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A Champion's Mind - Pete Sampras

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that familiarity made me even more comfortable. And it also hit me that this wasn’t just a major final—it<br />

was the Wimbledon final. The end match at a tournament I grew up watching on TV. I was aware of the<br />

Royal Box, that dark green enclosure where the spectators had a lot more room than the ordinary schmoes,<br />

and sat in wicker armchairs with tan-and-green cushions. The ball echoes on Centre Court in a deeply<br />

satisfying way, because it’s small, close, and partially covered.<br />

From the start, I played well—very well. But it was never easy against Jim, and I had to take care of<br />

my serve and look for my opportunities to break him, which didn’t materialize in the first two sets until<br />

the tiebreakers. In a way, this was the dangerous aspect of grass-court tennis personified. I dominated<br />

with my serve (I had twenty-two aces in the match), and backed it with precise volleys. But solving Jim’s<br />

serve was a far tougher assignment. As we arrived at each tiebreaker, I was well aware that an errant shot<br />

by me here, or a great or lucky shot by him there, would win him the set.<br />

My serve and volley carried me through the first-set tiebreaker. The decisive point of the match<br />

probably was a set point Jim had in the second-set tiebreaker, at 6–5. At that point, I kind of mishit a<br />

volley. It was a strange floater that looked like it was going to sail long and give Jim the set, but it died in<br />

the air and nicked the baseline to tie it up in the breaker, 6–6. Jim was discouraged and I leaped on my<br />

chance, ending the set two points later with a running crosscourt forehand. Later Jim would hit the nail on<br />

the head when he contemplated his missed set-point chance: “It’s just grass-court tennis—roll the dice.”<br />

But even with two sets in hand, the job wasn’t nearly done. In fact, the enormous relief I felt when I<br />

won the second set led to a huge letdown on my part. Serving the second game of the third set, I doublefaulted<br />

on break point and that put a new puff of wind into Jim’s sails. I managed to get the break back, but<br />

I was still drained from all the nervous energy I had expended, and although I was still playing hard and<br />

playing well, I was starting to feel fatigued.<br />

I knew better than to show my fatigue. I needed to keep my shoulders up and squared away. This was<br />

something Tim had worked hard to impress on me in the eighteen months that we’d been working together,<br />

so I pushed myself. I told myself not to dig too deep a hole. But Jim broke me again in the eighth game,<br />

and then he served out the set with an ace.<br />

We battled on serve for five games in the fourth set, and I sensed that I was in trouble. And that’s when<br />

my newfound determination kicked in. A year earlier, I might have wilted in the sun and let the fourth set<br />

slip away and then—who knows? I felt the truth and reality of that possibility in my gut, but I didn’t think<br />

about it. I was always good at shutting out the doubt. I forced myself to fight harder—harder than I ever<br />

had before. I pulled my game together and I broke Jim in the sixth game of the fourth set with another<br />

running forehand pass.<br />

Suddenly I had room to breathe, and I was just two games from the title. Those games went by in a<br />

flurry of aces and winning volleys. And when I converted match point, I felt this surge of joy mixed with<br />

relief. I finally understood what it meant to be a worthy Grand Slam champ. It didn’t matter what anyone<br />

else thought or said, I knew in my own mind that this was the moment when I truly arrived. Up to then, I<br />

had known I could play great matches and win tournaments, even the odd major when everything else fell<br />

into place. But this match wasn’t about merely playing well, it was about legitimizing my character as a<br />

champion.<br />

I’d emerged from the crucible of anxiety and proved my worth. The big difference between this final<br />

and the ones that came before it was that on this occasion, I was fully aware of what was at stake. I set a<br />

pattern that day. In the future, I would take that feeling—that sense of acute anxiety melting away into total<br />

focus and a great sense of liberation when a match finally started—into every critical match I would play.<br />

My win at Wimbledon in 1993 was really the beginning of my career as a dominant champion, although<br />

an incident in the press conference underscored how green I still was, emotionally. The late Princess<br />

Diana had watched me beat Jim, and she had clearly been in my corner as a fan. When the British tabloids<br />

pointed this out and asked for my reaction, I flippantly replied, “Maybe she has a crush on me.” Some of

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