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Women's Narratives of Healing from the Effects of Child Sexual Abuse

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ognizing, reminiscing, and reminding, that contest <strong>the</strong> self-enclosing character <strong>of</strong> strictly<br />

intentionalist paradigms, and are intermediate in status.<br />

Recognizing, reminiscing and reminding are “situated midway between mind and <strong>the</strong><br />

environing world,” and are not ways <strong>of</strong> remembering that manifest ‘in <strong>the</strong> world itself’.<br />

Casey considers additional ways <strong>of</strong> remembering that are not ‘encased in mentalism’ but<br />

ra<strong>the</strong>r are ways <strong>of</strong> remembering that are <strong>of</strong> being ‘in <strong>the</strong> world itself’.<br />

These ways <strong>of</strong><br />

remembering include body memory, place memory and commemoration, which he contends<br />

are non-intentional ways <strong>of</strong> remembering, and do not locate memory as ‘boxed’ or in <strong>the</strong><br />

mind. 8<br />

How a woman determines that she was sexually abused as a child is related to <strong>the</strong><br />

process <strong>of</strong> signifying that what she remembers, was sexual abuse. Without a signifier that<br />

what she experienced is called sexual abuse, she might not understand herself as someone<br />

who was sexually abused as a child. The relationship <strong>of</strong> memory with signifying may be<br />

tied to Casey’s delineation <strong>of</strong> reminding and recognizing.<br />

Casey states that in any discussion <strong>of</strong> memory, <strong>the</strong> body cannot be neglected.<br />

analysis <strong>of</strong> memory is relevant to memory in relation to child sexual abuse, because <strong>the</strong><br />

body is inherently central to remembering:<br />

We remember in multiple ways: that <strong>the</strong> past need not come packaged in<br />

<strong>the</strong> prescribed format <strong>of</strong> representational recollections. To fail to remember<br />

in this format is not tantamount to failing to remember altoge<strong>the</strong>r. When one<br />

memorial channel to <strong>the</strong> past becomes closed <strong>of</strong>f, o<strong>the</strong>rs <strong>of</strong>ten open up – indeed,<br />

are <strong>of</strong>ten already on hand and fully operative. I may not retain a lucid mental<br />

image <strong>of</strong> an acrimonious quarrel with a certain friend – I may have successfully<br />

repressed it – and yet <strong>the</strong> same scene may be lingering in an inarticulate but<br />

none<strong>the</strong>less powerful body memory. 8<br />

His<br />

Memory is not simply encoded in a bank <strong>of</strong> some sort in our mind, but is lingering in<br />

<strong>the</strong> body. A person can have memories in her body that she is not accessing, retrieving or<br />

somehow mentally recognizing. Casey states that body memory “alludes to memory that<br />

is intrinsic to <strong>the</strong> body, to its own ways <strong>of</strong> remembering: how we remember in and by and<br />

through <strong>the</strong> body.” 8 Casey distinguishes body memory <strong>from</strong> memory <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> body. The<br />

difference is that memory <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> body is a way <strong>of</strong> representing ourselves as engaged in a<br />

situation, and body memory is <strong>of</strong> being “in <strong>the</strong> situation itself again and feeling it through<br />

our body.” He describes two major types <strong>of</strong> body memory: performative, or habitual; and<br />

traumatic. He includes one additional type <strong>of</strong> body memory, <strong>the</strong> erotic. Casey also includes<br />

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