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S U N S T O N E<br />

My radio/phone rang, break<strong>in</strong>g the echo<strong>in</strong>g silence, “Jeff!<br />

We’ve just had a call from Build<strong>in</strong>g 12M, room 323. . . .” The<br />

front desk clerk’s tone was frantic. I took a cue from h<strong>is</strong> voice<br />

and spr<strong>in</strong>ted towards the pop-up nearest 12M. He cont<strong>in</strong>ued,<br />

“An Elder Biggs says h<strong>is</strong> companion <strong>is</strong> ly<strong>in</strong>g on the floor,<br />

bleed<strong>in</strong>g from the neck.” I switched my handset from telephone<br />

to radio function on the BYU police d<strong>is</strong>patch channel<br />

and keyed the mike, “D<strong>is</strong>patch from 408. . . .”<br />

They replied immediately. “Go ahead, 408.”<br />

“Send an ambulance to 12M <strong>in</strong> the MTC. I have a report of<br />

an elder down, bleed<strong>in</strong>g from the neck, unresponsive. . . . I am<br />

en route.”<br />

“I copy 408. Ambulance on its way. Break . . . 27 . . .”<br />

Another voice, that of a BYU police officer, crackled over the<br />

airwaves, “Th<strong>is</strong> <strong>is</strong> 27, go ahead.”<br />

D<strong>is</strong>patch said, “27, respond to the MTC, Build<strong>in</strong>g 12M,<br />

medical emergency. Unit 408 will meet you.”<br />

I broke <strong>in</strong> as I climbed one-handed the ladder <strong>in</strong> the popup<br />

nearest 12M, “Negative 27. Unit 418 will meet you at the<br />

north door of 12M. Break . . . 418 from 408, did you copy<br />

that? Room 323.”<br />

Brian’s voice, “Th<strong>is</strong> <strong>is</strong> 418, I copy. 12M, 323.” I tw<strong>is</strong>ted the<br />

key and dragged the north doors of 12M open. The stairs were<br />

“Oh geez.<br />

Please don’t<br />

tell my parents;<br />

I want to go<br />

home. Please<br />

don’t tell<br />

my parents.<br />

Please . . . can I<br />

go home now?”<br />

empty and echo<strong>in</strong>g. I took them three at a time.<br />

Room 323 was on the third floor, far side of the build<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

My keys j<strong>in</strong>gled <strong>in</strong> my hand as I ran down the dark hallway<br />

through the cloy<strong>in</strong>g smell of BO and deodorant.<br />

Stand<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the doorway of room 323 was an elder with h<strong>is</strong><br />

head bowed and h<strong>is</strong> arms folded. I spoke, “Elder. . . !” He<br />

looked up at me and put h<strong>is</strong> f<strong>in</strong>ger to h<strong>is</strong> lips. I grabbed h<strong>is</strong><br />

shoulders and shoved him aside. I could barely see an elder<br />

ly<strong>in</strong>g on the floor of the room. Six or seven elders knelt around<br />

him, arms extended to h<strong>is</strong> <strong>for</strong>ehead. I pulled two aside and<br />

looked at h<strong>is</strong> prostrate <strong>for</strong>m.<br />

Adrenal<strong>in</strong>e poured hotly through my body be<strong>for</strong>e my bra<strong>in</strong><br />

kicked <strong>in</strong> and my thoughts started turn<strong>in</strong>g over swiftly. He was<br />

breath<strong>in</strong>g. H<strong>is</strong> shirtfront was a mass of red. A marbled pattern<br />

of blood, black sta<strong>in</strong>s, and dirty gray carpet surrounded him.<br />

Under the heels of one of the kneel<strong>in</strong>g elders lay a hunt<strong>in</strong>g<br />

knife, blood on the blade and handle. That changed th<strong>in</strong>gs<br />

from tragic accident to possible assault. I couldn’t allow the<br />

room to be d<strong>is</strong>turbed any more than it already was.<br />

The “voice” <strong>for</strong> the bless<strong>in</strong>g they were giv<strong>in</strong>g cut off <strong>in</strong> midsentence<br />

when I pushed him over backwards. He flailed, and<br />

h<strong>is</strong> eyes opened. Be<strong>for</strong>e he could speak, I roared, “Out! All of<br />

you!” I shot my gaze around the room. “Move it! Out!”<br />

They all stood up and filed out. I looked down at the<br />

wounded elder. Closer <strong>in</strong>spection revealed that the bleed<strong>in</strong>g<br />

must have slowed s<strong>in</strong>ce soak<strong>in</strong>g h<strong>is</strong> shirt and the floor. A<br />

dime-sized hole lay <strong>in</strong> the hollow of h<strong>is</strong> throat. Bits of white<br />

cartilage showed through the bright red blood well<strong>in</strong>g up. H<strong>is</strong><br />

eyes were open, and he whimpered. Blood flecked h<strong>is</strong> lips and<br />

teeth. I spoke to him.<br />

“Elder. Tell me your name.” My m<strong>in</strong>d raced as I tried to<br />

th<strong>in</strong>k of everyth<strong>in</strong>g you were supposed to do <strong>in</strong> these situations.<br />

I didn’t dare apply pressure to h<strong>is</strong> throat. I could only try<br />

to keep him awake until the paramedics arrived.<br />

The bleed<strong>in</strong>g boy whimpered h<strong>is</strong> reply to my<br />

question, “Elder George.” He began to buck and<br />

jerk, “Help me! Oh my gosh! Help me! Is that<br />

m<strong>in</strong>e?” H<strong>is</strong> eyes found the blood on the floor and h<strong>is</strong><br />

shirt. “I’ve got to go home. Got to go home! Oh! My<br />

gosh!<br />

I put my hands on h<strong>is</strong> chest to hold him still, repeat<strong>in</strong>g<br />

the words, “Calm down, Elder. Calm down.”<br />

He tried to control h<strong>is</strong> breath<strong>in</strong>g by hold<strong>in</strong>g h<strong>is</strong><br />

breath. When he did, air bubbled and h<strong>is</strong>sed out the<br />

hole <strong>in</strong> h<strong>is</strong> throat. I keyed my mike aga<strong>in</strong>. “D<strong>is</strong>patch<br />

from 408. The elder has a punctured throat and<br />

w<strong>in</strong>dpipe. He <strong>is</strong> still conscious. External bleed<strong>in</strong>g <strong>is</strong><br />

slugg<strong>is</strong>h.”<br />

“Copy 408.”<br />

I said to the wild-eyed youth under my hands,<br />

“Elder, I don’t see any more significant bleed<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

You’re gonna be alright. The ambulance <strong>is</strong> already on<br />

the way.” Comprehension glimmered <strong>in</strong> h<strong>is</strong> eyes as<br />

he hoarsly said, “OK.”<br />

“Elder, tell me what happened. How did you get<br />

hurt?”<br />

He answered <strong>in</strong> a frantic wh<strong>in</strong>e, “I don’t know! I was asleep,<br />

and I guess I heard a knock at the door, so I got up and answered<br />

it. I guess the guy stand<strong>in</strong>g <strong>there</strong> stabbed me, and ran<br />

away or someth<strong>in</strong>g. I started call<strong>in</strong>g <strong>for</strong> help. Then I guess they<br />

turned the lights on, and . . .”<br />

There lay the knife and the wound to go with it. Maybe the<br />

elder sounded unsure of himself due to shock. I kept him<br />

talk<strong>in</strong>g, asked him about h<strong>is</strong> hometown, h<strong>is</strong> family. . . .<br />

About a m<strong>in</strong>ute after the elder told me he had been stabbed,<br />

Officer 27 arrived. H<strong>is</strong> name was Aaron, a young, full-time,<br />

BYU police officer, and a friend of m<strong>in</strong>e.<br />

PAGE 38 JULY 2004

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