diaries

my name is
joseph oliver crackett
i am a photographer
a artist manager
a barista
a son
a friend
to some
maybe many
i come from a supportive family
a family of plenty
theirs 6 of us
all boys
5 straight
1 gay
wait
i enjoy my alone time
i enjoy creating
i enjoy my imagination
almost too much
a lot of my work
is behind the scenes
my expression of art
is based on capturing moments
of what i see
someone to be
its my comfort
i’m safe in this zone
but under this blanket
are feelings of my own
some come by
but
some never go
when i create
they come to the surface
if i ponder
my creations
they become
worthless
to me, anyways
i started writing down my thoughts
in the form of poems
whether they are or not
i dunno
i just see how they go