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20 looking away<br />

awareness of appearance, an appearance of appearance, can occur in object<br />

perception or in fact perception, whether one is perceiving Erscheinung or<br />

Schein at the time. Wordsworth, P. B. Shelley, Schopenhauer, and Nietzsche,<br />

among others, like to describe what it feels like. Many epistemologists,<br />

including Kant, hold that some kind of apperception is necessary for<br />

any experience at all. In some models, this necessary apperception may be<br />

unconscious; if so, then conscious reflexivity of the sort above would not<br />

be the primary instance of reflexivity, but would only be experienced as if it<br />

were. 25 If, to the contrary, basic apperception is normally minimally conscious,<br />

the reflexive “appearance of appearance” is a matter of intensity: I<br />

feel primarily “I am seeing this” rather than “(I am seeing) this.” “I am seeing<br />

this” is a perfectly rational thought and no illusion. Yet the funny thing<br />

is, appearance with an index has the subversive effect of seeming to suspend<br />

the fact/value conflation and its demand. And this side effect of suspension<br />

is illusory, a trick of the mind.<br />

The suspensive illusion comes about because the relationship between<br />

Schein and the reflexive appearance of appearance is close enough to be<br />

confusing: the latter has come to stand for the former in an almost Pavlovian<br />

way. Because of its exceptionality, Schein is more likely to trigger<br />

reflexivity. If you’re seeing a shower of silver dots, you can hardly forget<br />

that you’re having a perceptual experience. And because Schein induces<br />

reflexivity in this way, reflexivity can make us view Erscheinung as<br />

Schein—as it does every time one looks at something within a literal<br />

frame. In a passage of The Birth of Tragedy that I’ll read later, Nietzsche<br />

observes the suspensive side effect of the awareness in and of itself of appearance.<br />

He remarks of a lucid dream that by virtue of its lucidity we<br />

“have, glimmering through it, the sensation that it is mere appearance [die<br />

durchschimmernde Empfindung ihres Scheins],” and goes on to assert on<br />

the model of the lucid dream that “philosophical men ...even have a presentiment<br />

that the reality in which we live and have our being is also mere<br />

25. Daniel Dennett points out that “second-order thought does not itself have to be<br />

conscious in order for its first-order object to be conscious” (Consciousness Explained<br />

[Boston: Little, Brown, 1991], 307). Richard Moran argues that it is only when the second-order<br />

thought is unconscious that we strongly believe in the object (Authority and<br />

Estrangement: An Essay on Self-Knowledge [Princeton: Princeton UP, 2001]).

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