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UNBELIEF AND DISBELIEF<br />

IN<br />

THE “WESTERN” CHURCH<br />

AS SEEN THROUGH<br />

DIALOGS WITH GOD<br />

BY<br />

BEN C. LUNIS<br />

NOVEMBER 11, 2007<br />

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The author is a certified Facilita<strong>to</strong>r (Instruc<strong>to</strong>r) with Communion With God<br />

Ministries. A personal biography is available at www.cwgministries.org.<br />

He is available <strong>to</strong> conduct seminars <strong>and</strong> workshops on learning <strong>to</strong><br />

dialog in two way conversations with God.<br />

Other ebooks by the author,<br />

Passionate Intimacy With God Through Dialog<br />

<strong>and</strong><br />

Dialoging With God Through The Tabernacle Experience<br />

are available as free downloads at www.cwgministries.org<br />

The author may be contacted on the world wide web at:<br />

www.lunis99@hotmail.com<br />

or<br />

4488 Golden Eagle Drive<br />

Ash<strong>to</strong>n, Idaho 83420<br />

208/652-3743<br />

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BELIEF, UNBELIEF, AND DISBELIEF<br />

Why am I sharing? My heart cries for those in our fellowship <strong>and</strong> others whom I<br />

know who are hurting mentally <strong>and</strong> physically. In all of this, God has made me<br />

aware of lack of faith in <strong>my</strong> own life <strong>and</strong> in others around me. He has also<br />

communicated <strong>to</strong> me the great necessity <strong>to</strong> spend time in His presence <strong>to</strong> receive<br />

the faith needed <strong>to</strong> bring about healing <strong>and</strong> res<strong>to</strong>ration for those who are hurting. It<br />

has been a painful experience <strong>to</strong> learn that I lack faith because of <strong>my</strong> past “western<br />

church” religious teachings, <strong>my</strong> professional background as an engineer, <strong>and</strong> life’s<br />

experiences. <strong>Unbelief</strong> produced by these fac<strong>to</strong>rs has hindered <strong>my</strong> ability <strong>to</strong> walk<br />

what should be the normal Christian walk of love that includes experiencing the<br />

confirming power of Holy Spirit.<br />

Thankfully, I am slowly learning that there are positive answers <strong>and</strong> solutions.<br />

Sometimes, they come slowly, but they come as we spend time in the presence of<br />

our Lord. In His graciousness, He does make us aware of the need for change in<br />

our thinking <strong>and</strong> lives <strong>and</strong> then provides us with the answer <strong>to</strong> our dilemmas. And<br />

then as a bonus, He lets us experience the reality of His recommendations <strong>to</strong> us.<br />

This message is an application of this process. It is <strong>my</strong> attempt <strong>to</strong> share with you a<br />

bit of what our wonderful Lord has been teaching me through His love, patience,<br />

<strong>and</strong> the ministration of Holy Spirit. Through this, it is <strong>my</strong> heartfelt desire <strong>to</strong><br />

encourage each of us <strong>to</strong> partake in a deeper love walk with <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>and</strong> <strong>to</strong> experience<br />

His power active in our lives. God wants <strong>to</strong> bring His Kingdom <strong>to</strong> earth <strong>and</strong> He<br />

wants <strong>to</strong> use each of us <strong>to</strong> do just that.<br />

I want it known that I am not judging anyone when I say we can have unbelief<br />

present in our faith walk. Nor is it <strong>to</strong> be taken as condemnation. Rather, it is <strong>my</strong><br />

desire that we recognize whatever is needed <strong>to</strong> increase our ability <strong>to</strong> walk in the<br />

love <strong>and</strong> power of our Lord <strong>Jesus</strong> Christ. I think of the car<strong>to</strong>on character, Pogo,<br />

who said that “We have met the ene<strong>my</strong>, <strong>and</strong> they is us”. The truth of this comment<br />

is becoming more apparent as I realize it is <strong>my</strong> own thinking that keeps me from<br />

walking in the fulness of the stature of our Lord <strong>and</strong> Savior. In our feel good<br />

society, we are taught that it is always someone or something else that is the cause<br />

of our problems. Thanks <strong>to</strong> the marvelous grace of our Lord, I am learning that I<br />

have <strong>to</strong> be responsible for <strong>my</strong> own action. I can no longer blame someone else for<br />

<strong>my</strong> problems, <strong>my</strong> lack! Romans 12: 1 <strong>and</strong> 2 comes <strong>to</strong> mind:<br />

Therefore I urge you, brethren, by the mercies of God, <strong>to</strong> present your bodies a<br />

living <strong>and</strong> holy sacrifice, acceptable <strong>to</strong> God, {which is} your spiritual service of<br />

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worship. 2 And do not be conformed <strong>to</strong> this world, but be transformed by the<br />

renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what the will of God is, that which<br />

is good <strong>and</strong> acceptable <strong>and</strong> perfect. (NAU)<br />

Our Lord wants us <strong>to</strong> have our minds renewed by spending time in His glorious<br />

presence <strong>and</strong> letting Him bring the needed changes in our lives so that we are more<br />

like Him. These are changes that only He can effectively bring <strong>to</strong> pass. At times,<br />

we can be foolish in thinking we can make the changes that only He can perform.<br />

Holy Lord, Your comments, please, upon <strong>my</strong> thoughts.<br />

Ben, you are expressing the desires of My heart. I do want My people come in<strong>to</strong><br />

My presence so that I can renew their mind. I want them <strong>to</strong> spend time with Me<br />

so that I can share with them the desires of My heart. I want them <strong>to</strong> experience<br />

My healing, My res<strong>to</strong>ration, My hope, <strong>and</strong> My faith. Yes, My faith comes as a<br />

free download as you come in<strong>to</strong> My presence.<br />

Let me share with you a bit of how this all applies <strong>to</strong> the Kingdom of God. The<br />

most obvious, <strong>and</strong> only, entry in<strong>to</strong> God’s Kingdom is <strong>to</strong> be spiritually born again<br />

through what <strong>Jesus</strong> Christ did for us on the cross. In reply <strong>to</strong> a question from a<br />

religious leader named Nicodemus, <strong>Jesus</strong> said: "Most assuredly, I say <strong>to</strong> you,<br />

unless one is born of water <strong>and</strong> the Spirit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God<br />

(John 3:5). However, being born-again of the Spirit is just the beginning of our<br />

walk in His kingdom. For centuries, much of the western church has limited its<br />

message <strong>to</strong> getting people in<strong>to</strong> God’s Kingdom <strong>and</strong> then looking forward <strong>to</strong> being<br />

in heaven in the “sweet by <strong>and</strong> by”. Very little has been said about kingdom living<br />

in the now. Once we enter in<strong>to</strong> His Kingdom, our Lord wants us <strong>to</strong> grow in love<br />

for <strong>and</strong> with Him, for others, <strong>and</strong> <strong>to</strong> walk in the power <strong>and</strong> wisdom of His Holy<br />

spirit. This growth begins with the realization that:<br />

WE WERE PUT HERE TO DO THE WILL OF GOD ON EARTH<br />

AS IT IS IN HEAVEN.<br />

So He said <strong>to</strong> them, "When you pray, say: our Father in heaven, hallowed be Your<br />

name. Your kingdom come. Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven<br />

(Luke 11:2). (NKJ)<br />

Lord, dear Friend, I noticed that the NIV <strong>and</strong> the NAU translations omit “Your will<br />

be done on earth as it is in heaven”. Your comments, please.<br />

Ben, here again is religion at work. When My people do not experience that<br />

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which I desire for them, they apply their own reason <strong>and</strong> logic instead of coming<br />

first <strong>to</strong> Me for clarification. Their unbelief causes them <strong>to</strong> seek their own<br />

wisdom, not Mine.<br />

I desire <strong>to</strong> include some observations made by Dr. Miles Munroe in his book,<br />

Rediscovering The Kingdom. He writes, by faith we know that In the beginning,<br />

God created the heavens <strong>and</strong> the earth (Genesis 1:1). From that very beginning,<br />

God’s plan for mankind is centered on the fact that He desires <strong>to</strong> have a personal,<br />

two way, intimate relationship with mankind, which includes both male <strong>and</strong><br />

female. God created mankind for this very purpose! It was never God’s plan <strong>to</strong><br />

establish a religion! Religion, in its many forms, are attempts by mankind <strong>to</strong><br />

satisfy the spiritual craving that exists in all mankind. Munroe also observed that<br />

religion is man’s substitute for God’s kingdom in his search for God. Religion is<br />

designed <strong>to</strong> keep one <strong>to</strong>o busy <strong>to</strong> have time <strong>to</strong> pursue God’s Kingdom. We must<br />

be delivered from our religious mind-set so that we can take on a kingdom<br />

mentality, <strong>to</strong> underst<strong>and</strong> our regal st<strong>and</strong>ing. We should quit trying <strong>to</strong> be a<br />

“Christian” with all of its religious connotations. Instead, we should work harder<br />

at living like sons <strong>and</strong> daughters of God, as brothers <strong>and</strong> sisters of Christ, <strong>and</strong> as<br />

citizens of the kingdom of heaven! God wants relationship, not religion!!!<br />

Remember, religion has polluted our underst<strong>and</strong>ing of God <strong>and</strong> His desires by<br />

converting the message of the Kingdom in<strong>to</strong> a moral belief system. Sadly, western<br />

culture <strong>and</strong> religion has produced unbelief <strong>and</strong> disbelief in multitudes of believers<br />

<strong>and</strong> unbelievers.<br />

The Lord is teaching me about His Kingdom on earth <strong>and</strong> also about the related<br />

effects of unbelief <strong>and</strong> disbelief. When I asked Him about the next message that<br />

He<br />

wants shared, He responded, as He usually does with me, in a still, small, quiet,<br />

voice in <strong>my</strong> thoughts (I Kings 19:11-12). He said:<br />

Ben, share about unbelief first. It is unbelief that keeps Me from having My<br />

Kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven. My people need <strong>to</strong> realize that they<br />

are living in unbelief. They need <strong>to</strong> be set free <strong>to</strong> worship Me in Spirit <strong>and</strong> in<br />

truth.<br />

Often, we may ask our Lord about one aspect of a Scripture <strong>and</strong> He responds with<br />

added or different related information. Earlier, I was led <strong>to</strong> John 7:37-39:<br />

On the last day, that great day of the feast, <strong>Jesus</strong> s<strong>to</strong>od <strong>and</strong> cried out, saying, "If<br />

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anyone thirsts, let him come <strong>to</strong> Me <strong>and</strong> drink. 38 "He who believes in Me, as the<br />

Scripture has said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water."39 But this He<br />

spoke concerning the Spirit, whom those believing in Him would receive; for the<br />

Holy Spirit was not yet given, because <strong>Jesus</strong> was not yet glorified. (NAU)<br />

After writing the above Scripture down <strong>and</strong> meditating upon it, I asked <strong>my</strong> Lord<br />

for His comments:<br />

It is My Spirit who brings healing. It is My Spirit who brings deliverance. It is<br />

My way of communicating <strong>and</strong> communing with My special creation: My<br />

people. When the flow is disrupted through disbelief <strong>and</strong> religious practices, I<br />

cannot communicate with My people as I desire. I want <strong>to</strong> set My people free.<br />

As you can see, Ben, I have said this many times <strong>to</strong> you. You are seeing the<br />

greatest desire of My heart. Disbelief has kept so many from Me. It grieves Me<br />

deeply. Disbelief comes from religion as well as other sources. Continue <strong>to</strong> let<br />

My Spirit be your guide. As you do your part, I will do My part. As I said<br />

before, we are a team. I want all of My people <strong>to</strong> be on My team so that we can<br />

work <strong>to</strong>gether <strong>to</strong> bring healing <strong>and</strong> deliverance <strong>and</strong> hope <strong>and</strong> freedom.<br />

Lord, disbelief. This is not believing who You are <strong>and</strong> what You can do. Correct?<br />

Yes, Ben. That keeps it simple <strong>and</strong> basic <strong>and</strong> yet says so much. Think on that.<br />

This applies <strong>to</strong> all the gifts of the Spirit that I have available for My people. I<br />

want them <strong>to</strong> receive My gifts. I do not want them <strong>to</strong> come up with their own<br />

ideas about why they cannot have them. That is religion at its worst.<br />

When I asked our Lord how He defines unbelief <strong>and</strong> disbelief, He responded:<br />

<strong>Unbelief</strong> is confessing that you believe, yet you do not see the results of your<br />

belief. Disbelief is believing that I cannot do that which I said I can do.<br />

A person I know experiences continuing pain in the neck region. (X) is a believer,<br />

but has not experienced healing even after receiving prayer. I said: “Lord, help <strong>my</strong><br />

unbelief <strong>to</strong> be replaced with belief. I think of (X)’s needs”. Here is what He said:<br />

Ben, <strong>to</strong>o many of My people exist in a state of unbelief even though they confess<br />

with their mouth that they believe. It is all a result of their religious training,<br />

their not coming <strong>to</strong> Me <strong>and</strong> spending time in My presence so that I can heal<br />

them. Most people want a quick fix so they can go on with their lives. I do not<br />

want them <strong>to</strong> suffer. I want them <strong>to</strong> be set free of that which has them in<br />

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ondage <strong>and</strong> in pain. I continue <strong>to</strong> knock at the doors of their hearts, but their<br />

religious beliefs keep them from Me <strong>and</strong> My healing.<br />

Another person is suffering the effects of our conventional cancer treatment <strong>and</strong><br />

the cancer itself. I said <strong>to</strong> <strong>my</strong> Lord, “It appears our lack of faith keeps people like<br />

this person, <strong>and</strong> others, from receiving Your healing. What, what, what, can we do<br />

<strong>to</strong> bring healing <strong>to</strong> so many in need”?<br />

Ben, you are experiencing the cry of My heart. I do not want My people <strong>to</strong> hurt,<br />

but their religious training has blinded them <strong>to</strong> <strong>my</strong> truths. I am in the process of<br />

moving with My Spirit <strong>to</strong> increase love <strong>and</strong> faith in My people. It is a slow<br />

process, but I am breaking through. Be patient, continue <strong>to</strong> seek My face.<br />

Spend time with Me. Let Me bring healing <strong>and</strong> res<strong>to</strong>ration. In time, you will<br />

underst<strong>and</strong> why it takes so long <strong>to</strong> accomplish My will <strong>and</strong> My desires for My<br />

people, for all people. Do not be discouraged nor be dismayed. We will be<br />

vic<strong>to</strong>rs. Hang in there with Me. I am your only true answer.<br />

Lord <strong>Jesus</strong>, what can we do <strong>to</strong> bring hope <strong>and</strong> healing <strong>to</strong> (X)., for example?<br />

Just what I stated above. Just keep coming <strong>to</strong> Me for your strength, your faith,<br />

your hope.<br />

In years past, I was able <strong>to</strong> offer prayers <strong>and</strong> express concern for the needs of<br />

others <strong>and</strong> then continue what I was doing. That is changing! I am receiving<br />

healing within <strong>my</strong> heart by spending time in the presence of our Lord, hearing His<br />

voice <strong>and</strong> seeing Him in vision! As a result, I have much greater love for our Lord<br />

<strong>and</strong> now for others than I ever had before. Now I really want <strong>to</strong> see people around<br />

me set free of their bondages. I now know that <strong>my</strong> unbelief is part of the problem.<br />

This was a difficult pill <strong>to</strong> swallow, but am now so thankful that <strong>my</strong> Heavenly<br />

Father is taking me <strong>to</strong> new underst<strong>and</strong>ings of the spiritual world that exists around<br />

us. I am learning that these kinds of changes can only be brought about by our<br />

Lord as we spend time in His presence. I am also learning that religious training is<br />

deeply ingrained in many. They do not want <strong>to</strong> hear that they have unbelief. As<br />

the need <strong>to</strong> deal with unbelief in our lives is shared, expect <strong>to</strong> be criticized as being<br />

judgmental, placing people under condemnation. But remember, this is their<br />

religious response.<br />

With this new heart felt concern for those around me who hurt in many ways, I<br />

again asked the Lord more about the subject of unbelief. I <strong>to</strong>ld Him that I need His<br />

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wisdom in sharing the truth about the existence of unbelief in me <strong>and</strong> in others. I<br />

believe most of us know someone whose every word spoken <strong>to</strong> us by that person<br />

would make us believe that they believed. In this regard, I asked for His comments<br />

regarding a lady I knew who said she believed, but died early from cancer.<br />

Ben, this is the problem with unbelief. People do not want <strong>to</strong> accept the fact that<br />

they have unbelief. <strong>Unbelief</strong> comes in many forms. It can be outright rejection,<br />

it can be denial, it can be “I have not seen it, so it does not work”. There are<br />

other manifestations of unbelief. In most cases, unbelief is the cause of why I<br />

cannot heal some people. They will not accept it. Remember, I am sovereign,<br />

<strong>and</strong> I can bypass this hindrance. However, in most cases, I choose not <strong>to</strong> do so.<br />

In time, you will see why. Just encourage people <strong>to</strong> seek Me, <strong>to</strong> seek My face, so<br />

that I can replace their unbelief with belief.<br />

Lord, what else will You share with me on unbelief that I need <strong>to</strong> know <strong>to</strong> get<br />

people <strong>to</strong> acknowledge their need?<br />

Ben, pray that the eyes <strong>and</strong> ears of their hearts be opened <strong>to</strong> Me. I want My<br />

people set free. I want them <strong>to</strong> come <strong>to</strong> Me for their healing <strong>and</strong> their<br />

deliverance. I want them <strong>to</strong> undo the learning they have received that says I<br />

cannot do what I can do.<br />

HOW DO WE DEAL WITH UNBELIEF AND DISBELIEF?<br />

We must first recognize that each <strong>and</strong> everyone of us who has lived under<br />

American culture <strong>and</strong> attended its churches (there are some exceptions) has<br />

varying degrees of unbelief. Even the original disciples of <strong>Jesus</strong> suffered from<br />

unbelief. Read about Thomas in John 20:24-29. Think about the disciples who<br />

spent three years with <strong>Jesus</strong>, directly receiving His men<strong>to</strong>ring, <strong>and</strong> saw Him<br />

crucified. Some of them had trouble accepting the fact that <strong>Jesus</strong> had risen from<br />

the dead. Matthew 28:16-17 records their unbelief:<br />

Then the eleven disciples went <strong>to</strong> Galilee, <strong>to</strong> the mountain where <strong>Jesus</strong> had <strong>to</strong>ld<br />

them <strong>to</strong> go. 17 When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted. (NIV)<br />

Do we really believe? We may say we believe, but so do the demons (James<br />

2:19)! Starting with the reformation, we have been taught <strong>to</strong> readily believe for<br />

salvation. But do we really believe that God can work through us with His power<br />

<strong>and</strong> produce supernatural events that should be a regular part of our walk with<br />

<strong>Jesus</strong> Christ? When was the last time that we prayed for someone <strong>and</strong> they were<br />

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miraculously healed? When was the last time that we prayed for a dead person <strong>and</strong><br />

they came <strong>to</strong> life? When was the last time we cast demons out of a <strong>to</strong>rmented<br />

person <strong>and</strong> set them free? When was the last time that we received a spirit of<br />

revelation from God regarding the needs of someone <strong>and</strong> we used the information<br />

<strong>to</strong> set them free through the power of the Spirit? When was the last time that we<br />

experienced all, or even one, of the gifts of the Holy Spirit for the church described<br />

in chapter twelve of I Corinthians? Some of these gifts <strong>to</strong> the body of Christ are:<br />

Words of wisdom, words of knowledge, faith, healings, miracles, prophecy,<br />

discerning of spirits, speaking in different unknown languages, <strong>and</strong> interpreting<br />

them. I asked <strong>my</strong>self these questions <strong>and</strong> miserably failed the test! But that is<br />

changing!<br />

THERE IS A WAY TO REPLACE UNBELIEF WITH BELIEF!<br />

THE WAY OF JESUS IS THE ANSWER!<br />

Oh, the marvelous grace of our Lord, our Father in heaven! First He reveals our<br />

needs, our weaknesses, <strong>and</strong> then He provides the answer - Him! One of the<br />

<strong>my</strong>steries of the Kingdom of God in replacing unbelief with belief is <strong>to</strong> only say<br />

<strong>and</strong> do what we hear <strong>and</strong> see <strong>Jesus</strong> do first. Using this approach, we are enabled <strong>to</strong><br />

minister just as He did. When we respond this way, faith is res<strong>to</strong>red, miracles<br />

occur, <strong>and</strong> people are set free. With God doing it first, He receives the glory!<br />

Remember, everything that <strong>Jesus</strong> did, He did so only after hearing His Father, <strong>and</strong><br />

our Father, speak <strong>to</strong> Him or show Him in vision what He was <strong>to</strong> do. The<br />

Scriptures share this truth:<br />

Therefore <strong>Jesus</strong> answered <strong>and</strong> was saying <strong>to</strong> them, "Truly, truly, I say <strong>to</strong> you, the<br />

Son can do nothing of Himself, unless {it is} something He sees the Father doing;<br />

for whatever the Father does, these things the Son also does in like manner. 20<br />

"For the Father loves the Son, <strong>and</strong> shows Him all things that He Himself is doing;<br />

<strong>and</strong> {the Father} will show Him greater works than these, so that you will<br />

marvel... 30 "I can do nothing on My own initiative. As I hear, I judge; <strong>and</strong> My<br />

judgment is just, because I do not seek My own will, but the will of Him who sent<br />

Me (John 5:19, 20, <strong>and</strong> 30). (NAU)<br />

Then <strong>Jesus</strong> said <strong>to</strong> them, "When you lift up the Son of Man, then you will know that<br />

I am He, <strong>and</strong> that I do nothing of Myself; but as My Father taught Me, I speak<br />

these things. 29 "And He who sent Me is with Me. The Father has not left Me<br />

alone, for I always do those things that please Him (John 8:28, 29)." (NKJ)<br />

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Holy Lord, You said “As I hear, I judge”. I need your comments on judging.<br />

Ben, it is as you suspected. I judge the thoughts that come in<strong>to</strong> My head <strong>to</strong><br />

verify that they are in the will of My Father in heaven. I expect you <strong>to</strong> do the<br />

same. I want you <strong>to</strong> bring every thought in<strong>to</strong> captivity <strong>and</strong> judge it <strong>to</strong> determine<br />

its source. Judge it also <strong>to</strong> know that it is the will of our Father in heaven.<br />

Lord, how do we judge a thought <strong>to</strong> know if it is the will of our Father in heaven?<br />

Know My word, both the written (logos) <strong>and</strong> the spoken (rhema) word. Respond<br />

<strong>to</strong> the nudging of My Holy Spirit.<br />

How did <strong>Jesus</strong> see His father? Through His spiritual eyes. Though <strong>Jesus</strong> is wholly<br />

God, It is important <strong>to</strong> remember that <strong>Jesus</strong> limited himself <strong>to</strong> a human body while<br />

He was on planet earth in the flesh. His body was just like the one we have.<br />

Because He was filled with the Holy Spirit <strong>and</strong> had a very close relationship with<br />

His Father, He was able <strong>to</strong> do that which He saw <strong>and</strong> heard His Heavenly Father<br />

do. Today, believers who are filled with God’s Holy Spirit can also do the same.<br />

We, <strong>to</strong>o, can see God through our spiritual eyes, just as <strong>Jesus</strong>, Moses, David, the<br />

prophets, <strong>and</strong> many more have seen Him. But first, our spiritual eyes <strong>and</strong> ears<br />

have <strong>to</strong> be opened. Our Lord, in His graciousness, is once again showing how we<br />

can open our spiritual eyes <strong>to</strong> see Him, <strong>to</strong> open our spiritual ears <strong>to</strong> hear Him, <strong>and</strong><br />

most importantly, <strong>to</strong> fall more in love with Him.<br />

God wants all of His children <strong>to</strong> be in close communion with Him. He wants them<br />

free of sin so that they can enter in<strong>to</strong> His holy presence, using means He has<br />

provided. He wants <strong>to</strong> love you, <strong>to</strong> heal you, <strong>to</strong> be with you in your thoughts <strong>and</strong><br />

your life. Oh, that I could communicate <strong>to</strong> you how much God really loves you,<br />

how much he wants <strong>to</strong> talk with you, <strong>to</strong> be with you, <strong>to</strong> hold you, <strong>to</strong> let His love<br />

<strong>and</strong> healing power flow in<strong>to</strong> your heart! If you want your faith enlarged, if you<br />

want more joy <strong>and</strong> vic<strong>to</strong>ry in your Christian walk, learn <strong>to</strong> talk with Him <strong>and</strong> see<br />

Him in vision. He wants that for you more than you want the same from Him!<br />

Our Heavenly Father, our Daddy, offers the following call:<br />

My Children, I want you <strong>to</strong> come <strong>to</strong> Me. I have so much <strong>to</strong> share with you. Your<br />

spiritual eyes have been blinded for <strong>to</strong>o long. I want <strong>to</strong> set you free <strong>to</strong> worship Me<br />

in Spirit <strong>and</strong> in Truth. I want us <strong>to</strong> have a love relationship. I am not looking for<br />

programs, for things you can do for Me. I am looking for intimacy. I want <strong>to</strong> hold<br />

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you, caress you, let My love flow in<strong>to</strong> you, heal you. But you have <strong>to</strong> let Me do it.<br />

I will not force Myself upon you. I have so much <strong>to</strong> give <strong>to</strong> you if you will only<br />

seek Me, seek My face. You have not because you ask not. You can ask Me for<br />

anything. I do not care if it is large or small <strong>to</strong> you. In My wisdom, I will respond<br />

<strong>and</strong> bring fullness, joy, peace, <strong>and</strong> love in<strong>to</strong> your hearts. It is up <strong>to</strong> you. I am<br />

waiting.<br />

In order <strong>to</strong> know the will of our Heavenly Father, we have <strong>to</strong> be able <strong>to</strong> hear Him<br />

<strong>and</strong> <strong>to</strong> see what He shows us. Each <strong>and</strong> everyone one of us has the capability of<br />

hearing His voice <strong>and</strong> seeing in the spirit what God wants <strong>to</strong> share with us. We<br />

can learn <strong>to</strong> do this. It is not a difficult thing <strong>to</strong> do! I spent most of <strong>my</strong> decades of<br />

walking with the Lord without knowing that I can easily commune, talk with Him,<br />

on a 24/7 basis. Within the last two years, God has revolutionized <strong>my</strong> walk with<br />

Him through the writings of Drs. Mark <strong>and</strong> Patti Virkler (Dialog With God, etc.,<br />

found at www.cwgministries.org), <strong>and</strong> others. These resources are such a blessing<br />

<strong>to</strong> me <strong>and</strong> are providing the practical means of dealing with unbelief in <strong>my</strong> life.<br />

They are showing me how <strong>to</strong> hear <strong>my</strong> Lord’s voice, <strong>to</strong> see <strong>and</strong> experience dreams<br />

<strong>and</strong> visions, <strong>and</strong> most importantly, <strong>to</strong> know more fully His great love for me <strong>and</strong><br />

for others. The answer <strong>to</strong> unbelief is <strong>to</strong>:<br />

SPEND TIME WITH JESUS!!!<br />

Following is one of the dialogs My Lord shared with me <strong>to</strong> deal with <strong>my</strong> unbelief.<br />

Ben, as you continue <strong>to</strong> come in<strong>to</strong> My presence, your unbelief will be replaced<br />

with belief. Continue <strong>to</strong> act upon what you see <strong>and</strong> hear Me do. When you do<br />

this, you are stepping out in belief <strong>and</strong> will see miracles take place around you.<br />

They are already happening. Think of the trees in your yard, think of seeing Me<br />

in your first class setting in Cot<strong>to</strong>nwood.<br />

About three years ago, the aspen trees in our yard near Ash<strong>to</strong>n, Idaho, were losing<br />

their leaves earlier each season due <strong>to</strong> a black fungus attack. According <strong>to</strong> the<br />

horticulturalist that I spoke with, he said that each year the extent of the fungus<br />

increases until the leaves drop off early enough in the season <strong>to</strong> cause the trees <strong>to</strong><br />

die. He also stated that multiple sprayings would be needed <strong>to</strong> effectively kill the<br />

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fungus. With about two acres of trees, most about fifty <strong>to</strong> sixty feet tall, the cost<br />

would have been prohibitive. I then asked our Lord about the problem, which I am<br />

learning is what He wants us <strong>to</strong> do with everything. Following is the dialog that<br />

ensued:<br />

May 5, 2006. Lord, Your comments, please, on rebuking the fungus, or black rot,<br />

or whatever it is, attacking our aspen trees. There was no answer. Then I said:<br />

“Lord, is there something I should be doing on <strong>my</strong> own”? He replied:<br />

No, Ben, I want you <strong>to</strong> do everything with Me. Even though you may not hear<br />

My voice, remember I am in you <strong>and</strong> I am with you. Continue <strong>to</strong> ask, ask about<br />

everything.<br />

Lord, is the fungus an attack by satan?<br />

Ben, this is the question I wanted you <strong>to</strong> ask. Yes, it is. Rebuke it. Comm<strong>and</strong> it<br />

<strong>to</strong> go in My Name. Because of the fall, satan has the ability <strong>to</strong> bring decay <strong>and</strong><br />

destruction <strong>to</strong> that which I have created. Bind the fungus that attacks the trees<br />

on your lot only. This will be a sign <strong>to</strong> you <strong>and</strong> <strong>to</strong> others of My might <strong>and</strong> My<br />

power.<br />

Lord, what about commercial spraying?<br />

Ben, you know the answer <strong>to</strong> that question.<br />

My wife, Mary, <strong>and</strong> I obediently walked the perimeter of our lot, binding the<br />

fungus <strong>and</strong> comm<strong>and</strong>ing it <strong>to</strong> go. In the process, we felt no surge of spirituality. It<br />

was just a matter of fact act of obedience. <strong>Jesus</strong> said it first, then we did as He<br />

said! Since we have serious problems with moles <strong>and</strong> gophers, we also bound<br />

them <strong>and</strong> comm<strong>and</strong>ed them <strong>to</strong> leave the property. This year (fall, 2007), our trees<br />

at season end were beautiful <strong>and</strong> healthy! There is no sign of the fungus! You<br />

may ask, “What about the moles <strong>and</strong> gophers?” They are alive, well, <strong>and</strong> present.<br />

<strong>Jesus</strong> taught me that we are <strong>to</strong> do just what He desires <strong>and</strong> no more! If we do<br />

more, that can become religion, leading <strong>to</strong> pride. Following is another related<br />

dialog recorded on July 5, 2007:<br />

“Lord, last year, you had Mary <strong>and</strong> I walk around our lot <strong>and</strong> comm<strong>and</strong>ed the<br />

fungus <strong>to</strong> be gone from the aspen trees as you instructed. Given <strong>to</strong>day’s word<br />

usage, Your comments, please, on the tree cure you brought in<strong>to</strong> being, whether or<br />

not it can be called a creative miracle.”<br />

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Ben, it was a creative miracle. You, we, created new life where there was death.<br />

The cause of death was removed so that it could happen.<br />

Here is another dialog in which <strong>Jesus</strong> shared another of His secrets:<br />

As you spend time with Me, I am removing disbelief. The secret is spending time<br />

with Me <strong>and</strong> meditating upon My word – both the written logos word <strong>and</strong> the<br />

spoken rhema words that I have given <strong>to</strong> you.<br />

On another occasion, I was instructing a group of twelve students how <strong>to</strong> dialog<br />

with God. As part of the teaching, I had them visualize <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>and</strong> ask Him a<br />

specific question. Then they were <strong>to</strong> write down on a piece of paper the first thing<br />

that came in<strong>to</strong> their thoughts. As we were doing this exercise, I saw, in vision,<br />

<strong>Jesus</strong> st<strong>and</strong>ing at <strong>my</strong> left side. He walked around the room, placing His h<strong>and</strong> upon<br />

each one. I knew that I was <strong>to</strong> do the same, but did not know what <strong>to</strong> say. I briefly<br />

explained <strong>to</strong> each one what I had seen. Then, in obedience, I layed <strong>my</strong> h<strong>and</strong> upon<br />

the first person. The Holy Spirit spoke through me, giving me a personal prophetic<br />

word for her. This process continued with each <strong>and</strong> every one in the room. The<br />

prophetic utterances of encouragement were specific for each person. We then<br />

praised God for His greatness, His love, <strong>and</strong> His mercy!<br />

Regarding the issue of unbelief, I asked our Lord for His comments on the use of<br />

the statement “God is in charge” when we do not see results <strong>to</strong> prayers. I asked<br />

Him if it is a copout <strong>to</strong> say “God is in charge” as a response as <strong>to</strong> why we are not<br />

vic<strong>to</strong>rious in a given situation?<br />

Ben, it is a copout because it is a lack of faith. It is unbelief that permits satan <strong>to</strong><br />

continue <strong>to</strong> rule upon planet earth. I am res<strong>to</strong>ring My people. I am helping<br />

them <strong>to</strong> replace unbelief with belief. I am giving faith <strong>to</strong> My people <strong>to</strong> res<strong>to</strong>re<br />

My Kingdom. This is why I want <strong>to</strong> have a love affair with all of My people so<br />

that they will come in<strong>to</strong> My presence <strong>and</strong> receive My healing, My faith, <strong>and</strong> My<br />

love. Pursue intimacy with Me. Therein lies the answer <strong>to</strong> all of your dilemmas.<br />

It has taken years for many of us <strong>to</strong> develop a bad dose of unbelief. Under normal<br />

conditions, the cure for this serious ailment takes much time. However, when our<br />

Lord God desires, He can make the cure happen quickly. In either case, time is<br />

well spent as we come in<strong>to</strong> the presence of Almighty God <strong>and</strong> receive from Him<br />

love, healing, <strong>and</strong> the replacement of unbelief <strong>and</strong> disbelief with belief. By giving<br />

<strong>to</strong> Him our time, we receive the added blessings of health, of hope res<strong>to</strong>red, of<br />

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learning about God’s nature. We also learn some of the whys <strong>and</strong> the hows of<br />

what He does <strong>and</strong> who He is. The journey <strong>and</strong> the rewards are well worth the time<br />

spent with God, our Father, our glorious Crea<strong>to</strong>r <strong>and</strong> Redeemer! Remember, God<br />

loves you more than you can even imagine! He is awesome, He is trustworthy, He<br />

is God!!!<br />

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I conclude with the following dialog I had with <strong>my</strong> Savior, Redeemer, <strong>and</strong> Friend,<br />

<strong>Jesus</strong>, Jeshua. It reflects <strong>my</strong> concerns, <strong>my</strong> heart cries, regarding the presence of<br />

unbelief in <strong>my</strong> life as related <strong>to</strong> the various needs present around me.<br />

“As I draw closer <strong>to</strong> You <strong>and</strong> receive more of your love in<strong>to</strong> <strong>my</strong> life, I see the great<br />

need <strong>to</strong> have Your power working through me. You have shown me Your love<br />

through the many healings I have received, some being miraculous. I see Your<br />

love through Your going <strong>to</strong> the cross for me, <strong>and</strong> then Your resurrection <strong>to</strong> fullness<br />

of life. Lord, if I am <strong>to</strong> minister as You did <strong>and</strong> do, I need Your love <strong>and</strong> Your<br />

power. To walk in Your love, I need Your power working through me also.<br />

There are so many big needs. Lord, where is Your power?”<br />

Ben, My power is in you. It is waiting <strong>to</strong> be released.<br />

Faith is the key <strong>to</strong> the release.<br />

Continue <strong>to</strong> come in<strong>to</strong> My presence,<br />

<strong>to</strong> hear My voice speak <strong>to</strong> <strong>and</strong> with you,<br />

<strong>to</strong> see Me in vision as I do things.<br />

You have three recent examples of seeing Me do the miraculous.<br />

Continue <strong>to</strong> spend time with Me.<br />

That is the secret <strong>to</strong> receiving from Me <strong>and</strong> being guided by Me.<br />

You have much unlearning <strong>to</strong> do,<br />

as do most of My people in the western church.<br />

You have been taught <strong>to</strong> disbelieve.<br />

Though your word underst<strong>and</strong>ing is correct,<br />

your heart underst<strong>and</strong>ing is not.<br />

Your heart reflects your training <strong>and</strong> your experiences.<br />

It reflects disbelief.<br />

Selah! Pause <strong>and</strong> think on this!<br />

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