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Onwards and upwards<br />
ASSAGE.<br />
The last five years are racing to a<br />
sudden conclusion: I am almost<br />
finished with the Student<br />
Christian <strong>Movement</strong>. I began with a threeyear<br />
contract, and renewed it for another<br />
two years, and now that's coming to an end<br />
We are in the middle of a search for my<br />
replacement, and by the time most of you<br />
read this, that person will be hired, and will<br />
begin work in August. And 1... will be...<br />
hopefully... in anotherjob. I have never<br />
really looked for work. Every job I have had<br />
has been through someone looking for me<br />
to work for them. I fervently hope that the<br />
same will happen this time, because I am<br />
discovering that things are not winding<br />
down to a close; rather, they are building up<br />
to a big bang at the end of my reign as SCM<br />
Canada's Grand Poobah.<br />
Pause. I am oh-so tired. I altered my<br />
entire life to do this work, moving to Toronto<br />
and surrounding myself with a lively and<br />
consuming SCM community. lt has been a<br />
wonderful time, but now, I don't think I know<br />
how to extricate myself from all of this. lt is<br />
never easy to leave the SCM. I know,<br />
because I've done !t before, as a student, at<br />
my last national conference as a student.<br />
It was 1990, and I was walking away<br />
from the only community who had been my<br />
support network for years. I was bitter and<br />
angry, and not ready for the world. I was<br />
pissed off at everything in those days. I<br />
wrote a letter to the SCM national<br />
magazine, expressing my anger at feeling<br />
abandoned. lt ended things with a bad<br />
taste, something I don't want to do this<br />
time. But now, I feel similar feelings<br />
creeping in. How can I possibly find a<br />
community that matches what the SCM has<br />
been? What other group will introduce me<br />
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to the world in the same way? What other<br />
group will teach me as much as give me the<br />
opportunity to teach others? Where else will<br />
I find such compassion, commitment and<br />
critique?<br />
Ponder. "So," I tell myself, "you'll get over<br />
it. Stop being such a baby! Take a second to<br />
count your bloody blessingsl" And it's true.<br />
Now that I am being released into the world,<br />
I will need your help to keep me from<br />
moping about my great days with the SCM,<br />
about world travel, conferences, retreats,<br />
exposures, worship, consultations, lectures,<br />
seminars... These are things that were<br />
traumatic at the time, but with this rosy<br />
hindsight starting to fill my vision, I see<br />
nothing but grand opportunities and<br />
treasured memories.<br />
For instance, over the last three years, I<br />
have had a column in <strong>Movement</strong> magazine,<br />
the finest periodical cataloguing WSCF work<br />
in existence. I have met political and<br />
religious leaders, made incredible friends,<br />
been challenged in everything imaginable,<br />
and tested to the limits of my abilities. I am<br />
leaving feeling sane, a little harder, a litfle<br />
clearer and with a lifetime of experiences to<br />
draw on. l'm the luckiest guy alive.<br />
Promise. So, whom am I kidding? How<br />
can I be part of a global family like this and<br />
walk away? My only real option is to<br />
recommit, maybe not as an SCM general<br />
secretary, but as a damn fine senior friend,<br />
maybe more directly in a career in campus<br />
ministry, or some other kind of ministry that<br />
can draw on the unique gift of the SCM. It's<br />
just the unknown I fear, not that which I've<br />
How can I possibty find a community<br />
that matches what the SCM has been?<br />
How can I be part of a gtobat<br />
famity tike this and watk away?<br />
come to know intimately, this glorious<br />
puzzle, this bunch of Christian misfits who<br />
will not accept the stories they are being<br />
told by the powers that be. I will always<br />
belong to this gang of friends.<br />
But. For now I am done Tying and<br />
Binding. So when you see me on the street<br />
someday (hint: I might not be wearing the<br />
same hat), greet me as a friend, because<br />
we can not afford to lose touch. Not in this<br />
world.<br />
Rick Garland is the outgoing Grand Poobah<br />
(National Co-ordinator) of Canadian SCM.<br />
Now, he writes, 'My plans are to just let the<br />
universe know that I am ready for a new<br />
job and see what it sends me...'<br />
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