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Metropolitan Lines Issue 2 - Brunel University

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Parting Gift<br />

by Carolyn Skelton<br />

He opened the door to her, not<br />

even bothering to hide his<br />

irritation. Hadn’t he told her only<br />

last month that it was all over? All<br />

over before it had really started,<br />

she’d said, ripping her paper<br />

handkerchief into shreds. For days<br />

after he’d found tiny bits of mangled<br />

tissue paper behind the furniture in<br />

the living room. Like a paper trail<br />

from the heart which led nowhere.<br />

‘Ray! How’s things?’ she asked, a<br />

smile stretched taut across her face.<br />

She hitched her tote bag higher up<br />

on her shoulder. It was then he<br />

noticed the leather gloves. They<br />

looked incongruous with her light<br />

sweater and jeans. He ignored the<br />

thought that she might be covering<br />

up some sort of self-mutilation. In<br />

any case, it would be more like her<br />

to flaunt the results of a half-baked<br />

suicide attempt, knowing it would<br />

press all his guilt buttons.<br />

‘Hey, Carrie.’<br />

‘I was just passing and . . .’ she<br />

continued.<br />

‘I’m packing.’<br />

‘For Pakistan?’<br />

‘Uh-huh. I’ve loads to do. The<br />

flight leaves tonight.’<br />

‘I’m not stopping. Just wanted to<br />

give you this.’ She bent her head<br />

over her bag, auburn curls flashing<br />

in the sunlight. He remembered the<br />

softness of her hair as it brushed<br />

against his thighs, and shook his<br />

head to dislodge the memory. It<br />

wouldn’t do to get too sentimental.<br />

Not now.<br />

She pulled out a small gold box<br />

and handed it to him. ‘Don’t open it<br />

yet. Keep it for the twentieth.’<br />

‘I’m not sure . . .’<br />

‘See it as a parting gift. A way of<br />

saying “thanks”.’<br />

‘For what?’<br />

‘Helping me to realise that you<br />

and I would never have made it.’<br />

‘Oh.’ He felt deflated now. ‘Do<br />

you want to come in or something?’<br />

‘Another time maybe.’<br />

Pure Research<br />

8<br />

postgraduate fiction<br />

‘Perhaps. I’ll be away for a month<br />

at least.’<br />

‘Just promise me you’ll keep it for<br />

the twentieth. You might need it out<br />

there in all that heat.’<br />

Outside, ominous cobwebs of tree, branches waving at the window pane,<br />

A sea of freeze-dried paralyzed limbs inside.<br />

I hear words like dripping blood and a thunder in my right ear:<br />

Warm, delicate, sinewy, scaly, oozing with the viscosity of mud,<br />

Murderous, fleeting, shady.<br />

Here talks a scientist in the bud, blossoms of grey crystalline cells,<br />

Alongside chrysanthemum and blue bells.<br />

This Bourne building is a prison for my carcass, bound in flowers,<br />

a garrison for plaster and tape people, the waste bubbling up,<br />

when Enrique, with great haste, belches words<br />

about dominant negative mutants.<br />

Unfortunate, to be all crammed in this office, like ants:<br />

Robert is indifferent, honest;<br />

Claudia, with laser beams and paper moons, idly staring at the ceiling;<br />

Christine reaches with intensity, dedication, reaches for science’s secret;<br />

Prajwal perches on the sofa, stifling a yawn;<br />

Enrique, flamboyant and patronizing, throws jargon at people;<br />

And all the while I smile arrogantly at the trees outside.<br />

Paul, diligent, calm,<br />

argues his point with care,<br />

while Wang, vampire-like,<br />

stands in awe of his master.<br />

Virginia sits<br />

in front of them,<br />

indulgent<br />

and benign,<br />

betraying a sense of superiority.<br />

undergraduate poetry<br />

Michael, being English,<br />

fumbles with<br />

hands and floppy hair,<br />

while Laci,<br />

smiling like a Japanese fox,<br />

curls in his seat,<br />

ready to fire yet another question.<br />

Emanuele Libertini<br />

<strong>Metropolitan</strong> <strong>Lines</strong> Summer 2008

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