LLP-108 The Underground Model by Jean Sifton ... - OpenDrive
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"Only a few," she said slowly starting to accept the idea. <strong>The</strong> last thing she wanted to do now was to go<br />
back home a failure and prove to her parents that they were right from the beginning.<br />
"Well, if you really think it's wrong to pose in your underwear or in the nude ... forget it. I know Larry<br />
and Ellen want their models to look natural and relaxed when they pose."<br />
Patricia leaned back on the pillow, unconsciously letting the bedspread slip down the rising buds of her<br />
pointed nipples. <strong>The</strong> thought of posing for Larry and Ellen Holmes was gradually taking the shape of an<br />
exciting adventure in her mind. After all, hundreds of famous actresses had started their careers <strong>by</strong><br />
posing for such photos, and had gone on later to greater fame and stardom. During her adolescence, she<br />
had secretly nursed her dreams on the glossy issues of Hollywood magazines, which was her one escape<br />
from the dull suburban reality that she lived in. <strong>The</strong>se dreams had always inspired her, and was actually<br />
the reason why she chose a modeling career in the first place. She could remember all of her girl friends<br />
in high school, always talking of marriage and a family, but she had never been attracted to the thought of<br />
long years of dull, routine, boring home-life. No, that was definitely not the life for Patricia Massey, and<br />
she had known it for years.<br />
During those long peaceful nights in Mark's arms, she had confided these dreams to him while they were<br />
resting from the heated exertion of their lovemaking. Those moments had been wonderful and<br />
unforgettable, with just the two of them alone together, sharing their individual hopes and aspirations. He<br />
had admitted to her that he saw himself as an avant-garde novelist, writing stories which depicted the<br />
hypocrisy that existed in the social mores of the twentieth century. Most of all, he wanted to play his part<br />
in the sexual revolution which was now gaining momentum <strong>by</strong> helping to destroy the final remnants of<br />
Puritanism and neurotic guilt which still prevented complete freedom in the arts.<br />
His visions had inspired Patricia, and that night he told her of a world where sex and nudity were<br />
accepted everywhere without fear and shame. She could recall the passion in his voice when he spoke,<br />
and now she wanted to help him in her small way <strong>by</strong> proving to herself that she could live up to his<br />
beliefs. She might be playing only a tiny role in the emancipation of sex <strong>by</strong> posing for nude photographs,<br />
but at least she would be taking part in it.<br />
<strong>The</strong> thought of this new adventure of free expression sent tiny shivers of excitement up her legs and<br />
back, and suddenly she felt very grateful to have such an unselfish friend like Jennifer. She looked at<br />
Jennifer with a new sense of admiration and friendship for the girl.<br />
"You must think I'm awfully stupid," she said, leaning over and squeezing Jennifer's hand. "Of course, I'd<br />
love to have the job ... when do I start?"<br />
Jennifer looked back at her with surprise. "Well!" she exclaimed, "I'm glad to see that you're using your<br />
head, for a while there I was sure you were going to turn Larry's offer down. But, before I call him back,<br />
are you sure you don't want to think it over a little longer?"<br />
"No ... no, I'm positive about this, Jennifer. I feel sure now that this might be the big break I've been<br />
waiting for, it just took me a little while to get over the shock ... that's all."<br />
"That's great, kid," she said. "I made your appointment for Monday morning so you'd have a little time to<br />
rest after the party, at least you'll have something to celebrate now." She glanced down with admiration<br />
at Patricia's firm, white breasts. "I know Larry and Ellen will be very satisfied with you, so don't get<br />
stage fright."<br />
Patricia blushed and pulled the bedspread up to her shoulders, not realizing before that she had been so<br />
exposed to her roommate's eyes.