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Tanner tightened his tie, twisted a diamond-studded wedding band,<br />

assessing me. ‘She never told you.’<br />

‘I haven’t heard a single thing about this,’ I said. ‘From anyone. But<br />

especially not from Amy.’<br />

‘You’d be surprised, the number of women who still find it a stigma.<br />

Ashamed.’<br />

‘I can’t believe I—’<br />

‘I try never to show up to one of these meetings without new information<br />

for my client,’ he said. ‘I want to show you how serious I am about your case.<br />

And how much you need me.’<br />

‘This guy could be a suspect?’<br />

‘Sure, why not,’ Tanner said too breezily. ‘He has a violent history with<br />

your wife.’<br />

‘Did he go to prison?’<br />

‘She dropped the charges. Didn’t want to testify, I assume. If you and I<br />

decide to work together, I’ll have him checked out. In the meantime, think of<br />

anyone who took an interest in your wife. Better if it’s someone in Carthage,<br />

though. More believable. Now—’ Tanner crossed a leg, exposed his bottom<br />

row of teeth, uncomfortably bunched and stained in comparison with his<br />

perfect picket-fence top row. He held his crooked teeth against his upper lip<br />

for a moment. ‘Now comes the harder part, Nick,’ he said. ‘I need total<br />

honesty from you, it won’t work any other way. So tell me everything about<br />

your marriage, tell me the worst. Because if I know the worst, then I can plan<br />

for it. But if I’m surprised, we’re fucked. And if we’re fucked, you’re fucked.<br />

Because I get to fly away in my G4.’<br />

I took a breath. Looked him in the eyes. ‘I cheated on Amy. I’ve been<br />

cheating on Amy.’<br />

‘Okay. With multiple women or just one?’<br />

‘No, not multiple. I’ve never cheated before.’<br />

‘So, with one woman?’ Bolt asked, and looked away, his eyes resting on a<br />

watercolor of a sailboat as he twirled his wedding band. I could picture him<br />

phoning his wife later, saying, Just once, just once, I want a guy who’s not an<br />

asshole.<br />

‘Yes, just one girl, she’s very—’

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