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that has become too small to allow people to get on with theircultural evolution. (p. 5)BackgroundI have been a passionate learner as far back as I can recollect; however, Ido not have many memories <strong>of</strong> academic success until recently.Interest<strong>in</strong>gly, it was this paradox, this crisis, that provided a catalyst formy journey—a way to “get on with” my cultural evolution. As a lifelonglearner and educator dedicated to the learners <strong>in</strong> my care I take advantage<strong>of</strong> many opportunities to improve my practice (i.e. additionalqualification courses, voluntary pr<strong>of</strong>essional development, m<strong>in</strong>istry <strong>of</strong>education tra<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g, school board <strong>in</strong>itiatives…) as I seek the answer to theproblems that plague education today. Although I did have some positiveexperiences as I encountered other passionate educators and <strong>in</strong>terest<strong>in</strong>gtheories, I did not f<strong>in</strong>d the solution I sought. Instead, I became moreimmersed <strong>in</strong> didactic th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g and false dichotomies—the “one-th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g”(Mann <strong>in</strong> Four Arrows, 2008, p.42) that dom<strong>in</strong>ates the pedagogue <strong>of</strong> ourlearn<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong>stitutions. Too <strong>of</strong>ten, I felt that much <strong>of</strong> what I was do<strong>in</strong>gcontributed to the devolution <strong>of</strong> my students and myself—this was myliv<strong>in</strong>g contradiction (Whitehead, 1989). The values that I sensed wereimportant were <strong>of</strong>ten <strong>in</strong> conflict with M<strong>in</strong>istry mandates, prescribedcurriculum, board <strong>in</strong>itiatives and school policy, <strong>in</strong>clud<strong>in</strong>g standardizedtest<strong>in</strong>g and textbook learn<strong>in</strong>g. I was beg<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g to lose my sense <strong>of</strong> self asthe ability to live accord<strong>in</strong>g to my values was challenged. Lack<strong>in</strong>gconfidence <strong>in</strong> my self-knowledge created an impoverished learn<strong>in</strong>genvironment for my students and me and prevented us from flourish<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>dividually and collectively.Recogniz<strong>in</strong>g that traditional th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g stifled my creative efforts, I beganlook<strong>in</strong>g outside <strong>of</strong> Western thought for explanations and ideas. Iimmersed myself <strong>in</strong> books that shared alternative, non-Western,worldviews. I was consum<strong>in</strong>g an <strong>in</strong>ord<strong>in</strong>ate amount <strong>of</strong> literature and readeveryth<strong>in</strong>g from Ayurveda to Zen; however, I still lacked a frameworkfor apply<strong>in</strong>g this knowledge to my educational practice.This crisis was the birth <strong>of</strong> my transformation that enabled me to see thepotential <strong>of</strong> a culture <strong>of</strong> <strong>in</strong>quiry based on Delong’s model and the hopeand wisdom <strong>in</strong> Whitehead’s “liv<strong>in</strong>g educational theory”.While pursu<strong>in</strong>g a Master’s <strong>of</strong> Education degree, I was <strong>in</strong>troduced toWhitehead’s “liv<strong>in</strong>g educational theory” model <strong>of</strong> action <strong>research</strong> andDelong’s culture <strong>of</strong> <strong>in</strong>quiry model, and through develop<strong>in</strong>g my ownliv<strong>in</strong>g educational theory I generated a way to blend theory and practicethat transcended traditional l<strong>in</strong>ear, analytical and technical th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g andhonoured alternative epistemology and ontology. Equally important, this

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