Believe and Unbelief - Jesus to my Rescue
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UNBELIEF AND DISBELIEF<br />
IN<br />
THE “WESTERN” CHURCH<br />
AS SEEN THROUGH<br />
DIALOGS WITH GOD<br />
BY<br />
BEN C. LUNIS<br />
NOVEMBER 11, 2007<br />
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The author is a certified Facilita<strong>to</strong>r (Instruc<strong>to</strong>r) with Communion With God<br />
Ministries. A personal biography is available at www.cwgministries.org.<br />
He is available <strong>to</strong> conduct seminars <strong>and</strong> workshops on learning <strong>to</strong><br />
dialog in two way conversations with God.<br />
Other ebooks by the author,<br />
Passionate Intimacy With God Through Dialog<br />
<strong>and</strong><br />
Dialoging With God Through The Tabernacle Experience<br />
are available as free downloads at www.cwgministries.org<br />
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BELIEF, UNBELIEF, AND DISBELIEF<br />
Why am I sharing? My heart cries for those in our fellowship <strong>and</strong> others whom I<br />
know who are hurting mentally <strong>and</strong> physically. In all of this, God has made me<br />
aware of lack of faith in <strong>my</strong> own life <strong>and</strong> in others around me. He has also<br />
communicated <strong>to</strong> me the great necessity <strong>to</strong> spend time in His presence <strong>to</strong> receive<br />
the faith needed <strong>to</strong> bring about healing <strong>and</strong> res<strong>to</strong>ration for those who are hurting. It<br />
has been a painful experience <strong>to</strong> learn that I lack faith because of <strong>my</strong> past “western<br />
church” religious teachings, <strong>my</strong> professional background as an engineer, <strong>and</strong> life’s<br />
experiences. <strong>Unbelief</strong> produced by these fac<strong>to</strong>rs has hindered <strong>my</strong> ability <strong>to</strong> walk<br />
what should be the normal Christian walk of love that includes experiencing the<br />
confirming power of Holy Spirit.<br />
Thankfully, I am slowly learning that there are positive answers <strong>and</strong> solutions.<br />
Sometimes, they come slowly, but they come as we spend time in the presence of<br />
our Lord. In His graciousness, He does make us aware of the need for change in<br />
our thinking <strong>and</strong> lives <strong>and</strong> then provides us with the answer <strong>to</strong> our dilemmas. And<br />
then as a bonus, He lets us experience the reality of His recommendations <strong>to</strong> us.<br />
This message is an application of this process. It is <strong>my</strong> attempt <strong>to</strong> share with you a<br />
bit of what our wonderful Lord has been teaching me through His love, patience,<br />
<strong>and</strong> the ministration of Holy Spirit. Through this, it is <strong>my</strong> heartfelt desire <strong>to</strong><br />
encourage each of us <strong>to</strong> partake in a deeper love walk with <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>and</strong> <strong>to</strong> experience<br />
His power active in our lives. God wants <strong>to</strong> bring His Kingdom <strong>to</strong> earth <strong>and</strong> He<br />
wants <strong>to</strong> use each of us <strong>to</strong> do just that.<br />
I want it known that I am not judging anyone when I say we can have unbelief<br />
present in our faith walk. Nor is it <strong>to</strong> be taken as condemnation. Rather, it is <strong>my</strong><br />
desire that we recognize whatever is needed <strong>to</strong> increase our ability <strong>to</strong> walk in the<br />
love <strong>and</strong> power of our Lord <strong>Jesus</strong> Christ. I think of the car<strong>to</strong>on character, Pogo,<br />
who said that “We have met the ene<strong>my</strong>, <strong>and</strong> they is us”. The truth of this comment<br />
is becoming more apparent as I realize it is <strong>my</strong> own thinking that keeps me from<br />
walking in the fulness of the stature of our Lord <strong>and</strong> Savior. In our feel good<br />
society, we are taught that it is always someone or something else that is the cause<br />
of our problems. Thanks <strong>to</strong> the marvelous grace of our Lord, I am learning that I<br />
have <strong>to</strong> be responsible for <strong>my</strong> own action. I can no longer blame someone else for<br />
<strong>my</strong> problems, <strong>my</strong> lack! Romans 12: 1 <strong>and</strong> 2 comes <strong>to</strong> mind:<br />
Therefore I urge you, brethren, by the mercies of God, <strong>to</strong> present your bodies a<br />
living <strong>and</strong> holy sacrifice, acceptable <strong>to</strong> God, {which is} your spiritual service of<br />
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worship. 2 And do not be conformed <strong>to</strong> this world, but be transformed by the<br />
renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what the will of God is, that which<br />
is good <strong>and</strong> acceptable <strong>and</strong> perfect. (NAU)<br />
Our Lord wants us <strong>to</strong> have our minds renewed by spending time in His glorious<br />
presence <strong>and</strong> letting Him bring the needed changes in our lives so that we are more<br />
like Him. These are changes that only He can effectively bring <strong>to</strong> pass. At times,<br />
we can be foolish in thinking we can make the changes that only He can perform.<br />
Holy Lord, Your comments, please, upon <strong>my</strong> thoughts.<br />
Ben, you are expressing the desires of My heart. I do want My people come in<strong>to</strong><br />
My presence so that I can renew their mind. I want them <strong>to</strong> spend time with Me<br />
so that I can share with them the desires of My heart. I want them <strong>to</strong> experience<br />
My healing, My res<strong>to</strong>ration, My hope, <strong>and</strong> My faith. Yes, My faith comes as a<br />
free download as you come in<strong>to</strong> My presence.<br />
Let me share with you a bit of how this all applies <strong>to</strong> the Kingdom of God. The<br />
most obvious, <strong>and</strong> only, entry in<strong>to</strong> God’s Kingdom is <strong>to</strong> be spiritually born again<br />
through what <strong>Jesus</strong> Christ did for us on the cross. In reply <strong>to</strong> a question from a<br />
religious leader named Nicodemus, <strong>Jesus</strong> said: "Most assuredly, I say <strong>to</strong> you,<br />
unless one is born of water <strong>and</strong> the Spirit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God<br />
(John 3:5). However, being born-again of the Spirit is just the beginning of our<br />
walk in His kingdom. For centuries, much of the western church has limited its<br />
message <strong>to</strong> getting people in<strong>to</strong> God’s Kingdom <strong>and</strong> then looking forward <strong>to</strong> being<br />
in heaven in the “sweet by <strong>and</strong> by”. Very little has been said about kingdom living<br />
in the now. Once we enter in<strong>to</strong> His Kingdom, our Lord wants us <strong>to</strong> grow in love<br />
for <strong>and</strong> with Him, for others, <strong>and</strong> <strong>to</strong> walk in the power <strong>and</strong> wisdom of His Holy<br />
spirit. This growth begins with the realization that:<br />
WE WERE PUT HERE TO DO THE WILL OF GOD ON EARTH<br />
AS IT IS IN HEAVEN.<br />
So He said <strong>to</strong> them, "When you pray, say: our Father in heaven, hallowed be Your<br />
name. Your kingdom come. Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven<br />
(Luke 11:2). (NKJ)<br />
Lord, dear Friend, I noticed that the NIV <strong>and</strong> the NAU translations omit “Your will<br />
be done on earth as it is in heaven”. Your comments, please.<br />
Ben, here again is religion at work. When My people do not experience that<br />
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which I desire for them, they apply their own reason <strong>and</strong> logic instead of coming<br />
first <strong>to</strong> Me for clarification. Their unbelief causes them <strong>to</strong> seek their own<br />
wisdom, not Mine.<br />
I desire <strong>to</strong> include some observations made by Dr. Miles Munroe in his book,<br />
Rediscovering The Kingdom. He writes, by faith we know that In the beginning,<br />
God created the heavens <strong>and</strong> the earth (Genesis 1:1). From that very beginning,<br />
God’s plan for mankind is centered on the fact that He desires <strong>to</strong> have a personal,<br />
two way, intimate relationship with mankind, which includes both male <strong>and</strong><br />
female. God created mankind for this very purpose! It was never God’s plan <strong>to</strong><br />
establish a religion! Religion, in its many forms, are attempts by mankind <strong>to</strong><br />
satisfy the spiritual craving that exists in all mankind. Munroe also observed that<br />
religion is man’s substitute for God’s kingdom in his search for God. Religion is<br />
designed <strong>to</strong> keep one <strong>to</strong>o busy <strong>to</strong> have time <strong>to</strong> pursue God’s Kingdom. We must<br />
be delivered from our religious mind-set so that we can take on a kingdom<br />
mentality, <strong>to</strong> underst<strong>and</strong> our regal st<strong>and</strong>ing. We should quit trying <strong>to</strong> be a<br />
“Christian” with all of its religious connotations. Instead, we should work harder<br />
at living like sons <strong>and</strong> daughters of God, as brothers <strong>and</strong> sisters of Christ, <strong>and</strong> as<br />
citizens of the kingdom of heaven! God wants relationship, not religion!!!<br />
Remember, religion has polluted our underst<strong>and</strong>ing of God <strong>and</strong> His desires by<br />
converting the message of the Kingdom in<strong>to</strong> a moral belief system. Sadly, western<br />
culture <strong>and</strong> religion has produced unbelief <strong>and</strong> disbelief in multitudes of believers<br />
<strong>and</strong> unbelievers.<br />
The Lord is teaching me about His Kingdom on earth <strong>and</strong> also about the related<br />
effects of unbelief <strong>and</strong> disbelief. When I asked Him about the next message that<br />
He<br />
wants shared, He responded, as He usually does with me, in a still, small, quiet,<br />
voice in <strong>my</strong> thoughts (I Kings 19:11-12). He said:<br />
Ben, share about unbelief first. It is unbelief that keeps Me from having My<br />
Kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven. My people need <strong>to</strong> realize that they<br />
are living in unbelief. They need <strong>to</strong> be set free <strong>to</strong> worship Me in Spirit <strong>and</strong> in<br />
truth.<br />
Often, we may ask our Lord about one aspect of a Scripture <strong>and</strong> He responds with<br />
added or different related information. Earlier, I was led <strong>to</strong> John 7:37-39:<br />
On the last day, that great day of the feast, <strong>Jesus</strong> s<strong>to</strong>od <strong>and</strong> cried out, saying, "If<br />
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anyone thirsts, let him come <strong>to</strong> Me <strong>and</strong> drink. 38 "He who believes in Me, as the<br />
Scripture has said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water."39 But this He<br />
spoke concerning the Spirit, whom those believing in Him would receive; for the<br />
Holy Spirit was not yet given, because <strong>Jesus</strong> was not yet glorified. (NAU)<br />
After writing the above Scripture down <strong>and</strong> meditating upon it, I asked <strong>my</strong> Lord<br />
for His comments:<br />
It is My Spirit who brings healing. It is My Spirit who brings deliverance. It is<br />
My way of communicating <strong>and</strong> communing with My special creation: My<br />
people. When the flow is disrupted through disbelief <strong>and</strong> religious practices, I<br />
cannot communicate with My people as I desire. I want <strong>to</strong> set My people free.<br />
As you can see, Ben, I have said this many times <strong>to</strong> you. You are seeing the<br />
greatest desire of My heart. Disbelief has kept so many from Me. It grieves Me<br />
deeply. Disbelief comes from religion as well as other sources. Continue <strong>to</strong> let<br />
My Spirit be your guide. As you do your part, I will do My part. As I said<br />
before, we are a team. I want all of My people <strong>to</strong> be on My team so that we can<br />
work <strong>to</strong>gether <strong>to</strong> bring healing <strong>and</strong> deliverance <strong>and</strong> hope <strong>and</strong> freedom.<br />
Lord, disbelief. This is not believing who You are <strong>and</strong> what You can do. Correct?<br />
Yes, Ben. That keeps it simple <strong>and</strong> basic <strong>and</strong> yet says so much. Think on that.<br />
This applies <strong>to</strong> all the gifts of the Spirit that I have available for My people. I<br />
want them <strong>to</strong> receive My gifts. I do not want them <strong>to</strong> come up with their own<br />
ideas about why they cannot have them. That is religion at its worst.<br />
When I asked our Lord how He defines unbelief <strong>and</strong> disbelief, He responded:<br />
<strong>Unbelief</strong> is confessing that you believe, yet you do not see the results of your<br />
belief. Disbelief is believing that I cannot do that which I said I can do.<br />
A person I know experiences continuing pain in the neck region. (X) is a believer,<br />
but has not experienced healing even after receiving prayer. I said: “Lord, help <strong>my</strong><br />
unbelief <strong>to</strong> be replaced with belief. I think of (X)’s needs”. Here is what He said:<br />
Ben, <strong>to</strong>o many of My people exist in a state of unbelief even though they confess<br />
with their mouth that they believe. It is all a result of their religious training,<br />
their not coming <strong>to</strong> Me <strong>and</strong> spending time in My presence so that I can heal<br />
them. Most people want a quick fix so they can go on with their lives. I do not<br />
want them <strong>to</strong> suffer. I want them <strong>to</strong> be set free of that which has them in<br />
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ondage <strong>and</strong> in pain. I continue <strong>to</strong> knock at the doors of their hearts, but their<br />
religious beliefs keep them from Me <strong>and</strong> My healing.<br />
Another person is suffering the effects of our conventional cancer treatment <strong>and</strong><br />
the cancer itself. I said <strong>to</strong> <strong>my</strong> Lord, “It appears our lack of faith keeps people like<br />
this person, <strong>and</strong> others, from receiving Your healing. What, what, what, can we do<br />
<strong>to</strong> bring healing <strong>to</strong> so many in need”?<br />
Ben, you are experiencing the cry of My heart. I do not want My people <strong>to</strong> hurt,<br />
but their religious training has blinded them <strong>to</strong> <strong>my</strong> truths. I am in the process of<br />
moving with My Spirit <strong>to</strong> increase love <strong>and</strong> faith in My people. It is a slow<br />
process, but I am breaking through. Be patient, continue <strong>to</strong> seek My face.<br />
Spend time with Me. Let Me bring healing <strong>and</strong> res<strong>to</strong>ration. In time, you will<br />
underst<strong>and</strong> why it takes so long <strong>to</strong> accomplish My will <strong>and</strong> My desires for My<br />
people, for all people. Do not be discouraged nor be dismayed. We will be<br />
vic<strong>to</strong>rs. Hang in there with Me. I am your only true answer.<br />
Lord <strong>Jesus</strong>, what can we do <strong>to</strong> bring hope <strong>and</strong> healing <strong>to</strong> (X)., for example?<br />
Just what I stated above. Just keep coming <strong>to</strong> Me for your strength, your faith,<br />
your hope.<br />
In years past, I was able <strong>to</strong> offer prayers <strong>and</strong> express concern for the needs of<br />
others <strong>and</strong> then continue what I was doing. That is changing! I am receiving<br />
healing within <strong>my</strong> heart by spending time in the presence of our Lord, hearing His<br />
voice <strong>and</strong> seeing Him in vision! As a result, I have much greater love for our Lord<br />
<strong>and</strong> now for others than I ever had before. Now I really want <strong>to</strong> see people around<br />
me set free of their bondages. I now know that <strong>my</strong> unbelief is part of the problem.<br />
This was a difficult pill <strong>to</strong> swallow, but am now so thankful that <strong>my</strong> Heavenly<br />
Father is taking me <strong>to</strong> new underst<strong>and</strong>ings of the spiritual world that exists around<br />
us. I am learning that these kinds of changes can only be brought about by our<br />
Lord as we spend time in His presence. I am also learning that religious training is<br />
deeply ingrained in many. They do not want <strong>to</strong> hear that they have unbelief. As<br />
the need <strong>to</strong> deal with unbelief in our lives is shared, expect <strong>to</strong> be criticized as being<br />
judgmental, placing people under condemnation. But remember, this is their<br />
religious response.<br />
With this new heart felt concern for those around me who hurt in many ways, I<br />
again asked the Lord more about the subject of unbelief. I <strong>to</strong>ld Him that I need His<br />
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wisdom in sharing the truth about the existence of unbelief in me <strong>and</strong> in others. I<br />
believe most of us know someone whose every word spoken <strong>to</strong> us by that person<br />
would make us believe that they believed. In this regard, I asked for His comments<br />
regarding a lady I knew who said she believed, but died early from cancer.<br />
Ben, this is the problem with unbelief. People do not want <strong>to</strong> accept the fact that<br />
they have unbelief. <strong>Unbelief</strong> comes in many forms. It can be outright rejection,<br />
it can be denial, it can be “I have not seen it, so it does not work”. There are<br />
other manifestations of unbelief. In most cases, unbelief is the cause of why I<br />
cannot heal some people. They will not accept it. Remember, I am sovereign,<br />
<strong>and</strong> I can bypass this hindrance. However, in most cases, I choose not <strong>to</strong> do so.<br />
In time, you will see why. Just encourage people <strong>to</strong> seek Me, <strong>to</strong> seek My face, so<br />
that I can replace their unbelief with belief.<br />
Lord, what else will You share with me on unbelief that I need <strong>to</strong> know <strong>to</strong> get<br />
people <strong>to</strong> acknowledge their need?<br />
Ben, pray that the eyes <strong>and</strong> ears of their hearts be opened <strong>to</strong> Me. I want My<br />
people set free. I want them <strong>to</strong> come <strong>to</strong> Me for their healing <strong>and</strong> their<br />
deliverance. I want them <strong>to</strong> undo the learning they have received that says I<br />
cannot do what I can do.<br />
HOW DO WE DEAL WITH UNBELIEF AND DISBELIEF?<br />
We must first recognize that each <strong>and</strong> everyone of us who has lived under<br />
American culture <strong>and</strong> attended its churches (there are some exceptions) has<br />
varying degrees of unbelief. Even the original disciples of <strong>Jesus</strong> suffered from<br />
unbelief. Read about Thomas in John 20:24-29. Think about the disciples who<br />
spent three years with <strong>Jesus</strong>, directly receiving His men<strong>to</strong>ring, <strong>and</strong> saw Him<br />
crucified. Some of them had trouble accepting the fact that <strong>Jesus</strong> had risen from<br />
the dead. Matthew 28:16-17 records their unbelief:<br />
Then the eleven disciples went <strong>to</strong> Galilee, <strong>to</strong> the mountain where <strong>Jesus</strong> had <strong>to</strong>ld<br />
them <strong>to</strong> go. 17 When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted. (NIV)<br />
Do we really believe? We may say we believe, but so do the demons (James<br />
2:19)! Starting with the reformation, we have been taught <strong>to</strong> readily believe for<br />
salvation. But do we really believe that God can work through us with His power<br />
<strong>and</strong> produce supernatural events that should be a regular part of our walk with<br />
<strong>Jesus</strong> Christ? When was the last time that we prayed for someone <strong>and</strong> they were<br />
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miraculously healed? When was the last time that we prayed for a dead person <strong>and</strong><br />
they came <strong>to</strong> life? When was the last time we cast demons out of a <strong>to</strong>rmented<br />
person <strong>and</strong> set them free? When was the last time that we received a spirit of<br />
revelation from God regarding the needs of someone <strong>and</strong> we used the information<br />
<strong>to</strong> set them free through the power of the Spirit? When was the last time that we<br />
experienced all, or even one, of the gifts of the Holy Spirit for the church described<br />
in chapter twelve of I Corinthians? Some of these gifts <strong>to</strong> the body of Christ are:<br />
Words of wisdom, words of knowledge, faith, healings, miracles, prophecy,<br />
discerning of spirits, speaking in different unknown languages, <strong>and</strong> interpreting<br />
them. I asked <strong>my</strong>self these questions <strong>and</strong> miserably failed the test! But that is<br />
changing!<br />
THERE IS A WAY TO REPLACE UNBELIEF WITH BELIEF!<br />
THE WAY OF JESUS IS THE ANSWER!<br />
Oh, the marvelous grace of our Lord, our Father in heaven! First He reveals our<br />
needs, our weaknesses, <strong>and</strong> then He provides the answer - Him! One of the<br />
<strong>my</strong>steries of the Kingdom of God in replacing unbelief with belief is <strong>to</strong> only say<br />
<strong>and</strong> do what we hear <strong>and</strong> see <strong>Jesus</strong> do first. Using this approach, we are enabled <strong>to</strong><br />
minister just as He did. When we respond this way, faith is res<strong>to</strong>red, miracles<br />
occur, <strong>and</strong> people are set free. With God doing it first, He receives the glory!<br />
Remember, everything that <strong>Jesus</strong> did, He did so only after hearing His Father, <strong>and</strong><br />
our Father, speak <strong>to</strong> Him or show Him in vision what He was <strong>to</strong> do. The<br />
Scriptures share this truth:<br />
Therefore <strong>Jesus</strong> answered <strong>and</strong> was saying <strong>to</strong> them, "Truly, truly, I say <strong>to</strong> you, the<br />
Son can do nothing of Himself, unless {it is} something He sees the Father doing;<br />
for whatever the Father does, these things the Son also does in like manner. 20<br />
"For the Father loves the Son, <strong>and</strong> shows Him all things that He Himself is doing;<br />
<strong>and</strong> {the Father} will show Him greater works than these, so that you will<br />
marvel... 30 "I can do nothing on My own initiative. As I hear, I judge; <strong>and</strong> My<br />
judgment is just, because I do not seek My own will, but the will of Him who sent<br />
Me (John 5:19, 20, <strong>and</strong> 30). (NAU)<br />
Then <strong>Jesus</strong> said <strong>to</strong> them, "When you lift up the Son of Man, then you will know that<br />
I am He, <strong>and</strong> that I do nothing of Myself; but as My Father taught Me, I speak<br />
these things. 29 "And He who sent Me is with Me. The Father has not left Me<br />
alone, for I always do those things that please Him (John 8:28, 29)." (NKJ)<br />
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Holy Lord, You said “As I hear, I judge”. I need your comments on judging.<br />
Ben, it is as you suspected. I judge the thoughts that come in<strong>to</strong> My head <strong>to</strong><br />
verify that they are in the will of My Father in heaven. I expect you <strong>to</strong> do the<br />
same. I want you <strong>to</strong> bring every thought in<strong>to</strong> captivity <strong>and</strong> judge it <strong>to</strong> determine<br />
its source. Judge it also <strong>to</strong> know that it is the will of our Father in heaven.<br />
Lord, how do we judge a thought <strong>to</strong> know if it is the will of our Father in heaven?<br />
Know My word, both the written (logos) <strong>and</strong> the spoken (rhema) word. Respond<br />
<strong>to</strong> the nudging of My Holy Spirit.<br />
How did <strong>Jesus</strong> see His father? Through His spiritual eyes. Though <strong>Jesus</strong> is wholly<br />
God, It is important <strong>to</strong> remember that <strong>Jesus</strong> limited himself <strong>to</strong> a human body while<br />
He was on planet earth in the flesh. His body was just like the one we have.<br />
Because He was filled with the Holy Spirit <strong>and</strong> had a very close relationship with<br />
His Father, He was able <strong>to</strong> do that which He saw <strong>and</strong> heard His Heavenly Father<br />
do. Today, believers who are filled with God’s Holy Spirit can also do the same.<br />
We, <strong>to</strong>o, can see God through our spiritual eyes, just as <strong>Jesus</strong>, Moses, David, the<br />
prophets, <strong>and</strong> many more have seen Him. But first, our spiritual eyes <strong>and</strong> ears<br />
have <strong>to</strong> be opened. Our Lord, in His graciousness, is once again showing how we<br />
can open our spiritual eyes <strong>to</strong> see Him, <strong>to</strong> open our spiritual ears <strong>to</strong> hear Him, <strong>and</strong><br />
most importantly, <strong>to</strong> fall more in love with Him.<br />
God wants all of His children <strong>to</strong> be in close communion with Him. He wants them<br />
free of sin so that they can enter in<strong>to</strong> His holy presence, using means He has<br />
provided. He wants <strong>to</strong> love you, <strong>to</strong> heal you, <strong>to</strong> be with you in your thoughts <strong>and</strong><br />
your life. Oh, that I could communicate <strong>to</strong> you how much God really loves you,<br />
how much he wants <strong>to</strong> talk with you, <strong>to</strong> be with you, <strong>to</strong> hold you, <strong>to</strong> let His love<br />
<strong>and</strong> healing power flow in<strong>to</strong> your heart! If you want your faith enlarged, if you<br />
want more joy <strong>and</strong> vic<strong>to</strong>ry in your Christian walk, learn <strong>to</strong> talk with Him <strong>and</strong> see<br />
Him in vision. He wants that for you more than you want the same from Him!<br />
Our Heavenly Father, our Daddy, offers the following call:<br />
My Children, I want you <strong>to</strong> come <strong>to</strong> Me. I have so much <strong>to</strong> share with you. Your<br />
spiritual eyes have been blinded for <strong>to</strong>o long. I want <strong>to</strong> set you free <strong>to</strong> worship Me<br />
in Spirit <strong>and</strong> in Truth. I want us <strong>to</strong> have a love relationship. I am not looking for<br />
programs, for things you can do for Me. I am looking for intimacy. I want <strong>to</strong> hold<br />
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you, caress you, let My love flow in<strong>to</strong> you, heal you. But you have <strong>to</strong> let Me do it.<br />
I will not force Myself upon you. I have so much <strong>to</strong> give <strong>to</strong> you if you will only<br />
seek Me, seek My face. You have not because you ask not. You can ask Me for<br />
anything. I do not care if it is large or small <strong>to</strong> you. In My wisdom, I will respond<br />
<strong>and</strong> bring fullness, joy, peace, <strong>and</strong> love in<strong>to</strong> your hearts. It is up <strong>to</strong> you. I am<br />
waiting.<br />
In order <strong>to</strong> know the will of our Heavenly Father, we have <strong>to</strong> be able <strong>to</strong> hear Him<br />
<strong>and</strong> <strong>to</strong> see what He shows us. Each <strong>and</strong> everyone one of us has the capability of<br />
hearing His voice <strong>and</strong> seeing in the spirit what God wants <strong>to</strong> share with us. We<br />
can learn <strong>to</strong> do this. It is not a difficult thing <strong>to</strong> do! I spent most of <strong>my</strong> decades of<br />
walking with the Lord without knowing that I can easily commune, talk with Him,<br />
on a 24/7 basis. Within the last two years, God has revolutionized <strong>my</strong> walk with<br />
Him through the writings of Drs. Mark <strong>and</strong> Patti Virkler (Dialog With God, etc.,<br />
found at www.cwgministries.org), <strong>and</strong> others. These resources are such a blessing<br />
<strong>to</strong> me <strong>and</strong> are providing the practical means of dealing with unbelief in <strong>my</strong> life.<br />
They are showing me how <strong>to</strong> hear <strong>my</strong> Lord’s voice, <strong>to</strong> see <strong>and</strong> experience dreams<br />
<strong>and</strong> visions, <strong>and</strong> most importantly, <strong>to</strong> know more fully His great love for me <strong>and</strong><br />
for others. The answer <strong>to</strong> unbelief is <strong>to</strong>:<br />
SPEND TIME WITH JESUS!!!<br />
Following is one of the dialogs My Lord shared with me <strong>to</strong> deal with <strong>my</strong> unbelief.<br />
Ben, as you continue <strong>to</strong> come in<strong>to</strong> My presence, your unbelief will be replaced<br />
with belief. Continue <strong>to</strong> act upon what you see <strong>and</strong> hear Me do. When you do<br />
this, you are stepping out in belief <strong>and</strong> will see miracles take place around you.<br />
They are already happening. Think of the trees in your yard, think of seeing Me<br />
in your first class setting in Cot<strong>to</strong>nwood.<br />
About three years ago, the aspen trees in our yard near Ash<strong>to</strong>n, Idaho, were losing<br />
their leaves earlier each season due <strong>to</strong> a black fungus attack. According <strong>to</strong> the<br />
horticulturalist that I spoke with, he said that each year the extent of the fungus<br />
increases until the leaves drop off early enough in the season <strong>to</strong> cause the trees <strong>to</strong><br />
die. He also stated that multiple sprayings would be needed <strong>to</strong> effectively kill the<br />
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fungus. With about two acres of trees, most about fifty <strong>to</strong> sixty feet tall, the cost<br />
would have been prohibitive. I then asked our Lord about the problem, which I am<br />
learning is what He wants us <strong>to</strong> do with everything. Following is the dialog that<br />
ensued:<br />
May 5, 2006. Lord, Your comments, please, on rebuking the fungus, or black rot,<br />
or whatever it is, attacking our aspen trees. There was no answer. Then I said:<br />
“Lord, is there something I should be doing on <strong>my</strong> own”? He replied:<br />
No, Ben, I want you <strong>to</strong> do everything with Me. Even though you may not hear<br />
My voice, remember I am in you <strong>and</strong> I am with you. Continue <strong>to</strong> ask, ask about<br />
everything.<br />
Lord, is the fungus an attack by satan?<br />
Ben, this is the question I wanted you <strong>to</strong> ask. Yes, it is. Rebuke it. Comm<strong>and</strong> it<br />
<strong>to</strong> go in My Name. Because of the fall, satan has the ability <strong>to</strong> bring decay <strong>and</strong><br />
destruction <strong>to</strong> that which I have created. Bind the fungus that attacks the trees<br />
on your lot only. This will be a sign <strong>to</strong> you <strong>and</strong> <strong>to</strong> others of My might <strong>and</strong> My<br />
power.<br />
Lord, what about commercial spraying?<br />
Ben, you know the answer <strong>to</strong> that question.<br />
My wife, Mary, <strong>and</strong> I obediently walked the perimeter of our lot, binding the<br />
fungus <strong>and</strong> comm<strong>and</strong>ing it <strong>to</strong> go. In the process, we felt no surge of spirituality. It<br />
was just a matter of fact act of obedience. <strong>Jesus</strong> said it first, then we did as He<br />
said! Since we have serious problems with moles <strong>and</strong> gophers, we also bound<br />
them <strong>and</strong> comm<strong>and</strong>ed them <strong>to</strong> leave the property. This year (fall, 2007), our trees<br />
at season end were beautiful <strong>and</strong> healthy! There is no sign of the fungus! You<br />
may ask, “What about the moles <strong>and</strong> gophers?” They are alive, well, <strong>and</strong> present.<br />
<strong>Jesus</strong> taught me that we are <strong>to</strong> do just what He desires <strong>and</strong> no more! If we do<br />
more, that can become religion, leading <strong>to</strong> pride. Following is another related<br />
dialog recorded on July 5, 2007:<br />
“Lord, last year, you had Mary <strong>and</strong> I walk around our lot <strong>and</strong> comm<strong>and</strong>ed the<br />
fungus <strong>to</strong> be gone from the aspen trees as you instructed. Given <strong>to</strong>day’s word<br />
usage, Your comments, please, on the tree cure you brought in<strong>to</strong> being, whether or<br />
not it can be called a creative miracle.”<br />
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Ben, it was a creative miracle. You, we, created new life where there was death.<br />
The cause of death was removed so that it could happen.<br />
Here is another dialog in which <strong>Jesus</strong> shared another of His secrets:<br />
As you spend time with Me, I am removing disbelief. The secret is spending time<br />
with Me <strong>and</strong> meditating upon My word – both the written logos word <strong>and</strong> the<br />
spoken rhema words that I have given <strong>to</strong> you.<br />
On another occasion, I was instructing a group of twelve students how <strong>to</strong> dialog<br />
with God. As part of the teaching, I had them visualize <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>and</strong> ask Him a<br />
specific question. Then they were <strong>to</strong> write down on a piece of paper the first thing<br />
that came in<strong>to</strong> their thoughts. As we were doing this exercise, I saw, in vision,<br />
<strong>Jesus</strong> st<strong>and</strong>ing at <strong>my</strong> left side. He walked around the room, placing His h<strong>and</strong> upon<br />
each one. I knew that I was <strong>to</strong> do the same, but did not know what <strong>to</strong> say. I briefly<br />
explained <strong>to</strong> each one what I had seen. Then, in obedience, I layed <strong>my</strong> h<strong>and</strong> upon<br />
the first person. The Holy Spirit spoke through me, giving me a personal prophetic<br />
word for her. This process continued with each <strong>and</strong> every one in the room. The<br />
prophetic utterances of encouragement were specific for each person. We then<br />
praised God for His greatness, His love, <strong>and</strong> His mercy!<br />
Regarding the issue of unbelief, I asked our Lord for His comments on the use of<br />
the statement “God is in charge” when we do not see results <strong>to</strong> prayers. I asked<br />
Him if it is a copout <strong>to</strong> say “God is in charge” as a response as <strong>to</strong> why we are not<br />
vic<strong>to</strong>rious in a given situation?<br />
Ben, it is a copout because it is a lack of faith. It is unbelief that permits satan <strong>to</strong><br />
continue <strong>to</strong> rule upon planet earth. I am res<strong>to</strong>ring My people. I am helping<br />
them <strong>to</strong> replace unbelief with belief. I am giving faith <strong>to</strong> My people <strong>to</strong> res<strong>to</strong>re<br />
My Kingdom. This is why I want <strong>to</strong> have a love affair with all of My people so<br />
that they will come in<strong>to</strong> My presence <strong>and</strong> receive My healing, My faith, <strong>and</strong> My<br />
love. Pursue intimacy with Me. Therein lies the answer <strong>to</strong> all of your dilemmas.<br />
It has taken years for many of us <strong>to</strong> develop a bad dose of unbelief. Under normal<br />
conditions, the cure for this serious ailment takes much time. However, when our<br />
Lord God desires, He can make the cure happen quickly. In either case, time is<br />
well spent as we come in<strong>to</strong> the presence of Almighty God <strong>and</strong> receive from Him<br />
love, healing, <strong>and</strong> the replacement of unbelief <strong>and</strong> disbelief with belief. By giving<br />
<strong>to</strong> Him our time, we receive the added blessings of health, of hope res<strong>to</strong>red, of<br />
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learning about God’s nature. We also learn some of the whys <strong>and</strong> the hows of<br />
what He does <strong>and</strong> who He is. The journey <strong>and</strong> the rewards are well worth the time<br />
spent with God, our Father, our glorious Crea<strong>to</strong>r <strong>and</strong> Redeemer! Remember, God<br />
loves you more than you can even imagine! He is awesome, He is trustworthy, He<br />
is God!!!<br />
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I conclude with the following dialog I had with <strong>my</strong> Savior, Redeemer, <strong>and</strong> Friend,<br />
<strong>Jesus</strong>, Jeshua. It reflects <strong>my</strong> concerns, <strong>my</strong> heart cries, regarding the presence of<br />
unbelief in <strong>my</strong> life as related <strong>to</strong> the various needs present around me.<br />
“As I draw closer <strong>to</strong> You <strong>and</strong> receive more of your love in<strong>to</strong> <strong>my</strong> life, I see the great<br />
need <strong>to</strong> have Your power working through me. You have shown me Your love<br />
through the many healings I have received, some being miraculous. I see Your<br />
love through Your going <strong>to</strong> the cross for me, <strong>and</strong> then Your resurrection <strong>to</strong> fullness<br />
of life. Lord, if I am <strong>to</strong> minister as You did <strong>and</strong> do, I need Your love <strong>and</strong> Your<br />
power. To walk in Your love, I need Your power working through me also.<br />
There are so many big needs. Lord, where is Your power?”<br />
Ben, My power is in you. It is waiting <strong>to</strong> be released.<br />
Faith is the key <strong>to</strong> the release.<br />
Continue <strong>to</strong> come in<strong>to</strong> My presence,<br />
<strong>to</strong> hear My voice speak <strong>to</strong> <strong>and</strong> with you,<br />
<strong>to</strong> see Me in vision as I do things.<br />
You have three recent examples of seeing Me do the miraculous.<br />
Continue <strong>to</strong> spend time with Me.<br />
That is the secret <strong>to</strong> receiving from Me <strong>and</strong> being guided by Me.<br />
You have much unlearning <strong>to</strong> do,<br />
as do most of My people in the western church.<br />
You have been taught <strong>to</strong> disbelieve.<br />
Though your word underst<strong>and</strong>ing is correct,<br />
your heart underst<strong>and</strong>ing is not.<br />
Your heart reflects your training <strong>and</strong> your experiences.<br />
It reflects disbelief.<br />
Selah! Pause <strong>and</strong> think on this!<br />
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