GOD'S BLUE BOOK - Shepherds of Christ Ministries

60 God’s Blue Book
know a little of My intense love. No one can talk about what our
love is like — it is beyond words, beyond your comprehension, but
there is a knowing that this is different from all else that you crave
and it is true.
Come to Me and let your world go. It is so hard and without feeling.
I am so loving and so intense. Let Me reach into your heart and
love your soul. Let Me touch you the way I want to. Open yourself
and be alone with Me. Experience Me, My child. You do not know
what I can give you. You must trust and keep coming this way with
an open soul. Open to be filled by Me in My time and in My place.
Be patient. I want to love you. You must prove to Me your love for
Me. Your time and desire to be united with Me will let Me know
your intentions. I do not give Myself to everyone. You must want
this union very much. I must be so much a part of your life that
your life is so little to you. I love you so much.
R.Nobody can teach me about the ways of the soul and loving
Jesus and God. Only God can reveal such things to me. If I want
to be close to Him, I must be as a baby at the breast.
I must be taught and cared for and fed by Him, Who knows
things of love in the soul. We all crave this union, but it is only
Jesus and God Who can give us what we want. We must come
and beg for this from them. This is torment, to want to be so
close to Jesus but not be able. I must be totally submissive and
surrendering to Him and He, in His time, will reveal Himself to
me little by little, if I come and wait with Him. I am like a baby. I
must wait to be fed. I must wait for this love. He is in charge of
giving me what He wants to. I could not, in my nothingness, take
all of Him. I would pass out. I am not ready for it all. I am as a
baby. He gives me little bites—that is all I can handle—but I
crave it all in my soul. Jesus, give me little bites and teach me
how to know You more and more, how to serve You and please
You. I know this gnawing will never be satisfied here on earth,
but it will be filled to a greater degree if I keep coming to You.
You will give me glimpses of Yourself which will overpower me
in my earthly form.
It is this craving of the soul that keeps coming back for more
and more. Now I understand My unrest. It is for love—deep,
deep love of You. I crave it so. As we let go more and more of
ourselves we become more and more ready for You. To experience
You is overwhelming. Your power would knock us over. It
overwhelms us. We can experience You more and more in the
Eucharist if we give ourselves over to You and You choose when