Women of Light Magazine: Issue 02

work with this cat!” I believe God was telling me
cat. Gradually she accepted me more and more.
started letting me trim her nails when she was
I knew God was telling me
that I had to let go and
trust HIM with Jocelyn.
It has become clearer and clearer with each
passing day that God has called me to work with
these children with primal hearts. He is teaching
God is calling me to work with. I still have a lot
journey with God.
that cat. I knew God was telling me that I had
harder you hold onto the ones with primal hearts,
will trust you and come willingly.” It is all the
sweeter in those moments when they seek you out.
Relentless Questioning
close to Ryan. I desperately needed that closeness.
It was a time completely centered on honoring
Ryan the way he deserved. When the memorial
I could endure. The heartache, desperation and
despair were relentless. I had to surrender or my
soul would perish. I needed to trust and allow God
to guide me where I was meant to go, or I knew I
Blog Entry:
“Relentless Questioning”
Thursday, October 26, 2010
When you lose someone, anyone, you are
often left with questions of how you could
have changed things, prevented things, or done
things differently. When you lose a child, the
questions are relentless, cutting so sharply into
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