Abandoned roads - Jos Lammers
Abandoned roads - Jos Lammers
Abandoned roads - Jos Lammers
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porary job as street sweeper, ordering me to start a junk<br />
collecting service. It worked in England and we had to<br />
have one too. Now. “Maharaj ji will guide you, brother.”<br />
Or that evening the housemother asked me to clear out<br />
the washing machine in the attic and I couldn’t resist<br />
checking out my Carl Denig rucksack. I still knew exactly<br />
were I had put it, behind a couple of boxes, right down in<br />
the corner. The boxes were still there. The rucksack wasn’t.<br />
I pushed a stack of books aside that somebody must have<br />
put there when they joined the ashram. Nothing. Maybe<br />
somebody had put it somewhere else. I shouldn’t start<br />
worrying about this, but there was no way back. On all<br />
fours I crawled over the dusty wooden planks and moved<br />
aside boxes, garbage bags and old suitcases, though I knew<br />
better. Canvas colored, aluminium frame, ultra light,<br />
incontestable, lasts a lifetime, the guy selling it at Carl<br />
Denig had said. It was gone. I returned to the kitchen<br />
without the laundry and asked the housemother if she<br />
knew anything about it. My rucksack. She looked at me<br />
feeling sorry. “Don’t be attached”, was the only thing she<br />
was going to say. “He gave it away”, she then added in a<br />
whisper. “A girl traveling through, you know how he is”,<br />
she said meaningfully turning her eyes up. Sticky, yes I<br />
knew. Sucking up to the ‘sisters’. With my rucksack that<br />
is. I could already see the mocking smile in his eyes when<br />
I would dare to ask about it.<br />
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