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Onwards and upwards<br />

ASSAGE.<br />

The last five years are racing to a<br />

sudden conclusion: I am almost<br />

finished with the Student<br />

Christian <strong>Movement</strong>. I began with a threeyear<br />

contract, and renewed it for another<br />

two years, and now that's coming to an end<br />

We are in the middle of a search for my<br />

replacement, and by the time most of you<br />

read this, that person will be hired, and will<br />

begin work in August. And 1... will be...<br />

hopefully... in anotherjob. I have never<br />

really looked for work. Every job I have had<br />

has been through someone looking for me<br />

to work for them. I fervently hope that the<br />

same will happen this time, because I am<br />

discovering that things are not winding<br />

down to a close; rather, they are building up<br />

to a big bang at the end of my reign as SCM<br />

Canada's Grand Poobah.<br />

Pause. I am oh-so tired. I altered my<br />

entire life to do this work, moving to Toronto<br />

and surrounding myself with a lively and<br />

consuming SCM community. lt has been a<br />

wonderful time, but now, I don't think I know<br />

how to extricate myself from all of this. lt is<br />

never easy to leave the SCM. I know,<br />

because I've done !t before, as a student, at<br />

my last national conference as a student.<br />

It was 1990, and I was walking away<br />

from the only community who had been my<br />

support network for years. I was bitter and<br />

angry, and not ready for the world. I was<br />

pissed off at everything in those days. I<br />

wrote a letter to the SCM national<br />

magazine, expressing my anger at feeling<br />

abandoned. lt ended things with a bad<br />

taste, something I don't want to do this<br />

time. But now, I feel similar feelings<br />

creeping in. How can I possibly find a<br />

community that matches what the SCM has<br />

been? What other group will introduce me<br />

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to the world in the same way? What other<br />

group will teach me as much as give me the<br />

opportunity to teach others? Where else will<br />

I find such compassion, commitment and<br />

critique?<br />

Ponder. "So," I tell myself, "you'll get over<br />

it. Stop being such a baby! Take a second to<br />

count your bloody blessingsl" And it's true.<br />

Now that I am being released into the world,<br />

I will need your help to keep me from<br />

moping about my great days with the SCM,<br />

about world travel, conferences, retreats,<br />

exposures, worship, consultations, lectures,<br />

seminars... These are things that were<br />

traumatic at the time, but with this rosy<br />

hindsight starting to fill my vision, I see<br />

nothing but grand opportunities and<br />

treasured memories.<br />

For instance, over the last three years, I<br />

have had a column in <strong>Movement</strong> magazine,<br />

the finest periodical cataloguing WSCF work<br />

in existence. I have met political and<br />

religious leaders, made incredible friends,<br />

been challenged in everything imaginable,<br />

and tested to the limits of my abilities. I am<br />

leaving feeling sane, a little harder, a litfle<br />

clearer and with a lifetime of experiences to<br />

draw on. l'm the luckiest guy alive.<br />

Promise. So, whom am I kidding? How<br />

can I be part of a global family like this and<br />

walk away? My only real option is to<br />

recommit, maybe not as an SCM general<br />

secretary, but as a damn fine senior friend,<br />

maybe more directly in a career in campus<br />

ministry, or some other kind of ministry that<br />

can draw on the unique gift of the SCM. It's<br />

just the unknown I fear, not that which I've<br />

How can I possibty find a community<br />

that matches what the SCM has been?<br />

How can I be part of a gtobat<br />

famity tike this and watk away?<br />

come to know intimately, this glorious<br />

puzzle, this bunch of Christian misfits who<br />

will not accept the stories they are being<br />

told by the powers that be. I will always<br />

belong to this gang of friends.<br />

But. For now I am done Tying and<br />

Binding. So when you see me on the street<br />

someday (hint: I might not be wearing the<br />

same hat), greet me as a friend, because<br />

we can not afford to lose touch. Not in this<br />

world.<br />

Rick Garland is the outgoing Grand Poobah<br />

(National Co-ordinator) of Canadian SCM.<br />

Now, he writes, 'My plans are to just let the<br />

universe know that I am ready for a new<br />

job and see what it sends me...'<br />

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