Delving Into My Identity as Gray
Portfolio 1 - 2016
Portfolio 1 - 2016
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Gin Consciousness<br />
Is it that I <strong>as</strong>k too much?<br />
Is it that my sense of self-worth or perceived destiny is inflated?<br />
I expect so little.<br />
I watch the swirls of liquor in the bottom of my gl<strong>as</strong>s <strong>as</strong> I tip it to my hesitant lips.<br />
<strong>My</strong> soul disconnected, in hiding.<br />
It’s wiser this way.<br />
I curled my back against the beatings and somewhere along the way,<br />
I’ve forgotten how to stand tall again.<br />
So many walk with their faces toward the sky,<br />
no fear it might reign down and strike them.<br />
What is this reality that I can see into another, interact with it even,<br />
yet never step foot in it?<br />
I hold my now empty tumbler to my eyes, peering through<br />
to the distortion on the other side.<br />
What trickery is this that I am left alone in this tumultuous world with naught but the<br />
instructions from some foreign land?<br />
I am afraid.<br />
I am always afraid.<br />
In this world, the one they interact with but cannot see <strong>as</strong> I can see theirs,<br />
the sky and the ground all lie in wait<br />
for a moment to pounce and smother.