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Impacts-of-methamphetamine-in-Victoria-Community-Assessment-Penington-Institute

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William threatened to stab his housemates. He also noted that after this episode, while he was stillus<strong>in</strong>g, he found ways <strong>of</strong> lett<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong>f his frustration <strong>in</strong> what he saw as more socially acceptable ways –such as at concerts.“We’d smoked <strong>in</strong> the public toilet. [And] just go <strong>of</strong>f our rocker at the gig... It was a metal gig so youcould throw yourself around, hit people without copp<strong>in</strong>g serious blame for it or hav<strong>in</strong>g repercussions– it was a good way to vent”Relationships with family and friendsRelationships for both young men were harmed due to <strong>methamphetam<strong>in</strong>e</strong> use. This was caused byisolat<strong>in</strong>g themselves from family and friends who didn’t use and because <strong>of</strong> arguments had while theywere on <strong>methamphetam<strong>in</strong>e</strong>.It has taken time to rebuild relationships with family members, which William, <strong>in</strong> part, worries isrelated to his ongo<strong>in</strong>g mood sw<strong>in</strong>gs.“I have flip outs... I get really angry for no reason and emotional for no reason. I couldn’t control theextremities”Brodie said only two friends had expressed concern at her levels <strong>of</strong> use,“because they don’t know who I am anymore... I’m not the same person as I was when I’msubstance affected... not <strong>in</strong> the same frame <strong>of</strong> m<strong>in</strong>d... I’m more anxious. Not so trust<strong>in</strong>g”“I’ve been us<strong>in</strong>g for over 21 years, over the years I’ve lost so many friends... I’ve learnt to not to beso open and honest. I keep it pretty hush hush. Down here ... I would be mortified if a few <strong>of</strong> mysocial crowd found out. They know I’m a bit <strong>of</strong> a speed freak, but they’d be mortified if they knew [Iwas us<strong>in</strong>g ice}.” - Jordan“...the person I became was well known... everywhere I’d go people would know me for the wrongreasons”.While for William, it was from his family.“I obta<strong>in</strong>ed the stigma <strong>of</strong> the junkie <strong>of</strong> the family, by my outer family not just my immediate family.”He has been <strong>of</strong>f <strong>methamphetam<strong>in</strong>e</strong> for some months, and credits fight<strong>in</strong>g this stigma as motivat<strong>in</strong>ghim.“I was determ<strong>in</strong>ed to change their perception <strong>of</strong> me, and I th<strong>in</strong>k I’ve done pretty good with that s<strong>of</strong>ar”57

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