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Storyline Winter 2019

A Quarterly magazine published by First Alliance Church (Calgary, Alberta) In this issue, we look back at 2019 in review.

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y Lisa LeBlanc<br />

Have you ever wanted something so badly that you<br />

thought your heart would break if you didn’t get it? My<br />

5-year-old daughter did.<br />

1996. We were living in Winnipeg, Manitoba. My husband and<br />

I had recently separated. I was trying to balance a broken<br />

marriage, two little girls, a dayhome, and more stress than I<br />

had ever experienced.<br />

I was shopping at Superstore with my girls. Brittany was<br />

5, Adrianna was 6 months. While I was grabbing diapers,<br />

Brittany saw the pink shoes. Canvas, Mary Jane-style runners.<br />

Adorable. Only $12, but it was $12 more than I had to spend<br />

that week.<br />

I was trying to be the good Christian<br />

mommy by encouraging my<br />

daughters to pray.<br />

While it broke my<br />

heart a little to say,<br />

“I’m sorry, we can’t<br />

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buy those today,” I added, “But you can ask Jesus for<br />

them.”<br />

Yikes! Did I just promise her that Jesus would give her the<br />

shoes?? What if I just set God up to fail and my daughter’s<br />

faith to crumble? “Really?” God challenged. “I can make<br />

the universe but I can’t come up with a pair of shoes? And<br />

by the way, Brittany’s faith is way stronger than yours<br />

right now, so maybe you should just stand back and<br />

watch Me go!”<br />

Flashback to December, 1994. Brittany was 2 months<br />

shy of 4 years old. One last check-in during bath time to<br />

make sure we had her Christmas list covered. Along with<br />

a Barney stuffie and a few other things, she added, “And I<br />

want a baby sister.”<br />

“Um, sweetie, we’ve talked about this. You know you<br />

grew in Richelle’s tummy before you were born and we<br />

adopted you and that’s how we became a family. You<br />

know Mommy’s tummy doesn’t work to make babies.”

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