Peace in the Face of War
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<strong>the</strong>atre halls. There was a strong sense <strong>of</strong> collectivism among us, which<br />
more than anyth<strong>in</strong>g else helped me to survive.<br />
I was a communist <strong>the</strong>n. And I rema<strong>in</strong> one today. I cannot betray my ideals.<br />
I jo<strong>in</strong>ed <strong>the</strong> party <strong>in</strong> 1948; I have been a member for over 50 years. Like my<br />
parents before me, I live for society.<br />
The siege set <strong>the</strong> Pr<strong>of</strong>essor on a trajectory <strong>of</strong> <strong>in</strong>ner exploration that lasted his<br />
whole lifetime. He told me:<br />
Two months ago I skied to <strong>the</strong> North Pole. Our success <strong>in</strong> that expedition was<br />
due to outstand<strong>in</strong>g organisation, self-discipl<strong>in</strong>e and mutual cooperation.<br />
For that I owe a debt <strong>of</strong> gratitude to <strong>the</strong> war. It accustomed me to front-l<strong>in</strong>e<br />
conditions, <strong>in</strong> which noth<strong>in</strong>g is your own, you hold everyth<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> common.<br />
We visited some schools <strong>in</strong> Arctic towns to give talks about our experience.<br />
Yesterday I received some letters from <strong>the</strong> children who heard me speak. It’s<br />
hard to read <strong>the</strong>m, I get emotional… They show that we signify someth<strong>in</strong>g to<br />
<strong>the</strong>m as people. In <strong>the</strong>ir eyes we have led extraord<strong>in</strong>ary lives. We survived<br />
<strong>the</strong> war; we come from a different society. I am very happy that we are able<br />
to <strong>in</strong>spire young people with <strong>the</strong>ir whole lives ahead <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>m.<br />
I believe that we need human solidarity and spiritual <strong>in</strong>spiration, not only<br />
<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> sense <strong>of</strong> follow<strong>in</strong>g Christ’s sermons but <strong>in</strong> build<strong>in</strong>g a strategy for <strong>the</strong><br />
future. If we are able to raise our children as we ourselves were brought up,<br />
<strong>the</strong>n all that we lived through will not have been <strong>in</strong> va<strong>in</strong>.<br />
Life is an eternal conflict, a battle to overcome obstacles. Positive and<br />
negative emotions arise all <strong>the</strong> time – but with<strong>in</strong> this it is possible to achieve<br />
equilibrium. You do not achieve this equilibrium by do<strong>in</strong>g noth<strong>in</strong>g. We who<br />
have faced hunger and cold understand this.<br />
Pr<strong>of</strong>essor Tikhv<strong>in</strong>skii was prepar<strong>in</strong>g to ski to <strong>the</strong> South Pole <strong>the</strong> follow<strong>in</strong>g<br />
w<strong>in</strong>ter – a journey <strong>of</strong> 3,000 kilometres.<br />
* * *<br />
The faith <strong>of</strong> those siege survivors has never left me. It sparked <strong>the</strong> first<br />
glimmer<strong>in</strong>gs <strong>of</strong> a faith that enabled me to turn my own life around. And four<br />
years after my return to London from St Petersburg, I met and married a<br />
man who turned out to be <strong>the</strong> grandson <strong>of</strong> a woman who survived <strong>the</strong> siege<br />
<strong>of</strong> Len<strong>in</strong>grad. I do not believe that was co<strong>in</strong>cidental.<br />
Carol<strong>in</strong>e Walton, Associate CSWG<br />
Carol<strong>in</strong>e Walton is a Russian to English translator and author <strong>of</strong> several books on Russia. She and<br />
her Ukra<strong>in</strong>ian husband are frequent visitors to <strong>the</strong> Monastery. Her 5-Star book, The Besieged – a<br />
Story <strong>of</strong> Survival (Biteback), from which this article is précised, may be ordered from Amazon.<br />
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