A man that is whole and true… is such because he governs himself…And in spite of theapparent dynamism of events and the variety of situations he knows that the world is hismirror.Whether it is good or bad, ugly or beautiful, right or wrong, everything a man encounters isjust his reflection and not reality – said the Dreamer, and from His tone I understood ourmeeting had reached its end. He was about to leave me. ‐ Everyone always and only reapswhat he is…You are both the seed, and the harvest…”.“This is why all the revolutions in history have failed…they tried to change the world fromthe outside…they believed the image in the pool to be real…”.“Do not rely any more on the world <strong>for</strong> help. Go beyond it! Only those who have gonebeyond the world can improve it.”Here He stopped <strong>for</strong> a few moments. “Go beyond it!” He ordered and then fell silent oncemore. Transcend the world ‐ go beyond it! What could this mean?“For centuries man has scratched at the screen of the world, believing he could change theimages of the film he himself had projected onto it.”<strong>The</strong> explanation <strong>for</strong> the failure of so many generations of men who had set out to changethe course of history was being handed to me on a silver tray. That bitterly comic visionsummed up the infinite succession of atrocities, defeats and heroics, passing upon it just onejudgment: that it had been a colossal useless folly.“You…get out of this madness! – He ordered with unexpected kindness. “Forget aboutwars, revolutions and economic, social, or political re<strong>for</strong>m… concern yourself with the onewho is truly responsible <strong>for</strong> everything that happens…Stop thinking about the dream andtake care of the dreamer in you. <strong>The</strong> greatest revolution, the most difficult of allundertakings, yet the only one that has any sense, is changing one’s self”.19 A man cannot hide“Those who depend on the world remain mired in the lowest levels of existence ‐ <strong>The</strong>Dreamer warned –Your whole life, you have looked <strong>for</strong> ephemeral certainties andsatisfactions and security outside of yourself…constantly suspended between hope and…which are the roots of dependence….”While speaking to me the Dreamer fixed me in His gaze with a severity that did not allowme to blink or to draw breath, as He would do when He had to overcome my barriers andreach me at a deeper level. ”Your life, like that of all those who are dependent, is horrible. Itis the life of a slave…Years and years in an office, perpetuating mediocrity and scarcity,without even the slightest desire to escape from that prison.” I took note of what He wassaying, like a war reporter, writing amidst a hail of gunfire. “<strong>The</strong>re is nothing outthere…there is no help coming from anywhere at all – repeated the Dreamer, to impress thisstatement within the core of my most deeply rooted beliefs – I will never stop repeating this;42
nothing is outside of you…What you call the ‘world’ is only an effect…what you call realityis the materialisation, the mirror image of your dreams or your nightmares…”.This vision would reveal itself to be the backdrop to all His teachings and, on severaloccasions in the future, the Dreamer would elaborate and expand on it, as my ability tounderstand and support its subversive <strong>for</strong>ce developed. I remember how that first time hadbeen a shock <strong>for</strong> me ‐ a reversal of everything I had believed in up until that moment.“Realise that the world is in you, and not vice versa! What is in the world, or pertains to it,can neither help nor save you!”<strong>The</strong>n His words became an exhortation, an appeal that I felt was directed not only to me butto every man. His words were laced with the disappointment of one who knows he isoffering something of great value to someone who can neither appreciate it nor use it. “Aspireto freedom, leave this crowd of miserable wretches …Impose a new way of feeling uponyourself. Conquer the immensity within you and the galaxies will become grains of sand…”“Broaden your vision and you will see the world become small…Vision and reality are oneand the same thing…Look <strong>for</strong> integrity and what are insurmountable mountains <strong>for</strong> otherswill become tiny bumps <strong>for</strong> you.”I interpreted the pause that followed as an invitation to make a comment and, carelessly, Iventured a few observations. I said something about the difficulty of accepting the idea thatwe are the cause of every event or circumstance in our lives. I took care to avoid anythingcontentious and adopted the impartial tone of one who tries to introduce a wise neutralityinto a casual conversation with a stranger. Like a blind man, I could not perceive theunfathomable distance which separated the Dreamer’s words from mine on the ladder ofresponsibility.“It seems impossible to believe that everything that can happen to a man, from a cold to aplane crash, is the materialisation of his psychology” I concluded. I felt simultaneouslyfascinated and threatened by the Dreamer’s vision. Following the trail of my reflections, I wasdigging down to the roots of our civilization, as far as those two contrasting positions whichhave divided our world to this day. Classical Greece believed in a goddess of Fortune whoblindly bestowed favours. <strong>The</strong>y represented her wearing a blindfold. <strong>The</strong> ancient Romans, onthe other hand, believed in homo faber. Fortune to the Romans was a goddess who had themost dioptres and respected the virtue of the individual. In my mind I classified the Dreameramong those who supported the Roman conception of the world. However, I hardly hadtime to <strong>for</strong>mulate this idea, when I heard His voice trans<strong>for</strong>m itself into a roar which froze myblood, as in the most terrible moments I had previously experienced with Him. “…Do youthink you are here to engage in small talk with some poor schmuck like yourself!...Hear mewell – He said, and rein<strong>for</strong>ced this order by tapping His right ear with His first two fingerstogether, several times, in a slow and deliberate way. ‘<strong>The</strong> world is a reflection of your statesof being’ means that Luisa did not die of cancer. Her death is the theatrical representation ofyour inner drama, your mortal anguish…That event, like all events, is only a manifestationof your states of being…Even if you try to conceal it by blaming and complaining endlessly,43