buzzed with a luminous beauty I -<br />

have not witnessed since. This, the firefly tree at Lubao, was<br />

the loveliest Christmas tree I ever hope to see. I had never<br />

witnessed such a sight before and, as a matter of fact, never<br />

seen a firefly. I tried to pick up one of the little insects and<br />

was stung painfully. I never did find out whether it was<br />

electric shock or heat. I only know those fireflies were real<br />

and they were beautiful.<br />

I got some sleep on Christmas Day. That night my job was<br />

to unload a boxcar due to arrive from Clark in the late evening<br />

and transport its contents to Bataan. Sgts. Schrieber, Huber and<br />

a couple of other boys were to assist. As the rest of our<br />

contingent pulled out in the evening for Bataan, we settled down<br />

to wait. A small local cafe served us a delicious meal of<br />

pansit. There was a large supply of rice fried with small bits<br />

of pork and chicken, vegetables and nuts. It was a wonderful<br />

meal and the last good one for many a long and weary day.<br />

Our train arrived about midnight and we unloaded it<br />

aboard our big van. Some of the officers had included even their<br />

easy chairs which I had the men toss out for lack of room. I got<br />

chewed out for this later on but the reprimand did not even<br />

scratch the surface. We were interested in oxygen and acetylene<br />

for welding, metal for aircraft, tools for building metal parts<br />

and electrical equipment. It was almost daylight before we got<br />

on the road again.<br />

After we had succeeded in unloading the boxcar, we<br />

stopped only long enough to grab a bite to eat. We knew that<br />

this railhead would be a prime target for bombers. A carload of<br />

"C" rations was being unloaded from another car in the train and<br />

the guard gave us a case. We each opened several tins. I had<br />

never seen "C" rations before. The cans were in pairs, one<br />

containing hash, another biscuits and cigarettes. There may have<br />

been other combinations, too. At any rate, the hash and biscuit<br />

tasted very good. I put the remainder of the 48 cans on a shelf<br />

in the truck against the day when we should need them. Though I<br />

did not know it that was the only time in my life I was to taste<br />

"C" rations. When I went back to retrieve my food supply,<br />

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With our heavily loaded truck, we headed out of Lubao<br />

into the open rice country for Bataan. In broad daylight with<br />

the drone of bombers in the offing, it seemed like a foolhardy<br />

expedition. I knew, though, that this road would be a continuous<br />

convoy of heavy equipment all day and for several days as the<br />

various units headed toward the final battle ground. There was<br />

no other road. This one was narrow, none too well paved and it<br />

fell off into deep drainage ditches on either side. My orders,<br />

too, had been to get that truck to Bataan as soon as possible.<br />

On either side of the road, the land fell away into flat<br />

rice paddies for a mile. This was the harvest season. The rice<br />

straw was piled into high stacks after the threshing. On one<br />

stubbled field, this straw had been piled high on huge wagons<br />

which were scattered over the expanse of a particularly flat<br />

piece. It was an improvised landing strip for fighters. As the<br />

ships landed or took off, the wagons were moved to the edges to<br />

make room for the aircraft, then moved back to simulate an<br />

innocent rice field.<br />

We drove as fast as the heavy traffic would permit;<br />

Filipino MPs hurrying us along. Our engine had developed a<br />

cracked block and we had to stop every half hour for water from<br />

the ditches along the side of the road. There were times when<br />

the MPs waved frantically for us to stop and take cover from<br />

enemy bombers. I ordered the driver to keep going. We would be<br />

no more of a target as moving vehicles than we would be standing<br />

still in that open country. The bombers were evidently on other<br />

missions for, though they flew over in tight formations, time<br />

after time, they did not make a bomb run on that road. Had the<br />

Japanese cut that road to Bataan, there would have been no long<br />

siege. MacArthur's words, "The next 72 hours will determine the<br />

fate of the <strong>Philippine</strong>s," was a truthful one. Only towards the<br />

very end of the withdrawal into Bataan did the Japanese realize<br />

what was happening. Some 50,000 men and thousands of tons of<br />

military equipment made that trek into Bataan in those 72 hours.<br />

As my convoy achieved the shelter of the jungle and trees<br />

of Bataan, we did get a close bombing. It was only close,<br />

though. We had to abandon our tractor at that point and send for<br />

another. The equipment was well hidden from Japanese eyes and we<br />

were able to set up a <strong>complete</strong> shop by nightfall.<br />

By the time we arrived, the 300-odd other men of the<br />

squadron had been assigned a campsite and the officers had<br />

organized the bivouac. My crew, which had been on the move most<br />

of the last 48 hours, lay down and slept.<br />

The Japanese now began to realize what was happening and<br />

high flying bombers and dive bombers were overhead constantly<br />

during the morning hours. We awoke to the sound of anti-aircraft<br />

fire, the explosion of bombs and the shriek of sirens. A small,


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flat valley next to our bivouac was being cleared as a fighter<br />

strip. A few civilian engineers with tractors were leveling the<br />

land. An anti-aircraft gun emplacement was being in- stalled for<br />

protection. It was a long, clean and efficient 3-inch gun<br />

nestled back in a covering of trees at the edge of the runway.<br />

An electric cable ran out across the end of the strip to a small<br />

pile of rice straw where the spotters lay hidden with their<br />

rangefinders. This gun fired well as the enemy bombers came over<br />

to harass the workmen leveling the field. On the second day of<br />

its operations disaster struck. One of the shells, either<br />

defective or set to explode at low altitude, went off as it<br />

emerged from the muzzle. A muzzle burst is the most dreaded and<br />

dangerous part of the life of an anti-aircraft gunner. The<br />

shells killed Captain White instantly and injured several other<br />

men. With credit to the crew, the gun was out of action for only<br />

a couple of hours. We had no really close hits, though; the high<br />

cover of the tall trees protected our concealment. We spent the<br />

next few days in the organization of our equipment to service<br />

those fighters destined to use the strip.<br />

We were always up before daylight in order to get a jump<br />

on breakfast before the bombers came. Then, we worked in the<br />

machine shop trailer building equipment for the kitchen,<br />

building up a supply of the parts we knew would be needed, and<br />

organizing the tools into separate caches. There was always the<br />

chance that a bomb hit would destroy a part of our shop. We<br />

wanted to have other supplies in that event.<br />

One evening one of my boys told me of a swimming hole he<br />

had found not far from camp. Taking a towel and my dirty clothes<br />

I went with him back into the jungle for a quarter of a mile.<br />

There, formed by a depression in the rocks, was a lovely pool<br />

some 50 feet long and half as wide. Fresh water came into it<br />

from the stream and drained off at the other end. Creepers,<br />

willows, and ferns surrounded the edges. It was a tropical<br />

paradise in a land that had come to mean only sweat, filth, and<br />

fatigue to me.<br />

The pool was far enough back from camp to be relatively<br />

free from bombers, shaded from the setting sun, cool and clean.<br />

A dozen or so of us got up there for a bath as often as the war<br />

would release us from duty. Somewhat back of the pool a Filipino<br />

family had cleared two or three acres of rice field. This, too,<br />

was a quiet haven. After a day of tension and work, we would<br />

steal off for an hour of solitude in the quiet of the tropical<br />

evening. That quarter of a mile walk was just far enough to<br />

remove us from the war zone that it seemed far more remote than<br />

it actually was.


CHAPTER II<br />

A BACKWARD LOOK<br />

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This digression brings us up to the end of that most<br />

eventful year, 1941, a year full of action, moves, excitement<br />

and some degree of danger. I was in my 35th year, had served 14<br />

years in the Army Air Corps and had achieved its highest<br />

noncommissioned rank, Master Sergeant. I had never thought of<br />

myself as an ambitious boy, but I had hardly reached the first<br />

rung of the ladder to my view of a successful career in the<br />

Army. First, I knew I must somehow get a commission. It was not<br />

wholly a matter of be- coming an Army Officer that intrigued me.<br />

It was the knowledge that only by becoming an officer could I do<br />

the things I felt were necessary.<br />

I knew the importance of noncommissioned officers. I was<br />

conscious of their role in carrying out the orders efficiently.<br />

I had seen good noncoms and poor noncoms at work and was aware<br />

of what they could and could not do. Overriding all this, I knew<br />

that it was the officers who gave the orders, set the stage and<br />

<strong>called</strong> the signals. If we did not have good, well-trained<br />

officers to lead our men, we would not have a good air arm.<br />

The great weakness of having flight officers spend<br />

portions of their time supervising squadron messes, managing<br />

post exchanges, running the Base nursery as well as supervising<br />

the hundreds of other administrative tasks was a waste of highly<br />

specialized manpower. There was no doubt but that these highly<br />

trained flyers could handle such jobs; it was just that their<br />

skills could and should be used in the area for which they had<br />

been trained.<br />

It was necessary, too, that greater leadership of the<br />

personnel off the hangar line should be given. There was, I<br />

knew, at least 100 hours of time spent on an aircraft on the<br />

ground for every hour it was in the air. To <strong>complete</strong>ly ignore<br />

the men who did the preparatory job of getting that aircraft<br />

ready for flight was a criminal waste.<br />

I knew I could help provide this leadership myself and Iwas<br />

only one of many senior noncoms who felt the same way. As<br />

officers, we could pool our talents and help build a far more<br />

efficient organization. Later in the war effort, this need was<br />

recognized and many of these practices were instituted.<br />

But on the Eve of 1942, I was fighting a very stern war<br />

with only a specialized knowledge of aircraft in a land and<br />

place where aircraft were fast becoming extinct. Not only were<br />

we limited to a few outmoded planes, but our gasoline supply was<br />

low, our facilities meager and our positions vulnerable. Help


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was being promised, but those of us who could read a map,<br />

speculate on the actual situation, and reason with even<br />

rudimentary accuracy knew that we were going to have to fight<br />

with what we had for a number of long, hungry months. We knew,<br />

too, the alternatives were the salt mines of Manchuria or<br />

solitary cells in a Japanese prison camp.<br />

1942 was not an inviting year but we faced it, as do most<br />

men facing any new year, with hope and optimism.<br />

March Field, 1927<br />

March Field, where I began 1941, had been a primary<br />

flying school during World War I, had been closed after the<br />

Armistice of 1918, and only reopened in 1927 for the same<br />

purpose once again. I was assigned there as a raw recruit in the<br />

late months of 1927, having enlisted at Ft. McArthur in San<br />

Pedro.<br />

I had served two years as an apprentice welder and<br />

metalsmith for a civilian firm in Pasadena, California, from<br />

1925-27. 1 was anxious to learn aircraft welding and had no<br />

money to take training. A high school diploma was essential to<br />

enlisting in the Army Air Corps and my graduation from Glendale<br />

High School in 1925 got me over that hurdle.<br />

My avowed intention was to stay in the Air Corps till I<br />

had mastered the art of aircraft welding and then leave to enter<br />

the aircraft industry. As a recruit, though, there was little<br />

choice of jobs. I was put to washing wings, janitor work and KP<br />

in my new home, the 47th School Squadron. I enjoyed the work and<br />

liked the close companionship of the men with whom I served.<br />

This was a whole new world, a fascinating one, and an exciting<br />

one. When my yard-birding chores and my recruit training would<br />

allow, I would get assigned to duty in the hangar to help work<br />

on the planes. We had 30 or more PTls. They were a biplane built<br />

by Consolidated Aircraft, powered by an eight cylinder, French<br />

LeRhone engine. Our squadron also maintained the only transport<br />

on the field, a Douglas DC1. This Liberty-engined, big biplane<br />

was a development of the Douglas Round-the-World planes. It<br />

would seem like a clumsy, underpowered and very puny cargo ship<br />

by today's standards, but it was the only thing we had that<br />

could carry more than two men and we were proud of her.<br />

My first flight was a trip to San Diego in that flying<br />

lettuce crate and we averaged something like 80 miles an hour<br />

all the way there and back.<br />

Our quarters at March Field were old WW I barracks,<br />

wooden relics from a bygone day. We scrubbed and washed them<br />

down regularly and they were comfortable. I learned the<br />

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inspection, the dos and don'ts for a recruit during those easy<br />

early days. I learned to know and respect a number of men who<br />

later proved my faith in them by becoming great leaders.<br />

I learned, too, to take orders. On one occasion, while I<br />

was reading in the recreation room, a noncommissioned officer<br />

spoke to me sharply with an order to empty a spittoon that had<br />

spilled over, clean up the mess and police the area. I told him<br />

I did not think that was my job, saying, “There is an orderly to<br />

take care of this room."<br />

"Soldier," he said, "I didn't ask you to do the cleaning<br />

of that spittoon. I told you to do it."<br />

"Well," I said, in a somewhat churlish way, "I'm not<br />

going to do it," adding insult to injury by concluding, "Do you<br />

get me?" And then I realized I had made a mistake.<br />

"Soldier," the sergeant said, "No, I don't get you but<br />

I'm just fixing to." The sergeant peeled off his jacket, grabbed<br />

me by the scruff of the neck and practically buried my face in<br />

that spittoon. I not only cleaned the foul-smelling receptacle<br />

and cleaned up the floor, but did a week's extra KP for my show<br />

of insolence.<br />

I learned very soon that the Squadron Commander was God,<br />

the First Sergeant was only slightly removed from his right hand<br />

and that all non-commissioned officers held at least the rank of<br />

archangel. This may not have been a terribly efficient army, but<br />

it was a good army and it was the best training ground for most<br />

of the men who loved it as I did. I did love the military<br />

service from the first day I enlisted right up to the present<br />

time. There are faults, weaknesses, inefficiencies and blunders,<br />

but its strengths far outshadow its deficiencies. A military<br />

organization is a highly pragmatic organization. Results are<br />

what count. You are judged by the results of your work.<br />

Explanations and excuses are brushed away with a flick of the<br />

wrist. If your airplane does not fly properly, you may kill a<br />

man or a number of men. There is no in-between shadow area where<br />

you blame someone else.<br />

Retribution is sometimes swift, unbending and even unfair<br />

in the military service but to those who live by the guidelines,<br />

be they written or unwritten, it is a good life.<br />

The Army Air Corps, of which I had become a part in those<br />

closing days of 1927, had one great advantage: it was an<br />

absolute necessity in the modern world. The Infantry didn't like<br />

it, the Cavalry didn't like it, the Navy was against it and it<br />

seemingly cost a great deal of money which made it unpopular<br />

with the budget bureau. Still, for all its disadvantages and its<br />

opponents, it was recognized as an absolute necessity to the<br />

defense of the United States.


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General Billy Mitchell and his boys had demonstrated<br />

beyond a shadow of a doubt that an air arm could do things no<br />

other branch of the military could do. It could get to an enemy<br />

faster and with more firepower than either the Artillery or the<br />

Cavalry and, while it cost a great deal to get it there and<br />

demanded skills that were unknown in a non-flying army, it must<br />

be tolerated.<br />

As late as 1927 when I was inducted, we were still flying<br />

World War I planes. We had at March Air Base some De Havilands<br />

as well as many engines that had been built for WWI.<br />

The officer and enlisted personnel, too, were somewhat<br />

less than top drawer, that is in the eyes of the Big Brass in<br />

Washington. The Air Corps was not the spit and polish brigade<br />

the Army would like it to be nor was it addicted to the "50mission<br />

flop" as it became in 1945. * It was an organization<br />

suspended between two worlds. Some of our officers were bright,<br />

alert, energetic hustlers determined to go places and do things.<br />

Others were hand-me-downs from a WWI army, attracted to a peacetime<br />

Air Corps by the flight pay, 50% above base pay.<br />

We had our good officers and our bad ones. We also had<br />

good non-commissioned officers and slovenly ones. As we used to<br />

say, though, "An Army can be as bad as its officers but it can<br />

only be as good as its noncoms."<br />

Many of our officers wanted only to fly and cared little<br />

about anything else. Others were trying to make the Air Corps<br />

into a flying Infantry outfit. Neither succeeded to any great<br />

degree. I remember the story of Lieutenant McGinnis, a very<br />

military young officer with an exaggerated opinion of his own<br />

importance. As he entered Headquarters one morning, he almost<br />

bumped into Captain Pierce as he came rushing out of the<br />

building on his way to a meeting. Lieutenant McGinnis saluted<br />

sharply. Captain Pierce waved his hand airily and said,<br />

"Morning, McGinnis," and went on. Lieutenant McGinnis stopped<br />

short and <strong>called</strong> out, "Captain Pierce, I saluted you in a<br />

military manner and I expect a salute in return."<br />

Captain Pierce, taken aback by this unexpected reprimand<br />

just looked back over his shoulder and said, "Oh, come on<br />

McGinnis, you kiss my ass."<br />

Lieutenant McGinnis, his feathers ruffled, went on up to<br />

the Base Adjutant's office and reported what had happened. The<br />

adjutant, with something of a sigh, knew he had one of those<br />

problems that needed solving and, reaching for the phone, <strong>called</strong><br />

Captain Pierce.<br />

* During World War II it was considered distinguished to wear a torn<br />

flight jacket and cap over the ears.


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By the time Captain Pierce arrived and reported to the<br />

adjutant, Lieutenant McGinnis was still fuming.<br />

"I have heard of the incident on the steps of<br />

Headquarters this morning," said the adjutant to Pierce. "I<br />

think you owe Lieutenant McGinnis an apology."<br />

Captain Pierce looked at the adjutant and then at<br />

McGinnis and rubbed his chin for only a minute or so. Then he<br />

said, 'Yes, Lieutenant McGinnis, I guess I do owe you an<br />

apology. I've changed my mind. I wouldn't let you kiss my ass."<br />

With that, he saluted the adjutant, turned on his heel<br />

and walked out of the office. It is ironic to say that Captain<br />

Pierce, a fine officer, was killed in an aircraft accident not<br />

too long afterward and Lieutenant McGinnis, also a fine officer,<br />

became a general as he moved up the promotion ladder.<br />

This problem of the flying officer who subordinated<br />

everything to his flight duties and the officer who put<br />

discipline ahead of every other consideration was always with<br />

us. We had some officers who took their flight training after<br />

completing four years at West Point, and we had more who got<br />

their commissions after a year of primary and basic training at<br />

Randolph Field and Kelly Field in Texas. March Field was opened<br />

the middle of 1927 as a primary training school where cadets<br />

trained for eight months before going on to Kelly for basic and<br />

advanced training.<br />

Our enlisted personnel also ran the gamut from boys<br />

fascinated by the work on aircraft and all the intricate jobs<br />

they involved to many who had spent years as cavalrymen. We had<br />

many good ones and some bad ones. We had our share of<br />

alcoholics, gamblers and shirkers. I remember one very good<br />

hospital administrative assistant who spent almost 20 years as<br />

an enlisted man, but lived very well with his wife on the money<br />

he earned from running a poker game for several weeks out of<br />

each month.<br />

There were also boys like Cowboy Henyon. Cowboy was a<br />

tall, lean Texan who could never have been a really snappy<br />

soldier had he spent 50 years in the Infantry. His uniforms were<br />

always baggy, always loose and sloppy. Still, Cowboy (and he was<br />

<strong>called</strong> Cowboy because he had really been a cowboy on the range<br />

in Texas) was steady, a good gardener and a good sentry. Now,<br />

while it seems that being a good gardener or a good sentry is no<br />

great asset, it surely can be. When you put Cowboy out on a<br />

section of the Base to see that nothing went wrong, you could<br />

depend on nothing going far wrong.<br />

One night Cowboy was walking sentry duty on the hangar<br />

line. He had no regular schedule and, I imagine, he spent much<br />

of his time just sitting in the shadows watching his duty area.<br />

When the Officer of the Day came out looking for the sentry,


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Cowboy challenged him and made the Officer advance to a light to<br />

be recognized. This was a formality and it was duly<br />

accomplished. Cowboy, who was armed only with a pistol held his<br />

piece at what was <strong>called</strong> "present arms”--sideways in front of<br />

him. The Officer of the Day said, "Let me see your piece."<br />

Cowboy handed the gun over willingly.<br />

The Officer, a youngish fellow took the gun and said,<br />

"Now, soldier, you have done the one thing a sentry should never<br />

do. You have given away the only thing you have to protect your<br />

duty section."<br />

Cowboy only grinned a very little grin and, reaching<br />

inside his great coat, pulled out a big six-gun with a barrel at<br />

least a foot long. "That one," said Cowboy, "ain't loaded, but<br />

this one is."<br />

There is one other incident concerning a sentry I might<br />

mention here, too. This involves a soldier named Lowe. Lowe,<br />

like Henyon, seemed to have no marketable technical s kills<br />

useful to the Air Corps. He could not weld or work a lathe or<br />

change engines in an airplane. Unlike Cowboy, though, Lowe<br />

looked very much like a soldier. He stood a good six feet tall,<br />

was what one might c all "Square rigged." He had big square<br />

shoulders, a fine, upright posture and a boxy frame. When the<br />

organization turned out for a parade formation, Lowe was always<br />

one of the better looking soldiers. He was also a very good<br />

sentry. Because of his imperturbable English calm and his good<br />

appearance, he was usually assigned to the Main Gate, the face<br />

the Air Corps turned toward the civilian world.<br />

One day when Lowe's turn for guard duty came up and he<br />

was assigned to the Main Gate, the Officer of the Day issued a<br />

written order to the effect that no Army blankets should leave<br />

the Base in automobiles. All blankets found in cars were to be<br />

picked up and their owners given receipts. It seems that someone<br />

had been stealing blankets and peddling them in town.<br />

Lowe duly examined every car that came through his gate.<br />

When he found a blanket, he signed a receipt and identified the<br />

blanket and stowed it for checking.<br />

A certain Captain Anderson drove up to the gate in his<br />

car. Lowe noticed an Army blanket in the back seat.<br />

"I am sorry, sir," said Lowe, "My orders are that you<br />

cannot take that blanket off the Base."<br />

"Oh, that's alright," said Captain Anderson. "I bought the<br />

blanket at the Quartermasters. It is my personal property."<br />

"I am sorry, sir," said Lowe, taking out his note pad and<br />

pencil. "My orders are that no blankets leave the Base."<br />

"Now listen sentry," said Captain Anderson. "In the first<br />

place that is my personal property and in the second place, I<br />

don't let privates tell me what I can do."


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"I'm not telling you what you can do," said Lowe. "I'm<br />

telling you what you can't do," and Lowe snatched the blanket<br />

out of the car and saluted.<br />

Early in 1928, I was <strong>called</strong> into the orderly room and<br />

informed that I was going to be a cook in the squadron mess. My<br />

experience as a steward in a construction camp prior to entering<br />

the service had come to light. There was a shortage of cooks;<br />

ergo, Montgomery would become a cook. This was not a bad job as<br />

jobs go in the service, but I had not come to the Air Corps to<br />

cook. That personal whim was given slight consideration by the<br />

First Sergeant, though. I reported to the kitchen the next<br />

morning as a cook's helper and served breakfast. About<br />

midmorning I got another call from the orderly room. This time<br />

the First Sergeant looked me over carefully before telling me I<br />

had been transferred to the 70th Service Squadron and would<br />

report there immediately. He must have been very curious about<br />

my strength at Headquarters, but he did not convey his thoughts<br />

to me. I was as much in the dark about the move as he was, too.<br />

I found out very quickly, though. Several men had either been<br />

injured or sick in the welding shop and my qualifications had<br />

been noted on the records. I was being transferred to the<br />

welding shop. I had learned just enough about the military<br />

system not to utter a peep one way or another. True, I had told<br />

the welding shop foreman that I knew something about the<br />

business. Just who it was who saved me from being a cook, I<br />

shall never know. To this day, though, I owe him a great debt.<br />

I was not a very good welder in those early days, but I had<br />

a solid foundation. Working with lightweight metals was new to<br />

me and I worked hard to master the techniques. I could handle<br />

tools, read blueprints and loved the work. It was not long<br />

before my proficiency improved.<br />

I got some books on welding and began to study. When an<br />

examination came up for higher rating, I took it and passed with<br />

good grades. I did not have enough service to hold the rating<br />

even though my marks had been highest of those qualifying. Then,<br />

just to point out the old adage that opportunity by the forelock<br />

is the only way to advancement, they changed the service<br />

requirement and I was promoted. Though still a private, I was<br />

drawing staff sergeant's pay.<br />

During the 1920s and 1930s, I was placed on Flying pay from<br />

time to time. This Flying status was essentially Hazard pay<br />

given to personnel closely connected with flying. It consisted<br />

of a bonus of 50% of base pay and was a highly desirable adjunct<br />

to our meager salary. It was only seldom that my work gave me<br />

access to such pay and to those of us in aircraft maintenance it<br />

was just enough to lend a boost in morale. Flying status was


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given regularly to all pilots and flight crews and others<br />

closely connected with the hangar line.<br />

This did not mean that the 4 hours required for flight<br />

status was the only times I flew, though. In my early years in<br />

the Air Corps, I would fly anywhere with anyone at any time. I<br />

was a member of a Primary Flying school Squadron for some time<br />

and we had a number of Primary trainers, PT1 and PT3. They were<br />

slow, open cockpit jobs with a speed of about 75 miles an hour.<br />

They were pretty rugged pieces of equipment, though, and to my<br />

naive and adventurous soul, they were wonderful.<br />

During the time I was crew chief on one of these flying egg<br />

crates, as they were <strong>called</strong>, I had as pilot, a Captain who had a<br />

girl friend in San Francisco. Each Saturday morning, we would<br />

take off for the 4 hours or more of flight to the Bay City from<br />

March Field at Riverside. I would get to fly a part of the time<br />

and fancied myself no less expert than Charles Lindberg. Upon<br />

arrival at Crissy Field in San Francisco, my pilot would airily<br />

wave his hand and say, "See you at 2 o'clock tomorrow<br />

afternoon." and be off on his social rounds.<br />

I, with a total of twenty-five cents or maybe half a buck,<br />

would first tend the plane, check into the barracks for a bunk<br />

and head off for town. I was, in my eyes a very important<br />

person, having just flown in from the South. I walked the hilly<br />

streets of San Francisco in the fog and rain until my feet<br />

ached. Then I would head back to the barracks and get supper in<br />

the messhall. I sat at Fisherman's Wharf and even bought a<br />

portion of crab when I was flush.<br />

On Sunday, I would wheel the plane out of the hangar and<br />

polish up the wings, check the engine over and wait. About 2 or<br />

3 o'clock, my pilot would show up with his girl friend, we would<br />

warm up the old crate and be off, our silken mufflers trailing<br />

in the wind in the best devil-may-care fashion.<br />

During these early days of my military career, I flew with<br />

such men as Lt. Jimmie Doolittle and Major Henry Arnold. I<br />

believe I enjoyed flying with my Engineering officer, Lt. Barney<br />

Giles, most of all, though. He was always trying some new<br />

gimmick. On one occasion, he had me design and build a special<br />

gasoline tank for the undercarriage of a Primary trainer. Then,<br />

climbing to 7000 feet or so, Giles would flip the trainer over<br />

on its back and see how long he could maintain inverted flight.<br />

With the gasoline tank on the undercarriage, he got the gravity<br />

flow that was necessary to supply the engine with fuel. We would<br />

fly upside down to a couple of thousand feet and then do it all<br />

over again. I well remember when we tried this trick with a<br />

larger plane, though, and the gasoline cap had not been securely<br />

fastened. We both got a facefull of gasoline.


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During all these flights, I can remember only a couple of<br />

times when danger threatened. On a trip from Kansas City to Fort<br />

Leavenworth, some 30 miles or so up the Frozen Missouri River<br />

one cold February day, we lost all our oil pressure and the<br />

pilot <strong>called</strong> me on the phone where I sat in the front cockpit<br />

and said he was going back to KC.<br />

He climbed to about 1000 feet from the very low altitude we<br />

had been skimming over the frozen river and headed back to<br />

sanctuary. As we made our turn and began the glide down to the<br />

snow packed runway, the engine froze up. It was as though a huge<br />

dog had us in his grip and was shaking very hard. We just<br />

managed to get over the dike that protects the strip from the<br />

Mississippi River and jolted to a halt with a dead stick. The<br />

engine had gotten so hot that the pistons were partially melted.<br />

We found out that we had broken an oil line at takeoff and<br />

been pumping oil out at 80 pounds pressure. It was a week before<br />

we got a new engine and got back to our trip East.<br />

There was another time while taking off from San Diego when<br />

the engine coughed a few times as we were under full power and<br />

just heading out over the second line of breakers. We were lucky<br />

and the engine caught on.<br />

It was always fascinating for me to see places I had read<br />

about and seen in pictures. It those days, there was a great<br />

deal of romance connected with such flying as going down into<br />

Grand Canyon and flying into Yosemite Valley and hedgehopping at<br />

10 feet for miles and miles over the desert wastes of Mojave and<br />

Death Valley.<br />

Those of us who flew regularly, though, were always very<br />

leery of a careless pilot. Once in awhile we would get one. I<br />

remember coming home from a trip to San Francisco with a Major<br />

one night. The Fresno tower had informed us that a TWA passenger<br />

plane was heading north at 5000 feet on the right side of the<br />

radio beam course. This was his assigned place. We, flying<br />

south, should have been on our right side of that beam just as a<br />

car is driven on the right side of the road. We were supposed to<br />

be flying at an even altitude as well.<br />

My pilot was tinkering with his radio and not being careful<br />

about his position. He was flying at 5000 feet one minute and at<br />

4000 feet another. He was wandering all over the beam, too. I<br />

expected any minute to see the wing lights of that TWA transport<br />

loom up ahead of us. If it ever got that close, I knew it was<br />

too late to do anything. Even at 150 miles an hour, two planes<br />

close very fast when flying head on.<br />

Somehow we missed, though, and got home without a problem.<br />

That pilot did lose himself not too long afterward, though and<br />

went down in Mexico when he ran out of gas.


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As I have said, my flying days were not extensive. After<br />

the glamour wore off, flying bored me. There was little to do<br />

but study the maps and the weather charts. I always took along<br />

reading material and during one year, memorized the Constitution<br />

of the United States while on trips.<br />

We always managed to have fun and we did see a great many<br />

places. I do remember flying with a bomber that was doing tow<br />

target work for the Artillery at Fort Huachuca in Southern<br />

Arizona.<br />

Fort Huachuca had been established during the Indian Wars<br />

and seen a variety of military organizations come and go. At the<br />

time I was there for a brief couple of hours, it was staffed by<br />

a Negro outfit. That is, all the enlisted personnel were Negro<br />

and the officers white. This was the typical organization of the<br />

few Negro regiments in the U. S. Army at the time. We had towed<br />

a target all morning while the Regimental Artillery fired its<br />

practice course. At noon, we landed and while the officers went<br />

to the Officer's mess we enlisted men of the crew went to the<br />

mess hall for lunch. We had been sitting at 10,000 feet all<br />

morning in the cold and noisy belly of the bomber watching the<br />

flack from the white marker shells burst around our target some<br />

2000 yards to our rear. We were ready for conversation and<br />

exercise. We began talking and laughing and digging into the<br />

very good food that had been provided at our special table. All<br />

the other men in the room were Negro. Within a very few minutes,<br />

there was a blast from a whistle and a huge Negro First Sergeant<br />

stood up in his immaculate uniform.<br />

"For the benefit of the visiting airmen, I will explain the<br />

rule of conduct in the messhall," said this very authoritive<br />

figure. "You may say 'Please pass', otherwise quiet will prevail<br />

at all times."<br />

With this dictum laid on the line, the deathly silence of<br />

Fort Huachuca once more settled over the mess hall.<br />

It was this sort of iron discipline that gave the isolated<br />

Fort its high desertion rate and its bad name all over the<br />

country.<br />

Many a black man deserted from Huachuca and turned in at<br />

March Field to serve his time with the comment that the<br />

Guardhouse at March was far better than active duty at Fort<br />

Huachuca. *<br />

We did have Indians, Mexican-Americans, Filipinos and some<br />

of the brown skinned peoples but no Negroes. I well remember<br />

knowing a few full-blooded Indians who were invariably <strong>called</strong><br />

"Chief." Some of them were quite dark and undoubtedly had Negro<br />

* No part of the Army was integrated as far as Negroes were concerned<br />

prior to WWII.


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blood but as long as the Indian characteristics of high<br />

cheekbones and certain other identification pre-dominated, there<br />

was no comment.<br />

One of the outstanding noncommissioned officers I knew was<br />

Master Sgt. Tupper, a full-blooded Cherokee. Tupper was quite<br />

black but he was also very capable and personable.<br />

Another Cherokee I knew only by observation, Lt. Col.<br />

Tinker. Col. Tinker later was promoted to General and was lost<br />

in the Battle of Midway.<br />

I first learned about General Tinker's death through a<br />

friend I met sometime after the war at the Naval Hospital in San<br />

Diego. He was being treated for an ailment and we met in the<br />

hall one day.<br />

This retired soldier told me of his war experiences and his<br />

retirement in 1947 or so. He was retired as a Technical<br />

Sergeant. I knew that he had been of higher rank and wondered<br />

what the demotion meant.<br />

He told me the following story.<br />

In 1942, I was promoted to Warrent Officer and transferred<br />

to Hickam Field in Hawaii. I was assigned as in charge of the<br />

Engineering repair shops.<br />

One day General Tinker came into the shop and discussed<br />

with me the possibility of taking some of the gasoline tanks out<br />

of a B24 and installing additional bomb racks. Finally, after we<br />

explored the possibilities, General Tinker told me to go ahead<br />

with the job.<br />

"It will shorten our range but it will give us a lot more<br />

fire-power," said the General.<br />

Very soon after this work had been accomplished and the<br />

plane flight tested, came news of a big battle in the offing,<br />

the Japanese attack on Midway.<br />

During that battle, General Tinker and his crew took off<br />

with a full bomb load in the remodeled B24 and was effective in<br />

bombing units of the Japanese fleet. He ran out of gasoline on<br />

the way home and was lost with all his crew on the homeward<br />

journey.<br />

In the investigation of the incident that took place later,<br />

I was <strong>called</strong> to testify and mentioned that the plane had been<br />

modified. I was asked for the written orders for the<br />

modification and told the Board of Inquiry that the orders were<br />

oral orders.<br />

As a result of this oversight on my part, I was reduced<br />

from Warrent Officer to the Technical Sergeant and was never<br />

again promoted.


About Flying and Getting Scared<br />

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Most flying was stimulating, exhilarating and fun. It was<br />

romantic, especially to a young fellow with few romantic<br />

experiences. There were times though, when I was thoroughly<br />

terrified. I can still recall a Summery and very dark night on a<br />

flight from Albuquerque to Denver. We had been caught in the<br />

grip of one of those severe mountain thunderstorms with<br />

electrical displays <strong>complete</strong>ly surrounding us. Great, jagged<br />

flashes of fire rent the night sky asunder. I could catch<br />

momentary glimpses of great rock walls on either side of our B18<br />

as we were forced to fly down below the peaks. They seemed close<br />

enough to grasp as we thundered headlong through that canyon.<br />

Then, with a great crackle and popping that I could sense more<br />

than hear, long tongues of flame began flying off the tips of<br />

the 2 propellers and huge balls of blue fire went rolling off<br />

the wing tips. A thousand possibilities and alternatives raced<br />

through my mind. The rocky crags of that canyon, the certainty<br />

of a crash, the ice and snow we were sure to encounter. I tried<br />

to control myself in order to do what would be the best for<br />

survival. I was sure the ship was afire, either struck by<br />

lightening or by some other twist of Fate.<br />

I clawed my way forward to the control cockpit to be with<br />

others of the crew when we bailed out, my hand already on the<br />

ripcord of my parachute. The pilot and the co-pilot were calmly<br />

easing the big ship through the violent updrafts and sudden wind<br />

shifts. The crew chief was standing in back of the pilot with<br />

little apparent concern. He quickly sensed my terror and soothed<br />

my tenseness by telling me that this static electricity, this<br />

St. Elmo's fire was a gaudy but relatively harmless phenomenon.<br />

We were soon to break through the front and had already<br />

asked for landing instructions at Denver.<br />

Within a few minutes, we did clear the last of the<br />

turbulence and floated out onto a placid ocean of cool night air<br />

with the distant lights of Denver glowing with reassurance in<br />

the distance.<br />

Never again did I see so gaudy and spectacular display of<br />

Nature's whims. I had seen Dante's Inferno and it had shaken me<br />

to the very core of my being.<br />

At the time of entry into the Amy Air Corps in 1927, the<br />

Service was using second and even third generation planes. Gone<br />

were the JN4D (Jennies) of WWI, the Rotary engines developed by<br />

the French and most other vintage aircraft. We still did have<br />

some deHaviland, the English designed plane that had done great<br />

duty late in WWI. It was powered by a 400 Horse power Liberty<br />

Engine. This engine, though, was obsolete and had been


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condemned, in effect, by Congress who had specifically<br />

prohibited the use of any money spent on its rehabilitation.<br />

So, with better engineering, more modern design, the<br />

application of newer concepts and the emergence of dynamic<br />

aircraft manufacturers, we were getting better and safer planes.<br />

We still had a D.C.l, a Douglas plane with the capacity for<br />

10 persons and powered with that same Liberty Engine. We were<br />

soon to get tri-motor Fords and Fokkers.<br />

At March Field, where I was stationed, we had mostly<br />

primary trainers built by Consolidated Aircraft, then of<br />

Buffalo, New York. The PT1 was powered with a Le Rhone engine<br />

but it was soon replaced by a PT3 with a Wright Whirlwind, the<br />

same engine Lindberg had flown the Atlantic with.<br />

This was the first of the great radial engines that<br />

dominated the Army Air Corps and Naval Air for the next 20<br />

years. It was economical, had a good weight to horsepower ratio<br />

and was reasonably easy to work on. A radial engine could be<br />

expected to run 300-400 hours or more between overhauls.<br />

Horsepower was still our biggest problem, though. Engineers<br />

always designed pretty close to the top 1imits of the engine<br />

that was to go into the plane. Military aircraft did have more<br />

power tolerance than most planes but they were still woefully<br />

underpowered by today's standards.<br />

Still, accidents due to mechanical failure were few. One of<br />

the first accidents I knew of involved engine failure, that of a<br />

Liberty engine in a deHaviland. Our squadron commander had<br />

engine failure on a flight to Tucson, landed on the desert and<br />

was killed when the plane nosed over into a gully.<br />

I remember that another Squadron commander, Captain Harper<br />

and his crew chief flew into a power line while skimming the<br />

waters of Lake Hodges in San Diego County and the crew chief was<br />

killed. Captain Harper survived.<br />

One of the men who had enlisted with me at Fort McArthur,<br />

San Pedro, was killed when he failed to jump from a Primary<br />

trainer that refused to recover from a dive. The pilot left the<br />

plane but the mechanic either did not sense the danger or froze<br />

up.<br />

I was flying with a young pilot out on the nearby desert<br />

one day when he dove on a railroad crew working on a track<br />

detail. We swooped very low over the tracks and were delighted<br />

to see the men all fall flat as we passed. On the third pass,<br />

though, one of the men did not fall flat. He merely stood<br />

upright and tossed a brick as high in the air as he could. We<br />

were just pulling out of our dive at perhaps 20 feet or so and<br />

that brick suddenly appeared in the air just in front of us. It<br />

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descend. We did not do any more diving on any more railroad<br />

crews.<br />

There were always accidents in landing, too. Pilots were<br />

constantly forgetting to lower their landing gear. Their<br />

concentration on the approach pattern, the turn point and the<br />

traffic. In one aircraft, the handle that actuated the flare<br />

release was close to a similar handle that let the wheels down.<br />

We dropped a lot of flares from that model.<br />

Night flying was becoming a regular thing in the late 20s<br />

and I well remember one plane coming in for a routine landing.<br />

The pilot taxied up to the hangar and said, "You better take a<br />

look at that right wing. It felt like I hit a fence post as I<br />

made my approach."<br />

We found a man's head imbedded in the leading edge of the<br />

wing. It was the head of a doctor who went horseback riding each<br />

evening. He had been warned to stay away from the landing strip<br />

but had not heeded the warning.<br />

With the thousands of hours flown, though, there were<br />

relatively few fatal accidents. As a matter of fact, we usually<br />

lost more men to vehicular accidents at March Field than to<br />

aircraft. I suppose because men in flying machines were<br />

constantly alerted to the dangers they faced, they were more<br />

careful.<br />

In early 1929, I got orders to go to school. This first of<br />

many schools I attended was a tremendous thrill. I was to go by<br />

train from March Field to Chanute Field, Rantoul, Illinois,<br />

where my class would take place. It would take me away from<br />

March for almost a year.<br />

The months at Chanute Field, the Army Air Corps Technical<br />

School, were a wonderful revelation to me. I loved the work in<br />

General Machine Shop practice, Welding and, after I had<br />

qualified, Advanced Welding. By the time I returned to March in<br />

1930, I felt I was well on the way to becoming a good journeyman<br />

welder.<br />

For short periods after that first stint of technical<br />

schooling, I spent shorter periods working in factories, going<br />

to junior colleges and specialized courses of study and work<br />

with major overhaul at San Diego.<br />

Promotion<br />

Not only did my pay increase, but I was promoted first from<br />

private to corporal, then sergeant, then staff and technical<br />

sergeant. I spent a great deal of time working on the<br />

development of new tools, special metals and with unique<br />

techniques. It was fascinating and wonderful work. I loved not<br />

only the work but the manifold duties of being an Air Corps


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soldier. I came to know such men as Lieutenant Colonel Henry<br />

Arnold, Major Tooey Spaatz, Lieutenant Barney Giles and many<br />

others. I made long, sometimes tedious flights that had an aura<br />

of romance about them. I learned to work with good men and bad,<br />

efficient officers and dunderheads. I got married in 1934 and<br />

began to feel that my life had a purpose.<br />

My interest in managing baseball and basketball teams<br />

during the 1930s gave me a wholly new perspective. This last job<br />

was thrust on me in typically army fashion one evening as I lay<br />

on my bunk reading. The captain of our basketball team walked<br />

into the barracks and said, "Hey, Montgomery, I need someone to<br />

manage this basketball team."<br />

"Well," said I, “You just got yourself a boy." Off and on<br />

for the next ten years, I worked with Charlie Graw. Charlie<br />

handled the team when it was on the playing floor. I did all the<br />

leg work arranging games, buying uniforms, scheduling<br />

transportation and keeping statistics. Charlie and I were<br />

unbeatable. We won many a March Field championship.<br />

We played all the surrounding towns, made trips to other<br />

Air Bases and developed good teams and a fine group of boys. All<br />

this, of course, was in addition to our regular duties. It was<br />

Charlie Graw and the help from some of those basketball and<br />

baseball players I managed who, more than once, saved my life<br />

during the hard days of prison camp.<br />

When baseball season rolled around, I was tabbed to manage<br />

that, too. So, for a number of years, my spare time was taken up<br />

with these fascinating sports. I was never much of a tactician<br />

and I learned games slowly. We did win our share of games and<br />

played for fun, though.<br />

As time went on, I was placed in charge of the welding shop<br />

with some 25 welders to supervise. A little later this<br />

responsibility was increased to being in charge of the whole<br />

machine shop at March Field. This encompassed the welding,<br />

machine tools, sheet metal, cabinet shop, as well as propellers,<br />

paint department and electrical section. The shop had never been<br />

run the way I had learned to expect in my experience with<br />

production shops in civilian life and in aircraft factories. Nor<br />

was it anywhere nearly as careful about quality as the Air Corps<br />

Depot shops where I had taken training. I made a number of<br />

changes which, I hoped, would upgrade the work. All finished<br />

work, for instance, was to be passed on by a qualified<br />

inspector. All work was to be painted and delivered where<br />

possible. Records were to be kept on each man's performance and<br />

efficiency. These factors had an influence on morale. When good<br />

work is expected, good work results. Men do not like to see that<br />

their work has been rejected by an inspector. They will be more


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careful. The inspector answered only to me and his word was<br />

final.<br />

Probably the most dominant engineering officer I had was a<br />

Colonel Hackett. He was neither a great engineer, a good<br />

designer, nor even an exceptional leader. He did have a knack<br />

for organization, though. That is what we needed at the time. He<br />

had a tendency to pound the desk, base his decisions on<br />

irrational criteria, and use men from time to time for his own<br />

personal work on guns.<br />

Still, Colonel Hackett fought for better working conditions<br />

and better tools. I think he felt I was doing a good job in the<br />

machine shop, respected me, and let me alone.<br />

One day he came in, as was his custom, stood in the center<br />

aisle between the machines and just looked around for perhaps<br />

ten minutes. That particular morning every department seemed to<br />

be using compressed air for some job. The blast furnace was<br />

going in the foundry. The painter was spraying with a large<br />

nozzle. The cabinet shop was using air to carry off shavings<br />

from its machines. The sheet metal department was having trouble<br />

getting enough air to work their rivet guns in the repair of<br />

aircraft cowling. When the Colonel asked me about the<br />

deficiency, I pointed out the drains being made on the big<br />

compressor in the pump room. I also pointed out that the garage,<br />

which also drew on the air supply, was probably pulling off a<br />

considerable portion.<br />

"Montgomery," he said, "Tell one of your welders to go out<br />

with a torch and welding outfit and cut that line to the garage<br />

and weld it up. We have had those garage people stealing our air<br />

long enough."<br />

This had been a bone of contention for a long time. The<br />

garage always used a lot of our air for hoists, grease guns, and<br />

otherwise. Their peak needs always seemed to coincide with ours.<br />

I would have been very glad to oblige the Colonel and cut that<br />

line.<br />

I said, "Yes, sir, Colonel."<br />

Then, going to my desk, I got a pad of paper and put it<br />

down in front of the Colonel and said, "Will you put that order<br />

in writing, Colonel?"<br />

"Why should I put it in writing?" said he.<br />

"Well," I said, "That line is Quartermaster property and I<br />

don't want to cut it without written authority."<br />

"Montgomery," he said, "I gave you a direct order to cut<br />

that air line and I want it cut right now."<br />

"I am only too glad to cut it," said I, "I just want the<br />

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"Montgomery," he said, "I am not going to put that in<br />

writing but I am giving you another direct order to have that<br />

line cut."<br />

I knew that legally and militarily I was on firm ground in<br />

insisting on a written order. I knew, too, that Colonel Hackett<br />

was not a man to cross. He was well thought of by such men as<br />

General Arnold and many other high ranking pilots with whom he<br />

had served. He could break me with a squiggle of his pen. He<br />

could, as a matter of fact, destroy my military career. I still<br />

felt that what he was demanding was a more dangerous course of<br />

action than the alternative. I stood my ground and the Colonel<br />

finally stalked out, his red neck bristling and his lips<br />

compressed into a thin line.<br />

I did not cut the air off to the garage but I went about<br />

the rest of that morning's work momentarily expecting an MP<br />

would come in with a confinement order.<br />

The MP never came but a messenger did. He had a note from<br />

Colonel Hackett's secretary which said, "Be on the hangar line<br />

at 9 A.M. tomorrow morning. We both need a change. We can fly to<br />

Sacramento and plan that big hoist job coming up next week."<br />

As far as I know that was the end of my defiance of Colonel<br />

Hackett and the air line. Neither of us ever mentioned it again<br />

and I worked for him for several years longer.<br />

As far as I know, too, that air line is still in operation.<br />

Early in 1941, Colonel Hackett asked me if I would like to<br />

transfer with him as his shop superintendent to open a new air<br />

base at Albuquerque, New Mexico. I had been at March a long time<br />

and welcomed the change. In April of that year, we made the<br />

move.<br />

Kirtland Air Base<br />

Kirtland Air Base at Albuquerque was being built on a mesa<br />

slightly north and east of the city. That portion of the mesa<br />

not occupied by the municipal airport was taken up, graded,<br />

ditched, paved and developed. It was a large, sprawling<br />

installation about a mile in altitude, dusty from the afternoon<br />

winds, the loose dirt from the grading work and the uprooted<br />

sagebrush. One hangar, a headquarters building, some shop areas<br />

and a few other installations had been built by the time we<br />

arrived. There was also a small housing area where the senior<br />

noncommissioned officers were given quarters. The men lived in<br />

barracks on the base.<br />

Any new military installation is a headache. There are so<br />

many things left undone, so few men to do them and a new<br />

commanding officer anxious to <strong>complete</strong> the job. We worked early<br />

and late, at a number of jobs, weekends and nights. As the


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noncom in charge of engineering, I had my crew doing such things<br />

as building fences, constructing garbage racks, repairing<br />

aircraft and mounting guard.<br />

Not long after our arrival, Colonel Hackett <strong>called</strong> me in to<br />

say, "Montgomery, I want you to form a baseball team to play in<br />

the Albuquerque town league."<br />

I said, "Colonel, I have 200 men doing about 100 jobs<br />

already and---" that's as far as I got.<br />

"Bring in the list next Friday of what you will need," was<br />

his answer.<br />

So, the Kirtland Air Base Baseball team got its beginning.<br />

Some of the boys had played baseball for me before. Some were<br />

recruits and some just wanted to play baseball. We practiced at<br />

nights under the lights of a new baseball field in the rapidly<br />

expanding town of Albuquerque. Though we were hardly used to<br />

each other in the ten days we had, we were unlucky to draw lots<br />

as one of the teams to play in the opening game. Colonel Hackett<br />

and his staff would be there representing the base. All the town<br />

officials were on hand. I kept my fingers crossed that we would<br />

not look too bad.<br />

There is nothing that stirs my blood like a little band<br />

music, the excitement of an opening game and the bright lights<br />

shining on the diamond. My boys played very well. They did go<br />

into the 9th inning with the score only 3-2 against them. Then<br />

two men quickly struck out. The third man got on. The next man<br />

up, a lanky Texan with a loose, easy stance at the plate, took a<br />

mighty swing at the ball and knocked it over the fence to win<br />

the game.<br />

I don't know how Colonel Hackett felt, but I was delighted.<br />

That team, which never did seem to be a very good team,<br />

continued to win ball games like that all season. They had that<br />

something needed to salvage a victory when the chips were down.<br />

They played baseball for fun and they played hard, driving ball.<br />

We went through that Albuquerque league and on to the State<br />

finals, where we lost out by a fluke. A boy on the opposing<br />

team, who had been a sucker all year for a fastball, got around<br />

on one and poled it over the fence.<br />

By this time, it was early September and "move" was in the<br />

air. The war in Europe was going badly. The situation in the<br />

Pacific was being described as "grave". The B17s stationed at<br />

Albuquerque were the prime offensive force of the United States.<br />

We were a part of that 19th Bombardment Group. I was <strong>called</strong> in<br />

one day and ordered to prepare our equipment for overseas. The<br />

only other information I got was that the destination was<br />

"tropical." That could mean anything from Hawaii, Guam, Fiji,<br />

Australia, to the <strong>Philippine</strong>s. By a process of deduction, we<br />

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Base, Pampango, P.I., was the most strategic air base in the<br />

whole of the Orient. Our 35 B17s there would be something of a<br />

deterrent to Japanese ambitions.<br />

Toward the end of September, we boarded a special train in<br />

Albuquerque and headed for San Francisco. After a few days at<br />

Angel Island, we boarded ship, the Holcomb, and set sail. That<br />

trip to Hawaii, the first leg of our journey, was no picnic. The<br />

weather was double foul. With a full complement of men in the<br />

hold and high seas running, we had probably as smelly a ship as<br />

ever sailed out into the Pacific. Men were lying in the narrow<br />

passageways moaning with anguish, their retchings of vomit and<br />

filth slopping up and down the aisles. Other, in the holds,<br />

bunks stacked five high, were trying valiantly to assist one<br />

another in cleaning up the mess. Men were praying that the ship<br />

would sink, would be torpedoed or just hit an iceberg. With our<br />

heavy passenger list, we had extra liferafts topside. Several of<br />

these were dislodged in the heavy seas and were simply lashed<br />

down to prevent their loss. Even the crew did not attempt to<br />

replace them in those angry days of mountainous waves.<br />

As one of the senior noncoms, I shared a fine cabin with<br />

two others. We ate in the first-class dining room around a table<br />

for eight, we had our own waiter, and lived about as high on the<br />

military hog as we ever had. The food was wonderful. We also<br />

managed to have sandwiches served in our rooms each night for<br />

our friends who were not so fortunate as we. We arranged, too,<br />

for showers for the boys who had to live in that hot, putrid<br />

atmosphere below decks. It lasted for four days. Then, in the<br />

quiet rainbowed evening, we s lid into Honolulu and docked next<br />

to the Aloha Tower. Only the officers and a few of us ranking<br />

noncoms were allowed ashore, and these for only three hours.<br />

Too, we had a cruiser escort, practiced blackout at night<br />

and were careful not to dispose of even a gumwrapper overboard.<br />

The pressure was building up. War, we knew, was in the offing.<br />

We did not know when or where it would strike but we felt we<br />

could handle any slight dislocation it might cause. We were<br />

cocky, confident, even brash. We looked forward to setting up<br />

the strongest bomber force the United States could muster,<br />

maintaining it and keeping its security intact. We had very<br />

little concept of the tremendous forces that were involved and<br />

the forces lined up against us.


CHAPTER III<br />

CLARK AIR BASE, PAMPANGA, PHILIPPINE ISLANDS<br />

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Clark Air Base, some 60 km north of Manila on the Island of<br />

Luzon, was located on the Fort Stotsenberg Military reservation.<br />

It was not a really well developed base, having only one runway,<br />

slightly downhill and aiming directly at Mt. Arayat. It was,<br />

however, the biggest American Air Base in the Orient. Ft.<br />

Stotsenberg, the <strong>Philippine</strong> Scout Headquarters, was immediately<br />

adjacent to the north. This longtime post was a succession of<br />

three shaded avenues, parade grounds, rows of hibiscus, their<br />

bright red blossoms leaving splashes of color against the<br />

verdant green. This Cavalry and Artillery Base was established<br />

about the turn of the 20th century and had been well manicured<br />

by generations of recruits ever since. Its lawns were wide and<br />

well cut. Its flower gardens were vistas of loveliness. The big<br />

acacia trees arched over the roads and pathways to form an<br />

arboreal splendor. The officers' quarters were old, wideverandaed,<br />

wooden homes with screened porches, moss-covered<br />

roofs and an air of somnolent grace and ease. Nothing, it<br />

seemed, ever moved very quickly at Ft. Stotsenberg.<br />

The <strong>Philippine</strong> Scouts quartered there were a contingent of<br />

the military establishment of the United States. They received<br />

half the pay of American soldiers, a very good wage in the<br />

Orient. As one of the most highly prized positions in the<br />

<strong>Philippine</strong>s, vacancies in the Scouts were filled from a long<br />

list of applicants. Most of those who enlisted stayed on to<br />

retire with 30 years of service. The Scouts were the cream of<br />

the Filipino populace, mostly tall, well-conditioned men.<br />

This same base exists today as part of the U. S. Air Force<br />

which has taken it under lease as a part of the new Clark Air<br />

Force Base installation.<br />

The Clark Field of 1941 was a far different military<br />

establishment, though. The hangars were flimsy, corrugated metal<br />

structures. There were a few two-story barracks buildings, a<br />

movie theater and a series of bamboo shelters for the new<br />

arrivals. The bamboo structures were built with an eye to<br />

comfort, though. In the warm, humid climate, the open sides of<br />

the buildings let a maximum of air through to maintain a decent<br />

temperature.<br />

There was one row of hangars down the upper section of the<br />

strip and another row of support shops, supply and maintenance<br />

buildings adjacent to them.<br />

My crew had just come from a base where a normal working<br />

day was only limited by the amount of work to be done. They had<br />

been trained in a busy demanding school. We were to share the


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engineering shop with men who had been stationed at Clark for<br />

several years. I was placed in charge of the whole operation. To<br />

my consternation and surprise, I found the old-timers coming to<br />

work anywhere from 15 minutes to half an hour late each morning,<br />

puttering around for a couple of hours and taking off for an<br />

hour of coffee. When they returned from coffee hour, the<br />

puttering would continue till 11:30 when they would pack up<br />

their tools and go home to lunch, supposedly finished for the<br />

day. This, it seems, had been the accepted pace for years.<br />

While I had nominal charge of these men, they were from<br />

another engineering outfit and felt little allegiance to my<br />

orders; it took me only a few days to decide that they would all<br />

have to go. I talked with my Engineering Officer, Captain<br />

Fairfield, and he made arrangements for this crew to work under<br />

their own supervisors in another part of the field. My crew<br />

would take care of our B17s. It was a much happier arrangement<br />

and the slothful practices of the past did not contaminate my<br />

men. We set up three shifts that kept the shop open 24 hours if<br />

necessary. B17s are not toys. They take a lot of maintenance and<br />

we were trained to do the work. My boys had a willing spirit,<br />

knowledge of the peculiarities of the planes we were handling<br />

and enough equipment to do a good job.<br />

Our planes arrived from the States by the time we had been<br />

at Clark a week. These 37 B17s, along with the fighters,<br />

miscellaneous air-craft, and other rolling stock, kept us busy<br />

all day and most of the night. I was able to get away only one<br />

weekend for a trip to Manila. I was not entranced with that<br />

large, cosmopolitan city. As in most cities of the Orient or,<br />

for that matter, large cities in any hemisphere, there were<br />

areas of beauty, magnificent views and stately buildings. More<br />

than most, though, Manila had its squalor, poverty and filth.<br />

Undoubtedly there were those among the enlisted personnel who<br />

made friends with good families, sought out the quiet, more-orless<br />

intellectual pleasures of the tropics and benefitted from<br />

their leisure time. On our first trip to Manila, though, we knew<br />

only of the spots the old-timers had lauded with high praise,<br />

the tropical version of the Gin Mills. We made the rounds of the<br />

more blatant honky-tonks, danced with the Filipino "B" girls and<br />

drank rum and Coke. It was not far different from New York or<br />

Chicago in these respects. There are always places where a<br />

fellow with a few bucks can get drunk, find a girl, or eat a<br />

meal. There were, it seemed, just more of these places in Manila<br />

than anywhere else on earth. This rich, thriving port city<br />

always had its share of tourists, seamen and wanderers. There<br />

seemed to be no limits, no dampers, no matter what the excesses.<br />

It was a city of intrigue. As one of the better known<br />

crossroads of the world, its air was heavy with information


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seekers, agents and girls looking for information. When I told<br />

one girl in a Russian night club I was an Army Air Corps man she<br />

poo-pooed the statement, saying, 9"Yu don't have a wrist band<br />

on. You are not Air Corps." She had spotted that fact even<br />

though I had on a long-sleeved shirt. In this particular place,<br />

located on the Dewey Blvd., waterfront, we gathered around a<br />

small table in the middle of a large room of similar small<br />

tables. There were scores of attractive Russian girls going from<br />

table to table, chatting, laughing and making friends. Some of<br />

the girls stayed to talk. When the waiter brought a round of<br />

drinks, he would put the "chit" in a glass in the center of the<br />

table. While the drinks were inexpensive, it did not take long<br />

for the chits to amount to a goodly sum. If you stayed long, it<br />

might amount to $40 or so, as ours did. When I began to examine<br />

the chits in the glass one of the boys, who had invited us there<br />

in the first place, just brushed my hand aside, saying, "Don't<br />

bother. Before we pay the bill, I just take out half of the<br />

chits and stuff them in my pocket."<br />

No self-respecting business establishment can operate on<br />

this type of larceny, and I began to realize that this was set<br />

up as a listening post for some foreign embassy. When soldiers<br />

and sailors gather together for an evening on the town they talk<br />

shop, ship movements, personnel transfers and tales of greater<br />

or lesser importance. When it was made easier to get by with<br />

paying only half the bill, it was natural to assume that they<br />

would stay longest at the Russian Club. My friends and I payed<br />

our share of the drinks and got out. We were novices. We had<br />

also been indoctrinated with the theory that the less said about<br />

your official activities, the better. I found this practice of<br />

supplying soldiers and sailors with subsidized alcohol was a<br />

very widespread practice both in Manila and other parts of the<br />

<strong>Philippine</strong>s where Japan and her allies had an interest.<br />

I, along with most of the boys who had come recently from<br />

the States, was interested in seeing more of the <strong>Philippine</strong>s<br />

than Clark Air Base and Manila. The few short excursions we took<br />

were mostly by train. The nearest train station was at Angeles,<br />

a mile or so outside the air base gate. We would get a cab to<br />

the station platform. There we found the hordes of small boys<br />

begging, shining shoes, and peddling candy and cigarettes.<br />

There, too, I found my first "baloot" peddler. A "baloot” is a<br />

duck egg that has been kept at a constant temperature of about<br />

90 degrees for several weeks. The inside has congealed into an<br />

amorphous mass. The eggs are then colored and sold as a high<br />

treat, highly prized by Filipino children. I will admit that it<br />

might be a most nourishing delicacy for those accustomed to a<br />

rice diet. The very thought of eating one of these colorful eggs<br />

almost nauseated me. For a couple of pennies, though, we could


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buy them on the station platforms and give them to the<br />

youngsters. They gobbled greedily as we grimaced with something<br />

less than pleasure. Even when I was starving, I still could not<br />

afford to dwell on baloots. It was a delicacy that seemed to<br />

have no place in my lexicon of things to eat.<br />

Angeles, the little town on the edge of Clark Field, was an<br />

amazing pattern of brothels, gin mills, dance halls and tailor<br />

spots. The dance halls and brothels were, of course, mostly<br />

adjacent. The medical department of the Army thought so little<br />

of the cleanliness of those houses of ill repute, they stationed<br />

medical corpsmen outside the entrance to hand out sulpha to all<br />

those who partook of the favor of the ladies therein. These<br />

public houses were, it is true, on the lower level in any<br />

hierarchy of harlotry. The girls I saw were not attractive. They<br />

were usually small statured Filipinos, their long black hair<br />

hanging down their backs, their thick, satiated faces showing<br />

neither pleasure nor disgust, just a bored indifference to all<br />

the noise.<br />

Harlotry is not as disgraceful an occupation in the Orient<br />

as Americans like to pretend it is in the States. It is one way<br />

a family can survive well in an economy where the cards are<br />

stacked against a large majority. A farm family with an<br />

attractive daughter will groom her to a life, short though it<br />

may be, of such degradation. She, with her earnings, can enable<br />

the boys of the family to attend school and the family will eat<br />

well. It has never been considered an honored profession,<br />

though, even in the lowest strata of society.<br />

Sergeant Jay Tracer and I did find one dance hall in<br />

Angeles where we spent a few very pleasant evenings. The girls<br />

were young and attractive. They were all good dancers and they<br />

were all chaperoned by their mothers. This whole arrangement was<br />

somewhat different than I had ever seen.<br />

We went up a stairway to a huge, second-story loft. The<br />

front third of the area was arranged with tables. A few<br />

Filipinos and Americans were sitting drinking the favorite<br />

beverage, rum and Coke. The waiter brought us a bottle of rum<br />

and two bottles of Coca-Cola. We mixed our own drinks, heavy or<br />

light as we wished. The price was 25 cents gold. For years<br />

before and after the war the ratio of <strong>Philippine</strong> currency to<br />

American was 2-1; that is: Two pesos were equal to one dollar.<br />

Money was interchangeable in any shop.<br />

Where the plain tables and chairs ended in the loft, there<br />

was a framing of light timbers covered with chicken wire. Behind<br />

this flimsy barricade was the dance floor. Ranged along three<br />

sides of the floor were bleacher-like seats. The girls sat in<br />

these bleachers. Dance tickets were 10 centavos each. You bought<br />

a ticket or roll of tickets and were passed through the gate.


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You gave the girl you asked to dance a ticket and, as long as<br />

you kept giving her tickets, you could dance. The music was<br />

dished out in the rhythm of the day by a good band and the<br />

pleasant atmosphere made it an enjoyable evening for both Tracer<br />

and myself.<br />

The girls lived in the back of the loft with their mothers.<br />

There were no dates and no taking a girl into the back room. It<br />

was a real attempt to run an orderly dance hall. It was a little<br />

tame for many of the boys, as was evidenced by the light crowd.<br />

One other place we visited was also upstairs, over a<br />

woodcarving shop. It was the most attractive place in town. All<br />

manner of carved figures, chests, bas-relief works and small<br />

figures were tastefully arranged around the walls. The drinks<br />

were good at the bar or at tables. It was the hangout for the<br />

"Homesteaders" who had soldiered in the <strong>Philippine</strong>s for some<br />

time. We also found out later on that it was Japanese Espionage<br />

Headquarters. Some of the old-timers had told me that when you<br />

were known, you could get almost unlimited credit at the<br />

woodshop.<br />

Sergeant Tracer and I wanted to get tailor-made suits, and<br />

did the rounds of the shops. The accepted suit material was a<br />

heavy-weight sharkskin in pastel shades of blue, pink or just<br />

plain white. The tailoring was well done and a <strong>complete</strong> outfit<br />

made to measure was $15. The material was of differing quality<br />

and we did not want to order till we had more experience in<br />

judging the cloth. One balmy evening when Tracer and I went to<br />

town, we felt we wanted to see something out in the countryside.<br />

We hired a Calesa--a sort of one-horse shay--for the trip. A<br />

Calesa is really a pony cart with two big wheels. The driver<br />

sits, legs folded beneath him on the protruding rack just behind<br />

the pony. The passengers sit behind him in moderate comfort.<br />

There is a great deal of whistling, whipping and chatter as the<br />

driver urges his pony to trot, not walk. These tough little<br />

Manchurian ponies seem to be able to do a great deal of<br />

trotting, but not without an equal amount of urging.<br />

Our pony trotted between the dark outline of trees on<br />

either side of the road, the clop-clop of his tiny hooves<br />

echoing in our ears. It was a sparsely settled section. From<br />

time to time, we would pass a bamboo shack, sitting high on its<br />

stilts and lit by a long neon bulb in the main and only room. By<br />

this time, I thought our driver was going to whip our poor pony<br />

half to death, we came to a cluster of several buildings. This<br />

was, the driver said, "Bam-Ben." I immediately liked the sound<br />

of the name. I was heartily tired of seeing that poor pony<br />

whipped and we paid the driver off, saying we would not be going<br />

back. He was most solicitous and offered to wait. Tracer and I<br />

both felt that we would rather walk home the 5 km than ride a


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Calesa. We had hopes, too, of being able to call a cab from<br />

Clark Field.<br />

We headed for a lighted cafe on the second story of one of<br />

the buildings. It was about the only light in the little<br />

settlement. It was clean, gaily decorated and bright with<br />

several fluorescent lights. This was, we soon found out, a<br />

family operation. We were the only customers. How these small<br />

roadside places existed at all was a mystery to me. At best it<br />

must have been a marginal enterprise. Our host, his wife,<br />

several small children and a teen-age daughter were all pressed<br />

into service as though a well-mapped campaign was begun. After<br />

an exaggerated greeting the host showed us to a table where he<br />

made a great show of seating his American guests. He made a<br />

motion to the family, standing goggle-eyed behind the counter,<br />

and they began bringing napkins of clean cotton, a tablecloth,<br />

silverware and salt and pepper. Only the little boys did<br />

nothing. They just stared over the counter at us as though we<br />

were men from Mars.<br />

With such hospitality, we could do nothing less than order<br />

sandwiches, which we did. Then we asked for rum and Coke, which<br />

appeared quickly.<br />

I suppose that one of these little wayside taverns could<br />

blossom overnight into a very profitable business should it get<br />

popular. At any rate, our hosts left nothing undone to make us<br />

welcome. We ate our sandwiches, had a couple of rum and Cokes,<br />

paid the bill and left.<br />

Across the street was a dimly-lit structure that looked<br />

more like a big California bungalow than anything else. Its<br />

unpainted sides were nestled back in the trees and the music<br />

that came from a juke box told us it was something of a night<br />

spot.<br />

We went in and found a large room filled with tables.<br />

Perhaps half a dozen of them were occupied by airmen and<br />

officers from the base. The room was drab and dingy, dimly-lit<br />

and far less inviting than our first choice. We sat down and had<br />

a drink. We drank our drink and were lucky enough to get a cab<br />

from the base by phone for the trip home. The only pleasant<br />

memories of the evening consisted in our seeing Bam-Ben, the<br />

small family cafe, and being out of the hustle of the city and<br />

the pressure of the base. The names Bam-Ben, Tarlac-Lubao have<br />

always brought up nostalgic memories of those cool, tropical<br />

nights, the silent jungle, the glimmer of moonlight, and the<br />

trickle of running water as it coursed along the side of the<br />

road. The tropics has a spell that is hard to escape.


The <strong>Philippine</strong> Archapelago<br />

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In November of 1941, I went with a Major Gibbs and his B18<br />

Bomber crew on a reconnaissance flight to the Southern<br />

<strong>Philippine</strong>s. This was almost the only opportunity I had to see<br />

and enjoy the spectacular sight of this great arching chain of<br />

7500 Islands flung out over some 500 miles of placid tropical<br />

sea.<br />

At an altitude of some 7000 feet as we cruised Southerly<br />

from Clark Field on the main Island of Luzon, I could see the<br />

verdant green of clusters of small islands, the ridges and<br />

forests of the larger ones and the panorama of spectacular<br />

beauty unfolding before us. It was as though some great hand had<br />

flung a handful of brilliant emeralds along a sunlit watery<br />

corridor from Luzon on the North to Mindanao on the South. This<br />

was an imaginary Maxfield Parish painting with its illusory<br />

clouds, its vistas of green loveliness, its brilliant blues and<br />

its seemingly endless romantic havens.<br />

I knew little of the Islands and only watched in<br />

fascination as we cruised through the beauty of that Tropical<br />

morning.<br />

It was obvious to me as we approached the largest Island of<br />

them all, Mindanao, the Southern-most of the chain culminated in<br />

the Southern-most town, Zamboanga. This was still the frontier<br />

of an ancient civilization, the home of many of the Moros, the<br />

Moslem sect that had been transplanted to the <strong>Philippine</strong>s by the<br />

Arabs in earlier days. Zamboanga was also on the Northerly edge<br />

of the Sulu Sea and the Island of Sulu, where the great Datu of<br />

all the Moros lived and ruled.<br />

Mindanao, too, I had read about as the place where another<br />

soldier, a Captain John J. Pershing, had fought and won a great<br />

campaign against the Moro Insurectos around the turn of the<br />

century.<br />

As we began our run down the coast toward Zamboanga, I<br />

suddenly began to smell the distinct odor of rotting fish. I<br />

thought it might be something in the plane but the odor was much<br />

too strong for that and it increased by the minute. When it<br />

persisted, I went forward and asked the crew chief. He pointed<br />

to the long, white beach far below, it was cluttered with<br />

dwellings and wide piers that stretched out into the bays and<br />

inlets.<br />

“That," said the crew chief, "is the reason. Those are fish<br />

drying piers. The Moros of this sect live out over the water and<br />

dry their catch out in the open on those bamboo piers."<br />

For miles these piers extended along the coast. What we<br />

were getting was the odor of years of dried fish and some that<br />

had failed to dry sufficiently.


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The crew chief also told me that in some parts of this<br />

great Island the natives fished by diving into the great schools<br />

of fish with a special root in their mouths and a big rock in<br />

each hand. As they centered in the school of small fish, they<br />

crushed the root between the rocks. Its anesthetic action would<br />

cause the fish to lose their ability to swim for a few moments<br />

and they would rise to the surface where other natives in small<br />

boats would scoop them up.<br />

Mindanao was, as I have said, a huge island. It was,<br />

according to men who had lived and worked there, about one-third<br />

Pagan, one-third Moro and the remaining third Christian. Though<br />

I was never actually in Zamboanga, about the largest town on the<br />

island, I did hear that it boasted that it was bigger than Los<br />

Angeles and had unexplored territory within the city limits.<br />

Thus, we can turn once again to the end of 1941 and focus<br />

our attention to the realities of Bataan and Prison camp.<br />

New Years at Cabcabin - 1942<br />

CHAPTER IV<br />

BATAAN<br />

This New Year's Eve showed little prospect of being a<br />

hilarious occasion. Still, to celebrate the end of a most<br />

eventful year, Larry Hamilton, Alf Crabtree and I set off just<br />

after dark to explore. The little barrio of Cabcabin lay along<br />

the beach adjacent to our bivouac. It consisted of a half dozen<br />

bamboo shacks set high on stilts, a few fishing boats drawn up<br />

on the beach and the ever present Filipino youngsters playing<br />

along the banks dotted with pigs and chickens. There was a<br />

small, soft drink stand, also built of bamboo, in the midst of<br />

the shacks. It sold sweetened, colored water in bottles, the<br />

Filipino equivalent of soda pop. The water of Manila Bay lapped<br />

quietly at the soft mud of the beach. The clouds lined the dark<br />

horizon of the sky. There were no lights. A few natives passed<br />

to and fro in the ominous silence of the warm night.<br />

A bit back from the shore, we did encounter a real bonanza:<br />

a bake shop. The baker was just bringing off a batch of bread.<br />

The loaves were about half a pound each. Just out of the oven,<br />

they were warm, tasty and fragrant. We bought all he would sell<br />

us.<br />

The baker said, "I have only a little flour left. The<br />

people need this bread." So we made a deal with him. We had 600<br />

pounds of flour in camp. If he would make the bread, we would<br />

furnish the flour and we would split the results. I hurried back<br />

to camp and sold the idea to the mess sergeant. He had no big


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ovens and the idea of having fresh bread for the whole out-fit<br />

appealed to him, especially as the flour would get buggy were it<br />

not used soon. One of the boys conned a gallon can of jam<br />

somewhere (by moon-light requisition, I assume) and we had a<br />

feast of fresh bread and peach jam. It was the last such treat<br />

we were able to enjoy in three long years.<br />

With the coming of the New Year, we were told a ship was<br />

due to take us to Mindanao. We would take only a limited amount<br />

of equipment, what guns we had and our personal belongings. We<br />

were to be ready on a minute's notice.<br />

One ship did get into the harbor, pick up remnants of the<br />

19th Bombardment Group and carry them to the southernmost<br />

island. They were bombed on the way but the Japanese were poor<br />

marksmen and the bombs were short. These boys were later<br />

captured at Del Monte, the southern island's air base.<br />

Our ship was either sunk or damaged by the Japanese<br />

blockade on its way into Manila Bay as were some 20 or more<br />

other ships that tried to run the blockade. We stayed right<br />

where we were for several weeks.<br />

When the transportation bogged down the decision was made<br />

to employ the bulk of the Air Corps troops as a flank guard on<br />

the Manila Bay side of the Orion Line. I was detached to<br />

supervise a shop at the <strong>Philippine</strong> Air Depot stationed at Bataan<br />

Air Field 1. I was able to keep Sergeants Hamilton, Crabtree,<br />

and several other boys. We moved, with our equipment, to the new<br />

station about a mile farther north.<br />

This air strip was merely a bare piece of land scraped off<br />

the hog-back of one of the low hills. It could serve for<br />

launching fighters and observation planes, not much else.<br />

Our bivouac area and shops were in the canyon alongside the<br />

hill.<br />

As the move orders came down from Headquarters, I realized<br />

I had brought along some of my civilian clothes and my fishing<br />

gear. The fact that I had been in charge of the move allowed me<br />

some leeway. The precious fishing rods I had collected over the<br />

past 20 years were all stored in a specially made box I had<br />

brought from March Field.<br />

During our New Year's Eve sojourn through the barrio of<br />

Cabcabin, I had talked at some length with a native fisherman. I<br />

decided to go down and have another talk with him. His name, I<br />

had found out, was Pedro Camillo. He lived with his family in a<br />

small shack close to the edge of the Bay. I sought out Pedro<br />

again and identified myself. I told him of my box of gear and<br />

asked him if he would care for it till I was able to claim it<br />

once again. I remember telling him, "We will clean this ruckus<br />

up in a few months. I'll be back."


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I drew up a formal, written agreement with Pedro. In it I<br />

agreed to pay him five pesos on the spot and five pesos a month<br />

as long as he kept the box in good condition. Pedro took the<br />

paper to a friend "who knew about such matters" and soon came<br />

back with assent. We both signed the agreement and I felt sure<br />

he would try his best to accomplish his part of the bargain.<br />

(Had I been able to carry out my part of the bargain, I<br />

would have owed Pedro something like $1,200 by the time I next<br />

got back to Cabcabin some 19 years later.)<br />

When I went back to the <strong>Philippine</strong>s in 1960, my wife, son<br />

and I hired a car and drove to Bataan and to Cabcabin. I<br />

inquired for a "Pedro Camillo." Natives directed me to their<br />

house. A slim, friendly girl came outside, a baby on her hip.<br />

Her first words were, "Lieutenant Montgomery." She was the small<br />

child I had seen playing on the beach that dark night that Pedro<br />

and I had made our bargain. She did remember me.<br />

Married now and with children of her own, she had lived<br />

through the hard war years of Japanese occupation and married<br />

the son of a neighbor. Her brother, a sailor in the <strong>Philippine</strong><br />

Navy, was close by and she sent one of the curious children to<br />

bring him. He was home on pass. She explained to me that her<br />

father and mother had both died several years back. She and her<br />

brother were the only ones left of the family.<br />

As for the box of clothes and fishing gear, it had had to<br />

be destroyed soon after the family took it. They had been forced<br />

to move back into the hill country on the slopes of Mt. Samat<br />

and the box was much too heavy to be moved readily. The only<br />

surviving relic was a huge ring stuffed in at the last moment by<br />

Sergeant Alf Crabtree. I told the girl to keep it as a memento<br />

of her soldier friends.<br />

We talked for an hour or so under the gently swaying<br />

coconut trees close by the small nipa shack. The people of the<br />

barrio gathered around while the children peeked out from behind<br />

their mother's wide skirts in awe and wonderment. We were able<br />

to give some presents to the children of Pedro's daughter and<br />

left Bataan to continue our nostalgic visit of the places that<br />

had made history. The trees, vines, and creepers had grown well<br />

during the years and no traces of war and its depredations were<br />

evident. At one place, though, I did find a small graveyard<br />

where we had buried several Filipinos killed in one of our<br />

skirmishes. Bataan 20 years afterward was once again a peaceful,<br />

jungle-covered spit of land where the wild pigs and big snakes<br />

vie for supremacy.


Bataan Air Field No. 1<br />

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Like most of our other locations, Bataan Air Field No. 1<br />

was in a wooded area. The tall trees protected us from<br />

observation. The under-growth of ferns, bushes, and leaves<br />

provided a delightfully sylvan setting for a camp. There was a<br />

small stream close by where we could bathe as often as time<br />

would permit.<br />

I reported my small group to Captain Mike Ushakoff and was<br />

told to get bedded down and report for work. Our first big job<br />

was to build machine gun mounts for the anti-aircraft defense<br />

system of t h e field. The guns we had were twin 5 h air-cooled<br />

machine guns from the wrecked B17s. They were very good guns,<br />

but without the cold temperatures of the altitudes in which they<br />

were designed to fire, they did get hot after a couple of<br />

hundred rounds. Still, they could throw a tremendous amount of<br />

lead.<br />

This airstrip was always under close observation by the<br />

Japanese. It is very difficult to hide an air strip. You might<br />

be able to camouflage one but it's like covering up the<br />

Washington Monument: even an untrained observer knows that<br />

something is there. So day after dreary day, the dive bombers<br />

came winging their way in from the north to make their run,<br />

strafe and bomb the strip. The Japanese employed a technique we<br />

had not seen before. Our dive bombers had always been trained to<br />

approach the target ate safe altitude, wingover and dive<br />

straight down for better sighting. The Japanese came in low,<br />

jumped the field and dropped their bombs from about a 10 degree<br />

glide path. I can't say whether they were easier or more<br />

difficult targets. We did shoot down a few but, figuring the<br />

number of bombings we took, our average was not high.<br />

We usually slept well in our jungle bedroom. We tried to<br />

get in a bath before the sun went down. The stream close by was<br />

a refreshing and delightful change from the dust and sweat of<br />

the day. The malaria-bearing mosquitos began their hungry hunt<br />

as the sun set. To outwit them, we tucked into our blankets<br />

lying on the ground and were careful to tuck the netting well<br />

underneath. Even the trip up the hill for 50 feet from the<br />

stream was a chore. Our legs were rubber, our bodies weary and<br />

our minds fagged out. It would not have been hard to sleep<br />

anywhere.<br />

One morning I was awakened by the P40s warming up. The<br />

early reconnaissance plane was being readied for a look around.<br />

The steady drumming of the Allison engine throbbed through the<br />

still morning air. The lull that signaled the end of the test<br />

run came. Then, the plane began its takeoff down the uneven<br />

strip toward the opening in the trees toward the Bay. In the


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darkness all we could hear was that heavy throated roar of 1200<br />

horsepower at full throttle. There was a break in the steady<br />

syncopation as the engine missed fire. I held my breath and<br />

breathed a prayer. There just was not enough runway to stop<br />

forward progress. The pilot was past the point of no return. The<br />

engine spit, coughed and roared again. It was too late. The<br />

pilot had lost his air speed and the plane settled back to<br />

earth. First there was the sound of a rending scrape of metal,<br />

then a small bomb tore loose and exploded. I could almost follow<br />

the course of the tragedy as the wheels sheared off and the<br />

plane skidded along on its belly, bombs exploding as they tore<br />

off the racks. Then it was quiet again. The sound of truck<br />

engines rushing to rescue the pilot was reassuring.<br />

We prayed and our prayers were answered. The pilot was not<br />

badly hurt though the plane was a total loss. The bombs had been<br />

only 25-pounders and only a few of them had exploded. Before<br />

dawn the plane was off the runway and another plane sent off to<br />

search for changes in the enemy position.<br />

Our shops in the ravine below the strip were centered<br />

around the big machine trailers. We used self-contained<br />

generator systems for power, compressed air and a pumping<br />

system. We employed the same system I had used earlier of having<br />

an Air Raid Warden who clanged a gong just before the raid<br />

began. The crews working in the field above had a warden, too.<br />

He fired two shots from his pistol. At the alarm, there was a<br />

hurried shutdown of machines, turning off of welding torches and<br />

a mad scramble for the foxholes.<br />

As I have said, our living quarters were lush and<br />

beautiful, surrounded as we were by ferns and trees. We were<br />

usually so <strong>complete</strong>ly bushed at the end of a day's work we<br />

bathed and fell under the mosquito bar to sleep till morning. It<br />

was not really until morning, though. Before daybreak, the<br />

strident call of the First Sergeant would ring up and down the<br />

small canyon. "Alright, boys, alright. Rise and shine." Then, he<br />

would give a mighty blast on his whistle and we would come<br />

tumbling out. After a quick wash, we went up the hill to the<br />

kitchen for a cup of coffee. From there, we went to work. About<br />

10 A.M. we would take a break for breakfast which, as we had<br />

come to expect, consisted of rice with anything the cooks could<br />

scrounge. It was a very meager diet and we were always half<br />

starved.<br />

We use these terms "half starved" and "hungry as a horse"<br />

in a different sense than we used them then. We were really half<br />

starved, having subsisted on less than 1,000 calories a day for<br />

over a month. Just dragging back up that canyon for breakfast<br />

was an ordeal after three hours of hard work. I well remember<br />

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brimming when the air raid sounded one morning. I scattered with<br />

the rest being careful all the while not to spill a drop of<br />

coffee or a grain of rice. That food was almost as important as<br />

being alive. The bombs that morning exploded over 100 yards away<br />

and we ate our breakfast right in the foxholes.<br />

When the bombs damaged the runway, the big tractors were<br />

out scraping the dirt back almost before the intruders were out<br />

of sight. Next the graders would come in, level off the filled<br />

area and the tampers finish off the job while the trucks brought<br />

in more fill. The ground was solid and the raids did nothing<br />

more than mess up the strip for an hour or so. All our flights<br />

were reconnaissance. We did not have enough P40s to fight with.<br />

Headquarters had ordered no offensive action in order to save<br />

what observation we had from getting shot down. Still, from time<br />

to time, the boys would jump a flight of Nips and engage them.<br />

We were privy to some of those air battles and on the two<br />

occasions where I was a witness, our fighters came off with<br />

victories.<br />

One afternoon, I was ordered to take a crew of men to<br />

unload a small ship at the Bayside dock. We would work after<br />

dark and finish when the ship was empty. The Japanese had been<br />

trying to sink this inter-island boat and had been unsuccessful.<br />

We were to unload the tools aboard so she could be utilized for<br />

patrol work.<br />

Sergeant Tony Holub drew the first shift for the work and<br />

his men labored mightily until midnight. I had my boys on the<br />

quay and we took over completion of the task.<br />

The small ship lay silhouetted against the dark waters of<br />

the Bay at the end of almost 100 yards of stone jetty, the water<br />

lapping quietly at her hull. We knew that small, Japanese<br />

gunboats were cruising offshore and silence as well as blackout<br />

was a rule.<br />

Walking that long 100 yards out to the ship the first time<br />

I felt almost as though I were running naked down a busy street.<br />

There was absolutely no protection from shell or rifle fire from<br />

the Bay and I could almost feel the eyes of the Japanese<br />

searchers pick me out.<br />

We turned to with vigor. The bulk of the load was kits<br />

piled full with hand tools. Each of these weighed close to 100<br />

pounds. It was all a man could do to muscle one off the deck and<br />

trundle it to the waiting cart. Several of the boys turned up<br />

with hernias as a result of that night's work. In the early<br />

quiet and hustle of those night hours, we raced with time to<br />

finish the job before daylight.<br />

Corregidor lay about four miles to our right. It looked low<br />

and foreboding in the sky, and altogether deserted. From time to<br />

time, a rocket would flare up from one of the bunkers on the


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island, light up the sky and the surrounding water and fizzle<br />

out to leave us in darkness again. With dawn approaching, a P40<br />

roared its way off the airstrip in back of us and streaked off<br />

toward the Bay channel seeking out a target. The trigger-happy<br />

sentinels on Corregidor fired a blast of 50-caliber machine gun<br />

bullets at it, the tracer bullets cutting a series of fiery<br />

splotches in the dark sky. There was near panic at the sound of<br />

shots but we soon got back to work again. Just as the day was<br />

beginning to light up the sky, we finished and trooped off the<br />

exposed jetty to the trucks waiting to take us to the bivouac.<br />

We had been so used to seeking cover that the exposure of the<br />

open jetty, even under cover of darkness, had been a great<br />

strain.<br />

Decision<br />

After supper the evening of February 2, I was <strong>called</strong> up to<br />

Head-quarters of our woodsy camp. Mike Ushakoff introduced me<br />

and several other noncoms to an officer from Corregidor. H<br />

He said, "You have been recommended for a commission. If<br />

you accept, you will be transferred to the Infantry and go to<br />

the front to lead Filipino troops."<br />

The officer also told us we had an hour in which to make<br />

our decision. This eventuality had been in prospect for some<br />

time. I, for one, had thought it over very carefully. The<br />

several of us went off by ourselves and talked. Now that the<br />

decision had to be made, I knew it was the hardest one I would<br />

ever make. It meant leaving the work I knew and loved for<br />

another which I did not know, filled with dangers I could not<br />

anticipate and would know little about, combating. I knew, too,<br />

that Singapore had been captured, that our chances of being<br />

relieved by additional planes were remote and that our gasoline<br />

supply was down to almost nothing for the planes we had. I knew<br />

that I had come into the military service to become a soldier<br />

and that fighting was part of soldiering. Our usefulness as<br />

airmen was about over. We were, I felt, obligated to do the next<br />

best thing, fight wherever we would be of the greatest help. I<br />

was all in favor of taking the commission and its hazards. In<br />

the end, Swede Carlson, Dan Pruitt and I did accept and were<br />

sworn in that same night.<br />

The officers invited us to celebrate our promotion with a<br />

little medicinal alcohol mixed with raspberry juice. Dan Pruitt<br />

and I accepted a glass but Swede Carlson, a very heavy drinker<br />

before the war, had sworn off the day the Japanese bombed us at<br />

Clark Field. I was very proud of my decision but very reluctant<br />

to accept the responsibilities it carried. I went to bed that<br />

night a Second Lieutenant of Infantry without a uniform, bars,


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or even a piece of paper in my possession to certify to the<br />

fact. S till, I felt it was the right decision. I knew my wife<br />

would have agreed with my reasoning. I know I would have had<br />

difficulty living with myself ever afterward had I not accepted<br />

the challenge, had I refused to face the dangers it implied.<br />

Those dangers were all too apparent. As a matter of fact, of the<br />

dozen or so who were commissioned that night, I know of only two<br />

of us who survived. Both Swede Carlson and Dan Pruitt died soon<br />

after capture by the Japanese and mostly as a result of the<br />

diseases they picked up under the strains of the front lines. I<br />

had the sad duty of helping to place the cross on Dan Pruitt's<br />

grave at Camp 0' Donnell.<br />

And so, I was an officer. Our orders were to pack our gear<br />

and be ready to move out for a new assignment next morning. One<br />

of the officers gave-me some gold bars which I placed proudly on<br />

my flight cap. I had been a Master Sergeant and the dozen or so<br />

uniforms I had were identified with this rank. The night before<br />

going to the front, I spent cutting off those chevrons I had<br />

worked so long to achieve. I was going into a new life, a<br />

dangerous life. I hoped only that it would be a useful one and,<br />

perchance, a long one. I knew next to nothing about firearms and<br />

less about infantry tactics. I did know something about men and<br />

what made them tick, though.<br />

Introduction to the Infantry<br />

CHAPTER V<br />

THE BATTLE OF BATAAN<br />

I awoke that first morning at Division Headquarters of the<br />

41st Infantry (<strong>Philippine</strong> Army) with the sudden realization that<br />

I was now an Infantry officer about to go into battle. It was<br />

not at all a reassuring thought. I tried going over in my mind<br />

just what attributes I had to offer this war of the jungle. I<br />

did know a smattering of close order drill. I had also absorbed,<br />

by observation of Infantry outfits on maneuvers, a hazy<br />

impression that Infantry soldiers alternated by crawling around<br />

in the dirt and mud and charging wildly at the enemy with fixed<br />

bayonets. Inasmuch as there was hardly room in these jungles for<br />

one man to traverse a path alone, I discounted my knowledge of<br />

close order drill. The hills were too steep for much running<br />

even without fixed bayonets. So, I concluded, with some despair,<br />

that I would have to content myself with crawling through the<br />

mud and dust. I concluded, with some finality, that I knew about<br />

as much about an Infantry war as the well-known pig knows about<br />

Sunday. I also firmly resolved to tell, or at least, intimate to


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my senior officer, my <strong>complete</strong> lack of knowledge and my<br />

willingness to learn. Having made this momentous decision, I sat<br />

up on my shelter half, threw off the blanket that had covered me<br />

and looked around.<br />

We had arrived in the blackness of the night, with a guide<br />

who apparently could see like an owl. I still don't know how we<br />

got down that slippery, steep trail into the Catman River<br />

Canyon. The rain that had made our passage even more hazardous<br />

had cleared. Now the trees were dripping, green and abundant.<br />

They formed a canopy overhead through which one could only catch<br />

glimpses of the sunlight that was beginning to invade our world.<br />

From the rocky ledge that had served as my bed, I could look<br />

perhaps 200 yards up the Catman. It was a sylvan setting of rare<br />

beauty. At the upper end, two streams joined to form the river,<br />

still a smallish stream by most standards. The water gushed,<br />

burbled, and bounded over the stony stream bed and passed around<br />

a bend off to my right. It was, perhaps, 50 feet at its widest<br />

point. There was a neat little bamboo bridge the engineers had<br />

laid as a handy crossing. As dawn brightened the sky, the place<br />

seemed to come to life. Voices chattered as Filipinos ran down<br />

to wash and bring back water for breakfast. The dripping<br />

coolness, the ethereal peacefulness of this gurgling brook had<br />

no place in my lexicon of places to fight a war.<br />

Yet here we were, a few hundred yards back of what was, for<br />

all intents and purposes, the front lines. Division Headquarters<br />

might not be winning but they had picked a lovely setting in<br />

which to lose.<br />

General Lim's Headquarters were on a slight rise of ground<br />

off to my left. I could see the well-camouflaged bamboo huts<br />

that blended into the hillside. Scattered along the banks of the<br />

stream and farther back on the hills were Division Supply,<br />

Engineering, Ordnance, and Artillery. With its communications<br />

net, this was the nerve center, as the saying goes, for some<br />

10,000 Filipino troops, manning about 5,000 yards of the front<br />

line or, I was soon to learn, "The Main Line of Resistance."<br />

As Swede Carlson and Dan Pruitt, who were on either side of<br />

me, began to stir, we exchanged greetings, picked up our gear<br />

and went down to the river to wash. By the time we had picked<br />

up, a messenger was on hand to relay Colonel Fortier's greetings<br />

and invite us to breakfast. We were all well ready.<br />

Colonel Fortier, it should be explained, was the senior<br />

advisor to General Lim and his division. We were being brought<br />

up to act as junior advisors.<br />

As we threaded our way across the stream to greet Colonel<br />

Fortier, I ruminated that while I might have a working knowledge<br />

of what makes an airplane tick and even what to do when it needs


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fixing, I was a most inadequate person to be advising in matters<br />

of such vital concern as killing people.<br />

My spirits picked up considerably when I saw that there<br />

were piles of pancakes and even a bottle of syrup. We had not<br />

had such elegant food for weeks. Some jam appeared and even a<br />

spoonful of sugar for the coffee. War need not be such a<br />

dreadful thing after all, I told myself. I even mentioned it to<br />

Swede and he agreed between mouthfuls of pancakes.<br />

When we were not quite full, Colonel Fortier sent his<br />

adjutant over to summon us to a conference. Colonel Fortier<br />

explained that we were welcome. He greeted each of us warmly and<br />

said he hoped we were the first of the thousands we all hoped<br />

were on the way. These amenities, we felt, were courteous but<br />

bordering on the fantastic. We were half a dozen Air Corps<br />

soldiers with little or no experience and hardly a shred of<br />

infantry training. I, for one, had never even had an army rifle<br />

in my hands. My only acquaintance with firearms at all was those<br />

brief periods each year when we qualified on the pistol range. I<br />

had a fairly steady hand and I could listen to instructions.<br />

After my first year, I could make "Expert" as far as hitting a<br />

target was concerned. Swede and Pruitt were not much better.<br />

Swede was an aircraft mechanic and Pruitt was a parachute<br />

rigger.<br />

Of the other boys in the small group, the only one I had<br />

any contact with was "Doc" Hinton. He was a big, beefy boy who<br />

had gotten his nickname because he had been a medical student<br />

before being drafted.<br />

Colonel Fortier, who was a tall, lean, regular Army<br />

officer, told us we would be parceled out to various groups of<br />

the 41st Division. He said he needed four men for the 54th<br />

Regiment, two for the 52nd, and one for the 41st. As the others<br />

paired off, I elected to take the single stint with the 41st<br />

Regiment. I don't know by what quirk of circumstance I made the<br />

choice but, as it turned out, I was the only one to survive.<br />

With one of the headquarters orderlies as a guide, I set<br />

off down a trail alongside the stream for the command post of<br />

the regiment. I had brought along a big bag of extra clothing,<br />

knowing that wearing apparel would be scarce. As it turned out,<br />

my new American companions were far more interested in the<br />

clothes than they were in me.<br />

I was to report to Major John Martin, and after half an<br />

hour's walk, we reached the area. The Commanding Officer of the<br />

41st was a major of the <strong>Philippine</strong> Army. He and his staff had a<br />

well-groomed bivouac area alongside the stream. The ground was<br />

neatly swept and well-made bamboo lean-tos served as sleeping<br />

tents. Most of the personnel of the Regiment were from Batangas<br />

Province, south of Manila. From the stories the men later told


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me of their homeland, it must have been a quietly lovely place.<br />

They <strong>called</strong> it the "fruit bowl" of the <strong>Philippine</strong>s. Groves of<br />

all types of tropical fruits were harvested in Batangas. There,<br />

too, in the jungle density the mosquitoes could thrive. Most of<br />

the men of the 41st had recurrent malaria.<br />

My guide took me across the path from the Filipino C. P. to<br />

a smaller and less neatly policed area where several American<br />

officers were just eating breakfast. They, too, had pancakes and<br />

coffee.<br />

I reported to Major Martin, a rather heavyset, jowly sort<br />

of man who, it seems, never took off his tin hat even when he<br />

lay down to sleep. He did rise, his mess kit in one hand and,<br />

with the other, gave my hand a shake. With a perfunctory wave he<br />

introduced the other officers who had risen to say “hello".<br />

Then, sitting on his log once again, he drawled in his very<br />

obvious Southern accent, "Don't have much, son, but if you<br />

haven't had breakfast, we can share."<br />

I assured him I had eaten, even though I was hungry enough<br />

to eat a dead dog with a sore leg, and set about getting my gear<br />

in a pile. I disengaged my canteen cup and went over to have a<br />

cup of coffee with my new comrades. Besides Martin, there were<br />

Captain Sparks, Captain Davey, and Lieutenant Weiss. A Filipino<br />

orderly also was a part of the group.<br />

Major Martin was not an overwhelming conversationalist and<br />

his questions came between mouthfuls of pancakes. He seemed<br />

kindly enough and when he had asked the usual questions about<br />

experience and "How things going back in the rear area?" he let<br />

me answer some of the questions put by Captains Davey and<br />

Sparks. These two were obviously interested in the big bag I had<br />

brought along. Sparks had lost most of his clothing in a<br />

withdrawal not long before and was delighted when I said I had<br />

brought along half a dozen outfits of khaki. I even had a new<br />

leather flight jacket I had scrounged from the clothing stores<br />

of the <strong>Philippine</strong> Air Depot before I left. With clean, new<br />

uniforms, everyone was immediately in a much better frame of<br />

mind.<br />

These officers had been involved for the past two months in<br />

the delaying action that had slowed down the Japanese advance.<br />

It was a series of actions pitting green Filipino troops against<br />

well-trained Japanese soldiers driving down from their landing<br />

in Lingayen Gulf toward Manila. The actions could be <strong>called</strong><br />

successful to the extent that they provided time to prepare<br />

defense positions on Bataan. They merely slowed down the<br />

Japanese advance, though. Japanese plans had <strong>called</strong> for control<br />

of the <strong>Philippine</strong>s in 30 days. With 60 days gone, they had run<br />

out of man power and much of their punch. While they did control<br />

Manila, they did not control the valuable prize, Manila Bay, as


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a base for future operation. True, they had bottled up some<br />

50,000 <strong>Philippine</strong> and American Army units on Bataan and<br />

Corregidor. Until these were defeated, though, their lines of<br />

communication, a supply for further progress, was halted.<br />

Here, too, it might be well to have a look at the overall<br />

strategy. For many years, the Orange Plan had been a basic<br />

concept of <strong>Philippine</strong> defense. The Orange Plan was developed<br />

before the days of air power. It envisioned a strong defense of<br />

Bataan Peninsula, thus protecting the back door to Corregidor.<br />

With "The Rock's" big guns protecting it from the sea approaches<br />

and Bataan protecting it from the rear, an enemy could not use<br />

this magnificent harbor as a base.<br />

Food lockers, refrigerated bunkers and well-developed<br />

trails were built up over the years as defense units maneuvered<br />

on Bataan. The Orange Plan became so well-known that even the<br />

Japanese laid plans to thwart its purpose. Secret caches of<br />

Japanese arms were found buried on the peninsula. They had been<br />

boated in and buried against the day when small parties of<br />

troops would land and create havoc behind the <strong>Philippine</strong> lines.<br />

When General Douglas MacArthur was <strong>called</strong> in by President<br />

Quezon to reorganize the <strong>Philippine</strong> Army, he abandoned the<br />

Orange Plan. "The Filipino," he said, "would fight the enemy on<br />

the beaches." While this may have been patently impossible, the<br />

strategy was sound.<br />

When war did break out in December of 1941, Bataan was not<br />

equipped to support an army. The food lockers were empty. Though<br />

some of the roads were still usable, the only entrance and<br />

egress from Bataan was a single, narrow road through open<br />

country. Even so, when the Japanese landed in force the decision<br />

was made to withdraw into the peninsula. This was the 72 hours<br />

that "will decide the fate of the <strong>Philippine</strong>s." Had the Japanese<br />

been expecting an army of 50,000 men to expose themselves along<br />

that single, narrow and open road, they could have easily cut<br />

that army to pieces. As it was, the army did get into Bataan<br />

before the Japanese realized what had happened. True, they had<br />

relatively little food, poor equipment and hardly any aircraft.<br />

On the other hand, as I mentioned earlier, it was something of a<br />

Pyrrhic victory, for the Japanese had shot their wad, lost<br />

thousands of men and come to a standstill.<br />

A strong <strong>Philippine</strong> main line was set up across the<br />

narrowest part of the peninsula along the Pilar-Bagac Road. This<br />

was a canyon running from Subic Bay to Manila Bay, surmounted on<br />

each side by low hills and separated by a small river. The<br />

precipitous wooded, 4,000-foot hills of Mount Samat and the<br />

Marevelis Range afforded shelter for the defenders.<br />

The 4lst Division had been engaged in this delaying action.<br />

They had made a stand at Abucay Junction and taken a beating.


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They had not lost as many men as the Japanese who had thrown<br />

thousands of men in frontal assaults against the well-prepared<br />

positions, but they had been cut up badly.<br />

By the time I arrived at the front, a lull had set in. The<br />

Japanese were waiting for reinforcements and we were<br />

consolidating our positions. We held the high ground, had plenty<br />

of 6-inch guns in good positions, adequate rifle ammunition,<br />

thousands of very weary men and very scanty rations. When an<br />

army moves, guns and ammunition are the first consideration.<br />

Without cold lockers, the millions of pounds of fresh beef in<br />

Manila had been abandoned. Only canned food and rice were<br />

brought along. An army of 55,000 men eats a lot each day, even<br />

on less than half ration.<br />

So here we were, in the middle of a sort of cross between a<br />

jungle and a forest, our backs to the sea and the prospect of a<br />

fresh army moving in against us. Japanese aircraft controlled<br />

the skies and their warships patrolled the routes any supply<br />

ships would have to take. They did, as a matter of fact, sink<br />

some 26 out of 28 small supply ships bringing food in to us.<br />

One small ship with several hundred airmen did get out to<br />

Mindanao, a southern island, where they manned a group of B17s<br />

attacking the Japanese fleet. These were later flown to Java and<br />

still later to Australia. Those of us who were left were sent up<br />

to fight as infantrymen.<br />

In my new capacity as Junior Advisor to the <strong>Philippine</strong><br />

Army, I was only one of many trying to fill a space that might<br />

or might not do some good. Whether we wanted to fight or not we<br />

were going to fight. And as Captain Sparks said, "We hired out<br />

to fight." This man, Russell Sparks, I immediately liked.<br />

After breakfast, I asked Major Martin to brief me on the<br />

possibilities, the situation and my duties. It did not take long<br />

for me to become convinced that the Major was a beaten man.<br />

Major Martin had come to the <strong>Philippine</strong>s as a reserve<br />

officer not six months before the war. What is more, he had come<br />

directly from a more-or-less sedentary life as a lawyer and<br />

school teacher in rural Dothan, Alabama. He was a self-educated<br />

man, a kindly man, a somewhat bookish soldier. The rigors of the<br />

previous two months of fighting had left him bone weary. The<br />

ferocity of the Japanese assaults, the terrible artillery<br />

poundings, and the unaccustomed hardships had used up most of<br />

his reserve. John Martin seldom took off his clothes when he<br />

slept. Too, he slept in a foxhole while the rest of us stretched<br />

out in the open. John's analytical mind had researched the<br />

possibilities, probabilities and alternatives of our position<br />

and faced up to the fact that we were just what we were, a<br />

sacrifice force. The rest of us had not come face to face with<br />

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As Russell Sparks joined the Major and me in our talk about<br />

the situation, he and the Major branched off to a consideration<br />

of the day's activities. Sparks was in charge of the outpost<br />

line. This was a sketchy series of foxholes--machine gun<br />

emplacements manned by Filipino soldiers flung out some 1,000<br />

yards in front of the mainline of resistance. Its purpose was to<br />

patrol the area in front of our lines, intercept enemy patrols<br />

and, in the event of attack, warn the mainline before<br />

withdrawing.<br />

The Filipino soldiers were under the direct command of<br />

Filipino officers. Our role was to advise, consult, and as<br />

needed, to direct operations.<br />

Our reconnaissance patrols were all run during the day. The<br />

Japanese, on the other hand, did most of their patrolling by<br />

night. The Japanese used all sorts of devices to confuse and<br />

bewilder the poorly trained Filipinos. Working as they did in<br />

the darkness, they would slip past our sentries, tying small<br />

bits of white cloth on bushes to guide them back as daylight<br />

broke. They would, on occasion, set off firecrackers with a<br />

delayed fuse to draw attention to a spot they had long since<br />

passed. They would climb trees and spend 24 hours perched in<br />

leafy obscurity on the chance of getting a shot at an American<br />

officer. As was our practice, they would be looking for<br />

information on movements, not a fight.<br />

Headquarters had been concerned about the fact that the<br />

outpost line had been withdrawn by its Filipino officers on<br />

several occasions and had been forced to fight its way back the<br />

next day. We, as advisors, had been ordered to stay on the<br />

outpost at all times and forestall this withdrawal. As I<br />

listened to the two officers talk, I felt that if I was going to<br />

learn to be an infantryman, I had better begin. I asked to be<br />

assigned to Captain Sparks. A nod from Major Martin told me he<br />

had the same idea in mind.<br />

The front Lines<br />

Right after noon, Captain Sparks and I filled our mess kits<br />

with rice and started out. I was to be introduced to war.<br />

"About the only consolation there is to being on the<br />

outpost line," said Sparks, "is that everyone out in front of<br />

you is an enemy. If you hear a noise out there at night, you<br />

shoot first and then ask questions."<br />

The trail we took led down the stream to a broad and welldevastated<br />

sugar cane field. We branched off to the left and<br />

crossed the Pilar-Bagac Road. As we approached the undergrowth<br />

on the other side of that road, Sparks took out his pistol,<br />

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on safety. Without being told, I did the same. We walked<br />

quietly, pistols in hand along the narrow trail. As we came to<br />

the shallow river that separated us from a low ridge of hills,<br />

we watched cautiously for ten minutes for signs of any movement.<br />

Then Sparks, motioning me to follow, stepped out into the open<br />

and began picking his way among the rocks to the water's edge<br />

and on across the shallow water course. The unsure footing, the<br />

eerie solitude, the unfamiliar surroundings and the tension made<br />

the perspiration flow off my back and down my trouser legs. My<br />

shirt was stuck to my back. My metal hat was uncomfortable, the<br />

sweat trickling down my face from around the plastic headpiece.<br />

I did not take my eyes off that far line of trees, though, and<br />

stumbled more than once as my feet fumbled among the rocks for a<br />

foothold.<br />

We made the far shore and scrambled up the bank to the<br />

protection of the undergrowth where Sparks stopped again to get<br />

his bearings. He, too, was sweating profusely from the exertion<br />

of the river crossing. He smiled at me and motioned for us to<br />

proceed.<br />

This was the dry season on Bataan and the brush, taller<br />

than a man's head, was brittle and scratchy as we passed<br />

through. I marveled at Sparks' uncanny sense of direction. Soon<br />

we could sight the slight rise in ground where the first of the<br />

outpost sentries was stationed. Sparks announced our coming with<br />

a low whistle.<br />

Sparks told me that this was the westerly anchor of our<br />

outpost line. We would, he said, make a tour of the whole system<br />

as a beginning. I suppose I had half expected to find men<br />

crouching in foxholes, rifles at the ready and machine guns<br />

poised for action. The line extended for over a mile along the<br />

crest of a hill, down into a small canyon and up the slope of<br />

another rise. Instead of the tension and alertness I<br />

anticipated, we found Filipinos pounding rice, sleeping<br />

stretched out in the open and under bushes, singing and<br />

chattering as only Filipinos can. Some were squatting on their<br />

haunches as only a native can squat, tending small fires and<br />

stirring rice that cooked in small pots over the flame. For the<br />

most part, their rifles were leaning up against the nearby<br />

bushes or alongside them in the dirt. Instead of uniforms, these<br />

men wore a magnificent assortment of ragged trousers, torn<br />

shirts and wornout shoes. The supply situation, it was obvious,<br />

was something less than adequate. The Filipinos were apparently<br />

a very happy lot, though. They greeted us warmly as we traversed<br />

the line from group to group. The idea of the outpost was to set<br />

up strong points about every 100 yards. The men were under<br />

direct control of noncommissioned officers with instructions to<br />

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their rifles. Instead, though, we found that most of the holes<br />

were dug in long, shallow fashion to make sleeping more<br />

comfortable. A small hole in which a man can crouch makes a much<br />

less vulnerable target for the enemy. The long, shallow holes<br />

can be seen more easily from the air and present a much more<br />

inviting target for snipers. We left instructions that the men<br />

were to sleep as much as possible during the day and stand guard<br />

at night. The noncommissioned officers would listen to our<br />

instructions, nod somewhat understandingly and smile<br />

appreciatively. In all my time on the out-post line, though, I<br />

never knew of any changes in the type of foxholes or of any<br />

great attempt to stand formal guard at night. We found, too,<br />

that the Filipinos had set up crude automated alarm systems.<br />

They had stretched string from bush to bush and tied cans there<br />

full of small pebbles. Anything that shook those bushes would<br />

shake the cans, sound the alarm and alert the guards. It was<br />

probably better than a less than awake sentry.<br />

There were areas in the line where the undergrowth was<br />

thick. We left orders that it was to be cut back to allow a<br />

field of fire. In subsequent days, we repeated the orders. As<br />

far as I could determine, no attempt was ever made to comply<br />

with the order. Each time we <strong>called</strong> the corporal's attention to<br />

the oversight, he would grin, say that he would have it done<br />

"only this afternoon, sir" and go on to his complaints about the<br />

poor rations.<br />

There was always sporadic rifle fire while we inspected the<br />

OPLR (Outpost Line of Resistance). Most of it, as I grew to<br />

learn, was Filipino soldiers hunting the wild chickens that<br />

abounded in the underbrush. It was, perhaps, the best sort of<br />

rifle practice and it would also confuse the Japanese. We gave<br />

up trying to control that, too.<br />

On more than one occasion, I had Filipino sergeants tell me<br />

they had had nothing to eat for a week but a thin, watery soup<br />

of rice. Their faces, even as they talked to me, were streaked<br />

with cane molasses they had neglected to wipe off after their<br />

last meal. There was usually the unmistakable and very savory<br />

aroma of cooked meat around the campfire along the line, too.<br />

The boys did not live expansively, but their foraging was not<br />

unproductive. There was a sugar refinery in Balanga, about a<br />

mile in back of the Japanese lines and each day someone made the<br />

trip. We had given strict orders that no such foraging should<br />

take place, but we were powerless to stop it. We would have<br />

liked to question the men about conditions they found on these<br />

forays, but no amount of interrogation could make them admit<br />

they had disobeyed orders. Finally, I passed the word that trips<br />

to Balanga were permitted if the boys would bring back<br />

information. I think the supply of sugar increased but the


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information did not. We had to depend on our official patrols to<br />

bring that in. We also learned to discount half of what they<br />

told us.<br />

The night stints on the outpost were, by far, the worst.<br />

Sparks and I had cleared off a small area under a tree a few<br />

yards in back of the outpost line. A scout had brought us a<br />

blanket with our evening rice. That first night on the OP is<br />

still a vivid memory. Sparks and I took turns catnapping. We<br />

made periodic forays up and down the line, stumbling through the<br />

dark, hoping some trigger-happy Filipino would not shoot first<br />

and ask questions afterward. After the shrill din of the locusts<br />

and bird life of the daylight hours and the sharp barking noise<br />

of the gecko lizards, the night was still, calm, warm and<br />

portentous with silence. From time to time, the boom of a big<br />

gun to our right or left told us someone had found a target.<br />

Also, there was a sporadic crackle of small arms fire in the<br />

more heavily wooded sector to our left. It was always easy to<br />

distinguish the sharp crack of the Japanese 25mm rifle from the<br />

heavier and duller "splat" of the 30mm used by our troops.<br />

Sparks and I talked in low tones of our homes, our families<br />

and our past. He was a young fellow not long out of New Mexico<br />

A&M in Las Cruces, where he lived. His dad was a cotton farmer.<br />

He had two sisters whose husbands were also cotton farmers. His<br />

pleasant, friendly, well-disciplined personality was a healthy<br />

antidote for the tensions of the night and, as a matter of fact,<br />

for many a night thereafter. Sparks was a great source of<br />

strength. Sparks had one of the cleanest, most interesting minds<br />

it had been my good fortune to come in contact with. His good<br />

humor and ready smile helped us over many a rough situation.<br />

As that first night wore on there were stirrings up and<br />

down the line. Runners came in with reports of Japanese activity<br />

and either Sparks or I would go out to investigate. We could<br />

discern nothing but some activity of small rodents or a<br />

disturbed wild chicken. Then, about 2 A.M., a runner came<br />

creeping up to our bivouac with the news that the Japanese had<br />

us surrounded. We had heard the sound of rifle fire a short time<br />

before. We knew that snipers were on the move and had stayed<br />

quiet. Now, though, the runner said his noncommissioned officer<br />

had told him we were about to be attacked in force. Sparks<br />

crawled over to where the noncom lay and surveyed the situation<br />

with him. He was gone a long time and I lay perfectly still, my<br />

gun at the ready. When Sparks came back, he was smiling. He<br />

whispered to me that the noncoms had all been a little jumpy and<br />

wanted to pull back to the mainline.<br />

“We may have a sniper or two in back of us," he said, "but<br />

we are not surrounded. I told the boys to just stay awake and<br />

stay put." This was the real reason we were on the OP. Had we


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not been there, the whole 100 men would have withdrawn and left<br />

the front unprotected. True, they would have been ordered back<br />

in the morning, but would probably have taken casualties in the<br />

process. By staying firm, we got through the night without<br />

further incident.<br />

Some nights were not so easy, though. A reinforced Japanese<br />

patrol came through one night. They were obviously sent out to<br />

test our strength. They were close before we could spot them.<br />

Our machine guns and rifles opened up. There must have been 30<br />

well-trained Nips in that patrol and they were determined to<br />

silence that machine gun. In a sort of skirmish line they<br />

charged the gun, walking doggedly into its lethal fire. As one<br />

after another of them was dropped, another took his place.<br />

Before they withdrew, they had lost some twelve killed and<br />

several others wounded. They got their wounded away with them.<br />

In another ten minutes, the machine gun would have blown up from<br />

the heat of firing. The Filipinos could never quite appreciate<br />

the limitations of a piece of machinery. Instead of firing in<br />

short bursts and allowing the gun to cool in between, they would<br />

depress the trigger and hold until they had run through a belt<br />

or got a jam. This quirk the Japanese knew well and that is why<br />

they kept coming. We had more than one gun captured that way.<br />

Those Japanese were brave and even foolhardy men. Their<br />

discipline was iron clad and their physical condition was good.<br />

We buried many Japs on that outpost line and took many trophies.<br />

The sergeants carried swords, some beautifully made. The rifles,<br />

pistols, and automatic weapons were poorly made by our standards<br />

but seemingly efficient. The 25 caliber bore of most of their<br />

hand guns coupled with the long barrels gave the Japanese rifles<br />

a high muzzle velocity. The average Japanese soldier, though,<br />

was not a good shot. It was a different story with the snipers.<br />

With their small caliber and big powder charge to give it punch,<br />

the snipers and their telescopic sights could pick off an enemy<br />

at several hundred yards with ease. Our patrols learned to be<br />

very cagey in spotting and checking isolated trees, skirting<br />

clearings and crossing any open ground.<br />

On one occasion, headquarters set up and trained a special<br />

squad for deep reconnaissance. They were equipped with M1<br />

rifles, tin hats and good clothing. Their first sortie was to<br />

escort a military photographer for pictures. Within 200 yards of<br />

our OP they were cut to pieces by snipers, losing their<br />

photographer and several members of the patrol. Headquarters<br />

finally went back to our less skillful but more reliable<br />

Filipinos with their torn trousers, bare feet and unorthodox<br />

methods. We did the daily patrolling that kept the terrain some<br />

half mile out in front of the lines pretty well spotted. When<br />

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patrol, they sent out a special group. When one of these groups<br />

would find something interesting such as an ammunition dump,<br />

food storage or the beginnings of a gun emplacement, they would<br />

send a runner back for artillery. Bataan had been thoroughly<br />

scouted for many years and our coordinance maps gave us a pinpoint<br />

accuracy. Our 6-inch guns could open up on a clump of<br />

bamboo an acre in extent and mow it down like chaff before a<br />

sickle. These guns were old, WWI relics and had wooden wheels<br />

and steel tires but their accuracy was still good and they could<br />

throw a deadly projectile something like ten miles. What is<br />

more, we had plenty of ammunition. The guns were located on the<br />

sides of Mount Samat, the forest giving them a high degree of<br />

cover. There were, as I recall, some 75 of these 6-inch guns<br />

along the 12 km of the line. When we <strong>called</strong> for fire, either by<br />

runner bearing a map with the coordinance or by telephone, we<br />

could hear the heavy, 90-pound slugs whistle overhead. If the<br />

target was really inviting, we would call for four shots to the<br />

right, four to the left, four long and four short. Then with the<br />

surrounding bamboo and brush cut down the gun would be directed<br />

to lay four right on dead center. With each shell having a<br />

bursting radius of some 30 yards, the whole area would be<br />

cleared of brush and enemy, but good.<br />

It was these GPFs given to the <strong>Philippine</strong> Army after WWI<br />

that held the Japanese at arm's length for those several months<br />

of the Bataan campaign.<br />

Our 3-inch mountain guns were much more mobile and could be<br />

used readily and efficiently, too. They just did not pack the<br />

punch or have the range of the 6-inchers, though.<br />

As the days wore on our routine on the OP became very<br />

wearing. Sparks and I would spend the nights together patrolling<br />

the line, trying to get in a little rest, organizing security<br />

patrols and looking for something to eat. After our morning<br />

inspection of the line, one of us would return to the regimental<br />

command post in the rear area. During the morning, he could<br />

bathe in the river, wash clothes, and relax. Then, in the early<br />

afternoon, with the evening rice in a small bucket, he would<br />

retrace his steps back to the OP. It meant over 40 hours out of<br />

each 48 on duty. On the following day, it would be the other<br />

man's turn to go in for a bath.<br />

On this sort of duty one sleeps whenever there is no<br />

pressing problem at hand. If you have 15 minutes free, you lie<br />

down, close your eyes, and are asleep. It does not matter<br />

whether someone is shelling you or some other outfit is having a<br />

scrap with a Japanese patrol off to your left. That is their<br />

business. If you get the chance to sleep, you sleep. I can well<br />

remember the time when the 22nd Infantry was fending off an<br />

attack by a well-muscled Japanese patrol some 100 yards to our


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left. They were going at the business hammer and tongs. From<br />

time to time, we could see men running, firing and maneuvering<br />

for a better position. All this time, our boys, some chewing<br />

sugar cane, were stolidly pounding rice for their evening meal.<br />

They had no more interest in a fight outside their sector than<br />

the 22nd would have had for a fight that did not threaten them.<br />

Our only concern was that the 22nd would muster enough strength<br />

to push the Japs into our sector. Toward that eventuality we set<br />

up a perimeter guard. Our code of ethics <strong>called</strong> for pushing the<br />

Japs back toward their own lines not to the flank into another<br />

outfit's sector. This rule, while not always honored, did work<br />

pretty well.<br />

Then one dark night the Japanese decided to test our<br />

ability with shellfire. It was a walking barrage with 3-inch<br />

guns. Sparks and I were sitting on the ground, our backs to a<br />

tree. The warm tropical night had settled around us. The silence<br />

was almost ominous. Then came the boom of a distant gun and<br />

within seconds the whistle of a shell passing over.<br />

"This," said Sparks, "sounds like the beginning of a busy<br />

evening."<br />

After that first sighting shot, the guns began to<br />

methodically traverse our area. First a little long and then a<br />

bit to the right, then working over to the left.<br />

We knew that as long as the barrage continued the Japanese<br />

patrols would not be bothering us. Only when the booming stopped<br />

and the sharp tearing explosions ceased would we have to become<br />

alert again. Sparks motioned for me to follow and he crawled off<br />

100 yards or so into the bushes. He located an opening in the<br />

ground and half crawled and half slid into a big underground<br />

cavern. It was dark as the inside of your hat, damp smelling and<br />

filled with a mustiness of stale rice. It was also somewhat<br />

pleasantly cool. Sparks explained to me he had found the hole on<br />

one of his scouting trips. The Filipino soldiers had told him it<br />

had served as home for a large family of Filipino civilians as<br />

they fled from the Japanese a few weeks before. There were<br />

merchants and had brought the contents of their general store in<br />

Balanga with them--bolts of cloth, food, clothing and everything<br />

they might need to survive a long stay. They had also brought<br />

the ever present dogs, as well as goats, with their women and<br />

children.<br />

During the several hours of the shelling, Sparks and I<br />

remained in the big, underground shelter. He told me about his<br />

home and his family in Las Cruces, about his job as a postal<br />

clerk and his dreams of the future. I talked of my days and<br />

years as an Army Air Corps noncom, the flights we had taken and<br />

the wonderful wife I hoped to go back to.


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From time to time during our sojourn in the hole, I could<br />

feel what I thought was sand falling from the roof of the cave,<br />

little pricks as though something was jumping or bouncing off my<br />

arms and face. I gave it no more than a passing thought.<br />

When the shelling subsided, we came out and traversed the<br />

line very slowly and carefully. The men were jittery though<br />

there had been no casualties. A shell has to come very close to<br />

injure a man in a foxhole. On several occasions, I have had<br />

shells burst within 20 feet as I lay protected only by a slight<br />

hump of ground. The bursting of such a shell is upward. The<br />

trees in the immediate vicinity were all scarred about three<br />

feet above the ground. The nose of the shell, digging a few<br />

inches into the ground before the detonator explodes seems to<br />

throw its deadly load of fragments upward in a wide circle. Just<br />

getting flat on the ground was 90% effective protection.<br />

I had not been out of the hole long before I began to itch.<br />

It was dark, though, and I could not tell what was biting me. I<br />

spent the rest of the night slapping, scratching, rubbing,<br />

wiggling and otherwise doing my best to divest my anguished body<br />

of something that was feeding with an obvious delight on my<br />

already emaciated frame.<br />

Sparks did not seem to have been bothered at all. As<br />

daylight crept slowly out of the eastern sky, my suspicions were<br />

confirmed: fleas. It seems I had collected them by the hundred.<br />

For some reason, fleas always did like my tender freckled hide.<br />

The area around where my shirt tucked into my trousers was a<br />

solid mass of welts. My chest and shoulders were covered with<br />

flea bites. I had fleas all over me. The first approach I made<br />

to divest myself of my uninvited guests was to strip off my<br />

shirt and pants and shake them, but good. Then, methodically<br />

going over every seam and strand of cloth, I pinched, slapped<br />

and pursued as many of the lively and now well-fed little<br />

rascals as I could find.<br />

It was Sparks' day to go to the rear area for a bath and a<br />

rest, so I was stuck with the duty and my fleas for another 24<br />

hours. There was only enough water for drinking and a short<br />

supply of that.<br />

Had I asked, Sparks would have allowed me time to go back<br />

to the stream half a mile away and bathe. I did not ask. I knew<br />

how long he had been looking forward to his day of relaxation<br />

and he should get it all.<br />

The next 24 hours was probably the most miserable I spent<br />

in what I consider the most trying five years of my life. By the<br />

time I did get back to the command post the following day, I<br />

was a mass of red welts. I had not gotten all the fleas. Those<br />

that were left just had a little wider field for eating. The<br />

sweaty, chafing shirt and pants had aided my scratching to break


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the skin in a hundred places. I twitched, jumped, squirmed and<br />

wiggled in agony. I made a hundred trips up and down that<br />

outpost line just to keep my mind as occupied as possible. The<br />

Filipinos were sure I had news of a strong counterattack by the<br />

Japs and even became jumpy.<br />

Finally, it was my turn to take a few hours off. I almost<br />

ran the two miles back to camp. Without so much as a salutation,<br />

I threw off my gun belt, stripped off my clothes and, grabbing<br />

my last piece of soap, headed for the stream. I laid all my<br />

clothes, including my shoes in a deepish hole and placed a big<br />

rock on top of them. I then lathered myself from top to bottom<br />

with the coconut oil soap in that deliciously cool, clean water.<br />

Even the mild soap burned the raw welts but its burning seemed<br />

to bring relief. I sat down in the stream. I splashed in it. I<br />

washed my hair and even forgot there was a war. As I stood close<br />

by the bank and rinsed out my uniform, one of the Filipino boys<br />

came over to talk. I told him my story. He said he would ask the<br />

doctor for something to ease the red welts that covered me. I<br />

thanked him and went on washing. In a few minutes, he came back<br />

with the Filipino doctor.<br />

"Ah," said the doctor, "I have something for your relief."<br />

He produced a small bottle of purplish stuff and told me to<br />

"Just daub it on," and he handed me some cotton.<br />

I began on the raw, red band of oozing welts around my<br />

waist band. The fleas, it seemed, had worked their way down that<br />

far and, momentarily impeded by the tightness of my trousers,<br />

had munched furiously at my tender belly before going farther.<br />

The first daub of that so-<strong>called</strong> ointment was as though I had<br />

been branded with a hot iron.<br />

"It will burn a little at first," the doctor philosophized.<br />

I switched to a somewhat less tender area on my legs and<br />

only went back to the belt line with small daubs from time to<br />

time. Finally, I decided to smell the stuff the doctor had given<br />

me. It had the unmistakable odor of iodine. As I squirmed and<br />

wiggled and rubbed the now bleeding sores, I thanked the doctor,<br />

picked up my wet clothes and shoes and picked my way over the<br />

rocks back to my camp shelter. After hanging the clothes on some<br />

bushes to dry in the sun, I got out a clean pair of shorts and<br />

lay down. I was due, I knew, for at least another day of misery.<br />

That iodine was already burning like crazy. Finally, I went down<br />

to the river again and just lay in its cooling flow. My whole<br />

body was almost too sore to touch by this time. By noon, Major<br />

Martin told me I had better come in and get a bite to eat.<br />

It was almost a week before I got over my experience with<br />

the fleas and no amount of shelling could have forced me into<br />

another underground cavern. I preferred death in the open to a<br />

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It was about this time, too, that Sparks and I were on a<br />

scouting mission and ran across a colony of army ants on the<br />

move. I had heard of the depredations of these big, black ants.<br />

I was fascinated. They were crossing our trail in a glistening,<br />

black column perhaps six inches wide. On each side of the trail<br />

the line extended as far as we could see, winding over fallen<br />

logs, up trees and down again, around bushes and always moving.<br />

These ants, I had been told, would eat anything they came<br />

across, be it man or animal. There were so many of them and<br />

their progress so inevitable that flight was the only escape.<br />

There were millions of the quarter-inch long creatures and they<br />

seemed to have a purposeful intensity about their movement. We<br />

watched them for a few minutes, jumped over the line, and went<br />

about our business.<br />

We were on the outpost for several weeks before we had<br />

orders to bring the boys back to a reserve area. They were as<br />

happy as were we about the change. As it turned out, though, our<br />

rest was a brief one. We were simply moved to a new locality and<br />

assigned to the outpost of a new sector. Sparks had developed<br />

phlebitis and was having trouble walking. Major Martin decided<br />

to send him back to the base hospital for treatment. I took over<br />

the new OP.<br />

A New Command Post<br />

We moved our command post to the top of a small hill. Major<br />

Martin chose a spot under a large and lovely old tree. Our boy<br />

built us a king-size sleeping platform of bamboo. We dug a<br />

goodly shelter around and under the almost exposed roots of the<br />

tree. Our field equipment consisted of a musset bag with<br />

personal gear, a few pots and pans for cooking and a blanket and<br />

shelter half as well as that most indispensable luxury, a<br />

mosquito net.<br />

The most dramatic sight that impressed itself on my mind as<br />

Sparks and I made our first reconnaissance of the new positions<br />

was a flat field of some ten acres in area. It lay on the<br />

extreme left flank adjoining the sector of the <strong>Philippine</strong><br />

Constabulary. This field had been mined by our engineers and was<br />

posted with small flags around its perimeter: dangerous and<br />

forbidden territory.<br />

Out half way in the middle of the mined field lay the body,<br />

well-decomposed, of a dead Filipino. A little farther on was the<br />

stinking carcass of a Carabao, also killed by an exploding mine.<br />

No one had the pattern of the field and no one dared go in and<br />

bury the bodies.<br />

This field had been ordered mined by Division sometime<br />

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did not maintain an outpost line and Japanese patrols filtered<br />

right up to their main line of resistance. The Constabulary<br />

soldiers would muster a sufficient fighting force and shove the<br />

Japs over into our sector, turn around and go back to their<br />

positions and leave us to fight off the marauding Japanese. The<br />

mine field protected our flank from the inroads. Japanese<br />

patrols soon learned about the mine field and retired rather<br />

than plough into its deadly range. The dead Filipino had<br />

wandered into the field one night and the Carabao, coming from<br />

out of nowhere one evening, had done the same. We thoroughly<br />

respected that mine field and gave thanks to its protection.<br />

Sparks and I had, by this time, established a close<br />

relationship. Before he was sent to the hospital, we had a<br />

couple of nights together at the new location. He scrounged a<br />

rifle for me. It was a World War I Enfield. This somewhat<br />

antiquated, bolt-action piece served most of the <strong>Philippine</strong><br />

Army. There were even some older models, for instance, the Krag.<br />

With the help of one of the boys, I set about learning how to<br />

dismantle and clean my rifle, a gun I had never even fired in my<br />

whole life. It was somewhat rusty and very dirty. With a little<br />

oil, much elbow grease and much tutoring, I felt I had done a<br />

good job. I carried that rifle on many occasions but never did<br />

actually use it against the enemy. It was a reassuring piece of<br />

hardware to have in one's hands.<br />

Sparks and I made one reconnaissance along the line before<br />

he left for treatment of his aching leg. After that, I was on my<br />

own.<br />

Our new outpost was located some 1,000 yards in front of<br />

the main line, which generally followed the Bagac-Orion road. As<br />

the days wore on, I learned a great deal about that dry bush<br />

country. The rainy season had ended about December. The rainy<br />

season would not begin till about May. The terrain was not<br />

greatly different from our last station: hilly with broad areas<br />

of more-or-less flat land. It was covered by high-standing<br />

brush.<br />

Each morning we would rise almost as soon as light crept up<br />

over the east. Our Filipino boy would start a fire and cook some<br />

rice. At times, we would be able to scrounge delicacies such as<br />

milk (canned) or canned salmon. On a couple of very special<br />

occasions, we had some ham, jelly and bread brought in from some<br />

unknown benefactor. It was supposed to have come from<br />

Corregidor, but I have no way of knowing. We ate it sparingly<br />

and luxuriated in the exciting tastes we had seemed to have<br />

forgotten.<br />

Major Martin was not exactly what you could call a fussy<br />

eater, but he did not like rice and was quite frank about it.<br />

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involuntarily and does not like rice even a little bit is in<br />

trouble. Major Martin would eat only a portion of his rice each<br />

day and though his portion was small and what was left was<br />

small, we did not throw it away. In only a matter of a day or<br />

so, it would sour. We had been told that this "sour" rice was<br />

high in Vitamin B, an element we lacked. Sparks and I talked<br />

this problem of Major Martin's over and decided that possibly we<br />

could make pancakes out of the sour batter which Major Martin<br />

would find palatable. There was one big hurdle to overcome,<br />

though. We had to find some soda to neutralize the acid and make<br />

the batter rise. I, as mess officer, concocted the idea of going<br />

to the aid station and getting some bicarbonate of soda for a<br />

stomach upset. Well, I got back to the rear area soon afterward<br />

and headed for the aid station.<br />

I begged and pleaded and threatened and demanded, but I<br />

could get no soda tablets. I had made the mistake of telling the<br />

Filipino medics that the soda was for Major Martin, whom they<br />

knew.<br />

"Major Martin will have to come in and get the soda<br />

himself," said they.<br />

I knew that Major Martin would not come in and so I gave up<br />

the quest. Sparks even tried to get soda at another aid station<br />

as we passed through their sector on patrol, but they too were<br />

suspicious, or out of soda. In the end, we just mixed the sour<br />

mess up and had fried rice pancakes out of a watery gruel of<br />

rice flour and water.<br />

As mess officer, as I have said before, I drew our rations<br />

each couple of days. Each two days I would draw two cans of<br />

salmon and two cans of evaporated milk for 20 men as well as six<br />

ounces of rice per day per man. The 20 men <strong>account</strong>ed for the<br />

American officers, the Filipino cooks and the half dozen<br />

<strong>Philippine</strong> Scouts we had attached to our advisory group. It was<br />

a pitifully small ration and we all lost weight and strength at<br />

an alarming rate.<br />

In my new capacity as lone American advisor, I set off<br />

shortly after breakfast for my tour of the outpost line. To get<br />

to the main line I would have to descend a steep trail some 500<br />

yards and, passing through, cross the Pilar Road and out into<br />

the open of a 200-yard wide river bed. I believe it was <strong>called</strong><br />

the Tiawit River. It was much like the wash of more familiar<br />

California river beds, rocky with sand and a few small trees and<br />

clumps of brush. This stream bed was, perhaps, 200 yards wide.<br />

As I started out into the open, I picked up a dry branch or<br />

broke off a piece of one of the small bushes. As Japanese<br />

observation planes flew low, traversing the water course, I<br />

would stand, still, hold the branch over my head and make like a<br />

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adequate. There were other times when I knew that observation<br />

plane had spotted me and would begin firing a deadly stream of<br />

bullets on one of his low passes. On only one occasion, though,<br />

was I fired upon and that came when a plane spotted me on the<br />

side of a hill along the outpost line. That time, I was resting<br />

beside a huge abaca plant. It must have been just a lucky<br />

sighting for the plane was over 500 feet altitude. As the plane<br />

began its dive toward my position, I knew my only chance of<br />

survival was to lie perfectly still. The machine gun bullets<br />

tore up the ground 50 feet away and I knew the gunner had lost<br />

his sighting. Still, I did not move till he had passed out of<br />

sight. I was afraid he could hear the beating of my heart.<br />

At the far side of the dry wash there was a pleasant,<br />

little stream about a foot deep and 50 feet wide. There was a<br />

rocky passage that could be negotiated dry if one was careful.<br />

Beyond this the dense cover ran into an abrupt cliff some 30<br />

feet high. We had fashioned a trail of sorts up one of the<br />

crevices. At the top the flat land fell away to gently rolling<br />

country beyond. Another 500 yards and I would come to the outpost<br />

line. It extended in either direction for about half a<br />

mile, our sector being about a mile in length.<br />

The same, somewhat incongruous pounding of rice, chattering<br />

of greetings and broad smiles awaited me each day. I doubt that<br />

the boys were glad at my coming. They were just naturally a<br />

cheerful people. My job, as I saw it by this time, was to appear<br />

confident, make a few reasonable suggestions and maintain a<br />

relaxed but soldierly bearing. I would check the position of the<br />

machine guns, fire a few rounds just to test their readiness,<br />

swap an anecdote and move along the line. Just the fact that<br />

they knew I would be around at least twice a day had its<br />

beneficial effects. At least this is what I told myself. By<br />

early afternoon of each day the gnawings of a ravenous hunger<br />

had me drooping with an utter weariness. It was then that I<br />

would seek out one of the several quiet, cool, and lovely spots<br />

and sit down to enjoy the crust of bread or rice cake I had<br />

saved from my morning meal. All by myself in the stillness of<br />

the brush with lizards and an occasional wild chicken for<br />

company, I would relax and try to forget the war. This was an<br />

essentially beautiful place in spite of the buzzing insects, the<br />

heat, and the rather inhospitable inhabitants. My thoughts would<br />

inevitably travel back to the "good years," those days when life<br />

was a simple routine of working at a job that was exciting,<br />

stimulating and worthy of one's talents. I could not keep my<br />

mind off my wife and her teaching job, figuring out the 14 or so<br />

hours difference in time and her activities at that very minute.<br />

It was a great source of strength to me to know that she would<br />

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best I knew. It was also most reassuring to know that while<br />

others might have doubts about their women, I need have none. I<br />

could visualize her beauty. I could feel the very texture of her<br />

hair. I could almost talk to that keen, alert and discerning<br />

mind; and, on many occasions, I did with soft and endearing<br />

words.<br />

After my rest and few bites of food, my path lay toward one<br />

of the several protected areas of stream that traversed the<br />

outpost. After watching from the protection of the bushes for<br />

ten minutes or so, I stripped off my clothes and had a leisurely<br />

bath, rubbing all over with a smooth rock in lieu of soap. Then,<br />

having stood in a sunny spot to dry off, I dressed once again.<br />

It was a simple ritual but a meaningful one. The whole sweating<br />

belligerency of the war drained off me. I was refreshed both<br />

physically and spiritually. I could face reality once again. The<br />

loneliness of these days was a heavy burden. My friendliness<br />

with the Filipinos was something that never got beneath the<br />

surface. My contacts with Major Martin and all the other<br />

officers except Sparks was brief, casual and almost perfunctory.<br />

I was a disembodied spirit in an alien land doing a strange job.<br />

I know that my thoughts turned inward during these days to an<br />

even greater extent than I realized. Realization of the<br />

impending doom that hung over all of us, the hunger that gnawed<br />

at our stomachs, the fatigue that wracked our bodies made these<br />

days of travail most discouraging.<br />

Malobit<br />

No spectacular incidents marred the events of those several<br />

weeks I was alone. I remember one patrol with a <strong>Philippine</strong><br />

Scout, Malobit, though. He and I decided to have a good look at<br />

some of the terrain well out in front of our post. Malobit was a<br />

tall, good-looking, and well-trained soldier. He had spent some<br />

20 years as a member of that well-disciplined group at Ft.<br />

Stotsenberg and knew Bataan like the palm of his hand.<br />

Malobit had explained to me that the Japanese garrison was<br />

concentrated mostly around Balanga along the shores of Manila<br />

Bay. Their forays, patrols, and reconnaissance was done on a<br />

different scale than ours. Each evening the Japanese assigned to<br />

patrol would be trucked out into position opposite our lines and<br />

their work began from there. The daily reconnaissance was<br />

limited to small parties of soldiers traversing the length of a<br />

particular sector. True, they did cover all the front but they<br />

knew that we were not going any place in particular. All they<br />

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“With care," he said, "we could move around almost at will,<br />

scout food and ammunition dumps, note the more heavily traveled<br />

trails and mark our maps for later artillery action."<br />

This was somewhat different from the past patrolling I had<br />

done. Malobit was an expert. He was also an expert with his<br />

Springfield rifle. He had, I discovered not long after we<br />

started, an abiding hatred for the Japanese. Malobit's chief<br />

concern was stalking Japs. As we moved farther and farther<br />

through the brush and open fields, I could feel the intense<br />

concentration with which he surveyed each tree and clump of<br />

bamboo. When I indicated that we should follow a well-protected<br />

water course down to-ward a slightly rolling valley, he shook<br />

his head and motioned me to keep well up on the slope of the<br />

hill. Before descending the hogback, Malobit lay quietly for a<br />

long time, his rifle at the ready. Then, he took careful aim at<br />

a tree some 200 yards away and held his position, his finger on<br />

the trigger. I could see nothing in the tree. Nothing seemed to<br />

move. No breath of wind seemed even to stir the leaves. The<br />

sweat rolled un-comfortably off my back and trickled into a pool<br />

of muddy moisture where my stomach lay pressed to the ground.<br />

Suddenly Malobit's rifle cracked, the sound causing me to give<br />

an involuntary jerk. We lay very still for several more minutes.<br />

Then I saw the body of a Japanese soldier come tumbling out of<br />

that tree, striking branches as it fell. It fell almost as a<br />

sandbag would have fallen, limp, solid, inert. We knew from the<br />

very first that the Japanese soldier was dead before he hit the<br />

ground.<br />

Still Malobit did not move. I was going over the various<br />

avenues of retreat we had open to us, picturing in my mind the<br />

gullies, water courses and turns. I wanted very much to leave<br />

that place of death. Not so, it appeared. Malobit rose slowly<br />

and crawled almost 190 yards farther down the hill. We were<br />

still pretty well protected by brush. With me following at a<br />

decent interval, Malobit finally emerged into the open and<br />

walked quickly up to the dead Jap. Malobit went swiftly through<br />

his pockets for papers, turned the body over and spat on the<br />

dead Jap's face. He then lifted his rifle butt and brought it<br />

down with a crushing blow on the soldier's head. I winced and<br />

shook my head violently. I reached out to fend Malobit off and<br />

motioned for us to leave. Malobit just grunted and smashed at<br />

the skull again before turning to follow me back the way we had<br />

come.<br />

My stomach was doing nip-ups all the way back to the<br />

outpost that afternoon. I did not mention the patrol to anyone.<br />

Especially I did not mention that we had stalked and that<br />

Malobit had shot a Japanese soldier. I was haunted by the limp<br />

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I never did go Jap-stalking with Malobit again, but we did<br />

make many a short patrol together. On more than one occasion, we<br />

hunted for food. With patience and a homemade trap you could<br />

catch crayfish. The traps Malobit made for me and set in the<br />

streams never did yield any food, though. I suspect that either<br />

Malobit or some of the many hundreds of Filipinos got to the<br />

traps before I did. Fruits and vegetables, which are supposed to<br />

abound in a jungle area just did not abound. Those few trees<br />

with edible fruits were stripped clean long before their harvest<br />

was ripe. The wild pigs and big snakes of Bataan had long since<br />

departed for the higher elevations to escape the noise and<br />

marauding soldiers. I saw only one snake during my entire stay<br />

on the peninsula. It was a lovely, coral-hued little animal<br />

about the size of a lead pencil. On one of our forays, however,<br />

we did come upon a good-sized iguana. These large lizards,<br />

Malobit had told me, were wonderful eating. That is, the tail<br />

was meaty, tasted like chicken and should be considered a<br />

delicacy. The iguana we found, though, was a few hundred yards<br />

outside our OP and was feeding on a very dead Japanese. As we<br />

made our way silently along a narrow trail, we spotted the<br />

lizard's tail; its jerky motions from side to side indicated it<br />

was busy. As we came closer, we could see it was feeding and<br />

half inside the stomach of the dead soldier. I very suddenly<br />

lost my taste for iguana even though this was a fine specimen<br />

about three feet long.<br />

On one of my tours up and down the OP, I came across two<br />

Filipino natives loaded with personal belongings. They were<br />

obviously making their way through our lines to the interior.<br />

This was not an uncommon sight, the natives having established<br />

camps on the higher slopes of the mountains. There was something<br />

about these two, though, that arrested my attention. One of them<br />

had very close cropped hair. They were, in contrast to most<br />

Filipinos, rather tall, well-muscled men. Too, I had never seen<br />

a Filipino without the need for a haircut. They invariably wore<br />

their hair long. They always took great pride in keeping it<br />

washed, well-combed and long.<br />

Both men were carrying stout cloth bags. I halted them at<br />

about ten paces and asked them to empty their bags. Without<br />

hesitancy the men began unloading. There was the usual<br />

assortment of clothing, cooking pots and bags of rice. The last<br />

item in one bag was a big headlight from a very old automobile.<br />

It was a big, brass affair with a curved and well-polished<br />

mirror behind the plate glass of the front window. It was old<br />

enough to have antedated the electric lights of the present era.<br />

It was the first time I had seen a carbide auto lamp since my<br />

father owned a Stanley Steamer in 1916. I asked the men if they<br />

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water they could make acetylene gas with which to power the<br />

lamp. They said the lamp was to be used for fishing in the<br />

streams at night. I knew that it could throw a very powerful<br />

beam of light. It might be even used for signaling. I had worked<br />

with acetylene for many years and knew how effective, cheap and<br />

easy it was to generate.<br />

The men reloaded their bags and then, drawing my pistol, I<br />

ordered them to retrace their steps back up the trail to one of<br />

the <strong>Philippine</strong> Army groups. Malobit was there supervising some<br />

boys in machine gun cleaning.<br />

I asked several of the boys to talk to the men in Tagalog.<br />

They could get no answer. The men, they explained, spoke<br />

Visayan, another language quite different from Tagalog. I asked<br />

Malobit what he thought we ought to do. He seemed uncertain. As<br />

we conversed in English, I watched to see if there was any hint<br />

that the men were nervous or were listening. They did not seem<br />

to comprehend. In the end, I asked Malobit to take the two men<br />

to Regimental C. P. for interrogation. On a later occasion I did<br />

find out that the lamp had been taken from the men, but that<br />

they had been released to go their way. I always did feel they<br />

were Japanese sent out to direct gunfire. At least, they did not<br />

direct it with that big old-fashioned lamp.<br />

It was always very difficult to get prisoners. We would<br />

like to have had some for questioning. From time to time,<br />

heavily reinforced patrols were sent out from Regiment or<br />

Division for the purpose of capturing some.<br />

The Japanese soldier had been so well indoctrinated with<br />

the idea of fighting to the death before surrender that it took<br />

surprise and cunning to capture one alive and unhurt.<br />

I heard of the case of one 50mm patrol jumping a squad of<br />

Japs while they were sleeping early one morning and managing to<br />

get almost back to our lines. Then a pursuing Japanese unit<br />

headed them off into the mountains for a two-day game of hideand-seek.<br />

The American officers and their Filipinos were running<br />

low on food. The Jap prisoners had to be blindfolded and gagged<br />

and led along trails by their captors. They had not been fed<br />

since their capture and were growing weak. The second night of<br />

the deadly cat-and-mouse game the officers realized they were<br />

not going to get back if they had to continue to be slowed by<br />

the prisoners. They were faced by a grave alternative. What to<br />

do with the prisoners? The patrol could not continue to take<br />

them along. They could not turn them loose.<br />

In the end they decided that the Japs would have to be<br />

disposed of, quietly. It was done with knives.<br />

This story which came from a reliable source, always<br />

disturbed me. I knew that it might very well have happened. The<br />

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Getting them back became a major issue. The disposal of the<br />

Japanese was a rough decision to make, but it was a logical one.<br />

As one man told me, though, I would not have liked the<br />

responsibility of justifying this course of action to the<br />

mothers of those Japanese soldiers.<br />

In the warmth and comfort of our living rooms or over the<br />

green felt covered table of a conference on treatment of<br />

prisoners the decision might have been a different one. In the<br />

loneliness of the jungle with fatigue and hunger and danger<br />

clawing at your every movement, the most immediately effective<br />

solution to a problem is usually the one that presents itself.<br />

This seems to be just another by-product of war. The only sin in<br />

war, it seems, is to lose.<br />

I always enjoyed my associations with Malobit and with the<br />

other Filipinos. They were a kindly and hospitable people. The<br />

boys we had from Batangas Province all spoke Tagalog, the<br />

national language of the <strong>Philippine</strong>s. Their chatter was<br />

incessant. They were all supposed to understand English, too. At<br />

least, it was a part of their schooling. Whenever I had<br />

instructions to give, though, and they did not want to<br />

understand, the same stock answer would come, "I am sorry, Sir.<br />

I do not speak English."<br />

Those who did speak English did so with a delightful twist.<br />

On one occasion in our command post our orderly was answering<br />

the telephone. The caller asked to take with Major Martin. "I am<br />

sorry, sir," said the orderly, "Major Martin is not presently<br />

available."<br />

"Well," said the voice, "make him available. This is<br />

Colonel Wetherby."<br />

"I am sorry, Sir," said the orderly, "Major Martin is<br />

moving his bowels."<br />

Many of these boys from Batangas were <strong>complete</strong>ly unfit for<br />

military duty. When I asked about their induction to the service<br />

I was told that their division doctors had also come from<br />

Batangas and it would have been a disgrace to have disqualified<br />

any of them who could stand erect and walk a mile.<br />

It was generally accepted by all of us who had to work with<br />

Filipinos that any relationship between the reports they gave us<br />

and the truth was speculative. First, they would figure out what<br />

you wanted to know and then tell you that and nothing more.<br />

Sparks and I were constantly hammering at the boys to maintain<br />

some semblance of sanitation. It was a discouraging and dismal<br />

campaign. To each group of men under our charge, we would insist<br />

on a latrine. We would have to personally supervise the digging<br />

of the slit trench. We told them that each time they used the<br />

trench they should throw a little dirt over the immediate area<br />

to cover any effluent from ravages of millions of flies. After a


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week or so in any given area, we found the only use of the<br />

latrine had been by Sparks or myself. Either the Filipinos were<br />

terribly constipated, which I had reason to doubt, or they just<br />

did not use the latrines. As one boy told me with some degree of<br />

bewilderment, "Sir, why do you want us to dig a slit trench and<br />

then fill it up?"<br />

So, the flies prospered, dysentery flourished and the 300<br />

men we were supposed to have dwindled to about an average of<br />

100.<br />

I have spoken briefly about our role as "advisors" to the<br />

<strong>Philippine</strong> Army. I should, perhaps, elaborate on this function.<br />

As Major Martin had pointed out, "You are not in command. You<br />

will," he said, "familiarize yourself with plans, preparations<br />

and disposition of troops."<br />

He had indicated that I would take my instructions from<br />

Captain Sparks, an admonition that was, by any shadow of a<br />

doubt, unnecessary.<br />

“You will point out to the best of your ability," said the<br />

major as he unfolded a large map, "the alternatives to the<br />

Filipino officers and help them select the best course of<br />

action."<br />

He had pointed out on the map the black crosses that marked<br />

our positions along the outpost. Then he drew his finger along<br />

the line of red crosses that, he said, showed the Japanese<br />

positions. Then with very deliberate precision, he traced an<br />

area some 500 yards in back of the red crosses and said that<br />

this was the area we would be scouting.<br />

Something akin to consternation and surprise must have<br />

showed in my face for he said, "We want to find out as much<br />

about this area as we can."<br />

I said, “Major, that is a good quarter of a mile in back of<br />

the Japanese lines. I don't know that I am equipped to do that<br />

sort of reconnaissance."<br />

"I don't want you to fight unless it is absolutely<br />

necessary," he said, "but I do want you to cover as much of that<br />

ground as you can."<br />

As I had become used to going out on patrol with Sparks and<br />

alone with a few Filipinos, my shaky confidence firmed up. We<br />

seldom saw Japanese and when we did, we lay low till they<br />

passed. We would start early in the morning, skirt the bamboo<br />

thickets, crawl through the brush, note our direction with a<br />

small compass and, having attained what we thought was a<br />

sufficient distance, circle back. We would note any trails,<br />

supply dumps or motor vehicles. It was nerve-wracking work and I<br />

always came back <strong>complete</strong>ly exhausted. I must admit that I never<br />

fired a shot or came very close to a Japanese soldier on one of<br />

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On one patrol, though, led by a Filipino Lieutenant, a<br />

couple of Japanese outposts jumped the Filipinos. The Filipinos,<br />

being superior numbers, shot the Nips out of their tree perch<br />

and withdrew. The Lieu-tenant brought along the helmet of one of<br />

the Japs and his rifle. As he neared our lines, he began to<br />

sing, jammed the helmet on his head and swaggered right up to<br />

our outpost. One of our sentries took careful aim and put a<br />

bullet right through the Lieutenant's head. It was just one of<br />

those crazy things that can and does happen.<br />

On another occasion, one of our patrols came in contact<br />

with a group they supposed were Japanese. A terrific fight<br />

ensued in which several men were wounded. Then it was discovered<br />

the opponents were from an outfit on our left flank who had<br />

wandered into our area.<br />

It was times like these that made the war a dangerous<br />

thing. We could hear the firing from our positions along the OP.<br />

We did not have sufficient manpower to send out reinforcements<br />

but we prepared for an attack. Runners would come in from up and<br />

down the line as the Filipino officers placed their men. Most<br />

often the runners would announce with great finality, "Sir, we<br />

are surrounded. Lieutenant Somantin says we should withdraw."<br />

Sparks would always be sure to write out an answer to the<br />

message. He would also include a memo to the effect that there<br />

would be no withdrawal until he, Captain Sparks, gave the order.<br />

When we were finally relieved of our position, the Second<br />

Battalion straggled in early one morning. We, members of the<br />

First Battalion, were ready to move out. We were supposed to<br />

have three companies of Infantry. As a matter of fact, instead<br />

of the 300 men, our full strength, we had about half that<br />

number. I was never able to find out just where the men<br />

disappeared. Some were sick, some were on details in the rear<br />

area. Many of the boys, I know, spent days on end wandering the<br />

hills in search of food. There were those, too, who made trips<br />

in to Manila by slipping through the Japanese lines.<br />

When we were ready to make our way back to the Main Line of<br />

Resistance, we presented what Sparks <strong>called</strong>, "Our counter attack<br />

formation."<br />

The soldiers stood in small groups, their ragged trousers,<br />

bare feet, torn shirts and battered coconut fiber helmets giving<br />

them the appearance of a group of castaways on a desert island.<br />

There was a low ripple of excited talk and laughter, though. As<br />

we moved out, the Filipinos almost to a man, swung their rifles<br />

across their shoulders. Then with their personal effects hanging<br />

from one end of the gun and their cooking pots from the other,<br />

we trailed off down the path. The clanking of the pots, the<br />

chatter of the men and the shouts of the officers gave the whole<br />

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hungry. They were looking forward to a few days of rest. Both<br />

Sparks and I knew the strain they had been under and we felt a<br />

great relief at the prospect of fresh water and a little<br />

relaxation.<br />

Scrounging For Food<br />

After our relief from the long stint on the outpost, I got<br />

permission from Major Martin to accompany Captain Davy on a trip<br />

to the rear area to scrounge food. As mess officer for our tiny<br />

group of American officers and their <strong>Philippine</strong> Scouts, it was<br />

my duty not only to draw the daily pittance of six ounces of<br />

rice per man per day, but to forage for whatever else I could<br />

find.<br />

Bob Davy, who was attached to us for Liaison work as<br />

artillery support officer, had an old Packard stashed away in<br />

one of the deep ravines back of our camp. By the time we got to<br />

it, though, someone had drained the gas and stolen enough parts<br />

that we could not get it started. We hitched a ride with a highranking<br />

Filipino officer in his command car and began our trip.<br />

Along the dusty roads of the hills, we made good time. We<br />

knew that Photo Joe, the Japanese reconnaissance plane, could<br />

see the lively trail we were leaving, but he did not try to<br />

attack. As we neared more open country close to the Bay, it was<br />

a different story. The plane swooped low to see just what we<br />

were doing. After pulling off the road several times, we made<br />

the main road leading to the rear area. Now Photo Joe became<br />

more curious. We pulled off into a clump of trees as he made a<br />

wide turn to dive on our open car. He could not find us. We<br />

waited in the secluded spot for an hour. We could look out over<br />

the quiet waters of the Bay, see the gulls wheel and glide in<br />

the morning sun. As I lay on the leafy slope under the trees, I<br />

wondered if we, too, would one day relax and play in the sun. I<br />

drifted off to sleep and was awakened by Bob Davy with the news<br />

that Photo Joe had disappeared.<br />

Our route lay toward Marevelis some 20 km to the rear. Much<br />

of the terrain was flat and open. Our only course was to<br />

floorboard the throttle and make a run for the woods beyond. No<br />

sooner than we were committed to an open space of about a mile<br />

than Photo Joe loomed up behind us. He had alerted the Japanese<br />

Artillery, too. Now, with the plane diving and shells popping to<br />

the rice paddies along the side, we raced at breakneck speed<br />

around curves and over the rocky road. Photo Joe evidently had<br />

only one gun, a 2Omm cannon and he was a miserably bad shot. He<br />

did pepper the road behind us, though, and the red flashes came<br />

to within 20 feet as we hurtled out of the open space to the<br />

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some buildings alongside the road afire and chewed up the rice<br />

paddies in showers of mud and rock.<br />

Bob Davy and I got off at the <strong>Philippine</strong> Air Depot where I<br />

had worked before going to the front. The boys all greeted me<br />

warmly. With the high casualty lists, they had not held out much<br />

hope of ever seeing their shop "super" again.<br />

I explained that we were looking for food. Their only<br />

comment was, "so are we." I asked for anything they might have<br />

to spare. Captain Ushakoff went up to his bunk area and came<br />

back with a whole case of Filipino cigarettes. It was a<br />

goldmine. We all knew that I might trade them for food somewhere<br />

along the line. Filipino cigarettes were made with local<br />

tobacco. They were longer than American smokes, napped in dark<br />

brown paper and the smoke they emitted was strong enough to cut<br />

like a new file. One good drag on a "Pino Butt" as we <strong>called</strong><br />

them, left you gasping and coughing. They were cigarettes,<br />

though, and someone might be willing to trade for food. I<br />

blessed Mike Ushakoff fervently, shook hands all around and we<br />

set off on our trading mission. At least we had collateral.<br />

At every outfit where we stopped we were met by the same<br />

story: "nothing to eat." Most units were making coffee out of<br />

their pitifully slim rice ration and would grudgingly offer us a<br />

cup of the brew. They just did not have enough of anything to go<br />

around among themselves, though. The war was in its third month<br />

and the scarcity of food was beginning to tell in the pinched<br />

faces and slackening gait of most men.<br />

Our last stop was at the headquarters camp of the 31st<br />

American Infantry Battalion. Here, too, they had burned some<br />

rice, ground it up, and made a black brew which they offered as<br />

a token of hospitality. This was the only American outfit intact<br />

in the <strong>Philippine</strong>s. They were being held back as a reserve unit<br />

to run into any break in the line. It was the outfit scheduled<br />

to relieve us at the base of Mt. Samat when the Nips broke<br />

through. In the darkness of that terrible night a month later,<br />

they would lose their way and fail to arrive. Now they were<br />

friendly but adamant in their response that they had nothing,<br />

but nothing, to trade.<br />

In the end, we took our 50 packs of Dobie cigarettes and<br />

hitched a ride back to the front, arriving late that night under<br />

the protective covering of dusk.<br />

On the way, we almost made a real killing. Along the trail,<br />

we found a mule that had been wounded in a shelling of the<br />

afternoon. Bob Davy and I would like to have finished the<br />

stricken animal off with a 45-slug, but we had no way to get it<br />

back to camp without help. Our problem was solved when an<br />

officer and several Filipino soldiers from the Engineer group<br />

came up.


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The mule belonged to their labor battalion and they had<br />

prior rights. Mule may not seem like a tasty dish to well-fed<br />

folks, but it would have meant a wonderful meal for our sick and<br />

weary men. Bob and I considered contesting with the Engineers<br />

for at least half of the meat, but we knew our problem was<br />

transport. It is not easy to move even half of a 1200-pound<br />

mule. We still had five miles to go and the road was up hill and<br />

down dale.<br />

My only solace from the trip was the passing out of the<br />

Dobie cigarettes next morning. Each man in the regiment got one<br />

or two. The trading, swapping, and haggling that went on for<br />

days over those few acrid smelling butts was a tremendous<br />

psychological event. It broke the monotony. It was an exciting<br />

event and my stock among the boys went up 100%. I found them<br />

much easier to deal with after that. The fact that I would pass<br />

out cigarettes for free was a staggering shock to their<br />

understanding.<br />

Japanese Attack<br />

By the middle of March, the tempo of Japanese patroling,<br />

shell fire, and bombing stepped up. We could tell from our own<br />

patrols that concentrations of troops were maneuvering opposite<br />

our lines. Big, solid, sod gun emplacements would reappear<br />

almost as soon as we had blasted them with the 155 guns. The<br />

trails and roads were more heavily traveled.<br />

One of our patrols had found some papers on a dead Japanese<br />

officer which indicated in very specific detail the plan of<br />

attack for the final break through. Just why he was carrying<br />

such a top-secret document is still a mystery. This paper, when<br />

translated by GHQ, said in effect, that the Japanese Imperial<br />

Army would make a frontal attack at the base of Mt. Sumat. There<br />

would be a diversionary attack on our left flank. The frontal<br />

attack would then swing off down the Manila Bay side of the<br />

peninsula, the Marevelis mountains protecting the flank. It was<br />

a good, solid plan and only a strong defending force could even<br />

delay its consummation. We were not, by this time, a strong<br />

defending force. The 41st Division, of which I was a member, was<br />

stationed around the base of Mt. Sumat. We were, we assumed,<br />

going to take the brunt of that first assault by the first<br />

Japanese. Toward the end of repulsing the attack, we had<br />

developed a fairly strong line. Our outpost was designed to be<br />

only a device to make the enemy show his strength, alert the<br />

Main Line and withdraw. On the first of April, a fresh group of<br />

men was assigned to the OP. I and my men were brought back to<br />

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The night after I was pulled out of the outpost, the<br />

Japanese began their probing. They tested the defenses all along<br />

the OP without doing more than hit-and-run. The next night,<br />

after a thorough shelling, they hit a little harder and forced<br />

the outpost to withdraw. On April 3, just as we were finishing<br />

breakfast, we heard the dive bombers come screeching in. This,<br />

we felt, was the beginning of the end of the defense of Bataan.<br />

A few days before Sparks, who had returned from the<br />

hospital, and I were caught in an exposed area by a dive bombing<br />

raid. A small steel splinter had barely pierced my leg. It was<br />

hardly enough to do more than break the skin. I removed the<br />

splinter, no larger than a needle, washed the wound and forgot<br />

the incident. That happened on Good Friday. By Easter Sunday,<br />

the day the shelling began in earnest, my left leg was sore with<br />

infection. Still, I had nothing but a first-aid kit of clean<br />

bandage for treatment. The battalion aid station was far back of<br />

our lines and, not only was I forbidden to leave the front but I<br />

had little faith in Filipino doctors. Too, we were busy with<br />

defense preparations. Our chore was to establish a flank guard<br />

between the 41st Division and the <strong>Philippine</strong> Constabulary on our<br />

left.<br />

With the crack of dawn on April 3, the Japanese guns began<br />

to hammer at us. Lieutenant Weiss was in the vicinity and came<br />

over to join our party in the big foxhole under the tree. Our<br />

Filipino orderly along with Sparks and myself, made the quarters<br />

somewhat cramped. We settled down, our backs to the dirt walls,<br />

to wait out the barrage. Instead of slackening off within an<br />

hour as we anticipated, the enemy guns only increased their<br />

constant hammering at our positions. There was the heavy roar of<br />

big mortar shells, the scream of 6-inch shells and the high<br />

velocity of small anti-tank guns.<br />

We were in heavily wooded terrain and many of the shells<br />

burst as they struck the tops of the trees. The firing would<br />

rise to a crescendo of blasting, tearing, ripping metal<br />

punctuated by the distant detonations of whole batteries firing<br />

simultaneously. It was like the beating of huge drums with the<br />

answering crash of cymbals. For a time, we kept track of the<br />

explosions; some 30 to 40 shells a minute were exploding in our<br />

immediate area. We found out later the Japanese had 240<br />

batteries of artillery concentrated in the barrage. There was<br />

nothing we could do but sit and wait. While we knew that only a<br />

direct hit would really destroy our shelter, we also knew that a<br />

stray fragment from one of those tree bursts could cut a man in<br />

two. The jagged pieces of metal hissed and sizzled in the dirt<br />

as they spent their evil force, kicking sand and rocks into our<br />

hole. I picked up one of these spent fragments and just as<br />

quickly dropped it. It was searing hot.


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We were all men who had undergone bombings, shellings,<br />

fatigue and hunger. We were at that state when a numbness sets<br />

in that tends to block off a reasoning fear. You tend to accept<br />

the situation, do what you can to avoid exposing yourself any<br />

more than is necessary and conserve your energy for what may<br />

follow.<br />

From time to time, the shelling would slack off and a<br />

flight of dive bombers come screeching in to lob a few hundred<br />

small bombs down our canyon. This was almost a respite, for the<br />

bombers, we knew, would lay their eggs and fly off. The guns, on<br />

the other hand, could keep peppering away hour after hour. All<br />

through the long morning we huddled under our tree, seeking as<br />

much protection as possible from the big roots and the high<br />

banks of dirt around the perimeter. We talked of the past, the<br />

present and the distinct possibility of the salt mines of<br />

Manchuria. We knew we were beaten men, both physically and<br />

mentally. We had shot our wad and we knew it. We knew our boys<br />

could not put up much of a real fight against well-fed troops.<br />

We ourselves, were almost too weak from lack of food, constant<br />

fatigue and utter despondency to resist much longer. We had lost<br />

the will to fight. While those in the rear areas might cling to<br />

some talisman of hope or outside help, we who had been involved<br />

in the front line action knew the deep weaknesses of our<br />

position.<br />

The shelling continued through the afternoon. We did not<br />

dare even get out of the hole to rescue the few bits of rice<br />

left in the cooking pots. Sparks and I talked over the<br />

alternatives. We knew that with darkness coming on we could<br />

expect an Infantry charge. We sent our orderly out to the flank<br />

position to bring in a casualty report. He returned with the<br />

news that aside from a few slightly wounded men, the line was<br />

intact. A runner crawled in from Regimental Command to relay<br />

orders for a withdrawal just before sunset. Our flank guard was<br />

to assemble along the regimental reserve line some 200 yards to<br />

the rear. The main line defense was to be abandoned and a stand<br />

made at the Regimental line where heavy bunkers for machine guns<br />

were ready to receive our force. Log bunkers, sod rivetments and<br />

a good field of fire made this position a sound one. As Sparks<br />

and I talked over the mechanics of the move, Lieutenant Weiss<br />

demurred about leaving the protection of the hole. His duty<br />

station was with another battalion whose whereabouts he did not<br />

know. We told him to stay with us and help get the men into<br />

position.<br />

With our plans <strong>complete</strong> we set the first lull in the<br />

shelling as the time for a start. Weiss broke down and began to<br />

cry. It was a surprising reaction for he seemed to have himself<br />

very well in hand. Sparks climbed out of the hole first and I


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followed. Weiss refused to leave. I jumped back into the hole to<br />

help him out. With this, Weiss sagged to the bottom of the deep<br />

trench and groveled in the dirt, blubbering hysterically. We<br />

could not leave him there and we could not waste time coaxing<br />

him along. I jerked the young officer to his feet and slapped<br />

his face with my open hand, urging him to straighten up. I had<br />

never witnessed a <strong>complete</strong> breakdown of this sort before and yet<br />

it seemed to come as no great surprise. Supporting the still<br />

blubbering Weiss with one arm I gathered up what personal<br />

belongings I could with the other. Sparks <strong>called</strong> out for a<br />

runner to inform the flank guard of our new position and went<br />

off to supervise the withdrawal. I was ordered to get Weiss back<br />

to the Regimental Reserve Line and determine the positioning of<br />

our men. By dark, the shelling had dropped off to an occasional,<br />

single, heavy shell. We knew the land attack had begun. All five<br />

battalions of the 41st Regiment were congregating to man the<br />

reserve line. Captain Goldberg, a fine American Infantry officer<br />

with the 2nd Battalion was nominally in charge of the line. He<br />

assigned me our sector and told me to stand by the phone to<br />

Regimental Command. It was darkening. As our boys began to come<br />

in, I could see they were frightened and jittery. I showed them<br />

their places and collared several who tried to keep on toward<br />

the rear. While I stayed close to the phone, Sparks got them<br />

into position, supervised the handling of ammo boxes and showed<br />

them where to set up the machine guns. There was an air of<br />

frantic haste, some confusion and a babble of frightened<br />

conversation.<br />

The phone rang and I jumped. Such a matter-of-fact noise<br />

amidst the running, shouting and shell fire was incongruous. I<br />

answered and heard a wholly unfamiliar voice at the other end of<br />

the line.<br />

"Lieutenant Montgomery, command Blue,” I said.<br />

"This is command Red," the other voice said, Command Red<br />

was Regimental Headquarters. "You will organize your men in an<br />

orderly withdrawal along the Pantingan corridor," the strange<br />

voice said.<br />

I asked for a repeat on the order and also asked the<br />

speaker to identify himself. He merely repeated the order and<br />

said, "This command Red."<br />

I said, "I refuse to accept this order. Captain Goldberg is<br />

in command and I will get him. You will have to confirm the<br />

order with him."<br />

I sent out a runner and Captain Goldberg came in, breathing<br />

hard, in a few minutes. He conferred for some time with the<br />

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"We are pulling out. We will withdraw along Trail 2," said<br />

Goldberg. "First the 43rd, then 42nd and the 41st will bring up<br />

the rear."<br />

All this did not make sense to me, but an order is an order<br />

and I had confidence that Goldberg and Regiment knew what they<br />

were doing. He did mention something about the 31st American<br />

Infantry coming in to relieve us.<br />

In the excitement, strain and anger of the day, I had<br />

forgotten my infected leg. Now, having been on it for several<br />

hours, the ache was back with renewed intensity. We pulled as<br />

many guns and as much ammunition as we could carry and formed<br />

the men for the march back up the steep slopes of Mt. Sumat. I<br />

was glad to be getting out of that hot spot but I knew we were<br />

leaving an easy position for the Japs to take and hold. I<br />

assumed that another unit would move in right behind us. The<br />

American Infantry standing by in Corps Reserve was scheduled for<br />

that unhealthy chore.<br />

Our trek up the Stygian darkness of that torturous mountain<br />

trail that dark, forbidding night was a nightmare of exhaustion.<br />

My leg was swollen, painful and weak. The climb was steep and<br />

our loads were heavy. I gave away everything I had except the<br />

barest essentials.<br />

The boys plodded on, silent and bone weary. We did not know<br />

what the future held but we knew that after months of front line<br />

duty we were not fit to fight our way out of a paper bag. These<br />

boys had fought a long, wearysome battle, not only with the<br />

enemy but with hunger, filth, and disease. They pushed on<br />

without complaint.<br />

Finally, about 3 A.M. and without a bite to eat for over 24<br />

hours, we were halted and told to bed down till daylight. Sparks<br />

and I lay down on a bed of mountain fern and were immediately<br />

asleep.<br />

It seemed that almost as soon as I closed my eyes there was<br />

a stern hand shaking my shoulder. My eyes were opened to the<br />

sunlight streaming through the overhead tree cover. Men were<br />

moving around, chattering and preparing to move out.<br />

Sparks spoke distinctly in my ear. "Come on, Monty, we are<br />

moving back into the line."<br />

I was stunned. "Move back into the line?" It was<br />

unbelievable. It was true, though. A command car from HQ was<br />

standing on the trail and an officer was conferring with Captain<br />

Goldberg. We would move back into the reserve trenches we had<br />

abandoned the night before.<br />

My leg had stiffened in the night and now was hard to move.<br />

It had the appearance of a well-stuffed sausage with taut skin<br />

and the unnatural, reddish color. I hobbled off as we went back<br />

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anymore than it had been the night before on our way up. Sparks<br />

told me we would be stationed along our previous flank position.<br />

He also told me to take a break from time to time as my leg<br />

required. Then, leaving me he went on to supervise the<br />

Filipinos.<br />

It was late afternoon before I got to the turnoff for our<br />

position. I threaded my way along a pretty heavily wooded path<br />

that crossed a stream. There was a small mountain cemetery<br />

perched on the fern-covered slope. This was a path we had used<br />

previously and I had always stopped for a few minutes to take in<br />

the quiet, damp loveliness of the tree-shrouded hill- side. As I<br />

sat down that afternoon, I could hear Japanese bombers overhead.<br />

Then there was that terrifying whistle of bombs falling<br />

close by. I rolled off my perch into a gully. The Japs were<br />

trying to burn us out with phosphorus. The bombs exploded in the<br />

treetops and the flaming, amorphous gelatin streamed down the<br />

sides of the taller trees. The dampness of this protected place<br />

prevented any fires from spreading, though, and the danger was<br />

quickly over. I went on down to the stream, took off my clothes<br />

and prepared to bathe. Another flight of bombers came over and<br />

got half a dozen small bombs upstream from my pool while I<br />

ducked under an overhanging bank. I was much too weary to care a<br />

great deal and finished my bath.<br />

I found Sparks an hour later and we prepared to spend the<br />

night at the foot of a huge, pine-like tree, bedding down on the<br />

downiness of the needles. Sparks had scrounged a scant bit of<br />

rice and we slept the sleep of utter weariness. The next morning<br />

I told Sparks I would have to do something about my leg. He told<br />

me there was an aid station half a mile up the hill in the<br />

<strong>Philippine</strong> Constabulary sector. I eyed that ominous trail that<br />

zig-zagged up the steep slope and began my climb. As I neared<br />

the ridge the bombers came swooping in to lay their eggs. Still,<br />

I felt I must get to an aid station for sulpha before I could do<br />

anything more about the war effort.<br />

The road along the ridge was being mined as were the tall<br />

trees that lined its edge. The aid station was close by and I<br />

rounded a turn to view a pitiful spectacle. The bombers had<br />

found their mark only too well. The whole station was a<br />

shambles. Medics were busy carrying the wounded to trucks. The<br />

dead bodies of other men were scattered over a half acre plot.<br />

The Jap bombs had evidently hit in the middle of the assembly<br />

area where newly wounded men had been congregated.<br />

The doctor took a hurried look at my leg and ordered me to<br />

get aboard one of the trucks. Within a few minutes, we began our<br />

journey along the ridge and into more wooded country. I lay back<br />

on the jolting bed of that rickety truck and slept. Hours later,<br />

for the sun was on its way down, I was shaken awake.


Hospital Number 1, Little Baguio<br />

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We were at a collecting station. The doctor there just tied<br />

a tag around my neck which said "Base Hospital." After a number<br />

of other stops, delays, a scanty meal and hours of travel<br />

through the blackness of the night, we arrived at what I knew<br />

must be Hospital Number 1, Little Baguio. The sulpha and pain<br />

pills the doctors had given me had eased my leg off<br />

considerably. I was groggy, but filled with relief at the<br />

prospect of rest and release from physical exertion. I gave up<br />

my gun and ammunition as I was logged into the crude hospital.<br />

One of the orderlies was from the Clark Air Base hospital. He<br />

took me in hand and told me there was room on his ward, the Gas<br />

Gangrene ward. I did not think I had gangrene, but I was only<br />

too glad at the prospect of a real bed to resist. The<br />

alternative would have been to go to the medical ward, a crudely<br />

fashioned series of bamboo bunks built five decks high and<br />

jammed into a small area on one side of the hospital compound.<br />

It might be a bit smelly on the gangrene ward, but they did have<br />

real beds.<br />

As soon as I hit the mattress, I slept. I don't know how<br />

long it lasted, but I was awakened by the whine of high flying<br />

aircraft. That sound meant danger to me. Then there was that<br />

fearful whistle of falling bombs, the big ones. By the time the<br />

explosions came I was on the ground beside the bed, a sort of<br />

subconscious reaction to the sound of bombs. The violence of the<br />

shattering blast that followed and the hail of small rocks, tree<br />

branches and dirt told me the bombs were big and their mark not<br />

far off. The concussion rocked me from side to side and I<br />

crawled a little further under the bed.<br />

There was a brief moment of stunned silence, then a rising<br />

tempo of moans, screams and shouts. The Saps had gotten two<br />

heavy caliber bombs right into the middle of the medical ward I<br />

should have been sent to had not my friend thought my leg was<br />

gangrenous.<br />

There was an immediate call for litter bearers. I got down<br />

to the emergency ward as soon as possible. It was already filled<br />

with the mangled bodies of men and women. Another man joined me<br />

and we picked our way across the flat to the area where the<br />

greatest devastation was evident--the medical ward. There was no<br />

picking and choosing. We started with the first body we came<br />

upon and carried it to the collecting station. The rest of that<br />

morning is a <strong>complete</strong> blur in my memory. We carried bodies and<br />

the parts of bodies for hours. A doctor with a mask over his<br />

face leaned out the door of the surgery tent on one occasion and<br />

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his leg off at the knee. The doctor told me to hold the stump of<br />

the leg while he sutured up the ragged ends of the flesh. The<br />

patient, who had been given an injection of morphine, lay<br />

quietly smoking a cigarette. The doctor said, "Hold a little<br />

harder. We are losing too much blood.”<br />

After the stump was bandaged, we carried the man outside<br />

and lay him in the shade of a tree, notified the nurse and began<br />

our searching once again.<br />

In one big tunnel improvised as a bomb shelter from a large<br />

piece of metal pipe, we found 19 dead Filipinos. A bomb had<br />

exploded close to the mouth of the shelter and the concussion<br />

had killed all the occupants without scratching a single one.<br />

Blood streamed from their eyes, noses and mouths but not a one<br />

had a shrapnel cut.<br />

I had seen the same thing happen in a steep canyon where<br />

eight men had been caught by a surprise bombing near the front<br />

line. The bomb had burst close by, the concussion bursting the<br />

blood vessels near the eyes, ears and in the chest.<br />

I went back to the gangrene ward only to find the patients<br />

hungry, unwashed and waiting for attention. Many of them were in<br />

traction. Many more in casts. Their big, pleading, quiet eyes<br />

followed me every movement. The ward men had been pressed into<br />

service carrying litters, too. For most of the day, these poor<br />

damaged and wounded men had lain quietly waiting for help. By<br />

the time we had served food from the kitchen, carried our last<br />

bedpan, seen that everyone had water and changed the dressings<br />

on those stinking, gangrenous wounds, it was almost midnight.<br />

Then we got a new batch of wounded men from the front. I<br />

distinctly remember only one, a Major Chandler. He was a<br />

smallish man and I lifted him off the litter to a shelter half<br />

on the floor. All the beds were in use. He had a bullet wound in<br />

the chest and that had been treated at the receiving ward. Aside<br />

from tearing away his shirt to dress the wound, Bill Chandler<br />

was still clothed in his dirty, mud-caked uniform. He also had<br />

on a pair of canvas leggings that had, it appeared not been off<br />

for weeks. I tried, in the light of a small lantern, to find the<br />

strings to unlace the leggings. Finally, I just got a pair of<br />

surgical shears and cut them off along with his pants. Later, I<br />

washed him down as best I could and l left him to sleep. By next<br />

morning, he was feeling much, much better and rested. His first<br />

comment as I brought him breakfast was, "Monty, some son of a<br />

bitch stole my leggings last night."<br />

I did not tell Bill who that son of a bitch was till some<br />

time later. Bill Chandler was a cavalryman and he loved those<br />

leggings.<br />

One American sergeant whom I had met at the front was<br />

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of shrapnel. We got him into surgery and when they had finished<br />

out under the trees, he <strong>called</strong> me over soon thereafter to say<br />

that he was bleeding badly again. We took him back in but the<br />

doctor, after giving me a shake of the head, told us to take him<br />

back and to call the nurses to give him another shot of morphine<br />

to make him as comfortable as possible. The next time I went by,<br />

he was dead.<br />

In a mass accident with hundreds of wounded, I saw the<br />

necessity for painting "MS" (morphine sulphate) with iodine on<br />

the patient's forehead. Were it not for this identifying mark<br />

they might get an overdose.<br />

We never did find out how many men and women were killed in<br />

that raid. Many of the bodies were in small pieces. Many of the<br />

wounded were trucked out to another camp as soon as first aid<br />

had been given. The women were mostly Filipino who had gathered<br />

around the edge of the camp for protection.<br />

It is hard to say that the Japanese were aiming purposely<br />

at the hospital, either. There was an ammunition depot 100 yards<br />

or so up the hill and an Engineer depot 100 yards down the hill.<br />

Those 500-pound bombs were laid in a string right through the<br />

hospital though. There were raids later on and, though we<br />

suffered some casualties, this was the worst one I knew of.<br />

By late afternoon, I was bushed, beat, tired and hungry. My<br />

leg, though, had not hurt me once during the day. The 24-hour<br />

rest and the sulpha seemed to have done its good work.<br />

I worked with the doctors and corpsmen on the Gas Gangrene<br />

Ward f o r the next several days. My leg continued to improve.<br />

The dysentery that had plagued me subsided. The food was some<br />

better. It was my chore to bring the buckets of rice up from the<br />

kitchen and distribute it to the bedfast patients. Some of them<br />

I had to spoon feed. Though we had nothing in abundance, the<br />

diet was far better than I had been used to.<br />

One day a friend I had known at March Field in California<br />

came to the ward from a front line position. I believe he had a<br />

high fever and a bad case of dysentery. At any rate, I was able<br />

to catch up on the news of others of our Air Corps outfit that<br />

had come overseas together in October of 1941. This boy, Paul<br />

Saurwein, was a big strapping intelligent fellow. As soon as he<br />

got some rest and food, he rallied sufficiently to be of some<br />

help on the short-handed ward.<br />

Base Hospital Number 1 at Little Baguio was a strange<br />

assortment of corrugated metal walls, canvas tarpaulins, wooden<br />

shacks and concrete slabs. Much of it is a blur in my mind.<br />

Still, for several weeks, it was a safe haven for me. The<br />

hospital itself was located on the spur of a hill that ran up<br />

from Marevelis, a small port on the channel between Bataan and<br />

Corregidor. Above the hospital on the hill was the Ordnance


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Depot with its tons of heavy artillery ammunition. Below us on<br />

the hogback was the Signal Corps Depot with its vital<br />

communication net.<br />

I have no idea what the hospital was before it was a<br />

hospital, but it had been converted from something else for<br />

sure. Its original location had been not far from the Pilar-<br />

Bagac Road. When the move to a rear area was made, the Japanese<br />

were notified and not long after evacuation, the old location<br />

was bombed and shelled into rubble.<br />

I do know there was a surgery, X-ray department, dental<br />

clinic and pharmacy. The Gas Gangrene Ward where I spent most of<br />

my time was just a piece of cleared ground with a canvas tarp as<br />

a roof, something more like a circus tent than a hospital. There<br />

were beds and many patients, most of them with infected wounds.<br />

Capitulation<br />

The night of the capitulation of Allied forces on Bataan we<br />

were told to turn in any remaining weapons in our possession.<br />

Extra food was distributed along with cigarettes. In the early<br />

evening the detonation of the Ordnance depot, 3 hundred yards up<br />

the hill from us, began. There were huge quantities of small<br />

arms ammunition, machine gun belts and some outmoded Stokes<br />

Mortar grenades. There were, too, thousands of rounds of 155mm<br />

cannon and anti-aircraft ammunition. Beginning with the small<br />

arms ammo, the night was alive with crackle, punctuated by the<br />

heavier blasts of the bigger shells. As the engineers swarmed to<br />

their work, the whole world seemed to come apart with deafening<br />

roars. Dust, small branches, and rocks filled the air. The big<br />

gun ammo was usually cached in small dumps underground. The<br />

powder of these guns was stored in silk bags and stacked like<br />

cordwood. When one of these caches was touched off, it made a<br />

vivid sight that would warm the heart of any Fourth of Julyreviewing<br />

community. There was enough ammunition to last our<br />

guns for a year in that dump. Even though much of it had been<br />

shipped back to Corregidor, there was a great deal left to<br />

explode.<br />

As we sat in the dust-filled air, munching our candy bars,<br />

smoking our newly issued cigarettes, we joked about the front<br />

row seats to this expensive show. As the detonations cascaded<br />

dust and dirt about our heads again, the earth began to shake<br />

and tremble. An earthquake was in progress. It only lent a final<br />

climax to the exploding bunkers. No one did much but watch the<br />

tall trees bow and sway. There was little else we could do.<br />

Finally the noise abated. I had been dodging bombs and shells,<br />

snipers and noise for four months. My mind and body were weary<br />

with fatigue and hunger.


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I had come into the hospital on April 5. The capitulation<br />

of the Bataan forces was accomplished by General King on April<br />

8. By April 10, we were told that Japanese forces would take<br />

over the hospital. The hospital, according to the memo, would be<br />

run by Americans with no interference from Japanese soldiers.<br />

However, only bonafide medical corpsmen would be authorized to<br />

work the wards. As an officer, I and other ambulatory patients<br />

were to be isolated in the area that had been used as a ward for<br />

injured Japanese soldiers captured during the action of the past<br />

months.<br />

This new home was separated from the rest of the hospital<br />

by only a few yards. It was enclosed with chicken wire, only a<br />

nominal barrier.<br />

The Japanese who arrived to take over the camp came with a<br />

light tank and a couple of captured American command cars. They<br />

were polite, firm and sloppily dressed as usual. I had wondered<br />

about Japanese soldiers when I had encountered them at the<br />

front. Their caps were all of one size tied with a string in the<br />

back to make them fit the different head sizes. They wore wrap<br />

leggings of W. W. I vintage. Their pants were truly of that<br />

universal military size, either too big or too small. Their<br />

shirts had a unique and very functional 4-inch hole under each<br />

armpit. I always felt this would be a most desirable adjunct to<br />

a tropical uniform.<br />

As we patients stood watching the negotiations of the<br />

Japanese officers and American medics represented by Colonel<br />

Duckworth, one of our group questioned, "I wonder if any of them<br />

speak English?"<br />

The reply from the tank officer was quick, "I graduated<br />

from UCLA."<br />

The only time we were bothered by a Japanese sentry,<br />

Colonel Duckworth reported the matter to Japanese headquarters<br />

and the offending soldier was given a severe beating.<br />

Our daily rice ration was supplemented by bread baked in<br />

the hospital kitchen. We usually had a broth of meat for the<br />

rice. It was very acceptable. During this period, it seems I was<br />

hungrier than I had ever been in my life. I suppose the relief<br />

from the strain of the fighting, the returning strength and the<br />

inactivity contributed to my gnawing hunger. On several<br />

occasions, I would steal out of the sick officer's quarters<br />

about 5 A.M. and sneak along the sides of the dental clinic to<br />

the kitchen. The first time I was given a cup of coffee and a<br />

bowl of sugar for sweetening. I must have overstayed my welcome<br />

and overeaten the sugar, because they refused me coffee the next<br />

night. I did offer, though, to clean up the dough boards when<br />

the bread mix was put in the oven. The scrapings I gathered gave<br />

me quite a thrill. They amounted to a couple of pounds of dough.


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I carried them back to our compound and lay awake figuring out<br />

what I could use as an oven.<br />

The next day I enlisted a friend, Lt. Tom Burkhart, and we<br />

scrounged a very rusty old bake pan. We fashioned some of our<br />

dough into small lumps. Next, we built a fire and burned it down<br />

to a goodly s e t of coals. By rigging a piece of metal over the<br />

coals and fashioning a bake sheet out of another, we were ready<br />

for a bakeoff. The rolls had raised sufficiently and we placed<br />

them over the coals, put the old bake pan on top and piled dirt<br />

up around the edges to keep in the heat.<br />

Our first batch was burned black, but we loved every bite.<br />

It was hot, crispy and crunchy. The next batch came off almost<br />

right and we enjoyed that one, too. The third batch used up all<br />

the dough and it was perfect.<br />

By this time, we had quite a crowd of admirers. We passed<br />

out the perfect rolls and were repaid for our morning's efforts.<br />

Though I tried on several occasions, I never was able to talk<br />

the kitchen into sharing the bread dough with me again. The boys<br />

working in a kitchen all during the siege of Bataan had no<br />

concept of the desperate hunger and privation the fighting men<br />

suffered. They looked upon us as animals not deserving of their<br />

august attention. They deliberately threw that dough away each<br />

night and spoiled it with coffee grounds rather than let us<br />

reclaim it from the dough boards. It was a hard realization that<br />

I had to digest. I was in no position to argue for I was outside<br />

the Officer's ward against orders. Burkhart and I did receive<br />

one glorious windfall, though. A Japanese sentry came close by<br />

one day to prepare a meal for himself. He carried a huge, sixquart<br />

or so can. When he opened it with his bayonet, he found it<br />

contained American bacon. I suppose he had strafed some American<br />

food dump. He tried the bacon cold, spat out the chunk he had<br />

cut off with his knife and threw the rest into the leaves behind<br />

our ward. With the first falling shadows of night, Burkhart and<br />

I were struggling under the wire that surrounded our ward and<br />

looking for the bacon. It was swarming with ants, but we<br />

retrieved a goodly portion and had a number of wonderful meals.<br />

Grease was almost nonexistent in our diet and this greasy, salty<br />

bacon was an amazing treat.<br />

I was in that compound till April 20 when we received<br />

orders that all ambulatory patients would be moving out. During<br />

the time of our recuperation, we had a chance to observe the<br />

Japanese. They were busy setting up gun batteries around the<br />

hospital. There was no firing from these batteries, but a number<br />

of guns had also been placed over the hill from the hospital.<br />

They fired on Corregidor, three miles off shore. The last few<br />

days of my stay at the Base Hospital, Corregidor began firing<br />

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of those guns, but the shells passed directly over us each<br />

night. The noise reminded me of the times when, as a small boy,<br />

my friends and I would lie under a low trestle and shudder as a<br />

fast freight passed overhead. It was a feat of daring for us and<br />

never failed to give me a thrill. Those big shells roaring their<br />

way over our hill and exploding on targets a mile away were more<br />

than just a thrill, they were almost terrifying. On one<br />

occasion, a shell did drop short from a defective nose ring.<br />

That huge bank of steel from what must have been a 12-inch gun<br />

came fanning its way back toward our campsite with the whirring<br />

of an airplane propeller in full flight. It did land short of<br />

the compound and spent its force harmlessly digging up the<br />

earth. For all of several nights, this firing and counter<br />

battery kept us awake and on edge. The war may have been over<br />

for the soldiers of Bataan, but Corregidor was still able and<br />

willing to contest the Japanese right to their island fortress.<br />

One other hospital some several miles up the peninsula was<br />

not as lucky as ours in escaping Corregidor's fire. In answering<br />

the Japanese fire, the "Rock's" big guns got several shells<br />

among the wounded Americans. One boy I had soldiered with,<br />

Decker by name, lost his arm at the shoulder from a shell<br />

fragment.<br />

The Road Out of Bataan<br />

So, when the officer in charge told us to be ready to move,<br />

I was not reluctant. I had had enough of shelling and bombing<br />

and killing. Just to lie down at night without the thought of<br />

waking up to the ear-shattering blast of gunfire or bombs seemed<br />

to my tired mind to be the ultimate peace.<br />

Those of us who were scheduled to leave the hospital for<br />

our first taste of prison camp life were assembled one afternoon<br />

and frisked by the Japanese guards. A weathered, old Japanese<br />

sergeant was in charge. He was a "no nonsense" sort of guy. I<br />

was relieved. Stories had filtered back to us that the boys who<br />

had made the trip before, had taken a fearful beating. Unproved<br />

killings had been numerous.<br />

We knew, too, that the Japanese front line troops, coming<br />

through a hard battle, had not lent themselves to leniency. It<br />

was better to shoot first and talk afterward. There was only one<br />

road out of Bataan. As men had surrendered, they were told to<br />

head for that road and proceed north. Disarmed though they were,<br />

they were enemy and many were shot by oncoming Japs. Once having<br />

made the road, they were organized by Japanese MPs into groups<br />

and escorted past Orion, Balanga, and on to Lubao. At this<br />

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a day or two in a stockade, they were sent on to San Fernando<br />

and thence by train to Camp O'Donnell.<br />

The killings along this "Death March" were haphazard, if a<br />

killing can ever be excused by the term. One American officer<br />

was frisked and found carrying a loaded pistol. He was summarily<br />

shot on the spot. Men were shot for falling behind their<br />

assigned group. Filipinos took the worst beating and their<br />

bodies littered the roadside as we passed on our way north. No<br />

one had even bothered to bury them.<br />

Many of the groups were marched for 24 hours at a stretch,<br />

stopping only for 10 minute breaks for water. For a healthy man<br />

to undergo such an ordeal would be trying to the extreme. For<br />

starved, weary men to experience it was tantamount to murder for<br />

many of them. Crazed by thirst and hunger and disease as they<br />

were, after the first few hours of toiling in the hot humid<br />

climate, death was to some the easiest way out.<br />

One warrant officer, McGinnis by name, told me he just<br />

<strong>complete</strong>ly played out at one water stop and refused to continue.<br />

The Japanese guard kicked him repeatedly and threatened to shoot<br />

him if he did not get up. He just lay there waiting for the shot<br />

to end his suffering. The Jap turned and walked away. McGinnis<br />

crawled off into the bush and lay till he had recouped some of<br />

his strength. Then, surveying the terrain, he made his way to a<br />

Filipino settlement close by. They hid him, gave him food and<br />

herbs for his dysentery. Inside of a few days, he was strong<br />

enough to travel again. He went back to the road, slipped in<br />

with another batch of prisoners going to camp and walked the<br />

rest of the way.<br />

Our hospital group, being just released from treatment,<br />

were loaded aboard trucks that had brought supplies up front. We<br />

rode that first night to Balanga, some 20 km. There, we were<br />

frisked once again and herded into a broad field. One Japanese<br />

guard stole a watch from Lieutenant Bill Oliver. It was just one<br />

of those things. The Japanese were, so the sergeant told us,<br />

looking only for knives and weapons. Oliver told the sergeant<br />

about losing his watch. He got it back in a jiffy and the guard<br />

took a nasty beating.<br />

We were lucky. That Japanese sergeant treated us as fellow<br />

soldiers. I don't doubt he would have killed any prisoner who<br />

tried to escape, but he was fair as long as we obeyed the rules.<br />

He saw that we were fed regularly and not marched too long<br />

without water.<br />

We arrived at San Fernando the next night. We had walked<br />

the last leg of the trip and were dogged. In the darkness, the<br />

new contingent of guards took over for the usual frisking. By<br />

this time, we had all learned some of the tricks of the game. At<br />

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had a big stack of letters I had written my wife but been unable<br />

to mail. These, I knew, were the sort of thing the officer from<br />

62 (Intelligence) was looking for. When I hesitated to get<br />

everything out of my musset bag promptly, the guard in back of<br />

me kicked me vigorously. I dumped the contents but fast. The<br />

bundle of letters rolled right up to the officer's feet. I<br />

picked it up and showed it proudly. He shoved my hand aside and<br />

pawed through the rest of the toilet articles and spare<br />

underwear, not giving a second glance at the letters.<br />

With this lesson in mind, I repeated the same movement of<br />

showing the letters proudly as my first exhibit to all<br />

inspecting officers from that time on. It seemed to work. The<br />

only explanation I have is that they thought they were letters<br />

from my wife or that they were letters I wanted the Japs to mail<br />

for me. At any rate, I kept them and added to that diary <strong>account</strong><br />

for many months. When I was recaptured by the Americans in 1945,<br />

the American Intelligence took it away from me. They did return<br />

the contents, though, after the war, never having opened it.<br />

After a night at San Fernando where I slept like a baby on<br />

a cold cement floor, we were given a portion of very sticky<br />

Japanese rice. It tasted good. Hunger can cover a great many<br />

deficiencies in food.<br />

We were herded aboard a string of boxcars early and the<br />

last leg of the journey into Camp O'Donnell began. This box car<br />

transportation was the first real sample of what we could expect<br />

in the future. Each time we experienced the crowding, sweating<br />

and fatigue of one of those trips it seemed to become harder.<br />

The cars were small, narrow-gauge wooden things. We were<br />

packed, 100 to a car, inside with one door open and a guard<br />

standing in the en-trance. There was not enough room for a man<br />

to even fall down as a number would have done. Men fainted and<br />

were passed over the heads of others to the fresh air of the<br />

doorway. As they revived, they were shouldered back to make room<br />

for others being passed up.<br />

By afternoon, we arrived at Capas, the rail head. We still<br />

had a march of 7 km. or so to camp. This is only about four<br />

miles but there were many who felt sure they would not make it.<br />

I can still remember letting my head fall limp, watching my feet<br />

and trying to just get one foot ahead of the other.


Introduction to Prison Life<br />

CHAPTER VI<br />

CAMP 0' DONNELL<br />

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Camp O'Donnell was a former <strong>Philippine</strong> Army training camp,<br />

located on a wide rice plain with dikes crisscrossing the<br />

fields. It was a treeless, desolate place with a few shacks,<br />

barbed wire fencing running around the perimeter and many gaunt<br />

men peering at us from beyond the wire.<br />

Our party was frisked once again and all razors and mirrors<br />

taken away. Then we were turned loose inside. I was delighted to<br />

see Sparks and Bob Davy waving to me as our bedraggled crew<br />

marched through the prison gate. They greeted me warmly. Sparks<br />

said he was sure I had been hit on my way to the aid station<br />

that fateful day I left to have my leg treated. The bombers had<br />

made a shambles of the aid station it was true, and had strafed<br />

and pounded that trail all day. I just happened to make my way<br />

along it between bombings.<br />

I, in turn, had felt guilty at leaving Sparks. I was still<br />

convinced though that getting out of the way was my only course.<br />

I would have just been a burden on Sparks and the boys he was<br />

working with.<br />

As it turned out, he had been ordered to lead an attack on<br />

our old positions. The Japs had dug in well and repulsed the<br />

attack, almost getting Sparks and a number of others. After that<br />

attack, the 1st Battalion was withdrawn to a reserve line and<br />

saw little action again.<br />

We, as new prisoners, were taken in charge at O'Donnell by<br />

the American administration inside the wire. I was assigned to a<br />

bamboo shack with other American officers. It was a building<br />

about 50 feet long with a tier of bamboo slats forming the<br />

sleeping area on either side of the aisle. Above the first tier<br />

was another for additional men. My space, some 18 inches wide<br />

was, of course, on the upper tier.<br />

My first need was for water. I got it by standing in line<br />

for an hour or so at one of the three spigots that served the<br />

area's 4,000 or so men. During that wait, I learned the news of<br />

the camp, the difficulties of the hike out of Bataan and the<br />

high death rate at O’Donnell. It was, by no flight of fancy, a<br />

health resort. Still I could not help thinking that there were<br />

no bombers coming over and no shelling to be prepared for.<br />

During my days since the war started four months before, I never<br />

did anything without having in the back of my mind a possible<br />

avenue of retreat or a handy foxhole in case of bombing. This<br />

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toward better fulfilling your assignment. You jumped into a hole<br />

only after you heard the bombs "swizzle." Then, of course, you<br />

got in quick.<br />

Beside the 4,000 Army men at O’Donnell, there were some<br />

2,000 Air Corps men in an area about half a mile away. Across a<br />

road and in a segregated part of the same camp were between<br />

40,000 and 50,000 Filipino troops. I was allowed free access to<br />

the A.C. area and went over there the first night for a visit<br />

with men of my old outfit. I had come overseas with 350 men from<br />

Albuquerque, New Mexico, and when I was assigned to the<br />

<strong>Philippine</strong> Army they had been sent to a sector on the right<br />

flank.<br />

I found several of the boys and we swapped experiences. My<br />

stay was limited in order to return by daylight and be present<br />

for the evening meal. It was rice in good quantity and a little<br />

corn or greens, not too filling but better than I had been used<br />

to.<br />

Most of these Americans had been situated in positions<br />

where they had access to much better food than Sparks and I had<br />

at the front. Where we were starved down to almost a <strong>complete</strong><br />

breakdown, these boys had been living on something less than a<br />

full ration but within the normal limits of a healthy diet.<br />

The water problem at O’Donnell was a major concern to all.<br />

The three spigots were turned on only a portion of each day. It<br />

was here that I learned how to take a bath, wash my teeth, shave<br />

and rinse out my spare underwear in 16 ounces of water, doing a<br />

very respectable job at each. True, my razor had been<br />

confiscated, but that was remedied by razors that passed from<br />

hand to hand. I tried to shave at least once a week.<br />

The second day I was in camp, I was assigned to lead the<br />

burial detail of 100 men. It was then that I came in contact<br />

with the grim realities of prison camp life. My men were<br />

assigned to dig one grave a day. It was six feet by six feet and<br />

six feet in depth. In that slaty clay soil even this was a<br />

herculean task. We had only a couple of picks and several<br />

shovels. I would work ten men at a time for ten minutes at a<br />

stretch. The rest would rest in the shade of one of the shacks.<br />

The sun boiled down on us and the still, hot air was<br />

oppressively damp. As soon as our grave was dug, the burial<br />

detail would come out with the bodies of those who had died the<br />

night before and lay them in the grave, row on row, stacked on<br />

top of each other as one layer was laid to rest. Each man was<br />

left one identification tag and one was cut off for the records<br />

and to be nailed to the cross we erected over the grave. Some<br />

days the death toll was 40 men. The highest count I remember was<br />

some 51 men. In a camp of some 8,000 men as we increased in<br />

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In the afternoons, my group dug latrines. It was hard work<br />

and I had most of the stronger men in camp.<br />

My tour of this duty lasted almost a week and I was<br />

heartily glad to be rid of it. It was about this time, too, that<br />

I got my first gripping, nauseating pain of dysentery. It came<br />

all of a sudden one morning, I barely made it to the latrine.<br />

The gassy expulsion, the pus and blood were all there. I had<br />

seen many men fight this before and had been troubled myself on<br />

Bataan. This time it was different. The pain was much worse and<br />

the bloody mess seemed loaded with cockleburrs as it passed from<br />

me. They rent and tore at my sides.<br />

That night, I walked over to the Air Corps section of camp.<br />

In making the rounds, I came across Charlie Graw, an old friend.<br />

I mentioned that I had the G.I. trots, as we <strong>called</strong> dysentery.<br />

Wet talked for a while and went our separate ways. After a<br />

miserable night of running to the latrine, I was haggard and wan<br />

the next morning. Shortly after breakfast Charlie showed up in<br />

our compound and handed me seven Sulphathiazol pills . He had<br />

gambled the night before and won them at poker.<br />

This was the sort of thing that relieved those dreary days.<br />

It did not happen often. Those sulpha pills cleaned up my<br />

dysentery and gave me a new lease on life.<br />

I well remembered this act of kindness and mercy six months<br />

later when I heard that Charlie had died of dysentery himself<br />

the night before. It made me more determined than ever that<br />

Charlie should not have made that gesture in vain.<br />

This act of Charlie's was only one of the several that<br />

brought me through some very rough spots.<br />

My next detail was to act as guard for the water hole. Our<br />

camp was located close by a small river. The water carriers were<br />

assigned to take 50-gallon drums down to the stream, fill them,<br />

and return to the kitchens. The guards were assigned to warn the<br />

boys not to drink the water, keep order in the filling and keep<br />

traffic moving. We had little trouble with Americans. It was the<br />

Filipinos who would flop onto their bellies and suck greedily<br />

along the bank. The water was contaminated from effluent,<br />

upstream bathing and other forms of filth. By boiling the water<br />

for cooking, it could be made potable. Raw, it was a grave<br />

danger.<br />

To get to the river, I had to pass through a portion of the<br />

Filipino camp. These boys were anxious to buy anything. The<br />

death rate among Filipinos ran up to 300 a day in that camp of<br />

some 40,000.<br />

During this time I built up my small bankroll by buying<br />

items in the American camp and reselling in the Filipino camp.<br />

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have liked a smoke myself, it was more prudent to sell the<br />

smokes and buy food.<br />

I first met Eddie Dale when we were guards together at the<br />

water hole at Camp O’Donnell. We spent a number of pleasant<br />

hours talking about the war, home and our prospects for the<br />

future.<br />

Eddie Dale was a Captain of the 52nd <strong>Philippine</strong> Infantry.<br />

From my contact with him, I judged him to be a fine officer. At<br />

least, he was a very personable individual.<br />

He had been brought into Camp O'Donnell early in May of<br />

1942 from Baguio. When I asked how he had lost the two fingers<br />

of his left hand he told me the story of his war.<br />

Eddie was in command of a contingent of Filipinos assigned<br />

to rear guard action in the withdrawal from Lingayan Gulf after<br />

the Japanese made their landings there the middle of December.<br />

Filipino troops were not nearly enough to stop the onward thrust<br />

of the heavily reenforced Japanese Infantry and their tanks and<br />

they were ordered to put up only token resistance, fight a<br />

delaying action, harassing the enemy and slowing him down as he<br />

progressed along the wide rice plain from Lingayan to Manila.<br />

Being denied entrance to Manila Bay, this Pampangan valley<br />

corridor was the best approach to the prize, Manila.<br />

Eddie said, "My men were running low on ammunition and I<br />

laid out the plans for them to cover the road and rendezvous at<br />

a point not far from Tarlac. I took the command car and went<br />

back to the rear for grenades and rifle ammo. As I neared the<br />

meeting place on the way back I slowed down to a crawl. On<br />

rounding one turn in the narrow road, I was met by a blast of<br />

rifle fire that tore the fingers of my left hand to shreds and<br />

wounded me in a number of places. I knew I was hit in the chest<br />

and shoulder but I did not lose consciousness. I was able to<br />

stop the car and slide out the left side, using the car as<br />

protection. On the floor beside me had been a box of grenades,<br />

half a dozen pistols and lots of ammunition. My forward momentum<br />

had carried the car up almost under the crest of a dike along<br />

the canal. The Japanese "Point" or forward element had been atop<br />

the dike when they fired on me and had scrambled in behind it as<br />

I pulled up. One by one, they came up over the parapet to fire<br />

or charge at me and the car. I would toss a grenade and fire a<br />

couple of rounds from the pistol with my good right hand.<br />

This went on for what seemed like a very long time and I<br />

was getting pretty weak from loss of blood. Finally, I ran out<br />

of grenades and when the last Japanese came charging over the<br />

dike, I realized he was out of ammo, too. He rounded the front<br />

of the car and came at me with his bayonet as I crouched as<br />

close to the ground as I could get. He lunged at me with the<br />

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bayonet went into my arm just below the elbow and I was able to<br />

sort of lock it there by flexing my arm. The Jap leaned over me,<br />

where the force of the lunge had bowled me and put his foot on<br />

my head to pull out the bayonet.<br />

It was then, I knew, I had to do something quick. I had so<br />

little strength left. I was able, though, to pull the long<br />

hunting knife from my right boot and slash at his belly. I did a<br />

good job for he just toppled over on top of me. I felt such a<br />

surge of elation I was able to get up, remove the bayonet and<br />

even stagger down the road a piece before I passed out.<br />

My boys found me there not more than a few minutes later. I<br />

had, they said, killed 13 members of that Japanese patrol."<br />

The Filipinos had taken Dale to the hospital in the<br />

mountains of Baguio and there, with generous quantities of fresh<br />

blood from willing donors, be was nursed along for a week or<br />

more before the camp had to be abandoned to the Japanese. He was<br />

still in much too serious condition to move and was left with a<br />

hospital orderly to tend him. The Japanese continued the<br />

treatment and care and though they scheduled him for execution<br />

several times, according to Dale, he knew they would not shoot a<br />

man who had beaten them in a fair fight against heavy odds.<br />

These hot, grim, dirty days at O’Donnell were the most<br />

morbid of the war for me. The lack of organization, the barest<br />

tissue of hope and the prospect of a long period of captivity<br />

gave little cause for optimism.<br />

During these melancholy days at Camp O’Donnell, one of the<br />

boys on my work detail was a sandy-haired youngster from New<br />

Mexico whom I shall call Jim Smith. Jim, in his early 20s, had a<br />

round boyish face covered with freckles. He also seemed to have<br />

even more problems than the rest of us. Jim seemed unable to<br />

understand how he could have gotten mixed up in so insoluble a<br />

mess as prison camp. It was a matter of being unable to<br />

comprehend the combination of forces that had landed him in such<br />

an extreme situation. He, like many another young fellow, had<br />

been a member of the home town National Guard unit <strong>called</strong> out in<br />

the emergency prior to the beginning of the war. The transfer of<br />

that unit to the <strong>Philippine</strong>s shortly before the war still had<br />

some elements of an extended camping expedition in it. Being<br />

caught up in a real, live war though with vicious enemies<br />

shooting real live bullets at you with intent to do bodily harm<br />

was something else again. Jim just could not seem to put all the<br />

pieces together. He was like many another boy, fresh out of high<br />

school, conditioned by an adoring family to a life of very<br />

moderate exertions.<br />

Jim seemed to feel that any day now an army led by a fife<br />

and drum corps would come marching down the dusty road and the<br />

whole kaleidoscope of error would wind up in a thrilling and


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happy deliverance. I always felt that Jim was sure those<br />

rescuing troops were just waiting in the wings for the proper<br />

psychological moment to make an entrance. He just could not<br />

grasp the reality of our situation.<br />

One day Jim came to me with the news that he had been<br />

picked for a truck detail leaving the next morning for a week of<br />

truck driving for the Japanese. He said he knew he would be able<br />

to buy food on the outside and could bring it back to camp. "If<br />

you," said he, “will bank on me, I will split all the loot."<br />

To me this was a sound proposition. I had done it with<br />

others and gotten a little extra food. I knew I took a chance<br />

that Jim would not come back to O'Donnell or that the Nips would<br />

not permit him to buy or that some guard would strafe all this<br />

money or a dozen other things would happen. It was just one of<br />

those risks one had to take. I gave Jim ten pesos, a goodly<br />

portion of my slim bank at the time.<br />

A week went by and I saw some of the boys who had gone out<br />

on the detail with Jim back in camp. They told me that Jim had<br />

come back with them. As soon as I could, I looked him up.<br />

Jim was very bland, honest and forthright about the whole<br />

transaction. “Yes," he had bought food. He had been very hungry<br />

though and had eaten it all. If he ever got any money ahead he<br />

would try to repay me. I could do nothing but grit my teeth and<br />

resolve to loan no more money.<br />

I forgot about the incident until Jim hailed me in another<br />

camp some six months later. He had, he said, another chance to<br />

go out as a truck driver.<br />

I had a case of yellow jaundice at the time and badly<br />

needed some sugar, candy, or syrup. Jim seemed so genuinely<br />

concerned that he promised to bring me in some even if I did not<br />

have money to give him. In the end, his quick, boyish smile won<br />

me over and I gave him a few pesos.<br />

As it turned out, Jim did go out on a truckdriving detail.<br />

He group stayed a week or so and were able to buy all the food<br />

they had money for. When the work party came back though, Jim<br />

avoided me like the plague. I finally caught up with him late<br />

one night. He was still quite forthright and honest with me.<br />

'Yes," he had spent the money on candy and had eaten every bit<br />

of it himself. What is more, he seemed to have no qualms about<br />

his action.<br />

I began a little inquiry about Jim Smith and found that he<br />

was a real "con" artist. His smile, his boyish face and seeming<br />

innocence had served him well in borrowing money. As far as I<br />

could find out, he had never repaid one thin dime. So my only<br />

consolation was that I had not been the only one to play "patsy"<br />

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I really didn't blame Jim a great deal. I doubt that I<br />

needed the food any more than he did. It was that natural, easy<br />

way he had of getting his bankroll that bothered me. I have<br />

often wondered how the method worked after he returned to the<br />

States.<br />

There were a lot of "con" artists in prison camp. There<br />

were thieves, "fast buck" operators, short changers, and fast<br />

talkers. Jim, as far as I could tell, was the smoothest I ran<br />

into. He told you exactly what he wanted and he managed to get<br />

it a great deal of the time. The boys who used more deceitful<br />

means could be traced down and pounded into submission. Jim, at<br />

least, made you grin and bear the loss.<br />

If I have mentioned Camp O'Donnell somewhat briefly, it is<br />

because I was there only a month. For me and for some 15,000<br />

other Army, Navy and Marines captured on Bataan and Corregidor,<br />

this was the first prison camp, probably the worst and certainly<br />

the most deadly. I have no idea how many thousands died there. I<br />

can only remember the gaunt staring faces of those helpless men<br />

as they lay with the backs in the O'Donnell hospital corridors.<br />

Many of them were too weak to go outside to relieve themselves.<br />

There was the stench of death about that place and I went up<br />

there on the hill only a couple of times. There must have been<br />

doctors but I saw none. There must have been orderlies but I saw<br />

none. The sick men were assigned a space a foot or so wide on<br />

the floor of the big, bare building with its many wings.<br />

The Japanese had separated all the high ranking officers<br />

from their units and sent them off to Japan. Thus, we were<br />

stripped at the very beginning of the regular channels of<br />

command. By lumping enlisted men and officers together, the<br />

confusion was furthered. This disorganization was fostered by<br />

the Japanese as a device to prevent escape attempts and to keep<br />

us more tractable.<br />

As far as I could tell there was not a great deal of<br />

security around Camp O’Donnell but the men knew their chances of<br />

escape were limited by lack of food and their color.<br />

The one thing that haunts my memory of O’Donnell is the<br />

pile of bodies that awaited us each morning. The dead were<br />

stripped of all clothing except a pair of shorts and an I.D. tag<br />

and carried out to a spot under the building awaiting burial.<br />

The flies, the ghastly, cadaverous appearance and the strangely<br />

waxen skin always shook me. I was even more shaken when the face<br />

of one of the men who had helped with the digging of graves<br />

appeared one morning in that forlorn row of cadavers. The man<br />

had not been well when he worked for me and had just failed to<br />

awaken one morning.<br />

It was here, too, that my friend, Captain Russell Sparks,<br />

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another. Danny Pruitt, with whom I had served for a number of<br />

years and who had gone to the front with me was buried by my<br />

detail on one of those sad days.<br />

The Japanese seemed to have little more organization than<br />

we in those first parched, hungry days. We saw little of them<br />

except for those who walked the wire fence around our prison. My<br />

orders were given me verbally by my barracks leader each<br />

morning. As one of the stronger men, I had little time to dwell<br />

on the deadly aspect of camp life. I had my digging details and<br />

my stint at the river guard. In the desolate, treeless heat of<br />

camp that job at the river was a gentle respite. A few trees<br />

that lined the bank offered shade and a token of natural beauty.<br />

The rest was all like a bad dream.<br />

As we passed through the fringes of the Filipino camp, we<br />

could see the continuous trail of bodies of dead men from that<br />

camp being carried to their burial ground. They lost, according<br />

to the best reports I got, some 300 men a day.<br />

It was not long before even the Japanese realized that<br />

O'Donnell had to be cleaned up. I was among the first<br />

contingents to leave that place of death. *<br />

I stayed at O'Donnell for only 30 days. About 1,000 of us<br />

were moved close to the middle of May. It was the same procedure<br />

all over again. There was the 3 A.M. start, the long hike to<br />

Capas and the loading into boxcars. This time the trip took all<br />

day. I was second in command of a car. The heat, stench and<br />

crowding was worse, it seemed, than our trip from San Fernando.<br />

My money did come in handy though. Atone station we were<br />

permitted to buy some fruits and candy. We were in that boxcar<br />

for 12 hours before arriving at Cabanatuan. The actual distance<br />

was not great but the train had to double back to the main line<br />

and reverse its course to get to Cabanatuan.<br />

We were herded into an enclosure for our night's stopover.<br />

The next morning, we trekked the dozen or so km to the new camp,<br />

Concentration Camp Number 1.<br />

CHAPTER VII<br />

CABANATUAN<br />

We arrived in the blistering heat of the noonday sun,<br />

ragged, tired and hungry. What we saw was a series of large<br />

fields on slightly sloping ground crowded by a conglomeration of<br />

* 22,000 Army, Navy, Marine were captured by Japanese forces in the<br />

<strong>Philippine</strong>s in 1942. Some 12,000 of these captured with the surrender<br />

of Bataan April 8, 1942; another 8,000 or so when Corregidor fell in<br />

May, 1942. Another 2,000 men were captured with the capitulation of<br />

the Southern Islands, including the Del Monte Air Base on Mindanao.


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wood shacks, palm thatched barracks buildings open on the sides<br />

and a dry, treeless expanse in all directions. It was only a<br />

matter of weeks before that dry, dusty expanse became a quagmire<br />

of sticky, oozy, black mud and one series of puddles between<br />

unpainted buildings.<br />

Our group of first and second lieutenants was assigned to<br />

several small buildings not far from the Japanese section of the<br />

camp. My group consisted of seven officers in one room about ten<br />

feet long and seven feet wide. It was to be my home for the next<br />

six months.<br />

Cabanatuan had, as had Camp O’Donnell, been a <strong>Philippine</strong><br />

Army training camp for some time before the war broke out. When<br />

the Japanese took over the island of Luzon, they immediately<br />

occupied the camp with their own men. The first thing they did<br />

it seems, was to scavenge all metal from whatever source and<br />

ship it to Japan. The camps we were bivouacked in had little<br />

water supply because the metal water lines had been dug up. Even<br />

the narrow strips of corrugated metal that formed the cover for<br />

the ridge line of the building roofs were missing. This strip<br />

protected the vulnerable area when the torrential tropical rains<br />

came pouring down.<br />

Consequently, the roofs of all the buildings leaked badly.<br />

One man I knew, who was sent to Manila to work as a stevedore,<br />

told me how he saw Japanese soldiers loading a whole<br />

warehouseful of new electric refrigerators aboard a freighter<br />

bound for Japan. The refrigerators were picked up by a huge<br />

crane in its grasping metal fingers, moved up to a position over<br />

the hold and then unceremoniously dropped onto the pile of<br />

others some fifty feet below. I suppose the boxes were melted up<br />

and finally came out as part of the Japanese war machine.<br />

The several thousand of us in that first contingent at<br />

Cabanatuan had high hopes for this new camp. I have often heard<br />

it said of a soldier that the only places he really likes are<br />

the places he just left and the place he is just going to. We<br />

had reason to have hopes for Cabanatuan. We knew it could be no<br />

worse than Camp O’Donnell, the pest hole we had just left. At<br />

Camp O’Donnell, we had neither organization, discipline,<br />

adequate food nor water. Our men, beaten in battle and kicked<br />

into submission by a cruel enemy, had died like flies almost at<br />

the rate of 50 men a day the month I spent there. So, we looked<br />

forward to this new camp, a camp the Japanese promised would be<br />

a virtual Paradise. Cabanatuan was better by far than Camp<br />

O’Donnell but it was here that my remaining energy began to slip<br />

away in ever increasing portions. By the time October rolled<br />

around, I knew that if I did not make a change for the better<br />

and soon, I would leave my bones floating in that huge mudpuddle<br />

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were already there. Arthur (Swede) Carlson, with whom I had<br />

worked for many years was out there in the mud as was Charlie<br />

Graw. Charlie was the man who had gambled all night to win<br />

enough sulpha to cure my dysentery a few months before. Alf<br />

Crabtree was there after losing a brave fight with both malaria<br />

and dysentery. There were uncounted others whose bodies had to<br />

be pushed back down into the mud each morning as the burial<br />

details brought new bodies from the night's toll.<br />

In the beginning at Cabanatuan, we did find the sanitary<br />

facilities some better than at O'Donnell. The latrines we dug<br />

were supplied with lime and even covered during the first few<br />

months. Water was not such a problem. One had only to stand in<br />

line for half an hour. Still we could get only a gallon of water<br />

at a time. Though it was difficult to get larger containers, I<br />

did manage to trade for a five-gallon can. I would get up at 3<br />

A.M. in the darkness of the tropical night and join the galley<br />

water carriers who supplied the kitchens to obtain an additional<br />

water supply. It is amazing how well off we felt with the fivegallon<br />

can of water standing close by. I was challenged one<br />

night, though, by one of the American water spigot guards and<br />

that ended our illegal luxury. From then on each of the men had<br />

to fetch his own gallon of water to contribute to the community<br />

supply.<br />

A night or so before I was challenged by the water guard, I<br />

came a cropper but good. I had stood in the line and gotten my<br />

five-gallon can full and started back to the bodaga. It had been<br />

raining that night and the dikes of the rice paddies were<br />

slippery. It was about all I could do to handle the big can<br />

filled with the precious water. Just as I topped the last dike<br />

before entering our bare room, I slipped and spilled the con-<br />

tents of the can. It was a heartbreaking loss. It was also one<br />

of the few times I just lay in the mud and cried.<br />

There were four sections to Cabanatuan. Three of the<br />

sections were quite closely linked and separated only by a<br />

barbed wire fence with open gates in between. The fourth, the<br />

hospital section, was across a road and some distance away. By<br />

assembling at a given point after supper in the evening, we<br />

could be escorted in a group to visit friends in the hospital. I<br />

went over there only once that I remember. It was such a<br />

depressing sight that I could not face it. The accommodations of<br />

the hospital were no different than those in our sections. The<br />

men, though, were not expected to work and most of them were<br />

very sick indeed. Malaria, dysentery and skin diseases seem to<br />

have been the major problems. Most of us resisted going to the<br />

"Hospital," feeling that it was a place of no return.<br />

In each of the other sections of Camp Cabanatuan, there<br />

were some 4,000 men, about 12,000 in all. The number may have


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been more-or-less but that is about correct. Within a short time<br />

of our arrival at the new camp, I was put in charge of a group<br />

of 65 second and first lieutenants. They were from all branches<br />

of the military service. I bad an adjutant, a “mustang" like myself<br />

who had become an officer from the ranks but who had a<br />

background of training. We were <strong>called</strong> upon to make assignments<br />

of our men to lead work parties, take the count or "bango" each<br />

morning and evening and carry out such other orders as were<br />

assigned by Lieutenant Colonel Stubbs, our group leader. As a<br />

"sub-group" leader, I had certain privileges and<br />

responsibilities. I did not have to take work details out myself<br />

but I had to see they were managed. I was responsible for a<br />

correct count each morning and evening. This was a highly<br />

important function. I personally carried the list of men present<br />

in our building to American Headquarters each evening.<br />

One night a courier notified me to appear at Headquarters<br />

"on the double." When the tallies of the evening count had been<br />

added up and turned in to the Japanese, it was found that there<br />

was one man too many in camp. The Japanese administration was<br />

furious. Our senior officer tried to explain that we had<br />

probably counted one man twice and that we could straighten the<br />

mess out in the morning. The next morning the same count came in<br />

and again the Japanese were furious. Somehow, somewhere in that<br />

group of 12,000 men there was a man being counted twice or<br />

someone who should not be in camp.<br />

That night we went to Headquarters prepared to stay until<br />

we discovered where the problem lay. The American adjutant (we<br />

always had a chain of command inside the wire) would call out a<br />

name. If I had that name on my list, I would raise my hand and<br />

so indicate. Each of the other sub-group leaders would check<br />

their lists to be sure they were not counting that same man. We<br />

went down the list for almost 5,000 names before we found the<br />

man who was being counted twice. He was assigned to a small aid<br />

station and was supposed to sleep there. He was counted as<br />

sleeping there. The man, though, was sleeping in a nearby<br />

barracks and was being counted there, too. It was long after<br />

midnight that we found the mistake and were allowed to go back<br />

to our bodaga.<br />

On another occasion there was a terrible ruckus in the<br />

Japanese part of the camp. Several Japanese soldiers were having<br />

a drunken brawl. We watched from behind our buildings while<br />

several Japanese officers quelled the melee and beat the men<br />

unmercifully with their sword scabbards and their fists. The<br />

Japanese officer had the absolute power of life and death over<br />

the men under his command. I have been Japanese soldiers stand<br />

stiffly at attention while an officer beat him about the head<br />

and kicked at his shins. When his helmet was knocked off, he


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would lean forward, retrieve it and stand back in a stiff,<br />

military position again. Wham, he would get another blow in the<br />

face.<br />

There were many tragic incidents during the six months I<br />

spent at Cabanatuan. Probably the most melancholy and agonizing<br />

one involved several boys who had in some manner bribed a guard<br />

and were being let out through the barbed wire each evening to<br />

go to a store a few kilometers distance to buy food. They would<br />

time their escapades carefully in order to be back at the<br />

appointed place before the guard went off duty. Something went<br />

wrong one night and the guard was relieved early. When the boys<br />

came back with their big bag of food, the new sentry marched<br />

them all off to the Japanese guardhouse. The next day, the three<br />

men were tied up to stakes in the hot sun for hours. An American<br />

doctor prevailed upon the Japanese commander to let him have a<br />

look at the boys when one of them obviously had fainted. The<br />

doctor, so I was told, gave each man an injection of morphine to<br />

ease his pain. Both the Americans who had been caught breaking<br />

into prison camp and the Japanese guard were duly tried by<br />

Japanese court and found guilty and sentenced to death. As one<br />

of the Americans was being led out to dig his grave, he broke<br />

away from his captor and ran into camp trying to hide. He was<br />

soon found, and received more severe beatings. Each of the men<br />

then was forced to dig his grave and stand beside it as the<br />

squad of Japanese soldiers lined up and methodically shot each<br />

man in turn. We were forced to line our men up and witness the<br />

executions.<br />

I do not know how many men escaped from Cabanatuan or if<br />

any escaped. I have told how we were placed in "security groups"<br />

by order of the Japanese. As sub-group leader, I grouped the<br />

names of ten men together and turned the names into the camp<br />

Headquarters. If any one of those men escaped, the other nine<br />

were to be shot. Any who supervised them were to be disciplined,<br />

too. As far as I know, this drastic punishment was never exacted<br />

at Cabanatuan but was carried out at a small camp in Batangas.<br />

The tragedy of Cabanatuan was not so much in the physical<br />

punishment meted out by the Japanese as in the lack of even a<br />

rudimentary sanitation system, the lack of an adequate diet and<br />

apparent hopelessness of our position. The last accurate count<br />

of deaths I heard was for the month of August, 1942, when 35 men<br />

a day died. Some months may have been worse and some better than<br />

this. It was during this period that men just seemed to die in<br />

the night for no apparent reason. The space allotted to us was<br />

so limited that when you awoke in the morning and felt a cold<br />

body next to you, you quickly got up and sent a runner for the<br />

doctor. The man was pronounced dead and carried off.


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Our diet at the time was about a pound or more of rice a<br />

day, served either twice or three times daily. There was little<br />

to vary the meals but, from time to time, we had a little corn<br />

or sweet potatoes. We gathered the greens that grew along the<br />

canals and cooked them. It was roughage and it was leafy.<br />

The Japanese furnished the rice, doled it out in prescribed<br />

quantities, be those large or small. On only one occasion that I<br />

remember did they make any concession to outside influence. That<br />

was the time in the middle of 1942 when a Swiss Red Cross<br />

representative was allowed to "inspect” the camp. He got no<br />

closer to the prisoners than 100 yards or so. I saw him, dressed<br />

in a dazzling white suit, conferring with some Japanese<br />

officers. At least, I was told this was the Swiss Red Cross<br />

representative.<br />

That was the day we had chicken for dinner. When we went<br />

through the chow line that evening, we each got a piece of<br />

chicken. It was doled out, a sliver to each man. The Japanese<br />

had brought 4 chickens into camp that morning and delivered them<br />

to the mess of our group. Those 4 scrawny-hens were to be<br />

divided up into 4,000 pieces and each man was to get a piece of<br />

chicken. I was told that the Japanese showed the Swiss Red Cross<br />

man the menu or a menu, which said "Rice with chicken." We could<br />

not deny that we had chicken. Not only that, we had a lot of fun<br />

over that chicken. It was a grim joke and we knew it but still<br />

there were elements of humor which could not be overlooked.<br />

It was about the middle of my stay at Cabanatuan that I<br />

made the decision to trade my fountain pen for a lemon to ease<br />

my scurvy-sore mouth. I made contact with a Jap guard and he got<br />

me a lemon. It took me at least two days to eat that lemon but<br />

it helped my mouth. I don't know why I had such an aversion to<br />

trading off my fountain pen for I had no ink for it. Still, it<br />

was a symbol of my previous life and I had risked hiding it<br />

during the many searches.<br />

There were certain combinations of factors at Cabanatuan<br />

that made the situation unique. As I have said, we were beaten<br />

men and had not recovered from that beating. We had lost our war<br />

and that is a hard reality to face. Too, we had been through an<br />

ordeal of death and violence not only on Bataan and during the<br />

march out of Bataan, but in the pest hole that was O'Donnell.<br />

The senior leadership among the Americans, the highest ranking<br />

officers, were determined to bring some order out of this chaos<br />

and anarchy that had developed during the days when officers<br />

could exert little control over their men. Discipline is an<br />

absolute essential for survival in prison camp or under<br />

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The American military leadership, though, was not<br />

sufficiently versed in the intricacies of command, not<br />

experienced in the habit of real leadership. During the long<br />

years of peace between 1921 and 1941, orders had been decided<br />

upon, and given and obeyed with a minimum of delay. An officer's<br />

insignia was enough to insure that he was respected, believed to<br />

be right and obeyed. Many of our officers had become so used to<br />

being obeyed without question, that they had forgotten the<br />

cardinal rule of leadership, that the leader must first be a<br />

leader of men.<br />

At Cabanatuan, then, the senior American officers set up a<br />

Headquarters inside the wire and were duly recognized by the<br />

Japanese as the avenue of transmittal of orders to the troops.<br />

This Headquarters began issuing orders as though they were in<br />

<strong>complete</strong> command in a peacetime situation. "No man would draw<br />

more than one gallon of water per day," "Enlisted men would<br />

observe strict military courtesy with officers," "Military court<br />

martial boards would be convened to handle cases of disciplinary<br />

action and infractions of the rules."<br />

This was, I do not doubt, an honest attempt to bring some<br />

sort of order out of the milling throngs of men who were, to all<br />

intents and purposes, leaderless.<br />

It was not long before the system broke down with a<br />

resounding thud. No one really believed in the orders or paid<br />

much attention to them. A man was a man when he was a prisoner<br />

of war and the law of the jungle prevailed. The Americans had<br />

little recourse to any effective disciplinary action other than<br />

to turn violators over to the Japanese. Only in extreme cases<br />

were they willing to do this. Some men were confined to a small<br />

stockade, but this practice was soon abandoned. As inhuman<br />

conditions of privation already existed, this seemed too much.<br />

It took at least three months for the American<br />

administration to realize that leadership under great stress<br />

requires far more than a symbol of authority and a loud voice.<br />

In the early days of Cabanatuan, I heard one high ranking<br />

American officer say, "It has always been the custom for the<br />

officers in this Army to be the privileged class and I see no<br />

reason to change that procedure."<br />

There were other high ranking officers, though, who knew<br />

and practiced the art of command and exercised the function of a<br />

true leader. One of these was my senior officer, Colonel Stubbs.<br />

Lieutenant Colonel Stubbs would not permit any food on his<br />

table that was not available to all the men under him. He would<br />

keep the same hours of work and observe all the restrictions<br />

imposed upon his junior officers and men. He was out among his<br />

men when they were at work and when they were in the barracks.


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He knew their problems and he was respected for his<br />

availability.<br />

During this whole difficult period, money and clothing and<br />

extra food were smuggled into Cabanatuan. I cannot say for sure<br />

just where it all went but I was given to understand that much<br />

of it was diverted by senior American officers to their own use.<br />

An army may run on its belly, but the quality of leadership<br />

is just as essential to the maintenance of order as food and<br />

living conditions.<br />

In October came the chance to volunteer for a move. We knew<br />

not where but the grapevine had it that we were to go to Davao.<br />

I promptly sent in my name.<br />

One of the conditions for qualifying for the work detail of<br />

1,000 men was to pass a physical examination. I was woefully<br />

weak, half blind, swollen with beri-beri and unable to stand for<br />

any extended period of time. Still, being the officer who picked<br />

the men from my 65 junior officers, I put myself on the list.<br />

Luckily, the physical consisted of lining up, standing in the<br />

hot sun for an hour, having a Japanese officer pass down the<br />

line and walking back to the barracks. When the list came out,<br />

my name was on it.<br />

Trip to Davao<br />

We left Cabanatuan at 5:45 A.M. October 27, 1942. In the<br />

cool of the early morning we marched off down that muddy road<br />

toward the town of Cabanatuan some 10 km away. Each of us<br />

carried his personal gear consisting of a blanket, mosquito bar,<br />

mess kit and very little else. To counter the ache in my feet<br />

and legs, I had the realization that at least we could not be<br />

going to a worse place.<br />

The last few kilometers of that morning hike are a blur in<br />

my memory. Had it not been for my friends, I would not have made<br />

it at all. I dropped my pack, discarded my canteen and belt to<br />

lighten the load and stumbled on barely putting one foot in<br />

front of the other. Finally with the boys on either side lending<br />

me a hand, we arrived at the station. We loaded aboard the small<br />

boxcars in the usual sardine fashion, 100 men to a car. There is<br />

a story, of course, about the small cars holding 40 men or 8<br />

horses. The Japanese evidently had not been indoctrinated with<br />

the legend. In the heat of the tropics, those metal cars were so<br />

hot you did not dare lean too long against the metal. It was<br />

well into the afternoon before we arrived in Manila and marched<br />

to the dock.<br />

The cold rice we carried in our mess kits was our food for<br />

the day but we were promised a good meal of meat aboard the<br />

ship. It is amazing how good news of this sort can pick up the


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spirits. As we staggered up the gangplank, we were dished out a<br />

good portion of corned beef in our outstretched mess kits. I<br />

could hardly wait to set my gear down to get at that delicious<br />

meat. With the first mouthful, though, all my fondest hopes as<br />

well as my hunger left me. It was corned beef all right, but<br />

pickled in brine saltier than I had ever tasted. My mouth, sore<br />

from scurvy, could not tolerate the horrible bitter taste. I<br />

spat it out and traded the rest for unsalted rice. The<br />

disappointment of the disillusioning meat stayed with me for<br />

days.<br />

Our quarters aboard the ship were, of course, in the hold.<br />

Tiers of wooden platforms had been built up to accommodate the<br />

transport of troops. I suppose the Japanese soldiers had the<br />

same comforts as we prisoners. At least, it was obvious the<br />

decks had been used before and by a very untidy group. The<br />

shelves were about six feet wide and the shelf above was just<br />

about four feet higher than yours. It meant that you could crawl<br />

in, lean against the bulkhead or lie down. Each man was allotted<br />

the usual 18 inches-wide space.<br />

We were allowed top side but after negotiating that metal<br />

ladder out of the hold a couple of times, I felt the heat and<br />

stench of the hold were less painful than the climb out and in<br />

again. There was not a square foot of space to do more than<br />

stand on the deck either. Standing was what I did poorest, so I<br />

just stayed in the hold most of the 12 days of the trip.<br />

The rice aboard our cruise ship was somewhat limited but of<br />

good quality. The scurvy that kept my mouth aflame and the raw<br />

sores that covered parts of my body kept me awake much of each<br />

night. I tried to relax and sleep as often as the pain would<br />

permit. One friend found a batch of Ticki-Ticki which he gave me<br />

with the assurance it would cure my scurvy. Ticki-Ticki is the<br />

rice hull preparation containing a high Vitamin B content that<br />

is husked off the polished rice. In its refined form, it is<br />

often taken as an elixir by those who eat polished rice. As I<br />

got it though, the stuff was merely a branny sort of meal, with<br />

a yeasty flavor. I ate all I could get and I believe it helped.<br />

With the pain, loss of sleep and generally depleted<br />

physical condition, I began to have hallucinations. I would<br />

dream of cold baths, eating wonderfully greasy butter and the<br />

cool lawns of my back yard in Riverside. When I awoke from one<br />

of these dreams, I would have crawled the full length of the<br />

sleeping deck, pawing my way over the solid floor of bodies. The<br />

boys knew I was in bad shape and were gentle as they restrained<br />

my movements. We were all sick, weary, sweaty and filthy. The<br />

everpresent dysentery went up almost as soon as the ship was<br />

underway. I, for some heaven-sent reason, was not affected. I<br />

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With a limited amount of low residue diet there was just nothing<br />

left of my rice, I suppose.<br />

By the time we had made a stop at Cebu, I seemed to pick up<br />

a bit. Some of the more daring voyagers had pried up some of the<br />

hold planking and found a huge store of canned goods in the<br />

lower hold. As lookouts stood by to warn if guards approached,<br />

they rifled those packing boxes and brought up cans of pineapple<br />

and juices. Only a very little of this was shared and I felt<br />

strong enough to try my hand one dark night. While two boys held<br />

the heavy deck piece up a foot or so, I reached my long arm down<br />

and fumbled for the largest can I could find. It was a gallon<br />

size and my joy was immense. I carried it back through the<br />

darkness to my shelf space and my bunky and I began cutting at<br />

the lid with my mess knife. Once again, though, I was<br />

disappointed. It was a can of lard. Even when you are starving,<br />

a mouthful of unsalted lard tastes like a mouthful of unsalted<br />

lard any other time. We tried it on rice and plain. We tried<br />

trading it for other edibles and failed. In the end, we gave it<br />

away as being too big a can to conceal during the regular<br />

searches that took place.<br />

We reached Davao on November 5, 1942, and dropped anchor in<br />

the upper part of the Gulf of Davao. The green of the not<br />

distant shoreline was a welcome sight. The heat though was<br />

blistering. The flies found us as soon as we hove to and our day<br />

before disembarking was miserable with scratching, slapping and<br />

fighting those flies from eating our rice ration. They were the<br />

big blue-bottle variety that insisted on staying right on your<br />

spoon till you brushed them off as you popped the spoon into<br />

your mouth.<br />

As one of the sicker boys I was given consideration in the<br />

unloading. I was last. While the others were herded off up the<br />

road to the Davao Penal Colony, I was left under guard with half<br />

a dozen in the small shack for the night. Our guards were jovial<br />

fellows. They shared their rice with us and saw that we had<br />

plenty of room to sleep. They even brought in a bucket of the<br />

most delicious looking cherries I had ever seen. It was a wooden<br />

cask bound around with a vine. The cherries were red and plump<br />

and my mouth watered with anticipation. Again though, no luck.<br />

They were salted cherries that are standard rations for Japanese<br />

soldiers. They eat them to season their rice. I was beginning to<br />

believe I was never going to taste anything but salted food<br />

again.<br />

The next morning trucks came for us and we were loaded<br />

aboard for the 40 km trek to our new home. The road, a narrow,<br />

rutted and rain-soaked track through the forest, held a promise<br />

of hope. We were, for one thing, determined that this should be<br />

a better camp than Cabanatuan. We knew from reports of those who


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had been there before the war that this camp had plantations of<br />

coconut, coffee, avocado and vegetables. What we did not know<br />

was that the Japanese would withhold all such from us on the<br />

basis that these were luxuries. We knew that nothing could be<br />

any worse than Cabanatuan which we had just left. We knew that<br />

the trees, the adequate water supply and the fact that we had<br />

lived in prison almost a year, were in our favor. And so we<br />

approached Dapeco, a place where most of us learned to fight for<br />

our lives again, where we began to laugh after nine months of<br />

grimness, where we learned to have hope for the future. There<br />

was something about that jungle prison that made me want to<br />

live, to survive, yes and to return. With the solid, dense,<br />

greenness of the jungle closing in on all sides, the blue sky<br />

overhead and the palm trees dotting the compound, we had come to<br />

a far better place than that treeless death camp, Cabanatuan.<br />

Though we did not know it at the time, this was to be our home<br />

for over 18 months. Some of those months were bitter and some<br />

were gay.<br />

CHAPTER VIII<br />

DAVAO PENAL COLONY, MINDINAO<br />

I will not approach this story of prison camp life at Davao<br />

in chronological order. Incidents and occasions overlap. I begin<br />

with the story of the night of our departure from Davao Penal<br />

Colony on June 5, 1944, and try to bring the essence of the<br />

story into focus.<br />

I lay on a litter near the prison camp galley that lush,<br />

tropical night in early June of 1944. It was a significant night<br />

for me. It was a significant night for all of the 1,200 American<br />

prisoners of war in that Japanese camp. We had been prisoners<br />

for over two years, since April of 1942. For a year and a half,<br />

Davao Penal Colony had been our home. Now, we were being moved<br />

to a new location. There was only one reason for the Nips to<br />

move us. Someone was putting the pressure on. The Yanks were<br />

coming and they knew it. Mindanao might be next.<br />

Dapeco, a contraction of the proper name, Davao Penal<br />

Colony, was located some forty kilometers east of the port of<br />

Davao at the innermost reaches of the gulf of the same name.<br />

There were only two means of access to the camp. One was a treelined,<br />

deep-rutted road that ran through the jungle. The other<br />

was the river that alternately flooded and subsided with the<br />

rains. The river landing was located some ten kilometers from<br />

camp.<br />

Davao had many advantages over the other prison camps we<br />

had been in. There were trees--lots of trees. The campsite was


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one developed by the <strong>Philippine</strong> Commonwealth for its long term<br />

prisoners. The barrack-like housing consisted of ten long<br />

thatched buildings. Extending away from the center aisle of each<br />

barracks was a sort of raised deck about 18 inches higher than<br />

the floor. This was separated into compartments. There was room<br />

for eight men in a compartment. Each man had a space seven feet<br />

long by eighteen inches wide. That eighteen inches was a board<br />

and a half as we <strong>called</strong> it--twelve inch boards being used for<br />

the planking.<br />

But it was not the housing, the trees, the isolation or the<br />

food that made Davao a distinctive prison camp. These things<br />

contributed probably and they certainly made the atmosphere more<br />

bearable. The one outstanding feature of Davao was that there<br />

men had quit dying. In every other camp we had been in, men died<br />

at the rate of from 35 to 50 a day. Malaria, dysentery,<br />

diphtheria and lack of sanitation along with starvation were<br />

equal causes. At Davao, we had gone for over a year without a<br />

death from any cause except executions.<br />

The senior American officers of the camp were honest and<br />

courageous men who were fair to officers and men alike. Men who<br />

had not smiled for a long time had learned to laugh again at<br />

Dapeco. Of course, it was no health resort. A year and a half of<br />

prison is a long time anywhere. We had felt the pangs of<br />

separation from our families, the pangs of hunger, and the pain<br />

of disease. There were the regular attacks of malaria, the<br />

disfiguring scars of cellulitis, a skin disease that lasted some<br />

eight months. The rice was scanty at best and it always had a<br />

weevil or two in every serving. The big difference at Dapeco was<br />

still that men had quit dying. They had learned to have faith<br />

once again and respect for each other.<br />

This remarkable difference was not due to the Japanese.<br />

They denied us the fruits and vegetables that grew outside the<br />

prison wire. As captors go they were not unduly harsh either.<br />

Our men were able to smuggle bananas, avocados, sweet potatoes<br />

and some greens into camp from the work details.<br />

Morale in the camp was not the work of any one man. It came<br />

about from a number of causes. Men like Commander McCracken,<br />

USN, Chaplain Brewster, also of the Navy, Lieutenant Colonel<br />

Deeter of the Army Medical Corps, Captain Charlie Osborne,<br />

another doctor, Father Le Fleur and Father Kennedy, Catholic<br />

Army Chaplains, and a host of others all had a hand in the<br />

process.<br />

And then, too, there is that old wheeze that runs, "It<br />

takes a heap of living to make a house a home." Well, we had<br />

done a lot of living at Dapeco. We had come into that camp<br />

starved, beaten, and sick. We had come from camps where water<br />

was scarce, violence the rule of the day, and death a constant


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companion. At Dapeco, we had found a measure of stability. We<br />

had water, dry quarters, green trees, and competent leadership.<br />

We established a routine for our lives. For the first time since<br />

our capture some nine months before, we were able to build a<br />

social group. It was this unity of purpose, the semblance of<br />

regularity and the ability to keep clean that turned Dapeco into<br />

more than just a prison camp.<br />

One inspired officer whipped together a choral group that<br />

sang beautifully on that rice diet. Major Brown, a former<br />

teacher, lectured on many subjects. One of his most wellremembered<br />

was a series on the sayings of the wise King Solomon:<br />

"There are many things in this world to confound the mind of<br />

man. There is the way of the eagle in the air; the way of the<br />

serpent on the rock; the way of the ship upon the sea; and<br />

lastly, but most confounding of all, the way of a man with a<br />

maid." Major Brown made these lessons live for us with an<br />

eloquence and enthusiasm that still lingers. There were others<br />

who set up camp shows. Men were invited to participate. I<br />

recited "Casey at the Bat," "The Cremation of Sam McGee," and<br />

Kiplings's "The Women."<br />

It was at these shows, held whenever the Japanese would<br />

permit, that we got a glimpse of a small American flag that one<br />

of the boys had sewn between the folds of a blanket. No man who<br />

has been denied a sight of his own flag for long will forget a<br />

glimpse of the one symbol that represented home, family and<br />

eventual rescue which that flag gave to each of us.<br />

I am rattling about all over Dapeco in a most disjointed<br />

fashion. In the first place, as I have told you, it was a camp<br />

in the middle of the jungle. There were two main cleared areas.<br />

One was the actual camp site. The other was the rice fields.<br />

There were some 400 hectares (a hectare equals 2.2 acres) in all<br />

of the cleared land. It was the sort of jungle country one had<br />

to constantly fight. First the vines would creep out. Then small<br />

bushes would spring up. Trees would seem to pop up almost<br />

overnight. The grass got long and before you knew it, the jungle<br />

was closing in around you. When we first came to camp in<br />

November of 1942, the Nips sought out an easy source of stakes<br />

for a barbed wire enclosure. A grove of kapok trees seemed<br />

ideally suited for the purpose. The trees were about eighteen<br />

inches in diameter. They were straight and clean of branches for<br />

about twelve feet. The grove of over 1,000 trees was cut. One<br />

end of the long trunk was pointed with an axe and the other end<br />

was sunk into the ground. All of this work was done by<br />

prisoners, of course. The 1,000 logs were used to make three<br />

separate concentric rings around the prison compound. Barbed<br />

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Within a month, a few of the posts rotted off. The rest of<br />

them took root and grew. The rotten ones were replaced and the<br />

rest formed a living tree ring around the prison compound. The<br />

fertility of the soil, the heavy rainfall, and the warm humid<br />

air all made for rapid growth. The rainfall itself, which might<br />

run up to 200 inches a year, was fairly constant through the<br />

twelve months. Atone time, there was a three day dry spell and<br />

everyone was running around with his tongue hanging out. During<br />

the day the weather might be bright and clear. Along toward<br />

evening the clouds would bank up and the rain would begin. There<br />

was rain during the day, too. You could hear it coming across<br />

the jungle in a swelling roar. At the sound, the boys would leap<br />

from their tasks, grab their blankets and clothes from the<br />

bushes where they had been put to air or dry. The rain would hit<br />

as though a fire hose had been turned on and continue for<br />

upwards of an hour. Then as quickly as it came, the clouds broke<br />

up, the sun shone, and the air was beautiful and clean. Small<br />

wisps of steam rose from the ground and the gurgle of water<br />

sounded as the drainage ditches carried off the excess. I was<br />

working with a group on the edge of the jungle during one of<br />

these drenchers. Pig runs crisscrossed in every direction. The<br />

tree covering overhead was so dense you could not see the sky.<br />

Inside of ten minutes from the beginning of the rain, the pig<br />

runs were six inches deep and flowing rapidly. I was told these<br />

runs were made by wild pigs, and though I never saw one during<br />

my short tour with this type of working party, I imagine it is<br />

accurate.<br />

There were large snakes in thatjung1e too. At intervals,<br />

the boys out on working parties would tell of seeing them. One<br />

Filipino guide told us he had come upon a big anaconda in the<br />

path one time with a half-digested pig stretching his huge<br />

mouth. He killed the dormant snake and got pig and snake for his<br />

family to eat. The boys who worked in the rice fields told often<br />

of coming upon cobras. The cobra, it seems, has his poison fangs<br />

in the back of his mouth and any small piece of clothing will<br />

ordinarily protect against a fatal bite. I only know we never<br />

suffered a casualty from cobra bite though our boys had to work<br />

mostly naked in the rice fields.<br />

Our ration at Dapeco was mostly rice. At first we were fed<br />

three times a day, a total of about a pound of rice. Then, with<br />

a reduction in the ration, we were fed only two meals. For a<br />

time we could supplement our diet with smuggled bananas and<br />

vegetables. On one occasion, I bought a stalk of green bananas<br />

from a Filipino for one peso. There were still a few Filipino<br />

families living in camp. On another occasion, I traded a can of<br />

corned beef for 100 small bananas. This last deal, which I<br />

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me I am sure because of my poor physical condition. A can of<br />

corned beef was a pound of meat and a very valuable item. Those<br />

100 bananas were a delicious treat, though, and probably<br />

contained just what my scurvy-sore mouth needed.<br />

This brings up the subject of other treats that came our<br />

way at infrequent intervals. The Japanese permitted fried<br />

bananas to be brought in on several occasions. They were<br />

evidently made by native women in the vicinity for they were<br />

still hot. To me, they were one of the most tantalizing<br />

mouthfuls since I had tasted a mango over a year before. The<br />

bananas were cut lengthwise several times and fried in hot<br />

coconut oil. Sometimes we got them made up in crisscrossed<br />

batches and sometimes they came in fried whole. I suppose in the<br />

year and a half we got half a dozen issues. Of course, they had<br />

to be paid for. That brings up another subject. How did we get<br />

the money to pay for these issues and the issues of tobacco?<br />

A few months after we came to Dapeco, the Nips announced we<br />

were no longer captives. Our status had been changed to prisoner<br />

of war. This designation of "captive" and "prisoner of war” is<br />

not just an exercise in semantics. For almost a whole year the<br />

Japanese had not bothered to list us as anything more than so<br />

many bodies. As captives, we had no rights. As prisoners of war,<br />

we were entitled to privileges recognized throughout the world<br />

by civilized countries. While Japan was not a signatory of the<br />

Geneva Convention regarding prisoners of war, they had indicated<br />

they would abide by most of that document's provisions. The<br />

important sections of that agreement to us concerned food,<br />

medical attention, and individual rights.<br />

The very infrequent pay days the Japanese gave us were only<br />

a token of their recognition of the Geneva Convention. It was<br />

purely lip service to a concern not highly prized in Asian<br />

culture. Prisoners did not deserve treatment as human beings.<br />

This payment, then, was one of the few concessions the Japanese<br />

made to the Geneva Convention.<br />

Field grade officers were to get 50 to 60 pesos and the<br />

company grade officers, of which I was one, 30 pesos. Sometime<br />

later when payment was actually started, we duly signed the pay<br />

voucher and were handed over our money in occupation currency.<br />

It was good only in camp and there was nothing to buy. Soon<br />

afterward, however, the bananas and tobacco began to arrive. The<br />

tobacco came in the form of “hands.” A hand consisted of 100<br />

leaves. It was moth eaten and strong. It had lain in some<br />

warehouse a long, long time. It could be smoked, though, and it<br />

was welcome as the flowers in May.<br />

It was in the distribution of these infrequent bonanzas<br />

that the genius for leadership in the camp came out. It seems<br />

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distributed. In a camp where no one has much of anything, the<br />

least morsel of something is important. To get the stuff out so<br />

that every man would get just shares was a major feat of<br />

distribution. In the case of the tobacco, we drew lots out of a<br />

hat. The man who drew number one got first choice in his group.<br />

The man who had number two came next and so on down the line.<br />

There were good hands of leaf and poor ones. Some were weak and<br />

some were strong. They traded back and forth for blending<br />

purposes. Those who did not smoke traded theirs for food or<br />

other items they wanted. The important thing is that every man<br />

got his just share. We made a gala affair out of the drawing.<br />

The good leaves could be rolled into cigars. Most of us shredded<br />

ours and rolled them into cigarettes. The supply of paper was<br />

critical. On one occasion Protestant Chaplain Brewster gave me a<br />

small Bible saying, “<strong>Read</strong> it, then smoke it." Some of the boys<br />

brought in paper torn from cement sacks pilfered on the work<br />

details. A small roll of toilet paper made a suitable substitute<br />

for me for a long time.<br />

The really big "give-away" show of our first year at Dapeco<br />

came early in February after only a couple of months in camp.<br />

This was the arrival and distribution of Red Cross packages. We<br />

had heard rumors of such a distribution for months. Now it was a<br />

reality. It was the first indication that anyone was even<br />

thinking of us. We knew it came all the way from that magic<br />

place--the good old U.S.A.<br />

There was, in all, about thirty pounds per man. There was<br />

also some small issue of clothing. It was that American food<br />

that turned that week into Christmas, Thanksgiving, and New<br />

Year's Day all in one. More than the shot in the arm the food<br />

gave us was the stimulation to our morale. It was not long<br />

before everything had a price on it. The unit of exchange was<br />

the almighty cigarette. A can of corned beef was valued at five<br />

packs of good cigarettes. The cigarettes in the gift boxes were<br />

not in bad shape. They had been exposed to a long ocean trip,<br />

though, and some of them were a bit mouldy. A mouldy cigarette<br />

is rough on the throat. It cuts like a new file. Some men<br />

harbored their store of food. Some gobbled it up inside of a few<br />

days. Each man enjoyed his in his own way. Some of us pooled our<br />

resources and stretched it out by enjoying a portion of a can of<br />

food at a time. There was surprisingly little dissension over<br />

the food. There were incidents of thievery and these were sad. A<br />

man who had saved his food would come in from a work party and<br />

find his gear rifled. It was more than sad, it was tragic. That<br />

was also an incentive for the rest of us to at least get the<br />

benefit of ours by eating it.<br />

The packages contained a few cans of corned beef, some bar<br />

chocolate, soluble coffee, a butter-like cheese in cans, half a


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pound of cheddar cheese, powdered milk, cigarettes and canned<br />

puddings. From that day on life in a Japanese prison camp took<br />

on new meaning. We knew more than ever that the Yanks would one<br />

day come and blast these little, yellow men off their high and<br />

mighty seats. We would be hard to kill from this point on. The<br />

grass was green, the rice tasted better and the hope that<br />

springs eternal was strong within us.<br />

Dapeco Hospital<br />

During all this time, I was in the hospital at Dapeco.<br />

Almost from November, 1942, when we first came into camp, I had<br />

been a patient. During those first few months, I really hit<br />

bottom. There wasn't much fight left in me. The story of that<br />

decline will come in another part of this <strong>account</strong>. My eyesight,<br />

by this time, was very poor. My legs had developed an ataxia<br />

that prevented me from walking well. My mouth was sore from<br />

scurvy. I was weak all over. The slightest exertion was an<br />

extreme effort. One saving grace, or so it appears now, is that<br />

I was constipated. While most of the men had diarrhea or<br />

dysentery, I had not had a bowel movement during the fifteen<br />

days of our trip to Davao. The doctors laughed at me when I told<br />

them this odd bit of news. They arranged however, to have one of<br />

the corpsmen give me an enema.<br />

And so, as I say, I was in the hospital. That is, we <strong>called</strong><br />

it a hospital. There were no quiet corridors, no antiseptically<br />

clean walls and rooms. There was no elaborate equipment to<br />

indicate this was a house of healing. There were no white<br />

uniformed nurses or clean linen. The American doctors, in an<br />

attempt to maintain their dignity, wore shorts instead of "G”<br />

strings as did most everyone else. The remarkable thing about<br />

this hospital is that it did the job that hospitals are supposed<br />

to do--it kept men alive.<br />

Dapeco was malaria country. Soon after our arrival, cases<br />

of chills and fever began to pop up. I had my first attack just<br />

before Christmas, 1942. It was a lulu, too. I remember urinating<br />

from the edge of my bamboo cot into a tin can. The fever was so<br />

high after a five hour chill, it seemed I could hardly hold the<br />

can it was so hot with the liquid I had just voided. But this<br />

hospital did a grand job. I may have mentioned Lieutenant<br />

Colonel Dwight Deeter before. He was surgeon, head of the unit.<br />

The main building was about 75 feet long. It had been painted at<br />

one time. There was a narrow porch running most of the way<br />

around the outside. Inside a corrugated iron roof covered a bare<br />

and at one time whitewashed room. The cots and beds were lined<br />

up on either side with an aisle down the center. I believe it<br />

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the hospital area and more about them later. The patients had<br />

more room here than was allowed them in the barracks a few<br />

hundred feet away. Still the crude bunks were jammed almost up<br />

against one another. The porches were filled too. Some of the<br />

bunks were bamboo. Some were canvas cots. Others were left over<br />

from the former prison camp hospital and were constructed of<br />

native lumber, with which the Davao forest abounded.<br />

The American doctors did a fine job at Davao. They were<br />

medics captured along with the rest of us on Bataan, Corregidor<br />

and in the Visayan Islands. Many charges have been leveled at<br />

them for misappropriation of drugs, misuse of drugs, outright<br />

trading of drugs to the Japanese in return for extra food. I do<br />

not know whether these charges are true. I only know they<br />

established a record in that hospital that many modern hospitals<br />

would like to equal. In a camp of 2,000 men, with a 96 per cent<br />

incidence of malaria, hundreds of other diseases, and a<br />

starvation diet for all hands, they did not have a death from<br />

any cause for over a year. A few men died soon after our arrival<br />

from Luzon. Many were close to death. Whether it was the will to<br />

live, the atmosphere of hope, or the treatment and medication<br />

will never be known. The men of Dapeco just refused to die.<br />

I saw one man on the verge of death. He was literally skin<br />

and bones. It was inconceivable to me he could live out the<br />

night. The doctors said the same thing. As a last resort, they<br />

decided to operate. It had to be an abdominal exploratory.<br />

Inside, they found a series of seven abdominal abscesses. They<br />

drained them, left tubes from the wounds hanging outside, sewed<br />

him up. With nothing much more than the prayers of his buddies<br />

and the hopes of the doctors to go on, that man fought his way<br />

back to virile good health in a matter of six months. When I<br />

asked Charlie Osborne and Major Davis how they had performed<br />

this miracle, they just shook their heads and said, "All we did<br />

was to help God make that man whole again."<br />

There were other doctors. Major Schwarz, Captain Whitely,<br />

and Major Ruth were only a few that come to mind. Their supply<br />

of medicines was meager. Their application must have been<br />

profound. They were faced with grave decisions. For instance, in<br />

the case of vitamin B1, the hospital had received a small supply<br />

of this specific for beri-beri. Should the doctors give a heavy<br />

dosage to the thirty-odd seriously ill men or share it among the<br />

many incipient cases? In the one case they might pull those few<br />

men through and they might not. Vitamin B was a specific, but<br />

without food as a supplement, it might not bring about the<br />

results. If they spread the use of the drug over a greater<br />

number of men, those thirty seriously ill cases might die any<br />

time. The decision was the only one they could make--give all<br />

beri-beri cases a light injection. There were complaints by some


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men that this cost them their eyesight. A major dose of the<br />

serum might have given them the lift they needed to regain it. I<br />

do not profess to know the right answer. I only know that I will<br />

string along with the decision as the best one for the greatest<br />

number of men. It may have cost me my eyesight but I still have<br />

my life.<br />

It was not only the doctors at Dapeco that made that<br />

hospital effective. There was Joe Garcia of a little hamlet,<br />

Socorro, New Mexico. Joe was the ever-smiling night man on duty<br />

seven nights a week for almost a year and a half. No request was<br />

ever so big as to wipe that smile from Joe's face.<br />

There was Irving Beatty, who came right out of a men's<br />

dancing group when he was drafted into the army. As a medic on<br />

Bataan, he had been following a ravine, looking for wounded when<br />

he came upon two Japanese soldiers in the process of bayoneting<br />

three wounded Filipino officers. Equipped only with his Red<br />

Cross band, Beatty charged the Nips, arms waving and screaming<br />

at the top of his lungs. The Nips fled in abject terror at such<br />

tactics. The medic was able to save the lives of two of the<br />

three officers. He received the Distinguished Service Cross for<br />

his afternoon's work.<br />

There was a boy from Boston by name of Jim Kitridge. When<br />

Dr. Davis decided the only chance of saving one man's life was<br />

surgery, the plans were laid. An order was left for the night<br />

attendant to give the stricken man six Nembutal about midnight.<br />

Something went wrong with the recording of those six Nembutal<br />

though. They were not listed as being given. Kitridge, the day<br />

medical corpsman, saw the order when he came on duty at 6 A.M.,<br />

and gave another six Nembutal without checking.<br />

There was an atmosphere of grave concern as the news spread<br />

that a mistake had been made. Each of us had a stake in that<br />

sick man's life. Each of us felt partly responsible. Each of us<br />

wanted that man to live. Our doctors had kept us alive and we<br />

wanted them to keep him alive. There was no cold impersonality<br />

about this hospital. We all prayed and sent out all the strength<br />

we could muster. And the man did live.<br />

There were others but their names are hazy. Although some<br />

of the corpsmen were not fitted for their job, some of them rose<br />

to great heights of self-sacrifice. It is hard to tend another's<br />

wants when the chances are that he might live and you might die.<br />

You are expending energy and he is conserving his.<br />

A few months after we had come to Dapeco, the more serious<br />

cases among us were transferred to a smaller ward. It was a<br />

squarish building out in the rear of the main hospital. It was<br />

surrounded by trees, and there were hibiscus bushes along the<br />

paths. It was cool and comfortable. We came to call this the<br />

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patients most likely to die. By separating them from the rest,<br />

that melancholy event could be minimized to a degree. Also, any<br />

small extra portions of food available could be given to these<br />

25 men without the others seeing the operation. The death house<br />

fooled the doctors again. One by one, these wobbly creatures<br />

rose from their sick beds and walked again. Some of them were<br />

paralyzed to the extent they could not even turn over. Some had<br />

to be hand fed for months. Some lay like inert skeletons day<br />

after day, muttering or screaming at intervals. Many of those<br />

were killed later from other causes, but they refused to die at<br />

Dapeco.<br />

Then there was the pest house. This was a small building,<br />

separated from the rest by a fence. The surrounding area was<br />

grassy. A grove of coconut palms shaded it from the sun. It was<br />

crowded with contagious cases. There was some amoebic dysentery,<br />

just what other ailments I do not recall. It was here, also,<br />

that the lock section was located for the mentally ill. There<br />

were probably four or five of these. In some cases, it was<br />

temporary and in some cases there seemed no improvement over the<br />

whole year and a half we were at Dapeco. As time went by and I<br />

could be out, I used to go out and visit with the boys in the<br />

pest house. We would sit under the palm trees and tell of our<br />

experiences. It was a pleasantly cool place. I well remember one<br />

day, as we sat, the sudden shock of an earthquake. It was the<br />

most violent one I had ever experienced. The palms seemed to<br />

sway till their fronds touched the ground. Knowing it to be as<br />

safe a place as any, none of us even moved. In a few moments, it<br />

passed with no damage.<br />

One of the most bothersome pests to invade our jungle<br />

prison was the bedbugs. They were brought in with a shipment of<br />

mosquito bars. Even the bedbugs we could endure for the comfort<br />

of a mosquito bar, though. Each night before we lay down for the<br />

night, we would go over the corners and seams of our blankets<br />

and bars, hunting for the smelly little pests. A bedbug can go<br />

hungry for an inconceivably long time. He gets more agile with<br />

hunger, too. We had little ones and big ones. There were fat<br />

ones and thin ones. Each of us learned to detest the rancid odor<br />

of the pesky things when they were squashed between the nail and<br />

forefinger. That was the surest way to get them, it seemed.<br />

Periodically, we could pour hot water over the joints and<br />

crevices in the bunks. This would do little more than keep them<br />

under control. They seemed to come right back in numbers within<br />

a few days.<br />

At intervals also, I would get a friend or a corpsman to<br />

take my thin, kapok mattress out for a sunning. The best<br />

solution, or at least control method, was to find an ant hill<br />

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made an effective cleaning agent. They ate any crumbs of rice<br />

that might have been dropped and relentlessly hunted the bedbugs<br />

down. Some of the boys saved a few crumbs of our twice weekly<br />

spoon of sugar and coaxed the ants in to scavenge their bunks,<br />

too. The ants were easy to get rid of in the evening. During the<br />

day, they trooped around the edge of the bunk seeking out<br />

bedbugs in all the crevices.<br />

The bedpan, as in all hospitals, was the most diabolical<br />

contrivance we bed patients had to contend with. For those who<br />

were able to move at all, the doctors had devised a makeshift<br />

one-holer out on the porch. It had a seat and underneath was a<br />

five-gallon can. It seemed impossible to keep this useful<br />

article clear of bedbug. Every three or four days, I would make<br />

a trip on the shoulders of two corpsmen to the "head." Our low<br />

residue diet made frequent trips unnecessary unless we suffered<br />

from diarrhea or dysentery. After a minute sitting on the<br />

throne, I felt the bedbugs begin their nibbling. It was not a<br />

pleasant wait, especially when one's legs were useless in<br />

getting away till help arrived. On one occasion, I almost made<br />

it back to bed by myself. A very large and hungry cockroach came<br />

up and took a healthy bite out of a very tender part of me. One<br />

of the doctors, in laughing with me over the incident, indicated<br />

he was going to prescribe the treatment every day on the basis<br />

that it might teach me to walk again.<br />

We had few other pests or pets. A few cats strayed into the<br />

compound, but they disappeared very suddenly. No one knew<br />

exactly whose stew they went into but that was the assumption.<br />

The Japs tethered some of the work buffalo in the compound to<br />

keep the grass down. The boys would save a bit of their salt<br />

ration and let the carabao lick their salty hands on occasion.<br />

The animals could remember each of the individuals who had been<br />

so kind and would stick their noses in the air with an expectant<br />

look each time that man passed.<br />

The rice ration for the hospital was cooked in a small<br />

galley in the rear of the main building. Large metal cowas held<br />

the rice over bricked up fireboxes. A soup of greens gathered<br />

along the canals supplemented the diet. At times, we also had<br />

casava root or camotes (sweet potatoes). These last we <strong>called</strong><br />

"The Purple Death" because of their bright lavender color. We<br />

usually got two to four ounces of salt fish a couple of times a<br />

week. Our rice ration varied as time went on. During the first<br />

year of imprisonment, we averaged almost a pound and a half a<br />

day. Later we were cut to eight and ten ounces. During the last<br />

eight months, things got pretty tight on the supply system, and<br />

the rice ration dropped to just six ounces a day.<br />

Those who worked in the rice fields at Dapeco got a bigger<br />

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smaller one. Those of us in the hospital got the least of all.<br />

This was quite consistent thinking on the part of the Japanese.<br />

Little work, little need for food.<br />

At Dapeco, the rice field workers raised almost enough to<br />

feed the camp. It was a laborious process to plant the<br />

seedlings, transplant them, weed the paddies and plow the turgid<br />

waters of those paddies. There was a well equipped rice mill on<br />

the grounds of the main camp. For some time, we ate polished<br />

rice--that is, rice that had been run through a process to remove<br />

the outside and inner husk. The inner husk of the rice<br />

contains a high degree of vitamin B, essential to good health.<br />

In the Orient, where rice is more-or-less a staple of the diet,<br />

this inner husk is removed in the better grades of rice. Like<br />

people on a wheat economy eating white bread, the Orientals<br />

liked their rice polished, even if less healthful.<br />

This polishing process was accomplished by running the rice<br />

through a finely set stone wheel that stripped off the inner<br />

husk. A very short time after, we began milling our own rice at<br />

Dapeco, some enlightened individual, in some unknown manner and<br />

without the Japanese suspecting, damaged the rice polishing<br />

wheel beyond repair.<br />

The Japanese were furious. There was much storming and<br />

cursing. Dire threats were passed out and punishment was<br />

promised. Nothing, as far as I know, did occur except that from<br />

that time on, we got unpolished rice. From that time on, too,<br />

the incidence of beri-beri declined.<br />

Our Captors<br />

I have not said much about our Japanese captors so far. It<br />

might be well to have a look at them. They were very much in<br />

evidence. Each morning and evening they would come in for<br />

"bango" or count. The able-bodied lined up outside. For a time,<br />

even the bed patients had to count in Japanese. Later, the Nips<br />

gave that up and did the counting themselves. The name of the<br />

Japanese noncom who took the count was, as I remember, Mucho<br />

Goochi. He was a stocky, severe, little man. Usually the<br />

civilian interpreter, Mr. Wada, came with him to note the<br />

figures down. I know very little about either of these<br />

characters but Goochi came near to slapping me one time for a<br />

mistake in counting. He did slap a major in the formation out<br />

front one day. Colonel Deeter gave him a tongue lashing for the<br />

act, too, and reported the incident to the Jap commander. There<br />

were not many overt acts of punishment of this sort at Dapeco. I<br />

will relate other forms of punishment later.<br />

As for Mr. Wada, he was a short, bentbacked, little Nip<br />

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meting out any physical punishment. Mr. Wada was the civilian<br />

interpreter for the Japanese Army at Dapeco. A short,<br />

bentbacked, little man who peered grotesquely through his thick<br />

lensed glasses, he had all the aspects of sinister doings. I<br />

suppose it was his twisted back and his hunched, peering posture<br />

that encouraged the distrust and dislike of the Americans more<br />

than any real act on his part.<br />

It was Mr. Wada who transmitted the verbal orders of the<br />

Japanese commander to the American commander. He also delivered<br />

the verbal replies. His peculiar brand of the English language,<br />

learned during his stay in California, must have garbled many of<br />

these messages for they sometimes resulted in punishment and<br />

withholding of privileges. Mr. Wada had no reason to like<br />

Americans and he said so. During his stay in California, he had<br />

come into contact with the law and been placed in a state mental<br />

institution for a time. I never had very close contacts with Mr.<br />

Wada, but I well remember that in early June, 1944, the move to<br />

another location being imminent, Mr. Wada had to dispose of the<br />

rabbits he had been raising as pets. He could not bear the<br />

thought of killing and eating the animals and turned them over<br />

to the prison hospital for the sicker men. I have always felt<br />

that Mr. Wada could not have been all bad.<br />

There were incidents of sheer, Oriental cruelty though. I<br />

saw several and will relate one. One day in April, 1944, a small<br />

group of us were sent, under guard, to a meadow close by the<br />

edge of the jungle. The guard instructed us, by sign and Pidgin<br />

English, to dig up the sod in squares and build an earth<br />

rivetment for a machine gun. Many of the boys in camp had picked<br />

up enough Japanese language to understand the instructions of<br />

the various guards. So we began the work. About this time, a<br />

small puppy came leaping and bounding up to the group. The Nip<br />

guard, sitting in the shade of a water tower close by, shifted<br />

his gun to his left arm and cuffed the dog away. The pup, liking<br />

the rough play, bounded back for more. He was cuffed again. Then<br />

the guard began to pick the dog up by first one leg and then the<br />

other. Then he picked the pup up by the neck and tossed him<br />

away. The next time the pup came back to him, he took off the<br />

quarter inch rope all Nip soldiers wore as part of their field<br />

equipment and fashioned a noose on one end. This he placed<br />

around the dog's neck. He hung the pup by the neck up over a<br />

girder of the tower. There were faint yelpings and squirmings.<br />

These finally subsided. The guard took the dog down and poured<br />

water from his canteen over its head. After a few minutes, the<br />

dog revived enough to stagger around a bit. The guard then hung<br />

him up again till he hung limp. This whole revolting process was<br />

repeated time and time again till the dog finally failed to come<br />

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back on his belt and calmly watched us finish the morning's<br />

work. Each of us prisoners would gladly have throttled that Nip<br />

with our bare hands had there been an opportunity.<br />

By and large, Dapeco was a good camp as far as physical<br />

punishment was concerned. One man was shot and killed by a guard<br />

for a minor infraction. He was working outside the wire and<br />

threw a canteen over the fence to a fellow prisoner for<br />

refilling. The guard shot him through the head. On another<br />

occasion, Blackie Grossman was digging sweet potatoes closer<br />

than the five meter limit to the wire and was shot at by the<br />

sentry in the tower. Blackie was not hit but was taken over to<br />

the Jap headquarters for questioning. When the camp commander<br />

asked him if he was trying to escape, Blackie said, "Hell no.<br />

When my government wants me out of this place, they will come<br />

and get me out." Blackie also told the camp commander that if we<br />

got enough to eat, we wouldn't be grubbing in the dirt for a few<br />

lousy camotes. The camp commander just smiled and sent Blackie<br />

back to duty.<br />

There were many instances of violence on both sides during<br />

the years of our imprisonment. On one occasion at Dapeco, an<br />

American major, working under armed guard in one of the Japanese<br />

bodegas or work sheds, suddenly grabbed the nodding guard's<br />

rifle. He aimed the gun at the Nip and pulled the trigger. The<br />

gun was not loaded and only clicked. The major grabbed an iron<br />

bar and hit the Nip and fled with the empty rifle. He ran<br />

screaming into the prison compound, the Nip in pursuit.<br />

The Japanese sent a squad of soldiers into camp to capture<br />

the major. His death, officially explained as resulting from the<br />

struggle of his capture, was announced within a couple of days.<br />

We, who saw the capture, knew the major had suffered no<br />

appreciable wounds in that quiet process. It is very likely he<br />

was beaten to death during the short imprisonment in the<br />

Japanese guardhouse.<br />

There was other violence in connection with some of the<br />

escapes from Dapeco. We had about twenty men actually get away<br />

during the year and a half we were there. They got away in three<br />

groups. I relate the events as I heard about them. It is hard to<br />

recount these facts fully or accurately because of methods of<br />

suppression taken by the Nips.<br />

During the first quarter of 1942, immediately after our<br />

arrival at Dapeco, the Nips seemed not to have a fixed policy on<br />

the treatment of the prisoners. They were alternately tough and<br />

lenient. The probable reason is that they were new at the<br />

business of administering this sort of group. One thousand of us<br />

were from prison camps on the Island of Luzon. We had been<br />

captured on Bataan and Corregidor. We were a sad and melancholy<br />

lot. We had come through starvation on Bataan and been subjected


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to disease and extreme hardship during the eight months of Camp<br />

O'Donnell and Cabanatuan. We had been used to seeing men die at<br />

the rate of fifty a day at those camps. We had almost come to<br />

expect death. The other thousand prisoners at Dapeco were<br />

soldiers captured in the Visayan Islands and in other parts of<br />

the <strong>Philippine</strong>s. They had seen little fighting as such. They<br />

were well-fed and had been treated with some degree of<br />

consideration after their capture. During the first days of<br />

imprisonment of this latter group, meat was a daily diet. They<br />

organized athletic teams. Their camp organization was left<br />

pretty well intact. They preceded us into Dapeco by a week or so<br />

and had the camp well-cleaned and organized for our arrival.<br />

It was a shock to us emaciated, disease-ridden men of<br />

Bataan and Corregidor, to realize the depths to which we had<br />

sunk. The healthy appearance of the group captured on Mindanao<br />

came as a <strong>complete</strong> surprise. We hadn't realized the gradual<br />

degeneration of our group. These healthy men gave us a<br />

tremendous lift. They had a hospital ready to receive the worst<br />

cases. They were able to scavenge food. They had maintained<br />

standards we had long since abandoned. Standards of cleanliness,<br />

that is, and dress. They were able to haul the wood, draw the<br />

water, and do the cooking while we recouped our strength.<br />

During this period, too, those work details functioning<br />

around the perimeter of camp were allowed to go outside the wire<br />

with only nominal supervision. The details that brought wood for<br />

the camp galley, the work parties, at the jute mill, grasscutting<br />

details along the roads were not guarded by armed men.<br />

At the jute mill, prisoners fashioned rope out of the fibrous<br />

leaves of the abaca-plant. The plant was almost<br />

indistinguishable from the banana plant that abounded in the<br />

area. The leaves were dried, shredded and made into switches<br />

much like those employed by women who supplement their hair.<br />

These were intertwined in the strands of rope as they were<br />

twisted.<br />

But, to get back to the work parties. One small detail<br />

worked in the edges of the surrounding jungle. They gathered<br />

palm fronds for thatching roofs. Another maintained the coffee<br />

plantation. It was of this last detail that I shall speak more<br />

fully.<br />

Escapes<br />

The coffee detail was a permanent group of about eight men.<br />

They worked seven days a week. They weeded, cultivated, and<br />

otherwise cared for the large coffee field. While seven of the<br />

men worked, one was assigned to rustle extra food and prepare<br />

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avocados, Star apples, camotes, and other food to supplement the<br />

rice. The men worked hard but they prospered on the added diet.<br />

They were able at times to sneak into the chicken yard and filch<br />

eggs. They could at times smuggle extra food into camp. It was<br />

inevitable that they should begin to formulate plans for an<br />

escape. When the American Red Cross food was issued, they saved<br />

their canned meats and other durable foods. They either traded<br />

for or bought medicines with other food. They made caches of<br />

this food and medicine near the edge of the jungle. The<br />

membership of this group was hand picked. Its leadership was<br />

good. The only member with whom I actually had any contact was<br />

Captain Ed Dies of the Army Air Force. I remember one time when<br />

I was visiting a friend up on Bataan airstrip during the<br />

campaign, he came running into the operations tent by the edge<br />

of the field and said hurriedly, "Put the big shoes on Suzy."<br />

That meant to place the 500-pound bomb on his P40 for a<br />

prearranged attack on a Japanese cruiser that had just pulled<br />

into Subic Bay. We had built a retractable bomb hangar for the<br />

overload 90 the ship could launch the bomb below the propeller<br />

arc. It was more of a load than the P40 should carry but Dies<br />

had much enthusiasm for the project. He and another pilot took<br />

off on the mission. Dies delivered his load squarely amidship of<br />

the cruiser, but the other pilot was lost when his bomb either<br />

fouled in the prop or he was shot down. We heard that the<br />

cruiser was sunk but I have no way of knowing.<br />

At any rate, the personnel of the coffee detail was well<br />

chosen. They had a compass. They had a navigator. They planned<br />

routes and emergency programs. They had set a Sunday, when most<br />

work parties were kept in camp, as the day. They simply marched<br />

off to work that clear Sabbath morning and were not missed till<br />

they failed to return in the evening.<br />

The story of how they fought their way through the jungle<br />

to the arms of the <strong>Philippine</strong> Guerrillas and eventually home is<br />

told in their own <strong>account</strong>. It made quite a splash in the<br />

magazines of the day as it was the first real word of what the<br />

captured Americans were going through. It was the first leakage<br />

of the atrocities committed by the Japanese on the March out of<br />

Bataan.<br />

This was a well-planned and highly successful escape. The<br />

rest of us knew it would mean punishment but there was little<br />

resentment. Some cursed the men who spoiled the comfort we had<br />

attained at Dapeco. The older heads realized that it is the duty<br />

of a soldier to keep on fighting whenever the opportunity<br />

arises. These men would have been derelict in their duty had<br />

they failed to take advantage of the escape possibilities.<br />

As I have said, the men of this detail were capable. They<br />

had planned their escape with some precision. A compass was a


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necessity as was a navigator. Their course lay through a dense<br />

jungle and, though they might meet friendly natives or<br />

guerrillas who would guide them, they had no assurance of these<br />

facts. Their original escape date was s e t as March 28, 1943.<br />

The opportunity did not present itself and their r plans were<br />

changed to April 4.<br />

Those taking part in the escape included Lieutenant<br />

Commander McCoy of the U. S. Navy, Lieutenant Colonel Melnic of<br />

the Marines, Captains Dies and Shafner, First Lieutenants Jack<br />

Hawkins and Mike Dobervick and Second Lieutenant Grashio and<br />

Bollens along with Sergeants R. B. Spellman and Paul Marshall.<br />

Accompanying the Americans were two Filipinos, Beningno de la<br />

Cruz and Victorio Jumarennz.<br />

It was this escape group that brought out word of what had<br />

happened to over 22,000 Americans on Bataan and Corregidor.<br />

There had been escapes before; there had been soldiers, sailors<br />

and marines alike who had gotten into the hills. Some of these<br />

groups had made successful contact with American forces. Most of<br />

those who got into the hills soon were recaptured or destroyed<br />

themselves through lack of organization or disunity. The<br />

Japanese hunted them down relentlessly and any Filipino family<br />

or barrio found protecting Americans was obliterated. Food was<br />

hard to come by and oil to keep guns in working condition was<br />

unobtainable. The greatest hazard was the ceaseless running to<br />

escape detection and capture. In the end, most of those who got<br />

into the hills were either captured or killed in fire fights<br />

with Japanese.<br />

Repercussions from the first Davao break were immediate.<br />

Many of our officers were interrogated at length after the<br />

coffee detail escape. The men in the barracks where the escapees<br />

had lived were moved to other, more closely guarded quarters.<br />

Most importantly, our rice ration was cut and that cut was never<br />

restored during the next two years. We were denied the privilege<br />

of any assembly, church or other function that would bring many<br />

men together. Guards were put on all work parties. Security<br />

regulations were generally tightened. The work was increased.<br />

The next escape took place some time later when two men<br />

slipped away from the rice fields where they were working under<br />

guard. The rice fields, located some ten or twelve kilometers<br />

from the main camp, were reached by a railroad. The men were<br />

transported there each morning and back each night. The only<br />

detail that came to me about this second escape is that the two<br />

men slipped into the river, swam across and hit off into the<br />

jungle. I heard later that one of them made it. The other died<br />

in the jungle.<br />

By this time in our prison camp life, there was evidence<br />

that Dapeco was being watched closely by friendly eyes from the


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jungle's edge. The only overt act I ever heard of being made by<br />

these guerrilla spies, who reported almost daily to their wellorganized<br />

headquarters, was to leave some medicines in a cache<br />

at the rice fields. The medicines were confiscated by the Nips<br />

when an American was discovered uncovering them.<br />

We learned later that plans for attacking the camp with a<br />

view to releasing the prisoners were abandoned after it was<br />

realized that it would be almost impossible to move all the sick<br />

men through the thick jungle and that to leave them to the Japs<br />

would mean sure death for the bedridden creatures. It gave us<br />

great comfort to know our activities were being watched, though<br />

we realized the small chance of rescue.<br />

The most spectacular escape came after we had been at<br />

Dapeco almost a year. It, like the first one, was a well-planned<br />

affair. Its personnel were operating under greater restrictions.<br />

They were under armed guard all the time. The guards, however,<br />

tended to laxity at times. As time went on, the men were allowed<br />

to work farther and farther away from the sentry. The men<br />

comprising this group did not measure up to the caliber of the<br />

men in the group that first escaped. They were more adventurous<br />

and less the coldly planning type. At any rate, they prepared<br />

well. They had caches of food, clothing and medicines in the<br />

jungle. They had agreed to separate immediately upon the break<br />

and head north toward the hills and the supposed guerrilla<br />

hideout.<br />

News of the break leaked, somehow, to the senior American<br />

officers in camp. The counseled caution and even threatened to<br />

disclose the fact that there was an imminent break to the<br />

Japanese commander. The break was delayed for several weeks by<br />

weather and disunity among the members of the party.<br />

The first indication of trouble came to us in the hospital<br />

in the form of sporadic rifle fire from an obscure area south of<br />

camp. Some of the boys rushed out to the hospital porch in time<br />

to see a squad of battle-ready Nips run out of the guardhouse<br />

and head for the noise. Soon there was more firing and the heavy<br />

thump of grenades exploding. Not long after this a Japanese<br />

soldier, blood streaming down his face from a scalp wound, was<br />

led back along the road toward the Japanese headquarters<br />

building.<br />

That was about all we knew about the escape for a long<br />

time. All work groups were brought into the prison compound<br />

immediately. All, that is, with the exception of the escapee<br />

group and one detail of seven men working close by the scene of<br />

action. This group was rounded up and locked in the Japanese<br />

guardhouse. The rest of us were alerted to stand by for a count.<br />

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the count, he said, "I do not wish to have anything to do with<br />

you. You are murder men."<br />

We were kept strictly inside the wire for the next week or<br />

so. Two days after the escape, the body of an American was<br />

brought into camp. I cannot remember whether any American doctor<br />

was allowed to identify it or not. We heard the man's name was<br />

Boone. He had, supposedly, been shot during the melee.<br />

The group of seven men working close by the group that made<br />

the break was kept locked up in the Japanese guardhouse for<br />

several weeks. Finally, on the word of the American officers and<br />

the threat of death to the seven if they told the story, the men<br />

were returned to camp. They had been subjected to questioning<br />

and very meager rations during their stay in the “Chez Bodega"<br />

as we <strong>called</strong> the guardhouse. It was not till years later that I<br />

learned some of the details of the escape from one of the<br />

participants.<br />

I was in a hospital in Fort Lewis, Washington, near Tacoma,<br />

when I was approached by a figure in pajamas and bathrobe. He<br />

was obviously a patient. I raised up from my resting position<br />

and <strong>called</strong> out immediately, “Watson, how did you happen to get<br />

inhere?"<br />

Watson told me a story almost as bizarre as his escape from<br />

Dapeco two years before. (He had been married since his return<br />

and resumption of rank of master sergeant in an infantry unit.<br />

He and his wife got into an argument one night. Some damaging<br />

allegations were made on both sides. Watson laid his service<br />

pistol on the table and told his wife if she felt "that way" she<br />

ought to shoot him. She did. Watson was taken to the hospital<br />

and his wife to jail. Now he was up and about trying to raise<br />

money to bail out his spouse.)<br />

Watson told me of the events leading up to the escape at<br />

Dapeco, also. Plans were all set for the day in question. Each<br />

man was ready to take advantage of the first chance. One of the<br />

Jap guards took Watson a short way into the jungle about midmorning<br />

to chop down a banana tree with this shovel. Watson<br />

knocked the tree over and stood by as the Nip leaned over to<br />

gather in the stalk of fruit. At that time, Watson raised his<br />

shovel and struck the guard across the shoulder. The guard had<br />

seen the blow coming and deflected the blow from his head. On<br />

the next swing, Watson got in a square head blow and grabbed the<br />

gun, running to the edge of the clearing where another Nip guard<br />

was trying to see the noisy happenings in the undergrowth and<br />

keep his other charges under control. Watson came out shooting.<br />

He felled the other guard and men scattered as they planned.<br />

Just where Boone was shot and by whom is a mystery. One other<br />

man of the group failed to get through to the hills, but Watson<br />

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friendly natives. They led him to the mountain hideout of the<br />

organized forces on Mindanao. He stayed with this group until<br />

the other escapees were brought in. These men were able to bring<br />

the guerrillas up to date on the camp and furnish other<br />

information of value to the Filipinos. This group was being<br />

supplied by American submarines with modern weapons and<br />

ammunition. Watson and the other ex-prisoners stayed in the<br />

hills of Mindanao for some time, leading expeditions to spy on<br />

various parts of the prison camp.<br />

This very briefly is the story of the prison breaks. I<br />

heard about them in snatches of conversation, from various<br />

sources at other times. I cannot say the facts are accurate in<br />

detail. This is what I believe to be the general outline.<br />

Likewise in this <strong>account</strong>, I do not intend to condemn or excuse<br />

the Japanese for their actions. Passing judgment is not my<br />

purpose here. The Nips were not easy jailors. By the same token,<br />

the Americans were not docile prisoners. That is the very nature<br />

of war. It can be said the Japanese were unduly harsh when, for<br />

instance, they formed the Americans into "security groups" at<br />

Cabanatuan. If one man of the ten in any one group escaped, the<br />

others, according to the rules, were to be shot in reprisal. It<br />

was also evident that when the Nips showed any leniency with the<br />

Americans, trouble was afoot and soon.<br />

The Japs, operating under an economy of scarcity, in an<br />

area of the world where thousands of people have to die of<br />

starvation every year because there isn't enough food to go<br />

around, have an entirely different concept of human life than<br />

the ordinary occidental.<br />

On other scores, too, it was difficult for Americans to<br />

understand the Japanese. Corporal punishment is a normal hazard<br />

in their lives. A policeman in prewar Japan did not just stop a<br />

traffic violator and give him a ticket. The offender was<br />

stopped, snatched out of his car, slapped soundly, and kicked on<br />

the shins. Then, and only then, he got his ticket. Corporal<br />

punishment was the usual form in the Japanese army where<br />

discipline was revered as t h e sanctified duty of every noncom<br />

and officer. The officers beat the sergeants. The sergeants beat<br />

the privates. The higher ranking privates beat the lower ranking<br />

privates. Any infraction of the rules brought about some form of<br />

corporal punishment.<br />

Prisoner Morale<br />

The ability of the Americans to absorb punishment and come<br />

up smiling baffled the Nips no little bit. I know of one night<br />

in particular that made me proud to be an American. That day the<br />

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day in question, the boys felt the quota assigned for the day<br />

was too great. They stalled, loafed on the job and generally<br />

were a very reluctant group. By quitting time that evening they<br />

still had accomplished only about three-fourths of their quota.<br />

The Japanese sergeant was a very unpleasant fellow with a very<br />

bad temper. He told the senior American the boys would have to<br />

stay till they finished their quota. It was well after dark when<br />

they did. The moon was up and the jungles surrounding the huge<br />

rice fields hummed with night life. Finally, as the boys<br />

finished their tasks and were lined up, the sergeant and his<br />

guards headed them back to camp. They were a very tired, muddy<br />

and hungry lot.<br />

For the first half mile they trudged along sullenly,<br />

muttering only from time to time as they slopped through a muddy<br />

puddle left by the afternoon rain. Then someone began to sing<br />

one of those mournful Southern folk songs. A few joined in.<br />

Then, as they finished, one boy struck up with "God Bless<br />

America.” Immediately a dozen voices joined in. Then there were<br />

more. As their strides picked up the rhythm quickened and others<br />

joined in. With their heads held high, the whole crew of two<br />

hundred men was singing that beautiful, inspiring song through<br />

the jungles of Mindanao.<br />

Those of us who were waiting anxiously for the return of<br />

the rice detail heard them coming. As they neared the prison<br />

compound, we picked up the song and its stirring cadence filled<br />

the night air with all the fierce love of liberty that this song<br />

can generate.<br />

Even the Japanese guards had caught the spirit of our tune.<br />

When the men approached the gate, the guards stood at attention,<br />

with rifles held at the salute. The boys marched in, arms<br />

swinging, heads high, and a song on their lips. They had to be<br />

up and out at five the next morning but there was not a<br />

depressed man in camp that night. Each of us knew we were<br />

Americans. Each of us had reaffirmed his faith in his brothers.<br />

Each of us knew that we had a lot of fight left to face an<br />

uncertain future.<br />

From that day on, too, I feel the Japanese knew they could<br />

never whip us or starve us into submission.<br />

Some Fellow Prisoners<br />

And so, without trying to pass judgment, lay the blame, or<br />

point any scornful finger, we turn to some of the men who were<br />

my fellow prisoners at Dapeco. There were many fine boys in that<br />

camp. Some of them were professional soldiers. Many of them were<br />

Reserve officers just out of school. Many of them were draftees,


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fresh from the farm or city. It was, most surely, a cross<br />

section of America.<br />

Murray Day came from the far northeast of New Hampshire.<br />

Bill Miles came from Middletown, Ohio. There were boys from<br />

Alaska, Florida, Texas; units from New Mexico, and Salinas,<br />

California, maintained their integrity in a bond of friendship<br />

with one another. There were youngsters like Curtis Hankins, who<br />

on one occasion denied himself a couple of small candies and<br />

fashioned a crude Christmas note to attach to them when he<br />

brought then over to me in the hospital on Christmas Day. There<br />

were old men like Colonel Edwards who had over thirty years as a<br />

finance officer. He had received his orders for return to the<br />

States and retirement when the war broke out. In prison camp,<br />

relieved of his responsibilities for handling U.S. government<br />

funds, he indulged his desire to gamble. Abiding by the strict<br />

regulations pertaining to the activities of finance officers,<br />

Colonel Edwards had not touched a card or entered into any game<br />

of chance during his long and active service. It cannot be said<br />

he actually wanted to gamble. He was merely put in a position<br />

where he was forbidden to play games of chance. In prison camp,<br />

he indulged in playing cards for a stake. The payment was made<br />

in the form of I.0.U.'s.<br />

It was fellows like Colonel Edwards that made life at<br />

Dapeco livable. His good humor and quiet assurance gave strength<br />

to all of us. On more than one occasion I saw him standing<br />

clothed fully in a "G" string, haggling good naturedly with a<br />

private, similarly clad, over the number of cigarettes a choice<br />

piece of food might be worth. When we kidded the Colonel about<br />

his dealing, he would always smile and tell us what a good deal<br />

he made. Colonel Edwards was one of our chief entertainers at<br />

our variety shows, too. His determination to "see this thing<br />

through" lent strength to those of us who faltered in our<br />

stride.<br />

Other men added their share to this reservoir of courage.<br />

Two junior officers of the Air Corps were particularly good<br />

friends during my stay at Dapeco. One was Patrick Rafferty. A<br />

Boston Irishman, young Pat Rafferty had trained for the<br />

priesthood before deciding that the cloistered life was not for<br />

him. He was graduated from Boston College and then took flight<br />

training for the Air Corps as an observation pilot. Here again,<br />

a good academic background, coupled with an understanding and<br />

keen mind as well as a fine sense of comedy, made just being<br />

around him a stimulating experience. Pat read to me on numerous<br />

occasions and the stories still live in my memory as he<br />

characterized their voices and actions.<br />

Bill Chalek was the other of this pair of officers. Bill,<br />

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He had none of the sweetness or self-abnegation of Pat, but he<br />

could stimulate a group with his conversation and intellect.<br />

Another great soul was Timothy Wholly. While at Dapeco, Tim grew<br />

a huge, glistening, black beard. It gave him a rather<br />

frightening appearance. On the contrary, Tim was a gently loving<br />

person with a ready laugh. His good friend, Ned Gilbo, was<br />

another such.<br />

I have mentioned Father Kennedy and Father LeFleur before.<br />

Father Kennedy had set as his goal to be the finest Jesuit<br />

priest in the <strong>Philippine</strong>s. He worked hard at the job in prison<br />

camp. A cripple since childhood from a fall off a horse, Father<br />

Kennedy had not taken part in many of the sports of his<br />

playmates. His assignment to Mindanao after graduation from the<br />

seminary had put him in a position to help mankind among the<br />

natives. He must have done a grand job. Now that he was thrown<br />

among Americans again, able to be of assistance, he redoubled<br />

his efforts. No sacrifice was too great for Father Kennedy. It<br />

was he who prompted me to differentiate between the Protestant<br />

and Catholic Divines by saying that one could get spiritual help<br />

and comfort from the Protestants, but if you needed your dirty<br />

clothes washed you went to the priests. It was the Catholic<br />

priests who seemed to have the real, self-sacrificial spirit of<br />

Jesus. While this may be too general a statement to make, it can<br />

certainly be said of those two Catholic priests in particular.<br />

Father LeFleur was the epitome of all that is good in<br />

Christianity. His capacity for doing good, his willingness to<br />

sacrifice was so much a part of his every breath that the men of<br />

Dapeco loved him as they loved no other.<br />

Father LeFleur demonstrated his great sense of duty by<br />

volunteering to accompany a detail of some 800 men of the camp<br />

when they were detached to another part of the island as a labor<br />

battalion. That group was transported toward Manila in September<br />

of 1944. Their ship was sighted and fired upon by an American<br />

submarine and only 86 of the 750 survived. Survivors of that<br />

group, whose story will be told later, never failed to tell me<br />

that Father LeFleur refused to leave the hold of that torpedoed<br />

ship as long as another man remained that might need help. "The<br />

last I saw of LeFleur," said one, "he was passing the injured<br />

topside."<br />

Many other men were part of my life at Dapeco. Some of them<br />

had served with me before, during the battle of Bataan. They<br />

were privates-- the little men in the army. No man goes<br />

according to rank when the going is tough. Some of these "little<br />

men" grew in stature and leadership under stress to a degree<br />

that amazed their fellows. Some broke in body and spirit. They<br />

died soon. Here again, I do not try to pass judgment. Forces of<br />

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forces had a greater effect than upon others. I had to stand<br />

alongside while Eddie Drieth, a truck driver of my old outfit,<br />

the 7th Materiel Squadron, sank lower and lower as he was<br />

ravaged by malaria and dysentery. We had nothing to give him<br />

that would stem the disease. We saw Eddie fight right down to<br />

the very last, get a good grip on some great inner strength and<br />

begin to win his fight. Over a period of a year, he fought his<br />

way back to health and good deeds. When we got to Dapeco, a bit<br />

of extra food and a few friends, Eddie took fresh courage with<br />

every mouthful. He even got a bit fat. Eddie used to come over<br />

to the hospital and visit with me and tell me about his work in<br />

the rice fields and on other work details. He was a lovable boy<br />

and his loss later on a prison ship was a personal one for me.<br />

Other boys in that camp at Davao helped me make the days<br />

brighter by their cheery words. I was no great conversationalist<br />

to visit. My hearing was very poor. My eyesight was so limited I<br />

could not recognize a friend till he approached within a few<br />

feet. My legs were useless and most of my wants had to be tended<br />

by friends or the corpsmen of the hospital. It was the courage<br />

and strength of many of those boys that pulled me through.<br />

Sergeant Loyd Work was another frequent visitor to the<br />

hospital. I had known Loyd before the war during my service at<br />

March Field, Riverside, California. Loyd was a medium height,<br />

fat boy. On the prison camp diet, he slimmed down to expose a<br />

figure with well-turned shoulders, slim hips and a well-muscled<br />

build. That diet might have been killing him as he often said it<br />

was, but it surely kept Loyd in fighting trim. Within a few<br />

months after he returned to the States after the war, Loyd was<br />

right back at a sloppy, fifty pounds overweight. But he seemed<br />

as healthy and, I know, ten times as happy, as he was at Dapeco.<br />

Social Life<br />

Many of this group used to gather every evening after<br />

supper around my bunk for our evening game or bull session. We<br />

cooked up question and answer games that were made as<br />

complicated as we could imagine. In one of the favorites one man<br />

would be "it". He would think of the name of a well-known<br />

character in life or history. Suppose, for instance, he decided<br />

he was Machiavelli. He would tell the group, "I am M."<br />

The first member of the group would think of some wellknown<br />

personage whose name started with M. He might say, "Are<br />

you a great ball player of the early 1900’s?" The one who was<br />

"it" would have to think of a great ball player whose name<br />

started with M. If he thought of Bat Masterson or some other<br />

whose name started with that initial, he would say, "No, I am<br />

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would say "pass" and the questioner would get a direct question<br />

such as, "Are you a man?" This game would go on for hours, and<br />

sometimes days. We had about two hours after supper each night<br />

before it was time for lights out. In that tropical land the sun<br />

goes down about 6:30 every night of the year and it gets dark.<br />

Along with occasional sings and quiz shows, these games were a<br />

constant source of pleasure for our small group.<br />

While we are dwelling on the lighter side of life in jail,<br />

I must not fail to mention mail from home. The first batch of<br />

letters, perhaps half a hundred in all, came into camp about the<br />

middle of 1943. Though they were written almost a year before,<br />

during the blackest hours of the war for the United States, they<br />

raised a pother of hope, speculation, and cheer. The letter s<br />

bore the big stamped, "CENSORED," across the face of the<br />

envelope. A few parts of some letters were cut out. While they<br />

contained no news of the war, most everyone, for they were<br />

considered common property, read some hidden meaning in every<br />

sentence.<br />

The first few letters were not restricted as to length.<br />

They dribbled in from time to time. I received perhaps about ten<br />

while I was at Dapeco. I waited most hungrily for those from my<br />

wife. She spoke of the little happenings of daily living, of the<br />

small comings and goings of herself and the people we knew. They<br />

contained a fervent message of longing and love. They were a<br />

great source of strength and courage.<br />

When the mail was brought in and my name was <strong>called</strong>, I took<br />

the letter and put it carefully in my pocket or some other safe<br />

place. When Father LeFleur came in from Evening Mass, he always<br />

stopped by to say hello. He would sit down, surrounded by as<br />

many as could crowd around the wooden bench that served as my<br />

bed. With a great hush of expectancy, he would open the letter<br />

and read. By the time he finished there was not a dry eye in the<br />

group. For a very few minutes we had all been transported back<br />

to the homeland and hearth and tender hands we so loved and<br />

lived for.<br />

One of the most pleasing letters I received was from my<br />

small niece, Janie. In her childish scrawl she said, "Dear Uncle<br />

Bill: When are you coming home? We wish you would for we miss<br />

you. I broke my leg but it is better now. We have a dog. Love,<br />

Janie."<br />

Some boys received letters containing long paragraphs<br />

about, "You poor dear boy" or "Why has this wicked war taken you<br />

away from me?" This sort of thinking had very little appeal for<br />

most men. In the first place, we all felt we had proved<br />

ourselves to be men, not boys. We felt we had done a good job in<br />

holding the Nips at bay twice as long as the war plans <strong>called</strong><br />

for. We all wanted to get home to our loved ones and the steak


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and potatoes the Americans had in their refrigerators but we<br />

most surely did not want to come home till this job had been<br />

buttoned up with a <strong>complete</strong> victory. As has been said by many a<br />

writer on the experiences of war before, when a man is fighting<br />

his best, he will frequently pause for a second to think, "If<br />

only Mother could see me now."<br />

Each man felt he was a man among men. He need not hang his<br />

head in any company of adventurers again. To write to him or<br />

think of him as a groveling prisoner tore at his ego most<br />

cruelly. We were not groveling, nor timid and we were doing our<br />

best to give the Nips a hard time of it. We were not "poor<br />

boys." We considered ourselves fighting men with a job still<br />

undone.<br />

The later letters we received were cut by Japanese order to<br />

twenty-five words. They did begin to come through faster,<br />

though. We marveled when some arrived within a few months of the<br />

writing date. One wife, Mrs. John Beal, of El Paso, wrote<br />

frequently and in a most belligerent vein. Somehow the letters<br />

were passed through the censor. They <strong>called</strong> a spade a spade in<br />

condemning the Nips and telling just what we were going to do to<br />

them.<br />

We were permitted to write cards at intervals, too. They<br />

were a multiple choice sort of thing. The printed matter would<br />

say: "My health is _________________ ." Then the writer was<br />

supposed to check one of the following: "Good, Fair, Average, or<br />

Poor." Another printed sentence said: "Give my regards to<br />

________________ ." We were told to insert the name of a friend<br />

or relative. There was one line, I believe, where we could write<br />

half a dozen words or so. That and our name <strong>complete</strong>d the<br />

message. My wife got six of these cards during the three years.<br />

One was received after my return.<br />

Another event each of us looked forward to at Dapeco was<br />

his birthday. It was a practice there to give an extra large<br />

dipper of rice to the man celebrating his anniversary date. He<br />

also got a cigar made from some of the tobacco that came into<br />

camp. It all made for a little something out of the ordinary and<br />

it was always a big occasion each day to learn who had a<br />

birthday.<br />

Talking over the rumors of the day was a great pastime for<br />

us at Dapeco since we could get little accurate news. For a<br />

time, the Nips sent in a few copies of an English language<br />

newspaper. It was filled with lurid stories of the experiences<br />

of Japan's “Wild Eagle" airmen and how they decimated the ranks<br />

of American flyers. These stories invariably began with an<br />

<strong>account</strong> of the “Wild Eagles" encountering a vastly superior<br />

force of American planes. They would proceed through the initial<br />

phases of the combat, explaining how the "Wild Eagles of Nippon"


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tore furiously at the opponents. The inevitable last sentence<br />

spoke in glowing terms of the <strong>complete</strong> and decisive victory of<br />

the Japanese with "all Wild Eagles returning safely to their<br />

base and the few remaining enemy last seen fleeing in the<br />

direction of the open sea." We listened politely to these<br />

stories for a time, but soon took to laughing outright as each<br />

new catastrophe overtook the Americans. Finally, the Nips gave<br />

up their attempts to influence us and withheld the papers from<br />

the prisoners, saying, “You are cynical men and do not believe<br />

the truth."<br />

At any rate, we did not believe. We had one set and firmly<br />

held conviction--that the Yanks would be back. We knew it might<br />

get worse before they got there, but we knew they would be back.<br />

It was only for us to stay alive till we saw them marching down<br />

the road. Each of us had a good grip on life by now and were not<br />

fixing to let go.<br />

The Japanese were consistent in their attempts to foster an<br />

atmosphere of disunity and anarchism within the camps. It was up<br />

to us, then, to find some rallying point, some symbol of unity,<br />

a method of holding the men together. In our half-stumbling way,<br />

we set about finding some answers to this major problem. We<br />

organized a crude camp show. This involved writing our own<br />

poems, producing our own skits and telling our own stories. We<br />

sang songs and listened to lectures.<br />

It was at one of these shows that I first heard this story<br />

concerning General MacArthur:<br />

It seems that General MacArthur and Admiral Nimitz were out<br />

fishing in a rowboat one day. A sudden breeze came up and the<br />

boat overturned. Admiral Nimitz said, "Mac, you've got to help<br />

me. I can't swim a lick."<br />

General MacArthur helped the Admiral into the boat and<br />

started paddling toward shore. The Admiral said, "Mac, I ask<br />

your promise that you won't tell my boys that I can't swim."<br />

The General thought a minute and answered, "I won't tell<br />

your boys that you can't swim if you promise not to tell my boys<br />

that I can't walk on water."<br />

On another occasion, another of the boys came up with a<br />

poem, a parody on one of Kipling's that about summed up our<br />

plight:<br />

"I've dug a thousand foxholes,<br />

I ate ten tons of rice,<br />

I smoked those native cigarettes,<br />

And fought those native lice.<br />

I've cussed those cooks and K.P.'s<br />

For the food they did devour<br />

And I've washed a million mess kits<br />

And stood in line a million hours.


I built a thousand bivouacs,<br />

I've walked ten million miles<br />

I ain't heard no cheering thousands<br />

And I ain't seen no damsels' smiles,<br />

I chased a million mosquitoes<br />

And never one did catch,<br />

And the rotten chow I've had to eat<br />

Would make your stomach retch.<br />

But when my work on earth is done,<br />

And I've laid aside life's cares<br />

And pulled my last maneuver<br />

And climbed those golden stairs,<br />

The angels all will greet me,<br />

And the harps begin to play<br />

And I'll buy a million American cigarettes<br />

And smoke them in a day.<br />

And the Great Commanding General<br />

Will smile at me and tell,<br />

'Take a front seat, soldier,<br />

You've done your hitch in Hell.'"<br />

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The finale of each of these shows at Dapeco was a brief<br />

display of the American flag. It was the only one I had seen in<br />

prison camp. One of the boys had smuggled it in sewn inside a<br />

folded blanket. As the last act of the show moved off the rough<br />

boards that served as a stage, we all stood, bareheaded and<br />

silent. The man with the special blanket walked slowly to the<br />

platform, unfolded the blanket and showed us the flag. It was<br />

not a large flag. It was a bit tattered and dirty. It was faded<br />

from long use. It was that flag, though, that seemed to lift our<br />

spirits as little else could do. We stood quietly, reverently,<br />

watching with a prayer on our lips. This, we knew, was a symbol<br />

that would not fail us. All we had to do was stay alive long<br />

enough.<br />

Doctors and Diseases<br />

Lest I have given the impression that Dapeco was a<br />

lighthearted rest camp, let me cite some of the problems that<br />

confronted us. Over 95% of the camp, as I have mentioned before,<br />

were suffering from recurrent malaria. The female Anopheles<br />

mosquito of that section was a robust and avaricious creature. I<br />

well remember the 15 or more series of chills and fever I had<br />

during the 18 months we spent there. Other men seemed to suffer<br />

more. Some suffered less. Some of our men were stricken with<br />

strange, tropical maladies. I well remember seeing several men<br />

brought in paralyzed stiff as boards from unknown causes. They


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had to be fed intravenously for weeks before they recovered use<br />

of their limbs. During all this time, they seemed to have no<br />

control over their bodily functions.<br />

Many of the rice field workers were hospitalized<br />

periodically with rice poisoning. This came from working hipdeep<br />

in muddy water and scraping against the sawtoothed edges of<br />

the rice plants. The small scratches became infected and caused<br />

a swelling that turned the patient into a grotesque, bulbous<br />

mass. It was not considered serious and a week's vacation seemed<br />

to allay the infection.<br />

Over a hundred of us suffered for almost a year from a<br />

tropical cellulitis. This would start in the form of small<br />

blisters on the arms and legs. The blisters broke and the<br />

infection spread. Sores developed that scabbed over. The scabs<br />

sluffed off and drained pus. There was more spreading till the<br />

sores attained the size of half dollar pieces. Twenty or thirty<br />

of these draining, smelly sores on the arms and legs made life<br />

unpleasant as well as unsightly. The doctors concentrated on<br />

keeping the scabs removed and having the patient wrap himself in<br />

wet compresses. Some of the time, we had hot boric acid solution<br />

as a wetting agent. Sometimes, we used only boiled water. After<br />

three days of soaking night and day, the bandages became so<br />

smelly they had to be boiled out. We used old toweling, torn<br />

blankets, or old underwear. Our few bandages were saved for more<br />

serious problems.<br />

Of these, there were many. Sometime before we left Dapeco,<br />

the surgical assistant, Corporal Kohnour, told me he had logged<br />

over 300 separate operations. They ranged from appendectomies to<br />

amputations. The wood cutters on occasion missed their mark and<br />

split a toe. Someone would get a foot under the wheel of the<br />

rice field train. Abscesses were continually appearing as the<br />

breakdown of tissue from lack of nourishment put bodily<br />

functions under severe strain.<br />

For all this surgery, an operating room was necessary. That<br />

we had. It even had a set of overhead lights. No power was<br />

available during the daylight hours and the light from the<br />

windows was poor. The doctors risked the event of power failure<br />

e and operated mostly at night because the lighting was so<br />

improved by the use of the floods overhead.<br />

For operations, sterile technique is a necessity. That<br />

means sterilizers and alcohol. Dr. Brown, who could lecture so<br />

effectively on many subjects, built a sterilizer out of an oil<br />

drum. (He also built a crude still for the manufacture of<br />

alcohol out of some cast off pipe and a small pump to circulate<br />

water.) Let it be said to the credit of all concerned, that no<br />

misuse of the alcohol ever came to my attention. The basic<br />

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The Japanese used commercial grade alcohol in many of their<br />

trucks. On at least one occasion, some of the boys, working in<br />

the Nip's Motor Pool, got hold of some of this and got a bit<br />

high. In their attempts to find out where the boys got the<br />

stuff, the Japanese stood the culprits in a dishpan of water and<br />

flicked them over the naked bodies with 110 volt electric<br />

current. The perfect ground supplied by the water increased the<br />

shocking power of the current till it was strong enough to knock<br />

a strong man off his feet. The Nips did have a doctor stand by<br />

with adrenalin in case the offenders' hearts were affected. The<br />

boys never would divulge the source of their supply and were<br />

finally released.<br />

Lieutenant Johnnie Winterhalter was a tall, trim, 180<br />

pounds of the best in Marine tradition. A graduate of Annapolis,<br />

he had elected to go Marine as did many of the Naval Academy's<br />

best. Because of his good health and the nature of his calling,<br />

Johnnie was assigned to supervise the bridge over the small<br />

creek between the main prison camp and the general mess hall.<br />

One day Johnnie was stricken with a slight fever. His legs<br />

first felt numb, then weak. He collapsed and the first case of<br />

polio was rushed to our little hospital. Johnnie suffered a<br />

total paralysis from the waist down. He remained that way for<br />

the next two years that I know of. At least two other cases of<br />

polio were brought into the hospital about this time, as well.<br />

One, a boy by the name of Dawson, suffered a less severe<br />

paralysis of the left side. A third case was still less severe<br />

and made a partial recovery.<br />

How this disease struck at us, isolated as we were in the<br />

heart of the jungle, baffled the doctors. Polio is almost an<br />

unknown disease in that part of the world. We assume we brought<br />

the disease with us. The incubation period, being long, delayed<br />

this flareup. At any rate, polio was just another problem for<br />

the doctors at Dapeco. They fought it well as they had fought<br />

many other afflictions.<br />

Prison Routine<br />

The question has often come up, "Just what do prisoners of<br />

war do?" Well, the answer is, they do what they are told to do.<br />

In our case, the daily activity could never be depended upon.<br />

This was really a planned change of pace by the Nips. When you<br />

get into a very regular routine, it is easy to determine the<br />

habit patterns of the guards and other camp officials and plan<br />

an escape.<br />

At Dapeco, there were regular details each day. The rice<br />

fields took all the more healthy men. They worked from before<br />

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carrying details took other men outside the wire. Basket-making<br />

was a chore for the less able men. Trimming trees and grass<br />

inside the wire kept others busy. Much of this was "make work."<br />

That is, it could have been done much more easily by other<br />

methods.<br />

The "close-in" details quit early and bathed at the<br />

“wells.” These were boarded up holes in the ground just outside<br />

the barracks. A platform around each of the two holes made it<br />

easier to let the five gallon can down and bring up the water.<br />

You simply got a bit of water, rubbed yourself all over with a<br />

cloth or stone and then pulled up a can-ful to pour all over<br />

your head. Soap was a luxury not often seen. As a matter of<br />

fact, there were times when we did not see soap for a year at a<br />

time. In the hot, damp climate, a good sweat and a rinse with<br />

water could work wonders at getting clean. We had been more-orless<br />

weaned of using too much water early in our prison camp<br />

career. For an experienced prisoner, it was no trick at all to<br />

wash his teeth, bathe, and wash out a set of underwear in a<br />

canteen cup of sixteen ounces of water.<br />

Our heads, we usually kept clipped close. That was a health<br />

measure as well as an easy method for washing. Our most usual<br />

garb was a "G" string or pair of shorts. Most of us had a pair<br />

of "travel" pants and shirt. Most had a blanket, too. Mosquito<br />

bars were a great luxury and most had one. It is pretty rugged<br />

and dangerous, too, to sleep in the tropics without some<br />

mosquito protection. At Dapeco, we had lots of malaria but<br />

little or no dengue fever. In Manila, we had no malaria except<br />

that which we carried there but we had dengue. More about this<br />

later.<br />

After working hours, the men rested and talked. There was<br />

some reading matter passed from hand to hand and it was in great<br />

demand. Most conversation was about food. When you were not<br />

talking about it, you could hardly help but think about it.<br />

Waking up in the middle of the night with a vivid picture on<br />

your mind and the tantalizing taste of a cake or butter was not<br />

uncommon. Most men tried to regulate the nature of their<br />

yearning for food. Some thought in terms of fancy desserts.<br />

Other restricted their yearnings toward those dishes we might be<br />

able to get, such as fancy rice dishes and fried bananas. The<br />

craving for oils and sweets was overpowering at times. A<br />

spoonful of very poor grade sugar was doled out about once a<br />

week during our stay at Dapeco. It was a welcome addition to the<br />

rice. We also had a small ration of salt fish about once a week.<br />

Talk about food was first. Talk about friends and family<br />

certainly was second. Some men worried about their loved ones.<br />

This was really a sign of the initial stage of mental breakdown.<br />

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mainland of the U. S. were invaded, we need not be too concerned<br />

over the welfare of our families who might be dependent on us<br />

for support. It was a matter of deep concern to many, however.<br />

Many men in the depths of that rigidly controlled social<br />

group found an emotional peace they had lacked as protagonists<br />

in a work-a-day world. In many ways, we all felt we were<br />

essential to the welfare of the whole group. We knew the group<br />

was essential to our welfare. We were a very tightly bound<br />

community. No one rushed in from work and got ready to go out on<br />

a date. There were no movies, no radios, no dances. We had to be<br />

content with each other's company. Each man had his special<br />

friends and those with whom he did not choose to associate. No<br />

one was excluded from any gathering though. We all had someone,<br />

the Yanks, to love. We all had a common enemy, the Japanese. We<br />

all had high hopes of living till the Yanks came into get us.<br />

There was never any doubt in the minds of any that they would be<br />

back. Our job was to live till they got there. Every day we<br />

stayed alive reinforced our resolve to live another day.<br />

The men who died in prison camp died early. Whether from<br />

disease, wounds, or lack of faith, I cannot say. Some died of<br />

each. Those who lived through the first year were awfully hard<br />

to kill. Many men lived whom the doctors said could not be<br />

expected to live. They lived because they refused to die.<br />

When you saw a man, so weak from dysentery and malaria he<br />

could hardly stand, take his canteen of water and go out to<br />

bathe and wash his clothes, you knew he was just forcing himself<br />

to maintain standards he had learned earlier. Those were the men<br />

who fought their way through. They took care of themselves<br />

because no one was strong enough to take care for them.<br />

This then seems to be about the sum of my story of Dapeco.<br />

At any rate, these are some of the thoughts that ran through my<br />

mind as I lay on the litter, close by the cook shack that night<br />

of June 4, 1944. We had talked this move over many times. The<br />

general consensus was that it had to be made and that it<br />

wouldn't be an easy move. We were braced for it emotionally and<br />

physically. There are few things in this world quite as bad as<br />

our minds can conjure up in imaginative meanderings on the<br />

subject. The only thing that always seemed to turn out worse<br />

than our most dire predictions was a ride on a Japanese prison<br />

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CHAPTER IX<br />

DAVAO TO MANILA<br />

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Finally, the word came that the Japanese were ready with<br />

the buses. The corpsmen picked up our litters and filed off<br />

across the grassy field in the darkness. The clouds still sailed<br />

slowly by on the warm night air. The moon had not risen yet but<br />

there seemed to be enough light to see quite well. We saw<br />

several buses lined up on the edge of the field. They were in<br />

pretty bad shape but then all Japanese rolling stock was in bad<br />

shape. All of us who could be gotten up were lifted off the<br />

litters and placed on benches in the first bus. We were told to<br />

wrap our towel around our heads, <strong>complete</strong>ly covering our eyes,<br />

nose and mouth. Then, a rope was passed around our necks and on<br />

to the neck of the next man till we were all tied together. Then<br />

another rope was used to tie our wrists in the same manner. The<br />

wrists were tied in back of us, by the way. We were admonished<br />

not to move or talk. We s at silent for another hour before the<br />

bus jolted off. As I remember, it was about two in the morning<br />

when the bus left. I am judging by the time that elapsed after<br />

we left the hospital. We arrived at our destination on the Davao<br />

docks about ten the next morning. At any untoward movement of<br />

any of the prisoners, a Jap guard would reach over and tap the<br />

offender with a long stick. Weak as we were, we stood that ride<br />

pretty well. For the last several hours, I was nauseated and<br />

hoping I could keep my stomach under control till I got that<br />

towel off my head. No sooner was it taken off and the fresh air<br />

began to wake up my lungs than I was very sick. I leaned out the<br />

window and vomited again and again. Then I felt better.<br />

The noontime sun on the Davao dock was boiling hot. We were<br />

helped to places near the edge of the pier where a small barge<br />

was picking up men for the journey to the ship that lay at<br />

anchor. A few of us litter cases were taken on each load. I was<br />

very sick again when I was first taken aboard the bigger ship. A<br />

Japanese officer merely motioned the men to lay me to one side<br />

while I finished vomiting. After an hour or so, he directed a<br />

couple of boys to take me below.<br />

On this momentous day, in another part of the world, even<br />

greater events were taking shape. This was June 5, 1944, the "D"<br />

day for Operation Overlord, the invasion of Europe by units of<br />

the Allied forces.<br />

I had seen the inside of these Japanese prison ships<br />

before. The holds were broken by tiers of wooden shelves. There<br />

were, by actual count, only about two square feet of space per<br />

man on this ship. We had eight hundred prisoners in the one hold<br />

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the other sick men in an area up on one of the shelves right<br />

next to a major who was running a high fever. I can still feel<br />

the hot, dry, parchment-like texture of his feverish skin. That<br />

shelf gave us about 18 inches of headroom and was about six feet<br />

long. We were aristocrats as far as room was concerned. The rest<br />

of the boys were really cramped. There was a light expectancy in<br />

the air though. It had been announced that we would get some Red<br />

Cross food packages when we got on the boat.<br />

After we had gotten settled a bit, I talked with some of<br />

the men who had come by other means of transportation. They told<br />

me they had been loaded into trucks at the camp. Each of them,<br />

as in our case, had been instructed to bring a towel. The towel<br />

was wrapped around the man's head. Then each of the men standing<br />

in the jam-packed truck had a rope passed around his neck and<br />

connected to another man's neck until the whole group was tied<br />

together. Then another rope was used to tie the group's hands<br />

together behind them in similar fashion. The Nips were taking no<br />

chances on escapees during that ride to the gulf.<br />

As I say, we were pretty crowded in the amidship hold. The<br />

saving grace turned out to be that any who could get up were<br />

allowed topside. The hold of t hat stinking ship was hot as<br />

blazes as she lay in the quiet gulf. Topside, where some of the<br />

boys carried me one day, the tropical sun beat down with almost<br />

hateful fury. Flies made the whole ship busy with slapping and<br />

scratching. A light breeze above decks was the only saving grace<br />

here and with darkness, the flies left and the air cooled.<br />

We half expected the long wait in the harbor was to receive<br />

the group of 750 men who had been detached from our group to<br />

work on an airstrip at Le Sang. As day after hot day passed<br />

without a sign of any activity ashore or on the water, we slowly<br />

adjusted to the new problems of shipboard life. A small "head"<br />

or toilet on the port gunwale provided the only means other than<br />

buckets for relieving the men. Diarrhea and dysentery soon began<br />

to show up with the lack of sanitary facilities. Long lines<br />

formed for the use of the head. They did not slacken day or<br />

night during the whole trip.<br />

Late one evening after five blistering days at anchor, the<br />

ship came to life and we moved out into the stream. Our ship of<br />

perhaps 5,000 tons took its place among several others in a<br />

convoy. We mounted a three-inch gun but that was the only<br />

visible protection. An airplane patrol hovered around on<br />

occasion during the next day and on through our coast-hugging<br />

journey out of the gulf and eastward to Zamboanga. I believe we<br />

were three days in arriving at this most southerly city of the<br />

island of Mindanao. We dropped anchor there for the night.<br />

Late that night, we were awakened by a scurring and<br />

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near the starboard aft quarter. A hurried count and check of<br />

names was held. Nip guards swarmed down into the hold to search<br />

out the farthest corners. It was determined that Lieutenant<br />

Colonel McGee was missing. The prison ship took on a grimmer<br />

aspect after this. Colonel McGee had served a tour of duty at<br />

Zamboanga and knew the country and its people. He was a fine<br />

officer and no one begrudged him the right to escape. He had<br />

simply slipped off his clothes and slid into the water during an<br />

unguarded moment. How long he had been gone is anyone's guess.<br />

Though the Nips sent out search parties in small boats and lit<br />

up the harbor with lights, McGee made good his escape. We<br />

learned later he made it to shore in good shape. He was brought<br />

back to the U. S. on a submarine within a short time for a full<br />

report.<br />

For the rest of us, security regulations were stiffened.<br />

Men were only allowed topside to go to the head. They had to<br />

stand in line as usual and as one man would come out, the next<br />

man would get a nod from the guard, salute him, and step across<br />

the ten feet of deck to the entrance. With all the men in the<br />

hold once again, the place became a maelstrom of milling<br />

humanity. It was a hot, filthy place but there was still a note<br />

of good humor among most everyone.<br />

The ship got underway again before dawn. Our course now lay<br />

around the southeasterly point of the island and into the open<br />

sea headed for Cebu, some 200 miles north. At the time this<br />

was only a conjecture but it turned out to be correct. We had<br />

only been on our course an hour when a terrific clamor arose on<br />

deck<br />

It seems that one of the boys, Lieutenant Herb Wills, had<br />

patiently worked his way up through the line to the top of the<br />

steps on his way to the head. He received permission from the<br />

guard to cross the deck. He started toward the door, shifted<br />

suddenly, and kicked the guard in the chin as he leaped for the<br />

rail. He was over the side and into the water almost before the<br />

guard hit the deck. The alarm was immediate.<br />

The Nips, awaiting just such an eventuality, had placed<br />

barrels of gasoline or some other inflammable on the fantail.<br />

The guard there shoved these overside and tossed a couple of<br />

hand grenades after them. The aft machine gun opened up and<br />

punctured the gasoline drums, setting them afire. We, in the<br />

hold, could only hear the commotion and racket. One of the boys<br />

caught a glimpse of the activity and relayed it down to us.<br />

Though the ship never slackened pace, the firing and burning gas<br />

continued for some time. Each of us offered up a silent prayer<br />

for the success of Will's courageous attempt. We were almost<br />

seven miles from shore in shark-infested waters. The night was<br />

black as t h e inside of your hat and a man might swim out to


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sea as easily as toward land. Herb Wills' chances of surviving<br />

were slim indeed, but there were few men who did not wish him<br />

luck and Godspeed.<br />

We learned later that Herb did make it to shore. He had<br />

dived deep in his initial leap from the deck and deliberately<br />

risked being sucked into the screws as he swam beneath the ship<br />

to the port side. It was probably this maneuver that saved his<br />

life. The firing was principally into the water starboard. Herb<br />

was in good shape physically. He had been an experienced diver<br />

and swimmer during his prewar days. He made the shore, was<br />

picked up by friendly natives and operated with guerrillas for<br />

some time before being returned to the States.<br />

The caution of the Nips in skirting the coast on our trip<br />

around to Zamboanga was well-taken as we learned later. The Le<br />

Sang detail of 750 men who followed us to Manila a few months<br />

later took the same course but was spotted by an American<br />

submarine and torpedoed. Only 86 of the original 750 came out<br />

alive.<br />

This labor battalion, the Le Sang detail, that was sent out<br />

to build an air strip near Davao was a tragic group. Some 750 to<br />

800 men were selected from the 2,000 men of the original party<br />

at Davao Penal Colony and transported to the labor camp. I know<br />

little of the details of their life or work except that it was a<br />

hard working group, fed rather well, and accomplishing little.<br />

When the main body of Dapeco prisoners was transported back<br />

to Manila, the Le Sang detail was shipped out on another boat.<br />

They, like our party, hugged the coastline from the Gulf of<br />

Davao to Zamboanga on the southern tip of Mindanao.<br />

The story told me by one of the survivors, George<br />

Robinette, was about as follows: Robinette said he had been one<br />

of the first to board the original ship in the Gulf of Davao.<br />

That put him up close to the boy in the hot, humid hold. A<br />

submarine alert held the ship up in Zamboanga for almost ten<br />

days. Conditions aboard the ship were intolerable. The food was<br />

bad, water was scarce and salty, the heat was 90 or more degrees<br />

with humidity close to the same figure. After ten days, the men<br />

were brought up out of the hold, marched across the dock to<br />

another ship, and sent below again. Robinette, being up in the<br />

bow, was one of the last off the ship. He was, therefore, one of<br />

the last aboard the new ship. He was about amidship. They cast<br />

off sometime in the early evening or late afternoon.<br />

Rumor had it that the ten day delay had been caused by the<br />

presence of an American submarine. Within half an hour of<br />

clearing the port, Robinette said, the ship was struck by two<br />

tremendous explosions, one in the bow and one in the stern. From<br />

his position amidship and under one of the hatch covers, he felt<br />

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ends of the ship. He was in that area known as the ballast hold<br />

and within a minute was awash with sea water. He managed to keep<br />

afloat and rose with the water. He grabbed at lines from topside<br />

and managed to reach the main deck only to find Japanese guards<br />

on the bridge shooting at any prisoners who emerged from the<br />

hold. Robinette did manage to get over the side of the ship and<br />

into the water with only a floating plank as protection. The<br />

ship sank within ten minutes. Only the men close to the hatches<br />

were able to swim clear of the sinking hulk. In the half hour of<br />

remaining daylight, the Japanese sent a rescue boat out to bring<br />

in as many survivors as they could spot. One American resisted<br />

so strenuously at being rescued that he tried to pull his<br />

Japanese rescuer into the water. Japanese soldiers were also<br />

being attacked by Americans in the water and their life jackets<br />

ripped off them. Few of the Japanese could swim and they were<br />

systematically drowned.<br />

Robinette said that of the 23 men picked up in the lifeboat<br />

by the Japanese, 22 were lined up against the railing of another<br />

ship of the convoy and shot. The 23rd managed to escape in the<br />

darkness, hide in the anchor locker and slip off the ship and<br />

get to land.<br />

Robinette made his way to shore after giving his plank to a<br />

wounded officer. He was rescued by Filipinos. He was hidden that<br />

night in a Catholic church and taken the next morning in a banca<br />

across an inlet to a guerrilla camp.<br />

On the way across the choppy waters of the bay, Robinette<br />

was covered with a piece of sail. The heat, rough water and odor<br />

caused him to vomit. In doing that, he stuck his head over the<br />

side of the small boat and lost not only the contents of his<br />

stomach but his false teeth. He dived overboard in a vain<br />

attempt to rescue them. They dived faster than he could.<br />

"My first good meal in freedom," said Robinette, "had to be<br />

gummed."<br />

Robinette and some 80 men out of the 750 survived the<br />

sinking. After a period of recuperation on Mindanao near<br />

Zamboanga, they were repatriated to the States aboard an<br />

American submarine.<br />

Our ship made the night dash from Zambo to Cebu in safety.<br />

I am not sure just how long it took but it seemed like a long<br />

time. We docked in the harbor and were due to get a rice ration.<br />

Suddenly an "A-Warn" sounded and orders fame for us to be<br />

unloaded but quick. We were practically thrown off the ship.<br />

What disturbed us more, our rice ration was unceremoniously<br />

dumped into the harbor as the ship pulled out. The raid did not<br />

materialize and we were left, tightly guarded, on the blistering<br />

hot dock. Cebu is well known as the hottest place in the<br />

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the fact. After an interval, we were marched to an old (Cebu is<br />

a very old town) stonewalled church yard. As a matter of fact,<br />

one of the boys mentioned to me as we lay on the dock that the<br />

island we could see offshore was Mactan, where Magellan met his<br />

death during his visit to the <strong>Philippine</strong>s hundreds of years ago.<br />

He had volunteered to help the natives in one island subdue the<br />

natives of another in his efforts toward making converts to the<br />

Portuguese cause. The battle was a disaster and the Magellan<br />

party was forced to flee.<br />

Our church courtyard was not only as hot as blazes, it was<br />

full of broken concrete cobbles. The men tried to scrape shallow<br />

spots in which to make their beds. There were so many of us that<br />

rocks scraped from one spot had to be pushed into space assigned<br />

to another man. In the end, we were all so tired we slept right<br />

on the rocks.<br />

For three days, we were able to recoup some of our strength<br />

in that hot, airless stoneyard. Conjectures and rumors of our<br />

destination filled the air. Some thought we might go to Palawan<br />

which was close by. The most general conviction was that we were<br />

going to Manila or Japan. Both these surmises were correct; when<br />

we boarded a ship again, it headed north and steamed into Manila<br />

Bay in a few day's time.<br />

Things were not going well on the ship by this time. The<br />

congestion and salty water combined with the poor food had<br />

brought many men down with dysentery and other illnesses. After<br />

three days in the harbor, one man died. The Japanese decided we<br />

were not fooling when we said the men couldn't stand the strain<br />

much longer, so they docked. We were unloaded and marched into<br />

Bilibid Prison. The litter cases were trucked in.<br />

CHAPTER X<br />

BILIBID PRISON, MANILA<br />

Before we get involved with my life at Bilibid Prison for<br />

the last eight months of imprisonment, let us have a look at<br />

Manila and the tremendous bay that gave it such importance in<br />

the Far East. My smattering of knowledge of the bay itself<br />

consisted of an impression of the immensity only. We had not<br />

been allowed topside during our three day wait in the harbor and<br />

the brief glance we got during the unloading process showed us<br />

only that it was filled with ships.<br />

The island fortress, Corregidor, guards the entrance to the<br />

huge bay. From the comparatively narrow inlet past Corregidor,<br />

the distance to Manila is a matter of almost 20 miles. This is a<br />

veritable sea in itself. The peninsula of Bataan extends down<br />

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mainland forms the other side. Cavite, the naval base of the<br />

<strong>Philippine</strong>s, was located on this mainland side.<br />

The strategic importance of Manila can be better understood<br />

when it is known that almost half of the world's population<br />

lives within 2,500 miles of the island capital. Most navies of<br />

the world were predicated on a cruising radius of that distance.<br />

Carriers and aircraft have changed that picture now but before<br />

the war, naval strategy was based on some such figure.<br />

At any rate, Manila Bay was a beautiful place. Lined with<br />

green and approached through small, jungle covered islands, the<br />

setting was truly tropical and luxuriant. It is significant,<br />

also, that during the war, neither the Japanese nor the<br />

Americans attempted a frontal attack on the harbor that had to<br />

be entered past the fortress of Corregidor. The Americans had<br />

built a system of defense there shortly after taking the islands<br />

from the Spanish in 1898. A system of tunnels, gun emplacements,<br />

and a connecting rail line gave a false sense of security to the<br />

"Gibraltar of the East." Air power outmoded Corregidor just as<br />

it did the battleship.<br />

The thing that amazed me as I lay on a hatch cover waiting<br />

to be carried over the side of our prison ship after she docked,<br />

was the number of boats anchored in the harbor. We heard later<br />

that these, being mostly supply boats for the Japanese war<br />

machine, were manned by civilian crews. Once they got into a<br />

snug harbor they were slow about getting unloaded and out to sea<br />

again. American subs and aircraft were taking a heavy tonnage<br />

during those days in1944. The Japanese military would rant and<br />

scream but dock facilities had never been reconditioned since<br />

the early days of the war and there was limited space for<br />

unloading. Oriental labor, mostly Filipinos and underfed<br />

Formosan natives, has always been notoriously slow. At any rate,<br />

not a prisoner among us but ruminated on the lush target the<br />

harbor would make for attacking aircraft.<br />

Hanging over the railings of the bomb-torn deck structures<br />

were hundreds of sightseeing Japanese soldiers, probably in<br />

Manila on rest rotation. They looked well-fed and well-uniformed<br />

as Japanese soldiers can look.<br />

Bilibid Prison was not over a dozen blocks from the dock.<br />

We rode through the streets where activity seemed normal but<br />

almost autoless. The other boys were marched and were watched by<br />

the curious and Sympathetic Filipinos. Aside from some<br />

unrepaired bomb damage from two years before, when the Nips had<br />

attacked Manila, the city looked much as it had before the war.<br />

To many of those boys it was a nostalgic hike through the<br />

streets they had trod many a time in prewar days.<br />

My entrance into the prison proper is hazy. Only the vision<br />

of a high-doored gate through the stone walls remains with me.


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Once inside, we few were unloaded from the truck and taken in<br />

hand by a group of American Navy hospital corpsmen. These boys<br />

were healthy looking, cleanly dressed and efficient. The<br />

cleanliness of the prison yard was also impressive.<br />

Bilibid Prison covers what would normally be about four<br />

city blocks. It is surrounded by a wall, perhaps 12 feet high.<br />

The interior is sectioned into four general parts by walls<br />

running through the center. In the exact middle stands the<br />

guardhouse where the guards on duty are quartered. Extending out<br />

from this central point, like the spokes of a wheel, run the<br />

cell blocks. There are other miscellaneous buildings but this is<br />

the general pattern. There may have been some cell blocks with<br />

individual cells, but most of the confinement buildings were<br />

large with high ceilings and thick walls without too many<br />

partitions. Openings in the walls were barred from floor to<br />

ceiling. Heavy wooden shutters, three on each of the barred<br />

openings, closed off the cell block during the night or whenever<br />

the Nips felt this necessary. These shutters were hinged from<br />

the top. They were usually propped open with lengths of wood<br />

during the day and night. I stress this point, because during<br />

the bombings that came later, the Nips ordered the shutters<br />

closed at all times. When a large bomb landed close by, the<br />

concussion was great enough to suck the shutters open and then<br />

let them slam down again with much noise and clatter.<br />

Bilibid was at once a rather remarkable place for me. I was<br />

taken to the Sick Officer's Quarters, a clean, cool, uncrowded<br />

building. It has a cement floor and whitewashed walls. For the<br />

first time in over two years I had a real bed to sleep in, too.<br />

Then wonders of wonders, the corpsman assigned to get me bathed<br />

and comfortable, brought me a blanket and a clean sheet. It is<br />

hard to convey the sense of security that small privileges of<br />

this sort bring to one who has had so little and who has learned<br />

to expect less.<br />

The corpsman brought a pan of hot water and started to<br />

bathe me. I lay quietly for a time, utterly drugged by the<br />

luxury of that soft bed with a real mattress and the<br />

peacefulness of the surroundings. For three weeks, we had been<br />

under a terrific physical and emotional strain. I suddenly<br />

became very thirsty. We had been issued a quart of water a day<br />

during our trip and it was mostly salty. Here, I reasoned, if<br />

they had pans of hot water they must have good drinking water. I<br />

asked for some. Lo and behold, in a matter of minutes, the<br />

corpsman brought ice water. I was suitably flabbergasted. That<br />

was the only time I ever received ice water during my stay at<br />

Bilibid or any other place in the <strong>Philippine</strong>s during the three<br />

years I was a "guest" of the Japanese government, but it was a<br />

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In three weeks of filth and heat on a prison ship, one can<br />

get pretty scummy. That corpsman did not hesitate a moment with<br />

his work though. He started at my toes and worked toward my<br />

head. Finally, I said to him something about being able to do<br />

the job myself. He let me finish up and busied himself with<br />

getting my gear together. He also promised me t hat if I was<br />

strong enough I could take a shower the very next day. It seems<br />

that in Bilibid Prison, they had a couple of flush toilets and a<br />

hot and cold shower.<br />

One of my first questions, of course, was about the chow.<br />

On this score, the corpsman was not too enthusiastic. “What we<br />

get is good," he said, "but the rice only runs about seven<br />

ounces a day."<br />

When our contingent arrived at Bilibid Prison late in June<br />

of 1944, it was just the beginning of rainy season. Manila was<br />

cooler at this time of year. Still it seemed hot to me after the<br />

cooling breezes at Dapeco. I had been a bed patient now for<br />

almost a year, but my general condition was much improved. The<br />

beri-beri had eased off somewhat though the pain still racked me<br />

at night. The tropical ulcers and scurvy had cleared up several<br />

months before. My eyesight was adjudged at about 20-600. The<br />

hearing problem had cleared up to a great extent, and life was a<br />

very desirable thing.<br />

Doctor Barrett took over my case and immediately ran me<br />

through a series of tests.<br />

This then was the introduction to Bilibid where I spent the<br />

next eight months before the Yanks came storming into the city<br />

in February of 1945.<br />

I was impressed, mostly, with the orderliness and routine<br />

of the Bilibid schedule. The doctors came in about 9 A.M. and<br />

made their rounds. They were pleasant and thorough. They did not<br />

get chummy as had most of our other doctors. The noncom in<br />

charge of the ward medical personnel was a Chief Pharmacist's<br />

mate. He ran the ward, too. On certain days the floors were<br />

mopped. On other days, the cobwebs were dusted off the walls and<br />

ceilings. About every two weeks, we each got a clean sheet.<br />

These were signs of a past discipline that had been carried on<br />

by well-trained men. This was a demonstration of the old adage<br />

that discipline is not meant for good times. It is meant for the<br />

times when the going gets tough. If you haven't learned it<br />

before the going gets touch, you are often a dead pigeon before<br />

you get a chance to learn it.<br />

That is why many of the older men survived the hardships<br />

and rough goings of the first months of prison camp. The younger<br />

men had not been properly prepared to meet the sudden and<br />

violent changes inhabits. They had no well-developed routine to<br />

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old soldier always kept his rifle or firearm in shooting<br />

condition. He always tried to wash his body and teeth each day.<br />

He always paid close attention to the condition of his clothing<br />

so it would be in the best possible shape. These small details<br />

gave the older man a great advantage, even if only a 10%<br />

advantage, over the younger men in many cases.<br />

So it was at Bilibid Prison. The system the Navy hospital<br />

units had developed for the care of sick and wounded stood up<br />

under pressure. That is not to say the Army medics broke down<br />

under the same pressure, but rather, they adjusted to it in a<br />

different way. Bilibid Prison had more and better facilities<br />

than any other camp I was in. When the doctor wanted a<br />

Laboratory analysis of stools, blood or urine, they merely sent<br />

it to the laboratory. They even had access to X-ray equipment. A<br />

pretty thoroughly equipped dental office was in the prison as<br />

well.<br />

Bilibid was a processing point for all the prisoners in the<br />

<strong>Philippine</strong>s. Transfers from one camp to another most often went<br />

through Bilibid. When groups were assembled for shipment to<br />

Japan and Manchuria, they were processed at Bilibid. The<br />

processing consisted in seeing that each man had a pair of<br />

shoes, a blanket and cold weather clothes of sorts. At times,<br />

the prison population in the military prisoner of war section<br />

would run up to several thousand. At other times, it would drop<br />

to a thousand or less.<br />

To us, who had just come from less well organized and<br />

equipped camps, it was, despite the small rice ration, a place<br />

of comfort. Our ward even had an old broken-down wheel chair.<br />

This allowed me to get around inside the building and,<br />

infrequently, outside to sit in the sun.<br />

S.O.Q<br />

Many of the patients in the Sick Officers' Quarters had<br />

been there for a long time. Many were amputation cases. They had<br />

fashioned rude wooden legs out of sticks and seemed to get about<br />

very well. There were cases like Lieutenant Jim Daly. He had<br />

been hit on Bataan in February, 1942. The bullet had entered his<br />

hip joint. The lack of facilities prevented its removal at the<br />

time and Jim had no use of the hip joint. He could not walk well<br />

or far, but his health otherwise was good. There were cases of<br />

osteomyelitis due to bullet wounds. These needed constant<br />

attention and Bilibid could accommodate them. There was my<br />

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disease just before the war and was in the hospital at Cavite<br />

when the Nips captured Manila. *<br />

The disease had necessitated the removal of both Jake's<br />

legs close to the hip. Other than the lack of legs, Jake was<br />

quite healthy. He always said he could get along on less food<br />

because he had less to feed.<br />

Jake enjoyed coffee and, having been at Bilibid Prison for<br />

some time, had established contacts. Jake used to buy coffee<br />

which he shared with me. It was "second run" coffee, having been<br />

used once and the grounds dried and repackaged. By a little<br />

judicious boiling, a very good brew could be produced. We also<br />

had a friend in the Japanese galley who brought us banana peels.<br />

These, we could bake or have baked for a percentage, and<br />

crushed. They made a reasonably good, hot drink. Banana peel<br />

coffee smelled like prunes but it was black and when hot, it<br />

served as a good substitute for coffee.<br />

There were a number of older men who had been at Bilibid<br />

for two years. Some of them had established contacts outside the<br />

prison for extra food rations. Some of them had managed to<br />

obtain enough nichrome wire to construct electric hot plates for<br />

cooking the extra beans and vegetables they received from<br />

various sources. For a price anyone could get enough food. The<br />

question was the lack of medium of exchange. Times had been<br />

better at Bilibid, or so they told me. Now it was getting harder<br />

and harder to scrounge an extra mouthful. Dr. Bill Waterous<br />

seemed to be the most successful scrounger. Waterous was an ear,<br />

eye, nose, and throat specialist in Manila before the war.<br />

Dr. Waterous had a Reserve commission and was captured with<br />

the rest of us on Bataan. I had gone to him at Cabanatuan for<br />

advice when my eyes first began to go bad. His recommendation<br />

was to eat all the meat and fresh vegetables I could get. He<br />

could really give no other advice, I suppose, but I was pretty<br />

grim when I walked out and back to our diet of polished rice. He<br />

was a rather imperious mannered man used to dealing with<br />

Filipinos. When an epidemic of diphtheria broke out at<br />

Cabanatuan he did talk the Nips into letting him go to Manila<br />

where he dug up enough anti-toxin to stop the disease. It had<br />

killed 300 before it was stopped.<br />

Now, Waterous fitted and sold glasses in Bilibid. The Nips<br />

allowed him to contact the Filipino who had taken over his<br />

business for the actual frames and lenses. Payment was made to<br />

* Berger’s disease is a malady that restricts or closes off the small<br />

blood vessels, usually in the extremities like the hands and feet, and<br />

in time causes Gangrene. According to what Jake Sawyer told me the only<br />

remedy known in 1941 was amputation of the limbs affected. Jake, having<br />

seen the ravages of the disease asked that his legs, which were<br />

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Waterous in the form of notes for double the amount usually<br />

charged. While this may have seemed usurious, it must be<br />

remembered that many men he fitted had a very short life<br />

expectancy. As a matter of fact, many of them did die or were<br />

killed in the final months of the <strong>Philippine</strong> campaign.<br />

The chief topic of conversation at Bilibid, as at all other<br />

prison camps, was food. Just the mention of "hamburger" was<br />

enough to draw a crowd. As I have said before, a close second in<br />

order of importance was "family". Then came conjecture as to the<br />

future plans of the Yanks.<br />

When I mentioned to Commander McCracken one day that sex<br />

and liquor rated hardly at all in our lexicon of important<br />

subjects, he retorted, "The Good Book says, 'Survive and then<br />

multiply.' You will notice that it says survive first."<br />

In prison camp, sex as such was farthest from men's minds.<br />

It was never mentioned in most congregations. The subject of<br />

liquor was likewise just one of those things we did not talk<br />

about.<br />

The little, unimportant things that reminded men of their<br />

families were very important. Stories that brought back memories<br />

were told and re-told. Pat Rafferty told me of the time he tried<br />

to polish his father's car with kerosene. He told of the details<br />

leading up to the action and the aftermath. Father LeFleur told<br />

me of the times he would stand outside the house during his<br />

childhood periods of play and listen to the persons walking<br />

around inside. He said he could distinguish the footsteps of his<br />

mother and other members of the family. All these little items<br />

were meat and drink for lonely men. That deep, dull pain of<br />

separation lay in the hearts of each of us. Many and many a time<br />

I would transpose the difference in time between California and<br />

the <strong>Philippine</strong> Islands and conjecture on the activities of my<br />

sweetheart and wife, Florence. It gave me tremendous strength to<br />

know that she would be doing a good job of teaching school and<br />

having faith in me. It never entered my head not to have faith<br />

in her.<br />

The subject of “What do the folks at home think of us” was<br />

a very important one, too. We hoped we had done a good job on<br />

Bataan and Corregidor and we hoped we were heroes but, as one<br />

man said, "You don't win wars by capitulating to the enemy."<br />

One night at Bilibid Prison, when the place was jammed with<br />

a large group of men being readied for shipment to Japan, we<br />

were awakened by whistles and bells and shouted commands. The<br />

word was passed down to stand-by for a bango (count). The lights<br />

had all gone out and we lay quietly, waiting for the next move.<br />

The guards came in and made a careful check of numbers and left.<br />

No other explanation came till next day. Then the grapevine got<br />

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call to urinate. Instead of walking down the stairs from his<br />

second floor quarters near the front prison wall, he urinated<br />

out the window. The urine made contact with the high voltage<br />

wire atop the high wall. The sentry was immediately and<br />

<strong>complete</strong>ly consumed in a flash of electricity. The power was<br />

short-circuited and the fuses blown. The initial noise we heard<br />

was the automatic alarm system going off. Then, before they<br />

discovered the reason for the trouble, the Nips had rushed in to<br />

find out who had tried to get over the wall. At least one Jap<br />

was properly incinerated before going to his forefathers that<br />

night.<br />

Some of my friends I had not seen since Bataan were in<br />

Bilibid during those late months of 1944. One boy, Corporal<br />

Tanturri, had been a prisoner there for over two years. He had<br />

worked on various details in and around the city. He told me<br />

that during one period he had worked at a motor pool. At another<br />

he had done sheet metal work. Loading and unloading cargo and<br />

trucks was still another job these details performed. The guards<br />

often let the boys buy coffee, peanuts and other foods from the<br />

native peddlers. These they sold at high prices inside the<br />

prison. Tanturri was loaded with cash. He gave me fifty pesos on<br />

his first visit and also brought along some clean clothes, mine<br />

having been lost in the move up from Davao. Later, Tanturri,<br />

upon learning he was to be shipped to Japan, gave me five<br />

hundred pesos. I sent some of it to Cabanatuan with a reliable<br />

friend for distribution to the 7th Materiel boys there and gave<br />

most of the rest away to men in our prewar outfit who came<br />

through Bilibid. There were times when we could buy small<br />

amounts of food if we had pesos. The only extravagance I<br />

permitted myself was to buy a quart of coconut oil for 75 pesos.<br />

This was an inconceivable treat. Jake Sawyer and I doled it out<br />

at the rate of one spoonful a day on our rice ration. It lasted<br />

for months and added a most delicious touch.<br />

Gifts From Home<br />

After I had been at Bilibid for a couple of weeks, a man<br />

walked in one day and threw my blanket roll down on my bunk and<br />

said, "I think this is yours."<br />

It was, and my joy was beyond words. Inside that roll, I<br />

had stowed the Red Cross food we had gotten on the boat at<br />

Davao. It was, wonders of wonders, still intact. By what<br />

miraculous circumstance it got through the hands of our men and<br />

the Nips without being searched and robbed is beyond me. The<br />

Good Lord surely had a hand in that process. About that time,<br />

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Chester Fast, the big, Navy Pharmacist Mate who helped me<br />

on many occasions, came in one day and dumped a smallish box on<br />

my bunk. It had obviously been subjected to weather and hard<br />

wear. "I spent an hour going over those boxes up there," he<br />

said, indicating with his thumb the front of the prison yard,<br />

"and we think this is your box from home."<br />

The cardboard carton had been opened many times it seemed,<br />

but it had been retied and seemed pretty full so not a great<br />

deal had been removed. Someone else's name had been written on<br />

the face of the top, but my name was there. As the boys gathered<br />

around, my shaking fingers tried to unknot the cord that held<br />

the box together. Fast finally got a pair of surgical scissors<br />

and cut the string. There, in a jumble of packages, was one of<br />

the most delightful surprises I ever hope to receive. Small<br />

packages of nuts, dried fruit, coffee, other foods and pencils<br />

were packed in and around a G. I. shirt and cotton slacks.<br />

"I will either prove or disprove the ownership of the box<br />

right now," I told the boys as I took the shirt out and put it<br />

on. Knowing this was one of the boxes our wives had been<br />

permitted to send, I also knew my wife would get me a shirt with<br />

37-inch sleeves that I needed for a fit. The shirt fit perfectly<br />

and so did the pants. The lettering on the labels that<br />

designated the empty vitamin envelopes was in my wife's<br />

handwriting, too. A magnifying glass told me that. It was a<br />

happy, happy day and I still marvel how she got so much in that<br />

small box. Someone had rifled the package of the vitamin pills.<br />

The nuts and dried fruit was full of weevils and the soluble<br />

coffee was dissolved but it was all usable. Pat Rafferty and I<br />

picked at the weevils for a time and then, as good hungry men,<br />

shut our eyes and boiled up the rest with the fruit. The soup<br />

and the bouillon cubes were the most tasty. Pat arranged to have<br />

the stuff cooked and several of us split the result.<br />

One portion of this incident did tend to liven up the<br />

occasion even more. Tucked into the shirt pocket was a picture,<br />

a snapshot. I could not recognize the people but one was a girl<br />

and the other a Naval officer and the Naval officer had his arm<br />

around the girl. I could tell by the dress that the girl was my<br />

wife. Without a magnifying glass, I was somewhat more than<br />

puzzled as to what Naval officer, though.<br />

I knew the picture had been included to convey a message<br />

and I sent out a hurried call for someone to find a magnifying<br />

glass. In the meantime, the other officers in the ward, many of<br />

them Navy men, were excessively philosophical.<br />

"Monty," said they, "it just stands to reason that you<br />

being away and all, the Navy should assign an officer to take<br />

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I could laugh at this along with the others because the<br />

only Naval officer I knew who might even presume to get that<br />

familiar with my wife was Commander Ernest Zinke, an old friend.<br />

Still, though this fellow was not tall, he was not Zinke.<br />

When, after a few hours, one of my friends brought the<br />

magnifying glass in and I could identify the picture I could see<br />

that the girl was, indeed, my wife and the fellow with his arm<br />

around her was my brother. In my wildest flights of fancy, I<br />

could not imagine my brother being a Naval officer, but this was<br />

the message the picture had been intended to convey. My brother,<br />

Jack, had indeed become a Naval officer and was stationed in<br />

Long Beach, California.<br />

It is hard to describe how just the slightest change in<br />

taste will pep up any meal of rice. We loved the rice but an<br />

added flavor was a most welcome treat. I nursed that small<br />

quantity of food for many days, and shared it with many boys. I<br />

felt a solemn obligation to give away at least a quarter of<br />

anything I had that was extra. I somehow felt this was not too<br />

much to put into the pot of general welfare for those who had<br />

less than I. There were times when it came back many-fold and<br />

times when it was “wasted," although I never felt it was really<br />

wasted at any time. I also had a sense of well being and great<br />

satisfaction when I had shared food with another.<br />

These infrequent distributions of food and articles of<br />

clothing were exciting hilarious frolics. Even we did not know<br />

how important they were as morale builders. There was a certain<br />

aura of competition. There was the "luck of the draw" involved.<br />

There was the awe and wonderment at why one man should choose a<br />

particular item that held absolutely no value to you.<br />

We had all inspected the items carefully and decided on our<br />

first, second and third choices. Major Wolfe, a smallish officer<br />

in the S.O.Q. drew first choice of selection out of the hat on<br />

the only occasion in the eight months at Bilibid Prison. He<br />

chose a box of dried prunes. He took the chance that they would<br />

be edible and they were.<br />

On another occasion at another camp, Lieutenant Bill Oliver<br />

drew first choice. He selected a big, handknit turtleneck<br />

sweater. In a climate that seldom gets down below 85!, this was<br />

patently a curious choice. Bill, however, was very proud of his<br />

sweater.<br />

More Fever<br />

Within a week after we arrived at Bilibid, after our three<br />

week trip from Dapeco, I came down with an attack of malaria. We<br />

had not had access to quinine during the voyage and that was the<br />

only thing able to keep the virus knocked down. When I felt the


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familiar chill coming on, I told the corpsman and he got<br />

permission from the doctor to start a course of treatment. At<br />

Davao, which was definitely malaria country, I had had an attack<br />

every 28 days. I do not know whether this was always the case<br />

with others but for me it was as regular as the clock rolled<br />

around. Starting with the chill, we would get a four day course<br />

of quinine of 30 grains a day. It seems there was not enough<br />

quinine to give the medicine prophylactically, that is, 10<br />

grains a day.<br />

In Manila, where malaria had been whipped as a disease, the<br />

doctors could prescribe what they considered a curative dose<br />

over a period of time. Following the attack, I was put on a 40<br />

grain a day dosage for almost three months.<br />

As I have mentioned before, malaria is carried by the<br />

female Anopheles mosquito. According to the information I was<br />

able to pick up this hungry gal is as cagey as a mountain trout.<br />

She breeds in the back-wash from fast running water. She feeds<br />

only during the couple of hours of the early evening. In urban<br />

areas, it is possible to wipe out the breeding places, but in<br />

vegetated areas, like the southern <strong>Philippine</strong>s, the job is wellnigh<br />

impossible. All the boys in my <strong>Philippine</strong> Army unit, the<br />

41st Division, who came from Batangas Province of southern<br />

Luzon, had malaria. Those who came from around Manila had no<br />

background of malaria though they certainly had no immunity. It<br />

was not long after my bout with malaria that I came in contact<br />

with another tropical fever, dengue, that really laid me out.<br />

I had heard about dengue fever before, but it was not one<br />

of the diseases we had at Davao. It was quite prevalent in<br />

Manila, however. Dengue was, according to the doctors, a virus<br />

very similar to typhoid fever. Unlike the typhoid fever, which<br />

had a high mortality rate, dengue fever killed less than two<br />

percent of its victims. It may have killed very few, but the<br />

general consensus of opinion of those who suffered from it was<br />

that they could die.<br />

Dengue fever started out mildly enough. For several days,<br />

from four days to a week or more, the temperature was not over<br />

two degrees above normal. During that time, the victim developed<br />

aches all over. The bones ached. The muscles ached. The skin<br />

ached. The eyes ached so badly it was less painful to turn the<br />

head to view an object than to move the eyes. The skin of your<br />

scalp ached like fury. Dengue was well named "Breakbone Fever."<br />

For four nights and days I lay as quietly as possible, trying to<br />

console myself that it would not kill me. My friend, Commander<br />

McCracken had the bug at the same time and we would lie in our<br />

bunks side by side and make sarcastic quips about the doctors<br />

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horrible malady. The very thought or sight or smell of food was<br />

nauseating.<br />

Commander McCracken, who never lost his sense of humor<br />

under the most trying circumstances, would start complaining<br />

early in the morning about the necessity of getting up to go to<br />

the toilet. We would consider the possibility of wetting the bed<br />

rather than make the effort to walk the 50 feet to the head. We<br />

considered the possibility of relieving our- selves into a hat<br />

and throwing it out the barred window. The catch in this was<br />

that we had no hats. In the end, McCracken would slowly and<br />

painfully rise and stagger down to the toilet, mumbling dire<br />

threats to all mosquitoes as he went.<br />

At the end of four days, my temperature went down to almost<br />

normal. I stayed that way for 24 hours. Then, with a bang, it<br />

shot up to about 105 degrees. I literally felt I was burning up.<br />

In some cases with dengue fever, temperature of 107! was<br />

reported. For four or five hours I really burned up the bed.<br />

Then, as the fever broke, I began to sweat. My sheets got<br />

soaked. The rolled-up blanket I used as a pillow got wet. My<br />

mattress could almost be wrung out.<br />

After four hours of sweating, there just didn't seem much<br />

left to wring out of me. I was weak as a cat. For the next<br />

couple of days, I just lay under my mosquito bar and drank<br />

water. Aside from a deep depression and an abhorrence of food,<br />

the after effects seemed nil. Within a week, McCracken and I<br />

were both sitting up, waiting for the call, "Chow Down," once<br />

again.<br />

The devastating part of dengue is the lack of immunizing<br />

drugs. The only thing the doctors can do is administer<br />

sedatives. The next infected mosquito that bites you will<br />

transmit the disease once again. I had dengue only once. There<br />

were those who had it several times. To these unfortunate<br />

individuals my hat is off.<br />

Food At Bilibid Prison<br />

The distribution of food at Bilibid Prison followed the<br />

same well-ordered pattern that characterized many of the other<br />

activities of the Manila establishment. Bilibid, by the way, was<br />

built, as plaques on the prison buildings denoted, in 1898 when<br />

American forces first moved into the <strong>Philippine</strong>s during the Moro<br />

Insurrection and the prior Battle of Manila Bay. The cell<br />

blocks, built of native stone, were substantially the same as<br />

the day they were built.<br />

But to get back to the rice which was the most important<br />

single element in our lives at the time. A captain of the<br />

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I had known him when he was part of my sub-group at Cabanatuan<br />

in 1942. Captain Gockenhour was a good officer. He made, by all<br />

evidence that came to my attention, a good mess officer. This<br />

was probably the most important post in the prison. It could<br />

make or break the morale of the prisoners. I heard charges made<br />

against Gockenhour but have yet to hear of any being<br />

substantiated.<br />

In one camp I was in, I know positively of instances where<br />

the mess officer used his position to benefit a particular group<br />

of men to the detriment of the rest. As an example of what could<br />

be done in this direction, there is the case of the special<br />

issue of meat, carabao, that we received. It was not a great<br />

deal to begin with. It would have made an excellent meaty broth<br />

for the whole camp to garnish their Christmas rice. The meat was<br />

duly cooked for the required 24 hours in several big pots. Then,<br />

and here is where the skullduggery comes in, the meat was lifted<br />

out of the broth and served to the men of the camp. The broth,<br />

which contained all the flavor and nourishment, was saved and<br />

eaten by the special group. It was this sort of thing that made<br />

the men suspicious of every strange move made around the galley.<br />

Groups of men organized themselves into lookout squads to sit in<br />

on the activities of the cooks during the daily operations.<br />

At Bilibid Prison, rice was issued by the Japanese in<br />

three-day lots to the galley. The issue was made by the bag.<br />

That is, a fifty kilo bag was issued as fifty kilos, a kilo<br />

being 2.2 pounds. The bag should have weighed 110 pounds. Often<br />

the bags had been chewed by rats or "strafed" by the Japs or<br />

others. Rice in Manila was worth upwards of 3,000 to 30,000<br />

Japanese occupation pesos a bag and temptation was strong to<br />

steal a few pounds. People were starving to death right in the<br />

streets of the city. Rice, the staple diet, had become a luxury.<br />

Our issue then was usually short. At best, it should have<br />

amounted to 400 grams of dry rice per man per day. We could<br />

expect to get between 300 and 350 grams. This amounted to a<br />

little better than six ounces. The three-day ration was<br />

calculated out with each issue. Cooking was done in a central<br />

kitchen and the food was portioned out to food carriers of the<br />

various cell blocks.<br />

It was at this point that great care was taken to see that<br />

every man was equally served. To us, in an economy of plenty,<br />

the difference between one spoonful more-or-less seems petty. To<br />

prisoners, operating on a starvation diet anyway, it was of<br />

prime importance. Dippers, usually made of old sardine cans,<br />

were on hand in each cell block. The rice was scooped up and<br />

leveled off with a wooden paddle and dumped into the plate or<br />

messkit of the prisoner. There was great concern as to the exact<br />

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leave one loose. In the S.O.Q., where I was located, we had the<br />

services of an enlisted man as server. He was scrupulously fair.<br />

This, then, was the actual operation of getting the food to<br />

the prisoner. At the early meal of the day, we had what we knew<br />

as "lugao” or soft rice. It was made by boiling one part rice<br />

with six or eight parts water. With salt, it made a very<br />

acceptable dish. At the late meal, we usually had steamed rice.<br />

This was cooked with only three parts of water to one part of<br />

rice. The manner of cooking was most important. The rice was<br />

poured into boiling water over a very hot fire for a certain<br />

time. Then, either the fire was pulled or doused and a wet sack<br />

thrown over the big cowa for the steaming process. When one eats<br />

nothing but rice day in and day out, one develops a finely<br />

attuned taste for the commodity. A few minutes over or under<br />

done could bring howls of protest from all quarters.<br />

As I have said, our breakfast meal consisted of soft rice<br />

with nothing added. If there was a supplement, it was added to<br />

the evening meal. In each cell block there was a roster. It<br />

listed where the food server started to serve the last meal.<br />

That is, if he started with man number one today and had a small<br />

amount left after he had served all the men, he gave half<br />

portions as long as the rice lasted. That meant that several men<br />

usually got a portion and a half. The roster was duly marked and<br />

the next meal of the same kind, the server started where he had<br />

left off. In that way each man had his proper turn at "seconds."<br />

There was one roster for soft rice. There was another roster for<br />

plain, steamed rice. Still another for rice with meat, with<br />

sweet potatoes, and for a meal of rice with corn.<br />

While this roster system seems a bit odd to us where the<br />

extra few spoonfuls would not warrant the trouble, they were<br />

jealously guarded and cared for documents. The colonels watched<br />

the roster as avidly as the enlisted men. There was a thrill in<br />

rising to the top of the list and being in line for "seconds”<br />

for each of us. Part of this ceremony of having a look at your<br />

place on the roster was, of course, as much something to talk<br />

about as anything else. It made a topic of speculation and<br />

conjecture. Something new, something different, or special to<br />

add to the conversation of the day.<br />

The cooks at Bilibid Prison took more pains with getting<br />

the rice cooked properly and served tastily than at any other<br />

camp I was in. There were times when the rice was burnt or<br />

undercooked, but these times were few. There were a few tragic<br />

times when the food server miscalculated and ran out before he<br />

had made the rounds of all the prisoners. The men who went unfed<br />

just had to wait till the next meal. Then, they got double<br />

portions.


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Just what is starvation? Early in the war missing a few<br />

meals was no cause for great concern. The campaigning soldier<br />

always knows fatigue and an empty belly. When we could, we ate.<br />

We literally stuffed our gullets. Then came the period when<br />

whatever we got was poor quality and at infrequent intervals. We<br />

were still fighting a war and we said, "Wait till I get my<br />

meathooks on one of those big steaks. I'll eat it raw."<br />

We groused much and walked miles out of our way to get a<br />

few mouthfuls of rice. Then came the day for me when I tried to<br />

lift a five-gallon bucket of water. I thought it was nailed to<br />

the ground. I realized for the first time that the lack of food<br />

had begun to exact its toll. So, I tried to slow down. Every<br />

short patrol was a never ending and extremely tiresome task.<br />

There are those who say that after the fourth or fifth day the<br />

pangs of hunger leave a person to be replaced by a quiet and<br />

satisfied feeling. This may be true when the fasting is done in<br />

an atmosphere of ease and quiet but the pangs of hunger left me<br />

only when I was too sick to eat.<br />

Besides the listless, dragging, weary feeling that<br />

accompanies every step, there soon come the internal disorders<br />

that beset the malnourished person. A great slackening of all<br />

the muscular tone of the viscera causes the bowels to move on<br />

the slightest provocation. Getting up six or eight times during<br />

the night to urinate was a constant source of aggravation. When<br />

you are starving to death, you also are too poor to have decent<br />

clothing or a decent place to sleep. These all contribute to the<br />

speed of the decline.<br />

The next stage is the scurvy, and edema stage. In scurvy<br />

the mouth starts to become sore like it was burned by hot<br />

coffee. This sensation spreads to all parts of the mouth and<br />

down the larynx. The gums bleed and the teeth are loose in their<br />

sockets. Even breathing is a painful process. The edema or wet<br />

beri-beri is evidenced by the swelling of the face and feet at<br />

first. The skin is stretched taut and the sensation of walking<br />

on tightly filled balloons makes any movement on one's feet very<br />

unpleasant as well as painful. This swollen condition sometimes<br />

lasts for only a couple of weeks or it may last for months. If<br />

the edema progresses to the region of the heart, then that vital<br />

organ is restricted in its function and the patient dies. By a<br />

drastic cut in the consumption of water, this edema or swelling<br />

can be fairly well controlled. Along with these blights appear<br />

the skin-roughening symptoms of pellagra. By comparison, the<br />

itch and burn and skin discoloration of pellagra were not<br />

particularly offensive. The danger of the disease is in the<br />

long-range effect. In time, it becomes very debilitating.


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As the swelling of wet beri-beri subsides, the ravages of<br />

the dry type set in. The fingers lose their ability to<br />

manipulate and the joints become painful in the extreme. The<br />

feet ache almost constantly. The degeneration of the fatty<br />

tissue surrounding the peripheral nerves exposes them to<br />

constant irritation. This loss of dexterity extends to the feet<br />

and causes a staggering intoxicated gait. The unsteadiness<br />

increases as time goes on. The eyes begin to lose their clarity<br />

and all objects become fuzzy. Often the ears become affected<br />

with a roaring and buzzing that cuts the ability to hear<br />

anything well. At one point, my toenails all came out.<br />

The sleepless nights resulting from the intense pain in the<br />

feet is accompanied by the scalding attacks of itching skin.<br />

This "crud" as we <strong>called</strong> it, demanded scratching yet spread<br />

rapidly when the infected parts were irritated. At night one<br />

would wake up tearing into the raw red parts that conscious<br />

daytime reason had cautioned one not to touch.<br />

Then there were the tropical ulcers that seemed to deluge<br />

whole groups of men at a time. It is supposedly not infectious<br />

and I know of no direct cases of it being transmitted, but the<br />

condition of many men physically made it appear all over camp<br />

simultaneously. The little blisters would form in the area<br />

between the fingers, spread over the rest of the hand, become<br />

infected, and form large draining sores. There were many types<br />

of this scourge and no two seemed exactly alike. Some cases of<br />

this running, smelly, painful malady covering both arms to the<br />

elbow and both legs to the hip lasted for a year. As soon as one<br />

sore healed, another would break out.<br />

Deficiency diseases such as Beri-Beri, Pellagra and Scurvy<br />

are no longer common in the United States. Some doctors will<br />

tell you they have seen only 1 or 2 cases. Beri-Beri is<br />

sometimes found in alcoholics who like to drink their lunch<br />

instead of eat it. They just starve themselves, the instant<br />

carbohydrate alcohol satisfying their hunger. In the U. S., too,<br />

the variety of foods available makes such diseases as scurvy and<br />

pellagra unlikely.<br />

In the Orient, though, it is a different story. Beri-Beri,<br />

Pellagra and Scurvy are endemic. Not only is poverty a culprit<br />

but national eating habits seem to contribute. Investigations in<br />

Japan prior to WWII determined that there was a higher incidence<br />

of Beri-Beri among the peasants during good rice years than in<br />

poor crop years. Reason: it turns out that in poor rice years,<br />

the peasants are forced to turn to a variety of foods, such as<br />

Frogs, fish, cheap, unshelled rice. In good crop years, the<br />

peasants eat only good quality, white, polished rice. This, of<br />

course, has had the Vitamin B removed by the polishing and thus<br />

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In the <strong>Philippine</strong>s this was probably also very true. The<br />

natives had a variety of fresh fruits and vegetables in most<br />

seasons but preferred rice, polished rice, for their every day<br />

diet. To eat healthful number 3 rice that had not been through<br />

the polishing process was unthinkable if one had money to buy<br />

polished rice.<br />

All this debilitating and painful condition made most men<br />

liable to the ravages of any of the other diseases that swarmed<br />

where any large group of unclean men is kept in unsanitary<br />

conditions. Dysentery was the biggest of these hazards. There<br />

was never a time when we were free from the threat of it.<br />

Dysentery could be fatal overnight when the body was unable to<br />

combat its drains on the system.<br />

We found that elimination, the disposal of body wastes, was<br />

almost as important as getting enough food. Where there is a<br />

shortage of water, there develops the problem of disposal. It<br />

was one we were always faced with.<br />

In the 85! heat and 85% humidity of the <strong>Philippine</strong>s,<br />

anything that stood for long without cleaning was a perfect<br />

medium for the incubation of germs. Any decaying matter was a<br />

breeding place for flies. Flies spread disease. As the disease<br />

spreads from one man to the next, it becomes more virulent.<br />

Our answer to the disposal problem, was, of course, long<br />

slit trenches or latrines. We had little or none of such common<br />

necessities as lime or disinfectant. We used dirt to make the<br />

effluent harder for the flies to reach. It seemed to do little<br />

good. Then, too, during the rainy season, the drainage would<br />

seep into our latrines and fill them. Such a common article as<br />

toilet paper was either non-existent or too valuable to use in<br />

its proper place. The leaves of trees or a rag that could be<br />

washed was the answer to that problem.<br />

In one camp, we dug a big, square hole for exclusive use as<br />

a urinal. It was six feet deep and about ten feet square. It was<br />

the only authorized place for some 4,000 men to relieve<br />

themselves. Night and day it was in use. In the darkness of a<br />

rainy night just making a successful arrival at the "spring" as<br />

we <strong>called</strong> it, was a hazardous journey. The edges of the "spring"<br />

in the rainy season were a quagmire. I know of more than one man<br />

who lost his footing and fell, screaming, into that sea of<br />

urine. This was, of course, always the occasion for much kidding<br />

and horseplay, but it was no joke for the participant.<br />

I can well remember, too, the nights and days of utter<br />

despair and discouragement over long attacks of dysentery. I<br />

always tried to keep two pairs of underpants or loin cloths.<br />

This "G" string was a simple garment. It was, perhaps, six<br />

inches wide and two feet long. A string was sown across one end.<br />

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through the crotch and secured under the string in front. In our<br />

primitive civilization, it was a satisfactory answer to the<br />

clothing problem for most occasions.<br />

When one had dysentery, it was very important to keep one's<br />

"G" string clean. There were times when a sudden cramp and bowel<br />

movement would leave you gritting your teeth in the knowledge<br />

that you had made a mess. This often happened at night before<br />

you could get out to the latrine. When, having gotten up,<br />

cleaned up and washed your garment, you had another attack on<br />

the way back to the quarters, life tock on a very grim aspect<br />

indeed. The whole process had to be done all over again. After<br />

having had this happen to me three times during one very bad<br />

night, I was returning along the path to the quarters. In<br />

passing some other men in a hurry the other way, I slipped off<br />

the path and sprawled in the mud. Discouraged, exhausted, and<br />

sick, I lay there and cried until I got enough strength to pull<br />

my mud-caked body back to quarters. Luckily during the rain that<br />

afternoon, we had collected a supply of water, and I was able to<br />

wash off.<br />

It was moments like those I spent lying in that mud that<br />

made me realize how easy it would be to just die and be rid of<br />

all the pain and anguish. Never again, though, did I ever get to<br />

that point where giving up seemed so desirable.<br />

Wheeling and Dealing<br />

In any social group, and especially in a "closed" one such<br />

as ours was, there are those men who, by ability, inclination or<br />

circumstances have a tendency to exploit their fellows.<br />

It is not fair to say that this is always an evil course of<br />

action, either. In any group there are always the foolish and<br />

foolhardy. They will squander their capital be it food, money or<br />

health. Then, too, there are the stupid and the uninformed who<br />

by lack of ability or perception will end up with only a whistle<br />

for their pig. At any rate, it is with these two groups that the<br />

so-<strong>called</strong> "Big Operators” deal.<br />

During the first days of prison camp there were some men<br />

who by fair means or foul, wangled jobs as truck drivers,<br />

orderlies for Japanese soldiers or obtained favorable positions<br />

of one sort or another. As a result, they had access to a<br />

greater food supply, surplus money or privileges. With these,<br />

they sought to better their own comfort and position by barter<br />

or trade with their fellow prisoners.<br />

Such a one was Corporal Tanturri who was mentioned earlier.<br />

In talking with the other boys of my old Air Corps outfit, I<br />

discovered that, as far as they knew, I was the only man who had<br />

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to him. It did make me more than ever aware of the inequalities<br />

and injustices of prison camp. My first reaction to the news was<br />

to call Tanturri in, chew him out, and return the money.<br />

Instead, I decided to accept the gift and distribute it among<br />

the boys myself. It was quite obvious that Tanturri had lived<br />

well during his stay in the prison. He was as fat as a pig. His<br />

bunk-mates told of extra food with every meal. They also told of<br />

a very arrogant attitude with his less fortunate fellows. I was<br />

distressed with the situation, which I had seen many times<br />

before. Men can stand adversity far better than they can stand<br />

prosperity.<br />

Tanturri was a good boy. He had done an excellent job<br />

during the siege of Clark Field early in the war. To see him<br />

spoil that record by a disregard of his former buddies gave my<br />

heart a wrench.<br />

The American driver of a Japanese supply truck would<br />

frequently be allowed contact with Filipino merchants. He could<br />

purchase canned pilchards, corned beef, candy and eggs for small<br />

sums. When he brought these into camp, they would sell at ten<br />

times what he paid for them. A can of pilchards that cost 40<br />

centavos on the outside market sold for up to eight pesos.<br />

Cigarettes had an equal markup. Candy, eggs, jelly, and canned<br />

goods of any sort were equally high priced.<br />

Where did the money come from, you may ask. Oddly enough,<br />

there always seemed to be quantities of money when there was<br />

food to be sold. As our stay in the prison camp extended, it did<br />

become scarce but in the early days, it was plentiful.<br />

For one thing, some men had been paid in <strong>Philippine</strong><br />

currency during the Bataan and Corregidor campaign. Atone time,<br />

the Filipino soldiers were paid several months wages. Some of<br />

that money dribbled into American hands by the devious process<br />

of the poker table or in games of Black Jack. At any rate,<br />

though Americans and Filipinos were never in the same camps for<br />

long, there was lots of money around.<br />

Too, when the fall of Corregidor was almost a certainty,<br />

the currency reserves of the Chase National Bank subsidiary in<br />

Manila whose reserves had been brought to Corregidor, were<br />

dumped into the ocean. The paper currency was cut up in a lavish<br />

destruction program and also dumped. Not quite all the money got<br />

into the ocean, though. So there was money to be spent. The<br />

Japanese had confiscated most of these hoardings. What was left<br />

seemed to circulate in camp with a speed that would warm any<br />

economist's heart.<br />

The "Big Operators" soon waxed rich. They had plenty to<br />

eat, hired other prisoners to do their washing, care for their<br />

personal needs and cook. Some <strong>called</strong> it the "same old American<br />

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life, it was strictly "the cat with the longest claws” who<br />

prospered. It is to the credit of our leadership that these<br />

practices were brought under control within a year or so.<br />

This matter of trading, buying, and selling and dickering<br />

for all manner of food and clothing seemed to fill an emotional<br />

as well as a physical need for most of the inmates of prison<br />

camp.<br />

At Camp O'Donnell, where I was sent after my release from<br />

the hospital on Bataan, I got my first taste of wheeling and<br />

dealing. There were 9,000 Americans in that camp. In another<br />

area, separated by barbed wire was another camp of some 45,000<br />

Filipino soldiers.<br />

On my way to and from the river station, the Filipinos<br />

asked many times, "Candy, cigarettes, food? We got plenty<br />

money."<br />

On the succeeding days at O'Donnell, I volunteered for<br />

river duty. From my friends, bunkmates and acquaintances, I<br />

gathered anything salable and took it with me. I had recognized<br />

some of the men I had led on Bataan and they were anxious to buy<br />

anything. With some judicious trading, I was able to build up a<br />

fair sized bank roll against the day when I should have access<br />

to a food supply.<br />

That day was not long incoming. The American truck drivers<br />

in camp brought in canned foods, fruits, and tobacco. Each night<br />

we assembled in the "Thieves Market" for the big sales. It was<br />

not a greatly different atmosphere from the Chicago Wheat Pit.<br />

Everything was in demand. The prices were high and the bidding<br />

brisk. I bought what I could at the best price available. The<br />

next day I would resell to the Filipinos at a small profit and<br />

try to keep enough to sweeten our own diet. By the time I left<br />

O’Donnell I was able to pat my wallet and know that I had almost<br />

100 pesos. It was a great source of confidence and comfort.<br />

Later on, at the next prison camp, Cabanatuan, I was<br />

quartered with six other officers. We formed a "pool" of money<br />

and tried our hand at trading. Here, again, it was a precarious<br />

business. I had a friend named Paul Saurwein, who had gotten a<br />

job as truck driver for the Japanese. He had no money with which<br />

to buy even should he get the chance. We were ready and willing<br />

that he should use our money and split the loot with us.<br />

Within the first days of his job, Paul was allowed to make<br />

purchases from the Filipino merchants. He brought in some<br />

wonderfully exciting stores. For a nominal price, we got canned<br />

fish, jams, sugar, tea and coffee. It was our job, then, to sort<br />

out the high protein and other nourishing food and sell the rest<br />

at the high prison camp prices. In this way, we could recoup our<br />

capital and continue to finance Saurwein, eat a little better<br />

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From my diary kept at the time, there is this entry for<br />

Saturday, June 13, 1942:<br />

"A sample of our purchase in order to get by. Though the<br />

food was not very good today, some of our connections came<br />

thru.<br />

Bought 1 bottle catsup and 2 eggs 5.00--no good.<br />

Sold 1 bottle catsup and 2 eggs 6.00--OK<br />

Bought 1 can sardines and 1 cigarettes 5.00--OK<br />

Bought 3 1/2 kilo sacks sugar 10.00--no good<br />

Bought 1 1/2 kilo sack sugar 2.00--OK<br />

Bought 3 cans sardines 7.00--OK<br />

Sold 1 sardines and 2 sacks sugar 10.00--OK<br />

Result 3 cans sardines to eat plus 2 sacks sugar-13.00<br />

pesos with possible selling 2 cans sardines--10.00 pesos<br />

leaving 1 sardines and 1 kilo sugar for 3.00 pesos. That is<br />

a good day.”<br />

At Bilibid, the Nips were allowing some coconuts and garlic<br />

to be brought into the prison. Each man was allowed to buy a<br />

certain number of each, provided he had the money. If he lacked<br />

money, he could arrange with some loan shark to borrow money,<br />

make the purchase, and turn half the food over to the lender.<br />

This was an outrageous practice, but it was condoned. I would<br />

loan the boys enough money to buy the food with the<br />

understanding that they would sell one coconut on the prison<br />

black market and retrieve the comparatively low cost for which<br />

the Nips sold the nuts. He would then return the amount he had<br />

been loaned so it could be loaned to another man.<br />

In another case, I loaned one man money to gamble with.<br />

This boy, Dorsett by name, loved to gamble. He had been denied<br />

the privilege for some time. In addition, he was a good gambler.<br />

My proposition to him was that he should take a certain amount<br />

of money, gamble with it at the regular sessions held in the<br />

corners of the prison cell blocks. If he lost then we both lost.<br />

If he won, then he was to split the winnings with me. In that<br />

way, I could keep a ready fund of money for the other boys who<br />

were coming and going through the prison. Dorsett won. He won<br />

very handsomely for a time, too. I got my money back but only<br />

took a small percentage of profit on the deal. It had made me<br />

very happy to see the new light the good fortune had kindled in<br />

Dorsett's eyes. He had been down for a long time and his luck<br />

was due for a change. It turned bad again within a few months<br />

and he was killed when the ship he was traveling on to Japan was<br />

sunk in the China Sea by an American submarine.<br />

During this period, July, August, and September of 1944, we<br />

did very well with our supplement of coconuts and garlic.<br />

Coconuts were something I always felt were both good and<br />

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taste to the rice and was touted to contain a good percentage of<br />

ascorbic acid. A whole clove of garlic was just an average<br />

portion with the evening rice. But good, but good!<br />

My bunkmate, Jake Sawyer, was especially fond of garlic.<br />

Jake, who was an M.D. in his home town of Brookline,<br />

Massachusetts, was in the Navy as a line officer. He always said<br />

he would rather be on the poop deck of a row boat than in the<br />

best operating room of the land. Jake and I maintained a cordial<br />

relationship though we never did get really chummy.<br />

Along with its good organization, Bilibid Prison had<br />

maintained some semblance of the military caste system. There<br />

was little of the easy camaraderie of some of the other camps.<br />

This, of course, had its good side as well as its bad. There was<br />

here the return to the military hierarchy of command. I remember<br />

a corpsman being punished for falling asleep on duty. Records of<br />

derelictions of duty were kept for future reference. It was a<br />

more forward looking program of military command than the one<br />

mentioned earlier at Cabanatuan. During the early days there,<br />

many men were tried by a duly constituted courts martial. The<br />

sentences meted out were executed in a guardhouse within the<br />

American compound. To withhold privileges and cut food rations<br />

that were already murderously low was hardly good military<br />

procedure under any circumstances. Many Americans received<br />

sentences at Cabanatuan. I do not believe the practice lasted<br />

long, however. There is another section on the iniquities of<br />

this camp administration in its early days.<br />

Though there was a more formal attitude at Bilibid, many of<br />

my prewar buddies visited with me at the S. 0. Q. They had many<br />

tales to tell. Some had been working at air strips in southern<br />

Luzon. The going was so rough there that some of the boys<br />

intentionally broke their arms or kneecaps to get a respite in<br />

Bilibid.<br />

One group of boys coming in one evening were merchants of a<br />

sort. They had some sulfa pills they were trying to sell. Sulfa<br />

was a scarce commodity in the <strong>Philippine</strong>s. Most of that in stock<br />

in Army and Navy pharmacies before the war had been ordered from<br />

Winthrop Laboratories. It was distinguished by a big “W" on the<br />

face of the pill. This “W" became such a symbol of effectiveness<br />

to the Nips that they would not use sulfa unless it had that<br />

distinguishing mark.<br />

The visitors I spoke of that evening at Bilibid, had rigged<br />

up a plaster cast and with a bare trace of sulfa, had concocted<br />

a rice flour pill with something of the odor of sulfa. The big<br />

“W" was emblazoned right across the face of the pill in most<br />

authentic fashion. The pills brought fancy prices in trade from<br />

Jap guards. The Nips used them as defense against venereal<br />

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but they had the "W" inscribed thereon and that seemed<br />

sufficient. Dr. Waterous told me that at least 60% of the<br />

Japanese Army had some venereal disease.<br />

The American prisoners who worked around these Japanese<br />

guards all told different stories of their treatment. There were<br />

cruel individuals among them. I heard much of "The White Angel"<br />

of one labor camp. He was so-<strong>called</strong> because he wore the white<br />

uniform of an officer of the Japanese marines. He must have been<br />

a tough customer, for all who came in contact with him had a<br />

healthy hate for all he stood for.<br />

I imagine the boys who worked on some of these details paid<br />

in kind for some of their ill treatment. Those Americans in the<br />

motor pool performed small time sabotage every day they worked.<br />

Restricting hydraulic lines was a favorite and sage trick to<br />

work on Japanese rolling stock. The lines would carry enough<br />

fluid for short operations. Under stress the oil or fluid would<br />

not flow fast enough through the restricted lines and the engine<br />

would freeze up. Putting sawdust in transmissions would quiet<br />

them down, but burn them out in a hurry, too.<br />

"Losing" just one small but important part of a machine was<br />

another favorite trick of prisoners. The loss of a lathe gear or<br />

face plate or chuck could make the whole piece of equipment<br />

unusable. The Japanese, most of whom had little conception of<br />

mechanics, had neither the mechanical background nor training to<br />

repair their machines. There were expert Nips in the repair<br />

shops, it is true, but the average Jap had little experience<br />

with machinery.<br />

CHAPTER XI<br />

A PROMISE OF LIBERATION<br />

The morning of September 22, 1944, came bright and clear to<br />

Manila, hub of the <strong>Philippine</strong> Islands. The city was cool and<br />

outwardly calm. Bilibid Prison, only a dozen blocks from the<br />

heart of the Escolta, began to stir. The Japanese Army still<br />

occupied Manila and some 800 American Army, Navy, and Marine<br />

prisoners of war looked out at the 12 foot walls that surrounded<br />

the cellblocks. Those walls were topped by a high, electricallycharged<br />

wire fence. Japanese sentries paced the courtyard.<br />

Machine guns pointed to the barred windows from the corner<br />

watchtowers.<br />

The gaunt-looking inmates who shuffled out into the yard on<br />

their way to wash felt the slight morning chill and sought the<br />

sunny paths across the yard. Most of them were crippled. They<br />

were the amputees, the seriously wounded from the hills of<br />

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over two years before and had known many prison camps. They had<br />

lost many of their buddies to disease and malnutrition. They<br />

were the remnants of 22,000 Americans who took the first brunt<br />

of the Japanese invasion. Most of the able-bodied prisoners had<br />

been evacuated to the home island or to Manchuria by the<br />

Japanese.<br />

Breakfast for the prisoners, three ounces of rice cooked<br />

with copious amounts of water, was not due for another two<br />

hours.<br />

In the long, thick-walled stone cellblocks that housed the<br />

sick officers, some of the men lay patiently on their wooden<br />

benches and make-shift beds. Others were busy with cleaning the<br />

area with crude brooms of rice straw. It was an ordinary routine<br />

morning. The day was started as pleasantly as could be under the<br />

circumstances and the prospect of the morning rice was enough to<br />

lift the spirits. Men who had been through grimmer days by far,<br />

knew that Bilibid was really a gravy train. There were also<br />

heartening rumors. Word was leaking in that the Yanks were<br />

really on the move.<br />

Colonel William Waterous stepped outside to lay his blanket<br />

over a bush to air. He looked up into the clean, clear sky<br />

beyond the dirty walls. He saw two planes with unfamiliar,<br />

stubby wings high in the sky. They did not look like the thinwinged<br />

Japanese Zeros. They flew very close together, another<br />

un-Japanese trait. Colonel Waterous turned to observe another<br />

quarter of the sky. This time he saw, not two, but a formation<br />

of 30 or more planes flying at about 10,000 feet. And then, as<br />

though from nowhere came the sound of other formations. The<br />

Colonel felt the blood pound in his temples.<br />

"These are not the Nips," his reason told him. "Nip planes<br />

and Nip maneuvers just don't call for this type of flying.”<br />

And then Waterous saw what he had waited for almost three<br />

years. The lead plane from those formations, seeming to know<br />

unerringly just where it wanted to go, peeled off and started to<br />

dive on the city and harbor. Waterous grabbed his tattered hat<br />

and pulled it down on his head with both hands. The planes were<br />

firing now and screaming with that shrill wail of propellers.<br />

Waterous could see the bombs leave the wing racks and hear the<br />

dull roar of their explosions. The sky seemed full of planes.<br />

All now were diving, shooting, bombing. Over the harbor he could<br />

see larger planes, ones that loosed torpedo-like projectiles<br />

that sent shock waves clear to the prison yard.<br />

Waterous was brushed inside the cellblock by men running<br />

for cover. He saw a scene of wild jubilation. Some men were<br />

crying for joy and others were clapping each other on the back.


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"The Yanks have come! The Yanks have come!" was on all<br />

lips. These men had waited in pain and hunger for over two<br />

dreary, death-stalked years for this moment.<br />

Colonel Memory Kane leaped to the uppermost bars of the<br />

shuttered windows above his pallet and peered through a crack.<br />

“More of them are coming," he shouted, "I can see at least 80<br />

from here."<br />

And the Navy dive bombers kept coming all that morning.<br />

They rocked the city from end to end. They screamed in over the<br />

docked boats and the transports in the bay. They picked off the<br />

Japanese antiaircraft guns one by one and bombed, seemingly, at<br />

will. Flak rained down on the roofs of Bilibid Prison and spent<br />

bullets ricocheted into the prison yard. There was no breakfast<br />

for the men of Bilibid that morning.<br />

As the black columns of smoke rose higher and higher, the<br />

water supply dwindled. Power was shut off. One Japanese guard<br />

was so frightened, he jumped, rifle and all, into a barrel half<br />

full of rotting slop.<br />

Not until afternoon did the Americans let up their fearsome<br />

attack. The hunger-weakened men of Bilibid were exhausted from<br />

the day's excitement. Some, with the memory of other bombings<br />

still fresh in their minds, crawled out from under improvised<br />

shelters. It is not easy to overcome the terror of the death<br />

that rains from the sky.<br />

The jubilant spirit that the attack had infused into the<br />

weary men came out in the quiet whispers of little groups in the<br />

darkness that night.<br />

"I saw one dive so low he almost took the mast off a<br />

transport out in the bay," said Jim Daly. "They didn't come in<br />

at that ten-degree glide like the Nips," said another. "Those<br />

guys came straight down and kept their nose on that target till<br />

they could scratch the paint off with their fingernails."<br />

Navy Lieutenant Jake Sawyer, of Brookline, Massachusetts,<br />

who had both legs off up near the hips, lay back under his<br />

mosquito bar and said quietly, "Now I am really going to begin<br />

to think about going home."<br />

And among those many men who had steeled themselves to the<br />

privations inflicted by a harsh enemy, many a thought turned<br />

once again to the very words they would say as they greeted<br />

their loved ones.<br />

Our big conjecture after the September 22 raid was quite<br />

simple-- what would the Nips do now? They had obviously been<br />

caught short. Aside from ack-ack fire, there had been no real<br />

opposition to the diving, fire-spitting American fighters. The<br />

toll in damage must have been terrific for smoke and fire filled<br />

the Manila air. As the boys came in from Clark Field and other<br />

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story of little resistance to the furious onslaught. The antiaircraft<br />

fire had been good, they said, but it was not enough to<br />

cope with the number of attacking planes and the well-planned<br />

surprise with which it was executed.<br />

Clark Field, where I had been stationed before the war, had<br />

been expanded by the Nips to encompass a much larger area of<br />

both runway and parking rivetments. Planes were well-hidden by<br />

thickets and brush cover. These planes were methodically picked<br />

off by small groups of American fighters, demonstrating that<br />

aerial photographs had been available to the pilots before their<br />

briefing on the mission. None of the incoming men told of a<br />

single Japanese plane being seen in aerial combat with American<br />

planes.<br />

As for Bilibid Prison, and the men there, many of us had<br />

felt that old, numbing fear of bombs we had experienced during<br />

the first months of the war when we had to take so many bombings<br />

from the Japs. We knew it had to be, though, and we knew we<br />

would take our chances with the rest. As we said all along, it<br />

had to get worse before it got better.<br />

New Arrivals<br />

The first move by the Nips was apparent to us--the return<br />

to Bilibid of all prisoners working outside the prison compound.<br />

From them we got a well-rounded story of the extent of the raid<br />

and the heavy damage. It was always the same--<strong>complete</strong> surprise<br />

and careful, methodical demolition of most targets. We knew from<br />

experience that a well-dug-in enemy can take a lot of aerial<br />

pounding from light bombs, though. We had seen the Nips pound us<br />

from the air hundreds of times and inflict comparatively little<br />

damage. The holes in the runways can be filled in overnight.<br />

Small field repair shops are usually well-hidden and can be<br />

moved frequently. While aircraft are hard to hide and can be<br />

damaged easily, they can also be repaired and new ones flown in.<br />

At any rate, the Nips took a good pasting and we knew it. They<br />

knew it even better than we did.<br />

Within a few days of the raid, large groups of men were<br />

brought into prison. That meant but one thing. The Nips were<br />

going to try to get as many prisoners out of the <strong>Philippine</strong>s as<br />

possible. The prospect was not pleasant for any of us. If the<br />

Americans could move carriers in close enough for a large scale<br />

air strike, they would have had submarines in the vicinity for a<br />

long time and in large numbers. Even well-convoyed ships are not<br />

a difficult prey for a determined submarine captain. This fact<br />

was borne out later when ships carrying Americans were sunk with<br />

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As I have said, the September 22 raid was only the<br />

beginning. In the following days, we had about two air strikes a<br />

week. They were characteristically vicious. The big, wooden<br />

shutters over our barred windows banged with the concussions as<br />

the bombs thundered close by. The rat-a-tat-tat of machine gun<br />

fire was a feature of our daily lives. We knew the heavy thump<br />

of the 50 caliber guns the Americans mounted. From certain<br />

vantage points, the boys could watch the Yanks come screaming<br />

down in their vertical dives on installations and boats in the<br />

harbor. They could see the long, torpedo-like bombs passed out<br />

of the line of vision. Something was taking a terrific amount of<br />

damage. We were all quiet during these raids. There was no place<br />

we could go. There was nothing we could do but sit and pray for<br />

the good fortune of those men out there who were bringing us a<br />

little nearer freedom with every pull of the bomb release<br />

handle.<br />

During this time some British prisoners who had been among<br />

the thousands captured when Singapore fell in February of 1942,<br />

were brought into Bilibid Prison. They were a sorry lot indeed.<br />

Even by prison camp standards, most of them were small, frail<br />

men. They had been on a ship headed for Japan when the Yankee<br />

air strikes caught their ship in Subic Bay, close by Manila. The<br />

ship was sunk and the survivors were picked up by Japanese<br />

fishing boats. Many of them were wounded. All of them, perhaps<br />

about 25% of those who started out from Singapore three months<br />

before, were starved, dehydrated and clinging to life by Faith<br />

alone.<br />

A couple of these boys were assigned to work in our ward<br />

when they were well enough to be about. They belonged to a<br />

Highland Scotch Regiment. They told of their trip out to the Far<br />

East just prior to the bombing of Pearl Harbor. The initial<br />

stage of the sea voyage was made in a British ship to Nova<br />

Scotia. There, with much secrecy, they were trans-shipped aboard<br />

a fast American trooper for the trip around Cape Horn to the<br />

Malay Peninsula. They were not seasoned troops and what training<br />

they got was mostly on the long voyage through tropic seas. They<br />

heard of the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor while they were<br />

still at sea. By the time they landed in Singapore, the Nips had<br />

begun the siege of that supposedly impregnable fortress. No one<br />

with any basic knowledge of aerial warfare really thought<br />

Singapore was invasion-proof. It had good location in it s<br />

favor, but that was about all. Like Corregidor, it was built for<br />

a siege by battleship. Air power nullified its usefulness. This<br />

last batch of Britishers landed during a full-fledged Japanese<br />

bombing raid. They were rushed to the fighting front up the<br />

Malay Peninsula. Most of the rest of the 25 or so days they<br />

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behind them. Many of these boys never saw an enemy or ever fired<br />

a shot. When they were all holed-up on the island fortress, the<br />

Nips merely cut off the water supply from the mainland and<br />

issued an ultimatum.<br />

Our new arrivals told us that many groups of British and<br />

native prisoners were taken up the peninsula to work on rail<br />

lines being cut through the jungle. They told stories of whole<br />

camps of these men being wiped out by cholera. They also told of<br />

a high percentage of deaths from infectious diseases, such as<br />

dysentery. Singapore is almost on the equator. It is sticky hot<br />

all year round. Apparently a more virulent form of infection was<br />

rampant in the southern prisons than in ours for almost any<br />

wound or injury necessitated the eventual amputation of the<br />

affected limb. Without satisfactory operating methods, at hand,<br />

the death to all from these operations was high.<br />

I enjoyed talking with these British boys. They had arrived<br />

at an emotional equilibrium that considered their plight as<br />

something quite normal. That is why they had survived their<br />

ordeal perhaps. When I spoke a few pages back of the 21 day trip<br />

we had up from Mindanao, I did so with the realization that it<br />

would have killed men less used to privation and less welladjusted<br />

to meeting such a situation. These Britishers came to<br />

Bilibid Prison off a boat that had been underway for ninety<br />

days.<br />

There just seems to be something in some men that enables<br />

them to survive such an ordeal. That does not mean to say that<br />

all men who do survive have a tremendous strength of character<br />

or deep emotional reserve. There was at least one man in that<br />

group of Britishers who was a rat. He was just no good-thieving,<br />

lying, cheating example of a human being. His<br />

characteristics became apparent after he was in our midst only a<br />

few days. This man's fellows told us, after we had expressed<br />

doubts as to his trustworthiness, that it had been the same, old<br />

story for the past several years. The boy had, it seems, certain<br />

ingrained dishonest characteristics that alienated him from all<br />

with whom he came in contact. It was this boy who stole a<br />

mosquito bar from me one day and tried to sell it in a cellblock<br />

down the line for the then going price of 200 pesos. I got a<br />

line on just who the thief had been by a report from friends<br />

that a Britisher had such an article for sale. On examination,<br />

it turned out to be my bar and it was retrieved. No action was<br />

taken against the Britisher and I relate the incident only to<br />

show that men's bad qualities as well as their good seem to stay<br />

with them under adverse as well as desirable conditions.<br />

Most of these Englishmen were fine boys and we enjoyed<br />

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There was another incident that comes to mind involving the<br />

theft of a pair of shoes by an American. Suspicion pointed to<br />

one particular man. He denied any implication. For lack of<br />

evidence no action was taken. The suspected man, however, was<br />

watched. In the early hours of the morning, before daylight, he<br />

was seen leaving the barracks. He pulled a package of some sort<br />

out from a hiding place and carried it to the latrine. Then he<br />

came away with no package.<br />

All this was duly reported to the barracks leader. The man<br />

finally confessed to the theft and said he knew he would be<br />

found out in time, so he had thrown the shoes into the latrine.<br />

It was decided that he must retrieve the shoes. Two men held him<br />

by the heels, head down, over the pit while he groped in the<br />

excrement till he located the shoes. Then with water and some<br />

coarse week as a scrub brush, he was required to clean the shoes<br />

and return them to their rightful owner.<br />

To have turned the man over to the Japanese would mean<br />

severe punishment and time in the guardhouse. By taking care of<br />

our own discipline problems, we neither betrayed our men to<br />

physical violence or starvation in confinement.<br />

Let me mention here some of the elements of my deep concern<br />

over the loss of a mosquito bar. Part of that concern was the<br />

memory of malaria and dengue fevers that had come my way despite<br />

the protective covering the bar afforded. I did sleep many<br />

nights without the protection of a bar. There were nights when I<br />

was too exhausted to care or be bothered by mosquito. It was<br />

something like the times when the water ran low. I, along with<br />

many another, lay right down in the roadway and drank deeply of<br />

any moisture that remained in the tire ruts of the road. Like<br />

the narrator in Kipling's Gunga Din, I felt those were the<br />

finest drinks I ever drank. It might have been smelly, it might<br />

have been muddy, it might have been full of amoebic dysentery,<br />

but it was wet. When a man is really thirsty, he wants water and<br />

he is not choosy just where it comes from nor how he gets it.<br />

It is the same way with sleep. When a man is utterly<br />

exhausted he can lie down on the hardest ground, concrete, or<br />

bramble and sleep like a baby.<br />

Sleeping in the tropics under more normal conditions was<br />

different. When necessity demanded it, we could sleep fitfully<br />

without a bar. In the first place, we would lie down fully<br />

clothed. We would pull a pair of sox up over our pant legs to<br />

protect the lower extremities. We would pull another pair of sox<br />

over our hands. A towel or piece of cloth would protect our head<br />

as much as possible. This piece of cloth we would pull down over<br />

our faces and tuck into our buttoned shirt collars, making us,<br />

for all the world, like hooded men. In that tropic atmosphere,<br />

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I remember one time when I had some brushless shaving cream and<br />

smeared that over my nose to keep the mosquitoes away from the<br />

only exposed part of my face. During the night even those<br />

precautions would not <strong>account</strong> for the twisting and turnings of<br />

the body during sleep. The mosquitoes would sometimes pierce<br />

right through a thin shirt or piece of cloth. Those buzzing<br />

pests were mighty hungry. At any rate, a mosquito bar was a most<br />

desirable and valuable possession.<br />

I want to get back to the subject of two other men who were<br />

brought by the Nips into our cellblock soon after the initial<br />

September raid. They were American civilians. They were gaunt,<br />

grey men, obviously just out of close confinement. The ashen<br />

color and subdued manner, their habit of standing for long<br />

periods staring into space, gave us the clue to their past. When<br />

I talked to one of them, he told me the story.<br />

They were both mining engineers working on a small island<br />

south of Luzon when the war broke out. They headed north to<br />

volunteer in the defense of the <strong>Philippine</strong>s. Though they were<br />

employed by the army in demolition work in an effort toward<br />

delaying the Japanese Army, they never had an opportunity to get<br />

sworn in as officers of the service. When the rest of the<br />

American and Filipino forces withdrew into Bataan, these men<br />

were cut off id southern Luzon. They got away in a small boat<br />

and managed to make a landfall on a small island in the Visayan<br />

group between Luzon and Cebu. Here they were contacted by<br />

Filipino guerrilla forces and enlisted in carrying on espionage<br />

work in conjunction with a colonel of the <strong>Philippine</strong> Army.<br />

Their job, according to the prisoner I talked with, was to<br />

receive the coded messages on a piece of paper from a courier,<br />

transmit it over the portable radio to Australia and the<br />

MacArthur headquarters.<br />

The natives on the island were friendly. There were no<br />

Japanese troops in the vicinity and their operations were, to<br />

all intents and purposes, very successful. The Japanese, of<br />

course, were monitoring the station, trying to pick the code.<br />

After a year or so of gathering coded messages, the Nips moved<br />

in and captured the two Americans. It is reasonable to assume<br />

that if the Nips had been able to break the code, they would<br />

have let the station continue. As it was then, the Japs must<br />

have not been able to read the messages and moved in on the<br />

transmitter in an effort to get the Americans to read the<br />

messages. The Americans, who received the messages written out<br />

for them had no more knowledge of what was being sent than the<br />

Japs.<br />

After threatening sudden and violent death, the Nips gave<br />

the Americans the alternative of breaking the code. For months<br />

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threatened them constantly. My friend, the prisoner, told me he<br />

and his partner worked night and day in an effort to understand<br />

the system used in the American code and even after a year, had<br />

arrived at no more a solution than had the Nips. The Nips,<br />

evidently were finally convinced that they had missed the right<br />

parties when they picked up the two engineers. The men were<br />

brought to Manila where they were lodged first in Fort Santiago<br />

prison and then at Bilibid. Their cell was a small, barred room<br />

with only partial sunlight during the day. There, for over a<br />

year, they lived together close by the execution chamber.<br />

For some reason, they were lodged in the S.O.Q. of the<br />

prison where I was billeted the day after the first big American<br />

raid. From their attitude of standing silently for hours at a<br />

time, we knew they had not been among their own kind for many<br />

months. Within a week, these two unfortunate prisoners were<br />

removed from our cellblock. We never saw them again. I learned<br />

from the wife of one of them that they were executed before a<br />

firing squad on Christmas Eve, 1944.<br />

As the days passed after the first big raid, men were<br />

brought in from the small detachments around the islands. Those<br />

who came in from Corregidor gave us firsthand <strong>account</strong>s of the<br />

masts of sunken ships they were able to perceive in the harbor<br />

and bay. Those brought in from a work party at Clark Field told<br />

of the thoroughness of the raid there. The miles and miles of<br />

runways and taxi lanes the Nips had developed during the two<br />

year interval of their stay had met with much devastation. Those<br />

from Cabanatuan told of one bomber, a Jap, flying at low<br />

altitude in an effort at escaping unnoticed by the diving, potshotting<br />

Americans. The Nip was discovered by an American<br />

fighter close by the prison compound and quite unceremoniously<br />

shot down. The damaged Jap made a crash landing within a few<br />

yards of the prison wire to the cheers of the assembled inmates.<br />

They even told us of the stern reprimands the guards of<br />

the camp received when they fired on the low-flying fighter as<br />

he came down to survey his kill.<br />

Prison guards, it seems, were for guarding prisoners, not<br />

for fighting the enemy.<br />

Back at Bilibid, we could tell by the actions of the guards<br />

that they knew the time had come to call it quits.<br />

Our problems as prisoners were somewhat multiplied now, as<br />

well. Large groups of men were being brought in for immediate<br />

transfer to Japan. The food supply became less regular and<br />

poorer in quality. Many of the camp guards were removed to join<br />

the defense forces of the island. Machine guns were set up<br />

covering the compound walkways. Rules were tightened with a<br />

rigid enforcement promised. The pressure was on and we knew it.<br />

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night hours. We knew it from the grimness of the orders that<br />

were issued. The prospect of men leaving by ship for Japan under<br />

the bombs of our own planes was a very discouraging thought. We<br />

did the only thing we could do. We sat and waited as calmly as<br />

we could.<br />

Just what the Nips had in store for those of us in a<br />

disabled condition was a handy worry to distract us. We knew<br />

they might do something rash, but we could do nothing but wait<br />

and see.<br />

As the raids went on at intervals of two to three days, we<br />

grew more confident of the American superiority. At no time was<br />

an enemy plane observed ready to give combat. The fighters<br />

screamed in to pick off gun emplacements. Targets seemed to have<br />

been carefully chosen. There was no indiscriminate bombing, else<br />

we would have taken at least a few hits. All around the prison<br />

we could hear the detonation of bombs and see the smoke of<br />

fires.<br />

Ill Fated Prison Ships<br />

In October, a boatload of prisoners was taken out. Many of<br />

the men from my prewar outfit, the 7th Materiel Squadron, were<br />

on that boat. They were torpedoed in the South China Sea and,<br />

according to reports received a year later, only four out of the<br />

1,600 men survived.<br />

As soon as this draft was out of the way, another grouping<br />

of prisoners was started. All the well and ambulatory cases in<br />

camps on Luzon were gradually assembled at Bilibid Prison and<br />

readied for the trip to Japan. By November, 1944, the draft was<br />

ready to leave. As fast as ships were brought into the harbor to<br />

take them out, the Yanks would sink them. It was not until<br />

December 13, 1944, that they were loaded aboard the Oroku Maru<br />

and started on their tragic voyage.<br />

Officers who survived the trip and returned to the States<br />

have assisted in compiling this general summary for the benefit<br />

of the relatives of men who did not survive. The sequence of<br />

events has been checked by numerous men and to the best of my<br />

knowledge is accurate in its chronology. Specific information on<br />

individuals has been very difficult to determine. The congestion<br />

of the holds of the ships, the darkness, the confusion incident<br />

to such a catastrophe make it almost impossible to give any true<br />

picture.<br />

This last group of 1,619 men and officers was lined up for<br />

final inspection and marched off. The physical condition of many<br />

of the men was very poor. All of the men were thin. The ration<br />

of 200 grams of rice a day for the past month or more had<br />

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most common ailment. The men marched to the docks some eight<br />

blocks from Bilibid Prison and were immediately led aboard the<br />

Oroku Maru.<br />

The boat was a typical Japanese troopship, littered with<br />

lines and gear and with a jerry-built latrine constructed over<br />

one side. The holds were filthy with the scum of thousands of<br />

sweating bodies they had carried. The allotted space left no<br />

room for movement. Most personal needs were cared for in fivegallon<br />

cans.<br />

These men had known such conditions before, and they took<br />

their places in a numbed silence. Manila had been bombed for<br />

over two months and the Americans had no way of knowing that<br />

Yank prisoners were being moved aboard this armed vessel. The<br />

Oroku Maru was equipped with three 75 mm antiaircraft guns,<br />

several 40 mm, 20 mm and banks of antiaircraft machine guns. The<br />

foreboding thought of walking aboard a deathtrap of this sort to<br />

be locked in a dark and crowded hold unleashed overpowering<br />

fears in the men.<br />

The trip started in the evening in convoy with several<br />

other ships. Its route was out past Bataan where most of the men<br />

had put up such a gallant fight almost three years before. They<br />

sailed close by Corregidor, about 0800 the morning of the 14th,<br />

where others now watched the sea approaches to Manila. All these<br />

things were hidden to those men in the hold where congestion was<br />

so great that during the night of the 13th a number of men died<br />

of suffocation. When the clatter of antiaircraft fire broke out<br />

above, they shuddered in fearful anticipation. Explosions soon<br />

rocked the ship, the 50 caliber bullets from the attacking dive<br />

bombers pierced the shell-like plates. The heavier detonations<br />

seemed to lift the whole boat from the water. The convoy headed<br />

back in shore, this time for Subic Bay on the other side of the<br />

Bataan peninsula, and the attackers pounded it unmercifully.<br />

With a grating, tearing noise the boys below heard the bottom<br />

come to rest on the gravel beach. The attackers flew off and the<br />

men began to count their dead and wounded. All night long the<br />

suffering men lay untended except for what small aid the doctors<br />

were able to give. Fear and thirst crazed. Men prayed and fought<br />

by turns. It was a nightmare only the fiendish sadism of the<br />

Japanese would permit to continue. Many more men died that night<br />

from suffocation, wounds, suicide and with the dawn of the 15th,<br />

new fears became apparent. The dive bombers were out for an<br />

early kill. They renewed their bombing. One of the bombs took<br />

effect on the fantail of the ship, blowing in the aft hold and<br />

killing 100 or more prisoners. The Japanese guards ordered<br />

everyone over the side and to the beach. The strafing planes<br />

then were able to identify the white men and held their fire.<br />

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the tennis court compound where they had been herded. The toll<br />

so far had been 277 officers and men. Two men escaped at this<br />

juncture and were able, with the help of natives, to join the<br />

American forces on Leyte.<br />

After four days in the confines of the tennis court with<br />

little food and constant harassment from aircraft, the pitiful<br />

group was shunted by truck to San Fernando in Pampanga Province,<br />

a trip of 70 kilometers. From this point, on December 24, 1944,<br />

they were loaded into box cars for San Fernando La Union, a<br />

northerly port on Lingayen Gulf.<br />

On the 27th of December, 1944, the men were loaded aboard a<br />

recently emptied horse transport. The crowded filth by this time<br />

made little impression on the benumbed minds. The small convoy<br />

headed out into the China Sea for Taiwan (Formosa). As they<br />

neared the coast of China, the weather changed and cold was<br />

added to their miseries. Some place along the line, an explosion<br />

rocked the ship but she continued on course. Arriving in Tacao<br />

Harbor, Formosa, on the 31st of December, 1944, the boat was<br />

laid to for repairs to the rudder damaged in the unidentified<br />

explosion. For several days the men were confined to their black<br />

hole. The occasional man allowed topside could see hundreds of<br />

cargo and war boats at anchor. The harbor was a lush target and<br />

on January 9, a few China-based bombers made a reconnaissance<br />

raid. One of the bombs landed just a few feet off the forward<br />

hold where 500 men were housed. The blast tore open the side of<br />

the ship killing several hundreds. The devastation was increased<br />

by the falling beams. The men were kept in the holds at bayonet<br />

point and none left the ship.<br />

After 13 days, on the 13th of January, another boat was<br />

readied and the thousand odd men were put aboard and sailed on<br />

the 14th. This boat was loaded with sugar and some found its way<br />

into the hungry hands. Water was limited at times to half a cup<br />

a day. Rice was very scanty. The strain of fatigue, the lack of<br />

medical care began to take the men, first by two's and three's<br />

and then by ten's and twenty's. Less than 500 survived to reach<br />

Japan. Men who had fought the good fight for three years went<br />

down to half their normal weight. The gaunt apathy of hunger,<br />

the stark realism of fear, the utter lassitude of fatigue made<br />

dying the easy way. Yet these men would not give up. Many of<br />

them died in their sleep and found surcease from pain and<br />

chilling cold.<br />

Why will men endure under conditions such as these? The<br />

answer is not easy. Each thinks tomorrow may be better. Each day<br />

of living renews the will to live. It is hard to die and waste<br />

those previous days of suffering. Then, there is that big factor<br />

back home. Wives, families, sweethearts, make for the strength<br />

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between life and death. Some men will pray and some men will be<br />

profane, but no man forgets his loved ones at home nor fails to<br />

cling to the ties of family.<br />

After 16 tortuous days the sugar boat disgorged its<br />

cadaverous cargo on the 30th of January, 1945, at Mojim, Japan-only<br />

half as many as started from Tacao and one third of those<br />

that left Manila 49 days before. Later, after their release from<br />

prison camp, the men were informed that only a matter of hours<br />

after their departure, a heavy B29 raid had destroyed over<br />

100,000 tons of shipping in Tacao harbor.<br />

The new camp at Fukuoka, Japan, was a typical Japanese<br />

prison camp. The barbed wire enclosure, the poor shacks, the<br />

lack of sanitary facilities, and insufficient water and food.<br />

From January 30 to April 16, 1945, the men regained a little<br />

strength and then were issued a few clothes for another trip. By<br />

rail across Japan, they headed for Fukuoka Harbor, The<br />

relentless Japanese, knowing an invasion was imminent, were<br />

moving the men to Korea. They embarked from Fukuoka Harbor on a<br />

fast ferry and after eight hours landed at Pusan, Korea.<br />

The intense cold of the Northern latitudes caused much<br />

suffering in spite of the few scanty woolen clothes the men had<br />

by this time. Snow and sleet storms had been regular over the<br />

last phases of the trip.<br />

From Pusan, Korea, a group of men were sent to Mukden,<br />

Manchuria, where several P.O.W. camps had been established some<br />

three years before. The balance (150) were sent to Jinsen,<br />

Korea.<br />

We, who were left in Bilibid Prison, had heard of the<br />

landings of the Americans at Leyte. Each night we heard the Jap<br />

planes roar out to inflict what damage they could on the fleet.<br />

It was at Leyte that the real effort of the Kamakazi or crashdiving<br />

pilots came to fruition. Only the commanders knew how<br />

close our fleet was to a withdrawal.<br />

We were exuberant over the news of the invasion and<br />

believed Luzon was next on the list. We were wrong. In a<br />

skillful bit of diversionary maneuvering, General MacArthur sent<br />

a small force to make a landing on the island of Mindoro at the<br />

southern tip of Luzon. In their mad rush to defend Mindoro, the<br />

Nips diverted much of their armor and many of their men to the<br />

south, thus exposing them to air attack by American planes as<br />

they traveled. Then, with well-executed marshaling of forces,<br />

the main body of American troops moved in on Lingayen Gulf, the<br />

natural avenue of approach to Manila. The Japs had used Lingayen<br />

Gulf to make their big landing. It afforded a broad route to<br />

Manila. The forces commanding that valley of rice lands also cut<br />

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forces. The Japanese now had to move their armor north once<br />

more, again exposing it to air attack.<br />

We could pick out land-based bombers in the attack<br />

formations now. They were four-engine Liberators. We knew that<br />

large air strips were in use at or near Leyte. We also knew the<br />

weather had contrived against the Americans.<br />

We did not know about the deep mud of Leyte till later, but<br />

we did know that at least three typhoons struck between the time<br />

of the Leyte landing and the Lingayen Gulf landing. The typhoon<br />

season was at its height but to get three of the howlers was<br />

unfortunate. In Manila, we got only the tail end of these. They<br />

were bad enough even there. The winds would howl and the rain<br />

came down in torrents. Debris filled the yard and dampness lay<br />

heavy in our hearts for the boys who had to live and fight in<br />

the midst of these terrors. The typhoons accomplished what the<br />

Nips had not been able to do with their murderously accurate<br />

antiaircraft fire--they stopped the raids on Manila for almost<br />

three weeks. At the very end of this time, the Japs moved the<br />

last boatload of American prisoners out of the islands. It was<br />

this ship, the Oroku Maru, of which I have talked.<br />

I do not know just where the news came from, but we heard<br />

amazingly accurate details of the Leyte and Lingayen operations.<br />

Of course, we did not know they were accurate at the time and<br />

discounted much of the story. There was a secret radio in<br />

Bilibid Prison, but only a few men knew of its existence. The<br />

news was picked up from KGEI, San Francisco. This information<br />

was let out only very sparingly, of course. In a matter of days,<br />

it would filter down to my level. My bunkmate, Commander Alan<br />

McCracken, being senior Naval officer in the <strong>Philippine</strong>s, did<br />

receive much of this news. It was he who would lean over late at<br />

night and tell me a few details of what had come in that day.<br />

From others, I would get additional stories. The tempo of the<br />

air raids increased with the use of land-based planes and,<br />

within a short time, we could see the flash of artillery pieces<br />

off in the northern sky. We would count the seconds between the<br />

flash of the gun and the detonation to estimate the approximate<br />

distance. The interval between flash and sound became shorter<br />

each day.<br />

Whether this landing came before the first of 1945 or not,<br />

I cannot remember. At any rate, we had something of a gala<br />

occasion at Christmas. The Nips put out all the packages from<br />

home that had not been distributed. That is, some of these men<br />

had died or had not been brought into Bilibid. The clothes and<br />

food stuffs were pooled and distributed to the wards in<br />

accordance with the number of men quartered in each. We drew<br />

lots as had always been our custom. There was tobacco, dried<br />

soups, articles of clothing. The Japs even gave us an extra bag


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of rice to cook for the 400-odd men in the prison, I believe.<br />

The galley had been holding back on rice to give a bigger<br />

portion for the holiday meal.<br />

After Christmas, the storms continued and we settled down<br />

to wait. It was not an easy wait either. One disturbing thought<br />

lay in the back of the minds of each of us. What would the Nips<br />

do to us noncombatants when the Yanks really put the pressure on<br />

the gates of Manila? We knew their capacity for sudden and<br />

violent destruction of human life. We knew from the British<br />

prisoners that they had run amuck through the hospitals of<br />

Singapore. We knew they had shot surrendering prisoners during<br />

the capitulation of Bataan merely to get them out of the way.<br />

Under the stress of circumstances would they dispose of us in<br />

the same manner? This was the chance we knew about and calmly<br />

waited for the Japanese to decide. We had no other course.<br />

It had come to us through the grapevine that during their<br />

demolition work in the city of Manila, the Japs had invited some<br />

of the Filipino residents of the city to enter one of their<br />

storehouses and carry off the remaining food before the building<br />

was destroyed. While the Filipinos were massed in the building,<br />

the charges were set off killing and maiming hundreds. We also<br />

heard the Japs had planted demolition charges in and around one<br />

of the famous Catholic churches in the city and blown it up<br />

during a worship service. Just how authentic stories like these<br />

were, we could not tell, but we needed no coaching to believe<br />

they had the capacity for such acts.<br />

During the nights after the first of January, 1945, we<br />

heard sporadic rifle fire in the streets. The tempo of the<br />

bombings increased. Every day flights of heavy, land-based<br />

Liberators flew over. The antiaircraft fire was intense. On one<br />

occasion, Lieutenant Jim Daly told me he saw the wing shot right<br />

off one of our planes. The interconnecting runways and the<br />

takeoff strips the Japanese had constructed out of Dewey Blvd.<br />

close to the heart of the city were under constant bombing and<br />

strafing attack.<br />

Inside the prison the atmosphere was optimistic. Through<br />

the Japanese and through the American administration within the<br />

walls, we were cautioned against any overt acts that might be<br />

construed as provocative. The Nips posted orders to the effect<br />

that rules would be stringently enforced. Some of the guards<br />

became very touchy about being saluted. Slaps were meted out to<br />

those who neglected this formality. Failure to bow to a guard if<br />

the head was uncovered was another cause for corporal<br />

punishment.<br />

It was for this reason that many Americans kept a hat handy<br />

when they were outside. The thought of bowing to a Japanese<br />

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Japanese, it was a very normal salutation, such as an American<br />

waving of the hand.<br />

I have not mentioned much of the Japanese military<br />

formality so far. It was a most complex series of bowings and<br />

hissings and doing complicated movements by the numbers. A<br />

simple thing like the changing of a guard consisted of several<br />

minutes of heel-clicking, rifle-presenting, and hissing sounds<br />

as the sentries sucked in their breath during the bows from the<br />

waist. The sunrise formations at which the entire garrison lined<br />

up and greeted the sun with a sort of chant was most impressive.<br />

To these little yellow men the flag was nothing. Their symbol of<br />

power was the Emperor and they fervently seemed to worship him.<br />

One of the great sources of strength of General MacArthur was<br />

his calculated program of enhancing his own name and personal<br />

prestige.<br />

He fostered this aura of omniscience and infallibility as a<br />

calculated policy. He centered the attention of the Peoples of<br />

the Orient and especially the Filipinos on General Douglas<br />

MacArthur, the Great Soldier. This was no idle gesture of<br />

vanity. Its purpose was to consolidate, solidify, strengthen the<br />

<strong>Philippine</strong> determination to resist under their great leader.<br />

It might be said that MacArthur could have built up the<br />

image of President Queson to the same end. Not so. President<br />

Queson was an old, weak and facile man with many enemies both in<br />

and out of the <strong>Philippine</strong>s. The one symbol of power was the<br />

great military hero sent by the greatest nation on Earth, the<br />

United States, to save the <strong>Philippine</strong>s and that figure was<br />

General Douglas MacArthur.<br />

I well remember getting back to Regimental command on one<br />

occasion and seeing a notice nailed to a tree. It read: "IT HAS<br />

COME TO THE ATTENTION OF THIS COMMAND HEADQUARTERS THAT<br />

COMPLAINTS ABOUT THE POOR QUALITY OF FOOD, THE INADEQUATE SUPPLY<br />

SYSTEM, THE HARDSHIPS OF THE CAMPAIGN HAVE BEEN VOICED BY<br />

MEMBERS OF THE TROOPS UNDER MY COMMAND.<br />

IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE LOT OF SOLDIERS TO SUFFER HARDSHIP<br />

AND PRIVATION, HUNGER AND WANT. IN THE FUTURE, THERE WILL BE NO<br />

MORE COMPLAINTS OF THIS NATURE."<br />

Under the order was scrawled in that well known hand only<br />

the words "MacArthur."<br />

I laughed at this bit of whimsy, thinking it some sort of<br />

joke. Most American soldiers whose prerogative to gripe was<br />

ingrained, would have also laughed.<br />

I found out later, however, that the Filipino soldiers took<br />

the order to heart. There was far less dissatisfaction and<br />

outward complaint after that. The great leader had spoken and<br />

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I do not know that the pronouncement did a great deal of<br />

good but the power and prestige of General MacArthur was<br />

demonstrated once again.<br />

In the Orient, this was a very strategic policy. The idea<br />

of the great, all-powerful ruler attracted the masses. Diffuse<br />

allegations to the principles of democracy meant nothing to a<br />

people who hardly knew a full belly all their lives. The name of<br />

a man who could feed them or starve them, give them life or<br />

death, feed their egos or banish them to lives of misery was<br />

what the Orientals looked up to. The Japanese Emperor had been<br />

deified by the political machine that ran Japan. MacArthur had<br />

developed somewhat the same formula during his stay in the East.<br />

The first days of 1945 went noisily on. The tension mounted<br />

with each hour. The noise of demolition increased. Rumors flew<br />

in from all directions. The Japs were going to abandon Manila as<br />

a battle field. The Japs were going to make a stand in Manila to<br />

the last man. The Japs were going to put up merely a delaying<br />

action while they withdrew into Bataan and put up their fight<br />

there. The rain had so bogged the American forces down they had<br />

run out of supplies. The Americans were moving faster and with<br />

less opposition than they had expected.<br />

We had learned to take all this sort of news with a nod and<br />

a shrug. Some of it we knew must be true; some of it had to be<br />

pure rumor.<br />

I never did learn to take the heavy detonations of the<br />

bombing raids with <strong>complete</strong> ease. Thoughts of the many days and<br />

nights of bombs early in the war were very much alive in my<br />

memory. I believe we all tried to keep uppermost in our minds<br />

that this was the moment when conditions had to be worse before<br />

they improved. When we jokingly asked for the "odds" now, the<br />

boys would say, "Oh, maybe 40 to 60." This meant we were going<br />

through a rugged period. The chances were only about 40% that we<br />

would come through. Before this, we had varied from 30 to 70<br />

during the boat trips to 40 to 50 during lulls in our existence.<br />

We seldom figured our chances were better than 50 to 50.<br />

CHAPTER XII<br />

LIBERATION<br />

On the night of February 3, 1945, we were awakened by the<br />

thundering sound of heavy treaded vehicles outside the walls of<br />

the prison. And for the first time in several years we heard the<br />

solid thump, thump, thump of 50 caliber machine guns. We knew,<br />

then, the Yanks had arrived. The Nips didn't have any 50 caliber<br />

guns. They used either the light 25 caliber or the heavy 20 mm<br />

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There was an air of authority about the way those tanks<br />

wheeled, thundered, screeched and blasted. We could actually<br />

feel the confidence with which experienced soldiers performed a<br />

mission. For an hour, the tanks alternately raced around the<br />

walls and came to a screeching stop to fire with more accuracy.<br />

The heavy boom, boom of the 105 cannon, the main battery of the<br />

tank arsenal, was a most reassuring sound. We knew the Yanks had<br />

come and with a vengeance. Just what the Americans would do and<br />

what the Nips would do now was buried in the thought that they<br />

had actually arrived.<br />

The next day about noon the Nips posted an order. It was<br />

read to prisoners in each cellblock. The Japanese Army, it said,<br />

was freeing the American prisoners of their own free will. The<br />

guards were being withdrawn. Three days food was to be left in<br />

the storehouse. Prisoners were warned that it would be dangerous<br />

to leave the confines of the prison walls.<br />

We had not really expected this. It meant the Nips were not<br />

going to put up a fight in the prison yard. Fires were blazing<br />

on three sides of the prison walls and the Nips knew if they did<br />

not get out they could be trapped easily. The senior American<br />

officers cautioned us to stay close by our quarters. We would<br />

have our regular ration of food. Water would be drawn in all<br />

containers in the event of a stoppage of the supply. We would<br />

husband our resources, slim though they be, and prepare to hold<br />

out till the American troops arrived.<br />

I had spent 1,031 days as a prisoner of war. The feeling of<br />

liberty was strange. Just what the future had in store for all<br />

of us did not matter so much though we all knew we were not out<br />

of the woods by far. We were, by the act of being freed,<br />

eligible targets for the Japanese once again. We felt we would<br />

take our chances, though.<br />

Sounds of conflict outside the prison walls stepped up<br />

during the day. The sound of 105 mm cannon fire was very close<br />

now. The clump, clump of 50 caliber machine gun fire was<br />

frequent. We just sat tight and waited. Some sniper bullets<br />

ricocheted off the stone walls inside the yard and the inmates<br />

ventured out at their risk.<br />

Towards evening a lull developed in the small arms fire<br />

though the flames and smoke arising from three sides of the<br />

prison seemed to increase. Then it happened.<br />

One man described it thus: "A few of us were standing near<br />

one of the boarded-up gates when a heavy pounding came from<br />

outside. Finally the wood gave way and a rifle barrel came<br />

cautiously through along with a helmet. It was a funny, bucket<br />

shaped helmet but the face under that helmet looked like it was<br />

from Kansas. This Joe sees us prisoners standing there and says,<br />

‘What the hell are you guys doing here?’ Well, we just stand


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there and stare, not knowing what to say. Finally, one of our<br />

guys says 'Who are you anyway?' Well, this here guy, who looks<br />

like he's from Kansas, says he's a member of the 7th Cavalry,<br />

U.S. Army.<br />

"It was kind of hard to believe our eyes, but we all had<br />

the same question to ask him. If he was an American soldier, did<br />

he have an American cigarette? And if he had an American<br />

cigarette, then how's about one.”<br />

The 7th Cavalry unit that stumbled onto the prison was one<br />

assigned a task of establishing a bridgehead on the Passig<br />

River. They were only making a routine check of their route when<br />

they kicked in that boarded up gate. They were a tough looking<br />

lot. Their days since the landing at Lingayen Gulf had been<br />

spent in marching and fighting all the 300 kilometers from the<br />

Gulf of Manila. They were lean and hard. They threw a perimeter<br />

guard around the prison walls and set up a protective fire<br />

against snipers. They shared their rations with the prisoners<br />

and assured them that there was a big army moving in for the<br />

last big battle of the <strong>Philippine</strong>s. That battle would have to be<br />

fought right in the city of Manila. The Nips had no place to go<br />

and nothing to go in. They had a city of stone buildings to<br />

fight in and apparently a lot of ammunition. No one was there to<br />

deny it would be a rough go.<br />

What amazed us most about the 7th cavalry contingent was<br />

their apparent youthfulness, their new helmets, which we had<br />

never seen before, and their combat uniforms that resembled the<br />

dungarees we wore before the war. The carbines they carried were<br />

an entirely new development. The number and variety of grenades,<br />

knives, pistols and other combat equipment they carried<br />

astounded us all.<br />

These boys had been marching and fighting more than 15<br />

miles a day since they landed at Lingayen Gulf three weeks<br />

before. They looked and were a tough, wiry, determined bunch.<br />

They had outrun their supply train but they shared what small<br />

rations they had with us. We went to bed that night with a<br />

prayer of thankfulness on every lip and in every heart. There<br />

was no count that evening or ever again for the 400 military<br />

prisoners.<br />

I soon learned many things about the prison that I had<br />

never known. There were some 800 civilian prisoners in another<br />

section of the big enclosure. We had been found quite by<br />

accident. Santo Tomas, the civilian internment camp close by<br />

Bilibid, had been liberated by another task force only the night<br />

before we were sprung. In that "freeing” process, the Nip guards<br />

had holed up on the third floor of Santo Tomas, holding a group<br />

of civilian prisoners hostage. The task force commander had made<br />

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in exchange for the safe delivery of the hostages. It seems the<br />

safe conduct was carried out to the appointed spot. In the<br />

meantime, Filipino guerrillas had moved in and were in command<br />

of the area. The Japanese contingent was either captured or<br />

killed and the Japanese commander was brought back to Santo<br />

Tomas, tried by a court martial, and shot.<br />

Many of these stories that came to us were only halftruths.<br />

The ones I cannot vouch for I have tried to label as<br />

rumor or hearsay.<br />

At any rate, those of us at Bilibid Prison woke up to a new<br />

world the morning of February 5, 1945. We had only a normal rice<br />

ration for breakfast but, on the assurance of the Americans that<br />

food was on the way, the number of meals was raised from two to<br />

three a day.<br />

All this time the fires were getting closer and closer to<br />

the prison walls. After dark that evening, we were notified to<br />

prepare to move. There were wild rumors connected with this,<br />

too.<br />

One report said a large quantity of gasoline was stored in<br />

one of the prison courtyards. A spark from the fires would be<br />

sufficient to make a holocaust of the place. Another rumor had<br />

it that a Japanese courier had been intercepted by American<br />

troops. He was carrying orders to the Bilibid Prison guard to<br />

mine and destroy the prison with all inmates.<br />

Just what the reasons we were ready and willing to move.<br />

Each of us had made preparations weeks before. Doc Sawyer and I<br />

had spent some time in getting a set of clothes together for<br />

just this occasion. Each of us had stitched and examined<br />

carefully, a strong bag to carry our personal possessions. With<br />

the move order ringing in our ears, we turned to and followed<br />

our prearranged plan for evacuation. Only the most important<br />

items could be carried.<br />

Doc Sawyer, the bilateral amputee, used his low, fourwheeled<br />

platform to wheel himself out as far as possible. There,<br />

a couple of men picked him up and carried him out the prison<br />

walls to a waiting Jeep. I went in the wheel chair assisted by a<br />

couple of other prisoners until the going got too rough. To me<br />

there was a tremendous thrill at leaving the prison grounds.<br />

Going through the gates was like throwing off a heavy burden. I<br />

saw parts of the big compound I had not heard about. I saw more<br />

clearly the devastation of the city. I was taken through the<br />

milling throng of civilian prisoners who had been brought in not<br />

long before by the Japanese from Baguio, the mountain prison<br />

where they had been interned for over two years. The sight of<br />

women and children was a heartening one.<br />

I have very little knowledge of the number of civilian<br />

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the War. I am making only an educated guess when I say it was<br />

probably several thousand. These civilians, women, children and<br />

nonmilitary men were put under a Japanese civilian<br />

administration and were never a part of the military camps until<br />

late in the War. Some civilians were quartered at Baguio, a<br />

mountain resort in Northern Luzon. Some were housed at Santa<br />

Tomas University, not far from Bilibid Prison. A few were<br />

repatriated on the Swedish ship, Gripsholm, in exchange for<br />

Japanese being held in the United States. Beyond these sketchy<br />

details and a few stories told me by a couple of the prisoners<br />

themselves, I knew nothing of Civilian internees.<br />

They all seemed in a rather subdued but happy mood. That<br />

is, there was a seriousness and yet a happiness about the whole<br />

procedure. Those resolute parents who had children to care for<br />

deserve great commendation for their self-effacement and good<br />

care of their offspring. In a situation where the natural bent<br />

is toward self-preservation, these parents were required to<br />

reorient their basic drives and look mainly to the welfare of<br />

the young.<br />

Goodbye to Bilibid Prison<br />

A row of Jeeps, command cars and ambulances was waiting in<br />

the street outside the prison walls. I was laid upon a litter<br />

and perched across the hood of one of the Jeeps. The procession<br />

began to move slowly down the street between lines of waving<br />

Filipinos. The distinct possibility of ambush did not enter my<br />

mind at the time. Our medics even carried carbines. I was not<br />

long in noticing they did not lay them down at any time, not<br />

even to load or unload patients. This was a real, shooting war.<br />

The Jap medics carried guns and used them when they were not<br />

caring for the wounded. The American medics carried them in<br />

self-defense. As I looked back over the top of the Jeep on which<br />

I was riding, Bilibid Prison was outlined darkly against the<br />

billowing smoke and lurid flames that engulfed most of the city.<br />

That was the last I was to see of the prison that had served as<br />

the best home I had had in several years. Ahead, I felt freedom,<br />

food and family. There were other problems ahead, too, but these<br />

would be approached as they arose. Some of them were not easily<br />

surmounted and many of them approached the danger line. Many<br />

times before we were finally back on U. S. soil only a few<br />

inches separated us from death.<br />

It was close to midnight before we reached our destination,<br />

an abandoned shoe factory outside the city. It was a big, barny<br />

structure infested with spiders, rodents and evil smells of<br />

leather and acids. It had been cleaned recently and presented an<br />

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Doctors and aides were scurrying around administering to the<br />

wants of the milling women, children and military prisoners<br />

alike. One doctor, who apparently had been assigned to care for<br />

the litter cases knelt down beside me and asked if I felt well<br />

enough to stand the night. I was tense with the excitement of<br />

the hour and asked for a sleeping potion. He said it would be<br />

right along. First, one of the medics brought a 7 in 1 ration<br />

all for me. It was a package of crackers, chocolate and coffee<br />

powder. I tore at the wrapping in utter amazement. This seemed<br />

almost too good to be true. Good American food and all for me. A<br />

couple of the cigarettes I smoked first. Then I had some of the<br />

chocolate candy. Then a couple of the crackers. Each of these<br />

delicious treats I savored slowly and carefully. It was a great<br />

moment and a blessed one.<br />

I offered several silent prayers during that night of<br />

liberation. And, with the aid of a sleeping pill, I slept the<br />

sleep of utter exhaustion. Whether conscious of it or not, the<br />

emotional stress of the day had been strenuous on our emaciated<br />

bodies. And then, too, I had a sleeping pill. These were few and<br />

far between in prison camp during the latter stages. For me,<br />

they were few and far between at any time. Only in the direct<br />

emergency was I afforded the relief from pain. They were a<br />

blessed relief, too. The pains of beri-beri were with many of us<br />

all the time, day and night.<br />

It was during the long reaches of the night we were most<br />

conscious of the nagging ache. It was not all dull ache, either.<br />

There were times when the pains stabbed with a vicious probing<br />

dart that jerked a fellow into gasping consciousness. At some<br />

camps the morphine was portioned out liberally. At others, the<br />

boys were told to grin and bear the pain rather than learn to<br />

lean on sedatives. Some men screamed and clawed till they got a<br />

shot. Others bore their cross more silently and grimly. Just<br />

which was the best method, I do not yet have the insight to say.<br />

Sleep is a blessed thing and morphine or any strong sedative<br />

that could bring it seemed worthy of any risk that might be run.<br />

The only person I observed who became addicted to the drugs was<br />

a doctor who had access to a supply. All the others who took it<br />

for any period of time came out of the valley of addiction<br />

either by their own will power or by cessation of the supply.<br />

I woke refreshed the next morning. Sunshine was streaming<br />

in through the high, lofted windows of the old metal building.<br />

It strained through the dust and fell in patches on the crowded<br />

floor. I could sense the holiday mood of the billing men, women,<br />

and children who crowded the place. This was the first morning<br />

in years they had awakened to freedom.<br />

Everybody but me, it seemed, had something to do. Doctors<br />

and corpsmen were bending over the sick and wounded lying on the


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concrete floor. Women and children were clustered in little<br />

groups, arms akimbo, talking and laughing in their relaxed<br />

freedom. We could still hear the boom-boom of the big guns in<br />

the offing. There was an air of expectancy. “What do we do now?"<br />

seemed on every person's lips.<br />

Evac Hospital - Santo Tomas<br />

A doctor came by with a clip board. "Montgomery?"<br />

questioned he. “Yes," said I.<br />

"Montgomery, we are going to move you to a nice, clean<br />

hospital. It won't be far and you will be in good hands."<br />

He passed on after inquiring about my condition, which I<br />

related was very good.<br />

Within an hour, my litter was picked up by a couple of<br />

corpsmen and carried outside to a waiting ambulance. Two litters<br />

were already trussed up on hangers inside. Mine was shoved in on<br />

the floor. The corpsmen went back and came out with another<br />

which they shoved in along-side of mine.<br />

The corpsman said, “You just take it easy, Coleman, they<br />

will take good care of you at the evac hospital.”<br />

So that was it, thought I, evac hospital.<br />

Our ambulance started out and began to thread its way<br />

through the rough back streets. I looked across at Coleman. He<br />

was obviously not in good shape. He groaned in pain at every<br />

bump and jostle of the slowly moving ambulance. His hands, which<br />

lay folded over his chest, alternately clenched and stretched<br />

spasmodically. His breath came in short, shallow drafts.<br />

Coleman, I sensed, was a very sick man indeed. I tried to comfort<br />

him with words of better things to come.<br />

I could tell from his clothing that Coleman was a<br />

Britisher. His wasted body, so near to deliverance, was not able<br />

to take much more. I eyed the biscuits the corpsman had tossed<br />

on his litter as they put him in place. My own breakfast had<br />

consisted of just such a ration. I opened the covering and<br />

offered Coleman a fresh biscuit. He just shook his head and<br />

motioned for me to eat them. There was nothing I would have<br />

liked better. During the whole of our rough trip to the<br />

evacuation hospital I struggled with my conscience as to the<br />

right I had to those tempting viands. It seemed one of the great<br />

struggles of my life. Should I or should I not eat what was not<br />

mine? I had vowed early in the war to share some of my food with<br />

any who were hungry. I had also vowed not to eat what was not<br />

rightfully mine. Now, on the last day before I expected to eat<br />

regularly and well, I was tempted with a great urge to satisfy<br />

the pangs I had known for so many years. I finally put the<br />

biscuits back in the container and began to massage Coleman's


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chest with my free hand. I have always thanked God I did not<br />

succumb to the almost overwhelming desire for those few<br />

crackers. It gave me great strength to know that I could still<br />

resist so great an urge to satisfy a physical want.<br />

I contented myself with pouring a little water from my<br />

canteen on a piece of toweling and laying it across Coleman's<br />

forehead. He just turned his head and gave me a wan smile. It<br />

was not long before we drew up before the doors of the<br />

evacuation hospital. This was an imposing structure of tan<br />

brick, three stories in height and perhaps one hundred yards in<br />

length. There was a central tower about six stories high, a sort<br />

of bell-tower which rose above the entrance. This, I was told,<br />

was Santo Tomas University. It was the former school that had<br />

been the home of many civilian internees for the past three<br />

years. Since its liberation, it had been turned into a hospital<br />

by an American medical unit.<br />

Our ambulance was unloaded and the litters placed near the<br />

front entrance. Almost immediately doctors and corpsmen began<br />

the process of identifying, asking questions, looking for<br />

wounds, feeling pulses. I was very concerned about Coleman and<br />

was relieved to see that within minutes the medics had rigged up<br />

a plasma bottle and were giving him an intravenous injection.<br />

When the doctor bent over me, his stethoscope moving about<br />

my skinny chest, I just said, "Don't worry about me, doc, I<br />

could go bear hunting with a buggy whip." He smiled, turned back<br />

my eyelids, made a few notations on his clipboard and motioned<br />

for a corpsman to take me off.<br />

I was carried into a big room filled with canvas cots. It<br />

was a solid sea of cots with only narrow aisles in between. I<br />

was about the first patient and chose a bunk near the window<br />

that looked out into the front yard. I was very sorry I had<br />

chosen that vantage point later on.<br />

I was amazed, too, to see a nurse, a Filipino nurse in<br />

immaculate white starched uniform, cap and all. She had, I<br />

learned, been recruited by the medical corps and put to work.<br />

She was pretty, kindly, and from the band on her cap, a graduate<br />

nurse. My mood was most exuberant and I settled back to watch<br />

this new world of efficient helpfulness.<br />

By lunch time, the room was almost full of patients. Nurse<br />

and corpsmen were busy everywhere. I could look out my window<br />

and watch the ambulances pull up, disgorge their loads and drive<br />

off. We had a lunch of weiners and stewed tomatoes mixed<br />

together on a tin plate. It really tasted like American food,<br />

too.<br />

About four o'clock in the afternoon a big Army truck pulled<br />

up out in front full of very tanned, healthy looking American<br />

girls in dungarees. They were Army nurses who had volunteered


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for front line duty. With a great splash of laughter and<br />

horseplay, they jumped down, trooped into the hospital and got<br />

to work. This hospital was really getting into high gear.<br />

Within an hour after those nurses arrived, I was dozing<br />

peacefully in anticipation of dinner. A tremendous explosion<br />

rocked my bunk, rent the air with the sound of breaking glass<br />

and the shrill whistle of shell fragments. Within a minute,<br />

there was another fierce explosion and then, another. We were,<br />

without a doubt, being shelled. During the first lull, I looked<br />

out and saw a crater at the very spot where those nurses had<br />

disembarked from their truck not long before. The Japanese had a<br />

well-placed gun and were dropping shells right in the front door<br />

of the hospital. The big Red Cross flag was torn in shreds by<br />

the first volley. Most of the rest of the shells that evening<br />

hit in the upper floors of the hospital, wounding many. The only<br />

thing we could do was lie quietly and hope for the best. The<br />

shelling continued for an hour or so.<br />

At intervals during the next day a few shells would land<br />

close by with a detonation like a sharp clap of heavy thunder.<br />

In the evening, they came more frequently. We heard there were<br />

already some 200 casualties. We were moved out into the hall for<br />

a time that night. As we tried to relax in the face of one of<br />

the grim realities of war, a corpsman paused to rest on the edge<br />

of my cot. He passed out a cigarette and began to chat. There<br />

was another loud explosion and a piece of shell fragment ripped<br />

through one of the plywood doors that stood between us and the<br />

exposed room that was our ward. It lodged in the corpsman's arm<br />

and blood spurted as though he had been slashed with a knife. He<br />

was bandaged up in a hurry and said, "Now maybe I will get the<br />

night off and have a chance to catch up on my sleep."<br />

The doctor who bandaged up the flesh wound poo-pooes the<br />

idea, saying, "If I give you the night off all you will do is to<br />

write home some lurid story about being wounded in battle."<br />

Another casualty, a doctor who was wounded while performing<br />

surgery, was moved in beside me during the bombardment. A piece<br />

of cement dislodged by the shelling had struck him in the back<br />

of the head. The blow had blinded him. I was in contact with<br />

this fine doctor for over a month after the incident and he had<br />

still not regained his sight though it was possible he would.<br />

So it went for the next ten days or so. During the<br />

evenings, we braced ourselves for the shelling. There were<br />

times, too, when the Japanese dropped mortar shells behind the<br />

hospital. You could hear these dropping, their shrill scream<br />

foretelling the violence of the explosions to follow.<br />

A battery of four 105 mm American guns was set up not far<br />

back of the hospital and these added to the din when they fired<br />

counter-battery at the offending Japanese guns. The enemy guns


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were located across the Pasig River on the 7th floor of the post<br />

office building. A portion of the wall of the building had been<br />

knocked out, a three-inch gun hoisted to that level and aimed at<br />

the hospital. Being protected from above by the three concrete<br />

floors, the gun would not be bombed out. It took a company of<br />

tough American Rangers a week to work their way through the<br />

Japanese defense system to the post office. Then, fighting from<br />

floor to floor, they finally cleared the building and destroyed<br />

the gun. How many casualties they took in the process we will<br />

never know. It was a tremendous relief, though, to be able to<br />

fall asleep once again without the fear of waking up with a real<br />

live Japanese shell in your lap.<br />

Almost everything about the situation at Santo Tomas was<br />

abnormal. The purpose of an evacuation hospital is to receive<br />

casualties, give them emergency treatment and get them on their<br />

way to base hospitals as soon as possible. Usually such a setup<br />

operates in a more stable area than the front lines. In addition<br />

to our precarious position, the food supply was spotty and<br />

irregular. The battle casualties were high and the residents of<br />

the former internment camp ravenously hungry. The Army medics<br />

had made special preparations for the relief of this particular<br />

camp. One pediatrician told me he had been assigned, briefed,<br />

and readied for the job of taking care of the children of<br />

internees a year before the invasion of the <strong>Philippine</strong>s.<br />

Additional nurses were assigned to the unit to care for the<br />

civilian internees. Priorities for food had been authorized.<br />

It was a miracle to me that the unit was able to set up an<br />

operate and come within a reasonable degree of efficiency within<br />

so few hours.<br />

The civilian internees mobbed every ration truck that<br />

approached the gates. Many made themselves sick by drinking<br />

whole cans of milk and eating excessively. In spite of all the<br />

difficulties, meals were put out at least twice a day during my<br />

stay at Santo Tomas.<br />

Santo Tomas, as I have said, had been one of the better<br />

schools of higher education in the <strong>Philippine</strong>s before the war.<br />

The Japanese had turned it into a concentration camp for the<br />

civilian Americans and British captured in the <strong>Philippine</strong>s as<br />

well as the American nurses captured on Corregidor. Many<br />

civilians interned there had children. Many couples lived<br />

together in small shacks constructed around the main building.<br />

The camp was under a civil administration and, as such, fared<br />

better than military concentration camps. Men from Bilibid<br />

Prison were assigned to garbage details that picked up the<br />

refuse from Santo Tomas for two years. These men told of seeing<br />

half-filled cans of evaporated milk soured and thrown away. They<br />

reported amounts of garbage in the cans that would have been


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considered delicacies by military prisoners. These evidences of<br />

a better life for the civilians did a great deal to boost the<br />

morale of the prisoners at Bilibid. Some of them had wives at<br />

Santo Tomas. It was heartening to know the women and kids were<br />

not being starved as we were. It must be said, too, that in the<br />

last eight months of imprisonment before February, 1945, the<br />

civil administration of the camp was changed to military. The<br />

good times changed, too. From that day till they were released,<br />

the prisoners at Santo Tomas had rough going indeed.<br />

One major characteristic that came to my attention almost<br />

as soon as I came in contact with the first interned person I<br />

met was the amount of tension that had generated within the<br />

confines of the institution, where no esprit de corps or pride<br />

of organization had been developed, where it was every man for<br />

himself and his children or wife. The intrigue mounted to a high<br />

degree. I talked with married men and with bachelors. I became<br />

acquainted with nurses and with cooks. They all had the same<br />

thing to say. There were those who had enough and those who were<br />

denied access to enough. I do not say these elements were not<br />

present in the military prisons, too. I experienced the same<br />

thing at Cabanatuan for a time. At most of the other military<br />

camps, especially after the first year, the program was one of<br />

cooperation to a greater or lesser degree.<br />

It must be said of Santo Tomas that the parents of children<br />

there were hard put to scrape together enough to adequately feed<br />

their children. Only by a rigid self-denial and by doing menial<br />

chores for others could they maintain them on a normal diet. It<br />

was a primitive situation where the strongest lived better than<br />

the weak, where the real test of parenthood came to the fore. To<br />

have one's self to care for under adverse conditions is one<br />

thing. To have the responsibility of children under those<br />

conditions is another. No one can blame a parent for doing a bit<br />

of grafting on the side to feed his hungry child. It was this,<br />

perhaps, and the mixture of sexes that caused the greatest<br />

amount of tension.<br />

The food must have been better most of the time. The<br />

medicine must have been more plentiful most of the time. The<br />

care and treatment must have been more adequate. This is all<br />

proved by the low death rate and the slight weight loss--an<br />

average of about twenty pounds per person (fifteen among the<br />

Army nurses) suffered by the internees.<br />

Besides the shelling, the atmosphere of covert intrigue at<br />

Santo Tomas was the most objectionable element in my week there.<br />

I was heartily glad to be rid of it and the whispering groups<br />

and sidelong glances.


Hospital at Quezon City<br />

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I was being taken, so the litter carriers told me when they<br />

came to the ward, to Quezon City, formerly a large tuberculosis<br />

sanitorium on the edge of the city of Manila. It was said to be<br />

a well-equipped hospital once again after several years of being<br />

used for other purposes by the Japs.<br />

One thing that impressed me deeply now was the matter of<br />

fact methods these medical corpsmen used. They seemed to have as<br />

much pride in their job as I had previously had in mine. It was<br />

a relief, too, to be handled by someone who was fit for the job.<br />

During our imprisonment, I received the best care that was to be<br />

had under the conditions at our disposal. Even so it always hurt<br />

me a little to see men who were hungry and tired have to fetch<br />

and carry for me. Those men did a grand job and I will be<br />

eternally thankful. I felt the only way I could repay them for<br />

their efforts was appreciation and cheerfulness. Now, I didn't<br />

have to worry about the boys overextending themselves. Now they<br />

were these bronzed, sinewy boys with a bounce and vigor.<br />

I really saw little on our run to Quezon City. It did look<br />

to be a fairly modern building and very big. The ward where I<br />

was quartered held a number of other ex-prisoners as well as<br />

some battle casualties. The walls of the place showed evidence<br />

of fire. We were told the Nips had tried to set fire to the<br />

structure before they retired. At any rate, it was a class "A"<br />

building and built to house the sick. Our corpsman was an exsailor<br />

who really knew his business. He had been let out as<br />

physically unqualified for sea duty by the Navy and had joined<br />

the Army. He did a grand job, too.<br />

I was feeling very fit all this time. My feet gave me<br />

trouble at night, but that was one of the normal problems, it<br />

seemed. I could not walk or even stand. My eyesight was still<br />

blurry but my spirits were really high.<br />

Food at Quezon City was a bit better than at Santo Tomas.<br />

They Passed a sugar bowl of sugar for the coffee here. You could<br />

use all you wanted. I remember well using about half sugar and<br />

half coffee. I rehearsed and rehearsed my little spiel to the<br />

doctor about allowing me to have a can of milk with each meal. I<br />

felt that if I could only have that extra dietary treat I would<br />

be up and about in no time. I also counseled myself to just be<br />

patient for a while longer and I would get all the food I<br />

wanted.<br />

It all came to naught. The doctor said he would give me as<br />

much food as he could, but that the supply was scarce. There<br />

were times when we could have all the butter we wanted and times<br />

when there was no butter. I saved sugar from one day to the next<br />

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procedure and I could not resist storing up a supply against a<br />

hungry day.<br />

I had only been at Quezon City a couple of days when the<br />

night air was shattered by several fierce detonations close by.<br />

They had the unmistakable sound of shellfire. Though our ward<br />

was not hit, we learned in the morning that the Nips had gotten<br />

seven 105 mm shells into a ward close by during the night<br />

firing. The ward was only slightly occupied and no one was<br />

seriously hurt. Some of the patients were moved in with us from<br />

that ward and that is the way I met Jack Heek.<br />

Jack was a nervous little man of, perhaps, sixty odd. His<br />

hair was white, whether from the dietary deficiency of three<br />

years in Santo Tomas or from age, I cannot tell. He also wore a<br />

sharp, little pointed goatee that was also white. Jack had been<br />

obviously upset by the shelling of the night before. He<br />

certainly had reason to be. His pillow was hit by cement<br />

fragments that landed so close to his head they broke the<br />

glasses under his pillow. I was fascinated by the hair-raising<br />

dramatics of his story of the incident. Jack's accent, which I<br />

found out to be Swiss, and his stumbling diction heightened the<br />

effect of his terror. After hearing <strong>account</strong>s of this sort of<br />

thing before from men who consciously played down the danger of<br />

the situation, it was good to hear an incident told by one who<br />

was thoroughly and admittedly scared to death.<br />

Jack also told me he was the former chef of the Manila<br />

Hotel. For hours he related the honors he had enjoyed in that<br />

position. He talked lovingly of the recipes he had prepared for<br />

dignitaries on tour. He spoke of his assistants. He gesticulated<br />

with fervor over each detail of his stories and delighted me<br />

with the intensity of his devotion to the business of cookery.<br />

Jack was a real tonic for me. I had associated with men who<br />

had seen much of danger and death. Here was a man of an entirely<br />

different sort who wanted none of this war business. He only<br />

wanted to get behind a kitchen range and taste the soup. Jack<br />

was very bitter about the treatment he received during his stay<br />

at Santo Tomas. Being a single man with little knowledge of<br />

foraging he had few friends, and only the barest of rations. He<br />

reinforced my opinion of the conniving and intrigue that must<br />

have gone on at Santo Tomas.<br />

I got a lot of pleasure out of Jack and his protestations<br />

of Honesty. He always maintained no grafting through the<br />

eminence of his position as chef ever entered his head.<br />

"Of course," he said, "I demanded and always got the ten<br />

percent cut on everything I bought for the kitchen."<br />

This, he considered only a normal remuneration due a chef.<br />

Jack loved a good cigar. He told me so. When my doctor came<br />

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a couple. The doc was a most generous man and brought me half a<br />

dozen. I gave them to Jack and he really smoked up a storm.<br />

I also met two British lads in their early teens during my<br />

stay at Quezon City. They were on the way home from a visit with<br />

their father in Singapore when the war caught them in Manila.<br />

They were grand boys, characterizing the maturity of all the<br />

youngsters who had spent three years as internees. Something in<br />

the form of schools had been organized at Santo Tomas, but the<br />

real education was in the close association with adults much of<br />

the time. The constant talk of the problem of survival and the<br />

efforts put forth to make that survival a reality matured these<br />

youngsters long before their time. The lack of toys, movies,<br />

luxuries and a changing environment during the formative years<br />

had a hand in their development as well. Some of the same<br />

elements that gave us military prisoners an emotional peace<br />

operated to make them very stable citizens.<br />

I had been in the Quezon City hospital ward for only a<br />

couple of days when a Red Cross representative appeared and<br />

asked my name. When I told her she produced a letter written by<br />

my very own wife. It was hard for me to believe but I knew the<br />

type of the typewriter and the signature was genuine. It was a<br />

long, newsy letter and as the Red Cross lady read it to me, I<br />

cried very unashamedly. It was really the first news I had had<br />

in years and it was like a shot in the arm. The letter had been<br />

written months before when it appeared that the Yanks might get<br />

to Manila and might find some of the boys there. It was a long<br />

shot and it paid off. How many hundred thousands of other<br />

letters they had and did not deliver, I will never know. Mine<br />

got to me and for this, as well as many other great services, I<br />

have always felt a soft place for the American Red Cross.<br />

I got some paper and a pencil from the Red Cross lady and<br />

began to write some letters of my own. I had already sent a<br />

cable to Florence at the request of the Red Cross. I had lain<br />

awake all one night wording it. I wanted to tell my gal that I<br />

was alive and on the way home but I knew we were not out of the<br />

woods yet and did not want to build up her hopes too high. I<br />

wanted to let her know I was not a whole man but not discourage<br />

her about my future. When the time came to send the cable, the<br />

allowance was for ten words only. I had to revise my letterlength<br />

message, so I simply said, "Keep your fingers crossed but<br />

get your lipstick handy." That with the signature was ten words<br />

and said something of what I meant.<br />

After four or so noisy days at Quezon City, for the battle<br />

for Manila was still raging not too far away, the corpsman told<br />

me I was slated to move on very soon.


Air Evac<br />

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When the ambulance drivers did come looking for me they<br />

said the one magic word I had been waiting to hear, "Air Evac."<br />

That meant San Francisco, Letterman General Hospital, and<br />

Florence. I could have almost gotten up and walked to the air<br />

strip.<br />

I was moved out of the ward on a field gurney. We traveled<br />

down the long corridors of the hospital and out into the<br />

sunshine of the ambulance entrance.<br />

To a litter case, traveling anywhere in strange<br />

surroundings is like moving in a vacuum. The restricted field of<br />

vision; the strange faces that peer over you with questions<br />

about name, rank, and serial number; the strange, preoccupied<br />

hands that take your pulse; the intent doctors who put their<br />

hand on your forehead, pull back your eyelids, look casually at<br />

the medical identification ticket tied around your neck or<br />

pinned to your collar. I rather liked all this very objective<br />

attention. It was as though I were a piece of meat--a very<br />

important piece of meat, mind you--being carefully moved from<br />

one plane to another. It all gave me a chance to see and observe<br />

the actions of the medics and to see what was new. I acted<br />

purely as an observer. I was never asked to take any part in the<br />

proceedings or make any decisions. No one said, "Do you want<br />

this plane or that plane," or "Do you want, as a matter of fact,<br />

to go by plane at all." You were carried out, put in an<br />

ambulance and the doors closed. The engine started and you were<br />

off to an unknown adventure. Whether you were going north, east,<br />

south or west, was unknown. Whether it was a quiet area or right<br />

on the edge of the firing line was unknown. Whether the plane<br />

was big or little, an old crate ready to fall apart or a brand<br />

new one, were just so many details that rest in the hands of the<br />

gods. You relax, light a cigarette, wish there weren't even<br />

those thirty-eight hours of air time between you and the Golden<br />

Gate.<br />

When the ambulance doors opened, we were out of the city.<br />

It was open, flat country. A canvas fly was set up in a field. A<br />

number of men lay, sprawled around a central area where someone<br />

was typing at a field desk, along side a truck. This was one of<br />

those temporary strips where the air evacuation of casualties<br />

was expedited. Some of the men were on litters. Some were<br />

walking around, their arms in slings, or their heads bandaged.<br />

They were all waiting for an air evac plane to Leyte.<br />

The four men in our ambulance were laid down to rest. A<br />

medic came along to check me again and give me a cup of coffee<br />

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It was not over an hour before a transport, a C47, circled,<br />

swooped in, and taxied up to our bivouac area. Some 24 of us<br />

were carried aboard and strapped into position. A nurse was<br />

aboard the plane, something I had never seen before. What's more<br />

she was a Navy nurse. Our litters were strapped up on hangers in<br />

the cabin. I believe there were three litters above mine. The<br />

one above me was so near to my chest I could not turn over. In<br />

case of a minor accident this crowding would have been helpful<br />

in preventing added injury. In a serious crash it might have<br />

done no good, but in a serious crash everyone would have been<br />

killed anyway.<br />

We took off and headed south. Our rice paddy landing strip<br />

was none too smooth, but the takeoff was good and, once<br />

airborne, we saw little of anything till I caught sight of<br />

greenery below us through a corner of an opening. It was a two<br />

hour flight before we came into a good landing on a dusty<br />

stretch of palm-fringed landing strip near Tacloban, Leyte.<br />

Leyte<br />

The same methodical unloading technique proceeded without a<br />

hitch. An ambulance drove up, we were loaded in, secured, and<br />

whisked off to another hospital. This one was the 118th General<br />

Hospital. All I saw of it as we approached was a series of flys,<br />

tents, ropes, and canvas shields. All lay under a panel of dust.<br />

As each truck or cargo carrier wheeled down the road to the<br />

waterfront, another cloud of dust rose and settled in the warm,<br />

still air. It looked as though these people were fighting a war,<br />

and they were.<br />

As I had found out during the four months of the Bataan<br />

campaign, war was still more mud and dust and waiting than<br />

bloodletting and shooting. The boys who made the landings on the<br />

island of Leyte really ran into mud troubles. Three distinct<br />

typhoons hit the island at the height of the fighting. Mud ran<br />

down the mountains till it was several feet thick over every<br />

road and trail. The Nips, who depended more upon manpower to<br />

transport their equipment than we did, had a distinct advantage<br />

in this phase. It was the mechanical excellence and ingenuity of<br />

the Yanks as well as their air power and superior numbers that<br />

finally decimated the Japanese forces and secured the island. It<br />

was a heavenly feeling for me to be out of the combat zone. For<br />

all of our nonchalance and debonair attitude under fire we<br />

prisoners were just as scared to death as any newcomer to the<br />

fray. We had just been in it longer and knew that showing a<br />

white feather did no good at all. That made us seem more<br />

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The 118 General Hospital was sprawled out all over<br />

creation, it seemed. I was assigned to a ward that was roofed by<br />

a canvas fly. It had a board walkway between the rows of beds.<br />

There were medical corpsmen and a doctor. There was also that<br />

blessed adjunct to any hospital, a truly dedicated nurse. Her<br />

name was Lee, Second Lieutenant Lee. She was a bit on the heavy<br />

side and she was dressed in coveralls. She was as jolly and<br />

bright a creature as ever jabbed a needle into my bottom, too.<br />

The first thing the doctor did upon my arrival was to inquire<br />

how I felt and how long I had been on American food.<br />

"Give them all the food they can eat," was his order to<br />

Miss Lee. From that time on our economy-sized disciple of<br />

Florence Nightingale never came on the ward but what she had a<br />

loaf of bread tucked under her arm and a can of jam or some<br />

other goody stuffed in her pocket. She was bound and determined<br />

to get us fat overnight. She almost succeeded, too. I gained an<br />

average of a pound a day for the first 30 days I was out of<br />

prison. Most of it came under the regimented and regular<br />

stuffing improvised by Lieutenant Lee.<br />

We got eggs every morning for breakfast. They were flown in<br />

from Australia every day. One day when the eggs were absent, I<br />

asked our heavyset angel if she had failed to lay any the night<br />

before. She said the plane had developed engine trouble on the<br />

trip and had to jettison the whole cargo, some 150 cases of 30<br />

dozen each.<br />

We did little but lie on our beds and watch the passing<br />

parade of military supplies being readied for the invasion of<br />

Mindanao. The number and quality of vehicles, the quantity of<br />

supplies, the well-regulated schedules that had goods moving<br />

through the night as well as the daylight hours amazed me.<br />

I was able to talk with a Marine stationed with the<br />

hospital and hear of the early, disastrous days of some of the<br />

landings. He was assigned to an Army unit as being partly<br />

disabled from his severe experiences. He gave me a Japanese<br />

bayonet to bring home but for some reason it failed to come<br />

through when I was shipped out.<br />

Pelelieu<br />

In a week or so the ambulance drove up and we were loaded<br />

aboard for another flight and another leg of our journey to the<br />

Golden State was started. This time we traveled by C46, the<br />

first time I had ever seen this type of plane. Perhaps I should<br />

say it was the first time I had seen so big a plane with only<br />

two engines. The pilots and crews were not overly fond of them<br />

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trip to Pelelieu uneventfully. Now I really got to see what the<br />

Yanks had been fighting over for so long.<br />

I had heard of the difficulties of taking Pelelieu from my<br />

Marine friend on Leyte. It was hard to see how so many good<br />

American lives had been lost in getting a foothold on this<br />

desolate strip of coral. The Nips were well dug in and fought<br />

with a treacherous tenacity.<br />

There was little else but a landing strip, and a few tents.<br />

We were unloaded and housed in one of the tents. We had some<br />

psychos aboard the plane and they always kicked up quite a fuss.<br />

Some were just slaphappy. Others were really off the beam with<br />

no concept of reality. There were mostly battle casualties, not<br />

prison camp inmates.<br />

In getting back to the strategic value of Pelelieu, it is<br />

easy to try to second guess. It seemed to me the same tactics<br />

used by the Nips, that of starvation, would have been a much<br />

simpler method of getting islands for bases. As a matter of<br />

fact, there were hundreds of islands to be had all down the<br />

line. With air and naval superiority they could have been<br />

secured easily. With bases once set up, a carefully planned<br />

approach to the strongly held Nip islands could have reduced<br />

them with far less loss of life. The more Nips on any one<br />

island, the more food they require. If no new food was coming<br />

those Nips would get just as hungry and just as weak as we had<br />

on Bataan.<br />

We left Pelelieu early the next morning and headed for the<br />

southern islands of Biak or Hollandia. Hollandia, once the<br />

really big base among the New Guinea Islands was now being<br />

abandoned as the Yanks moved even further and further north. We<br />

were set down at Biak.<br />

Biak, Tarawa and Hawaii<br />

Here again we saw the pattern first evident at Leyte. Miles<br />

and miles of supply dumps, rows and rows of tents, flys, tin<br />

shacks. Sand and beach stretched everywhere. Dust rose in<br />

clouds, though the coral of Biak was not nearly so dusty as the<br />

dirt of Leyte. There was one big wooden structure that I<br />

surmised to be a movie theatre.<br />

The hospital area of the island was built on coral. It was<br />

fairly cool through the warm tropical day. The coverall-clad<br />

nurses were very attentive, too. I ran into the first WACS I had<br />

ever seen in the Army at Biak, too. We thought they were nurses<br />

and were straightened out right away. These gals seemed to do a<br />

good job around the hospital but were less efficient when they<br />

had to be working among men at other duties. We were told the<br />

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proportion to the number on duty. With so many men and so few<br />

women, competition for dates was very keen. The girls would hand<br />

out dates by the hour. An attractive young lady would have as<br />

many as half a dozen boy friends in an evening.<br />

There were still some Nips in the hills of Biak and supply<br />

dumps were being raided periodically. I also saw some of the<br />

fuzzy-headed natives of the island. One of them was brought in<br />

after being hit by an Army truck. He was, undoubtedly, one of<br />

the dirtiest individuals I have ever seen. Grease and grime<br />

covered him from head to toe. His hair was a thick, wooly mass<br />

of grease and odd-looking bone pins. He got the works as soon as<br />

his broken leg was set. That native must have had a story of<br />

grand proportions to tell his grandchildren--he stayed in the<br />

hospital as long as was necessary for the healing of the leg and<br />

picked up many a foreign truck.<br />

It was only a few days till we heard of our departure for<br />

Stateside. By now I had gained considerable weight and fervor<br />

for the trip. I slept well, ate well and was very keen to be up<br />

and doing. It was evening when the carriers came. This time we<br />

were loaded by lift into one of the bigger, four-engine planes.<br />

It was a C54, I believe. Our course lay out over the wide<br />

expanse of the Pacific. I tried hard to relax and did a fair job<br />

of it. The crowding was just as bad as on all the other trips,<br />

but the nurses had coffee and crackers and a kind word or bit of<br />

attention any time we <strong>called</strong>. I woke to see daylight through the<br />

window and was told we were going to land at Tarawa.<br />

The time element escapes me here. We were traveling across<br />

seeming endless oceans of water. It must have been about noon<br />

the next day when we set down at Tarawa. The palm trees showed<br />

signs of the battle that had raged on this strip of sand some<br />

years before. There were a few quonset huts, an air strip and<br />

much sand. I felt a thrill at being able to see the place,<br />

though. We were unloaded and had a makeshift lunch. The plane<br />

was refueled and our trip began again. The next stop scheduled<br />

was Johnson Island. As we droned on into the evening, I slept<br />

well. When I awoke, the nurse was bending over me with the Mae<br />

West in her hand. She said our winds had been favorable and we<br />

had navigated directly to Hickam Field, in the Hawaiian Islands.<br />

On these overwater hops we wore Mae Wests most of the time. When<br />

we came in for landings on strips whose ends ran toward the<br />

water we were especially careful to wear them. An overshot<br />

landing might put you in the drink pronto.<br />

At Hickam we really felt we were on the way home. The<br />

unloading process was attended by a band and we were told we<br />

would have a few hours layover. Clean, orderly hospital cots<br />

were waiting for us in a near white building. A chaplain came in<br />

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other P.0.W.s on the plane wanted a fountain pen. I wanted some<br />

hair oil of all things. My hair, which had been clipped close to<br />

my head, was getting pretty shaggy with the passage of time. I<br />

felt I could improve my appearance for the happy meeting with<br />

Florence if I tried to groom it a bit. The length of hair and<br />

fact that the hair oil was thin as water only made me a bit more<br />

grotesque, I imagine.<br />

It was a happy occasion at any rate and we thoroughly<br />

enjoyed the attention and comfort and good food.<br />

The last leg of the flight to the mainland was only some 14<br />

hours. Our landing at Hamilton Field was blocked by fog and we<br />

sat down at Fairfield, near Sacramento, where I had visited many<br />

times before the war. It was a grand feeling to be lifted out of<br />

that plane and onto the sacred soil of the United States once<br />

again. It had been three years, five months, and five days since<br />

we had pulled out of the dock at San Francisco that October 4,<br />

1941. It was now March 9, 1945.<br />

After a short spell in a receiving ward at Fairfield, the<br />

carriers came around again and told us we were going to be moved<br />

to Letterman General Hospital in the heart of San Francisco.<br />

The trip down was easy and pleasant. On one occasion, the<br />

ambulance stopped for a considerable time. I managed to raise up<br />

and peer out the back window. We were sitting right in the<br />

middle of the Golden Gate Bridge. It was a thrill I had waited<br />

long to experience and one I had given myself a small chance to<br />

accomplish. At Davao, we had evaluated our chances of getting<br />

out alive. As it turned out only about 25 percent of that group<br />

ever lived to see the Golden Gate. I was one of the lucky ones.<br />

Letterman General Hospital<br />

CHAPTER XIII<br />

HOME AGAIN<br />

I was, quite naturally, filled with excitement,<br />

anticipation and delight when I realized that Letterman General<br />

Hospital was to be my first stop. As one of the six casualties<br />

in that ambulance that had brought us from Travis Air Base to<br />

San Francisco, I was unloaded with the others. The process was<br />

matter of fact, efficient, and impersonal. I was placed on a<br />

gurney and wheeled past a series of tables where clerks read the<br />

tag tied to my jacket and assigned me a room. I was, as I found<br />

out later, a "Project J." That meant I got the best the house<br />

had to offer. This designation of Prisoners of War, Japanese,<br />

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priority, the best of everything. As far as I can attest, we got<br />

just that.<br />

My personal belongings consisted of an old Japanese<br />

haversack stuffed with a change of underwear, a mess kit, roll<br />

of toilet paper and a small sheet from Bilibid Prison, my last<br />

contact with my former hosts. I was wearing an old pair of khaki<br />

trousers and a faded shirt, topped by a jacket I had made out of<br />

a blanket and parts of another wornout shirt. Someone had<br />

evidently tossed my homemade shoes out of the plane somewhere<br />

along the line from Leyte. At any rate, they were not among my<br />

possessions when I arrived at the Golden Gate.<br />

I was assigned to room with Major Wolf, an old prison camp<br />

friend. I was firmly convinced that I should stay at Letterman<br />

Hospital for a few months while I regained the use of my legs,<br />

<strong>complete</strong>d the reorganization of my affairs and arranged to get<br />

back to duty. I felt that it was just a matter of time until<br />

good food, expert medical care and a few months of exercise in a<br />

pool would have me back in tiptop shape.<br />

We were told that we could go to whatever General Hospital<br />

was closest to our home or, as a matter of fact, to whatever<br />

hospital we would like to be sent to.<br />

I was assigned an orderly to help me get straightened<br />

around. When he told me there was a general hospital at Palm<br />

Springs, California, I began to have doubts about staying in San<br />

Francisco. Palm Springs, a fine desert resort, was delightful in<br />

the spring and this was just April. It was close to Riverside<br />

where my wife was teaching school. It was close to March Air<br />

Force Base where I had done a number of years of duty and where<br />

many of my friends were still stationed. I put in for Torney<br />

General Hospital, Palm Springs. The Army Medical Corps had taken<br />

over the finest hotel in town and converted it into a hospital.<br />

It looked like a good deal to me.<br />

My orderly also told me I had a free telephone call to my<br />

wife coming. Was I ready to go down and make the call?<br />

Only after I had given the operator the approximate<br />

location of Chemawa Junior High School where my wife taught, did<br />

I begin to have the jitters. The call was duly put through and<br />

the school secretary answered.<br />

”Who is calling?" said she.<br />

"This is Bill Montgomery," said I.<br />

Then I began to cry. Through several minutes of trying to<br />

control my tears I learned that my wife was assisting with a<br />

demonstration at another school and that if I would leave my<br />

number she would get in touch with me.<br />

That call, the culmination of weeks and years of dreams,<br />

anticipation and wishful thinking was too much for nervous<br />

systems like mine to take. I cried for an hour and never was


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able to talk more than a word or two. The orderly finally<br />

<strong>complete</strong>d the call and told me that my wife would take the next<br />

train and be in San Francisco the next day. I, who had learned<br />

to be nonchalant and even casual about bombing raids, shell fire<br />

and the prospect of death, was reduced to a mass of blubbering<br />

jelly at the immediate prospect of talking to my wife.<br />

By the next day, when she walked into my room, I was in<br />

better control. We had a few hours together and we decided that<br />

I should put in for a transfer to Palm Springs. I related to her<br />

my confidence in a quick rehabilitation. She told me of our<br />

family and friends. I began to realize I was not quite as far<br />

along the road to normalcy as I had thought.<br />

Torney General Hospital<br />

The hospital train that took me to Palm Springs was a<br />

delight. I had a bunk beside a window. All the way down through<br />

the canyons and over the mountains I was able to see and feel<br />

the beauties of my native state. A Red Cross lady even gave me a<br />

knitted sweater. It had been so long since I had been given<br />

anything that this was a great treasure.<br />

My arrival at the Palm Springs station next morning was<br />

filled with the impersonal but efficient unloading process. I<br />

was taken to the hospital by ambulance and wheeled into a big,<br />

airy, cheerful room on the second floor.<br />

"Do you want something to eat?" That seemed to be the<br />

question most often asked me. I had gained something like 30<br />

pounds since my release from Bilibid Prison a month before, and<br />

I was only normally hungry by this time. I had not suffered any<br />

of the stomach problems that plagued many an ex-POW. I had been<br />

on a somewhat restricted diet for the first week of my release.<br />

After that I ate as much as I wanted.<br />

The day after my arrival the doctors gave me a thorough<br />

examination, prescribed a number of medications and put me on a<br />

high protein diet. My roommates, a half a dozen battle<br />

casualties from the European theater, brought me up to date on<br />

their part of the war. Life was taking on a decidedly rosy hue.<br />

That weekend, my wife was down from Riverside to see me. She<br />

brought the uniform she had had made when she had received the<br />

news I was coming home. My measurements she had on file from<br />

prewar and, with some misgivings, she had them followed exactly.<br />

The uniform was a perfect fit. The weight I had gained on my<br />

return trip put me back at normal, a “moderately thin, white,<br />

male" as the medical chart described me.<br />

While that description may have been sufficient for<br />

clinical purposes, I always preferred the somewhat more romantic<br />

handle one nurse hung on me. She jerked her thumb back over her


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shoulder and said to another nurse, "that big, bad, blonde<br />

bastard from Bataan." And, so, for a general diagnosis.<br />

I was confined to bed and a wheel chair for the time being.<br />

While my sight was not good, I was able to see a pattern of the<br />

room and surroundings. With the aid of a strong magnifying<br />

glass, I could read large print. I was, however, totally blind<br />

in my central vision with an official designation of 20/200<br />

vision. It is surprising how well one can accommodate to such<br />

disabilities, though. I learned to recognize people by the way<br />

they moved around. Each person, it seems, has a distinctive<br />

motion of the shoulders, hips or some other part of the body.<br />

Some people carry their hands or arms in a certain way that<br />

immediately identifies them. Others have a particular movement<br />

of the shoulders. My great trouble was in the identification of<br />

girls who were constantly changing their hair-dos and<br />

consequently their silhouettes. Still, I found that it was just<br />

as well to say "hello" to everyone I met. No one took offense,<br />

at any rate.<br />

The doctor, after prescribing his potions, left me alone<br />

for a week or so. I got a liver shot every day. I got a handful<br />

of vitamins morning and evening. I got at least two injections<br />

of a vitamin B complex a day. I don't know just how much good<br />

those three shots a day did me, but I began to feel like a<br />

pincushion. Even though I had the nurses distribute the shots<br />

around my body, I still seemed to have a very sore bottom most<br />

of the time.<br />

Very soon after arriving at Torney General, I began writing<br />

letters to the parents of boys whose names were in my little<br />

black book. It was difficult going and one Grey Lady, seeing the<br />

problem, offered the help of her daughter. That is how "Cookie"<br />

Williams entered my life. Cookie, who was really Marian Williams<br />

and a senior at Pomona College, was a delightful eyeful to grace<br />

any man's bedroom. She was the prettiest young thing I had seen<br />

in years. She was equally competent, pleasant and efficient. She<br />

would come in for her regular stint of taking dictation each<br />

morning and the other officers in the room were something more<br />

than obvious by their presence. Marian and I would get down to<br />

work, though, and turn out several long letters each session. My<br />

wife would come down from her teaching job in Riverside and also<br />

help with the mail. I don't know how many hundred letters I<br />

wrote those first several months back in the States, but it<br />

seemed endless. I would try, in the original letter, to give<br />

everything I knew about the man to whose folks I was writing.<br />

Most of the time I did not know whether it was parents, wife or<br />

just an address. I would address the letters to "Re: John Doe"<br />

and put an address from my little book. I was chary about<br />

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I had buried the man as part of my duties as one charge of the<br />

grave digging detail atone camp, did I actually say the man was<br />

dead.<br />

Some of the parents and relatives who lived fairly close by<br />

came to visit. My family also came down from Los Angeles.<br />

These reunions were memorable occasions, of course. My<br />

mother, father, sister and her family came in one group. I was<br />

wheeled out onto the patio amid the shrubs and flowers and we<br />

visited for several hours. The other officers on my small ward<br />

had seen to it that my uniform was pressed and that the proper<br />

ribbons were all in place and my brass shined. I had achieved a<br />

considerable confidence and emotiona1 equilibrium out of my long<br />

experience with war. There seems to be a certain something one<br />

gains from having passed through "harm's way" and come out with<br />

even a part of one's skin. Call it confidence or swagger or<br />

strength, it is an added dimension. No one who has not been<br />

exposed to extreme danger can taste this elixir.<br />

One afternoon the nurse announced that a naval officer<br />

would like to see me. In walked my brother, straight, tall and<br />

wearing his shoulder-boards with dignity. He stopped half way<br />

across the room and said in a tone I knew so well, “You big<br />

bastard, you still have all your hair!"<br />

Then he took off his cap and showed me an almost bald head.<br />

"You might, at least, have lost as much hair as I did,"<br />

said he.<br />

Very soon I began to query the doctor about beginning work<br />

on the rehabilitation process. He stock answer was that I should<br />

rest a few more days. Finally, though, I was wheeled down to<br />

Physical Therapy.<br />

Each morning after that I would climb into my wheel chair<br />

right after breakfast and hie off down the ramp to P.T. The<br />

first order of business was to begin the long, slow process of<br />

building up my legs, toes, feet and lower extremities. I could<br />

move each member with ease, but I could not tell where they were<br />

without a visual sighting. By this time, too, I had been to the<br />

eye clinic. By a series of plottings I found that I was totally<br />

blind in the central vision. I could see a pattern, as I have<br />

mentioned. Still, anything I looked at had a big hole in it.<br />

About 25 percent of the central portion of my sight was gone.<br />

What I saw was seen by peripheral vision. Like the lens of a<br />

camera, this peripheral vision was not quite in true focus. In<br />

trying to read, even with big type, I had to move my head to<br />

encompass the length of a word. In so doing, I would lose my<br />

place because part of the word would be in the blind spot. With<br />

a magnifying glass I could read some rather large print, but the<br />

strain was too great for me to continue long. The optic nerve,<br />

said the doctor, was "pale," indicating atrophy.


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This same sensory nerve atrophy extended to my legs and<br />

arms, increasing "distally" from the body. Though my fingers<br />

were numb, my hands and arms were in far better shape than my<br />

legs and feet. It was mostly a sensory nerve problem, but the<br />

damage in my legs had extended to some of the motor nerves as<br />

well.<br />

I spent hours each day practicing picking up marbles with<br />

my toes and putting them into a small box. I swam in the heated<br />

pool each afternoon. I worked on the rowing machine to build up<br />

the general tone of the little used muscles. I tried situps,<br />

pushups and walking between parallel bars. After even the<br />

slightest exertion, I was wringing wet with sweat. Through all<br />

this I had the help and tender, loving care of some of the most<br />

beautiful and delightful young ladies in the world. The girls in<br />

the Physical Therapy department and the nurses on the ward all<br />

tried their best to encourage my efforts. My wife, whose counsel<br />

was invariably sound, had gotten a small cottage on the<br />

outskirts of town and was able to visit me twice a day during<br />

the regular visiting hours. We read the mail together and<br />

planned our future. The first decision was that she should<br />

resign from her teaching post in Riverside. I realized by this<br />

time that my hospitalization would be of considerable duration.<br />

I would need her strength, courage and devotion to lean on. Most<br />

of all, I suppose, I needed her wise counsel and ability at<br />

problem solving.<br />

Of problems there was no lack. We owned a house in<br />

Riverside which the renter was hounding us to sell. We finally<br />

arrived at a price of $6,500 and sold. I had finally had a talk<br />

with the Finance Officer of the hospital and his computation of<br />

my pay came to something like $7,700. He was empowered to write<br />

checks not to exceed $500; he wrote me 15 checks for $500 each.<br />

Thereafter, I received my checks by mail from the War<br />

Department. My wife had deposited my allotment checks in the<br />

bank during my absence, and we built up something akin to<br />

security.<br />

In the military service, of course, one fills out forms of<br />

all sorts, answers personal questions with impunity and knows<br />

that everyone, or at least a great many people, have access to<br />

the file. When the lady who sold war bonds came up to see me in<br />

answer to my request and made out the slip for $1,000 worth of<br />

war bonds, she asked as a matter of course, What denomination?"<br />

I thought it was a little queer, but gave it not a second<br />

thought as I answered, "Protestant." I still got the bonds,<br />

though.<br />

My life at Torney General was placid and exciting by turns.<br />

The comfort, beauty and ease of the life was a constant<br />

revelation to me. I had been used to a bench without more than a


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thin, straw ticking instead of a clean, white sheeted bed. I had<br />

usually depended upon friends for any service or help and I<br />

hasten to add, they were magnificent. Still, to be able to ring<br />

for anything from a glass of water to a sirloin steak was<br />

heartening.<br />

By order of the War Department, too, I had been promised<br />

promotion. During the Battle of Bataan, I was recommended for<br />

promotion to First Lieutenant. It would have been necessary for<br />

me to travel all the way to Corregidor to receive the award, but<br />

I was under orders not to get more than 100 yards back of the<br />

front lines. Now, no one seemed to know the details. Too, I was<br />

still officially an Infantry officer and I wanted to get back to<br />

the Air Corps, where I belonged.<br />

In the end, I wrote General Hap Arnold a letter listing my<br />

few grievances. Within a week my promotion and transfer to Air<br />

Corps came through, along with a very attentive liaison officer.<br />

I had worked for General Arnold at both North Island in San<br />

Diego and at March Air Force Base when he was a major. He had<br />

always told us boys to call on him if we needed help. He made<br />

good on his promise. Those several months' delay, though, had<br />

already cost me over $300 in the increased pay of a first<br />

lieutenant over that of a second lieutenant.<br />

Santa Ana Regional Hospital<br />

As the war drew to a close in September, 1945, the doctor<br />

told me the hospital was to be closed down. I was given a choice<br />

of places for transfer. I chose Santa Ana Regional Hospital.<br />

This was on an air base not too far from Riverside, California.<br />

In October, I was sent down there and stayed five months.<br />

With the rapid disbanding of the military forces soon after<br />

cessation of hostilities, that hospital, too, was soon reduced<br />

to a station hospital. Once again I was asked where I wanted to<br />

go. I chose Bushnell General Hospital at Brigham City, Utah, a<br />

neurological center.<br />

About the only thing that sticks in my mind about the few<br />

months at Santa Ana was a happy reunion with some of the boys I<br />

had one duty with at March and other bases before the war. I was<br />

being tooled in my wheel chair to the dental clinic one day when<br />

I heard the screech of brakes and the honking of a horn. A<br />

battered old car pulled to a stop right in the middle of the<br />

street and Jim Beach, an old buddy, leaped out to swarm over me.<br />

Jim was wearing what must have been the dirtiest, most<br />

dilapidated old flight jacket I had ever seen. On his head was<br />

the greasiest, 50 mission flop garrison cap I have ever seen. He<br />

was the same effusive, ebullient and raucous Jim Beach. At this<br />

time, he was an officer instead of a sergeant. Jim had manned a


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small boat in the English Channel during the war picking up<br />

downed airmen. He had been shot up by German fighters a number<br />

of times and managed to recover.<br />

Ray Knox was another boy I met at Santa Ana. He was a paper<br />

shuffler and a most efficient one who had made good. Another<br />

oldtimer, T. J. Gilbreath, walked into my ward one day and we<br />

caught up on old times.<br />

My doctor at Santa Ana was probably the most astute medical<br />

man of my whole convalescence. He not only got me out of a wheel<br />

chair by threatening to take it away from me, but he had me take<br />

yeast pills, at lease half a pound of them a day. I walked with<br />

two crutches by this time and though I was wringing wet after<br />

only a few yards, I was beginning to get the hang of putting one<br />

foot in front of the other.<br />

Bushnell General Hospital<br />

After being transferred to Bushnell General Hospital in<br />

Utah, I continued to work out in the swimming pool, take special<br />

exercises and walk with crutches until I was exhausted. Too, I<br />

found at Bushnell, a physical therapist who knew how to teach me<br />

the art of walking. At this stage of my rehabilitation,<br />

something more than just physical reconditioning was necessary.<br />

It took an expert to guide my course. Peg Blumenthal was<br />

necessary. She was the expert. She made me work with certain<br />

basic movements day after dreary day. Recognizing that I would<br />

never recover my sense of balance which had been lost by atrophy<br />

of segments of the spinal cord, she kept constantly at the<br />

process of retraining both old and new patterns.<br />

One German prisoner of war, and there were several hundred<br />

such German prisoners working in the hospital, told me one day<br />

as I struggled along the corridor adjacent to my room, "You walk<br />

every day better."<br />

The fact that my wife, who lived with a little old Mormon<br />

lady in town, came to visit and read to me twice a day made a<br />

private room a necessity. Since the doctors did not have a<br />

private room on the men's side of the neurological ward, they<br />

put me in a room on the ladies' ward. As far as I was concerned,<br />

it was a delightful decision. The nurses and WACS, with nothing<br />

better to do, would fuss over me, talk to me of their problems,<br />

ask for an inspection before going out on a date and generally<br />

made life one dizzying round of females. My wife looked upon all<br />

this with a somewhat skeptical eye, but the girls were more than<br />

circumspect in their behavior.<br />

We were able to go for rides through the countryside around<br />

the hospital and Utah in the spring was a thing of beauty. About<br />

June of 1946, I was again transferred, this time to Madigan


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General Hospital, Tacoma, Washington. I had made considerable<br />

progress at Bushnell General, not only in building up physical<br />

strength and coordination, but in the practice on my typing. I<br />

could not see well enough to enjoy the movies that were shown<br />

each night in the hospital or even enjoy the somewhat infrequent<br />

shows that came our way. I spent my evenings writing, visiting<br />

and walking my legs into rubbery masses. I usually went to bed<br />

about 9 P.M. and slept the night through.<br />

My wife would stay with me until the 8 P.M. visiting hour<br />

was up. She read books and magazines, and we went over what I<br />

had written, mostly letters. It was not an exciting life, but it<br />

was so much better than I had known in the <strong>Philippine</strong>s that I<br />

was well satisfied.<br />

Madigan General Hospital<br />

I asked for a delay of a week in reporting to Madigan<br />

General Hospital because we planned a trip up to Vancouver<br />

Island, where we had spent a month some ten years before. The<br />

trip from Brigham City, Utah, up through the Snake River country<br />

to Oregon and, thence, on to Washington and Canada was<br />

delightful. The summer was full of robust cheerfulness. I shall<br />

always remember coming down that long, winding road through the<br />

Blue Mountains into Pendleton, Oregon. The land stretched out<br />

ahead, the green grass of the rolling hills and grassy knolls<br />

forming a vivid and lively landscape.<br />

We looked up old friends at Qualicum Beach, some 100 miles<br />

north of Victoria on the island and were delighted with the<br />

changeless beauty of the quiet waters of the inland passage.<br />

I remember one morning, as we were ordering breakfast, that<br />

my wife asked for two eggs, over easy, with bacon and toast.<br />

When the dish came the eggs were right side up. She <strong>called</strong> the<br />

waiter and insisted that he take the eggs back and cook them<br />

"easy" on the other side. I chided her with the story of my days<br />

in prison camp when I had been talking with Captain Sparks, who<br />

predicted, "I suppose some of those hard working people in the<br />

States are complaining that their eggs are not cooked just the<br />

way they want them."<br />

We were due back at Madigan General Hospital on a Monday<br />

morning. I was tempted to delay our return until Tuesday,<br />

knowing that such a delay of 24 hours would cause little<br />

concern. Still, from long practice, I also felt that I should<br />

not change a habit of many years' standing to be prompt, follow<br />

orders and take my chances with the holiday throng that would be<br />

taking the car ferry Sunday night. As it turned out I was welladvised.<br />

I arrived at the hospital and logged in at 7 A.M.<br />

Monday. Promptly at 8 A.M. a general muster was taken of every


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man on active duty in the hospital. Had I not checked in on time<br />

I should have been marked absent without leave.<br />

As I was transferred from hospital to hospital, my records<br />

were duly forwarded with me to the new location. Still, no<br />

doctor seemed to want to take another doctor's word for a<br />

diagnosis. At each hospital I would go through the routine of<br />

being examined by the internist, neurologist, eye specialist and<br />

X-rayed from head to foot. The laboratory would take vials of<br />

blood and bottles of urine. The psychologist would talk with me<br />

and the dentist would give me a going over for bad teeth. I<br />

would have a long session with the physical therapy department<br />

and a schedule of exercises and treatments prescribed. My ward<br />

doctor would ponder all this data and reach for his needle and<br />

poke me full of vitamin B complex, liver, and sometimes other<br />

compounds.<br />

My routine in the various hospitals for almost three years<br />

was not spectacular, hospitals seldom are. My job as each doctor<br />

reminded me, was to do as much as I could and try more than I<br />

could do. My wife, as I have said, traveled with me from<br />

hospital to hospital, rented a room and came to visit and read<br />

to me each day. There were other wives in the same routine and<br />

she quickly came to know them. They would eat together in the<br />

Officer's mess and sometimes join for an evening's entertainment<br />

at the club.<br />

A very friendly Colonel and his wife invited us to the club<br />

one night for dinner and talk. I was still confined to a wheel<br />

chair but we looked forward to the evening.<br />

When we were about half way through dinner, my wife leaned<br />

over to whisper in my ear that the catch on her locket, a<br />

favorite piece of jewelry, had evidently loosened and the locket<br />

had slipped off and onto the floor. I rolled back my wheelchair<br />

and made a casual search without result.<br />

The Colonel, seeing my puzzlement, asked for the reason for<br />

my concern. I told him of the lost locket and my wife's deep<br />

affection for that piece of jewelry.<br />

The Colonel was not one to take halfway measures. He got<br />

down on his hands and knees in his immaculate uniform and began<br />

crawling around under the tables. He enlisted several younger<br />

officers to help and for several minutes, I was sure no part of<br />

the dance floor was to be overlooked.<br />

Then, my wife leaned over and whispered into my ear again.<br />

"I remember," she said, “That I decided not to wear that locket<br />

and took it off just before I left the house this afternoon."<br />

I was finally able to wheel my chair over to where the<br />

Colonel and his helpers were combing the floor and told him not<br />

to mind, that the locket was just a bobble and we could get<br />

another. The Colonel, though, would have none of such fiddle-


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faddle. He was going to find that locket for that pretty, little<br />

gal.<br />

I finally had to tell him the truth and watch his amazed<br />

and incredulous expression as he arose, dusted off his once<br />

clean dress pants and take his seat. The party was something<br />

less than hilarious after that.<br />

Within a few days of arriving at Madigan General, I decided<br />

to give away my wheel chair for good. I had used it seldom in<br />

the past several months, but only if it were not around would I<br />

divorce myself <strong>complete</strong>ly from its clutches and comfort.<br />

One boy down the hall from my room was being discharged<br />

within a week. He had a serious heart disease and needed a good<br />

folding chair. I did not know it at the time, but he was<br />

actually being sent home to die quietly in familiar<br />

surroundings. It was only a month or so until his wife sent the<br />

chair back to me. Still, during that time I had accustomed<br />

myself to get along <strong>complete</strong>ly without depending upon the chair.<br />

It was still very difficult for me to walk with two crutches.<br />

But every step I took was that much farther along the road. I<br />

was practicing with two canes, too. My greatest difficulty was<br />

with shoes that slipped on the well-waxed floors of the hospital<br />

corridors. I tried all sorts of rubber soled shoes and sweated<br />

my way through those long miles of corridors as best I could.<br />

After a month or so of diagnosis and treatment, the doctor<br />

said one morning, “Montgomery, why don't you take a month of<br />

sick leave?"<br />

"Doctor," said I, "you sign the order and I'll be on my<br />

weary way.”<br />

That was the first of many such leaves. These were sick<br />

leaves and did not count against my regular annual leave. My<br />

wife and I spent most of them in a small, spanking new cabin on<br />

Vancouver Island. We paid $100 a month for the place beside the<br />

blue waters of the Straits of Georgia, the beginning of the<br />

inland passage to Alaska. I fished for salmon with Charlie Nash,<br />

a superannuated sailor from World War I. We drove to places of<br />

interest, visited with friends on the Island, drank thousands of<br />

cups of steaming hot tea and ate large bowls of raspberries with<br />

thick cream. It was a good life, indeed. Our meat we bought from<br />

the traveling butcher. Oysters we gathered from the beds down by<br />

the old fishing dock and clams we gathered on the beach.<br />

During the next year and a half, I had seven months of<br />

leave of this sort. Some we spent in Canada and some in Southern<br />

California with our families. In November of 1947, my doctor<br />

informed me that he felt I was well enough to be retired. It was<br />

just 20 years since I had entered the military service in<br />

November of 1927. Because of my total disability status, I would<br />

receive credit for 30 years of military duty. I would be


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promoted to the grade of captain and be eligible for a number of<br />

other benefits.<br />

In due time I appeared before a retirement board and was<br />

adjudicated a <strong>complete</strong> disability case and unfit for further<br />

military service. I could still walk only with the aid of two<br />

canes, but I was improving. The numbness and tingling in my legs<br />

and feet had not diminished, but my general physical condition<br />

was better than I had reason to expect. My sight had not changed<br />

appreciably, but I was learning to use what I had.<br />

While I was not eager to leave the military service, I knew<br />

I had to make a break sometime, and this was as good a time as<br />

any. We bade goodbye to the hospital that had been my home for<br />

so long and began looking for a new one.


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WILLIAM H. MONTGOMERY, Captain, A.U.S. 0890270 (Formerly Mr.<br />

Sgt., Amy Air Corps, 6538929) between the period September, 1941<br />

and November, 1947.<br />

September, 1941 -- Left Kirtland A.F. Base, Albuquerque, N.M.,<br />

for S. F. enroute overseas via shipboard transport, U.S.S.<br />

Holcomb.<br />

September. Passed through Honolulu, Guam. 19 days to Manila,<br />

P.I.<br />

October, 1941 -- Duty as Superintendent of Aircraft repair shops<br />

at Clark Air Base, Pampanga, <strong>Philippine</strong> Islands.<br />

December 24, 1941 -- Clark Air Base to Bataan, <strong>Philippine</strong><br />

Islands.<br />

December 25, 1941 to January 5, 1942, stationed at Bataan Air<br />

strip, Cabcabin, Bataan -- Duty Supt. of air craft repair.<br />

January 5, 1942 -- transferred to Air strip #1, Bataan, P.I.,<br />

duty - Supervisor of repair.<br />

February 2, 1942 -- Commissioned Second Lt. U. S. Army.<br />

February 3, 1942 -- Transferred to front lines with 41st<br />

Division, <strong>Philippine</strong> Army - Sector D at base of Mt. Samat --<br />

Duty as Advisor to 3 companies of <strong>Philippine</strong> Infantry of 1st<br />

Battalion, 1st. Reg., 41st Division.<br />

April 4, 1942 -- Withdrew with unit along Pantingan corridor<br />

under orders.<br />

April 5, 1942 -- Returned along Pantingan Corridor and counter<br />

attacked previously held position.<br />

April 5, 1942 -- Reported to Aid Station for treatment of<br />

Dysentery and leg wound and was sent back to Evacuation<br />

Hospital.<br />

April 5, 1942 to April 25, 1942 -- Base Hospital, Little Baguio,<br />

Bataan, P.I.<br />

April 25, 1942 to April 28, 1942, enroute to Camp O'Donnell via<br />

Balanga, Lubao, San Fernando and Capas.<br />

June 1, 1942 -- Transferred as prisoner of war to Cabanatuan<br />

Concentration Camp #1, duty -- Second in command of unit.<br />

June 2, 1942 to October 5, 1942 -- Concentration Camp #1,<br />

Cabanatuan, P.I. -- Duty -- Sub Group leader of 65 officers.<br />

October 5, 1942 -- Transferred Concentration Camp #1 to Davao<br />

Penal Colony, Davao, Mindanao via Manila, Cebu by ship.<br />

November 8, 1942 to June 4, 1944 -- Davao Penal Colony,<br />

Mindanao, P.I.<br />

June 5, 1944 -- Left Davao Harbor for Bilibid Prison, Manila,<br />

P.I. via Zamboanga, Cebu -- Arriving July 25.<br />

July 25, 1944 to February 4, 1945 -- Bilibid Prison, Manila,<br />

P.I. (Returned to U. S. control by invasion of U. S. forces)


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February 4, 1945 - February 12, 1945 -- Hospitalized in Manila<br />

at Evacuation Hospital.<br />

February 12, 1945 - February 19, 1945 -- Quezon Hospital,<br />

Manila, P.I.<br />

February 19, 1945 -- Flown to Base Hospital, Tacloban, Leyte.<br />

March 15, 1945 -- Flown to Base Hospital, Biac Island via Pale<br />

Lou.<br />

April 5, 1945 -- Flown Biac to San Francisco via Tarawa, Johnson<br />

Island, Hawaii.<br />

April 9, 1945 -- Arrive Travis A.F. Base, Sacramento,<br />

California, and transferred to Letterman General Hospital, San<br />

Francisco, California.<br />

April 15, 1945 -- Transferred to Torney General Hospital, Palm<br />

Springs, California.<br />

October, 1945 -- Transferred to Santa Ana Regional A.F.<br />

Hospital, Santa Ana, California.<br />

February, 1946 -- Transferred to Bushnell General Hospital,<br />

Brigham City, Utah.<br />

June, 1946 -- Transferred to Madigan General Hospital, Tacoma,<br />

Washington.<br />

November 4, 1947 -- Retired from Service, Capt. A. U. S. (Total<br />

Dis.)


TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN:<br />

HEADQUARTERS, GROUP II /bg<br />

Cabanatuan Concentration Camp NO. 1<br />

Cabanatuan, P.I.<br />

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October 13, 1942<br />

This is to certify that I have known 2nd Lieutenant WILLIAM<br />

H. MONTGOMERY, 0-890270, Infantry for approximately six (6)<br />

months and I have found him to be an exceptional and willing<br />

officer in all respects. Lieut. Montgomery has served under my<br />

command as Leader of the Second Lieutenants' Sub-groups, Group<br />

II, Cabanatuan Concentration Camp No. 1, Cabanatuan, P. I. from<br />

July 1, 1942 to date. He has demonstrated exceptional ability<br />

throughout this service.<br />

I consider the disciplinary and unprecedented problems<br />

involved in the administration of American Prisoners of War<br />

under the present situation as an extreme test of the ability of<br />

any officer. Lieutenant Montgomery has performed exceptionally<br />

well under these conditions.<br />

I recommend Lt. Montgomery for a Regular Army commission in<br />

a grade suitable to his age and experience.<br />

G.H. STUBBS<br />

Lieut. Colonel, CAC<br />

Commanding Group II


Capt. William Maxmuth,<br />

DOTHAN STEAM LAUNDRY<br />

Dothan, Alabama<br />

Classification and Counseling Officer,<br />

Madigan General Hospital,<br />

Tacoma, Washington.<br />

Dear Sir:<br />

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19 December 1946<br />

I have received your letter requesting a rating on Lt.<br />

William Hayes Montgomery for the time he was under my command in<br />

the <strong>Philippine</strong> Islands. The dates he gave you are correct,<br />

February 3, 1942 to 9 April 1942. I was Senior Instructor-<br />

Advisor for the 1st Bn 41th Infantry (<strong>Philippine</strong> Army) and Lt.<br />

Montgomery was one of my Junior Advisors and Instructors.<br />

Although he lacked experience in the Infantry and his job was<br />

very difficult in thos last days on Bataan, he proved himself to<br />

be a real officer and gentleman and fine leader of men. I will<br />

unhesitatingly give him a rating of Excellent. If you need<br />

further detail or require the regular form I shall be glad to<br />

help in any way I can.<br />

John J. Martin<br />

Lt. Col. Infantry<br />

0-223193


REPORT OF DISPOSITION BOARD, NOV. 1947<br />

Madigan General Hospital<br />

BRIEF CLINICAL ABSTRACT<br />

1st Lt. William H. Montgomery, 0 890 270, AC<br />

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Officer states he entered military service on 14 Nov '27 as<br />

an enlisted man. He was commissioned on 3 Feb '42 on a general<br />

service status and was on continuous active duty and general<br />

service until he was taken prisoner of war by the Japanese on 9<br />

Apr '42. He remained a prisoner of war until he was liberated on<br />

4 Feb '45. He entered Madigan General Hospital on 13 Jun '46 for<br />

further observation, treatment and disposition.<br />

Officer state s that he was well until about Feb. '42, when<br />

food rations in the <strong>Philippine</strong>s began to get short. This was<br />

about three weeks prior to his capture on 9 Apr '42. He began to<br />

notice, at that time, some weakness and lassitude. Patient was<br />

transferred to Mindanoa on 11 Nov '42, where he remained until<br />

Jun '44 and he was then transferred to Manila. During the time<br />

he was in the prison camp, he had many medical illnesses which<br />

he has listed as well as he can remember them. In May '42,<br />

patient passed mucous and blood with little control over bowels<br />

and marked weakness. This lasted ten days; then he took seven or<br />

eight sulpha tablets all at once, which cleared the dysentery.<br />

In Jul '42, he had a fever, was nauseated, with anorexia, and<br />

with yellow eyeballs and skin. This lasted two weeks with no<br />

special treatment. During this time, he noticed a marked<br />

frequency of urination, but with an allergia. This lasted for<br />

several months, and he lost a great deal of sleep. Patient<br />

states that in Aug '42 "wet beri-beri" began and he had a<br />

swelling of his feet and face with stinging and burning. The leg<br />

edema never extended above his knees. This lasted for about one<br />

month, during which time he noticed some loss of dexterity of<br />

his legs. At the same time he had extremely severe pains in his<br />

feet and hands with the loss of dexterity of both hands and legs<br />

at the onset of the pain. This pain was very severe and he lost<br />

a great deal of sleep. He states that this was the most<br />

difficult period of his entire imprisonment. He had no<br />

medication, and the pains lasted until the summer of 1943, when<br />

he received quinine because of malaria. This seemed to have some<br />

analgesic affect upon his neuritic pains. In Aug. '42, patient<br />

began to notice evidence of scurvy. He noticed a gradual<br />

increase of irritation in his mouth. He had painfulness and<br />

rawness extending throughout his entire mouth and down his<br />

throat. A few limes were smuggled in to him, and this seemed to<br />

help some. This condition persisted for several weeks. After<br />

recovery, his tongue seemed sore and his mouth was numb. His


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teeth were loose during the severe stages. Symptoms of pellagra<br />

began during Aug. '42. He began to have red, scaly, rough, edgy<br />

areas around the back of his hands and legs. This later spread<br />

over most of his body. Itching was the main symptom, especially<br />

around the groin and testicles. Scratching, due to irritation,<br />

caused infected areas of crusty skin over his genitals. During<br />

this time, between Feb. '42 and Dec. '42, his diet consisted,<br />

principally, of polished rice, supplemented with one to two<br />

ounces of fish. There were no fresh or green foods, but he did<br />

get sugar. There was no definite treatment given him during this<br />

time. In Dec. '42, patient had his first attack of malaria which<br />

was extremely severe and<br />

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William H. Montgomery,<br />

1st Lt. AC<br />

caused him <strong>complete</strong> loss of motion of his legs for about two<br />

weeks. For the following ten months, he had recurrent attacks of<br />

malaria about every thirty days. He had no quinine until Oct.<br />

'43, about ten months later, when he began to get thirty grains<br />

of quinine per week and which he took all in one day. This was<br />

discontinued in Jul. '44, and he soon had a fever. He was then<br />

treated with a <strong>complete</strong> course of quinine and since then there<br />

has been no recurrence of the disease. In Sep. '42, the patient<br />

began to notice decreasing vision. There was a fuzziness in his<br />

vision, increasing for several months and since that time, the<br />

degree of visual loss has been up and down, and he states that<br />

it is very spotty, and his visual field is full of holes where<br />

he can't see anything. He has had no pain in his eyes, but he<br />

has noted that strong sunlight causes some headache. His central<br />

vision, he feels, is the most affected and his peripheral vision<br />

is fairly good. In Apr. '43, he first noticed some diminished<br />

hearing, although previously he had noticed some tinnitus with<br />

quinine. He had a pronounced deafness in Mar. '43, but this<br />

condition improved markedly in the following three months. Loud<br />

radio music and static are especially jarring now and almost<br />

painful. From Jul. '43 to Nov. '43, he had small blisters on his<br />

arms, legs and buttocks. These ruptured easily and became<br />

secondarily infected, often becoming abscessed and requiring<br />

lancing. He received sulfa drugs, neoarsphenanine and wet boric<br />

acid soaks. The boric acid soaks seemed to be the most<br />

effective. Near the end of this course of illness, the patient<br />

had three very severe malarial chills, and he thinks that this<br />

helped to clear up the blisters. In Aug. '44, patient developed<br />

dengue fever. He states that he had a fever, nausea, aching<br />

joints and throbbing headaches. His fever dropped to normal


-220-<br />

after five days but later went up to 105 degrees. This was<br />

followed by a mental depression which soon left him. Patient had<br />

some rather intensive vitamin therapy, starting in Jul. '44,<br />

after which he began to notice a decrease in most of his<br />

symptoms. At the time of his recapture, he was getting 180 grams<br />

of polished rice per day and 30 to 50 grams of fish per week.<br />

Physical examination reveals the following: Apparent<br />

reduction in the sense of smell. Optic atrophy, bilaterally,<br />

with temporal pallor of both discs, more severe on the right and<br />

central scotoma. There is slight numbness of the lips and<br />

reduction in the sensation of the distal part of the tongue.<br />

Hearing is reduced bilaterally, more marked on the right.<br />

Strength in both arms is good and there is no atrophy. Biceps<br />

reflex is markedly diminished on the left. There is slight<br />

numbness in the finger tips bilaterally, knee jerks are equal<br />

bilaterally and ankle jerk present and active on the left, and<br />

absent on the right. Strength in both legs is good, and there is<br />

no atrophy. A marked reduction in all sensory patterns from the<br />

midthigh down in both legs, more marked on the right. There is a<br />

marked loss in deep sensation and position sense in the legs and<br />

toes. Heel-knee test was done poorly in both legs, with ataxic<br />

gait. Vision: OD 20/100, no improvement with pin hole; OS<br />

10/400, with pin hole, 20/400. Optic atrophy, bilateral,<br />

involving maculo-papular<br />

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William H. Montgomery,<br />

1st Lt. AC<br />

bundle, severe, probably due to nutritional deficiency. Patient<br />

has progressed for some months in this hospital, without<br />

particular improvement. He has had physiotherapy and<br />

occupational therapy. He has been presented to the NP staff<br />

conference and the decision was reached that the patient should<br />

be retired from the army for the above mentioned physical<br />

disabilities.<br />

The officer was asked if he had any other complaints or<br />

anything relative to his case that he would like to bring to the<br />

attention of the Disposition Board or if he had any questions<br />

that he would like to ask the Board and he replied, "No.”<br />

It is the opinion of the Disposition Board that this<br />

officer is now qualified unfit for military service, be ordered<br />

to appear before an Army Retiring Board.

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