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Theo told me that, if I was comfortable, I could
place the crystal phallus inside my underwear but
I wasn't. We continued the 'treatment' with him
once again calling on the 'Ascended Masters.'
A few days later, Theo rang me to say a crystal
had come into the shop and he felt that I would be
drawn to it. I went to take a look. It was a beautiful
geode and cost £470. I told him that it was way
too much but he told me to take it home and
connect with it, saying I could bring it back, if I
didn't want it. He told me that once I had taken the
crystal home, I would not want to be without it and
that money was not an issue as he saw a life of
abundance for me.
I was taken aback by his generosity and asked
him if he was worried I’d steal it. He told me he
had seen inside my soul and we had connected
on a spiritual level so it was all good.
This time, when I arrived at his shop, Theo was
with another woman. He introduced me as his
friend and told her about my exceptionally high
vibration and my potentia as a great healer.
She was really excited and promptly told me that I
had a wonderful aura, before hugging me and
telling me how blessed she was to have met me.
She then hugged Theo, who then hugged me. To
an outsider, it must have looked as though we
had known each other for years.
The next day I paid him money I had put aside for
my rent. Looking back, I now realise that was the
point at which he "owned" me. I had invested a
huge amount of money I could not afford into
something that I now could not afford to fail.
It suddenly reminded me of all those pyramid
schemes selling water filters and the like, where
an initial investement was needed to travel up the
rung. I put that thought to one side.Theo didn’t
want me to sell water filters. He told me that I was
on this earth to heal people ,that it was my higher
calling. If it didn't work out, I could always sell the
geode to someone else, I reasoned, it was a
win;win.
“The next day I paid him money I had put aside for my rent.
Looking back, I now realise that was the point at which he "owned" me.”
for this 'treatment', Theo told me I needed to learn
certain karmic lessons or else I would always end
with someone who would cheat on me. He once
again he told me of the many women who had
cheated on him and how he understood my pain. I
felt a huge surge of warmth towards him and
wanted to hug him but didn't.
I once again lay down on the massage table as
Theo talked about chakras and energy points
whilst placing several crystals on me. He then
pulled out a velvet pouch and pulled out a rose
quartz phallus. He told me it would help heal any
sexual hang-ups that could be responsible for me
making poor relationship choices, before placing
the phallus on my pubic bone.
Theo sent me lots of texts. He had a very
particular style of corresponding.Certain words
would always be in capital letters, words like:
Healing, Love, Blessings, Light, Energy, Higher
Self, Universe. I soon realised that he also talked
like that- using the inflections in his voice-to
denote some kind of deeper meaning. He got me
to sign up to one of his crystal healing courses.
Yet more money, but I was on the train and it
hadn’t yet arrived at my destination. The course
would be held over a weekend.
The night before the course, Theo rang to tell me
how much he was looking forward to teaching and
working with me. He suggested that I place my
geode at the foot of my bed in order to absorb the
healing energy in preparation for the next day.
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