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An Authentic Life v 1.2 - Universalist Radha-Krishnaism

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wouldn’t take me because I had too much acne on my<br />

back that might stain their pretty white uniforms. So,<br />

I accepted a full scholarship to Pratt Institute Engineering<br />

School in Brooklyn and got a thousand dollar<br />

student loan to cover living expenses.<br />

Although my family wasn’t religious and didn’t<br />

attend church, after his stroke, Dad took a mail order<br />

course with Mom’s help, and he became an ordained<br />

minister. He set up a church in our home basement<br />

and invited family and friends. Of course I had to attend.<br />

He preached angry, hell-fire-and-brimstone<br />

sermons no one wanted to hear. Fortunately, this did<br />

not last too long, and he unsuccessfully pursued other<br />

ministries.<br />

In my senior year of high school, I thought, “I<br />

should find out about God, the nature of the soul, the<br />

purpose of life, and the afterlife before I leave home.”<br />

I attended adult confirmation classes at a local Missouri<br />

Synod Lutheran Church. The pastor answered<br />

my questions with unsatisfying dogma, and I saw the<br />

church as a social club. The sermons put me to sleep. I<br />

stopped attending soon after confirmation.<br />

After graduation in the summer of 1964, I read<br />

Jack Kerouac’s On the Road. It proved a seminal, life<br />

changing book. Kerouac presented a captivating, alternative<br />

vision of life in stark contrast to the dull<br />

suburban life I lived. Like him, I searched for beatific<br />

experience found by living life fully--both materially<br />

and spiritually. Since then, I follow the road of life as a<br />

dharma bum.<br />

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