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"0irl Overboard", a column in The Observer's "Life" Magazine, tells the story of what it's like to<br />
reclaim a life alone, with wrv and sometimes painful clarity. Graeme Burk talks to writer<br />
Kathryn Flett about confessional writing and what it takes to be honest in this dav and age.<br />
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?utal Honesty<br />
ror the past year or so l've been<br />
I moved to, alternately, tears and<br />
laughter in Kathryn Flett's column<br />
I "Giil ou"rbourd" in the magazine<br />
section of the Observer.Her column has<br />
a dry wit and what has been termed by<br />
others a'brutal honesty' that has made<br />
reading it, for me, as much a Sunday<br />
ritual as going to Church or watching<br />
the EastEnders omnibus.<br />
Until February of this year, Kathryn<br />
Flett's front-page column was "Party<br />
Girl"- what she described as being<br />
"Tara Palmer-Tomkinson without the<br />
legs or the invitations"-but this<br />
changed with a Travel article in the<br />
Observer on the 9th February 1 997.<br />
Her brief was to write about a romantic<br />
weekend with her husband in Bruges.<br />
However, in-between the commissioning<br />
of the article and the actual trip, her<br />
husband-she had been married 16<br />
months-had asked for a divorce. ln an<br />
article titled "By Waterloo Station I Sat<br />
Down and Wept" she interspersed into<br />
a simple travelogue the recounting of<br />
the final dissolution of her marriage; of<br />
being in a chocolate box of a romantic<br />
city while a mutual life eventually dies<br />
into a painful and awkward silence.<br />
I have never been in a relationship<br />
longer than three months, much less<br />
ever been divorced, but when I read "By<br />
Waterloo Station" I was profoundly<br />
moved by the rawness of it. When she<br />
wrote of the end of the weekend: "At<br />
Waterloo, people were being met by<br />
their'partners. As I watched mine striding<br />
ahead to the taxi rank, I felt him let<br />
go even more, unbouple and move on.<br />
By the time the taxi had taken us home,<br />
I knew nothing would stop him." I<br />
momentarily lost the ability to breathe.<br />
Subsequent articles in her rechristened<br />
column "Girl Overboard", continued<br />
with the same raw honesty about<br />
what it's like to find oneself on one's<br />
own. With sometimes painful clarity,<br />
the column talks about what it's like to<br />
go through the mundane experiences of<br />
loss (filling time in an evening, sorting<br />
out what to do with the rings, going to<br />
other people's weddings) as well as<br />
some difficult experiences (like discovering<br />
your husband has a new girlfriend).<br />
"Girl Overboard" isn't only about<br />
this-it's also a very funny column featuring<br />
Kathryn's funny and true observations<br />
on life-but it's the "arc" of the<br />
story of reclaiming a life alone. told<br />
with such unreserved<br />
honesty, that makes<br />
the column such a<br />
great, and sometimes<br />
powerful, read with a<br />
cuppa on a Sunday<br />
afternoon. And l'm<br />
not alone in this, as<br />
Kathryn discovered to<br />
her surprise when the<br />
post came in after<br />
the Bruges piece and<br />
her first columns.<br />
"Previously in<br />
/*<br />
one's career if you<br />
wrote something you<br />
only ever got negative<br />
responses<br />
because people will<br />
only ever pick up a<br />
pen and a bit of<br />
paper and write<br />
something if it's<br />
going to be negative.<br />
and this is not the<br />
case any more," she<br />
explains. "With this<br />
column I have had<br />
most incredible positive<br />
feedback, particularly<br />
in the early<br />
stages of it, which<br />
was just kind of a<br />
shock. As a writer<br />
you get so used to having people giving<br />
you a hard time and it was a very odd<br />
feeling to know that there were people<br />
who were rooting for you in some way."<br />
The word "honesty" is repeated<br />
constantly in my description of Kathryn<br />
Flett's writing. and it is probably what<br />
my "angle" is in interviewing her. lt<br />
strikes me that being honest isn't<br />
something that comes easily to us.<br />
Watch any edition of Newsnight and<br />
you can see that not being honest<br />
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about screwing up is as natural as<br />
breathing to a politician; if asked how<br />
l'm doing during a difficult patch I tend<br />
to say "fine". Which is precisely what<br />
"Girl Overboard" doesn't do.<br />
I ask her about whether it's this<br />
honesty that touches a nerve for others.<br />
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"l think so. I think people are becoming<br />
increasingly wary of the kind of<br />
columns which say 'Oooh when I went<br />
to Sainsburys a very funny thing happened<br />
to me in the frozen veg counter'.<br />
I think-l wouldn't say I was wholly<br />
responsible for this at all, it's been<br />
going on forever-that when people<br />
read something which clearly comes<br />
from the heart they respond to it very<br />
intuitively, almost without realising why<br />
they're doing it. Which means that as