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I ground my teeth together violently. Keep it together,<br />
Keller. This is how girls get sucked into abusive relationships. No<br />
matter how much you love him, he’s <strong>no</strong>t safe right <strong>no</strong>w. “You’re<br />
gonna be fine. Okay? You did the right thing. You’re going to see a<br />
doctor. He’ll help you.”<br />
“I miss you.”<br />
God, just drive the freaking knife right into my heart, why<br />
don’t you?<br />
“I miss you too.” My voice sounded like the air rushing out<br />
of a balloon.<br />
“So I guess ... I’ll see you around then.”<br />
“Let me k<strong>no</strong>w how the doctor goes. When’s your<br />
appointment?”<br />
“Next Friday.”<br />
“Okay. Look, remember, through all this, <strong>no</strong> matter what, I<br />
love you. I just can’t be around you right <strong>no</strong>w.”<br />
“I understand.”<br />
I had never missed Michelle so much as I did during the<br />
week and a half it took for Tucker to go to his doctor’s appointment.<br />
I wanted to text her and spill everything that was going on. I wanted<br />
to cry because I was so freaking terrified that Tucker was going to<br />
wind up drugged up on medication or in a padded room. I wanted<br />
her to tell me it would work out and come over and watch movies<br />
and distract me. But I couldn’t. She’d never forgive me for going off<br />
on her if she found out she’d been right, at least about ghost hunting<br />
being dangerous.<br />
Instead, I stuck it out on my own, keeping busy with work<br />
and trying to focus on sociology and statistics. As if. My boyfriend<br />
was going through trauma and I was sitting around trying to identify<br />
what problems were mutually exclusive. Obviously my focus was<br />
on the enthralling math equations!<br />
On Friday night, Tucker sent me a text that told me he’d gone<br />
to the doctor. <strong>The</strong>y wanted to do some testing so it was going to be<br />
a while longer before they’d k<strong>no</strong>w what was going on with him. I<br />
answered that I was proud of him and to please keep me posted.<br />
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