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Peter Watts 195 <strong>Blindsight</strong><br />

But even after years of practice, if you distracted them in mid-step<br />

they'd go over like a beanstalk without a counterweight."<br />

"You're saying I'm like that?"<br />

"You use your Chinese room the way they used vision. You've<br />

reinvented empathy, almost from scratch, and in some ways—not<br />

all obviously, or I wouldn't have to tell you this—but in some ways<br />

yours is better than the original. It's why you're so good at<br />

synthesis."<br />

I shook my head. "I just observe, that's all. I watch what people<br />

do, and then I imagine what would make them do that."<br />

"Sounds like empathy to me."<br />

"It's not. Empathy's not so much about imagining how the other<br />

guy feels. It's more about imagining how you'd feel in the same<br />

place, right?"<br />

Pag frowned. "So?"<br />

"So what if you don't know how you'd feel?"<br />

He looked at me, and his surfaces were serious and completely<br />

transparent. "You're better than that, friend. You may not always<br />

act like it, but—I know you. I knew you before."<br />

"You knew someone else. I'm Pod-man, remember?"<br />

"Yeah, that was someone else. And maybe I remember him<br />

better than you do. But I'll tell you one thing." He leaned forward.<br />

"Both of you would've helped me out that day. And maybe he<br />

would've got there with good ol'-fashioned empathy while you had<br />

to cobble together some kind of improvised flowchart out of<br />

surplus parts, but that just makes your accomplishment all the<br />

greater. Which is why I continue to stick it out with you, old<br />

buddy. Even though you have a rod up your ass the size of the Rio<br />

Spire."<br />

He held out his glass. Dutifully, I clinked it against my own.<br />

We drank.<br />

"I don't remember him," I said after a while.<br />

"What, the other Siri? Pre-Pod Siri?"<br />

I nodded.<br />

"Nothing at all?"<br />

I thought back. "Well, he was wracked by convulsions all the<br />

time, right? There'd be constant pain. I don't remember any pain."

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