is there a place for heavenly mother in mormon theology?
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S U N S T O N E<br />
My radio/phone rang, break<strong>in</strong>g the echo<strong>in</strong>g silence, “Jeff!<br />
We’ve just had a call from Build<strong>in</strong>g 12M, room 323. . . .” The<br />
front desk clerk’s tone was frantic. I took a cue from h<strong>is</strong> voice<br />
and spr<strong>in</strong>ted towards the pop-up nearest 12M. He cont<strong>in</strong>ued,<br />
“An Elder Biggs says h<strong>is</strong> companion <strong>is</strong> ly<strong>in</strong>g on the floor,<br />
bleed<strong>in</strong>g from the neck.” I switched my handset from telephone<br />
to radio function on the BYU police d<strong>is</strong>patch channel<br />
and keyed the mike, “D<strong>is</strong>patch from 408. . . .”<br />
They replied immediately. “Go ahead, 408.”<br />
“Send an ambulance to 12M <strong>in</strong> the MTC. I have a report of<br />
an elder down, bleed<strong>in</strong>g from the neck, unresponsive. . . . I am<br />
en route.”<br />
“I copy 408. Ambulance on its way. Break . . . 27 . . .”<br />
Another voice, that of a BYU police officer, crackled over the<br />
airwaves, “Th<strong>is</strong> <strong>is</strong> 27, go ahead.”<br />
D<strong>is</strong>patch said, “27, respond to the MTC, Build<strong>in</strong>g 12M,<br />
medical emergency. Unit 408 will meet you.”<br />
I broke <strong>in</strong> as I climbed one-handed the ladder <strong>in</strong> the popup<br />
nearest 12M, “Negative 27. Unit 418 will meet you at the<br />
north door of 12M. Break . . . 418 from 408, did you copy<br />
that? Room 323.”<br />
Brian’s voice, “Th<strong>is</strong> <strong>is</strong> 418, I copy. 12M, 323.” I tw<strong>is</strong>ted the<br />
key and dragged the north doors of 12M open. The stairs were<br />
“Oh geez.<br />
Please don’t<br />
tell my parents;<br />
I want to go<br />
home. Please<br />
don’t tell<br />
my parents.<br />
Please . . . can I<br />
go home now?”<br />
empty and echo<strong>in</strong>g. I took them three at a time.<br />
Room 323 was on the third floor, far side of the build<strong>in</strong>g.<br />
My keys j<strong>in</strong>gled <strong>in</strong> my hand as I ran down the dark hallway<br />
through the cloy<strong>in</strong>g smell of BO and deodorant.<br />
Stand<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the doorway of room 323 was an elder with h<strong>is</strong><br />
head bowed and h<strong>is</strong> arms folded. I spoke, “Elder. . . !” He<br />
looked up at me and put h<strong>is</strong> f<strong>in</strong>ger to h<strong>is</strong> lips. I grabbed h<strong>is</strong><br />
shoulders and shoved him aside. I could barely see an elder<br />
ly<strong>in</strong>g on the floor of the room. Six or seven elders knelt around<br />
him, arms extended to h<strong>is</strong> <strong>for</strong>ehead. I pulled two aside and<br />
looked at h<strong>is</strong> prostrate <strong>for</strong>m.<br />
Adrenal<strong>in</strong>e poured hotly through my body be<strong>for</strong>e my bra<strong>in</strong><br />
kicked <strong>in</strong> and my thoughts started turn<strong>in</strong>g over swiftly. He was<br />
breath<strong>in</strong>g. H<strong>is</strong> shirtfront was a mass of red. A marbled pattern<br />
of blood, black sta<strong>in</strong>s, and dirty gray carpet surrounded him.<br />
Under the heels of one of the kneel<strong>in</strong>g elders lay a hunt<strong>in</strong>g<br />
knife, blood on the blade and handle. That changed th<strong>in</strong>gs<br />
from tragic accident to possible assault. I couldn’t allow the<br />
room to be d<strong>is</strong>turbed any more than it already was.<br />
The “voice” <strong>for</strong> the bless<strong>in</strong>g they were giv<strong>in</strong>g cut off <strong>in</strong> midsentence<br />
when I pushed him over backwards. He flailed, and<br />
h<strong>is</strong> eyes opened. Be<strong>for</strong>e he could speak, I roared, “Out! All of<br />
you!” I shot my gaze around the room. “Move it! Out!”<br />
They all stood up and filed out. I looked down at the<br />
wounded elder. Closer <strong>in</strong>spection revealed that the bleed<strong>in</strong>g<br />
must have slowed s<strong>in</strong>ce soak<strong>in</strong>g h<strong>is</strong> shirt and the floor. A<br />
dime-sized hole lay <strong>in</strong> the hollow of h<strong>is</strong> throat. Bits of white<br />
cartilage showed through the bright red blood well<strong>in</strong>g up. H<strong>is</strong><br />
eyes were open, and he whimpered. Blood flecked h<strong>is</strong> lips and<br />
teeth. I spoke to him.<br />
“Elder. Tell me your name.” My m<strong>in</strong>d raced as I tried to<br />
th<strong>in</strong>k of everyth<strong>in</strong>g you were supposed to do <strong>in</strong> these situations.<br />
I didn’t dare apply pressure to h<strong>is</strong> throat. I could only try<br />
to keep him awake until the paramedics arrived.<br />
The bleed<strong>in</strong>g boy whimpered h<strong>is</strong> reply to my<br />
question, “Elder George.” He began to buck and<br />
jerk, “Help me! Oh my gosh! Help me! Is that<br />
m<strong>in</strong>e?” H<strong>is</strong> eyes found the blood on the floor and h<strong>is</strong><br />
shirt. “I’ve got to go home. Got to go home! Oh! My<br />
gosh!<br />
I put my hands on h<strong>is</strong> chest to hold him still, repeat<strong>in</strong>g<br />
the words, “Calm down, Elder. Calm down.”<br />
He tried to control h<strong>is</strong> breath<strong>in</strong>g by hold<strong>in</strong>g h<strong>is</strong><br />
breath. When he did, air bubbled and h<strong>is</strong>sed out the<br />
hole <strong>in</strong> h<strong>is</strong> throat. I keyed my mike aga<strong>in</strong>. “D<strong>is</strong>patch<br />
from 408. The elder has a punctured throat and<br />
w<strong>in</strong>dpipe. He <strong>is</strong> still conscious. External bleed<strong>in</strong>g <strong>is</strong><br />
slugg<strong>is</strong>h.”<br />
“Copy 408.”<br />
I said to the wild-eyed youth under my hands,<br />
“Elder, I don’t see any more significant bleed<strong>in</strong>g.<br />
You’re gonna be alright. The ambulance <strong>is</strong> already on<br />
the way.” Comprehension glimmered <strong>in</strong> h<strong>is</strong> eyes as<br />
he hoarsly said, “OK.”<br />
“Elder, tell me what happened. How did you get<br />
hurt?”<br />
He answered <strong>in</strong> a frantic wh<strong>in</strong>e, “I don’t know! I was asleep,<br />
and I guess I heard a knock at the door, so I got up and answered<br />
it. I guess the guy stand<strong>in</strong>g <strong>there</strong> stabbed me, and ran<br />
away or someth<strong>in</strong>g. I started call<strong>in</strong>g <strong>for</strong> help. Then I guess they<br />
turned the lights on, and . . .”<br />
There lay the knife and the wound to go with it. Maybe the<br />
elder sounded unsure of himself due to shock. I kept him<br />
talk<strong>in</strong>g, asked him about h<strong>is</strong> hometown, h<strong>is</strong> family. . . .<br />
About a m<strong>in</strong>ute after the elder told me he had been stabbed,<br />
Officer 27 arrived. H<strong>is</strong> name was Aaron, a young, full-time,<br />
BYU police officer, and a friend of m<strong>in</strong>e.<br />
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