Sheila’s Stairway to Heaven by Natalie Seils Cyanotype 40
a hard plastic, numbered token, to be handed back to him when one collected the bags on leaving the store. The brightly lit aisles beckoned, their neatly organized shelves stacked high with beautifully displayed products whose glossy, artful labels vied for attention. One could linger to peruse them in luxurious, air conditioned comfort as the thick, tinted glass walls insulated one from the deafening cacophony of the mad drivers that pounded hotly down the dusty streets beyond, like people possessed. And somehow, the fatigue fell away as one’s aching feet now began to glide smoothly over the clean, polished floors. The habitual pain gradually became a dim and even tolerable memory as one inhaled the fresh, fragrant, smog-free air inside. In another colorful section with sloping trays and baskets, pre-cleaned and prepackaged fruits and vegetables glowed healthily from their breathable cellophane jackets. Already divided into meal size units that took the guesswork out of it, they saved the stressed consumer valuable time and effort. The higher prices were a small deterrent for such thoughtful service. I imagined Manda in the store, rubbing shoulders with overweight women in crisp designer salwar-kameezes, bedecked with white gold and lipstick, diamond rings flashing as they waved an airy hand at an acquaintance. Their accessorized diaphanous scarves trailing unevenly behind them as they floated past Manda in a cloud of perfume, sizing her up in a single, dismissive glance that seemed to skim over her and then glance off as if she weren’t quite there. Tossing their dark swathes of henna-conditioned hair as they call out to their nannies in measured but commanding nasal tones to mind the children better, husbands, children and the unfortunate nannies in tow. Hair that cascaded down their backs in a straight, silky curtain, then swirled in a body, its highlights catching the dying gold of sunshine slanting in through the tinted windows. And somehow, in spite of it all, I could see Manda holding her own. As she spoke, her face became animated, the expressions flitting across it in quick succession. She said she hadn’t known for a long time that she had even needed glasses and that sometimes, in school, she’d encountered flak from the other kids for trying to be “better” than them. Then she added, almost as an afterthought, that when she had first started at this job, she had had no idea whatsoever how to cook “fancy”. Her various expert, but now fed-up employers, were only too willing to share their tips, tricks, short cuts and techniques. So slowly but surely, she had squirreled away the odd assortment of facts and put them to use, sometimes transplanting the ideas from one kitchen to another. Little by little, she’d made it work. And now, she was a pro. To me, Manda epitomized a changing India. One in which everyone, from the Harvard educated CEO to the completely illiterate street savvy vegetable vendor, owned cell phones and spent equal amounts of time on them! One in which the increasingly polluted and pothole ridden roads were clogged with more and more four wheelers. An India in which it seemed as though building construction had become an integral part of every city street, even as real estate prices shot through the roof. And one in whose cities, to my everlasting regret, large shady trees and bullock carts were fast becoming a disappearing memory. “The emerging lower and middle classes will determine the future of the world’s largest democracy,” warbled some wellheeled economists, half glad, half sad. In the technology driven whirlwind that could well be India’s rise to superpowerdom, equal opportunities and economic independence were proving to be great class levelers and in this race, it seemed as though Manda had firmly straddled the winning horse.