GOD'S BLUE BOOK - Shepherds of Christ Ministries

God’s Blue Book 151
moment that I know exactly what you are suffering. There is nothing
that happens in your life without My consent and it comes from
Him Who loves you.
Take your crosses and truly endure them. Accept them. Know
that everything that happens in your life I have allowed. Accept it
with the love with which I give it. You are being taught in that pain.
You are suffering for yourselves and others. I endured all that pain.
Did I once say, “Father, take it away?” I am your model. I showed
you the way. I took it all, every last wound, every kick and smack
and vileness. I took My cross and I carried it without a word. This is
what I ask of you. Know that when you are experiencing pain or
suffering, or being taunted by those around you, look to the Master
for your course of action. I took it all, every last wound, and accepted
it to My death. I did not say, “Oh, how awful.” I did not complain.
I walked in silence that bumpy road with a heavy cross, with My
mother suffering by My side and I never complained. I accepted it
all for love of you.
Carry your crosses, little ones. They are gifts from Me. Do not
look for an explanation or a way to get rid of them. I will take them
when I think you have had enough. It is in suffering that you experience
My life more fully. It is in suffering that I speak to you in a special
way. Endure it. I know every ache and pain you are
experiencing. I am this close to you! Your pain may save a soul
dead in sin or get a soul from purgatory. Accept all I send you and
don’t complain. A lot of the pain is enhanced by your rejection. A
lot of your lessons are lost by your refusal to see that crosses come
from Me. I give you crosses to share in My suffering. I love you so
much, little ones. Know how personal I am with you: the very hairs
of your head are numbered. Come close to Me and look into My
eyes. I am truly here with you at every single moment. Think of Me
as a person, but I am closer than any person could ever be! I am
there and I know your every breath and I care about your every
breath. Who could even do this for another? Others would have to
sometimes think of themselves.
I am God and I can think of you at every instant. I am so close to
you you do not have any comprehension. It is not a myth. I am truly
present to you at every instant. Feel My presence. Make Me alive to
you. Experience all I have to give you. You will know Me as your
personal Jesus the more you read and re-read these letters. I write
them to each of you. Only God could love you each this way. Focus
on Me and you and how close I am to you. I love you so, little one.
Whence you go you never walk alone. I walked a road of torture
that led to My death for love of you! When will you realize what I