Metropolitan Lines Issue 2 - Brunel University
Metropolitan Lines Issue 2 - Brunel University
Metropolitan Lines Issue 2 - Brunel University
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Parting Gift<br />
by Carolyn Skelton<br />
He opened the door to her, not<br />
even bothering to hide his<br />
irritation. Hadn’t he told her only<br />
last month that it was all over? All<br />
over before it had really started,<br />
she’d said, ripping her paper<br />
handkerchief into shreds. For days<br />
after he’d found tiny bits of mangled<br />
tissue paper behind the furniture in<br />
the living room. Like a paper trail<br />
from the heart which led nowhere.<br />
‘Ray! How’s things?’ she asked, a<br />
smile stretched taut across her face.<br />
She hitched her tote bag higher up<br />
on her shoulder. It was then he<br />
noticed the leather gloves. They<br />
looked incongruous with her light<br />
sweater and jeans. He ignored the<br />
thought that she might be covering<br />
up some sort of self-mutilation. In<br />
any case, it would be more like her<br />
to flaunt the results of a half-baked<br />
suicide attempt, knowing it would<br />
press all his guilt buttons.<br />
‘Hey, Carrie.’<br />
‘I was just passing and . . .’ she<br />
continued.<br />
‘I’m packing.’<br />
‘For Pakistan?’<br />
‘Uh-huh. I’ve loads to do. The<br />
flight leaves tonight.’<br />
‘I’m not stopping. Just wanted to<br />
give you this.’ She bent her head<br />
over her bag, auburn curls flashing<br />
in the sunlight. He remembered the<br />
softness of her hair as it brushed<br />
against his thighs, and shook his<br />
head to dislodge the memory. It<br />
wouldn’t do to get too sentimental.<br />
Not now.<br />
She pulled out a small gold box<br />
and handed it to him. ‘Don’t open it<br />
yet. Keep it for the twentieth.’<br />
‘I’m not sure . . .’<br />
‘See it as a parting gift. A way of<br />
saying “thanks”.’<br />
‘For what?’<br />
‘Helping me to realise that you<br />
and I would never have made it.’<br />
‘Oh.’ He felt deflated now. ‘Do<br />
you want to come in or something?’<br />
‘Another time maybe.’<br />
Pure Research<br />
8<br />
postgraduate fiction<br />
‘Perhaps. I’ll be away for a month<br />
at least.’<br />
‘Just promise me you’ll keep it for<br />
the twentieth. You might need it out<br />
there in all that heat.’<br />
Outside, ominous cobwebs of tree, branches waving at the window pane,<br />
A sea of freeze-dried paralyzed limbs inside.<br />
I hear words like dripping blood and a thunder in my right ear:<br />
Warm, delicate, sinewy, scaly, oozing with the viscosity of mud,<br />
Murderous, fleeting, shady.<br />
Here talks a scientist in the bud, blossoms of grey crystalline cells,<br />
Alongside chrysanthemum and blue bells.<br />
This Bourne building is a prison for my carcass, bound in flowers,<br />
a garrison for plaster and tape people, the waste bubbling up,<br />
when Enrique, with great haste, belches words<br />
about dominant negative mutants.<br />
Unfortunate, to be all crammed in this office, like ants:<br />
Robert is indifferent, honest;<br />
Claudia, with laser beams and paper moons, idly staring at the ceiling;<br />
Christine reaches with intensity, dedication, reaches for science’s secret;<br />
Prajwal perches on the sofa, stifling a yawn;<br />
Enrique, flamboyant and patronizing, throws jargon at people;<br />
And all the while I smile arrogantly at the trees outside.<br />
Paul, diligent, calm,<br />
argues his point with care,<br />
while Wang, vampire-like,<br />
stands in awe of his master.<br />
Virginia sits<br />
in front of them,<br />
indulgent<br />
and benign,<br />
betraying a sense of superiority.<br />
undergraduate poetry<br />
Michael, being English,<br />
fumbles with<br />
hands and floppy hair,<br />
while Laci,<br />
smiling like a Japanese fox,<br />
curls in his seat,<br />
ready to fire yet another question.<br />
Emanuele Libertini<br />
<strong>Metropolitan</strong> <strong>Lines</strong> Summer 2008