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Songs of Bilitis - Benjamin Adamah

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MORNING RAIN<br />

The night is fading. The stars are far away. Now the very latest courtesans have<br />

all gone homewards with their paramours. And I, in the morning rain, write<br />

these verses in the sand.<br />

The leaves are loaded down with shining water. The little streams that run<br />

across the roads carry earth and trains <strong>of</strong> dead leaves. The rain, drop by drop,<br />

makes holes in my song.<br />

Ah, how sad and lonely I am here! The youngest do not look at me at all; the<br />

oldest all have quite forgotten me. 'Tis well. They will learn my verses, and the<br />

children <strong>of</strong> their children. . .<br />

Here is something neither Myrtale, nor Thaïs, nor Glykera will say, the day their<br />

lovely cheeks grow sagged with age. Those who will love when I am gone, will<br />

sing my songs together, in the dark.<br />

TRUE DEATH<br />

Aphrodite! inexorable Goddess, thou hast desired that happy youth with lovely<br />

curls should fade from me, too, in a few short days. Why did I not die altogether<br />

then?<br />

I looked at myself in my mirror: I can no longer smile or even cry. Oh! lovely face<br />

that Mnasidika loved, I can't believe that you were really mine.<br />

Can it be that all is ended now! I have not yet lived five times eight short years; I<br />

feel that I was born but yesterday, and now it must already be proclaimed: No<br />

one will ever love me any more.<br />

I have shorn all my hair, and twined it in my girdle and I <strong>of</strong>fer it to thee, eternal<br />

Kypris! I shall not cease from loving thee. This is the last verse <strong>of</strong> the pious<br />

<strong>Bilitis</strong>.<br />

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