The Point: Spring 2018
Spring 2018 | Volume 13 | Issue 2
Spring 2018 | Volume 13 | Issue 2
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you have to fit into the idea that you<br />
have to be perfect and beat yourself up<br />
a lot. It had me asking who I was.”<br />
Myers especially felt this pressure through<br />
the seemingly innocent comments of<br />
congregational members, such as “I<br />
hope my kids turn out like you.”<br />
Regardless, her parents continually<br />
communicated to her that she did not<br />
need to fit any mold of perfection.<br />
While Myers struggled with the<br />
preconceived notions of the congregation,<br />
her parents were an example of living like<br />
Christ, revealing the importance of not<br />
judging others like she had been judged.<br />
“I saw my parents. [<strong>The</strong>y] were saying<br />
how to be Christian, but actually acting<br />
it out,” Myers said. “We are all made in<br />
the image of God. I’m beautiful for what’s<br />
inside … I’m focusing on my inward self,<br />
so I can be more helpful on the outside.”<br />
While Myers focuses on her parents’<br />
example, another P.K. shares her experience<br />
with her church. Assistant Professor<br />
of Public Relations, Dr. Carolyn Kim,<br />
grew up as a pastor’s kid in a border<br />
town between Arizona and Mexico.<br />
She appreciates the community that<br />
surrounded her and the love it cultivated.<br />
“Honestly, I feel I was so lucky in<br />
many regards. Being a P.K. gave me the<br />
opportunity to have a lot of deep and<br />
rich relationships with people of multiple<br />
generations throughout the church,”<br />
Kim said. “I was able to see firsthand<br />
what kind of service is needed to really<br />
keep a church going. I also felt like so<br />
many people supported and loved our<br />
family. I think this is a really healthy<br />
thing for kids to see in church life.”<br />
While seeing the loving support<br />
of the congregation, Kim also<br />
experienced the issue of unrealistic<br />
expectations and stereotyping.<br />
“<strong>The</strong>re is a lot of pressure to be perfect and<br />
to be able to always have the right answer,<br />
do the right thing and definitely never<br />
struggle, at least not publicly,” Kim said.<br />
Similarly, junior biological sciences major<br />
Hazel Cea’s father was a youth pastor<br />
before becoming a full-time minister<br />
after she became an adult. <strong>The</strong> pressures<br />
of perfection caused her to struggle with<br />
self-esteem and her personal faith.<br />
“I learned to overcriticize myself. With a<br />
lot of the personal conflicts that happened<br />
during my time in church with my parents,<br />
I do have a lot [of ] self-esteem issues<br />
and anxiety when it comes to meeting<br />
new people,” Cea said. “Along with that,<br />
I think that my personal relationship<br />
with God struggled because I felt the<br />
burnout my parents went through<br />
before I could experience my own. After<br />
watching my parents struggle with their<br />
ministry, I think, for a long time, I felt like<br />
ministry would always be a struggle.”<br />
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